http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BekkoNisou&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BekkoNisou en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 21:09:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/28440321/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/28440321/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 19:38:41 PST deideifg's house on Hallowseve and Halloween. I finally went trick-or-treating for the first time! Yes, first. My parents try to pull off it's "anti-christian" when we don't even go to chuch every Sunday. And I'm not even Christian! >.< We also went to a seperate Halloween party, which was uncomfertable for me because I knew no one. Really, really weird. But we watched an animated Resident Evil. I prefer the live action ones with Alice. I swear that chick is just like the Prince in Prince of Persia! So freakin' cool... But anyway, I got a lot of loot and I finished it in two days... BWAHAHAHAHAHA!
In other news, a new quarter has started. Now I have English, Teachers Aid (for John Eric), History B, and Astronomy. And let me just say being a T.A is killing me slowly from the inside. It's sooo boooooring. He doesn't really use T.A's, he's not even sure why he gets assigned one every year. The only thing I do is copy things in the work room... and frankly that machine scares me. It's a REALLY big machine, with weird noises and lights.>.> Just... weiiiiiird...
History Class is bearable, I've learned a lot last quarter, I got the highest EOC score in my class with a 96%! Normaly people get C's or D's. I was also the highest in my Health class for last quarter with a 91%, and I got 3rd highest score in English with a 90%, same with Child Development. So I'm just a HUGE nerd. Fear me and my nerdness.
Though I fear that I am collapsing under the weight of my own reputation. Because I'm so smart, I have to be, unless I don't exist. But I know I'm not perfect and I can't do everything... I don't know it's really starting to bug me now, any advice?
Well... My sister Jessica (Or Ica, thats her nick-name) has left for the Navy. Here is her dA: Shes a great artist! (Much better than me!) But she just left today and I will miss her a lot. I am very happy for her, she is going on with life very well. But I already feel lonley. Come back soon Ica!! For we love you and miss you!!!
Thanks for your support;
-Bekko Nisou.

I'm still waiting for the covers!

1. ~Redridergirl [link]
2. ~MY-PAGE
3. ~OusamaUrufu
4. ~Excalababe

Get them in soon, please!


Coolio Peoples
http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/27657256/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 19:10:41 PDT I am in the worst mood ever. If you are just hear to read the A.Y news, go down a few paragraphs, A.Y will be in bold. For those who have an actual interest of my life, continue on.
Okay, so, a few days ago I took my math ISAT. Which I have to get a 238 to pass. I got a 231. And whats worse is that I was really pumped up to pass! I was pissed as shit when I went back to my health class, only to see that there was ANOTHER test I had to take and I wasn't there for the material. So, I just flat-out didn't take it. I B.Sed all the answered and turned it in. I had to take the test outside because by the time I came back everyone had got it done, and was correcting it. So when I came back in, they where still. I made the comment: "Joy, now I get to know every answer I got wrong." Adam, my health teacher said:
"Shesh! Be a little positive."
"Being positive doesn't change a thing!" And soon the whole freaking class got on my ass about being negetive and a pasifist for NOT BEING HAPPY! Oh I'm SOOOOOOOOO sorry I don't see MY life through YOUR eyes! Dear freaking God even Adam doesn't help me. He's the one who STARTS it. So what, I'm not happy for a little while!! Does it matter? You're not human if you say you've never been upset! Damn!
What's worse is that I just got over being different. I decided, hell, its better to be me and have my own induviduality. And for a day,I was ubber happy. I was happy as could be, I could dance!
And now, when I'm myself, EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE DIFFERENT! Excuse me as I scream for a second.
AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH!!
Thank you. I needed that.
Alright seeing as most of you probably didn't even read that, heres the A.Y news, and some info of my new story GoD. For those who read A.Y, please leave comments! I do not just want comments so I have critque and improve. It also shows you're reading the story. So please, COMMENT!! Thank you. As for the GoD story, it'll be posted at random. Its unabreviated form is Goddess of Death. And the abbreviation works, cause it's a story about Gods. Hahaha. Works perfectly. Anyway, it is about the Goddess of death and her iquiry, Shouyoku. I believe she puts a whole new spin-off on death, so even if you're not a religious person, it does have an interesting plot.I think its one of the more complicated story's I've ever made. So I'm quiet proud of it.
For those who have listened to my rant, thank you. For those who read the story news, please take it to heart.
Still waiting for PICTURES,
-Bekko Nisou

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/27157287/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/27157287/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 19:12:02 PDT So now I'm on Bartimaeus, what else? ^^
What else? What else? Hm... I haven't been feeling my best latley. When school started (August 31st) I got a cold, and then September 1, I got my period. >.< This school year isn't starting out well. But my cold is ending. And my period ended awhile awhile ago. I'm still worried about how my Principle Randy is pushing us. A lot of us are getting nervous already because our EOC testing is coming up at the end of next month... Its crazy. Am I the only one who thinks we're going to fast? Or is it all just me?
I've had some serious lack in insperation. A.Y is becoming a challenge, and I haven't been motivated to make a comic. Everytime I go to make one I look at the blank page and give up before I even get a panel done. I hate it. I want to work, and I usualy have an extremely strong work ethic. But it seems to have dwindled considerably. School work I can do, work I do for my own self-gain, I can't. I don't understand. I have all these things in my head I want to get out, my mind goes insane from it, but my body is too lazy to deal with it... I'm not sure what to do.
I'm also very close to being under-weight. If I lose two pounds I offcialy am. I know it's an easy thing to gain weight... for most people. I rarley ever gain weight. In fact I lose more than I gain. So I'm unsure with what to do. Eat unhealthy and gain bad weight or continue what I'm doing and just keep losing it? Augh.
A.Y obviously is going at a snails pace. I'm on chapter 14 right now. And I'm struggling to get it done. Forgive my terribly slow progess.
Now to explain some of the biggest things that are bothering me.
I am a kind. One of a kind. But I'm unsure if it's good or not. I can't tell if I'm stupid, because I'm not like everyone else. I mean after all, who wants to be with someone who's hurt them so much? It's only natural. Or am I just more sophsitcated than most people and look beyond that one thing? I just don't know.
Already I feel isolated at school. I see everyone else happy with someone... what makes me so different? I hate the way I feel. I used to be a loner who just didn't care about being with anybody. If I wasn't with a Best Beloved, what did I care? I could live. It doesn't matter... and yet now I hate being so lonley. I hate everything that makes me different. I hate these urges I get. I hate being alone at night looking at my ceiling wondering why no one touches me.
Not a pat on the back.
Not a hand-shake.
Not a hug.
I am alone. And I hate every second of it. And what's worse is I know that there's no one out there willing to make me feel better.
Well. See you soon. I guess.
~Bekko Nisou

Covers:

1. ~Redridergirl
2. ~MY-PAGE
3. ~OusamaUrufu
4. ~Excalababe


Coolio Peoples
http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/26965057/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 19:07:08 PDT I went camping with my sister and ~MY-PAGE. And it stormed like hell when we where up there. Not when we got there, but when we went to sleep. And it wasn't a bad thing, in fact it was fun. The lightening was beautiful up there. But it was very cold, and I had some big problems sleeping. Espeically with the thunder being so loud and the rain pouring down. I ended up watching Iron Man to help me get to sleep at 2 a.m. But I still didn't get to sleep till about four, and then I woke up at seven. But it was a lot of fun either way, we saw a cool mushroom that looked like a Lemon Meringue Pie. I wanted to eat it... but to no avail. But we did take a picture, I should be getting it soon.
Before the storm, we cooked hotdogs over the fire. So of course we had to make obscene gestures with them. Such as: "Hold my weiner", "Ew, I got weiner juice on me", and of course, "Could you please put your wiener between my buns?". Yeah, we had fun with that. They where tasty after all. Hehehe.
We also went to Idaho City. (I live in Idaho by the way for those who don't know). I bought a freakin' cool insence burner. Its awesome, I burned a bit last night, but ended up putting it out because I couldn't smell it. For I am sick.x.x At first my sister wouldn't let me get the burner. And I wasn't upset that I didn't get what I wanted, it's the fact that I have no money, and then when I finally do have money, she won't let me spend it. Seriously, she get's what she wants when she has money, I should be able to as well. And she thought I was being a selfish bitch. Annoying really.
School started yesterday! I have four classes. English, Health, Child Development, and U.S History. When nine weeks is up, I get another four-period a day sechdule. So every new quarter I get a new schedule. And it kinda sucks cause nine weeks may sound like a lot of time but it's really not. They're really pushing us this year... I have a feeling with so much pressure someone might commit suicide... and it's not like that hasn't happened before.
I went to go say "hello" to John Eric on the first day since I didn't have him in any of my classes. He's my favorite teacher. I came into his room and said: "John Eric! I haven't seen you in so long!"
And he stared at me, for two seconds, with a blank look on his face, before he finally remembered my name. "JULIA!!" He suddenly exclaimed.
Gee, thanks John Eric.x.x
As I said before, I am sick right now. Just as school starts. Joy. And my period just started today. More joy. Aaand, I can finally go off campus during lunch, yet I have no one to drive me anywhere... oooh what a joyous year I am having..x.x And yes, I took my meds, that is why my mood is high.
I am so stuck in A.Y right now. ARRG. I need to think of things, wish me luck with this writers block.
I realized I'm one of a kind! But you'll have to ask me what 'kind' I am.^^
See you all soon.
I'm still waiting for the covers!

1. ~Redridergirl
2. ~MY-PAGE
3. ~OusamaUrufu
4. ~Excalababe

Get them in soon, please!

Working hard
~Bekko Nisou

Coolio Peoples
http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/26764120/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:00:40 PDT But mostly, upset with people. Why the hell do people go up and out of their way to bring up memories that none of us want to remember? You can't move forward by looking into the past damn-it. How stupid.
I feel completely betrayed.
I feel so stupid.
I feel hated.
And I feel heart broken.
So have a good freaking day to you all. Damn it I'm just so done with so many people.

