http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Bilashakala&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Bilashakala en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 28 Nov 2009 03:02:15 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/28120288/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/28120288/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 07:16:29 PST *is kinda excited*
Took us kinda long, since me and my boyfriend were talking about that as well as planning since last year ( OMG! We’re such slowmos *lmao* ), but finally we had all the needed documents together and got ourselves a date at the registry office yesterday. So now it’s only 24 days until I’m married ^^ Woot, for another big step in my life! It will be only a registry office wedding, but I’m still excited and I also dunno what to wear, since I always think I look so ugly XD Also I’m a bit nervous as well as stressed, since now we have to direct so many things, mostly with different insurances, so right now I’m sitting here with lots of documents behind me at the table *lmao* But everyone else just said that it would be time, since I’m now together with my boyfriend for over 7 years and we also live together since a few years ^^ And now we’re getting married, so I think it’s congratulations for us!!! ^.^
Just wanted to tell and share those good news with you here, since I also needed a new journal as well XD So wheee, for getting married!!!


And now on to some advertisement for my buddy and her commissions, since she could really need a few bucks ^.^ So uhm yeah, please take a look at her journal here [link] as well as at her page [link] and art, since she really could need some more attention as well as some commissions!!! She even lowered her prices and she can also draw mostly anything ( not only fan art XD ) and I think her art is really worth it, because I just love her skills and mostly all the work she does So if you have a few bucks left or if you know someone, who would like to have a commission, take a look at her journal and page or even show others, since it would really help her out and she also deserves it!!! And soon it’s also X-Mas, so you could do something good to her ^.^ And maybe a little sketch commission would be a great gift for a good friend, since everyone just loves gift art!!! So at least take some time to check her journal and stuff and it would be also great, if you could advertise her, if you know someone, who wants a commission, because sadly she hasn’t that much views/attention like she needed!!! And also thank you for taking the time and reading my advertisement here!!! And now some samples of her art, which hopefully would persuade you to commission her XD


<<< amazing details and line work, as well as stunning motive ^^
<<< another stunning line work of her ^.^
<<< she also rocks at cartoon/disney stuff as well as with details XD
<<< she can also draw all kinds of different animals, even in realistic style ... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/26788477/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/26788477/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 12:49:22 PDT First a big THANK YOU to the guys, who helped me out with awesome tips, suggestions and also pictures for my character Miyuki, for which I was searching some help in my last journal! All your ideas had been awesome and I never thought that I would get so many good ideas/suggestions XD It really helped me out a lot and hopefully I can finish her picture somewhere in the future ( I just lack motivation working on her atm, because I need to change and fix her lineart a bit, since some things are bugging me )
Then also a very, very big THANK YOU for all the nice and sweet birthday wishes as well as presents and giftart I received from some good friends on my birthday, which was on August 17th ^_^ Thank you guys!!!
I was happy about every b-day wish I got as well as about the giftart and presents, even if I wasn’t expecting that XD You rock people!!! *snuggles*
Also a big separate THANK YOU to , who did me that awesome and very beautiful picture of my chara Mizuria:

I really enjoy getting pictures of Mizzie and that picture is such a beautiful as well as amazing looking one!!! So you should go and also check her other art out, because is such an amazing artist and also a very nice person, so I think she deserves some more comments, watchers, favs, views etc. since her art and her pictures are totally cool as well as amazing ^_^
And woot, also THANK YOU to my buddy , who did me that super cute as well as romantic picture of my feline gods as prize for winning her contest:

I really love that picture, because it’s so sweet as well as detailed looking and I really adore ’s real media skills!!! So if you also have some time go and check her gallery out as well, because she has also some super stunning art as well as very pretty and interesting characters ^_^
And also a new and very big THANK YOU to , who send me that nice b-day card with a hand drawn picture of Mizzie in it Was so happy, when I got it, because that was such a nice and sweet idea and Mizzie turned out so totally beautiful!!! One of the best b-day cards I ever got ^_^ So also go and checkt out Shungi's Gallery, because she's such a sweet and kind person and she has some great art and drawing skills as well!!! ^^
Oh my!!! I totally forgot to say THANK YOU to for sending me those super awesome gifts!!! Really luv the Naruto book and that PKMN key chain is so adorably cute ^_^ And also thanks for the extra figure of Sai!!! He really looks cool as... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/25644456/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/25644456/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 05:58:22 PDT
See, I have that new Naruto OC of mine named Miyuki Shizuka and since I was bored I started to ink her sketch as well as coloring her, but since I’m a bit brain dead atm I somehow didn’t found some nice colors for her... Especially her hair color is bugging me atm, since I don’t find something nice, which seems to fit to her, even if I have three different color examples atm So I hope you guys can help me out *crosses fingers* That’s what I have so far:

Miyuki 1 ( brown hair ): [link] <<< fav of my boyfriend
Miyuki 2 ( silver hair ): [link] <<< not sure about that
Miyuki 3 ( silver bluish hair ): [link] <<< my fav so far ^.^

So would be nice to hear your opinions about those three so far ^^ Also some infos, which might help you to decide or to give other suggestions:

- Miyuki is a snow shinobi, coming from Yukigakure, the village hidden in the snow
- She should look beautiful as well as elegant
- She’s blind and a seer/shaman ( that’s why her eyes look so scary can’t draw blind eyes somehow >.< )
- She has the spirit of a 7-tailed Kitsune ( fox demon ) sealed inside her

Hmmm, can’t think of more so far Kinda hot here to think properly *lmao* Anyways, would be nice to know what you think, because that would help me a lot to complete her image Also, if you have other suggestions for her hair color or even for her clothes ( somehow most of my charas have blue or black clothes, since I can’t think of something different, so some ideas/opinions would also be great ^.^ ) tell me or better show me ( feel free to draw on those pics or show me else XD )!!! I really need some opinions as well as suggestions XD Also a little help with some ideas for the background would also be nice, sine I don’t like that BG here so far, but also have no better ideas for one So give me your thoughts, even if you say that’s something boring or stupid, but I would really appreciate some help, so comment guys, comment!!! XD ^_^
Well, have to do my sports now and afterwards I wanna work on my Cosmic Sailor Saturn sketch, so see ya laters guys ( I wanna read lots of comments with your suggestions, critique, whatever… when I’m back ) *runs off now*




Trade/Request slots:
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Requests/Surprises I'm working on: ( surprises are currently off my list, so that I can finish requests and other stuff... But don't worry, there will be always some surprises, when I'm in the mood to do some ^_^ )


- Request for - not started yet 0% done
- Request for http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/25411573/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 06:50:36 PDT .<

Edit: Thanks a lot for all those comforting words, for all the hugs, for all the helpful advice as well as for the understanding!!!
I'm feeling a lot better now after taking a break from the net as well as from drawing over the WE... Was just cleaning the flat and afterwards I just slept most of the time, whilst my boyfriend was caring for me as well as cheering me up, so that I wouldn't do some stupid things again ( Thanks a lot for our crazy RP, sweetheart!!! Just love writting it with you ^_^ ) Now I'm still not in drawing mood again, so I think I will take a longer break then and just do some other things instead, like writting on my stories or playing online games XD But at least I also got my car fixed, so that the police won't need to knock at the window again, when you're waiting at a red traffic light and scare you to death *lmao* Just wanted to let you know, people and thanks again for all your support!!! You guys really rock!!!


I’m a failure, a disappointment, a wimp, a mental wreck and whatever! And don’t say that’s not true, because it is!!! Seems like my mental problems aren’t gone so far, because I’m having some annoying mood swings and some depressive feelings/thoughts again… *sighs*
Anyways, now to the point why I write that journal here: Since I’m such a failure and wimp I decided to delete my commission journal as well as never doing any commission again, since I realized and found out that I’m not the type for it. You might say I haven’t tried, but that’s not right, since was interested in a commission from me… So today, after getting the information I needed, I answered her that I would have an idea in my mind and that I would go to sketch it out… I really had a great idea, but when I sat down and started to sketch my mind turned completely blanc and I couldn’t even draw a single circle *sighs* I tried and tried the whole afternoon, but nothing came out and if something came out it was total crap and not worth for getting paid for… I got so frustrated and annoyed by myself that I just couldn’t draw something for someone else when needed, so I started throwing things around, crying, hurting myself a bit and now I feel so miserable and down, because I always lose my creativity when I have to draw something for someone else And since this makes me feeling so down I decided that it would be better, if I won’t do such a thing again, so it’s better that I don’t draw commissions just surprises and stuff, since it seems like I’m not a good artist for doing commissions, since I haven’t such a great creativity like others and I also loose my temper too easy, when I can’t draw what others want from me *sighs* I’m so strange
I know that this is such a stupid and worse gesture from me, since I act like a little child, and I know that this is also so very, very unfair for since I first said yes and then only an afternoon later I say no, because I’m down with my nerves, sitting here crying and shivering, whilst writing this crap here, but I hope you will understand!!! Really, my dearest apology to for just letting you down, but I hope you will understand me a tiny bit, at least I hope so…
That’s all such a worse person like me has to say now, so bye my buddies and see ya laters, when I have finally... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/24799875/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/24799875/ Sun, 17 May 2009 07:11:35 PDT But now I took some time to finally write that journal down, because there’s also something important, but first on to the boring ramblings of my boring life and stuff… XD
Well, those mental problems and that strange headache I told you about in my last journal had disappeared after some time as well as some talks with some persons and so far it hadn’t come back, so I’m back to my normal crazy self again and that since a whole time now. Was really glad about that, because now I feel much better and even if stuff annoys me I hardly get angry or aggressive about that. Instead I’m listening to loud music as well as doing some of my fav things and stuff, so it seems like those mental problems were just an annoying phase of my life, which luckily is over now. Therefore I had some relationship problems with my boyfriend, because we just had been stressed out about so many things, especially about our car, which had to get repaired… Was also not that nice, but I think we slowly can solve all those problems as well as forget the things, which happened, since now the car is repaired and we finally had it back ( two weeks without a car is kinda complicated at times as well as stressful… ) Now we just need to pay that bill for it somehow *sighs* Stupid bills suck!!! XD
Then also my fav and beloved boots got damaged and I finally needed some new shoes… Poor boots had them for 3 or 4 years and just luved them soooooo much… So yesterday we got to town to buy me some new shoes, which is also always so frustrating, because all the shoes I like I never get in my size, because I have such weird feet XD But finally we found some nice looking as well as also fitting ones, which I also could wear on the communion of my godchild, which is next weekend, so I was kinda happy, even if those shoes also cost me 25€ ( all the cheaper ones looked to bright or they hadn’t them in my size ) So yay, new shoes for Bila!!!

Okay, now on to the more important part:
I have a very good friend ( she’s one of my best friends I don’t wanna miss anymore ), who sadly is in a worse financial situation atm, so she decided to open commissions and since she’s such a great friend, who always helped me out and who also made me such awesome presents, even if she was short on money, I’m going to make some advertisement for her, so that she could earn some money. Would be really great, if some people could support her now in her time of need, because she’s a really great person, who had a kinda hard life and now needs some help! I really think her drawing style is amazing and she also has a very unique style as well, so commissioning her would really help her, if you have some money left, since her prices are also acceptable for her amazing work. So if you’re interested here’s a link to her journal: [link]
Please help her if you can, because that would be very nice from you! And btw, I’m also going to commission her from my last saved up money I actually had saved up for the new Pokémon Platinum game, which will come out here next Friday, but I think helping a very close friend is much more important than buying a game!!! So thank you for reading ^_^

Well, have to go and work on some pictures again, because atm I’m just drawing, drawing and drawing, because I need to finish three pictures till the end of May, so go me!!! See ya all and please help my friend Aki out!!! <33





Trade/Request slots:
Character Commissions: OPEN [link]
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Requests/Surprises I'm working on: ( surprises are currently off my list, so that I can finish requests and other stuff... But don't worry, there will be always some surprises, when I'm in the mood to do some ^_^ )


- Request for http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/23964168/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 07:45:47 PDT Well, atm I’m not feeling too good and I also have changed totally, because I have those strange mental issues, which suddenly appeared three or four weeks ago. It all started with a deep and worse depression, when I was just feeling worse and only thinking of hurting myself or even of suicide. But I tried my best to keep myself under control, so nothing worse happened, since I didn’t want to disappoint my friends, family and my boyfriend by hurting myself. After some days that depression went away and I thought everything would be normal again, since I often are depressed and stuff, but somehow it just went worse. I somehow have changed so that I really get aggressive at times, which I never got before. So almost every little thing can make me snap and hurt others, mostly with words, but I also tried to slap our cat or hit him with a broom, because Mickey dug out his cat litter onto my cleaned up floor and I just completely snapped, so that I wanted to kill the poor cat, but luckily the cat was way faster than me… The next day after that outburst I just felt so sick and worse I never felt before… I hadn’t had enough sleep and I couldn’t eat anything, because I had such terrible heartburn. I was just sitting around, doing nothing, until I suddenly burst out in tears and cried for at least 30 minutes… Afterwards I felt even more worse, like an emotional wreck, because I was just sitting there trembling violently with a sick feeling inside my stomach as well as seeing things, which actually weren’t there… So in short: This was the worst day of my life… After that I wrote a really good friend and we talked and that also helped me a lot, because I knew I wasn’t alone and I also realized I have friends to write and chat with, who are there for me and cheer me up! So thanks to you guys ( you know who you are ^.^ )!!! Without you I would be nothing!!!
Also started to talk with my boyfriend about the whole situation, my feelings and all the things I was afraid of and it also helped me, so those aggressive mood swings slowly vanished, but so far they’re still there at times… *sighs* I decided that when it will get worse that I’ll go to a doctor and also make a therapy, because I know that this is also some kind of illness… Maybe this all happens, because of that strange headache I’m having since then, which is also so disturbing and just won’t go for long. Realized that when I’m having that headache that I’m snapping faster and also getting depressed faster, which can also be a drama at times, like last week, when I wanted to go to the hair dresser: Some minutes before I wanted to go I just got those mood swings again and just felt so totally ashamed of myself and just didn’t wanted to go out, because I thought I would be too ugly to go out, where others can see me… I almost started crying, but somehow I found a tiny bit of self confidence, so that I managed to go and get my hair cut as well as a new perm for my hair. Wasn’t feeling better or prettier afterwards, but I’m still happy that I went there…
Now I’m trying to keep myself calm with writing RP stuff or on my stories or playing bloody and violent games, just like Resident Evil Even managed to finish that game on our Game Cube, with my boyfriend, when he had two weeks off from work Just so totally cool and relaxing to shoot zombies or monsters, seeing all that blood splatter around Could play those games the whole day, but actually I have other stuff to do, which is sometimes also frustrating as well as annoying me, but it has to be done… Also lost my mood to draw something, so don’t expect pictures from me too soon and also don’t bug me, because of your requests, please, because atm I just don’t wanna do them and if you bug me too often with stuff, notes or e-mails I also can get into one of my mood swings and answer something not so nice and hurting and this I just don’t want, so please be patient with me and also understand me! I will go back to your stuff when I feel better and when I’m also back in a mood to draw. Also need to answer... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/23519890/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/23519890/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 07:18:38 PST Well, thought that March would be a nice month, because now finally spring had come and the sun is shining most of the day, but now March is just the official month for unexpected and high bills – at least it’s for me *lol* It all started with a stupid gas bill some days ago, which totally shocked me, because those oh so nice gas guys thought that it would be funny to rise the gas price, so we still have to pay 265€ for the gas from last year as well as now the new 88€ for gas this month Never thought it would be that expensive *sighs* And next bill will be the water bill I guess, because we just got the card on which you write down your water consumption and then send it back so that they can send you your bill ( hope this one won’t get too expensive, because with the gas bill and the rent for our flat over half the money my boyfriend earned is gone and I still haven’t found a job to support us with money *sighs heavily* ) Then my health insurance also got more expensive as well and then there are also other smaller bills we need to pay for our car and also for our wedding, so this month we’re a bit short on money
Well, yesterday I also chatted with about bills on MSN ( we both think that stupid bills should go to hell XD ) and she wished me that I won’t get any more unexpected bills so soon, but right after she logged off my boyfriend came home and in our letter box was another unexpected bill about 35€ WTF?! This time it’s a warning from the police, because of the car accident my boyfriend had in January, which is kinda mean, because the policemen back then just told him he won’t get a warning and a bill, because the accident happened because of the weather ( ice and snow ) and now he still has to pay… Kinda sucks -_- Also waiting for a bill from the car insurance, because of that accident, but so far no one called back or wrote a letter, so I hope this also won’t be too worse, since we’re saving to get my car repaired as well…

