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]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/16100829/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/16100829/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 20:51:41 PST 1.) a hot male celebrity...at least one
2.) drive a camaro
3.) stir shit up with that villanelle I wrote (handed it in the day before we went on break ^_^)

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Jess
2.) Jess-ca
3.) Jessie-Doodle (roxanne T_T)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) jesyvonne
2.) stewie66613BLAST
3.) hobbitathogwarts

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) Hmmmm...I do have a pretty small waist for a chick my size
2.) I like the fact that I can pack a punch when needed and I'm not a complete weakling
3.) *sigh* i suppose hazel eyes are better than just plain brown

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) French
2.) Irish
3.) German

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Jellyfish
2.) My Kitchen (im telling you, it's secretly alive...watching me...just waiting for the right moment to strike)
3.) Kester's uberdark evil side is pretty terrifying, not gonna lie. but drac's is probably equally terrifying. and alex when she's really pissed and also horomonal is comparable. so yeah: MY FRIENDS

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) bandana/hat (or occasionally a scrunchie)
2.) sumthin with a band logo on it
3.) city buses (could hardly go out without 'em)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) jeans
2.) black hoodie
3.) a bra with a bloodstain on it (i'll show you it sometime when im not wearing it if you don't believe me)

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) AC/DC (who, btw, are going on tour next year zomfg!!!!!!!!!)
2.) Buckcherry
3.) Zeppelin

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) "You Shook Me All Night Long"
2.) "Big Balls"
3.) "Race Cars and Goth Rock"

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) a guy
2.) good sex
3.) love is nice...but it's a luxury not a necessity (yes, i am purposely acting like more of a superficial bitch than I am)

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I love hair: the musical
2.) I love the color purple
3.) I love you

(if anyone figures out the extremely clever little thing I pulled there I'll be quite impressed)

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) nice hair
2.) i like blue eyes, but any color's ok so long as they're...ya know...nice. the kind you can stare into and get lost in and all that romantic crap
3.) um...at LEAST my hight...i mean im pretty short any guy shorter than me is fuckin puny

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) sex
2.) drugs
3.) roleplaying (HA! i bet you thought I was gonna say "violence"!)

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) antonio bandares
2.) viggo mortensen
3.) seriously...any attractive male will do...

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) actress
2.) author
3.) poet

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) England
2.) France
3.) Prince Edward Island

Three Names You Like:
1.) Penelope
2.) Yvonne
3.) GEOFF!

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) i frequently have days where i just HATE men
2.) CHOCOLATE!
3.) i squeak

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) quite often sex is just all i can think about (particularly if i haven't had it in over a week....or im just really horny)
2.) i watch action movies with a lot of violence and blood and explosions and i LOVE them and i don't watch them just for the hot guys or anything
3.) so the other day i was hanging in my friend's basement and it was me, three guys, and one other girl. so the guys were discussing the wod merit "quickdraw" and one guy laughs and goes "take it out before she's ready" and another one of them goes "and put it away before she's done!" ...and i laughed! oh...and also "that's what she said" jokes usually make me laugh...so yeah i have a pretty guyish sense of humor...

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1. Georgia (what can I say, it'd be pretty amazing to witness
2. Chris Nathans (cuz then he'd...you know...exist)
3. ...the fonz...?

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15859949/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15859949/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:11:42 PST
in other news...ya know...i'm all for casual sex but the lack of respect you tend to get is really bloody irritating! do guys not see the happy medium between being in a loving and 100% committed relationship and being a complete DICK?!?!?!?!!!!!

grrrr! i am going to stab something!!!

is it so much to ask to be distinguished from a fucking blow-up doll?!?! apparently...

UGH! MEN ARE SICKENING!!! (yeah i know not all of them just.....UGH! I NEED CHOCOLATE!!!!!!)

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15758019/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15758019/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 00:57:01 PST
do you remember kratt's creatures, wishbone, and the magic school bus? here's to all of you who were watchin pbs back when it was the fuckin roxxorz!

yeah...i have old tapes i totally need to dig up. kester and i spent 2 hours talkin old skool pbs crap and now i REALLY need to watch those old tapes.

OMG IS ZOOM STILL ON??? i haven't seen it on but i never really bother to check. i liked that show...i mean it wasn't great but it helped keep pbs out of complete suckality for a while. cyberchase too...that's still on, right? i know they took it off for a while.

gods i love reminiscing.

remember the magic school bus where they're in the pinball machine and DA saves the day with her purple/violet book??? i DA and purple. LOL DA!!! hahaha i just god that.

holy christ im tired.

remember the sleepy hallow wishbone episode? i just love the beginning where wishbone senses food despite being down the street from his house and he fuckin runs as fast as he can to his kitchen while a halloween cookie joe's mom accidentally dropped is falling in slow motion and catches it before it hits the ground!

aw man what about the magic school bus where they almost get baked into ms. frizzle's birthday cake. man, i ms. frizzle. she was awesome!

aw man, i love the kratt brothers! wasn't chris so much cooler than martin?! chris was the awesome one, i dont care what anyone says. i think my favorite episode was the big 5 little 5 one. i also remember the scavenger hunt one really well...mostly because upon watching it my mom was like "no way, those are not related in the slightest. it was really cool because they were doing all these animals that derived from a common ancestor that now are like...nothing alike. that one was just awesome.

heehee...two paragraphs in a row ended with awesome! SKILLS!!!

ok...crashing now...goodbye peoplesssss

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15703685/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15703685/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 06:41:04 PST
C'est mon journal du francais! Parce-que je parle francais! Pas comme les certains personnes qui parlent francias mais ne peuvent pas parler francais, danc ils parlent trés mauvais!

D'accord! J'ai un rondez-vous avec un garçon d’Albany. Il est super-mignon ^_^ Mais, il va aller au Universitie dans Vermont l’anée prochain, si il n’est pas trop sérieux. Nous avons eu amusement.

J’ai vu “V for Vendetta” le dernier soir! C’est fantastique! OMG!!! Je l’aime! Mais pauvre V… Il est trés trist.

Oh la la! JE DETESTE LES BLOONS! FUCKING BLOONS!!! Ils sont MALS! Ils ont faisent ma vie morte!!! Mais je VAIS gagner! Je ne vais pas perd á les bloons!!! Vous allez voir -.-

D'accord, j'ai les devoirs...au revoir et bonne chance!

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15604343/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15604343/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 11:49:10 PST
100 deviations! (that means it's time to delete the shitty ones)

but this is the first time ive broken 100 so hurrah!

i'm craving a taco......


p.s. "Bill Engvall: 15° Off Cool" ...if you like stand-up you MUST watch...it is so fuckin hysterical!!!

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15559454/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15559454/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:26:10 PST
but on the up-side:

hank williams III kicked fuckin ass!!! kes and i got his autographs (kester got him to sign "must've been them pills" on his leather jacket in metallic sharpie and it looks so fuckin COOL!!!) i lost my moshing virginity which i was saving for ac/dc...but ah well. those guys weren't holding back, either. ok so hank plays 3 sets...one of his country-rock-hillbilly stuff, one is like hillbilly metal, and one is uber black death metal. the hillbilly metal was fun...towards the end of it someone flung me into a woman in the front row and i grabbed the bar in the front...enough moshing for me. not to mention i was in a scandalous little tank top which was almost falling off and those guys were pretty...uh...ok lets just say i got grabbed a couple times. then the woman i was next to pulled me up next to her and gave me half her beer...she was super nice. and then there was this guy greg was just a weirdo who was feeling everyone up including kester but he was also really fun and made the last hour of the concert for us so it's all good.

nashville pussy and reverand horton heat played too...they were both really good but, ya know, overshadowed to the max. actually during horton heat we were hanging out in the back of the club with my aunt (who had finally gotten drunk enough to start buying me booze) and this guy greg (OMG HE WAS ON THE LOOSE!!!!) and dancing and going crazy and i had a little too much to drink last night....but of course it just added to the expirience.

i got a nashville pussy hat, a horton heat t-shirt, and hank's siggy on my hank III tank top. my ears are still a little sore and my throat is dryer than sand. i concerts!

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15483233/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15483233/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 17:59:56 PST .< whatever

anyway, i thought it'd be fun to make a werewolf character for world of darkness (totem and all) and now i have to actually finish building the fucking thing...and as you can see i am stalling

im trying to introduce more females to roleplaying. becca, julianna, and alexis are all on my list. becca has already played a session with kester and me, julianna has completed a character and hasn't yet played, and alexis is......i'm working on it.

grrrr Humperdinck is an ASSHOLE!!!!! ugh!

but omg i wesley! to the extreme!!!

anyways, report cards are coming soon and im gonna be in deep shit. it's not like im failing anything i just....have some C's. not to mention several A's. i think my GPA is like an 88. soooooo.....boo-fucking-hoo.

"Hard like Heroic, more than you can handle. So let's do it like a druid in the general channel"

Au Revoir, mes amies. Je ne suis pas une etoille des films d'erotiques parce que mes yeux sont trop petits.