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/26429690/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/26429690/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 18:24:55 PDT But first I have news, be patient please.
As you can see by my mood, my period hit and I'm medication. Blarg. I was in much pain this morning and passed out from the pain. The meds didn't quiet kick in in time. Oh it hurt so bad I was crying.>.< I hate being a woman, men better be thankful they have a penis! Lucky bastards... Of course when my periods over with I will happy to be a woman once more. Or a woman with an inverted penis. (Check last journal if that makes no since to you.)
What else? Hm, I still don't get why Chernabogs a bad guy. I watched Fantasia when I woke up. But while I was sleeping Tom and Jerry was on, I could hear them in my dreams, it was weird. But its better than listening to Bear Grylls. All you hear in your dreams then is: "THERES NO WATER FOR MILES!" And wake up de-hydrated. Its really annoying.
I finished my five Rangers Apprentice Books! Which means I'm ready for the sixth when it comes out on the 31st. Which is when school starts. But I always read "Stargirl" at the beginning of the year. Its my favorite book. I love it more than Bartimaeus, it always makes me cry.x.x
Okay, now for what my fans have been wating for! And I feel special cause I actually have fans! Yay! But here, I'm not gonna say what chapter it is however:
Helene

"What are you doing?" I screamed and lunged forward out of the two guard's grip. "You can't just leave him there! You have to take him back to hell!" I looked up at the older man above me. He turned to see me, for a second his eye's went cold.
"One, all I said is that we'd leave him alone, and we are. Two, we don't have the ability to send him back to hell in the first place. And third, he's a demon dear child. He deserves to die." He sighed and his eyes went soft again. He motioned over to the guards behind me. "Let's go."
"No!" I crawled forward. "You can't just leave him! You can't!"
"Hey, hey now." He bent down next to me and grabbed my left wrist. I slumped to the ground, he got up slowly. I looked at Leon, face first in the dirt. The guard removed his boot from Leon's head, and walked away.
"Leon! Leon please! Wake up!" I pleaded. I felt something cold being rubbed on my wrist. "You have to go back! Please! Wake up! Ah~" I felt a slight pain in my wrist, and my body went weak. My right arm collapsed under my weight. My vision swam and went hazy. Even my head dropped, and I went face first into the dirt.
"It's okay, dear. It's not going to hurt you." I heard him say. "Just relax. Nothing's going to happen. You're safe." I looked up, I could barley see Leon in front of me. His eye's closed as if he was just sleeping. I felt tears swim to my eyes as he got even hazier, and hazier, until my eye-lids finally closed.

* * *

It's cold... more than cold, it's freezing. And the grounds shaking... Where, where am I? I opened my eye's slowly. The moon was still out, but barely. I was in a wooden wagon, being pulled by two horses. I looked to the left of me, it took a second for my vision to become straight, but the man who kidnapped me was outside the wagon walking besides the it. I looked away and cuddled up. The shrill chill in the air was freezing my lungs and heart. But that's fine, I endured the pain. After all... I don't want to exist in a world without Leon. Please, don't die... Please wake up in time. I need you. I breathed in sharply, and coughed. The senior looked over at me shocked. I began to shiver. "Men!" He called. "Quickly! Get the horse blankets! Go now! Before she freezes to death you fools!" Two ran off quickly to another horse-and-wagon behind me. The senior went to the front of the two horses pulling me, making them stop. Then he walked around to the back of my wagon and unlocked the back of it. The two other guards came with thick itchy wool blankets and gave it to the old man. He climbed up on the wagon and closed it back up. He walked over to me slowly and covered me thoroughly. He sat down on the opposite corner of me, his hand in his chin, his eyes soft, and his smile genuine. "Hello dear." He greeted me. "Or should I say Helene?" I looked away from him, he sighed. "I suppose you want to know why we kidnapped you?"


Sound interesting, no? Hehehe.^^ I'm getting chapter ten done right now, once its done the new season begins!
Oh, I'm still waiting for some book covers, I can't wait to see them!

1. ~Redridergirl
2. http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/26138591/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 20:42:18 PDT "Oh." Says she. While I was talking, I was on mic with my friends.
"What's going on?" He askes.
"Oh nothing, my mom just gave me back my nuts." I say. And my mom breaks out into laughter. Apprenently, I am a man whos testicals have fell off and my penis is inverted. No wonder I can't get a boyfriend, it aaaall makes since now.
Anyway, I've been working reall really hard on A.Y! Harder than I normaly have and I'm so excited about it.^^ I'm working on chapter nine right now. I'll post the first chapter soon-ish. But first I need to post an interview with a few questions people have asked me. In case you want some questions answered, send me a note! I'll be happy to put that one when I post the interview.
GAH. I want to draw comics... all these idea's are in my head and they won't come up. I hate it.>.< All these idea's are giving me a terrible headache you know? Since they're just floating in the nothingness that's in my mind... But I can't make anything cause I don't got my pens that Laura took... GRR. But I'm going there tomorrow, my head will feel better then!
My foot is in so much pain. I got stung between the toes by a bee. I was walking barefoot through some grass and I feel this terrible sting. "OWIE!!" It swelled up so much my foot looked like a balloon!>.< But its starting to go down now, which is good.
I hate public.
I like going out to walk.
But I hate public.
As long as there's no one around I'm perfectly fine going outside, but people scare me. And it's not because I think people will kill me, but because I know they'll judge me. I'd much a rather have a bullet put through my head then someone think what I like is stupid. Or someone think I'm ugly. It's terrible. I went to one of my book stores I've been going to for years and nearly fainted cause I was so scared. I hate it. Sigh.
Fasting soon. 27th. I marked my calendar so I wouldn't forget. Wish me luck, five days with only one meal. I can't wait to do it. I also got a Buddah Bible! Or the Sangha. But Buddha Bible sounds cooler.>.> It tells me all.
I have... four people doing the cover for A.Y! I was surprised at this. It doesn't have a due date or anything like that so if you'd like to join in that's fine. But it must have a few things: Leon, Helene, Roba, and the flute. You could add things if you want, just make sure it has those four things on. I'd really really like it in color by the way. But I guess I'll live if it doesn't. These are the people so far:

1. ~Redridergirl
2. ~MY-PAGE
3. ~OusamaUrufu
4. ~Excalababe

This isn't a contest or anything like that, I just like to see what they think what the cover should look like. I can't wait to see them all.^^ There's one thing people need to know about Leon thought. His wings skin is black. That's the tough part that protects it. The inside is purple and is soft. So it switched from the orginal drawing. I hope people get that right.x.x
Anyway, see you later, bye bye.^^
~Bekko Nisou

Coolio Peoples
~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25826598/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25826598/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 20:48:30 PDT Oh well.
I had a laid back fourth, what did I do all day? Hm... Talked to people, watched t.v, saw pretty lights. Sums it up pretty quickly. The fireworks we got where cool, but they ended pretty quickly. And we had a grand finale before the grand finale! My sister kicked a firework while it was still going, and it went under a car and exploded! It was amazing!!
To all who fell for that shame on you.
Nah but our grand finale was cool, Ica (my sister) picked it out seeing as shes going to go to the Navy soon. We won't see her for a long time after that. But I support her and she's excited for it, so I guess it'll be worth it.^^
Gr, I have to wait till the 31st of August to read the new Rangers Apprentince Book. Its probably going to be the last one in the seires (the Sixth). So I'm reading the series over again. (As some have noticed) ~Angelico00 isn't going to be hearing the end of this any time soon. Hahahahaha!
GRWAR. I post the ending chapter of A.Y and no one reads it or faves it. >.< My chars feel so unloved... Quickly! Go read it and ask me questions about it! I'll post an interview soon, but PEOPLE NEED TO READ IT!!! AAAAAAAGH!
What else what else... Ah right... still having some issues with things... Like walking. I'm using a cane now, how fun.
Shouldn't people learn from their mistakes? I would think so, and yet, I feel so stupid because I want to repeat it. But if I do it'll have the same out come as last time, I don't want to go through it again. So why am I so compelled to it again? I just don't understand my own feelings anymore. Sigh. Life sucks.
I still don't get why Chernabogs a bad guy dammit!
Please comment critques on A.Y, means a lot
Seeeeeeeeee yoooooooou.
~Bekko Nisou

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25650863/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25650863/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 12:19:09 PDT Now that I got your attention please read the rest of my journal.
I took a Nyquil to help me take a nap today, I had no idea how well they work. x.x But thats good, cause I actually feel motivated to work when I'm tired, its weird I know. But I'm a strange person.
I totally forgot to fast this week... Damn it. I feel so stupid. Its supposted to be the last five days of the month that I fast, but I completley spaced it. I'm such a bad person. Gaah frusterating.
We have Ipod vending machines at our mall! I'm serious, the Ipods are in their little case and you pay money into the machine and out comes the Ipod! They also sell digital camera's and earphones... Thats freaking trippy! And I'm not kidding around or lying, I swear to God that theres one there! I'll take a picture next time I go. On the mall subject, I've realized how utterly anti-social I am. I've always hated public places, but I think its getting worse. When I went a few days ago, I couldn't bring myself to even have eye contact with anyone. Eye contact, how depressing is that? I just looked at the floor or at mechandise, anytime anyone would look at me I'd look at the floor and walk away. I couldn't stand to go in the smaller stores cause there where a lot of people in there and it freaked the hell out of me. And even two days ago I went to McDonalds and couldn't order to myself cause I was scared shitless. Damn I'm pathetic. I don't know what it is, I don't hate people, I don't think everyones out to get me, I've never had a bad experince in a crowd, and yet, I'm avoiding crowds like its a mad disease. I hope I don't grow up to be a shut-in. Dear God, thats the worst. Uuuugh.
Anyway, I've been hating myself more than usual latley. I've been very confused latley, and for awhile I was going to repeat a mistake, a really big mistake. But praise God, I didn't, hurrah!
Nothing new with A.Y. I'm still working at a snails pace. I want to make a cover for it, but I'm not sure what I'd do for it. All I know is that I want Helene Leon and the flute on the cover... If anyone would like to draw one for me, that'd be great.^^
GR. I'm mad at one of my friends, a certain female. I've had enough of constantly fixing up the problem by myself. If theres something I've learned from my coma experince is that I'M SICK OF BULLSHIT, and I'm not as patient as I once was with people. So, if she doesn't come to me withen a few days, I'm sorry but I'm done.
Pray for me good people, in hopes I don't become a shut-in.
Thanks
-B.N


Coolio peoples



Coolio Clubs ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25403678/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25403678/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 20:52:37 PDT School ended on the third! Yay! I gave my teachers a gift. First, John Eric, and as Will () shall tell you, he HATES cats. Hates hates hates them. So, for him, I got him a stuffed kitty cat.^^ And surprisngly, he LOVED it! He said that he could do to that cat that he couldn't do to his real one at home. Like throw it against the wall. At least he likes it! Next was Elaine, I wanted to give her something cause shes the one who got fired. And she always said that she was "queen of her classroom", so I have her a toy tiara and I made her cry she loved it so much. o.o And last, but not least was Larry. Larry is my biology teacher, and he is a germaphobe. He always wears rubber gloves, so naturally, I got him rubber gloves. And for some reason, he thought it was funny. But he loved them anyway, gift-giving was a sucess! So was the year-book signing, got lots of good signatures and such. Went in my cool kimono robe, got a lot of looks. Bwhahaha!
I was in a coma for ten days, yeah, fun. I don't want to go into why or how or anything like that. But I woke up early and now my legs hurt really bad because I havn't used them at all. Walking to Diana's house was enough of a challenge. And shes just a street away from me. Ugh.x.x I got to talk to my desceased Grandpa while I was alseep, I'm happy about that, I havn't talked to him in a long time.
Working on chapter four on the 2nd book of A.Y, its comming about slowly cause I've been feeling lazy latley. That and I keep hitting writers block. Forgive my slowness.
I'll see you all later, good night.^^
-Bekko Nisou

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25259608/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25259608/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 17:45:02 PDT AKA the hopsital. I've been in a coma for the past few days. It was interesting, had a few weird ass dreams. I found them to be my 1000 shades of reality. I had a really interesting one with Mr.Smoochie and Katamine... VEEERRY STRANGE. Included a tricycle... A really bad nightmare woke me up. I was the 'SHE-HULK' acording to the doctors, my veins where popping out of my skin and I was breathing hard until I woke up screaming. Then I screamed again when I saw a doctor in my face. Not used to that being there.
So I stayed in the hospital for awhile, leaving was scary cause I was in a wheel chair on the second floor. Which if any of you read Harumi and Hawk, you'd see why that was scary... Then someone yelled "FIRE!!" And I really freaked. 'NOOO! I AM NOT HARUMI! WHERES THE ELEVATOR!?" Not fun not fun.
To sum me up now, I'm tired, and my legs hurt. And now I'm behind on work. (joy) I'll catch up too all of you later.
Bye bye.
-BekkoNisou

Coolio peoples



Coolio Clubs


]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25131097/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25131097/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:38:31 PDT Have a nice day.

