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After my mindblowing trip to China in June/July, then another semester of uni - I'm back in Singapore.

To think that I will be meeting Julian's extented family, and see the country where he spent two of his developing years, a country that has the highest fertility rate in the world, amazing culture and mouth-watering food.

There is no place that I would rather be than right by Julian's side as we start out on our latest travelling adventure!

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18896817/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18896817/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 16:29:45 PDT
The Airport is HUGE in Singapore and I have only seen a tiny tiny part of it. But typing this I look out to my right to the huge glass windows to see a large plane (might be a 747, I'm not sure) pointing it's nose at me, and another one taxing about.

I'm in Terminal 3 - the newest terminal and they have done a great job with it. I particually like this whole free internet gig. (Sorry about any wrong spelling too, I don't have word with me to check and I'm too hyped to do so anyway!)

So in a few short hours (ok, about 5) I will be walking down the isle of my second plane out into customs and then straight into Julian's arms. Where I will probablly promtply fall asleep seeing as my first flight was at 2345 last night and I'm still not over this blasted cold.

But that all seems of very little importance when I think of who will be waiting for me on the other side. (of customs, the ocean, the wall between arrivals and guests, the other side of whatever you please really). To spend three blissful weeks with him as he shows me around a country which I cannont wait to discover seems almost too good to be true.

I miss him so much and in all truth, I'm more excited about seeing him again than I am about China. Not that I'm not excited about it.

So as I conclude this entry I'm feeling pretty pleased with how I have handled my first solo vouage overseas and hope for many more to come.

Though going to Manilla for a wedding in November seems like I'll get my wish soon enough. Getting to meet most of Julian's family will be fantastic, not to mention seening the country which had so much to do with his upbringing. And to go to a wedding as well.

Yep, this is one happy girl. ^_^

Enjoy your holidays everyone!

- Butterfly kisses

Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18533095/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18533095/ Tue, 27 May 2008 18:58:43 PDT
The only thing I have left to do is get my visa and pack my bags. That and wait another 20 days filled with study and exams.

Julian has recently started an internship at the Embassy in Beijing. The exact details can't be told for secruity purposes, but the point is, it's amazing. To be making such contacts and have the experience. I am so very proud of all he has achieved and experienced so far, and yet he is only half way through his trip.

Uni is good, I love the biology units, understand the maths (it's even interesting sometimes) and well...chemistry I'm working on. I only have one assignment left, due on Friday which is basically done and what I have left to do is a piece of cake.

Programming = Fun.

Then it's a week of SWOT VAC before a week of exams, well...there are only four of them, but I still consider it my 'exam week'.

Then it's bascially goodbye Australia, hello China, Hello!! Julian.

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18001840/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/18001840/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:30:58 PDT
I am so very very excited about my trip, even despite the rest of it that I must organise.

And that one trip might even be turned into two - in another country, just to keep things even more interesting.

International call cards, maps, trains, msn, emails, flowers, photos, all the ingredients of a long distance relationship. And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Even if you aren't getting up tomorrow for a dawn service this ANZAC Day, please take the time to remember those who gave more than any of us ever did, just so we could live our lives how we are choosing to now.

Lest We Forget

Butterfly kisses

- Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/17483782/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/17483782/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 22:20:59 PDT
So I've been spending my days coping with uni, trying not to stress out about partners who don't send important emails before feild trips and CMTs. And as I will the days to move by faster I've been listening to fantastic tales of travel, the Great Wall, the Forbidden City, the Summer Palace, debating teams and food, lots and lots of food.

Today is the magical day when the number goes below the 200 mark, and although that is great, it doesn't feel as good as I'd hoped. 199 days, 8 hours, 47 minutes and 35 seconds.

There is one thing going on that I'm very excited about though - I've finally found the sport that I'm good at, and who knows, maybe one day it could turn into an alternative career... Kidding. But it is amazingly fun and I just can't wait until my very own piece of equiptment arrives.

So put all of the above together in a blender, I end up feeling content, but on the side of sadness. I just miss him so much...

Butterfly kisses

-Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16599013/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16599013/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:51:47 PST really important information in it, and you've searched everywhere and have a horrible feeling that you might have actually left it in a shopping centre. Something you really shouldn't be doing at your age.

