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Nearly christmas! Yay

]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/9474911/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/9474911/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 04:20:11 PDT Not all that much has happened.
I got a new camera, but my friend broke it, so waiting to get it fixed.
Really have not been very active at all recently, shall try to be a bit more though.
Results soon, & I turn 17 :]
Woo. Life is good. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/8385060/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/8385060/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 14:24:32 PDT I fully l o v e her.
She is actually amazing and I can't wait to see her again.
You couldn't ask for a better friend than her.
She's always there to talk & to listen.
We always had good times.
&& She's now a moderator on tott. Yayyy!

Can't wait to spend more time with her during Summer.

Lovee herrr
xox ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/8061675/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/8061675/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 02:30:15 PST I love you all.
But I probably won't be putting a journal on here again.
& Will most likely be submitting less and less.

I haven't left. I'll still come on and look, and submit from time to time and if I have something important to say I'll say it. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7952947/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7952947/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 13:03:21 PST
Was fun, except we didn't, well actually, I didn't, he said he did, know where we were. So we ended up thinking we'd seen st georges market .. 3 times. & it wasn't. Got our way back eventually & he got to walk through the lovely waterfront, which he said he hadn't done in about 3 years, awk, Tis all pretty over there.
Saw some people, one guy didn't recognise me because my hair is blonde Aww. I think I have a picture of him up here somewhere actually, Yeah I do, Him and his girlfriend.
I had the hiccups like, 5 times on saturday, I think Shauneen told me to hold my breath to get them to go away, someone did anyway, Think it was her o_0 Not really all that sure. *hiccup*

England tomorrow with the dyke, Should be fun, Going to Tate Modern [Art gallery for those who don't know what it is ] so it should be fun, Meow.

I'm cold. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7941591/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7941591/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 09:26:04 PST some people didn't recognise me because I cut it.

So went into town yesterday, was fun, I got the hiccups five times though, wasn't good. I'm legend says Emma, "Wee 10 pounds" was quite funny. Perry wanted a jacket and got all angry because he couldn't find one *pats him* so Emma and I made fun of all the other clothes in the shop while he was looking for one.

Same old in town other than that, saw people hadn't spoken to in in a while, saw ones I see regularly and spoke to them. Yes, it was quite a good day.

x ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7925391/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7925391/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 12:40:37 PST
Well, not all of it. But six inches of it. I can't decide whether or not I like it.

Town tomorrow, oh yes. Fun much? ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7893657/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7893657/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 10:06:15 PST
♥ ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7732050/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7732050/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 13:06:28 PST "Look, Look, It's a mirror Hannah"
"Omg look! It's a dyke!"

Because some people are just so pathetic
Why are people unable to do anything for themselves? Scared perhaps? Of two girls? Hmm. I'm really quite surprised. I would have thought they could do better. Maybe not.

Yeah anyway.. was in town today. Quite amusing at times. Had to get fucking bus on my own because some people either sleep in or get a completely different bus. Went to St Annes. Met up with Nathan, John, Steven, Richie etc. Watched Nathan jump down a zillion steps on his skateboard, and finally breaking it. Then John and I walked away arm in arm across the road. Because we're both gay. John likes boys. Aye. He told me so.
Met up with Perry & Emma. Then.. never saw them again the rest of the day. Got buttons & a bagel.. mm.. Bagels are nice. So then we went & sat on a bench & were arty fucks for a while. Yeah. Well, thats what hannah says.
Ooohh.. I'm getting £50. Parents won £250 in the lottery so I get £50. Woott. [Some guy is chatting me up on msn. Wtf. && he's like 25. Fuck off please]

Going to England with Hannah next month. Should be good shit. Taking the whole week off work so shall be even better shit. Actually be able to go into town for the whole day instead of leaving early. Which is boring as I can never have any fun. Bah. We're going to be arty fucks & shop in nice shops. We like Pretty things.

Oh; I'm talking to people I hated now too. It's good. Never thought I would. But I am now. Started because they were friends with a friend so naturally I couldn't hate them anymore. && they know my name. Ayeee.. Life is quite good.

&& I had a proper conversation with that boy. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7713602/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7713602/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 13:01:01 PST
& I think I'm falling for that boy. Which is very annoying because I know that he'll just fuck me around. We've never had a proper conversation either. Wonder if we ever will. Most likely not. If we talk at all.