Well, that’s all for the rant so far and I really feel better now, so on to some stupid ramblings as well XD
First it would be nice, if someone could help me with some colors for a character, since I’m trying to color that guy since over a month now, but I still haven’t any nice ideas for some fitting colors for him, so I hope someone can help me *puppy eyes* Here’s his lineart so far: [link] He’s the feline god of Light and Rebirth and he’s the brother of my other feline god you can find here: [link] So I want him to look slightly similar to his brother, just with lighter colors, especially white and golden, whilst his hair and mane should stay red and the eyes blue, but I just won’t find a nice coloring, so maybe someone has some ideas??? Would be really great, because then I could finish him and just would need to finish the last one of my gods and goddesses XD
Otherwise I’m working on too many pictures at the moment ( requests, some stuff for me, b-day piccie for my boyfriend… )so I’m slower than ever with my pictures, since I just work at too many things at the same time *lol* But I try to get something finished soon, even if most of my current stuff looks like crap Seems like my drawing skills make holidays *pmsl*
Otherwise everything’s fine here at home, just a bit stressy, mostly because of the bills, because we’re arguing more and just about stupid money *sighs* Mickey is also doing fine, even if he’s sometimes a bit annoying, because he often thinks that he can eat way much more than I give him and so he tries to persuade me to feed him more by meowing right next to me XD But today he’s still pissed with us, because yesterday night he got his spot on against fleas and he just hates that soooooooooooo much *pmsl* Poor Kitty!!! Ok... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/23233206/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/23233206/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 11:00:27 PST ( *lol* I'm such a slow artist, who always works with snail speed on her pictures )
My new MP3 Player is now also working, so now I'm mostly drawing the whole afternoon, because I almost read all the interesting books I got on X-Mas ( just need to read the last book of the DOOM Series, but atm I'm not in the right mood for that XD ), so drawing is now also fun again, since I finally have music again Also working on some of my personal sketches/pictures atm as well as trying to write on my story again, but I will try to finish my to do list as fast as possible, of course *lmao*
Well, just wanted to tell this to you guys XD Oh and also a BIG THANK YOU for those nice, sweet and cheering up comments on my last and very depressive journal!!! Never thought that so many people here would care about me that much, so thank you so much, guys!!! Was so sweet of you to cheer me up again
Okay, have to go now and post ma RP post crap and afterwards I wanna visit my pet in pet society on facebook ( <<< is totally obsessed with that stupid pet *lmfao* ) so see ya around laters!!! *waves and then sneaks away*



Trade/Request slots:
Character Commissions: OPEN [link]
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Requests/Surprises I'm working on: ( working on those again, but only in snail speed )


- Request for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - sketched out 20% done
- Birthday picture for my boyfriend - planning things 0% done


Character Commissions/Trades/Requests:

- Character for - finished 100% done [link] *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/22901903/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/22901903/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 10:33:09 PST First the new MP3 Player I bought on Wednesday isn't working on our old PC and also not on my old com as well ( well, that's actually not such bad news, it's just annoying, since my old MP3 Player died, so there's no music for me when the com is off or when I do the housework stuff )... Then yesterday evening my boyfriend had an accident with our car, which was actually my fault, since I sent him out to get something to eat, since untalented and stupid me totally messed up our dinner. Because of that I just feel so guilty and worse and I also hate myself now and just wish that I could hurt me somehow just to make that miserable feeling vanish from my body again... Luckily my boyfriend is okay and nothing happened to him *sighs with relief* because it was just a smaller accident ( he slid against another car, because of stupid snow on the streets ) so our car and the other car just got some scratches *sighs with relief again* Then today evening my mom phoned me and told me that my dad will loose his job soon ( he just has work until the end of Febuary so from March 1st he will be unemployed ) Really feel sorry for my parents and also wanna help them out then, since my dad would be too old to find another job, but sadly I also haven't found a job yet ( just got stupid negative feedback like always ), so I now have to search and try more, so that I can support my parents!!!
*sighs* I wish the new year would have started better, because then I wouldn't feel like crap as well as miserable and helpless... Just don't know what I could do anymore... Sometimes I just wish I would be dead, because then there won't be any problems and then I also couldn't disappoint people... ... Hope things will get better and that I will cheer up soon! Also sorry for rambling about my problems, but I just had to get this out, because now I feel a bit better...!
Okies, then see ya guys and sorry for typos, but I'm not in the mood to re-read that journal here... *sneaks off to continue the RP madness in the hope to get cheered up from that*



Trade/Request slots:
Character Commissions: OPEN [link]
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Requests/Surprises I'm working on: ( on hold atm, because of stupid artist block )


- Request for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - sketching ideas 10% done
- Birthday picture for my boyfriend - planning things 0% done


Character Commissions/Trades/Requests:

- Character for - sketching ideas 10% done
- Character for - not started yet 0% done
- Character for - not started yet 0% done




My projects ( stuff I'm working on atm; nothing too interesting ):

- pic "Goodbye my Lover" - re-doing sketch
- pic "Kage of Shadows" - re-doing sketch
- some couple sketches
- pic of Mizzie in all her different outfits *lol*
- Naruto RPG with my boyfriend
- new Story thingy "War of the Gods" - writing at chapte... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/22310147/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/22310147/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 16:54:09 PST
Well, since I'm and my boyfriend are no real party persons we just stayed at home and watched some comedy as well as some music videos afterwards until new year's countdown ^^ ( I think this sounds boring to most of you, but we still had a lot of fun ) Afterwards we went outside ( man this was just so f***ing cold XD ) to have our fireworks, which were really pretty There were also some weirdos there, who just had drunk way too much and somehow just didn't wanted to leave us One of those guys even always hugged my boyfriend and called him his buddy, even if we just didn't know them Was kinda scared of them at first, because one of them just threw some firework stuff directly onto one of my feet, which also exploded there, but luckily nothing happened to me *sighs with relief* But after a while they also disappeared again, because our firework stuff got too boring for them *shakes head* Strange guys *lmao*
So it was a nice new years eve for us, just poor Mickey hated it, since he was and still is so totally scared and afraid, that he's almost only crawling on the ground, while moving. And he's also smelling terribly, because of all the stress he had *sighs* Hope poor Mickey will be better tomorrow and calm down again soon!!!
Okies, think I will just watch some funny clips for a little while now and then go to bed, so Happy New Year to everyone again!!! <3


Trade/Request slots:
Character Commissions: OPEN [link]
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Requests/Surprises I'm working on: ( will start working on them soon )


- Request for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - have to re-do it, since I lost old sketch 0% done



My projects ( stuff I'm working on atm; nothing too interesting ):

- some couple sketches
- some kind of anniversary picture for TLKFAA
- pic of Mizzie in all her different outfits *lol*
- Naruto RPG with my boyfriend - waiting for a new reply so badly
- new Story thingy "War of the Gods" - writing at chapter 3 now ^.^




My clubs:

http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/22184940/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 08:21:06 PST
Hope you all also have such a great Christmas like I had so far! I think this year is somehow the best Christmas I ever had so far, even if we still couldn't manage to get a Christmas Tree or some Christmas decoration The money for that went into a new desk chair for us, since the old one was so totally broken and a pain to sit on XD
What amazed me most that year was, that I got everything from my wishlist O.O This never happened so far, especially not from my parents, because mostly they don't like the stuff I wanna have, but this year my mom bought me everything I wanted to have and without any stupid or mean comments, so a very very big THANK YOU to my parents!!! You rock!!! Can't wait to visit them and hug them, because of the pretty presents I got yesterday ^.^ So here's the present list, for everyone who's interested:

Me:
- totally amazing "Raptor Kitty" Character from Dille on TLKFAA [link] Sooooooooo damn pretty, so thanks a bunch Dille for taking the time and desingning me such an awesome chara
- two beautiful, cute, adorable, hot and very smexy looking Beat Blades Haruka figures ( one from Volks and one from Kotobukiya ), which are so damn pretty and adorable Can't stop looking away from them ^.^
- Pokémon Ranger 2 "Finsternis über Almia" Nintendo DS Game O.O Was so surprised that my mom got me that game, because in the past she never bought me such games... But I'm happy that she did, because it's amazing *wheee*
- Warrior Cats Books "In die Wildnis" und "Feuer und Eis" really curious to read them
- Resident Evil "Genesis" and Resident Evil "Apocalypse" books *yay* Luvs RE stuff and now I have finally all the books Can't wait for the next one to come out ^.^
- some new socks ( finally some new ones *lmao* )
- shower gel and also some new fluffy towels
- chocolate and also some money ( which will be used for buying pressies for ma buddies )

Woot, so awesome pressies and ma mom still has some stuff at home, which was to heavy to send so yeah... And that's the stuff ma boyfriend got so far:

- Michael Mittermeier Safari ultimate survival Edition DVD
- Hellsing Vol. 9 manga
- also some new socks XD
- Star Trek Titan 1 Book ( he's such a Star Trek geek )
- Doom Vol. 4 "Endspiel" Book
- shower gel and also some fluffy towels
- a shaver
- chocolate and also money

*lol* Looks kinda short so far, but he still gets pressies from his parents and relatives tomorrow so... XD
So yeah, Christmas was totally awesome so far and since yesterday I'm so totally hyper and dunno what I should do with that hyperness *lmao*
Tomorrow we're visiting Torben's relatives here in Hamburg and on Sunday we got invited for dinner from his mother and the next weekend we're going to visit my parents, so were kinda in action, but somehow I don't mind ^.^ Kinda nice to see all those people again, even if it's also a bit boring, but it's just for some days, so I should survive *lmao*
So I hope you guys here also had a nice Christmas and time and as well as some nice presents XD So best wishes to you all!!!
Woot, I have stuff to draw on, so see ya laters!!! <3


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Character Commissions: OPEN http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/21482216/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 09:24:54 PST
Was fun doing this, so I hope you enjoy reading, since some answers may be kinda funny XD


100 TRUTHS:

001. Name – Bilashakala ( you won’t get ma real name :evil: )
002. Nickname(s)- Bila, Mys
003. Status – bored but on the other hand totally busy
004. Zodiac sign- Lion *yays*
005. Male or female - Female
006. Elementary – was a nice time; also managed to break the little finger of my right hand in elementary school… Clumsy me XD
007. High School – had good grades, because most of the stuff was easy
008. College – wanna forget that
009. Smart – not at all, more the opposite XD
010. Hair color – medium blonde ( darker at autumn/winter and lighter at spring/summer… crazy hair *lmao* )
011. Long or short – shoulder length ^.^
012. Loud or Quiet – loud at home and quiet when outside or being with people
013. Sweats or Jeans – jeans
014. Phone or Camera - camera
015. Health freak – not really XD
016. Drink or Smoke? – never done so far ^^ just need ma daily sugar rush to get me hyper! JK!!! XD XD XD
017. Do you have a crush on someone? – yup, on a lot of anime and RP guys XD *has her own male harem in her small cellar tehehe*
018. Eating or Drinking - eating
019. Piercings – only earrings
020. Tattoos – would like to have one, but I’m scared that it will hurt too much I’m such a wimp sometimes *geez*

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing – ears
024. First best friend – one boy from elementary school, who also loved dinosaurs like I did ^^
025. First award – haven’t gotten an award so far
026. First crush – some older guy in school when I had been 14 I think XD
027. First pet - dog
028. First big vacation – never was on vacation so far… was just on vacations with school, but these always sucked -_-
030. First big birthday – none… my b-days were/are mostly boring… man, my life sucks so much *bah*

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – nothing… still full from dinner XD
050. Drinking – water, as always
052. I'm about to – finish a surprise picture for
053. Listening to – “My Ninja Info Cards” by Kajmaster Kajet *glomps Kabuto and his ninja info cards* lol I think the neighbours hate that song, because I listen to it way too often *pmsl*
054. Plans for today – finish some art, watching TV, maybe writing on my story as well

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? – no, never! I hate kids!!!
059. Want to get married? – lol maybe I’m getting married soon XD
060. Careers – dunno… just want a job and also earn some money now

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes - eyes
070. Shorter or taller? - taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: - spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: - hmmm, I would say both
074. Sensitive or loud – a mix of both please ^^
075. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
077. Troublemaker or hesitant – a mix of both too, but not with too much trouble *lol*

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts – lol I often ‘loose’ my glasses in our flat, because I forget where I put them
081. Ran away from home – did one time when I was a kid, but I quickly got scared and ran back home, but my parents had actually locked the doors, because it was late at night, so I was so damn scared and rang the bell as much and fast as I could XD Funny thing was, that my parents hadn’t even noticed that I was away http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/21242933/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 05:07:35 PDT So sorry to the guys, who are waiting for pictures, but right now I can’t find the motivation to work on your stuff… Sadly I only can work on my stupid pics, so it seems like you have to wait for your pics a bit longer *sighs* But I will try to start working on those sketches on the weekend, because maybe I’m feeling more relaxed then ^.^ *lol* I wish I could buy me some motivation

Well, last week was a bit stressy, because of Mickey XD He was at the vet on Monday to get his claws cut, because he was hanging on all kind of different things: hanging on the sofa, hanging on the bed sheets and even hanging on me The vet said that he would have perfect and sharp claws for living outside and hunting, but they were way too long for just living inside XD So he got them cut and he really hated that *lol* He also got his spot on so since Monday Mickey is sulking with us and always fleeing when he sees my boyfriend *L* But the problem is that he now need to get eye drops as well two times a day for a week and Mickey totally hates that, so it’s always stressy to get him and to persuade him to get his eye drops XD But I think all cats are like that XD Otherwise Mickey is fine! I think he even got more active than before, because now he’s often playing around with his cat toys and it looks like he’s having fun with those ^.^ Totally cute watching him playing around XD

Me and my boyfriend are also doing fine, even if his work is sometimes also totally stressing and frustrating as well… But maybe I’m having a job soon as well, because a supermarket here is searching for people and tomorrow I’ll go there and ask if they have a job for me, so whish me luck Would be great, if I also could earn some money, so let’s see what they will say tomorrow ^.^
Woot and also HAPPY HALLOWEEN to you guys here!!! *waves and goes away*



Trade/Request slots:
Character Commissions: OPEN [link]
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- Contest Picture for NightCreeper on Animexx - sketching ideas 10% done
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for - not started yet 0% done
- Surprise for http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20964241/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 05:29:05 PDT Okay, here's what I will do and the price list:

