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Mainly stuff with Gabe, Richard, Neo, James, and Styler.

:]

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/19037078/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/19037078/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:01:55 PDT GO AND FIGHT FOR JUSTICE BY VIEWING MY DRAWINGS.
:]
This here one is only for yaoi. ;]


I GOTS TAGGED

Can you fill this out without lying?
Do the survey, then tag THREE people.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Kookie Krisp cereal

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
Nope

Where was your ID picture taken?
School bus

Last time you walked further than a block?
Friday
Name someone that made you laugh today?
Myself


How late did you stay up last night and why?
Until 3 am because I was reading yaoi till 1:330 then playing Crisis core till 3 ;]

If you could move somewhere else, where would it be?
TUSCANNY

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Fireworks scare the crap out of me. Execpt for the sparklers. that would be a no

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Uniqua.
LOL
She has such a ghetto name And she likes yaoi ;]

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Sure, go for it.

Do you prefer to call or text?
CALL.

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
BLAH sadly it doesn't come with an actual doctor. :[

When was the last time you cried really hard?
Pst been alittle while.
Although I kinda cried last night I read the Kakashi Gaiden part of Naruto for the first time :{

Where are you at right now?
my room

What bed did you sleep in last night?
I feel asleep at (on) the kitchen table then got up and went to my bed :]

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
!!! PEPPRIDGE FARM ZESTY TOMATO CRACKERS they are wonderfull

When is your birthday?
June 8th

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
pst...ummm Brandon Zach and Teddy

Was yesterday better than today?
I just woke up :]

Can you live a day without TV?
Yeah.

What are you listening to?
NOTHING :]

Are you mad about anything?
no but my stomach hurts

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
IDK :]

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
A LONG time ago but im going to amanda's tomorrow ;]

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Every day when I wake up.
(inside joke don't take that to seriously ;])

Would you take your ex back?
Hell no.
Ugh he's a stupid cunt waffle

Where do you wish you were right now?
Nowhere.

What should you be doing right now?
nothing.

Is anything bothering you right now?
Yes.

Are you a bad influence?
No.... I mean realy I'm not (Lies)

Night out or night in?
Both will end with Dinsy naked :]

Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?
Outgoing.

What items could you not go without during the day?
...Food. Clothing is overrated

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
Do I know this stranger?





!!!Wanna here a funny conversation? Ok me and my dad were at Best buys and he was like 2 aisles away and I was playing 20 questions so basically I had to shout LOL it went like :

20 question game thing: Does it weigh more than a pound of butter?
Me: ??? Ugh! I don't know... How much is that?
Me: DAD! HOW MUCH DOES A POUND OF BUTTER WEIGH?
random strangers beside me: WTF? -weird looks-
Me: Oh... Wait. Nevermind!


:] LOL I love my brain.

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/18045639/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/18045639/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 21:42:18 PDT Now to wrap and then fold laundry.
Just thought I'de tell you that the RichardXGabrialXNeo stories actually have a point
:]
I do think that's all I'm going to put on this account.
along with other random things I do.
;]

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/18032661/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/18032661/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:17:25 PDT Stupid meds ran out >.<
AND IM HUNGRY!
But I have oranges.
Im being lazy ok.
And my fingernails look like crap.
Look another quiz.
Are my journals good for anything else....
NO
Goodness knows that my writings aren't done yet.


) Full name?
Neil (I'm so cool I only have a first name. Like Cher)

2) Male/Female?
I am on the female persasion....
Sadly sometimes to my disatisfaction.

3) Were you named after anyone?
Your penis
4) Does your name mean anything?
Jesuses

6) What do you look like?
Rainbows and sunshine

7) Date of birth?
April 25, 1313AD

8) Place of birth and current location?
My mom.
Blue Marlin

9) Nationality?
Hospitality

10) Astrology sign?
Gemini!

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Oprah Goodness knows shes everywhere

12) Religion?
GOD :] Christian

13) What's your favorite smell?
DANIELLE

14) Political position?
Botton ;]

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Whatever's in the fridge. Water?

16) Hair + eye color?
IM BLACK. GUESS

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Stevie Wonder


( XD )

18) What do you look like?
You already asked this in question 6, you silly bitch.

19) Any unusual talents?
I..umm...
Shoot rainbows from my chest of wonders.
And I have dwarfism in my ringer and pinky finger on both hands.
Its not that noticiable though ;]

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Depends on what I'm doing.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Depends on who is around

22) What do you do for a living?
Clean. For now.

23) What do you do for fun?
You and Danielle
24) Materials to work with?
Whatever's handy.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Acrilyic

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Yep.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Who's asking?

28) Crush?
Yes. I love that soda.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Heath Ledger. Too bad he's dead.

XD

30) Current worries?
Everyone does.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
I know a bunch of you personally.

34) Do you burn or tan?
Tan. Black people do get darker in the sun.

35) Ever break a bone?
No. Which is strange considering all the stupid shit I've done.

36) What is your favourite cereal?
LUCKEH CHARWNS
37) Person you cry with?
:] I cry alot.
For no reason
So...ummm...Everyone?

38) Any sisters?
YES! 1. I love her to death

39) Any brothers?
biologicallhy no

40) Any pets?
FRODO!
41) An illness?
Dance fever.

42) A pager?
Those are so 90's.

43) A personal phone line?
yup

44) A cell phone?
yup

45) A visible birthmark?
No. Kind of. Maybe. It depends.

46) A pool or hot tub?
Depends on the weather.

47) A car?
I wish.

48) Personality?
Either pissed or hyper and happy.

49) Driving?
Soon.

50) Your clothing style?
Whatever I find on my floor thats clean and not really wrinkled

51) Room?
BLUE

52) What’s missing?
... ice cream
Cause it goes good with yaoi
53) School?
No thanks. I already know everything.

54) Bed?
Yes please.

55) Relationship with your parents?
Super... *cough*

56) Do you believe in yourself?
:] YEAH

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really. That kind of defeats the purpose of actually being in love.

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
No.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
IMA RULE YOUR ASSES ONE DAY
60) Get along with your parents?
Sure.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
some important ones

62) Pray?
When?

63) Believe in reincarnation?
IDK

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
Kinda. But I do alwayhs brush once :]

65) Like to talk on the phone?
Yes! Where there is stuff being said
66) Like to eat?
Yes?

67) Like to exercise?
Depends on the exercise.

68) Like to watch sports?
Baseball
69) Sing in the car?
I sing everywhere
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
I have different dreams.

71) Dream in color?
Yes.

72) Do you have nightmares?
Sometimes.

73) Sleep with a stuffed an... ]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/17752710/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/17752710/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 18:03:42 PDT Its not much of a vengeance when I came back to so much love ;]
_{-Cringe- I'm drinking diet soda with a corndog}
GUESS WHAT!
YAOI TAG! :}

Yaoi TAG!

