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The first 14 to comment on this journal will get 3 pieces from their gallery (I will choose them).

In return, those Deviants featured will have to create their own Journal placing me in the first slot, for a total of 15 features!

1. ~phailin
- [link]
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- [link]
2. =EmoPizza
- [link]
- [link] (I have always loved this one)
- [link]
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]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/23921629/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/23921629/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 17:53:47 PDT And I'm not happy about it at all.
I was employed for a term, and my term finally ended (after extending me several times).
I cried like a baby and it took me 30 minutes to clear my desk.
I loved that place so much, and I'm really sad that they couldn't keep me longer (or make my position a permanent one).

I'm simply terrified of the future, because I worry too much.
I'm terrified of getting evicted because I can't pay my rent, I'm terrified of not having money to buy the things I need (such as food).

All in all, I highly doubt I'll be in the right mind-set to do anything creative.
-Not that I do anything creative any more...

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/23097178/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/23097178/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 07:05:15 PST ANYWAY,
I just wanted your guys' opinions on tablets.

I'm really debating getting one, and I know little to nothing about which ones are good and which ones are crappy.
I found some cool looking ones on Ebay, but I'm a little scared to go forward because with my luck I'd be buying a crappy one.


I'd really like to think that I'd do more art if I had a tablet, and it's something I've been debating for a couple years now.


So feedback people!!
Are there any awesome brands?
How much do I have to be willing to pay for a decent one?
I'm not looking for a super professional one, just one that will get the job done.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/22709561/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/22709561/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 08:43:50 PST I just thought that I'd give you guys a bit of an update.
Never did hear back about that contest...
Still have my job... until next week.
Still engaged, still loving him.

Oh, here's something more recent, I've become addicted to WoW. Yes, I know, shame on me.
Well I wouldn't say addicted, just I find it entertaining at times.


My New Year's resolution has finally started, and in case you're wondering it is to get in better shape.
I've got a wii, and a wii fit, so I'm going to start eating better and exercising more.
Yay me. I finally started last night, so we'll see how long it lasts.

I've also recently got reunited with my high school bff of the same name, and we hang out once every 1 or 2 weeks. It feels awesome to hang out with another girl, because lately it seems like all my friends are guys.

I had a great Christmas, and New Year (fiance and I have now been together for 2 years).


But here's what I should be talking about.
Art.
I haven't done shit in... forever.
I just feel like I don't have the ability any more.
Though I was on this forum the other day and I happen to pass my deviantart link to a guy and he apparently looked it over and thought it was great.
I guess I've just hit this super huge artist block.
Maybe I'll pick up my sketch book (if I can find it) and draw something tonight.


Oh wait... something makes me think that I've got something on my easel... Hmm... I'll have to check.
In any case, I'm hoping to get some art done.
But between working out, sleeping and probably trying to find a new job, I doubt it's going to happen.

Cross your fingers for me though.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/20472831/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/20472831/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:40:18 PDT
Well thanks to all the feedback guys.

To those few that actually did help I just thought that I'd let you know that I changed the ending of the extract, and sent it in last night.

I'm too lazy to edit the deviation right now so sometime when I'm feeling up to it I might.
I will paste the change I made here though to make anybody reading this only have to read one thing- this journal rather than a journal and a deviation. Aren't I nice?


Here it is:

“Are you Isabella Marie Russo?” The one man asked as he looked down at her with a frown.
“Yes, but-“ Isabella managed to get in before she was interrupted again.
“You’re going to have to come with us.” The other man said as he reached out and grabbed her wrist violently.
“Who are you? And what do you want with me?” Isabella demanded loudly as she struggled to wriggle from the man’s tight grasp.
“That’s for us to know and you to find out, if you’re lucky.” The first man said with an ominous laugh.



One more thing before I end this is that I broke down and bought a new paintbrush, so now there's no excuse for me not to paint that painting I've been meaning to do for ages- except more procrastination!




]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/20062318/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/20062318/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:13:52 PDT
I was recently e-mailed from my teacher about a contest.
The contest is simple- create a title, plot summary and extract for a mystery novel. Simple right? Well there's a catch. The main character has to be a librarian, archivist, etc.
It's not due until the 15th of September, so I'm not stressing about it.
This morning I thought that if something came to me I'd see where I could take it. Now I'm really getting into it.
But I've hit some brick walls. Mostly in the name department.
And I lack anybody around me that can give me some good criticism.
I've already worked out most of the details, and I think I know what I'm going to write for my extract- but names still escape me. I need a last name for my main character Isabella, the name of the country she is from, the co-worker Ben's last name, and the title of the 'novel'. *sweat*

So if you guys can read the deviant, and give me some feedback that'd be lovely. If you help enough I can make another character have your name. That'd be fun.




Alright EDIT!!!:

Her name is going to be Isabella Russo.

And the country is called Mesina (pronounced meh-see-nah).

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/19787129/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/19787129/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 09:35:39 PDT
Well I got a job that I start next week, but it only goes until October. But the pay will be good, and it gets me back into a government job, so hopefully I can run with that.

I still haven't done anything really artistic lately, but I've got a sketch that I've been meaning to scan and put up on this.
It's a drawing that I'm going to paint- eventually.

I have been soooo lazy the last couple weeks, that I haven't done anything really, and it's starting to make me sick. Like, laziest person ever. I sleep in and sit on the couch all day. Blech.
At least I got a load of laundry done today.

Anyway, I think I might have a sketch attack soon, so hopefully I'll get the painting wip and some sketches up soon.




]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/19123159/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/19123159/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:06:44 PDT Bet nobody missed me.

I did manage to get all my assignments and term projects done just like I said that I would/could.
And getting my wisdom teeth out wasn't TOO bad. Just afterwards sucked.
I graduated almost 2 weeks ago, and now I'm on the hunt for a job. I'm applying to a whole bunch of school libraries, but the chances I get a job there are slim, so I'm looking around.

I've got this sudden urge to paint, I haven't in months and months, and my fancy expensive easel sits in my closet untouched since I moved in...

I think that's all I've got to say other than I've been really slack in doing anything artistic. I don't even have my Open Canvas installed on the fiance's laptop. Oi.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17778727/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17778727/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:58:32 PDT That's about all I have to say.
Moving in went great, parents took it great and everything.
The thing is with that is there was only so much room for some stuff the first trip so I only got a fraction of my possessions. Mom's been making trips every now and then when she can, but I'm going to get some more next week.

Speaking of next week- that is when I get my wisdom teeth out.
I'm super (not) excited, mostly because I'm a wimp and a baby. So I'm looking forward to that...

I've got a little over a week left and then I'm done classes- forever!
I'm happy about that, but being so close to the end really throws everything else at me- assignments, term projects (that I haven't started yet and really should start about now...), and because I just moved, I didn't get my internet back until this morning. Almost a week- most of that I could have been doing some of the homework. Oh well, I'll get it all done in time.

For my course we have to complete a portfolio (i.e. stupidest thing ever), which contains 4 unified things that everybody has and then work samples. So you'd think that in order to pass the course you'd want to put some time into said portfolio, yes? Well good ol' me left it until the day it was due- but that's ok, because I did the whole thing in an hour before first class today. *evil laugh* I'm a procrastinator, but when I need to get something done, it gets done- quickly.
So I've still got... *thinks* 3 assignment/term projects left to do... I think. Their due dates are the 16th, 19th, and 21th. And wonderfully, the 16th is when I get my wisdom teeth out- which means I've got to have it done before then... *grumbles* Oh well, with the return of my internet it shouldn't take any time to spit that one out. I've also got some stupid online class assignments to do, but I'm not worrying about those too much (even though I really should be). I think about them later tonight, and see if I want to do them.

Hmm... what else did I want to rant about...
Hmm... well I can't think of anything...
I'll edit this if I can...



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17553090/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17553090/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:17:12 PDT That is about the only word that comes to mind to describe how I'm feeling right now.

I have about 20 days left of classes (not including weekends and days off), and that's actually til the end of exam week.
One plus- I don't have any exams.
One minus- Because I don't have any exams I've got a shitload of big projects to make up for them.
Another minus- I have only started about 1/10 of them.

One minus- my current living situation is crap- 1/3 of the time I'm home with my family, 1/3 of the time I'm at my boyfriend's, and 1/3 of the time I'm in an apartment that I now hate.

One HUGE plus- I'm moving!! That's right. I found out last night that I got the place that my friend and my boyfriend put an application into. The current tenants are moving out the 1st of April, which leaves me less than a week to pack up all of my stuff.

So I'm spending this weekend, packing and try desperately to find out what I have due, when, and to prioritize the assignments so that I can get them all done on time.
God help me.

That is all.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17098433/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/17098433/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 05:50:50 PST I've been in an odd mood lately, one which gives to extreme mood swings. Right now I happen to be in a negative one.

I'm wandering through classes, not really learning anything, not really being challenged. I can't wait for May when classes end and I get my work placement. After that, I'm out to find a job and then an apartment with my hubbie and some friends. We hope.