I'm designing you a new character or draw a character sheet of an existing character of you for some cash. Things I will draw are all big and small cat species, my own created species called Feathered Lions and a species I created called Feline Dragons ( breed between felines and dragons ) and maybe some wolves. All species will have their own pose or maybe also different poses, but I won't change the pose(s), so if you wanna have two male lions both will have the same pose. So now on to the prizes:

Simple Characters ( without any jewellery and hard to draw markings ): 7$
Feathered Lion Characters and harder to draw Characters ( with lot of markings, jewellery, wings etc. ): 10$
Feline Dragons: 15$

Prizes only include a flat colored Character Sheet, so if you wanna have a shaded one, just add 5$ extra. Hope the prizes aren't too expensive...
And here some example also showing different species and poses:

Lions:
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Leopards/Snow Leopards:
[link]
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Cheetahs:
[link]
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Jaguars:
[link]
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Lynx/Caracal:
[link]
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Clouded Leopard:
[link]

Tigers ( ugly pose so far; needs to get changed soon ):
[link]
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Feline Dragons:
[link]
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Wolves:
[link]
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Any questions feel free to drop me a comment or a note, because we can discuss everything ^.^
Oh and you can pay me through paypal or through money orders, so maybe someone's interested Would do real commissions, but sadly I'm too slow for that and sometimes loose motivation on stuff So, so far only Character Commissions, please!!! ^.^



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Character Commissions: OPEN
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )


- Request for http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20735883/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:22:44 PDT We had visited my parents, because it had been my father's 60th b-day on September 22th and on Saturday was the party, so we also drove there ^.^ The party was nice and there was a lot of stuff too eat ( way too much, because my mom made way too much for the 22 guests *lol* ) and it was also nice to see some of my relatives I haven't seen in ages and I also managed to see my other three kitties *yay* Even if Mausi wasn't too amused to see us, because Torben ( my boyfriend ) and I had to give her a spot on agains fleas, because my parents couldn't do so in the past, so the cat wasn't too amused with us afterwards *lol* Also saw poor Felix, who looks totally thin and also a bit skinny after his strange illness ( those with those holes full of pus and the infection he had because of that ) but he was totally happy to see me and came cuddeling with me and also played with me a bit But he's exhausted easily and his injured leg also looks slightly worse, after having another accident with that ( now he hardly can scratch himself with that hindleg, but he still jumps perfectly with it )
In the evening the party got a bit annoying for me and Torben, because some of my relatives started to look at and exchange baby photos of their grandchildren and then my mother also wanted us to have children and then the discussion and stupid sayings started Every one said that we should even start that evening in making a child and then there were such stupid sayings like "Now you can't go out for a longer time together or everyone will think something else of it" or "First you make a baby and only then you can go to the buffet and get something to eat" I just was like "WTF?!" so often, because at first I thought that was just funny, but then it slightly ended in them trying to 'force' us to have kids... Hello, this is our life and our decision! Besides, I'm not a big fan of children or in other words, I hate children! I would rather get another kitty ( saw such a pretty tortie cat in the newspaper yesterday ^.^ ) than a child Well, we even haven't enough money or space for a baby, but now my mom's bugging me when she would get her grandchild *sighs* Hope she will forget that discussion soon!
Otherwise the party was fun like I said and we also laughed so much about old family stories XD That made us drive home very late, so we went to bed at almost 3AM in the morning, because I also had to calm Mickey down, who was so totally happy that we were back XD *lol* We totally slept worse that night so yesterday we looked like zombies and our brains were also dead as well and today we still look slightly tired *lol* But therefore we survived! *dances*
Okay, me has stuff to do!!! *runs away*



Trade/Request slots:
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- Entry for s and s contest - finished 100% done [link]
- Birthday picture for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20520020/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 11:18:07 PDT so here we go:

I want to know more about you!

If you were deserted on an island with plenty of food but no hope of rescue. What 3 books, cds, and movies would you bring?

Books:
Resident Evil (3) City of the Dead; S.D. Perry
Dino Park ( Jurassic Park ); Michael Crichton
It; Stephen King

CDs:
Resident Evil Outbreak OST
Rammstein Völkerball
TLK Musical OST

Movies:
The Lion King
Resident Evil Apocalypse
Godzilla Final Wars

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Also saw this tag on her journal so I decided to do it as well, because I'm a bit bored atm XD

You've been tagged!

1.Post these rules.
2.People tagged must post 8 things each about themselves in their journals.
3.Tag six people and post their icons on the same journal.
4.Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5.No tag-backs.

Things about me:

1) I really like anime and manga stuff, even if I get laughed at because of this
2) I always get crushes on anime or RP charas
3) I have a big scar on my butt, because when I was a child I sat down onto a porcelain cup, which I took with me into the bath tub, it broke and cut my butt lol Don't ask XD
4) Sometimes I don't eat a thing over the day, because I'm too lazy to amke me something to eat
5) I'm slow like a snail on pictures, even if I'm home the whole day and mostly drawing
6) I love listening to one song over and over again ^.^
7) Sometimes I speak with myself, when I'm bored XD
8) I always think or imagine that I'm one of my RP charas or even one of my feline charas XD

*lol* I tag anyone, who wants to do thse two tags *runs off*



Trade/Request slots:
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- Entry for s and s contest - finished 100% done [link]
- Birthday picture for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - coloring 60% done
- Character Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Requests for
Enzi - not started yet 0% done
Feathered Lion Request - finished 100% [link]
- B-Day Pic/Surprise for... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20503544/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20503544/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 10:21:54 PDT Actually it's nothing that special, but I thought it would be woth to mention it XD
Still can remember all the stress we had last year when we moved in here with all our stuff... Great that life's now easier and also lazy as well Dunno, if we gonna celebrate a bit when my boyfriend comes home from work, but I think we only will watch our shows on TV like on a normal Monday *lmao*
Oh and also good luck to ( even if she can't read this here due to no net access ), who's also moving today! Good luck Aki!!! Hope you haven't too much stress and that everything will be okay!!! Lots of s and s for ya!!! ^.^

Now on to the ramblings...
Well, seems that something's wrong with me since last week, because I got some really worse mood swings and also have some strange personal issues... *sighs* Means right now I'm totally afraid of loosing people in my life, like friends or even my boyfriend, because I think I'm too annoying, hyper or whatever for them and I also think that I could hurt them with saying something wrong... I think that's the trigger for those mood swings I have, because I feel so worse and depressed, because of those thoughts, but then it can change in a totally hyperness or even in a totally bah mood, when I can't motivate me to do anything, not even the things I like most.
I was afraid that something serious would be wrong with me, so I phoned my mom and told her, also asking for advice, but somehow she didn't cared about my problem and just said that maybe this is only my imagination and that I should grow up... Great advice! *sarcasmn* So I talked that over with my boyfriend yesterday and he somehow understand me, telling me that I maybe should write tht out of my chest for feeling bettr and when this won't work that I should get some professional help... And so I do... Bore you all with my stupid mood swings and issues XD But now I feel a lot better, like some kind of weight fell off me and I also hope that those mood swings and annoying issues/thoughts will vanish soon

Okay, I'm off now doing some stuff for my own and maybe I'm going to celebrate a bit with my boyfriend today evening, because now I feel in the right mood for it So see ya guys!!! *waves into the round*



Trade/Request slots:
Requests: CLOSED FOREVER!!!
Trades: Only, if I ask for a trade! Might be opened somewhere in the future, but I dunno...



Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- Entry for s and s contest - finished 100% done [link]
- Birthday picture for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for - finished 100% done [link]
- Request for http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/20142629/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 11:54:58 PDT My mom had phoned me some minutes ago and told me that my cat Felix is now totally all right again! He also doesn't need to take antibiotics, because his wounds are perfectly healed by now and fur is also growing on them again He's also eating well again ( today he had eaten four packages of wet food, my mom told me ) and is also very playful and also cleaning himself again ( soemthing he just loves doing )
The vet still didn't know what caused that wounds, but maybe it was some kind of allergic reaction to something outside ( maybe a plant or some poison etc. ) so my mom now needs to look after him and control if those holes will appear again, because then Felix has to live in the house for the rest time of his life, but that won't be too bad for him XD
Anyways, I'm just so relieved that he's fine now, so a big thanks to all the guys who prayed for him, who gave me suggestions and who comforted me!!! Thanks so much!!! This really helpe me and my cat and I'm very very thankful that it had done, now!!! *hugs and glomps to you all*


*lol* Just some random ramblings about some boring stuff, before I go off and do my daily sport exercises, which I happily can do now again, because my boyfriend is at work again ( last week he had a free week from work, so I also hadn't done much last week XD ) But now I can do my sports again and also start my diet again, so hopefully I will loose some weight until my dad's 60th birthday which will be on September 22nd so that I can look decent then XD So wish lazy me some luck *woot*

Still waiting on that new RP forum to get accepted, which is somehow frustrating, because I'm waiting since last Wednesday that my chara Mizuria will get accepted, but nothing happens there... *sighs* Seems that those Admins and Moderators are even slower than I would be *lol* But I want to RP sooooooo badly!!! Totally missed it, so I hope those guys will now move their lazy butts and accept my chara XD
And now some other thing which also has something to do with a RP forum ^.^ So some time ago made a RP forum for my Faethered Feline Species to RP, chat and all that stuff, and it's a really nice site, but problem is that it's now rather "dead", which is very sad, because it was always fun to RP there... So if someone might be interested in RPing felines and stuff, then please look here and maybe even join [link]

So now on to other boring things
Bought me a new and better computer mouse on Friday, but problem is that the stupid mouse won't work on our old computer, because it is only compatible with Windows Vista or XP, but they didn't say that on the package of the mouse, no, we just found out by visiting the company's website... So now I have to wait until I have a new com until I can use the mouse or I have to bring it back to the store... Somehow frustrating...*grumbles*

Think that Felix is doing better now, but actually I dunno, because my mom hadn't phoned me since last Wednesday, when I phoned her, because her b-day present had arrived. But back then he was kinda mobile again, but still had to take his antibitics, but therefore his blood test result was great! All his organs are totally okay, so he hasn't a blood infection or stuff! That were some great news! Felix is just pissed that he isn't allowed to go outside, because he's the kind of cat who doesn't like it very much to be inside *lol* Poor guy! Hope they can find out where his injuries came from, but at least they're healed by now and look better. Now we just have to wait if his anaemia will disappear or if he has to take medicine because of it for the rest of his life...
My Mickey is totally fine instead, but just so totally annoying, because he wants to eat more than he gets so he's meowing at me half of the day, which can be really annoying... And tomorrow he will also get his spot on again and then he will be pissed again, because he just hates the spot on stuff and always tries to get it away from his neck afterwards, which looks totally funny *lol* He's such a strange cat at times and also stupid, because I haven'... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19999025/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19999025/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:25:53 PDT )
Anyways, this b-day is better than I had thought, even if ony three presents are here atm, which is a bit odd ( the package of my mom didn't make it in time, so I'm not depressed because of the trousers and which also means that I can go out and eat some ice cream laters *yay* ) But those presents I got so far totally rocked, especially those two from my boyfriend and his mother, so so far I got:

- Mc Farlane's ragon Hydra ultimate box set - *woah* Totally awesome and very HUGE dragon figurine *luvs it too bits*
- a pretty and big Sailor Moon print - so pretty!!! Just need to get a big frame for it so that I can hang it up
- some money and chocolate - Yes, now I can buy me that pretty painting at numbers I saw online XD
- stupid coupon of 30€ for a book store - totally worthless present, since I have no books I want atm or in the near future, so I gave it to my boyfriend, so that he can buy some mangas from it... Money would have been better... *is frustrated*
- two pair of trousers from my mom - *lol* they are fitting indeed! I never thought of that
- some pretty shirts - really nice and warm ones
- money again - always great *dances around*

Also got phoned from my mom, some relatives of Torben and from my buddy which is also awesome! Torben's mom and her husband also visited us for a moment, so so far I had a nice day, even if my mom also told me not so great things on the phone, because it seems like Felix might be serious ill and that not from his wounds, because those look great and the antibiotics also helped him a lot. But therefore he has an anaemia and maybe also some problems with his renal... So now we have to wait for the blood test results *sighs* But at least he's better than friday, because there he was very bad looking so that my mom hurried with him to the vet, because he was just drinking and peeing the whole day, without eating anything and he was also breathing very hard and heavy. So the vet took some blood from him, telling my mom that his blood would look worse and would be too thin and then Felix also got some electrolytes under his skin, because he was starting to dry up... Then she also cheked his heart and his lungs, but those were fine and she also couldn't hear any unnormal sounds. So let's hope that poor Felix will be better soon and that he hasn't something too worse *crosses fingers and prays for Felix*
Okay, now I'm off to work on the picture, I'm doing for me ^.^ *sneaks off* XD

Anyways, now on to some really great b-day gift art from great people/artists ( in no particular order and will be updated whne the day goes on XD ):

with [link] - super pretty and beautiful picture of Mizuria in her Twilight Goddess form luvs it too bits *huggles picture*
with [link] - very cute and pretty b-day picture I like it a lot, so thanks buddy ^.^
with [link] - woot, super pretty b-day piccie with lots of my fav Naruto Charas, which turned out supi great http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19915072/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:37:28 PDT So got the call from my mom for which I waited the whole day and it was also good news!!! *dances around* Felix is feeling better right now. The wounds are almost dry now and there's also no pus in that holes anymore and also those bumps filled with pus had vanished. The vet tested the wounds on bacteria today again but she also found none, which is good I think XD So today Felix got some antibiotics again and also has to take some until next friday and he also eat a bit, played a bit with my mom and also started to clean himself again, so he's feeling way better than tuesday! *wheee* Also seems like he isn't in so much pain anymore. The only thing, which worries my mom is that he's drinking a lot of water, but the vet said that she just watch that for now and if this won't get better, she would make a blood test... And the other thing which worries her is that it seems like Felix is allergic to that spot on he got, because he's loosing his fur on his neck now XD But at least he's kinda well now and he also has a nice sleeping place now, which is my mom's old mattress *lol* And in the box, which my parents made fur Felix, is now our black cat Mausi sleeping, ´cause she loves boxes as sleeping place way too much *lol*
So it seems like Felix will get well again *sighs with relief*

Other stupid ramblings:
Was at the hairdresser's today morning, which just took so damn forever until I could get home again, but at least I have now pretty curly hair!!! So you can say, Bila is at least a tiny bit beautiful today
Also got to know from my mom that she had sent my b-day presents out and that two of them are trousers O.o And that fact worries me so much, because my mom also told me the seize she bought those trousers and that's nagging at me now, because I feel that they won't fit, because I just got so damn fat!!! And when I get clothes which won't fit for me I'm getting just so terrible depressed that I even start crying... And the worst thing is: I'm actually depressed about that present now, because I KNOW that they won't fit!!! *is almost crying* Now I'm not looking forward to my b-day anymore *sighs* Okies, must do more sports now!!! *runs away*