"One True Pairing": Remus and Sirius
"One True Threesome": Stan/Kyle/Kyle (South Park yaoi FTW) Or Richard/Gabrial/Neo (OC's FTW even more ;])
"One True Foursome": Sanzo/Goku/Hakkai/Gojyo :}
"Canon" Ship: Dai/Jaehee
"Not quite canon but should be": Doumeki/Watanuki,or Will/Jack
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Dumbledore/anyone or Armstong with any one....guy OR girl.
"You are one sick bastard": DBZ yaoi.
"I'm one sick bastard": Orochimaru/Sasuke or Zach/Jared.
"I dabble a little": Axel/Roxas
"It's like a car crash": Kankuro/ Naruto (I love it but sadly have to make my onw T[]T )
"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet": Kanda/Lavi
"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not": Sokka/Zuko
"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it": Sasuke TOPPING Naruto
"When all is said and done": Naruto/Sasuke
"Guilty Pleasure": Kakashi/Sasuke or Kakashi/Naruto
"I can't believe I read it and liked it" ship: Harry/Ron
Favorite "Older/Younger": Roy/Ed. ...Im horrible I know.
"My first, I could never abandon you": Naruto/Sasuke
Favorite Devotionship: Hiyuu/Horaiji (Tokyo Majin anyone?)
Favorite Never-metship: Don't know any.....
Favorite Abuseship: Dai/ Jahee
Favorite Rapeship: Kozunu/Horaiji (More Tokyo Majin) OR Zach/Jared....Not really OC cause their people I know. ;]
Favorite Pervyship: Gabrial/Richard. :] OCS.
Favorite Dominance!Battle: Mugen/Jin
RAWR I TAG ALL.
Not really
Only if ya want.

Book Meme

Directions:
1. Take five books off your bookshelf.
2. Book #1 -- first sentence
3. Book #2 -- last sentence on page fifty
4. Book #3 -- second sentence on page one hundred
5. Book #4 -- next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
6. Book #5 -- final sentence of the book
7. Make the five sentences into a paragraph.

When little Freddie took sick, I knew things would change, and change fast. I knew I should've been excited later that day when Min and I sat down for lunch. My perfect mountain cabin exsisted only in my imagination. I rested my forehead against the prickly stucco. And oh my darling, take my wings in your shining hands, and I will lift you above the sky in the Birds' dance, the whirring dance.

:] That made no sense.
In other news I almost made the Honor roll again!
Stupid math grade. 1 point from a b. Bullshit if you ask me.
BUT alls good because well.... IM ME.
AND ME IS AN AWESOME PERSON BECAUSE I DO ANYTHING I NEVER DO NOTHING AND I SHARE SOMETHING WITH MARIA.
Does her name have an 'h'?

IDK
Im cell phone is dying and my head is like gonna explode.
Plus I have a paper due tomorrow that Im procrastinating from doing. I also have to write yuri sex for a contest.
I LOST THE YAOI CONTEST!
GAH!
TO A GUY THATS STORY DIDNT HAVE SEX!
THAT WAS THE MAIN REQUIREMENT.
But its cool cause he's sharring the shirt.

MY DAD bought me veggie tale plushies.
I have the little asparagus the tomatoes larry the cucumber and one or the peas because my daddy loves it when I be smilin.

Again I want to thank the people that 1 watch me and 2 favorited my art work (coughpoetrycalledcumquietly) and stuff.
Who would have thought people love my perverted thoughts.
HEY!?!?! GOT ANY QUESTIONS.
ABOUT ME, LIFE, OR JUST STUPID SHIT IN GENERAL.
ASK AWAY.
CAUSE IM A CRIME FIGHTING INVESTIGATOR THAT HAS A CHEST OF WONDERS AND EVERY TIME I TAKE MY SHIRT OFF RAINBOWS AND GOLD SPARKLES DISSOLVE EVERYTHING WITHING A 1 MILE RADIUS.

....
Me and my friends have to much time.
...ok.
I Have to much time.

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16188208/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16188208/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 16:00:48 PST NARUTO * CONTAINS SPOLIERS*

There is NO way Sasuke could kill Itachi like that.
That fights not over. It better be no where NEAR over.
I mean Come On!!! That was horrible what Sasuke did. Genjutsu on top of Genjutsu? Psst Kishimoto-san can do better. HAS done better.
I mean the fight with Sasuke and Deidara went on for CHAPTERS.

_{To bad deidara had to die though.....}

Sasuke could have at least asked the question before the chapter ended! I want to know what Sasuke wanted to ask Itachi before "he dies".
Sasukes gonna die. To all you Die hard Sasuke fans out there TO BAD.
Deidara had to die and he's WAY cooler than Sasuke. I mean he blew things up! The only cooler thing than that is being apart of Team Zombie (Hidan and Kakuzu).

Back on point this chapter dissapointed me. Just to clear things up Sasuke took a cheap shot. He played unfair. So Read between the lines! No way Itachi would fall to him. None at ALL. He took down his CLAN!! ALL OF THEM.

And then come on, Sasuke turned into snakes? How unoriginal is that? He stole that from Orochimaru! _{Orochimaru scared me this past aired week on cartoon network....}
Itachi uses ravens! That's what I call style! That's how you dissappear.

-sigh-

To end it all Itachi's not dead.
The fight has still more to come along with Major flashbacks as always.

ANOTHER QUESTION:

What is Tobi's "power"? He's stalling the konoha ninjas very well!
Thats insane... But Naruto is going to beat him....
poor tobi.
Hes gonna be missed......



OTHER STUFF
Blah blah blah HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16152620/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16152620/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:58:43 PST I told Brandon I couldn't promise what I did... you know... the whole "marrige" thing.... Harrison should be happy.... Wait.... is that weird that he should be happy? He was kinda upset and very against it when I did promise it.... Goodness guys are confusing.




LONG TIME NO TALK BITCHES.
Miss me?
I missed yalll...
Ive been slack on the yaoi Lately but I thoroughly apologize and some Narusasu goodness is coming yalls way soon.

: D

Exciting isnt it? I cant wait to go back to school.... and its raining here D:

_{there is no point to this once so ever....}


IM LOOKING AT YAOI!!