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15372755/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15372755/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:56:00 PST
roleplaying is my therapy, and lets just say my rpg groups are on the loose! heehee...speaking of the phrase "on the loose" i have a new friend/project:

Name: Julianna
Mission: Corruption of Mind
Current Status: Pre-N00b

she'll be joining the new rpg group kes and i are starting this thursday with ryan and kyle from magic. i also got natalia to start rping and i think she might have actually enjoyed it, which would be very nice for me bacause she and kes are always at my house trying to think of something all three of us would enjoy doing.

try-outs for the musical are fast approaching. i can't sing for shit. im trying out anyway. i found out jesse aka my favorite freshman is one of those guys who can hit higher notes than me....freakin jesse >.<

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]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15040620/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/15040620/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 08:23:50 PDT
seriously, what would you do if you were the policeman receiving that call???

anywho, in completely unrelated news, i've turned two of my friends to the dork side by making them roleplaying addicts. two more female roleplayers! there is still hope for survival of the race of the roleplayers!!!

and i think tracie's kinda in love with her in-game boyfriend, poor thing...kinda pathetic isn't it? (like i can talk...<.< >.>...)

and my friend alex pretty much fell into the position of "party sheena" with barely any help from me. i told her it would be funny if she exaggerated her girly, ditzy side. the slutty part was pretty much her idea. the main difference between her and sheena is that she's like...a whiney, girly type of slut and sheena's more the hot-headed bitch kind of slut.

oh yeah, and OMG am i lazy with my NPC's! they're all remakes of characters i've already played or based completely on people i know except for one...

and now for news that is ACTUALLY unrelated to the quote above:

i miss mark like hell...and i haven't talked to him in a while. it sucks...we're always fighting and it's like...i really hate when we do we just piss each other off. idk, i think we've both been kinda stressed and on edge lately. *sigh* i cant believe he's not coming home till december.

and also, I GOTST A NEW PUPPY!!! her name is georgia and she's so cute. she's a little thing too....not like uber little but just small enough to fit on my lap. totally neurotic too, lol. and needy as hell, she wants constant attention. i love her...

ok last story: i announced to my whole french class that i was wiccan (i'm not fully wiccan but i dabble and i've been getting more and more into witchcraft lately). so now they've formed a jesus-alliance and all sit on the opposite side of the room from me except for a few other people who think it's stupid and wanna sit by the windows...they're my buddies now. seriously, i hate people like that. if you wanna be christian, be christian...but if you're gonna get on my ass because im not...i'll nail you to a giant pentacle and let some hairy hippie ass-rape you till you die...how you like that, huh?

ok...done for now...

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14969068/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14969068/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:56:11 PDT Master Theif: Ah, leave that to me.
Dungeon Master: There's one patron at the bar and he hasn't noticed you.
MT: I take his wallet!
DM: Roll for it.
*die rolls in background*
DM: You got it.
MT: *takes wallet* Cool. Hey, does he have any weapons or anything?
DM: Yeah, he's got a knife.
MT: I take that too!
DM: Roll it.
*die rolls*
MT: *takes knife* Sweet, I'm kickin ass! I wanna steal his pants!
DM: You're not serious.
MT: I am serious!
DM: Why do you want his pants?
MT: I don't want them I just wanna see if I can steal them!
DM: Fine, -8 penalty for difficulty.
*die rolls*
DM: I don't believe this!
MT: *takes pants*

so i pretty much saw the best movie ever. It's called "The Gamers": an extremely short and low-budget film about a bunch of college nerds playing d&d. as the dude at zombie planet said "it will simultaniously remind you of every good and bad adventure you've ever had". I love the theif it's just so me!

so yeah, everyone who has enough expirience with D&D to get it should see that movie!

"called shot to the nuts!"

sorry...that's also a very me moment.

ok, I'm done now...

ttfn

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]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14657530/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14657530/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 10:22:32 PDT
kester discovered a new way of drinking dew which involves biting and puncturing the can and then sucking the dew out. dewpire.... it's really funny to watch because it kinda looks like he's makin out with the can. coupled with the incident months ago where he raped a dew-can with a long wooden stick, i think it's safe to name kester the ultimate do-er of dew.

we also started a new game. it all began when we needed a celebrity for sheena to sleep with in a futuristic world of darkness campaign, so we created ronnie bash. then we created skynyrd lynyrd, then purple lloyd. soon led zeppelin was golden blimp, iron maiden was steel slut, metallica was plastica and so on...

oh, and kester bought 4 antonio bandares movies over the course of the weekend...just sayin...

so i started this acting class in troy...it's on saturdays from 1 till 4. i met my black twin who is obsessed with musical theater and determined to get me to be able to sing. and she's a rocky horror picture show cultist...yay!

well, i own "10 things i hate about you". yay for the generosity of former mentioned pervert. ^_^ i mean, he really pissed me off this weekend but he's not a bad guy...

oh, and im starting a tradition of deflowering a freshman every year...if i'm single and stuff...or maybe i'll just sleep with this one i've got my eyes on now. yeah...i'm after a freshman >.> what can i say?

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14541779/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14541779/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:34:12 PDT
what i really hate about the whole thing, apart from the lieing and the part where we had our whole future planned out, and had planned it out while he didn't even really love me and probably didn't plan to be with me. is that when he came home for labor day and we just...it just seemed like everything was gone and we were back together. we talked about it that sunday and decided that "being a couple" just came so naturally. what the fuck was that if he didn't love me?! you see why i thought we were meant to be???

haha one of the guys at star wrote on mark's paper when we were all signing sheets of paper for people (kinda like yearbooks or whatever) "be good to your girlfriend, she's been through a lot." ...i wish i was in love with him....

he was always talking about other girls and then justifying it with "you're never gonna be in a relationship where you are the only object of affection". well he managed it...why not me? but of course i don't want to go find someone else and just use them to make myself feel better. i won't be able to love them while im still so in love with mark...

i miss being squeezie-bear. it was kinda annoying, but it was nice to be in his arms.

maybe...if she breaks his heart and kicks him to the curb while he's completely in love with her...he'll appreciate me. maybe when he realizes that i loved him more than anyone else ever would he'll appreciate what he had. by that time i'm hoping it'll be to late...i don't wanna spend that long getting over him.

i'm just gonna try to avoid socializing, going out, and talking to people for the next few weeks...so no one has to put up with depressed jess-ca.

heartbroken hitokiri is heartbroken again.

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14058126/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14058126/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:56:22 PDT
stupid! stupid! stupid!

just so everyone knows why i seem depressed/on drugs when they see me. that's why...

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14004672/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/14004672/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 16:58:27 PDT
Not only can I write...I can draw too! Looks like global class wasn't completely useless after all...it gave me lots of free doodle time. ^_^

Oh, and Kester is my new galpal.

Ne mangez pas de chiens! Ne mangez pas aux restaurants chinois!

Au Revoir

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/13085701/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/13085701/ Fri, 25 May 2007 07:35:24 PDT
Because Zero, Mark, Kester, and me went to see pirates 3...then we were high on dew and didn't feel like goin home so we walked around washington park since our folks thought we were at the drive-in.

but OMG...that was a fuckin incredible movie!!! Will and Elizabeth are a lot more awesome. Well, Elizabeth kicked ass (we've established I'm her) and Will was at least cooler so he's not the hot pretty boy i resent myself for loving. He's just everyone's bitch, which makes him mark . Oh, and Kester's Jack, without a doubt.

So, maybe Mark and I are the couple that didn't get awesome till the second/third movie and everyone wanted to kill in the first one...but we get the most kick-ass wedding ever...nyeh.

Oh, and Sammy and Zero are the two pirates that are all...stupid and stuff. Zero's the one with the wooden eye and Sammy's his mean friend. They tie themselves up-side down to the mast...because they're special :-D

Poor Sammy couldn't go because she has school today and her folks wouldn't let her. It is extremely sad. That's what she gets for selling her soul to myspace.

Drink up me hearties, yo ho!

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12441107/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12441107/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 07:19:35 PDT
And I'm tired.

I was up late last night playing Neverwinter Nights...this nymph tried to seduce me so I made her my slave .

What? My character's a perv! ...Like worse than Mark........like rapist pervy.

Oh man, apparently the theme for the senior ball is James Bond...I laughed so hard when I heard that even though it wasn't that funny. It all goes back to this time at the drive-in with Zero...but I'm not gonna get into that now.

ZOMG BEWARE THE HALLWAY PIRATES!!!! and hallway vikings....and worst of all............CLASSROOM NINJAS!!!!!!!!! O.o

...*sigh*...and that was the highlight of my day so far. *uberyawn*

Ok, so I'm really not expecting people to read this, I'm just killing time in Advisory. Because this period can be SUCH A DRAG! grrrrr!

Oh, and in case anyone who would care doesn't already know, I'm gonna try to set up Brett Petersen and Danielle Rosenburg...and before you give me any shit about it...it's not like I decided to play matchmaker out of the blue...they were both asking me if I knew anyone who might be good for them and I was like..."hey...that just might work out."

Damn, I need to get Good Charlotte's new CD, I heard it's pretty good. Their last one was kinda ok, this one, I hear, is better than the last one, but not as good as the others. If anyone has it, Jess-ca needs a copy because Jess-ca is broke.

And also, I'm going to Yankee Stadium on Thursday, so I have to pretend to NOT be a Red Sox fan or else I'm gonna get murdered and stuff. I'll try to act all...*nuetralness*

...damn yankees

*goes into fetal position as large hard objects are thrown by all yankee-fan friends (which is pretty much all my friends)*

Ok, moving on *stands back up as Kester throws one last hard object* Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh....Sammy had to commit ritual suicide last weekend. And Zero's dog died...it was tragic.

Wait, no...that was just a D&D game.

Well now that I've seperated an RPG from real life...I'm gonna brag about what I did to that AJ kid.

Ok, so this fat kid in my school named AJ whose last name completely escapes me right now wouldn't leave us alone. I kept telling him to fuck off but he wouldn't so the Kyle with the hat came over with a sharpie and was like "here, draw on him" so i was like "*takes sharpie* dammit, i you don't go away and leave us alone I'm gonna write on your shirt" and he goes "fine i don't care!" and i was like "okies" and i wrote "ANUS" on the back of his shirt in green sharpie. Jess - 1, fatass - 0! Liz said if I need to write on him again I should write "Insert penis here" on the back of his shirt and put an arrow pointing down. Believe me, I'll do that or something else much more profane...but I figured for a first ofence, I'd just write something mildly embarassing.

And also, if there are a ton of typos in here, I'm sorry...this keybored keeps sticking.

Okays...I just successfully wasted 40 minutes in the library. And now, I shall return to my classroom.

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12414490/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12414490/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 10:28:03 PDT
Anyways, everyone should go see that! It was amazing and I was never really that into the show. I mean, i watched it on occasion and I knew the characters and stuff but i was never all that majorly INTO it.

Go see it, it's fuckin great.