Some minutes ago my mom had phoned me and told me that my cat Felix isn't doing too well at the moment and that he was at the vet today...
Maybe you will remember that I once had told you in one of my journals that Felix had some kind of round wounds on his back, which looked like from a rake or something familiar, but now it seems like those wounds are something worse *sighs* First the wounds healed kinda well and also new fur was growing over them but since last friday it got slowly worse, because the wounds started to weep and also to ulcerate, but over the wekend it looked better again, because Felix was always cleaning these wounds, but then it got worse yesterday. So today my mom went to the vet with poor Felix...
Well, first the vet cut the hair from the wounds and started to clean them, but while cleaning she found some bumps full with pus and which opened really easily. And while cleaning those "holes" in his skin even more holes appeared and pus and blood came out of it, so this must have been looking very disgusting and it was also very painful for poor Felix. Then the vet took some photos of some cleaned and also uncleaned wounds, because she never had seen such an injury before. So she will put those photos up on the net and maybe someone can identify what our cat has... She also took some smears from those wounds and even checked one under her microscope, but she couldn't find any parasites or even bacteria, just a few viruses and nothing more... So not even the vet knew what our cat has *sighs*
So all she could do was cut the fur from the wounds so that they are clean and free, disinfect them and then she gave Felix also some antibiotics as well as a spot on... Hope that poor Felix will make this, because he also had lost 1,5kg of his weight, because of that "illness" Also hope that it isn't similar to that what that stray cat had my mom tried to save, because that cat also had a lot of holes on his back and couldn't even walk anymore, so my mom and one of our neighbours caught it and brought it to the vet to help, but it was already to late for the poor cat, because it already had a worse infection in its whole body, so the vet had to put it down... Really hope tha Felix will make it and also hope that someone can find out what he has and what caused those holes in his back and tail...
So please pray for my Felix, because he had been always the unlucky guy and had so many accidents and illnesses in his whole life... *sighs*
Will tell you how he's doin... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19674415/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19674415/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 05:24:40 PDT In the last weeks I just got some many messages on all my art sites for requests and stuff, so that I'm only feeling like a "drawing machine" for other people instead of an artist right now... Well, actually I always liked drawing for others, even for free, but in the last time everything got too much for me, because I just had way too much and sometimes also complicated requests to do... And because every picture I do is some kind of pain ( because of always freezing old com and Photoshop and because of the pain I get in my drawing hand/arm, while coloring with my mouse ) I decided to close Trades and Requests FOREVER!!! I just will offer Character Designs as free Requests, which will be simple and just look like this with a plain background [link] or like this with a gradient background [link]
So why do I still offer Character Designs for free?! you might ask now, but this is actually very simple to explain: Those Character Designs are always done pretty fast and are finished in 1-2 days, because
a) I like designing characters
b) they're flat colored without a background, which is also better for my drawing hand/arm
All other Requests and Trades are closed! COmments/messages asking for a Request or a rade will be now completely ignored by me and I will only finish those Requests, whcih are on my actual list and nothing more!!! Instead I will do surprise pictures for friends or people I admire, because then I have all time on earth to finish the pic, since it's only a surprise, and I don't have to hurry, because nobody would actually wait for some art from me XD
I don't care if you now think that I'm egoistic or lazy or anything, but I also want to work on some of my projects and I also have a real life with my boyfriend and my cat... So if you want a picture from me, then you have to pay me in return. Maybe I could offer a full colored/shaded picture with 1 Character for 20 Euro ( dunno, if this is too high, because so far I never thought about taking commissions and stuff ), but only maybe...
So one last time: NO FREE REQUESTS ANYMORE!!!

And now on to another topic people are bugging me with: Yeah, you can use my art/pictures on your forum, blogs or whatever if you say that the pictures are drawn and (c) me and if you maybe could link to my site. And only use pictures of my characters EXCEPT all my Naruto OCs and their feline forms, because I'm a bit over protective of them ^.^ If you want to use a picture I drew for someone else of their character(s) then you have to ask the owner of the character(s) first, if they give you permission to use the picture, since it's their character(s)! And also, please don't recolor my pictures! I just HATE it when people do this, because it always takes me forever to finish a picture, so I don't want to see it crapily re-colored somewhere... Thanks!

*lol* Also a short paragraph about how I'm feeling today XD
Well, I'm still seriously ill and somehow I feel more dead than alive, but luckily my sweetheart of boyfriend was so nice and allowed me to sleep some hours more today morning instead of doing the housework with him ^.^ *love ya sweetheart! will get you something in return when I'm better XD* So I had at least a few hours of sleep, since I couldn't sleep the whole night, because of my stupid and serious coughing, which is, thankfully, way better today Therefore my nose is running like hell, my head feels like it wants to explode, my eyes are tired and slightly swollen, I can't hear very well, my whole body is just so damn weak and feels like a big pain and I still have that sore throat and also a very funny sounding hoarse voice... So in short you can say that I look like a zombie or something XD And my fever comes and goes like it wants still. Yesterday evening it was there again and today it's gone again o.O This is just so annoying! I can't even work on some sketches, because every time I look down on my paper my head almost explodes or I cough onto my sketch... *sigh* I just hate being sick! *dies* And I also hate all those stupid sentences my boyfriend had said in the last days, like
a) "Fever is Good" - Well, if I hear that from him again I will hit him with one of my empty bottles
b) "Your coughing sounds much better" - Funny thing was I got such a terrible coughing fit when he said that that I almost had to throw up
c) "You sound like you're completely drunk" - *lol* Really nice sentence, I heard after answer... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19602298/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19602298/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 06:36:29 PDT It all started that my boyfriend got sick at first and two days later I got the same sickness he had and today I just feel totally miserable and also tired, because I couldn't sleep well in the last three nights ( always woke up at 4AM or 5AM in the morning and couldn't sleep any more )... I have a totally worse headache, whcih makes me dizzy when I move too fast... Then I also have a terrible sore throat, which hurts like hell and also a stupid coughing and sometimes a little fever, which comes and goes like it wants Got me some pills, which should help me and make me feel better but so far my condition hadn't changed *sighs* Hope that I can sleep well this night *crosses fingers*
So since I'm in such a worse condition right now, I won't work on requests this weekend, because I just feel too sick to draw anything nicely for others... So maybe I'm only working a bit on a rough sketch of Kizara I started yesterday and then I think I will get back to bed or onto the couch and continue to read my Resident Evil book or maybe I watch some DVDs later, just depends on my mood XD Just hate being ill, especially in summer *sighs* *lol* Think I'm looking like a living dead or stuff atm, while I write this here Just hopr that this will be over soon, because I have so many pictures to work on right now, so be patient with me guys! I will start drawing on those requests again, when I feel better, promised

Also, I'm having some kind of question as well, especially to guys, who know cats very well... ^_^ So, when my boyfriend came home from work yesterday he asked me, if we could take care of a young kitten ( dunno how old is actually is ) for a week for a work mate, because she has no one who could look after the cat and feed it... Well, I have nothing against it, because I'm at home most of the day and take care of the kitty, but I dunno how Mickey would react and so far I never had a young kitty, so is there something special I have to take care off, so like food or how mayn times I have to feed it??? And also any tips how to let those two cats together??? So far Mickey never had problems with female cats around, but I dunno how he will react right now, because here he has not as much space like at home, so I dunno if this would be a good idea for him, since he's such a nervous and also quick scared cat, so any help or ideas are needed ^_^

Well, that was all for today and sorry for typos and that this is written like crap, but I really feel miserable and sick *dies* XD


EDIT:
Feeling a bit better today, but not too much... The last two nights where horror for me, but at least it seems like the fever is gone now ( if it won't come back in the evening )
On Saturday I just finished my Kizara sketch and then I just lay around on the sofa and was reading my Resident Evil book and did nothing more... In the evening I first watched Wrestling ( Smack Down ) with my boyfriend and afterwards we watched Scary Movie 2 and then we got to bed. My fever was getting really high that night, so I was just sweating and moving around in the bed not finding any sleep. But it seemed like I fell asleep between 5AM and 5:30AM in the morning but then I woke up again at 7:55AM
Was feeling better on Sunday and the fever also got lower slowly, so I also just lay around, reading Resident Evil stuff and then watching my series on TV... The night was also horror again, because I had to cough up slime the whole time and I was sweating again so much... But it seems like I must have fallen asleep as well, because after 4:30AM I can't remember any other time of the day, only 8:05AM when I woke up XD And the funniest thing is that I'm not feeling tired, even if I had less sleep in the last days... I just look worse and slightly like some kind of zombie thing XD

Mickey is also pissed with us today, because he was at the vet today He got his monthly spot on against fleas and then the vet should also check his claws and theeth as well... So his claws had to be cut and his gums are also inflamed so now he has to take pills twice a day and on Saturday he has to go to the vet again... Poor guy! Now he's somewhere next to me, meowing because he wants to have his dry food, but sadly he isn't allowed to eat it, because of his inflamed gums ( thr... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19196404/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/19196404/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:25:12 PDT Last week I finally got my new and pretty and also super cute Umbreon plushie, which I just love to bits!!! Now it's just sitting on my screen next to my boyfriend's Turtwig plushie and is looking at me XD Now I only need a Glaceon, Leafeon, Dialga and Shinx plushie and I would be happy, but these are just so damn expensive here in Germany and also hard to get, so I'm happy we got our two plushie's rather cheap on ebay *lol* Just luv them!!! *cuddles with plushies*

Anyways, since last week my mom started to phone just more often and this somehow bugs me, because I'm a person who hates talking on the
phone even to my parents or to my friends... Dunno, why but I just hate phoning people and I also hate it when I get phoned as well Anyways, since then she's bugging me with the question what I want to have for my b-day, which will be on August 17th *hint hint* and I always answer with "I dunno", even if this is not true. But the things ( a painting at numbers, commissions of my charas, poster prints of some commissions I got, a necklace, dragon figurines, Pokémon plushies ) I want my mom would never buy me or couldn't buy me, so there's no use in telling her, so now I have to think of something else and 'useful' she could buy me, which is just so damn hard, because my brain won't work at times, especially after my mom phoned me and talked my head off *lmfao* Well, let's see, if I get some ideas and also cross your fingers that I will get the ordered item for a friend's b-day in time!!! XD

Also, I'm feeling a bit lonely and neglected atm, because some of my friends and e-mail buddies acted a bit strange or had no time for me, but maybe I'm just imagine that or something else Anyways, I'm sorry if I have said something wrong to someone or something similar in the last days, but I was feeling very, very worse then and also sick, so I wasn't quite myself somehow... Maybe that was why people were acting strange towards me XD But now I'm feeling much better, so I hope I soon will have someone to chat or e-mail with again! And sorry to all my e-mail buddies, but atm I'm just such a big snail with replying but I try to get my ass on that on the weekened But I hope that all my buddies will have a nice summer with nice vacations, fun or a lot of free time!!! So have fun everybody!!!

Mickey is doing fine atm and now he's also fine with his 'diet' means that he only gets food two times a day and weighed dry food XD He just was sulking a bit with us, because he got his spot on against fleas and he just hates that! *lol* And right now he's waiting taht his plush squirrel will finally be dry ( I washed it today, because it just looked so bah XD ) and that I will put some new catnip into it, so that he can play with it again ^_^
But my cat Felix wasn't that lucky again, like my mom told me on the phone, because it looked like someone has hit poor Felix with a rake or something similar, because on his whole back poor Felix has round wounds, which don't look like teeth, instead they just look like holes... But right now he's feeling batter after a visit by the vet, only his whole back is hairless, which I think must look really strange Really hope that no one would do that to him again, because this is just so cruel!!!

And finally to art things XD Atm I'm just so damn slow with art, so sorry to all my watchers but I just work on too many things atm and my PC and PS are also bitchy sometimes *sighs* But I will try to get more art done soon!!!
Anyways, thanks a bunch to all my new watchers and to all the people, who take the time to look at my gallery and pictures and who even fav or comment on something!!! A really big THANK YOU to all those guys, because you rock!!! http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18760252/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:28:03 PDT

1) full name?
Tanja Müntel

2) male/female?
female

3) were you named after anyone?
no

4) does your name mean anything?
uhm, I dunno

5) nickname(s)?
Mystery ( short: Mys ), Bilashakala ( short: Bila ), Mizuria Hajimoto, DarkLioness <<< most nicknames I use on the net XD

6) what do you think you look like?
just some kind of fat and ugly looking girl don’t like myself XD

7) date of birth?
17th August 1983

8) place of birth and current location?
Germany, born in Helmstedt, currently living in Hamburg

9) nationality?
German

10) astrology sign?
Lion

11) chinese astrology sign?
uhm, Hare I think, if I remember right

12) religion?
Evangelic

13) what's your favorite smell?
Roses and some other flowers, fruity like smells

14) political position?
I’m not really interested in politics...

15) what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water over the week and hot cacao on weekends

16) hair + eye color?
some kind of darker/middle blonde; greyish blue eyes ( more grey than blue )

17) do you look like anyone famous?
No

18) what do you look like?
uhm, you don’t wanna know that XD but for myself I think I look boring and ugly...

19) any unusual talents?
I just can draw kinda well I think, but that’s everything I have as a talent, because at most other things I totally suck...

20) righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty

21) gay, straight, bi, or other?
Straight

22) what do you do for a living?
Atm nothing, but I’m trying my best to find a job very soon!

23) what do you do for fun?
Drawing and listening to music or reading all kind of stuff ( mostly mangas ). I also love playing with my cat, even if he’s lazy or I spend time with my sweetheart and we do nice vacations, like visiting zoos or other fun places ^_^

24) materials to work with?
Pencils, Inking pens, paper, computer + mouse

25) what kind of materials would you like to work with?
Maybe some kind of grafic tablet to get better with my digital art and of course with a better computer

26) have you met your grandparents?
Sadly not all, because some of them died really early

27) boyfriend/girlfriend?
Boyfriend

28) crush?
Only at several anime/manga/RP characters I’m strange

29) what celebrity would you date if you could?
Hmmm, I dunno, because actually I have no fav celebrity at all...

