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How well do you know my music?

~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 02 Apr 2006 15:29:01 PDT

This is just a thing I found on some site, that I editted a bit. And I'm gonna make you guess what all the songs are XD

1. List the 5th line from the first 10 songs on your playlist that play at random.

1- Rooooooxxane, You dont have to wear that dress tonight.
2- And if I saw criminals trying to lie, hurting other people and making them cry
3- I cant find them anywhere, any- oh here they are.
4- Sometimes I give myself the creeps
5- The beautiful people, the beautiful people
6- Ill meet you anywhere
7- Do you ever wanna run away?
8- I wanna a life time supply of skittles and slurpies and Eskimo pies
9- Well they showed you a statue and told you to pray, they built you a temple and locked you away.
10- Hate today, no love for tomorrow.

2. Now list the 1st line of the #1 song, the 2nd line of the #2 song, and so on and so forth.

11- Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
12- This depression is great, the deformation age.
13- I got an F and a C and I got a K too, and the only thing thats missing is a bitch like you.
14- Its coming on like a drag
15- But if I were gay! I would give you my heart!
16- Red light special at the mausoleum
17- Hes gotta be strong, and hes gotta be fast, and hes gotta fresh from the fight.
18- Youre no different from the rest!!
19- All I know is that to me you look like youre lots of fun
20- And I dont wanna change, so you better give up

They're pretty easy, but some people may differ in their opinion of whether it's the right line... oh well.

Have fun guessing ^_^

hehe, I doubt anyone will get 9.

NO cheating and looking it up on google btw!!!

Yessum

~Bellaxtrixxi — Sat, 25 Mar 2006 13:22:09 PST

1. You hung out with?: Shona
2. Saw you cry?: Gita
3. Went to the movies with?: Shona
4. You went to the mall with?: Shona
5. You went to dinner with?: Shona and Tim
6. You talked on the phone to?: Gita
7. Made you laugh, like really really laugh?: Shona

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: tounge
2. Be serious or be funny?: funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk?: skimmed!
4. Die in a fire or drown?: drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Parents... I wuv my parents ^_^

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .

1. Flowers or candy?: CANDY!!
2. Gray or black?: black....
3. Color or Black and white photos?: black and white
4. Lust or love?: love <3
5. Sunrise or sunset?: sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
8. Staying up late or waking up early?: who would even wanna wake up early?!

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y !

1. Do you like anyone? yes.
2. Do they know it? yes.

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Sun or moon?: moon.
2. Winter or Fall?: fall!
3. Left or right?: Left
4. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?: Gita and Shona.
5. Vodka or Jack?: vodka

A B O U T . Y O U!

1. What time is it? 9:10
2. First and middle Name? Caitlin... uh... yes.
3. Nickname(s): Calli, Catie (call me this and die!), Cal, Cai.
4. What is your birth date?: 07/03
5. What do you want?: love. (Shona just gave me some ^_^)
6. How many kids do you want?: 29843.
8. You want to get married?: yes.

U N I Q U E !

1. Nervous habit: scratch neck
2. Are you double jointed?: my pinky is
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yes.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes.
5. Can you cross your eyes?: really badly.
6. Do you make your bed daily?: yes. .

R A N D O M

1. Which shoe goes on first?: whichever is closest
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone?: yes.
3. On the average, how much money do you carry on you?: 'bout 5, 10 pounds.

O T H E R

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: cut.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: no.
3. Favorite ice cream?: Chocolate.
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: two or three.
5. What's your favorite beverage?: milkshake.
7. Do you cook?: Only if you want to die.
8. Current mood?: hyper.

IN . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U ?

1. Had a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes! (But only if MS counts... >.< )
2. Bought something: yes.
4. Sang: yes.
5. Been hugged: yes.
6. Felt stupid: I don't know anyone called stupid...
7. Missed someone: yes.
8. Got drunk: ...maybe.
9. Danced crazy: teaching Amber the chip dance XD
10. Gotten your hair cut: Nope
11. Cried: yeah
12. Lied: yes.
13. Snuck out of the house: No.

done.

O_O

~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 24 Mar 2006 06:07:40 PST

OMG MY SUB RAN OUT!!!

STFUWTFNUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!

*Sniffles*

When I was a kid...

~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 14 Mar 2006 08:06:25 PST

*OMGZNEWJOURNAL!*

Anyway... today I was re-sheeting (or whatever you call it) my bed- and I turned the duvet cover inside out, reached my hands in to grab the corners and it somehow went over my head! I sat there for a second when I suddenly got a flashback...

*flashback* (haha... flashbacks in a freaking journal... >.< )
Shona and I were putting a new duvet cover on a duvet; some-how, we did it the same way. I turned the cover inside out and grabbed the far corners, while Shona held out the duvet corner ready for me to grab through the cover... for some reason I said, "When I was a kid, I used the put the whole thing over my head; and then run around pretending to be a ghost." Shona burst out laughing, seconds later she explained that she did that very same thing. We laughed for a bit, and then found out we infact needed to put the duvet in sides (I still have no idea why we started all over with the cover-turning-in-side-out instead of just holding the duvet a diffrent way o_O). So this time she got the cover, and she... being Shona... put it over her head and started making "ooohhhh" ghost sounds XD you can imagine our laughter...
*flashback end*

So, theres me, sitting on my bed with a freaking duvet cover over my head cracked up laughing at the memory, and trying to resist the urge to wave my hands above my head and go "wwhoooooo".

So then, once I'd untangled myself from it, I remember Nadya telling me that her and Gita has put coat hangers up their sleeves and pretended to be captain hook. I'd always found that SO funny; but I was never quite sure why. I suddenly remember that, infact, when I was younger I did the very same thing...

I have no idea why finding out that your friends did the exact same stupid things when they were younger that you did when you were younger is so funny... but... it is XD

I sopose it's good to know that I wasn't the only kid that ~~was stupid~~ had a good imagination.

Friends
^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) <...}

Great answers.. it's so funny!

~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 10 Mar 2006 06:46:48 PST

[link]

Kinda stolen from ~AshAreBetter's page. But it's just so great that I had to pass it on.

Have fun!

Friends
^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

...yessum

~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 29 Jan 2006 11:42:50 PST

Wasn't tagged, just saw it on ~hermionechan's page and felt like doing it.

Joy >.o

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- "Strong tissue needs to be stretched out too"
o_O

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
- Hit the speaker ^_^ ((I'm at my dads desk))

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Smallville

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
- 9:30? o_O

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 7:29... heh...

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- The T.V in the next room.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- O_O uh... ehhh... 5 days ago? noooo... this morning! Getting the washing from the tumble drier -.-

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- ~hermionechan's page...

9. What are you wearing?
- Jeans, blue and black stripey socks ^_^ long sleeve dark blue top... suide jacket thingy...

10. Did you dream last night?
- Yep, but I don't remember much of it o_O

11. When did you last laugh?
- a little while ago watching arkwardness in smallville

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- Loads of pictures, Loads of pastcards... DNAngel poster ((just printed it XD it's so pwetty)) Ryuichi postery thing, shaman king poster, fruits basket poster, x_x star wars poster, LotR posters, snoopy posters, garfield poster, O_O aaahhhh just realised this is the for the room I'm IN not staying in... -.- oh well. Live. And some more ransom posters -.-

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- Uh... hrmm... define "wierd"

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- ...meh

15. What is the last film you saw?
- ...uh... little bit of American Pie

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- Manga, Anime, new monitor, lots of tops off of t-shirt hell...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
- People patting or stroking my back instantly puts me to sleep x_x

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics
- ...*thinks*.... ....*grins*... ...*starts singing "it's raining men"*

19. Do you like to dance?
- Sometimes

20. George Bush:
- ...okay o_O

21. Imagine your first child is a girl , what do you call her?
- oh, oh, oh... uh... dunno -.- Alana? Cleo? Amelia? Auroa? maybe even Sikara XD lol

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- ...O_O Cameron? Matar XD?

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- *blinks* no, never, *has really sarcastic face*

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- uh... "Welcome to heaven!!"?

Yep.

Friends
^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

So anyway
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:54:31 PST

Mufflepjs

^_^

I'm not quite sure what it means either.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

A journal! I proper one! ^_^
~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 14:31:29 PST

Okay... really random stuff happening... >.<

This is going to be a very long rambling journal...

Apparently, once you become a teenager- happyness begins to be a novelty. I feel like I'm being surrounded by broken people; that are just pretending to be happy. I don't know why- but I keep getting random hints... and it makes me feel so sorry for them... which in turn makes me sad. Which makes them sad. It's a huge pointless circle.

And I know it's just a teenage thing... probably... but... it's just seems so... depressing. Everything is depressing. Which is just stupid; when I think about it theres no reason for me to be depressed, no logical reason anyway. But theres always the "what ifs".

It's all just so bloody stupid. >.<

But I still find myself being sad... and crying for no reason.

Being a teenager sucks.

Well... I have lots of reasons for being sad... but... they don't exsist. well... they do... but... merf. This is confusing.

Because... it's... argh. This is hard to explain.