I fell in a bin & Hannah is a dyke.

We all eat too much. Well not anymore. Water && apples. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7458389/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7458389/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:06:25 PST Hawt guys are just so hawt. huum.
Alcohol. Oh yes. In public. CarE? Nah.
Meet more new people that way.
Ah.. Im about to fall of my chair, my mum keeps making me eat bread, it tastes nice.
Met some very nice people today, larne, a wee..
xx ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7413749/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7413749/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 12:46:04 PST Got lots of random shizzle, why the fuck do people buy you things you don't want anyway Sehr annoying
Getting mon ipod tomorrow, some fucker from london took the money but never sent it so I'm buying it tomorrow, parents gave me money, got ticket to see Goldfrapp too, yay ^_^ and eine dvd player, o0o and mean girls, fucking love that film, but I got two copies o_0
Ahhh Hannah got me best present though, I luff her, she got me superman jammiess eeee, I'd wanted them for ages and was upset when they werent there anymore, she'd bought them that way, and omfg she got me the cat in the hat book, I LOVE IT!!!!111111 eee, it all rhymes
I like things that rhyme tehe ^_^
Nearly fell over this morning though, looked in the mirror and was like wtf have i done to my hair, I'd forgotten

Merry christmas everyone
Luff yo0s xD
xxx ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7379140/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7379140/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 04:08:12 PST Chris Martin is the loveliest wee thing I've ever seen <3

Ahh, that has made my Christmas. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7365556/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7365556/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:21:20 PST I'm bored with mine,
And I like the smell of hair dye.


Omfgz, its only.. 4 days untill Christmas
*Squees* ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7327863/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7327863/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 12:45:45 PST 1. You're not allowed to replace your best friend
2. Never lie to your best friend
3. Always be honest to your best friend
4. You're not allowed to date/fancy till high school
5. You're not allowed to fancy who your best friend used to fancy
6. You're not allowed to fancy who your best friend does fancy.
7. You're not allowed to fancy an M.
8. Don't play with M's.
9. Always play with your best friend, don't leave them out.

I think they go quite well with my current situation.
But, do you care? No, gone in 5minutes, yeah?

Some fucking friendship that must have been, 9 years, but none of it matters. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7281982/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7281982/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:07:26 PST Arguing with kenny from south park on the tv, amusing. John ended up talking to some cabinet, or so I heard.
Had a really good time though, woke up on the floor and saw chickens in a line outside her window, can't say I've saw that before in the morning. Had to get up at 8-830 in the morning so becca could get picked up to go to church, Mm pancakes when we got up, very nice. Och I love her mummy, she's lovely. Was just talking away to us when she saw us, she made me chips *grins*
I can't even think about last night without laughing anymore.. Oh.. what fun. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7213308/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7213308/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 15:42:34 PST I've seen people more times than you yet I feel closer to you than any of them put together. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7150915/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7150915/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 16:12:22 PST It's like omfgzzz i got a papercut, now im gonna fucking die, look at me, look at my cuts *flaunts* People like that annoy me. There are people who are actually depressed and people that pretend to be make them look bad. Not that being depressed is something that should make you look good. Just, people like that are starting to really irritate me now, it took one my friends journals for me to realize how annoying it is.
I'm sehr bored now, quite tired too, don't know what to do with myself.
I think I shall go sleep.



Aye saunter on mate.

Godie.kthx. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7089370/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7089370/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 14:52:44 PST I don't need your pain
I don't need your decision
So what should I do
I don't need your approval
I don't need your hope
I don't need your lectures
I don't need a thing from you ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7027267/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/7027267/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 13:02:03 PST Just sit in a corner. And die.
And that will be the end.

I had around 2 hours sleep last night, thanks to a certain someone who wouldn't keep their hands to themselves and kept poking me with their elbows. Ahem. Suzi.

Well.. Yesterday was indeed interesting, not good, in fact the opposite, but still interesting.

We have came to the conclusion that Tom is a dick. We hate him. He is the biggest cunt in the world and we hate him now more than Chris. Yes we were going to be nice to Chris for a while. Even though no one would notice.