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16004265/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/16004265/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 17:35:14 PST Please offer your assitance =]
I FAIL at photoshop line art.
(im taking classes for it next year so no worry )

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15920297/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15920297/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:22:24 PST


ask away

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15638580/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15638580/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 16:50:28 PST I was supposed to go at 10 then my dad started dragging his feet and before we left my mom called cause she was in a head on car crash but shes fine....
cars horrible.
ANYWAYS
I was done with work by 4:30 AM (cleaned hooters in record time [1 hour] ) and by 4:35AM I was outside of a Gamestop 4th in line for the Wii

=]
And there were six

Me and my dad both got one
=]
I stood out there in the FREEZING for 2 hours.
My mp3 died and I was sad.
But then it turned 7 AM and they opened and we got it
=]
So happy.
And then I got my dad and my sisters gift.
and preshleigh... and dinsys and nikki's
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET EVERYONE ELSE!
most likely a drawing of some sort because after buying the Wii Im broke.
So ivy katie maria sam and allison please tell me what you want me to draw you for christmas.


I can't walk.
It pains me to walk 2 steps.
I've been on my feet since 9 PM thursday.
-sigh-
schools gonna be hell
=]

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15561011/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15561011/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 10:45:08 PST I just went christmas shopping.
Got clothes.
and tights
tights=skirts
along with awsome rainboots.
Because rain boots are sexy.
And a new jacket.
Sad part is I cant wear them till after christmas

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15365144/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15365144/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:23:57 PST
Quiz taken here:
[link]


Sadly its all true....



----EDIT----


I was wondering....
What would people say about me if I died? Like something real quick that no one would see coming like a car crash or I get shot...
Would it just be all the nice things? Things that made people smile? Would it be things that made us laugh? Important things?
What about the little things?
I think this but I realize people don't know the little things...
I can hardly stand the smell of flowers. It bothers me and I just think they stink... I don't find them romantic enless its truly full of meaning.
I prefer video games over telephones. I don't like lima beans.

Things like that. Things that AREN't important to anyone else besides people that actually know me.

Ok so somebody does know this because Brandon always knows what to get me when he wants to be sweet. But I mean seriously! I would love to see my own funeral....
See who cries and who doesn't... See who smiles at my memories or simply shakes their head.


Who will remember me for being me 10-15 years after I'm gone?
What would my mom say? Would she say I was a wonderful daughter that she loved dearly and that she was proud of me?
She can't say that.... that's one thing I don't want at my funeral....LIES.


So.... If I die before all of my friends please remember...
1)I want to be cremated
2)How ever many years I lived I want 1 red balloon released
3)Anybody can speak at my funeral...
4)REMEMBER THE BAD WITH THE GOOD
5)NO FRIED CHICKEN..._{its a black people thing..... I dont want any.}


On another note =]

Earlier today I decided I should try to change myself for the better...
Be lady like, reserved.Living
I want to be the girl that guys want.
But then I realized.
I can't be that girl.
Sure I hate being one of the guys but that's just me.
If you don't like the way I am fuck you.
I'm not going to lie. I need peoples approval.
I really do.
But when it comes down to the line
I CANT CHANGE WHO I AM.
So what I flirt with guys and girls constantly?
So what if I enjoy talking about sex and porn?
I love guys to feel comfortable around me.
I want them to trust me.
I have a rock.
I have at least 6 rocks to lean on.
So I don't need to change.
Not when I have those peoples love.
Im a freshman.... I don't need to be looking for a long term thing

=]

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15292607/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15292607/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 19:46:05 PDT _{or my own personal Fabio.}

Even though I can't actually have a taste...I want one =]
He shaved....he looks so _clean now. I like his 5 o'clock type shadow thing....
and his hair was combed.... but that's ok because his bum is still mine =]
I told him that I will mostly leave him alone if I could openly molest him twice a week without him fighting me =]
He said ok as long as he doesnt know when its coming... I should tell him anyway then do it a different time XD.

DUDE!
I was in the hallway on my way to latin (lulz to latin) and gave me a hug infront of people (dur we were in the hallway) then this girl out of nowhere asks this guy that I know what I think she thinks was a whisper if I was gay....
Me and dinsy just kind of looked at eachother then went along with it.
dinsy-OMG JEI YOUR SUCH A FAG
me (aka me) - I"M SORRY! I CAN'T HELP IT
Random people in the hallways- *stare*

XD

Then on the bus, because of the fact that I was wearing this sweater vest that was like the REDDEST thing in the world that said new york, my friend kayla (not kayla that hangs with us but Andy's ex girlfriend kayla) was all like I dare you tomorrow to go down the halls doing the Carolton dance.
I so am going to.
Get a sweater to tie around my neck too...
Its going to be awsome.


I let Dinsy borrow Brokeback Mountian and apparently there is an edited version -o-
I didnt know that...
needless to say my version has sex
=]
YAY!

Happy HALLOWEEN!
IM GOIN AS A HOBO

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15245489/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15245489/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 15:18:45 PDT all night...
O_<
Which means I worked Hooters.
I love working there... running around music blasting singing into the broom.
_{along with getting paid $7.50}


I just got finished watching Shippuden 32.
I busted out laughing when lee offered neji a piggy back ride because gai was giving Kakashi one...
>-<

I have come to the realization that alot of people plan futures for me which all include living with me. Like 5 people....

Porky:
move in, get married, have hundreds of kids
Brandon:
Move in, cook for me, buy a shark we named bubbles, have hundreds of kids, cook for all of us, feed kids to the shark, eat the shark
Dinsy:
Move in and be a hippie hobo that I have to pay for XD
Nikieta(my sister):
Attend art institute of charolette and live with her
Jamal:
Just plainly live with me, marry, have hundreds of kids.


O-<

Why do all of the guys want hundreds of kids?
More like four... at most 5.
I like brandon's offer...
If you cant cook you have no chance of ever living with me.
We named the shark together.... hahaha bubbles.


Anyways I found a new fanfiction site.
mediaminer.org
If you want adult rated stuff under ratings search for x
and it says pages but thats if you print....I spent a good 10 minutes looking for the next page button to realize that it was all there. I don't have anything there yet but my name is LadyPersonal.


Mackes wants me to write her a sadistic/angry narusasu story....
I'm having trouble coming up with a good story plot.
I think this is good though:
Naruto's a crime lord
Sasuke owes him money..
you get the rest

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15173958/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15173958/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:48:28 PDT I need a new anime to watch. (or manga to read)
I am currently watching:
Death note
Naruto (shippuden)
Bleach
Magical Shopping Arcade Abenoshi
D. Grey man
Cowboy bepop
Blood +

That i have already watched:
Eureka 7
trinity blood
FLCL
Gravatation
Yami no matsui (descendants of darkness)
Chobits
IGPX
Le Chevailer De'on

Manga Im currently reading:
Princess princess
Loveless
Let Dai
Sokora refugees
After school nightmare
D. grey man

Movies Ive seen:
Howls moving castle
Spirited away
Akira
Grave of the fireflies
Cowboy bepop
Final Fantasy advent children
FMA: Conqueror of Shambala
All 3 naruto movies

Movies I'm about to see:
Bleach movie
Tekkon Kinkkreet.


