http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BlackHorseRidingStar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BlackHorseRidingStar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 07:53:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14930266/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14930266/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 17:14:33 PDT
Anyways IF YOU EVER WANT TO SEE A CRAZY DEVIATION AGAIN GIVE ME 1 MILLIONS DOLLARS

no actually just watch me here:

XD; if you guys want me to move back, that's fine.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14929304/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14929304/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 15:51:52 PDT
and just for people who didn't see the last journal:

My new AIM name is DaAlmightyButter (BECAUSE AIM HATES THE "THE" AND MY EVIL TWIN STOLE IT WITH OUT THE "THE" OR THE "DA" > = ( )

and my new MSN thingy is thealmightybutter@hotmail.com

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EDIT: NEVERMIND THE AIM THING. THEALMIGHTYBUTTER IS TOO LONG AND MY EVIL TWIN TOOK ALMIGHTYBUTTER. THOSE BASTARDS. Not sure on MSN yet, though.

Dammit, I need to think of something else.XDDD

Anyone got good alternatives?

EDIT 2: ON AIM I AM NOW DAALMIGHTYBUTTER. IT MAKES ME SOUND GANGSTA, MMM YES? I AM GOING TO SHOW OFF MY BLING NOW...I MEAN...GET A NEW MSN THING.XD;; I dunno about my DA name...should I change that? But then...I have that one deviation with like...2000 pageviews.XDDDD

EDIT 300: SPARTAAAAAAAAA I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT ON MSN. It's thealmightybutter@hotmail.com WEETWOOT. I'm still undecided on the DA thing, though. =o

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14892862/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14892862/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 23:14:48 PDT
It was kinda hard for me to do cause I felt rude...but I also might go on vacation to Alabama and stuff soon so that might be a good thing too so when I come back I won't be flooded.XD

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14583224/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14583224/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 23:36:26 PDT
Sorry if I haven't been on AIM or anything lately...Other than the grief AIM has been messing up for some reason. MSN seems okay though.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14539819/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/14539819/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 02:55:16 PDT If anything here is confusing or if I make a lot of mistakes in spelling or whatever I apologize...I have a headache and I'm still shocked...

The first thing I want to do is apologize to anyone who I have gotten in fights before along time ago. I know I was wrong and dumb and immature to judge anyone especially if they never thought wrong of me. I think this applies only to one person...I hope we made up and if not then I want to make up right now because I realize that friends are the most important thing to me especially right now.

The second thing that I have to say is that now I am an only child and the closest thing to siblings are you guys here online and who went to school with me. I love you all, even the ones who I don't talk to as often.

The third thing is that I beg of you guys please do not get into anything harmful in this case drugs like heroin or meth or crack or whatever.

Here is what happened:

My sister overdosed on heroin or something similar. I have to tell you guys a secret and my parents allowed me to do this to: She has been addicted to drugs on/off for a while. When she was around my age she got into a car accident that broke her back and she had to get a metal rod in it. She was in pain and started doing drugs from then on. We tried to get her to stop, we did everything including rehab and getting her an implant to stop her addiction. Before the implant thing we would sometimes find her passed out with a needle but she would always make it alive and tried to get over her addiction. We thought that now that she was in a band with her friends and had the implant that she had stopped but I guess not. I don't understand why she did this...we were all hanging out together and were always a close family and she was happy even today. She just turned 27 too (her birthday was the 31st of August.) My mother and I ate lunch with her today and she was in a good mood. At the same time though, my parents and I had always suspected something was wrong with her (before today even). She was really really really REALLY skinny. She is naturally skinny but she usually eats a lot and was looking really unhealty for a while. All of our family members have chunky thighs and she did and then we saw that her thighs weren't so muscular anymore (her arms were really thin too) and that's what made us concerned. During dinner she would ask if she was eating too much. We thought she might've been anorexic or bulimic because she was like that when she was in high school. She was always concerned about her looks and her weight. I wouldn't doubt an eating disorder had part in this though, too. We kept trying to tell her she was too skinny but she wouldn't listen...