Tom is a complete fucker. He takes advantage of people when they're drunk and tries to get them to do things they don't want to do. And what do we do to people like that. We tell them to fuck off and we will see them later. We lock them outside in the dark at 3 in the morning when its cold and is about to rain. We won't let them back in. We give them an apple. With a bite out of it. And 14p to get home. We also want to call the police and tell them there is a drunk outside the house. But we didn't go that far. We aren't that mean. Kicking them is sufficent enough when they are trying to sleep.
Good times.. good times.. That was the best part of the night.

The rest of the night was filled with crying, shouting, swearing, laughing etc. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6881108/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6881108/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 10:22:43 PDT
Cambridge in 30mins. Don't particulary want to go.

Nightwish <3 Muh.

He like breathed 33 times. O m g. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6828488/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6828488/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 14:02:14 PDT My hands are cold.
My fingers are cold.
My nose is cold.

My arms hurt too.

I miss him. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6809898/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6809898/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 13:42:39 PDT They write me pretty things.
They wrote me things today.
If you love me you'd write me one too.

From Hannah
Melissa is my FAVOURITE
Alcohol drinking, wrist-slitting, John fucking, drunken dancing, hug giving, converse wearing, shakespeare reciting, bus missing, perry kissing, muse moshing, manga drawing, school skiving,
Lesbian Cunt Whore.

From Perry (& Hannah)
Melissa has a face It tends to make us smile She's the best Melissa ever, I've known this for a while

So Miss Mel, If I had the chance I'd show how much I love you And do the Melleh dance

If I had a cookie I'd definitly share I'd give you more than half of it, Just to show I care

But Mellim podin pigin pie I care so much you make me cry But we're not Emo, course not, No Your just our favourite lesbian hoe. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6808327/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6808327/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 10:17:37 PDT You are a Whore.
Cuntastic don't you agree? ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6792314/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6792314/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 13:40:34 PDT
Someone is a manwhore.

End. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6718905/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6718905/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 07:35:51 PDT This static contact is pulling us apart, please hang on tight.
I'll see you through the night.

You have me still, because I'm breathing although it has slowed down.
Please don't cry because I'm leaving. I hope I see you soon

Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies. Replace this dull life for you, I know it's tomorrow, She's waiting for something to feel alive.

You know me too well, shes sorry and I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black. You're acting all this out again.

Just wake me when it's over, When the curtains raise,
It's time to move on.
Exit now, credits rolling,
The girl who stole my heart. The one that got away.

You know me too well, she's sorry and I can tell.
Scene missin, fade to black. You're acting all this out, again, again.

You have me still because I'm breathing, Although it has slowed down.
Please don't cry because I'm leaving. I hope I see you soon.

You know me too well, She's sorry and I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black, fade to black.
You're acting all this out again. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6705624/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6705624/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 16:25:22 PDT Antons wrong, Nevermind not being able to make it through the whole album without crying, I can't get through one song without crying. Haha. Aren't I just SO emo.
Why does this ALWAYS happen. Everytime I'm in a GOOD mood, it just fucks up and I feel like shit again. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6632496/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6632496/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 08:52:37 PDT Och, I wanna hug himuh.
He's lobely, looookuhhh awwww.
Happyness <3 Luff luff ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6606191/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6606191/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:20:32 PDT I am in such a shit mood now.
Left school in a pretty good mood, even though it was pouring down and I had to walk home in it.
Then you just walk through the door and the mood is gone.
My family piss me off something shocking.
And some other people I know, not looking at anyone in particular. Deffo not you Sarah by the way, don't fret ^_^ ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6587442/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6587442/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 05:41:33 PDT Ahh, amusing.

How is your health?

Only 20p a go. Whore. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6554905/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6554905/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 13:15:17 PDT
Fuck.
Me.
Aye. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6544612/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6544612/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 10:02:43 PDT Yes, this time you aren't being self-centered. It IS about you. Fucking dick. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6534655/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6534655/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 06:29:10 PDT
Love for Junk <3 ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6520683/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6520683/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 13:52:25 PDT I think I should put a fucking copyright on myself. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6494829/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6494829/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 14:00:19 PDT Already knew, facts have changed, I wonder.
I fucking HATE liars.
And people who use me.
I hate two-faced people.
I hate CHANGE.
I hate ignorance.
I hate people who can't be HAPPY for other people.
I hate people who think they OWN me. Fuck OFF.
But most of all, I hate people who COPY me.
I don't give a FUCK what YOU think of me, I dont CARE if you think I am IMMATURE, At ALL.

