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]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28859143/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28859143/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 06:32:32 PST
I miss someone e_e;;

Don't know if it's good or bad e.e;;


From movie scenes to goodnight dreams, Without a doubt just think about! The F U T U R E, You radiate like sunshine, And my teddy bear at night time, We can cuddle like penguins do for heat, I know I'm right this time, I see the light that binds, And I heard it through the grapevine, That you wanted to be mine! I hope that you believe fersure I'll never leave, We'll stick like super glue, Dear June, I love you.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28816450/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28816450/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 22:40:44 PST

Well I'm working on small projects during school to upload on here.

Been pretty fucking depressed.

Ugh... God dammit...

I have ideas. Maybe some way too emo. Oh well. It's an idea right?

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28206170/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/28206170/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 20:20:30 PST

Crappy quality... Because of my dads very shitty digital camera e.e


At least I'm updating...

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GUYS CAN GO SUCK A FAT DICK e.e BASTARDS.

Christ. FUCKING LIAR o.e

I may be a bit of a hippocrit for this shit but it doesn't mean you should go stab me in the back, I have a reason, it may be a shitty reason why I make my mistakes but HE doesn't. SO FUCK YOU. I'm deleting those drawings for you on this deviantart. I'm ripping up everything I've drawn for you.

FUCKER.

GO DIE.

Every guy is the same, you wanna hurt me.


FUCK




o_e

Bad fucking week dude.... I need to draw e.e

Art trades anyone?

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27897227/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27897227/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:02:32 PDT
If anyone wants to do an art trade please let me know, it'd make my fucking day.


So facking ghey man. I feel like I'm just losing my friends so I just drift myself away from them, and if i somehow get near them I just act happy. Fuck man. Eugh. I don't wanna be at BHS anymore. This fucking fails. Been crying every fucking day. Acting happy in class.

You lose friends, people like others more than you, you lose friends that you thought you'd never lose to some random person. So ghey. :// I fucking hate today. I only liked that I was with my brother. He made things better. Fucking cried to a guy I barely even talk to (Kammy) Wtf? Have I really resulted into this? This is dumb. I don't want this anymore. Fucking transfer outta these classes. I hope your happy and I know you know who you are even know I doubt you'd ever read this. :// I hope your fucking happy, I'm sacraficing a lot of things and I hope your happy. Fuck this shit. Ugh. What the fuck am I gonna do Halloween now.


Maybe all this sadness and anger will make me have better ideas. I seem to draw really cool and good things when I'm down. It's odd yes I know, but it's just true. Lets get crack'n Taylor, get them good ideas down on your new sketch book. <3

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12:08am

I just thought to myself that I should do a project on some kinda big art thing and color it in and such.

LIST::
- Art for friend [Will remain unknown]; title:"Unknown"
- Art for brother Grant; title
- Pirate
- Big project

TO DO::
Start first and last projects

Sketch everything else.




Facking hell.
Fuck this week e.e
So sad and angry and depressing, but it's my fault anyways. Bleh.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27709243/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27709243/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 14:58:48 PDT
I need heklp for ideas what to draw...
Ideas ?l;



Go d dammit...
Sadness................................

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]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27685940/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27685940/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 11:18:11 PDT I had the weirdest dream
That you and I drove up the darkest streets
Passing through the city lights
Closure for the kiss that died......

Fuck my life...

I just made the biggest mistake ever...
FUCK......
I know this is deviantart. Not a blogger thing. But I still would like to post this. Fuck my fucking life.

I'm fucking up way too much, hospital AGAIN? This is the second time in a week I tried doing this... What the fuck... I'm sucha freak, I'm not craving for attention, I only crave for attention from someone, but I was too "afraid" to be with them? What the fuck is that shit? Bullshit right? And my ex comes back trying to be in my life, but all he does is try to hurt me more... Why can't I give this guy a fucking chance, when I gave my ex a million, and my ex did much worse things than this new guy... Hm? Well I fucked up, you learn from your mistakes, and it hurts. Fuck FUCK !!!

Stopit... Please don't think I'm craving for attention, I really am not, I just really gota let this out, by not bitching or whining at my friends e.e Ohhh dammit... Fuck...

Such




A


FUCK

UP


yes I am......... Fuck......

Crying... Dammit.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27565074/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/27565074/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 19:16:27 PDT
Today pretty much fails.

ANGER DX

But out of all of it right now it's just fine, my buddie Max came to visit me :] He's wif me roight now X3

BUDDIESSSSS : D

I also pierced my left ear again YAYS! New piercings
[link]

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How sweet



My eyes awake, my sight begins,
Of you, your face I hardly know,
Yet you, with me, remove my skin,
And bear my inner depths to show.

