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deviantART: by:BeautifulDesaster http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BeautifulDesaster&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BeautifulDesaster en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 06:51:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Just for "overlooking" http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/26975557/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/26975557/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 11:24:41 PDT
As you maybe know (or maybe) not, I am back ^-^
I try to finish as soon as possible my messagebox.
But I have a little problem

I can delete and answer my stuff in my message box, that's fine, but I also want to give you a few comments.
But it doesn't work with Firefox. It works with Internet Explorer, but with IE I can't delete anything and can't answer inside stuff.

Working with both of them at once is impossible (DA logs me out as soon as I log in at the other one)...

So, I need your help ^-^
EVERYONE who wants to wrote me comments and/or wants to have some (as soon as I have finished my message box):
Please leave me a comment under THIS journal

It absolutely is enough when you write something short - if it is "me" or "pieeeeeeeeeeeeep" doesn't matter.

But I don't want to forget anyone who wants comments or maybe needs some help with something ...

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So how are your holidays or how have the been?
Do you go to school or have you dropped out or do anything else?

I just finished school (wohooo) - no school for the rest of my life.
And I had my best results with my grades my whole life

If someone wants to gues what I had, feel free.

After that I started moving out. Believe me - there is much shi*t you can have in one small room.

I made my driving license!
Oh my god, I loved my last driving teacher, because when I had to drive to get my license the person who tested me hated me and noticed all my mistakes (even when they were no mistakes) and my teacher protected me and argued against him ...

Although I had him only 3 times (had 5 teachers, because my first one had always holidays)...

And yesterday I started my new job.
I will see what it will be like the next months.

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Has anybody experience with printing artwork? Not the DA-prints. I want to print them on my own or somewhere near me.

Greets and kisses,
Cindy and Conny

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]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Devious Journal Entry http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/25713386/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/25713386/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 10:29:54 PDT
How are you? Already holidays for your schools, jobs? Or still busy?^
I am really happy, not to have school anymore... Okay, I miss it a bit:
They talks with my friends,
quarreling,
joke with teachers (hey, I did

)
and so on.

But never learning anymore if I don't want too - not like this

It would be too much stress - learning for 3 subjects in written end-tests and uhm 5 oral speaking ones. Or it depends on me. Could have been.
To be honest - the day before I had my final tests I haveb't learned one subject *huhhh?*, but it ended good for me.

And celebrating?
Haha, teachers can be so funny and silly at once, I never thought it could have been like that.

For DA it means I have now more time. At first I try to sort out new uploads - maybe somewhere some favs and comments, but not to much. Then answer replies, comments and saying thank you.
And then? Then I would love to look through my watchers and friends galleries to comment and fav a bit

As far as it's okay for you

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Cindy is fine more or less. I fear she scratched herself over her right eye. My mum said it could be also less, like she was lying anywhere where wind was and now her eye is like fed up. (I now that sounds silly the way I write, but can't help, my English is worse)
It sounds okay, but I don't know - its pink around the eye (normally not) and it looks like she isn't really able to get it full open. But it doesn't look like it hurts her much.

I will have to wait and hope it will get better.
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I got a bit (okay more a lot) of money and I want to spend a part for a new objective (a 3/4), but I am kinda unexperienced

I want to have a teleobjective - I have already a 40-150 mm, but I would like to have more than 150...
Do you have any ideas, like good or (better) and cheap internetshops or tipps of brand and sort of objective? All what you know or would do will help...
Or even what's important for a tele or also important in using one ^-^

Thank you all my friends, watchers, visitors!
Have a great day and weekend!

Cindy

and Conny

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~BeautifulDesaster Just an entry http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/24701354/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/24701354/ Mon, 11 May 2009 10:59:24 PDT
After not being so much online - wether here, nor on animexx, I just want to say I am alive...

My life is quite busy at the moment.
On the one hand I have done the written part of my last final tests - only the oral part is missing.
I really hope I get through - I fear English won't be the best, but okay I will see.

And on the other hand I am planning - today I had a talk about a future job and I am waiting for an answer of two letters.
Then I plan about my future flat

Yeah, moving out ^-^

Much to do...
And I have to ask myself what I will do with the question pet or not.
Because I can't and won't take Cindy with me. I know, it will break my heart, but if I take her with me, she would suffer too much. She has never been alone for longer than 2 hours - and would I take her with me, she will be alone for about 8 hours and I would never like to let her alone for so long, if she isn't used too.

So, what shall I do?
At the moment I have some ideas:
Having no pet... o.O?
Having one cat - maybe she or he will suffer then
Having two cats - I will have to check first if I could afford them (especially when I am unlucky and get one or two who are always ill)

Having a dog - might be a problem with time... Or does anybody knows, if a dog could be trained to go to the toilet?
Oh no, jokes away...

Having rat/s - I like the idea, but I fear my parents would kill me for that

Having something different... But what?

So, what about you? What will do/ have you done?
And how are you?

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Got tagged http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/22626776/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/22626776/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 10:03:35 PST

again
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I have done this tag more than 1 time so far

2. I absolutely hate it to get a worser mark than A and B (the two bests).
3. I always tried to get one time in every different lesson A, but I AKWAYS have one lesson where I don't get it (that sucks...)
4. I finished today looking trough 300 deviations.
5. Whenever I write to try commenting back, being more active, something happens, so I can't do what I promise.
6. I have a bad luck with having people who always says everything is well done and in the end I get a bad mark.
Hey - when someone tells you, everything is FINE and would tell me directly when it isn't like that then I would say - hey it is a good mark, because no critique -> nothing to improve -> nothing to make it better. And then when I ask later (when it's too late too change, there are loads of mistakes)...
7. I really need much time to get a real friend with someone.
8. I want to move out in summer (have already a flat I can get)...

Back from 8 days in kindergarten...
Illness, yeah. Nothing serious, only a cold, but enough to make me feel dizzy...