My sister lived in the same neighborhood as my parents and I but not the same house (she lived with her husband). My parents and I would always have her and (if he was home) her husband over for dinner. Today her husband was out with his brother so it was just my sister home alone. We invited her over for dinner after my mom and I had lunch this morning and we expected her to come. She was always a little late for things so we waited and waited but we called her too and my parents walked to her house and knocked on the door and kept knocking and calling and we thought she might've been getting dressed or something but then it got to be too late and I'm kind of confused as to what else happened there but I think my parents got the spare keys to her house (we have our own copy of her house keys and vice versa so we can see them and stuff) and they found her on the floor with a needle...we thought she just passed out again...my dad took her to the hospital(we live really close and I mean REALLY close by) and said he thought she was breathing a little but when they got there the doctors said her heart had totally stopped and they tried to revive her but couldn't. My dad called our house (my mom and I were home) and told us she passed away and he picked us up and took us to the hospital to see her. It was terrible...we didn't want to leave the room she was in. We asked the hospital staff a million times if we could bring her back but they said they couldn't... Her husband also came by but he was so shocked that he left immediatley. My parents and I have been crying for hours hoping for a miracle. It feels surreal to think that someone who was happy and was having lunch with you is suddenly not alive anymore. I don't understand...my parents never abused either of us and we always got along...she was a sweet person...she meant well...

I am sorry for this being so long but I thought I should get it out of my system. I hope I do not upset any of you too much. I am probably going to take a break from the Internet for a while...I am really sorry.

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She was only 27 years old...

I don't know what happened...

To - You might have to come next weekend...I'm really sorry...

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Oh well...it's Labour Day weekend. Imma see my homiez at the movies. Yay...XD

What's the weather like with you guys?

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Homeschool for me is alright...still doin' my math crap. I've been having trouble sleeping lately, though.

Oh and random question: Have you ever heard a song that is so bad (or maybe bad is too harsh, more like silly), it's good? That song "Conga" by Gloria Estefan cracks me up. So does "I Touch Myself" by [the] Divinyls. And pretty much any 80's Madonna song. Actually, a lot of 80's stuff falls into that category.XD

Oh and I love Revenge of Shinobi. Yay video game nostalgia. My favorite non-boss enemies in this game are the 2 females: Crazy ass stripper ninja nuns (I am not shitting you) and crazy ass Chinese women who take 10 years to kill and when they die their shirts burst open and they sit on the ground with their hands covering their b00behz and then fade away after 10 years of sitting down with their hands covering their b00behz.

Speaking of old video games, if anyone can recommend me some I will be happy...I love old, [and especially obscure] things...

YAY I AM RAMBLING.

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I am sad.

I will be lonely.

Summer was kinda short. DX

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Anyone know the best place to get one? Oh and recommend me some games. I got a list here:

Wii Games:
-Resident Evil 4 (I heard this game is teh shiznite)
-Twilight Princess
-When it comes out...Super Smash Bros. Brawl
-When it comes out...Metroid Prime 3(or was it 4? Sorry, I don't keep up with the series.^_^;;; XD)

Gamecube Games:
-Tales of Symphonia(Best RPG ever.XDD)
-Super Smash Bros. Melee(I whoop ass with Peach.XD)

and of course there's some kick ass stuff for Virtual Console ie. Streets of Rage (<3) Super Mario World and Super Mario 64...Old school ness.<3

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Oh and I'm not gonna go deep into this cause I know you guys hate angsty stuff but have you ever regretted saying something? Like something stupid you said but didn't mean? Cause I remember in 7th there was something that had to do with community service and feeding poor/homeless people and I was in a bad mood that day and said some stupid shit to a friend along the lines of "omg I don't care about the community or homeless people" but in reality I really do care about communities and the poor and homeless(hell I AM POOR) I was just being dumb and pissy. I really regret saying that now cause I really really REALLY didn't mean that at all...I try my best to care about everyone. Oh well...I think I just don't like the way I acted in 7th grade in general.XD I love kids, just not my younger self.XD That's why I get embarrassed when I watch old videos of me(even though they are kinda funny).

Other than that crap, though...I am actually in a pretty good mood. That Dr. Wily playset thing gave me is fun to mess with...Akuma is having a hard time standing up (at least I have trouble getting him to stand up) because he's kinda heavy. Cammy and Kairi are hanging around the Dr. Wily thing though. I need to get a camera so I can make stupid photo comics or stop animations with this thing, seriously this stuff is so fun to mess with. XD I'm such a dork.

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Oh and , I couldn't get you your pony! I'm so sorry...Everyday I tried going to the Hasbro booth and it was soooo crowded that the lines and everything had to be closed...and then on the least crowded day they were sold out! I feel so bad. Aw well...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13823510/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13823510/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 16:49:06 PDT This is kind of a pointless entry...just me rambling about silly things.