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25070084/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25070084/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 13:17:56 PDT Well, I've finally finished my Rurouni Kenshin series! Yay! I got the last four books at Books&Borders yesterday when I went to the mall.
Schools is almost over, two more days and I am done! I took my science final today which I could've done in my sleep. And I got home at 11:30. So I've had the whole house to myself for a good three hours. And I've realized that dancing really works off stress. Of course, I dance a little different from most people... not a lot of people are willing to dance naked...>.>.... As well to celebrate I took meds, yeah, bad oh its so terrible. Blah blah blah...
More chapters of A.Y are going to be posted, when the 47th is posted please give me a note of questions you'd like answered!
Grawr... I'm reading Stargirl again... Damn this book always makes me cry... but I love it. Its weird, cause its not all that sad... but its sooo TOUCHING. I love it.
Gaaah... stupid people with "woe is me" additude. Really, it bugs me. I understand people go through hard times, but saying things like "I don't deserve happiness" pisses me off and crap. God, can't people see that just because one person doesn't love you doesn't mean everyone else doesn't? The more people act that way the more you hurt the people around you. God not even I act that way, I mean I have hard times but I seek help and I don't explode on people (for the most part) and I try to deal with it best I can. I don't go "Oh lifes so terrible!" Damn I hate the world...
Damn, I'm not going to get the comment I want either. Damn it damn it damn it.
-Bekko Nisou

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25004520/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/25004520/ Thu, 28 May 2009 19:38:42 PDT I HAVE JUST FINISHED THE LAST CHAPTER OF AKUMA YOKOBUE!
I am so proud of myself! The first book is done, and now I have two books to finish. Akuma Yokobue's a Trilogy. So its not FINITO.
There is one person I must thank above all else:


Thank you so much Zuko! All your critque's and such means sooo much to me! Thanks for all your support!! I'll post up the last few chapters in a few days. When I do post the last chapter, please feel free to send me a note of questions you want answered! But wait until the last chapters posted.^^

THANK YOU!!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24967629/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24967629/ Tue, 26 May 2009 18:55:11 PDT Well, the 21st came and went. And yes, this is good news. I will admit, I cried about three times that day... but the hardest was when I saw the "Phantom of the Opera" ending.. Oh God that was sooo sad! So beautiful, but so sad. How could you chose Raoul (or as I called him, Cock-face) over the Phantom! He had such a good voice... damn if a guy sang to me like that, I'd be taking off my shirt.o.o Anyway, I am happy I had a normal conversation, and I'm surprised he knew what day it was. Though he said not to call it an "annivarsary", well then genius, what do I call it? I think Tasha scared the shiz out of him because at the end of the conversation she started screaming she'd kill him with slugs. My apologies Will, she does not mean it and did not take her medication that day. I am sorry. BUT I STILL WANT MY PICTURES...
I found the cooooolest site, Musicshake. You can make your own music! heres the link ~> [link] and check out some of my songs ~> [link]
FIVE MORE BOOKS UNTIL I FINISH MY RUROUNI KENSHIN SERIES! YES!! I LOVE YOU KENSHIIIIIIIIN!!! (I'm a huge fan-girl of Kenshin, he ties with Bartimaeus.)
Fasting starts again tomarrow for five days, with me luck. I got an awesome book for beginners. I got a religous book, but the thing is, is that I stole it from Hastings...>.>; I think I'm gonna go to hell now. x.x I also did meditation for the first time last night, and it works. It really clears your mind. (But it does make you sleepy.)
I went to 's graduation today! Congrats Tasha! Have a good life after high-school.^^
AAH!! LAST CHAPER OF A.Y I AM TYPING!! I'm serious, but this is a hard chapter to write cause theres a HUGE battle scene... and lets say the writings slightly different. Haha, but I won't tell you how it is so.^^p
Anyway, I'll see you all later, I'll upload the rest of the chapters soon.^^
-Bekko Nisou
p.s, if anyone can find a word besides annivarsary tell me.

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24726400/ Tue, 12 May 2009 18:30:16 PDT Our history teacher got laid off, which really freaking sucks, cause she's freaking awesome. We need a new math teacher next year, and I understand that, but Randy (Our principle) decided to fire her IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY. So she has to teach us in tears. Okay, no, thats bull shit, thats the most un-professional thing I've ever seen. He couldn've waited until the end of the day, but noo, he decides to be a freaking dick head and do that. He needs to get kicked out, seriously.
Going to Laura's this weekend, hopefully. My dad is being difficult about it, but I'm sure I'll be able to go. Havn't seen her in awhile, in over a month. And I really need to see her, I'm going through hell.
Your B-day Comic will be done soon Will, I already know what I'm going to do... I just need to go find my pens... damn it.
A.Y literaly only has four more chapters before its all done. I'm serious. Thats about the only thing thats really good.
Almost a year now.
21st of May, I can deffinatly say I'm going to need some sort of support. Right now I just hate everything and I don't think I should've lasted this long. Honestly sometimes I wish I didn't. I want to crawl in my bed and die. I just don't know what to do.
-Bekko Nisou

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24572245/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24572245/ Sun, 03 May 2009 18:38:40 PDT I actually went to a prom.
Damn it was weird...
Tasha made me go with her, seeing it was her Senior Prom. I had to skip out on going to Laura's to go, so, she'd better love me! I don't like dresses, or make-up, or any crap like that. It annoys the hell out of me. But there I was, in a baby-blue dress looking like Barbie puked on me. I've never worn make-up before, and it was annoying, I felt like my face was fake. I was also constantly wondering if the make-up had smeared or something. I think that proves that it seriously isn't worth putting it on. I'll admit though, I got a lot of compliments.
A lot of compliments, but its not like a guy wanted to dance with me. No guy does.
It was funny on the way there though, Tasha was wearing fake nails that apperently hurt like hell, everytime she went to touch something: "OH MOTHER F*****!!" I've never heard her swear like that.o.o It was awesome! However she didn't see the funny-ness in it. ^^ Also, driving to our school... there where these ominous black clouds over us... It was scary as hell, but nothing bad happened so it was okay.
I'm glad Alcia won Prom Queen! She deserved it. Mat Bowman too. (Not Olsen, Olsen is the guy I'm not a fan of.)
We went to Sharies after Prom... many people do not have lives... Thats the busiest I've ever seen a Sharies. At its midnight... That was the weirdest thing I've seen...o.o
They played the Numa Numa song while I was the prom! I was like... "Oh God Will has to be here!!" If it wasn't 12 over there, I would've called him up and made him listen. Bwhahahaha.
I finally got Super Smash Brothers for the N64!! I'm so happy. I got it for ten bucks... best, investment, ever! I've played it all weekend... I've played untill my eyes bled... >.>
Season 1 of A.Y is nearly finished. About three more chapters to go! I STILL NEED CRITQUE.
Thanks. And see you all later!^^
-Bekko Nisou
annversary's commin' soon...

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24433209/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24433209/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 18:44:33 PDT No!! I left my comic in my Creative Writing folder!... I hope Ben doesn't read it... Lets just say its not all that school appropriate... *gulp* And You're in it Will. DUN DUN DUUUUUUN.
GRRRRRRR. This freakin A.Y chapter is pwning my ass. I'm at such a hard part. But once its done, the chapter will be finished! I'M SOOO CLOSE TO ENDING IT! Its so unfair. And then theres only about three to four chapters left after 40. And once its done, I'm going to send it in to a publisher. Please wish me luck. But really, I need critque, LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY BADLY! So I know what to fix up before I send it in.
Thanks, and I shall see you all later.
-Bekko Nisou

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24313848/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24313848/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:21:28 PDT Well, it occurs to me that I havn't told anyone my religion that I've converted too. Buddhism. I'm white, and I've lived in America all my life. But Buddhism makes the most since to me... I know it sounds weird, or it sounds like I want to be a japanese wanna-be, but its not that. I just don't know if theres a God, and buddhism doesn't say "There is no God", it just says "To be a good person, don't focus on it". Thats why. So, I'm going to start fasting on Monday. Before you object, its not like I'm not eating AT ALL, I do eat. Just at certain parts of the day. For me its going to be afternoon. I'm starting Monday and I'll do it for five days. And I actually can't wait to do it! I'm so excited. I'm also going to start doing meditation. I'm really excited about this religion, it makes perfect since! Yay! I'll post another journal when the fastings over.
One thing thats going to be hard about it though is that I'm on my period.x.x Just started today. Blarg! So I've been napping all day today. I kinda feel bad about it because its my mothers b-day today... But I went to dinner with her! So I hope that makes up for it. She got a meat grinder and pasta maker... Oh that means good itallian pasta... Oh God yes...^^ I itallian food. Who doesn't love alfredo sauce? And shrimp? And cheese? If you don't... you are evil!
A.Y readers: I REALLY need comments for critism. I also feel like people are just favoriting them, not reading them. And if you are reading them, would it kill you to take two minutes to leave a comment? o.o I just need some, so I can improve it so I can get it published. Thats why!!! GRAWR!!! Though I'm typing the most uncomfertable chapter right now... I won't go into it... just... Oh God I should have Helene (the schizo side Helene) type it... she'd be better at it.
Well, I think thats it. I'll see you later! Thanks for understanding and wish me luck for the fasting!
PICTURE OF WILL MUST SEE! [link]
-Bekko Nisou