Oh yes, I sense a HUGE rant coming on. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6475923/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6475923/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 10:55:14 PDT So lets see it all started yesterday morning, got up and went to perrys house at like 10, waited around 2 hours or so for him to get ready. Then we went down to Colins work and I played with matches, but then his manager came and was like wtf.. so then perry and I left and had to walk up a BIG hill to the bus stop.
Finally got into town, met sarah there then we met debz and perry and I went to burgerking toilets. Then we got debz again and the three of us spent sometime in boots, fun stuff.. Came out covered in glitter from the stands, I have a pot of it in my room o_0 then we went to some other shops then we met up with Jill, peggy and kenny. I am lighter than him *flicks* Yes anyway, so we met up with them, we were very mature, Jill is meh mommy and peggy is meh daddy *nods* and jonny is my brother and so is perry, and bean is my niece *nods* Interesting. So we met up with Dee n two other girls, Dee called me mean, can't remember why. Then we lost those ones and went to new spot and met megan, tasha, gemma, emma, gemma, natalie, senan, katie n some other people. Got some drink for megan, I definitly had too much. Can't remember much of the day. I've heard that:
Megan came up and screamed in my ear, I shit myself and screamed back. She said it was the funniest thing she'd seen all day.
Megan and I got thrown out of laganside about 3 times, one for peeing in the boys toilets and I can't remember the other two reasons.
I grabbed jonnys hand and ran around newspot with him.
I saw katie and megan getting off then started singing "megan has a girlfriend" and she had to cover my mouth to make me stop. When she let go I did it again.
I forgot who matthew was and sat and hugged his leg.
Anton tried to hit me with a skateboard
I hit stephen over the head with a skateboard for no reason.
I lost gilroys broken skateboard *sniffs*
So i got told by people that happend, can't remember much else, have a lotta random pictures that I think my mum was looking at, hopefully not >< ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6468075/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6468075/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 13:27:56 PDT I feel like Im going to be sick.
Oh oh Sarah, no one in particular, he was crying on me today, Awkk I had to hold him =[ ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6414708/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6414708/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 14:28:08 PDT Last night I had 1,005 messages, most of which were deviations to look at, I looked at as many possible and I shall continue to look through them tonight and during the rest of this work, it seems people are submitting a hell of a lot every day, its hard to get through them all, and it doesnt help that they build up which pushes me away from deviantart.
My life has been.. fine I guess. There are some parts I would love to change, but sadly I can't and so I will have to deal with it. Few things I would like to get rid of, and people but nothings perfect and so they are still here. Started back to school on thursday, hated it the second I woke up that morning. Roll on next Summer. I wasted away a lot of my summer, actually spent around half of it in work. The little time I wasn't working I was in town with some people. Shall hopefully be leaving my job soon because I miss people. I have to get up early 6 days a week, only have 1 day in which I can sleep in and do what I want, and thats a Sunday. I hate Sundays.
I am not so good at confronting people about things, one of my many flaws. When I don't do it I think about it a lot afterwards, then I feel really bad. I feel bad now. I've had my phone off the majority of the day, I do not like people ringing me that much. It makes me feel awkward, especially when there are a lot of people around and you have to answer it. I get really paranoid that they are listening to every word I am saying and so I won't speak much. I get paranoid too often, I hate it. I get paranoid when I'm walking around town that things are going to happen, I'm going to run into people I'd rather not.
My friend says I think a lot into things, I do. I can't stop thinking, apart from that time about two weeks ago. I couldn't think. I kept trying and trying but it just wasn't happening. My mind was completely blank and I hated it.
I have coursework to sort out, my hair too wash and a drawing to attend to so Goodnight. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6278581/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6278581/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:27:53 PDT
]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6259154/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6259154/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 06:42:19 PDT ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6244447/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6244447/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:04:18 PDT Listening too: Some song
Quote:
Colin: So how many bottles?
Me: ermm.. 3... no no 4
Colin: What one for each of us?
Me: err.. yeah?
Colin: Or all for you? you alcho
Me: *Grins*