For doing nothing lately I feel really stressed on the social front.
I'm never quite completely happy. But who is.
I think that my stories may take a dark spin for now, but I'll let you be the judge.
I haven't been able to do anything artistic that I really like lately, and I'm hoping to do some more painting soon, but that doesn't look too likely.

I've been feeling extremely insignificant, and without purpose in my life. It's almost as if I've grown bored of it. Perhaps I just need a change.

/endrant.




]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/16312830/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/16312830/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:56:05 PST I have missed dA and having comments about my art.
I haven't been able to upload much of anything in the last couple months, mostly because I haven't been doing anything artistic.
I made a homemade Christmas card with watercolor last night but I forgot to upload it, or even take a picture of it before I gave it away today. *smacks forehead*
Anyway, I'm back to classes so I don't know how much I will actually get submitted, but I do know that I've got some little micro stories (yes, that's what I'm calling them now! Micro Stories!!), story ideas, and intros to stories lying around that I could probably add.

Anyway, I'll try to upload the one intro story once I get on my friend's computer where I saved it, but until then nothing right now.

Thank you for the rush of comments I received on my newest entry "Free Fall". I had no idea that it would be attacked so quickly, it honestly never happens.
Oh and while I'm talking about that entry, I'm not emo, nor am I in need of mental help. It just came to me.

Alright, in case you don't know here's how story ideas come to me:
It's like a movie trailer. I just see them. Most of the time they are really short and that's all I get from them. If I want to make them an actual story, I have to start thinking, so I usually leave them at that.

So, yes, as I was saying, thanks for the comments and favorites, and even a watch! I haven't gotten one of those in ages and it feels SOO good! And that's what's make me decide that I'm going to try to be on here more often. So much love to all you watchers and commenters.

Becca


]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/15804763/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/15804763/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 09:15:52 PST
I haven't updated this since before my birthday. That's sad.

But you know, I'm not dead, I've just been neglecting dA for the longest time.
I don't feel like my art is worth anything (when I actually create something), so I've been avoiding dA for the longest time.

What has happened since May:
- worked all summer at summer job.
- gots lots of money from it, but splurged most of it during the summer.
- went back to school.
- still in school.
- super stressed because of school and exams.
- can't wait until I'm out of school for Christmas break - i.e. next week!
- can't wait for New Year's to celebrate my one year anniversary with my lovely boyfriend.
- Wrote poem called "Passion" and uploaded it.

I've got a couple of sketches lying around but I probably won't get around to scanning them any time soon.

I might try to get some art done while on break this Christmas, but it's not a promise. (I.e. I probably won't do shit).


Glad you care(d) and notice(d).



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/13079343/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/13079343/ Thu, 24 May 2007 17:36:12 PDT
As you might have noticed, I have finally decided to attempt to do the 100 Themes Challenge. Located here: [link]
Just so you know, my first attempt will be #26 "Tears".
I've already got some ideas into my head, and just lack the time to create it.

I got meself a summer job at the place that had taken me on for my work placement, so that's pretty damn awesome.
Working 8am-4pm weekdays, for $9 an hour, sounds pretty good to me.

My birthday is now in less than a week ((Can you say gift art??)), and I'm super excited to finally become of age *gasp!*. I'm going to have a nice lunch that day with an awesome girl from my work.
Kate = awesomeness in dress-suit form.

Anyways, I think that's all I have to say, but I'll be sure to keep whoever is reading this updated on the 100 Themes Challenge.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/13071546/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/13071546/ Thu, 24 May 2007 04:06:07 PDT I think that I am going to do the 100 Theme art challenge.
BUT with the Chinese symbols.
What do you think?
Worth my time?
I think so!
So watch me try!

ART CHALLENGE

We've all seen it before, from different people on dA, so here's going to be my take on 's contest.
(Taken from Shanni's journal )

Art Challenge: 100 Themes

# of Artwork Completed: -/100.
Last Update: -
Themes Updated: -

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

I think that I've got a couple done already, but I'm at work right now, so I'll wait until I'm home to start editing the list.
See ya then!

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12884862/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12884862/ Tue, 08 May 2007 07:01:30 PDT Work placement for 4 weeks as part of my NSCC course is going well. I'm severely impressing all the people that I'm working around with my intelligence, speed and correctness.
I'm working at the usual fast pace, and it's going well.
My supervisor boss lady woman (as she is now called) had 4 days to train me (Monday April 30 to Thursday May 3), and it was great. She left Thursday afternoon to go on vacation, and won't be back until next week, Tuesday. SO, that means that I've got a whole week, from today without her. Which is alright I guess. I like her, and she's great and everything, and I've got nothing against her. She set out so much work for me (before she left) that it completely covered my desk. She also told me that if I run out of things to do I could do a certain task in the file room.

Well she left on Thursday, and it's now Tuesday... and... I'm done all the work that piled so high on my desk, and I did the certain task in the file room, and I've been doing little tasks for the other people in the office.
I'm done all my work!
Whatever am I to do until she gets back?!?!
The website I was almost addicted to again has chosen to hate me, so I can't go there and spend hours there anymore, and I'm at work, stuck here doing nothing but talking to my friends on MSN...

Anyway, that's all good (except for the website thing )
But, something more has decided to surface in my life.
About a month ago my parents heard word that my aunt and uncle were coming home weeks early from their month long vacation in Australia. Why do you ask?
Because my Aunt wasn't feeling well and decided to get herself checked out at a hospital in Australia, and low and behold, her cancer has returned. AND to top it all off, she found out too late to be able to do anything about it.
So they came home, and now she's in the hospital, pretty much on her 'last leg'.
I can deal- I suppose, it's just that she's my step-father's sister, and I'm not as close to my step-father's side of the family as my mothers (but closer than my father's side).
I hardly ever got to see my aunt and uncle, and now wish that I could have known her better. I only saw her a couple times a year- mostly at our family's New Year's Day party that we have every year, but other than that not a whole lot- but she is still my aunt.

Last night Mom and Dad went to visit her in the hospital, and they said that she probably wouldn't last the night.
This morning I woke to things being pretty normal, and no news about my aunt.
Edit: R.I.P. Aunt Evangeline

Anyway, good way to vent, and no, I still haven't cried. Since September. That's going to come back and bite me in the ass soon.

Anyway, now that I've vented I think that I'm good... for a little bit.
Thanks to those of you who have actually read that.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12627702/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12627702/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 13:34:21 PDT
Congrats to ~EmoPizza for getting my 2,000th pageview!! Like that was any surprise!

Anyway, we'll see hopefully soon what she's getting me to create, and I'll post it as soon as I get it done.

Anyways, one freaking day left of classes, and then I'm free.... I'm running out of time right now, so I'll come back and update this once my class is over, or when I get home tonight or something.
Edit: Done classes!!! Par-tay time!! lol
Anyway, I'm done classes until September, but I've got a work placement all of May, so I don't think that I'll be doing a whole lot of updating, or uploading, but I'll try.

But one last comment:

Thank you for 2,000 pageviews!!

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12452663/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12452663/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 05:07:28 PDT
I finally got around to scanning all those pictures, and does anybody notice? Well other than ~EmoPizza, no, nobody notices. Why do I even bother?

Anyway, ah... I don't have anything else left to upload- for now- so yeah... once again I shall slip into the realm of invisibility like always.

Anyhoos... I THINK I might start to upload my story that I'm writing, even though it's still in the introduction phase, but what the hell, I'll give it a try, and if things don't work out I'll just scrap it.

Well I think that's all- I'm off to type up my story...

P.S. 2,000th pageview is getting ever closer, and I need some good motivation!

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12331440/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12331440/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:41:23 PDT
I wanted to get rid of that slightly unhappy journal entry, and replace it with a nice, new one. Yay.

Anyways, shoutout to ~Wolf212 because yeah... it's his birthday today... *grumbles* damn you being legal and me not yet... anyways....

I've got so much crap to scan and then upload, so when I start uploading stuff, it's just going to be pouring in, and I don't think that the endless amount of stuff to scan will ever end, hence why it is an endless amount of stuff. The only trouble I'm having is finding time to scan it.
Oh! Now that I'm thinking of it, I think that I might upload my story that I'm currently writing, and see if you guys can give me some feedback- I know that it's only in the Introduction stage of the writing, and that by this time if it's this long it will never end (really it will never end because I won't be able to finish it), but what the hell, I'll give it a try, and see what you guys think.
*insert wrist pain from typing to feverantly*
Anyways, yeah so expect lots of uploads from me... soon... hopefully.

*head hurts* Oi. Never playing Caps with Karen again.

Oh, and P.S. My 2,000th pageview is coming ever closer, and I can't wait to give some gift art of their chosing to whoever wins!

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12223117/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12223117/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 18:10:41 PDT Excuse my cynical mood as I type this update of a journal entry.

I've been lazy. What else is new?