And before you say... no I'm not expecting sympathy for this journal. I'll just get anoyyed if you give me sympathy... I'm expecting... empathy. ^_^

Well, this is so pointless, and confusing.

Which is something I'm getting used to.

Lately, it seems as if everything is totaly confusing... I never know what to think o_O and then all this stuff that I think I should think about... is pointless. Which makes me more confused and... rawr.

Anyway... I'm just... gonna like... go now. Because this is all really silly >.< and it's going no where so... lol. yeah. Bye.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

All you need to do is comment and I'll tell you...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 12 Dec 2005 14:13:26 PST

Comment on this journal, and I'll:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

nicked off of

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Hair doodly Smigins ^_^
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 13:45:13 PST

Okay! Random doodles of hair... and Shona's new hair cut! ((I would have pics of Aimee's new hair cut too! But Unfortunetly I have no idea what it looks like ¬_¬ ))

So anyway ^_^ here you go!

Shona's hair cut...

It's really sketchy and wierd and... and... and... *sigh* >.< oh well.

Kyo's hair! Bwahahahahhaa ((What... I was bored *dies*))

Random Red shaggy hair ^_^

teehee.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Quiz.. *sigh* may as well...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 07 Dec 2005 13:43:15 PST

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

I died from natural causes:

I said I liked you:

I kissed you:

I lived next door to you:

I started smoking:

I stole something:

I was hospitalized:

I ran away from home:

I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

WOULD YOU:

Be my friend?:

Keep a secret if I told you one?:

Hold my hand?:

Take a bullet for me?:

Keep in touch?:

Try and solve my problems?:

Love me?:

Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:

Lied to make me feel better?:

Wanted to kiss me?:

Wanted to kill me?:

Broke my heart?:

Kept something important from me?:

Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND M0RE --*

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

6. Describe me in one word.

7. What was your first impression?

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. How well do you know me?

12. When's the last time you saw me?

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

14. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}}

Three days left!!!
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:22:17 PST

Treasure these three remaining days as the days that Shona and Gita will not be mocked... as the three remaining days left of my bracesness.

Buuuuuttttt... be ready... for on the 1st; you/they shall be MOCKED beyond all belief! Muahahahaha!

Incase you hadn't figured... on the 1st of december I shall be dancing around everywhere showing of my wonderfully bracesless straight teeth!

tralalalalalalalalalalalala *does jig*

This journal has been pretty pointless... but oh well! *MOCKS*

Anyway... to actual journalness! whoopee!

Since... oh wow... since ages ago O_O I need to update more. ((You're probably sitting there thinking "No Calli, you need to update LESS. It's getting anoyying". But ah well... tough cookies my friends!))

Rightyo. Since I got back from the last time I went to reading... ((that you know of... techniccly the third last time... o_O)) I went up to Kingslynnten... and suprised *silxy (Becky)! Fun, fun, fun!

((It's actually Kingslynn and Watlynnten... but I got confused while I was there... so I now deem it Kingslynnten!))

My cousin came beforehand so I went up with her and my brother Tim to shop in camden for a bit... then I met up with ~SwallowTheLies (Nadya) =LunarRose (Gita) and =CrystalCobra (Vrinda) at Kingscross.

And get this... Tim actually HUGGED me goodbye! How wierd is that?! He's actually learning brotherlyness!

So then we went to Becky's house... yada yada... ((can you tell I can't really be bothered to write this journal now?))

We had fun involving Awesome security gaurds, Low-cut dresses, incriminating photographs, fun photographs, freezingness, long walks, squares, confuzzled airships, engineers engineering themselvs, running for trains, super dragonflies and guys that may or may not talk to themselvs.

((If you want to explain any of that to you just ask... but theres no point explaining if no-one wants to know)).

Right... so then I went back on the train to Kingscross with Nadya, Gita and Vrinda... Then Vrinda left and we became merely a triangle.

So Nadya, Gita and I caught a train the Reading. ((We stole a "reserved seat" signy thing O_O apparently theres a £200 fine for that )) There was a cool man sitting there... but can't be bothered to explain.

So then we got picked up by Sanya... taken back to her house... then my parents came and picked me up... I became a dot, and N & G became a line... o_O

Okay! Then I did work... borwwwing....

Now lets *super fast forwad* to last weekend!

*ahem*

I went and met Shona-kun ( ~Sikara ) after her school on friday. ((But I didn't get to meet Jordan he has hott hair))

Then Aaron came around Shona's house... he's wierd *does the robot* and when I was trying to watch the new episodes of Tokyo mew mew he was just standing there being odd and staring between me and the screen... *dies* so I stopped watching that ep and tried to find the really really hott picture of Ryou... but I couldn't find it... even with Shona's help.

So then we went to the park and aaron left... but it was dark by the time we got there so no-one was there anymore... we went back to Shona's house.

Then we left on a trip to reading! ((Which I shouldn't of done 'cos I was uh... kinda sick then...)) and Shona's dad kept snapping at me lol.

Righto... then we stayed at Nadya and Gita's house... t...

Okay, finally updating.+EDIT!!!
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 20 Nov 2005 10:54:44 PST

My friend Becky aka *silxy is amazing.

I'm the master of the airship.

And I like low cut dresses so I can show off my clevage.

I'm actually going to tell you a bit about what happened in reading the rest of the time now! Whoopee! ((Or not, haha))

Okay... so... action thing, broke the record, halloween party, something, something, something.... *dies*

SHONA CAME!!! (Did you know that Shona can be mean? It's very intresting seeing her be mean to people, [Like to Hollie and Lisa on the internet ages ago], It's probably not that suprising to most of you- but I don't really get to see mean!Shona very much.... except when we rp. lol... okay that was kinda silly)

So... I had an asthme attack- and laughed about it... >.<

then the next day, Shona and I got dropped off in town 'cos Alex was taking Sanya, Gita and Nadya somewhere....

So we did random stuff- got me a ribbon! but couldn't find a bell... >.<

We met Eden at his yu-gi-oh comp... ((Okay- am I the ONLY one that thinks seeing a group of teenagers and middle aged men at a YU-GI-OH comp is lame? Aaahhh the lameness! Why, oh why do Shona and Eden think it's actually FUN? *dies* and they're 16! well Shona's 15... but still))

Then we walked down to where Eden's friends were.... then Shona and I left... then came back 'cos I was about to collapse and Shona wanted to have someone to shout at... But we just sat by a tree near to Eden and his friends 'cos they were all scary and we thought they were gonna eat us >.<

But then Zara (One of those people we met the last sunday) came over and brought her friend Niomi who knows like EVERYONE there 'cos of her sister. So then we went to the people, and they didn't eat us. ^_^

Okay... then every left ((I think we scared them off o_O)) and it was very few of us left... we then left for shakeaway ((Shona, Naomi, Zara and I)).

And then we met Gita and Nadya at SA... and then we got bored and went home ^_^

soooo the next day... we went to town again... met Zara and Niomi again...

But then we got bored so we got the bus home (That is, Gita, Nadya, Shona and I). And we stopped at Morrisons and told Eden to meet us there... but he said it was to far away.... so we ended up walking "half way" between- which turns out isn't half way at all... it's only two minutes from Eden's house! And it took us bloody ages to get there!!!! Eden is so mean

Not to mention it was freezing, raining and DARK. How bloody evil is Eden??? EVIL EVIL!!!!

Okay, so then we met Eden ((Who hadn't even left his house by the time we arrived at early gate, so we walked towards his house and met him on the way.)) Shona and I refused to hug him and called him an evil bastard... but Nadya and Gita got pulled into his evil hypnosis and hugged him back... Note to self: Bring Nadya and Gita back from the dark side before they become Eden's slaves.

Then he ((Very cunningly)) invited us for tea... which we practiccly swooned at the idea of- since we were tired, cold and sopping wet. So obviously we went to his house for tea....

then we sat in his room for a bit and just did random things, ((While Eden and Gita played guitar and drums... he has four guitars! Thats as many as Tim has!))

Then we forced him to walk us home because it was REALLY dark by then. ^_^

Turned out we actually took the super long way to his house *kills him*

And then we locked him in our house ((Uh... we are the good side! I swear.... It's not actually Eden bringing Nadya and Gita to the light side... promise!))

Okay, so then he eventully broke free. Gave us all hugs goodbye ((Okay- I hugged him back... what? he was leaving for God's sake!)).

So then Gita and Shona put on their shoes and ran after him to give him another hug goodbye.

So I locked them out and t...

I hang out with college boys...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 30 Oct 2005 10:36:37 PST

Gay college boys- but still!

heh heh heh! I'm going to bore you now with a nice long journal about what I did today... and yesterday...

well yesterday I came to Gita's house with Gita...

thats about it (it was more fun then that but I've forgotten...).

Okay- today we went to town ^___^ at about 11:30 ((we didn't know about the clocks changing...)) we sat at the bandstand and played cards... half way through we met two random people we didn't know- who hung out with us for a while. But they didn't talk much to yeah- skipping them.

Then at about 12:30 ((actually later.. damn boy can't keep the time >.<) Eden came...

and then we played more cards ^_^. ((ooooh fun!))