Today was good.. yes it was. well.. sorta. I missed about 3/4 buses, I waited 2 hours to finally get one, actually 2 hours, twuz annoying. Then I got in and met up with sarah, then the both of us walked up too city hall and met people. Actually today was kinda okay lol I dunno.. yeah.. then we walked places etc etc.. found dope at new spot randomly o_0 then natalie got all panicy because she thought someone was gonna like shoot her or something since it was her that found it and we knew who it was that lost it.. Aww bless her, shes all awww.. ^__^ tehe, so then sarah went home at 6 and so did megan so we finally got Senan and perry out of the toilets where perry was "washing his hands" and they'd been in there for about 30mins or so. So got them out, colin got stuff and we all went to the lagan and sat there for over an hour. Twuz fun *grins* ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6224565/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6224565/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 12:06:03 PDT Listening to: The EmO song
Quote of the day
Me: *points* Look look, theres a wall
Colin: Yeah..
Me: You can climb on those walls
Colin: I usually just walk around them
Me: How? =\ They're so big
Colin: Okay what are you on about?

Well well, haven't written one of these in quite a while. Just been lazy. Also have 505 messages because I cba with them So this week.. and last week I guess, went to England last saturday untill Tuesday. Was okay, randomly saw my friends brother, was kinda like wtf is he doing here. Went into town on the wednesday, was funny. Colin, tasha, natalie, gemma, perry and I all tried to get into the cinema for free. We all stood outside one of the exits and grabbed the top of the door and pulled it open and sprinted down through the screens. Some guy saw us though and made us go out, he was alright about it though, hehe. That was funny. Then on friday went into town again, hey that was like two days ago, town on friday was fun.. but I actually cant remember any of it anymore.. =\ Then yesterday it was my birthday *dances* I am now 16, so got up in the morning and went into town, saw chris gilroy on the bus so talked to him for a while then when I got off I met Sarah *grins* I hadn't seen her in like 2 weeks so I was glad to see her, she got me a fairy wand *grins* everyone had a lotta fun with that lol o_0 I think it ended up in this guy Senans mouth.. I have pictures of him lol, he was completely wasted. It was hilarious. Omfg. Ping and Perry, pmsl.. That was hilarious.. Sarah you'll know what I mean *twinkles* Ping is strange *pats him* He was scareh yesterday with all the dreads n shit o_0 but he got rid of them all. Then we were all standing outside claires and we were all talking about how we used to dress etc, gemma and senan used to be goths and they were talking about what they did. Senan used to go into town etc, Gemma stayed in her house and read the satanic bible of the internet, Senan found this hilarious and fell over he was laughing that much, the ground was soaking as well because it had just poured down with rain. Came home at around 6ish from town and went to my house, haha I was late for my own party o_0 So had my friends over, then some guy called John texted one of my friends and made us all come outside, they were so stoned.. Ended up in one of their houses later.. AWWWWWWWW HANNAH *pats head* and some black guy alex was feeling me up =[ It was scary, it was like no no.. I'm gonna go sit over here now.. then he started singing a greenday song to mee *cries* he got all the words wrong >< Grr.. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6090108/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6090108/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 14:52:30 PDT Listening too: Fall out Boy- Dance dance
Quote of the day:
I'm not quite sure.. I just remember laughing.. a lot. I can't remember what I was laughing at though =\

I am sehr happy. I had a good day. I went to carrick and saw Kenny, Peggy, Neill, Jill, Jamie and some other girl who was his girlfriend. We had fun. Neill was nearly sick. They kept throwing the swings over the top then spinning them around and around and finally hung upside down on them and let them spin around really fast. Then they fell off. It was funny. There was lots of random conversations. And shouting at spides. And insults. Eeeeeeee. No sarah in town this week. Or next week. Twill be no fun. I will mourn her. I will get other people too. Poor wee sarah. She's my lesbian lover. I swear I'm straight. Like actually. That guy is still a fucking queer. Even more so. Just because I said so. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6049633/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6049633/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 14:53:42 PDT Listening too: Myself singing
Quote of the day:
There are too many random stoof o_0
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Well today was.. Interesting. Lot of random stuff happened. Got into town at around 1 and then met up with sarah outside fresh garbage. Walked around to new spot and sat there for a while. Sat there for a while and then some skater came over and sat on the steps and we were like.. he's gonna ask for money. Then this photographer person came over and was taking pictures of him and then she told me to move over and down a step and I was like o_0. So now I'm in some random picture of some random person who I don't know o_0 So that was strange. We also got bitten today by this guy Matt. Lmao.. The guy that thinks hes the antichrist So true sarah mwhaha.. Yeah. Some millies asked us if we knew were trisha was and we were like no.. then they told me I looked like Britney spears and sarah looked like avril lavigne. Wtf. No we don't. Then one of them grabbed sarah or something and scared her. I am now amused. Saraaahhh people are distracting me and now I can't remember all the random things that happened today =[ ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6013846/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6013846/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:50:38 PDT
I don't care anymore.