I hope I will be able to recomment some of the many comments and faves *love them all*

I got tagged by

1. WhoÂs your crush?
Momentary nobody

And yes, I am happy about that fact

2. WhatÂs you favorite movie?
More than one, I like:
Pirates of the Caribbean, The fabulous world of AmÃ©lie, The Geisha and some more.

3. WhatÂs your biggest fear?
To lose all who and what I love(d).
Not getting answers of my questions of world, live,... What already happened - there are no answers of what nobody can know as a living person.

4. WhatÂs your dream?
Accept myself my own mistakes. Being accepted by others as what I am and not being what they want me to be ...

Moving out as soon as possible and to have the money to do that.

Get a horse

5. WhatÂs your hobby?
Drawing, painting, making photos, my cat, mathematics

,...
Riding, but I have no time and money for that ^.^

6. What would you do if you won 1 million?
Huh? I don't really know.
Maybe a part for me to move out, to see some nice parts of the world. Maybe also to have a horse and other animals.

And the other part? Helping people who needs it or animals too.
Or save the money until it's more and when I die, all goes to charities...

7. WhatÂs your real name?
Cornelia Gabriele
Don't call me that! Or I am mad...

8. WhatÂs your favorite anime?
Sailor Moon

9. WhatÂs the funniest joke you ever heard?
Some from my mathematics/physics teacher

But that's not always jokes

I like hundreds of jokes.

10. Where are you right now?
In front of the computer? St*pid question.
Austria (not Australia please), Vienna in my room.

11. Ever wondered how it would be to be the opposite sex?
No, why should I? I am more or less happy with being a woman

But hey, there are some things I think that would be cool as being a man.
No aches with getting a child or other stuff only women have.

12. What would you do if you were?
Having the sane life as I have now, only with difference of having some problems... ]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Merry X-Mas http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/22157321/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/22157321/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 05:38:20 PST May your wishes become true

Or do you already know what you will get?
I know some things I will get for sure and the rest will be surprises

...

I wish especially some guys a merry X-Mas...
I am sorry, I wanted to say this personally to all of you, but the last part impossible - DA always say internal error

If it's possible, I will write you a direct post, but better here, then hoping and it doesn't work...

http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/21912562/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 10:31:09 PST

I won't be online until next friday I guess, maybe next saturday (20th of Dec)...
I am sorry, but I have so much to do right now (what I have to finish these 2 weeks), so I will only be online when I find some rare time, what I don't really think...

To do list:

test in didactics - tomorrow (not even started to learn

)
write my topic for practise ... - tomorrow

write some facts about Polen - Monday
write a homework for education - Monday
sort my order for education - Monday
test in rhthmic - Monday
sort my order for rhythmic - Monday
write some plans for rhythmic - Monday

learn my book report about the physics by DÃ¼rrenmatt - Tuesday
test in education - Tuesday (5 chapters... that's about 100 pages?

)
write about Comenius, Johann Amos for education - Tuesday

write my work for art - Wednesday
test in germany for basic school children - Wednesday
homework for germany for basic school children - Wednesday

plan some activities for kindergarten - Thursday

hand in my whole activity plan for kindergarten for January

- Friday

Is that normal?
Too much work...

I will answer comments and all drawings when I have finnished all...

Thank you,
Cindy and Conny

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster News http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/21339212/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/21339212/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 09:47:47 PST Important question for me:
Would you mind, when I would submit my drawings/paintings/manipulations at this account instead at my other account? I really have troubles with keeping up both accounts

And I don't won't to give up with one of my hobbies...

If you want me to submit it as it is now or when you think it's okay for you, it would be really cool when you could write me...
Otherwise I will have to look what I want when there is nothing.

For those who need to see first my works - here they are ~Experimentzeichner

Thanks!,
(Cindy and) Conny

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Sometimes so much happen while a short time period...

Elections are over - gosh Barack Obama made it and won! We will all see what will happen now. I hope it's the beginning of a change (in a good way).

Have you heard the latest facts about global warming? So scaring, really!!
Newspapers write about the dramatical results - e.g. we would need a second earth in 2035 if we don't change ourselves. So many animals will die, plants and so many diseases are told to come.

Yeah, sometimes I am really scared how we will end

Something not so important, but for me important enough:
Does your counters work? I mean, the counter of your submitted work, showing how many have seen your work?
I looked at mine and recognised it doesn't work normal or I think it's not normal. While I have 5 favourites I only have 1!!! visitor. And that's impossible, or?
I mean - 5 different people, not watching me, not collecting have faved my work - so I ask myself what's going on.
Has somebody experience with this problem or is that normal?

Cindy is doing fine - yesterday she was at the doctor. Now she has 3.8 kg

And she is rather crazy at the moment, she is hyperactiv, but she doesn't want to play with me. Omg, okay, then she will be hyper activ again and again ^-^

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]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Tag http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/21137163/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/21137163/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 08:30:30 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 facts about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I have a intelligent cat ^-^ She knows how to open my door, but she waits as long as I will open it for her.

2. I can't stand full trains, busses and so on...

3. I hate!!! arrrogant people, who are fed-up of their own lives or bored or whatever - hey look for a friend, but don't step on others nerves.

4. I won't tag anyone ^-^ You can do it if you want, but never feel like oh no, another tag...

5. I am absolutely bored at school - 97% of all classes are terrible and I start with doing maths or drawing

6. I never have a problem to make the first step - I am often the entertainer in new groups, where we are all nearly new or or or...
But I chose sometimes where I want to be - never go to arrogant and angry ones...

7. I love photographing, mathematics, playing, music, drawing, oainting and so on ^.^

8. I noticed my computer mouse is broken... Oh noes... Happy that I own a GT ^.^

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]]> ~BeautifulDesaster ... http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/20824414/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/20824414/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:46:36 PDT
At fist: How are you all?

Cindy is okay, she is crazy and jumps around so much the last time and on the other hand she sleeps and sleeps

Me is happy about havin done my first test in mathematics (and in mathematics my last for ever at school time).