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24239615/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24239615/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 13:59:18 PDT PICTURE OF WILL MUST SEE!!! IF ANYONE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE IN REAL LIFE: [link]
I had to pry it out of him and give him a guilt trip. But there it is, and thats all I really wanted to say.
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24135922/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/24135922/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:16:30 PDT Medicine isn't working well either, I took nyquil the other night. And fell asleep on Chris on mic, and he just about scared the shit out of me by yelling. Of course, I couldn't get mad at him because I asked him to wake me up if I did. Blarg though. I hope that it passes soon. *cough*.
Rawr, I have two comics I want to upload and I can't cause the scanner isn't hooked up. Damn it all.
I made candles in my humanities class today. Reminds me of a past memory. If you want to know it, its in the artist comments on this comic: [link]
And he really does owe me a picture! I havn't seen a picture of him for the past year! Thats why I want to see it so badly!! GRR! I'd better get it soon-ish. But yeah, thats what happened when I tried to send him something, and be nice. He says he understands what I go through... But he doesn't.
I'm working on the longest chapter of A.Y, chapter 39. I'm roughly half-way through it, and since theres no one to talk to, I can get a lot more done with it. I've also been working on it at school. So yes, I'm doing just about everything in my power to get it done. I'm still not sure how many chapters until season final, we'll just have to see. Somethings are a surprise to the writer herself.
And after I'm done with this first book (its a trilogy), I think I might send it into a publisher. Don't go crazy now! I might, I don't know yet, but here are the people who'd get the first book, and my autograph:



Alicia
Will
Chris



Thats all for now, I might think of more people later. But be thankful I put you in there. For that means I love you all dearly.
Gah, there's no one to talk to, not on my yahoo messenger or msn. I guess I'll go back to work then. Besides, Claire wants me too.
Oh, by the way, Helene has been grumpy latley. (My schizo Helene.) And Claires being nicer. Not... NICE NICE, but ease-ing up, you know? I hope Helene gets better too.
Thanks for reading. I'm gonna go work now and get some rest so my cold goes away!
-Bekko Nisou

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23976134/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:19:15 PDT .< During my whole spring break. Sucked cock really. I was debilitated the whole time. Being strapped to my bed because of cramps. Blaaaah.>.< I also tried to get "Super Smash Brothers" for the N64, but its $20 at the store.... I have a dollar. We tried three days in a row to get it. First, we went and saw the game and left, then, we tried to sell the gamecube, but we didn't bring in the controllers. So we go the next day, and bring the conroller, but it had a nick in the wiring so they couldn't use it. Blarg! Noot cool! But a huge dent in my mood. Ugh.
Ah... Well, my brother got kicked out! Yup. He called me a "fuckin bitch" and stuff. ^^ And on top of all the other things hes done, he ain't commin' back! Yaay! I honestly don't care what he says about me. His opinion doesn't matter to me, I'm just glad hes gone. Takes a big weight off me.
A.Y's commin' along nicely. A little slower than I would want too, but still nice. I hope to post a new chapter soon.
And thanks for sending me a note!
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23840143/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23840143/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 20:58:53 PDT .<
I'm so mad at myself! I failed my math class for the quarter by one point. ONE... POINT.... NOT... COOL! I was so upset at myself... even if its just one class I failed, but my grades are very important to me. It really ruined my day friday. Ugh.>.<
I went on a two hour walk to a pond that day though! I chased geese... it was fun. I hate geese... for they are evil! But I love duckies.^^ They are so cuuuuuute!!! Hehe.^^ Yesterday I went to the mall, and I got you a gift, . Use it wisely... As for me, I got two books, a little bit of candy, and a ring. And to think I only paid for the candy and ring..>.> Yes, I'm a bad person. ¬.¬'I went into Hot Topic, and all the sold was Twilight crap! This book is ruining my stores! Damn it all!!! I love hot topic for its sexy clothing and random exsesories. NOT SPARKLY VAMPIRES! GAAAH!
A.Y chapter 38 is comming along smoothly, and season finals on its way.. Yay!
Thats all for now, other than my club is getting more popular! (yay!)

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23649264/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23649264/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:42:51 PDT and , but for those michealainious people who read A.Y... The first season is almost finished! Its not THE END, theres three main seasons and then the ending. And the first is comming to its end. I didn't think I'd make it this far! I'm so happy!
Alright, so, anyone figured out Helene's sickness yet? Remember in chapter 29! Theres a list of diseases that you have to sort through. Who knows? You might get it right! Theres another list comming in chapter 36. So you have to wait two chapters untill you see the new list, but hey, start thinkin about it now. You never know.
Oh, I'd also like it if people sent me notes on how they think this season of A.Y ends. I'd love to hear your responses!^^
Don't ask my how many chapters there are, its hard to determine, all I know is that theres not that many, maybe five or more. I don't think anymore than "ten" though.
Thanks!^^

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23580840/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23580840/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 19:32:02 PST Well, I had two periods in Feburary, right on the first, and then it started on the 28th. Fuuuun... But it wasn't that bad at all. So, no complaints there.
Well, I've felt a little abandoned lately. For the past few weeks it feels like everyones getting up and getting out of there way just to ignore me. Diana, you are a big part of it. Your boyfriend is a jackass, he acts like he knows everything and when I go to talk to him he tries to one-up me all the time. Hes not respectfull, I realize that you guys have feelings for one another but you two push it a bit too far and you know I don't like to be around it and you chose to do it anyway.
Thanks.
Ah... Because I felt bad though, I got a little pissy at Will when I shouldn't have. He almost left me as a friend and I was in so much of a crying shock I couldn't talk right. I thank you Chris, cause you got me through that. But me and Will are fine now, hence the comics I've made recently. So, where all good. Hoo-rah.
Tasha's been busy with senior project, I realize. But I misses her. :[ But I saw her today with my sister and we went shopping at Wal-mart to get Ica (my sister) a costume of A.O. I'm not going, but Ica and Tasha are. I hope they have a good time!^^
Ah! Ah! I'm working on A.Y again! I realized that my "Children of the Sea" story was taking too long. I'm not even half way through it and its 22 pages.. o.o So, I'll be working on that on the side with A.Y being my main proirity. I'm getting chapter 36 done. I'll be working on that as soon as this journals done. I have catching up to do, I'm sorry my readers! Know that I love you!^^
I need insperations for comics, theres too many of Will... I need someone who will inspire me more! Grawr! I should make one of Leon and Helene or me with Laura or something.
I've been going through the strangest phase... I think its because of Claire. I've been only wanting to listen to classical peices like "The Pastoral", "Beehovens 5th symphony", "A Night on Dark Mountain","Dance of the Hours." well, just about any peice you can find on Fantasia. Disney's Fantasia anyway. Helene's not too happy about it though.x.x Oh well, she'll live. It can't last too long.
Well, thanks for reading! I'm off to work on A.Y! I'll probably be getting it done soon! See you later!^^
-Bekko Nisou

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23243216/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/23243216/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 20:01:48 PST Anyway,I'm worried about my math teacher, John Eric. Hes one of the best teacher I've ever had. And his right hand was numb, he said it could be on fire and have him not notice. So he goes to the doctor and gets some medicine that has steriods in it. So now hes all quiet so he doesn't go balistic on everyone. I feel so sorry for him and I hope he gets better! I made him a Valentines/Get better soon card for him and had half the school sign it. I also gave him a big hug.^^ So I hope his spirits get lifted, for he is a good and cool teacher. We you John Eric!
Anyway, my prediction about Will was right! He wasn't online on Valentines Day. He was on the day after though, the first thing I said to him: "I was right".
"I know, I'm sorry."
Why is it that I can predict what people do, but not when my period hits?... I don't get it.x.x
I'm so sorry I couldn't get my Valentines picture done, I hope the new Chapter of A.Y was suffiecient enough. Its all about love after all! And the other story I'm working on is getting somewhat finished. I hope people read it, its called "Children of the Sea".
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22972802/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22972802/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 20:10:36 PST "yeah... I kinda have to have one every month!"
Obviously didn't think that through.
I think Julian is going to stop hitting on me now. I pissed him off, I said his music was crap. Oh well, I don't care. It was weird anyway... As for the Shorkhighil story (has anyone figured out how to pronounce it?) its comming along very slowly. I'll post some A.Y stories, I left on a pretty suspencefull part in the last chapter, and I think I've kept my readers in suspense long enough.
Valentines day is going to be a pain, I'm really upset about it... Oh, We'll need to move the wedding, I'm sorry.x.x I don't know when, but we really don't have things planned out. I love you!!!
I'll be making Valentines pic for everyone. (Or Singles Awarness Day, whichever it is.)
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22874485/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22874485/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 20:11:20 PST
1. I have four main stories I work on, however only ones been officaily declared done.

2. I have two schizo voices in my head, Helene (a lazy perverted one) and Claire. (The suicidal OCD perfectionist one.)

3. Mr.Smoochie's desgin was based on the ghost in my desk.

4. I'm still very heart-broken.

5. I sleep naked... Mm... the blankets are nice and soft...

6. I...LOVE...LED ZEPPELIN!

7. Nintendo is my favorite system, if I play any other system, I have to take everything nintendo related off me.

8. One of the hardest things for me to do while making a char, is the name.

Well, I have weiiiiiiird news... I think a guy is hitting on me at school! o.o His name is Julian, he came at the beginning of the semester. He has really light blond hair thats kinda spikey, green eyes (I think), and a green lip ring, peirced ears too. But this is where my suspisions became aroused... He sits behind me in my History class, he gets up and puts his folder away, comes back... And holds the back of my hand for thirty seconds! Then he stops, sits behind me, and asks "So, how are you?"
"Uh... fine... you?"
"Not good, not good."
"Whys that?"
"Ah, just a bit of a bad day."
"Okay..."
So, yeah.. Weird... But I just noticed something today... I have six classes, we share three of them. He sits NEXT to me in English, he sits ACROSS from me in math, and then he sits BEHIND me in history... Things are getting a liiiiitle weird... And I'm not used to people hitting on me! NOT EVEN WILL HAS HITT ON ME! Good God what do I do!? Should I ask him if hes hitting on me? Do I just ignore him? WHAT DO I DO OH GOOD LORD!?
Anyway...
My mom got in a car accident today, shes fine, but the cars dead. So I missed out on school today. Then, later one at about six, I heard one of my friends got in a car accident! Shes not hurt either, but her cars dead too. What an interesting crazy day its been!
Anyway, advice would be very appreciated! See you all later.^^

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22659306/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22659306/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 18:25:55 PST DO NOT PANICK!
It is a small break, sometimes typing for one story for awhile gets boring. So I'm typing a short story again. Like Harumi and Hawk, its another love story but with a bit more action. So if you're behind on A.Y this would be a good chance to read up on it.
The new story I havn't quite given a name yet, but the main chars are named Mizu, and Shorkighil... yeah, try pronouncing that name! I can make weird names too. Your homework assignment is trying to figure out how too say it... Good luck.
I'll probably draw both chars before I submit the story though... I hope people read this one, no one really read Harumi and Hawk which upset me because I thought that was one of the best stories I've ever written. So please, if you would read, it'd be great.
Thanks for understanding!^^

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22586392/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22586392/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 20:36:00 PST 1.- Pick some of your OC's
2.- Answer the following questions
3.- You're free to go ahead and add more questions.
4.- Tag 3 or more friends

Who are you?
Helene- Sick little one.
Mr.Smoochie- An evil demon who steals souls out of people.
Hawk- A pirate.


