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i'm slowly moving
to a new account
8l'

so yeah. just letting you all know. i'm finally going through with it, haha.

here i goooooooo

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/20498192/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/20498192/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 22:58:51 PDT OK WELL me and were talking and thus hilarity ensued. and we both decided we'd make a journal out of this. JOURNAL BUDDIES K OMG

like a bullet meant to be shot = me
"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " = =Rianale

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
cats are silly

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
they ARE <3 i love

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
do you have one? i cant remember

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
no, just a dog and a fish

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
haha aw xD

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
i used to have a crap load of cats though

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
so i know what they're like. lD

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
that was when i used to live out on the skokomish rez

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
awwww xD thats awesome. ...i want a crap load of cats ;-;

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
like, there were like generations of cats there, haha.

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
so when we'd come there for the summer when we used to live in kansas

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
there'd usually be new kittans

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
oooh wow xD

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
*kittens

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
HAHAHA

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
lol, KITTAN

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
LMAO

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
WE'D COME BACK

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
AND THERED BE LOADS OF KITTANS EVERYWHERE

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
LOT'S OF THEM

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
BANANAS ALL OVER

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
best typo ever xD <3

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
lmao yes

like a bullet meant to be shot says:
shut up, hahahaha

"My legs. They are contraband. 8( " says:
hahahahaha <3


AUGH, LMAO I LOVE YOU OK SARAH.
oh gosh i was laughing so hard aughhhhhh

also, i need to update, but this is all you get for now. 8l'
.. actually, go check out =RadenShadowhearts journal. 8D she has the thing we drew in msn together in her journal.... 8DDDD which i made my new webcam. i'll miss legato.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/20211021/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/20211021/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:23:18 PDT leave for kumoricon. 8D
i pick her up around noon.
also, i got my wisdom teeth pulled this morning. then i came back and slept for like 4 hours. lol. 8l' then i waited for the rest of my face to not be numb any more before i ate something.
i was pretty nervous about it, but ~airiothemimic told me it would be ok.... because she's done it before... and so i was like, "LOL OK ANIKI I BELIEVE".
... and that's about it. i had some other things to say but... eeeeeeh... other than me and ~katayamadono were being very unproductive yesterday. we just sat around and did nothing. she sort of worked on her cosplay and i sort of played no more heroes. but that was about it. i didn't even really pack much when i got home. :/
anyway, see you all when i get back.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19993174/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19993174/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 19:08:02 PDT ah, well i just have to say otakon was
FREAKING GREAT.
the only person i really met there was ~TolkienkookAD. i stopped by her table and said hi, gave her a hug and was on my way. lD haha. i get pretty awkward talking to people i only know online at first. it was fun though. i caught a glimps of (and actually got a picture of) =kitten-chan in her air gear cosplay. also, just .... just a TON of amazing artist ally people. i didn't even see all the tables that place was so huge. ._. i realized later that i had actually missed some really awesome people, aaagh, i hate myself.
lots and lots of amazing cosplayers. nobody really recognized me as key lady/mystery girl, even when i was freaking HANGING AROUND THE GIANT LINE FOR THE PHOENIX WRIGHT MOCK TRIAL. 8l wtf, if ever anyone was to recognize me, it would have been there. but no. ... actually i think like, ONE person knew who i was. she wanted me and haila's picture. ..... i .... i never got into that mock trial though, i was so sad. ._.' .... graaaaaaah. i hope it was really stupid or something that i shouldn't feel bad about missing. lD'
i bought a shit load of ttgl stuff so i can say i'm pretty content for the rest of my life. 8l

anyway, after that me and haila flew down to florida to visit our cousin and my mom and brother and sister came down too. we've been going to places like gator land and seaworld and stuff. i'm on my aunts laptop right now, haha. we just came back from universal studios and islands of adventure today. gad i love roller coasters and all that shit. alskdfhaslfkh, i dragged gabe on a couple. we had fast passes so we went through a lot in one day. i'm so tired right now. i really don't want school next month.... :[

anyway... i'm sort of ... i don't know, i just can't really get a hold of my style lately i feel like. like, the anatomy of the faces i draw have been a bit odd lately. i can't really get a decent face drawn lately i feel like, just .. alskdhf i don't know. but yeah, that's pretty much what i've been working on lately. freakin faces.... and stuff. i've been inking in some drawings traditionally to make my self feel better. lD trying to get those clean lines down. make my sketch pages less messy. i feel like a lot of my poses i draw are getting more or less the same these days. but i guess i should stop ranting now or i'll start bringing myself down. lD haha. i guess i'm just venting a bit.
see you all this monday. i'll try to scan some things. i still have to clean the rest of my huge ass room... yes, if you've talked to me on msn lately, you'll know what i mean. 8l i've been cleaning my room for that long. ._.'
(god i talk so long forever about nothing, what the hell...)

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19806755/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19806755/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 10:41:36 PDT yeaaaaaah.
i can be a unicorn nao.

i also pretty much finished "Mystery girl/key lady's" outfit too. the scarf was the hard part. i just need gloves and an extra hair clip on thing. .... and that key thing.... in her hair... i have no idea how to do that though. :/ [link]

ANYWAY, i'll end up being those two plus rossiu again. i can't wait.

also, i spent the night with a few days ago and it was awesome. i haven't been able to see her for most of the summer so we just hung out the whole day. we watched the last Samurai 7 DVDs,... and we made fun of them the whole time... except the end... and i drew a whole lot in her sketchbook, haha. Cl we also worked on our cosplay and she made me pancakes in the morning. 8l <333 goooood tiiimmmmesssss.

.... a;slkdhfasdlk anyway, i leave tomorrow, and after that i'm staying with a cousin in florida for ... well, until the 18th.
and i probably won't have internet in that whole time so i'll see you all after that.
If you see me at otakon though, don't be afraid to say hi. 8D <333

EDIT: ZOMFG laksdhfal;skdfha
asdflaksdhf
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guess what i just bought. 8l <3333333333
[link]
*NOSEBLEED* AUGH. it'll arrive before i get back, but HOT DAMN, AM I EXCITED.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19553051/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19553051/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:29:03 PDT as most of you can already tell...
and wtf, dA, what the hell happened while i was gone? lD
it took me a while to figure out how to get things out of storage. hahaha... and i think i'll just keep the rest in there. most of my gallery was so old anyway, it was making me sick.
but yeah, i went and saw most of the movies i missed while i was gone, and me and haila went and checked out the canoe journey, i unpacked, i just yesterday got all my clothes washed. i went and got my fish back from ~katayamadono, because she took care of it while i was gone. i want to thank her for that too, because it would have died if i left my brother to take care of it, and most of my family was gone selling fireworks out at oakville, or on the canoe journey. 8l'

OH OH, but i'm going to a nine inch nails concert this saturday. aaaagh i'm so excited. i don't know who's opening for them, but still. 8l i can't wait. <3 they were the first band i ever saw in concert... like 3 years ago or something. this time i'll get a t-shirt though. lD hahaha.
anyway....... i'm going to be super busy and stuff ... actually i HAVE been. i've been back for like 5 or so days already, and i've just now made a journal and submitted some pictures. 8l But i really am trying! D:
i'll see you all later. i hope your summer is going well.

(also i'm really sad i didn't get to meet =airiothemimic while i was in london, and that she won't be at otakon. ;-;' ///wrist)

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19030304/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/19030304/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:27:44 PDT leaving for Europe tomorrow.
i'll be back on like, july 18, and then i'm going on the canoe journey and ... yeah.... gaaaaah i've had sooo much stuff to do, it's been pretty crazy preparing for this trip. i'm stressed already.
also i didn't finish your commission ~Masterofveggies i'm SOOOO SO SO sorry. ._.' i've got most of the lineart done, but i really had to prepare for this trip first. ah... i feel so bad. i will finish it when i get back, i promise. ;-;' i'll also do another digital drawing of your characters just as an 'i'm sorry gift, and also because they are fun to draw. lD' haha.

but yeah. it's not very likely that i'll have time to stop by an internet cafe while i'm there so, i'll just see you all after that. 8D i'll misssss youuuu and i'll take a lot of pictures. C;


EDIT: AAAGH, I CAN'T REPLY TO EVERYONE, BUT THANKS SO MUCH, I WILL HAVE FUN AND MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
i took down my gallery and stopped watching journals and deviations for the time being as well. i really don't want to have to deal with all that when i come back. :/ i pretty much cleaned a whole lot of stuff out of my message box last night.
EDIT2: aaaaaah. we're in italy now, and we have like, 6 hours of free time, so we finally got to stop at an internet cafe. 8DDDDD <3
i miss you guys a lot. 8l and i can't wait to get back. i forgot how much a group of highschoolers can whine about everything. ._.' sooooo annoying. lskdfha anyway, only like 10 or so more days left! i've taken a crap load of pictures too. OH and ... gosh i'm such a nerd, ... but we saw this travel van type thing in germany i think it was, but it said "roxas" on it and it was all golden yellow, and i freaked out, but i couldn't get a picture of it fast enough, but that like made my day. 8l'.... BUT the food is great. i'm eating like, SOOO much, i feel like i gained weight, but we've been walking all over the place... 8D and we even got lost in venice for a while, hahaha, trying to find our old hotel. xD but yeah.... ;-; see you all later! <333333 these keyboards are sort of hard to figure out at first. lD haha.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18757030/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18757030/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:28:29 PDT ...
8D' what the heck is up with the new journal editing layout?....

anyway, not too much happened this week. just a lot of school work. 8l' but last weekend me and ~doodleydoo met in seattle and we had a great time. we were going to meet up with some of her friends, but they couldn't make it. we walked around the mall for a while and then went to the cheesecake factory by the convention center. we tried to split one slice but MAN it was rich... i couldn't eat a lot of it and i was totally thinking i could eat like half. 8/ but then we went to gameworks and played some racing games and cute japanese games they got since the last time i was there. 8DDDDD gaha it was so addicting. but then we had to leave early because the buses are weird on the weekends and we drew a lot of crazy shiz on the way home. we drew a cat wedding, and ourselves as flower girls and then as really big, buff men. 8D
and a few days ago ~katayamadono slept over and we played super smash bros brawl a billion times and then played a bunch of rock band. then we watched house and samurai 7. xD'and yesterday i FINALLY watched the last episodes of ergo proxy. ..... D: i cried..... criiieeeeddddd. me and ~ZahhoMii think that vincent was TOTALLY SMOKING more so than usual at the end there. and i also watched the last episodes of cowboy bebop. xD hahaha. i've seen them all before except for like the last 3 episodes, so we remedied that and i feel accomplished. 8D'
.... but yeah... that's about it.... 8l....

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18552685/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18552685/ Wed, 28 May 2008 23:13:04 PDT katayamadono and her friend, ...even though i own both of the movies i thought i'd be neat to see it on the big screen. and.... it was in english... and not only english, but the anime dubs. lD' i was like, OH GOSH KILL ME NOW. but eh... i love brad and he works for raito and everything, but not really in live action... and it wasn't really THAT bad, but god i just HATE misa's dub voice. if anyone talked like that in real life i think i'd punch them. 8D' L's dub too... his voice is.. it's too deep. i dunno it just really bugs me.
... anyway, i'll be leaving for the europe trip next month on the 25th i think. so i'll be gone then for around 3 weeks, and i'll be PRETTY busy for the rest of the summer... so i'll mostly likely not be on the internet at all those 3 weeks. maybe i'll hit an internet cafe sometime or something, but i doubt it.
also i'm starting my next cosplay. i went and got the fabrics over the weekend for [link]
i'm finally going to cosplay a girl! 8D' yaaaay. and while making my sisters outfit for sakura con... she was trucy... and my auntie-mom didn't want her wearing a skirt that short, even though she'd be wearing shorts underneath and such... we joked that she didn't care what i wore and i could dress as scandalous as i wanted, and since i was klavier they were teasing me about being a prostitute rather than a prosecutor. xD haha... so yeah, i FIGURED it'd be ok to wear a short skirt for once in my life.
i also am planning on being badou from DOGS, just to see if i can. i have a fake cigarette already from when i was planning on being gokudera. xD and he seems a bit simpler than my other outfits. if i can find the right wig, WE SHALL SEE.
oh... and about the title.... 8D my relatives caught some eels in the chehalis river, and were like, "you're part chehelis. real chehalis indians eat eels. 8D" and so i knew i'd get made fun of if i didn't eat one so i did. ... it was all burnt and stuff too. xD when i got to the stomach there was all the sand and shiz it ate in it, hahaha. lD' ugh. it wasn't bad though. besides being a bit burnt it tasted like clams.
.... oh yeah, and *Masterofveggies I AM WORKING ON YOUR COMMISSION, i've just had so much to do lately, i've hardly been online or had time to really do much. i've been doing little sketches to get out of my slight art block, but i'll try to finish it before i leave for europe. lD' my deepest apologies for taking so long, i HATE being a perfectionist. lD haha. ANYWAY, CONS I WILL BE AT THIS SUMMER include Otakon, Kumoricon, and ... this small con in florida because we'll be down there anyway. xD' i forget what it's called. i'm kind of sad i'll be missing anime vegas this year but, i wanted to try kumoricon this time... WHY ARE ALL THE COOL THINGS ON THE SAME DAY?!?! i think PAX is at the same time too, what the hell. :l' i have no idea what i just wrote, god i am so tired.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18293502/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18293502/ Mon, 12 May 2008 17:12:50 PDT
actually it kind of started last thursday. called me and we talked about stuuuffffssss. i made her explain things i didn't get in subarashiki kono sekai. xD' i don't even know how i made it so far without knowing what the hell i was doing. like, i didn't even know how to exchange those pins for money until she told me. xD i was like, "ACK, I HAVE MONEY NOW, HOLY SHIT." and now i can buy food and shiz. i also have tell me what's going on for some parts. hahahaha.
BUT i went and got the english version finally. and let me tell you it is SOOOOO SO weird. to like, know what's going on and understand everything they're saying anyway. also i keep expecting them to say things in japanse. ... not going to happen. lmao. also, i got professor layton and the curious village... FINALLY. hahaha. i had money for once, so yeah, i got them both.
OH, and i went to the emerald city comic con. 8D <333 yeaaaaah. and i saw there and i bought some stuff from her.... actually... she's sort of the only reason i went, and was there sharing a table with her too, but i missed her. :/ i preordered this from her though, [link] earlier, so i bought that while i was there and a couple prints. [link] and [link]
AND I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT EVERYTHING ON HER TABLE, but i ran out of money. lD' haha. i really wanted to get this one [link] too. i wish i didn't have to pay $20 at the door, i could have bought like, 4 more with that. xD'
oh well.
but yeah, i saw speed racer after that and it was SO SO cheesy, but i went in knowing that it would be. so overall it was ok. i wanted to go see it with but she went to go see it with someone else. lD
and then i saw the music man play my school put on. and we had a mother's day lunch out at oakville yesterday, and played rock band with all the instruments after that back at home. my sisters friend was over so i was the vocals and they were bass and guitar and my brother was on the drums. xD' there was this one song though that we ALL really sucked at and our points were dropping like crazy and we got boo'd off stage, haha. my arm always gets really tired after playing guitar too, wtf.
ANYWAY. yeah. i got sleep last night too because i finished my homework early.
and the comic page i'm working on for is pretty much all sketched out now so hopefully i can finish it really soon and finally get my subbie back. :'D