When your inbox doesn't contain the emails from the people you wish it did.

When you have a split nail and it really really hurts. And you can't find the nail cutters.

When you go to sleep and dream of finding the notebook, being with that person and finding the nail cutters to cut your nail. Then wake up happy until you realise that none of that actually happened.

Then you'll be having the type of day I am.

In other news, Happy Australia Day!

Go play cricket in your backyard, eat pavlova or lamintons and cheer the Aussie's on on the real cricket pitch.

It's also 50 years of lego today. The brick was patterened at 1:58pm 50 years ago today.

Butterfly kisses

-Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16515181/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16515181/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 02:56:45 PST , although don't ask me to roll, I have bad dice karma.

Julian left on the 20th of Janurary for his amazing 10 month Asian adventure. I've moved on from being teary all the time, which is a good thing too as my eyes are allergic to my tears (my eye lids swell). And now I simply glow with the knowledge that my boyfriend is forfilling a sort after goal of his which is very exciting. And I will be here eagarly awaiting his return. If he doesn't come back then he won't get back about half of his possestions.

I hope that he keeps safe and enjoys every day of this trip.

He does only have 261 of them left, but who's counting.

Until he gets back I will spend my days with Oscar and Panda, writing emails and relishing phone calls.

I was actually very surprised that I have already come across some people who scoffed at the idea of my insisting that I am not now single. I intend to be as much his girlfriend for the next 10 months as I was when he was here. You don't just throw away what we have built over...*counts* 16 months because of some distance. I would have thought that my friends would have understood, or at least tried to understand and been supportive anyway.

But that's ok, and I shouldn't really have said friends, it was only one...
so far -----------

I hope that you are all well and happy.

Butterfly kisses

- Bif

EDIT

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It only takes a minute to do all your clicking for the day, and who knows, we might actually make a difference.

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16333505/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/16333505/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 17:21:08 PST ...Cabbages and Kings!

I recently went to an Alice in Wonderland themed 18th Birthday party, can you tell? It was fantastic, the birthday girl made cupcakes to die for, cucumber sandwitches, salmon sandwitches, medium quiches and these other salmon and pastry things. I dressed as a very gothic Queen of Hearts, I'd been watching Marie Antonttie that same day so my hair very much showed that influence.

University Offers

At 2128 last night I logged on to the QTAC website and found that:

In the January offer round you have been offered:
731101 Bachelor of Biotechnology - full-time or part-time at The University of Queensland, St Lucia Campus.

You have firmly accepted this offer and you will not be considered in any further offer rounds.

Even though I wasn't worried about my offer, I was still really excited to find it. I can't wait to get the paper tomorrow and see what everyone else recieved, as they still publish the results.

Wheels

Well mum and dad finally got their 'new' car, so my car is finally, MY car. Although that means I now have to pay for servicing, but with my job that's nothing to worry about.

Banking

I'm really proud of myself, I went out and swapped around my bank details and now I recieve double the interest I was before, which is fantastic. I nice little home to watch my nest egg grow in.


Well, I must say goodbye, I have to get ready for work soon, I now have my own key for it . No, it's actually really exciting as it means that they trust me, and now that I am locking up by myself, my training should be over soon. Which means two things, more responsibility, and a raise.

Butterfly Kisses

- Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/15839223/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/15839223/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 21:06:58 PST Class of 2007

So I have finally graduated from my beloved high school. Although I am yet to receive my senior certificate or OP. It's all in the mail.

Schoolies was awesome fun! Spending a week in an apartment with my boyfriend, 1km from Cavill ave, having him cook for me, hanging out with his friends. - Who by the way are fantastic, the Christmas party should be a blast! We went Zorbing, Jet Boating, to Dreamworld, Jet Skiing - I fell off, it was as if I was a stone skimming across the surface of the water - fun but oh so painful. Of course we hang out at the beach party, but that got old after 2 days, so we created our own fun.

Employment

I started my formal employment this week, I will be working as a receptionist at a doctor's surgery. It's very challenging but I'm loving it. You would think that it would be a simple case of looking up names in a computer and scanning Medicare cards. But it is SO very much more. They have their own number system for filing, (not alphabetical for security reasons) I have to sterilize equipment, stock rooms, file, check test results, back up the system, lock up, clean, answer the phone... *phew* The pay is really good too, I'm already being paid more than the average hourly rate for a 17 year old and I'm only training. Once I decide that I like it they will raise it. But it's not just a casual job, it is one that will take me right through university and flex around my timetable. I love the people I'm working with, but after my training, I'll be by myself doing the afternoon shift about 3 times a week(ish) during the term. It's the best job that I could hope for.