You know when you get a song stuck in your head for no reason? Like you haven't heard it at all on the radio or anything but it just kinda pops in your head from memory? Cause I have that "Devil Went Down to Georgia" song stuck in my head right now.XD

And you know when you go through these random nostalgia trips where you're like re-obsessed with something from your childhood? Cause I'm doing that right now with X-Men which is hilarious cause it's around Comic-Con time. I remember when I spazzed out when X-Men vs. Street Fighter came out...when I was a kid Street Fighter and X-Men were like my religion...omg I always played as Chun-Li and Rogue...Cammy and Storm are cool too though...XD And Psylocke is cool in that Children of the Atom thing...zomg...XD

And the Internet is cool cause I gets to watch old cartoons on my compooper. 8D

DRIVIN' DOWN HIGHWAY 40 IN MAH BIG OLD PICK-UP TRUUUUUUUUCK! <---I remember that too.XD Stupid Brak.XD

Mystery Science Theater is cool too.^_^ Haha speaking of that, this thing is sooooo stupid but it cracks me up: http :/ /youtube.com /watch?v= p6xgewsUHqY I love the way the dude screams.XDDDD

EDIT: Frickity frackin' emoticons! Uh...remove the spaces in that link and you should get the thingy mahoozer.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13612017/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13612017/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 19:45:15 PDT
EDIT: WHY IS THERE A RANDOM SLASH IN MY TITLE?

EDIT2: WAIT THERE'S MORE THAN ONE NOW. THEY'RE BREEDING! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13600929/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13600929/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:34:25 PDT
Sorry to get yall excited.XD ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13591653/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13591653/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:59:04 PDT
Seriously though, has DA been slow for you guys? ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13538926/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13538926/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 12:25:06 PDT
Anyways:

Well, at first I was thinking of like...not going as something, but now I dunno...

What sounds the most appealing: Fat Advent Children Tifa (I can't find good pics of her whole outfit though.o_O Well I can kinda find em but most of them are other cosplayers or some action figure thingy XD but no screenshots or anything o_O), Fat Aeris/Aerith(either FF7 or maybe KH2 cause the KH1 outfit doesn't appeal to me for some reason) or Fat Chun-Li?XDDDDDDDDD Or like...me as myself.XDDD Or something else.XD I dunno. O_O

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13536940/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13536940/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:31:25 PDT I hate it when I get angsty...but I wanna tell you guys a secret and I want you to understand...

I've always been very self-concsious(sp?) and sensitive...Most of you know that...but I don't know if you know it's to the point where I look up reviews on everything I own (mostly albums and video games) to see if I have bad taste. Now, recently, I've decided that I don't really like some things that I own and I want to throw them away...but it's so bad now that I keep driving my parents crazy about it, telling them I'm embarrassed about owning (or having owned if it's already gone) certain things...Reading negative comments on things I already don't think too highly of makes me feel stupid and embarrassed to the point of obsession, to the point where I want to get rid of it right away. That's why I threw away some albums recently and now I've been thinking about throwing away my GBASP and some games for it(I never really played it and all the games my parents got for me honestly weren't that great), some PS1 games, and my N64 stuff since I never really messed with it either. I know everyone has some embarrassing or unused things in their collection, but I'm just...I dunno...

I just wanted to get this out of my system because it has driven my parents nuts. They understand my situation, but it's gotten really bad in the past few days. I'm sorry you guys had to read this crap, especially since it's so stupid, but I needed to let it go...I might see a therapist about it soon.

I dunno what else to say.

Also, please continue on with Comic-Con news because I think that'll get my mind off of things...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13522272/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/13522272/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 07:45:59 PDT
So um...what be yall doing for teh Comic-Con0rz? And who's going? Oh and guys...try not to get assaulted by like 50 fangirls with paddles...XD

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I haven't been doin much lately other than homework/homeschool shiznits, walkin' the dog(dawg?XDD) and goin online and stuff.

Oh yeah, I'm not going into a long rant about this but let's just say in the past few months I have stumbled upon some ignorant, overly religious and preachy homophobes on DA and I think they're morons and they make me laugh with their stupidity.XD I'm not namin' names either 'cause I'd get banned, but yeah...stupid people are funny is all I'm gonna say. It's no one we/I/whatever know/knows, BTW. Just random people.

