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]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/26699471/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/26699471/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 19:04:16 PDT
The fillings I got a week ago led to the tissue behind my bottom back molars swelling. The dentists aren't exactly sure what caused this to happen, but the pain is getting to me. I take advil, and sometimes it dulls the pain. I can't eat anything that involves chewing (hello soup, ice cream, milkshakes, and mashed potatoes), and cannot speak for long periods of time (actually this is a blessing for some people). But jesus christ now it's all I can think of. I get up to try and start packing only to sit down while slightly miserable. I was told that all I can do is take advil, begin brushing the tissue so it hardens up, and gargle warm salt water. Fortunately my fillings were sanded a bit to correct my bite which means if I fully clench my teeth I won't bite the tissue. There's a good chance that's the problem, but due to my few days here I can't go back to the dentist past Friday morning. It's really fantastic, living off ramen before I even move in. Saying this pain is why I won't be productive is a bad excuse, but it is making me miserable, particularly for someone who eats alot. I really don't want to pack, organize my writing notes (I've written far more than I have realized over the past three or four years).

And yeah. I'm going to college. Crap.

/end

/start again

Really this is frustrating. It huuuuuuurts. I was at a birthday party, and couldn't even eat the cake. It was homemade angel food cake with freshly made whipped cream! (I ate alot of whipped cream)

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/26188938/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/26188938/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 11:41:54 PDT
Then feeding on the modes created with replicas and pieces from the many muses, scenarios, so forth. Synthetic empathy. Fuel.

It all doesn't seem wrong, though I feel that change should occur; however it is adaptation that is more feared than change.

Beginning to believe your feelings are not real may be like flirting with the green veil at the boundary. You can touch it with the chance of pulling away, but should you really do so without the bones to keep at bay at least some things? Wait, I have a bone at the moment.

The fact that I've seriously considered anger management is a step somewhere. Well more as if you put your feet on the ground after waking up, but not quite to the point where you stand.

But it may have to stop the modes controlled more, the fooling sharpened.



I have exactly one more month.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/25225471/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/25225471/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:56:45 PDT
My promises for new work come off as empty at this point, but I now have access to a scanner! If not, well I can stare at it longingly. So that would mean scanning some photography done this past year.

Freedom is ever so close. College is only a few gasps and laughs away, if I make it to the orientation. The lack of communication and competence for the past month tends to heat my temper with the slightest thoughts of how much of a bitch it's been to have something that should be simple made complicated. Good f*cking god. I can't wait to be more responsible for myself, and be at the age where I don't rely on my parents. Will I miss relying on them? Yes. Those little things they did that weren't noticed will be missed. But I'll live. I'd rather own up to myself then have to keep quiet at home so as to not feed the tension and stress.

I really needed to type that.

Well I was just told to go sleep if I'm tired. I guess I'm tired. And I can't remember what I wanted to say. I guess HI DEVIANTART PERSON WHO IS READING THIS.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/23529314/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/23529314/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 18:05:44 PST
I have two thoughts I don't want poetry to touch just yet; purely selfishness.

There is a misplaced a notebook along with a sketchbook which is slightly frustrating.

I will have photographs to put up once I borrow a school computer (one of the nice ones) with Photoshop.

Whipped cream as dessert after lunch or Watchmen this weekend - I don't know which of the two I'm more excited about.

Believe me, I am writing more. Give it time.

Anders Loves Maria - I've had my spirits lifted a bit, and now have another story to look forward to (: Octopus Pie will be next.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/23141153/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/23141153/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 15:21:12 PST [link]


Excitement abounds
I almost can't wait
Relax, I don't want your baby
I already ate
Though I do tend to generally kill
Kill things that don't fight back

I see this village
What does it hold?
What shall I butcher them with
Fire or cold?
Running from me sure you'd think
'He's a pathological bloodthirsty homicidal maniac!'

I'd kill kittens and puppies and bunnies
I'd maim toddlers and teens and then more
You see a wife? I see a widow
But what then?
Can't you see?
I'd kill four!

I want to incinerate and decapitate
I want to melt
Want to melt some faces
Watching the peasants...what do they call it?
Ahh...grieve!
I suppose that being undead there's not much to life
A soul is needed for loving...feeling...
How does this all not make me...what's that word again?
Heave!

You've nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
Your village will burn like the heart of the sun!
With infinite glee
It's going to be me
That slaughters the world!

How could I glare into these eyes
And then not stab them?
How could I stare at their loss
And then not laugh?
I'd cut him in half
Then I'd graft
His head back onto his shoulders
Or after I'd lop it
I'd make a puppet
On top of a staff!

I am a lord that is sometimes bored
Have some urges and need to fulfill them
After my mayhem I simply don't...what's the word?
Care!
The stench in the air
The smell of the gore
The carnage far greater than any war
My legacy
Death becomes...me!
I'll slaughter the world


It's strange how certain things will calm someone down.


Maybe I'll post a serious piece in the next week.

Maybe.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/22523790/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/22523790/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 11:38:25 PST
On a random note mininova has a torrent on "How To Be Creative". Wow - [link]

I'm slowly updating parts of me deviantArt. Life is getting in the way as always, though I am making progress. However I feel like an ass for un-watching Deviants. I no longer have the time to look at dozens of journals and now hundreds of deviations. Before I was able to manage it and keep my deviations number below 200 each day, but now I don't have the will power. Eventually I'll get to sorting through collections and such as well.

The semester is coming to an end. This means catching up on Government assignments, becoming truly productive in Lang again, and catching up in Biology. Maybe if I force myself to like the taste of yogurt and scarf down some each day I can guarantee that I won't come down with a sinus infection after a break from them. I'm not doing that though. At least I have two weeks for review and such.

My fingers are crossed for my Intro to Photography Final Project. Everything has been shot, but I'm paranoid about the development process. Re-shooting will be a pain in the ass and I don't have the time, so staying on pace in order to get as much time in the dark room as possible would be wonderful.

Then there is the writing and literature that ties into one of my classes. A letter to get the balls to write, more homework now, and then my stuff. There is also a new part of Teriscore to start exploring more through writing than thought. However that is now somewhat rocky. Disagreements in many areas.

