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As I ponder these words I wonder if I've bridged that gap between man and child.

]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/10333861/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/10333861/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:51:21 PDT
happy joyjoy feelings are fleeting

]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/10051811/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/10051811/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 16:04:41 PDT
smile ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/9976521/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/9976521/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:26:28 PDT
smiles ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/9444932/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/9444932/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:48:02 PDT ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8780343/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8780343/ Mon, 15 May 2006 16:09:36 PDT
"A Light Under the Rain Encompasses the failure of a single man" ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8245116/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8245116/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 10:57:29 PST ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8019402/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/8019402/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 15:24:51 PST ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7985049/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7985049/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 20:41:44 PST ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7868512/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7868512/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 20:48:56 PST to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.


]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7811159/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7811159/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 16:26:06 PST
Love is never easy

The world is not your oyster

Life is hard




O yea... Water sucks,

Gatorade is better... ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7634398/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7634398/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 21:05:00 PST ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7533601/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7533601/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 08:15:25 PST ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7505814/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7505814/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 06:59:17 PST
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." ~Leo Buscaglia

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expect some goodies in the near to not to distant future... yay... I love photography...

I want to get one or two more lenses though... saving the cash, saving the cash, hi ho the derio, saving the cash... ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7433829/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7433829/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 18:19:45 PST
I just love this quote. ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7390224/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7390224/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 08:38:14 PST
As a final thought, accually my only thought in this journal, I'll tell you a secret...


The amount of money you spend on a gift isn't the most impotrant thing. Many times, unless the person in question is a Scrooge, the thought and care put into a gift can outweight any dollar amout. Even the most simple gift, can show someone, just how much they mean to you.


Before I go... This is for guys only... girls read if you like... Guys if you have a girlfriend/signifigant other, forget that last part, it doesn't apply to you. Go big, and I mean big... yes your wallet/bank accout will suffer for it, but you love em don't you... Making it all worth while... Besides, in the end, it's only money, there will always be more.


Peace, good morrow, may bright days caress and embrace you always... this is for my girls out there in the ether.

Guys, remember, Valentines is just around the corner.

Much love to all

Happy Holidays

Sean ~^^~ ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7365054/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7365054/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 15:24:27 PST
Be safe this holiday season. Embrace your other half in love. Tell the person you like/love that you do. You never know. Things can work out in this crazy world. Don't waste another day in fear of the unknown.

I love you all, be safe, have fun.

Sean ~^^~ ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7302838/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7302838/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:31:21 PST
-Trites ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7115869/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7115869/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 15:51:51 PST ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7022241/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/7022241/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 21:06:57 PST
Friend:
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

These are the people you really care about. You call them, you write them, you're there when thier down and need someone. The people you don't forget. Sure you'll have fights, but they never last long and the bond is always there. These are the people that without even thinking, you would step infront of a bullit for.

Acquaintances:
1. Knowledge of a person acquired by a relationship less intimate than friendship.
2. A person whom one knows

These are the people you talk to if they're there. If you can get something from them, all the better. There is no bond here. If they were suddenly not there one day, it wouldn't phase you in the least. These are the people you forget about when your goin to a party, or if your doing something fun you don't even think to invite them (this hurts so much - especially if they find out (even more so if you lie and they find out)).

Others:
1. A different person or thing
2. A different or an additional person or thing

These are the people you could care less about, but that might seem inhuman. You might even hate these people (most likely for no aparent reason, you just do). You snarl, glare, cuss these people out (anything you show your disgust or hate). In all likelyhoods you know nothing about these people, if even their name, all you know is rumor.

Check your hearts people. This may not have even accured to you before you read this. *Got to love just sitting at the park and thinking for awhile* Don't have acquaintances or others if you can. Have friends, hundreads, thousands even. I've had acquaintances, and I've been one as well. It hurts... it hurts alot, when the people you care for and who you think care for you, are off having fun and they didn't even think to or try to invite you. Or worse, they lie about what they were doing and you find out. That's like a thousand icy knifes stuck firmly in your back. I've known no fealing worse, except for the death of a loved one. There's no excuse for it, it's just crule and mean.

I am lucky to have the people in my life that I do. I consider all of them my friends, as I hope they do me. And if the need ever arouse, I would, without thought, give my life for their's. I'm not saying I have a death wish or anything like that. But I would, and regreat none of it.

Much luv to all of you,
Sean
^^ ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6744007/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6744007/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:13:25 PDT Raise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut
Would you be my thousand fucks
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts
My sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

~ The Used (I'm A Fake) ~ ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6583931/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6583931/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 18:05:42 PDT God is gracious : Hebrew

Peaceful, poised and understanding you do not let anyone or anything disturb your innate calm. You are tolerant of others no matter how their behaviours or beliefs differ from your own. Not attached to material or worldly affairs you are free to express your true self. Displaying great wisdom and serenity people are naturally drawn to you for guidance and counsel. Your courage and presence of mind see you through any adversity. ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6562224/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6562224/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 09:39:41 PDT "What lies beyond the sky..."

Alvis Reply:
"Leading the lost child back to the mother. EXILE"


Dagobel Mysterium:
"The wave that colors the earth in gold..."

Alvis Reply:
"The breath of spring that bringeth life. The wheat-covered earth."


Bashianus Mysterium:
"The path of the angel's descent..."

Alvis Reply:
"Thou art the path of the great winds. The Grand Stream."


Hamilton Mysterium:
"What lies beyond the memories..."

Alvis Reply:
"The place where everything comes from and everything returns to. The blue planet." ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6532576/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6532576/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 22:01:14 PDT
A cross is craved

Forever will it remain

A scar in my flesh

So that none is forgoten

Of these thoughts in my heart and mind

That bind me to this world

I will stay here

So long as this mark remains

© Sean ]]> ~Beanieman87 http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6510645/ http://Beanieman87.deviantart.com/journal/6510645/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 10:22:01 PDT
Scaring those few I care for most,
With words drafted in grief.

Disregarding the fallout,
Surely to befall me.

Humbled before all I plead,
Exoneration.

- Sean ]]> ~Beanieman87