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12327924/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/12327924/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 19:33:20 PDT another 40% who are not complete assholes are just generally PISSING ME OFF lately
and there are about 4 people left who are not trying to bring me to the brink of insanity.

and on top of it, my mom is trying to FORCE me to talk to her about my life. it's like:

Motherfuckingcrackwhorebitch: Why won't you talk to me about anything.
Me: I don't trust you!
Motherfuckingcrackwhorebitch: Why not?!?!?!? *gets all hysterical*
Me: You go through my stuff. (which she admitted today, then claims she has every right to do because "she's my mother".)
Motherfuckingcrackwhorebitch: Well, you're gonna have to talk to me or there will be severe consequences.

The thing is...I'm hardly fazed by any of this. At least not right now. I'm too---what's the word to use here?---contented. Despite the fact that my day started off as one the shittiest days of my life, it really picked up around noon and now I'm surprisingly at ease. The only thing that has me even mildly flustered is the fact that my mom might actually try to file a law suit against mark for statutory rape, seeing as she's that psycho and i wouldn't put it past her. Not that she has proof or anything, but I did have to move all the documents on my computer (like AIM conversations, poetry, random stuff I write when the computer is in a closer vicinity than my diary) to my pen drive. Now I pretty much have to keep my whole life in a 2 GB pen drive...it kinda sucks.

Eh well, I'm really not all that upset...irritated at most, I just know that when I complain about my mom at school everyone's gonna ask me what happened so I can just be like "look at my journal on deviantart."

Oh and I also missed my grandma's birthday, which I kinda feel bad about. I was supposed to go up to Berne for her birthday, but my dad made me mad because he kinda opened his mouth to my mom and that's the reason she went all crazyeffinpsychomom on my ass today, so I was really fuckin pissed at him, and I refused to go. And now I feel bad because I missed me grandma's birthday and she didn't do anything even though I'm UBER pissed off at my dad. So I do feel really guilty, but I still wouldn't have had such a good day (from noon onwards that is) in Berne...sue me, I'm selfish.

I do miss the beagles though...

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11931066/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11931066/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 06:28:12 PST
where is mark when I need him. He always complains that I don't bounce enough but I'm freakin BOUNCY now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but actually he'd probably hate the song I'm bouncing to...but uh, those of you who don't hate avril lavigne...her new song "girlfriend" is awesome. it's basically a spoof on annoying girly hip-hop songs. because the lyrics are all like "i think you know i'm damn precious, and hell yeah, I'm the motherfuckin princess!" and it's all hard rock and stuff and it's so AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! uh...it's here: [link] but before you denounce it you have to listen to it at least 3 times...some people think it's annoying the first time they hear it but then it grows on them.

and also, about the severe lack of poetry/song lyrics recently...um, well you see...i do have some, and they're considerably less depressing but I didn't want to put them up before for numerous reasons. but now that i'm over my insecurity and stuff, i might put them up. but not right now because it's all in my notebook and so i'm gonna have to type it up and right now i'm ass-deep in a D&D campaign i have to make for sammy and zero before they try to decapitate me with a home-made guillotine. and i would like to point out that both of them are too lazy and stingy to actually get their own set of books and learn how to dungeon master. no, instead they just harass me about how they haven't played in SO LONG! well at least they won't have any means of revenge for the campaign i'm making for them mwahahahahahaha ....damn i'm malicious.

ok i'm gonna get back to bouncing/finishing up that campaign. plus my brownies are done. but uh...let me know if you're actually gonna read that poetry i plan on putting up because that'll encourage me to get to it a lot quicker.



]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11817049/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11817049/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 15:07:51 PST
Ok, I shouldn't take it all out on Mark. While I'm obviously kinda ticked at him, I'm just fed up right now because my dad is an insensitive jackass, my mom is an oversensitive pain in the ass....and i'm an emotionally confused slut with nothing better to do than play neverwinter nights all day waiting for my boyfriend to call me while a bunch of minotaurs with battle axes kicked my fuckin ass. Plus my mom came home and I really wish she'd just go away again...and I think I'm PMSing.

Ya know what, I'm just gonna go eat ice cream out of the box, watch the notebook, and cry until my sinuses feel like they're gonna explode.

Just needed to vent

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11732886/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11732886/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:16:08 PST

But oh well, I don't have to put up with her nagging and bullshit and stuff. Also, after a dry period of decent bands coming to nearby places, I now have almost-finalized plans to see Evanescence in April and The Academy Is... in May, although The Academy Is... is opening up for Fall Out Boy, making this the second time I will be going to see that band which I so passionately hate because they have kickass opening shows! But luckily it's at SPAC, so depending on how much tickets cost I will either be:
A) getting lawn seats so I can just sleep/walk around during Fall Out Boy
or B) Getting seats inside then, when Fall Out Boy comes on, going out to the lawn to see if I can get $10 for my tickets, then sleep/walk around on the lawn.

And also I'm going to see Catch and Release this weekend. Mark said he'd take me but I think he thinks I forgot about it. (He's currently sitting on the computer next to me, unsuspectingly typing). Ya know, it may be a chick flick, but...KEVIN SMITH!!!! I'd go see a documentary about the Beatles if it was featuring Kevin Smith! *twitches*...well maybe not the Beatles, but like...most other bands I don't like!

By the way, if anyone knows when Tenacious D in the Pick of Destiny is coming out on DVD, I'd REALLY like to know...I need to own that movie!!!!!!!

And now I have to get back to math class...where we are NOT doing trigonometry *three cheers for non-trig!*

Good day, my fellow deviants

Parting is such sweet sorrow.......

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11017597/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/11017597/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 13:10:02 PST
The bummer of it was that we only got to play for 45 minutes...which is kind of like having sex for 5 minutes...it's just unfullfilling. although we did play for four hours ysterday, (i got hunted by demon hunters and Sir Excelsior got arrested). It was a fun weekend, especially considering that it started with me getting SCREWED OVER! but, hey...i had fun playing.

oh, and i actually got to play Lord of the Rings trivial persuit with people who had actually seen the movies (unlike mike). Kester kicked Mark and I's asses, but it was still fun.

oh, and the empty mountain dew can count is now in the high 60's to low 70's...somewhere in there...we're making good progress!!!

ok I should do my global stuff (like that's gonna happen)

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10530958/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10530958/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 19:26:13 PDT
and please pass this on, have everyone get as fast as stuff and make sure you mention me. e-mail or message me if you do (myspace.com/jackblackownsyou, blackroseinthefire.deviantart.com) i'm gonna try to kep track of how many people do this.

PLEASE do this and pass it on, it's free, it won't take long at all, and it could just make the best day of my life!!!!!






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]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10496828/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10496828/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:02:55 PDT
My head hurts, I've had the same headache for the last two days now...it just will not go away.

And I have writer's block. Although I did come up with a new cheerleader cheer that everyone must hear at the library or otherwise...it's funny.

Oh, and I saw "Man of the Year" with my dad it was SOOO funny...a little slow at the middle, but still DEFINATELY worth going to see. I love Robin Williams...I have since I was about 6 years old. He was, like, my first idol. Kinda sad, huh?

Ya know, I think a bunch of my friends are in the cafeteria. I should go check..........but I don't wanna. *starts singing* "CUZ I'M ALL ALOOOONE, THERE'S NO ONE HERE BESIIIIIIIIDE ME..." My headache ACHES MY HEAD!!!!!!

Oh, ya know what else I saw yesterday: Desperado. Talk about a fuckin 90-minute bloodbath! And it had Quintin Tarantino in it *woot!* and Antonio Banderas (obviously). But it was definately good. And my dad has Once Upon a Time in Mexico so I'm gonna watch that next time I go to his house...which should be Wednesday.

Ok, I'm gonna write something now...even if it's total shit, I need to write SOMETHING! Or I'll just read...or go look for people. Or something.

All American Rejects: 4 days in counting!!!!!!

Adios amigos! (or something like that)

]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10295339/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/10295339/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 16:23:16 PDT
So I went to Brooklyn to see Hank Williams III last night. Needless to say it was AMAZING!!!!!!!! I was right up front...it was too awesome for words. I was also easily the youngest one there...I think the closest person to my age was 18. I was also one of probably about half a dozen chicks there. But hey, it was cool, because most of the people there were exactly like me: suburban hicks and honky-tonk metal-heads XP. The opening band was this indie metal band called Psyopus. I honestly think that this is my new favoritest heavy metal band in the world...I mean they kicked fuckin ASS!!!! And their bassist was, HOLY SHIT, insane. It was crazy, both his hands were blurs! So, ya know, after them, Hank came out and did his hard-core-bluegrass stuff. He played all my favorites: "Cocaine Blues", "Thrown Out of the Bar", "Crazed Country Rebel", and "Dick in Dixie". I never thought I'd get to see someone rock a fiddle, but this guy was like, the Angus Young of fiddles (<--weirdest analogy ever). Anyway, after that Hank came out with his metal band Assjack. Assjack: (noun) 1. Amazing death metal band 2. Basically just slipknot if they all grew up in Nashville Now, this is the part of the concert where the 100 watt amplifiers were turned up as high as they could go. I was right next to the speakers. Needless to say my ears are still ringing.

So, after the show, Corey and I decide we should wait and see if Hank III would come back out and give out autographs or whatever. Sure enough, 15 minutes later about 20 people are left in the club, and Hank comes out and starts talking to people. We wanted to get a picture of him but it was too dark and my camera fone doesn't have flash, but we both got to shake his hand and it was SO awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then after that I went to Psyopus's merch area to but their cd, and the guy taking the money was actually their lead singer. So when I was buying the cd I told him the show was awesome and he just looked at me and asked "How old are you?!?!" and I was like "14" and he goes "That's awesome!" and he gave me a high five! That was just an amazing night!!!!! O, and I got a Hank III shirt that says "Honky-Tonkin' -n- Hellbilly Rockin'" Isn't that just SO me?!?!?!?!

