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                <title>Policy on Using My Artwork</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:28:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi Guys<br />
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I was hoping it would never come to this, but it's recently come to my attention that my artwork is being stolen. I had never had this problem before, and it's suddenly been happening a lot.<br />
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I really don't want to have to reduce the size of my artwork so that you can barely see them anymore. I like keeping my artwork large enough for you guys to be able to see the smaller details, as many people have asked me about how I do certain things, and having very small pictures makes it even harder to teach. I don't consider myself an expert artist by any means, but I love sharing what I do know with people who are interested. <br />
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Also, I would prefer not to watermark my drawings, because I hate the way that looks and I'd like to think I can trust people to not steal my work. If you like my style enough to want to claim it as your own, I'm flattered and I will be more than happy to try to teach you. However, claiming my work as your own not only violates copyright laws, but it's an extremely low thing to do. <br />
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So here is what I will be doing: I'm not going to reduce the size of my pictures, and I'm not going to watermark them...YET. I like sharing my work with others, and as I mentioned above, I'm, actually somewhat flattered that people like my drawings. However, if you do plan on using my artwork on your MySpace, Facebook, or whatever, you must credit me and link to my deviantArt profile page. If I find any of my artwork elsewhere without this credit, you can be sure I will do whatever I can to take not only my artwork off your page, but your entire profile off of the website, if possible. I know for a fact that Facebook (and likely others) have policies against plagiarism that can have you eliminated from their site forever. And I hardly think that it is too much to ask for a credit. I don't care what you do with it (unless you're doing something illegal with it...I dunno what, but I'm sure people could find something), as long as you link to me! <br />
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And I'd also just like to restate the following: I'm definitely here to help you. If it's my style that you like and would like to try, please message me and I will do whatever I can to help you out. I haven't submitted anything new lately due to...a variety of reasons, but I'm still checking my account frequently. <br />
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Don't plagiarize! You'll feel so much better knowing that something is your own creation, and deep down, that you're not a thief.<br />
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Keep on rockin' in the free world, kids.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm Just FULL of Excuses...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2007 16:56:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi everyone!<br />
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I just figured I should let you now I'm not actually dead. I've just been living under a rock for the past 8 months.<br />
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So I suppose I have some explaining to do. I noticed a few weeks ago that my last piece of artwork posted here was uploaded on THANKSGIVING. And that's the Canadian one, not that end-of-year snow-on-the-ground American one. So you would expect me to do something about that, now wouldn't you (or maybe you wouldn't considering how many journals I've written apologizing for my lateness)? <br />
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But this time I actually DID try to take action. I began working on something a little different, right around March. That didn't work out, it was almost like I couldn't remember how to draw. Then once school ended in May, I tried again, something a little more my style, and it was still BAD. I almost cried, what the hell is wrong with me?<br />
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Then it dawned on me. Since going to university, my hands have been slacking off (it's at this point that I remind you I'm NOT a man...hahahaa...I'm dirty). They rarely come into contact with any writing utensils anymore, since I use my laptop to take lecture notes and write all essays on my computer like a normal person would. You should see my handwriting right now, it looks like a right-handed 2-year-old is trying to write in Hebrew with her left hand. I mean, seriously. I've been trying to write more by hand so it can get back into the habit again, but I suddenly feel all my tendonitis from being a cashier typing on an awkwardly-angled keyboard for 4 years coming back to me. Which is odd, I've never had that result from writing before. In university, I also didn't bring my art supplies, since I figured they would be either stolen or destroyed (I lived in co-ed residence), and even if I HAD brought them, I had no scanner. You wouldn't have seen them anyway! Not until like, now anyway. <br />
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Basically the intent of me even writing this is to let you know that I'm seriously working on getting my drawing abilities back. I also quit playing piano since I couldn't bring it with me, and I almost lost that too. But THAT came back with some practice, so I'm sure the drawing abilities will too. There's no way I completely lost the use of my hands in 8 months. I also work full-time at a Nuclear Plant now, so I don't have as much time as I used to when I was a stinkin' cashier. <br />