Righto- so then we... went... somewhere.... *forgot*

ah! On the way to blackwells we met Eden's friend Darrel... or Daren... or... uh... something like that. He's very cuddly ^_^

Then we went to blackwells- but it was closed >.< *murders it* never to worry Shona we're going to go back there to get you something sometime! ^_^ what one do you want?

Oh- and a rather sucky thing... Gita can't come back down with me- so I'm staying up here until next sunday. Sorry Shona!

anyway- so then we tried escape- but that was closed too >.< ((never go to town on a sunday!)).

...then we went to this chavvy shop for Nadya to get her jacket thing... ((It's not a chav jacket- the chavvy shop actually has some cool things)).

Eden tried on a fluffy pink cardigahn (sp?) and he got told of by the shop person ^_^ haha. It's kinda disturbing- 'cos it actually looked pretty good on him.. o_O I swear he was born to be gay...

I think Gita got a dress there too... anyway moving on.

So then we... *thinks* went to virgin megastores... and Gita and I succeeded in stopping Eden from looking at the porn calendars... ((Even though he didn't know what we were stopping him from looking at 'cos he couldn't see....))

and then.. argh why can't I remember this?!?! Uhhh.... lets see... chav shop, virgin...SOMETHING TO EAT! aha! I don't think we actually got something to eat though... oh yeah- we went to burger king. And then this dude called "boo" or something ((Another of Eden's friends..)) joined us...

then we sat eating burgers and chips ^_^ annnndddd then we played I never! ((yay rememberness!!))

Shona wasn't there- so Eden made me play for her... uh... sorry

((we also made this wierd family... Eden and I are Boo and Gita's parents... and then Darrel/Daren/whatsisface is Eden's dad and Boo's son... and then Nadya's just... Nadya it worked through I series of time travel I swear! I'm not to sure about Eden and I being the mother and father though... o___O))

Yes... any-way ((I say that a lot!)) in this game... Eden and Boo- you... just... don't want to know ..they've even done stuff with eachother >.< it's so wrong.

Yet they were shocked when I told them about what Shona and I saw on webcam... weiiiirdddd....

Okay- so then I think he headed back to the bandstand... where we met even more of Eden's friends... they were calling us "Eden's little chums" *dies* then we played "Dei Hin Min" with Eden... which was very fun ^_^

Oh- wait... at one point we left Eden with his friends for a bit to go to primark... and he demanded us to come back >.< so we promised he would if he promised not to move from the spot he was standing until we got back ((It was more completcated then that but thats the essential part...))

when we got back he'd moved >.< but oh well. It was really funny- he had his back to us and his friend saw us... so is friend said "hey Eden! Lets mess with those kids!" and Eden was like "yea-" until he saw us and he started attacking his friend... heehee.

yeah so anyway- then we played cards...

then we ((uh... and half of Eden's friends >.<

Wow- I have a life!
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 24 Oct 2005 10:17:03 PDT

In a way- well... to me I do.

Been talking on the phone to Gita and hanging around Shona a lot lately. ^_^

Which is goooooood!

in two days I'm getting my hair cut and then DUN DUN DUN going up to gita house and kidnapping her!!! *bounces up and down hyperly* yaaayyyy!!

So she's gonna stay around my house until saturday- when we're going up to her house.... Going to town on sunday and meeting up with our evil master. Then the next day we're going to... I don't actually know... then the day after that I'm coming home

So yes...

*rewindyness*

Saturday I practiccly forced Shona to come to the funfair with me ^_^ ((She wasn't complaining though...)) and we were all hyper.. the funfair kinda sucked though.

We went on all the spiny rides- and I squished shona on one of them 'cos it was forcing me to! (Gravity that is...)

Then we had candyfloss! ^_^ and her aunt picked us up- and we went to her house- watched more Tokyo Mew Mew... and just did stupid things- as usual ^_^

thhheeeennn... the next day I went to her house ^_^ I didn't actually give her a choice about that- I was just like "I'm coming around your house soon" lol. ahhh the funess

and then we just watched crazy cartoons and looked at super-gory websites. ((I won't explain it- most of you would get sick just by the title.))

Then I came home and then it's today (Monday) and I've been doing absoluty nothing. haha fun ^_^

have you noticed I use "^_^" a lot latly? heehee. It's 'cos I'm happy! I know! me? happy? WIERD! ((not...)) lol.

10 Reasons For Being Happy!

1. cutting my hair and dying it pink soon!

2. I get to see Gita-chan and Nadya-chan!! *headbang*

3. I made myself some legwarmers ^_^

4. Eden said he'd get me a bell! ((After I practiclly begged him...))

5. Our (Being Shona and me) evil plan is working!!!

6. Okay- maybe not so much working as going smoothly...

7. But thats not really the point... so any-way.

8. The internet is still not working on my computer!

9. Which is actually a reason to be sad- but shhhhhhh I'm adding stupid things 'cos I've run out of reasons...

10. I get to totally cheat on lists like these ^_^

..yeah.. so that is all! *waves* see you! ((hopefully))

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

..uh.. yes... this is all stuff that my moms been telling our guests latly... yeah

I tag Shona-kun, Aimee-kun and Gita-chan! I would tag more- but they're probably allready tagged.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

Feel like screaming...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 04 Oct 2005 14:07:39 PDT

...Not sure why...

Argh! The internet has been not working for waaayyyyyy to long!

And now that it IS working, it's only working on my dads, Micheal's and Tim's... and my mom if she moves her laptop to my dads desk...

So basicly it's only not working on mine- which is REALLY anoyying.

And my dad's totally putting off buying a new modemn... I can tell it's 'cos he doesn't like me having the internet... 'cos he doesn't trust me >.<

And I talked to Shona at drama... I MISSED SO MUCH IT'S SO FRUSTRATING!!!

I'm using my dads comp now...

Anyway, going now... both Gita and Shona are offline- and the new Bond films on.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

It's been a while...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 19 Sep 2005 06:38:38 PDT

So hi, how are you guys?

Not much has happened lately... Started work (Sooooo boring), being watching WAY to much anime for my own good, got a new toaster (It's HUUUGGGEEE and silver lol), watched lots of anime, going to all new term drama tomorrow (yay ), more anime, Moved back into my old room, even more anime.

I've gone anime obbsessed, as you can probably tell... it's all Shona's fault!

Once we've discovered this magic program called *BEARSHARE* we've been downloading anime's round the clock.

Funny ones.

Sad ones.

Crazy ones.

Magic ones.

Serious ones.

Cute ones.

Evil ones.

Lame ones.

Awesome ones.

And pretty much all of the above would be part of "Fruits Basket"....

Then theres Shaman King, which doesn't have so much emotional crap in it.

And Shona's been downloading way more- which I can't 'cos I don't have enough space on my computer for anything except Shaman King and Fruits Basket... so yeah.

anyway, unless you REALLY want a whole long description of those shows, I'm going to go back to work now (nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo )

yes.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

The real reason she doesn't like my door closed is because it makes her feel cut off from me, like I may as well as be in a diffrent world.

My room is a diffrent world, it's where I can get away from everything. I wish she'd just let me stay in my diffrent world, where I'm happy.

Anyway, so earlier on, the doorbell rang while she had a client.

I thought Tim was downstairs so I didn't go to answer it... then when it rang again, it took a few seconds to register that Tim obviously isn't downstairs, so I got up and as I got to the top of the stairs I heard that my mom had answered it. So I went back to my room.

Then she came and told me that SOMEONE should be downstairs to answer the door blah blah blah... and as she was going she said "I'm paying Tim to do that!". So I thought that, as my mom is paying Tim to do it, he should do it right? Makes sense to me.

So I went upstairs and told Tim that he needs to be downstairs to answer the door, he said "I can't work down there", and I said "Mom wants you to go downstairs". And left.

I didn't actually think he couldn't work down there... I guess I wasn't really thinking.

So then, once my mom was done with her client. She found Tim and he told her the story and she got really mad, and started shouting at the top of her voice at me about how I was being so selfish, and that Tim had to do work upstairs, and how I could of just answered the door. She wasn't listening to me, so I shouted, not to loud... "You said you were paying him to answer the door!", so she went on about how he couldn't do his work downstairs, and he told that to me, and stuff... I didn't really know what he meant by work... I didn't know my mom was paying him to work on websites aswell. I had the vague idea that she was paying him to do something, but I don't like ease dropping on their convosations.

I remember at the end she said, "AND YOU JUST HAD TO BE SO SELFISH AND GO SIT DOING NOTHING IN YOUR ROOM WITH YOUR CLOSED DOOR AND MADE TIM SIT DOWN HERE!". And then she walked off.

And now I feel terrible, I really was being selfish wasn't I?

But... I don't know, I think that I was.

But then Tim did get to not work, and just sit downstairs watching T.V. Which he is still doing.

And he obviously doesn't really care that much... AND he's going to forget everything within the week...

But I still feel awful, and I've been crying for the past hour about how mean I was being to Tim... even though I know I'm being totally ridiculus.

So I'm in too minds... was I being selfish?

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky) My Muffin

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (And Whore!) (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak...}}

Plushie...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sat, 10 Sep 2005 10:07:03 PDT

New Plushie headers

Shona got the oh-so-great honor of being the plushie in the friends thing... really gotta make some more plushies.....