SOOOOOOO Any ideas?
I have another acount that is STRICLY NO YAOI BECAUSE I WANT MY PARENTS TO SEE IT.
Click here:

And watch me if you already are =]
Then after that go here:
[link]

=]

Check out my AMVS
ALSO check out this girlie.... her stuff is amazing on youtube:
[link]


AND check out this awsome girl here on DA that you should DEFINATLY WATCH! _{or I will personally eat your brains}


]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15163714/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15163714/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:05:46 PDT both of my parents to the movies as my treat. I told them we can see any movie except "Why did I get married?". We ended up seeing "Things (we?) lost in the fire" and "Kingdom". And today made me realized that I've changed.

In 6th grade I changed my name to Jei because it was a new start. I didn't want to be Ashleigh anymore. Ashleigh cried everynight because she cared what people she didnt care about thought.

Ashleigh was a skinny spoiled crybaby that wanted the world to revolve around her even when she knew it was impossible.

Today I realized that even though my name has changed my personality really hasnt. But thats ok cause I've decided to change that.
I know that no matter what I'm still going to be '1 of the guys' but I'll tell you this, I'm gonna be one of the most craziest, coolest, funniest 'guy' you've ever seen.

Things that have happened this last week have been really hard for me and my heart started acting up again (medically and emotionally). he was going to be another Spartacus and I refuse to go through that again.

Everythings going to be different now... If only it could be that way at home.

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15087641/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/15087641/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 13:16:51 PDT I've always have.
I get along really well with guys but when I start to like one of them its basically the same thing. "Your a really good friend."
I'm tired of being their friend!
Now everybody has somebody at school, and I'm the 3rd wheel.

WHY WOULD HE TELL DINSY I HAVE A CHANCE IF I DONT?
enless you made that part up dinsy.

But I cant say anything. They expect me to except it and not be hurt...they expect me to be one of them.

Im not his type.
His type is needy, short, and preferably blonde.
Im none of those enless 5'3'' is considered short for a girl.
Dinsy said I can do better. Its her job as my friend. they all say you cando better when you get rejected.



what if i dont want better?

i feel like crying

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14989914/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14989914/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:25:15 PDT -followed by IMPORTANT THINGS!-


stolen from mah wifey


Your Boy Side
[X] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ xxx] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x ] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x ] Wear boxers. -wearin 'em right now! -u-

Total = 15 points

Your Girl Side
[ x] You wear lip gloss.
[x ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ x] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[xxxxxxx ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures...
[xx ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ xx] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. :U
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (I want a new barbie for christmas... but no one takes me seriously.... I REALLY WANT ONE! not bratz.. i hate bratz)
[ x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total =16 points

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RAWR
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Look here:
[link]

New amv I made.

I PASSED THE 250k in veiws mark. XD
That makes me happy.
BUT I NEED MORE!
So... shoo... go watch then comment me here if ya like XD

Look at this one:

[link]layList&=846659D7369A425E&index=55

Total D. Gray man.
Its a totally new take on that show... Kinda creeped me out.

I started watching pet shop (of?) horrors.
ITS SO AWSOME!

along with Yami no matsui (total yaoi)

Did any one see heros on monday?
There was the shape-shifting girl and she offered to have sex with sylar while she looked just like sylar.

I twitched.
MY dad laughed at my reaction.

-n-

Sooo...
Holloween is soon!
I don't know what I'm going as!
But.. IDK
Any Ideas?

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14977831/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14977831/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 21:08:42 PDT I jealous.
All my friends are being totally emo (-sigh- they have a right to be with all the cutting, an overdose, suicide threats and muder that has taken place within the last 5 days)
why does everything bad happen at the same time?!?!?!

I was born uncapable of being sad for more than 5 minutes. Any little thing makes me happy.
_{'specially hugs from zach}
Well on a good (not really) note:
parents fighting+ emo friend life= CREATIVE DEIHERRA!!!

YAY
-throws hands up sarcasticlly-
mainly in forms of my AMVs and stories
-heads desk-

I gave a guy an "interveiw" today.
It was about his _penis
He answered all of my questions!
1. when guys walk their _penis just kinda rests on their leg. -ewwwwww-
2. They don't wipe they shake.
-he included a funny hand action imatating wiping himself-
3.Depending on the underwear, their _penis moves differently.



Conversation went on to odd topics.... gotta love journalism!
_{not as much as latin.}


Science was a blast.
I told Jared all about yaoi. He said he was fine as long as he's seme.

I love my classmates.

UMMMMM.....
Thats all.
Oh and check out

platic cake's stuff is totally yummy

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14805357/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14805357/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 19:12:57 PDT factotum \fak-TOH-tuhm\, noun:
A person employed to do all kinds of work or business.

O///o

----

We watched a slide show on bulling today... It was more on dominating then bullying but interesting non-the-less.
Especially with right behind me and Zach in front.

Zachs new favorite word:
Rim Job.
I explained to him what it meant and all he did was laugh. It gave me a reason to whisper into his ear -blush-

_{(Wtf...I black... black people can't blush -heads desk-)}

But the survery that concluded the slide show was most fun of all...
Dinsy doesn't feel safe anywhere in the school expect for everywhere that wasn't listed. Among the list was hallways, locker room, restrooms, bus, and bus stop area.

=3

She has no reason to feel safe when I'm there. -wink-
_{I need to stop flirting with anything that moves}

Yaoi needs to appear magically in my closet....
Along with all the other things I find like my teddy rabbit Tooth was recently located in the back corner of my closet alond with much needed index cards.
_{Thomas yaoi... because he was mean to me}

Wow!
So whose understandin any of this thats not dinsy?

DEATH NOTE PREMIERES ON ADULT SWIM OCTOBER 20TH!!!!!!!

WATCH IT OR I WILL PERSONALLY EAT YOUR BRAINS!
_{It'll feel so good you'll cream your jeans.}

I WAS SO NEAR ANTHONY TODAY!
I mean I just had a total braingasm about him and came up with the fact that he's like my modern day greek god...


You know...
Like Fabio was to the 90's.



_{Why do I think these things?}

Only with a hotter ass....

I saw 3 guys adjust themselves today...
Am I the only one that catches these actions?

Zach made fun of me because I ran and well my Ginourmous chest bounced....
-heads desk-
They can be so troublesome at times.

The word troublesome makes me think of shikamaru.
Shikamaru makes me think of Ice cream.
Ice cream makes me think of ben and jerry's.
Which in the end result ben and jerry's makes me think of Anthony...(more like his ass but its all the same. I would tap that no matter... but his ass makes me want to harder.)