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Mwahaha maybe I'll have like, bionic nuclear mutant drawing abilities in a few weeks. I suppose we'll see. Don't lose faith in me yet, I'm trying!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Black-Rose-Immortal</author>
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                <title>I LOVE YOU</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:13:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just wanted to say that I love you, as the title clearly suggests. <br />
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I skipped class so I could study for a midterm, but decided to check my Deviant account before doing so and I was like wha? HOW many messages? Something is busted. Awesome. But then I noticed I was in the Daily Deviation row. And all I can say is BEST. DAY. EVER. I have always wanted a Daily Deviation since I joined over 2 years ago, but I never thought I would actually get one. You have made my life, I love you, how can I repay you? Unbelievable honour for someone like me, i can't even describe it.<br />
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On a side note, I'm going home this weekend and I'm bringing back my art supplies. Meaning new submissions soon hopefully. I'm suddenly extremely motivated, I needed this. <br />
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So thanks again, x100000000%. I suddenly don't care about my damn hell ass midterm, which I probably should. If I fail...I blame you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> But luckily I can't stay mad at you...not after this. Yay! Thanks again!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Black-Rose-Immortal</author>
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                <title>Massive Clean-Up and New Submission</title>
                <link>http://Black-Rose-Immortal.deviantart.com/journal/10318767/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Oct 2006 20:44:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Aw, my gallery looks so empty now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />. I guess that should just motivate me to draw more...? In case you haven't looked yet, I've cleaned out a ridiculous amount of drawings I did when I first started drawing. If you hadn't seen them yet...you weren't missing anything. I felt like they were conflicting with my current style and technique, and while I don't normally like sweeping the old, in-the-process-of-learning stuff under the rug, they were really bothering me. I didn't feel like they were decent examples of what I can do, and they were dominating my gallery. There are still a few in there that I'd like to get rid of, but I would have almost nothing in my gallery if I got rid of everything I'd like to. But PS, thanks to everyone who gave me pointers and supported me during the learning process...of course I'm not done yet so don't stop, but by getting rid of those deviations I got rid of a lot of helpful comments. Deleting the comments along with the drawings was much harder for me than deleting the drawings. I'm just glad there is a place like this with so many helpful people...that sounds cheesy and cliche even to me, but it's true. Without the exposure and criticism I get on DeviantArt I would never learn anything because my work would always look decent to me. And my mom...my mom says I'm cool.<br />
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So all that is left now is to get a new deviant ID. I was going to delete that too because I'm so sick of it, but I left my camera at school and I don't want to go ID-less. Soon! There's a word you've never heard out of me before.<br />
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Anyway, I've also submitted a new deviation in case you're blind or a first-time viewer. Please check it out and tell me what you think.<br />
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Peace<br />
<br />
Black-Rose-Immortal<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Black-Rose-Immortal</author>
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                <title>Ok..So it's like this...</title>
                <link>http://Black-Rose-Immortal.deviantart.com/journal/10252023/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 18:47:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm still here and full of excuses as usual. I'm attending university and have no time and no art supplies with which to draw, although I'm considering bringing them back after I go home for Thanksgiving. <br />
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I actually do have something on the go that is looking alright, and I was going to post a WIP of it, but decided not to since it would have been a long time until I got a chance to finish it. So hopefully after this weekend (Canadian Thanksgiving for you Internationals) I'll have something new for you guys.<br />
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I'm also going to be redoing my ID because I don't like it and want something better. Once I get a few more new drawings up, I will also be moving my older ones to my scraps because I feel that they take away from the rest of my gallery. They'll still be around, they just won't be in my main gallery.<br />
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And last but not least, thanks for all the pageviews! I was about to post a "Commission for the 10 000th page view" but when I got to my page it had already rolled over. Quite a bit over. I don't know what's been happening lately since I haven't posted anything in a while (comments, art, journals or ANYTHING), but my views have really been picking up speed. So thank you all very, very much, I'm incredibly grateful. It's hard to get noticed on a community as large as Deviant Art, so 10 000 page views means a lot to me. <br />