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Shaman King....
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 09 Sep 2005 13:05:33 PDT

I'm watching the special >.< it's so funny!

It's basicly just loads of clips of the SK fights with Ren, Yoh, Manta, Ryo and Amidamaru's commentry

(Heres a little bit.. 'cos..)

*Horo Horo is on the screen*

Ryo: Screw that guy! Show me more of myself!

Ren: Stop saying me, my and I

Ryo: Hey! You want to see yourself too, dont you?

Ren: humph. Of course, because I look cool.

Yoh: Im cool looking too!

Amidamaru: Thats because of me.

Yoh: .Funga fufu

Ryo: Are there anymore parts of me, Manta?

Ren: Whats going on with my golden?

Ryo: You just shut up and drink milk or something.

Ren: You bastard! Are you making fun of milk?!

*Ryo comes onscreen*

Ryo: oh! Its me, its me!

Ren: Give me the remote control! Ill fast forward it!

Ryo: Dont mess with me, you bastard.

Yoh: Funga fufu

Ryo: What happened to my Gokoujin?!

*Horo Horo comes on screen*

Ren, Yoh and Amidamaru: NO ONE CARES ABOUT HIM!

Ryo: Indeed

Yoh: Funga fufu, Funga fufu

Ren: you forced yourself into this conversation didnt you!?

Ryo: What happened to my Gokoujin?!

Manta: Someone stop this craziness!

*picture of topless Ren comes onscreen*

And thats where I paused it

Okay- Not the funniest bit >.< but yeah...

The funniest bit is when they show Ren saying that Yoh one, and they're all laughing and Ren just has his head on the table hiding his face... and before it happens when Ren's like... give me the control.... Manta: why? Ren: I want to fast forward it... Manta: why? Ren: GIVE ME THE CONTROL! and then all make him shut up... and watch it, then start impersonating him saying all this lame stuff yeah... fun o_O

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

Pessimistic...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:36:01 PDT

Okay, queue stupid teenage rant

Whoa, Im in a really pessimistic mood Im shouting abuse to everything! (In my mind anyway)

Not people but things like bearshare is pathetic, the fridge is a twat, the door is stupid, DA is a freaking idiot >.<

And, because Im in a grumpy mood, so I got totally told of by my mom cos I didnt smile when grandpa pretended to stamp my toes but a) I thought he was stamping a spider or something, b) Im 14! Do they honestly expect me to find that funny? And c) I was actually busy talking, and he interrupted me I HATE it when people interrupt me okay, I dont mind when my friends do, but when youre busy talking and some-one whos older then you just starts talking about something else, and ignoring you its SOO annoying like they dont think what youre saying is important cos youre to young to have coherent thoughts.

Have you noticed, that when you talk adults ALWAYS look at you with that look that says Im-only-listening-to-please-you-but-I-really-couldnt-give-a-rats-ass-about-what-some-one-your-age-thinks.

And ALL of today, people have been interrupting what Im saying, and just plain out ignoring me. And gee, Im sorry if I cant just smile and be really nice to someone like I actually care if theyre just ignoring me! Im a teenager I have hormones why cant adults understand that?

Ha-ha, its quite funny though lately whenever Mike starts getting defensive about something, instead of just agreeing to what he says and stopping him from fighting, Im actually telling him the shut the hell up and stop being to argumentative.

Im actually saying what I think to my brothers- which I normally never do.

I guess Im getting bolder like, now I actually have a friend whos close to my house- who I can invite to town any time and chat to any time. Were as before- If I got in an argument with my brothers, that was it, no-one to talk to until I next went to reading which is why I never got in an argument with my brothers.

Yay! Brand new bold Calli!!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble

Getting burnt by my underwear, it was on fire..."

And I probably should explain...

I'd totally forgotten it happened.. whoa... o_O

Skip this if you don't want to know though...

Okay, at Gita's party... we decided to lake all our underwear and put it in the tipi... don't ask >.<

And the next day... I go to get some underwear and... dundundun... the only underwear I have is in the tipi... on the floor... soaking wet from the damp.

So I was just sitting in Nadya and Gita's room trying to think of ways to dry my knickers >.<

Eventully, I got a candle, lit it, and used it to dry them... and obviously, because things NEVER go right... they caught fire

Thus, burning my hand...

*cough* eventully they dried and I got dressed and went down to the tipi again...

oh, did I mention? I had just showered... so I was doing all that in a towel, hoping to God that no-one came in... which thankfully, no-one did.

thats all...

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Suckyness
~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 11:05:44 PDT

It sure as hell sucks having nothing to do all day >.< I almost actually WANT to do some work- just so that I'll have something to do!

Been downloading Shaman King episodes... they're in japanese, and you have to read the subtitles, but they're sooooo funny! ^_^ I havn't actually got very many yet- and now I'm all confused about the plot 'cos I'm watching them in the completly wrong order

But once I've got all of them, I'll watch them all in order... sure... I'll probably get a huge headache and feel like crap afterwards- but it's something to do!

The downloads take about 3 hours each, and theres nothing to do while they're downloading, so I've ended up just watching the episodes I have got over and over... I've seen 36 over 10 times now >.< I know exactly which parts to skip, and which parts to keep playing over and over... it's so lame.

Oh- and I have the curtain closed all the time 'cos the light reflects of the screen- so whenever I go out of my room I'm like "Ahh! The light! It stings!" lol.

Being in the dark with a computer is pretty bad for you- probably why I have this massive headache >.<

Random thingys about Shaman King-

Ren likes calling Yoh "An idiot" "fool" "stupid" etc.

Yoh laughs in the face of death- seriously- it's kinda creepy o_O

Yoh is so whipped >.< (By Anna)

But then... everyone is so whipped by Anna, 'cos Anna scary O_O

Anna likes telling people to do stuff, she also likes hitting people who anoy her...

Jun really needs to stop interfering with Ren's fights

Lyserg is the cutest, sweetest, most adorable guy EVER, but he REALLY needs to sort out his priorites.

He should also think of adopting the whole vampire thing full time- it suits him.

Ryo needs to stop obbsessing over people, it's disturbing, and frankly anoyying.

Chocolove needs to... die. That would seriously improve the entire series.

Ofcourse, then there would be no-one to put Ren in a dress.

Well, maybe Shona and I can somehow go into the program and do that... Ren+Dress=Lots of fun.

Horo Horo... well... he can just stay the same.

Tamio should speak more o_O and she really needs to stop blushing whenver Yoh does/says something.

But I love them just the way they are!!!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

It's terribly boring now, I feel like going out and doing something now.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

Decorating and stupid inconsiderate brothers
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 02 Sep 2005 09:32:33 PDT

Okay, we went to town today, bought some stuff. (I got black feathery wings!!!)

Came home, decorted.

Half way through my brothers come in and just slump on the sofa watching my mom and I move funiture... which is understandable for Tim 'cos he's just... Tim... bless him. But Micheal should know better.

So anyway, then I'm going to go drape this thingy over the sofa... and he WON'T get up... he just sits there and says that I should only drape it over half the sofa, which is stupid because it's really big and can go over the whole sofa.

So I sit there glaring at him like hell... and my Dad comes in, and he's like "woow". And my mom comments about how Mike clearly did the most work.

I said, "Yeah, he's moved a total of 3 centimeters, he won't even get up so I can drape this over the sofa".

And then he gets all defensive saying that he would of if I'd asked and not commanded. So I go "Please get of the sofa Micheal," glaring at him... 'cos it was hard not to. So then he says "Without the sarcastic look."

I just ignored him.

So my mom says "Micheal, please get of the sofa, she's just trying to help".

After which I piped in (I couldn't help it, I swear!) "Which is more then you can say".

Then he was all like "well maybe if you were a bit nicer blah blah blah". And I said, "Oh look who's talking!".

And he said something which I didn't quite hear... 'cos I was to busy shouting "HYPOCRIT!".

So then he said, changing the topic, that I could just put it over half the sofa... I didn't hear most of it though, 'cos I stormed out of the room.

Then I went to get some juice, watched dad read some of his cards... and came up here.

Which is strange... 'cos I've like... NEVER had a fight with one of my brothers before.

But I'm sooooo just going to ignore him until he forgives me, I don't care if I'm being irrational. I think it's about bloody time that he stops treating me like I'm just some slave, and realises that I'm a person too, and that I have feelings too.

And I'm so SICK of doing everything for him, handing him the control when he's way closest... getting him drinks and stuff.

And thats all...

EDIT: I take it back... I was just being lame... and besides- I SUCK at ignoring people >.<

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero

Except that he was black and looked nothing like Ren... but thats totally besides the point

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

Not as mean as it would be to my dad if we threw this huge party and no-one showed up though. Worst of two evils?

Seriously though- wouldn't you hate it if you were turning 50, like, the BIG 50 and your family threw you this huge party, and no-one had the bloody courtesy to show up?

And then you just had to sit there, in this room covered in loads of decorations, with just your family. How awful would that be!

I sure hope that doesn't happen... it makes me feel terrible just thinking about it.

