http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BlackGother&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BlackGother en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:41:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/26727440/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/26727440/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 05:17:15 PDT Many things happened since my last log, good things, bad things, well... Life happens^^

I've got many ideas for upcoming Deviations and Projects, let's have a look if I'm able to do those things

Oh, I'm out of home, I got now my own little housing in the city

Ave,
BG

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/20060386/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/20060386/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 13:24:57 PDT Many things happened since may, first, I started working on 1st August. It's much more relaxing than school, and the guys I work with are crazy like hell.
And there was the Summer-Breeze. 90 Bands, about 35000 people, nice weather, everything was perfect! I'm just trying to get some fotos to upload them.

Now that I've started working I've got more time to do what I want, so I guess I'll work more on my graphics programs and on 3D-Modelling.

Today there was a party for one of my colleagues who is now working for a bit more than 40 years in the factory where I work. I didn't get it that this was today and my boss wasn't amused at all... Well, he got a bit upset but that was all, and finally I joined the Party as the first one to be on location.

well... yeah, that's it

Infernal Hails,
BG

btw, I discovered Angelspit for me. She is really great, love her music.

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/18587260/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/18587260/ Sat, 31 May 2008 03:22:50 PDT At the moment, I'm still in school, but with the summerholidays I'm off from school. I guess I start working in August, so that I have some spare time between school and work.
well, thats it

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/17749588/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/17749588/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 14:52:33 PDT Howls in past desires, a last prayer at parting
When I lie in my final bed, no more lies in my head
I will sleep beyond all fate, too numb to hate, a last trace of faith…

Say goodbye, expectations six feet under
Say goodbye, slain by the god of thunder
Say goodbye, won’t ask you to tell, heaven or hell
Say goodbye, soon to fade away, with the memories in grey

The past won’t be awakened, though your soul might start breaking
Some pictures will remain to fade in the shades of a new love
We are lost in the past time and gone much to fast
Though someone says, the die’s been cast…
But I see us fading in the shadows of a new life

Say goodbye, expectations six feet under
Say goodbye, slain by the god of thunder
Say goodbye, won’t ask you to tell, heaven or hell
Say goodbye, soon to fade away, with the memories in grey

My grief, my greed, transcend with the leaves
No more tears to shed, once simply red
Leave me alone, dreams won’t come undone
Bathed in fears, I beg you to swear, your honour, my death

Say goodbye, expectations six feet under
Say goodbye, slain by the god of thunder
Say goodbye, won’t ask you to tell, heaven or hell
Say goodbye, soon to fade away, with the memories in grey

It's beautiful...

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/17709003/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/17709003/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 02:57:22 PDT
I'm listening to the Album "Pray" by Crematory since friday... haven't listened to anything else
Best title on this Album is after my opinion (you don't have to share it^^) Say goodbye.

Anything else... well, I've survived the visit of my french exchange, though it was hard work... It's really hard to speak 2 weeks french with someone when you're veryvery bad in talking french.

And me is very motivated

ah yes... I'm member of club Dimmu Borgir now... took me long time to decide to get member of any clubs/groups




]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/16931144/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/16931144/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 14:34:12 PST 1000 views^^ Me never thought of getting to this point according to my activity on dA, so I'm really surprised

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15984984/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15984984/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 10:34:26 PST The man of the dead is coming to you
Lies of redemption cleanse me out of sins
Trapped in a lie of evil skins

Hear my warnings, fear your existence
Lost in an ancient mystery
Daylight breaks as blood falls down
Assassins of human history

Bound in a dream
A prisoner of hate
Bound in hell
There's no escape

Bound in a dream
A prisoner of hate
Bound in hell
There's no escape

Deceive my senses, learn from the past
I was thrown to the ground
Fear the disaster, wallow in darkness
Swept aside by my hate

