http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Beautifl-Disastr&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Beautifl-Disastr en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:42:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/27301921/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/27301921/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:32:40 PDT [ ]you love hoodies
[x]you love jeans
[x]dogs are better than cats
[ ]it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[ ]you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ]shopping is torture
[x]sad movies suck
[ ]you own a XBOX,
[x]you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ]at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x]you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ]you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ]you watch sports on TV
[x]gory movies are cool
[ ]you go to your dad for advice
[x]you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[ ]You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ]baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ]it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[ ]green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x]you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x]sports are fun
[x]you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ]you sleep at night with your socks on
[x]you have fished at least once
TOTAL: 11


YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x]you like to shop
[x]you wear eyeliner
[ ]you wear the color pink
[ ]you go to your mom for advice
[ ]you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ]you hate wearing all black
[x]you like going to the mall
[x]you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x]you like wearing jewelery
[x]you cried watching The Notebook
[ ]skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ]shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x]you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ]you are/were in gymnastics
[x]it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[ ]you smile a lot more than you should
[ ]you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x]you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ]you like wearing dresses
[x]you like wearing body spray/deoderant
[ ]you like high heel shoes
[x]you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ]you like putting makeup on others
[ ]you like being the star of almost everything
TOTAL: 11

Sooo... does this mean I'm supposed to be a hermaphrodite?

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/27105162/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/27105162/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:04:45 PDT

















I am a whiny, complainey blah with irrelevant, stupid problems. I just really want someone to talk to at this point in time.
And i want to throw up.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/26086952/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/26086952/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 12:39:09 PDT
Hoorah.
I passed my on the road test with only one minor error.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/26076345/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/26076345/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 22:10:02 PDT
That is my new favorite quote of all time.
Thank you "8 Classic Movies That Got Away With Gaping Plot Holes", thank you.

[link]

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25655924/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25655924/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 16:29:25 PDT Sooo, I'm gonna be entirely inactive for 2 weeks.
AH LUFF YOU ALL.
bai

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25564890/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25564890/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:07:02 PDT
"YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!"

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25219366/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25219366/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 15:10:19 PDT . I missed it though, because i had to leave early to catch the bus.

The jail was in the middle of a farming community, so it smelt like oranges and celery outside. I thought it was a funny place to put it, considering there were dense trees for a good couple of miles, making it at least a little easier for an inmate to hide if he happened to escape.

The inside of the jail smelt nice, like they had air fresheners everywhere or something. Or at least it did in the areas where the inmates werent housed. It smelt like old feet in the other places >.<

Walking by the inmates was so creepy though. They dont normally see females (or anyone not in a police uniform), so when we walked by EVERYONE stopped what they were doing and just stared. It was especially creepy when we were in this observing room of sorts, and looking down into the "dorms". There were about 20 guys in each of the 4 rooms below us, and right when our group walked in they all stood up and stared at us. You could tell some of them were rating the girls by certain gestures they made to each other. *shudders* I was glad to get out of there.

The sad thing is though, that's the most I've ever been checked out in my life. And it was awful and creepy and unsafe feeling XD

Anyways, after that we looked at the solitary confinement hall, which didnt have anybody in it. AND I GOT TO SEE A RUBBER ROOM It didnt look very comfortable though...and there was no toilet. only a largish drain in the ground. Yum.

The whole trip was actually really fun. I had a lot of friends on the trip with me, and just learning everything and touring the jail was a really good experience.

I'm not planning on going back though


Oh, and for all of you males in ventura county who plan on getting arrested? Your jail food smells like burnt rubber. Have fun

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25170717/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25170717/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:18:57 PDT

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25110965/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25110965/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 16:29:16 PDT I no longer have a job.
*thumbs up*

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25083351/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25083351/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 06:12:35 PDT why do I feel like I just gave away my life

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25019982/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/25019982/ Fri, 29 May 2009 17:57:03 PDT - Charles Manson

I saw this quote on an interview with Charles Manson that I watched a short while ago. The guy absolutely freaks me out, but he's so interesting at the same time. It amazes me how someone with such a clearly warped mind can draw in so many supporters who would bend to his every will (I'm betting it was the LSD though >.>. The guy is a genius. A sick, twisted genius, but a genius nontheless.