30) current worries?
Money and that I still haven’t found a job yet *sighs*

31) favorite online guy/girl(s)?
Some cool DA people ( just a few of my online buddies ^^ ): and a lot more! ( would take too much time to count all my buddies )

34) do you burn or tan?
Hmmm, both... Depends on how long I’m in the sun, but my face quickly burns,... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18335210/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18335210/ Thu, 15 May 2008 11:43:02 PDT Oh well, poor Mickey...
Today he was at the vet again, the poor thing ( he just hates the vet, like almost every pet does XD ), because yesterday while brushing him I found a single flea in his fur ( and that after over one month of not finding any fleas in the flat or on him ). So good old Bila had to desinfect the rooms and all cat stuff again and that at 1:00AM in the morning XD Well, and since he's slowly and worse eating since the last two days I decided to look at his teeth before going to bed as well and there I saw that his left fang of his lower jaw looked somehow not right, so I let the vet check that as well and it came out that the tooth was really, really loose, because it was full of caries ( never realized that ) So that fang got extracted without any anaesthesia, because it was that loose... Poor Mickey! And now he's totall hating us and sulking, while trying to ignore us the best he can XD He just came to me after he almost suffocated on his saliva in sleep, because right now he's totally drooling... Poor kitty! XD But the worst thing is that he isn't allowed to eat his belowed dry food until next Thursday, because it could hurt him or the wound could get infected... And his other food I have to make him as some kind of paste, which isn't looking very delicious looking, but so he just need to lick the food into his mouth... *lol* Always problems with that cat! *lmao* I wonder what he will have next and how many teeth he will actually lose, because so far he just had lost those 6 small theeth between the fangs in his lower jaw as well as that fang today and in his upper jaw, he also had lost 4 of those small teeth between the fangs And the strange thing is, no one knows why he lost them XD Oh well, but I'm relieved that he hasn't got any pain at all so far ^_^
Just wanted to let ya know! *sneaks off to play with her Ninja Info Cardz XD* <<< is obsessed with that song *sings along*



Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm

Trade with - sketching first ideas 10% done


Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- Kiriban Picture for - finished 100% done
- "Tears of a Jinchuuriki" - still scribbling around ( this will never get finished so don't wait for it )
- Sketches/Pics of my Naruto OC's
- "I will always be by your Side" ( feline Doujin/Mizuria Pic ) - trying to get it inked
- "You're Beautiful" ( feline Keani/Kizara Pic ) - sketching and scribbling around
- "Our Ninja Info Cardz" - sketching first ideas XD
- "You think you know me..." ( feline Kabuto and Kizara pic ) - sketching some rough concepts
- "Indira - Mother of the Universe" - trying to clean up all the sketches, because the chara has three sketches so far ( body, tail and wings )
- Naruto RPG with my boyfriend *yay* - working on a new reply in snail speed
- Short story thingy: "Mizuria's Vision" ( Woot, finally managed to write more for that crap XD )



My clubs:

http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18267765/ Sun, 11 May 2008 05:21:54 PDT Well, okay…
Yesterday I was visiting my parents and my other kitties together with my boyfriend and we really had a great day! My parents were happy that we were visiting them and my mom also cooked one of our favorite food for us And my dad had fun checking my car, because he’s a car mechanic and also loves to work on cars and such stuff in his free time XD So he was happy, because he had something to do for the afternoon, while we were chatting with my mom, who was totally happy about the present I bought her for mother’s day ^.^
Well, I dunno, if the cat’s were happy to see us again, but Mausi and Schnurri just greeted us very friendly and I had to cuddle with them for a while *lol* On the other hand Felix didn’t seemed to be happy, because he was rather afraid of me at first, but then I also could pet and cuddle him shortly *yay* Well, his leg looked rather strange, because now he sometimes distorted it while standing and it also seems a bit stiff after the accident, but he isn’t in pain anymore and my mom also told me that he can jump and climb with it perfectly and that he’s mostly out the whole day. So it seems that he’s fins again now *is happy*
Therefore Mickey had a worse day yesterday, because he was moaning in the morning and afterwards he threw up three times, but when we got back in the evening he seemed to be better and he was also happy that we were back, because he immediately greeted us with loud meowing XD And today he’s fine again so far So I hope the vet can find out, what is wrong with him, after I’m finished with that cat report thing, I write for every day *L*
*lol* Yesterday the b-day present for also arrived at my home and it’s just so great and awesome that I would love to keep it for myself *lmao* But I’m not that mean, so don’t worry Aki, it will be send out to you soon… maybe *pmsl*

So, now a big SORRY to the guys, who are waiting for art from me, but actually I’m just so lazy and it’s so warm over here, so that I’m very, very, very slow with all my art, but I assure that I have started to work on all the pics for other people! So just have a little patience with snail me, okay?!
Also a big thanks to because she drew me such an awesome and cool Kiriban prize picture and even another picture of my character! So go and check out her gallery, because she’s a very friendly person and she has some super great art and a very cool and unique drawing style! So thanks a lot for all those pretty pictures!!!

Okies, now on to the Tag thingy *L* Got tagged by and I’m happy about that, because I was slightly bored and didn’t knew what to do so I had something to do for a while XD So here we go:

Rules:
1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. -nose, eyebrow, tongue
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.... ]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18017583/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/18017583/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:11:21 PDT So congrats to her!!!

Well, since I saw a lot of people doing these and I also managed to catch two Kiribans some time ago, I also decided to do such a Kiriban thing as well *lol*
So Kiriban will be at 22,222 XD Just luv such numbers *lmao* Anyways, the person(s), who will be able to catch my 22,222 pageviews and send me a note with the link to a screenshot will get an icon like that: [link] of one of their characters ( please only felines, since I suck drawing other animals or humans ) or I can also do them a new character of their choice ( also only felines, since I already said that I suck at drawing other things ). Exapmles for different character design you can find in my gallery or here in my scrap section: [link]
Well, I know this isn't something special, but those are things, which I can finish pretty fast, because I'm such a big lazy ass with art at the moment ( you all should know that *lol* ) and I also couldn't do some good looking pictures, because Photoshop is really bitchy on that old computer here XD
Well, then good luck to you all and don't forget I wanna have a screenshot as proof!!! ^.^


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm

Trade with - sketching first ideas 10% done


Projects I'm working on: ( too many different things atm )

- "Tears of a Jinchuuriki" - still scribbling around ( this will never get finished so don't wait for it )
- Sketches/Pics of my Naruto OC's
- "I will always be by your Side" ( feline Doujin/Mizuria Pic ) - trying to get it inked
- "You're Beautiful" ( feline Keani/Kizara Pic ) - sketching and scribbling around
- "Our Ninja Info Cardz" - sketching first ideas XD
- Kiriban Picture for - sketching first ideas 10% done
- Naruto RPG with my boyfriend *yay* ( hope it will go on when my sweetheart has some holidays )
- Short story thingy: "Mizuria's Vision" ( Woot, finally managed to write more for that crap XD )

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/17971956/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/17971956/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 05:03:18 PDT Wheee, ma cat Felix is feeling better and he's still alive and it also wasn't something that serious wrong with him!!! *sighs with relief*
My mom phoned my yesterday evening again after they had come home from the vet and after having dinner and she told me that Felix just had a strain in his hip joint, maybe from a wrong jump or from falling down and trying to land on his paws. That's why he had pain and also couldn't walk and stand properly. So the vet gave him a medication and some pain killers as well and my mom also got some medicine, which he has to take for 7 days at least once a day. My mom also told me that when he came home he first drank a lot of water and then also ate a bit. He also was more mobile and came to snuggle with her and he also purred again ^.^ Afterwards he jumped onto the sofa and slept XD
I'm so relieved now that it wasn't something serious and that he's now feeling better! *yay* Just wanted to let ya all know and thank you so much for all your comments and your comforting words! I really apreciated them all!!! s and s to you all!!!

My mom just called me some minutes ago, just to inform me that my cat Felix feels worse and also looks very worse as well. He had been away for almost the day and when my mom went outside to feed the chickens of the neighbour, he just lay outside on the terrace and looked like dead, but luckily he wasn't. So my mom spoke to him and also stroked Felix, but he didn't react, because he was totally apathetic, but somehow she managed to lure him into the house into the living room. There she tried to give him food and water, but he refused and instead just lay down for a while, before he totally slowly sat up again, just being totally apathetic like before. While sitting my mom could see that his one hind leg, which he had injured in an accident and which was disconnected from the pelvic since then looked somehow strange and also skewed. So my mom now called my dad, so that he will come home earlier from work, so that they can drive to the vet, because it seems like something is wrong with his hind leg and that he is in big pain at the moment, because he's so apathetic and also didn't want something to eat and he really loves to eat! So I hope that it's nothing serious, so that he had to put down, because I don't want to loose Felix. He's almost 12 years old now and is such a nice cat, even if he acts slightly stupid sometimes ^_^ So please pray for my kitty that this injury isn't something serious and that he will be fine again soon!!! So far he had survived so many things, so I don't want to loose him now and I really wish that I could now be there for him, because he always liked me a lot and also to play with me... I'm almost crying, while writting this, because I'm so worried! Please be fine, Felix! Mickey, Torben and I pray for you and I bet your sisters Mausi and Schnurri also will!!!

And for everyone who's interested: Mickey is doing fine!
He was at the vet last Monday and got a spot on against fleas, but thise time just as preventive, because the vet said, that flea collars would be worse for cats, so now he always gets his spot on. He also got his teeth checked and there we have to watch him, bcause he has one thooth, which doesn't look that good... I'm also writting 'cat reports' for every day, because we and our vet will find out, what might be the problem for his diarrhea and that he has to throw up so often. So I have to note everything down, what he does and eats/drinks over the day. Kinda stressy sometimes, but oh well...
Okies, hope that my mom will phone me later with good news *crosses fingers* *goes off now to work on her sketch so that she can think of something different*


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm

Trade with - not started yet 0% done

Projects I'm working on:
"Tears of a Jinchuuriki - still scribbling around ( seems like I will never get the sketch finished )
Naruto RPG with my boyfriend *yay* *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/17603328/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/17603328/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 09:48:55 PDT I’m also feeling better, because I had been depressed and down for some days, but now I’m better, but I still can’t get myself to draw anything at the moment *sighs* So it will take a little while, until you will see some art of me again, since I’m always so slow with art and I also have some more serious computer problems since last Friday, meaning that sometimes I really have to fight with my computer to get online or to see several sites and it also loves crashing and freezing even more *sighs* Stupid com!!! *kicks it* And my mail program is also twisted and acting weird, so if you will get double mails from me, that’s because of my stupid acting mail program XD
Oh and I also have a question I need some advice with. Well for Easter my boyfriend and I got sent some money from my parents with the instruction that we should share it, but my boyfriend said that I could have all the money, since he got a whole bunch of money on his birthday. Well, after a short discussion I agreed and took the money. So far I put something from it away to buy some presents/gifts for some of my buddies, but now I still have some money left and now I dunno what to do with it Actually I have two different thoughts:
Since two years I absolutely wanted to have that necklace here: [link] I always wished me that necklace on my birthday or on X-Mas, but so far I never got it and with the left money I would be able to buy it, but on the other hand I also could use the money to buy something nice for my boyfriend as little thank you and to cheer him a bit up, since he’s so totally stressed with work at the moment and slightly down because of that and so I dunno what to do now! *dies* Should I buy me that necklace or should I buy something for my sweetheart to cheer him up, since he also did so much for me in the past?! That’s so hard to decide… I wish I would have more money, so that I could buy me the necklace and something for my love, so please some advice here??? I would really appreciate it ^_^
Hmmm, I think that was all stupid rambling for today ( if you wanna know something or wanna talk with me, feel free to do so, since I’m so bored since the last days ^.^ ) so now on to the fun XD:

XD Yeah, I was totally bored today and didn’t know what to do, so I stole this from And I absolutely had fun with that and now you also will see my strange music taste, so here we go:

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
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1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Du Hast ( English Version )" -Rammstein
( lol, well, this would be a total stupid and not fitting answer *lmao* )

2.How would you describe yourself?
"Too Many Nights" –DJ Bobo
( OMFG! Lol Totally strange description for me, so uhm yeah… )

3.What do you like in a Guy?
"Ich fürchte mich" –Ich und Ich
( This totally makes no sense XD )

4.How do you feel today?
"Dienen" –Ich und Ich
( well, no comment about that but it seems like my Media Player luvs Ich und Ich today *lmfao* )

5.What is your life's purpose?
"Dragostea Din Tei" –O-Zone
( lol yeah, Mai-a-hii, Mai-a-huu, Mai-a-hoo, Mai-a-haha XD But somehow I dunno, how this should be my life’s purpose )

6.What is your motto?
"Chasing Cars” –Snow Patrol
( XD Never knew that this is my motto, but uh well http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/17284039/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:49:14 PDT
Well, we got new windows in our flat, like every one in the house, where we live, so I woke up this morning at 7:27AM from very loud and noisy drilling and hammering sounds from the neighbour's flat. Well, actually this wouldn't be a problem, but I just went to bed at 1:00AM in the morning and couldn't sleep very well, since I had some kind of stomach ache. Well, I decided to get up then, since I couldn't sleep anymore, because there was also something to do in the flat, like cleaning up some things or getting things out of the way for the workmen. That wasn't that hard to do, so I was finiahse very fast.
At 10:00AM we decided to bring our cat Mickey down into the cellar, because he couldn't stay in the flat, because:

1. He's totally afraid of strangers, especially men in heavy shoes, so he get's panic
2. He could have jumped out of the 'empty' windows, while the men were working at them

So the best idea was to get the cat down into our small cellar... Well, we thought that it would. Well, we brought everything down for him: food, play things, water, his cat toilet, his blanket etc. and I decided to stay with him there as well, since Mickey totally luvs me ^.^
First he was just screaming and moaning for about ten minutes, before I finally could calm him down a bit. He then went under the desk there and hid there, being totally afrain and in panic and he was smelling as hell!!! ( somehow he always smells, when he's afraid and in panic ) I tried to calm him down with some comforting words, before I started to draw and everything was nice. Yeah, it was, until Mickey got a worse diarrhoea and shit everywhere into that small room and also onto his blanket... Man I was totally amused, even after seeing him going into his cat toilet to pee afterwards Well, I cleaned it up and cuddled with him to calm him down and somehow it worked
So we stayed almost 6 hours into that small and very cold room *shivers ´cause she's still cold* But therefore we have some new and better windows now... And I'm almost fainting, because I haven't eaten anything for today and now it's almost 6:00PM here, so I better start to cook something for me and ma boyfriend, but first I just wanted to rant a little bit about that 'great' day *lmfao*
Oh and for al who wanna know: Mickey is totally fine again now, since he's back in the flat. Right now he's lying on his other clean blanket on the sofa and is sleeping peacefully and before he had eaten something and drank something as well, so everything's okay with him now, even if the flat still smells strange *lol*
Okies, I'm off now! *waves*
Sorry for typos, mistakes, but I'm too hungry to check my written stuff

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far ^.^

Projects I'm working on:
"Tears of a Jinchuuriki - still scribbling around
Birthday picture for my sweetheart of boyfriend
Naruto RPG with my boyfriend *yay*
Short story thingy: "Mizuria's Vision"

My clubs:

*Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16826609/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16826609/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 02:18:06 PST I'm ill since Friday and since then I haven't sleep very well, because I hardly can breathe, so I'm sick and over tiered and those pills I got and take aren't working that well *sigh* So I look like I feel: Kinda worse *lmao* Hope that thise stupid cold is over soon, since I can't think properly, because of that stupid headache I also have XD So I'm slower than normal with pics So don't expect much from me in the next days ^.^

And I also have problems with my stupid computer and internet since last week *kicks com* It's a really old and slow one, which only has WIN 98 on it, so my Photoshop isn't working that good and its also often freezing and crashing down... And sometimes my stupid internet is also not working, so that I always will get "Server not Found" on every site I go on and that won't change, so I have to wait till next day until the net works again, which is really strange
Oh well, hope we soon will get that money from that stupid car dealer back, so that we finally can buy us a new and better computer, so that I don't have to go mad with this old and stupid one here

Hmmm, also have some probs with Mickey atm... And this time it's no flea problem, because it seems like we finally got rid of all those fleas here But now poor Mickey isn't eating very much and he got also totally skinny ( even the vet said that he should eat more, which was very embarrassing ) and also throws up very much in the last days... One day he thew up 11 times in three hours, but it was always slime without hairballs or other things and also without food. It was just clear slime... And the worst thing is that not even the vet knows what's wrong with our kitty... And now he won't eat, even if we try so many different cat foods from expensive to cheap ones, but it's very rarely that he eats something. Actually I don't know what to do, since I can't force the cat to eat something, because when he's under stress, Mickey also throws up and also gets very worse diarrhea... Hope this gets better, because I don't want to put him down, because so he looks kinda 'healthy' and also loves to cuddle and snuggle with us, but he won't eat and it seems like he's also weaker than before... *sighs* So maybe someone has some tips, how I can get him to eat somthing??? He gets two different feeding dishes with dry food ( don't know how you translate that into english ), which are always filled up, then he gets his wet food three or four times a day ( always 100g ) and always different sorts of food and sometimes some cat milk, which is very rarely. And then he also gets some snacks against hair balls and for good teeth, which he always loves to eat XD I dunno what else I could give him to eat, because most of his cat food we have to throw away, because he isn't eating and it gets dry... *sighs* So maybe any tips for me, please???