CAN I NOT GO ONE DAY WITH OUT MAKING A SEXUAL REFERANCE TO SOMEBODIES BUM?!?!?!?!?!?!!?

_No

I have ms. (mrs.? _{Who would marry her?}) tim tomorrow.

-shudder-


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http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14789981/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:22:52 PDT But hey!
I'm about to reach 25k views on my youtube account
( www.[link] )
Soooo....
I need an idea that will help me celebrate (drawing wise)
Thats not YAOI.
-nods-
Yes... no yaoi.
Todays events were basically uneventful....
My average day with alittle more touchy feely....
John needs to keep his hands to himself...
Its bothering me and hes going to get hit

XD

On another note...
I am convience the singer Mika is gay...
But I still love him and his spandex wearing self

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14764870/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14764870/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 21:18:06 PDT
This journal is a result of my many braingasms this weekend.
ENJOY
--------------

I now have a graphic tablet.
Can't touch me now cause I've hit rockstar status.
I want to buy new underwear but my dad doesn't have time and I'm broke. It's horrible how I have to know which pair my dad thinks is cuter before I buy them.

Nikki is getting me some Disney princess panties if she can find them in my size...
having a ginormous bum has it's downfalls. God bless Nikki and her supportfor my love of panties.

I talked to my parents about the gay/lesbian parade....seperatly. First thing my dad asked was if I was going with my girlfriend. I said yes.... his face was priceless. He looked slightly dissapointed when I said I was joking... odd because my family only owns 1 DVD with lesbians. _{sad how I know what my family sexually like.}

First thing out my mom's mouth was askig if my dad was going.... I had no comment.

my mommies brought up a good point though... alot of anti-gay people protest at those parades and each year someone gets shot. Besides the fact thats true I realized my mom knew these parades were happening in SC and she never said anything.

BUT she doesnt fully care if I go as long as I don't get shot. Don't you just love mommies?

Along with that thought brought me to realize.
Dinsy+car= unstoppable multiple hours loitering in walmart along with yaoi from the bookstore... I'm excited.

I went to the new walmart... It reminds me of Sams (costcos for the northerners) but with brown floors. It was cold and the freezer section has censor lights so when you walk past them the lights turn on. They sell seaweed!! They have an asian food section in the soup isle.

I saw kyle.... He reminded me of football which made me think of Anthony...
-drool-
I really wish I could just touch his ass. But then the whole yummy train of thought was interupted by the thought of Dinsy telling him our whole conversation about him in breifs, a black t-shirt eating ben and jerries ice cream. I busted out laughing in the middle of walmart... my mommies just shook her head saying how retarded I was.

And I kept laughing. But then I walked down the candy isle and my mind went straight to the thought that I would do anything for a expresso extra dark chocolate candy bar. Right after that I had a mental conversation with myself and Dinsy with her asking even if that mean giving up yaoi... I decided that I'de do almost anything.


Im tired and sexually fustrated from all of my thinking (aka braingasms) so goodnight!

]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14691319/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14691319/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 15:23:40 PDT CX

Anthony said I touch him -tear-
But---
I can look and not touch XD
This week was awsome (besides the fact that I totally ruined my bottom lip)
I kept my accedints to a minimum!

-busted bottom lip by walking into a wall

-stabbed my finger (accidently) with sharp seam ripper

-fell down stairs once

-tripped in cafeteria at lunch while skipping


YES!
I am very proud of myself X)

Other news includes:
-me and Dinsy are going to attend the gay/lesbian pride parady next year!
-I showed my support for Jena 6. I proudly wore black yesterday
-The new walmart up the street from me is HUGE
-This week I got my 126th subcriber on youtube cx
-Jane Fonda is my new song (i have a new song every week)
look up the lyrics it by mickey avalon

THATS ALL YALL
:Iconsasunaruplz:


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]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14595559/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14595559/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 14:12:36 PDT cause I'm cool like that!
=what I've completed


100 themes challange..
cause I'm cool like that!
=what I've completed

RULES

1. Credit the author of the list, place the list in your journal and let us know you are doing the challenge. You can find the list author at the bottom of our variation lists.

2. Works can be completed in any medium, including poetry and prose.

3. Must have only one theme per piece. Do not use one piece for more than one theme. Do the themes listed below.

4. Put a link to the piece once you have finished a theme and update the list as often as possible.

5. To be listed as taking the challenge you must be doing the whole list not just a few themes.

6. No time limit on completing the list so take as long or a little time as you want with completing the list.

7. Most of all have fun this is mean to help get rid of artist block and help us become better artist.

8. To be listed in our Hall of Fame, note us with a link to your journal list completed and you will be added.



Varitation 1

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation



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http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14504655/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 17:56:46 PDT
I love that.... aint it the funniest?
WELL
I got photoshop bitches!!!
I AM SOOO HAPPY!
I also got hurt today.... some guy`s head rammed into my stomach on my way to 7th period....
I threw up like 3 times (that`s why I wasn't in latin)
I`m still in pain.

Finally my netflix movies came in (le cheviar de'on and synethsia)
I WAS NOT DISSAPOINTED!!
I was really happy
I have decided against wrestling....To much body contact thats only meant for Dinsy

I'm on the robotics team!
more happiness.
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]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14292448/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14292448/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 17:45:36 PDT
My pictures come out better in sketche form, unpainted.
I would really like to submit my pictures like that until I get my tablet
(which will hopefully be for christmas)
So Would yall mind?
Coloring truly takes away from my pictures....
I could be a sketch artist....
They get paid to ya' know?



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]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14260986/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14260986/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:09:49 PDT Told me to fill this out in retaliation of her filling it out for me

Friend test. Who really knows me?
(2 Points) My name: Dinsy. So Says I
(4 Points) My last name: Grice
(4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: Envy. And me
(1 Points) Where did we meet: Science class.
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: Danielle
(1 Points) Where do I work: You don't.
(3 Point) What am I afraid of: Her fanclub.
(2 Points) Do I smoke : No
(3 Points) Do I drink: ... No.
(3 points)Am i a virgin: Yes.
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings: ..no?
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:read/write yaoi
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have: 2. I think
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: None.
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: P!atd
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: OUTGOING.
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Rebel. Sometimes.
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color: Green?
(3 Points) Name something I hate: her fan club XD
(4 Points) Name a talent I have: Impersanations.
(4 Points) Whats my phone number: ( I know this, but no way in hell I'm putting it out on the internet. )
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear: Sneakers
(4 Points) Do I have any pets: cat dog and lizard
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: no one
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them: ...
(5 points) How tall am I: TAller than me XD
(5 Points) What is my worst habit: you bite.
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring: Yaoi books. and me. and ice cream...would it melt?

80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new friend!