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And now I have homework to do, but I PROMISE new work sometime in the next week. Unless I break my hand or suffer some other debilitating injury, then you understand I hope. If you don't then...too bad. <br />
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Thanks to you all again!<br />
<br />
Black-Rose-Immortal<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's Coming, I SWEAR</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Aug 2006 20:41:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I have no new art but since so many people have been all like, "What the hell? Your journal is as old as sin," I've decided to update AT LEAST my journal to prove that, no, I didn't fall down a well. I'm still here. Thank God, huh? What would you have done without me?<br />
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I've actually been looking for inspiration somewhere. I'm waiting on that killer reference to come flying at me. So if you've got any suggestions, let me know, as I've already unsuccessfully suggested 2845.76 times before. <br />
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Besides not drawing, I can't say I've been up to too much. I've got a new band called Elektrisq (we basically play metal on piano and violin, and we hook up pedals occasionally so it sounds wicked), and we played our first show last weekend. And we've already gotten a free recording. No joke, the guy who runs a studio (which I've recorded in before so I know it's good) said he'll record us for free. Damn, the old band never got this much action so fast. I've hook you guys up with some tracks once they're done, but they won't be ready until the new year. So unfortunately most of my free time is spent writing new tracks and figuring out how to do certain metal covers on classical instruments (we played a little Metallica at out show and it went over crazy good). BUT, that being said, I really, REALLY want to draw something, and now I'm expected to design a CD cover for us as I did with DeathCharge - Amaranth. Damn. Oh well, life's sweet, can't complain <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. <br />
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\m/ Rock on, peeps. \m/<br />
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PS - I technically did do a little updating besides the journal. With the new devArt updates, my avatar no longer blended into the background because they changed the colour slightly (grr) and also my user ID no longer fit properly. It's still screwed up, probably, but I'm far too lazy to do too much about it. ]]></description>
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                <title>Yay! Newness!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:47:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello peeps!<br />
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Are you proud of me? Nine months after the release of "Nightmares," I finally have something for you guys. I guess that's nothing to be proud of though...it just proves I'm a lazy bum.<br />
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I want to know what you all think of my newest, "Dream Girl." I'm sort of trying to take my art in a slightly different direction, as you can likely tell. I was just having a look at my gallery, and cringed at a few of those earlier drawings. At the same time though, I know we all have to start somewhere and improve. For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm actually improving at what I'm doing. Not to sound stuck-up or anything, I still have a long way to go, but it's reassuring for me to notice my own improvement. I've never seen that in myself before. It's motivating, and now I want to finish the series I've started with "Nightmares." I already can't tell when I'll get another chance to draw again, but at least I know that when it comes I'll take it rather than sitting around and doing nothing like I had between March and a few days ago.<br />
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Anyway, as much as I hate to point out my own faults because I prefer to shut up and hope no one will see them, I think everyone should have a look at my gallery. Look at where I started, and have a look at where I'm going. Both style-wise and subject-wise, and let me know what you think.<br />
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-Black-Rose-Immortal ]]></description>
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                <title>Mother of God...(Come Hear My Band!!)</title>
                <link>http://Black-Rose-Immortal.deviantart.com/journal/6209415/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Aug 2005 16:42:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sure you're all sick of hearing this from me, so I'll keep it quick, but I can't find time to draw! So busy!! Ah well, I have some time off next week, maybe that's what I'll do with myself.<br />
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On a completely unrelated note, however, my band, DeathCharge, went to the recording studio last week to take them up on our Battle of the Band prize from April. Our EP, Amaranth, should be released at the end of the month. HOWEVER!! I've put some songs up on PureVolume that I would LOVE for you guys to listen to. Also, we have a short clip of another song that's not on PureVolume on our website (<a href="http://www.death-charge.tk">[link]</a>). Here's the URL for PureVolume:<br />
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<a href="http://www.purevolume.com/deathcharge">[link]</a><br />