While on the subject of murderers, I'm going to try and read the rest of the Hannible books that I havent read yet (i've only read red dragon & slience of the lambs so far, they were both great)

So yea. This is whats on my mind.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24931641/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24931641/ Sun, 24 May 2009 20:30:47 PDT

After church I went to Taco Bell with my family. Then I went to Dani's house and we had girl talk time and played cards for about an hour before going to the gym. Oh my gosh, we worked out so hard. I'm definitely going to sleep well tonight, I'm exhausted. Anyways, after an hour of stairclimbing, ab crunching, various resistance training and some basketball, we came back home and swam to cool off. Then Zach & Axel's family came over and us kiddies all swam together after dinner.
Those two are so funny. They're polar opposites. Zach is SO skinny and really tall for his age. He looks like a little stick. Axel is a lil chub chub. He also is just about the smiliest kid i've ever seen. Every time you look at him, he smiles and wves at you. If you look at Zach, he just stares at you like you're an idiot (and since we were in the pool, he also splashes you then swims away). They're both adorable though. *huggles mah cousins*
And noooow I'm just sittin here, relaxing and being entertained by Jesse tormenting Gabby about her lufferboy Ricky. ^^

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24915651/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24915651/ Sat, 23 May 2009 22:28:25 PDT
So yea. When you find yourself thinking "hey, i have absolutely nothing productive to do for the next 9 minutes and 10 seconds of my life", go watch it
XD

[link]

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24811629/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24811629/ Sun, 17 May 2009 19:20:35 PDT

My sister graduated from law school with a Juris Doctorate degree. It’s been a long haul, and she’s worked so hard to be where she is now. I’m so incredibly proud of her.
Anyways, before the actual graduation, me my parents and grandma had to save about 25 seats for our entire family, and people were practically fighting us to get them. It’s like, chill out. There are plenty of other seats in the auditorium. It was hilarious though, because this one guy started getting snappy with my dad, so my dad flipped the guy off. It was the first time I’d ever seen him do that, and it was funny.
After the graduation, we went to my cousin’s house. I went there with my sister, and the car ride was hilarious. We almost got hit twice. In the parking structure this person pulled out while we were stopped behind their car. We werent even moving, and they almost backed into us. Then while trying to maneuver around us, they nearly run over this group of people behind them. Later, this idiot moved into our lane right in front of us without using an indicator getting onto the freeway, then they wave to us, and put their indicator on a second later to compensate for it.
Anyways, my cousin who's house we were going to lives in the Hollywood hills, and his house and the neighborhood are absolutely GORGEOUS. The houses were built about 70 years ago, and they’re just beautiful, so much charm.
Anyways, our family came from northern & central California, and my sister’s friends were there too. Me and my cousin (who’s my same age) went on a photo rampage in the yard & around the house. If you’ve got any desire to see the pics that came of it, then hold on an hour or so. I think I’ll be putting up 1 or 2 as new deviations. The rest will go on my photobucket, note/comment for that username if you’d like. The food was amazing there too. My cousin has got to be one of the best cooks in the state. He made EVERYTHING from scratch, and it was literally the best food I've ever tasted in my life.
Crystal’s friends are really great. Her current (well, not for long I guess) Law School roommate, Candace, is so much fun, and so is her former college roommate, Pru. Plus they like talking to me and stuff as well, so that just makes me feel all cool
When we came back and logged onto dev, I found out that one of my old photos had been subbed. (Much thanks to for that)

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24657495/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24657495/ Fri, 08 May 2009 19:13:46 PDT AP test is DONE. Over. NO MORE USELESS KNOWLEDGE OF ANCIENT EUROPEAN HAPPENINGS. *scream of relief*

So yea. We had our (5fuckinghourlong) AP test today. It really wasnt as bad as i expected. I had to skip about 20 questions though (wrong answers dock you points), but i had about 2 minutes at the end to read over a few that i skipped and I filled in 2 or 3 after thinking about them for a while.
The essay portion was bad though. I had NO clue how to group the documents, I ended up bsing it and crossing my fingers that the overuse of point of view analysis would suffice. The other two mini essay prompts werent as bad, I think i actually did really well on the final one i chose.

ANYWAYS.

I've been studying for this test immensely for a week.

aaaaaaaand

now i'm studying for my STAR test which is next week.
But
is it weird that I'm enjoying it? XD

haha, i'm studying bio. I checked out the old textbook a few weeks ago since i havent been in bio for a good couple of months.
Lawl.
I dont know why bio is so fun to me.
I must be crazy


]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24609608/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24609608/ Tue, 05 May 2009 21:02:12 PDT I am not going to get hired.
I like to attack myself.
There's school tomorrow.
I have too much work.
I wont finish.
Night

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24585644/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24585644/ Mon, 04 May 2009 14:48:20 PDT My school is shut down for a week because of a probably case of swine flu.
GAH
If it was ANY week other than this one, I'd be very happy. As it turns out, I've got AP testing on Friday, and we dont know if it's still going to be on, or be rescheduled. Gah.

I just got a strong craving for those chips you get at chinese restaurants.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24539707/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24539707/ Fri, 01 May 2009 22:45:56 PDT
]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24535783/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24535783/ Fri, 01 May 2009 18:17:02 PDT Hm.

But hey, at least the schools have taught me something good. I dove under the desk without even thinking

News said it was centered in Westlake.
It was a 4.3
Dang.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24434781/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24434781/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:26:37 PDT Shocking, I know. Especially since I hate backgrounds so much. Mostly I think I’ll just draw things to take up space but hey, it’s a background.