My high school rang up last week and asked me to come in and do some software testing for them. It was fantastic, I got to follow tutes and fool around in the entire Adobe suite and be paid for it for two days. The check arrived yesterday and I am one very happy software nerd.

Wheels

Having now got my license, being able to drive myself where ever I need to go is fantastic. My boyfriend will be taking his test soon being a December baby - he's itching to get the yellow lisence.

Airplanes

For the rest of the holidays I'll be eagerly awaiting offers from universities, learning the ropes at work and spending as much time as possible with my boyfriend before he jets off to start his year in China on the 20th of January. And of course I'll be enjoying Christmas. There is currently an Xbox 360 sitting downstairs at my house - it was my boyfriend's early Christmas present from myself.

You

I hope that you all have a happy, safe and enjoyable Christmas. It is a time of love, family, religion(depending on who you are of course) and just a good old time!

Update 15/12/07

Well I received my OP at 12:00am this morning, they say that they go up at 9:00am but they really up them up at 12:00 to avoid lag etc. I'm VERY happy, especially seeing as I only needed a 12. So in 4th Term I made sure that I kept up my level of achievement and just enjoyed myself more. No point climbing a mountain when you can walk along the beach and get to the same place (thanks Dale). I simply made more time for enjoying the social side of school. I did lots and Lots and LOTS of work on animations for our ATC (Annual Thanksgiving Mass), spent as much time as possible with Julian, helping him with PowerPoints, orals, essays etc, laughing, having fun and growing even closer - if that's even possible. It was the best way to end my school career - less stress, more memories and still having a shoe in OP for the course which I want to do next year.

Just remember that if you didn't get what you hoped for, it is simply a number which they use to assign Uni courses and after January sometime - it won't mean jack. And if you need a higher OP - just get your foot in the door and transfer later - it is not the be all and end all. You have options!

Butterfly kisses

- Bif

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/12035794/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/12035794/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:35:50 PST
School is hard and challenging, but in the end, it's really satisfying, and, in a word - fun.

Life has it's little misunderstandings, but on a whole, is also really good.

My boyfriend (yes, I do still feel a thrill in being able to say that), well, to give you an accurate picture, of how happy he makes me and how unbelieving amazing he is - take the best feeling in the world according to you, multiply that by 100, and you still aren't even close. That's how fantastic it all is.

So I sit here, and I count my blessings and in doing so I become thankful that every and all the dark moments in my life - whatever shade of black they may have been - happened. Because they have all lead to this moment right here.

Think about it

And try and enjoy life

Butterfly kisses

-Bif

P.S. - Happy Feet is awesome AND Australian!

]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9971907/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9971907/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 00:45:18 PDT Camille.

BREAKING NEWS

Ok, so really it's a few days old, but I had to get my own head around it first before I broadcast it to the world. I am no longer Sweet Sixteen! That's right - the 1st of September, the first day of spring, was the date of my first kiss.

Some of you...ok I'll be truthful, Alanna and Camille, will remember my journal entries of yesteryear. No, I'm serious, they really were last year. Anyway, many of those entries focused on my failings in trying to win the affections of a certain young man. Well that young man turned up on my doorstep on Friday (1.9.06) afternoon and, well...I'm sure you can guess the rest.

That was however, only the start of my joy. Saturday was RiverFire, a celebration of our beloved river. The Fireworks were amazing, but the most magical - I know, how dramatic - part of my evening was being told by the same certain young man, whom accompanied my family to RiverFire, that yes, I could officially refer to him as, my boyfriend.

I highly doubt that there is a happier person on this earth right now. My attempts to represent this pink glow I seem to be surrounded by, in my art are yet to reach dA worthy standard, but I'll keep trying, if only to be a stereotypical girl.

Have an incredible day and be happy for the sun, because it's bright and warm, or the snow because it's pretty and snowballs are fun or the rain because it smells good and makes things grow.