---Also tagged with this by ---
You are...(looks)
[ ] male
[x] female
[ ] both
--
[] tall
[ x] in between
[ ] short
--
[ ] dark haired
[ ] blond
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette
[ ] blue haired
[ ] other
--
[ ] blue-eyed
[ x] brown-eyed
[] green-eyed ( or so I've been told )
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[] with glasses ( Glasses are sexy )
[ ] with contacts
--
[ ] with freckles
[x ] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[] and have long hair
[x ] and have short hair
[ ] and have mid-length hair
--
[ ] thin
[ ] big-sized
[ ] muscular
[ ] fit
[x ] average
[] don't know/care

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] pink
[x ] yellow
[] black
[x] green
[x] blue
[ ] gold
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] indigo

Some things you've done/played include...
[x] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[x ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ x] football (*coughstripcough*)
[ ] softball
[ x] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ x] basketball
[ x] baseball
[ x] golf
[ ] chess
[x ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[] hiking
[] kayaking
[] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] smoke
[ ] get drunk
[ ] be on a date
[x] had a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ x] be dumped
[x] dump someone
[ ] be on another country
[x] go fishing
[] dye your hair an unusual color

You are sometimes...
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x ] shy
[ x] sweet
[x] funny
[x] mysterious ( YOU DON'T KNOW ME. * shot * )
[x ] serious ( At times )
[ x] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] paranoid
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[x ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] nervous
[x] weird ( YES )

The music you like is?
[ x] rap
[x] rock
[ x] pop
[ ] country
[x ] hip hop
[ xxxxxxxxxx] r&b
[xxxxxxxxx ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[xxx] techno
[xxxxx ] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[x] punk
[] Metal... ]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14255543/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14255543/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:08:05 PDT (2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points)am i a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

i'll send you your grade...

80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new friend!

Post as Friend Test
Post so I can test for you!


FILL IT OUT MOTHERFUCKERS!
(gosh such hard language is not needed...)



EGG
OMGOD.
SO MY MOM TOLD ME ABOUT A WAY TO MAKE YOUR FACE REALLY SOFT RIGHT?
BY PUTTING EGG YOLK ON YOUR FACE AT ROOOM TEMPETURE.
I TOOK EGG YOLK FROM THE FRIDGE AND PUT IT IN THE MICROWAVE FOR 10 SECONDS AND IT COOKED!!!!!!!
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL??
THEN I TOUCHED IT AND IT EXPLODED IN MY FACE AND EGG SHRAPNAL EXPLODED INTO MY EYE!!!!!
IT WAS SOME SERIOUS FINAL DESTINATION SHIT!!!!
I WAS ALMOST BLINDED AND NOW MY EYELID IS ALL CUT UP!!!!
-tear-

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http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14242644/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 15:24:41 PDT First off... my mom is an indesive bipolar. Dont take me seriously its just my opinion that she has no clue what she wants and she's randomly very Rash.

Second-
My dad found one of my....16+ yaoi books (with rape...) and was ok with it...

Third-
My sister is leaving for collage on thursday and I will no longer be going with her therefore I will be in school the first week...
7 hours!
Thats how far shes going to be away!
Shes going to hampton U. With a scholorship! XD

10 Things about me you didn't know-

10- I've been drawing since September of '06...not long huh?
9-I've gone out with a drug addict....he was really sweet though and the drug smelled sweet... Kinda an off limits "I have to have" kinda thing...
8-I HATE Lima beans
7-I'm emotionally attached to my teddy bear named "Foot"
6-One of my Favorite movies is Zoolander....
5-I'm the only one in my family who can draw ...
4-I cant dance when I'm trying to.
3-I cant go back to the fair for a year because I was kicked out for sexual harrasment of a worker.
2-I pretend to work somewhere to earn extra cash sometimes.
1-I can't make pancakes but I make the worlds best waffles! lol

School-
Well that was covered under family matters with the whole "I'm going the first day" thing....

Boys-
Are getting on my nerves...
Armani called me last monday while I was with my sister and like got all mad cause I was talking to her instead of him...
And then I haven't seen Julian in awhile and I'm kinda upset that I wont be able to see crazy weird guy (aka KJ) anymore because he's going to WKMS instead of CSMS...
-tear- its his 7th grade year... he's really cool but cause of that (me bein a freshmen and all) We cant talk on the bus nemore....
OWELLZ!

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http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14172786/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 19:37:22 PDT I want to start drawing B&B
(BrendonXBrandon) yaoi.
But sadly I have 1 problem.
I can`t draw hairlines.
SO.....
I`m going to make Brandons hair a tad bit longer
Another note I wish to own a plain white shirt that across the chest in siimple black letters say:
B&B fan
it would be awsome.

MOVIES~
I saw Transformers the other day...along with 1408 for the second time.
Transformers was amazing.
1408 was crap the second time around.

DOLLS~
I want a girl marrionette doll...
so I can be just like Sasori-chan


CLASSES~
First period/homeroom=
Algerbra 2 (foster)
English 2 (Miller)
Stratagies for Success (page)
Physical Science (no teacher yet....)
Journalism!!!! yay!!! (blackburn)
Linked English (miller)
Latin 1 (middleton, W)

I got Journalism!
-tear-
I wanted french.... they put me in latin...
And sadly no JROTC
But I'll sign up next year!
School fees totaled to $28

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therefore icons shall be placed in at a later time

DREAMS~~~
Goodness my dream last night was creepy. So I was inside getting dressed for the first day of school then I looked at the time and I had missed my bus -gasp-

but thats ok cause I live within walking distance of my school. So then I hear a knock on my door like all school mornings and meet up with Amanda. Then for some reason we go to the back off my house were we see I think his name is zack (he walks to the highschool) and he wants to know if I wanna walk with him. So I`m like ?ok? then it gets weird. Next thing you know I`m in the hallway of the highschool that is seemingly deserted with Dinsy who was walking me to my latin class.

(neighter of us knew were it was)

then we came up on a hallway with 2 wooden doors. opening one me and Dinsy saw this old asian lady who kept bowing and spoke horrible broken english and an old asian guy in a bathtub in the adjecent room
-shudder-
Then all of the sudden me and Dinsy were trying to escape the room only to find that we were trapped. So being the smart Dinsy she is, she opened the second door that tragically got her killed by a tsunami wave.

-tear- how come everytime i dream of you you die Dinsy-kun?

that was the end of my dream....
im scarred for life by the naked old asian guy.

FRIENDS
Why hasn`t been on my friends list? She is nothing short of amazing (like all my friends lol)
I`m also adding a new person to my friends list.

and because of this my friends will now be put into order of most important to me in two catorgories:
real friends then online friends.
I think it makes sense
AND....
I joined a new club that supports the pairing
LaviXAllen from D. grey man


SASUKE.....
is a vegiterian.
I figured it out and I hold a good argument...
I`ll illaberate later

XD

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ONLINE PALS




http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14061845/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 15:12:25 PDT "was low and mysterious. Her eyes widened until he could see their..."