Uh, maybe I'll be able to take pictures of my prints or have them scanned. It'd be nice to have some of my prints up on DA. Methinks some prints would be more exciting than the latest pieces I've submitted.

Oh, and I am also a bit of a horrible person (: I wont give evidence for the thought, but right now I feel so. Only a bit though!

Feh, this journal feels more heavy than I'd like. Usually I have something stupid enough to be remotely funny and appropriate to share. Oh! Yesterday during the photo shoot my plan worked! In Psycho chocolate syrup was used as blood in the shower. Chocolate syrup is dark and enough and has the right consistency. Soooo I put chocolate syrup on my model's face 8D The other friend there said it looked convincing, so I'm excited for the prints. Although I used an old pentax that was MIA for years, so that roll with only chocolate syrup shots may suck (: I DUNNO.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/22281861/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/22281861/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:34:21 PST
Oh, there was the whole getting very sick a few times since late September, but I'm alive now.

Yeah I really don't have much to say about me for once. I can't think of anything to share.

I want people to comment on this and tell me how they have been. Infla, DeathToTheMannequins, Neve, Shima, and others who comment. And at this time of the year you are bound to have at least one thing to talk about. I don't care if it is about the holidays, Christmas, the ending year. Honestly I think it'd be more fun to talk about a time of ending and a new beginning in like...April. Technically a year can end any day depending on when you consider the start

I'll probably have another journal entry New Year's Morning or just edit this one. It's that time of year when I drink enough coffee to get a buzz.

Uhhhhh, dark chocolate toblerone. Good stuff.

I'm off my game tonight D:

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/21937107/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/21937107/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 19:03:40 PST
AGH!!!!!!


Should still be a cool episode at least.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/21100697/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/21100697/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 18:52:22 PDT
]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20981484/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20981484/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 06:46:28 PDT
My apologies for not responding to responses. I'm even more out of it than I was some odd days ago. It was spend time with friends, rehearsal, celebrate birthday with a friend and family, four hour car ride to spend the night and morning with friends, getting sick, four hour car ride of sickness, sleep and feeling shitty, loss of sense of time, seeing doctor, blaaaah. Now finally out of bed, NOT throwing up, keeping food down, knowing I'm hella behind in school, and production week.

But I'm not freaking.

I just have alot of food cravings. And need a shower. Christ I haven't actually eaten in two days.

So yeah. Now that I'm not terribly sick I feel fine more or less. Mainly the whole not having god awful chills, waking up sweaty, fearing I'll throw up, and being able to walk has me happy. And still being happy about my birthday and visiting friends.


But yeah, won't be responsive until...Monday. Once the play is over. I may be a bit emo with the whole not being able to bring my grades up since I'm even more behind now.


Random stuffs!


Watchmen is <3

I really want ice cream.

I really want the game Spore. I played it over the weekend. I know how to make one fugly creature.


I need to lie down.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20875534/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20875534/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:39:42 PDT

It had to be a thief, but I can't stop looking.


I'm so stupid.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20720814/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20720814/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 10:06:31 PDT
Two to three years later I will see them in concert. It's finally starting to sink in that I will see Sonata Arctica live. Say I'm being melodramatic, but it's been a bit of a struggle to believe that I will see them. But hey, I didn't chug two liters of OJ and sleep during the day in 48 hours for nothing. I still have a cough and my voice isn't 'normal', but I don't care. I'm grateful that whatever cold/sinus crap I had, it didn't turn out to be what someone in one of my classes had. She still may have a sinus infection which had her sick for a good five days at least. And unlike her I've kept my ability to speak above a whisper.

God. I never would have thought I'd be able to see my favorite band, a power metal band from Finland. Listening to them makes me feel as if I've neglected them thanks to Nightwish. Though it's because of finding out about this concert in April that I found out about Nightwish. Heee.

Second best(early) birthday present ever. I think my dog still comes first.


Soooo to sum this journal up -->

OBVIOUSLY THIS MEANS ALOT TO ME, AND I AM EFFING EXCITED TO FINALLY SEE SONATA ARCTICA!

*coughs and hacks*

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20475566/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/20475566/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 16:44:26 PDT
Let me start with the title of this journal. A teacher of mine mentioned that he finds it funny how people say "I play soccer", etc. because you would play games as a child when pretending to be a doctor, cook, and what nots.

So I play a writer.

I don't consider this something negative. I don't value my writing any less. Well that may not be true because many of the pieces I've written seem not-so-great. Then again my opinion is highly affected by my AP Lang class and teacher. I've been introduced to a large amount of well-written essays, renowned writers, and so forth. Actually I still have my teacher's book which is a collection of American Literature. I asked to see the book since he read a passage that took hold of the entirety of my attention, and he told me to take it for the night. I asked for a second night, and still haven't returned the book. I love the class. I'm going to learn so much, and not only with essays but also with pieces of literature. The latter I didn't expect, actually. So yay!

I haven't written a solid poem in months. My piece that is inspired by Ginsberg's Howl feels neglected, and I'm afraid to go back to all the poems I have drafted. They may end up coming off as sloppy and saturated with adjectives to the point of making it feel...shallow. As my old teacher said, my first works were flowery. Flowery. Hearing that made me laugh, because it's true. xD

Teriscore is at an interesting point. I've more or less put aside the plot to focus on a minor story. The thing is, I've been stuck at this place since early July. My plan is to use NaNoWriMo for this small story. Hopefully being successful with NaNoWriMo will get this part out of my system so I can get back to the story. I know I have more time than I can fathom to work on Teriscore, but it feels like I should finally move on. It'll be a romance too. I feel weak, but I have admitted it. It's two characters, and will end up as a romance. Maybe now the whole "getting it out of my system" makes more sense.

So that should catch everyone up on how my writing has been. I have found out that I happen to like taking my time with thinking out an idea (: It's relaxing, though I think I rely on the process more than I should. I won't go into that. If I don't keep this journal to only about my writing, and talk about my life, it won't effing end. I'm still a mercurial, emotional, spontaneous sixteen year old.