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I'd really appreciate some comments from you guys, so if you have some, send me an E-mail at a.yaraskovitch@gmail.com. Thanks, enjoy! ]]></description>
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                <title>I Can Deal With This...:D</title>
                <link>http://Black-Rose-Immortal.deviantart.com/journal/5487465/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 May 2005 17:48:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Right on. I get a trial subscription...no complaints here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. <br />
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The art show opened last Wednesday, where I have "Nightmares," "Marilyn Manson," "Enigma," and "Alice Cooper" on display. So far there has been nothing but positive feedback (except from one man who said he wonders what's wrong with my mind because of my subject...that's not THAT negative I suppose). I think most of the compliments seem to be going to my signature...<br />
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Anyway, I know I've been saying this for a while, but I promise I'll have something new soon. I'm having a hard time finding time/inspiration. All my inspiration seems to be going into my music, since I'm apparently writing a musical now. I'm writing and recording all the music on my new Korg SP-500 keyboard (I LOVE that thing). Goddamn...maybe I got a little overanxious since I ended up writing all the music first. I know how I want it to fit in, and I've written no lyrics, but the music and vocal melody is all there. It has to be very dark and depressing, since that's what I was asked to do. Geez, you'd think I have a reputation for that sort of thing or something...Um...by the way, if anyone has any themes/ideas as to what my musical can be about, let me know, I'll love you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> FYI, the lead character MUST be female. And there has to be death.<br />
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Well, see ya later. Word out. Peace to your mother.<br />
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August 7th:<br />
<a href="http://onestar.deviantart.com/journal/6061173/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY! Happy Times!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Apr 2005 20:38:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am in uber-hyper mode right now, even  after more than 24 hours since the damn  thing ended. Last night, my band  DeathCharge competed in the Battle of  the Bands (our second one), and we won  1st place! <br />
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I had been relatively confident going  into it since we had won a Battle of  the Bands last November, but I was  instantly freaked out once I got there  and saw how different the bands were.  I'll admit I felt out of  place...besides the electric violinist  I had brought along for one of our  songs, I was the only girl. But I knew  some of the guys from another band that  was playing, and they're super-nice so  that at least made me more comfortable  around the guys. I got to chat with  most of the other musicians too, they  were all great. I must say though, my  confident bubble was burst as soon as  the band up before us opened with  Master of Puppets. Eep.<br />
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The stage was four feet high (which I  wasn't prepared for, as I wore an  extremely short skirt), there were cool  lights and a fog machine. The crowd was  super-fun too, three guys asked me to  sign their chests and a girl asked to  have a picture with me. I felt so  famous, even though I'm not even close!  After we played, I stopped caring about  winning because I'm an attention whore  and just being up there in front of an  awesome crowd on a cool stage was worth  it all. But I'm definitely satisfied,  as we can record our demo  PROFESSIONALLY now since we're all  cheap losers and couldn't afford it  before. So much fun! Not only that, but  we're also invited to play at the  Centennial Canada Day Celebration on  the military base for...eep...15 000  people.<br />
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Anyway, I'm going to go, I'm not sure  if anyone actually cares, but I'm too  excited to not share! ]]></description>
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                <title>Horrible, Horrible Boredom (And Art Fair! Woo!)</title>
                <link>http://Black-Rose-Immortal.deviantart.com/journal/4888121/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Mar 2005 06:27:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is my third time typing this  because for some reason the brower has  an illegal operation JUST AS I'M  FINISHING. Everytime!! <br />
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Well, enough of that. I'm bored, so I  guess I'll tell you about the upcoming  Art Fair. Comes but twice a year, and  I've already missed it once because my  arm exploded for the last one. Anyway,  I want to go with a darker, more  dramatic theme this time around. Last  time I did movies (hehehe...I got  offers because I chose all the movies  that were in theatres at the time,  "Pirates of the Caribbean" being one of  them), but this time, I want to focus  on intense emotions. People are used to  seeing me draw celebrities, and now  when I draw someone who isn't famous,  they're like, "Who's that supposed to  be?" I don't feel like people have been  looking at the art side of things, but  more so who my drawings are supposed to  resemble. So there will be no famous  people this year, I want darkness,  fear, anger, sadness, pain...check out  my most recent drawing, <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16187216/">Nightmares</a> to  see what I mean.<br />