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18228749/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/18228749/ Thu, 08 May 2008 15:05:41 PDT Rianale and =RadenShadowheart then you'd know that for some odd reason, i love neku/raimu, and i'm totally pedo gay for raimu. 8D'
maybe i'll submit some of that random crap later.
... anyway, i'm ' pillow fight armistice', and =RadenShadowheart is ... the other one. 8D'

Pillow Fight Armistice says:
me and my friend were talking about how pedo we were. she likes the little boys from the mother series and then there's me... and raimu....
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
LOL xD
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
so i was like, "WELL I HAVE TO SUPPRESS MY GAY PEDO URGES ALL THE TIME, OK."
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
XD
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
C: thanks.
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
you're welcome ~they're adorable xD ahhh, It makes me wanna draw fluff........................or gay smut 8D;
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
DON'T ASK WHY
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
well fluff, obvious why but
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
anyways
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
8D EITHER IS GREAT KTHNX.
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
XD
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
OR INCEST. you should just get a bunch of random urges to draw ... random things....
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
RAIMUxEVERYONE. lol.
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
XD;
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
*swaggles eyebrows*
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
LOOOL GROUP ORGIE *SHOT*
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
hahahaha omfg.
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
oh gods.... gay orgie with one girl..........unless Shiki's there too LOL
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
yeah, that's what i was thinking. xD'
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
Neku: "ò_ó your boobs are too big to join the gay orgie.....Raimu's fine cause she's flat" ..................... *SHOT* notmyfault
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
hahahaha oh my god i am laughing SOOOOO SO hard right now, god.
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
LOL XD
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
one of those ones where you can't like... breath
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
XD I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T MEAN TO SUFFICATE YOU
Pillow Fight Armistice says:
YEAH RIGHT. i'm sure you're over there like, "JUST AS PLANNED."
Um, villian? Screwing with you is my Job. - Kariya says:
HOW DID YOU------- OF COURSE NOT


yeah.... it'd be like, gay pedo incest if it was raimu/everyone... 8D'
haha... anyway i also pulled something in my side today in ultimate frisby, so it hurt to laugh anyway. lD' ... but yeah.
I'M GOING TO GO SEE SPEED RACER THIS WEEKEND, IS ANYONE ELSE AS STOKED AS ME??!?!?! 8D' YEAAAAAH. and i'm going to try to go to the emerald city comic con and maybe see =joteivv there and buy some stuff from her table. <3 and i'm going to go see the musical out school is putting on too. it's 'the music man'. yaaaaaay. still working on that commission and art i owe though. D: i'll probably post a tegaki dump thing later but other than that i've been ZETTA busy lately. graaaah, i'm so tired right now and i have to finish homework, do chores and other shiz. :V

and also, here's a conversation we both had quite a while ago that made me laugh and i just stuck it in an old journal without updating. [link]
it's the one at the end... 8D'.... one day i will use that phrase in real life.
i'm 'Time limit within 7 days', btw... 8D

(lol, random 2 am convo with =RadenShadowheart)
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
Thank you ~ Drawing hair for the first time on a character sucks D: it sucks so much rofl
Time limit within 7 days says:
attention span is small a the moment i guess. 8l
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
XD
Time limit within 7 days says:
D: i know, i hate doing that.
Time limit within 7 days says:
unless i just draw someone with a hairstyle i messed around wit... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17903502/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17903502/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 20:57:29 PDT and tomorrow i'm going to ~katayamadono's house to watch a bunch of movies after school. xD'
and man... i got locked out of my house yesterday. my friend dropped me off and i guess i left my key inside so i had to walk all the way back to school, and i stopped by toeri's to see if she was home so i could call my mom, and then when she wasn't there i headed for the school to hang out with amoa while she waited for her mom, but then i couldn't find her because she was already doing her project presentation. so she found me later and i ate some of her lunch... because i was so freaking hungry. 8l' and i didn't have a cell phone either. so i borrowed someone else's. xD i was just NOT prepared that day. it sucked....
but it's friday tomorrow. C:
... OH YEAH. i almost forgot why i was even making a journal. xDDD....
i'm willing to take a commission for a subscription if anyone is interested. 8D
fully digitally inked and colored ones for a yearlong.
and a digital sketchy drawing, not cleanly colored for a 3 month.
and as i do for all my art trades, i post the rough sketch for approval before i start inking and/or coloring. C: you don't even have to buy the sub until i've drawn the picture.

just throwing that out there. lD' ... and i thought i'd update a little.

]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17599449/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17599449/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 01:33:56 PDT

... it's taking forever to load all of my photos so i'll journal on that later.
BUT i'm back and i had a blast. not quite as big a convention this year... and i think it may have something to do with the different spring break schedules.
but yeah. i was sort of klavier on friday. didn't have my wig done yet but it was still fun to wear. lD it was sort of hard to do the air guitar thing when someone asked for a picture of it though, so i felt sort of bad when the guy asking was like, "8/" when i did it. xDD'
i DID see another klavier on saturday though. it was so funny. we were on the escalator and i was like, "ZOMFG LOOK YOU GUYS! KYOUYA. 8'D" and my sister was trucy for all 3 days, and she was like, "let's go get him!" and so she totally started booking it when we got to the end of the escalator and he was walking all fast to the exhibitioner's hall, and i almost lost valea she was running so fast through the crowd. but i finally called out to him. i was like, "KLAAAVIERRRR! waaaait." and he turns around and i got a picture of him and valea. and then i was like, ":'D can i have a hug?" and he was like, "of course." and as i let go he was like, ".. Frauline." and gosh i felt like such a fangirl, i was like, "ahahahaha. lD <3" ... i pretty much gave lots of people hugs. 8l' <33 some people were confused when i did too. hahaha. there was this anise, and i was, "anniiiiissseee, can i have a hug?" and she was like, "8D'... um... ok?" :[ does no one hug anise or something? and then this morning, me haila, my sister and ~katayamadono ate breakfast by our hotel, and on our way back we saw this fuu (samurai champloo), and she was really cute, so i was like, "i want to give her a hug!" so me and toeri go running down the the crossing in front of the hotel and and we're like, "OMG fuuuuuu! Cx <3" and we glomped her in the middle of the road. she was so surprised and kind of confused.
and haila was kiba today, so she got over her fear of mascots to pose with this person in a big akamaru suit. and i gave akamaru a hug too. OH! and i found a timeskip/paperwork!simon to punch me. xD' it was so funny to ask her to do it. i was like, "SHIMON-SAN!" and when i had her attention i was like, "hey, can you punch me? C:" and she was like, ".. 8/ um...? .. oh.. OH! haha, oh i see. yeah sure." and i found out she was also one of the junpei's i took a picture of in a Persona 3 gang. i was like, ";3; omg, junpei!" and she was like, "omg rossiu!" and we rand towards each other's embrace... lol, jk.. we were happy though. and i had just taken a big bite of my sandwich, so i was like, "mf! flskdfhsdk! *points* *tries to swallow*" ... it was hard to eat in that room because i kept seeing someone awesome and i'd run off to catch them. xD'
i DID get to see ~boredhorror a few times though. i hugged her when she was apollo. <3 she made such a cute apollo, omg. 8l' and she was with an ema and trucy, and omg, i had to restrain myself from like... picking ema up and running away. xD' <3
... anyway ... yeah. as for things i bought, i got a phoenix and edgeworth print from the artist ally, and also a timeskip!yoko print and a [link] print from the same table. i also got a pokeman keychain, some khr merch (lambo bottle cap pins and a yamamoto phone strap), and a cosplay magazine. oh, and a plastic tree CD.
8DD
i was really sad Liam O'brian wasn't there this year though. i missed him last year somehow and AUGH i was like, *slitwrist/angst* :/ oh well... still had a pretty good time.
... anyway, more shiz later to come. oh and while i was goofing off here, all the photos loaded, so here's the link to all the pictures i took there. [link]
not all of them are turned the right way, but i'll get around to it. :/'
OHOHOH! and, um.... well i've been looking for a place where i can read 'Descendants of Darkness', and onemanga doesn't have it, and .. yeah i just can't find it anywhere. so if any of you happen to know where i might be able to get it, then i'd like to know. lD' i've read the first few books a reallyyyy lonnnggg time ago, but never got any further, and i've just been thinking about it lately and no such luck finding a place online to get it. so yeah. i'd help me a lot... even though i should really catch up on other series, ... oh well. 8l'


http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17537339/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:46:08 PDT

so... today's the day i head up to seattle for sakura con. lD' cosplays aren't all the way finished but i'll just style my wig at the hotel. ..
but yeah. you won't hear from me this weekend. i'll post pictures later.
gaaaaah, i have butterflies in my stomach. hahaha.
i'll be going HOPEFULLY as klavier tomorrow... and then rossiu saturday, and then i'll re-use my byakuya.
so yeah. see you all later! 8D'
*nervous*



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LAST NIGHT. I WENT TO SEATTLE. AND I SAW SAY ANYTHING IN CONCERT.
AND IT WAS AMAZING. I SANG ALONG TO EVERY SONG AND SO DID ANYONE ELSE, i can't even describe how cool it was.
weather box was there and a few other bands, and it was in a sort of small club but it was still freaking epic, zomg. i was waiting for them to sing ADMIT IT!!!!! and they finally did at the very end and they made everyone sing all loud, AUGH. and it was a very last minute thing to go to, so i'm glad i was able to go.
i'm also finally done with the project i was stressing over so that's good. i was actually able to get on msn messenger after a while of not being able to have enough time to.
....

anyway, i want to pimp and 's comic thing
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it's pretty sweet already, and it's just getting better. GO READ IT AND SUPPORT THE AMAZINGNESS THAT IS KILL THE LIGHTS.

kay, good night.



I'm Kimiko in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
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D: leaving for DC in the morning.

i'll be back wednesday. D: and thanks so much for the birthday gift art you guys, you really didn't have to, but HOT DAMN I'M GLAD YOU DID. i'm the happiest girl alive right now. o_o' ;3; best birthday ever, zomg. <33333 *still can't get over it*
i just thought you aught to know how amazing they are. 8l '

my character blaze/blaza. D:
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my character luwen. D:
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beat from jet set radio future.
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klavier gavin zomfadlskdhf so cute.
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and haha, i did a parody comic for his birthday, so thanks for returning the favor erikface. xD many laughs were had.
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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17080874/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/17080874/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:55:11 PST

it's my birthday tomorrow guys.
lol i almost forgot about it, seriously. hahaha. lD
and people were like, "OMG HALISA, YOU'LL BE 17! o.o" and i was like, "8D .....?" "..." "WUT. OH. OH YEAH. hahaha,stfu you."
also, i'll be in D.C. this weekend Satuday-Wednesday. so... i'll be gone. i'm SUPPOSED to be on a hiatus and gone anyway, but DAMN YOU TEGAKI. you're ruining my fucking life, aughalsdkfh. lD' oh well... i'll have to use my secret weapon.
WILL POWER.

NOT WILL POWERS, THE STEEL SAMURAI. ... THOUGH THAT WOULD BE KIND OF COOL.

anyway. 8l i'll be able to go into rated R movies by myself now and i find that sort of funny. and i still can't drive, hahaha. though i AM going to be taking lessons in the near future. i'm sort of being forced to though because my mom is sick of me not being able to drive. xD' i was trying to wait until i was 18 so i wouldn't be a taxi and pick up all the kids and pick up groceries and shiz. 8l' DO NOT WANT.

OH YEAH.
OK. SO. I JUST PLAYED THIS DEMO OF DEVIL MAY CRY 4 AND I'M DYING TO GET IT. AUGH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA, I WAS IN HEAVEN. Nero jumps a bit weird, BUT THAT'S OK. the gameplay is really nice as far as i can tell and Johnny yong bosch just earned a HELL OF A LOT OF BROWNIE POINTS FROM ME. xDDD' just to let you all know. GAD... Nero... i want to draw that man so badly.
THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT QUINCE.

and on another note, TENGEN TOPPA GURREN LAGANN DVD ANYONE? IT CAME OUT TODAY. 8D i actually pre-ordered it so i won't get it most likely until i come back from D.C. but still. it excites me immensely. 8l' <3 also, my timeskip!rossiu cosplay is SO SO SO close to being finished. my aunt found me shoes/boots for it and i just need to sew on that weird gray thing on his side and those orange and yellow things on this hips. i'm also attempting to be Klavier Gavin but i don't know how well that will work out. my sister is cosplaying for one day too, and she'll either be Nia or Minuki/Trucy. either way she'll be in the same series as one of my cosplays, but i think nia would be a bit harder so she'll probably be trucy. which is still cool because ~boredhorror is going to be Apollo Justice and Simon. 8D win win situation.
my aunt is going as kiba again, and she's close to finishing her lavi. which made me want to be kanda, because that's who i wanted to be LAST year, but ... i also want to be gokudera so i'm like, " D: " all the time now. decisions suck.

EDIT: hahaha, WOW omg you guys. ok well, since a lot of you want to draw me something, anything is fine. drawing my characters, or fanart of jet set radio future, neuro, bleach (hirako shinji), KHR, subarashi kono sekai/ it's a wonderful world (kariya or yashiro), .... or dio from last exile would be awesome, just to name a few. 8D <3 gosh i feel greedy just giving you guys ideas, haha. just the fact that you would want to draw me anything at all is a gift in its self. 8D iknowi'mbeingsappybutidon'tcare. THANK YOU GUYS. Cx


http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16820995/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 16:59:07 PST

[link]

8l i had to.
i'm blacktop... just so you all can recognize me easily i guess. 8l'
and i KNOW you all have one by now, so tell me who you are lol.

k. still on a hiatus. i just don't have much homework lately and i'll hop on now and then to fave and comment then leave. i'm not thanking individuals for faves anymore and not answering many comments is all. kind of wanted to get that big journal out of the way too. i'll sadly probably be more active on tegaki than on here for a while. lD
Hoyt.