I feel the need to end this with something random.

I smell like vanilla...it's faint.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/19648750/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/19648750/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 19:31:47 PDT Ultraviolet, you're just sitting there while watching the director's view with little to no direction. I'm sure at this point my poetry skills have dulled, yet I can't take my mind off Teriscore until I'm satisfied with certain things. The plot needs quite a bit of work. I have yet to see any reason for it. There isn't a kind of depth to it that I'd like to create. Sooo I'm still in my little realm, constructing and deconstructing (:

You might not realize you're poking something whilst blindfolded until the lights are turned on. Doors are being tested with gashes from claws of a beast with blurred vision as beauty is perhaps, a myth? Stories like havens. I'd be hella-interested in a book that tells you how to make a mental paradise, but I'm sure the librarian would look strangely at me. Telling her terms like Valhalla, Elysian Fields, Shangri-la, Eden, etc. wouldn't help much as well. Then again I have little faith in the librarians at the public library here. I don't really like the place. And it isn't just me, my father doesn't as well. I believe an old teacher wasn't a fan too. That's what I tell myself, rather than "Hey, you still have that $20.00 fine".

What else...

Is my empathy showing? I've been checking more frequently since it won't leave me alone. But that's what makes life fun sometimes, right? Cuz I think I took home the Joker's laugh so I could make a shallow facade. And tomorrow I'll be able to take even more from the movie. The thought sets my blood on fire with anticipation.

God I have to piss. All that pho broth, I've had at least three bowls today.

[EDIT] I'm not really sure what I'm going to type now (: I just need to type it. I promise that I won't even go back and edit what I write. I'm just worried about LOSIN' THE MOMENT AND ALL, MA' PEEPS.

Riiiight.

I really am happy. It's none of the shallow bullshit sense and non from earlier. It's a thrill rather than happiness, even. I cut further and further into the plot until some real color shows, and then there's a flow that shows potential.

Gah, Scrubs is on. I won't turn on the show though.

The potential in that life gives trial an error a rich meaning. Obviously I'm going to write, but I found more. The "euphoria" from that is just unbelievable. Not really, but nonetheless good enough. We won't go into the definition of "good enough".

And meaning. It's understanding the inspiration, and what purpose it can really give. What message you're given, or perhaps the hidden little secrets you're able to find before they pass on by. Sonuvabitch, a preposition at the end of a sentence. There's just so much to learn and endure, experience and evade, embrace and examine, analyze and defy. I saw a persona that dazzles, and it grabs curiosity by the scruff so eyes can connect.

Was I like Nimue before or after learning of her obsession with The Three Wounds?

*sigh and laugh* I could add so more, yet I no longer want to. *shrug*

Add a snarl somewhere in the above as well.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/19002261/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/19002261/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:22:10 PDT You can sit down and begin a story right away, or brood on one, and of course there may be work as you write that gives you some sore of insight. Both ways have their benefits. Preparation generally makes the process more fluid, while writing suddenly has the thrill of the moment when spontaneous ideas may never come again.
I haven't posted anything in awhile because I'm taking my time with a piece, more with the mental picturing rather than the actual writing. At this point it'd be practical to sit down and just continue the piece, but I'm not interested. It's another Teriscore piece set in the Southern Kingdom. Two now important characters are also mentioned which makes progress less of a dire necessity. I see no reason to rush when summer vacation has just started anyway. Change would probably do me some good, but for now I'll enjoy the slow, mental formation of a piece or story.
I find the indulgence addicting and amusing throughout the day. Senior prom reminds me of what I consider crude in the high school atmosphere to the point where my fairly strict outlook has slackened. The morals I learned when young simply aren't being reflected so much as I expected (Ah ignorance embedded by Catholic School). Hannibal Rising brings me to the idea of emotional trauma and how a human can develop afterwords, which does fascinate me. It reminds me of the taste of blood, which takes my mind to similar savagery in Fell, and, to an extent, the Twilight Series that instantly reminds me of Uglies, Pretties, Specials, and Extras. Those four books complete the circle through representing how society isn't as it seems, though the books are more twisted than the actual world.
I'll probably cave into selfishness, and buy Uglies tomorrow. "Monster" is at least 1/3 finished as well. I really should try to finish it by the end of the week since I'm pretty damn certain that I'll edit it later on. Oh, and Miyata suffers enough from the sometimes lack of Paragnosiapolis chapters.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18858624/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18858624/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 16:41:49 PDT

Exams start tomorrow. By Friday I will mostly be free of school. There will just be senior prom and graduation to attend (Not a senior, I just have many senior friends). In two weeks I hope to have Hannibal Rising from Netflix. Summer calls for movies I shouldn't watch when the mother is home (: (Though I don't want to watch Hannibal Rising with my dad)


Did you know they make coffee mugs that you can plug into your computer so as to heat up your drink? They're nifty.


Confession: The Twilight Series and Vampire Knight are my guilty pleasures. ):


I'll try to write more poetry than prose soon. I'm sure reading long pieces with no background information is less fun than writing them and knowing more than the audience. Sorry, but in the end I write want I want. Dammit.


Leonidas is really one to call the Athenians "boy lovers". The king and his soldiers are in damn leather speedos. This is the scariest picture of Leonidas I have seen: [link]


Ok I'm done procrastinating. Don't ask me about finals or grades please.


I lied. Right now my two heroes are and Natalie Portman. Natalie Portman is freaking intelligent. I also find it amusing that she skipped the preview of the first Star Wars movie to study for exams. I hope she told George Lucas that.


Oh god, Queen Gorgo is so Aphesma's role model. Although I don't think Aphesma can defeat an Immortal ): Those bastards are tough. Actually Napoleon had warriors known as Immortals..I'm sure of it.