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Which brings around my next point. I  would LOVE it if you guys could send me  any appropriate pictures I could use as  references. More specifically, I need  pictures that are of people  (obviously), and reflect anger, pain,  fear, sadness, or anything else along  those lines. Even if you happen to come  across a picture somewhere else that  isn't even yours, send it this way and  I'll worry about contacting the owner.  That would be a huge help to me! No  guarentees that I will actually use it,  but I just need some ideas and  inspiration.<br />
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Anywho, I should probably go. I don't  even know if anyone is still reading  this, it's probably pretty damn long by  now. But this is what happens when I'm  bored!!<br />
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Oh, and Happy B-Day to me! I turn 18 on  Saturday. Yay! I can buy booze in  Quebec! Yay! I can vote! Yay! If I  commit a crime, the police will release  my name to the public... ]]></description>
                <author>~Black-Rose-Immortal</author>
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                <title>Woo! 2000 Pageviews!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Feb 2005 16:43:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />Yaaaay! Thanks everyone for the 2000  pageviews! I'll have something new up  for you all soon, I promise <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />.<br />
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On a side note...nothing much is new  with me. So this will have to be a very  short journal entry.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Exams Finally Over...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2005 21:36:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />*Sigh* I'm so happy now that I've  finished all my exams. And in  celebration, I have a new deviation up  for you all. My Amy Lee portrait! Woo!  Finally, I hope it was worth the wait,  since I know how long I take to pump  out something new.<br />
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It's just come to my attention that I  have a really annoying habit that I  wasn't even aware of. Apparently I draw  either grinding my teeth, or I jut my  lower jaw forward. I was always  wondering why my jaw hurt so much after  I finished a drawing, but today my  brother came in while I was drawing to  make fun of me. I was shocked and  horrified. I seriously hope I don't do  that in public, when I'm like, writing  a test or something. I'm sure its most  attractive. Haha, I'm an idiot. I  wonder if there's anything I can do to  fix that. Ah well, maybe not. <em>I</em> don't  have to look at me.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Subdural Hematoma...Except in My Arm, Not my Brain</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:00:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />I have the use of only one hand so I  will not be correcting spelling or  grammatical errors. Today, you can  shove it, nerd!<br />
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Being the nice person that I am, I went  to donate blood tonight (I also feel  the need since only 6% of people have  this blood type.). Well, to make a long  story short, my needle-wound never  stopped bleeding, but blood couldn't  escape because of the bandaid. So it  just welled up in my arm until it  reached the size of a baseball. And I  never even noticed until my friend's  mom asked me what the hell it was. So I  get a freaked out, and all the nurses  are like, "Aaah!" I just wanted to know  what it was! So now I have a nice, huge  swollen and bruised arm. Yay! That  blood better save someone's life.<br />
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Woo...that took a lot of effort.  Luckily this isn't my drawing arm, so  new Deviation soon, people, I promise!  As if there may be people actually  waiting...<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Crap! My Drawing Arm!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Dec 2004 23:06:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />Well...happy New Year to you all, first  off. I haven't been here since last  year!! (sigh...lame...)<br />
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Anywho, I'm sort of...half-done a  drawing right now, I won't say of  what/who. It won't be done anytime soon  however, as I am a clumsy fool who is  stupid. I've managed to screw up my  wrist (probably sprained...never  actually looked into it) while  um...skydiving. Yes, that's it.  Skydiving.<br />
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Bah! I've been living a lie, it wasn't  skydiving at all. Here's the complete  story, dumbness and all (I should leave  it at skydiving, it makes me sound  cooler and less idiotic).<br />
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Alright, a wee while ago I was at work  (at a grocery store, aka Satan's  Squalid Fortress of Death), working the  morning shift, meaning I have to cut up  all the newspapers and then throw them  out. So for some reason, extras had  been delivered and since it's the  holidays, each shipment was bigger than  usual because of the busy-ness of the  time. So after cutting off the proofs,  I chucked them into garbage bags (four  of them, each weighing about 70 lbs). I  could hardy pick them up, they were  heavy and just plain awkward. Then I  realized you had to throw them into the  dumpter, and if the door closes, sucks  to be you, you're locked out in the  cold. The first one fell over the  balcony and into a garbage can (good  enough, it's in the trash. I'm not  getting that). The second, I tried  throwing, and it actually went into the  dumpster. But my right wrist made quite  a disgusting cracking noise in the  process. Didn't hurt though...until a  few hours later when it swelled  disgustingly and turned a weird colour.  But I'm not a big complainer and  decided to walk it off. Screw the ER!  It would be gone the next day. Except  it wasn't. The swelling and colour were  gone, but it hurt like the dickens and  still makes a snapping sound when I  move it. I don't know what the problem  is, but I'm going to go with a sprain  and I'm not going to do anything about  it (how much can I really do about it  anyway?)! <br />