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far ^.^

Projects I'm working on:
"Tears of a Jinchuuriki - still scribbling around
Naruto RPG with my boyfriend *yay*
Short story thingy: "Mizuria's Vision"

My clubs:

*Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16624438/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16624438/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:40:50 PST
Today morning I finally got my super cute and adorable and sweet looking Kakashi plushie!!! *wheee snuggles and cuddles with Kakashi* XD Saw him on ebay and begged and bugged my boyfriend until he finally bought me that plushie *lolz* and today it's finally here!!! *dances with joy* Well, actually I would have gotten him on Saturday, but my boyfriend and I were away on the Yu Gi Oh Phantom Darkness Sneak Preview, so nobody was home to take the package But now I finally got ma plushie and I'm so happy!!! *wheee* Woot, here's a link on how the plush is looking, since our digital camera won't work on that com here, because of stupid old Win 98 *grumbles*
Kakashi: [link]
So yus for ma Kakashi plushie!!! *gets crazy with joy and runs round in circles*

Hmmm, okay, like I already mentioned I was at the Yu Gi Oh Sneak Preview on Saturday and it was like my worst Sneak Preview ever... Well, I just got two super rare cards, which I don't need for my card collection and which were also kinda weak. Somehow I just got crap cards and had a really crappy deck, so I lost the first round pretty fast and so I decided to drop and then went home *lolz* Well, had no real luck that day

Mickey had been to the vet again last Monday and he got his third spot on and after that we only found a few fleas on him ( two or three, after brushing him 2 times a day ) and now we also got him to wear a flea collar since the weekend, so that he won't get new fleas. The fleas in our flat also seemed to be dead after spraying some spots and rooms again, so hopefully the flea problem will be solved soon! *crosses fingers* Now I only need to get out of my stupid artist block again, since I still can't draw something properly Poor me! *lolz*
Okies guys, see you later!!! *waves and then sneaks away to cuddle and snuggle with her Kakashi plushi again* =^.^=

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far ^.^

Projects I'm working on:
nothing right now

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16179309/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/16179309/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 07:37:42 PST s and s for ya all!!!

Well, I won't have such a nice New Years Eve, because right now I'm totally pissed, mad, angry and whatever, because of our stupid cat Mickey and his damn f***ing fleas!!! *explodes* So far we paid so much for all those anti flea things and medicines for the cat, but those stupid fleas are still very alive on Mickey *growls* So we were with him at the vet again on Friday ( it was our fourth time ) and he got that anti flea liquid onto the skin on his neck again and the vet said that now all fleas should die and that I should brush the cat two times a day with a flea comb to comb all fleas out of his fur, which try to hide. Well, it looked really good, but today, Mickey was full with fleas again (!!!) and those fleas were so totally alive that they jumped everywhere onto the ground and me and my boyfriend had a hard time to kill them all with spray or by squishing them... And Mickey also got so pissed while brushing his fur that he bit me and slashed my whole right arm, which was bleeding really violently... So I got so pissed and mad that I almost had killed the poor cat and right now I wish that he and all his fleas would be dead!!! Man I'm so super pissed right now and I think nothing can change that, so I won't celebrate New Years Eve very much!!! Today really sucks!!! *suddenly gets depressed and thinks about hurting herself*
So I hope all my buddies have a better day today and please wish me luck that we can finally kill all those fleas on Mickey, because so far we spent so much money on those anti flea things and also so many time by cleaning and desinfecting our flat, but somehow nothing worked so far... *gets even more depressed and pissed*

Well and my Christmas was also very boring and sucked!!! But for all, who wanna know here's ma stupid present list... I got:

- some panties and bras
- three shirts
- a towel and a pyjamas
- some money
- gift art from my buddies, which was the best present this year on Christmas

Totally sucking pressies, except of the amazing giftart I got from my buddies!!! *hugs and snuggles with ya all*
Ma boyfriend got so much better presents, because he got:

- The Simpsons the Movie DVD
- 20 Years of Michael Mittermeier DVD Box
- Stephen King "Cell" as book ( which I'm reading atm *lolz* )
- some audio book CDs
- some boxers
- money ( three times as much as me )

Man Christmas always sucks!!! Next time I won't wish anything or even make a wishlist, because I never get those things I want... *wanders off frustrated to do nothing*

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far ^.^

Projects I'm working on:
nothing right now

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15940782/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15940782/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 06:50:21 PST Woot, today came my giant and fluffy Simba plushie my boyfriend Torben bought for me on ebay! It's just so awesome and super fluffy as well as cute looking!!! *yay* Here's a link for all, who wanna look at it as well: [link] Sorry, it's just the link to the ebay site, because our two digital cameras aren't working atm
Well, my boyfriend and I are also thinking and discussing about getting married *woot* But right now we aren't that sure about that topic and because ma sweetheart has to work so much right now, we haven't got any time to discuss that topic So let's see *lolz*
And we also had a minor flea outbreak on Mickey again... <<< isn't very amused about that So we bought some anti flea spray for cats and later today we will spray Mickey's fur with that, hoping that now all fleas get finally killed, because in our flat I can't find any fleas when I'm sweeping and cleaning up, so only poor Mickey has some on him... But I always brush him with a flae comb and then kill those fleas *muhahahaha* XD So wish me luck that those spray is working! *crosses fingers*
Woot and now a big THANK YOU to all those guys, who drew me some amazing Christmas giftart so far or who plan drawing me some gift art!!! s and s ya guys!!! You all rock so much and I totally love your pics so far!!! So THANK YA so much!!! You're all just so awesome!!!

And now on to ma X-Mas Wishlist, even if I know that most of the wishes won't get fullfilled, but I try very year *lolz* So here we go:

1. All my friends and buddies should have an awesome Christmas with their families, friends etc. with lots of fun and presents and also an awesome start into the new year

2. That the lung cancer of the boyfriend of my german buddy Laura can be healed *crosses fingers for them*

3. Finding a job for me next year

4. That those fleas on Mickey and in our flat will be finally all killed

5. A commission from my buddy of my characters Kizara and Mizuria in their snow leopard form as some kind of "light and darkness" pic, since Kizara resembles the light and Mizuria the darkness

6. Some gift art of my charas XD

7. A Dialga plushie ^.^

8. Some nice prints from my DA wishlist

9. Maybe a DA subscription

10. Loosing some weight next year *lolz*

Well, that's ma stupid wishlist, so ignore them, buddies XD *lolz*


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far ^.^

Projects I'm working on:
- Kizara's Shippuuden design ^.^
- some kind of Christmas Pic for ma buddies XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15774760/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15774760/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 05:43:01 PST Well, my boyfriend and I realized today morning that our cat Mickey has fleas, so we wanted to go immediatelly to the vet, which is only on the next street, but the problem was that we hadn't got a cat transport box. So we called a pet hop, asking for one to buy and they also had cheap ones, so we got into ma car and drove to the shop, buying the transport box for Mickey... When we drove home we got stuck into a stupid traffic jam, which was rather annoying, because first I thought it would get to late to go to the vet afterwards, but we finally came home in time, so we grabbed Mickey and put him into the box XD Well, Mickey wasn't very amused about that and made a lot of noise *lol*
So we went to the vet and Mickey got something against his annoying fleas. We also asked the vet, from where he could have gotten those fleas since we keep him only in the flat and he isn't allowed to go outside here, so she said that we maybe have fleas in our flat, since it's a really old flat and some people also had problems with fleas in our block. But me and my boyfriend think that he might got those fleas from the annoying dog from our neighbours, when we cleaned the entrance area, but we aren't sure So we had to clean and desinfect our flat the whole morning and I also had to throw away my Battra Plushie I got from my boyfriend as birthday present, because Mickey always had slept on those plushie and you can't wash it, so I had to throw it away with a heavy heart My poor plushie!!! *sniffles* So I'm not very amused again today... *sighs*

And I also realized that it's only 21 days until X-Mas and we aren't into X-Mas mood right now, since we have no decoration And we also haven't got any money to buy us some presents or even a christmas tree, so X-Mas will get kinda sad for us this year, but somehow I also don't mind ^.^ I'm just happy that I can be together with my boyfriend and maybe someone will draw me som nice piccies and maybe ma mom will send us some presents, but actually she doesn't know right now *lol*
Okies, already bored ya toomuch with ma boring stuff, so see ya around guys!!! Lots of s and s for ya all!!! =^.^=

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: 2 to go

Projects I'm working on:
Nothing atm

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15429596/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/15429596/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 04:54:44 PST First because I'm feeling kinda worse/sick since last Sunday. My ribs are hurting and burning with pain when I move and I don't know what happened that they hurt so much And them I feel sick and dizzy every morning after I got up... Yesterday I felt so sick and dizzy that I almost fainted, so I think I should go to a doctor soon if all this stuff won't stop ( would be maybe the best instead of complaining about that *rofl* )
Well, then I'm kinda pissed and grumpy, because of the one company, which isn't responding if they have a job for me or not *growls* I phoned them, I wrote them some mails asking for a job again, my boyfriend and I were there several times and we also filled out some paper stuff, but those damn f***ing bastards don't contact me in any way!!! And that makes me mad, because I also need some kind of job, so that my boyfriend and I would have more money for us *nods nods* But here such companies are totally slow, because nobody answered my applications so far... *starts cursing again*
Well, then I'm kinda pissed and mad, because of that stupid computer here, because it always frozes and crashes over 10 times a day *snarls* And since some days I also can't check my and my boyfriend's e-mails or some websites, because it seems that we have a problem with our internert connection ( every time I wanna check ma mail my mail program froze and then the PC crashes... Totally annoying... *nods nods* ) So sorry guys, if I can't mail you at the moment! But it's not me, it's ma stupid computer and mail program XD
And last but not least, I still have that stupid and annoying artist block I have since I moved here *sighs depressed* I really have so many ideas for pictures in my head, but somehow I can't get them on paper and that makes me somehow depressed, because I really want to draw something! Hope that this stupid drawing block will be over soon!!! *crosses fingers*
Okies, bored ya enought with ma stupid babbling, so see ya around here guys!!! *pounce hugs and glomps for ya all* And also thank you for alll the people, who watch ma crappy art! I appreciate every fav, watch or comment, because this always makes my day!!! So thanks to you all!!! s and s for ya all!!! =^.^=

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I have that stupid and annoying artist block atm *nods nods*
Character Requests on Lilymud: finished so far

Projects I'm working on:
Nothing atm

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/14812716/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/14812716/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:58:45 PDT Really missed the internet while moving and so on, but now it's finally back! *yay*
Well, I'm fine so far and now I almost lived two weeks in our new flat in Hamburg and I'm not missing my parents or my old home, because now I can do whatever I want ( when my boyfriend is on work *lol* ) I only missed ma four kitties, but since last Saturday my cat Mickey is also living with us in our flat, which is sometimes a bit stressy, because he's a really afraid cat, who fears every single sound here... But now I'm not that alone when ma boyfriend is away and I also have something to do, because Mickey does a lot of dirt here *sigh* So I have to clean up here very often XD But everything else is okay. I also will have a job soon, when that cleaning company finally calls me back *waits patiently*
But I'm so glad to have internet back because now I can roleplay with ma buddies and again!!! *whee* Group hug for you guys!!! Really missed you two and our RPs, but I also missed all ma other buddies from the net ( you know who you are ), so and for you all!!!
Whee, before I forget: I also have a new e-mail address which is now: MysteryRuleZ@alice-dsl.de and also a new ICQ number ^.^ Just to let ya know!!! *huggles ya all tight*

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I'm too stressed for trades/requests and I also have some kind of artist block after moving...*sigh*
Character Requests on Lilymud: 2 to go *whee*

Projects I'm working on:
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD
-My new english Naruto Story "Light and Darkness - A sad Lovestory" - finished site 8 in my writting block

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/14570543/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/14570543/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:02:52 PDT And sorry for no new art in the last days, but I'm very busy with packing all our stuff in boxes and so on. And this takes a lot of time, because we actually have too much figurines and other stuff, which should come along with us *lol* Oh and please don't send me any e-mails to my e-mail adress ( MysteryRuleZ@t-online.de ), because I only will have that e-mail address till Saturday. So if you want to contact me, please send an e-mail to my boyfriend's e-mail account which is kromscherben@gmx.de And also sorry that I had no time to answer some mails until now, but I'm very very busy withc packing all that stuff and making lists of things we also need to buy... But I'm okay, so nobody needs to worry about me *L*
Okay, that was all for today, so see ya round buddies!!! *hugs ya all*


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I'm too stressed for trades/requests!
Character Requests on Lilymud: 5 to go *faints*

Projects I'm working on:
- Moving stuff
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD
-My new english Naruto Story "Light and Darkness - A sad Lovestory" - finished site 8 in my writting block

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/13950005/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/13950005/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:16:58 PDT Okay, have to help my boyfriend to get all the things he need for tomorrow, so see ya round, buddies!!! And thanks a lot for all the favs, watches and comments in the last days/month!!! *hugs ya all*

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I'm too stressed for trades/requests!
1. - Character Trade: finished 100% done [link]
2. - Trade: finished 100% done
3. Character Requests on Lilymud: 7 to go *faints*

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD
-My new english Naruto Story "Light and Darkness - A sad Lovestory" - finished site 4 in my writting block

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/13248367/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/13248367/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 05:38:51 PDT Well, question to you all is: Which pictures would you like to buy from me as a print or other stuff??? Would be nice if you could tell me so that I can re-draw the pics in a bigger file size XD Well, let's see if someone would be interested in some prints from me, because I think my art isn't good enough to make prints of, but oh well ( I always think that *L* )
Okay, nothing else to say for today, so see ya around here!!! *waves with paw and lots of hugs for your all*


Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I'm too stressed for trades/requests!
1. Trade - not started yet 0% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12962196/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12962196/ Tue, 15 May 2007 06:49:50 PDT I'm designing you a new character for some cash. Things I will draw are all big and small cat species, my own created species called Feathered Lions and a species I created called Feline Dragons ( breed between felines and dragons ). All species will have their own pose, but I won't change the pose, so if you wanna have two male lions both will have the same pose. So now on to the prizes:

Simple Characters ( without any jewellery and hard to draw markings ): 5$
Feathered Lion Characters and harder to draw Characters ( with lot of markings, jewellery, wings etc. ): 7$
Feline Dragons: 10$

Prizes only include a flat colored Character Sheet, so if you wanna have a shaded one, just add 5$ extra. Hope the prizes aren't too expensive...
If there are any questions or some interest just answer to this journal, note me or feel free to mail me at MysteryRuleZ@t-online.de
Then we can discuss everything ^.^ Oh, almost forgot, you can now pay me via paypal to my paypal adress which is kromscherben@gmx.de or through money orders.

Also found some other things at home to sell, but I haven't thought about prizes so far XD The things will be:
- a black high grade steel ring with a cool tribal dragon on it ( the ring is too big for me, so it's never worn and it comes along with it's original box; ring diameter: 19 mm; ring width: 13 mm <<< it's a kinda big ring *rofl* )
- Yu Gi Oh CDs Sound Duel 1-3, Music to Duel By and japanese Maxi CD of the Warriors Opening
- a DBZ Wallscroll with Majin Vegeta on it
- two german Sailor Moon Movie Books ( great for german Sailor Moon Fans )

My digital camera isn't working at the moment, so I can't show you photos of those things, but if someone is interested I will try to scan the things or get the camera of my parents XD So just note me or something ^.^
Woot, have a nice day!!!