Do you have brothers/sisters?
Helene: Nah, only child. Parents gave up after me.
Mr.Smoochie: Only child.
Hawk: Its repetitve!

How old are you?
Helene: fifteen
Mr.Smoochie: Old, over a million years... at least.
Hawk: 27

Your height??
Helene: 5'5
Mr.Smoochie: 5'9
Hawk: 5'6

Weight??
Helene: Well, thats impolite...
Mr.Smoochie: 100-something.
Hawk: 140


Are you virgin?
Helene: Maybe...>.>
Mr.Smoochie: Of course not, all women belong to me.
Hawk: Yes.

Do you have any mate? (friend, BF/GF, husband/Wife)
Helene: Yes, Leon.
Mr.Smoochie: Well, techincaly no.
Hawk: I had one, she died though.

Do you have children?
Helene: I'd like one, I probabaly can't have one though.
Mr.Smoochie: HAHAHAHAHA! no.
Hawk: Nah.

What's your fav food?
Helene: Mango's!
Mr.Smoochie: Souls
Hawk: Lobster!


You a killer? (you killed someone or fulfilled your dream to kill
Helene: No..o.o
Mr.Smoochie: Uh... duh.
Hawk: Yes, actually I have.

Do you hate someone?
Helene: No.
Mr.Smoochie: KATAMINE. ANYONE IN THE DANSAI FAMILY!
Hawk: Captain Wolf, and DOOFUS Jones.

Do you have any secrets?
Helene: I have a stuffed bunny.>.>
Mr.Smoochie: Like I'd tell you.
Hawk: I didn't know Captain Wolf was a chick.>.>


You like anyone?
Helene: Leon
Mr.Smoochie: I have LUST, but no love
Hawk: Didn't we go through this earlier?


What's your job?
Helene: None, I want to be a book owner.
Mr.Smoochie: To kill preist/preistesses

Male or Female?
Helene: Chick
Mr.Smoochie: MR... should be a hint.
Hawk: Dude

What do you do during free time?
Helene: talk with Leon
Mr.Smoochie: Practice my evil laugh, and tic-tac-toe
Hawk: Play the organ, or chest.

What would you do if someone is annoying you?
Helene: Ask them to stop
Mr.Smoochie: Eat their soul
Hawk: Shot them.

Fav color?
Helene: Blue
Mr.Smoochie: Red
Hawk: Uh. Good question.

What would you do if today is last day of the world?
Helene: Uh... <.< Have sex with Leon.>.>
Mr.Smoochie: It happens. T.T
Hawk: Play my favorite song on the organ.

What would you tell your creator right now?
Helene: I don't really know her yet.
Mr.Smoochie: F*** you.
Hawk: WHY DID YOU KILL HER!?

You like pudding?
Helene: Yes, pudding is good.
Mr.Smoochie: Uh... I've never had it.
Hawk: Mm... pudding.


What sport you like to practice?
Helene: Olympic fast-reading.
Mr.Smoochie: Uh, I used to be able to fly in my dragon form, I can't anymore.
Hawk: Sharp shooting

Fav drink?
Helene: Milk
Mr.Smoochie: I actually do like the occasonail tea.
Hawk: Anything Kimio' has in the fridge at the time.

You cook?
Helene: No, not really.
Mr.Smoochie: I actually can. Its surprising I know.
Hawk: Uh... a little bit.

With whom you live?
Helene: My maid, Eva.
Mr.Smoochie: I live alone, unless you count my back-up souls as food company.
Hawk: Yumi, Kimio, Kane, Kieman.

What kind of clothing style would you say you wear?
Helene: P.J's.
Mr.Smoochie: Traditional old-style japanese clothing.
Hawk: Normal clothes? I don't know!!!

If you had one wish, what would it be?
Helene: To be better, and for Leon to become human.
Mr.Smoochie: Kill...DANSAI CLAN...
Hawk: Bring Harumi back.

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~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22475991/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22475991/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 18:20:06 PST It all started in fourth hour, my history class. Just about ten minutes into the class...
*bleathch*
So, of course, I raise my hand. My teacher, Elaine, calls on me.
"Yes?"
"May I go to the nurse?"
"In a minute."
"Its important."
"Are you puking?"
"No."
"Do you have a temperature?"
"No."
"Then its not important."
I weighed my options, before I finally said: "My cycle of the month just started." Right in front of everybody, all the boys looked like they where about to puke... oh well. I did go to the nurses office for a pad and such, and called mom so she can bring my meds. Unfournatly, Kaeyln was using the car, so I had to wait... and wait... and wait...
If you've listened to me at all, you know how bad my cramps get. I had to leave school early because she couldn't deliever the meds on time. Damn.
As for today, I took my meds at the beginning of the day, so I was pretty disorented the rest of the day. (It was awesome.>.> ) I took a nap in the nurses office during third period which is just a study hall, so I didn't miss any work.
I'm sorry the new chapters aren't comming out very fast... Though I myself is wondering why I'm not getting a lot of comments latley...>.<
I keep showing A.Y around at school and everyone has liked it so far, so we'll just see where this takes me.
See ya soon!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22359933/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22359933/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 18:13:01 PST 2008, the year I promised to stay in a relationship, and lost it. The year I thought I'd lose all my friends and almost did. The year I've tried to O.D three times.
Yeah, good thing its gone!
This year started out great...ME AND WILL SHALL STAY FRIENDS! Hurrah! I managed to get ahold of him. I am soooooo happy! He just got a new computer and is getting an internet provider. So, yaaay!!!
This may the year I get published.<.< >.> So look out for any titles from me.
Thanks 2009, please stay pleasant!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22266741/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22266741/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:38:33 PST .< Damn...
So, first who came over was , and she got my a heart pendant, wich I've been wearing ever since she gave it too me, its beautiful. And since I havn't seen her since my birthday, I shall say it again, THANK YOU!!! Then came, she didn't bring a present, but shes getting me one. Then came and we all gossiped for awhile, unfountatly, had to leave for another b-day party. We missed you!
Both and spent the night. We stayed up untill three-thirty in the morning. And they both found my "sweet spot"... if you get what I'm saying...>.>.... My gifts from my Family was a cool MegaShroom hoodie and two pairs of earrings. Oh! And my sister got me Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of time, I love that game!
As for Christmas, that was pretty good too, other than Raymond was puking and complaining the whole time. I got an awesome nail kit that makes my nails shiney and smooth, IRON MAN BOXERS (I've been looking for those!), a digital thingy that holds my pictures, and a bunch of candies. I also spent the whole day playing Legend of Zelda.
As for other news: I'm hoping that the new year will be better. And I still don't think me and Will are going to be friends anymore. I keep calling him and theres no answer. What should I do? siigh..
Well, thanks for reading this ubber long journal!^^ Means a lot^^

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Coolio Clubs http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/22130524/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 21:08:19 PST I don't understand what I did wrong...
I've done so much for him... I guess it truly is the end for me and him...

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21919371/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21919371/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 17:32:48 PST I woke up at four-ish today, to relize that my period had started. Praise God no blood had gotten on my sheets, buuuuuut my cramps hit horribly, as always. I did manage to get back to sleep for about an hour an a half untill five thirty. Then it got REALLY bad, so I tried pacing my room to try to get rid of them, but it the cramps won. EVEN AFTER PACING MY FLOOR FOR ANOTHER HOUR AND FOURTY FIVE MINUTES!! At that point I got up my mom at the time I would usually get up and go to school. She got my meds and stuff and I told her I was feeling pukey, but I've never puked before, so I put that aside. And my mom gave me some toast with butter as I laid in her bed. After I was done, I said I was going to school because I'm behind on my math work. I slowly walked to my room...
Then the room began to swirl, my mouth salivated, I had never felt so bad, I leaned over.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.
I have never puked on acount of my period... My God it was so bad, my mom said to stay home weither I wanted to go or not.
So I did, but my elder brother (like I said, I hate him) got in a fight with his wife and was LOUD! Then after that, he cranked up the music on the computer so I still couldn't sleep. I was so mad, it wasn't until four. (Since nine this morning!)
So yeah, today sucked.
As for ooooother news...
Holidays suck, everyone gets so stressed and it goes to me, and my birthday. Stop celebrating it damn it, its nothing big. If I had a choice, I'd have my mom get an abortion, but thats not how it is, now is it?
I got the best gift from Will! HE KNOWS HOW STRESSED I GET DURING THIS TIME AND MY BIRTHDAY AND HE STILL CHOSE TO TELL ME ABOUT THE GIRLFRIEND.
I still don't know if I'm going to stay friends with him. I havn't called him in a long time because I'm afraid if he answers I'll totally go crazy on him. I don't want the extra stress from him, but I'm scared to death if he says "Good bye".
ANY HELP THIS YEAR!?
...
Okay, chapter 32 is going to be hard, theres an acutal fight! (Dun dun duuuuuun.) But I'm very stuck on it, battle scenes are harder than romance scenes, so forgive me if progress is slooooooow.
Thanks for reading this ubber long journal, means a lot to me!

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21754872/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21754872/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:42:19 PST 1. Julia
2. Helene
3. Claire

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Bekko_Nisou
2. Rurouni Kikyo
3. Captain Yasumi

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Took a nap
2. ate a home made cheese filled pretzle
3. ate another cheese filled pretzle

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm skinny!!
2. I have boundless imagination.
3. I'm the most loyal person you will ever met EVAH!

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm totally flat chested.
2. I have an "evil" schizo voice thats on OCD perfectionist bitch.
3. I can get soooo very lazy.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. I...
2. don't...
3. know...

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. GEESE
2. Spiders
3. I can't contact Julia!!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Wii boxers
2. big red shirt.
3. A red and black bra.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. MP3!!!
2. talking to at least one good friend.
3. A book of some kind

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Mp3
2. Body pillow
3. My faith pendant.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. LED ZEPPELIN!
2. The Beatles
3. Black Sabbath

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Making up funny stories.
2. Sleeping
3. playin' v-games.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Since I've been Lovin' you~ Led Zeppelin.
2. Yesterday~ The Beatles
3. Dazed and Confused~ Led Zeppelin

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. NEW PRINCE OF PERSIA GAME!!
2. Get new v-games for my N64
3. Get laid T.T.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Thinking Will would ever love me.
2. eating to many cheese filled pretzles... crap...>.<
3. Creating Claire... NOOOOO!!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Him to actually BE here.
2. NO LIES!
3. Loyalty

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Good stories! (I think)
2. A very very interesting person to talk too.
3. Makes everyone feel smart in math class!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I have a ghost that lives in my desk.
2. I only have about three BEST friends.
3. I play x-box.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Sexy chest. *drools*
2. Good voice.
3. It is only in my mind should I know.>.>

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. A soft side
2. Someone who can give a good argument.
3. Is honest.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Have sex with that ghost. T.T
2. Get a guy.
3. Well, get laid in general.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Good sour dough!
2. My friends from seventh grade.
3. My love life.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. The whole series of Rurouni Kenshin
2. Love
3. A writing job

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Helene and Claire, of course.
2. Mah friends.
3. Mah stories!