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But yeah...that's my excuse for not  drawing right now. In fact, I've just  typed this whole journal with my "dumb"  left hand. It took like, 45 minutes,  and I doubt you even read it or are  still reading it (if you are, I love  you, this took a lot of effort). <br />
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Happy New Year!<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ahh...Snow Days...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 16:19:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />*Sigh* I didn't have to go to school  today, suckas! For some reason they  cancelled the buses even though it  didn't snow. We got freezing rain late  afternoon, but still, it was odd. Ah  well, I'm not complaining. I got to  sleep longer, lounge around my house,  drink tea, eat cake, talk to amigos,  and most of all: DRAW! Yay! Who would  have thought that the only days I ever  get a chance to draw are the ones where  I miss school? Maybe I should just  start skipping <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. <br />
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On another note, I'm bored again. Very,  very bored. I hear the roads are still  very icy out there, so maybe school  will be cancelled yet again tommorrow.  And I could draw again! That would be a  dream come true, I tells you, yet I  certainly doubt it, considering it's  never happened before. Except that ice  storm of 1997, when we got two weeks  off school. But that wasn't cool, not  only did I not draw at the time, but it  wrecked a lot of stuff. Not mine, but I  have sympathy for the lost possessions  of others. Well, I guess we'll all have  to wait and see, but I strongly doubt  it. Strongly, strongly doubt it.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>SUBSCRIPTION WOO!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 09:12:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/a/0/Header_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Header" /> </div><br /><br />I've won me a three-month susbcription!  Yay! Now all I have to do it figure out  how to work it. This has been an  excellent weekend indeed, especially  since my band DOMINATED Battle of the  Bands Friday night. DeathCharge won  Best Original Song (a song I had  written called Black Apathy), Best Fast  Song, and most important of all, Best  Overall Band. Yay! YAY! I'm  super-excited, now I need to go find  something to draw. Suggestions may come  my way if you have any.<br />
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And as you will kindly notice I've also  managed to figure out how to put wicked  cool pictures in my journal!<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/333/2/4/Footer_by_Black_Rose_Immortal.jpg" alt="Footer" /> </div> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:03:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~Black-Rose-Immortal<br />
Natalya  <br />
is Deviously Deviant <br />
is Female <br />
is a deviant since Jun 25, 2004, 7:52  AM <br />
has 1,000 pageviews <br />
is located in Canada <br />
is online <br />
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I am so HAPPEH! Okay, that's all I  wanted to say for now.<br />
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...<br />
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Aw, I suck. I was my own 1000th page  view. I wanted it to be someone  cool...like YOU. Not stupid...like ME.  Oh well, I'll just celebrate with the  only person present right now. MYSELF. <br />
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Cheers. ]]></description>
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                <title>D'oh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Nov 2004 09:00:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I've missed the art fair. I'm so  disappointed in myself. I've actually  missed TWO art fairs, but it's the  really huge one that saddens me the  most. At work, people have come up to  me and said things like, "Why are you  here? Why aren't you at the art fair?"  or "Why didn't you go in the art fair  this year?" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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I had a decent amount of drawing built  up (some haven't been posted here) to  enter, and I would have taken requests.  Last year was so busy from people  wanting Christmas gifts. The art fair  is usually my only way to actually buy  Christmas gifts for anyone, since I  need every cent I earn at my crappy  job. Oh well, maybe I'll make gifts  instead. Or maybe my education fund can  spare some change. ]]></description>