I'm Kimiko in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
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Requests: NO.
Gift art: for close friends when i feel like it.
Art trades: only if i watch you... sorry. >.>'
Commisions... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16730072/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16730072/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 20:03:18 PST


Kay. i'm not really feeling dA right now. :/ so, i'm going on somewhat of a hiatus from here. i may log in just to check up on things, but the point is for the next few months i won't be very active at all. this includes MSN messenger. If you really need to contact me for whatever reason, then feel free to note me. :/ i'm just trying to cut down the time i'm on dA and start this new semester off a little better. i will post art once in a while, maybe mostly scraps, so i won't be completely dead.
Sakura con and my birthday are coming up though, (March 28th i think, and February 27th), so i'll be updating with pictures from the con and to draw myself a birthday picture. xD' i think that became my tradition some years ago, haha.

So, if you're going to sakura con, PLEASE TELL ME. >8l i'll be the timeskip rossiu with the apron and spatula. 8l i'm almost done with that outfit by the way. i have the shoulder things done and i just need to do his arm band, the star badges, and the bands on his hips and collar. shouldn't take too long. the 4 day weekend that's coming up is going to be our sewing day. haila will start her outfit, i'll start my sisters outfit, and finish up my outfit. lD i'm really excited now to look for a apron to write with fabric paint on, "Chef Rossiu" with 'Raw raw, fight the power' at the bottom. because that's something i'd wear around for lols in the kitchen anyway. xD' and so people know who i am i guess. i don't think my cosplay would be complete without getting punched out by simon though. maybe i can get to fake punch me. xD volunteered, and she'll be going as hikaru from Angelic Layer, and that would still be funny i guess. xD' haha.
i can't decide who else i want to cosplay. lD' i have the wig to be obito (naruto), and hibari or lambo (reborn), and i want to be maya (phoenix wright), or neuro (majin tantei nougami neuro) (because i might get my little sister to be yako lD ). but i sort of think the last two would be kind of hard. hairwise. same with gokudera. i'd need a wig and i don't know if i'll be able to find the right kind yet. :< i'm thinking of going as byakuya again for one of the days though, so ... IDK. :<
Also, in other news, i found out some time ago that the english release for Subarashiki Kono Sekai (it's a wonderful world for the DS) is coming out around April, if i recall right, and alskdfhasldkfh, wtf it's called "The world ends with you."

8l
8C
>8L

now is it just me or does that sound totally ghey? 8l' now, it wouldn't be so bad, but i'm so used to the other name that it'll be hard to get used to. sort of like gyakusai4, only worse i guess. BUT, THERE IS A BRIGHT SIDE. i'll finally know what's going on. 8D it takes me so long to try and read the japanese that i'm not very far, and i'm sort of stuck right now. :/ and i miss out on all the cute funny parts i don't understand. WAKARIMASEN. D; ...... but yeah, i'm excited. 8l and my mom has started to look around for Persona 3 on the interweb for me, so that excited me too.
OH. and anyone watch House after the superbowl yesterday? hahaha. oh wow. the ending totally cracked me up and i was sort of glad that lady came back... i don't remember her name but i sort of missed her. but SPOILERS below if you haven't seen it yet...


that's supposed to be house, cut throat bitch (bonus points for those who know her name), and wilson if you couldn't tell .......... lol, wow i really need to do some house fanart because this totally sucks. :L .. anyway.. yeah. go watch it.

on another note. GO WISH http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16666321/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 21:35:14 PST


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DA RULES:
- Put your mp3 / iPod / music player of some various variety on shuffle.
- Take the first line from the first ten songs listed / given. (lol, i did 15 for fun. 8l)
- Mesh them together and make something new.

1.Communications down I float without A light to lead me back I'm lost again
2. Lung of love leaves me breathless
3.You are one of gods mistakes you crying tragic waste of skin
4.Whatever poison is in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
5.Always when we fight I try to make you laugh Til everything's forgotten I know you hate that
6.your skin attached, this fragile cliche of this broken heart attack.
7.Don't be aroused, by my confession.
8.Do you know who i am?
9.I'm about to give rise like the sun never could
10.I'm not really good at all this stuff, about telling everyone that i've got it all figured out.
11.I'm sitting in a room Made up of only big white walls And in the halls There are people looking through The window in the door
12.You feel buried, you feel bored, no one takes u seriously when ur 24
13.Admit it! Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs You know nothing about art or sex That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
14.you sit there in your heart ache, waiting for some beautiful boy to come save you from your old ways
15.Rosemary, Heaven restores you in life

1. Finch- "Fireflies"
2. Frou Frou- "Flicks"
3. Placebo- "Song to say goodbye"
4. Brand New- "Jude law and a semester abroad"
5. The Wannadies- "You and me song"
6. The Used- "Listening"
7. Puscifer/Danny Lohner - "Rev 22:20"
8. Cobra Starship- "Prostitution Is The World's Oldest Profession (And I, Dear Madame, Am A Professional)"
9. Chevelle- "Paint the seconds"
10. Eyeshine- "Not really good"
11. Paramore- "Fences"
12. Von Bondies- "No regrets"
13. Say anything- "Admit it!!!"
14. The Killers- "When you were young"
15. Interpol- "Evil"

haha, wow that was weird. doesn't make much sense. :l' and i ran into a lot of instrumentals, a few different languages i didn't feel like looking up, and some pow wow songs. :/ i haven't listened to Finch in a bazillion years.


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ANIME/MANGA NERD
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x]You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed.
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 12

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[(haha, wow, no. 8l very vague on colors)] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16610334/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16610334/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:08:04 PST


OH before i say anything (lol, 'say anything' why did that make me laugh...), let me just shout and rejoice that today is a snow day for me! al;skdhfaskdhfklsdhf. 8DDD <3333 *rolls around in the snow for a while* i didn't finish my english presentation either, so i get another day to finish it. 8l *tears of joy* and finals start on a few days... OH and i fallowed ~tayvincible's example and i had my mom pre-order the TTGL DVD, and i'll get it some time after my birthday. 8D i was like alskdhfaskldfh asd OMFG THANK U MOMMA. 8l' and because my birthday is coming up, i'm going to see if she can order me Apollo Justice and Persona 3. xD' that DVD and those games are all i've wanted for a while. lD haha...

ANYWAY, So saturday, i WAS going to go up to a pow wow in Seattle... just because i haven't been to one in like a thousand years. 8l' and i miss dancing, but i don't have my fancy shawl outfit with me. lD' BUT i got a hold of my auntie-mom and she said she'd help me work on my timeskip!rossiu cosplay. 8D <33 so yeah, it's nearly done. i got the white sewing part done. o_o' his weird frikken collar thing gave us a hard time. xD and i had to leave before we could sew it, so hopefully she got it to come out alright. lD' it was funny because we pinned it on me before we sewed it all down so i kept calling it my smock. it was all big, white and flowy. :B now i just need to find some material to use as his weird shoulder things, and that green arm band... and those things on his hips... and then the weird star things he has... wtf.
but yeah. 8l' i was also telling my aunt and =Rianale that he reminds me of a chef sort of. lD' so i want to go find an apron and chef hat somewhere and then like... carry around a spatula for the lols. and like ... no one would get it. but us three... and all of you reading this now who are going to sakura con i guess. xD' i have a thing for modifying my cosplays into something totally ridiculous. like when i accidentally said "Byakyula" instead of "Byakuya" and then stole my aunt's vampire teeth for her Kiba cosplay. xD' and when i was looking for material for my ANBU!neji and ANBU!itachi scarves, i was looking at the see through ish materials, and i was like, "8l omg i should be like, belly dancer neji with this." ... so yeah. that's just how i roll. lD haha.
WELL... long journal is long. guess i better stop before i think of anything else. :V


(lol, random 2 am convo with =RadenShadowheart
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
Thank you ~ Drawing hair for the first time on a character sucks D: it sucks so much rofl
Time limit within 7 days says:
attention span is small and the moment i guess. 8l
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
XD
Time limit within 7 days says:
D: i know, i hate doing that.
Time limit within 7 days says:
unless i just draw someone with a hairstyle i messed around with and i'm like, "well, shucks that's pretty cool! 8D"
Time limit within 7 days says:
which is how i always talk, of course.
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
xD
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
I have to draw hair a few times before it looks okay to me xD
Time limit within 7 days says:
i have to redraw faces a lot. lD
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
xD omg me too...
Time limit within 7 days says:
why are they so hard? 8l it BAFFLES ME.
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
xD
Time limit within 7 days says:
LMAO WOW i almost wrote 'waffles'...
We are all X love. It is the Principle of Existence, and its only End. || G T F A says:
they...they like to challenge us...our characters D: and the fanarts
We are all X love. It is the Principle... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16513775/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16513775/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 22:08:32 PST


ROCK BAND THAT IS. ... ok well, my brother got Rock Band a little while ago, and BOY is it fun. 8l' i'm the vocalist in the band we're going to make. xD and gabe's getting a guitar for it soon. haha. i got a 100% on 'Dani California' and 99% on NIN 'the hand that feeds', and i got good at 'Maps' by the Yeah yeah yeahs (98% i think), and i liked doing ... that one song by the killers, i can't remember what it was. lD' and the blitz krieg bob by the Ramones. xD weezer was hard though. and garbage. my voice was all tired, and my throat was aching when i was done. haha. .... ANYWAY, i saw clover field the other day. 8D <3 OMFG, best movie i've seen all year, besides sweeney todd. :B got a bit motion sick, but SO TOTALLY WORTH IT. been wanting to see it since the first commercials and i was definitely NOT let down. lD' go see it!
... i also saw it at the cinerama in seattle so we went to uwajimaya after that and i got some cute little japanese notebooks for my school notes, and a few manga... and a grimmjow, uluiorra and aizen folder. xD <3 oh, and a zelda DS stylus at the pink godzilla.

oh yeah. and at the MLK jr. assembly at school, i got sort of annoyed. 8l' they were like "look around you. Asians, Caucasians, blacks, Hispanics... " and was like, "UM HELLO?!? NATIVE AMERICANS?! RIGHT HERE, and ON THE STAGE TOO! >8l" at least that's what i wanted to say. lD' i guess we still have a long way to go just from hearing that at the assembly. I hope you all remembered Martin Luther King jr. and all of the other great people who helped with setting the stage for a better future. C:



I'm Kimiko in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
IRL... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16451269/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16451269/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 19:36:58 PST


:V positivity meme thangamajig. D: all the cool people were doing it.
ALSO, ... ok, the resolution for my computer screen is huge, so my banner fits on MY screen for the most part, so for you guys with lower resolution, i'll try to make it smaller later on when i get time so they'll actually fit. BUT i spent enough time on them already. :/
BUT i digress.

Okay here's the deal.

List five things about your work that you like.
You're not allowed to say anything you don't like about it, or be shy about it, or say "I'm good at this but ...". I only want to hear about the good stuff.
Don't worry about whether people will agree with you. Just list the things you're personally proud of.
Yes, recognizing one's own flaws is important, but because so many of us are whiny artistic teenagers we do a hell of a lot of recognizing of our flaws and it's time for a little POSITIVITY amid all the self-deprecation. Okay? Okay.
You can tag people or not tag people. Either way is fine.

1. my art sucks. lololojkjkjkjk. i actually think i'm pretty good for the most part. i'm getting more confident in face angles and such.
2. i like how i draw eyes.
3. i'm getting better at coloring with markers.
4. i usually like how i draw expressions.
5. i'm getting more confident in my anatomy drawing. that's been my main focus of improvement over the years. lD and i can see myself getting better. just taking a sketchbook out and doodling poses helps A LOT.



I'm Kimiko in the dev... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16305211/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16305211/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:41:11 PST

TAG'D by . C:

Here are the rules:
1. Post these rules
2. You have to write 8 random facts about yourself
3. Post a journal with this tag
4. Tag 8 more victims
5. Go to their page and leave a comment that tells them they have been tagged

1] I think old songs are awesome. 8l <3
2] I swear i'm allergic to cold. xD it's actually possible for it to happen and i'm suspicious i am. i get like, ... the hives on my face and arms or something if i get too cold. lD
3] I am VERY VERY incredibly sensitive to things regarding native americans and other steriotypes. I don't care if it has anything to do with me, i get offended FOR those people. xD' ... but seriously, i saw someone's webcam making fun of native americans, and someone's signature (just as an example), and it was like a stab to the heart. sure i can take a joke, but i'm definitely allowed to be sensitive about my culture.
4] I like trying new things. I tell myself to live a little, and i'm always happy i tried it after i'm done, even if i didn't enjoy it. even it something looks scary, as long as it's not life threatening i tell myself i'll be ok. No pain no gain, AMIRIGHT?
5] I try my best not to 'dislike' something. it's very rare for me to totally hate something. xD' and if i do, it's not for long. i try to look at the good aspects, and put myself into a different position in order to see the things i don't like in something in a new way and accept it.
6] i'm some sort of health freak in the way that i try to do whatever is best for my body, like, i THINK about these things. i don't go research it or anything, i just try to have as good a posture as i can when i sit, and i TRY to get a certain amount of sleep and i think about what i eat, and so on. xD' me and my aunt have this inside joke where i suddenly go into a blind rage whenever alcohol is mentioned. xD' haha. i despise alcohol and drugs intensely.
7] I'm very close to my family. I live with my Grandpa, Grandma on my mom's side, and her sister (my aunt haila), and my mom and dad, my two younger brothers and two younger sisters. ... and my dog. lD so, that being the norm for me, i'm weirded out and saddened when i talk to people who aren't close to their family at all. :[ We are very connected to our culture and my whole mom's side is very involved in things like weaving baskets out of all sorts of traditional material like cedar, sweat grass, bear grass, cat tail, and rafia. I am incredibly proud of my heritage if you haven't noticed. xD'
8] I think you guys rock. 8l i wish i could meet all of you awesome badass mofos.
haha, sorry that was so long. i write a lot, what can i say? lD

STOLE'D from . :>

"One True Pairing": more like two true pairings... lol. TOBIDEI and DIO x LUCIOLA PLZ.

"One True Threesome": most definitely Grimm/Inoue/Ulqui. xD haha. oh man why do i love it so much? lD

"One True Crack!Threesome": i'm going to say Phoenix/Maya/Miles. haha. just because i like any pairing of these three mostly. no other reason. lD That, or the Samurai Champloo threesome.

"One True Foursome": tamaki/haruhi/hitachiin twins. ROFLLMAOLOLOL.

"Canon fave": lol, axel/kairi, i guess. donotquestionme kthnx.

"Not quite canon but should be": SHINO/HINA are you kidding me, i adore this pairing for some reason. xD'

"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Rath/Cesia.

"You are one sick bastard": jade/anise. and itoshiki/kafuka... mostly because of the age differences... i still like it though....

"I'm one sick bastard": Raul/Daedalus. lol. i've no idea why it's so hot. xD'

"I dabble a little": no idea what this means. i'm going to GUESS that it means something along the lines of "i like it but i don't draw it a lot/ have a very big fandom for it." if that's the case then probably L/Misa. i like it, but i don't have time for all of these pairings. xD'

"It's like a car crash": Yuri and his man-harem of a demon clan.