And I recognised how near the next kribian is

If someone catches 7,777 - send me a screenshot per note/post it under this journal and I will:
Draw something for this user (for examples look at ~Experimentzeichner) or
dedicate some photos he/she likes to this user.

If there is no 7,777 the next nearest number will be the one

Good luck!

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]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Be away for a while .... http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/19460747/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/19460747/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:34:42 PDT

Hey there!

Now it's time to tell you: I won't be on DA for a time - from tomorrow 7 days I think, maximum are 14 days... But I think and hope it will be shorter than 14 days...

I will try to make some new photos. There, where I will be, are as I know 2 cats, but maybe more (no, we aren't at the same place as last year...

)

Cindy will be with us

So and before I will go and pack my stuff (no I haven't even started yet

), I will do a little feature ^-^

Austrian photographers:
*spike83

~mydeadsoul666 (Who made my lovely new ID

)

*Lordwuermchen

~Arwen91

Some of my latest favourites:

http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18781621/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:04:47 PDT

Feature time

Hope you will enjoy - I tried to choose good pics, with a good to excellent quality and also my favourites of my favourites ^Ã¶^

Photos:

Art

I love such works of her

- check out her gallery

Thought I was dreaming, when I saw her work:

http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18728946/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:51:38 PDT

Fast update, because my time is rather rare, but wanna have a sign, that I am still alive ...

First: I am sorry, that it takes so long to reply anything and when I reply, it's not sure what I will reply:
Often that, what is fast done, so I am sure, that I can reply more ...
So when I reply only 2 of 11 of your messages, don't be disapointed, I will do, but I need time....

Big sorry to these guys and also friends, who are waiting for my replies.

To do list for this week:

Monday - music test and intercultural work

We had to hand in a weeks plan with activities for the education practise for kindergarten and nobody told us (who have kindergarten and basic school kids practise) that we have to hand this stuff in and last friday we had a bigger argue on that topic .... Thanksfully we are allowed to hand it now in, although normally we won't be allowed...

Tuesday:
Sleep long, a free day ^-^
But full of work
Try to post my new features, I have collected so far...
Work for the next days work...

Wednesday:
Have my painting finished for art - so big this thing... Have to do the last little things to make it look better.
Maybe work for my exam work in maths for the presentation and show it at the end of the week to my teacher.

Thursday:
Nothing planned than learn and keep cool.

Friday:
Last test - I will dance after that...
Hand in my practise maps (3 in my case)

Lots to do, just don't give up

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Things to do for other reasons:
Pack my things for the sports week (hurray, I look forward to that)
Draw a reference sheet for Cindy
Draw some gifts for some guys...
Learn guitar song (more freely, but for school)
Tidy my room...
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Haha and my maths/physics teacher is weird - we had test last friday and he told us, we won't get it today (he did that with our maths tests) and also not before next wednesday.
2 hours later we got our tests - I had to grin so much inside, because inside I already thought he would correct it and was right

Cindy is fine, but not in the mood for new photos - it was raining the last 5? days and so she is quite like don't even think of taking one photo...

Okay, have a nice day

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http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18542541/ Wed, 28 May 2008 11:42:37 PDT

Got tagged by

Rules:
1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Okay, then let's go on:

1. I never know how to start a text - no matter if it's in a test or a journal or or or...

2. I never tag other people, because it's for me something you should do freely...

3. I absolutely hate spams in my mail ordner, the same with chain-letters... I never send chain-letters to others, only to the one who sent it to me

4. As result of not doing what chain-letters wanted me to do, I must have died so far about 7 times, my mother about 3 times and I would have much bad things - do you know what? Nothing became true

5. I absolutely love mathematics

E.g.: I asked my mathematics teacher for more difficult things and I got a lot today

Or on another hand I wrote in my examination work all in all 63 pages

, although I only needed 20 to 30 pages ...

6. I nearly always forget to type a subject for my journals

7. I am a person who tries to see a problem from all different angles.. Many don't understand that, when I say I can understand both sites - teacher sites and students sites.

8. I can cope very bad moments when teacher shout with the whole class, although I don't have to worry about the said things...

Noone is tagged - if you want, feel free. Otherwise enjoy your day

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http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18509783/ Mon, 26 May 2008 11:40:55 PDT

Life is going on...

Only a little update - when I am able to write again

or otherwise I have to correct hudred times

How are you? No matter if you are student, pupil, working or anything else?
Although I always have to think all persons who are still at school have most to do (basic doings).... When I am at kindergarten a whole week I have not as half stress as when I am at school.

Times is to fast - we actually have until school year finish:

o mathematics test - wooohooo, please another one

o music test - that will be fun

Today the teacher was so fed up with us, no good sign ... hope the teacher will calm down...

o biology test - nothing, little thing, not worth to count.

o RHY test - I don't know the exact english name, but it's like rythm-musician-education.... this teacher got also fed up with us... (no, never with me

)

o physic test: Don't know, it's like mathematics, but please only once

o education test: Yeah, that will be an easy test, when all is good

Much to do and we only have a little less than 4 weeks to finish all .... too bad...

Ahh and finish my mathematics work:
Got them back today, my little work. Actually 58 sites

The ground limit is between 20 and 30 - I got my own one with 40 sites and now, now it isn't finished so far

Add this and that and this definition ... yeah I see, ending up with 70 sites - and all to learn ...
And the worst is - I don't know what I should take for my presentation, because there are different trigonometry topics and I should take a part.... Choose between:
Theorems of addition
Proof of the sentences
The history - when I would take this, with Using of trigonometry...

Yeah and all others I say, no:
Hyperbolic trigonometry
The basics of trigonometry...

Whoot, wanna help

Anyone, who wants to choose?