Anyway, thats all.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}}}}

Just testing out new journal thingys..
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sat, 27 Aug 2005 11:47:08 PDT

So... yes.. this is intresting.

Sometime, when I can be bothered, I'm going to change the bottom one to a fairy, instead of the same picture again, which looks lame.

Or... I could make some from my plushies... like the Calli plushie in the header, and the Twiggins + other plushies in friends??

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

The world has gone topsy turvy!
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 24 Aug 2005 04:07:29 PDT

Writing this is third person...'cos.

Caitlin woke up in a strange mood, half of her was telling her to get up, because it was 9:30 and she needed to find out what time she was meeting up with Shona and a few other people, and the other half of her was telling her not to be so silly and go back to sleep.

Eventually, at twenty to, (after she'd had a really bad nose bleed), she got up, got dressed in whatever was closest to her on the floor, and turned on the computer.

Thankfully Shona was online.

After a short conversation with Shona (short by their standards anyway), it was decided that, instead of going to town today, that they'll go to Brighton some other time. It was raining anyway.

If they had gone to Brighton today, then Caitlin would have had to go home on the train alone, which Caitlin didn't mind, but Shona thought was unfair.

For some reason, after that conversation, Caitlin felt really bouncy and hyper. Sure, she was disappointed that she wasn't going anywhere that day... but the fact that Shona was such a good friend completely lightened her mood.

Hopping happily down the stairs and to the kitchen, she passed her grandfather, who was making cereal, and set about emptying the dishwasher. Which was strange... she normally had some breakfast, went upstairs and only did the dishwasher after her mother had shouted herself horse at her for not doing it in the morning.

After she emptied it, she started filling it up, which was even stranger because she didn't even actually have to do that.

Then she had breakfast. Half way through preparing her weatabix, she paused. She'd never, and I mean never, done the dishwasher before having her breakfast.

Shaking it off, she finished preparing her breakfast, ate it, and hopped up the stairs.

She then brushed her teeth (another thing her mother was always complaining she didn't do enough) put on some eyeliner (Which she normally didn't bother with anymore) and hopped back on down one flight of stairs to tell her mother about the fantastic mood she was in.

Her mother just laughed, "Wish I could wake up like that in the morning", she said as she kicked of her black leather shoes that had golden studs and started doing some stretches, "My back hasn't hurt for ages, and it's started aching again; Proves that I really need to get around to doing yoga again in the mornings".

Caitlin grinned where she sat crossed legged on her mothers bed. Leaning back on her arms, she sighed and said, "I feel like doing something today, having someone around, or going somewhere".

Her mother smiled at sat back down on the bed next to Caitlin, she said something, but Caitlin didn't hear her, she was to busy daydreaming about lying down on her bed in her room with the sun streaming in through the windows... one thing was really bothering her though, her floor was dead messy and covered in bits of hair.

Half way through whatever her mother was saying, she jumped up and promptly declared that she was going to go vacuum her room. The older women stared at her with a mixture of shock and amusement, her mouth forming a slight smile. "Why?" she asked.

"'Cos my floors all icky", Caitlin replied smiling, and flounced out the room.

"Could you do mine to then?" her mother shouted after her.

She Jumped down the steps two at a time, and skidded around the corner to where the vacuum was kept. Taking it out, and carrying it all the way up two flights of stairs she set about throwing everything on her floor onto the bed and vacuuming.

She opened the blinds; it was a cold, wet day outside. She grinned, she loved days like this. Who needs to sit sweating or with num toes, when you can have days where you sat inside with normal clothes, had a window slightly open, and can breath nice, fresh air.

As she was moving between the two rooms she threw the wire carelessly behind her. Wincing as she heard the "crash" she turned around. The wire had landed in the middle of her eldest brother Tim's Lego city, reeking havoc with the little yellow people.

She cursed, but turned back to the job at hand, and hoped that when Tim next came up he didn't notice it. She carried the vacuum down a flight of stairs and vacuumed her moms room, although she was sure her had been kidding.

She carried the vacuum down the next flight of stairs, put it away, and walked into her moms office to ask if her duvet cover had come out of the wash yet.

"It has, but I'm putting it through again, because I felt it in the wash to long and it smells funny", her mother said, "I'll put it...

What?! Must be a wind up.
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 21 Aug 2005 14:58:34 PDT

...right?

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Oh yeah! We ROCK!
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sun, 21 Aug 2005 13:23:58 PDT

Tim and I totally kicked ass today!

...at pictionary.

Or maybe it's just that my dad and grandad suck...

Any-way, we chose Teams... I quickly said "I'm on Tim's team!". Tim put his arms behind his head, leaned back and said smugly "I'm on my team". He's so modest

So that left my dad and granpa, and my mom to judge (dunno how judging works... all she really did was sit there bouncing up and down saying things like "Ohhhh can't I draw it?" and trying to give us clues via charades... *grins* you gotta love mothers. ).

Anyway, my granpa hadn't played it before, he didn't realy get it, he kept trying to show ME what he's drawing when it's an allplay, even though I'm on the other team, and he's soposed to stop me from guessing. Made me waste valuable time saying "You're not soposed to show it to me, granpa!".

Anyway, Tim and I rock at pictionary.... 'course neither my dad nor my granpa read comics, so they wouldn't know that a jagged speach bubble means shouting, or that a square mouth thats comes off a face means they're shouting... (It was actually yell, but Tim said "Shout... YELL!" so it worked out fine.)

Anyway, when we got to the end the "blue team" hadn't even got half way yet!

I do write long journals about the stupidest things....

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

And this dude in a pink shirt got realllyyy drunk. (I met him before hand, he was real polite, totally diffrent when he's drunk O_O)

He was so funny, he got up on the stage and asked the DJ for the mic, then he kept trying to get Jon to strip to the song "In the navy".

The DJ did requests (Shona, you SO need to get one like that for your party! Then we can request really funny songs by Manson and Good Charli ). And I requested two songs, the first (Holding out for a hero) didn't get played but the second (The time warp) did it was sooo awesome, when it first came on the DJ was like "Yeah, I know, I know, but it was a requested". And everybody groaned, but they still ALL came up to the dance floor and did all the moves It's SOOOOOOO awesome doing the time warp on a dance floor with strobe lights, with my dad and other people I don't really know.

They played a diffrent version to mine though, this one was a dance one and just when we thought it ended it suddenly came up again and said "I SAID TAKE A JUMP TO THE LEFT" and everyone was like "YEAAHHHHHH" and jumped to the left

My dad didn't really get the moves o_O oh well... it was fun.

What do you want to happen on your wedding day? And who will be your bridemaids/best men?

For my wedding, I'm going to have white dress, with red sides, and a corset like top. And then the bottom can be removed, to an underneath shorter red skirt, that I can dance in, with black tights.

AND for the first dance I WILL make my fiance and I go to proper dancing lessons, so we don't look complete prats. I don't care what he says.

And I'm sooo having one of these request DJs... and the first song is probably going to be "Simply Irresistable" or "can't take my eyes of of you", something thats fast at bits and slow at bits.

I wanna have the party outside.

My bridesmaids... I don't know. 'Cos I'll be older then, but I'm 99% sure that one of them will be Gita

Flower girl... not a clue... um, someone who isn't born yet. Tim or Micheal's daughter? Probably.

And I'll make both my brothers dance with me, 'cos I've never done that before, and I'm not gonna miss the opurtunity.

Anyway, thats all, remember to tell me about your wedding!

Friends

^{Sikara had a journal on this, so I thought I would too.. to get rid of my last journal on front page...

Right well, like Shona, I had a dream about a storm and when I woke up, it was all thundery outside. And my window was open (Again, like Shona, wierd aye?) so I went over and closed it, then just lay down on my bed.

The window next to my bed wasn't double glazed, so it was kinda freaky, seriously, first time I've ever been slightly afraid in a storm. (Except that one time when I blast of thunder suddenly came out of no-where and I nearly jumped two feet, but that was shock, not the actual storm).

Okay, I was kinda freaking myself out... 'cos I kept having all these dreams about the fact that I'm at the top of the house, so it would hit me... and wondering what it would be like to suddenly be reaaalllyyy hot and then... nothing. And then I reasoned that it would hit the tree outside my house ('cos thats huge) but then if it did, the tree would fall ontop of my room.... and 'cos the thunder was going on for ages, I had these images of ball lightning (You know, I think thats the name... the one that comes down to earth and just keeps rolling... ) rolling down fareham and into our garden.... so yeah, not the best thoughts during a storm... for me anyway.

yeah, thats all.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Ahahaha....
~Bellaxtrixxi — Thu, 18 Aug 2005 13:33:45 PDT

That was funny..

I'm going to a wedding this saturday, and I thought I'd try on what I was going to wear.

Anyway, I was twirling around in my skirt... 'cos... well 'cos it's fun And my music was on (On a song that I always at the very least nod my head to) and I got a bit carried away...

And then, JUST when the song was ending, I took one last spin and... CRASH!

I tripped over a bottle or something, landed in that gap between my desk and those draws... I took with me the speaker ('Cos of the wires) Which also took my lamp, which in turn took my pencil sharpener and a glass cup... my lamp thingy got broken, but the light bulb didn't work anyway.