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                <title>Why, God, WHY?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Oct 2004 17:25:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm having an EXTREMELY hard time  trying to put my life in order lately.  Between school, my crappy excuse for a  job, my band, and my boyfriend, drawing  has a hard time creeping its way in.  But the thing is: I WANNA DRAW SO  BADLY!! The problem with me though, is  that when I start something I like to  either finish it or get the majority of  it done all in one sitting. This means  I won't draw until I know I have  basically the whole day or the whole  night to dedicate to my art. And that  just hasn't been happening. The Art  Fair around my area will be starting up  soon, and I usually make a few bucks  there. With me not currently drawing  (I'm so ashamed), it'll be a tiny  showing this year. <br />
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So I apologize for my lack of new  drawings (this is me assuming there are  actually people out there who will not  only read this, but care enough about  my art that they would have spent the  last month or so waiting desperately by  their computers, staring blankly at it  for an update to show up and their eyes  have turned to goo from the lack of  blinking!!!! ...Ahem.) and I'm  currently in the mood for drawing Alice  Cooper. I saw his show last night in  Ottawa (such a loooong drive....so  tired today) and I wanna do something  with the CD I got autographed <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. People  around here are Alice fans, maybe they  won't care that my display is so small  if I have an uber-cool Alice drawing. I  can put my new Prismacolour pencil  crayons to use <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. <br />
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By the way, I'd like to take the  opportunity to mention I'm changing my  technique ever so slightly. I've  changed a lot of the materials I use,  and I have a different approach that I  hope make a noticeable difference on  the final product. I really want you  guys to tell me what you think (the  Elizabeth Hurley drawing is the only  one I've posted with my new stuff)  because I want to improve but sometimes  it's a bit difficult to actually "see"  my own art. PLEASE let me know, don't  let me make a dumb mistake and get  worse. <br />
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Word out. Peace to your mothers!<br />
~Black Rose Immortal ]]></description>
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                <title>Booooored...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Aug 2004 22:00:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so bored, yet I have no time to  draw. I was hoping the summer would  give me more time for this, but my  stupid loser job is keeping me away. So  yesterday I had the day off and I  managed to whip off the Elizabeth  Hurley drawing. I'm happy with the way  it turned out, I want comments!<br />
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I also need someone to draw. I'm  running low on ideas. ]]></description>
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                <title>Teh Scanninating Has Begun!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jul 2004 13:31:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AS you can see, my new scanner is up  and running. I was a little skeptical  at first, because it was only $89, but  it's actually a lot better than my old  one. I can actually change the dpi and  add masks before I even scan it. It's  cool. I just have to figure out how to  work it now!<br />
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So I've uploaded yet another "Anna  Valerious" (I don't want to delete the  old ones and the comments along with  them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />), and I've added a scanned  "Unknown." It looks better. Go see  them!<br />
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Tarja X<br />
Black-Rose-Immortal ]]></description>
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                <title>SCANNINATING TEH DRAWINGS!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2004 20:24:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay! I picked up a scanner today at a  Best Buy. Haven't hooked it up yet, but  either way, better quality drawings are  coming your way! <br />
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Hey that rhymes...even though I rhymed  "way" with "way"... Hmph. Oh well, I  draw, I don't write poetry. It's for  your own safety <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. <br />
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New stuff soon! ]]></description>
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                <title>Revelations</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2004 09:33:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have come to two conclusions. <br />
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The first is that I need to buy a new  scanner, since I have a whole bunch of  portraits and paintings I'd like to  post, but the only ones I have posted  now are the ones that were scanned on  my old computer. I'm lucky to have  those, actually, my computer crashed  and I thought I lost everything.  Luckily my dad's friends are nerds, and  got everything back. I should get a  better quality one too, since it  scanned kind of blotchy and it would  take like, five minutes to warm up. Eh,  screw it. I'm too cheap to buy a good  one.<br />
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My second realization (more of an idea,  actually), is that I want requests. I  feel like I've been drawing the same  thing for a while now, and I think it  would be fun to draw what people (other  than my friends and family) want to  see. So PLEASE send me your ideas  (metalhead_chick@hotmail.com), I need  something to do with myself. <br />
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Tarja X.<br />
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PS: ...PLEASE ]]></description>
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