Edit: The point of that last paragraph is this: Net preachers (as I call em) are funny. XD It shows you they have no lives other than to preach to other people...people on the internet who won't listen.XDD

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12467131/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12467131/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 07:39:04 PDT
To everyone younger than me: I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE...*wheeze*

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12457503/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12457503/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 14:01:57 PDT
I'm gonna be 15. Weetwoot.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12120151/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/12120151/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 15:48:07 PST

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

I am the gay male student that had to switch to another high school on my senior year, because I told my teachers that I was gay. One said that I was going to hell the other wanted to cure me.

I am the person that can not act/be themselves in fear of what others will think of me and if they will accept me.

I am your best friend, the same person you grew up with, and told your secrets too. The person you can't talk to anymore, because my partner is a women.

I am the daughter and best friend, the girl you raised and loved. Now you wont talk to me because i shattered your dreams of ever having children, And you your afraid of how to tell your friends about me and not be embarrassed.

I am the person, with the same fears, hurts, needs and wants as you. I bleed, I breathe, I understand, I Live.....With our hearts open and our eyes closed we are all the same people. Living life the best way we know how, with what we have been given.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11662266/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11662266/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 17:27:54 PST 2)I like fighting games and martial arts stuff a lot but I've never considered taking any martial arts lessons and I don't really want to. (I'll just stick to the old fashioned ball kicks and boob punches for self-defense. XD)
3)Similar to the one above, I love music but have never thought about playing an instrument as a hobby and I don't really want to.
4)I have no idea what I'm going to be when I grow up and that doesn't really bother me at all.
5)When I was a kid, I made up a story called "Sausage Gates" involving...a gate made of sausages (O_o) and I also made up these monsters called the Gloppies that lived on a beach where it was always night and the ocean/water looked like pink lemonade.

XD Yeah I was reeeeaaalll normal back then.

6)I always say I'm gonna do something but I never do it or I never finish it. (I STILL NEED TO MAKE FLASH PARODIES AND FINISH MY POWERPUFF GIRLS PARODY SCRIPT DAMMIT!)

Oh yeah, I was tagged by

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11262882/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11262882/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 18:17:41 PST

Today is also my mom's birthday. Happy birthday mommy!

And today is also the day when Streets of Rage Remake (full version) comes out...SO EXCITED OMG!

So yeah...Happy New Years!

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11187867/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/11187867/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 11:14:39 PST

What did yall get?

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[link]

XDDD Criminals are really stupid sometimes.

And I don't have an even have an ebay account. The only reason why I clicked the link was to make sure that it wasn't ebay cause if it was I'd have to report to them that someone was using my email address for their account. D= (And also cause I wanted to see the "phishing" or whatever you call it site so I could sign up with a fake name/bank account called "Kiss my ass you mofo" or something.XD)

So like...has anyone else gotten emails like this?

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XD Being the EC dork I am, I thought it was pretty funny. (Even though the article seems kinda old.)

My favorite quote:

"Betty Smith wants to corrupt our children; she wants to keep them safe instead of teaching them strong American values, like killing and shooting stuff."

XDD

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10988688/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10988688/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 20:33:02 PST EDIT:Yay the mood thing works! (ignore this.XD)

This isn't anything too important, but I was wondering if you guys like had a problem determining what breed your dog is or something. Cause the old owner of my dog said the vet or someone told him he was a Maltese, and we believed that for a while until we read about the Bolognese and saw a picture of one cause Austin(my doggy) looks and acts more like a Bolognese than a Maltese. And supposedly people confuse the Bolognese for the Maltese a lot since they came from the same area or country or something...(And group/family of dog I thinks)

So yeah...I guess he's a Bolognese unlike what my old post said...@_@ Confuzzledness.

I know you guys don't give a shit but one of my friends got excited when I told her I had a pure bred Maltese so that's why I posted this...Please, I don't want any bitter comments...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10936136/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10936136/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:02:31 PST all ages. So why take it out on just kids? And what pisses me off more is people think it's cool to say "KIDS NEED TO BE SMACKED FOR BLAH AND BLAH!!!!!!!!!!111" Smacking is the last thing I'd do to a kid. Maybe a swat on the butt, but not too hard. Yelling works just fine. And then there's the whole "Kids are demanding and whiney" and stuff, and yeah, they are in a way, but so are PETS. Most dogs (and cats, too) have the mentality of a child, no matter how old they are. And what's funny is people go around complaining about animal abuse but child abuse is okay! I mean, I know cats and dogs and other animals don't really speak our language, but they still act like kids. It's like, y'know, a kid that can speak English and a kid that speaks only Spanish or something...Talk different, act [pretty much] the same. Yeah.