And if that wasn't enough... I landed in the laundry basket... AND the draw that has all my underwear in it was open, so needless to say I took some underwear with me... I'm telling you, it should of been on camera! I would of made $200!

Not sure why I'm telling you... but I'm one of those people that if something stupid and funny happens to them they have to tell someone

Yeah anyway...

So theres a pretty picture... me, sitting in a washing basket, in posh clothes, a few random desk things on my lap and a pair of knickers on my shoulder. *grins* Just call me clumsy Calli.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie

[ ] am tall

[x] am in between

[ ] am short

[ ] am a blonde

[X] am redheaded

[ ] am a brunette

[ ] have black hair

[ ] have blue eyes

[ ] have brown eyes

[X] have green eyes

[ ] have hazel eyes

[ ] have grey eyes

[ ] and wear glasses

[ ] and wear contacts

[X] have braces

[X] have freckles

[x] have piercings (ears)

[ ] have tattoos

[ ] have long hair

[ ] have short hair

[x] have mid-length hair

My nationality includes:

[ ] chinese

[ ] indian

[ ] taiwanese

[ ] japanese

[ ] hispanic

[ ] nicoya

[ ] puerto rican

[ ] chicana

[X] italian

[ ] scottish

[ ] filipino

[X] dutch

[X] french

[ ] german

[X] irish

[ ] greek

[ ] portuguese

[ ] polish

[ ] korean

[ ] jamaican

[ ] canadian

[ ] lithuanian

[ ] native american

[ ] russian

[x] british

[ ] danish

[X] african

[ ] scandanavian

[ ] armenian

[ ] finnish

[ ] other

My favorite color(s) is(are):

[X] red

[ ] pink

[ ] yellow

[X] black

[X] green

[ ] blue

[ ] white

[ ] silver

[ ] purple

[ ] brown

[ ]orange

Some things I've done/played include:

[ ] soccer

[ ] cheerleading

[X] dancing

[ ] lacrosse

[ ] field hockey

[ ] hockey

[ ] football

[ ] softball

[ ] wrestling

[X] gymnastics

[ ] track/cross country

[ ] basketball

[ ] baseball

[ ] golf

[X] playing in the mud (Hell yeah!)

[X] playing music (But I suck...)

[ ] hiking

[ ] kayaking

[ ] camping

[X] horseback riding (Scared me half to death- I hate horses.)

[ ] marching band (almost....)

I am sometimes:

[X] annoying

[X] talkative (well... this is sometimes...)

[X] shy

[X] funny

[X] serious

[X] bubbly

[X] spazzy (Argh...)

[X] fun-loving

[X] laid back

[X] strict

[X] hyper

[X] weird

(whoa.... I have a wierd personality... o_O)

I like _____ music:

[ ] rap

[X] rock

[ ] pop

[ ] country

[ ] hip hop

[ ] r&b

[ ] slow jams

[ ] Christian

[ ] classical

[ ] techno

[X] oldies

[ ] the 80s

[X] punk

[X] Metal (sometimes)

[ ] reggae

[ ] Goth

[ ] Latin

[X] 90's Grunge

[X] musicals

The pet(s) I have is (are) a:

[ ] cat

[ ] dog

[ ] lizard

[ ] rat

[ ] ferret

[ ] rabbit

[ ] fish

[ ] bird

[ ] other

What- I'm allergic to most pets!

Clothes I like to wear are:

[X] plain t shirts

[X] sweatshirts

[X] stockings

[ ] high heels

[X] boots

[X] sneakers (duffs and vans no townie crap)

[X] jeans

[X] pj pants

[ ] boxers

[X] underwear (Stupid question....)

[ ] dresses

[ ] mini skirts

[ ] long skirtS

[ ] watches (always lose them)

[X] necklace

[ ] hoop earrings

[ ] toe socks (Hate them...)

[X] flip flops

[ ] halter tops

[ ] stilletos

[ ] shorts

[X] sleeveless shirts

I like to wear my hair (in a):

[X] down

[X] ponytail

[X] pigtails

[X] messy bun

[X] half ponytail

[X] scrunched/curly

[X] bun

[ ] crimped

[X] with a bandana

[X] French braids

[ ] lots of little braids

[ ] Gel

[X] hat

[ ] messy hot guy hair

[ ] sex hair

[ ] fauxhawk (?)

I'm mostly labeled as:

[X] goth

[X] emo

[ ] prep

[X] punk

[ ] hippie

[X] nerd

[X] ditzy

[X] hyper

[X] happy

[X] everything

[ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!

[ ] I have no idea

I eat:

[ ] dessert every night

[ ] no meat

[ ] diet stuff

[X] healthy foods

[X] junk foods (sometimes)

[ ] a lot of carbs

[X] lots of meat

[ ] salad

[ ] seafood

[X] Mountain Dew (Is that a food?)

A typical friday night:

[X] mall with your friends

[ ] partying (hardly)

[X] watching movies

[ ] going to the club

[X] staying home

[ ] babysitting

[X] hanging out w/ my friends

[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend

[...}

I'm Happy but I still feel like death. *UPDATE*
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 10 Aug 2005 08:15:28 PDT

Original Post:

Screw Happyness - I feel like death

I'm normally happy in my journal.... but right now... there isn't much keeping me going. *Cue rant*

First off, I feel like- well- I don't feel good.

My stomach's been hurting, I keep going from freezing to boiling, My nose is running like rincewind from a dragon. (A little joke there- to err... lighten the mood, you probably didn't get it though.) My throat had been scratched -I've coughed up blood- and it hurts like... welll... like a knifes gone through it. I'm coughing loads, if you can call them coughs- more like daggers. I have a headache... and I'm going delusional. (Seriously- just now I almost fell down the stairs cos I couldn't see where the next step was. I keep almost tripping up....)

Okay, now the predicament. Shona and Gita want me to go swimming tommorow, as you can probably tell, I'm not quite up to it.

I'd make gita go without me, but she says she won't go if I don't. (Damn honorable people ). And I'd feel like, super guilty if I didn't go cos she really wants to go....

Next thing- my mom probably won't let me go either way.... and she doesn't even know about most of my symtons... argh, hang on... coughed up some flem. Okay, back from my little spitting comp with the basin... (I won...).

Okay, so, I could always just go and sit in the cafe while they go swimming but- well- would you want to be sitting all sick and miserable watching all your friends have fun? Sounds wonderful doesn't it.

So, what do I do? I need replys quick... cos they're (or I'm..) going tommorow morning.

What should I do...? *looks at online therapists desprately*.

I'm hoping *silxy or =CrystalCobra will reply to this.... please?

((By the way.... go congratulate *silxy on getting a daily deviation)).

right, well, I guess thats all.

**Updateyness**

Okay, so I went to the pyramids with Gita... sat in the cafe watching- about half way through Shona called Josie, Scott and Lanky (That is their names right...?) to come talk to me. I actually didn't much feel like anyones company- I was half way through this really nice day dream *mutters* lol.

Anyway, so they came down.... and talked, (Not really to me, I was trying to get back to my daydream).

And then... Gita got changed, the Shona and Jo went to get changed.

Then we all (Minus Shona and Jo...) went outside. (It was way to hot inside )

Then people started skating around.... *FAST FORWARD*

and then, when Gita and I were getting Rolos... we saw Shona and Jo... they were kinda mad cos the boys had stolen their shoes...

They were looking around for the shoes... Josie told me where they were though, so I went to go get them. (I don't think he realised that I was going to give them to Shona and Jo ).

And I got my hat back, and Gita got her bag back... and then we tried to sneak away from the guys without them seeing.

But they saw us... (Might of had something to do with Shona waving )

So then Josie came down... asked us what we were doing... I said "Thinking, which is more then you can say". They all conclued that I was mean... oh well.

then my mom picked me up... then we went home. And here I am.

*REWIND*

Been having fun with Gita, playing sims and sign language and stuff.

We went to the longleat airshow on Sunday, 'twas fun- but you can only watch planes twirling around so many times....

(Wow, that was such a girly thing to say >.< )

Meh, thats all.

silxy's journal for infomation.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Um... what on earth?
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 29 Jul 2005 13:32:28 PDT

Okay, first off, I'm not upset about this... I just want to mention it, to ask your opinion.

Right, well yesterday, My parents, grandad and Ruthie... and I, put a movie on ("The usual Suspects").

But my mom demanded that we stop, about 5 mintues in, cos the swearing made her "uncomfortable". Fair enough.

But then, today (Infact right now, which is way she's not killing me for being on the computer...) They're watching the same movie! And they're nearly at the end!

Only diffrence is that there's Tim there, and not me.

Yeah, right, she stopped cos the swearing made her "uncomfortable".

She stopped cos she didn't want me to hear it! (What other explanation could there be.)

Okay, I'm fine that she didn't want me to hear swearing, it's a normal mother thing. (Even though she's knows I've heard all of it before... o_O whatever, mothers are mothers).

I just don't like the fact that she lied, she diffinately didn't want it to stop cos she felt "Uncomfortable", cos then she wouldn't be watching it now would she.

Also, she's ALWAYS drumming into us not to lie. So why is she lying?

