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        <pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 22:41:26 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Just Had to!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:42:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just had to get that last journal off <br />
it's been there to long!!!<br />
anyway!!!<br />
bored to death late as hell<br />
can't wait till Halloween!!!<br />
don't know what i'll be yet i never  know till the last minute i find i get  the best results waiting till i have no  time and there it is atleast 2nd place <br />
last year i was a mean lady housecoat,<br />
slippers , curlers in my hair and a  rolling pin scared the heck out of some  older kids by chasing them off our yard  waving the rolling pin at them<br />
 then me and my honey went to the bar  (he went first to set it up told  everyone that I had kicked him out and  was on the war path to kick his ass(not  true) damn was it funny when i ran in  no one knew what to do it was more like  april fools then halloween <br />
like i said i can't wait till this  Halloween!! ]]></description>
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                <title>I can't believe she's gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jul 2004 13:06:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sitting here at the puter just makes me  start to cry<br />
she would chase the cursor or sit on  the monitor<br />
 watching me type my puter baby!!<br />
I want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
some people might think I'm crazy for  getting <br />
so upset about a cat (F*** you) she was  my Baby<br />
I took care of her<br />
(she was the runt and had started out  very sickly)<br />
but she was better the Vet said she  was???<br />
So we took her to get fixed......now  she's gone !!!!!!!!!!<br />
a bad reaction to anestiesa (?) her  heart just stopped<br />
no warning........ now my Baby is gone  and I feel <br />
like my heart has stopped too<br />
       IN LOVING MEMORY <br />
                    of<br />
                  BABY<br />
        2/2/2003-7/2/2004 ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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                <title>I'm Upset</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jun 2004 11:53:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No I'm pissed!!!!<br />
I feel like I'm being stalked!!!! <br />
people just have no concept of  boundiers<br />
and overstep their  bounds.................<br />
this is my space..........<br />
don't cross the line...........<br />
you don't know me <br />
you don't know my family<br />
you don't know Dick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
you thought you knew me<br />
you wanted to know my family<br />
you still don't know dick!!!!!!<br />
sorry I'm just  venting................Hint............. ..... ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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                <title>Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 13:27:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i  have been busy lately so i've  not been doing<br />
 much on line plus its been raining  alot here so i dont go <br />
on the puter........already lost one  puter that way cant afford to loose  another one.........anyway hope all are  well and hopefully i can catch up!!!!<br />
Love to all<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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                <title>All I've Seen</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Apr 2004 18:29:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is a poem I wrote and had  published years ago.. It's me it's my  life and how it was....<br />
.<br />
.<br />
...............All I've  Seen..............................<br />
<br />
Looking back at my past<br />
Youth was lost,I grew -up fast.<br />
.<br />
.<br />
Trust and faith I cannot find<br />
Innocence was left behind<br />
.<br />
.<br />
Taken when the mind was pure<br />
Now forever insecure.<br />
.<br />
,<br />
Hopes lost, dreams shattered<br />
From scared child, to a woman battered<br />
.<br />
.<br />
Cuts and bruises fade away<br />
The memories will always stay<br />
.<br />
.<br />
Taught that love can hurt to much..<br />
Now fear the word, fear the touch<br />
.<br />
.<br />
If pain and hurt is all I've seen<br />
What does love really mean??<br />
<br />
By Michelle D (aka Beautifulfreak-NY)<br />
<br />
well that's it....  that's me........ ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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                <title>FINALLY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2004 19:09:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got my avatar!! finally after alot of  fustrating tries i got it right!! 50x50  pixels  what a biotch!  But thanx to a  new friend<br />
i got it  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /> <br />
So anyway life is ok.........<br />
the weather sucks..........sunny but  still cold<br />
i'm writing but i still have nothing to  say...............<br />
Oh finally got my drawings on disc so  i'll be putting up more  and maybe it  will push me to pick up a pencil<br />
again (since i've now got a place to  show them off)<br />
the girls(kitties<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/silentkitty.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":silentkitty:" title="Silentkitty" />) are all sleeping  after a day of <br />
kraziness (Spring is in the air) Smudge  and GG are fixed<br />
but Baby well lets just say she's a  slut (stringing on 2 boys)<br />
anyway thats that.................maybe  i'll write again...............<br />
SOB bottom of the 9th and the METS  are???????????????????<br />
LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @#$& *#@! ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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                <title>shitty day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Apr 2004 15:49:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i made it here<br />
hope your happy ash & jess<br />
later ]]></description>
                <author>~BeautifulFreak-NY</author>
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