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Listening to Music
2. readin'
3. Drawin'

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. drink some sort of liquid. I'm very thirsty
2. Get past my writers block. >.<
3. Getting laid. T.T

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Writer!
2. Doctor
3. A ghost who thows book at people...What? Thats not a job?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Germany
3. London. Here I come, Jonothan Stround.

THREE CARTOON/TV CHARACTERS:
1. KENSHIN!
2. Shippo
3. Yahiko

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Leon
2. Hawk
3. Shikka

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Helene
2. Yumi
3. Shinto

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Figure out why theres a ghost in my desk.
2. Get laid...
3. Become a writer.

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~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21638387/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21638387/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 20:25:37 PST Will has another girlfriend
I don't know if I can continue Akuma Yokobue.
I want to die.
I need it.

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21539984/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21539984/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 18:22:21 PST However he died, its really had me thinking. I know what its like to come close to dying, I've tried three times with my meds. And its not so much wether or not I'll go to heaven or hell, its the fact that I might not wake up, and I don't know what thats like.
I think I might give up my faith. If there is a God, then hes not going to help a worthless small insignifgant ant like me.
I hate waiting for the end of the week.>.< The sooner the end of the week the better. Then I have my stress-realiver. Yay.
A.Y readers: I am at a bit of a mind block, but I should be done with chapter 31 soon. But yay! I've done thirty chapters!
Thanks for listening, see you all later.

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21427444/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21427444/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:03:38 PST For all those in my club, remember, 18th is when the icons are due, if I don't get a lot, I might shut down the club.
Very mad... At computer, I had chapter 29 of A.Y almost finished when my computer froze and I didn't save my work. Cruel and unusual punishment.>.<
Older brother, still here. He needs to leave. RIGHT NOW.
Thats about it, see youz later. I'm off to go take a nap. *snooooooz*

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21326971/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21326971/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 20:22:51 PST Heres the deal:
The Bartimaeus club, is DYING. PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, VISIT AND AND BECOME A WILLING MEMBER.
But theres more than that. My older brother is living with us. And I hate my older brother. He isn't a normal older brother that you have the occansional fights with, no. He has beat the shit out of me and my other siblings, hes choked me, to where I was blue, and has suffocated me untill I passed out. I have bruises from him still, fadded but there. Not only that, but another thing, that I won't mention.
SO I HONESTLY DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS HOW HARD HES FUCKING TRYING. I DON'T WANT HIM TO LIVE WITH US, I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE AROUND ME. My mom says "give him a chance, hes trying" BULL SHIT, I DON'T CARE! My mom said that he'd be gone most of the time because of his job BUT HE GOT LAID OFF.
I've never felt so freakin pressured by school ever before either, with both sex and drugs. Just about everyone gets high, and just about everyone has their virginity lost. I feel like shit because all the other girls get held even if they're single. And it won't matter if I become the most beautiful girl in school, I'm unstable. I'll never get anyone.
I havn't substance abused in awhile, I thought I could quit. Guess I can just pick up the God damn bottle again.

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21223327/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21223327/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 19:34:20 PDT Tag 3 Other People

1. Would you rather have your foot hacked off by a chainsaw or have your primary arm amputated?

Foot, I could go around in a wheel Chair, like Harumi. (Then I get to go out with my sexiest char...>.> )

2. Would you rather eat a box of oreos or a box of pocky?

Oreo's! Pocky is good, but I grew up with oreo's.

3. Would you rather be listening to a really hardcore scream-o song, or huge loud techno song?

Tecno... Move your body, every every body...^^

4. Would you rather go blind or deaf?

Blind, I'm almost there already. I NEED MUSIC!!

5. Would you rather go to a party or stay home on a saturday night?

Stay at home and be with friends. xD

6. Would you rather be anorexic and good looking or fat and have everything taste extremely delicious.

Probably fat. At least I could eat.

7. Would you rather fall down a flight of stairs or get hit in the head with a brick?

Stairs, a greater chance of living.

8. Would you rather be a magical pink blob that can roll around and get things magically magnetized to you, or a super stealthy military man with a mullet who hides in a box?

Military man, AKA snake.

9. Would you rather go to a horror movie with the person you love and wet yourself, or go to a comedy and laugh so hard you wet yourself in front the most popular girl at your school?

Comedy, theres no "popular girl" at our school so it wouldn'tve mattered.

10. Would you rather be stuck on a deserted island with your mom, or stuck in line at macdonalds behind one of those fat chicks who complains about a mistake that was entirely her fault?

The fat chick. Simply because the fat chick is fat and if I starve I can kill her and eat her cause she has more meat on her.
Wow that made me sound very bad...

11. Would you rather be a giant purple monster with eight arms 14 eyes, and no hair, or a fly?

Fly, because I could fly!

12. Would you rather give birth to 14 children all at once or be burned alive, eaten, crapped into a toilet, taken out and left in the sun till your remains went dry, and then set on fire again?

I see no difference between the two.

13. Would you rather get your room painted professionally or get your closest friends to help you paint it yourself?

Professionaly, that way my friends could watch it.

14. Would you rather be stood up for a date, and find out your sig. other is out with someone else, or breakup with your best friend?

Stood up.

15. Would you rather have your hair or crotch lit on fire?

At least my hair could grow back, is that even a contest!?

16. Would you rather get Cancer and only have a short time to live, or have diabetes and not be able to eat anything sugary?

Cancer.

17. Would you rather have natural rainbow hair, or a cat's ears and tail?

NEKO EARS!!

18. Would you rather watch "Wipe out zone" or "101 things removed from the human body"?

101 things removed from the human body. Who could pass that up?

19. Facebook or Nexopia?
What in gods name is Nexopia?

20. Coloured clothes or black clothes?

Black.

21. Anime or Liveaction?

ANIME!!!!

22. Ipod or Telephone?

Ipod, my life is music

23. Would you rather sit in art class for 12 hours straight or 4 hours of math?

Art class. Math can go suck my non-exisistant cock.

24. Candy or chocolate?
I can't decide!!


25. Tea or Coffee?
Tea, my mom won't let me drink coffee anymore.>.>

26. Jack sparrow, or Jack Skellington?

SPARROW!!!

27. English music or foreign music?

English.

28. Tokio hotel or Rammstein?

What she shinzo is that?

29. Fruits or veggies?

fruits

30. No Friends allowed or no computer allowed?

No computer, I could live.

Please Finish this sentence
I am: a schizo-substance abusing klepto maniac, that misses Will.

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~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21160721/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21160721/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 19:15:19 PDT 's house. That, by far, was the craziest visit I've ever had. We kept groping each other... It started with poking each other in the hips, then grabbing, and touchy-feely with boobs!! But I managed to pin her down a few times. Muahahaha!
And no, I'm not Lesbian, nor bi. We are just good friends, and shes also my bitch! >.>
is my girlfriend
is my bitch, and I belong too:
So I'm her bitch. What a wonderful world I live in.
I will admitt Helene, my alter ego is bi though.I'm straight, but I'm also just insane. xD We also watched "The Shinning", and I just got done reading the book. (I like the book better.) And it turns out they are so different! The twins aren't even in the book!! But still, movies good too.
I also managed to call Will. And it sounded like he had the best cookies in the world... double chocolate chips with caramell. Mmmmmm...
anyway, see you guys later!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21084918/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/21084918/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:44:22 PDT And waiting...
And waiting...
While I'm waiting, I might as well just come out and say it... After two months of writting, and over four days of editing, no one is reading Harumi&Hawk. x.x I worked so goddamn hard on that thing... GO READ THAT! FORGET THE JOURNAL GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Other than that, I got taken out of school Thursday!!x.x I got cramps in the morning and was in so much pain I couldn't continue on in school. My mom came, gave me my meds, and took me home. I knocked out as soon as I undressed (but only down to my boxers, yes, no bra or shirt! I admitt! MUAHAHA!). When I got home it was roughly 11, when I woke up, it was three.
Almost the same friday, but I stayed in school. When I got home and took a nap at three, I woke back up sixish.
Stressfull weekend this was, my little bro's b-day, which my brother came over. My older brother anyway. In whom I hate, I can't give him anymore chances, no matter how much he tries. I had to leave the house so I wouldn't snap. It was crazy...
And now today, I'm soooooo tired... As my mood says. I came back from a walk, I was going to call Will, but lost my chance. I don't know why, but I didn't want to call him for some reason. Its strange really, cause I almost always want to call him. Oh well... I ended up looking up at the sky, at the clouds up ahead. Its weird... I couldn't even make shapes or objects out of them. Am I that far gone down this road that I'm losing even my imagination?
Leaving off in a (somewhat) funny note. Mr.Smoochie is based on a ghost in my house, that I have named Mr.Smoochie, hes never told me his name. (Yes, I asked! He doesn't tell me.) Well, a few days ago, apperently I made him mad (though how I don't know...) But theres a white board above my bed, and when I was away, he found a marker, and wrote:"DUNCE" with an arrow pointind down where I sleep...
What the crap did I do to you!? Whhhhhhhhy Mr.S WHYYYYYYYYY!?

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20912126/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20912126/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 20:08:18 PDT just got done editing Hawk's story, and I thought I'd get it done tonight, but no such luck. I can't.x.x I hope to get it in soon-ish.
Anyway, S.A again. No, I don't need them right now. Just another crappy day and I need to feel dizzy. I can't help but think how stupid I was for thinking anyone could love someone as ugly, stupid, shallow, and mediocre as me. I remember how I used to ask mself what would I do without him? And now I still am. I should've taken Claires advice and not have even told him I loved him in the first place. No one is cabable of loving me more than a friend, and I was just so stupid to think that someone would. My heart is always cold and empty, I don't laugh like I used to, I don't smile as much as I did. Everything is just so cold and silent, and not a day goes by without me questioning my existance.

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20848013/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20848013/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 18:48:25 PDT So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...


Opening Credits: Immigrant Song, Led Zeppelin
I come from the land of the Ice and Snow where the mid night sun and the hot springs blow
Hm... I guess this means I'll travel. xD

Waking Up: Ramble On, Led Zeppelin
Mines a tale that can't be told, my freedom, I hold dear. From years ago and day of old where magic filled the air. Just in the darkest steps of Maurder, I met a girl so fair. But God, of the evil one, crept up and slipped away with her.
... Um... I had a dream of my long-lost loved one? o.o

First Day At School: PaperBack Writer, The Beatles
Its a thousand pages, give or take a few, I'll be writing more in a week or two, I can make it longer if you like the style. I can change it round and I want to be a paper back writer...PAPERBACK WRITER!
Apperently, I have a lot of writing to do. But oh well!^^ Thats fine.