It's not like I would of cared if she didn't want me to watch it, okay, I would of mumbled a little, but I would of left the room, the next few minutes it would of been forgotten. But why did she lie...? Thats what upsets me.

your opinion?

Anyway, sounds like the movie ended, better go.

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

Sneaking on again...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 27 Jul 2005 13:43:12 PDT

This time on my moms computer... not sure why.

o_O

Okay, I got red braces- and the dude said it might only be another 6 months!!!

I had a diffrent dentist dude this time, I hope I get him more!

He's gentle, the other guy is hurried.

ahh bye!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}

Ups and Downs
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 27 Jul 2005 03:27:16 PDT

*Just a note*

My mom took the power cord for my computer... untill I do my work. (I'm on my dads now, shhhh)

Tim's got a job delivering yellow pages- our courtyads FULL of them! O_O

*Ups*

Yesterday I came downstairs, my grandad said "Oh, I thought everyone had gone out".

I think a few of my ribs and my jaw are broken....

Right, well, I had a really long (two hour) convo with Gita yesterday, it was really fun, allthough I can't remember half of what we talked about o_O

I remember Lala coming on the phone, it was fun getting her off... we tried talking about her, but in the end it was just a threat from Gita to come into the room that got her off....

We talked about HBP, WOMAD, what we're going to do when she comes, when she's coming, how long she's coming, and just totally random stuff.

It was fun

Right, at supper (Before supper, actually) I was trying to think of the word "Evaporate", (Yaknow, when you have a brain freeze and can't think of the right word...) so I was saying outloud "Whats the word... whats the word... whats the word..." and my dad said "Forty-five".

We stared.

then he said, "Oh, sorry, thats the number".

My dads so wierd some times...

Anyway, my mom and I totally cracked up.... Ruthie didn't get it, I guess it's just the mind set you're in.

Last night I had one of those cuddle-up-with-your-mom-on-her-bed-talks. It was fun, we talked about all sorts... we had a very funny convosation, about random things, like how you say stupid things around people you like...

(I said "What kind of things?", she said "Oh, like motor mechanics, or how you like purple jeans". Had to add that, made me laugh so much.)

This morning I was daydreaming.... I had this daydream about Gita, Shona, two random guys and I.... One of the funniest daydreams ever! I was litreally crying with laughter... (I'll explain to Gita and Shona, but not to anyone else... )

vDOWNSv (not gonna spend much time on this... it's to depressing ) (Yeah, like my life is depressing )

Ruthies birthday today, she was gonna go home yesterday, but the south african air people are on strike, poor her.

9 out of 10 chance I can't go to WOMAD. *pouts*. It's terrible!!!!

um..... Gita probably can't stay for two weeks... but hopefully she can!

Micheals about to go in my room, I hate people going in my room when I'm not there. >.< (Except Gita... cos Gita's too... much like Gita... for me to mind her being in my room without me )

And thats about it-

Oh, Gita and I were talking about braces.... shes getting pink for Lala's birthday, and orange for Halloween, I think I will too, if the appointment is between them. But as I'm going to the dentist in... a few minutes, I'll probably be getting a red.

Wow, I mention Gita a lot in here!

(Oh,and Aimee, if you're reading this, my mom says you have a really nice smile )

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}}

HP Rant (No spoilers.....)
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sat, 16 Jul 2005 17:14:57 PDT

Okay, this is going to be kinda hard without putting spoilers in but...

just finished Half-blood prince, and I'm left with a feeling of complete loathing towards a certain charactar....

Man if I could get my hands on him! I'd just *makes violent hand movements like she's gutting someone*.

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE STUPID, FOUL, LOANTHSOME, EVIL, TRAITOR, SON-OF-A-MUGGLE, DIRTY TWAT, COCKROACH, WASTE OF SEMEN, EVIL, EVIL, EVIL, UGLY, STUPID, ANOYYING(ly cool at the same time >.< ), *tries not to swear violently*

I won't go on for fear of... um.... yes.

Bastard.

Anyway, new second favourite charactar though! (I'll give you a hint.... he's not afraid of his feelings!!!! eeeheeeheee)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]

, whats going to happen in the half blood prince, waiting outside WHSmith, my mom changing moods... So you can hardly be suprised that I'm having dreams about waiting outside WHSmith in town with Draco Malfoy teaching him the chip dance and eating muffins now can you?

Now for the depressing part (Which isn't really depressing, or sad, or of any importance whatsoever to anyone other then me).

I havn't seen Gita in ages!!!!!!! *dies* I havn't even talked to her on msn!

*bangs mouse on the table* ME WANT GITA ME WANT GITA ME WANT GITA *cries like a two-year-old*

heehee...

Poor Becky! She hasn't seen Nadya or Gita or Vrinda (Or me! ) in way longer then I havn't seen them! Go to her page and give her a nice big hug to cheer her up! ---->

Okay, thats all for the remotly sad.

Righto... going swimming tomorrow (I know... me... swimming... whoa! ) Organized it with Shona... pulled their sleeves and cried until they agreed convinced people to come with... aimee... other people. (...?!?)

Which reminds me.. Shona who else is coming?

Oh and Aimee... are you gonna wait with Shona and I outside WHSmith?

Gita... (Cos now I'm shouting out to everyone ) Miss you!

Vrinda... Lucky girl getting Gita all to yourself...! ...Bubbles!

Becky... *hugglesness*

Nadya... Why was your username Zaaaaak?

Zak... why was Nadya's username Zaaaaak?

Amber.... um.... hello?

Yessy yes. That is all. Buh-bye now!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs

[link]}}

Kings don't need advice from little hornbills for
~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:01:16 PDT

Don't you just love proving your parents wrong?

My mom was all huffy with me cos we couldnt' find my SS test... and I said "Well you can't blame me!" and she said "Yes I can! After all I know I've ordered it, and YOU lost it".

Turns out she didn't order it *looks smug*

lol, my moms cool though...

It was so funny, every morning my grandad tells my mom that he didn't know where everyone went (cos we wake up later then him... bless).

So my mom put a time table up behind his door.

Okay, so this morning he tells my mom "I don't know when to shower or anything" which is much better then "I didn't know where everyone went!"

And then after gym he tells my mom "what are you doing" and she says "Oh we've just been exercising..." and then he goes and says "I didn't know where everyone was this morning......"

You should of seen my moms face! She was trying to keep her face straight soooo bad but you could tell she wanted to laugh... it was so funny...

I was in fits of giggles for ages after that... heeheehee...

Anyway, thats put me in a good mood.. I even drew super rabbit... um.. long story.

Yeah, well Shona (and some other people..? Aimee?) are coming to my house in a couple of hours and then we're going down to town... but I havn't done my work so I better go do that.

lol, oh, another thing with my mom... she was going to ban me from the computer for not doing my work, and I gave her all these reasons not to... and she pouted and said "I was looking forward to banning you from the computer...."

heehee, I love my mom ^_^

(You can tell I'm in a super happy mood can't you...? I've been in a super happy mood ever since... well... for ages... don't know since when o_O since some time lol, yeah cos that made sense.)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Plus last night I found some videos Gita, Nadya and I taped... (The "Caitlin met Nadya on a dark, dark bunk bed" ones... ). And I watched them over and over... sooooooooooo funny! And all the ones of Gita doing that wierd eye thing... hahahaha. Yeah, so that also put me in a good mood.

And then, in the car, I suddenly thought "Wow! Only 6 days left!!!!" and that just pushed me over the happiness limit and I started laughing like a manic, trying despratly not to let anyone notice that I was shaking... (Tim must of thought I was crying or something...).

Yeah, well I'm still totally, ludacrisly, over-the-top Happy

So yes... I'm going to download "I'm a boy" by the who... cos Zak keeps telling me too. (Shhh, he thinks It's just taking ages... >.< (Well, he probably knows now... oh well.)

that is all.

no it's not....

Um, yes, Gita! I went to this HUGE manor place, and the garden is soooooo pretty!!!!!!!!!! I have to take you there!!!!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

The amazing wonderful story of time
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 08 Jul 2005 10:50:13 PDT

It was late in the afternoon, a man in a white Shirt that said "TIME" on it was sitting on a chair, slowly moving the knob on a clock that was in his hands.

A man came up behind him and looked from the clock to his wristwatch. "I think you're getting rusty, it's well past midnight now." He said.

Time chuckled, "I'm making time go slow on earth for a purpose".

The man laughed, "Ah, all those poor people waiting for Harry Potter and the half-blood prince to come out, don't you think it's a bit cruel to do this to them?"

"Yes, I do it just to anoy them... "

The man sighed.

***

You know it's true. damn you mister Time!!! speed things up a bit!!!

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs that I don't know if I've joined yet...

Clubs

Stupid Americans...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 08 Jul 2005 06:56:59 PDT

Okay, before getting to the topic... I made journal entry called "my lame attempt at depression". And it took me ages to write... and it was actually quite sad. (Granted it was all made up...), but it's not here!!! nooo!!!!!!!

Any-way, been having a good laugh at all these people talking of stupid american tourists... e.g

[to a black english guy] So you're an english-african-american?