Butterfly kisses

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9473895/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9473895/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 00:56:13 PDT
In 6hrs I will be 16!
Although if you want to get technical, I wasn't born until 10:58pm soo, I'll be 16 in 28 hrs...ish .

Despite my greatest efforts, I will indeed be Sweet Sixteen and Never Been Kissed. However, I have decided to take this in my stride and wear it as a badge of pride. Ok so that's a weak argument, but I'm making do with what I have.

16 was always my ideal age, I don't know why, it just always has been. From about the age of 6 I wanted to be 16. I think it's because I looked up to my two older cousins, both of whom I always saw as 16, even though they were only about 10 and 13 at the time I was 6. Anyway, I always wanted to be like them, and although I still look at them in awe, I do now want to be my own person, but I can't let go of the fact that I want to be 16. - for the cousins I love dearly

Now that you are probably all asleep, I guess I can keep rambling on because it doesn't matter, you're asleep anyway!

I have already received my present from my parents, I went SKYDIVING on Saturday!!! Only THE most awesome, better than Peanut Butter and Oreos, experience of my life! So much fun! I'll probably say more about it later, but for now, just know that you MUST go skydiving, don't ask why, JUST DO IT!

I also had a party on Saturday, it had it's ups and downs, but I was made to feel very special by two equally as special people. Both of them put more love and thought into their gifts than I ever thought possible in their own way.

Tomorrow promises to be loads of fun, I'LL BE 16!!!

The day after is looking just as good also, I'm giving blood for the first of many times, as you have to be 16 before you can. That and skydiving is something I've always wanted to do. I also have my debate on Wednesday. The topic is: That Australia should store other countries nuclear waste. I'm third Negative, which suits me just fine, as I LOVE 3rd Neg, it means I get the last word. Wish me luck for it, as I really Really REALLY want to win, because if I do I get a hug . It's also the preliminary finals, so if we loose, that's no more debating for the year.

Everyone have a WONDERFUL day tomorrow and remember to smile, because it's sunny, or because it's raining, either one.

Butterfly Kisses

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9153149/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/9153149/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 21:25:00 PDT
Yes, holidays, wonderful things, I wonder who invented them .

Anyways, my holidays are JAM PACKED, which is a good thing I suppose. But the best part of my holidays (i think anyway) is happening tomorrow! I really can't wait for it.

So far I have trekked up a VERY large mountain, about 3000 feet, I don't know what that is in real terms though . I also walked about 10km with my dog, not including up the mountain, but it was all in good fun.

Well I should be submitting more art soonish, once I go though all my various photos and dig out some good ones.

Have a GREAT holiday everyone, and enjoy the guilt free fun times . (Guilt free because there is nothing that you SHOULD be doing).

And that concludes my very disjointed and CAPS filled journal entry. ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8537464/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8537464/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 03:49:28 PDT
Let the taggy thingos now be know as HHHHs

So, I am unable to complete any of the HHHHs and will never be able to complete them in the future. This is on advice from a professional and I am following their orders. It by no means reflects my own opinion of the HHHHs, which, just to let you know, is positive.

I was tagged by Camille: ~ApocalypticRaven

I was also tagged by Lupin Amelia Drake ~KageFuyuAme

Sorry guys, I was looking forward to filling them out as much as you were looking forward to reading them.

-Bif

And now to people more talented than I am:
~jduk and ~MoreThanClever

These two artists deserve more than a moment of your time. Both have very different styles, yet both are fantastic at what they do.

Especially if you are a Harry Potter fan, go see ~MoreThanClever, but even if you are simply into digital art, this is the gallery for you.

~jduk's photography is thought provoking, and a lot of different backgrounds can be read into them.

So check out both of these very new to dA artists. They can only improve with time and our comments are what help people to improve, and have the momentum to keep on trying to improve. ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8473641/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8473641/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 03:38:20 PDT One They don't move
Two They have great light
Three They have great colours
Four They don't complain about you taking photos of them
Five You can try all different angles
Six You can spray water on them and they don't care
Seven There have been a lot of nice ones around lately
Eight I'm on holidays

So yes, be prepared for A LOT of plant photos.

And now to people more talented than I am:
~jduk and ~MoreThanClever

These two artists deserve more than a moment of your time. Both have very different styles, yet both are fantastic at what they do.