In other news, I’m trading furniture with my sister, so I’m going to have a desk in my room again (finally!). The only problem is that to fit everything in, I’m going to have to move my bed to a different direction and have it up against the wall. Gah, I can deal with anything in regards to changing furniture, except changing the direction of my bed. So we’ll see how it works out...

Well, that’s about it.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24351127/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24351127/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 20:25:45 PDT
AP testing is on the 8th, and i haven't started studying for it at all. European history is most definitely my weakest subject. I just cant seem to retain any information about history. I've got about 600 years to review in about, hm, a week and a half.

Statewide testing on english, science (biology) and math (algebra 2) just happens to be at the exact same time. *insert sarcastic smile* Whoever designed that schedule is a fucking nut. English & the first part of "NCLB Life Science" (ive got no fuckinging clue what that is) is on the 6th, then the second part of that science is a week later on the 12th, with math parts 1 and 2. Then i get to re-remember the history that i had been cramming for a week earlier for the History test on the 13th, and along with that I get both parts of biology.

Oh, not to mention i havent taken either math or science in oh, nearly 4 months. That will be SUCH a joy to recollect every bit of info for those tests.

and on top of that, guess who still has practice every day untill 5:30, and homework on top of it?! *raises hand*

OH JOY.

And hey, on top of that, let's throw a crap day in there too! Ooh, i know! How about Breanne gets pinkeye the day before picture day! How bout her friends ditch her at lunch for a few good laughs? And let's take the entire psycology class to talk about dating and relationships. Know what the icing on the cake should be? A softball team survey, when & where was your first kiss. But oh no, that might bring fond memories. How about we have someone ask breanne if she's dating anyone, then tell her she's a freak for loving someone who lives 2,600 miles away. I THINK THATS A SWELL IDEA DONT YOU?! Its not like bringing up the fact that he's gone will hurt her, oh noooo. In fact, I bet she ENJOYS not being able to touch the guy she loves, or be held by him, or to play with his hair, or to be held in his arms. NEVER.

"Haha, nice stomach. Dont worry, mine looks like that too"


Welcome to real life Breanne, hope you have a swell time.


*if i snap at anyone in the following few days, i apologize in advance. Blame it on the stress and the fact that I didnt sleep last night*

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24160914/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24160914/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 08:18:16 PDT That shocked me though, was that not one of them was a journal or poll.
I got 20 activity & fav added messages in one night, mostly because of my newest deviation (A Message, [link]) and a few for the one I submitted a day or so before that (Silence, [link])

EEEEEEEEEEE. I'm so excited right now ^^

EDIT//
Just came back from babysitting, 16 new favorites to "A Message" :'D

I'm just wondering where all these viewers are coming from o.O

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24155402/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/24155402/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 21:36:45 PDT BUT
Considering it's the first night of spring break and i've got nothing better to do, i decided to make a very long list of things that annoy me. BIEN!


- When people act like they know everything
- My softball coaches
- My english teacher
- People overusing chatspeak
- People who try to fake intellegence
- People who act stupid
- People who are stupid
- People who are lazy & complain, when they could solve their problems by getting off their fat butt and working
- People who expect you to like everything they do
- People who act like a stereotype down to the T because they think its cool
- People who brag that they cut. HOWLY JEZUS. Its supposed to be about a personal struggle, not something you advertize to the world to look "cool" or "emo".
- People who complain about how hard their lives are, when they go to a good school, live in a big house, have parents that love each other and are together, etc
- Music with no purpose
- People who say they love a band when they've only heard 1 song. That means you love the SONG, not the PEOPLE who sing it
- People using the word "love" carelessly
- DD's that are given to pieces that are unoriginal or undeserving
- People who like things because other people like them
- People with no opinions of their own (walking zombies of today's society -.-)
- Twilight, Warrior Cats, & other series that are SO overblown. Its sad
- People who think they're God's gift to the earth
- Girls who act like whores to get attention
- Tube socks
- Sadly, how over-worn Wayfarers have become recently. Such a murder of a good style of glasses
- New Disney channel
- New Disney movies
- People who lie to make themselves seem better. Honestly, i wouldn't like you any less if you lived out of your car and sang show tunes every night.
- People who brag about what they're getting/what they have
- People who complain about not having something new, when what they have is already good (EX - whanting an ipod touch when youve got a ipod video)
- People who cant get over themselves
- Drama (*stabstabstab*)
- "Going Green" and "Peace and Love" fads. D<
- How easily annoyed i am

I'll probably add to this throughout the night as i remember things, but dont worry journal subscribers, i wont bother you by adding a notification every time i add an annoyance

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23938882/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23938882/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 18:09:39 PDT Tarzan was on, then Hercules after that. I left after kinda in the beginning/middleish, , because my room was getting too warm (its always stuffy -.-)