And though, despite, my lack of sight,
That fault I cannot stand to bear,
Your kisses on my lips alight,
And stay, I beg, to linger there.

The touch, it then runs down my neck,
From lips. To throat. To lungs and heart.
The last of which they most affect,
It flutters, aches, begins to start.

And thus, I yearn, I must conclude,
What ends at night and morning, starts,
I cannot bear an interlude,
I cannot bear to be apart.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26926775/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26926775/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 23:25:18 PDT Digital Monsters
DIGIMON ARE THE CHAMPIONS !!


I must say.... Digimon IS the old school...

Watched that shit BEFORE Pokemon.



I'm in a shit mood, but I'm constantly listening to this theme song right now.
Hah.

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Lol...
Emo...
Yes... Yes I am feeling emo right now e___e;;

Nuuhh.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26744090/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26744090/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 22:00:51 PDT
So my friend just wrote me a poem...
How adorable.
It made me smile...
But this poem is terribly cute.
It's cute.



Whooh, we've been talking
Everyday
But I know it's not enough to keep
My hopes at bay.
So I guess I'll have to
Just make do,
With memories and
Thoughts of you.
Until the day
I finally see
Your auburn eyes looking
Back at me.
Until that day you’ll
Be my drug,
It seems I've caught the
Tayder-bug.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26742659/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26742659/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 20:36:43 PDT
Plus a little quiz thing XD

So... I have a new art project

Making a drawing to the song Dear June by Nickasaur :3

Cute ass song evuhhh XD


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Sometimes

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
Nu e_e


3. Are you a girly girl?:
I can be XDD


4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Mistuh Daveed. (David) Mi novio :]


5. Small or large purses?:
Large ;D


6. Are you short?:
I'm tall e_e


7. Do you like somebody:
It's called lubb

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
o///o;;;; Creeper....

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Not really.. XD

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
Fuhshooo ;D

11. Are you double jointed?:
Some places

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
Fireplace XD

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Yes e_e

14. Is there a rumor going around about you?:
Probably.


15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
Yessuhhh.


16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
None o.o;;

"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up.
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.*im speshul*
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy(I ALWAYS SAY: HOT *insert subject here* IS HOT )
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[ ] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[ ] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that you're wearing?:
Black ;D

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Dark. :] I don't really liek blondes o.e;;


3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
yeah o.e


4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Yeah.


5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
:[

6. Have you ever thought of having cosmetic surgery?:
Not really..

7. Do you like your life?:
It's alright. Life is life.


8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
Yeh o.e

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
Yesss, it's just a pain in the ass to get your pants off when you get out...

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Uhmm... I don't know...

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
No moar.

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
Yup It feels great XD

13. What are your biggest fears?:
Spiders D:

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Sadface

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Yeeeuhh

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
Ehh....

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
Yeah.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Ehh.... I rather not end up like those crazy bitches. No matter what, you get a bad rep... Except for Oprah XD

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
:<


This guy or that guy?
Huh? e_e

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
Punk ;D Shmexehh boiii mah boyfriend isss.

Preppy or Cowboy?:
e____e ....


Face or Body?:
Bof XD

Sweet or Sexy?:
Sweet :3

Well-educated or Dropout?:
e__e Whatever happens to my sweetie I'll love him.

Armani or Abercrombie?:
Wtf is Armani...

City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
Citehh

Blue... ]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26573674/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26573674/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:44:31 PDT I'm hella juiced...
I just realized that Ponyo comes out tomorrow

I'M GONNA SEE IT >:3

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26571597/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26571597/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 14:53:27 PDT
I need a new project to work on...
I really do...

If anybody has any ideas of what I should draw then please let me know....

I need something neww!

Thanks :]

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26346597/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26346597/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:57:23 PDT :[

Fuck.....

So... Kali.... :'(

Someone might have already taken her before my boyfriend could....
Fuck...
T_T
I'm sad...

I wanted my Kali :[

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Kali.<3

I can't wait to finally see her.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26315901/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26315901/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 10:42:42 PDT I'm happy as a mother fucker
My boyfriend is getting a puppy for me :3

He's keeping her at his house for awhile until my dad can finally take a dog in since he's doing a lot of house work.