"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet": Kittan/Yoko

"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not": C.T. Smith/ Gamma Akutabi. :B LOLZ.

"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it": are you kidding me, this one is totally sasodei. lD' i'm just not feeling it, people.

"When all is said a... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16263512/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/16263512/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 23:37:15 PST

I SAW SWEENEY TODD, AND GOODNESS GRACIOUS IT WAS AMAZING. o_o' ILU TIM BURTON.
Musicals seriously make me incredibly happy you don't even know. it was very gory, but hey, that's ok. xD' it really kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. gaaaaah, i'm SO happy i finally got to see it. like, everyone has seen it before me now, but alskdhfsldk. <3
.... ok. time to calm down.
OH YEAH. 8l me and Valerie are totally pchatting tomorrow because we kept missing each other the two other days we tried to catch each other online. xD' i don't have anything planned for saturday, so it's perfect. and hopefully she hasn't jinxed us and something totally crazy happens before then. lD haha.
OH YEAH GUYS. IF YOU HAVEN'T HAD DRIED BLUEBERRIES I SWEAR YOU HAVEN'T LIVED YET. xD' Go eat blueberries with your dying will! lololol, that reminds me. i watched katekyo hitman reborn finally.... i like... WAS NOT going to, because i thought i'd be disappointed, and i sort of am. lD yeah, i won't be watching it much if at all in the future. the manga is really so much better. I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOU GUYS. it got me curious though. lD
And oh man, if you'll notice the new stamp. 8l you have no idea how happy i was to see sayonara zetsubou sensei stamps. xD i screamed like an idiot when i saw them. i pretty much went "ALKHDFKASDHFDK *points*" and my aunt is a bit used to my random squeals of joy so she didn't even turn her head.
... hmm. well. that's all for now. 8l
Except for this, haha. oops.
BUT IT'S AWESOME YOU HAVE TO SEE! I WANT THEM SOSOSOSO BADLY it's not fair. ;3; why does Japan get ALL the cool stuff? l'D *sob*
[link]
[link]



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ok, so that didn't last too long.
THANKS SAMMFACE SUGAR PIE.
got me another subbie. :>
YIPPIE!
alright. well.
i'm tired. and feel like pchatting. haha. i kept getting kicked off of the last place i pchatted at for some reason though. xD'
...

anyway, i'm happy to have a sub again.
I'M GOING TO DRAW YOU SOMETHING SAM, WHAT DO U WANT?!?!?



I'm Kimiko in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
IRL friends:
ART STATUS
Requests: NO.
Gift art: for close friends when i feel like it.
Art trades: only if i watch you... sorry. >.>'
Commisions: Please note me if you're interested. i have no fixed prices as of yet.
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and i don't know when i'll be able to get another one, so don't expect me to comment as much anymore, haha, because once you have a sub, there's no going back, really.
ANYWAY, i had a lot of fun going to 's house. she got a Wii for Christmas so we played games on there, and we watched movies, experimented with making food, played with her dogs, i read some of her shoujo ai, and shounen ai. xD' and other really random things. C: we were making fun of how obnoxious daisy sounds on mario party 8 too. 8l' i mean seriously, it's hilarious. she's like, "OMFG GUYS, I'M THA WINNERZ. 8D"
and it was really snowing around her house for the past 4 or 5 days. but it was like slush snow so it wasn't cool. :l
ANYWAY, happy new year. lD' back to school and all that jazz. i wish they'd give us another week off. i have to go back on the 2nd. :C' i didn't even get to finish my Rossiu cosplay.

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OK ... i like, totally got an iPod for christmas, and it actually fits all my songs on it. xD' i don't have to have like, only 180 songs at a time, yaaaaaayyy. <3 it has my name engraved on it too. lD <3 and it's blue so i named it kamina. 8l lol. because my red and black DS is viral sasoon. 8l' also, when i look for it, i can scream "ANIKIIIIIIII?!?!?!"

AND AND AND i won't be doing much here on DA until school starts because i'm staying at 's house during the day, and i have to finish my homework for english soon or i'll never get to it. lD' and out at oakville we're selling fireworks until new years. so i'll be pretty occupied. i DID rent a lot of cowboy bebop though, and i drew Fey and Spike, so maybe i'll scan that soon for kicks. :/'
ANYWAY, I'LL SEE U ALL LATER, hope you're having a nice vacation. c:

OH YEAH, my aunt got a Playstation3 for christmas, and we bought 'Uncharted: drake's fortune' yesterday, and omfg alskdhfaslkdfh it's so fun. lD' i've been waiting for it since it didn't even have a title in some gaming magazine, and HOLY SHNABBLE CAKES was it worth the wait. :l my aunt is sort of really protective of it though, so i won't be able to play much of it for a while. lD' i can't wait to get ratchet and clank, and assassin's creed though, holy crap i've been waiting so long to play these games. lD *melts*



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haha... i wish i could say 'oi oi oi oi oi' like kamina. 8l'


ANYWAY, i finayly went paintballing with ~katayamadono this vacation. and BOY HOWDY it was fun. lD it was me, her, haila, my brother gabe, my dad, my cousin, gabe's friend, my dad and a few people who were there already. it was really rainy that day, and the flood that happened a while ago washed a bunch of the stuff away, but it was still really really fun. i'm definitely hooked. it's pretty expensive though. :/

But i hope you all have a nice christmas. 8D <3 we finally got our tree a few days ago. xD'... and we don't know where our decorations are. we just bought a few things for it today. christmas was a LOT more hectic this year that it ever was before for us. lD' there are ten people who live in my house and we were ALL out still doing stuff today until about 5. not cool. but yeah... i'm totally worn out from all the shopping and running around i did today. i'm out for today and tomorrow. i won't be online for a while because my internet is out in my room again so i can't submit anything. i drew my friend a gift that took all of last night and she won't even answer her phone so i can give it to her. :[ oh well. i'll just give it to her later.
have a great holiday guys! lol.



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ok, so my internet is back. i'm out of school, and i went to Seattle yesterday.
we saw the golden compass, even though i kind of wanted to see I am legend, but oh well. it was pretty good. apparently the books get more anti religious or something as they go along. lD'
OH OH OH OMG, you know what though? l3 i went to The Pink Godzilla, this Japanese game store in Seattle, to look for the tengen toppa gurren lagann game, BUT INSTEAD I FOUND SOMETHING JUST AS EPIC. omfg, i think i screamed, and i started freaking out. lD' it was pretty expensive and one of the last ones, but my aunt bought me 'Subarashiki kono sekai' (it's a wonderful world) for the DS as a Christmas gift!!!laskdhfalksdhfsd. Cx
gwaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. <3
so yeah. 8l that's pretty much all i'll ever need as far as gifts go this Christmas. i ALSO bought myself something when i went up to Seattle. i couldn't resist. it's called a Bleach official bootleg, and it's filled with little mini comics. hopefully i can get my lazy self to try and translate some of it this vacation. if there isn't already a translated version somewhere on the web. :'D here are some scans. i can't promise any more scans though. this was just one of my favorite little comics. Ukitake with a torn up uniform = A VERY HAPPY HALISA. 8l'
Cover:
part 1&2:
part 3&4:

that's all for now. i have to get in the habit of updating more often. xD' have a nice break. what plans do you all have for Christmas if you celebrate it? C:



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8l ok, my internet downstairs is like dead. so i'm using the crappy upstairs computer. so i'm saaaaadddplz.
ANYWAY. it sort of flooded around where i live so i'm going to take a field trip hopefully this Wednesday to go help with the flood relief cleaning. i've been coloring a few pictures lately but that's about it art wise. mostly just sketches and such.
i also cleaned my room so i found my tablet pen, and some other lost things. lD also, me and are going paint balling this weekend with Haila and my brother. lD' i wonder if it'll be snowing, lololol, i was telling my mom we should all dress up in Santa suits... because it would look hilarious and it wouldn't hurt so bad. xD'
OH i got the second PW game a while ago too. 8l <3 for like, $15, i was like, SCORE PLZ. <3
i'm finishing up a TTGL pic too i'm working on to make prints out of. won't be done for a while though, it's sort of big. ._.'
... and GOOD LORD i must say the new she wants revenge CD has gotten me off my art slump for the time being. makes great music to color too. it's on replay all the time. lololol....
anyway... just thought i could use an update. i should probably get back on my homework. :/



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i'll be not online that's what. lD i ALMOST finished my fangirl art meme thing too. 8l' haha oh well. and you'll NEVER guess who i fangirled. actually maybe you will. it was a tough decision really. a fangirl shouldn't have to think to hard about these things. xD' i had like 20 people in mind and ... yeah oh well. you'll see.
OH. but i'm going to Amoa's birthday party tonight. it's at skateland. i haven't roller skated there in forever, hahaha. and she HAD to choose the very night i've been looking forward to since last year. lD i missed this magic show last year and i was like, "lol i'll just go next year." well, i happen to have THE worst luck on things like that so why am i suprised? lD bah. oh, but then after that i'm spending the night at ~katayamadono's house and we're going to the bearzar thing in the morning. i don't know what we'll do once i get there, but it should be fun. haila won't be here this weekend because she's in Boston for one of her speech and hearing conference type things. D: nyoro~n.
anyway... i'm really tired, but i get home, pack for a sleepover, then watch the rest of the House M.D. DVD i rented, then play tales of the abyss, pause and write this journal. xD' i should have taken a nap before i leave for a birthday party. maybe when i get to toeri's house i'll just fall asleep, LOLOLOL. 8l kidding.
have a nice weekend. lD



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taken from and sort of. though, i really shouldn't be doing this, i have like 4 big assignments due tomorrow. lD'
ohwellz.


Rules:
1. choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.

Original Characters:
Tehvan
Jeralyn
Blaza
Seth
Gwen

1) How old are you?
Tehvan: 17
Jeralyn: 16
Blaza: 19
Seth: 17
Gwen: almost 17. :/

2) Size?
Tehvan: about 5 and a half feet. C:
Jeralyn: 3 inches shorter than tehvan, whatever that is. T_T
Blaza: like, 5'10" or something. lD
Seth: 5'5"
Gwen: 5'6"


3) Bad habits?
Tehvan: daydreaming, and giggling. C:
Jeralyn: i have none. 8l
Blaza: forgetting to clip my fingernails. :l i have gwen do it for me. lol.
Seth: xD' um, i snack ALL the time... i don't get fat though.
Gwen: i slouch. D: everyone does, but i'm anal about good posture.

4) Are you a virgin?
Tehvan: yeah. :]
Jeralyn: yes, thank GOD. *glares at tehvan*
Blaza: *sly grin*
Seth: 8l blaze and gwen tried to rape me, but yes i am.
Gwen: oh we did not you big baby, you're just fun to pick on. lD

5) Married or single?
Tehvan: ILU JER.
Jeralyn: NEVER. 8l
(Tehvan: *DENY'D* D:, )
Blaza: gwen won't let me marry her...seth won't let me marry him either. :l'
Seth: JERK. :<
Gwen: hahaha.

6) Do you have children?
Tehvan: SOON. I hope you have a beautiful baby girl first Jer! 8D
Jeralyn: the hell, i'm like 16, GTFO. T_T
Blaza: no. :/
Seth: lD
Gwen: nope. blaze would kill me. 8l


7) Favorite food?
Tehvan: Jeralyn. ... i mean... um, cheese cake. lD
Jeralyn: o_o' ... T_T um, i have a love for italian foods.
Blaza: i love everything i've eaten so far. i'm not a picky eater at all. let me tell you that i LOVE bellpeppers though. 8l <3
Seth: ew, bellpeppers. 8L ... ah, crunchwrap supreme from taco bell. it's divine |-)
Gwen: miso soup. :]

8) Do you have any secrets?
Tehvan: after this quiz, probably not. xD'
Jeralyn: 8l what's it to you?
Blaza: not telling you my life story right now, sorry. :l'
Seth: i like... baby turtles....
Gwen: my bra size? 8D just kidding, no not really.

9) Are you in love?
Tehvan: *bats eyelashes in jeralyn's direction*
Jeralyn: *disgusted expression* >_o' ugh.
Blaza: *lays down in gwen and seth's laps* ilu guys. C:
Seth: ah... ._.' me and gwen are dating. *shifts uncomfortably*
Gwen: *pushes blaze off* :l <3

10) Favorite band, singer, or CD?
Tehvan: hmm, i like oldies. 8D
Jeralyn: classical and techno dance club music. lD awkward mix.
Blaza: alternative rock and such. i like a select few r&b songs as well. :/
Seth: various pop and alternative music.
Gwen: hahaha, pop? (Seth: shutup. :C)... i like italian pop and rock myself. lD

11) What's your eye color?
Tehvan: gold or amber
Jeralyn: pale green.
Blaza: hazel
Seth: dark brown
Gwen: i don't know. seth, look at my iris for me. :l
Seth: o//o ... um, light brown.