My mathematics teacher was very hmmm funny?
Gave me back my work and the first was, if he had seen my first page and my page, where to found what - I think it's called "Table of contents"?. My answer was, he had my work since 5!!!!! weeks and I often asked him to get it faster back, so I could work on it... His reaction: Silence and a look, which mades me like, ohhh poor you, but I had to grin

And in english we should write a nice story, about what me really made angry...
Omgggggggggggggggg - I am nearly never angry ... And when it's fast over.
What makes you really angry?

About Cindy:
Jumping at me and use my window to jump against it. *ouch*
She says thank you for all last features, also for her other cat-friends from holiday ^.^
Today she was cute in the morning - running after me and meowed a lot to get hugs and pats.

Sorry for the long journal

For the next feature: If you know a photo/drawing, which really deserves in your eyes a feature, then feel free to post it under this journal - even when it's your own work and you feel very proud of it

I will look thro... ]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Watcher features - part two http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18429677/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18429677/ Wed, 21 May 2008 11:45:31 PDT

New journal ^-^
As I promised, I looked through my watchers galleries and featured "some" of my own favourtites - Second part!

All thanks to

who made this feature possible!

If someone of the artists don't like to be featured, please write me and I will remove it

~BeautifulDesaster Watcher features - part one http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18350042/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18350042/ Fri, 16 May 2008 10:44:16 PDT

New journal ^-^
As I promised, I looked through my watchers galleries and featured "some" of my own favourtites

All thanks to

who made this feature possible!

If someone of the artists don't like to be featured, please write me and I will remove it

Let's start:
Drawings:

Photos:

~BeautifulDesaster Devious Journal Entry http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18267227/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18267227/ Sun, 11 May 2008 03:58:08 PDT

Try to make my own Css - that's hard

...
After some time I found out, how to change basic colours and at a picture as header....
Whoot, now I am asking myself, how to add a more special background to the normal "journal entry" box

What to you think about the colours? Are the okay or do you get bad eyes from it? *hates herself journals with colours, where you get aches*

Haha, weather is awesome here - not to warm, not to cold, I guess about 23-26Â°C.
How is your weather?

And Cindy was so sweet the last days, maybe because I was so long at kindergartens each day - I guess I made 6 hours more, than I needed

...

As the last time - I will feature

a second time, with her own fvourites of her gallery

Enjoy:

So and now I am going to have pizza in a few minutes

And I will look through all my watchers gallery to take a few deviations for the next feature ^.^

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http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/18238347/ Fri, 09 May 2008 07:33:25 PDT I am now a subscriber... Thank you very much to the one and only wonderful

...

It's time to feature hotah - I want to say this way thank you! She has wonderful arts

I like to see them - so here are my personal favourites:

Absolutely gorgeous:

Sweet:

Made me laugh:

Ginger:

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Three at one ... http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/17603620/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/17603620/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 10:11:58 PDT For explanation: I have lost today my grandfather - I wanna cry, but I can't, I wanna scream, but I can't...
It will take time to get over my pain...

Maybe I will be online, maybe I will write some comments or anything else, but please, don't push me to do anything...
So, if it is possible I want to choose the next time, what I will do here, if I will do anything...
Please accept this, I will post another journal, when I am able to write normal...

On the other side I have to say something more hmm I don't know... better news?

Cindy celebrates today her birthday - congrats my sweetheart, happy 6 year old now ^-^ (gosh she is "old")

And I celebrated my namesday - better said, I celebrated it yesterday, but I original have today...

So, I think, I will never forget my grandfather ... R.I.P!

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Is ist April? It is! http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/17523855/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/17523855/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 11:25:42 PDT The easter holidays were, hmmm, NiCe *ironic*...
The first days were awesome, so nice and friendly, sun was shining and yeah, I was hoping for going out with Cindy and for a new series of shoots.
But nothing

It was to windy, to cold at first and then it began to snow... Then the sun came out again and yesterday we had something like a snowstorm.
Ahh, why now? I mean, I love snow, but not when it should be warmer than this.
Okay, I see, I will have to wait until I can get outdoor shots of Cindy.

Haha, did you have a good time? (the last 14 days?)

Oh and thanks to all comments and favourites (333) ^.^ It will take me time to answer them all + the comments I haven't replied before, but I will!

Yeah and today: School again.
I have to say, nice... I worked while holidays on my mathematics work and I got over my limit.
I had a limit of 40 pages as I first asked him - when I had 31 I asked him again, where he said I should write and nothing more. And today I gave him the data (on a data traveler) with 47 pages

haha, I look forward to the day, I get it back

Because I need to write a beginning and an ending, the first page with my name and these stuff and then I need a page where all is listed with the pagenummer. Awesome, isn't it?
English test was fine - got them back and yeah, bad times are past

I am only a little bit afraid of my german test and the conversation between my class teacher, my german teacher, a classmate and me, because we have really problems with my german teacher. But uhh, would you accept it, if a teacher would call you (not me, but I also had a bad time with this german teacher) silly or asking you, if you have taken pills?

Haha and my art teacher is bored while lessons - he started to give critique about my painting methode - ughh? Are you okay man?
And he painted on my painting - nothing against it, but it was the wrong colour

Haha and then he said I should do this lighter/ darker,and these stuff... Wow, I never knew, that he can see the future and can see, what I will do next

Yeah, Cindy is okay - she jumps up and down, also at me to get to the window.

Clubs I joined:

http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16878005/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:01:30 PST ...

died after a car wrech...
I didn't know her very well, but I want say Rest in Peace! I will miss you and your work, which made me happy

Thanks to

for writing me, that I got 4,000 pageviews!

Everything is coming so fast - to fast...

I wanted to write more, but I fear, I am not able to... I am sorry, but if there is anything you want to know - about Cindy, about me, please feel free to ask, because since I have not as much time as some months ago, people don't ask me what they want to know....

Conny & Cindy

Clubs I joined:

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster I got tagged http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16640705/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16640705/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:51:39 PST

Rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged

1.) I can remember all my numbers of my lockers I ever had

They are: 347, 25173, 729

2.) I never knew when someone has birthday (only my own and three others ...) - and I also forget how old my parents and brothers exactly are ...