Trade/Request slots: CLOSED right now, because I'm too stressed for trades/requests!
1. Character Request - finished 100% done
2. Trade - not started yet 0% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12876005/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12876005/ Mon, 07 May 2007 13:03:28 PDT And yesterday, me and my boyfriend were on the Yu Gi Oh Force of the Breaker Sneak Preview! *yay* We had a lot of fun and I got the 10th place from 42 people so I was kinda good, even if I got not so good cards *L* But we traded and sold some of the new cards, so that I got some pretty cards for my collection XD And we had so much fun and those new cards are totally awesome and it was great playing with them, so yay for Sneak Previews!!! *dances*
Well, I'm also planning to do cheap character commissions, because I really need money for a new computer, because that seven year old one here is crap and keeps me upset everyday, because everything isn't working very well on the PC and I also have no space for programms and other things left *sigh* So when I'm finished with most of the trades I will offer those commissions to get a little extra money to save for a new PC, because I have no job and only get 30€ Euro each month from my parents and with that I have to pay my cell phone and things for my hobbie like inking pens and so I have not much money left a month, so if I wanna buy something big, like a commission or a game I have to ask if my boyfriend could pay the half of it, or I have to save money several month *sigh* So let's see if I can get some money with Chara commissions, but not yet, because I'm slow and busy with ma trades *L*
Okay, have to clean my desk, so that I can draw on it again *rofl* See ya around here buddies!!! *hugs ya all*


Trade slots:
1. trade - finished 100% done
2. trade - finished 100% done
3. trade - shading 60% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 42 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12668401/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12668401/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 14:06:27 PDT [link]

The prize with shipping to Germany would be 13,94 Great Britain pounds which is about 21 Euro. Well, I would "pay" ya with a commission equal to the prize ( will be discussed via note if sombody buys me that plushie ) and you also will get a print of your picture on photopaper or whatever in DIN A4 size for free. That's all I could offer, because I'm very poor at the moment, because I'm having no job, but maybe someone would be so nice ^.^


Trade slots: none left
1. trade - shading 60% done
2. trade - finished 100% done
3. trade - inking 30% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 35 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12642746/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12642746/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:52:05 PDT Well, today I had an appointment at the hairdresser's, because I wanted a new perm for my shoulder-lenght hair, like all 7 or 8 months. So I went there and waited till it was my turn. Then the hairdresser first combed my hair and then she told me that my hair has totally split ends... ( They hairdressers told me that you can get such worse split end when you take really strong medicine, bleach your hair or if you have too much stress... Well, I don't take any medicine and I also don't bleach my hair, so it must be the stress I have everyday here at home with my mom and so on *sigh* Never though that stress could make my hair ill *sniffles* )
I was totally shocked, because me and my mom hasn't seen that and I also take an anti split ends shampoo when I wash my hair. I only realized that my hair tops changed their color to a lighter blond, but that always happens in spring and summer, so I haven't thought of anything bad... Well, because of my damaged hair I couldn't get a new perm and instead of it, I got that really ugly hairstyle *sniffles* I almost cried when I saw it, because it's so super ugly and short *cries* Here's a photo, so that you can see me with my new hairstyle:
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I really hate this hairstyle, because now I'm fat, ugly and have a ugly hairstyle which makes my face come out more uglier than before *sigh* But my mom told me, that she liked the hairstyle, because now I look according to my age and blah blah blah ( I stopped listening, because I think she only says that to cheer me up, because I'm super unhappy with my hair now and I'm also really sad and depressed... ) I should wear a face mask till my hair grows, so that I couldn't see my face and hairstyle, till I can get a new perm, but for that I have to wait kinda long... *sigh* Awwww, I'm so unhappy!!! *cries*

I'm also kinda worried about my black cat Mausi, because since yesterday she can't jump on higher things and she also can't stand very well with her hind legs sometimes. Seems that she has something with her hind legs or with her hind legs muscles *sigh* But she has no pain and she also cuddles with me and grooms herself and she's also playing with things she finds on the ground. She just can't jump anymore, that's all. My mom told me yesterday that if she gets a lot of pain or if it's such an illness like rheumatism or arthritis and the vet couldn't help her, Mausi will be put down by the vet! So I hope it's nothing serious, because I don't wanna lose one of my cats, even if Mausi can be very pesky sometimes ( if you pet or cuddle her, you have to pet and cuddle her at least for 30 minutes, because she can't get enough and she also loves to scratch my hands *sigh* )^^ She's only 11 years old now and I just wanna have her for some more years, so let's hope that's nothing serious *crosses fingers*


Trade slots: none left
1. trade - shading 60% done
2. trade - finished 100% done
3. trade - inking 30% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 35 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12271720/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/12271720/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 13:23:55 PDT My voice is almost gone and it sounds kinda strange when I'm speaking, so my cats looked totally weird at me when I spoke to them today *rofl* So now I have to take some medicine the whole day *sigh* And I also hope that I can draw again soon, because in soooooo late with my trades... Have to stop writting that journal now, because the letters start to swim before my eyes... So see ya around here buds!!!


Trade slots: none left
1. trade - inking 40% done
2. trade - finished 100% done
3. trade - sketching ideas 10% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 35 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11854312/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11854312/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 11:44:54 PST First my boyfriend Torben had a car accident with some kind of deer or other animal when driving home from work, so he had to be in the hospital for two days. Nothing serious happened to him, he only had some kind of trauma and a little shock, but he didn't got injured. Only his car is totally damaged so that he need to look for a cheap new one or for a good used one... Good that he can use my car so far XD
And then I was stressed, because I had an aptitude test at an university for a new education on Velentines Day and I was studying some things for it. The test wasn't that bad, but I think I failed at the math test, because I suck at mental arithmetics *lol* But the other three parts of the test were quite okay^^ And before I did the test my boyfriend bought me a little and super cute Godzilla plushie *yay* And I also had my Mystery plushie I got from my good buddy with me as a little mascot ^.^
Therefore I failed at the Yu Gi Oh Rules Knowledge Test LV 2 I took at the Winter Cup Final in Essen *sniffles* ( my boyfriend also failed at the test *rofl* ) I only got 68 points of 100 points and for passing you need at least 80 points... But that test was kinda hard and it was in ENGLISH!!! *faints* So I got the test wrote my name on it and then I read the first question and was like "WTF?! Who is playing these strange cards?!!" and "What do they want from me???" *rofl* But I'm not sad, because I failed the test^^ I saw so many people trying to do this test and only one girl passed it... All other people failed *lol* Me and my boyfriend also were on several other Yu Gi Oh tournaments in the last days and we had a lot of fun! And next week we will go to the Strike of Neos Sneak Preview tourney *yay*
Oh and sorry again for the people I have trades with: I'm rather slow at my parts of the trades, but I'm working on them ( right now I'm working on four different pictures and that on the same time... ) So please be patient with my XD Oh and again: REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!!! I'm only doing falt colored character requests and trades. NO requests!!! Thanks ^.^
So have a nice weekend!!! *waves with paw*


Trade slots: one left
1. trade - have to start on it again, because I hated the first idea, so 0% done yet
2. trade - sketching ideas 10% done
3. trade - not started yet 0% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 31 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11635111/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11635111/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:55:37 PST
DIN A4, 50 Sheets ( only one is missing, because my mom needed a piece of paper so badly that she took one out of this block -_- so it's only 49 sheets... ), 70g/m²
- Bleedproof
- pH neutral
- Stable
- produced especially for Copic-Markers

So if someone is interested and needs or want to have this paper block, just note me or contact me somehow, because I don't need this paper and it would be a pity to throw it away somehow, so I wanna make someone else happy with it XD
Okay, see ya around here buddies!!! *hugs ya all*

Trade slots: one left
1. trade - not started yet 0% done
2. trade? - discussing things
3.

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 31 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11537995/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11537995/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 06:02:10 PST
Well, also wanna earn some money for myself, so that I can pay a little to my parents, because they are paying all my insurances and so they need something in return for it^^ So my boyfriend and I are trying to sell some of our Pokémon and Yu Gi Oh trading cards... Well let's see if we could make some money with them XD If here is someone interested you can note or mail me...

Woot, I was bored yesterday evening, so I visited the Upperdeck Website, to see if the LV1 test for Yu Gi Oh trading card game rules is online, but it wasn't so I decided to take the Tournament Organization LV1 test for fun ( my boyfriend tried this test at Saturday and failed *lol* ) and I PASSED the test XD Now I'm an official UDE Tournament Organizator LV1 XD That means that I could make my own official Yu Gi Og tournaments here... Oh well... I only want to become a Yu Gi Oh judge, but now I'm also a tourney organizator *rofl* Kinda cool, but I hope that the judge test will be online soon ^.^

Oh and I also have a question: Does somebody know how to make a bookmark out of a picture or can somebody do this for me??? Because I and my buddy did a collab together and she colored my line art and that picture turned out so beautiful that I wanna have a bookmark out of this pic, because I'm also reading very much^^ Now I have the picture on my PC but I don't know how to make a bookmark out of it, maybe someone can do this for me??? You also would get something in return *lol*
Well, that's all for today! See ya!!!

Trade/Request slots
1. request - shading 60% done
2. character request - finally finished
3. trade - not started yet 0% done

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - almost done with the first chapter
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 31 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11269856/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11269856/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:26:24 PST Hope you also had a nice new years eve yesterday!!! Me and my boyfriend had one XD First we watched animes on DVD ( the first four episodes of Trinity Blood and after that the first five episoded of King of Bandit Jing *yay* ) till 12:00am. Then we went outside and had some fireworks and after that we watched some funny clips on TV and went to bed at 3:00am in the morning *lol* So I'm a bit tired today, but on the other side I'm kinda fit and totally crazy *woot* Hope that you all also had such a great start in the new year!!! *hugs ya all*
Hope that all of you also had a nice Christmas and holidays!!! My Christmas days were great, because I got really cool and great presents *yay* :

- some clothes and a silver ring with chinese letters on it from my parents
- a Godzilla soundtrack CD and a Battra plushie from my boyfriend
- some markers and a unicorn keychain from my best friend from USA *huggles her*
- the King of Bandit Jing DVD box with all 13 episodes of that anime from the relatives of my boyfriend, which was the coolest and greatest present ever *pets DVD box then looks around like crazy and shouts: "Jing is mine, mine and always mine!!!" crazy laughter*
- and also some money

From the money I bought me a new computer mouse, a cheap DVD drive for my old PC and King of Bandit Jing Bottle mangas 1-7 XD So you see I had some really great days in the last time, even if I had a terrible cold for one week^^ Right now I only have some kind of artist block, so it may take some time till I will have finised some drawing and requests... SORRY!!!

Trade/Request slots
1. request - sketching some ideas 10% done
2. character request - discussing things
3.

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started to write the first chapter^^
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 28 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11038504/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/11038504/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:21:36 PST E-Mail: MysteryRuleZ@t-online.de
ICQ: 211761950
Yahoo Messenger: tharia_mizuka
or just note me here at DeviantArt^^
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!


Trade/Request slots ( closed right now )
1. trade - finished
2. request - not started yet
3.

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started to write the first chapter^^
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 23 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10868022/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10868022/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:56:46 PST
Step 1.

Make a post in your dA journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step 2.

Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Step 3.

The List:

1. an original black Naruto Ninja Headband with the Konoha ( leaf ) symbol on it ( never got one on ebay here *sniffles* )

2. any Naruto origina soundtracks or copies if ya have the original CDs ( almost faint after seeing how expensive it is to import them from Japan *faints* )

3. King of Bandit Jing - Jing in Seventh Heaven Soundtrack ( must have this OST XD )

4. some prints from my DA wishlist XD

5. some requests or gift art of my characters or of my fav anime characters *yay*

6. getting new e-mail and chat friends, especially guys who like the anime series Naruto or King of Bandit Jing, or other people to talk and chat with

7. finding a job and earning some money to support my parents

8. that the boyfriend of my best friend Laura would be healed ( the poor guy has lung cancer )


Hmmm, well I think that was all^^ Only have eight wishes so far XD

Contact me:

E-Mail: MysteryRuleZ@t-online.de
ICQ: 211-761-950
Yahoo Messenger: tharia_mizuka
or note me here at DA *lol*

Well, I also will try to draw some requests for the people who will give/buy me something, but I think I won't get anything, because with such things I don't have much luck XD But perhaps this year *crosses fingers*

Trade/Request slots ( closed right now )
1. trade - finished
2. request - not started yet
3.

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started to write the first chapter^^
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 16 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10658330/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10658330/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:17:15 PST
Trade/Request slots ( closed right now )
1. trade - finished
2. request - not started yet
3.

Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-Some birthday pictures for my best friend
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started to write the first chapter^^
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 13 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10486214/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10486214/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:19:10 PDT
Woot, I have saved enough money so that I can go to the Yu Gi Oh Cyber Dark Impact Sneak Preview on November 4th. Can't wait to go there, because at the last Sneak Preview I got some nice new cards and had a lot of fun^^ Also wanna go to a Yu Gi Oh tournament this Saturday, if the card shop here will make one ( they need 8 people for a tourney and right now they have only three *lol* )
Well, I'm also planning to do some trades/requests here, too, but only three at a time, because I also have trades and requests on other sites, too *L* So everyone who is interested in a trade or request just PM me or email me and we can discuss everything^^ I only have to say that I'm a really slow artist sometimes, so your trade/request can take me a while till I will have finished it, but I'm always trying to get it done asp...
Hmmm, I think that was all for today, so see ya around here guys!!! *hugs ya all*

Trade/Request slots:
1. trade - sketching ideas 10% done
2. request - not started yet
3.