So y'know what? If kids and animals act pretty much the same, I guess I should smack my dog around whenever he whimpers or mopes or demands attention. Yeah. From now on I'm going to scream out "I HATE ANIMALS!" at people and see how they react to that. "STUPID LITTLE FURRY SHIT = TOO DEMANDING! EVERYTIME HE BARKS I SLAP HIM RIGHT ROUND! HOHOHO!" Besides, animals bite back. Kids don't really fight back as much since it's their parents or whatever, so who cares? [/sorta sarcasm]

I mean, I don't want to ever be a parent, but it's not because I hate kids. I like kids. They're cute when they aren't too insane. I just think I'd be a terrible influence on them with the swearing and the mood swings. But that doesn't mean I can't care about them.

I don't know what else to say...=/

EDITED FOR MEGA TYPO:*should've added this in the animal paragraph* I understand that animals live shorter than children, but I don't know...I don't really think it's a time thing, I think it's more of a personality thing that people hate about kids...yeah...

You guys probably hate me now...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10881916/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10881916/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 17:21:02 PST [link]

I changed my name from my old SA account which was Miss Ann Thrope. I thought this name was cooler which is funny cause Miss Ann Thrope came first.(when I tried signing up as M.A.T. here, it wouldn't let me cause someone already had that name and I came up with this one and blah blah) Guess it's one of those "NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT..." things.XDD

And also cause I wanted the SA to match up with mah DA.

So yeah...If I ever get to making my shitty flashes, they'll be going there or something. o_o

Yah.

I AM NOT LEAVING DA. I JUST MADE A SHEEZYART ACCOUNT FOR STUFF THAT CANNOT GO ON DA OR FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE ON BOTH SITES AND STUFF.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10825116/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10825116/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:00:57 PST
Oh yeah, interesting link of the journal is a parody of the magical girl type animes out there...

It is...

PRETTY COMBAT COMMUNIST RIKA-CHAN!!!

[link]

P.S.: The idea of "bishie" Stalin cracked me up.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10817513/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10817513/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 23:20:21 PST
I was just thinking about how my sister [maybe sometimes other people but mostly my sister] always questions my taste in music because of the gender of the singers I like.

In other words: I feel uncomfortable talking about music sometimes because a lot of my favorite bands have female singers. Some people are sorta bothered by that fact for some reason. I don't know why, hell I didn't even notice that most of the bands I listen to had chicks in the lead until my sister brought it up in a sorta pissy fashion. And honestly, it ISN'T a preference thing. It's not. I don't hate the male voice, I love guy singers too. I don't care about gender, I really don't. I care about MUSIC. Gosh, it's a COINCEDENCE people. COINCEDENCE. I find out about bands because they're linked to other bands by genre and style and I guess in some cases, gender of singer. Like Band A has a female singer and is a goth metal band, kind of like Band B which is another band I like. Yeah...and I don't go around calling my friends women-haters because a lot of the bands they listen to have male singers. It's just COINCEDENCE. Jesus Christ. And if it bugs you that much, maybe YOU are the one with the gender problem here if you're bitching at me about it. >_<

I don't know, maybe these people(*cough sister cough*) think I'm a lesbian or something because a lot of people have crushes on the lead singers of bands and stuff...? Then that just proves that those kind of people are shallow and can't appreciate music because someone isn't "cute." I don't know...And that's kinda funny to think about, because my sis (actually, my whole family) is/are liberal with gays(mostly men) but are a little disturbed or bothered by lesbians and the idea that one of their daughters could grow up to be one even though I'm really not. (And before you ask, I consider myself asexual. There are nice looking guys and there are nice looking girls, but I'm not bi cause I'm not all OMG HAWT or anything. It's like, y'know, being straight and calling someone of the same gender nice looking. Just in my case it's both genders.) But yeah...that's just kinda weird to me. What makes lesbians worse than gay men? O_o

But anyways, I don't know what else to say except yeah...it's been bugging me lately. Makes me feel like I can't tell people what I listen to...Honestly, does this(by this I mean my taste in music) bug you guys? I'm not bothered by the fact that most of you listen to male lead bands. Or bands lead by African-American singers, or gay singers, or whatever. Because it really isn't a gender preference thing at all. It isn't an anything preference. It really isn't.