I'm yet to finish "Fly" which I'm now considering that I'll never get finished, because I've just lost it.
I haven't done anything artistic in a long time, I've just been wandering around dA occasionally, here and there, and then leaving. Woo.
Anyways, I've got lots of stuff to scan and then upload to dA (including the dragon & maiden painting- which nobody would notice if I uploaded anyway...) and some old stuff that I can add. But have I uploaded them? No. Have I even scanned them? No again.
*sigh* Anyways...
I think that's all I needed to say...
That and my 2,000th pageview is ever slowly coming... not that it will get there any time soon...

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12009564/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/12009564/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 07:25:11 PST
My turn!
Or rather -- YOURS!

The first ten people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.
The catch is: You have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating.

1. ~EmoPizza
1st: [link] I just love this one. I always have, and seeing it develop, was great.
2nd: [link] I saw this before your scanner sucked all the color out of it, and I love it. It's that simple.
3rd: [link] This one made me seriously laugh out loud when I first saw this, and it still does. I just love her expression.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

But anyways, do it, and now I move on...



Ah... I almost uploaded the painting to my computer, but then I didn't so soon I'll get around to it...
Thursday consume my life, and I live for them, so I'm a little distracted from my 'art'. *rolls eyes* I'll get there sometime...
Oh, but I do have some visual poetry that I need to edit and upload, so you'll probably see that before you see the painting depending on how god damn lazy I am.

Well I think that's all- other than the fact that my 2,000 pageview is still a while away, so it's all good.

Later.


]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11630917/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11630917/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:02:57 PST
Once again, I find myself extremely lazy. Big surprise there, eh?... *cough* I don't think so.
Anyways, I didn't get to the details of the painting yet, and I haven't scanned it in yet either. Fun fun.
I have a cold, and I'm trying desperately to get rid of it by the end of... tonight, (crap), so that I can go out with friends tomorrow. Grr.... stupid cold.
Anyways, ah...
I'll probably scan the painting on the weekend, and then perhaps do some of the detail work, if I'm not too bogged down with homework, which seems to be mounting up without my notice... oi. Anywhoos...
Ah... I think that that's all I've really got to say really... other than the fact that I really want to do some writing now... perhaps I will as soon as I get a good idea.
The middle of first class sounds like a good time, eh?
Anyways, I think that's it.


P.S. My 2,000th pageview is still coming up, yo!

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11537195/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11537195/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:47:04 PST
Just a short update from haha, two days ago! I actually started painting my picture last night, and so far... it's not too bad. It's still got some work to do, and hopefully I won't be home tonight or Thursday night to work on it- if you catch my drift.
Anyways, ah... it's not even 8 o'clock and I'm already hyper... I really need to cut down on the coffee, eh?
I've got History class, which I'm sure will be a blast, because of course of the teacher, one Mister Todd Verge. Todd Verge= awesome teaching style. Period.
Anyways, I think that's all I really wanted to say...
I think....
Oh!!
If you respond to this I'll have a ah, pick 3 thingy.
So yeah... respond to this and I'll choose three things of yours and comment on them in my journal.
You know what I mean!
(If you don't... *shrug* )

Anyways, that should be it for now.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11516981/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11516981/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:31:26 PST It seems like it's been a while since I've updated this, but really it hasn't been that long, now has it?
11 days, that seems like a fair amount of time to go by.
How am I doing you ask? (if you even ask)
Currently, I'm bubbly and hyped on caffeine, which is great!
I ah... well I had planned on painting that picture this weekend, and honestly, unless I start now, I doubt that I will get it started this weekend.
Classes are great, and currently not that demanding, so I have had no homework this weekend, so technically I should have had it done this weekend, but I don't want to start it without any motivation.
I'm very tempted to actually get up and start it now, and I think that I will.

Edit: Scratch that painting... I went to my aunt's for chocolate fondu, and got home too late to start something, but her and I might get together one day and paint together.


See ya's all later.


]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11389951/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11389951/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 17:54:44 PST I realize that I last had a real journal entry since before X-mas, and now it's time for an update in the wonderfully exciting life that I lead... yeah right!

I had a good X-mas, I got a wooden Italian easel so I can't wait to use it (most likely first with the "Dragon and Maiden")!!
Back in college... woo... And I'm really liking my classes.
In history the other day we made flat bread... wow... they had it rough back then- grinding the wheat grains to make the flour was a pain in the ass! But great fun at the same time, and I won a free coffee at the cafeteria, so that's always good.
Can't wait for a friend's party tomorrow night... for many reasons, just ask if you really want to know.
I'm sooo using that free coffee Friday morning, when I'll really need it- being out late + getting up = dead tired to a point of insanity (on top of what I already have).
I have also noticed that my pageviews is up over 1,600 now, and that's super duper cool! Super duper gift for whoever gets the 2,000th one!

And... I think that that's all that I wanted to say... other than one more thing:
Lack of comments people! I need to know if I'm doing stuff good or bad, or if it needs improvement, and where, and all that shit.
Com'n, give me something here!

But other than that... I'm good.
Later.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11351762/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11351762/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:10:17 PST ilani, so I'm going to be nice, and do as she wishes, but for you guys, check out her gallery, it's awesome.

1. Do you like animals?
All except insects, I think so.

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Nah, what's the fun in that?

3. Are you athletic?
Far from.

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
Hahahahaha...

5. How much do you weigh?
Pfft... like I'm telling that.

6. What's your height?
5'5 ish.

7. Shoe size?
8 1/2- 9

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Girly, I suppose- but not like... super girly or anything.

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
N/A

10. How old are you?
18

11. When's your birthday?
May 30th, 1988

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Oh yes, it's very nice.

13. Are you sociable?
I think so, yeah.

14. Do you have many friends?
Sure do!

15. What's your race?
White.

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
To certain people more than others, yes.

1Are you single or taken?
Ah... I guess taken now, aren't I? haha.

18. Do you eat meat?
Oh yes, I meat.

19. Are you paranoid?
Sometimes.

20. Do you read a lot?
Oh yes, I've always got at least one book on the go, if not more.

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Mostly rock, but I'll listen to anything except for rap.

22. Do you play any instruments?
Mary had a little lamb on the recorder, and one song on the guitar, but other than that, no.

23.How long have you been drawing?
Ah... since I was little I suppose... what kid doesn't draw? That's like the meaning of life in first grade, right?

24.What's the meaning of life?
Ah... I suppose that it really does differ from person to person, and their perspective on the world... in other words, don't ask me, because I don't have an answer.

25. Now tag five of your friends!

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]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11147318/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11147318/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 07:18:56 PST Wednesday went great, with the handing in of the paper (even though an email later said that the electronic backup copy I sent her was good enough *shudder*), and hanging out with my 'friend' Kyle all day was great fun. Almost saw Casino Royale, but of course, as soon as we were in our seats and all comfy, the screen wouldn't work... we ended up playing many games at the arcade... I beat him in all of them!
Anyways, I'm just so happy to be free for a while.
I decorated the tree last night, and afterwards my favorite aunt came down to give Mom her birthday present, and I might be hanging with her some today. I my aunt sooo much. She suggested that the day after Boxing Day we go see Happy Feet, and Mom agreed, so go Happy Feet on the 27th!
I'm going to edit Model 5 so that her teeth aren't showing, because it's creepy. And I'm thinking about working on Fly, but I'm just so.. not motivated lately.
Ah... I think that's all... Happy Holidays!





]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11058587/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11058587/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 05:19:53 PST My mother's going to kill me.
I've got to write a 15 page essay by the 22nd in order to pass the course...
The trouble is going to get it to her, because heaven forbid the teacher take an email copy- noooo it has to be a hard copy, which means that I've got to come to school again, instead of today being my last day for the holidays.

I've found that my emotions go in circles... right now I'm on hte bottom of the circle, and yesterday I was at the top. When will I be up at the top again? Will I ever get back to the top?
I'm starting to doubt it.

Excuse me while I go sink into a depression.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11014041/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/11014041/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:06:56 PST 42 people and I haven't been getting a whole lot of deviations and messages, so I'm not alone in my busy/laziness.
I'm almost done coloring Fly and I hope to get that up before Christmas. Hopefully.
I'm almost done with college for the semester, and I'm almost out for a nice long christmas holiday. I've got 2 of 3 exams written, and all 8 of my assignments done. I'm sooo happy now.
I was super stressed a week or two back, with alll the stuff that I'd have to do, but as I worked harder and harder the stuff started to clear, and now I'm a free agent! Woo!

Went to a friend's get-together, and man, was that fun. *sigh* Lots, of fun.

Anyway, I think that's it.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10859548/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10859548/ Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:47:51 PST Exams are coming up, and I'll be pretty busy for a while, but most likely to relieve some of the stress I'll do some drawing.


Because I am a puppet I shall post this in my journal entry today:

First 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go through your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that? So, just be the first 10 to post and viola! And if you want to post this in your journal feel free.

1. ~Snapperz
First pick: "Hallowed Grounds" [link]
Second pick: "Clueless" [link]
Third pick: "Rage" [link]
2. ~EmoPizza
First pick:"Breaking Free" [link]
Second pick: "For Heather" [link]
Third pick: "Titania" [link]
3. ~Shanni-chan
First pick: "Door to my soul" [link]
Second pick: "my heart and soul" [link]
Third pick: "lala girl" [link]
4.
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6.
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8.
9.
10.