Anyways, before that my mom and i drove around looking at short sales and forclosures in our area. There were a few i really liked, now we just need to get my uncle to see them so he can make an offer. (for those of you who dont know, we might be moving in about a month). I got a good 3 hours or so of driving practice in, and we ate lunch at Sharky's because my mom found a coupon in the car. Yummmmm, Sharkies ^^

Anyways...I think thats about it. Yup, thats it. Bai

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23837579/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23837579/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 18:19:02 PDT [link])

Usually when i think of my vehicle of choice, it's a truck. I can see myself in a truck, and i like trucks. That all changed today when i saw someone in a 66 mustang park next to me & my mom at the mall. My oh my, that was one beautiful piece of equipment. We asked the driver what year hers was, how much she got it for ($3,000, not bad at all. She had to give it a new paint job though, because it was previously in bad shape). I'd really like a deep red one. *spins in circles*

Speaking of the mall, today i bought myself stuff for the first time in months ^^ I got a shirt, sandals, and a pair of shorts. Hoorah. There goes my babysitting money -.-"

So yea. Since I'm on the subject of money, i might as well let my oh so small amount of journal watchers know that i might be getting a job this summer as a counselor at my church's vacation bible school. Minimum wage, but hey, i'd get to go to amusement parks and such for free XD Plus, of all the jobs i could possibly get, this would probably be the best. It's with my church after all, and what's better than getting closer to the Lord, and having fun with kids while getting paid? Not much i tell you.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23738027/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23738027/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 21:21:02 PDT

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favourite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.


123GO

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23236775/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23236775/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 14:15:01 PST But most of all, I’m eating a chocolate chip brownie smothered in whipped cream, which makes everything better ^^

It looks much like this detailed and painstakingly drawn digital version of chocolate goodness:
[link]
Can you tell I’ve overloaded on cold medicine? XD

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23084097/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23084097/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 15:59:16 PST I'm gonna join the bandwagon and say that whoever captures the moment will get a drawing from me of anything they like (*cough*ihavethephysicalinabilitytodrawanime*cough*), in any style they'd like (sketch, shaded, coloured & shaded, digitalized, or however else you want it ).
So yea. It'll probably be done today or tomrrow because i'm doing everything possible to avoid doing my euro homework.
Soo...good luck to the winner!

---
EDIT'D//
songsinurhead got it, but he's being a little buttface and doesnt want me to draw anything SO the first 2 people to comment with a request will get his prize.
Why two you ask?
I'm still not done with my euro hw XD

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23070370/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/23070370/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:59:02 PST I hate it when the fire alarm goes off randomly. As if im not already paranoid enough, now i get to take pleasure of a painfully loud screechy noise.
>.o
Weeeeeeeell now that my heartbeat has returned to normal, i suppose i should continue whatever i was doing before *looks down* ah, right. doodles. yaaaay doodles. expect a crap deviation to pop up sometime within the next hour.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22971066/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22971066/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 18:40:54 PST Today we did Rorschach tests. Ink blots, for those of you who aren’t familiar with the term. 10 random inkblots out of about 200. You wouldn’t think one would see so much in a blob of marker or paint, would you? Turns out the test has a lot more viability than it seems. Unless you get an incompetent analyzer that is.
From what I remember, my analyzations for my ink blots were as follows:

Bull skull (like the kind in old western movies)
Violin
Shrek after falling into mud
Baby frog
A smiley face :]
Two men with film cameras uncomfortably close to their faces
A teddy bear looking at an angry screaming face
An arrow slaughtering a heart
{EDIT - i have my psych book here, & the other 2 things i couldnt remember before were an oven mitt, and a crying cheetah with a big nose}

Aaaaand that’s all ive got off the top of my head.
From this and my handwriting, whoever analyzed my interpretations of the inkblots somehow gathered that I am a happy, social, outgoing person. One part that they got correct was that I like music and art, but that was probably because of that camera and violin. Such stupid people. I found their interpretations of me ironic though. I actually laughed out loud when I got them back.
Oh well, at least it provided me some entertainment for today ^^

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22852146/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22852146/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 20:07:10 PST Kidnap a select few people and throw a dance party in canadia *unce unce unce*


2. If the whole world were listening, what would you say?
You haven’t come this far to fall off the earth


3. If one song were to describe your life, what song would it be?
Only one song? *huggles mah mixed tape*


4. If you could ask God any one question, what would it be?
Am I doing the right thing?


5. If you could be a bird, what would you choose to be?
The only answer is to be a luffbird, cuz if imma birday then you is a birday too


6. If you could be a plant, what would you choose to be?
A vine of some sort. Pretty, but not something you want to get tangled up in.


7. If you could be a super-hero, which one would you be?
CATWOMAN *secks*
In all seriousness though, I’d be bend over fast man, just cuz jesse’s need sidekicks too.


8. If you could be an animal, any animal, what animal would you be and why?
A seal. Theyre white an fluffy an polar bears are their friend except when theyre hungry o.o


9. If you could be another person for a day, who would you be?
Its confusing enough just being myself, do you really want to confuse me more?