Darkness light obscure my mind
Depths of clarity are mine
Whispers consume the air
Once again I feel my mistakes
All in the hands of energy
Nothing like before
The last piece of breath
End is here like a joke of life

Deceive my senses, learn from the past
I was thrown to the ground
Fear the disaster, wallow in darkness
Swept aside by my hate

Hear my warnings, fear your existence
Lost in an ancient mystery
Daylight breaks as blood falls down
Assassins of human history

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15199447/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15199447/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:12:14 PDT Thanks lads! Great
*dances off*

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15114103/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/15114103/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 11:08:39 PDT First of all
Hello!
Second
I'm fine^^
I have been to tunisia and sizilia in the holidays, I've been working, I have been busy in one single word^^
well, and now I ve been in france (I'm going to upload some pics soon). It's been great on the one side and booring on the other...
enough for now, hope you are all fine,
greetings
Blacky~

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13819808/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13819808/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:58:02 PDT 1.) Why has this land to be that fucking hot???
2.) There are two different sorts of people: nice ones, who serve the drinks or something like that. And Street-vendors (sounds funny, is that right?) who deserve to die everytime they speak to me!!! (NO, I don't want to buy this whatever-it-is-thing in your hand!)
3.) the poor sea... I've never seen that much trash in one place. some guy said to me: "they don't know metal here." then he looked outside the window of the coach we were sitting in and said: " well, maybe they know trash-metal." but from my point of view it looked more like... grindcore or something like that.

I'm reallyreallyreally happy I'm back now

ehm... I don't want to write anymore, so I simply stop^^

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13710282/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13710282/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 16:19:43 PDT
Yaah... well, I'll be back on friday 20th, the first thing what I'll do is tell everyone that I'm back and the second thing is to turn on the music as loud as possible just to forget about the heat (I hate heat). then I'll suffer some hours of sunburnings ( <- that sounds wrong -.-)


Well, thats it... I hope it won't get to boring there

Miss you all, see you soon!

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13608966/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13608966/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 15:15:12 PDT
I'm good for nothing, I'm a fucking bad excuse
The truth is that I just can't be of any use
So show me where the noose is and watch me when I die
I've made so many knots that I don't know how to untie
I've tried every angle, tried to handle my emotions
I'm strangeling myself up to the point of self implosion
I'm drowning in an ocean full of thought so self abusive
It's a downward spiral, it's the hate that hate produces

I make myself, so sick of myself I hate myself

I'm stuck in a corner this is my own private casket
Four walls around me I feel like a sitting target
I can't find the exit without asking for directions
But I can't find it in me, to ask you any questions
I don't like suggestions and I hate to take advice
Cos' that's a sign of weakness, I can't make that sacrifice
The vice is that I'm selfish but I still need recognition
I fear and loathe myself when I'm forced into submission

I make myself, so sick of myself I hate myself

All the hate I hide in me is constantly misguiding me
And all my mixed emotions slowly building up inside of me
It's like an evil guide in me is breaking down the pride in me
I don't know what's right from wrong my feelings are dividing me

All the hate I hide in me
Is building up inside of me
And breaking down the pride in me
It's like something has died in me

great band, great song. ]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13483576/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13483576/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:01:26 PDT
You are a getaway car, a rush of blood to the head
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed
You steer away in a rear view mirror, you make my head swim
I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

With your backless black dress soaked to the skin
When it's said and done they're all scrambling
And we're friends, we're friends
Just because we move units

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

The sounds of this small town make my ears hurt (make my ears hurt)
Oh yeah, you caught me. But I caught you one worse
They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."
But who are you fighting for?
The tides out, the ship's run aground
We drown traitors in shallow water

With your backless black dress soaked to the skin
When it's said and done they're all scrambling
And we're friends, we're friends
Just because we move units

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

Everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13393809/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13393809/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 12:27:07 PDT

Okay, I'm tired right now, i gotta go to bed...