Anyways, I think that's all.


]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10719313/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10719313/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:04:22 PST
I am here to say that I'm pretty much done my art gift for my loverly, Ashley! ~EmoPizza
I'm going to submit it as soon as possible, and I REALLY hope that you love it, because I actually like this one!

After going through a bit of... well... I'd say sadness, but that's an understatement, but anyways, that's done now, and I'm a bit more cheerful.

Well this always happens... I make a mental list of all the things that I want to say in my journal... but when I get around to actually typing the thing up, I forget it all.

AH yes! Now I remember one more thing.

My pageview gift competition is coming soon, and this one is going to be a little different, number-wise.
The next gift is for the 1,111 pageview! And as always, the person to claim it, or close to claim it, gets whatever they want! Yay!

Well I think that's all...



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10666615/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10666615/ Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:37:20 PST phailin



1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
My devname is Bec0530, which is just my name and my birthdate and birth month. Yay.

2) Why did you join this site? January 3rd, 2006


3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Mostly my friends' artwork.


4) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site? Umm, not really.


5) Look into your stats. What is your:
- Most Favorited Deviation: Bamboo

- Most Viewed Deviation: Bamboo

- Most Commented Deviation: .:V for Vendetta:.

6) How many watchers do you have at this moment? 11


7) First ever watcher? Ah... Shanni-chan I think... *luff*


8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment? 1,074


9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"? DA Addict

10) What is your most "meaningful" work? Ah... "Nightscape at Sea" because it was my first time trying a digital drawing program.

11) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did? .:Kayla -coloring-:.


12) Work that took the longest? :Model 2: -colored


13) DA artist who has influenced you the most? All of them!



14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw? comics!


Easiest thing to draw? Stickmen. Boo.


15) Your first ever giftart was to: ~DeadlyVirusQueen


First ever giftart received was from: Shanni-chan? Emopizza?


16) How many clubs are you in? None. I r hermit.


17) How long have you been here? Less than a year...


18) Are you on any other art sites? Nope, dA is good enough for me.


19) Can you remember the old DA layout? Yes


20) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site? Yep

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10656313/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10656313/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:14:38 PST I've been really busy with all the homework and assignments I've been getting in all my courses, and I haven't done any thing art-wise in sooo long. I'm just so busy.

Don't worry Ashley, I haven't forgot, and I'm thinking of how/what exactly to do.

I started coloring "Fly" but the going is really slow. I've got her eyes done (and that took forever), and her hair I think... maybe... I'm not sure, I haven't looked at it in so long... that and I'm just so damn busy. Arg.

I've been looking through some magazines lately, and I'm starting to get a craving for some model drawings, so you might see one of those soon... (which Ashley in mind, don't worry )...

Well hopefully I'll submit something soon... unti then, I just wish that I get some free time to do some artwork...



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10544532/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10544532/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:43:14 PST EmoPizza) for winning my 1000th pageview! Yay!, you've know idea how special I feel because of how fast my PV are increasing, it's crazy. I've only been less than a year, and I already have 1000th pageviews and 11 people watching me. I know that that's not amazing or anything, I'm sure that there's lots of people that sky-rocket the PVs when they get here, but to me, 1000 is awesome!
But anyway, I'm brainstorming something for Ashley's prize gift, which she says has to be fairy tale, happy ending based. That's going to be interesting...

SO this weekend has been like THE BEST one that I've had in a LONG time.
Friday was great, had lots of fun, 11:45, eh? haha, it's 12 somewhere- middle Europe to be more exact. The a library tour of the CBC libraries, which I wish was on Monday, because then we would have gotten a glass of wine and got to sit to a free taping of This Hour has 22 Minutes!
But we didn't, so oh well, I'll take a fun friday instead. Got invited back to Sher's house, and had a beer, then went to another party where I had some Bailey's. Yum. That party because of lack of people when over to Sher's house again, when I shared some more drinks. Stayed up until 2:30 and then went to sleep. Fyi, didn't get drunk- barely buzzed infact.
Saturday stayed in watching movies, and then at night split 3/4 a bottle of sake (prounounced "sah-key" for those of you who can't get it), which was good. About 12 shots worth of it, and it was gone. Barely got buzzed, but just a little. Boo, that was all the alcohol my friend and I had left. So no more drinking this weekend...
I just hope that it'll happen again, because it was such an awesome weekend, and nothing tooo overly bad happened. Knock on wood. *knocks on wooden chair*

Anyways, I found out that I'm not as cheap a drunk as I thought. Go me!
Anywhoo, I think that's all I wanted to say..



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10448540/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10448540/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 18:27:05 PDT My 1000th pageview is coming up!
And even though I am quite busy with school, I am willin' as always (for my pageview gifts) anything the winner requests. But this time I'm offering TWO gifts as one. That's right, the person that wins the 1000th pageview gets TWO gifts.

So yeah, good luck to whoever wins it. I'll try to do my best.

Moving on... umm... I think that that's all I had to say... Alright, good enough.

Random Shoutouts!
Shanni- be online more, I need you!
Ash- Don't get sick, I love you too much!
Sarah- We spend tooo much time together, but who else can I openly bitch about anything to? Thanks for being there hun, don't change.



]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10337546/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10337546/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 14:14:19 PDT
I just spent all weekend with the family... but what else is new for me. That surely isn't. *pout* Oh well.
I got to see my bestest best friend on Friday, and I'm soo happy, because I hadn't seen her since the end of June! I her soo much. I'm gonna have to crash with her at her apartment soon. I'd just have to kick her boyfriend out of there, because he spends waay too much time over there, you'd swear that he lived there, but he doesn't!

Congrats to =ilani ( ) for getting my 900th pageview, and I'm just waiting to hear from her what I shall do.

Well I think that's all...


Anyway, I'm really busy with school, but I have a strong craving for coloring a picture that I've already drawn on Open Canvas.
So here's your chance to choose!
-Which artwork to color?
1. Girl Version 2 [link]
2. Fly [link]
3. Fred the Rock [link]
4. Model [link]
5. Charlize Theron [link]
6. Model 4 [link]

I really await your vote, because you choose! Yay!

EDIT!: Ok so here's the score so far, and I'll keep updating it as I go:

-Girl Version 2 - 0
- Fly - 3
-Fred the Rock - 0
-Model - 0
-Charlize - 0
-Model 4 - 0

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10289526/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10289526/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:31:11 PDT I'm lovin' it! *sings to McDonalds theme song* .... eww. *slaps self* What was I thinking?

Anyways... chillin' at school before classes start, and I'm hyped on Full Throttle, which is actually really good despite being really expensive! I wanted that instead of a coffee this morning... *gasp* Oh my...

I had a great time today, but I found that I can categorize as The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly.
Just ask me about it, but I'll tell you that all three things are guy related. Oh that makes me laugh.

EDIT!: My 900th pageview is coming up, and you know what that means! Gift art! Woo! Gotta love it. You know the drill, and if you don't here it goes: Your choice of medium (I'll list them to the winner), and the content to the best of my ability.

Anyway, I'm really busy with school, but I have a strong craving for coloring a picture that I've already drawn on Open Canvas.
So here's your chance to choose!
-Which artwork to color?
1. Girl Version 2 [link]
2. Fly [link]
3. Fred the Rock [link]
4. Model [link]
5. Charlize Theron [link]
6. Model 4 [link]

I really await your vote, because you choose! Yay!

Well I think that's all!


EDIT!: Ok so here's the score so far, and I'll keep updating it as I go:

-Girl Version 2 - 0
- Fly - 3
-Fred the Rock - 0
-Model - 0
-Charlize - 0
-Model 4 - 0

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10125134/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10125134/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 17:54:28 PDT Mood: Tired but relaxed.
Listening to: Hinder- Lips of an Angel
Reading: The Norton Introduction to Literature
Watching: CSI: Miami season premiere that was on last night Sweeet....
Talking to: -

Oh yes, I 'borrowed' this from ~MeJony - she's an AWESOME artist, and you should sooo check her out!

((Haha I'm putting on my list made of mostly ToaD so that's what's it's going to be... ))
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.


How does the world see me? - Theory of a Deadman- Any Other Way (Interesting...)

Will I have a happy life? - Theory of a Deadman- Nothing Could Come Between Us (Well that's crappy... I'm gonna have one shit of a love life...)

What do people really think of me? - Theory of a Deadman- The Last Song (man... that sucks. People are mean...)

Do people secretly lust after me? - Hinder- Lips of an Angel (Huh... well that's certainly interesting...)

How can I make myself happy? - Theory of a Deadman- Since You Been Gone (So I can make myself happy with ending relationships? Go figure...)

What should I do with my life? - Theory of a Deadman- Santa Monica (Are you telling me to travel? OK!)

Will I ever have children? - Nickelback- Someday (should I listen to the song, or the title of the song... because they're competely different for this question... ahh... )

What is some good advice for me? - Theory of a Deadman- What You Deserve (It's oddly true....sweet...)