10. If you could be invisible for a day what would you do and why?
stalk the people that seem interesting to me, and listen in to people talking about me


11. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
*wants perfect skin*


12. If you could change one thing about some one else what would it be?
The current location of a certain dork *points to jesse*


13. If you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?
For everyone to have something or someone to catch them when they fall


14. If you could choose how you were going to die, what would you choose your death to be?
In a peaceful way that left no one able to blame themselves


15. If you could choose to live on a different planet, which one would you choose?
Jupiter, just to know what the uber gravity would feel like


16. If you could commit any crime and get away with it, what would you do?
wearing hammer pants in public XD


17. If you could date a celebrity, who would you choose?
The quaker oats guy. I hear he’s a riot.


18. If you could have only one food for the rest of your life (assuming that this strange situation would not affect your health), which food would you choose?
pie.


19. If you could hear what someone is thinking for a day, who would you choose?
normally I’d say jesse, but im practically living in his head, so choice numero two is gabbyhannahbrianmrsherman (multiple personality yo) because ive got no clue what goes on inside their mind



20. If you could live anywhere, where would you live?
California. Except for a certain lack of warmth, I like it here


21. If you could meet any famous person, dead or alive, who would it be and why?
Gabbglein. Shes a rockstar yo.


22. If you could speak any other language (besides English) which language would you like to speak?
French. It would make school so much easier -.-

23. If you could spend a day with any celebrity, who would it be and what questions would you ask that person?
Andrew McMahon. It would be less questioning, and nore staring amazedly at his epicness.


24. If you could take a vacation anywhere in the world for any length of time, where would you go?
Australia, but only if ze plain happened to need to stop in new mexico, canada an new braska first.

25. If you could travel back in time, where would you go?
Summer. X.X

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22812142/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22812142/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 20:13:35 PST Not much.
But of course, what is?
What is really enough to surpass the point of being more than not much, or more than not enough.
Not much.
I think i need something mindnumbing. A conversation maybe. Or perhaps just a song. A pretty song. One to drown out the buzzing.
Yea.
That'd be nice
Not that the buzz of silence doesnt have its perks though. It means theres no screaming.
Or maybe
The screaming just isnt loud enough to be heard.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22734088/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22734088/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:17:51 PST
I love how i can order things around to where i want to put them. Hoorah for choice and variability!

On the subject of school though, iiiits finals week . I had Bio and Math today, glad to get those over with. Now all thats left to do is finish the portfolio my lovely english teacher is having us do ^^ Like we dont have any other classes to study for. tee hee. I just love her
*stabstabstab*
Tuesday we start new classes. I know 2 people that will be in both french2 and psycology with me, so that eases the stress a little.

Anyways, just thought i'd pop on and write a journal entry because i havent had much to say lately.
Now im off to make some grilled cheese

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22305906/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22305906/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:25:02 PST
And so 2008 comes to a close.

My goodness, what a rollercoaster of a year. I highly doubt i have felt so many emotions in one short span of time. I'm not sure weather or not im looking foreward to 2009, but i might as well start off the new year by reflecting on the last one.

January was a pretty uneventful month for me. Got back in school, at the end of the month we got new classes. Not something that i wouldve thought to have such a great impact on my life. Ha.

February brought more that i could ever imagine. It all started with a valentine. Or maybe an email. Yea, i think it was the email, because that was the first time i really talked to jesse. Who knew that one dork in my english class would become my greatest friend, my poet, my guardian angel, and so much more.

March brought more of the same; classes, homework, and jesse. Through English class, i learned more than any other class that year. Mrs Brown was, and probably still is, the most amazing teacher to have ever graced her students with knowledge. March brought feelings that I never thought I would have. March brought love.

April. Springtime. A perfect time to learn to fly, and that’s what I did. I flew. I slowly came to accept that maybe, just maybe, im not the horrible disgusting creature I had always seen myself as. Maybe, just maybe.. I was worth something. April brought moonlit lakes, white forests, dance halls, and intertwined fingers.

May brought a moment I will never forget, my first kiss. It’s strange how things happen so fast, yet so painfully slow at the same time. May held so much; secret smiles, hidden hands, ipod and bracelettes. Thank god for ipods and bracelettes. May also brought the move, and the possibility of another unthinkable move. While I changed streets, jesse brought it to my attention that he could possibly change countries. And there I was, thinking the idea would fall through..

June. Its not until now, as I’m writing this, that I realize how little of my thoughts and actions centered around school, friends, or anything other than jesse. We were inseparable. The end of school brought tragedy. Mrs Brown’s husband died, as well as a friend, Rick Young. June showed me that bad things happen to good people. June showed me that people are strong.

July was indeed the best month. July brought summer, and all the clichés with it. July brought dancing in the rain, or as close as you could get to it. July brought simple pleasures. Heartbeats, warmth, smiles…July brought knowledge. The first countdown until the not-so-last time I’d be with jesse. July came, and july went. As did my world.