Oh, haha. Edit. I completely forgot the reason for this journal was to rant about parents and Father's Day. I'm sure you're all devastated at the promise and then lack of ranting. Sonuvabitch I have chocolate chip cookies AND ice cream. /bolts for the kitchen


Hmmm, I smell like vanilla.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18750427/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18750427/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:26:56 PDT
]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18612864/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18612864/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 15:58:02 PDT not pregnant, like Juno. And if I were the cat scan has taken care of that (The nurse was all "We have to ask all women that are child bearing if they're pregnant due to the radiation". No child was in danger, and I'm sure my entrails could care less about radiation).

Anyways I'm whining because homework is pissing me off, and no one is home to nag me. I've gone from the catholic school girl in middle school who threw a shit fit for getting below a 90 on her report card (I once got an 89 as my final grade in Math. PROOF that I'm number-stupid.) to failing a class, and coming close to failing another because I'm a lazy tard in all honor classes along with an AP. Even BETTER I'm REALLY scared about failing, but I have no motivation to do anything about it. I honestly don't care, and I'm ranting because I'm sick of mentally arguing with myself. Yeah, kids get lazy, don't care, it'll bite them in the ass later in life. I KNOW. I have a parent that didn't have the chance to get an education. I'm aware that life can suck without school. However the fact that letters on a piece of paper along with percentiles and numbers are going to determine where I can go to school is pissing me off. I see those students with straight As who also stress themselves out and am glad I'm not them. I'm a little glad that I have a bum year to look back on rather than four years of As. I know what it feels like to be one of those students that isn't on the principal's list or honor roll. Although I miss that. I feel like worthless shit for wasting my teachers' time with my slackery. I also tear myself apart inside while surrounded by good students that actually do work aka I feel out of place. Anyways, I also know that I need an education to..oh...succeed in life! Earn alot of money! Be able to support myself and whatnot. Jesus. And I know it's stupid to put off stuff for what you want. Just all the sloth whatnot and not getting anywhere in life. But I'm sixteen. I want to write, devour books to understand literature. Geez, I have to know Trig so I can make it to my senior year where all I really want is that AP Lang class so I can improve my writing. Also perfect grades in school really don't get you as far as you think. They're nice, but they aren't needed. When I'm thirty, am I going to care if I got a D+ in Spanish? Worst comes to worst I go to the damn local community college, and not get accepted to the New School in NYC. There are other colleges that I could transfer to. Just...I'm restless. More than usual. I'm forcing myself to struggle with what I've stopped caring for (Call me Sloth if you want. I'm not denying my laziness which is stupid, but is it really stupid?) along with keeping myself from doing what I want and failing half the time. Instead of reading On the Road I let Twilight consume my attention. I read it in three damn days when home sick. Now I'm craving New Moon along with Fell, and along with Teriscore which seems far away.

Well that was a nice thing to get out of the way. AND KNOWING ME, THAT'S NOT THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND. I've felt lonely which is really stupid. I can't bring myself to expand on that because then I'll sound even more emo. Geez. I feel tired all the time. I feel tired with life, and want something new...at sixteen years old. And at the same time the blurry line between reality and the realms of my mind have disappeared (I really am crazy (: I day dream of other worlds more than you think), and I think of how stupid I'm being because society's trends have shown such a mind set does not lead to a successful life. I really don't have to wait to write but...I guess I just fail at life because I can't keep track of time or be decisive. Then there's this sudden slack in the strings of life involving people.

I swear in ten years I'll be out of community college and working at a coffee shop while writing in my spare time. I'll also find myself in love with a guy a friend of mine is attracted to. In due time I'll publish something and get myself off the streets? (By streets I mean shabby apartment) Oh, and I'll also come to love alcohol and eating out.

Juno didn't lift my mood. This sorta did: [link]

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18385305/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18385305/ Sun, 18 May 2008 15:14:14 PDT Poetry:
[/] Definition One
[.] Definition Two
[.] Cocking of the Guns/Howl (Sight?)
[ ] Neighbor
[.] Water Cage
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)

Paragnosiapolis:
[ ] Symbol
[ ] Comics

Drawings:
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[.] Donnie and Kyna
[ ] Kyna
[.] Upload sketches

Teriscore:
[x] Dilandrin vs. Zor
[ ] Koli and Kyna
[.] Family Tree
[.] Map

On the Road:
[ ] Journal
[ ] Prose/Poetry ?

Other:
[ ] Advertisement
[ ] Extra Cred
[ ] Spanish Review
[ ] Math
[ ] Chem
[ ] Clean + Organize

Comics:
Ghost, Gifted Moments, Drink Pitcher, Quasi-Solid, Lobster/Challenge, Mind Control (?), RRld/April 1st, APUSH/Brown/SNAFU, Chem Class, Video Nano....


Why do people downloading works of writing? I've noticed that some of my pieces have been downloaded, some with quite a few. I'm just wondering why CTRL-C isn't easier. /shrugs

I STILL HAVE TIME FOR JUST ABOUT NOTHING. Expect more random Teriscore-esque writings. (contradictory, but whatever).

Lion King meets rap: [link]

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18271525/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18271525/ Thu, 15 May 2008 16:20:00 PDT The video towards the end of this journal is very important, so scroll down. Please.

The story that was here has been taken out since I've made it into a scrap.

Poetry:
[/] Definition One
[.] Definition Two
[.] Cocking of the Guns/Howl (Sight?)
[ ] Neighbor
[ ] Need (Deaf like...Cold White Light...Sight?)
[ ] Water (Bloody Rain)
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)

Paragnosiapolis:
[ ]Symbol

Drawings:
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Donnie and Kyna
[ ] Kyna
[ ] Upload sketches

Teriscore:
[ ] Kitenli Sisters
[ ] War
[ ] Kingdoms
[ ] Map
[ ] Family Tree

On the Road
[ ] Journal
[ ] Prose/Poetry ?

Other:
[ ] Spanish Review
[ ] Math
[ ] Chem
[ ] Clean + Organize

Comics
Parag Ideas
Ghost, Gifted Moments, Drink Pitcher, Quasi-Solid, Lobster/Challenge, Mind Control (?), RRld/April 1st, APUSH/Brown/SNAFU, Chem Class, Video Nano....


Edit: The Teriscore scraps are just random scenes I've been compelled to type up. Most if not all won't be edited, just typed as my mind goes.