3.) My best math test had 32 points of 32 points - and the best thing was - I was better than my math teacher

4.) I wish I would be better in english - I totally failed the last english test - not the worst mark, but it's the worst mark I ever had in the four years I am at this school

6.) I had an average under 1,1 last school year ^.^

7.) I am able, as only person in the whole class, to confuse my maths teacher or to make him think about mathematic

- Haha I have Theorems of addition as a point in my last-year work and he has to look it up to say if it's right or not and to help me with one problem...

8.) I can't see any operation-films in biology or the inside of a human... I really feel miserable and think ever my food will come out again - but not the normal way. And also when I only hear the film and hear anywhere it looks ugly, I have the same problem... I hate that!

I don't tag anyone

If someone has the time and likes to post 8 facts about himself or herself - feel free ^.^

Featuring

Clubs I joined:

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster I can't believe it http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16501638/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16501638/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:22:56 PST
What happened the last three days? I never got as many messages and pageviews as these days....

Haha, you can't think how happy I am about that

I have now about 639 meesages in my box and 95 deviations and I got 3 notes these days

Have I to say anything more?

Big thank you to the features, Cindy got from the beginning until now, from:

in her last journal ^-^

Featuring

, because she was the only person on Deviantart, who joind my contest

I have to say, german pages are much more joining contests

Her picture for me:
[link]

I will note her as soon as possible for her price

If someone has something really important or wants me to look at one picture or anything else, what can't wait until weekend, please feel free to post it under this journal...
I won't have the time to look through all my messages until weekend, so yeah...

Uhm, yeah...
Cindy is okay, I made some new photos, but I am absolutely not happy about them, my break was too big...
So, I will go and learn for my last two things and finish one important picture...
See you later alligaor

Cats from other artists, which are like brothers/sisters,... for Cindy

[link]

Clubs I joined:

http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/16151986/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:08:43 PST Hope all who already celebrated Christmas enjoyed it

Now the people go crazy for the New Year - hehe yeah shot all your stuff, o have a quite New Year...
Nothing against all the lights and so on, but I hate the loud stuff near me

Cindy also got something for Christmas

One toy on a yellow ribbon with feathers and the other toy is something like a dreamcatcher - I hope she won't get a master and jumping and won't jump for my dreamcatcher on my door

Aye and yesterday she was sooo lovely - she slept about 4 hours on me - first on my legs and later, when I woke up she lay on my belly ^.^
And gosh, she purred a lot, when I gave her a rub...

Hehe, you really should see her - she has a real fat wintercoat,fluffy and warm - just like a little teddybear

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A whole week of holidays passed and I really have done nearly nothing ....
Ahh, I don't want to do anything, but I think I have to do something ...
That's it - nothing more to say ^.^

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A big thank you for

for featuring Cindy in her jorunal!

Clubs I joined:

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Contest http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15873535/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15873535/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:46:03 PST
And, as you could read it in the headline, I want to make a little contest ^-^

What's the contest name?
"What I like very much"

How can I join in?
Just post your link on this journal.

Rules?
- You can add all kind of what you like - photos, drawings, sculptures or also stories are allowed...

- You can add more than one thing, but please be fair (5 is okay, over it is slowly unfair)

- It can also be old stuff.

- NO mature content things, please!

- It must be your own work!

-link to my contest on your description, so I can see, it is joining my contest...

What do you mean with the name of your contest?

Just what I have written - something you like very much, for example your pet or your best friend - be creative

End of the contest?
At the moment I am thing of January, 4th 2008

Prices?
Yeah:
1st place: drawing or manipulation if you like that.
Or maybe, I have to think about that: You choose your favourite 5 photos from my gallery, I will print them and send them to you.
Adding your icon for 4 weeks (picture description, journals,...)

2nd place: drawing or manipulation if you like that. Or maybe, I have to think about that: You choose your favourite 3 photos from my gallery, I will print them and send them to you.
Adding your icon for 2 weeks (picture description, journals,...)

All other places: A groupdrawing and adding their icons for 1 week ...

Any questions? Just ask ^-^

Want to see my drawings/manipulations for later?
Here it is:

<- actual gallery

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Over 2500 pageviews http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15805359/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15805359/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 10:13:39 PST
I got over 2500 pageviews - whohooo!
I NEVER thought it will go as fast - my 2,222 pageview was only a little more than 2 weeks ago ...

Thank you very much to everyone, who has watched my page and thanks for watching me ^-^
I had no time to say that personally to my newest watchers until yet

I hope to get the time at my weekend.

Cindy jumps around and is happy - yeah

Healthy and playful, just like I love her

Nothing more to say - I am going to submit something new ^-^

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster News! http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15747767/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15747767/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 10:30:04 PST
First about Cindy - I think that's a good system - people who want to know news about Cindy can read them seperated without my personal stuff and people who like both can read my own "lifestory" (how I would say) later

Okay, but now start:

Cindy was by uncle doctor, because of her teeth, if you remember the last journal.
It was not only one tooth - there were two bad teeth. So the doctor had to put her asleep to clean her teeth and then fix them and in the end she got Lacquer/varnish (Sorry, my translator gives me both and I don't know which to use for this case) over them.

So after that she should get no food until 7pm...
But hui - the last meal she got was the day before at 9pm - you can think of what she did the whole time:
Begging for food and look around. She also starred at my spaghettis, although she wouldn't have eaten them normally, but yeah sure is sure - and the whole food was never alone

At 6:45 around we couldn't look at her anymore and she got a little bit and after 7pm she got more.

The most unbelieveable thing is - since she was by uncle doctor she eats and eats - also "wet food"!
She NEVER ate as much "wet food" before, my mother and I thought she isn't Cindy anymore

Yeah!
Hm, now she is okay - only a naked part at her right front leg reminds at the "operation", but okay, hair grow

And she doesn't like touching very much the last time, sometimes she lays on me and purres or wants rubs at her belly and back and the nect time she jumps away.
Strange life!