What do I think my current theme song is? - Theory of a Deadman- Me & My Girl (Oh... wow, this is cool... and good)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?- Theory of a Deadman- Point to Prove (Could be a possibility...)

What song will play at my funeral? - Theory of a Deadman- Quiver (Sweet... hey Snap if you're reading this, isn't this cool?! )

What type of men/women do you like? - Theory of a Deadman- Hating Hollywood (So I hate people from Hollywood... I'd say that's pretty much correct)

What is my day going to be like? - Theory of a Deadman- Hello Lonely (Crap...)

Why am I here? Theory of a Deadman- Better Off (haha, not to be with you, that's for sure! haha)

What will people remember me for? - Three Days Grace- Animal I Have Become (Umm... oh boy... that could be trouble...)

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow? - Theory of a Deadman- Say Goodbye (Ok, if you insist... I do love this song)

Are there people outside waiting to take me away? - The Used- I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) (Huh. I guess so.)

What will this year be all about? - System of a Down- Lonely Day (Huh. Well that sucks... ) ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10102583/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10102583/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 15:09:11 PDT Mood: Regenerated
Listening to: Daniel Powter- You Had a Bad Day
Reading: The Norton Introduction to Literature
Watching: Moulin Rouge

Ah... a well needed weekend pasted. I'm regenerated and quite gruntled.

My 800th pageview is like NOW so good luck whoever gets it. You know the drill.
That's all I really wanted to say, I'll write more later. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10028203/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10028203/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:25:04 PDT Mood: Relaxed, but lonely...
Listening to: Dirrty- X-tina (lol, I can't help it)
Reading: Misery- Stephen King
Watching: RV (lol sooo funny)

Well a week of college has pasted and I'm really enjoying it. I've made a great friend, who I have a lot in common with. She has inspired me to continue with a story that I am writing. But more so my great friend (Shanni) who I haven't heard from in over a week inspired me more. I shall continue writing my story. Yay. I'm too busy with school to do any real drawings, not that anybody cares...

Speaking of busy, I've got some homework that I've got to do, and I was only writing this journal entry so that that long ass quiz one isn't on my main page. haha.

Anyways, here's some random shoutouts.

Snap: God, I steal too many quizzes from you. haha, thanks for entertaining me for like... ever. because that's how long it took to do those ones.
Ashley: Oh my lurver! Gonna have to come and visit you some time hun!
Shanni: Where the hell are you? *sniff* I miss my hurt and sick buddy! *sniff sniff*
Curt: Next time you're on... lets talk.... if you want.
Everybody else: Love love loves! I luv you guys! ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10028131/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/10028131/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:17:49 PDT Snapperz, please don't hurt me...

[1]When was the last time you cried? Yesterday? Day before maybe...
[2] Have you ever faked sick? Who hasn't?
[3] What was the last lie you said?*shrug* They're too little to really remember...
[4] Have you ever cried during a movie? Yeah, all the time.
[5] Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? That super cute guy at campus...
[6] Have you ever danced in the rain? Yess.
[7] Have you ever been drunk? Erm. Tipsy. But not drunk.
[8] Have you ever tried tried drugs? No.
[9] Do you smoke? Ew. No.
[10] What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? *shrug* I don't do dares... like- at all... just never got the chance.
[11] What is your full name? Rebecca Gallagher
[12] What is your blood-type? Interesting question. Don't know that one.
[13] Have you ever been in a car accident? Some close calls, but no.
[14] How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? 13
[15] Who was your first kiss? <<' Let the past die, please.
[16] Have you ever had an online relationship? No.
[17] Have you ever had phone-sex? Ahhhahahaha. No.
[18] Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Nah, because I never really approach my crushes, I let them come to me.
[19] What is your favourite sport to play? Badmitton. Haha... I'm such a wimp.
[20] Have you ever made a prank phone call?
[21] Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it? Nope, every time that I've ever said it, I've ment it.
[22] What's your favourite childhood memory? Umm... none really stand out in my mind...
[23] Is there anything that you have done that you regret? Dating that one guy... eww, what a waste of 4 months... *shudders* but other than that, nothing really major.
[24] What do you want to be when you grow up? Librarian technician!!
[25] What is your political persuassion? Uh. I honestly don't care.
[26] Have you ever had cybersex? Nah.
[27] Do you believe in god? No.
[28] Do you believe in love at first sight? Not reeeal love.
[29] Do you believe in karma? Sure.
[30] Who was your first crush? My old babysitter's son. I swear that I still love him, deep down.
[31] Who do you have a crush on? Nobody... as of yet.
[32] How would you describe yourself? *shrug* You tell me.
[33] What are you afraid of? Spiders and bugs... heights... shall I go on?
[34] Are you religious? Spiritual, maybe, but religious, no.
[35] What does your screen name mean? Ah... my nickname...
[36] What person do you trust the most? My bff! Woo!
[37] Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Again, I'm not gonna name names.
[38] What is the best compliment you have ever recieved? All the compliments I got when I came out of my last relationship. 's my friends.
[39] What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? Like I try to remember all those stupid things.
[40] What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? Crush- umm... a really long time- like a decade -ish. Relationship: 1 year and 3 months.
[41] What is your greatest strength? Umm... my happiness?
[42] What is your greatest weakness? I'm such a baby.
[43] What is your favorite food? Ah... don't make me pick one, please!
[44] What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? "Fuck 5 o'clock is just too fuckin' early."
[45] What is your first thought before you go to bed? Mmm... book related stuff, because I read before I go to bed.
[46] What college do you want to go to? The one that I'm at now...?
[47] Do you get along with your family? Yup.
[48] Do you play any instruments? I can play Mary had a little lamb on the recorder, and a few cords on the guitar.
[49] What kind of music do you like? Rock usually, but I'll listen to anything that I can relate to.
[50] Do you think you're attractive? Not really.
[51] Would you ever get a tattoo? Nah. Think about it, it's not going to look like it does now in 50 years, is it? But I'm all for temp tattoos!
[52] How many piercings do you have? Ears, one in each. ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9989686/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9989686/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 15:31:27 PDT Mood: Hyper, but in pain.
Listening to: Justin Timberlake- Sexy Back ((God damnit, get the hell out of my head!))
Reading: The Norton Introduction to Literature AND Misery by Steven King ((I love the King, what can I say?))
Watching: Justice is on tonight!! YAY! Yummy lawyer...

OK, it's official- I LOVE college!
First day was frickin' awesome, I met some really cool people, did some innocent flirting (haha, ask me about that one!), and found out that I've only got classes in the afternoon on Monday's only! Woot! I've got a full day (with an hour long lunch) on Monday, no classes in the afternoon Tuesday through Thursday, and 1 that's right 1, 2 hour class on Friday! Friggin' sweet, eh? That's right. It is.

Ok, so today (which was my second day), I met this girl named Sarah, who I now love, and am reminded of my bff soo much (the three of us would be a frickin' hoot!) and I walked downtown- and got ourselves helplessly lost. Haha, omg, we asked 3 different people for directions back to the street that we knew how to get back to campus on, at different times of course, but eventually we got back to campus.

((The whole week is just orientation, and it's just in the morning, we're soo free to go in the afternoon!))
Well I got out of class at 11 today (sweeeet), and Sarah had to go downtown to try to find a bank, and she asked me if I wanted to go with and keep her company, and me with 5 hours of nothing ahead of me agreed to go with.

A whole hour long walk took us downtown, to... umm... Quinpool Drive, I think (I think that's the one). We stopped at Tim's for lunch, and went to the bank that just so happened to be not too far away!
Well it all went downhill from there, but omg, it was awesome! We got soo horribly lost, and we loved it! (Except for the pain, but I'm getting there). But yeah, we finally got back to campus.

I have many blisters from my flat sandals that I wore today. Soo many blisters. I'm pretty sure that half way through walking back my knee popped, and now my knee's all f*cked up.
Me hurty.

But nonetheless, I had a great day. I'm still in pain, but I'll hopefully live through it, even though it's going to be really hard getting out of bed tomorrow morning.
*crosses fingers* Here's hoping that I'm not dead tomorrow morning.

I think that's all I've got to say-
Peace.


P.S. I did some more models from magazines, but both of them turned out badly, so I might add them to my scraps in a couple days. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9951982/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9951982/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 13:49:36 PDT Mood: Inbetween
Listening to: Secret- Kylie Minogue
Reading: The Norton Introduction to Literature
Watching:Red Eye

Well woot, I finally got my books. Yay! I'm soo happy now, and I'm already reading one of them *pokes 'Reading' answer* I'm such a nerd.
Haha, god, I'm such a nerd.
Anyway, what else? Hmm... well trip to city with Mom was fun- just the two of us. *sigh* Wonderful. We went and got my books and my Student ID (one less thing to get first day now), wow, spent over $400 there, but I guess that that's good compaired to Uni cost of books.
I got denim gaucho pants (which I love), fancy dress pants, a long, black, hott skirt (that is awesome), a peach colored top, and a pale green shirt, all of which I can wear at school- if not, I'll look pretty darn good wherever I go.
And, hmm... did I get anything else friday?.... Not that I can think of, but if not, I'll just add an edit.
I'm missing my bff madly, and I don't want to be a bother and call her, in case she's busy moving in to her new apartment in the city. Nobody's on msn, so I'm really bored...

