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See At Her Link :

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miss her very much...

]]> ~BlOoDrIpZ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10320404/ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10320404/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 00:49:20 PDT
I was about to go jamming with all my compandre's since it's been awhile i haven't singing...but all of them got something to do on their own...damn...i miss my chance to release all my anger for my broken voice last time...I miss BloodSnow very much...

Teusday

I was about want to meet BloodSnow at MSN on that day, but I was too late to meet her since her time is totally different then mine...After waited until 3 hours, i've decided to go walk around the most boring city i've ever lived...all i can see is some morons walking around and looking at me patheticly...Still I Miss BloodSnow very much...

Wednesday

I was going to my friend's party...and damn...there's so many damn hip-hoppers staying around there...i didn't know he's got a friend like that...like an hour or later...i've decided to leave the party and go somewhere which it's nice to be alone...Miss BloodSnow very much...

Thursday

Staying at home and helping myself to do some renovation at my home coz it's been awhile i haven't tiding up my own home...Later that night i went wondering around the back of my house which there's a stories behind it which there's lies a cemetery before it's turns into a farm...who could believe such crap as this...hehehe...Miss BloodSnow much...

Friday

I was the beach lying down at the front of my car...and i can see some scenery and...some actions!...hahaha...who could've thought that this place is where all the couples can release their lust to each other and satisfying each others and not even noticed anything around...Miss Bloodsnow very very much...

Saturday

Damn...my internet connection is still fucked up...i'm almost having a hysteria like little ash from Evil Dead 3 = Army Of Darkness... It's been like almost two weeks...and i've got no option but have to go cyber cafe to surfs internet...dammit i hate my life...but still, I Miss BloodSnow very much...

Sunday

I've upload some of my photo's and some of my capture's from Magic The Gathering's Collection Card which i haven't played like around 2 years...i miss my old days...I Miss BloodSnow very much...My God...It's like an everyday i miss her...hehehe...don't know what is wrong with me but that's the truth...i wish i could talk to her again...i really miss her...

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Listening To = Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine


Here we go again...last night is the most worst day of my life which is i was lost my voice for temporary because I was screaming and growling during jamming. Everything was look fine as it goes until I sing This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage. Damn...this song required higher pitch screaming...until now i can't sing even one damn songs...but right now I think maybe I should pass become a vocalist tonight...so i've just become the Lead Guitarist tonight, playing Bullet For My Valentine by Hand Of Blood. I hope i can regain back what's mine, and that is my voice...hehehe...

]]> ~BlOoDrIpZ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10086645/ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10086645/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 01:03:06 PDT Listening To : Henry Mancini - Godfather Theme

Today i've viewed one of my best friend's deviation...in that deviation, she tells everything about her true feelings for someone that she cares and she loves all along...it's just too bad that she's got the sad ending that she's not supposed to have. Eventhough she said that she was alright, but deep down in my heart, her heart now is full with despair, torment, sadness and it's like a Grief Of A Thousand Night. I wish i could say something to her to make her feel better about it, but she was asking me not to worry about her but she doesn't realize that i've understand for what she feels, and there is no way i'm going to make her torment something like this...If She sees this diary, first of all i've just wanna say i'm sorry if i make you feel uneasy for all the words that i've said, i've just don't want her to keep on haunting with the past, and i believe there must be a reason behind these tormenting situation that she's been through. Anyway...eventhough it's not quite official, but i'm giving her one and only lover a last respect and may he rest in peace...


To My Very Best Friend,
Melissa@BloodSnow. ]]> ~BlOoDrIpZ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10068318/ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/10068318/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:47:00 PDT The green grass blows in the wind, dancing
It would be a much better sight with you, with me
If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby
Never felt so lonely, then you came along

So now what should I do, I'm strung out, addicted to you
My body aches, now that you're gone
My supply fell trough

Gladly gave me everything you had and more
You craved my happiness
When you made me feel joy it made you smile
But now I feel your stress
Love was never meant to be such a crazy afair, no
And who has time for tears
Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love
'till now ]]> ~BlOoDrIpZ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/9869018/ http://BlOoDrIpZ.deviantart.com/journal/9869018/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 03:19:16 PDT Your tears they mean nothing to me
The wind howling at the window
The Love you never gave
I give to you

Really don't deserve it
But now there's nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory of me
My dearest mother

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

So insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away lost
Under the sewers, maybe flying high in the clouds
Perhaps you're happy without me

So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly, If I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I'm sorry
Where is the light, I wonder if it's weeping somewhere

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
Goodbye...
Goodbye... ]]> ~BlOoDrIpZ