Hm and she peeed on a rag

My father forgot to give it away. She hasn't done this since uhmmm 4 years, so it was a surprise, although I ever thought she will do it anywhen again when it lays near her cat-toilets.
Yes ToiletS - she has two

Okay, that was a "little" story of Cindy's last week...

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So, now to me:

School is really stressy the last time, we had physics test, mathematics test, mathematics test repetition (the first was a disaster for many), uhm then english test, didactic test and german test.

But okay, they were all good ^-^
We got back:
Physics: The best mark - A and I wrote more than he wanted

Mathematics: both times an A

English: B <- I am proud of this B, because the last teacher was not as "good" as the teacher now ... (The new one looks at mistakes and these stuff which I missed before)

At monday we have another education (for schoolkids) test and rhytmtest... And at friday didactics (for schoolkids) test.

Sigh, too much and practiseday is at Tuesday - I am afraid of it

Hm and I started my mathematicswork for the exams next year - hehe, he was really hm, surprised I think that I started and gave him the first two (and a little bit) pages to read.

Ahh, I don't know what I should do - I need a picture of a Sinus-slab, but the only one I find is a link were you get a nice virus included

I hate such pages ....
Hugh, I want a picture without virus...
What would you do?
I mean, I didn't have a problem with this virus, because my anti-virusprogramm is great, but doesn't the teacher have to check the site too?
So other people could get the virus?

Sportsweek - we fixed it! Let's dance

I have chosen tennis and... ]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Show your teeth! http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15433357/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15433357/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 11:35:19 PST Anyhow it sounds funny, but my little princess has to go to the doctor next week again.
Why?
Hm, yesterday she was there and got a syringe. And after this the doctor checked her mouth.
The result was, that she has a bad tooth

How weird, but yes it's true. So she will have to go to the doctor next week, so he will clean the tooth, before it will get worse.
Or before more will happen, because the tooth is in the hinter area and yeah, if isn't done she could get problems with her eyes or maybe more, for example "kidney" problems. I hope it's the right word, the translater said this, but it sounds strange.

But although she eats and eats quite much. Much more than she normally eats.
So it doesn't seem to hurt her at the moment.
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Yeah, school is better at the moment, not so shocking like the last weeks, but enough to do.
For the weekend I have at my plan to make one summary, maybe a second, to read the english book a second time, read Goethe's "Faust".
Yes and mathematics.

Would you guess how many themes and points trigonometry has?
Just amazing, at the moment I am reading trough sinus hyperbolicus, tangens hyperbolicus and cosinus hyperbolicus.
Interesting, but there are so many topics.
It is scaring, I have doubts not to find ONE topic I like, too much I like yet.

Yeah, but if there are to many problems, I think my teacher would help me *big grin*
Or he will shock me again. At wednesday I should show the class an exercise and he went out with two who had a problem. In the end I was with the class 10 to 15 minutes alone!
And I really felt like a teacher - down and shocked by the "silly" questions of my classmates.
Sorry, but after the veryyyy intelligent answer 3 multiplieed with a multiplieed with (a + d/3) multiplieed with (a + 3d/3) is:

3a.(3a+d).(3a + 3d) I really could only shake my hand....
It has to be: a.(3a+d).(a+d) ....
*sigh*

Okay, I have to say, I am really happy not to be a mathematic teacher at the moment

Or very great answer
4d=-24
then d=-8!

Ugghhh, I really banged with my head against my table....

So yeah, weekend in front of me, I hope I can finish my work ....

Thanks to all my friends, if they are on DA or anywhere else, just thank you!

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster News? http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15052777/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/15052777/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:22:14 PDT Just "some" words - I think it's neccessary for me to get it all off from heart

Cindy makes me a little bit worrying. She had scratched herself (I don't kniw why and how) at under her right side. It looks like dirt, but its dryed blood. When it was going better she scratched again, now I hope it will be okay and she won't scratch herself again.

Yeah, then she really hates at the moment touchings - she really loves it to get her attention, but now

She is strange, runs sometimes trough the whole flat and does this 4 times...

(Sporty thing but crazy).
And at the other side she really "cries" when I close my door to my room for a while. (When I'm tidiing? my room it's to dangerous to have her inside).
Or she jumps again my window

Is that normal? She normally does that, when she sees a pigeon, but there was nothing but houses....

----
Next week I have a practise week - that means, I will go a whole week to the kindergarten. And I'm a little bit pissed of, because my kindergarten teacher there was two weeks not there, so I don't know when I have my time (33 hours are to work and my kindergartenteacher has about 36?) and what I can do when.....

School is a little bit more stress.
In german we were told to read 15 books on our own - know we hear from our "class managing director" (that word sounds more than silly) that we have to read 20 books at our own.
All in all 45 books in one year

Then something good - we fixed up the date for our sport week

Yiha ^-^ I love it, that we got 21 people from our class to make it possible.
Date is the last week of the schoolyear

I look forwrad to it - that will mean many many photos. I think about buying a third 2GB SD-card and a second Lilon-akku (battery) ...
Now we discuss: Taking a bus and pay a lot or to travel by train cheaper, but worrying about how to get from station to our "hotel", but okay, we will find something I'm sure.

Hm, then maturastuff: At the moment it is okay, I know which topics are more interesting for me, but I really have to search for my special theme *sigh*
There is to much interesting ...

Hehe, the maths book I got has to wait - I'm still at page 9? from 440 pages

Hm our maths teacher (and physicsteacher and "class managing director") is anyhow different then the years before.
He started to "take the piss out of someone" - nothing big, but uhm what has he done????
I have to say - it is good that he "likes" me XD or that I don't say something where he could say something at it.