Ok, so...school: I have the best math teacher ever!!! Mr. Bollinger is SOOOO funny! I love my math class, I mean...I love math *dodges things being thrown at me by my math-retarded friends*, not to mention I have an awesome teacher, my new friend Becca's in my math class, and so is this cute kid nate. (DON'T FUCKIN YELL AT ME, I'LL BE DONE IN A MINUTE AND I PROMISE I WON'T GET TOO DROOLY/GROUPIE-ISH!!!!) but seriously, this crush is like...healthy...like, not stalkery. That's probably because I actually have a chance with this kid. I've been meaning to ask him out, but he's always with his friends or whatever...not to mention I'm scared shitless. But everyone, please keep bugging me to do this, 'cause god know I need this. Even if I don't get a boyfriend, I could use a nice and hard emotional slap-in-the-face to possibly jolt my brain into sanity. So yeah, bug me about that...and if anyone's got advice for me, I'd be much appreciative.

Oh and I'm reading the Odyssey for honors english. It's really good...I mean we're right at the beginning so it's just started getting exciting, but I still love it so far.

And I haven't checked my deviations in a while, but I'm working on it, so some of you should get wonderful comments (or at least views) shortly. And I've got some new songs and shit. They sorta need to be edited and revised, but I'm working on it, and they should be up soon.


Now read this because it's my favorite song Hank III does (even though I'm pretty sure it's a cover) and it's actually a pretty good story:

"Cocain Blues"

Early one mornin' while makin' the rounds
I took a shot of cocaine and I shot my woman down
I went right home and I went to bed
I stuck that lovin' .44 beneath my head

Got up next mornin' and I grabbed that gun
Took a shot of cocaine and away I run
Made a good run but I ran too slow
They overtook me down in Juarez, Mexico

Late in the hot joints takin' the pills
In walked the sheriff from Jericho Hill
He said "Willy Lee your name is not Jack Brown
You're the dirty heck that shot your woman down"

Said "yes, oh yes my name is Willy Lee
If you've got the warrant just a-read it to me
Shot her down because she made me sore
I thought I was her daddy but she had five more"

When... ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9848350/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9848350/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 08:22:42 PDT
Well, the good news is I'm going to Guilderland...at least for now. The better news is: I DIDN'T GET MACKEY!!! Spread the nachos!

Ok so those of you who have had or heard about these teachers, let me know what I'm in for...those of you who are gonna be in my grade in my school, lemme know if I'll see you in my classes.

Per. 1 ACD - Earth Science - Gray
Per. 1 B - Gym - Usher...but i think we switch teachers
Per. 2 AC - Regents Global - Fitzgerald
Per. 2 BD - Advisory (duh) - Gray (rm. 12)
Per. 3 AC - Acc. Math A/B - Bollinger
Per. 3 BD - Honors English - Young
Per. 4 AC - Studio Art - MacDougal
Per. 4 BD - French 2 - Rant

Yeah, I have a teacher named "Rant"!

coolios, ok lemme know...! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9841974/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9841974/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 17:18:27 PDT I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?: ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9797704/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9797704/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 20:57:19 PDT
...Joan Jett's playing at woodstock and i can't go . I mean, this is JOAN JETT at WOODSTOCK!!! My favoritest female rock star in the whole universe at the one of the few places I want to go more than anywhere else in the whole world!!!!! I'm PISSED!!! Imagine if AC/DC went to woodstock...I don't care, I'd hitchhike. the only reason i'm not trying to obtain bus tickets to woodstock right now is because she's playing in philadelphia and nyc and dad said he's take me if it was an under age 18 show (which i won't know until tickets go on sale) and even if they're not, she might add tour dates yet. I really hope she comes up here....I mean, she's the REASON i love rock music. My first ever cd was "Pure and Simple" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts. I've seriously loved Joan Jett since i was, like 7. But, seriously...if AC/DC came to woodstock...imagine if someone took me. I'd go completely insane and then my brain would implode and i'd pass out in the car. then everyone who was going would have to draw straws to see who had to go in the back seat and wake me up and tell me that we were at woodstock and that i'd be seeing AC/DC live in a few hours. then i'd go insane and scream and run in circles. that'd be awesome! Oh, and I got a book today about AC/DC and how they got started and everything...it's really cool. Angus Young was, like, 14 when AC/DC started. And Bon Scott first got into the rock 'n' roll scene drumming for a tiny little indie band when he was (ready for this?) 11 YEARS OLD! That's friggin insane!!!

And I've got all my music on shuffle so it just skipped from Avril Lavigne to AC/DC...isn't that pleasantly contradictory. And now it's that comedian that i keep forgetting the name of from drac's mix. speaking of drac's mixes, i played them in front of phil and now he won't stop singing "can't touch this"...it's DISTURBING...the kid's like 8 years old! haha "Whoever invented steam sucks!"...wow i have no life.

"GET BACK IN THE FIREY WATER!!!!!!"

hahahaha...i still like Denis Leary better, but this guy's definitely funny. Ya know, I think Denis Leary is responsible for foamy the squirrel cuz they both have something against guys that work at starbuck's...they think they're all gay. and they both have similar attitude problems. Hey, have you all seen "Squirrelly Songs II" if not, do so NOW!!!! tis fuckin hysterical.

O, god, why...WHY CAN'T I SLEEEEEEEEEEP?!?!?!?!?!? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

Ok, I'm done freakin out.

School starts, like...soon...well at least i'll see all my friends. I'm going to the high school so i'll get to follow all my senior friends (a.k.a. Drac, Sarah, Brian, and KelFreck) around and irritate them until they want to rip my li'l freshman head off. But of course, you guys may not have to put up with it long...I have no clue what's going on with my folks but it's not set in stone that i'm staying in guilderland for long. I might end up in Berne-Knox-Westerlo with the Jochnowitzs. Basically my folks got into a huge row so now mom wants one of them to have full custody and the other to get every other weekend visits or something. that means that if i move in with dad i might not be able to go to GHS or anime club, but at least i'll be in berne and i'll have a beagle puppy and it sure as hell beats living with my psychopathic nagging mother. plus i'll have everyone over lots...plus I'm learning to drive the four-wheeler...which is SO much fun. anyway, i really have little, if any, say in the matter...it's probably gonna end up being taken to court so that a lot of fat, doped up politicians can decide whose home is a better "environment" for me. whatever...im just gonna let whatever happens happen...i'm sick of trying to fight it. only 4 years till i can move far far away from all my relatives.

But on to funnier things...wanna hear a fucked up story about my mom? Well, Zero and I went to Great Escape last Friday and the night before she and Natalia slept at my house. We watched this movie called "Mean Creak" and in it there was this really stupid badass guy who looks kinda like the lead singer from A7X and at one point in the movie he called his friends "a bunch of vaginas"...now natalia and i...who are always on the lookout for new insults to use on each other, thought that was great...so we added that to our list and natalia went to bed while Zero and I watched Pulp Fiction. So the next day we're on our way to Great Escape and mom was being a bitch so i said "jesus, mom, you're such a vagina!" and my mom who always has something really stupid to say that she thinks is clever goes "thank you, i take that as a compliment."...like it's the best comeback in the world. do you SEE why i hate this woman???? I mean i didn't say she had a vagina...which i suppose could've been taken as a semi... ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9723107/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9723107/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 09:28:06 PDT [link] to check it out...



"Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Four you think for sure that's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks all the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate you take a look around and say "Hey wait!"
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over (aw that's just great)

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the honnies
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces the names and the trends
High school never ends
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) Hey!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) Hey!

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
And how did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's strait
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35

Reece Witherspoon, she's the prom queen
Bill Gates, captain of the chess team
Jack Black a clown, and Brad Pitt the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back!

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's in the club and who's on the drugs
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
High School Never Ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the honnies
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same 3 friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
High school never ends
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
High school never ends
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Here we go again
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh!" ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9531158/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9531158/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 08:19:33 PDT

omg....butch walker was amazing....seriously...best night ever

we were so close...like pressed up AGAINGST the stage!

but let me start from the beginning...we waited outside the axis nightclub for 4 hours to get good seats, so as we're waiting we see this guy with dirty blond, spiky hair and i nudge zero like "that looks like his guitar player" and zero was like "OMG IT IS!!!" he just...like...walked right past us.

so then...about 45 minutes later butch walker walked right past us. i saw zero with this wide-eyed gaping look and my initial reaction was "OMG IS FREDDY AFTER US???????" then a split second later i saw him walk right down the sidewalk in front of us. i was just like "that can't be...no it is...look at all the tattoos...but...no way...omg it is he has that nose!" and zero and i are just staring at him (according to the girl next to us in line) kind of like the apocalypse was coming. so finally he saw us...and he WAVED to us! i just waved back and was like "OMG, HI!" and zero tried to say "rock on" but instead she just sorta squeaked.