(I so cheated and grabbed like 3 different books...they were all near me tho XD)


2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
My sisters footoboard

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
S.O.B Socailly Offensive Behavior XP

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
5:30 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:59 pm XK

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the tv down stairs

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
around noon to go get the internet for my ds (which is awsome)

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Dinsys page to see if she was on.... =K


9. What are you wearing?
My gir t-shirt and some jeans

10. What did you dream last night?
that I was this yellow stick person that would always die by the end of the day but come back to life the next and then I got into this car that had a serial killer in it (but she had to tell me out right cause I didnt understand) dressed in a bear suit. And she drove around with me and we got some food then she drove me off the side of a really high bridge and I woke up... One of the conversations I had with her went like this:
me:I'm not afraid to die because I'm realy happy with what I've done
Her: I'm gonna remember that forever.

XP Why do I throughly remember all of my stupid dreams?
11. When did you last laugh?
I was in the car with my dad and we were making fun of this lady we saw who looked like a man

12. What are on the walls you are in?
Nothing (my sisters room is so boring )

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yes.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It would be better if I won something. 8D

15. What is the last film you saw?
Knocked up

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Yaoi.... hands down I mean what else?

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I purposely mix match my striped socks so that they are different colors but they still flow

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
....
Let hobos have free days at strip clubs with all you can eat food.
I think they would appreciate that....

19. Do you like to dance?
HECK YES!

20. George Bush:


21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Inari


22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Zane (to bad my family would kill me.... like I care?)

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
YES.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Lincolns in the back, vandross is at the mic, and Free food. Welcome my child!"

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:





http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14019390/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 19:11:08 PDT

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...


1) I knit

2) I know every Edens crush/ Josie and the Pussycat song

3) I love to cook

4) I Obsess over ingicificant things

5) One time, I stapled my finger on purpose to see if I could... and its possible lol

6) My favorite type of music is the really old love songs that came from the 60's-90's

And another tag thingy!


1. If I were a fruit I'd be: an apple
2. If I were a colour I'd be: Yellow!
3. If I were an animal I'd be: A Ram
4. If I were a domestic appliance I'd be: a blender
5. If I were a book I'd be: a yaoi XP
6. If I were a clothing item I'd be: Panties!
7. If I were a jewel I'd be: Ruby
8. If I were an object I'd be: headphone
9. If I were a car I'd be: a yaris
10. If I were an element I'd be: earth
11. If I were a tree I'd be: a redwood
12. If I were a drink I'd be: Iced tea
13. If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be: Dark Chocolate
14. If I were a person I'd be: Me... I like me...
15. If I were a planet I'd be: Pluto (its still a planet to me!)
16. If I were an insect I'd be: a butterfly
17. If I were a transport I'd be: a moped
18. If I were a song I'd be: Knocks me off my feet by Donell jones (I think...)
19. If I were a movie I'd be: Stand by me or Zoolander XD
20. If I were a season I'd be: Fall
21. If I were a flower I'd be: maybe a daisy
22. If I were a job I'd be: Animator
23. If I were a cartoon I'd be: Haruko from FLCL
24. If I were a place I'd be: Santo Domingo in the Dominican Republic!
25. If I were a gift I'd be: something...kinky XD
26. If I were a memory I'd be: a happy one
27. If I were a city I'd be: Seattle
28. If I were a sense I'd be: taste
29. If I were a game I'd be: Kingdom hearts
30. If I were a candy I'd be: Hershey
31. If I were a time of the day I'd be: Midnight
32. If I were an invention I'd be: the remote
33. If I were a bodypart I'd be: ...umm....the eyes
34. If I were a country I'd be: Japan!!!!!!!
35. If I were a flavor I'd be: Sweet
36. If I were a sport I'd be: Ball room dancing
37. If I were a smell I'd be: Pheromone
39. If I were a subject I'd be: Art
40. If I were a flag I'd be: the dominican Republic
41. If I were a building I'd be: a spa
42. If I were a month I'd be: June
43. If I were a perfume I'd be: ...pheromone is a perfume
44. If I were a gummy candy I'd be: gummy bears
45. If I were a toy I'd be: Teddy bear
46. If I were a textile I'd be: Something fuzzy
47. If I were a shape I'd be: Sphere
48. If I were a answer I'd be: Simple
49. If I were a liquor I'd be: Something classy
50. If I were a word I'd beervert

Ok! I tag:





http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/14011240/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 14:56:25 PDT
This awsome guy made them!!!
iconIkakaruAmaterasu:
Go! look at his stuff... Its great!!!



Lookie! I joined a new club!

Yea...
So its 8:49 in the morning here and every one is sleep....

Why? Why are you sleeping?
Well um.. I drew a picture! (whats new?)
I'ma post it when im done writing this pointless thingy.

MY mom works tonight!!!!!
YAY!!!!
bout damn time lol. I really sometimes don't like it when she's home.....

on another note I decided to color my Good Ol' Southern boy picture,.... I tell you its looking mighty delicious.....

And I'm also thinking of uploading on of my one shots to DA.
If anything it will be "library fun" lol Kayla loves that story...as do I.

Well the scar on my bum is starting to look better lol (thanks to my sister who happily drew two dots above it to make it seem like its smiling at me in the mirrior...)

Wow that has incestial Lesbian written all over it....

But guess what!!!!

I lost 15 pounds this summer!!!!

Doing what I have no clue but I don't care!!!!

And last night While i was walking a dog that I was babysitting this kid who just moved here (he is very sexy ^-^) Was all hot and sweaty cause he was playing basketball.

(Goodness I miss those days were there were always guys like that...but in my new neighborhood they are so conservative... blah..)

And so I was talking to him (him is named Julian ^-^) and then is little sister came out and I was all like "OMG Adrianna!" and she was all like "OMG hey JEI!" Then we hugged and stuff....

So now I have an excuse to go to his house....
Which is the last thing he should want lol

Friends!








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]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/13984998/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/13984998/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:58:55 PDT 2)A snail can sleep for three years.
3)Turtles can breathe through their butts.
4)Close to 80% of people who watch the Super Bowl on television, only do so to view the commercials. (and I'm one of them :>
5)Male and female rats may have sex twenty times a day.
6)The ten most generous countries are all in Europe.
7)You're 66 times more likely to be prosecuted in the USA as in France.
8)Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. It is 10 times more effective than valium!
9)A new study from the Pew Research Center for the People & the Press shows that Americans who rely on Comedy Central fare—The Daily Show and Colbert Report, know much more about current events than those who watch Fox “News”.
10)Soulful singer Amy Winehouse recently shocked a US rock reporter by cutting herself with a shard of broken mirror during an interview. The Rehab star cut the words "I love Blake" into her stomach, proving once and for all that she isn’t interested in being a role-model.
0-o
11)Mahatma Gandhi (1869-1948) once said, “First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.”
12)Vikings were the ultimate tough guys. They proved it by using the skulls of their enemies as drinking vessels.
13)While in some countries the penalty for driving while intoxicated is death, in Uruguay being drunk while driving is a legal excuse for having an accident. "Please believe me officer, I only drove over those kids because I’m wasted.” Nice.