Sorry, I had to get it off my chest. =/

PS: I edited this a lot and if you guys get this a million times, I'm sorry...I'm anal about adding stuff though.XD;

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10777535/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10777535/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:21:59 PST for finding these.XD

[link]

[link]

There are more galleries of funny comic bookness on that site if you wanna check it out. Make sure you press the "next" link thingy in order to see all the funnyness. (there's more than one pic yaya.)

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10764161/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10764161/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:05:56 PST _<

Didn't mean to upset anyone.

But in order to make up for it, I give you these links:

A NERVOUS WALL STREET JOURNAL INTERVIEWER AND THE AWESOMENESS OF REGGIE FILS-AIME:

[link]

aaaaaannnndddd...

OMG LOL SAIX FANKLUB!!!!!!!

[link]

(The Saix being a ninja thing was pretty awesome.XD Oh yeah, my favorite Saix quote is "Yes." XDDD)

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10759423/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10759423/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 18:58:16 PST
My dad is gonna take me to the thingy I guess...Okely dokes.

Sorry.^_^;;;

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10759110/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10759110/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 18:21:38 PST
Sorry for the mass amounts of emo journals lately...it's been a hard week...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10758555/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10758555/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:32:04 PST
My dad's an asshole.

I might run away...this time for real.

Maybe die or something...I don't know.

Sharlyn, if I die, go on my account and tell everyone on my buddy lists and watch list and shit that I passed...I'll note you.

Yeah, there's more to it than not being able to go to the party...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10644869/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10644869/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:29:02 PST (EDIT)Warning: As usual, lots of cussing...I have a potty mouth...Sorry, I'm really just not feeling well right now.


Why is it that there are so many assholes on the Internet? It seems like whenever I find a cool site and check out the forums (not join em, just check them out to see if anything else interesting is there) or some other part of the site, some ASSHOLE or some BITCH fucking TAINTS the whole site! It's like some poor fellow could be talking all polite and trying to start a topic or whatever and then some DICKHEAD or some WHORE bitches at them for that! What the fuck? I know there are assholes everywhere but come on! And don't gimme that "THE REAL WORLD BLAH BLAH" bullshit because I came on the Internet to get away from that shit, not bring in more. >_<

Sorry...I needed to get that out of my system...It really does irritate me, though. It makes me really, really, REALLY feel like I cannot talk to ANYONE without getting crap...(Just like RL. -_- But that's another story.)

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10621876/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10621876/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:44:47 PST
Anyways, I was looking around the YouTube account of that guy who made that totally sweet Rocket Power parody to see his other vids and also to check up on whether or not he's done with the sequel...And I found this:

[link]

And a news report on it(not uploaded by the same guy) here:

[link]

It has to be one of the eeriest, weirdest, yet most interesting things I have ever seen.

For those who don't wanna watch the videos, this guy [wearing a Max Headroom mask] hijacked some public broadcasting channel in Chicago in 1987 and did all this weird shit for about a minute and taking up time from Doctor Who and crap...He's like...saying stuff that no one can understand and at some point, pulls his pants down and has someone spank him with a spatula or flyswatter...Yeah. O_o

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10573436/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10573436/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 16:39:44 PST
I'm going as an angry flight attendant covered in snakes. (With a Snakes on a Plane badge from Comic-Con.XD) I was originally going as Snakes on a Plane(which was gonna be a hat with a plane with snakes on it XD) but my papa and I didn't have the time to make the retarded plane so yah. D:

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10490186/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10490186/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 17:47:45 PDT
]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10449244/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10449244/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 20:08:22 PDT
He's a maltese or whatever...dunno how you spell it. His name is Austin. He's funny. Doggy woggy. Yeah, we're checkin him out and see if we're gonna keep him and stuff...yeah.