JUST FUCKING SCREW IT. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6010544/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/6010544/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 05:44:37 PDT Listening too: ayumi hamasaki - little butterfly
Quote of the day:
Tasha: *grabs hand and puts it on tummy* " I swear im pregnant "
Me: " Wow its like.. moving about o_0 "

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Well yesterday was pretty good, went into town but missed the bus of course. Which wasn't my fault. I went to the bus stop and was going to get on the bus and the bus driver dude said theres another one in 5 minutes and I was like oh right, That'll be faster. So I waited. And waited. And waited for about 30mins and I got pissed off and walked all the way around to the bus depo and had to wait untill 1210 for my bus. Was crap. Met up with Sarah and Zoe at my bus depo but didn't really get to see them much the rest of the day >< mur mur. Went to the new spot for a while but there was like no one there so we went to the toilets and found Tasha and natalie and megan and lauren in there so we stayed with them. Went up to city hall and omg.. it was like.. emo'ed out. Seriously. Was funny. So many people though. Got very confusing. Everytime I saw Neill we had our hands over our ears and eventually just sat on the ground we got that confused. There were all these punks though and they started on my friend Emma. Bastards. They were going " oh oh look at the wee emo cry awww" And she got really pissed off and kept screaming at them. Grr I hate them. Then they stole my friends shoes and made him pay to get them back >< I dislike them muchly, They're like spides. Hung around there for a while before heading home for work. Its boring >< Seriously, I think its getting even more boring than it was at the beginning.. Suzi if you read this before I get to talk to you are you busy tonight? There's a party in carrick and I wanted to know if you wanted to come with me? If you get this while im at work text me, I'll have my phone ^_^ ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5987282/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5987282/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 15:00:44 PDT Mood: Hrm quite happy
Quote of the day:
Sarah: Melissa
Me: Yesh?
Sarah: You arent seing anyone? (this is not me asking you out)
Aww that made me laugh so much ^__^
Link for Suzi: [link]

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Right today was bitchtacular. Went into town, missed first bus because I was tired. People kept staring at me when I was walking down the street. I've also just noticed I hate children staring at me. They just stare, and stare. They make me uncomfortable. Then I want to laugh. A lot. Anyway, got into town with hannah and we walked around for about an hour. Then we met up with Colin and Perry. All went around and sat at the new spot and kept sliding down the wall by accident. Colin went and got us all cider. Because we are cool. To be honest. I've tasted better. But its quite cheap so why not. Then hannah and I got up and started running through the fountains. This made us wet. More me than her which I don't understand why. It's not fair. We went and sat back down. Then we got up and done it again. Well I did. She refused to go in. A tourist took a picture of me. I ran away and sat with the rest of them. Then I dragged perry up and chased him around untill he would come in with me. Then I grabbed his hand and pulled him in with me. I was drenched. There was no dry part left on me. Perry and I then went around to the waterfront. We saw Seamus and some of his friends there. We also watched a guy jump in the lagan. Then he started swimming around in it. It was quite funny. Then we saw Jill [Jackoff] and walked around back to the newspot with her to get my bag and the rest of them. Jill then grabbed my hand and made me run through all the fountains with her numerous times. I'd just started to dry off but then I was soaked again. Then her and I walked through the highstreet and hugged the randomers. We made them all wet. Some were mean. They walked on. Pfft. Went and met up with her boyfriend peggy. Some guy followed us the whole way up to ugc cinema when we were going to get him. He was scary. He kept trying to talk to us ><. We left them two off at the bus station and then went to the public toilets and got more cider. Drew all over the door to the last cubical of the girls toilets. Then the cleaners came in and found out that two guys were in with us because we'd all squeezed in. Perry and Sinead started shouting after them when we ran out. Was quite funny. Can't remember what happened after that. Next thing I remember was being at burger king and managed to get about 5 large chips of randomers between Becca and I. We rock.
[End] ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5960269/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5960269/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 15:40:40 PDT Listening too: Bright eyes - No Lies, Just love
Random quote:
*5 am*
Suzi: " You know what would suck? "
Me: *opens eyes* "... What?"
Suzi: " If a petrol bomb came through the window right now"
Me: "......" *laughs for about 5minutes*