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13330539/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13330539/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 14:11:13 PDT tomorrow at 10 am I'm off to Nickelsdorf! And on friday I'll be on Novarock! That'll be so damn great!! IN Extremo, Slayer, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park, In Flames, Lordi (lol), Apoptygma Berzerk and so on!
I gonna be so damn tired after these 4 days of headbanging, singing and running around like mad! WOOOHOO!
Okay, I got to pack, see ya!

YEAAAAAAH, beware, Nickelsdorf, I'm coming tomorrow!!!

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13266763/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13266763/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 14:47:42 PDT
1.) Today I had my last cigarette! I promise I'll never smoke a cigarette again!
Actually I quit smoking about one or two months ago, but today some friend of mine made me take a puff of one of his self-rolled ones because he had such funny papers of which he meant that they taste like marihuana if you smoke them and because of my curiosity I HAD to take a puff...

2.) I just read some funny word in my German-English dictionairy... In german it's Nötigungsnotstand (what's that?) in english it would be: necessity arising from intimidation (in english it's easier to understand, I think)

3.) Maybe you already realized that I'm bored right now, but I can't go to bed right now... I'm not tired enough...

4.) I need to upload something......... My last deviation is AGES ago^^

Well, that's it...

Just one last thing: NOVAROCK IS COMING SOON! 6 DAYS LEFT!

Keep your head up, rise your voice and BANG YOUR HEAD!
Hope you are all fine out there^^

Ps.: Life ROCKS, School SUCKS!

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13175893/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13175893/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:39:42 PDT Interpret: Rammstein

Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier,
sie atmet dich, sie sucht nach dir
nistet auf gebrochen Herzen
geht auf Jagd bei Kuss und Kerzen
saugt sich fest an deinen Lippen
gräbt sich Gänge durch die Rippen

Lässt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
erst wird es heiß, dann kalt
am Ende tut es weh

[Refrain]

Amour, Amour alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour, Amour am Ende gefangen zwischen deinen zähnen


Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
sie beist und kratzt und tritt nach mir
hält mich mit tausend Armen fest
zerrt mich in ihr Liebesnest
frisst mich auf mit Haut und und Haaren
und würgt mich wieder aus nach Tag und Jahr


Lässt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
erst wird es heiß, dann kalt
am Ende tut es weh

[Refrain 2x]

Amour, Amour alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour, Amour am Ende gefangen zwischen deinen Zähnen

Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
sie atmet dich sie sucht nach dir
nistet auf gebrochen Herzen
geht auf Jagd bei Kuss und Kerzen
frisst mich auf mit Haut und Haaren
und würgt mich wieder aus nach Tag und Jahr



Lässt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
erst wird es heiß dann kalt
am Ende tut es weh

[Refrain]

Amour, Amour alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour, Amour am Ende gefangen zwischen deinen Zähnen


Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
in die Falle gehst du ihr
in die Augen starrt sie dir
verzaubert wenn ihr Blick dich trifft...(2x)




bitte, bitte gib mir Gift!
bitte, bitte gib mir Gift!
bitte, bitte gib mir Gift!
bitte, bitte gib mir Gift!


I love this song! I think it's one of the best songs Rammstein ever created!!

]]> ~BlackGother http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13174767/ http://BlackGother.deviantart.com/journal/13174767/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 09:46:41 PDT I wish I could live here all my life
I am made from stones and roots
My home, these woods and roads
All my life I loved this sound
Of the woods all around
Eagles flies where the winds blows free
Journey is my destiny
Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight
Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight
Ragged trousers, rucksack in my back
Narrow road behind me
I never look back
Long way is in the past
As in front of me
Hunger keeps me going
I don't care where it leads
Fire burns under my feet
Journey men pleasure and destiny
Sky is black, stars shows me the way
Alle Moon shispered how to keep my faith

Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight

Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight

Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight

Free, free as a journey man
Feel, heat in the moonlight

]]> ~BlackGother