August was the hardest month for me, and I say that because I cant remember it at all. When things go wrong, I shove them deep inside the crevices of my mind and don’t let them out for remembering. August brought separation, dread, and the best fake smiles that have crossed my lips to date.

September brought relief. September showed me that time can heal, though it was time that was doing the hurting as well. I gained optimism from September. With my family doing better financially, my parents stopped fighting as much, which I suppose also made the optimism easier.

October was much of the same. Live day by day, struggle through a mountain of homework, and smile (or at least try to). October brought homecoming, Halloween, and tears. Ha, every month brought tears. Funny that I choose now to say that.

November was repetitive. The first half of the school year could be described as just that, repetitive. Wake up, school, smile, sleep, repeat. Oh, and don’t forget to breathe.

December. The last month of the year, and probably the most confusing. December brought fights, falls, and disgust. Not to mention my birthday. December brought cracks that opened a little wider, and the desires that pulled newly built walls to the ground. But most of all, December brings a new open door. December brings the end of an insane year, and the hope of what 2009 will bring.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22226932/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22226932/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 13:35:38 PST I guess christmas wasnt all bad, comsidering i still got presents. I dont remember which gifts were from my birthday and wich were from christmas, so imma just lump them all together, which is why it looks like i got a whole freaking lot (..cuz i kinda did )

- Canon powershot SD790 IS
- purse
- jeans
- silver heart necklace & bracelette
- cross bracelette
- silver & black "believe" bracelette :]
- 2 scarves
- $15 itunes giftcard
- Of Mice and Men
- 13 Reasons Why (wewt for books)
- $100
- sled (which i didnt get to use cuz i couldnt go sledding w/ my family)

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22226835/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22226835/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 13:29:28 PST

Soooo...nows the part where i get to tell you about my lovely Christmas experience. I'm sure it wont be a surprise to hear, but i spent the majority of Christmas day in the emergency room. Apparently that sore throat i had was a bit more serious than we thought. My tonsils are swollen and take up about half my throat and theyre all white and pus-y. I could eat anything because it hurt like hell to swallow (I got to spit in a trashcan cuz i couldnt swallow that either. How fun is that!? -.-") So yea. The doctor gave me antibiotics because it turns out ive got a bacterial infection. mmmmm. bacteria growing in my throat. Sounds yummy. I also got vicodin for the pain. Turns out the vicodin was too strong for my stomach, so yesterday i decided it'd be fun to take a trip to the hospital again D: I was throwing up nonstop from like 9 am to 6 pm. Stomach acid and a pre-swollen throat & tonsils does nooooot feel too nice. My mom & grandma took me to the hospital at like 2 and we had to wait 4 hrs to get helped. There just happened to be 3 bad car crashes so they had to stabilize those victems first, and while they were doing that the waiting rom was piling up (standing room only with a bunch of sickies and me throwing up in a corner, sounds nice dunnit?) The hospital here is not equipped to help a large number of people. Anyways once my mom bugged the people at the front enough, they got a nurse to give me a shot to make me stop throwing up & get the iv prep thing in me cuz i was really dehydrated. Fast foreward to 10 pm and i fineally got the actual iv in me and medicine to stop me from throwing up at home. yaaaaaaay for being sick.

I'm okish now though. Havent barfed since yesterday, but my throat still kills. I cant wait to go back home, but we're going to stay here untill i'm well enough to go on the 10 hour ride home.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22071208/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/22071208/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 20:54:01 PST **Updated Notebook deviation with more random bored in class doodles **


Happy Birthday to me?

Sunday the 21st is my 16th birthday . Oh happy day!...except not really
I get to wake up at unholy hours of the morning (if the sun isnt awake, i shouldnt be awake either) and spend 8-10 hours in the back of a car crammed between suitcases and a window while attempting to sleep. Not to mention those oh so lovely talk shows that will be blasting from the radio are just soooo enjoyable.
All i really want to do on my birthday is sleep in till 1 and go on the computer untill my eyes burn out of their sockets. THAT is my ideal day. But no.
Damn you weather for making the only clear driveable day being on my birthday.

In other news....its winter break. hoorah. 2 weeks of being supprounded and interrogated by distant family members

Now I'm off to sell mistletoe for a softball fundraiser....woooo....Who the hell would actually spend money on mistletoe, especially in the current economy. Oh well. Looks like i've got 2 hours to sell about 100 little bunches of holiday-kiss-in-a-bag with a group of girls i dont know and will most likely not like
*thumbs up*

*sings sarcastically* It's the mooooost wonderful tiiiime of the yeeaaar

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21823075/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21823075/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 20:52:33 PST SO! If anyone reading this is a panther then pleeeease comment and direct others in this general direction.
Much appreciated ^^

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21605712/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21605712/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:27:41 PST Now im off to put up whatever pictures i find that i havent already thrown away