AND i got butch's pick!!!!!! i have it!!! the holy pick of butch! it was so amazing...he was dropping picks everywhere so at the end of the show while people were cleaning up the stage i just said to one of them "hey! can i have that pick?" and he just gave me a weird look and gave it to me!!! and it probably isn't but i remember he took a white pick during "#1 summer jam" and dropped it, bounced it up wit his guitar, then caught it with his mouth! it probably isn't but there is a CHANCE that my pick was in butch's mouth.

but the best part is my dad sat with butch's cousin!!! my dad talked to butch walker's cousin and he introduced me to her and he gave her my e-mail so butch walker might send me something or something because i seriously was the most enthusiastic person there...i mean people were sorta getting into it, but i was going insane and singing along to every song!!!!! no one else was singing

zero was going pretty nuts but she flaked out and needed water about half way through...i felt bad...poor z-chan. she missed butch walker spazzing out during "lights out". ah well...but i did get her one of the guitar player's picks. i was right next to him so he dropped a pick and i just grabbed it. also butch has a new bass player. he's a good bassist, but he's not as hot as the other one...ah well...he's sexy enough by himself.

also he didn't play suburbia! i wanted to hear that song so bad!!! oh well, maybe ill go to another one of his shows and he'll play it.

so it was pretty fuckin amazing. i got two shirts and a poster and i love butch. i wanna go see him again...next time he goes on tour, ya know...that'll be amazing. so everyone come to the library tuesday so we can talk about butch. yeah...and having said that i'd just like to say:

"be free to hate the ones you hate,
free to love the ones you love,
free to like the land you live on, not the one who leads.
All I'm sayin' is dig the grave you lay in.
After all you make the call,
hang up before it's too late!" ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9298365/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9298365/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 05:19:04 PDT PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 2 AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, one word: AMAZING! the dude with the wooden eye and his friend joined up with captain sparrow, which is good because i love them. also, one of the coolest--maybe not the nicest--but COOLEST charactors from the last movie came in at the very end and i was like YAY!!!

so, yeah...Jack's compass that doesn't point north has major significance, which is sooper cool. the fact that he always insists on being called captain plays a small part, which is funny because in the beginning someone is talking to will and elizabeth about jack sparrow and they're both just like "captain!" and elizabeth's like : "captain jack sparrow"

speaking of will turner (90% of you should skip to the next paragraph)...well, you knew i was gonna do this, but i promise, i'll only do it for one paragraph: OMG OMG orlando bloom is SOOOOO sexy!!! at one part he ends up trapped on the flying dutchman and he has to join the crew and then the captain get's mad at him and the punishment for angering the captain, apparently, is having your shirt torn off and getting whipped. let's just say that when we go to see that movie most of you may want to sit far far away from danielle and me. oh...and he got handcuffed at one part...which was sexy, but only somewhat.

now that i'm done with that...omg elizabeth kicked ASS!!! not only was she a better actress this time...but she learned how to use a sword and everything and she's awesome at it!!!!

oh, and some of the fight scenes are the coolest you will ever see!!! there end's up being a three way battle, each one against the other two, and it takes place on one of those big spin-y wheel-y mill things...I don't care if that made no sense, you all know what im talking about.

Oh, and commodore norrington turnes up drunk and desheveled in (you ready for this?) TORTUGA!!!!!! and he ends up joining with jack's crew too!!! it is so cool! and let's just say the ending really really really really makes you wanna see the next one. oh and keith richards is in the third one...he has a really small part, but that's still awesome! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9152693/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9152693/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:39:12 PDT
I'll try to make it to Igor's party, but between the bad music, the lack of hydration, and that 90 pound skank I feel like crap and if I don't feel better there's no fuckin way I'll be up for lazer tag.

...And by the way, for those of you who are telling me he's not worth it and stuff...don't anymore, because it doesn't help it. I don't know why I like him, ok?! Everything that happens is, in the words of Vincent the creepy stalker, "por nada". I like him...I have no clue why, but it's now more than a shallow crush. This sucks. ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9129723/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9129723/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 18:24:41 PDT
here we go:


How "guy-ish" are you? Each check counts for two points each.

[ ] You own a jersey.
[ ] You like being sweaty.
[x] You love mud.
[ ] You've played at least one sport on a team.
[x] You've played more than one sport for fun.
[x] You hate pink.
[ ] You love hoodies and jeans.
[x] Pranks are fun.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's funny when people get hurt.
Total: 6

[ ] Shopping is torture.
[x] Pulling heads off dolls isn't creepy, it's fun.
[ ] You don't cry.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] Girl drama is stupid.
[ ] Painting your nails is weird/stupid.
[ ] You own a PS2.
[ ] You own an XBOX.
[ ] You own a Gamecube.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a PSP.
Total: 2

[ ] You used to be obsessed with Ninja Turtles.
[ ] You watch Sports Center.
[ ] Sports on tv are awesome.
[ ] Gorey movies are the best!
[ ] You arent scared of anything.
[ ] You take part in "male bonding".
[x] You only go to your dad for advice. (if "only" means out of parents...then yes...)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You aren't sensitive. (i only am if you hit one of the sensitive spots...which are few and far between)
[ ] No pain, no gain.
Total: 2

[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] Night games rock. (anything "night" is kickass, k?)
[x] Spiders and bugs are cool. (i love scaring people with 'em)
[x] You like to freak out your sister or brother. (or neighbor who is like a sister)
[ ] You used to or do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Saggy pants are cool.
[ ] You get Sports Illustrated.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Fire is cool.
[x] You don't babysit.
[x] You're immature.
Total: 6

[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, or blue are your favorite color(s). (black is...)
[ ] Romantic comedies are boring.
[ ] You don't care about watching your weight.
[x] You hate dressing up.
[ ] You don't care about your hair. (i don't care MUCH...but with my unfortunate hair...ya gotta care a little)
[x] You don't care what people think about you.
[x] Climbing is fun.
[x] Contact sports like football are fun. (EXTREME DEATH COMBAT TWISTER!!!)
Total: 5

Now, add up your score MULTIPLY BY 2 and repost with "I'm __% guyish."


OH SNAP!!! 42, BITCHES!!!! I'M FUCKIN 42% GUYISH!!!!

BOOOOOOOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9107061/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/9107061/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 15:57:13 PDT
[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 2

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic (<--bitches)
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] I own over 10 purses
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 0

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor (shut up, Zero...you are too!!!)
[x] musicians are so hot
[x] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours (I SAID SHUT UP!!!!)

TOTAL: 5

[ ] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I dont do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry (mainly when Drac scares me...but yeah)
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels (only the good ones and most of them suck, so I'm not x-ing)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute (she's a great actress, but wtf is "cute" supposed to mean?!)

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I dance a lot
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[x] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] Cats are adorable (CATS ARE SCARY!!!)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black (two words: ass clowns!)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[x] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned (you kidding? I got it planned groom and all)
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kid
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 1

[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life! (WHY is this girly?) (<--ditto...most girly girls are always complaining about how much they hate life because their parents won't buy them another $100 hair product)
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she s... ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8810661/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8810661/ Thu, 18 May 2006 18:22:17 PDT
Anywho, the best show ever to grace television is over. Now I'm crying again...I'm sorry but I'm really attached to those guys. I mean, I probably would've fit right in. I could be Steven Hyde's female partner-in-crime (aka lover). OMG I AM SO SAD THAT THERE WILL BE NO MORE NEW EPISODES AND YET I LOVE HOW EVERYTHING TURNED OUT!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaaah, I'm gonna go cry somore. ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8762646/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8762646/ Sat, 13 May 2006 20:25:44 PDT [link] origional site - [link]





The Wedding

After the whiney engagement of Lindsay and Nick, all their friends were invited to the wedding. It was held in Zero's hotel room which is a annoying location. The bridesmaids wore black dresses that were stupidly made. Lindsay and Nick wrote their own vows. I ,Lindsay take you, Nick for my sexily wedded hair. To fuck from this day forward, as long as we both shall attack. Everyone thought the vows were hot and they shouted, “GASP!!!!!!” at the couple. The best man proposed a coffee toast, and with an inflatable mongoose tied to the car, the sexily married couple drove off for a honeymoon full of making out!


The Magic Spell

Once upon a time, in the far away land of Zero's hotel room, there lived a hot princess named Lindsay and her beloved animal companion, a black mongoose named Jess-ca. One day, they were walking through the forest stupidly until they came upon a hair. It was making out, and they became very whiney. The princess Lindsay decided to say a magic spell that she knew. `GASP!!!!!!' she shouted, and suddenly the hair turned into a prince! He introduced himself as Nick the annoying. He was the king of the legendary River of coffee and gave the princess a penis in token of his affection. They got married, and lived sexily ever after!


Masquerade Party

The biggest and most hot masquerade party of the year was about to begin, and Lindsay had decided to go dressed as a mongoose. When she walked into the whiney hall, she was so impressed that she stupidly cried out, 'GASP!!!!' Over by the penis, she noticed someone wearing all black and drinking a cup of coffee. She suspected that it might be her good friend Jess-ca, so she went over and pulled off the mask. She cried out sexily to find that it was her most annoying friend, Nick. 'Where have you been?' she asked. 'I've been making out in Zero's hotel room', he responded. She asked him if he'd like to fuck, but he was not a very whiney dancer, and said that he'd rather go play with his hair instead.


The Jess-ca Co. Goes Postal

Once upon a time, there was an office full of whiney people called The Jess-ca Company. They worked stupidly, except for one guy named Nick. In fact, they nicknamed him The mongoose because he was always making out. One day, The mongoose's most hot co-worker, who was named Lindsay, brought a hair to the office, which made everyone want to fuck. `GASP!!!!' shouted the staff, as they watched The mongoose's face turn black. He seemed to be very annoying until Jess-ca, the boss, decided to douse him with coffee. Things were soon back to normal. The mongoose was relocated to Zero's hotel room and they all continued to fuck sexily for the rest of their lives.


Roll Over Shakespeare

Once upon a time, there were two whiney lovers named Nick and Lindsay. They wanted to be allowed to fuck, but their annoying parents wouldn't allow it. One night, Nick climbed up the penis outside the bedroom of his beloved. He shouted the immortal words, `Tis the east, and Lindsay is the hair!' The two lovers had a friend named Jess-ca, who approved of the lovers making out and wanted to help them. Jess-ca brought Lindsay a magic potion of coffee that allowed her to fake her own death. When Nick heard that his beloved had been killed, he became as annoying as a mongoose. He went to her grave and killed himself. His last words were `GASP!!!!' When she awoke, she turned black with emotion and stabbed herself sexily with a hot knife. The two lovers were buried side by side in Zero's hotel room and everyone lived stupidly ever after.


Wanton Lust

The coffee dripped stupidly from Lindsay's tempting flesh. Nick was overcome with the urge to fuck as if he were a wild animal, as if he were a mongoose. Ravaging her body, he peeled off her black dress as if it were merely a hair. She was the most hot creature he had ever seen. His hands sought out her penis, her most forbidden zone. His whiney touch made her cry out, `GASP!!!!' and he shuddered. It was annoying in the exotic land of Zero's hotel room, and the entertwined lovers were making out in the whiney climate. They continued their lovemaking until Jess-ca walked in on them and turned black with astonishment, and everyone lived sexily ever after.