I also came to the conclusion just a few minutes ago that I watch a shitload of people on Deviantart.
Hmm... lets see *checks list* I watch a total of 31 people. Haha, I have no life. Boo.

Well anyway, I think that's all I've got to say right now, other than adding some
Random Shoutouts!!
Shoutout to Snap, just so you know, I'm 39% Retarded. (For those of you who have no clue what I'm talking about see ~Snapperz Quiz Of Doom Journal entry)
Shoutout to Shanni- Much luff to you Sexcake. Good luck with your new place with your Sis.
Shoutout to Ash- Oh, my sexy luver. Gonna have to hook up sometime.
Shoutout to Curt- Gotta talk to you sometime- some serious talking I mean, not this shit that we go through right now- and yes, that's what it is now.
Shoutout to Everybody else- Loves to you for actually watching me, and reading my journal.

Peace out.
Love.
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9904293/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9904293/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:54:12 PDT Mood: Bubbly
Listening to: Kylie Minogue- Secret
Watching: ... can't remember
Reading: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

Well ~Crazyfangirl got my 700th pageview, and I'm thinking away on what I can make for her. Don't worry, I'll get around to it soon...

Anyway, this journal entry is just going to be a short one, because I don't have a whole lot to say today...
Like... umm... well now I can't think of anything to say... damnit. The paragraph above was important, and at least I got that out, before my brain completely shut down...

Well... damnit, I can't think of anything to say now...
*shrug*
Later.
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9880546/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9880546/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 04:07:32 PDT Mood: Tired and lonely.
Listening to: The All-American Rejects- Move Along
Reading: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets haha, I'm such a nerd.
Watching: RV

Wow, my pageviews have greatly increased in the last week or so. I'm now (last time I looked) at 692 which is really cool. But you know what that means... 700th pageview prize! Yay!
You know the dealy-oh. First person to claim it gets some art from me. Oh yeah... what a prize...

Anyway, in other news, I didn't get to do the thing that I've been waiting for for weeks. Arg. I went to my campus (yum) to try to buy my books for this year, and low and behold, their working on the roof and the library and bookstore is closed. Arg. A trip to the city almost a complete waste. Almost. I got dye, and mom dyed my hair. Yay, it's redish now!
So Mom said that we would go back next friday. Ouch, a whole week before I can get my books, and just 5 days before my first day. Ouch. Well I do love to read.

Anyway, I think that's all for this journal entry.

]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9813048/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9813048/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 07:15:38 PDT Mood: Neutral
Listening to: Ready to Fall- Rise Against
Reading: Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone
Watching: How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days


I can't believe that it was only a week ago that my 600th pageview prize was up for grabs, and now I'm at (last time I looked) 655. Wow, they usually don't go up that fast... but yay! I'm far from complaining.

But anyway, I've come to the conclusion that it will be only two weeks and I will be back to school, which honestly kinda terrifies me. First year college is coming up, and I'm so... well... young at heart.
But I do get to go shopping Friday for my school books which is... well as sad as it is to say: exciting! *insert nerdiness paragraphs ago* I can't wait! Woo, but I'm glad that I'm excited because that's great because of the course that I'm taking (Library and Information Technology) so I'm already attached to books and stuff.
I've also come to the conclusion how sucky my mornings are going to be once I'm back in school. I chose to stay at home and travel with my mom rather than try to find an apartment in the city. Which will save me loads of money, I'll get free room and board, actual meals, free laundry services, and all the comforts of home, which I'm perfectly alright with, because as much as my mother is attached to me, I'm just as attached to her.
But mornings are going to be bad, because:
1. I'll have to get up between 5- 5:30 every morning.
2. I'll have to fight my mother for the bathroom because of the hour she takes to get ready, she spends it in the bathroom, and unfortunately, we have only one bathroom in our house.
3. We'll leave the house at around 6 every morning, and have an hours travel into work/school.
4. I'll get to campus with at least an hour before I actually have any classes... *starts stockpiling books to read*
5. I also may in deep trouble if mom decides to take the day off at random, whether she's not feeling well, either of my 2 sisters don't, or she's just got something that is just a little more important than work. That means that my way to work just got cancelled. I have my license and all that stuff (I'm even insured on our vehicle), but I doubt that Mom would let me take our new Pacifica to school. That means that I'd have to try to find another way all the way into the city- all by myself no less.
I'm far from independent.
But I'm sure that I'll work something out... I hope.

Anyway, I think that I'm done now... ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9758878/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9758878/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:44:53 PDT

How emo are you?

[ ]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool.
[x]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black Halloween
[x]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[ ]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[ ]You think love is a waste of time.
[x]You've given up on the world.

Total = 6

[ ]You've shopped at Hot Topic
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog
[ ]You're extremely pale.
[ ]You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[ ]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[x]You don't believe in god.
[ ]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 1

[ ]You have been referred to as scary.
[x]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[x]You have been known to hate teachers.
[ ]You have been known to cause trouble.
[ ]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[ ]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[x]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 4

[ ] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x]You have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[x]you've seen The Exorcist.
[ ]You liked The Exorcist.
[ ]You've seen Saw.
[ ]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[x]You hate sports.
[ ]You dress up as the most morbid thing posssible on Halloween.

Total = 4

[ ]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[ ]You have an obsession with fire.
[x]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[ ]You're not afraid of spiders.
[x]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[x]You've painted your nails black
[ ]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[x]You like art with negative meanings

Total = 5

Total=20
Take your total, multiply by two....

So I'm 40% Emo.
Oh boy... ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9740251/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9740251/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 17:45:13 PDT Mood: Oddly happy...
Listening to: Ben Moody-Everything Burns My 'new' theme song...
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (I'm rereading them all until I get some new books )
Watching: Van Hellsing Yummy Hugh... *swoons*

Well I seem to have my artistic swing back (as seen in the title ) and I'm enjoying it. Of course.

I'm oddly energized and over the top happy these last couple days, and I don't have the sweetest clue why. If anybody knows, please let me know, because that'd be great!

I've submitted two new drawings, both of which are 'models' in a sense.

Seeing as nobody got my 600th pageview (I think that I may have actually ) the first person who replies to this gets the personalized specialized poem. Yay.

Love (to those who deserve it- you know who you are/aren't),
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9663692/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9663692/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 12:07:19 PDT Mood: Mad... need I say more?
Listening to: Not Ready To Make Nice- Dixie Chicks
Reading: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (almost done...)
Watching: How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

Ok, so I'm really stressed out these days, and if you're privileged enough to know why, good for you.

My passion for art is at a stand-still, and I now think that I won't get it back. If I try to do anything I just end up hating it, and trashing it.
I hope that I gain some inspiration soon.

((I'm sorry ~DeadlyVirusQueen it looks like I'll never finish or rather, start coloring those pictures of yours.))

Moving on...

My Two Cents:
dA's new layout... hmm... well it seems to load a little slower than the last one, but I'd imagine that's just them trying to work out the bugs (which I haven't run into any yet, go me), but other than that, I have nothing negative to say about the new layout...
I like the looks of it, even though some people complain that it's too crammed up.
I like the fact that the amount of pageviews is in a less obvious spot, which brings me to my next piece of info:

My 600th pageview is coming up soon, and I feel like doing some strong poetry, so I'll make a specially made poem for the winner!

Other than that, I think that I'm done...
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9630944/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9630944/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 15:57:29 PDT Mood: Broken hearted
Listening to: -see below
Reading: Harry Potter: The Half-Blood Prince (again I know, but I'm bored.)
Watching: V for Vendetta

Taken from ~Emopizza or ~Snapperz, your choice.

1. Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question press the next button.
6. Some songs fit perfectly and some really don't!!

OPENING CREDITS: No Doubt- Underneath It All
WAKING UP: Pink- Who Knew
FALLING IN LOVE: The Used- I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)
FIGHT SCENE: Carly Simon- You're So Vain
BREAKING UP: Destiny's Child- Girl (Wow, that one's good)
GETTING BACK TOGETHER: Kelly Clarkson- Because Of You (I don't think so...)
SECRET LOVE: Megan McCauley- Die For You (Umm... no.)
LIFE'S OKAY: Alicia Keys- Karma
MENTAL BREAKDOWN: Aretha Franklin- I Will Survive
DRIVING FLASHBACK: Blu Cantrell- Hit 'Em Up Style
PARTYING: Christina Milan- Am to Pm (Woo, go Shanni!)
HAPPY DANCE: Ben Moody- Everything Burns
REGRETTING: James Brown- Get Up Offa That Thing
LONG NIGHT ALONE: Shakira- Illegal (Kinda...)
THE NEXT MORNING: Goo Goo Dolls- Stay With You
FINAL BATTLE: Natasha Bedingfield- Single
DEATH SCENE: Chantal Kreviazuk- In This Life
END CREDITS: Dixie Chicks- Not Ready To Make Nice

Wow, there's like only one that works... this sucks. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9550371/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9550371/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:03:09 PDT Mood: Tired.
Listening to: Nothing.
Reading: Dan Brown- The Da Vinci Code
Watching: - .... can't remember, but I do have a craving for The Sweetest Thing.