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21428763/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21428763/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 20:28:24 PST >.>

1. What does your DeviantArt name mean and why did you join this site?
Jesse has a nasty habit of calling me beautiful, and before I met him I was very much a disaster -.-"
One song, by John McLaughlin I think it is, is called “Beautiful Disaster”, and I liked the irony of the title, so I stolded it ^^

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
erm . . .not really anything

3. How many watchers do you have now?
*goes to look* 22

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA:
m0thyyku, littlemewhatever & ElectronicRainbow

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
I fav when I really like something & comment when I have something to say

6. Do you participate in clubs' or contests here on DA?
nope ^^

7. What is your most popular deviation?
[link]
I think that’s my best one too

8. What are you favorite non-anime TV shows?
House MD and Moonlight. I dun really like anime

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
more realistic looking faces/bodies

10. Summer or winter?
summer, less wind

11. Rain or Sun?
rain. ^^ it always smells so nice after it rains, plus it doesn’t rain here often

12. What's your favorite type of music?
I don’t like music, I like lyrics

13. PC or Mac?
PC ftw

14. Anime or Manga?
neither

15. Coke or Pepsi?
pepsiiiii

16. Read or TV?
definitely reading, unless it’s a shit book. Then I’d choose tv ^^

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
er . . . . 4+

18. Name a hidden talent
I’m quite skilled at being a dork, but its not like that’s a hidden talent

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
traditional will always pwn

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
In-N-Out

21. What are top 3 favorite books?
Looking for Alaska by John Green
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by some guy with a long unpronounceable name
aaaand…
I don’t really have a #3

22. Wii or Playstation?
Wiiiii

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands musicians/groups.
Jacks Mannequin/Something Corporate, Dashboard Confessional, Spill Canvas

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
relatively fast

25. Do you like Denny's?
I haven’t been there in years, but I liked the kids meal when I was little

26. What is your favorite emoticon?
a glomping one that im too lazy to find

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
applepumpkinlemonmeringue

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
mhm, but not often. I like sleeping too much.

29. Do you go on YouTube alot?
Only when people send me stuff or i want to listen to a song that i dont own

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
Rofl. nutrinopets (dun laff), youtube, poems-and-quotes

31. Do you cosplay?
nope

32. Fruits or sweets?
usually sweets, unless I feel like fruit XD

33. Name 3 artists you admire
o.0 this was already asked

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
butter makes everything better

35. Have you skipped school?
mhm

36. Have you been on a plane?
yush *counts* 6 times I think

37. Have you swum in an ocean?
yea, usually all the time in summer

38. Have you been ice skating?
Mhm. They open a rink near here every winter. Tis fun when you get the hang of it

39. Favorite vacation spot
Australia was fun because I got to see all my family

40. Ever been on TV?
yea, when I was like like…3rd grade XD

41. Favorite salad dressing?
ceasar

42. What do you do to relax?
listen to music, take a bath

43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
An American Carol. It really wasn’t that funny . . .

44. Favorite Sandwich
Tunaaaa <3

45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Canada. Specifically Ontario. Specifically Barrie, Specifically Jesse’s house. Specifically Jesse’s arms
:]
~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21406589/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/21406589/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 14:28:42 PST D:

I'm sorry for the lack of new deviations and for not getting around to requests, ive just been so busy with school. I'm actually doing bio hw as we speak.

ANYWAAAAAAYS

If i owe you anything, please leave a comment of what it is i owe you and i'll try to get it done this week, or this weekend while im up in Bakersfield (aka the middle of nowhere)

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19900797/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19900797/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 16:03:42 PDT
I'm uber bored, and feel like drawing. sooooo....
tell me what ya want, and you got it. First 5 people to comment get a drawing/sketch of their choice.

HA. Like i'll even get 5 comments XD


EDIT//
Also, im feeling better, for those of you who care. Thanks for your comments and notes.



EDITEDIT//
Mah To Do's....
School Pic for Free-Write
City for Chat

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19689022/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19689022/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 21:08:19 PDT
Tomorrow is going to be a difficult day. The last time i'm going to see jesse for a number of years. Because of unforseeable issues, i might never see him again....Just the thought of that makes me want to curl up and die
I'm betting that my tissue box will continue to have a lot of company

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19632846/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19632846/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:32:36 PDT When you look into the eyes of the one person on earth who makes you feel beautiful, strange things happen.
There is no feeling on this earth that beats the way i feel when his arms are around me, holding me close to him...when my arms are hugging him tight...breathing in his scent..hearing his heart beating....

*sigh* ^^


EDIT//
its also strange how in a few short seconds, every bit of that feeling dissapears, and is replaced with tears and silent screams

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19561930/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19561930/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 19:59:45 PDT
Sounds a lot scarier when you've actually got a reason to die, doesnt it...

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19337299/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19337299/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:43:08 PDT .< Plus now it takes forever to load, so i'm stuck waiting every time a click a link.