12) Do you prefer the swimming pool or the beach?
Tehvan: Oh wow, jer in a swimming suit... OUCH, hey i was just kidding. lD hahaha.
Jeralyn: neither.
Blaza: Beach volleyball is a blast. you should try it sometime seth. :B
Seth: lD .... um yeah, uh the pool.
Gwen: I could kick your ass in volleyball blaze, and you kn... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/15483987/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/15483987/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 18:48:12 PST



wow this looked fun. stolen from . lD

PEIN.
[] Do you have ginger hair?
[] Do you have at least one piercing?
[x] Do you change what you look like every so often?
[XXXX] Do you enjoy making people suffer? (fufufufufu.)
[x] Do you have at least two pets?
2/5

KONAN.
[x] Do you / have you ever had blue hair? (just the tips for a little while. lD )
[x] Do you enjoy origami? (ORGASMS!?!?! lol, no wait....)
[XXXX] Do you think of yourself as an angel? (Pein's angel? heck yeah. it's like charlie's angels only cooler. 8l)
[] Do you wear decorations in your hair?
[] Do you wear coloured eyeshadow?
3/5

SASORI.
[] Do you like puppets?
[x] Do you look younger than you are?
[] Do you / have you ever had red hair?
[] Do you hide behind a tough exterior?
[] Is your heart the weakest part of you? (xD lol, wth.)
1/5

(wow, sorry sasori. xD' )

DEIDARA.
[] Do you like birds?
[x] Do you like sculpting?
[XXXXX] Do you think you're very good at art? (haha, just kidding no, i don't. :l)
[] Do people often say different?
[x] Do you have a ridiculously long fringe?
3/5

KISAME.
[x] Do you like fish?
[] Do you have an odd shade of skin? (like blue? no.)
[x] Is there something wrong with your teeth? (my front tooth is chiped a bit? i guess. i feel like a hill billy. :l)
[] Your eyebrows are hard to see / aren't there.
[x] You like to do things the fast and easy way.
3/5

ZETSU.
[] Are you schizophrenic?
[] Do you have mood swings?
[x] Do you like plants?
[x] -- Venus flytraps? (<3)
[] You have an eye problem.
2/5

TOBI.
[XXX] Are you a good boy? [Girl] (lmao.)
[] Ever had an extremely violent mood swing?
[x] Do you like Lolipops?
[] Ever been in a crushing situation? (?)
[x] Ever been so obsessed with this one person?
3/5 (ROFL)

ITACHI.
[] Do you like to torture?
[XXXX] Do you have homicidal siblings?
[] Ever wanted to kill your whole family?
[x] Do you come across as moody and evil?
[x] Do you spend to much time alone?
3/5

HIDAN.
[x] Are you religious?
[x] Do you wear necklaces?
[x] Have you ever self harmed? (i punch the wall and my leg when i'm really really mad. lD probably not a good thing.)
[x] You whine alot.
[] You have funny coloured eyes.
4/5

KAKUZU.
[] Do you have a money fetish?
[x] Do you like sewing?
[x] Do you like to cover your hair or mouth?
[x] You're greedy?
[XXXX] You're a secret ballerina!
4/5



hahahaha. ... wow, anyway, made us new icons.
they're so cute. D: omfg. it's also her birthday today. so go with her a happy one. 8l <3
well, happy veterans day weekend. i hope you all thought about why we have this holiday. i went to a vetaran's dinner last night and we preformed some of our canoe paddle songs for the people eating. i hadn't done drum practice in a while, but i remembered most of the songs. lD and they talked about the navajo code talkers that helped out in the war but because it was so secret a mission they weren't recognized for their efforts. :/ then we ate a dinner with coastal chehalis foods. lD it was really good. -3- <3 ... i was going to say some other stuff too but i forgot. haha. oh well, i thought i'd update though. too busy to get much art done at all sorry. ._.


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as i said in my last journal i think, i sort of caught some sort of cold. and it's gotten worse everyday. lD i can actually eat though now, because friday, i had lost my appetite and slept right after i got home from school. i've been feeling feverish, weak and short of breath lately, and my throat has been killing me. i wouldn't be suprised if i started coughing up blood. :/ and it started when it felt tingly on thursday. i haven't gotten sick for a while and i think it got to my head that i didn't need much sleep this week. so i've been working on this book project lately every night and going to bed late. :/ so i think my immune system wasn't doing too well. blah. now i can eat though and i don't have to lay down all the time. i have to get this project done today too, so hopefully i won't be up too late today or i may not be able to make it to school tomorrow. :/ so yeah, that's why i haven't been online lately.

OH OH OH. but yesterday, i made it out of bed so me haila and my brother gabe could go look for Halloween stuff. we ate at Casa Mia's, and omg their soup is so good i've been craving it for a long time. o_o' <3 that and some hot tea really helped my throat. but then after that we went to rent Halo 3, metal gear solid, and i bought Phoenix Wright finally. xD yay. <3333 my mom was finally like, 'ok fine, but you better have something on your Christmas list this year. something more than like 5 things. 8l' and i was like, 'oh don't worry, there are still 2 more PW games to get, and i'm really behind on games to begin with. lD" so yeah. i'm having fun with that. 8l it's as good as i thought it would be. <333 i'm only on the second case, but again i have lots of homework. :l and i want to take as long as i can to play it because i don't know when i'll get the next ones.
SO YEAH. i hope i'm better by Halloween, because i want to eat candy without it killing my throat. lD
EDIT. i stole this from . xD' it looked fun.

TOP TEN

10 male characters you like
(holy crap, how do i choose only 10? lD haha.)
[1] Hirako Shinji *3* <333 (or grimmjow<3)- Bleach
[2] Vincent Law- Ergo Proxy (or pretty much anyone with Liam O'brian's voice.)
[3] Viral/ or Kamina (i can't decide. xD' ) -Tegen Toppa Gurren Lagann
[4] Miles Edgeworth- Phoenix Wright
[5] Tiki Mik- D.Gray-man
[6] Frings- Tales of the Abyss
[7] Nozomu Itoshiki- Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei
[8] Haji/hagi- Blood+
[9] Kimihiro Watanuki- xxxHolic
[10] Sasha Nein- Psychonauts
(and many more. lol. 8D' )

10 female characters you like
(slightly harder to do. xD)
[1] Konan- Naruto shippuden
[2] Yoko- Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
[3] Fuu- Samurai Champloo
[4] Tira Misu- Sorcerer Hunters
[5] Re-l Mayer - Ergo Proxy (haha, i just left it how it was. lD)
[6] Anise Tatlin- Tales of the abyss
[7] Kid- Chrono Cross
[8] Ling Xiaoyu- Tekken (series)
[9] Ashlin- Jak 2
[10] Rosette Christopher- Chrono Crusade

10 videogames you like
(i need a way longer list plz. 8l)
[1] Psychonauts
[2] Tekken
[3] Burnout
[4] Golden Sun (<33)
[5] Phoenix Wright
[6] Ratchet and Clank (or anything by Insomniac)
[7] Jet Set Radio Future
[8] Jak and Daxter (or anything by Naughty Dog)
[9] Klonoa
[10] Sly Cooper
(and anything by Square).


10 songs you like
[1] Lovers of loving love- The Aqua Bats
[2] Heros come back- Nobodyknows
[3] Bring me the disco king [loner mix]- David Bowie
[4] Fly- Sugar Ray
[5] L.G. Fuad- Motion City Soundtrack
[6] In yo... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/15218292/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/15218292/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:07:09 PDT




Overall, i liked his voice. he sort of varied a lot in how he sounded just in the few scenes he was in, like he'd sound all old, and then really young and then somewhere in the middle depending on what he was saying, but i'm pretty pleased. mostly because i had these horrible visions of him having this really terrible voice voice. so, to me it sounds alright. lD and it's how i'd picture obito to sound if he were grown up. so yeah. and i'm not worried about how he'll sound when he goes all Madara Uchiha on our asses after that either. xD' i feel like he can sound evil and arrogant if he wants. which is good. he'd have the "8D lol deidara sempai!" voice and the "Fufufufu, go do my evil bidding pitiful being. 8l" voice.
because i don't know. i LOVE retardedly happy tobi and all, but i just adore how he can go from talking all proper and nicely to being so arrogant and less formal or respectful.
so yeah. much better than i had thought he would sound. i'm sure if i had higher expectations i might not be too disappointed either. just sometimes, his voice gets a bit weird. hopefully that doesn't happen too often though. lD i guess i'll learn to live with it.
that's just my opinion though. xD' i'm not going to lie though, i'm just EXTREMELY happy he's even here now. 8l <3 good lord, i was going to watch it before school, but i had to leave. then i got home, layed down, and sat there like, "i was TOTALLY just going to do something when i got home, i've been thinking about it all day. 8l" and then i was like, "OHSNAP IT'S TOBI TIME! *scrambles toward computer*" and when the theme song i started dancing around my room. xD haha. that's how happy i was. and there's no one home right now, so yeah, i'm allowed to do things like that. xD'
OH YEAH SAISAISAI TOO! 8D i like his voice. i was so happy to hear him talk. and how he's all like, "D: aren't i supposed to smile? this is all i can do, i guess i'll have to practice." not his exact lines but i have to wait for the subtitles too. i understood a lot more than i thought i would, and not just because i had read it before. ... anyway yeah that's all i had to say. 8l' except for i paint chatted yesterday and it was the most fun i've had in a while. lD i really want to do it again soon. i have a book project to do this week though, so mah, i have no time to do anything for now. :C'


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OMG the new opening and endings for shipppuden are so cute! xDDD i haven't seen ep. 31 yet, but i just wanted to see how the new openings and endings turned out so ... yeah. they make me INCREDIBLY HAPPY!!! 8D because of sai of course. gosh, he just has to stand there in the credits and he still looks hot. and then he's in a sexy pose all of the sudden. xD hahaha. ... anyway. i had to express my joy. sai finally showed up so i'm going to have to watch every episode from here on *coughunlessit'safiller*. ... and actually, i like some of the things that make the episodes longer. ONLY because the manga really left some things hanging, and it felt to me like it was pretty much BEGGING the anime to fill those things in. i mean, it took a few panels to do something in the manga that it took a whole episode to do in the anime. so i sort chuckle when people complain about how long it's taking. Sure sure, i'd LOVE if i went a little faster. but i appreciate most of the things that the anime failed to bring out. SOME things the anime could do without though. i love detail and all, at some points it's past detail and just making things up, as entertaining as it is it does really take quite a while for the events we all want to happen to come when we want. lD oh well.
ANYWAY, my shoulder is feeling better along with my ribs for those of you who know that i sort of pulled it a few days ago in PE. my shoulder had been realllyyy sore and tender for a while, and it hurt to move it. and i discovered painfully that it also affected my ribs somehow, so when i laughed, coughed or sneezed, it hurt that side of my ribs. so of course for those couple days, my brother unintentionally made me laugh a lot, and i sneezed a lot, and i had to cough really lightly and then laugh at myself, only to be in pain anyway. xDD haha. so ... yeah... stupid sammface made me laugh too while i talked to her yesterday. i'd giggle at everything she said and be all, "hahahah ow ow ow ouch! *clutches chest*" it looked weird at school because i was basically clutching my right boob. it was a bit awkward. .. anyway, PSATs this Saturday morning. :/ meh, i don't want to do ittttt. -3-' , , and . xD' it's a little more intimate shonen-ai than i'm used to drawing i must admit. haha. i don't know if i should submit it here because i don't think a lot of my watcher really watch me for that. xDDD' we'll see though. maybe some people will appreciate it. (EDIT: actually, if any of you want to see a preview of it, then it's right here. lD haha. [link] )
oh oh, and it's reallyyy uber stormy out today, so my power is in danger of going out. o.o! so, if i'm not online today or tomorrow or something or i still haven't replied to your comments then that's probably why.


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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14963858/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:40:51 PDT




stolen from my tobi . :l

1. Smoked. [ ]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x] (a sip of white wine on accident in italy. 8l it was the nastiest stuff i've ever had. lD)
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had sex. [ ] having sex scares me, lol. xD'
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [ ]
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [ ] i'd have someone shoot me in the head before i'll ever take drugs or drink. :l

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [ ]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x] bootleg el oh el... lD
7. Cut yourself. [ ]
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [x] lol, to watch the world cup in italy, we were in some disco place. xD' good lord i hate the smell of alcohol in clubs.
10. Seen someone die. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. [x] sort of, .. because we got lost. lD haha.
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x] wtf, how is this bad? 8l
4. Been to a therapist. [ ] THErapist... sorry that made me lol, i think i'm delirious with lack of sleep right now.. hahaha..
5. Snuck out of the house. [ ] no, because i used to live in the woods. xD and i'd get eaten by a bear or something, hahaha.
6. Dyed your hair. [x] (highlights?)
7. Received a ticket. [ ]
8. Been in an accident. [ ]
9. Wished someone to die. [x] when i was little?
10. Been to a bar. [x] you'll never guess where. :l'

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

1. Been to a wild party. [x] italy was my party place i've come to realize. lD not on purpose of course.
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [ ] FUCK NO plz. again i say, shoot me in the head before i drink any sort of alcohol. i get sick just thinking about alcohol.
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ] ?
5. Sniffed anything. [ ] LOL PUTTING SHIT UP MY NOSE IS FUN. NOT.
6. Wore black nail polish. [x] 8D
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x]
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ] i have one of his songs because it has eminem in it. xDD' *shame* but not the whole CD, god no.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

1. Dressed Gothic. [x] 7th grade every once in a while...
2. Dressed prep[x] this year, sort of. lD hahaha... wow.
3. Dressed punk. [ ] depends on what you mean by ' punk' and 'grunge'.
4. Dressed grunge. [ ] :l
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [ ] which is why i'll never drink. it makes you so fucking vulnerable. and i HATE being vulnerable to anyone. especially to another drunk person who has no idea what the hell they're doing.
7. Blacked out. [ ]
8. Fainted. [x]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [x] i have a crush on everyone, ok. 8l <3

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [ ]
5. Been called a slut. [ ] not to my face anyway. lD there are plenty of people who could have called me that without my knowing.
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car. [ ] 8D no car, no speakers.
8. Broken a mirror. [x] haha.. when i was little, ... in daycare, i totally shattered this giant mirror. it was awesome. :l
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14861966/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14861966/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:47:53 PDT




ok, so today...wtf it was so cold and rainy today.. oh well.
but today me and hung out at the mall. it was fun, she gave me the allen walker clock she got me in japan. 8D al;skdhfaskldhf it's so amazingly cute. kyaaaaa. lol. :l ... anyway, we sort of sat around in the food court as i munched down on noodles and chicken and talked. she made a smiley face with the food she dropped on the table. xD ... and then we just walked around... looked at the games stores and talked about how we wanted to play phoenix wright. lD haha. then we wandered around JCPenny's looking at scarves... and socks. xD then we walked to boarders and mcdonald's and target. hehe, she did the haruhi dansu on the way to target. D: i want to learn that dance so bad. xD but i had a good time... i don't normally go out to the mall and hang out with friends very often, because i see them at school, but she's trillian and she's awesome and doesn't go to my school, so that was a neat thing to do on the weekend. :] especially because i'm leaving this thursday for NNABA (national native american basketry association), which will be held in Lapwai Idaho this year. that's where my tribe is and where my dad's side of the family lives too, right on the reservation, so that's pretty neat. i can't wait. D: i really want to make time to actually go around some of the tables and learn some patterns, but i have to teach again this year. i think i'm teaching cedar hair barrettes or something, maybe we're doing cedar and bear grass pouches too though... lD haha, i don't remember. but yeah. that's where i'll be this coming weekend.
gotta finish up my reading. lD hope you all had a nice weekend. tomorrow spirit week starts too, haha. it's pajama day, sports day, superhero day, decade day, then senior toga day. xD' should be interesting. then it's homecoming but i'll be gone if i wanted to go anyway. :/'

EDIT: *NARUTO SPOILERS AHEAD* OK i just had to say that that last naruto chapter REALLY confused me. :l' oh man i was all "8l lolwut?" some theories of mine either flew out the window, or are really close or ... something. man... KONAN WAZ REAL KOOL THOUGH LOL. 8'D she always had a place in my heart but man was she awesome. it cracked me up when Jiraiya like, barfed oil all over her though. xDD' i couldn't help it, konan was all just like, "8l AW SHIZNASTY!" only not really, she just looked sad she couldn't move as well. xD' and her WINGS MAN. HER WINGS. OMFG lskdhflaksdfj i love her so much. :l' her and pain were cute kids. all adorable the explorable ftw. orochimaru was ticking me off though for the couple panels he was in. xD' i was like, "NO. ONE CANNOT JUST KILL PAIN. >:l how dare you think such a thought! shun the non believerrrrr!!!!!" Jiraiya was being a fatherly guy like he always is though. lD that was cute. i LOLed at the size of the fish they were eating though. and pain as a kid... poor guy, i get how he thinks like he does now. ._.' gwah.
anyway, that's all for now. sorry for the ramble. i just had to get all that out.