Fight Song: I've Got my eye on you, Hans Zimmer.
Its a classical song... So... It gets pretty high-paced... Um... I guess I'll beat Matt up untill theres nothing left of him!

Life: Komm Gid Mir Deine Hand, The Beatles
A german song! It translates into: Oh come, to me, I think you'll understand, oh come, come to me, I want to hold your hand.
Apperently, I want to hold the hand of my lost lover!

Mental Breakdown: God Smack, Alice in chains.
Don't you know that none are planned. To the lying and you think I'm mad, at what you had? What in Gods name have you done? Stick your arm out for some real fun
I get a mental breakdown from injecting herion! o.o (Thats whats the songs about...)

Driving: Hate to Feel, Alice in Chains
Whats gone wrong, I can see straight Been to long, so full of hate.
I can't drive! (shit!)

Flashback: Time Well Wasted, Brad Phasley
It was time well wasted, and theres no way I'd trade for a few things I'd rather cross of my list, for a day I'd never forget. No, I didn't get a thing done, but I sure soaked up every minute of a memory I was making. I'd count it all as time well wasted.
Awww... It fits, and I think it is!^^

Getting back together: Six foot town, Big and Rich
Its hard to get around in a sixfoot town when your ten feet tall everything is so small. I keep on bumping my head, I'm way to long for the bed. Yeah, its hard to get around in a six foot town.
I think this would mean me and my love will go through our hardships together! Yay!

Wedding: And your bird can sing, The Beatles
Tell me you got everything you want and your bird can sing but you don't get me, you don't get me.
Oh crap, I hope the marrige lasts...

Birth of Child: Crazy Train, Bob Daisley
ALL ABOARD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
BRING IT ON LITTLE ONES!

Funeral Song: Rock and Roll
Its been a long long time since I've rocked and rolled. Its been a long time since I did the stroll. Ooh, let me get it back, let me get it back,
Let me get it back, baby, where I come from. It's been a long time, been a long time, Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time. Yes it has.
ROCK AND ROLL! DON'T MISS ME MY LOVED ONES!


Final Battle: Live this Live, Big and Rich
I'll live this life untill this life won't let me life it anymore, and I will walk, yes I will walk with patience through that open door, I have no fears, angels follow me wherever I may go, I live this life untill this life won't let me live it anymore
More suited to the funeral. Apperently I'm not afraid to die in this battle.

End Credits: Sickman Alice in Chains
Can you see the end? Choke on me my friend. Must to drown these thoughs, purity over rot.
Can you see it? yes, obviously, because the credits are going by. xD

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20784103/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:01:46 PDT I got that story done! And its TWENTY-FIVE PAGES LONG!!! I hope it actually gets read! (Well, if it was front and back, it'd be a little over tweleve pages)But I'm so proud of myself!!^^ I've never writen something so long!^^ And I have a few peices of work I'm going to put in soon-ish. Let me give you a bit of info (BabyFox13, you read this too, I've added things in!!)
This took back way back when, and medicine is just starting to advance... But what does this have to do with Hawkins? Means nothing to him, his life is nothing, its repeative, he wants to sail away from his spit of land, and not take a second glance at it. His life is at a complete stand-still, he looks out to the sea everyday dreaming.
But then he mets her, the girl with startlingly green eyes...
Very cute story, full of love, funniness, and adventure. I won't show you the pic of the main char right now, but I can show you someone else in the story:[link]
You'll see soon enough. It'll be on here soon, but my editor has to edit it out. Thank you my editor!
And the story is about pirates as well, thats why I'm in a pirate mood! PIRATES PWN! PIRAAAAAAAAAAATES!
Anyway, I'm also going to my Grandma's Friday, so I'll see you all Saturday. While I'm there I can probably catch up on my reading (theres nothing to do there...) See you soon!
And yes, I'll work on A.Y for a bit now. xD
I NO LONGER REGRET! I CALLED WILL! AND HE MISSES ME! I FEEL LOOOOOOOOOVED!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20657736/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20657736/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 18:46:04 PDT
I am currently working on a chapter of a story (as BabyFox13 should know this one,) called Harumi&Hawk. Do not worry my A.Y readers! I am also working on that as well, but I need a short break. (Working on one story for a long time gets a little boring. I have one story that I worked on exsesivly for over half-a-year and its still sitting in my draft folder xD I should work on it sooner or later.) And I really would like to put that up as soon as I am finished! I just hope people read it...x.x So far, its up to...fifteen pages long! HURAAAAAAH! LONGEST CHAPTER WRITTEN!
As for my A.Y readers, that should be done soon, the chapter that is. I'm a little stuck on the current chapter. And this time is Leon's chapter, usually I have diffuculties on Helenes chapter. But oh well.
I have written down a goal for myself! I WANT MY STORIES TO PWN TWILIGHT! YES, I SAID IT, AND I STAND BY IT!!! No offenct to Twilight lovers, I'm just saying I want it to be sucsessful.
On cramp meds again....x.x Good thing is that I got the prescription re-filled, bad news is that I'm substance abusing again... I know its bad, and yet I can't bring myself to stop. Fountatly, I'm not taking them untill Friday... Well, thats still bad, but still, at least I'm not completely shoving them down my throat! I have my schedule planned out! >.>... This isn't helping my case. They are very addicting alright!? >.>
New artwork is to be in soon. Hopefully.
I REGRET! I SHOULD HAVE CALLED WILL! >.<


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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20412334/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20412334/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 18:36:26 PDT 1.)Whats your hair color? Brown..
2.) Your eye-color? Pearl grey
3.) 15
4.) Are you left-handed or right-handed? Right
5.) Do you like random things? Oh yes.

5 things which describe you?
1.)Creative writer!
2.) O.K artist
3.) BOOK LUVAH!
4.) Would give up a life for a friend.
5.) SCHIZO!

5 of your favorite pastimes?
1.) Drawing
2.) writing
3.) reading
4.) playing video games
5.) Makin' stories (of course)

5 of your most important persons?
1.) Diana!
2.) !
3.) Ica
4.) Will
5.)

5 of the most important things in your life?
1.) Going to school
2.) working on stories
3.) Having a good relationship with my friends
4.) Having time to read!
5.) Having my alone time

5 persons whom you respect the most?
1.) Ryan! (My cooking teacher)
2.) John Eric (science teacher)
3.) Diana
4.)
5.) My schizo voices!

5 of your positive virtues?
1.) when determined, can get anything done
2.) I'm pretty kind
3.) Creative
4.) mentally strong
5.) smart

5 of your negative virtues?
1.) Schizo...x.x
2.) Judgmental
3.) blow things out of porpotion
4.) I don't tent to think of what I'm saying.
5.) I can lie very well

5 of your favorite movies?
1.) Stay Alive
2.) Samurai X reflection
3.) Pirates of the Carribean
4.) have none
5.) have none


5 of your favorite bands/singers, etc?
1.) LED ZEPPELIN!
2.) The Beatles
3.) Black Sabbath
4.) Alice in chains
5.) Guns n' Roses

5 of your favorite songs?
1.) Since I've been lovin' you (Led Zeppelin)
2.) And your bird can sing (The Beatles)
3.) Fairies wear boots (Black Sabbath)
4.) Love, Hate, Love (Alice in Chains)
5.) Sweet Child o' Mine (Guns n' Roses)

5 of your favorite animes/cartoons? (if you don't have one, you may skip this part)
1.) RUROUNI KENSHIN!
2.) Naruto
3.) Inuyasha
4.) DNAngel
5.) mega tokyo

5 of your favorite anime/cartoon characters? (if you don't have one, you may skip this part)
1.) KENSHIN!
2.) Kikyo
3.) Dark
4.) Largo
5.) Sojiro


5 of your favorite game characters? (if you don't have any, you may skip this part)
1.) DARK PRINCE!!
2.) Yoshi
3.) Prince of Persia
4.) Farrah
5.) Midna

5 of your favorite manga-kas or comic-authors? (if you don't have any, you may skip this part)
1.) Watsuki
2.) ME!
3.) ...
4.) ...
5.) ...

5 of your favorite foods?
1.) Lo-mein
2.) ravioli
3.) french fries
4.) cookiedough ice cream
5.) Pizza

5 of your favorite drinks?
1.) Jones Green Apple Soda!
2.) Pepsi
3.) Sobe Green tea
4.) Apple Juice
5.) Souls.>.>

5 places where you'd like to be?
1.) Tokyo, Japan
2.) North Carolina!
3.) Sanfransisco California
4.) Home
5.) On my bed.

5 things you'd never do?
1.) Making up stories
2.) stop taking walks
3.) Kill myself, I hate pain.
4.) Leave my friends
5.) dunno

5 wishes?
1.) to be healthy
2.) To be happy
3.) to live
4.) to love
5.) to name a cat Ouboo! (TAKE THAT WILL!)

5 of your personal quotes?
1.) Gotoku Temae Sachi~As you wish
2.) Trippy...
3.) Today was the tomorrow you where so worried about yesterday
4.) BARTIMAEUS PWNS TWILIGHT.
5.) Was it really love?

5 things you're afraid of?
1.) Death
2.) Geese...o.o...
3.) spiders
4.) My nightmare.x.x
5.) my loved ones murdered.

I tag whom ever reads this!

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20397519/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 19:14:02 PDT
I know its not like hes going to die or anything, but still, knowing theres no fat cuddley cat to cuddle up too, its a very lonley prospect. He helped a lot, even when Will broke up with me, he'd let me cry in his fuzz. And when I'm having a bad dream and he can hear me, he'll meow untill I wake up. And then he'll cuddle with me. WAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!! I WANT MY LUKEY-LOOOOO!!!!!!
*sniffles*...
Even the trip to the vets office was terrible, Lukey's afaid of car rides. So he was very panicy and meowing all the time. It made me even more upset and I actually started crying. I was so worried for him, I kept petting him, and crying in his fuzziness and telling him he was going to be okay...And then when we got into the pets office I started to cry more because I can't stand being away from him! The Vet told me that he'd be okay and all the cats the vet that was operating on him hasn't lost a single one and I could come and vist him on Wesnday and call everyday to check on him. But its not the same as having my awesome cuddles! His cuddles rule!! Hes the most cuddley kitty in the universe!!
Well, I got that out of my system...Thanks for reading.