Star Trek Adventure

One day, on the bridge of the whiney ship known as the Enterprise, Captain Picard was startled by the sudden appearance of a penis aboard his ship. 'GASP!!!!' shouted Picard sexily as the penis began making out. Lindsay, the ship's first officer, decided to attempt to neutralize it with coffee, but her plan failed. Picard then asked the an... ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8653051/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8653051/ Tue, 02 May 2006 14:45:13 PDT [link] ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8631474/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8631474/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 13:50:45 PDT
this summer i'm moving to my dad's. a while ago mom claimed that if i moved to dad's i'd end up going to albany high, but my mom is...um...what's the word i'm looking for...uuuuh...INSANE...yeah that's it.

so i really don't know what's gonna happen. i'm guessing that now that i'm actually moving to my dad's mom'll try a lot harder to keep me from going to the school where all the excitement is. (and by "excitment" i mean drugs, sex, and violence)

well, if i do end up in albany high, at least i'll be in a place where no one hates me because i was a whiney ass-kissing bitch for most of my life until, like, 7th grade. and if being able to kick the shit out of 70% of the world's population if they make me mad enough is gonna get me recognition anywhere, it's AHS. i figure, if i can just get a boyfrind who's in a gang, people should leave me alone.

worst case scenario: i get shot and die...it won't matter to me, i'll be dead.

all i can say is that if i'm going to albany high, i better know by the last day of 8th grade, because i'm gonna do some crazy shit on my last day there. kte better bring her camera because i'm gonna want to remember that day!!!

and if my folks think they can keep me away from anime club, they're fuckin retards. ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8605282/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8605282/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 18:45:10 PDT I committed a suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you? ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8526502/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8526502/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 23:22:02 PDT
his name is vincent kartheiser. he's the vincent i mentioned in a previous journal. zero and i are both uber-orgasmic at the moment (DRAC, GET THOSE THOUGHTS OUT OF YOUR HEAD, NOW! KTE, YOU TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) anywhoooo.....he is pretty much one of the sexiest actors in hollywood and his hair OHMYMOTHERFUCKINGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you wanna see awesome sexiful pics of the awesome sexiful actor whom my life now revolves around, click on this [link] and make sure to check out both galleries!

SEEEEEE???? isn't he hot. SO SEXY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

i want to have sex with him....like rally kinky sex with like... *is roughly dragged away by zero*

Heyy this is Zero... Jess-ca is currently trapped in a closet... anywho... Yeah so Vincent is hott butt, his name is Vincent... and thats my daddys name... i dont really like my daddy all that much... but okay.....

Soooo... while jess-ca is screaming from the closet, probabbly waking up her madre... i sit "quietly" at the computer..

I ESCAPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah, vincent's hothothot (im gonna keep my fantasies to myself)...um but yeah, check out those pics and lemme know if you've seen anything with him in it. its now 2:17 and we's still horniful!!! i's gonna look at more vincentpicshures now....ttfn (ta ta for now!) ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8477693/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8477693/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:15:38 PDT TAKE A FUCKIN HINT!!!!!!!!!!! *chokes on baguette* I swear to god this thing has so many carbs. i try not to be a carb-counting fatkins ass, but ya know...if i don't gain 10 pounds from this...it'll be a miracle because this is a fuckin BIG-ASS piece o bread!!!!! And of course everyone at school is just getting annoying. Between gross perverts hitting on me, stupid faggots poking me, needy assholes clinging to me, creepy stalkers not wanting me to have other friends, and people stressing me out by being SO FUCKIN BLATANT about my crush on nick. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHY CAN'T EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? and don't anyone think that i was singling you out on any of those points there are multiple offenders from all categories. THERE ARE ALSO MULTIPLE PEOPLE WHO ARE GUILTY OF ALL OF THOSE OFFENCES!!! I'm not asking you guys not to have any fun or kid around, just PLEASE tone things down. stop the CONSTANT poking, DON'T ANYONE EVER TOUCH MY ASS, and only be a clingy little leech when you REALLY need it. NOT 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!! it's all going FUCKING overboard! Jesus H Christ!!!!!!!! i mean, lately natalia has been, like, my least annoying friend. other than the usual belief that she knows everything about EVERYONE and claiming that i don't really like metallica, she's been pretty good. man, thank god for slipknot and bread, eh? *takes deep breaths* and thank god for other outlets for my anger (*cough*mike*cough*) i think i'm done with my rant....so yeah....HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8364507/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8364507/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 14:22:03 PDT
then yesterday i was absent cuz i was le sick, so i was flippin' channels but then i broke the remote and i did NOT want to get up so ze tv was stuck on oxygen (the channel of dumbass) but there was this movie that was on and the plot was sorta ok (even though i caught it in the middle and was barely payin attention) but there was this guy named vincent and he wore all black and he was UBER hot and his eyes were REALLY blue!!!! yay! and then i like, dozed off and then i woke up and he was all shirtless in nothing but boxers and i was like "YAY!" so anyway, today (after an hour of searching for like, an hour) i discovered that the name of the movie was "Crime and Punishment in Suburbia" so now i'm gonna get it from le netflix. o and the guy that plays vincent is named VINCENT! is that hot or WHAT!!!

i think i'm in love!!! [/drama]

k, im goin to the library! see most of you there, the rest...au revoir! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8272371/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8272371/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 08:06:55 PST
...that I am now a part of.


FUCK!


For those of you who haven't heard the tragic story yet: i spent 4 hours looking for nick's myspace and couldn't find it, so i told natalia that if she could find his myspace, i'd make one. thinking that it would take her at least half an hour and hoping that she would search for him then I'D find him so i technically wouldn't have to make a myspace, i turned to go take my pizza out of the oven. 10 seconds later: "JESS! IS THIS HIM???"


shit.


so anyway, now that i am fuckin SUKKED IN, i think that the rest of you anti-preps should get myspaces so people like us can OVERRUN THE WEBSITE OF EVIL! yay! or if you already have a myspace, give me a link so i can look at your page. ok, tis all for now, LATER! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8206362/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8206362/ Sun, 19 Mar 2006 11:23:53 PST


ok rant first:

well, i'm in one of my, "fuck-the-man, i-hate-everyone" moods. juliet left a "The Who" cd here so i'm copyin' it. part of the reason that i have writer's block is because ican't concentrate with Cinderella playing down the hall, which is why i've got "The Who" playing as I try to formulate my plot. and now mom won't leave me alone to try to write 'cause she wants me to do my laundry while being a pain in the ass.

...bitch



...and now, for le taggity:


TEN random things about me(not in any order):
10. i have multiple obsessions
9. i play d&d
8. i love rock music
7. i LOVE doggies!!!
6. i'm still single
5. my favorite food is tacos
4. it's almost impossible to stump me with harry potter trivia
3. i can't wait to move out
2. my favorite compter game is and forever will be (most likely) darkstone
1. i pretty much want to buy hot topic's entire stock

NINE ways to win my heart:
9. let me play with your hair
8. give me chocolate
7. be hot
6. take me to a rock concert (especially a green day concert)
5. kiss me (and be good at it)
4. just say you love me (i'm pretty desparate, it doesn't take much)
3. HAVE THE ABILITY TO PLAY THE GUITAR
2. like harry potter, anime, monty python, d&d, and/or lord of the rings
1. beat the crap out of someone i hate

EIGHT things I wanna do before I die:
8. see the northern lights
7. set fire to my mom's house
6. set fire to the white house
5. frame gwen stephani for both offences
4. star in a movie
3. get laid
2. find love
1. write a bestseller

SEVEN things that annoy me:
7. the song "rich girl" *twitches at the thought of that song*
6. preps
5. posers
4. sell-outs
3. all forms of authority
2. hypocrits
1. stiff people with no sense of humor or sense of fun

SIX things I wish for:
6. to move out of this hellhole
5. to move to alaska
4. the 7th harry potter book
3. love
2. a doggie that i don't have to worry about my mom murdering
1. green day's next tour

FIVE things I am afraid of:
5. jellyfish
4. dieing alone
3. something happening to my friends
2. drac when he's pissed off
1. natalia when she's pissed off (no, actually...natalia in general)

FOUR of my favorite items in my room
4. posters
3. d&d books
2. art stuff
1. my journal

THREE things I do everyday:
3. read
2. write
1. rant

TWO things I want to do right now:
2. kiss nick
1. fuck nick

ONE person I want to see right now:
1. nick




one more thing....this is HYSTERICAL!!!

The President, First Lady and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy."

Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy."

Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy."

Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. Hell, I could throw all of them out of the window and make 56 million people very happy."




k i'm done now ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8175013/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8175013/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 13:06:24 PST

OMG!!!! THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS ARE ONE OF THE BEST FUCKIN BANDS ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET! (and fall out boy sucks)

...no actually, fall out boy was pretty good. i like them better than i did before i went to the show...but whatever, let's get back to the better bands.

Tyson Ritter (lead singer of the Rejects) is OMGOMGOMG SO HOTTTTT!!!!!!! yeah...i was going nuts in the crowd. and there was a mosh-pit right next to us, and i really wanted to get in there but natalia would have killed me and i knew i had school the next day so i didn't wanna break any bones.

And i am now officially in love with the band "From First to Last"...i mean it's 4 guys with long black hair, screaming and turning the amps up as loud as they go. WHAT MORE COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT FROM A BAND?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?

anyway, after the rejects went on, i want to the back of the arena for fall out boy's performance, because fall out boy just isn't worth it and plus i had to pee...but i still enjoyed listening to them.........for the first 20 minutes...

ah well, it was all totally worth it...i got a big dent in my awesome boots of doom and i lost at least 25% of my hair (and i'm not saying my hair didn't need to be thinned, but i'd rather that was done by a professional). meh....it was all totally worth it. i got a shirt that says AAR on it and i got, like 10 feet from tyson (that sexy beast)...sorry, now i'm getting overexcited (like i wasn't before). we weren't quite as close to the stage as we were at the connecticut green day show, but HOLY SHIT WERE WE CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok...now i need to get my hands on a/some from first to last cd/s, get all the rejects' cds i don't already have, and i NEED to get that rejects poster from hot topic or sumthin. TYSON'S PICTURE NEEDS TO BE IN MY ROOM NOW (or tyson himself would work too)

heehee...well at least i'll be shutting up about billie joe armstrong for awhile while i obsess over tyson.