I just thought I would educate you....
I bet you didnt know any of this huh?
I like number 11 :>
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Club:




[ ] You have eaten fish food.
[ x] You have eaten dog food.
[ ] You have eaten cat food.
[ x] You have run into a glass door.
[ x] You have eaten an ant.
[ x] You have eaten grass.
[ x] You have licked a tree.
[x ] You have polka dotted underwear.
[x] You have pink underwear. OH THE HORROR D8
[] You had contests with your friends to see who can create the loudest burp.
[x ] You have screamed a random word in public.
[x] You wave at people you don't know.
[ ] You have flushed the toilet because you were bored.
[x] You have slapped yourself out of boredom.
[x ] You sing the "FUN" song.
[x] You hold conversations with a pillow, blanket, stuffed animal etc.
[ ] You dream of llamas coming out of peoples' butts.
[ ] You think people who eat brains are cool.
[ x] You sing karaoke even though you know you're horrible.
[ ] You know how to spell "supercallafragalisticespialadosious" by heart.
[x] You make up your own words and use them with people who have no clue what they mean.
[ ] You have a new haircolor every 5-7 months.
[ x] You have striped socks and you have wore them so people can see them.
[ x] You have hugged a random person.
[ x] You have ran up+down t... ]]> ~BeyondKnowledge http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/13960232/ http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/13960232/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:19:04 PDT HARRISON SAID HE WOULD PLAY DRESS UP WITH ME!!!!!!!



My mom bought whipped cream...
She said i couldn't touch it because its for banana pudding...
I dont know what makes me happier...
Whipped cream or banana pudding...
I think yaoi tops the cake though.

I got a new book... its yaoi....
Titled
Let Dai
Its amazing....
and up for being borrowed ONLY if someone buys the second book. $10 people.... you can do it (but you have to find it first....cause i cant)
Dont complain none of you whores got me something for my birthday....

So... i think i want a book...that book... or the 3rd one... which ever one you want to buy me....

QUIZ TIME!
YAY FOR GIRLY MATERIAL THINGS!



01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner....easy

02. Louis vuttion or dooney & bourke?
Dooney & Bourke

03. American eagle or hollister?
American eagle

04. Pumps or flats?
pumps

05. Skirts or pants?
Depends on my mood

06. Socks or leggings?
Whatever goes better with the outfit

07. Hoodies or jackets?
hoodies!!!!!!

08. Heels or sneakers?
heels

09. Straight or curly hair?
Yet again it has to flow with the outfit

10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
-sigh- same answer as before

11. White or black?
White

12. victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
OOOO ummm thats hard.... bath and body works doesnt sell underwear and i love V.S. Underwear... I'll say both!

13. Smoothies or latte?
Latte hands down

14. Diet or regular sodas?
Both

15. Water or daquiries?
Water

16. Pearls or diamonds?
Both...mostly pearls though

17. Vintage or boho?
Thats hard.... Ill say Vintage

18. Marykate or Ashley Olsen?
Neither...

19. Lindsay or Hilary?
Hilary

20. Ipod or cell phone?
OMGOODNESS~ BOTH!

21. Friends or family?
Friends

22. Lip gloss or lip stick?
lip gloss

23. Manicure or pedicures?
i love em both

24. M.A.C or sephora?
M.A.C flows better with my skin tone

25. Tank tops or beaters?
depends on the outfit but i like beaters

26. tiffany’s or chanel?
depends if ur talkin tiffanys jewelry to chanel perfume or
tiffanys jewelry to chanels sunglasses

27. love or peace?
both

28. Sunglasses or purses?
Both

X what you have:
[x] an ipod/mp3.
[x]a REAL Louis vuttion purse.(wallet/purse thing)
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[x] a stereo.
[x] a spice girl cd.
[x] a cosmo girl magazine. or regular Cosmo
[x] a teddy bear.
[] an American eagle purse.
[] hollister shorts.
[x] a hot topic shirt.
[x] a cell phone.
[x] an aeropostale shirt.
[] a big screen TV
[x] the mean girls dvd.
[] a TV in my room.
[x] a big bed
[x] a brother or sister.
[x] a diamond ring / bracelet
[x bracelet] pearl necklace
[x banquet dress] a prom dress.
[x] a book.
[x] a myspace.
[] curious perfume
[x jacket] g-unit Clothing
[x] a black shirt.
[] a cig.
[] a kid.



Now.. what was the point of that?
I dont know....
Im a girly girl and i love it!

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http://BeyondKnowledge.deviantart.com/journal/13925775/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 19:46:27 PDT maybe that don't mean much to you
but, i'm hoping this can keep going
madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
-
Madi don't leave-PlayRadioPlay

Isn't that just the cutest? I would love to do that...
Disappear with my favorite guy friend *coughArmanicough*
then come back with like 5 kids so that my parents would have cute little brown babies running around everywhere....
Ha! it would be amazing....
We would have cute kids... tall, great hair, amazing lips, big pretty brown eyes, great drawing skills(He got accepted into the Art instatute in Charolette!), and hopefully they get my bum cause frankly he doesn't have one lol.

But on another note I saved my mom's car from a runaway lawnmower.... and yes I have battle scars lol. Ok just one but its huge and from the looks of it, it's placed stratigically on my bum so that when ever I walk it hurts....*tear* It's going to leave a horrible scar because I scar easier than most should
But its now covered by a glow in the dark spongebob band-aide... man... I hate spongebob lol but the great thing is it matches perfectly with the new underwear my mummsies bought me!(they are blue not spongebob....and the band-aides background is blue)

-sigh- there I go talking about underwear... I frankly don't think I can go a day without talking about it.
That or yaoi....

Yaoi crosses my mind mostly...'specially while I'm eating which is horrible. I'm forever busting out laughing while I'm eating for what my family believes to be no apparent reason... which makes me laugh more...then I look out the window and see flowers... lots and lots of flowers... then I think of yiffie and all of its "anthro"ness.

flower porn.
Priceless

**edit***
My dad took me to see Chuck and Larry...
I couldnt stop laughing...
He couldn't stop laughing...
What can i say?
My dad is bery open minded X>



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