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I'm really quite bored now. I don't know what to do. I wrote this for a baby who is yet to be born. My brothers first child. Yes, anyway my week has just been quite fantastic. Or not. Lets see, on monday that was.. the 10th.. no the 11th. Was bored in the morning but then Hannah came over and we went to Suzi's house since there was quite a few people there and we went out and saw the bonfire things at midnight. Really pretty. I love fire. Debateable my ass, I do. Went home at about 1 with hannah and we sat up for ages just talking and things. Wrote our top 10 because we are cool. Didn't get much sleep but we slept in and got some of it back and then went down to the park and sat by the river before she finally went home. Finally got rid of her. Woo. Had to work on wednesday for a while and then I came home and it was mine and Suzi's [boy] Friend's birthday so we went to his party that night but Suzi was all meh for a while but then she cheered up. She stayed in my house that night and made me stay up even though I had work at 1 the next morning. When I woke up she wouldn't get up so I was going to leave her there and she could sleep. She finally got up just before I was about to leave and walked down to her own house with me. I haven't seen her since. I dont think. Hmm. Worked again on thursday. I felt stupid. I tripped up the stairs in front of the manager and it made a big noise. I ran away crying then. I hid in the store and cut myself. Because thats what you do when your depressed. Then you send a picture of your wrists to all your friends. You make them cry. Worked again all Friday, then again on saturday. Went to the cinema with Sarah, Bekah and Hannah that night and it was pretty good I guess. Then today went to Hannahs house for a few hours. Fun shit. That is what happened these days of the week.
Few more things happened but I won't go into them because I will get pissed off. Revenge will come, Revenge is sweet. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5952014/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5952014/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 15:03:06 PDT [link] ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5847063/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5847063/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 12:19:51 PDT Listening too: The used- poetic tragedy
Quote of the day:
Too much random crap from yesterday that I can't remember half of them o_0

Haven't written in this thing for ages, I actually cba whatsoever with da atm lol, 866 messages and thats after i'd deleted about 100 of them -_- Just seeing them all when I come on is making me just go away again. I'm in a very lazy mood. Prefer updating profiles n shit at the moment for some reason, I like looking at all the different layouts and going through them to make sure they're all okay. Anyway enough rambling.
Haven't been up to much really, mostly just work and whenever I have the chance going into town. Got stuck in town on saturday actually, was very scary *nod* The last bus didnt come because they said they weren't using that bus anymore so I was a tad screwed at that point so i rang my mum and she shouted and then finally said my stepdad would come and get me so I told him I'd be waiting in the bus centre. After waiting in there for about 10mins they threw me out and said they were closing it down so I went and sat on a bench outside which after another 5mins they made me go away because they wanted to close the gates. Then at that point is started pouring down with rain, the weather loves me, sooo I was running around Belfast for about 10mins trying to find somewhere to stand and then I did in the end. Bah, I could have gotten raped, was there on my own, in the dark, in the rain and I was freezing and all these randomers kept coming up and talking to me.
Last night, that was really good fun lol, lmao.. was funny when suzi's brother actually said "lol" instead of laughing, was kinda like .. wtf? We all decided to go to the park at 3 in the morning and go on the swings o_0 was all dark and foggy, was sehr cool *nod* Hehe me, gilroy and alan hid behind the trees on suzi and phil and were listening to suzi going "I bet they're hiding in there somewhere and they're going to jump out" then we did and scared her anyway, I think I scared myself as well =[ Thenn we went back home and came out again at 6 and were the first ones in the spar! Woooo! My life is complete now! We got in there before the staff, are we cool or what? xD
Very very very tired now soo I think I might look at a few of these messages and then just come back tomorrow or.. next week or something o_0
<3 ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5656626/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5656626/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 13:48:53 PDT "Yeah, they're releasing that thing soon.. that.."
"Oh yeah!
Manson!
Harry potter!
Chocolate factory!"
" Yeah that thing.."