Eventually I'll answer my friends' request and draw up some comics. I just need to remember all of my ideas, and practice sketching XD

Aside from that I don't really have time for anything (:

[link] <-- Fantastically hawt preview for a performance of Romeo and Juliet done by high schoolers who are amazing.

This is too--> [link]

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18069899/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/18069899/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 12:08:56 PDT Poetry:
[/] Definition One
[.] Definition Two
[.] Cocking of the Guns/Howl (Sight?)
[ ] Neighbor
[ ] Need (Deaf like...Cold White Light...Sight?)
[ ] Water (Bloody Rain)
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)

Paragnosiapolis:
[ ]Symbol

Drawings:
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Donnie and Kyna

Teriscore:
[ ] Kitenli Sisters
[.] Sijomnus
[ ] Koli
[ ] Kingdoms
[ ] Map
[ ] Family Tree

Other:
[ ] Clean
[-] SAT Prep (You're dead no matter what, and will be retaking it)
[ ] APUSH Review
[/] R&J Lines
[ ] Code Geass

Comics (?) :
Parag Ideas
Real Life (Ghost, Gifted moments, Drink Pouring, Mind Control, RRld 4/1, Portal and "Site", )
Bricked


The Panic emoticon is pretty damn cute.

For those of you who love to act, try to be in at least one fight scene in your life because they're fantastically amusing. They're even better when EVERYONE is fighting on stage.

Across the Universe along with RTA just plain painted the first half of my weekend in rubies and gold. I may go as far as to buy the soundtrack for Across the Universe as well.

I plan to post another part of Teriscore in the next week. It isn't a continuation of the first part though. I actually plan to rewrite the beginning for a second time later, or just put it off and write later parts of the book. What I plan to post may not even be part of the story, but involves one of the characters. ShimaAndTempis has been the only one to read what I've typed up, and she seemed to have loved it which made me happy. Although she can't possibly love the story along with the character more strongly than I do XD I've actually considered making this character the main protagonist. That's how obsessed I am with a damn OC.

I think I'm one step closer to scaring my parents into sending me to some doctor. Depends how the next few days go. I missed the time when they didn't know how crazy and unstable I am. Maybe I'll just be one of those writers who became famous by their works and twisted, screwed up past with people joking "Uh oh, someone missed a few hugs." (Wait, I make those kinds of jokes.) and not knowing someone for being loud and funny and....suspenseful. I dunno, however I act at rehearsal, seventh period in the library, Math class, or Chem class.

I've also decided that Richard isn't going to die. (Only two of you should get that, and you know who you are. At least, no one else should >.>.) I'd feel bad.

Oh the cookies are done.

And school is a bitch. But we know that

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17911295/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17911295/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:24:49 PDT
Poetry:
[/] Definition One
[.] Definition Two
[.] Cocking of the Guns/Howl (Sight?)
[ ] Need (Deaf like...Cold White Light...Sight?)
[ ] Water
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)

Paragnosiapolis:
[ ] Fanfic work
[ ]Symbol

Drawings:
[.] Poster!!
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Donnie and Kyna

Teriscore:
[ ] Kitenli Sisters
[ ] Sijomnus (Heh.)
[ ] Koli
[ ] Kingdoms
[ ] Map
[ ] Family Tree

Dagan:
SUMMER WORK (maybe)

Other:
[ ] Code Geass
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Prep
[ ] APUSH Review
[ ] R&J Lines
[/] Emails (!)
[ ] A-B Stuffs




Hmm, well...damn I've been in one helluva good mood the past day and a half (: Writing again, though my process of taking in inspiration still seems to be more narrow than preferred. Change happens I picked up Teriscore without planning to as well. I didn't expect to suddenly add an important character, but I'm happy that I have a new part of the story to entertain me as I explore and create.

And Break is almost over so I'll have to start having a busy life again. The end of this year will be promising, work wise. I'm trying to freak out XD

Not much else to say (: (Oh, I'm finally getting a haircut tomorrow. It's been 14 months since my last one >.>.)

Here's an amusing haiku as well:

At the garage sale
they're selling everything,
except the children.
-F. Robinson (2000)

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17737667/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17737667/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 19:00:28 PDT Selene, goddess of the moon, found herself involved with many love affairs. Her most infamous one is one of mortality entwining with immortality where Selene falls love with the shepard Endymion. Zeus granted Endymion the chance to decide his own fate, which was decided to be a life of eternal sleep so that he would never grow old. Every night, Selene slipped down behind Mount Latmus near Miletus to visit her Endymion, and kiss him with her rays of moonlight.

[link]

What a liking for metal music will bring you...


Writing has become less attractive, and I have just about no idea why. I don't plan on finishing anything with satisfaction soon. I have failed to write a letter to a being that looks for a way to scratch the journal at my side with ink, or smudge a page with the oil from fingers, even if the first is also the last time. There is most likely a desire for recognition and approval, but by whom I know not. Actually it's probably yours truly, except I am disgusted with both Bee and Maria. And when I finally manage to download a track that is of Kaba Modern's live audition dance routine for ABDC, I lose interest in the poem the gunshots sparked. I'd rather not disappoint the reason for its existence, or Jay Leeming who will probably never read the poem, or Allen Ginsberg who will definitely not read it. Even if it's my choice to leave the piece as it is, I'll still be annoyed that I am not honoring the imagery meant to address a family-friendly asylum. Maybe I'm like Bee when it comes to scar tissue involving unwanted memories (I'm not talking about the Bee you know, it's a reference not many of if any of you will get. Shima may, others I don't know).

My cough has come back to tango with whatever randomly tears at my gut as a lack of self control reminds me mother to express how I am the main source of unhappiness in a pretty damn small house.

Which brings me to wonder about what angel will shine a flashlight on the path that brings one home. What good are wings and a shiny halo if an angel doesn't show you the way home? Those two symbols are pretty overrated. Doubt I have the heart to tell God that. The Devil won't care because he's too busy sending evil angels out to lull mortals to sleep in a world of wrong.