Hehe, I brought him the demonstration of an exercise (that this rule means the same as another one with the same solution) and he starred at me, saying "Ah it got so long?", where I really grinned inside me

(I have done the demonstration, then wrote it down in words and then made the "test" of it) Yeah, I got a pluspoint

*is grinning more and more*

Hm yes and then there is the feeling inside me:
The end of the school seems so near and it makes me anyhow sad - I will miss my classmates and teachers - now!!! Although there is over a year time....
I don't understand it, but it nearly makes me cry. Don't aks me why, because I don't know why.
It's like moving to another country, never seeing my best friends again. Or never hear again the jokes of our teachers *sigh*

And I'm thinking of an art... ]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Time changes everything http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14727923/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14727923/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:12:40 PDT When we are little childs, time seems sometimes endless long, as it would never pass...
But when you are getting older, time is really flying away.
It is weird and I sometimes really be afraid of these "feeling" of having fewer time than times ago.

And so I have the strong wish to write a journal.

I have school since three weeks now, three fast passed ones. And the afraid thing to me is, all teachers really start to make us pupils nervous.
Why nervous?
Thay start to talk about matura (Matura is the last year of your whole schoolcareer with big tests and so on) and what we have to do, what we should do and started to getting all we didn't get last years.

In German we have to read 25!!! books these year. I am a little bit pissed off of these future....
The last 3 years we have done really nothing and now they start to make these stuff NOW?

Yes and there are many other teachers too

Hm, something little bit different is the topic what I should choose as matura fields...

And the "Beforematura" the topic...

What I think to make at the moment:
Before matura: mathematics!

but I really don't know which topic ... Something in the way with drawing or more with calculating?

Why mathematics? Hm, I am not interested in chemics or geopgraphy, biology never ever... Yes, only physics and mathematics left - I like mathematics anyhow a little bit more.

Yeah and I went to my mathematics teacher and asked him what is typical as topic. Okay he laughed and told me something (I don't know it anymore what topics he suggested), but in the end he said he would give me 3 works to read.
70 sides long

Okay, I was SHOCKED, really shocked. And he would bring me a book of the university...
*fells down* I mean hey, I'm not a university student, I'm just a not-grown up young lady and nothing more.

Okay yeah ...

Another School fields:
Fix fields: Fix are english and german - in thes pot I only have to choose if I like more educational theory oder didactis more to write (the other one is orally...
I choose educational theory for sure.
Okay this pot was no problem

Pot A: Ditactis, because I haven't choosen it for the writing matura....
This pot was the easiest one

Pot B: This is the hardest one to me, really:
- Remedial educational theory and special educational theory
- German
- English
- History
or - Religion

Ahh that's hard

And Pot C: I have only two fields I am interested in, so I only post these two: Handicrafts or drawing....
I can do something with designing a doll and draw this and in the end make it to a art of doll or I could draw something...
*sigh*

And plus pot, because I chose a extra school field....
Hoard mathematics, german or english....
I guess mathematics is fix and maybe german I would say at the moment, because it's easier to talk about my own language....

Yeah, that's about choosing the fields...
And then later to think about topics in each of it....

Okay then after these neccessary thoughts I read mathematics.
Two topics were okay, the third not. Okay, so I will have to think really hard of my topic, so I won't have poblems.

And later my mathematics teacher told about the matura and yeah, there is also the option of getting a questionpaper, but he said he wouldn't give it to our class, noone, because it is too hard and then he said he would give it to me...
Another shocking situation - I really had the wish to get into a mousehole....

And today I got a mathematics books from him - 440 pages for me to read ....

I realy like the way he wants to help me, but at the other side he shocks me anyhow and I get confused and so on...
I know he means it good, but it comes so fast ....

Yeah, now it is a little bit better.... I mean my feelings are a little bit sorted out now....

Hm, but there is also a effect which will come with time - that I won't be as long and as often online as I am now...
Sorr... ]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Questions about me http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14556363/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14556363/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:35:19 PDT More actually than at my drawing account...

>Name
Cornelia (Conny) Graf - I have a second name, but I really don't like my second one

>Birthday
Between 19th and 20th of July - I was born at midnight

>Birthplace
Vienna

>Current Location
Vienna

>Eye Color
A mix of grey, blue and a little bit of green. Very exiting.

>Hair Color
Middle brown - but it is different - sometimes darker und sometimes lighter

>Height
Between 165 and 167 cm

>Right Handed or Left Handed
Uhm, bothhanded

But my left one is terrible, so I am used to use my right hand...

>The Shoes You Wore Today

Such cool garden shoes from my mother to go out with my cat on the balcony.

>Your Weakness
To keep my room tidy

>Your Fears
To loose a person I really "love".
To die without friends or family around me.
The big questions about life.

>Your Perfect Pizza
Isn't big and isn't small...
Has no fat and taste even delicious..

>Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year
Lose weight.
Not to loose any control at school.

>Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger
Don't know, I speak too much to post them all.

>Your Bedtime
Between 10pm and 12pm...

>Your Most Missed Memory
I donÂ´t know

>

epsi or Coke
Coke.

>McDonalds or Burger King
Nothing of them - but when then McDonalds.

>Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea
Nothing from these both.

>Chocolate or Vanilla
I hate chocolate - and vanilla - I donÂ´t need it

>Cappuccino or Coffee
Water - I donÂ´t drink these things.

>Do you Smoke
No - it is too unhealthy!

>Do you Swear
If you mean whether you can trust me - yes
And if there is something to swear - yes

>Do you Sing
Oh yes - singing songs is great. I like it very much and I sing really often - and I also sing my own songs I have spontaneus.
And there is nothing better than singing with an instrument ^.^

>Do you Shower Daily
Not ever.

>Have you Been in Love
I don't know. Sometimes I think about it, when I feel something I couldn't describe.

>Do you want to go to College
I'm not against it, but I think I have time enough to think about it.

>Do you want to get Married
If I will find the right man yes.

>Do you believe in yourself
Yes I believe in myself.

>Do you get Motion Sickness
I donÂ´t think so.

>Are you a Health Freak
Hmm, if that means to eat only vegetable and so on no...
But I give sometimes things away from my meals I don't like them, because they are ugly and unhealthy.