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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14805208/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 19:01:31 PDT




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i know you've probably seen this all over the place by now, but please read the journal because it explains everything, and help out a little. every bit counts. ;-;
i don't normally pass these things on, but someone's life is on the line, so please take some time to at least consider helping. thank you. <3'
i found out by *kiptripsyc and *fresh4u's journal by the way.


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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14755805/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 17:51:44 PDT




Endfest was great as expected. i got a paramore shirt, and i called madcap while shiny toy guns were playing. xD' we couldn't hear each other at all. el oh el.
but yeah, here's all of the bands from yesterday..
shiny toy guns, paramore, hot hot heat, the bravery, bright eyes, against me, smashing pumpkins, the used, and .. wtf, i forget the other one. :l

oh, and i got to finally read the translated version of the new naruto chapter, 371... because i had cheated and read the raw one on friday, haha. lD and i have to say that i find it sad that NO ONE besides my aunt that i know of likes pain's new body. all because of his piercings and hair. xDDD hahaha. ok... and me and my aunt think--
OHSNAP wait, spoilers for those of you who aren't caught up
anyway, we think that all of his bodies that were in that one room... are like, all HIS consciousness and NOT totally different people. so, it's still Pain-sama, but .. like a robot type thing and those piercings aren't piercings at all, but bolts or something that holds his body together. which would be FECKING AWESOME in my opinion. :l' but yeah. i like Pain for Pain. but ... you know, as much as i like him, i KNOW he's going to end up killing Jiraiya, and gad, i'm going to cry. i drew a doodle in class since he made peace with Tsunade, and went off alone, and i KNEW he would never come back. ;3; and yeah... i'll scan the doodle later. anyway, i just wanted to get that out. lD'
EDIT: i scanned it. LOL. :B


oh, i also went to a little anime party at Toeri's house, and we watched ergo proxy for a few hours. lD ... and that's about all i did yesterday. have a nice sunday peeps. 8l
EDIT2: OH OH and another edit. For those of you who watch Blood+ ... yeah... ok i cried in the latest english episode. ;-; i don't think i can watch the rest of the series. i'm too busy to watch it in japanese, and i'm scared to anyway, because i know i'll end up crying agian. D: ... gah... i do like the japanese voices. i didn't get as far with those episodes as it is now. i was only on like episode 15 or so... when i learned adult swim was going to be playing it on saturdays last year i was sort of worried. but crispin freeman does haji's voice so it all works out. gwaaah, i hope the next episode isn't as sad. ;3;


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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14735766/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 22:05:53 PDT




Yesssss. i love them omg. D: they're so cute. sam made them for us. <3
i started to make my versions, but they won't be finished for a while. lD i love these so much though that i may not finish them at all, haha.
anyway yeah. i went to the fair yesterday and at one of the vendors they were selling a bunch of anime stuff and i bought the death note movies. 8D yay. i got to see them at the showings in one of the theaters at Anime Expo, and i really liked the movie ending. i hope they work on my playstation2. and aren't like imports that won't play on our DVD players or something. >.>
But yeah, End fest is tomorrow. its a bunch of concerts in seattle on a bunch of stages. Hot hot heat, Paramore, Shiny toy guns, The Used, and a crap load of other bands are going to be there. i am so excited. D: <3 omfg. and after that i might go to someone's house for an anime party. xD' the plan is we're going to stay up and just watch anime and stuff... i dunno, it sounded fun and it gives me a chance to not be so antisocial. lol. :l' so hopefully i can make it back in time for that.
and then the day after that, .. sunday, we're going to the fair again for a couple hours and we'll meet Amoa there because she bought me tickets for a concert there too. it's the johnas brothers.. or however you spell it, and ... i'm not much of a fan i have to say, BUT it'll be with Amoa, so i'm willing. lD haha. we don't get to see each other at ALL during class or lunch, so yeah, that should be fun.
also, and i might get a table to share at the sakura con artist ally in March or April. i wasn't really sure if i should because i wanted to go around and do stuff at sakura con instead of sit around at a table. but if it's with someone else i know for a while i think it'll be ok. i might make my mom or someone watch it though too. xD'
anyway, yeah. busy busy weekend. i have to finish my math off tonight or i'll never get it done. lD seeee yaaaaa.


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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14581285/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14581285/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 19:55:48 PDT




ok. wow i haven't journaled in a while. lD haha, sorry.
ANYWAY yeah, i started school last Wednesday actually. and i got some ok classes. i don't have lunch with Amoa or Katie anymore though. D:, i was all kanashitebayooooo. waaah.
i have lunch with Robert and Rachelle though. lD i don't really talk to them, and Rachelle like... bites Robert's arm and then hugs him and people are throwing stuff, so i just sort of sit there like a loser idiot and stuff. xD' not cool. but i'll manage.
but today i walked home and called sam (=pockymadcap). it was so cool. :l' we were all laughing and shiz. we seriously talked for like an hour and 20 minutes. and then i had to help make dinner and i'm downloading my homework for history right now. xD' which feels sort of weird admittedly. because i've never had to download my history homework you know? let alone any other homework. lD
ANYWAY, i had a pretty good summer. Anime Vegas was GREAT. one of the smaller of conventions i've been to, BUT there were some realllyyyy cool people there. like awesome voice actors, and not the 'best' cosplayers, but they were really cool, like there was this axel in a skirt and she was dancing to 'hips don't lie' and the cloud that was in her group was like running over to people and making them dance with her/him. it was funny. and a lot of people wanted to hug me and haila, so i got to be all out of character and be all "YEAH, SURE I'LL HUG YOU! 8D <3333 *bear hug*" and stuff. lD haha. it was a crap load of fun. and it wasn't as spread out as Anime Expo and Sakura con, so that was good. things were fairly easy to find. OH OH and the voice actors i got to see and meet were Travis Willingham (OMFG I'M SO GLAD I GOT TO FINALLY MEET HIM, i love him so much, omfglskhdfalshf) the guy who does Roy mustang, Iggy from Ergo Proxy, and some guy from Mushishi, and i got to meet Arron Dismuke (guy who does Ion Fortune from Trinity Blood, Alphonse Elric, and someone from fruits baskets) and i got to meet Yuri Lowenthal who TOTALLY looked different, omg i didn't even recognise him, he like shaved his hair all short and had some facial hair. xD wow, i was like, ... hey that SOUNDS like Yuri but it doesn't look like him. haha, oh well, he was AWESOME. i was so happy he was there. He does the voices for Luke fon Fabre from Tales of the Abyss, Sasuke from naruto, Deadalus from Ergo Proxy, and some other things. and Johnny Yong Bosch was there, who is in the band Eyeshine, does the voices for people like Guy from TOA, Renton from Eureka 7, Kiba from wolf's rain, some random charactor in naruto. xD and he's the black power ranger too, which is awesome. lD lol, because i love it when he goes "IT'S MORPHING TIME!!! D<" ... OH and Rachelle Hershfeild was there (totally butchered her name, sorry). but she does the voice for Pino in Ergo proxy. and gawww she was so cute. lD haha. she was really pretty. i was like, OMG D: why are you so cute, wtf.
anyway, i have a bunch of recordings and some pictures that i'll upload eventually. i also started coloring a picture of sai with my markers, so that should be up shortly. i have to finish homework though. D:, talk to you fine people later. just checking in for a while, and might i just say HOLY DANG my deitobi mini comic has a crap load of views and faves. wtf, you guys are crazy. lD'


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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14311692/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/14311692/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 22:56:34 PDT




well i was tagged by ~Rianale. so i figured why the heck not.

10 facts about my art.

1. my sketches... well you've all seen them, but they're really messy and i reallyyyy envy people who make their sketches so clean. -3- gwaaah.

2. i'm REALLY trying to back off from the anime ish style. i don't want realism, but even something just cartoony would be great. i draw smaller eyes now, and i'm pretty happy with my style now, but people still insist on calling a lot of my stuff anime. ... oh well. guess i'll just try harder. :l'

3. xD i'm really anal when it comes to proportions. haha. gad. i have to draw out the body structure of the pose before i draw the clothes on. .... yeah, i'm weird like that. :l'

4. i enjoy drawing eyes from the side very much. xD'

5. i like drawing very strong chins that sort of jut out... not like macho chins or anything but... xD yeah i can't explain it.

6. i have difficulty drawing hairstyles.

7. my style is NEVER very consistent. i draw things in various styles all the time. but meh... whatever. lD

8. i feel like my poses and such get very repetitive.

9. many a time have i had this vision of what my picture should be, and it looks really cool, but i can never pull it off, and it turns out like crap. :l'

10. i'm not ganna lie, but i LOVE shading around eyes. GOD it is so fricking fun. :l i also really like putting eye shadow on guys. :l which might be why i think Ikkaku Madarame is so awesome.... seriously, he just kicks major ass. i love that bald guy. lD ..... Yumichika is pretty awesome too... *mumble mumble*

ANYWAY I just got back from a native art camp. this year the theme was photography, and we got to take home our really neat film camera's with the zoom lense home. we got to go in the dark room and i had a lot of fun... i have some videos from while i was there. so i'll post the links for them here sometime. |3

but.. yeah, i leave for kansas tomorrow to go visit ~angafreak and marrissa. ;D <3. i'm SOOOO FREAKING EXCITED. gad. ... and yeah. i finished my neji outfit except for the shoes and i didn't get the contacts, but oh well. xD'

OHOHOH. i almost forgot. 8D sketch commissions. if the people who are interested could note me, i'll get back to you in a few weeks when i get back.
prices for sketch commissions are originally 3 dollars for JUST a sketch and for it to be scanned and submitted. BUT if you want it inked or sent to you.. or both, of course i'm going to charge a bit more. but if you want all that done i'll scan it anyway, and see if you like the first sketch. and if you don't like like it then i'll redo it. oh, and also, ... i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings but if i don't watch you, or i don't talk to you much then please don't ask me. AS SOON as i get the hang of this whole commission thing i'll loosen up, but for now.... yeah. lD'
anyway, yes, i'll see you all in a few weeks. 8D <3 missss youuuuu.
OH ... and i REALLY want to draw Hades.. and other such hercules fanart, because ... yeah that movie makes me happy. 8l'


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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13683795/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13683795/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 12:17:44 PDT




i'm going to go see the harry potter movie tonight. wtf i wrote happy potter for a minute. :l' .... anyway yeah, going to go buy myself a new phone charger, stop at scare crow video to rent Ergo Proxy and maybe Hellsing or Candidate for goddess... or Martin Successor Nadisco. lD i havn't been there in a while. but then we're going to hang out at the mall in seattle to wait for when the movie starts and maybe get some gelatos. |D
anyway, i saw a movie... saturday i think, and BOY was it sad. :l i told everyone who was on messanger with me, but i saw 'Sicko'. and .... gwaaah, i cryed for like half the movie. >.> it was about american health care insurance, and it made me want to kill the government. :l and hate america more than i already do. we're pretty much screwed over with our healthcare. it's like one of the worst in the world. :l doctors here freaking get promotions for denying people care and it's recognized as a savings for the company. 8l' there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with that. .... to the point where it makes you question if we have any conscience for humanity at all. ._.' some of the stories were just heart wrenching. and when the guy went over to england, france and canida, our health care was a freaking JOKE. when EVER he asked the cost of anything in the hospital the answer was always, "it's free. no money." he was like, "how much did that baby cost you? :l" and they were like, "... um what? >l" and he was explaining to this guy that someone here had to choose which finger he wanted put back on after he sawed them off according to the price of each one. .. one was like 22,000 and the other was like 16,000. and the guy he was explaining it got like all four of his fingers put back on for free. :l
but yeah.... very informative in it's own little way. i liked it alot. made me want to go punch some of the health care people who don't have a conscience in the gut. :l

... oh yeah, and on that light note, i'm going to Anime Vegas, so anyone who might be there let me know. lD though i don't think i know anyone who lives there. ...
also my paint program's 30 day trial ended so i'm going to really have to buy one or do another 30 day trial for something else. xD'
and i'm drawing a picture for 's birthday comming up, and a picture for consisting of mello and matt. lD
oh. ALSO the canoe journey starts in like 10 days so when that starts i won't be able to check my messages. >.> and after that's over... i don't know how many days it is, but i'll probably be too wiped out to check messages after that for a while. :/ so yeah. just a heads up.
[oh yeah, and =RadenShadowheart got me into Plastic Tree by sending me some of their songs. xD' it's really gotten me out of my art block, so thank you!! 8D]

EDIT: here are some of my sketches/WIPs just to tide you over untill i can get something decent up. :l'
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[link] http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13628427/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 00:51:45 PDT




SO YEAH. i ended up going as byakuya kuchiki. and i had a lot of fans. xD' just walking along the line for registration a lot of people wanted pictures and waved and gave hugs and stuff. lD and i was trying to say something about byakuya one time and i said "byakyula"... and i was giggling about it because i was tired and i get giggly and hyper when i'm wiped out so ... yeah i was like, "haila haila did you hear that? did you hear what i said lololol? 8D" and she was like, "T_T yeah haila i heard." because she was all tired and stuff. D: ... i called her hayner too. :l and we have this thing where i go "hey la." and it sounds like, "haila" and she goes "hey ha" .... and yeah instead i was going "hey ner. 8D lolol."
.... i thought it was funny...
anyway yeah, here are some cosplay pics of me and haila.
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haha.. .yeah. :l it was fun being byakuya. people would shout at me, "Captain Kuchiki, Captain Kuchiki! 8DDD" and haila had a lot of enthusiastic fans too. they'd be like, "OHMYGOD it's hayner. D: <3333 *hug*" and there was a roxas who was like, "OMG BUDDY OLD PAL. 8D" haha...
oh and here's some stuff i got there.
[link] this is what i got haila. ;l i thought it was cool and it was like 4 dollars. lD
[link] lovely prints i love so much. D:
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[link] this was what i commissioned someone for $3 because they asked me to so nicely. and i was like "what do i want haila?! D: ... oh wait! SAI, DRAW ME SAI OMFG. >3<"
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[link] i got the tales set for $75! 8DDDD omg. it didn't come with an Ion though... this one place that didn't have them for sale had long haired and short haired luke and an Ion holding mieu. lD oh well.

this was the convention center. >
our water taxi thing: [link]
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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13479792/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:14:35 PDT


selling fireworks until july 5 and staying at oakvill until the 7th i think. >.>
finally out of school. i'll miss you guys. D:
i'm working on my cosplay out at oakvill where there's a sewing machine too. so i'll be going as byakuya.... i lied. D:
anyway, sorry i'm not on anymore and only submitting crap. *sits under rain cloud*

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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13423276/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 18:14:07 PDT


somebody punch me in the baby maker i'm doing a narutard quiz. xD' haha...
stolen from *gejimayo.