[link] Not a great AMV, but I need to watch Blue Submarine No. 6 again. From what I recall it's definitely an interesting watch.

At this rate I desperately need to have another "Disney Movies Day" over Spring Break. Even if I don't, my friends will crash my house anyways to make sure I don't crawl even further into the world my mind shapes each night as I lay thinking of a scene in a poem or book rather than doing an assignment. I've stopped caring for school due to writing, and now I'm disgusted with my work. Har. Har. Har.

I'm also curious if anyone who reads this manage to get every reference I've peppered this angsty journal entry with. I kinda doubt it, but you never know.

Bitch be trippin' balls. (XD)

Sorry for the angsty journal, especially if my writing in this has caused you some kind of headache. If your head does start to hurt, try pressing CTRL+ + to enlarge the text.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17684342/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17684342/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:16:02 PDT
In Spanish I somehow slid forward while sitting down, and nearly hit my head on the desk.

I'm late for a conference, have no information to help again, and can't find the packet with the information I NEED. I can't see how I left it at the conference, all of my papers were in my lap...I'm too scared to tell my adviser that I lost it.

Not only am I gifted, but just a little-actually-alot WORTHLESS.

At this rate I'm going to be in pain physically. (Ulcer? I personally have no idea).

I was more of an 11th grader in 9th grade, when I was actually responsible, and intelligent.

[Edit - Saturday]

I can't f-cking write...and my temper wants me to rip this notebook in half.

I actually can't write.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17514236/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17514236/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 17:50:33 PDT
Poetry:
[X] Little Bee
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)
[X] Home (Sidewalk)
[ ] Cocking of the Guns/Howl
[ ] Deaf Like.../Cold White Light/Need
[ ] Water


Drawings:
[.] Poster!!
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Donnie and Kyna

Teriscore:
SUMMER WORK

Dagan:
SUMMER WORK

Other:
[ ] Crisis Write Up Thing
[/] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Registration + Prep
[ ] APUSH Review
[ ] R&J Lines
[/] Emails (!!)
[ ] A-B Stuffs


Features:

To be nice I'm featuring a few friends that have joined DA recently. One is inactive though, and I can't be bothered to tell him to draw and paint more XD (You are welcome to though, Proffy).

- He's a writer of poetry and short stories. If you like the perspective in my works, then I think you'll like his as well (:

- Another story writer and poet. If you're interested in a futuristic story, read "A Grim Chronicle".

- He paints and draws awesomeness, AND should continue to. Chicken Eating an Egg is a should-see.


So last week I got this:
You have been featured by DailyDeviants on Tuesday, March 18th, 2008. You can find your feature here: [link]

I wasn't able to type a coherent sentence or think clearly for a good minute or so. I believe the first thing I said was "/me is complete shock" with an "in" missing. The praise from the person who featured me still seems like more than what I can agree with.

I also won a critique from the "I SPY" contest I believe because they wanted to give a critique to everyone that said they'd like one as a prize. So yay, more happiness and such.

And if you're looking for a childish, cute, funny though slightly stupid and joyful movie, I suggest seeing Horton Hears a Who. I thought the movie would be alright, but was shocked that I enjoyed it as much as I did. I laughed alot, and according to Shima nearly died. But the yellow, creepy, fluffy forest creature went "In my world there are only ponies that eat rainbows and poop butterflies!" If you don't find that funny then....well I don't know .-.

Hope those who celebrate Easter had a good holiday as well (: Mine was decent more or less.

Paragnosiapolis. This is really just an inside joke that started with kazmiz and I being like "Hey! Let's have a place without idiots! Let's use root words to create the name of a country that pretty much means 'Anti-Ignorance'! Oh hey! Sars made a channel on IRC so let's use it to talk about how everyone is going to have a spiffy title and position, idiots aren't allowed, and if you are 'whoised' the channel still cannot be found! Kaze can also write up a doctrine! CAKE OR DEATH!"

I also have the game Portal. After I reformat my computer it should be able to run the game. I won't have time until the summer, but that's ok (:

And for those of you remember my childish hiding of my interview in the local paper here....my mom now has EIGHT copies of the damn interview. Two actual copies, the rest photocopied. I've given up hiding them.

The Namesake: Has anyone read this? I've only just finished the first chapter, but the last sentence of it has convinced me that I will love this book. I did enjoy Interpreter of Maladies as well.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17386080/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17386080/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 19:41:58 PDT
Poetry:
[/] Little Bee
[/] I am the decaying (Revision)
[ ] Flow and Fluid (Revision)
[/] Home (Sidewalk)
[ ] Cocking of the Guns
[ ] Deaf Like...
[ ] Cold White Light

Drawings
[.] DeviantID
[/] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Donnie and Kyna

Teriscore:
SUMMER WORK

Dagan:
SUMMER WORK

Other:
[ ] Crisis Write Up Thing
[/] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Registration + Prep
[ ] APUSH Review
[ ] R&J Lines
[ ] Emails (!!)
[ ] A-B Stuffs

I have cookies and milk. One of the few things of today that are failing to dull the edge of my temper. AHA. Aha....ahahaha. I can be one heck of a bitch when annoyed and angry...god today just sucked really badly. Just terribly awful. Times four. Throw in half the weekend that has lost its shine as well.

I'm not even going to say something important. That can wait for the next journal.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17198656/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17198656/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 20:05:57 PST 's journal here: [link] on the proposed slaughter of wolves in the Northwestern U.S. I'd appreciate it. Apparently the petition has been closed, but please still look at the two journals.

Poetry:
[/] Little Bee
[ ] Flow Revision and Fluff
[x] Lies (I SPY)
[/] Home
[ ] Cold White Light
[x] Wired

Teriscore:
[/] Map
[.] Family Tree
[ ] Traditions/Culture
[/] Kitenli Sisters
[/] Edit Chapter One
[ ] Immediate Plot

Drawings:
[.]DeviantID
[.] Faorl Sketch

Dagan:
[ ] Character Development
[ ] Plot

Other:
[/] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Review
[ ] APUSH Review
[ ] Romeo and Juliet Read-through

For those of you who write, and well, draw, indulge in photography, etc., is there a message you try to say through what you do? Does it have many, if any, limits? How concrete is its purpose for you?