Especially if you are a Harry Potter fan, go see ~MoreThanClever, but even if you are simply into digital art, this is the gallery for you.

~jduk's photography is thought provoking, and a lot of different backgrounds can be read into them.

So check out both of these very new to dA artists. They can only improve with time and our comments are what help people to improve, and have the momentum to keep on trying to improve.


Over and Out

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8164509/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8164509/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:59:55 PST
I have the suspicion that I felt like that yesterday because I didn't have Chemistry, weird I know. However, examine the facts:

Yesterday I didn't have Chem and felt like I did
Today I felt that same until I had Chem in first period
During and after Chem the feeling vanished and my purpose and thrill in life was back

So there you go, I'm a Chemistry freak, not really new news to me, but I didn't know it was to this extent.

So, everyone have a FANTASTIC day and remember to smile because even if you get hit by a bus, at least you'll look happy. You wouldn't want rigour mortis to set in with a frown on your face now would you?

- Bif

Oh, and, a random thought: if you have schizophrenia, and kill yourself, is that genocide? Think about it, one person kills 'another' and then kills themself, they just happen to be the same person. Sorry about being morbid, it's more the technicality I'm interested in. ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8155826/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8155826/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 04:26:30 PST
Why has my mood changed?
I don't really know

Why is it going to sound out there?
Because I'm finding it hard to separate reality from fiction. So many story lines are running amok:
My life at school
My life in my head
The book
The story within the book
The story I myself, am writing

Why is this freaky?
Because fiction is starting to seem more important, more real then reality.
And because I keep having conversations with people (people I know, not people I make up from thin air) in my head and then can't remember if it was real or not.

What does that mean?
How am I supposed to know?

So why is this bad?
Because I've created a world in my head and it's peeving me off that I can't jump into it.

Meaning...?
Meaning I almost did something completely out of character today which could have gotten me into a lot of trouble, or at least had people asking questions I don't want to answer...mostly because I don't know how.

So why write this you dope? People are going to start asking questions now you know.
Yeah, I know they are, so maybe I do want to have to try and answer those questions.

So, in conclusion? (the following bold stuff is my normal answer, right now I’m trying to bring back the person who said these in the first place, hopefully she's not too far into that fiction world...well she can't be to have written this)
In conclusion I'm doing the thing I hate most, being depressing, confusing, all ickweird (not the cool weird) and asking the questions I hate people asking. What's life all about? (Having fun, this is God's version of the Sims 2, so make the most of it) Who am I? (Check your birth certificate, it should tell you) Who do I want to be? (That just happens, you can't change that, and if you have wants you'll just be disappointed) Will life pass me by? (Only time can 'pass', life doesn't actually move you know, not like the sets they use in plays that are pulled along to represent walking great distances while the person walks on the spot)

Any random comments, especially not on this topic (whatever that is) are welcome.

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8043391/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/8043391/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 04:02:17 PST There are people who never give straight answers, and ones who you know exactly what they are thinking, mainly because they just said it.

Ok, I admit it, I'm intrigued, really intrigued.

Friday...tomorrow, will hopefully be awesome, I think it will be, something different from the norm.

I am going to fail my English assignment if I don't rewrite it (basically word for word what my teacher said), oh well, I’ll get it done. My stress comes from me going, "OMG I'm not stressed", so, in short, I stress because I don't stress. Wow, stress loses it's meaning after using it that many times in a row.

Mao is an awesome card game, if you don't know how to play it, then too bad, one of the rules is no one is allowed to tell you the rules.


Everyone have a great day, and believe in the possibility of the impossible.

Point of Order: R/c cars rock!!! :End Point of Order

"Can't we shorten Point of Order to an acronym?" 'Oh yeah, and what do you suggest...?' ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7700224/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7700224/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:13:19 PST School
Senior school, kind of scary if you think about it too much, so I try not too. But it does have it's perks, top locker, subjects you like and just that general feeling of superiority.

Love
Something that seems to have escaped me once again. However, I'm hanging on by my teeth so there is hope I guess you could say. *sigh* Nothing like feeling naive, unworldly and stupid around the person your head over heels for. (more clichés)

Art
I know I haven't submitted in awhile, through no ones fault but my own. However, I'm hoping to learn some new stuff (how descriptive of me) this year in I T, so that's very exciting and will hopefully result in something new to brighten up my gallery. (wow, long sentence there)

So have a great day, life may seem hard and expensive but you only get one and it does include a free trip around the sun once a year.