Yayyy :3

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26264851/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26264851/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 21:38:01 PDT
I dunoo...
I feel like I'm in a great mood.
Teehee X3

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26129965/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/26129965/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 12:59:16 PDT
I feel so freakin happy !!
The most views I've ever gotten on a photo was like... 50...
And the most favs I've gotten was... 5? XD

Now my coffee picture has drawn up so much attention
YAYYY
I feel so happy o.e
So many favs :3

THANK YOU EVERYONE ^-^

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/25862677/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/25862677/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 14:52:43 PDT
Fourth of July I got arrested for possesion of liquor and I'm under the age... Ehhh.... Dammit.


Here are my projects that are needed to be done by next week and by two weeks...

Next week::
1.Drawings for...
~David
~Robin
~Gaby

2.Comic book due for my summer school class.

In two weeks::
1. Shoes for...
~Charlie (cousin)
~Laddie (cousin)
~Phoebe (friend)

fucking hell....

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/25063237/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/25063237/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 04:07:10 PDT Broken glasses..
I broke my glasses last week Friday, slightly.
One of the stems broke off from somebody stepping on em.
But I still wore em...
Buhhht....
Then on Saturday the other stem broke off T-T
So I've been pretty blind for a lil bit.
It's super annoying...
God dammit...
I'm as blind as a fucking bat
...

DAMMIT!!!!

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24881613/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24881613/ Thu, 21 May 2009 20:59:09 PDT I got this done:
1.The Whale.
2.Pray For Plagues


Two more to go.
I'm working on my boyfriend's present first before the other paper child.
Hope he likes it.
<3

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24834997/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24834997/ Tue, 19 May 2009 06:59:40 PDT I've put myself in quite the pickle...
I've made myself do how many projects at once...
Let me see....

1. Paper children (1/2 done...)
2. The Whale.
3. Gift. (For my boyfriend's b-day.)
4. Close Your Eyes.


FUCK
I didn't even start any homework that's due today !!
SHIZZ !!!!

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24764968/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24764968/ Fri, 15 May 2009 05:09:24 PDT Fuck...

Yesterday was soooo nice !!
Super hot;;
Except besides the fact....
That I've got a really bad sunburn on my back..
FUCK !!
DX
It hurts so bad ....
T-T

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24612740/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24612740/ Wed, 06 May 2009 04:37:09 PDT
Meh;;
Still in a bad mood T-T

Blahh !
Maybe I should work on that comic.....
Ehh.... No.....
I'll doodle I guess...

MY BACKPACK'S GOT JETS;;
WELL I'M BOBA THE FETT;;
WELL I BOUNTY HUNT FOR JABBA HUT;;
TO FINANCE MY VETTE!!
WELL I CHILL IN DEEP SPACE;;
A MASK IS OVER MY FACE!!

...
Bye.
o-o;;

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24574571/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24574571/ Sun, 03 May 2009 21:09:42 PDT Well I started another new project.

I made a comic awhile back, about how I met a special someone;;
I've started it's draft today...
I'm in a AMAZINGLY shitty, depressed, emo, fucked up mood right now thought...
Contemplating if I should keep making it...

Or just shred it to pieces;;
I'm terribly sad, because he's making me wonder right now, since I just found something out....

Err....
Should I keep working on it?

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24511017/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24511017/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 09:32:18 PDT
Like... I've done one person outta two. :3
I drew me;;
Please check it out and comment it !!

"Project 1"

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24469577/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24469577/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:52:22 PDT
Pretty much, I just saw the cutest fucking picture
[link]

I'm going to do something like that of me and my friend :3

A new project to work on

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24454231/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24454231/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:27:32 PDT
My friend called my desk and organized clutter and I found that interesting;;

Anyways;;
Shit, I'm so happy!
I got my nice new camera today!

Nikon D40

Hellllllla happy (:
Now I don't have to upload shitty photos from my crappy camera, haha.

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24408344/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24408344/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 10:01:28 PDT
What is there to do today?

I could draw.... Ehh...

I need to practice with my pen tablet -.-;;
I still suck so bad...
I guess I'll just upload some graffiti I did on facebook?

Little doodles...

Ehh........

So bored.... SO BORED!!!

]]> ~BeauLapin http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24337654/ http://BeauLapin.deviantart.com/journal/24337654/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 05:05:38 PDT
Happy 4/20 to all you stoners out there :3

Woohoo!!

Well I will carry a little notebook to doodle in, see how fucked up and weird my drawings will get today... Hahahaha!

Crazy drawings!!!

:3

I think I'll finally have new pictures put up once I upload them and what not, the sad part about it is that I don't have a scanner :<

Soo;;
I'm going to have to take pictures of my drawings today and upload them from that! D:
Sad? Yes...

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