Idiot >.<

[couple look at a river in england] Do you think that they put jets around to make the water keep running?

[couple passing the tower of London] Do you think the tower is behind this big castle.

[Mom telling her children when looking at a vase in a case in the tower of London] This is the vaize they gave to the queen on her coronation.

I can't even type that without laughing....

[talking to a guy from leeds] You speak very good american, what part of france are you from?

*hits head* It's bad enough she thinks he's from france... but american? Thats not a language! Is it?

I don't see how it could be... it's exactly the same as english!!! Damn Americans trying to steal our language (The most popular one at that) and call it their own! For shame! SHAAAMMMMMEEEEEEEEE

(No offense to any american readers... )

Funny how talking about americans I'm very patriotic about being a british citizen, but talking to anyone else, I deny ever getting citizenship! lol.

It must be cos we're English people are better then americans.

Talk about discrimination... *looks innoccent*

yeah, anyway. Thats all...

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky)}
My Muffin (Shona)

Wounded....
~Bellaxtrixxi — Tue, 21 Jun 2005 04:25:10 PDT

hahahaha; I've got nail marks in my arm.... I've got loads of random cuts in my feet... and this wierd thing on the back of my ankle... (I don't think it's actually a blister Shona... unless blisters emit masses of blood everytime you move... which was quite funny really, I wanted to get a vial or something to save the blood in, but I couldn't find it in time...).

Anyway, my point is, my moms only been away a week and allready I've got loads of wound marks... she's going to go mental when she gets back... (not to mention my shoes are ruined. )

But the good thing is, I havn't cried over any off them, which is deffinately a step up for me, a year ago I would of been sat there just crying. (As a few of you know from experience - well okay, I did cut both my knees open, my hands open and break my arm but....)

...which brings be to another thing... I have still been crying this week... alot more then usual (which is never really...) and it's not because my moms away, or my aunt died... it's actually for very bizzare reasons.

1. which isn't as bizzare as the other... is because of Gita... because she's sad, which makes me sad.... and because I couldn't go to reading.. and.. and... well you proberly don't want to hear about it, but it's all very depressing. (Thanks for talking to her Vrinda thanks for sharing with me the most intresting phonecall I've ever had Gita )

2. which is totally pathetic... is because I had this really realistic dream that my brother (Tim) died... and in the dream seeing his body just sitting on the windowsill... lifeless... has to be the sadest moment I've ever had (And it's in a dream... lol). But just the way your stomach churns... and backflips... and the way your whole brain is screams bloody murder but you can't utter a single word. You can't even cry... it's just to uppsetting for that. Ofcourse once I woke up I cried... and cried... and when I saw Tim in the morning I came this close to glomping him ...but now I keep getting flashes of that dream, and thinking it's real... and suddenly thinking Tim's dead again... which is very upsetting.

but heck, you don't wanna hear about all that... you want to hear about happy times... which I had too!

1. On the phone with Gita, yes, same convosation... thinking of things she'd love to say to her parents. (But never would... unless she didn't mind being kicked out of the house before any of you go lecture us on rudeness! ) Stuff like "Mom, what does free will mean?". Etc.

2. Wading through mudd with Shona... fun ^_^

3. Yahoo convo's with Shona... always funny.

4. Walking down to town and trying desprately not to laugh from the memories of things I've done with Gita... which is very hard and I think some of the passers by think I'm insane...

5. Making stupid animations with Shona.

6. Having Vrinda tell me I might be able to go to the summer concert. *dies*

7. Getting a reminder on my phone that a certain brown haired girl put there a year ago. *stares pointedly at Gita*. And no, I'm not going to tell you what it said, but it was really funny.

There, that outways the bad things *grins* I might be able to go to the summer concert!!!!!

no... musn't get my hopes up...

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to hard.. .

Alignment test thingy...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:48:47 PDT

Doesn't work... I wanted the names to take up less space... oh well, at least they look cool now. (see below)

Friends

^{My Lover and Wife (Becky) My Muffin (Shona)

My Second Cousin (Nadya) My Secret Lover (Gita)

My Hero (Aimee) My Bubble (Vrinda)

My Second Cousins Son (Zak) My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs that I don't know if I've joined yet...

Clubs

[link]}

I guess... well.
~Bellaxtrixxi — Sat, 18 Jun 2005 17:43:46 PDT

I was going to say how much not being able to see Gita untill the holidays sucks (becuase it does) and how much fun the convo with her was (because it was) but.... I've decided that it's 1:40 in the morning... I'm listening to Manson full blast in my room... my dad is downstairs with my brothers get drunk and listening to Dire Straights full blast... our neighbor couldn't give a damn WHAT we do... now is just not the time.

Now, is infact, the time to jump around my room banging my head. Ahhh... anger managment

..Kinda hurts your neck though...

I'M A TEEN DISTORTION, SURVIVED ABORTION, A REBEL FROM THE WAIST DOOOWWWNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Friends

^{*My Lover and Wife (Becky)

*My Muffin (Shona)

*My Second Cousin (Nadya)

*My Secret Lover (Gita)

*My Hero (Aimee)

*My Bubble (Vrinda)

*My Second Cousins Son (Zak)

*My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs that I don't know if I've joined yet...

Clubs

[link]

right, so reply to my comment there...

Friends

^{*My Lover and Wife (Becky)

*My Muffin (Shona)

*My Second Cousin (Nadya)

*My Secret Lover (Gita)

*My Hero (Aimee)

*My Bubble (Vrinda)

*My Second Cousins Son (Zak)

*My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs that I don't know if I've joined yet...

Clubs

[link]}}

Well isn't that just great.
~Bellaxtrixxi — Fri, 17 Jun 2005 12:31:41 PDT

I'm not in a good mood... I'm in a "I hardly ever get to see ANYONE at all except on tuesday and now THIS" mood.

UGH! *hits head on desk*

*glares at everything* You'd think that because I only ever see any of my friends once a week, and that one time is just for a class I'd be allowed to see them when I get the chance... but noooo.

Now I'm not having a rant at Sanya... I'm sure she has her reasons for not letting me go to reading... and I'm fine with that.

Okay, It's very depressing and yes, I am anoyyed. but.. well.

Well then, I guess you'd think that because I only ever see any of my friends once (blah same as above) AND I couldn't go to reading I'd be able to go on a ONE NIGHT camping trip with Shona... but nooo... it's fathers day sunday... that doesn't even matter cos I'd be home before he even wakes up!

But my dad (my moms away for the month...) doesn't believe I really am going camping, what am I gonna do?!?! go to a nightclub?!?! Yeaaaahhhh.... they're really gonna let a FOURTEEN year old in a nightclub!

so whippee *raises hands in mock celebration* now I'm not going to see ANY of my friends AT ALL for this entire time, drama is cancelled, I don't even have my MOM for company... and the way my lucks going I proberly won't be able to go to my aunts... just peachy, who needs company anyway?

Okay, so I do get to go to town with Shona tomorrow... at least theres that... lets just hope THAT doesn't get cancelled either...

I miss my friends *grabs Gita and puts her in a cage* *looks arond innocently* ...mine!

Now... Gita better be able to come in the holidays... or I'm going to go waywire... and anoy you with another one of these stupid ranting journals.

Lord help me... I'm actually starting to consider school! O_O sure it sucks... but at least you're around people.

Anyway, you can go do whatever you were doing now. After you comment and tell me how dreadfully sorry for me you feel that is.

Friends

^{*My Lover and Wife (Becky)

*My Muffin (Shona)

*My Second Cousin (Nadya)

*My Secret Lover (Gita)

*My Hero (Aimee)

*My Bubble (Vrinda)

*My Second Cousins Son

New Journal...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Wed, 15 Jun 2005 11:40:25 PDT

Because I was getting anoyyed with the other journal on my front page..

haha, time waster.

Friends

^{*My Lover and Wife (Becky)

*My Muffin (Shona)

*My Second Cousin (Nadya)

*My Secret Lover (Gita)

*My Hero (Aimee)

*My Bubble (Vrinda)

*My Second Cousins Son (Zak)

*My Cookie (Amber)

Clubs that I don't know if I've joined yet...

Clubs

[link]}

Random Pictures...
~Bellaxtrixxi — Mon, 13 Jun 2005 05:55:32 PDT

Just some random pics of yesterday at Tim's birthday dinner... (he's 19!)

Micheal and Mom... as always at eachothers necks

Tim... with he's uasal look...

Dad and I... Dad laughing at something somewhere... and be rubbing my eyes... no idea why...

heres another of my dad and I: just cos I think it's cute ^_^

speaking of my dad... he's cut his hair!!! (I wanted him to grow it into a ponytail! )

theres a whole family portrait, but it's awful cos Tim and Micheal are pulling this face... not nice faces... so heres a diffrent one of Tim and Micheal...

And one of Gita just for the heck of it... (and I like this photo *grins*)

such awesome brown eyes

And that is all, you may go now.

Friends

^{*My Lover and Wife (Becky)

*My Muffin (Shona)

*My Second Cousin (Nadya)

*My Secret Lover (Gita)

*My Hero (Aimee)

*My Bubble (Vrinda)

*My Second Cousins Son (Zak)

*My Cookie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}