EDIT: Do any of you know a good site to look for albums that I can download by BitTorrent/Azureus? Cause like...I want this one album and stuff and I looked on torrentz.com and it won't freaking download. *I'm using Azureus* Yah. X_X

EDIT2: I'll just get some P2P thing without spyware or something...D:

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10417043/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10417043/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 20:06:04 PDT
Parodies in mind:

Sonic (naturally.)
Kingdom Hearts series(I already have some jokes in mind, like Larxene's uglyness[personal taste]/lack of T&A and yet being a female villain, other characters smacking Zexion around cause he doesn't do anything,etc)
Final Fantasy 7(Another one I kinda have jokes for...Tifa's overload of T&A, Barrett being so damned stereotypical, the fact that most of the guys are really femmy)
Maybe one of this scary kids show character named "Hip Hop Harry."
EDIT:Hope I did the HTML right...anyways, I just remembered an idea suggested by about a Teen Titans parody. I'll keep that in mind.

Yeah...that's about it. I also want to know your guys' ideas and stuff...yeah.

EDIT2: I hope no one took the Larxene thing as being sexist. I'm not saying you gotta have huge tits or a huge butt but I just find it humorous that she lacks both because most female villains are stereotypical like that and shit...I need to make fun of SOMETHING about her anyway. =/ Besides, you guys should know I am against that kind of thing.(I'm a huge fighting game fan and I HATE Dead or Alive because of it use of its females to sell and puts NO effort in gameplay other than maybe knocking people out of the stages and shit...) So the joke is both on the character and on the bullshit of society.

Edit3:SO MUCH I WANNA ADD AND SO MANY TYPOS AAAAH!

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10309823/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10309823/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 00:43:05 PDT I also heard some literally retarded kid in my class flipped out and started being a clepto and a stalker.But yeah...It was interesting.

I feel bad for leaving [the school] but at the same time I don't wanna go back cause I wasn't really having fun.=/ Aw well.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10266099/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10266099/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:12:29 PDT
*emos over something else in a joking way* SOMEONE SAID LARXENE IS BEING VOICED BY THE CHUN LI CHICK IN THE REMAKE OF COM! ;____________; Nooooooooooooooooooooo Chun-Li.;_____________; XDDDDD

Sorry...Er...I'm not really a Larxene fan. ^_^;;;;; >_< XDD Yay nerddom.

...

Actually, that whole Organization bullshit sucks ass.

Fun to make fun of though. LIKE SONIC THE HEDGEHOG LOL.

BASHING STUPID SHIT IS FUN. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO.

I hope you guys don't keep getting this entry over and over cause I keep adding shit and even though it's on that thing that doesn't notify you I'm still paranoid. D:

But yeah...Uh...Whatever happened to a series that could y' know...BE TOLERABLE FOREVER?

I JUST INSULTED THE FANDOM OF 99% OF THE PEOPLE WHO WATCH ME AND ARE MY FRIENDS. I AM SO SICK.

And again, sorry if you guys actually do get this 20 times...I really am. D:

I'LL NEVER SHUT UP OOOH YEAH!!!

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10263965/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10263965/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 19:06:37 PDT
Anyways...Right now I feel like I don't wanna be either gender. I know it's weird...But I'm in one of those "I hate men and my fellow women" moods. Here's why:

1)Most guys I know are total shallow jackasses.

2) Most women I know are sluts and I don't wannabe associated with them. There are 2 kinds, though: The type that act innocent and are actually bitchy, and the type that are openly bitchy and think they're cool because of it but in reality you just wanna rape them with a glass bottle.

I dunno...I'm just in a weird mood...

I guess I just I hate [almost] everyone right now. =/

And if you guys are gonna ask, nothing happened to me with anyone of either gender. I just felt this way for some reason...

Note: This doesn't apply to anyone on my buddy list...cause you know. You guys are my buddies.XD;

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10239329/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10239329/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:21:32 PDT wants me to advertise his webcomic to yall.So yeah.

CLICK THE LINK!!! OMG!!!

[link]

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10231261/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10231261/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 22:41:40 PDT
WARNING: STRONG LANGUAGE AND SOME CHARACTER BASHING OMG. DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY ANYTHING LIKE THAT.

First one:

"For each member of the Organization, describe or write something that you can relate to that member, wiether it be emotion, personality, something relating to their element, an event that maybe similar, etc. No " I love such-n-such". You are comparing YOURSELF, not what you think of that character. Ready? Start!"