I'd also like to ask that, if you want to, tell me what you think of my piece "Flow". I guess a determination behind contemplation awakens curiosity. I guess I never thought of the message behind it, and am now trying to form it. Although it's slightly resembling "Little Bee" when it comes to a meaning, but that isn't surprising to me

Edit: OH HELL YES CHRISTIAN SIRIANO WON PROJECT RUNWAY!!!

My guilty indulgence when it comes to reality TV; Project Runway. I actually didn't expect him to win to be honest. After seeing Rami's and Jillian's collections I just thought that it'd be a helluva pain to judge since all three are....fierce XD

Shutting up

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17075838/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17075838/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 15:46:19 PST 's journal [link] on the Bush Administration's proposed killing of wolves in the Greater Yellowstone Area and Idaho. Please, at least read it, and sign the petition if you're interested.

Skip over the To-Do List if you like.

Teriscore:
[/] Map
[.] Family Tree
[ ] Traditions/Culture
[/] Kitenli Sisters
[/] Edit Chapter One
[ ] Plot relevant to the beginning

Poetry:
[/] Little Bee ( Contest here: [link] due March 31st)
[X] Lies (I SPY Contest) - YES IT'S DONE!
[ ] Home
[X] Ink/Shaking Precision
[.] Cold White Light

Dagan:
[ ] Character Development
[ ] Plot/Writing
[ ] Chapter One

Drawings:
[.] Kyna and Donnie ( 's contest due March 10th)
[.] DeviantID
[ ] Faorl Sketch

Other:
[/] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Prep
[ ] Register Tests

Haha, oh GOD. That interview for a column in my local paper focusing on teenagers "expressing their selves" has bitten me on the ass, and won't let go. This is stupid, but I honestly didn't expect quite a few friends at school to go "Hey I saw you in the paper!" The first who told me left me dumbstruck for almost a minute until I remembered that my interview was to be featured today (I talked about writing...duh XD). Although I was told that I should go to the meeting for the getting together ideas for the school paper that will come out April 1st. I said I'd go. Dammit. I've been too shy to go before, and don't think I have the time to write an article for the paper. Hell, I've never even written an article. However it's the April Fool's issue so I am interested.

My mom also finds it odd that the section of the paper with my interview is missing.

I WONDER WHY.

It was stupid of me to assume that I could hide it AND they wouldn't know. Of course there are papers in my parents' offices, and will have a friend or two speak up about it

I don't care that my friends read the damn column about how I'm a writer that mainly focuses on poetry, how I became one, blah blah blah, I just didn't want my family to read it. And it sounds lame whether I like it or not since the person who writes the column has a style that doesn't appeal to me. I dunno, too many short sentences.

As for "iSurprise" today I learned to check what's connected to my ipod charger. I pulled the cord down without looking, thinking about telling my sister that the charger is in my room, and the end seemed heavier than it should have been. Then my sister's ipod fell, and I barely caught it. Her response to my yelp from shock was "OH YEAH, MY IPOD. I figured you'd notice it before plugging yours in." Oops XD

There also won't be a snow day tomorrow. That's right, I said it. Fuck jinxes and rumors, IT WON'T HAPPEN.

And for those still reading, I have a question: What do you think makes a piece of writing fantastic? What catches your attention, and keeps you reading?

Fuck it. What gets rid of the product of nostalgia, dis-attachment from friends and family, pain, and uncertainty combined in an abstract form?

is also a sexy beast who has scanned images for me, and hopefully will in a couple of weeks. ^_____^

Oh, and I really do appreciate the support from those who have recently added me to their watch list. (: It's a bit of a motivation boost.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17001283/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/17001283/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:54:11 PST
Teriscore:
[/] Map
[.] Family Tree
[ ] Traditions/Culture
[/] Kitenli Sisters
[ ] Edit Chapter One
[ ] Plot relevant to the beginning

Poetry:
[/] Little Bee ( Contest here: [link] due March 31st)
[X] Joke Analysis and Breakdown
[/] Lies
[ ] Home
[X] Ink/Shaking Precision
[.] Cold White Light

Dagan:
[ ] Character Development
[ ] Plot/Writing
[ ] Chapter One

Drawings:
[.] Kyna and Donnie ( 's contest due March 10th)
[.] DeviantID
[ ] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Practice sketches of poses

Other:
[/] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Prep
[ ] Register Tests

Edit: I'm no longer going to work on Lies (see WIP Lies - It's bad...) for a contest due Feb. 29th. I have no time for it. Although I already have the first draft of Little Bee written, and it's more promising.

I also don't know what to do. I'm somehow going against what's asked of me, and what's expected. It's that silly idea of seclusion.

I love late night journal entries ^^ Especially now when it's between 11:30pm and 2:00am where I suddenly become hyper and wide awake. Then I crash. It's great.

Anyways, if you can please take the time to visit yuumei's journal regarding the proposed killing of hundreds of wolves in the Greater Yellowstone area in March 2008, that'd be fantastic. At least glance at it. Here -> [link] That's the first of two of her journal entries on the issue.

And I owe my watchers a thanks for taking the time to look at my deviations Yay for 1000+ pageviews I guess. I don't plan on getting a poem on the front page so the views are nice. Don't really care, but I feel that the thanks is necessary.

Aside from that it's the typical busy life in trying not to ignore what demands attention and concentration. School is only going to get more strenuous unfortunately along with more activities coming up such as a MUN conference, ultimate frisbee, and rehearsals which I honestly cannot wait for. The relief rehearsals have given me is practically an addiction now. Like writing as seen in Shaking Precision XD That really was fun to write especially with inspiration coming from Injection by Rise Against, and I <3 Rise Against.

I've also eased up on life. I've been less harsh. I'll leave it at that.

And The Project Runway finale better be fierce.

Samurai X is fantastic.

Two dentists appointment in one day suck. A dentist shouldn't poke the side of your tongue with the metal instrument after digging something out of that spot and causing it to bleed, and then ask if it hurts. Ahaha, of course it will.