What does everyone else think of it?

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19282926/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19282926/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 22:31:19 PDT

RULES
Please make sure to copy whole journal (list and rules below this point).

The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pictures, who wouldn’t be better?

The rules:
1) Make 100 pieces each one having a theme listed below. Only one theme per piece!
2) No time limit so have fun!
3) Pieces should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pieces can be anything from sketches and doodles to great masterpieces. Just have fun with it.
4) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that...
a) You are in the challenge
b) What you have completed
5) Make sure to update this list with a link to your deviation.

Now the good part. CHALLENGE YOUR FRIENDS. CHALLENGE ME.


THE LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19101919/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19101919/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 00:08:36 PDT
Today was the best day of summer so far.

My best friend and my boyfriend came over, and we watched Pinata Survival Island. Its now my favorite movie. Its supposed to be scary, but its so unbelevably cheesy i doubt if it could scare anyone. We couldnt stop laughing the entire time.
Later, we walked to Si's house and raided her cupboard and watched crazy music videos. We grabbed some games (Jenga and Scattegories!) and some iPod speakers, then walked to my house. On the way there, we decided it would be fun to play the games in the middle of the sidewalk, so we did. And it was so much fun
People looked at us like we were crazy, but we didnt care. We'd just smile and wave..
Then we stopped in front of our old school, and played scattegories. We decided to dance in the grass since we had music, and a few minutes into our song the sprinklers came on. We were already wet, so we just stayin gon the grass, ran around and got soaked. After changing our clothes we watched another movie, wich was really fun for reasons that wont be mentioned

and now im about to go to bed.

so thats my day in a nutshell. A very large nutshell.XD

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19046417/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19046417/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 20:39:27 PDT
and i cant change my little mood guy cuz when i try to change it theres just a blank box with a little blue smile in it. strange.

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19008075/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/19008075/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 19:05:46 PDT
I just wish we werent doing it right now. Its kinda an inconvienient time for me, what with the clock ticking down till august......
bah

now imma go listen to music untill my sister picks me up

MAH PLAYLIST:
even more before: Bruised by Jack's Mannequin
before: Wonderwall by Oasis
now: Calling You by Blue October
next: Thunder by Boys Like Girls

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18964795/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18964795/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 10:25:12 PDT Driving permit anyone??

muahahahaha >D

You ever heard that little saying "if you dont like my driving, stay off the sidewalk"? Well....thats pretty much going to be me. I've got nooooo clue how to drive. Im gonna start the class in a few days ^^


aaaaand i havent been in a creative mood for the past while, so thats why you dont see any new deviations up. Sorry bout that ^^" Although im sure nobody actually cares that my crap art isnt up so this probably isnt all that bad
XD
hehe

nao i'm off to help my cousin finish packing her house cuz she's movin *tear*

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18827542/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18827542/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:04:01 PDT Because i'm going to a p!atd concert with my best friend sienna tomorrow night. It starts at 7, so we're leaving at 1 to drive to anaheim, then we're gonna go shopping at the mall next to the aneheim convention center (building where the concert is at) and theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen we get to see ryro! Motion City Soundtrack is opening for panic, and although theyre not hot at all, they have amazing voices and i love all their songs.
I'm going crazy right now.


Plus, today was the last day of school! GUESS WHOS NO LONGER A FRESHMAN!?!?!
me.

Summer is going to be great. (i hope) I get to sleep in till 2 every day if i want, and hang out with my friends. i'm also spending a week with my sister and we're going to hurrican harbor & the beach & the mall and whatever else we feel like doing. I cant go to the Warped Tour anymore though (*insert complaints here*)

The only bad thing about summer is that my uber-luffed bf is moving. to canada. that pretty much ruins my summer. and the rest of my life. I'm going to miss him soo much *tear*
i wuv you jesseeeee






]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18771989/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/18771989/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 18:14:56 PDT Looks like i just got my 1000th pageview. Too bad i missed it ( noticed when i had 1002 views), so no screencap for you XD


and i'd like to take this time to tell the world that Looking for Alaska is the best book ever written, although my boyfriend says The Perks of Being A Wallflower is even better

I guess i'll have to read that sometime



peace!

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/17353432/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/17353432/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 20:16:39 PDT so i'm moving. realtor comes in 2 days. my parents are gonna try and stay in this town though, so i can stay at my school with my friends.
but still...........

]]> ~Beautifl-Disastr http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/16890607/ http://Beautifl-Disastr.deviantart.com/journal/16890607/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:14:09 PST i just found out that my fav member of my fav band got in a fight & is being sentenced to five years probation, so he can't go on tour with the band untill 2013. I also heard that the rest of the members of Escape the Fate kicked him out of the band, but i don't know if that's true. He's so hot, and so talented!
Apparently this happened about a month ago, but the band isn't really that popular so i didn't find out till i was looking them up again today
*cries*
well this just ruined my valentines day......

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