THE NARUTARD SURVEY! NARUTARDS UNITE.

1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?
aallllll of them.... but probably sai ... or lee... lD

2. What is your favorite pairing?
aallll of themm.... kidding, i like shikaino, shinohina, narusaku... and some others :/

3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?
xD for pure crack and laughs yeah. other wise, seriously, no. :l'

4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how many times?
i'm going to be neji hopefully for anime expo. lD debating on him or byakuya though..

5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.
wow... ok well i have the manga thus far released in america, a print, a couple posters, a shikamaru plushie, a fanguide, a couple figurines, a headband for my cosplay... um... the game 'uzumaki chronicles' and ... i think that's it. lD

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?
not really, no. lD

7. Naruhina or Kibahina?
SHINOHINA plz. lD

8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?
sasusaku. lD i dunno... once you get over how useless sakura is in the first half and how crazy and jerkfacey sasuke is then yeah. xD'

9. Which team is your favorite?
D: bah.. i have none.. i guess that .. do the sand sibs count?

10. Do you support the Tobito theory? (Tobi=Obito)
yes. lD very muchly so.

11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is naruto's father' theory?
not... really? i like the one my aunt told me about. :l' for some reason...

12. Your favorite akatsuki member?
lD hidan because he's annoying. ... actually i don't know. :l probably tobi. tobimashoooo......

13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?
wow... very anti sasuke. he needs to get over himself. :l

14. have you seen all naruto episodes so far? (including shippuden and fillers)
xD no.

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
not yet. :l they take a long time to load.

16. Do you beleive Naruto has ADD?
i wouldn't doubt it.

17. Sub or dub?
wtf, sub hands down. although i do find it funny that quinton flynn does the voice of iruka, liam o'brien does the voice of gaara (and dist), and yuri lowenthal does the voice of sasuke (who is luke fon fabre and asch).

18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?
time skip sakura is aweesomeeeee. lD' other wise i hated her love for sasuke and how useless she was, getting knocked out or nearly killed all the time. :l'

19. Tobi = annoying or funny?
i think he's funny. lD

20. Do you even know who Tobi is?
he's a good boy, that's who he is. :l'

21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?
OH baby.

22. Which character would be the best crossdresser?
xD haha, ok well i love geji's idea of crossdressing sasuke. so i'll go with that...

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?
pure awesome. :l' <3

24. which character would be best OOC? who and how?
sasuke by dying his hair pink... because that would make him less emo.

25. Do you like naruto fanfics?
my aunt reads them ALLLLL the time. i myself do not read too much fanfiction because i always get hooked and not do my homework which is baddd, baddd halisa.... >.>

26. Do you write naruto fanfics?
don't write fanfics... sadly. :l i don't think myself much a writer.

27. Do you like... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13140815/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13140815/ Tue, 29 May 2007 16:29:56 PDT


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ok well made one so i had to. and i got a realllyyy bad score on hers so hopefully you guys do a better job. xD' i tried to make it so you could get most of them.
but yeah... that was fun. :l
also, i saw At world's end finally. and it had so many plot holes it was like swiss cheese, but over all a good movie i think. just a lot of questions come up is all. lD and i've come to find that mr. depp can't just be a normal person in a movie. i thought he was doing pretty good in the last few movies but he was really crazy in this one. xD which is cool too, you know. but yeah. :l that weekend was too short. i still have a bunch of crap to do. bah. i got my wig for my cosplay though. ;l my mom was laughing at me because she says it looks just like my hair. and i was like, "nooo, i have light brown highlights and this hair needs to be all black and i need to give it bangs because i sure as heck am not giving myself bangs, k. :l"
but yeah.. the Seattle trip was fun. and yesterday we TOTALLY cleaned up my room. i live in the garage because it's sealed off and carpeted, but i share it with my aunt and sisters so ... :l yeah it was really messy not matter how much i cleaned it. so we totally went all out alllll daaayyy yesterday and rearranged stuff that we're going to finish off this weekend. lD i'll take some pictures of my new room later though. alrighty well, good luck on my quiz thingy. xD if anyone takes it that is.

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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13078986/ Thu, 24 May 2007 20:41:28 PDT


OK... so Sheena, this girl at my lunch table is like, "Hey Halisa do you want to see At world's end tonight with me? 8D i have an extra ticket." and i'm like, "... o_o DO I?!?! I'd love to. .. but if you're leaving right after school to wait 4 hours early until 8 and you won't get home until about 11:30, then i think i'd rather stay home and work on homework. lD"
i'm going to go see it with Haila in Seattle at the Cinerama this Sunday though. :] and then with my friend Amoa some time. so yeah. :l' i have a bunch of tests tomorrow or i would have went. bah. oh well. ...
anyway, we had like 3 fire alarms today. so by the second and third ones we just sort of stayed inside which probably isn't that safe but oh well. xD haha.
but yeah, pretty much NO TIME for any thing other than sketches from me until the school year is over. ;-; i'm still trying to raise my grades and get stuff turned in. the end of the year totally snuck up on me, i was like, "omgwtf, school isn't even that far along. D:"
but yeah. :l besides grades i'm doing fairly well. i'm trying to finish my entry for *tsukinoyagami's Loi contest. i have a design for a girl sketched out, and the design i had for a guy came out not what i wanted at all, so i think i'll just scrap that idea. lD
oh yeah.. and i was talking to sarah about how i got sam into kairiAxel... sort of. and i was like, "i don't know if i should feel really acomplished... or just scared. xD"
because sam is a major akuroku addict kthnx. :l and i just thought it was funny.
.. ANNNYYY WAAYYY have a nice week guys. D:
i found some awesome akatsuki icons to go under my icon posse too by the way. xD' because akatsuki rock hxc. ;l


EDIT: hey hey hey. i just uploaded a bunch of sakura con pictures onto my photobucket account so i don't have to submit all of them to DA. >.>' here are the links if anyone is interested. lD

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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/13012657/ Sat, 19 May 2007 11:36:27 PDT


everyone [=pockymadcap and ~ForestYoukai] is doing it, so i though i'd update a bit while i did it. lD

What are you wearing right now?
i woke up,.. what 5 minutes ago? :l i'm wearing a shady ltd. shirt, some pajama pants and slippers.

Do you like to read?
i LOVE to read plz. ;]

List 4 fandoms of yours.
naruto, +blood, ratchet and clank, candidate for goddess.

Do you play any instruments?
i used to. lD

What is your morning routine?
wake up, go to the bathroom, eat, get dressed, brush my teeth, brush my hair, put on my shoes, finish some last minute homework, leave for school.

What are the sites that you go on regularly?
deviantART, google, youtube, penny-arcade, myspace, kirkbio.com wtf.

Are you a social person?
sort of. not too social, not too loner i guess.

Do you like anime/manga?
um, only like, a lot. xD

Are you single or taken?
single. :/

Do you like sweet foods or salty foods more?
sweet. lD i don't like salty foods all that much.
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ALSO, if anyone has the song 'Hey there Delilah' by Plain White T's then i'd really really love it if you could send it to me. D: omfg, i love that song so much.
... anyway, i just saw Porco Rosso in the japanese club yesterday, and i really liked it. lD i had never seen it before. i think it's one of miyazaki's (sp?) very early films. and it was based in italy which made me happy. lD
but yeah, this week was good so far. my internet actualy just came back a couple days ago, so i'm happy it's back. and i got to play a little more re:com now that my wrist is a little better. i'm on halloween town and i only have wonderland left. and if i remember corectly, there's twilight town, and ... something else after that. xD' it's actually not too hard... for me, and it's on proud mode. i love axel's japanese voice. :3 i've only played for like 10 hours and i'm more than halfway done i think. xD' oh well. my aunt took tales of the abyss so i'm sort of going crazy even though i was MAJORLY stuck. D:
.... anyway, have a nice weekend. my 30 free trial for my paint program will be over soon so don't expect much for a while. >.>' i'm coloring tehvan bu i doubt i'll finish in time.

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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12893320/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12893320/ Tue, 08 May 2007 21:20:49 PDT

EVERYONE GO SEE 'FREEDOM WRITERS' right fucking now. :l'
i mean it, it is like the best movie i've seen in years. i'm not even joking. it makes me want to make a difference in the world and get my homework done. which is very hard to do for me. lD haha ... kidding. but yeah. :l you guys go work on that.... now.

but other than that i'm trying to get in the process of really starting my comic. :l so like, i'm trying to get my aunt and someone at my lunch table to help me edit and plan and stuff. but i just wanted to ask which one i should start first because i have 3 series in mind. :l'
1. with Jeralyn and Tehvan.
2. with Catastrophe and Pandamonium.
3. with Blaza, Seth and Gwen.
there are other people like Thema, Kristof, and Lorenzo involved too... maybe... but yeah. :l just wanted your input ... on who you guys wanted in which story. it's also NOT limited to only those groupings. xD but since they're usually together i thought i'd put them that way. :l but yeah... EXTREMELY busy till the rest of the school year. I'm also not going on the japan trip so that'll free me up a bit. i'll be in kansas this summer for a while to go see missa-pants and amberger aka ~angafreak. ;l <3 maybe even ~BrokenxStars.
also, i plan to go to animeExpo in california because it's not too far and i'm going to try to be neji. i may just order an outfit even if i AM a gangster or belly shirt neji. xD' [lol ~ForestYoukai.] but yeah. :l that's what i've been up to. sorry about how incoherent my journal is, i just have to go do chores now. :l and my wrist has been getting better so i can actually type with both hands now. xD'
ILU GUYS. :'D

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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12797308/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12797308/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 23:28:20 PDT

yay! thanks so much ~slivers! :'D
gwaaaah, this is so cool. :l at first i was against the whole CSS thing for me. but then you know, i sorta wanted one. lD and me and slivers were having this whole problem with getting it to work, but it finally did! 8D yay. thanks for not giving up. xD' sorry for bugging you so much, haha.
anyway, i signed up for all of my classes next year. and i'm going to be in photography. so that's a woot and a half. :l i'm going in for interviews for the Japan trip this summer so wish me luck. ;D i also finally started playing kingdom hearts re: CoM. :l and it's ALLLLL in Japanese, so i recognize SOME of the kanji and can read enough to get by. xD' but yeah.. i haven't gotten to any new cut scenes yet. :l' ohwells.
seee youuu alll on the flip side. ;l

Edit: hey man. :l i just played some more re: com, and i have to say that.... GOD AXEL YOU ARE AWESOME! i was on proud mode and he was fairly easy to beat. lD so ... i wander what he's like on easy or normal mode, wtf. :l' it was still awesome though. i love love his Japanese voice. he kept going all crazy and i got hit by the fiery hellish wave he sent my way a couple times but i got through it. xD' and marluxia has an awesome voice too. :l it's really deep and manly. i had heard it before but it's all suave and stuff. :l' i haven't met any other organization characters yet, but i the feeling when you're first leveling up and you level up like every 3 battles never gets old. ... but yeah... very fun. :l i find it easier to use the card system in this one than in final mix with real commands because then i don't have to read the Japanese commands. >.>'
but i'll let you all in on the new cut scenes when i get to them. :l' unless, you know, they're all on youtube or something anyway. xD'

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http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12723750/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 21:17:59 PDT


that's what i named my fish. :l' it's a red beta fish. ....

ANYWAY, my computer is back, mostly and i temperarily have adobe photoshop elements 5.0. but it's only like a 30 day trial thing. lD' oh well. other than that i have to re install EVERYTHING which sucks because i lost the soft wear for mostly everything i had. :l' wtf, i suck.
but yeah, i'm working on a DeiTobi comic thing for the lovely , and a picture of an origional character for ... and also something for that i owed her from a long time ago. >.>' sorry guys. it's hard to get stuff done with my wrist being all in a cast thing though. :l i get my stitches out this friday though so that should be fun? lD but yeah... i got some copic marker things a while ago that are awesome. i'll be posting some of those pictures later. my scanner is a piece of crap though so we'll see how that goes. *shrugg*
i've missed you guys though. :'D i hope you all didn't leave me or anything. xD'
EDIT: OH YEAH, you guys, if anyone wants to make a CCS thing for me *wink wink wink* that would be awesome because i have no time to make one for myself at the moment. >.>' and i sort of... ok.. really want one. :l just because my journals are so boring. :['


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~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12567996/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12567996/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 14:25:36 PDT


stolen from . ;l

First you randomly pick 10 characters from a manga/anime/game.
(i don't think so. i'm going to be like delya and locks-gurl. my own charactors would be a lot more entertaining... to my self anyway. xD )

1. Gwen
2. Blaza
3. Tehvan
4. Seth
5. Jeralyn
6. Lorenzo
7. Jivna
8. Gavin
9. Pandamonium
10. Catastrophy


Then you answer the questions below by plugging in the person next to the respective number into the question. It's kind of long...


WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...

1.Number 1 (Gwen) woke you up in the middle of the night?
> OH MY GAWD WHAT?!! o_O'

2. Number 2 (Blaze) asked you to go out with him?
> 8D zomg. <333 *googly eyes*

3. Number 3 (Tehvan) walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
> WTF that was locked!!! tehvan: o_o EEEeek!

4. Number 4 (Seth) cooked you dinner?
> he only lives with his dad. so i guess that would make him a good cook, what with his dad being ... not so good. xD' i would go 'awwwww' and wonder why. :l

5. Number 5 (Jeralyn) was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
> omg, *hides her before tehvan comes to try and give her mouth to mouth or something* xD'

6. Number 8 (Gavin) got into the hospital somehow?
> lD umm, if he got hurt, i think my aunt would freak out and bring him flowers and chocolate or something... but i sorta think she'd do that anyway. :l' i myself would be worried too of course. xD

7. Number 9 (Pandamonium) made fun of your friends?
> i can see him doing that to not only my friends actualy. lD it's just sort of his way of doing things though. :l i ought to break him of that habbit. i think i'd yell at him and tell him to apologyes. or something.

8. Number 10 (Catastrophy) ignored you all the time?
> aww. she's so giddy and happy all the time though. :l' i think i'd be saaaddddd. D; and scared to talk to her.



WHAT WOULD THEY DO UNDER THE FOLLOWING CIRCUMSTANCES?


1. Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will Number 1 (Gwen) do?
> Go kung fuu fighting on their asses.... not really. me and her would probably be all "ohmigad i'm going to die! ._. *cling*" and then call the police... or seth and blaze. >.>

2. You're on a vacation with Number 2 (Blaze) and you manage to break your leg. What does Number 2 do?
> probably sigh, and tell me not to move my leg.. and then carry me home or to the hospital.. whichever is closest. :l

3. It's your birthday. What will 3 (Tehvan) give you?
> something he made himself probably. he likes to sew and make outfits (especially for jeralyn) so like a scarf or something. lD man that would be cool...

4. You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does Number 4 (Seth) do?
> man he'd probably panick, but not really show it. >.>' he'd try to keep everyone safe, though it seems like once you're stuck in a burning house, you're really screwed. but he'd try calling 911 or something too. lD

5. You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will Number 5 (Jeralyn) do?
> jeralyn: T_T' fool. tehvan: DO IT! 8D

6. You're about to marry Number 10. (Catastrophy) What's Number 6's (Lorenzo's) reaction?
> xD wow. um. he'd probably feel better about being bi. and then want to marry zakio or something. :l' wtf, i don't know.

7. You got dumped by someone. How will Number 7 (Jivna) cheer you up?
> I think no matter what he does he would end up cheering me up. lD he's always realllyyy happy and goofy. just hanging around him would make me feel better. he'd be like, "you don't need them... you have meeee. 8D"

8. You're angry about it afterwards, how does... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12546899/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12546899/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 22:55:52 PDT


a crazy convo late .... this night that me and were having. :l it amused me greatly.
she's "laptop = dead" if you couldn't tell. this time i was too lazy to change the screen name things to our deviant names. >.>'

Halisa says:
but it's all cool. :l' i'm still stuck in ToA (tales of the abyss) though. xD' rianale even showed me some cheats. xDD
Halisa says:
i was like, "OH WOW! 8D" and then i was still stuck. :l'
Laptop = dead. says:
omg xD
Laptop = dead. says:
im still on sync and largo. :l
Laptop = dead. says:
..I havent tried in forever, but still xD
Halisa says:
really? :l' xD oh. i was going to say, 'go level up! it's a magical thing leveling up!"
Halisa says:
xD haha.
Laptop = dead. says:
xD!
Laptop = dead. says:
I should. >:l
Halisa says:
the answer to life problems... go level the hell up.
Halisa says:
i'd be such a bad phsychietrist.
Laptop = dead. says:
omg XD
Laptop = dead. says:
"I just killed a man..im afraid I'll do it again..."
"LEVEL UP!"
"......."
Halisa says:
xD YES. exactly. lmao....
Laptop = dead. says:
XDDDDDD
Halisa says:
they're like, "omg what the heck does that even mean?!"
Halisa says:
george bush has some serious leveling up to do. fo srsly.
Laptop = dead. says:
"IT MEANS TO LEVEL THE FUCK UP BITCH GO!"
Laptop = dead. says:
Omg I know.
Halisa says:
xD lmao..omfg.
Laptop = dead. says:
Some kid at my school has all these Anti- Bush buttons and I want one ;_;
Halisa says:
yesplz. xD the man is totaly crazy.
Laptop = dead. says:
I know D8
Halisa says:
just hearing him talk makes me dumb. :l
Laptop = dead. says:
And wtf, we get all pushed into the war
Laptop = dead. says:
because we share a border and we get threatened
Halisa says:
gah... so .......... incredibly dumb. :l
Laptop = dead. says:
yeah u.u
Laptop = dead. says:
I dont like our prime minister?
Laptop = dead. says:
cause we have gay marriage, right?
Laptop = dead. says:
HE WANTS IT OUT
Laptop = dead. says:
Im like "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU!"
Halisa says:
I KNOW!!!! WTF.
Laptop = dead. says:
And he all sends us into war, and its retarded.
Laptop = dead. says:
..Im paranoid, and half guessing Bush pushed into the war so he could take over Canada. ._.;
Laptop = dead. says:
Because we have like...a TINY army as it is.
Laptop = dead. says:
and theyre all in afganistan.
Halisa says:
all of my teachers try to say this crap about how it's not his fault and how we won't know untill the war is over if he'll be the worst or best president. i'm like, no. 8l'
Laptop = dead. says:
ooooooooooomg. ..
Laptop = dead. says:
My english teacher, said she wants to see him get shot xD
Laptop = dead. says:
We were all like WTF XD
Halisa says:
xD omg...
Laptop = dead. says:
I love her. <3
Halisa says:
it was a teacher i respected too, and he just lost a lot of brownie points right there. i was like, i don't care if he's spider man, he's stupid. xD'
Halisa says:
actualy it'd be pretty cool if he were spider man....
Halisa says:
but that's beside the point....
Laptop = dead. says:
...xDDDD



..Anyway. in other news i'll be getting sugery this friday on my left wrist. i have this cyst that's really irritating and hurts a lot, so they're going to remove it and do stuff surgically because anything else done to it will just make it come right back later on. (you know that people actualy hit them with frying pans, or books really hard to pop them a... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12514643/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12514643/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 18:22:56 PDT


sakura con website. > [link]
WOOOOOOHHHH!!!!!! my first (anime) convention sadly. xD i just got back from seattle. i never did get to go last year. this year we actually somewhat planned it out. haha... anyway, I HAD A BLAST. OMFG AND YOU KNOW WHAT!!!>!>!>??!lkhsdlfhalsk;hdf
.... ok i'll tell you but you'll kill me in my sleep. xD i got..... KINGDOM HEARTS FINAL MIX AND CHAIN OF MEMORIES!!!!!!! baaahhhhh *dies*. so yeah... YET ANOTHER reason i won't be on too much. :l' i got a some prints, and it made me want to sell next year. xD so occasionaly i'll be asking you all which things you'd buy as prints or bookmarks if you were to go to sakura-con, or a convention. but ... yes. definately worth going to. and i took a ton pictures. i was seriously fangirling the whole time. shrieking like an idiot any time i saw someone. xD i was like, "OMFG MATT! ... and MELLO. zomfglskdhflkas mello is sitting on mello's lap. D: *faint*" xD something like that the whole time. haha. but yeah. :l' i'd stalk people... and ... it was fun. there was a realllyyyy goooooodddd hot and sexy devil jin from tekken there the first day, when i din't have my camera. D:, i was so sad. i got him on my cell phone but it wasn't the same. >.>' there was a performance by LinClover, and m.o.v.e. they were really good. xD the singer from LinClover is really small and cute. i saw her in the hall walking by and i was like, "awwwwww" xDD haha. but ... OHMYGOD, i was so mad today. :l' there was an autograph thing by Yasuhiro Nightow (Trigun creator), and also the creator of Hellsing, and omgwtf, the people running the thing totaly screwed everyone up. :l' GAWD, i won't go that much into it, but they both could only do 30 autographs, and they were handing out raffle tickets really early for some reason, so later they come out and were like, "WTF PEOPLE, GET OUT OF LINE AND GIVE YOUR TICKETS BACK PLZ! get back in line at 2:00." even though it was like 8 minutes to 2. And this crazy girl by the sign with the times for the signing on it would go "WUT DO U NEED LOL??!?!" before anyone could actualy come up the the sign and read what was on it, so you never got to really see the directions because she would just to "GO OVER THERE FOR THE TRIGUN/HELLSING SIGNINGS LOL." and we'd go .... ok. >.> so yeah... apparently things were written on the sign, but wtf, that girl screwed a lot of people up. :l' i wanted to kill someone when they finaly did the drawings, and 30 people out of 100 tickets given out were chosen and they were all so close to me. :l' whatthefuckman. :l gaaaaahhhh i was soooooooooo maaadddddd i could have cried. D: one girl was crying too, who had been waiting longer than we had. >.>' .... ANYWAY, when my computer down stairs gets fixed i'll submit the Sakura-Con pics into my scraps. OH YEAH. and this morning we went to the Q&A thing from Penny Arcade. it was only one guy though. lD jerry, or "tycho" was gone somewhere, and "gabe" was telling us about what this tuesday's comic was going to be like, and he wanted our input on the last panel. haha. he was so cool. :l i think i forgot to take his picture though. D: we got a book signed by them though. ;D <3 and if you don't know who i'm talking about, then they're at this website > ([link])
and if you sign up for sakura-con right now for next year it's only like $35 for all 3 days i think. xD' as opposed to signing up at the door like we did this year for like, $60 for all 3 days, and for one day a piece it would have been $30-$35. so yeah... :l i'm signing up like, right now.....
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. OFF TO PLAY KH:FM AND CoM, OHMIGAWD. ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12086949/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12086949/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:06:26 PST


talking with the lovely Zahhomii. |3 i havn't chatted with her in sometime. D: anyway, i finished all of my homework early and had time to go on msn for a while. lD yay. <3


~ZahhoMii :
OMG KH2 REMIX GONNA BE OUT IN JAPAN
~ZahhoMii :
or is it already out?
~ZahhoMii :
Gahh I want it!
=BlackTop-Demon :
fweeehhh i don't know. ._.'
=BlackTop-Demon :
i decided the more i knew about it the more i'd want it if that were even possible. lD
=BlackTop-Demon :
so i like... don't know all the details. :l
=BlackTop-Demon :
i saw some trailors and nearly died. xD
~ZahhoMii :
You don't know what youre missinggggggggg XD
~ZahhoMii :
oh i died when i saw reCoM
=BlackTop-Demon :
yeah. :l it was like a half and half trailor thing. half CoM and half reMix. :/ =BlackTop-Demon :
god i need that to live now.
=BlackTop-Demon :
THANKS A LOT SQUEENIX. >:l
=BlackTop-Demon :
just kidding you know i love you, now just bring it to the US. D:,
=BlackTop-Demon :
*cries*
~ZahhoMii :
AND THEN I HEARD THAT FF13 MIGHT BE NOMURA'S LAST FINAL FANTASY AND I GOT MADDD
~ZahhoMii :
hehehe i'mm sooo hyped for it
=BlackTop-Demon :
lskdfj;laskdhgshg.
=BlackTop-Demon :
._.'
=BlackTop-Demon :
awww. nomura is like, the FF god. :l i swear.
~ZahhoMii :
exactlyyyy
~ZahhoMii :
What would happen to FF if he lefttt?
=BlackTop-Demon :
once he quits its like he went FF heaven or something. :l because ff will just be like,... non nomura. xD
~ZahhoMii :
and no more feminine main characters
~ZahhoMii :
DAMN
=BlackTop-Demon :
xD omg i know. gosh golly we'll miss them.
~ZahhoMii :
it'll never be the sammmee
=BlackTop-Demon :
noooooo. >.>
~ZahhoMii :
but i will happily live on as long as there's still FF
=BlackTop-Demon :
agreed. |3
~ZahhoMii :
XD but of course he's still doing KH3
=BlackTop-Demon :
*-* ohmigawd, yes. <3 i can't wait. D:
~ZahhoMii :
I'd probably die waiting ~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12003189/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/12003189/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 16:26:43 PST


but i can't anymore because my computer is retarded beyond belief. :l
.... anyway, my birthday was ok. lD my friend shannon called, and sheena from my lunch table is buying me an ice cream cake next monday. i told everyone before break that my birthday was the tuesday after we got back. xD and they all forgot. Amua was like, 'omg why didn't you tell us? D:' and i was like, "i did. xD" .. and andrew was supposed to call me last night but he never did. haha. and the only preasent that i got that day was a charm bracelet from my dad. but i think i like it that way. because i always feel bad when i get a lot of expencive stuff. xD we're having my actual party on friday though. we just ate out as a family somewhere and the nice lady who owned the place was like "happy birthday, i paid for your dinner tonight. 8D" in her cute chinese accent. and i was all "omg. ;-; thank you." ... but yeah. i also had a crap load of homework on that day, i was all, "omgwtf, my teachers hate me. ._."
lD but i'm really buisy this week so i may not update for a while. :l also i have to draw a picture of kakashi for katie. i guess that's what i get for sitting at a table with a bunch of narutards. lD


Clubs i'm in:
~BlackTop-Demon http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/11977200/ http://BlackTop-Demon.deviantart.com/journal/11977200/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 16:46:04 PST


.. yeah. i went to go see that with my mom and haila. xD'
too much blood makes my stomach hurt, so the credits in the beginning were making me all.. blah. i was trying to read all the facts that were written on the paper that all the blood was on though. xD so it got even worse. haha. i'm so sad. :l' but anyway, it was an ok movie. it was just sort of creepy. no ghosts or anything. just sort of messes with your brain. and that random dog kept cracking me up. lD ... but yeah.. there was a lot of .. i dunno. he read the book like an old detective movie. and it made it all cheesy or something. but i liked the ending. the rest was just .. meh.
my whole name, the letters, add up to 22. as i was counting i was like, holy shit.. no. :l and then.. it was just 22. xD i get to uptight sometimes. as we were walking out of the theater though, there was a car that we were stading by, and it was like, "version 2.3" or something, and we were like, "OMFG... *runs away*. :l'
ANYWAY i was tagged by .

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1. FINGERS: halkdfaoie (kidding... :l)

2. CHIN: yaolisa ( xD ... i got the last part right though.)

3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: hdlysa (shuddup.)

4. ELBOW: halisdas (harisa desu. i wasn't trying to spell that but that's what it looks like. xD')

5. NOSE: halsa (like salsa.)

6. PALM: haslisdaz (...)

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
> wolf's rain
> psychonauts
> zoids
> jet set radio future
i listed the less obvious ones. lD

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
a lot more than i'd have liked.

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
define recently. ... but... actualy i just got it cut around january 8th. my hair is shorter than my brothers though so i think that's pretty recently. his hair is down to the small of his back so i don't have a buzz cut or anything. xD'

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
>Jesus
>my family
>Ho-wan-ut. 8D she's my family, but still, she's my idol. :l
>my DA friends.

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
3. Domino, my dog. Sigmond, my frog, and Samuel Anders my salamander. xD' wtf.

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
i have dark skin so i look better in black. but both are fine as colors.

7.) Who is your most played character?
xD somebody tell me what this means. wtc. .. um.. seth? ._.'

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
>Being stuck on an island with your best friend
>Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances .. so i can have more people to eat. hahaha.... kidding.T_T

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
> procrastinater
> easily amused
> ... and something else, i don't know. xD'

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
to controll the flow of time. oh baby. ;l

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Amua. :l

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
xD umm... my mom. i guess.

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
> potatoes
> gaurantee
> passport
> quadrouple
> Chehalis


14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
> save money. :l

15.) Do you like the way you are?
i have my moments. lD

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Fall.. haha... i guess that's sort of winter though.

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
snow. you don't know how many rainy or green christmases and winters i've had. :l omgwtf.

18.) Water or ice?
ice? because i can make smoothies.. i guess.

19.) List two odd things about yourself
1. i found out... ]]> ~BlackTop-Demon