Xemnas: I HAVE AN A, AN E, AND AN N IN MY NAME. D:
Xigbar: I HAVE AN A, A B AND AN R IN MY NAME.
Xaldin: I HAVE AN A, A D, AND AN N IN MY NAME.
Vexen: I HAVE 2 E’S IN MY NAME AND AN N IN IT TOO.
Lexaeus: I HAVE AN A AND 2 E’S IN MY NAME.
Zexion: I HAVE AN E AND AN N IN MY NAME. SO FAR THIS IS THE MOST PATHETIC ONE.
Saix: I HAVE AN A IN MY NAME. FUCK WHAT I SAID ABOUT ZEXION, THIS IS THE MOST PATHETIC ONE.
Axel: I HAVE AN A AND AN E IN MY NAME.
Demyx: I HAVE A D AND AN E IN MY NAME.
Luxord: I HAVE A D AND AN R IN MY NAME.
Marluxia: I HAVE AN A BUT NOT 2 A’S IN MY NAME AND AN R.
Larxene: I HAVE AN A, 2 E’S AND AN R IN MY NAME. I WAS ALSO GONNA SAY THAT WE BOTH HAVE PUSSIES, BUT I DO NOT WISH TO ASSOCIATE MY FELLOW FEMALES WITH A STUPID CUNT LIKE THIS.
Roxas: I HAVE AN A AND AN R IN MY NAME.

Now that you all know that I share so much in common with the assholes...Uh...Organization...Here's the other one.

WARNING WARNING WARNING: SWEARING AND CHARACTER BASHING AHEAD. WARNING WARNING WARNING.

"Describe what you would say/do if you ever met this Organization member."

Xemnas- “YOUR MISSING TEETH SHALL REMIND YOU OF MY VICTORY!”
Xigbar- "Fuck you…”
Xaldin- “Fuck you.."
Vexen- "Fuck you…"
Lexaeus- "You’re cool…
Zexion- "…and fuck you. I’M OUT! B)”
Saix- "The moon is the Earth’s bitch. I think you’re one too. ”
Axel- "Fucking clown-faced queers…”
Demyx- “I think your weapon looks like a penis, which is fitting, cause you kinda look like one too. B)”
Luxord- “Piss off wanker!”
Marluxia- "My God you are a fag.”
Larxene- "TWAT!” (If I was a man, I would punch her in the titties and tell her to make me a sandwich.)
Roxas- "DON’T EAT THE YELLOW SNOW!”


EDIT OMG: I have nothing against gays at all and domestic abuse isn't [normally] funny. It's just...y'know...sometimes you gotta call people things you don't want to, and bitchy women getting beat up to me is actually kinda humorous cause I'm sick. (Normal sweet-hearted women is a different case. > ) Yeah.

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10167454/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10167454/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 23:38:57 PDT
Actually, he always does. But yeah.

Weetwoot...

]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10105868/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10105868/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 20:54:03 PDT
Don't even be surprised if I turn up missing on the news tomorrow. I don't even fucking care anymore.

I'm probably just gonna wander around San Diego or something if I leave... ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10104110/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10104110/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 17:48:54 PDT
To Rose: If any of you see her, tell her that despite the fact that I'm pretty much agnostic, I pray to God or some other deity that she gets into HTH. She doesn't deserve to be driven insane. Especially by our math teacher.

To , Monty, Sander, and I guess Sophie and Wyatt as well (even though they aren't in our class): Bless your souls. I hope something good comes out or you guys get into somewhere better.

To Zach: Keep having fun since you're the only one that isn't driven nuts.

To : It looks like the older kids are having a lot more fun at MA, so yeah. Keep it up. If it goes shitty, I pray for you too.

To everyone else: Pretty much what I wanna say has been said. Have fun if you are, and if it drives you nuts, I hope something good happens. ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10101936/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10101936/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 14:00:05 PDT
Media Arts drives me insane...>_< (I'm not the only one cause Rose wants to transfer too.) ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10086061/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/10086061/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 23:05:11 PDT
How can you guys take me seriously when my icon is freaking Stick Stickly? XDDDDDDD ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/9957030/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/9957030/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 22:34:43 PDT
Yup.

The Crocodile Hunter died.

I post this cause I thought it was really shocking and stuff. He was pretty funny and entertaining and then...yeah. It's actually kind of sad. I felt the same way when John Candy died, too. ;_; Uncle Buck!

I have nothing else to say. ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/9887607/ http://BlackHorseRidingStar.deviantart.com/journal/9887607/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 17:30:44 PDT
After talking to some of my friends who went to the school I wanted to go to, maybe it isn't bad after all...They got homework on the first day. O_O ]]> ~BlackHorseRidingStar