(and yes I know for all those who are tut tutting right now, but i had to put it in there)

I know I'm probably not well known enough to do this, but his stuff is just so good I have to put a link to it somewhere so other people can see it. His manipulations just seem so flawless to me.

~imamon ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7386127/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7386127/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 20:06:36 PST But I will leave you all in suspense until after the 29th (I hope) to see exactly what will happen.

hehehe, I’m still floating on air cliché I know, but oh well.

Merry Christmas and all that jazz, hope it's a happy and safe one.


- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7297885/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7297885/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:10:26 PST

The Hilary Duff concert was awsome! We made T-Shirts and had our picture taken by B105 (a radio station in Aust)

I basically wanted to say i that i am feel sooo much better about everything and anything and thankx to all those who gave comments, doesn't really matter what any of them were about, they all make me feel good.

Commentors, sorry =neolestat i had to steal it , they make you feel good as they ARE the opposite of Harry Potter’s Dementors.

Hope you all have a great day!


-Love Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7189823/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7189823/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 04:03:44 PST ) you will probably know that things didn't quite go as hoped for me with the guy who i really (really really really) like.

But it's alright, one reason is that I’ve been listening to some great music, again thankx lanny poos (and for all those Michael Buble virgins, visit his site, u'll fall in love, guaranteed.) Another reason I’m a bit happier is at least our conversations have gone back to normal, which is a relief, there still a bit strained, but they're getting there. So just thought I’d update and say that I am feeling better, actually this is really good therapy, writing about it all on here, so thankx to anyone who's listening.

Hopefully next time, my news will be even better...don't hold ur breathe

- Bif

Today
As you may have heard from Camille, we went to visit our Primary School today. Now don't get me wrong, I love high school and have some awesome friends. But primary school just has an atmosphere that I love. Maybe it's the co-ed thing; learning with guys just puts a different spin on things. And I loved the uniform, having the yr 7 shirt, just made me feel awesome, I made me realise how much I miss primary school. I never did get sad on my last day, but I am now, pretty stupid, being sad three years after, took me awhile to realise I’m never going back.

But then if I hadn't left I would not have been able to have the reunion. Which a lot of people know was a very good night for me, in fact after that apparently I’ve changed a lot. This is coming from parents, teachers, I don't think I’ve changed, but then what do I know?

So, I also got my junior certificate today. Fairly happy with it, just have to step up the study on Math's next year.

Art - HA
CIT - VHA
English - VHA
Japanese - VHA
Maths - HA
Religion - VHA
Science - VHA
Social Science – VHA

So yeah, one last thing before I finish this entry:

I’ve been very jealous lately, of one friend in particular, and the ironic thing is she thinks she is nothing to be jealous (BUT U ARE) but the weirdest thing is that I’m jealous of something that is not exactly a good thing, nothing too serious but something that a lot of people would be like, why on earth do u want that?!? And if it had happened to me at the time it had happened, I probably wouldn’t have wanted it to happen. Wait, that’s a lie, knowing the type of person I was then, and still am I think, I would have. But I want it more now. It’s silly really, another one of those ‘Disney movie’ elements from my world. But u can’t change what u want can u? I mean, if it’s just ur mind telling u so, u can change it, but if ur whole body, ur being does? What can u do?

I know this has basically nothing to do with dA, but I think it’s good for me.

Have a good day.

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7173952/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7173952/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:20:22 PST
Hopefully next time, this will be happier, we'll see.

- Bif ]]> ~Bif425 http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7164389/ http://Bif425.deviantart.com/journal/7164389/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 05:16:12 PST
So in other news.

This is my first account at DA, and hopefully i won't stuff it up. I'm a friend of ~ApocalypticRaven and ~PunkandDisorderly. And i was at Camille's house when the car crash happened, any photos she has of the crash were taken by me, (brag). I'm not very good at photography or manipulation, but I enjoy it, and hopefully my stuff is interesting. We'll see. So enjoy whatever I end up putting on here, hopefully I’ll keep it up.
Have a great day!
- Bif ]]> ~Bif425