ROCK CONCERTS ARE MY LIFE!!! can't wait till green day comes around again!!!



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EDIT:


I almost forgot to add that there was this really hot crowd-surfing dude with long hair and when he came crowd-surfing over to us, i put my hands up and without meaning to (no i'm really serious i didn't mean to) grabbed his ass.

teehee

k...i'm done ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8099763/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8099763/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:12:16 PST
in other news: HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER!!!!!!! Barty jr. is SOOOO goddamn hot! and ron and harry and the twins...and lucius malfoy is pretty sexy, not so much in looks, but his voice and just his overall uber-arrogant manner. so i watched it for the 7th and 8th times last night...it hasn't gotten any less amazing (except that it's not on a big screen anymore ) Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix comes out summer, 2007 which is about when Green Day should be on their next tour. If both are going on at the same time, i swear to god you're never gonna be able to shut me up...Drac will have to hit me in the head with a shovel, tie me to a roof, and duct tape my mouth shut just to quiet me down a little!!!!

ok, moving on...one more thing i'd like to add, there's this girl named alexandra in my class who should really die. i was telling brianna in science class, how in 6 years i was gonna have like, black and purple hair and tatoos of like, the AC/DC logo and i wanna get the writing on the ring in lord of the rings around my wrist and whatnot, and alexandra was like, "no, everyone goes girly in college, no matter what you're like in middle school. I'll bet you anything you'll be in a pink flowery dress." and I'm like "I would bet you, but i doubt we'll know eachother after high school, so if we do meet up in college, i'll be a crazed punk-rock-girl and i'll come find you and laugh in your face" and i was actually being as good-natured as you can be to alexandra after she just told you what you were gonna be like in college, and she was being REALLY nasty and she was like "yeah, and i'll punch you in the face for laughing at me" and i'm like "you should stop acting like you know me so well, i don't stick around and fight, i laugh and run." and she said "yeah, well, you're slow and i'll catch up to you." and i'm like "I'll climb up a roof." and she goes "i'll still catch you" and i'm like "YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO FIND ME! NO ONE EVER LOOKS ON THE ROOF"

Jeezus...i didn't expect the spanish inquisition! i was just planning my big makeover i'm gonna get when i move out of mom's house! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8050171/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8050171/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 18:56:21 PST
I'm sleepin over at Alison's tomorrow, right? so Alison said her parents might be able to give me a ride home, so i was gonna call and make sure that's ok, but mom called my dad and asked him to pick me up and she wouldn't even let me ask alison if her parents could do it!

and i think my dad had rehearsal or somethin, so now, dad's gonna be all like "if you can't get these things figured out ahead of time, you're not gonna be able to go to friends houses on weekends when i'm responsible for you" and all that shit, and it's like, first of all, i just made the plans, like, yesterday and that's because you and mom (mostly mom) can't have a civil conversation for long enough to figure out whose turn it is to take care of me (like i'm a 4-year-old or something) and second, i was, like 80% sure that alison's folks could do it, it's not my fault mom is a stupid little white piece of bird crap who has a need to make dad suffer just because he finally figured out that mom was a bitch and moved out. IT'S SO FUCKIN UNFAIR AND GODDAMN STUPID

and i was talking to dad about ths just now and i got really upset cuz it makes me so mad and he did apologize, but when had been ranting i got really upset, and REALLY mad, and i cry if i get really mad (i hate it, it sucks, but i can't help it) and mom's all like "bella's upstairs crying and now you made jess cry" to my dad and i told her if it was anyone's fault it's her fault and she was like "no jess, don't let him fool you" and i wanted to say "you dipshit, don't fool yourself", but the last time mom actually let someone say something she didn't want to hear was in 1998 when she went to court for a speeding ticket.

i guess mom grew up being told that she was faultless, so now she has trouble believing that anything is even partly her fault. she actually told me that it was my fault my dad moved out. all these kids blame themselves for their parents' divorce, i'm one of the ones who didn't and she's trying to make me think that's true. o yeah, and then she denied ever saying that.

mom just has an obsession with me being normal. she reads all these conformist's guides to raising children books, and like communicating with your teenage daughter for dummies bullshits. she seems to think she can read me like one of her dumbass books. she asked me the other day "do you ever wish dad and i would get back together?" and i told her very honestly "not at all" which i don't because it was a pain in the ass living with them in the same house, but then she said "yes you do" all matter-of-factly and it made me so mad!!!

GOD DAMN! i wish i was my cousin, bella, she has awesome parents!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8014807/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/8014807/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:47:02 PST
[x] I am a bad dancer.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] At times I am a perfectionist.
[x] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ]I am currently pregnant.
[x] I am currently single
[x] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[ ] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[x] I am married.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am very shy around the opposite sex at first.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[x] I enjoy Country music.
[ ] I enjoy Jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[x] I have a cell phone.
[ ] I have/had a hard time paying attention in/at school.
[x] I have a hidden talent.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[ ] I have a pet(s).
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl
[x] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[ ] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[x] I have been in a threesome (in your mind counts).
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[x] I have broken a bone.
[ ] I have changed a diaper/nappy.
[ ] I have changed a lot (personality) over the past year.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have had major/minor surgery
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week
[ ] I have had the cops called on me.
[ ] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[ ] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] I have mood swings
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x] I have been abandoned by my friends before.
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have tried a drug that is illegal or alcohol as a minor.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched Spongebob Squarepants.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[ ] I like the taste of blood
[ ] I love to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[x] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop. (at some stores)
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] Are you sad about something?
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.
[x] I own a library card.
[x] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ] I strongly dislike math.
[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[x] I will try almost anything once.
[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto
[maybe] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost and scar-free.
[x] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White.
[x] I am currently wearing socks.
[ ] I hate summer.
[ ] I am tired.
[x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/write

all you who see this and haven't done it DO IT NOW! (zero-chan especially) ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7922315/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7922315/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 04:10:10 PST
So, we have a week off from school. Ya know how they tell ya it’s “presidents week”, well they’re lying. the REAL reason we have the week off is to honor BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG’S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! because billie IS GOD! he even said so himself (see ’s signiture) so, to celebrate Billie Joe day, i’m going to florida! so i won’t be online from saturday till the nxt saturday.

is coming with me. and my honerary sister, natalia, is obviously coming with us. so we’re going to turn any not-obsessed-with-billie particles in kte’s brain into totally-and-completely-in-love-with-mr-armstrong particles. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! corruption is fun!

and if anyone tries to tell me that billie joe armstrong day is not a real holiday, you’ll be insulting my religion, and i’ll get pissed off. he totally deserves his own holiday, i mean, he’s a punk legend, a musical genious, he has the most ADORABLE smile, and he’s just charming. he’s pretty much the closest thing in the world to perfect. am i obsessed....uh...i’ll get back to you on that.

k fine...i stole those last 3 sentences from an icon natalia showed me.

but seriously, he may be a punk rock legend, he may be hot enough to melt any girl’s undies, but just because he has an angel’s voice and his eyes are my favorite shade of green does not mean i’m obsessed with Billie Joe Armstrong!!!

(i stole that too...)

here’s the [link] where you can find all the icons i stole quotes from, and a picture of billie in a thong, and a picture of billie in nothing (unfortunately there’s a guitar in covering the fun stuff). but seriously it has some of the best (and funniest) green day stuff i’ve ever seen. and this may be the only way to get kte on this website cuz she WON’T CHECK HER E-MAIL!!! but just so everyone knows there are some pictures of *twitch*adrienne*twitch* on there...you’ve been forewarned.

yeah, natalia and i found that website when we were doing our daily computer stalking

I’M NOT OBSESSED...

k fine...i am

SHUT UP!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7865884/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7865884/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 14:51:33 PST
7 THINGZ

Seven things that scare you:
1. jellyfish
2. preps
3. question #3
4. teen magazines
5. the direction society is headed
6. the fact that billie joe armstrong may never divorce adrienne
7. dieing alone

Seven things you like the most:
1. Billie Joe Armstrong
2. The cute blonde kid in my french class with long hair who plays the guitar
3. Harry Potter
4. Rock music
5. Anime
6. Lord of the Rings
7. Hot guys

(AAAH! THE STUPID QUESTION!!!)
Seven important things in your house:
1. the computer
2. anything related to any of my obsessions
3. tv
4. the raspberries I's eatin now
5. sketch pads
6. notebook/journal
7. music-realted equipment

Seven Random facts about you:
1. i love raspberries
2. i practice idol worship way too much
3. and i don't care
4. i haven't brushed my hair in 2 days
5. i want a dog, but i'm afraid my mom'll just get rid of it like she did to my old puppy, merlin
6. billie joe armstrong has the cutest, tightest ass in the fuckin WORLD!!!
7. i hugged a tree today

Seven things you plan on doing before you die:
1. getting a book published
2. gettin married
3. going to a few raves
4. seeing the world
5. seeing green day live at least 10 more times
6. seeing AC/DC live at least once (before i die and before any of them die!)
7. touching the cute kid in my french class's hair to see if it's as soft as it looks!

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. long hair
2. the ability to play the guitar...apparently
3. eyeliner
4. skinny-ness
5. bad-ass attitude
6. sense of humor
7. likes good music

Seven things you say the most:
1. damn right!
2. he's so hot!
3. fuck you!
4. I'm mostly french and irish, which explains why i'm so unhealthy...CHEESE AND WHISKEY!!!!!! (and i gotta be careful cuz if i say that around kte one more time she's gonna chop my head off)
5. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!
6. i'm the nicest person in the world
7. you know i'm hot

Tag seven people:
if you've already done this and i tag you, then im sorry, i can't keep track!
]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7825299/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7825299/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 04:40:24 PST almost as lazy as KelFreck, I'm using the one I sent out yesterday, so some of the answers pertain to yesterday not today.....so yeah...