As for my poetry... It still seems lacking, but I'm not hugely distressed over it. Being satisfied with Shaking Precision is enough for now Eventually I'll no longer feel that I'm repeating myself, and may break out of this current style (not that I don't mind it).

Yay for ranting a little bit

Oh yeah, I want a tachikoma! XD

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16616627/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16616627/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:52:04 PST

Teriscore:
[ ] Map
[ ] Family Tree
[ ] Traditions/Culture
[ ] Kitenli Sisters
[ ] Edit Chapter One
[ ] Plot relevant to the beginning

Poetry:
[ ] Joke Analysis and Breakdown
[ ] Lies ("I SPY" contest due Feb. 29th)
[ ] Home
[/] Ink/Shaking Precision
[ ] Cold White Light

Dagan:
[ ] Character Development
[ ] Plot/Writing
[ ] Chapter One

Drawings:
[ ] Kyna and Donnie ( 's contest due March 10th)
[ ] Faorl Sketch
[ ] Practice sketches of poses

Other:
[ ] Back up files
[ ] Reformat Computer
[ ] Clean
[ ] SAT Prep

Life: School's basically going to have a nasty hook through my soul until the end of June. Aside from that various clubs/activities (No, RO is not included in this category) will also deem me worthy of a having a life so less free time for me.

My writing seems to have changed and hasn't been reaching my personal standards as well. I'm trying to fix that.

As for the rest of life, I'm just going to try and believe what a friend told me: "You're not a wreck, just a girl with too much on her mind." Cheers to life kicking you down, and not really knowing how to keep from falling again -_-

[link] <-- These guys are pretty damn awesome in my opinion. If you can check out some of their songs "Apologize" is really good. You can also find them on youtube.

And I suggest those of you in the mood for an Alice-in-Wonderland-Fairy-Tale-Like movie that differentiates from "normal" aesthetics, check out the movie MirrorMask.

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16198495/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16198495/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:47:34 PST
May everyone accept it in their own preferred way whether it is with partying, sleeping, relaxing, or reminiscing.

AND FUCK YES, COFFEE AT 3:30AM IS FANTASTIC.

My friends walked to the gas station about a block away after 3:00am to buy caffeine and such, and I was given a bottle of Starbucks cappuccino...I think. I can't be bothered to find the bottle right now, but I've had quite a bit of it, over a regular cup of coffee I believe. Anyways this is the first cup of coffee I've ever had in my life soooooooo I don't think I'm going to sleep. At the moment it is 4:45am for me

Watching Pirates 3 at 12:30am is awesomeness in a living room with a 57" HD flat screen TV as well.

Sincerely,

BeeCrest

]]> ~BeeCrest http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16137675/ http://BeeCrest.deviantart.com/journal/16137675/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:39:04 PST

And if you're still reading, ahahaha XD


Anyways, I hope everyone who reads this enjoyed their Christmas, felt blessed with gifts of all kinds (concrete and abstract), and feel satisfied with this soon to rest year. I also hope everyone has been sleeping alot. Sleep is good So is food. Christmas feasts are always nice ^.^

Aside from the shit this break it hasn't been completely terrible. Last Friday, the 21st, was freakin' fantastic. I was able to see close friends at a sledding party with toboggan-ing, snow ball fights, snow angels, hot cocoa, talks of the upcoming Romeo and Juliet play we all are excited for, and of course Guitar Hero. There was also those couple of hours playing Baulderdash which is an awesome game, especially if you have a creative mind. Hell, picture a bunch of teenagers being told to make up a definition for the word "sukkaleg" (the actual definition is something like "a ragged stocking" XD!). Basically dealt with shouting "YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE A RAGGED STOCKING." Good times XD Then that night I got a last minute call which led to me being told I had ten minutes to get ready if I wanted to see Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street. It was either have my second meal that day or dry my hair. I went with not freezing and drying my hair. After that rushed to the theater, ended up finding several friends in one group, and sitting in the lovely stadium theater with one of my best friends who laughed hysterically at every damn gory part. She also gave me a hilarious look when my stomach growled halfway through the movie. Yes, seeing humans being turned into meat pies is a real turn on for my stomach....when I've only eaten breakfast all day I still feel like a creep ass for that, but god the humor of it was priceless. "How about a meat pie?" XD


Oy this is turning into a long journal entry u.u


Well, I was spoiled with gifts this Christmas as well. I got just about everything I asked for as well which is....unexpected. Finally got Moulin Rouge (<3!) and The Phantom of the Opera (2004 movie). Was also completely shocked to open a gift and see that it was the Ghost in the Shell Second Gig box set. Haven't seen it yet, and hope to start it today Just worried about what my mom will think of the violence, hehe And I still feel crappy for losing my sister's gift card. Goes to show what happens when I buy a gift weeks in advance.

Anyways, now it's the working time of break really. Catching up in school, continuing to let Teriscore grow more on paper rather than in my mind, tuning that damn guitar, cleaning my room, etc. Then the other New Years resolutions that are more personal and abstract desires. I won't bore whoever reads this with that long list xP As long as the New Years Party I'm going to will make me smile. I just need that.


That's about it for now. There's more on my mind, but I've rambled enough. I hope everyone will be happy to see the new year come, and not forget the important events throughout '07. Good or bad, they're significant whether we like it or not. Which sucks...


Anyways,

Shino: Growl. And thanks for everything, can't wait for more laughs in '08. d ( ' . ' ) b

Hayley: Cheers, may the next year have even more laughs. We'll need 'em

JamesMaggie: You're a pyschopath

A.Tang: May your journey to becoming a dentist not be really strenuous.

(Half the people in this list won't even read this, it's fantastic XD)

Proffy: BABIES!~ (I moved you up so you can feel important. There )

Elo and Chris: ^.^ Have a good start to the year.

Sammy: *glomp* Stay awesome kthnx.

Nevey: Good luck with your school work. Remember to not let it devour your life!

Ahmed: What I told Neve, and... ]]> ~BeeCrest