Anyways, in an attempt to get the last journal entry (a big stupid quiz) off my main page, I'm gonna write a whole new one. Yay!

What a boring summer so far. I'm making soo little money, and I'm just getting nothing done. I'm off work for two weeks because Mom's on vacation (yes, I babysit my sisters), so I get to listen to her all day for over 14 days.
Not looking forward to it. Ugg. Soo much yelling.
And because she's home, I'll be on the computer a lot less, and that drives me crazy, because she's stupid... if that makes any sense.

Anyway I've barely been on the computer this morning and I'm already being kicked off it. Aparently, I have stuff to do. *rolls eyes and curses under breath*

Oh well...
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9545832/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9545832/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 18:08:33 PDT Mood: Relatively happy
Listening to: The Used- I Caught Fire
Watching: Fantastic Four
Reading: Dan Brown: The Da Vinci Code (about time too)
Talking to: Nobody. ;_;

Stolen this one from ~Snapperz, as usual. <3

01) First name: Rebecca
02) Your nickname: Bec, Becca, RebGal, Sexipop
03) Birthday: May 30th, '88
04) Horoscope sign: Gemini
05) Birth town: Halifax
06) Religion: Non-religioner... Close enough, eh?
07) Nationality: Canadian
08) Parents: Rhonda and William
09) Do you love them: Most of the time.
10) Brothers or sisters: Step-brother (28), step-sister (26), sister (11), and another sister (6). Oi.
11) Do you like the place where you live: Sure, as long as I can escape it every now and then.
13) Colour of your eyes: Steelish, greyish, blue. Ish.
14) Height: 5' 4"
15) Weight: << >> << No.
16) What school/grade are you going to: College first year! Woo...
17) What marks do you have: Had an 82% average.
18) Do you work anywhere: Nope, but I get shaftely paid for babysitting my sisters.
19) What do you want to be in your life: Librarian! *dances around* Woo!
20) Your life style: Easy-going?
21) Personal quote: *shrug*
22) Lucky number: 5
23) What are you interested in: Lots of stuff.
24) Good side of your character: *shrug* You tell me.
25) Bad side of it: Same as the above.
26) Is your life happy: Most of the time.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: HELL YES!
28) What is the time: 9:31pm
29) What is the date: July 30th 2006
30) What’s the weather like: ... dark? clear...?
31) Favourite day in a week: Saturday or Friday
32) Favourite music: Rock I suppose.
33) Singer: *scratches head* Umm...
34) Band: Theory of a Deadman.
35) Song: Say Goodbye- Theory of a Deadman.
36) Best concert you have been: Umm... how about none...
37) Actress: I'm not sure... too many really...
38) Actor: Johnny Depp.... *drools*
39) Film: Waay too many.... don't even get me started!
40) TV serial: Lots, mostly crime shows and stuff like that.
41) Theatre play: Dunno.
42) Film director: *shrug*
43) Do you want to be famous: Nope.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Nope.
45) Do you want to be a singer: No.
46) Book: Like Water For Chocolate- Laura Esqu... shit.
47) Colour: Blue
48) Flower: Lilies, so what if they symbolize death!
49) Food: Oh boy... umm... food. There we go.
50) Drink: Coffee or juice
51) Sweet: any, except for those chocolate mint things. Eww... or black licorice.
52) Fruit: All of them!
53) The worst food: Too many to type all of them.
54) Worst Drink: *shrug* Beer.
55) Worst Singer: -InsertFemaleSingerHere-
56) Worst Band: -InsertPunkPopEmoBandHere-
57) Worst Actor: *shrug* Who cares about the worst?
58) Worst Actress: Don't care.
59) Worst Movie: Too many bad ones.
60) Worst book: *shrug*
61) Do you drink alchocol: Not too often.
62) Do you smoke: Never.
63) Do you take some drugs (and what): No
64) What do you adore to wear: tank tops and my denim skirt... girly, yes I know.
65) Do you think that you are pretty: Not really.
66) What languages do you speak: English, and barely any Spanish and French.
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: *shrug*
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: *shrug*
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: *shrug*
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: No clue.
71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: Curt... but he doesn't really count... Don't really talk to any other guys.
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: Shannon, Ashley, Kayla, Desi, Snap.
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: Hahahahahaha.
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: Again -- ahahahahahahahaha.
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: Shannon, Ashley! *glomps*
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: Curt! *glomps*
77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: *shrug*
78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: *shrug*
79) Are you in love: Yup. ^^
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yup. ^^
81) How does he/she looks like: Pfft. Look yourself.
82) Is he/... ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9518988/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9518988/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 07:04:36 PDT Mood: Happy but tired
Listening to: The Used: I Caught Fire
Watching: Discovery Civilization Channel! Woo!
Reading: Dan Brown: The Da Vinci Code (About time too )

Wow, ok super bored, and I haven't wrote an actual journal entry in a while. So here I go...
Been bored since school ended, babysitting my two little sisters and all. Every day while Mom and Dad are at work, for sooo little pay. Super duper yawn.
Paid the needed amount of tuition for college next year, and being the nerd that I am, I can't wait until I go to buy my books in the end of August. *nerd* What can I say, I love libraries, and that's what I want to do with the rest of my life. I am taking Library and Information Technology next year after all.

Haven't really been doing that much art lately, but I am about 50% done "Happy Flower Child" artwork of ~DeadlyVirusQueen 's and it's going awfully slowly. *shrug* I'll get there eventually.

Moving on... umm...
Been going up to my family's cottage every weekend, which is great because I love it up there in the summer, with all the swimming on the lake, and happy sunshine.
C'est manifique!
Not much more to my life, other than hanging out occasionally, and lazing around the house, which I have now mastered.

Other than that I do nothing with my life... yay...
C'est la vie!

Anyways, I think that I'm done now. Later.


Edit: I've also came to the conclusion that I need to do some more traditional artwork, because I'm getting into Open Canvas waaay too much. I've made a couple of attempts, all of which have failed. Yay. I'll keep some supplies near me, and hopefully I'll feel inspired soon. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9469146/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9469146/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 15:00:43 PDT

Are you afraid of...

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] bird
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying on a plane
[ ] flowers or other plants ( O.o )
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[x] thunder/lightning (Sometimes... )
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases (Okay, a bit)
[ ] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[ ] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises during the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] long words such as hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

So I've got 14... So I'm somewhere inbetween paranoid and fearless... yeah, that'll work.

If you get over 30 then you're paranoid
If you get under 10 then you're fearless.


*Red*

Closest red thing to you?: The inside of a sleepingbag
Last thing to make you angry?: Parents
Do you have a temper?: I don't think so...
Last warning you were given?: Umm... I can't remember
Ever been in love?: Been, no. Am, yes.
Are you a fan of romance?: Yeah, I'm a sucker for it.

*Orange*

Closest orange thing to you?: Funky orange CD case.
Do you like to burn things?: No. Me scared of fire.
Dress up for halloween?: If it means taking old ladies' candy, you bet!
Are you usually a warm-hearted person?: Yeah.
Do you have anything against ginger hair?: No, should I?
Are you usually full of energy?: Oh yes. *bounces around*

*Yellow*

Closest yellow thing to you?: Umm... ummm.... shit... umm... there's yellow on a folder that's barely in view...
The happiest time of your life?: Spending it with my special someone really...
Favourite holiday?: I don't really have a favorite...
What makes you smile?: Lots of stuff...
Are you a coward?: Sometimes...
Do you burn or tan?: Tan baby! I hardly ever burn, and it's only on my cheeks, and it isn't the burn that hurts. Ha! Take that!

*Green*

Closest green thing to you?: My box of pastels.
Do you care about the environment?: Yes.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?: No.
Are you a lucky person?: Depends on your personal definition of "lucky"
Do you always want what you can't have?: No, because I usually get what I want.
Do you like being outdoors?: Yeah, sure.

*Blue*

Closest blue thing to you?: Necklace from Mexico <3
Are you good at calming people down?: Yeah, I guess
Do you like the sea?: I like watching it, but not swimming in it too much
Last thing to make you cry?: Don't remember
Are you a logical thinker?: Depends on the topic.
Can you sleep easily?: Most nights.

*Purple*

Closest Purple thing to you?: Another box of pastels, but this one is the one that I stole from my art teacher and never gave back.
Like being treated to expensive things?: Who doesn't!?! Just kidding, kinda but of course it depends.
Do you like mysterious things?: Sometimes, but I'm an awfully curious person.
Favourite type of chocolate?: Milk.
Ever met anyone in royalty?: Pfft. Yeah riiight.
Are you creative?: You bet.