>Do you like Thunderstorms
Now yes - but when I was younger I hated them - I was always frightened of them and got nightmares.

>Do you play an Instrument
Yes I do.
I play the guitar for my life.
I learnt the C-Flute and the F-Flute.
And I know how do play a little bit the keyboard.

And I want to have an E-guitar

>In the past month have you Drank Alcohol
No - i have never drank alcohol and I wonÂ´t drink it in the future times.

>In the past month have you Smoked
No - I have never smoked and I wonÂ´t do it in the future.

>In the past month have you been on Drugs
At "normal" drugs no...
But at Coke - that's my special drug.

>In the past month have you gone to a Mall

To what???

>In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos
No

>In the past month have you eaten Sushi
No

>In the past month have you been on Stage
No

>In the past month have you been dumped
No

>Do you work (as in official work)
No, but I had a holidaypractise place in a kindergarten.

>I'm a Boy/Girl ~BeautifulDesaster I got tagged? http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14409456/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/14409456/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:44:53 PDT
rule #1,post these rules
rule #2,post 8 facts about your self
rule #3,make a jurnal entry about these facts i think
rule #4,at the end list 8 people to tag
rule #5,go to there page and note them that they have ben taged.

Okay, start:

1: I like people - 90% could be friends, 9,9% are okay for me and 0,1% I don't like...

2: I got yesterday a graphic tablet - whoho, I love it

3: I am addicted to: Coca Cola, drawing, painting, ice cream, reading books, my GT, my digitalcamera....

4: I was the best student of my classes for almost 7 years now (maybe the nexr years too?)

5: I am absolutely messy, my room is also a mess, but it's okay at the moment

6: I love smileys

I don't use .,;:- and so on ever...

7: I am a big thinker, I often try to see more than others...

8: I wish there would be an answer at some questions:
- what will really happen after death?
- is there a god?
....

I don't tag anyone, because I don't want this - if anyone like it, feel free to make it

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Away on holidays http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13645073/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13645073/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:14:57 PDT
Now it's time to say for a short time good bye

I will be away from DA for one, maybe two weeks, because I'm on my holidayplace and there is no chance for internet.

I miss DA now, but also the friends I have...
Hope the time will past fast and will bring me a lots of good photos.

Okay, bye bye, see you after holiday...

Conny

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Comments for watchers? http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13551433/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13551433/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 12:06:52 PDT
I want to start something new (new for me).
I want to comment nearly all photos and pictures of my watchers if they wish it.

How would it work?
I will watch people and put them into a group.
If there is a new work, I will comment nearly all - not all, but most stuff.

What kind of photos wouldn't be commented?
Good question:
-Photos or works I don't like myself (whyever)
-Stuff were is something I can't comment (I don't like to comment some pictures full of blood or photos showing some cruel things)
-Stuff were are two versions - I will comment the better one ^.^

How long would it take you to comment?
Different, often during the following 3days, if I am away from home for a longer time, when I'm back.

How can I get these comments?
Write a comment under this journal with the text I want to be watched or show it, draw it, whatever makes it clear that you like it...

Is there something I should do for it?
Like it to get comments from me?
Be friendly....

And if you only want to be commented sometimes, then the easiest way is to comment one of my works

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster Over 500 pageviews http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13122392/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/13122392/ Mon, 28 May 2007 07:54:51 PDT I never thought, absolutely never thought it would be so fast...
*still starring at her site*

Okay - Ã¤hm first thank you at all persons, friends or maybe aliens,... for looking at my site and thank you at all persons, who watch me....

IÂ´m still missing the get red smiley

Really - IÂ´m as red as a tomatoe.

Uhm yeah, something else?
IÂ´m sorry for being so slowly for commenting back, but I will, I promise

So, nothing more - Thank you!

]]> ~BeautifulDesaster A plan http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/12387468/ http://BeautifulDesaster.deviantart.com/journal/12387468/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 12:12:11 PDT I have my own rules - I wonÂ´t have this rules, like this and that istnÂ´t allowed - I only want to have fun!

So let me start:

Love
Light
Dark
Seeking Solace
Break Away
Heaven .... - [link]
Innocence
Drive
Breathe Again
Memory
Insanity
Misfortune
Smile .... - [link]
Silence
Questioning
Blood
Rainbow
Gray
Fortitude
Vacation
Mother Nature
Cat
No Time
Trouble Lurking
Tears
Foreign
Sorrow
Happiness
Under the Rain
Flowers
Night
Expectations
Stars
Hold My Hand
Precious Treasure
Eyes .... - [link]
Abandoned
Dreams
Rated
Teamwork
Standing Still
Dying
Two Roads
Illusion
Family
Creation
Childhood
Stripes
Breaking the Rules
Sport
Deep in Thought
Keeping a Secret
Tower
Waiting
Danger Ahead
Sacrifice
Kick in the Head
No Way Out
Rejection
Fairy Tale
Magic
Do Not Disturb
Multitasking
Horror
Traps
Playing the Melody
Hero
Annoyance
Obsession
Mischief Managed
I Can't
Are You Challenging Me?
Mirror
Broken Pieces
Test
Drink
Starvation
Words
Pen and Paper
Can You Hear Me?
Heal
Out Cold
Spiral
Seeing Red
Food
Pain
Through the Fire
Triangle
Drowning
All That I Have
Give Up
Last Hope
Advertisement
In the Storm
Safety First
Puzzle
Solitude
Relaxation .... - [link]

NEW:
I saw these in this journal:[link]
New topics!

agitated
anguished
apathetic
ardent
astonished
complacent
ecstatic
enthralled
envious
exasperated
humiliated
hysterical
irate
melancholic
nauseous
optimistic
relieved
revolted
sympathetic
terrified

And I also have my own ideas:
I canÂ´t do that
Let me alone
Cry for help
I want to see the colours
Have dreams
Nightmare
It is not allowed

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