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20345203/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20345203/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:15:17 PDT (sorry to because I sent her over thirty e-mails for her to save, only to see that I still have them. But I thank her anyway!^^)
Well, since I got chapter 26 done of A.Y before my computer crashed, I now get to submitt chapter 23.^^ I am so happy to see everything was saved (or at least everything important was saved.) I've hit a few bumps, but I think I'll live.x.x And I'm just getting done a picture and a comic, so more things will be presented soon!^^
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20259350/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20259350/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:50:42 PDT My computer has a major virus right now that my dads trying extremly hard to get rid off. So I'm not going to be VERY active, but you'll see me everynow and again. Wish us luck on this virus!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20155902/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20155902/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:43:40 PDT
The Thirty unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. Explain what ended your last relationship?
Dickhead decided he didn't love me

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
A few days ago. Now they're all fuzzed up.

3. What were you doing this morning at 8?
Falling alseep in math class.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
watching bloobers to the CBC show

5. Are you any good at math?
No...

6. Your prom night?
Screw that.

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
My Grandfather helped make computers.

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
Don't have a myspace.

10. Last thing you received in the mail?
A happy b-day card from my dentist. --

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
4

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
If they have one yeah.

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
....?

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No. I've never thought about it.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Letting go of Will, I couldn't even do it.

16. What is out your back door?
Concrete and dirt.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Goin' to Laura's.

18. Do you like the ocean?
Yup.^^

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
Nope.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes.

22. Something you are excited about?
Not at the current moment.


23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLY?.
Strawberry.

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Nope

25. Describe your key chain:
A little angel.

26. Where do you keep your change?
In my wallet.

27. When was the last time you spoke in
front of a large group of people?
don't remember.

28. What kind of winter jacket do you have?
School black jacket

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
CLOSED.

30 more:

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
God, I'm ugly.

2. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
Chuck

5. Who is the last person that called you?
Laura.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
My school shirt.

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Typing this journal

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
Um...

10. Dark room or Bright?
Dark

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The one closest to the window.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
thinking.

15. How do you like your eggs?
sunny side up!^^

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
My tears they fell like rain.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
Laura.

18. Last furry thing you touched.
Swanson's head!

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Nine

20. How many rolls of film do you need to develop?
No clue

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
None

22. Your worst enemy?
Mat fucking Olsen. Go sponstanously combust.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
A picture of my fam at disneyland.x.x

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Bye bye

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks and flying, which would you choose?
Fly

26. Do you like someone?
Yeah.

27. The last song you listened to?
Dahaka Chase-Stuart Chatwood

28. If monkeys wore clothes and could talk and had jobs would you have sex with one?
No.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
MATT..

30.If you could be anywhere right now, where would that be?
With Will, so I can tell him what he did to me.

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http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20085237/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:05:38 PDT 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three people.

Characters I chose...
Katamine
Helene
Mr.Smoochie

How old are you?
Katamine: "19"...>.>...
Helene:15
Mr.Smoochie: I've lost count over the years.

What's your height?
Katamine: 5,4
Helene: 5,6
Mr.Smoochie:5'9

Do you have any bad habits?
Katamine:I kill demons behind Yasuhiro's back...>.>
Helene:I cry/sleep to much.
Mr.Smoochie: I don't do anything all day, just wait for my next victim.

Are you a virgin?
Katamine:Thats not your place to ask.
Helene: No...>.>...
Nadix: Nope, but that doesn't mean the gilrs I have sex with actually wanted it.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Katamine: Shikka^^
Helene: Will-dono!
Mr.Smoochie: None.

Do you have any kids?
Katamine: Yes, my addopted son Koi.^^
Helene: I might get one.
Mr.Smoochie: I...hate...kids....

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Katamine:Cookie dough
Helene: Vanilla!
Mr.Smoochie: Ice cream...?

Have you killed anyone?
Katamine: YES! MUAHAHA!
Helene: NO!
Mr.Smoochie: Yes. I have killed many! Preists and presitess's fear me!~ (lets just go to the next question, hes just gonna go on with his bravado...)

Do you hate anyone?
Katamine: Yes...Mr.Smoochie...
Helene: No
Mr.Smoochie: Oh its not like I like you either Katamine. Go die.

Do you love Anyone?
Katamine: Did we just go over this with the spouse thing?
Helene: Will-dono, of course.^^
Mr.Smoochie: I agree with you this one time Katamine.

What is your job?
Katamine: Vet/writer/Preistess...
Helene: I wanna be a book store owner
Mr.Smoochie: Killing anyone to the Dansai clan...Katamine!

Boy or girl?
Katamine&Helene: Girls!
Mr.Smoochie: Now why the hell do you think I'm named "MR. Smoochie" for?

What do you do to relax?
Katamine: Sleep
Helene: Read and listen to Will-dono to play his flue.
Mr.Smoochie: Eat souls.

What song do you think would describe yourself?
Katamine: Since I've been loving you~Led Zeppelin
Helene: "Thank you"~Led Zeppelin
Mr.Smoochie: Poisen

Any hidden talents no one knows about you?
Katamine: Um...I can get all three prince of persia's done in less than 12 hours. Thats kinda a talent
Helene:I can read a 1000 page book then less than an hour
Mr.Smoochie: I don't really have any other specail talent other than stealing souls through the mouth

What do you think of your creator?
Katamine:GO FREAKIN' DIE! DIE YOU BITCH! YOU HAD TO MAKE YOUR DUMB ASS EX HIT ME WITH A BAT!
Helene: I've never met her...
Mr.Smoochie: she made me die by Katamine..NO I DON'T LIKE HER.

What is your hair color?
Katamine&Helene: Brown
Mr.Smoochie: Black

What is your real name?
Katamine: Katamine is my real name!
Helene: Helene Julian Lockheart
Mr.Smoochie: I'm known by a lot of other names, but I cannot reaveal my real one.

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20040910/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/20040910/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 12:15:43 PDT I'm worried about my chemistry and my math class though. Both with John Eric, not that John Eric is mean or anything, but hes a little sarcastic and can be intimadating. And chemistry includes a lot of math, and well...Algebra is math! @.@ I hope I'm not the class idiot.x.x My other classes will be alright though, and at least I don't have to deal with Adam, the gym teacher. Okay he needs to DIE, or get fired. Last year he almost got fired...HOW THE HELL DID HE WIN TEACHTER OF THE YEAR LAST YEAR!? Are people stupid or something!? GAAAAH.
I'm taking a vote, my cramp meds get me all high, right? Should I come in the first day of school like that? I'll take any voters!!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19832998/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19832998/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 18:35:25 PDT Well, the heats been bugging me. And when the heat irritates me, Claire gets irritated. And thats the last voice I want to get pissed off. Shes already irritated, but with the heat, it makes her worse. So thats been pretty bad. Whats worse is that I called Will a few weeks ago. I kinda wanted to tell him off. But, as always, I didn't have the heart...I'm such a softy. Even after he said he never loved me, I still love him so much. GAAAAH, LOVE IS SOOO CONFUSING...I've been very depressed from it as well. And my nightmare keeps comming back...For awhile I thought it'd die out. It hasn't..>.< If anyone wants to know what its about, go ahead and ask, I don't mind. One of my best friends have been bugging me latley. She has a boyfriend named Will (not my Will mind you) but thats whats messing me up. Right now I can't hear about love, and love problems. Its a little too much for me right now. And now she wants to break up with him because of it!>.< I don't want to make her. GRAWR. Life sucks...I've been feeling like we've been getting dissconnected because we don't talk as much as we used too, and I can't talk to Will as much as I want too. Those two are my best of friends! Is one of my bestest friends too, and I'm scared of losing her. I LOVE HER! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!
I'm not sure if this is bad news are good news, but I started writing about me and Will with the break up, and now it seems like I can't stop, is this a bad thing?
Good news! I'm slowly crawling up with A.Y, and I might show it to a publisher! HURRAH! I don't know when, but I'll be sure to tell you!^^ And the Schizo Wrath is nearly complete...MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA! And with any hope, I'll have more pics in soon-ish.
I think thats about it. How sad, more bad news than good..x.x...Oh well, I'll live. See youz all soon! Sorry for a long post!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19705484/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19705484/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 18:29:16 PDT Well, I've been kinda depressed the past few days cause of my period. And Claire's been bugging me about how all my friends are going to leave me. I know its not true, but shes getting a little harder to deal with. But I'm pretty sure I'll be alright. But seeing as I'm on my period...Ugh...My cramp meds make me so high! (Hence the little smily taking pills.x.x) I'm so dizzy all the time...Its kinda fun.>.>...Hahaha, but I only take it when I have cramps...Like this morning...OH MY GOD THEY WHERE TERRIBLE! They didn't work untill about two hours after I took them. And the cramps where so bad I couldn't walk, and it hurt to lay down. My mom had to make me a hot water bottle, then I finally passed out. Phew. When I woke up, they where gone.^^
Well, anywaaaaaaay, I'm typing chapter 23 of A.Y right now. And this ones a bit of a challenge...But I can't say why unless I might give it away! >.< But it'll be done pretty soon, its a short chapter. But the way it is, its like I'm up a creek without a paddle.x.x
I'm getting the scanner hooked up tomorrow! Hurrah!^^ I can't wait! Unfourntaly I havn't drawn any comics or completed any pictures yet. Damn...But you'll deffinatly see more artwork soon.
See yous later!^^

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19579555/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19579555/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:05:18 PDT Here: [link]

]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19562856/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19562856/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:06:13 PDT Just to be mean, heres a sneak preview:
When I heard something, it was barley a whisper, nearly impossible to dectect even in silence. But I heard it, that one word.
The one word changed my whole world, and perspective.
Now...What was the word?
Ou I'm so evil! Hehehe.^^ Anyway, scanners going to be hooked up real soon. But first I need my inking pen, I've made five comics, and I can't wait to get them in!^^ They're all funny.
Ou! I might be making a fan club soon! A Bartimeaus Trilogy fan club.^^ Now even if you don't know about Bartimeaus, as long as your interested, you can join. And who knows? You might have a new favorite book.^^ I just hope people will join.
Well, thats all for now, see you soon.
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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19505445/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19505445/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 18:42:15 PDT house to scan work in. (Though I still love her and will go to her house) Its not hooked up yet, but it will be soon. I used up all my mula on it.
And yes, Akuma Yokobue will still be published, don't worry about that.
And this time, the mood thing works! I am happy!

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]]> ~BekkoNisou http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19273526/ http://BekkoNisou.deviantart.com/journal/19273526/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:35:46 PDT writing chapter 22. And already I have writers block...x.x When I finish 23, then I'll post a new story. Why do I do this, you ask? So I don't feel overwhelmed thinking This: "Oh God...I'm running out of stories...MUST...WORK...FASTER....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!!!!!!"
Please understand that frusteration...
Mood thing still isn't working...>.< I'm not in pain...I'm actually pretty content.*insert 'content' smily* see!?
God I'm pathetic...>.>
Anyways, I hope you don't kill me for lack of stories. I love you, my readers! I shall see you soon.

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