*Pink*

Closest pink thing to you?: my watch
Are you gay/bisexual?: No, but at those high school dances... oh boy.
Do you like sweet foods?: Hell yes!
Like play-fighting?: Not really, unless I'm winning! http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9406263/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 14:01:16 PDT Mood: Sick and Tired
Listening to: Theory of a Deadman- Nothing Could Come Between Us
Reading: The Dark Tower 5: The Wolves of the Calla- Stephen King
Watching: Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest

Well well well. I've been all over the place these days, and being sick sure doesn't help.
I've been sick since the 5th, and I'm still sick. Arg. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. My sleeping routine is completely bonkers, and my daytime is suffering because of it.
I haven't been doing a whole lot of artwork lately, but I can give you an idea of what I plan to do next.

To Do List: (In no particular order)

1. Coloring "More Dragonflies :0" by ~DeadlyVirusQueen-
lines seen here: [link]

2. Coloring ".The Happy FlowerChild." by ~DeadlyVirusQueen-
lines seen here: [link]

3. Coloring "+.Wishing You Were Here.+" by ~DeadlyVirusQueen-
lines seen here: [link]

4. Coloring ".SittingPretty4." by ~DeadlyVirusQueen-
lines seen here: [link]

5. Another Chinese symbol artwork- what, I don't know yet. -- But hey, I'll take suggestions for that!

Anyway, I think that's all I wanted to say, because I had to get that straightened out before I lost it.

Oh, wait, one more thing. My 500th pageview is coming close. Present for whoever claims it. (And don't worry Shanni, I haven't forgotten about the 400th one that I owe you! ) As usual, their choice of medium and topic.

Yup, that's all.
]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9320461/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9320461/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 11:22:35 PDT

[x] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[x] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job (.... ....)

TOTAL: 6

[x] my hair is almost always straightened --(natuarally! Suckers!)
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[x] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends.
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 4

[x] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[x] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 2

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs.
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 4

[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I cry often.
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week.
[x] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 6

[x] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 3

[x] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton --(only so I could shove a burger in her mouth and tell her to eat something!)
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs.
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 2

[x] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] hate the grunge look
[x] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion(not really)
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned --(does the other way around count? )
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 3

[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[xxxx] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 2

Now add up all the total points and put "I am __% girly" for the subject if you steal or get... ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9319961/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9319961/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:22:54 PDT Mood: Tired
Listening to: 3 Doors Down- Here Without You
Watching: Ghost Ship
Reading: The Dark Tower 5: Wolves of the Calla

Ok, so I'm back from vacation at my family's cottage. Lack of computer for a whole week, and I've come back and there is 99 messages! Holy crap!
And I don't even have time right now to check them because I've got other stuff to do. So if you're reading this, and you've been one of the reasons behind my 99 messages (and counting xD) I'll get to you as soon as possible. Promise.
And even though there is 60 deviations, I'll get to all of them, and comment on them. There's another promise. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9208360/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9208360/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 09:22:18 PDT Mood: Tired *yawns*
Listening to: Better Off- Theory of a Deadman
Watching: -
Reading: The Dark Tower 5: Wolves of the Calla- Stephen King
Talking to: -

Quiz that I stole from ~Snapperz

[ ] 1) smoked weed or cigs..
[x] 2) consumed alcohol..
[x] 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex..
[x] 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex..
[x] made out with someone of the opposite sex..
[ ] 6) made out with someone of the same sex..
[x] 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex..
[ ] 8) watched porn...
[ ] 9) bought porn
[ ] 10) done drugs..
TOTAL: 5

[x] 11) taken pain killers...
[ ] 12) taken someone elses prescription medicine..
[x] 13) lied to your parents....
[x] 14) lied to a friend...
[ ] 15) snuck out of the house....
[ ] 16) done something illegal....
[ ] 17) cut yourself....
[x] 18) hurt someone....
[x] 19) wished someone to die..
[ ] 20) seen someone die...
TOTAL: 5

[ ] 21) missed curfew....
[ ] 22) stayed out all night...
[x] 23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.... ( Not all in one sitting, of course. )
[ ] 24) been to a therapist..
[ ] 25) been to rehab..
[x] 26) dyed your hair....
[ ] 27) recieved a ticket..
[ ] 28) been in a wreck....
[ ] 29) been to a club..
TOTAL: 2


[ ] 31) been to a wild party..
[ ] 32) seen the Mardi Gras....
[ ] 34) had a summer break in Florida..
[x] 35) sniffed anything....
[x] 36) wore black nail polish....
[ ] 37) wore arm bands..
[x] 38) wore t-shirts with band names...
[x] 39) listened to rap....
[ ] 40) own a 50 cent cd..
TOTAL: 4


[ ] 41) dressed gothic...
[x] 42) dressed prep....
[ ] 43) dressed punk....
[ ] 44) dressed grunge..
[x] 45) stole something...
[ ] 46) been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] 47) blacked out...
[ ] 48) fainted..
[ ] 49) had a crush on your neighbor..
[ ] 50) had someone sneak into your room..
TOTAL: 2

[x] 51) snuck into someone else's room..
[ ] 52) had a crush on someone of the same sex..
[ ] 53) been to a concert....
[x] 54) dry humped someone..
[x] 55) been called a slut
[x] 56) called someone a slut...
[ ] 57) installed speakers in your car..
[x] 58) broke a mirror...
[x] 59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house....
[ ] 60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush....
TOTAL: 6

[ ] 61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper..
[x] 62) seen an R rated movie in theaters...
[x] 63) cruised the mall..
[x] 64) skipped school....
[ ] 65) had an eating disorder..
[x] 66) had an injury...
[ ] 67) gone to court...
[ ] 68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying..
[x] 69) caught something on fire....
[ ] 70) lied about your age...
TOTAL: 5

[ ] 71) owned an apartment...
[ ] 72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend..
[ ] 73) been cheated on...
[ ] 74) got in trouble with the police...
[x] 75) talked to a stranger....
[x] 76) hugged a stranger....
[ ] 77) kissed a stranger..
[ ] 78) rode in the car with a stranger..
[ ] 79) been sexually harrassed...
[x] 80) been verbally harrassed..
TOTAL: 3


[x] 81) met face to face with someone you met online....
[x] 82) stayed online for 12 hours straight....
[ ] 83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight..
[x] 84) watched tv for 12 hours straight..
[x] 85) been to a fair....
[x] 86) been called a bad influence.....
[ ] 87) cursed...
[ ] 88) prank called someone....
[x] 89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex..
[x] 90) cheated on a test....
TOTAL: 7

[x] 91) cheated on homework...
[ ] 92) recieved/given a handjob...
[x] 93) been pushed into a pool...
[x] 94) played pool...
[ ] 95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight...
[ ] 96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you...
[ ] 97) had a crush on someone younger than you..
[x] 98) wear eyeliner....
[x] 99) skinny dipped..
[ ] 100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt...
TOTAL: 5

>>>>>TOTAL: 44<<<<<

10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy ( -Rawr, baby- )
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell

Sweet, I rea... ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9192012/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9192012/ Mon, 26 Jun 2006 17:28:10 PDT Mood: Super Uber Happy and Hyper
Listening to: Say Goodbye- Theory of a Deadman
Reading: The Dark Tower 5: Wolves of the Calla- Stephen King
Watching: -
Talking to: -


I am in need of a reality check I think. I'm just too gosh darn happy these last couple days.
Exams are over, the exam that I thought that I would fail I passed, I have no more high school ever. It's finally summer. I have prom tomorrow, which all things are settled, all things are planned perfectly, all will go well (I hope). I graduate on thursday, and I've got next year all planned.
I'm super happy after spending the best weekend of my life.
All I can seem to see is everything beautiful. Help me to see some negative before I explode from happiness. ]]> ~Bec0530 http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9185940/ http://Bec0530.deviantart.com/journal/9185940/ Mon, 26 Jun 2006 06:13:20 PDT and I couldn't help putting in here. It's so cute, but I didn't do it for the sake of the goodluck "stuff" (-see myspace blog entry for rant about those) I did it because I think it's sweet, and I wanted to share.


14 signs of your soulmate


Message:
14. You argue and fight with them, but
still can't
get them out of your mind...

13. When you're on the phone with them
late at
night and they hang up but you miss
them already
when it was just five minutes ago...

12. You read their texts over and over
again...

11. You walk really slow when you're with
them...

10. You feel shy whenever you're with
them...

9. When you think about them, your heart
beats
faster and faster...

8. You smile when you hear their voice...

7. When you look at them, you can't see
the other
people around you... all you see is
him/her...

6. You start listening to slow songs, while
thinking
of them...

5. They become all you think about...

4. You get high just from their scent and
their
kiss...

3. You realize that you're always smiling
to
yourself when you think about them...

2. You would do anything for them...

1. While reading this, there was one
person on
your mind the whole time.....

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post this as "14 signs of your soulmate"
and something good will happen to you
tonight



*dances away happily* ]]> ~Bec0530