1. What time did you get up this morning? 6:15

2. Diamonds or pearls? Amethysts and Emeralds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (for the 6th time)

4. What is your favorite TV show? Most animes and That 70's show

5. What did you have for breakfast? nothing yet

6. What is your middle name? Yvonne

7. What is your favorite cuisine? McDonalds

8. What foods do you dislike? organic soy

9. Your favorite Potato chip? Laye's (or however you spell it)

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? i dunno...one of my or drac's mixes

11. What kind of car do you drive? i want a motorcycle!

12. Favorite sandwich? tuna

13. What characteristics do you despise? stiff, in denial, hypcocrit

14. Favorite item of clothing? my chain-y pants

15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Japan or Austrailia

16. What color is your bathroom? one's green and i think the other one's blue

17. Favorite brand of clothing? i dunno.....the hot topic shit

18. Where would you want to retire to? Wyoming, Montana, St. Augustine Florida, or Alaska

19. Favorite time of day? 6:00-9:00 on Tuesdays

20. Where were you born? a hospital

21. Favorite sport to watch? quidditch

22. Who do you least expect to send this back? kte (cuz she never cheques her e-mail

23. Person you expect to send it back first? zero

24. What laundry detergent do you use? that goopy green stuff...

25. Coke or Pepsi? barq's and mountain dew

26. Are you a morning person or night owl? i can be both

27. Do you have any pets? no

28. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone? yea...i'm getting married! (<--severe sarcasm)

29. What did you want to be when you were little? a paleontologist

31. What is your best childhood memory? does my first rock concert count? it was green day and i was...like...12....

32. What are the different jobs you have had in your life? pissing people off is my full-time profession at the moment

33. What color underwear are you wearing? blue

34. Piercing? no

35. Eye color? hazel-brown

36. Ever been to Africa? no

37. Ever been toilet papering? ...maaaaaaaaaaaybe...

38. Ever been in love so much it made you cry? yeah

39. Been in a car accident? nope

40. Croutons or bacon bits? BACON GOOOOOOOOOOD!!!

41. Favorite day of the week? Friday

42. Favorite restaurant? Dirty Dan's

43. Favorite flower? Black Rose

44. Favorite ice cream? chocolate or chocolate-marshmellow

45. Disney or Warner brothers? depends on the movie

46. Favorite fast food restaurant? McDonalds

47. What color is your bedroom carpet? white

48. How many times did you fail your driver's test? ZERO!!!

50. What store would you choose to max out your credit card? Hot Topic

51. What do you do most often when you are bored? play violent, mideval computer RPG's while on the fone with one of my friends

52. Bedtime? 10:00-11:00

53. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? kelfreck

54. What are you listening to right now? Avril Lavigne

55. What is your favorite color? black

56. Lake, Ocean or river? Lake

57. How many tattoos do you have? 0

58. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? i dunno ask drac (he'll either make you laugh, or talk about logic till your head feels numb...either way he'll make you forget about the stupid question)

59. How many people are you sending this email to? 4

60. Time finished? 7:14 in teh mornin

i dunno who to tag...look, if you see this, and you haven't already done it, do so now, you have been taggethed! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7710468/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7710468/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 04:48:31 PST
I. Jess-ca
II. Li'l Elf Chica
III. Raven

Three physical things you like about yourself

I. apparently my eyelashes are pretty special...but i don't understand...i mean....they're eyelashes
II. I dunno if this is really a physical thing, but my ability to bring energy into a room of the dullest people...
III. the fact that my fingernails can grow really long when i want them to

Three physical things you don't like about yourself

I. my ass
II. my face
III. my HUGE feet

Three things that scare you

I. sesshomaru's tail...friggin terrifies me!
II. jellyfish (evil creatures of doom)
III. escape...

Three of your everyday essentials

I. wristbands...never leave the house without 'em
II. Chocolate...gotta have some every day
III. contact of some sort with my friends, without it i get SO depressed

Three things you are wearing right now

I. Black shirt that says "I went to middle earth and all i got was this crummy ring"
II. AC/DC wristband
III. Evanescence wristband

Three of your favorite bands/musical artists

I. Green Day
II. AC/DC
III. Joan Jett

Three of your favorite songs

I. Mixtape -Butch Walker
II. Highway to Hell -AC/DC
III. My World -Avril Lavigne

Three new things you want to try to do in the next 12 months

I. get a fuckin boyfriend
II. finish one of my books
III. get AWAY!!!!

Three things you want in a relationship

I. passion
II. love
III. fun

Two truths and a lie

I. My birthday is less than a week before Christmas
II. I have two dogs
III. My mom's a total bitch

Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to me

I. oddly, i like pretty shrimpy guys...just not too short...
II. long hair
III. eyeliner (...what?!)

Three of your favorite hobbies

I. Writing (poetry and prose)
II. Drawing
III. Reading

Three things you want to do really badly right now

I. Sleep
II. [edited for content]
III. be with the one i love..............eh, fuck it!...

Three careers you're considering...

I. author
II. actress
III. rurouni (because i can't think of anything else)

Three places I want to go on vacation

I. Japan
II. Alaska
III. St. Augustine

Three things to do before I die

I. Get out of my mom's life
II. Write a bestseller
III. Find love (really kinky love if i have the choice)

Three celeb crushes

I. BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG
II. David Tennant
III. Roy Mustang
(I'd say Orlando Bloom, cuz he's uber hot...but he can't act for squat, so....sorry Orlando...)

You're all tagged if you see this. TYPE AWAY MY MINIONS!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7645360/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7645360/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:54:13 PST
So it's been brought to my attentione multiple times that I've stopped the deviation production just short of 42. I'm aware and I'm sorry, but my scanner's broken and my inspiration's kinda dried up. i just can't come up with anything. there's a story i wrote in my journal, but i don't really feel like typing it. if natalia is busy tonight i might do that, but if she's around, we're probably gonna find a much less productive use for our time.

Oh, and that duisgusting show beuaty and the geek...let me just try not to go off on that for too long. in fact let's just see if i can sum it up in one word DUMBASSPREPPYASHTONKUTCHERSWORSTEVERIDEA BULLSHIT!!!! i saw a preview...one of the girls can't spell Wednesday and one said, and i quote: "every time i see a really nice pair of shoes...i have a 'shoegasm'" i swear all those bitches are gage-clones (right, people who know gage...am i right?)

like i said: IQ...rapidly approaching 42!

ill finish this rant later. if you get another message about this journal, open it and read the rest cuz there'll be more, but i gotta catch the bus.

W007!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7451014/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7451014/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 18:10:17 PST
My mother is so ANNOYING! She needs to go do something productive instead of nagging me about EVERYTHING!!!!

*hyperventilates*

Sorry I had to vent...and now to the point:

Well, here's the deal. I need ideas for my D&D game that I need to create for a party I'm going to soon. It's not really a contest, there's no rules or anything and I'm not picking a winner, but if you're looking for a project, and you feel like creating an NPC (non-player charactor) for me to use, I'd apreciate it. It can be a picture with personality, you could just draw a picture and let me fill in the personality, or if you have a good charactor idea but don't feel like drawing you can send it to me in a note. I may change it, especially if one of my D&D buddies makes one (we don't want you guys knowing more than you should about NPC's). But yeah....just wanted to throw that out there, I'm gonna go watch "Ace Ventura: Pet Detective". Have fun! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7425339/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7425339/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 18:57:55 PST
So, merry fuckin christmas to those of you who enjoy this hellish time of year. For those who don't, I'd like to liven up the season with my homocidal Christmas carols *clears throat*:

"Frosty the madman,
Was a homocidal whack,
With a loaded gun and a ten-inch knife,
And a little bag of crack."

"Tis the season to kill others
Falalalalalalalala
Kick a snowman and say 'up yours!'
Falalalalalalalala
Stab someone and burn their body
Falalalalalalalala
Don't give a shit that you've been naughty,
Falalalalalalalala"

"On the sixth day of Christmas my best friend gave to me,
Six broken bones,
Five bullet holes,
Four bloody gashes,
Three stab-wounds,
Two black eyes,
And a big crack right in my spine."

"Roudolf the cold-blooded killer,
Had a very sharp dagger,
And if you ever saw it,
You're not alive no more."

I'm sorry, I get really homocidal during the holidays, especially towards my mother. But it's over now (thank god!) Well, hope you enjoyed your Christmas's or at least liked my songs!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7339352/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7339352/ Sat, 17 Dec 2005 18:42:10 PST
I just got chained to...like...stuff...a lot! teehee

Should've brought Kenny...chained him to stuff! yay...! mwahaha

did i spell brought right? no...i dont think so...

soda high

baangs head into things.

baangs...thats like what a sheep does at a rock concert

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i bet you $10 I wont find that even a little funny tomorrow morning

who am i making a bet with?????????????

I'm gonna feel like crap tomorrow...

ill write when im sober and normal....as normal as i can get.

write about tonight from a clear headed point of view...

did that make sense?

I dont care.....

theres a message in my cheerios...it says "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

ITS A PROPHECY *runs in prophecies*...i mean circles...or nachoes....whatever

I LOVE MY NEW SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woo, kickass!

G00DBY3!!! ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7303939/ http://BlackRoseInTheFire.deviantart.com/journal/7303939/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 04:34:23 PST
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So...the high schools cool, but i noticed it smells kinda weird. I love the fact that you can stay after and just roam the halls and like...do nothing and shit. Oh, and the woman I was job shadowing was uber nice! She likes Family Guy AND Green Day. She's like me...except a little older and a bit less young. We walked past Jeremy Kester after school like three times (I'm pretty sure it was him...if not looked a lot like him) anyway natalia won't admit that she thinks he's cute, but I know she does!

In other news...Ed Elric dies his hair black to go undercover in future episodes of fullmetal alchemist and OMG it is so sexy.
hotpics --> [link] [link] [link] ok, so it looks kinda green...it's still sexy! [link] [link] [link] (This one's not him with black hair...its just REALLY hot) [link]
I think I got all the black haird pics, but [link] is a great gallery...has lots of hot ed and roy pics. ]]> ~BlackRoseInTheFire