Projects I'm working on:
-Trades/Requests for people from TLKFAA
-Some birthday pictures for my best friend
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< haven't written much at the last time
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started to write the first chapter^^
-My new Naruto story "My Ninja Way - Lessons are hard to learn" - finished site 5 yesterday evening in my writting block XD

My Clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10152431/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/10152431/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 13:30:23 PDT Listening to: Etwas - "Grenzenlos"
Currently Playing: Diablo 2 Lord of Destruction / Resident Evil
Currently Reading: Naruto Manga number 1
Currently Watching: nothing...
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Jing *yay pets smexy Jing and huggles him*

Woot, I'm a totally big fan of the anime and manga series called King of Bandit Jing and now I'm searching the japanese music from that anime ( right now I only found the intro song which is from the band Scudelia Electro and is called "Shout it Loud" ) and so I wanna ask if someone could help me, please? Maybe someone knows where I can find/download those songs or maybe someone can share them with me??? Would be totally cool!!!
And I'm also searching King of Bandit Jing fans who wanna write or chat with me, because here nobody knows that anime and my boyfriend and real friend Laura are not so big fans and I'm getting on their nerves with that they say *sigh* So if you know something about the music or wanna chat with me about King of Bandit Jing, just write me!!! I won't bite^^ XD

Also trying to get some new artwork done but right now I have some kind of a bad cold and my head feels like it wants to explode right now, so I may be a bit slow drawing new pictures ( sorry to the people I have trades/requests with, but I'm always such a lazy butt... ) I also thought about giving up drawing, because some art of me was getting stolen/re-drawn/over colored by several people on mypsace.com and that made me kinda sad and angry. Last weekend I just saw over ten people who are using my art without my permission and that sucks, because I really like my pictures even if I say they turned out ugly, because sometimes I put a lot of time in them... So I got some kind of an artist block, because of that stupid theft thing *sigh* Well, let's see what I will do...
Okay, have to go now and drink some tea *sigh*

Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 4 of about 80 )<<< kinda bored with them right now *sighs*
-Some trades/requests
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 355 right now <<< woot, I'm also having a little part in my story, too^^
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - finished the prologue yesterday and now I'm on page 14^^

My Clubs:



]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9747838/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9747838/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:08:15 PDT Listening to: Scudelia Electro - "Shout it Loud" <<< King of Bandit Jing Opening *drools*
Currently Playing: Diablo 2 Lord of Destruction
Currently Reading: King of Bandit Jing manga 6
Currently Watching: BBC dokumentation: The secret of the killer lions
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Jing *yay pets smexy Jing and huggles him*

Yeah tomorrow on August 17th is my birthday and me gets 23 ( really old *lol* ), but I'm not very happy right now, because tomorrow I have an interview for a new education and I'm totally nervous ( me has totally exam nerves and so such interviews are a real pain for me *sigh* even if I had some job interviews before... )But after that my boyfriend promised me that we will visit a zoo and so I won't be around tomorrow *lol* If ya wanna draw me a little picture, you can draw me pictures of smexy Jing, so that I can drool at them xD. <<< Just a joke *lol*
Well, tomorrow I also will finally get my two plushies that my boyfriend commissioned from Can't wait to see them in real, because I only saw them on photos before *lol* And Astro was also so cruel to send us the plushies two weeks before my birthday... and so only my boyfriend could take a look at them and pet them *sniffles*
Okay them, I have to go to bed I think, because I must be fit for the job interview tomorrow^^ Bye guys and see ya around here!!!

Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 4 of about 80 )
-Some pics for other people
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 347 right now <<< woot, I'm also having a little part in my story, too^^
-My new King of Bandit Jing story "The adventures of King of Bandit Jing" - started yesterday and I'm now on page 6^^

My clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9624273/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9624273/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 03:08:42 PDT Listening to: Green Day - "American Idiot"
Currently Playing: Diablo 2 Lord of Destruction
Currently Reading: Yu Gi Oh Manga 22
Currently Watching: also nothing
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Jing *yay pets smexy Jing and huggles him*

Yay, yesterday we ( me, my boyfriend, one of our friends and two other guys ) were on a Yu Gi Oh Sneak Preview Tournament for the new booster series Power of the Duelist. I had waited so long for that day to come, because this would be my first Sneak and it was a great day! First we had to sign up and pay 15 Euro to get five booster. Then we got the pairings for the first duel and could open our boosters xD Me and my boyfriend sat on the same desk so I could look what he got in his booster too *L* I was totally lucky with my boosters, because I got a lot of monsters with hight ATK to fight with and I also drew the card Ultimate Tyranno *drools* which helped me a lot and with which I had won many duels that day, because of it's great effect xD. My boyfriend had not so much luck with his booster and dropped off after the third round. At the end I had won 4 of 6 rounds and so got the 8th place in the tourney!!! *dances* Wow, I never thought that I would get under the top ten, because in other tourneys I'm always losing *lol* Well, so I also got two extra booster *yeah* And we also traded with our good friend the tourney leader *L* He collects ultimate rare cards and I drew a new one for him, so I got a Water Dragon in ultimate for return *OMG dies* That Water Dragon is so hard to find here so that I'm kinda happy to get one finally^^ We also traded a rare and three common cards for a Heavy Storm and a Sangan in parallel rare from the Hobby League^^ It's always great, if you know the tourney leader, because you can get much cards cheaper as others xD. This was such a nice and funny day and me was the best girl in the tourney xD *thanks to my Ultimate Tyranno*

If you wanna me to create a character for you commission me:
[link]

Currently Commission Status:
:
Male Feathere Lion Element Fire: 100% done
Female Feathered Lion Element Fire: coloring 80% done


Birthday Countdown: Only 10 days till my B-day ( 17th August ) *woot*


Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 4 of about 80 )
-Some pics for other people and commissions
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 335 right now <<< woot, I'm also having a little part in my story, too^^


My Clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9300399/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9300399/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 10:01:48 PDT Listening to: Metallica - "Sad but True"
Currently Playing: Zoo Tycoon2
Currently Reading: nothing
Currently Watching: also nothing
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Yami Yugi *drols*


Wah, today I got the results of my job interview which I had yesterday *sigh* And the guy on the phone told me, that I was not taken, because they asked me something we didn't learned in our school education and what you need for the job. So I couldn't answer the questions means I don't get the job *sigh* Now I'm searching over one year for a job and didn't get one *sigh* So I also have no money... But the big problem is, that I first don't get any money, because I live with my parents and they earn to much... And the second problem is that I will turn 23 next month and so I have to pay for my health insurance all alone and that would be over hundret euro each month! So the prob is if have no job and therefore no money to pay for it and I also don't want that my parents should spend so much mone on me... Life totally sucks right now!!! Just hate those f***ing companies and laboratories who don't want to take people without job experience!!!
Now I decided to take Character Commissions for money *sigh* That means I will design you a character ( or species ) you want and therefore I get some money... I don't want to, but I just need some money to support my parents and boyfriend ( who will also probably lose his job, because his chef is a f***ing asshole!!! Because my boyfriend has a bad salmonellosis since last week, but his chef wants that he will come back to work on Monday, even if the doctor said, that he can't go to work next week *sigh* ). And I also need money for new applications, because copies and photos are kinda expensive here and I mostly have up to 20 applications in one week. Hope somebody will be interested, so here are my prices:

Simple Character Sketch uncolored ( pencil sketch ) - 5 Euro
Simple Character Sheet inked uncolored - 5 Euro
Simple Character Sheet flat colors ( colored with Photoshop ) - 10 Euro
Simple Character Sheet shaded - 15 Euro

Things I will and can draw:
-all different big cats ( every species will have their own pose and sheet )
-my own created species, called Feathered Lions and hybrids with other big cats
-your own created species as long as they are felines/big cats
-big cats hybrids like ligers for example

Things I won't draw:
-other animals as big cats ( sorry, but the best I can draw are big cats *L* )
-anime characters or other characters as lions etc.

You can only pay me with cash that means you send me the money via postage or through bank/money transfer on my bank account. Sorry, but me and my boyfriend haven't got paypal...
So if you are interested send me a note or an email ( MysteryRuleZ@t-online.de ) and we can discuss everything! Hope that someone is interested and it would also be nice if you can tell your friends or other people, because I don't know how many people read my journals *L*
Okay, have to go off right now and give my boyfriend his medicince.... Bye and see ya people!!!

-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 4 of about 80 )
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 334 right now <<< woot, I'm also having a little part in my story, too^^


My clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9025662/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/9025662/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 07:33:18 PDT Listening to: Rythm of the Pride Lands - "Busa"
Currently Playing: Yu Gi Oh Nigthmare Troubadour
Currently Reading: Julia Conrad's Die Drachen ( The Dragons )
Currently Watching: ähm, nothing^^
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Yami Yugi *drols* and my new Tamagotchi xD

Yeah, I have survived!!! *dances*
Yesterday my parents had their silver wedding anniversary and that was really stressful *sigh* It all started on Thursday: There we had to bake six different cakes from morning till noon and in the evening we had to transport all the drinking stuff and food to the hall where we had the party. There my mom and I decorated all the desks and the whole hall and my boyfriend and my dad put all the food and drinking stuff into the store room. Woot, therefore we needed about two hours or more. Then we went home and had something to eat and the whole evening was free *woot* or better we thought that the evening was free *sigh* Because on 10:00 pm in the evening some neighbours came and crashed all her old dishes and cups on our court ( in Germany this is called "poltern" or "Polterabend", but I didn't find a good english translation for it... ) and so my dad had to sweep all the fragments together and that on 10:30 pm^^ Woot, our cats where also kinda interested, but then it was to loud for them *L*
On friday I had to help my mother with many little things like doing our dirty clothes an such stuff. Then we made two big bowls of fruit salat and then I had some time to prepare my little present for my parents. They got a little plush tiger from Nici ( because my mother collects such plushie stuff^^ ) and for the tiger I made a little bow of money, so that they can buy something nice for them. On 2:00 pm we drove to the hall and waited for the guests. At 3:30 pm everyone was there and then there was coffe and cake for everyone. And then I blamed myself totally. I don't drink coffee, so there was a huge glas can with about one liter milk in it. I took the can an wanted to put some milk into my cup and suddenly I only heared a "crash" sound and then I was full of milk! I watched the can on the desk and realized that the bottom had broke out... Oh well, everyone laughed because of me and I had to drive home with my boyfriend to get some new and dry clothes for me. Oh well, that was kinda blaming for me, but it was a really nice day. We had some nice music and really great food and drink ( the only thing is that my parents bought too many food and drinking stuff and now this is standing at home and we don't know where to store it...^^ ) and my parents were really happy and got kinda pretty presents and flowers^^ After the party we drove home very early in the morning and me and my boyfriend fell totally tired in our beds...
Today we got up at 10:00 am in the morning and then we drove to the hall to tidy and clean it up. Kinda hard and stressful work. But after some hours the hall was finished ( and wee too *lol* ) and now I'm sitting here writing this journal and have some free time for me *woot*
Woot, have to close now, ´cause my Tamagotchi is beeping and needs some attentione^^ Hope you all have a really nice weekend, too! Bye my friends and see ya later!!! *huggles you all*

Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 4 of about 80 )
-Some Characters up for Adoption and for other people
-maybe some traditional and Yu Gi Oh pictures
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 318 right now <<< woot, I'm also having a little part in my story, too^^


My clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/8709304/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/8709304/ Mon, 08 May 2006 10:50:45 PDT Listening to: Queen - "The Show must go on"
Currently Playing: Fires at Midnight/Yu Gi Oh Ultimate Masters
Currently Reading: nothing
Currently Watching: Yu Gi Oh Capsule Monsters First Episode
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 19 Dragons/3 Machines/6 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Chazz Princeton and Yami Yugi *drols*

Woot, today started Yu Gi Oh Capsule Monsters on TV and I was kinda excited seeing it^^ It's just totally cool and I can't wait to see all the other episodes *L*
Well, I have nothing to do right know and my boyfrien's also driving to work soon, so I decided to tell some facts about me and my fursonas, so I hope you have fun reading it^^

About Me:
Well, I'm a 22 year old girl from Germany who is living together with her boyfriend at her parents house. My birthday is on August 17th and me also have four kitties right now; the fith one died last year after a hard stomach operation... The other kitties are: Felix, Mickey, Mausi and Schnurri. Felix, Schnurri and Mausi have their birthdays that month and they get ten years old.
Well, my hobbies are big and small cats, drawing, anime and manga, computer and RPG games, some sports and listening to some nice music.
My favorite colors are black, red, dark blue, purple and violett.
I have learned BTA ( = biological technical assistent ) as a job and now I'm also searching a job, but only got negativ feedbacks, ´cause me has no work practice. Because of that I'm kinda depressed sometimes, but I hope that I'll find work very soon.
Me is a friendly but very shy person. So if you wanna make friends with me you must take the first step, ´cause I'm too shy to talk with other people, ´cause I think I'll disturb them or that others can't stand me. But I really like talking with others, so my shyness is a very big problem. Maybe someone can help me out^^ <<< woot, I kept this about me kinda short, ´cause I didn't want to bore you all^^ If you have questions, feel free to ask me, okay?

My diffrent Nicknames on the Net:
Me has a lot of Nicknames on the Net, so here I can tell them, if you're interested^^ So here we go:
-Mystery : My main name on the net. I mostly use it on [link] and on [link]
-Bilashakala : My second used name on the net. I used it here and on other German sites like [link] and [link]
-DarkLioness : That's my screenname at [link] and in some kind of Chats...

Me also got two messengers right now. My Yahoo Messenger name is tharia_mizuka and my ICQ number is 211761950. <<< for all people who didn't saw this on my main site *lol*

Well, now some facts about my fursonas. Me has two fursonas, my male one Mystery and my female one Chaos. Here some facts about them:

Name: Mystery
Species: Black winged lion
Parents: Tikasha and Mewzeehla
Mate: Nightshade
Cubs: Hope

Name: Chaos
Species: Feathered Lioness, without Element
Parents: Blaze and Akori
Mate: Daar
Cubs: none yet

For piccies and stories of the characters you can watch my TLKFAA page. Well, have to go right now, ´cause mom wants that I feed the kitties^^
Bye and sorry for talking so much boring things^^


Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters ( finished 2 of about 80 )
-Some Characters up for Adoption and for other people
-maybe some traditional and Yu Gi Oh pictures
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 304 right now <<< yeah got the 300 page mark *dance*


My Clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/8476060/ http://Bilashakala.deviantart.com/journal/8476060/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 06:20:25 PDT Listening to: Oath in the Storm by Kimeru
Currently Playing: Fires at Midnight/Yu Gi Oh Ultimate Masters
Currently Reading: Yu Gi Oh Manga No. 10
Currently Watching: Yu Gi Oh GX Episode 39 - Detective Thunder vs. Black Scorpion
Currently Yu Gi Oh Deck: Dragon/Machine/Dinosaur/Beast ( 17 Dragons/3 Machines/7 Dinosaurs/1 Beast ) *yay*
Currently Obsessed with: Chazz Princeton *drols*

Wah I'm starving, because of boredom right now! I've got nothing to do and so I also sitting at home doing nothing most of the time. Also injured my drawing arm yesterday, ´cause of a stupid fall in the shower and so coloring and shading with the mouse is like hell, ´cause my arm starts hurting soon and I must stop drawing. Skethcing, inking and coloring with pencils is not a problem. My arm is also hurting but not as much as when I'm drawing with my PC mouse. So maybe I'm doing some traditional pictures, if I get some nice drawing ideas... <<< has no inspiration right now
My best friend is also not answering my mails and SMS, so haven't go many people to talk with and that also sucks. I would be really happy if I got some people to chat and talk with me, but most people won't and I didn't know why... ( Maybe I'm too crazy or my English is too bad??? ) So if you wanna know something about me or ask me some questions about me or my art, just feel free to PM me or email me! I'm always open for making new friends and I'm also a very nice and friendly person, who is sometimes a bit shy, so I think it would be the best making some new friends soon^^
Character Commissions are also open all the time. Just feel free to read my journal about it! [link]

Well, also all people who wanna trade Yu Gi Oh cards with us are also welcome! Just PM me or mail me okay? All people who wanna do a request for me are also welcomed everytime! *lol* <<< Just a little joke^^
Well, also thanks a lot to my friend here, to all the people who wrote me some nice and friendly comments, added my art to theirs favs and watch me!!! You guys are the best and me totally loves you, so thankies a thousand times!!!! *big lion hugs*
Well have to go right now, ´cause I wanna duel with my boyfriend *L* See ya later!!!

Projects I'm working on:
-Character Sheets of my Characters
-Some Characters up for Adoption and for other people
-maybe some traditional and Yu Gi Oh pictures
-My Yu Gi Oh Story "Forbidden Memories, Passions and Dreams" - I'm on site 294 right now <<< woot only 6 sites to 300 *dance*

My clubs:

]]> *Bilashakala