Mood: Tired
Listening to: The used- On my own

Lol.. Can we really trust anyone? I don't think we can. I was just thinking about somethings and I can't trust many people, if any. There were people I thought I could trust but thinking about it, I can't. I don't think I can even trust myself.
My lifes okay I guess, doesn't really seem to look like its going to get any better. My parents keep arguing way too much, My stepdad decided last night that he was going to go to France this morning so he's away. I was talking to him last night about it and he asked if I really thought things were going well between my mum and him. I don't think I can actually take having everything fucked up between my parents.. again. I'm just trying to ignore them now.
Schools okay I guess, Did quite well in a few exams and.. not so well in others. Apparently if you got a D or an E in any of your exams you will have to come in during the summer, in August to resit them and if you fail again you get suspended. Heh, guess I'll be going to resit my History exam and my science in summer then if this is true. Hopefully it won't be. My history teacher actually hates me, She says I have a communication problem.
Also have work, I don't mind getting the money but it means I can't do what I want anymore. Whenever something good is coming up can I do it? No, I have to go to work instead. Its very annoying. Hopefully I can go into town after work on Saturday though. Was hoping to go to the venue but it doesn't look like thats happening anymore.
I guess I still have my friends, some of them. So to those who are there for me, both old and new, Thank you <3

I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5645291/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5645291/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 10:19:24 PDT
Mood: Quite the pissed off
Listening to: My chemical romance & The used- Under pressure

Hmm.. school today was pretty okay. Had to be one of the wee IT Buddies. Was funny, but one guy wouldn't listen to a thing I said *kicks him* bwhahaa.. he was scared of me though apparently, someone told me he was, tehe. Had to help them do all this stuff, correct their spellings. Jebus they can't type for shit, they all use two fingers and I was getting ready to kill one of them -_- One of them was all like.. hahahaa... your a goth. I asked why and he said it was because of my hair so I pointed to someone else who had dark hair and asked if they were a goth and he said No. Now I am confused. He even went on this goth site and started pointing at pictures on it and going so do you wear this? What about this? and then I asked what music they all like. They all like rap.. well most of them *sigh* Silleh little people, and they dont know what emo is! *cries* I had to explain to them and explain who my chemical romance are and they were just like My chemical.. who? And gave me strange looks.. Then they were all saying about manson and how scareh he is, was quite teh fooneh. Aww.. I love mon first years *hugs them all* Pchuu we had to sit through all their wee presentations things, were quite teh boring. Jamie and I ended up insulting each other the whole way through and just pissing ourselves laughing at some of the things they were saying. They were all having some sort of competition to see who could get the most long words in their sentences so a lot of them didn't even make sense wash fooneh.. and then I had no hands, perry had one and jamie had the other so I couldnt clap =[ So I guess my day was quite okay, apart from the rain. Which sucks. Bye xXx

]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5620234/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5620234/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:37:59 PDT
Mood: Quite the pissed off
Listening to: Why do you build me up?

Well today was an okayish day. Went to work, got up at 730 and started panicing because I thought I started at 8 and then made myself verry confused. Eventually went back to sleep only to be awaken by my alarm by what seemed to be moments later. So went to work, was Okay I guess, could have been better. Its very hard to text in work =\ Hehe.
Got free at 530 and so I went home and got changed and then went to Hannahs house. That was very fun Can read my previous journal to see how we were umm.. feeling at that time We went on her trampoline, ran around her fields [she has a billion of them] took pictures, danced and just went crazy and made idiots out of ourselves on webcam basically. She tried to attack me with a lamp *nods* But I have cheered her up, I got her the guys phone number she likes and.. some other things.
Hannah loves me. She likes to take pictures of my legs. Other places also, Instead of my face. Tsk tsk. Hannah is a lesbian.
I have come to the conclusion that guys suck. Yes, they all do. Especially this one guy in particular *grrs* Seriously, was it really necessary to say what he said in front of me. Did I really want to hear it, or need to? NO I didn't. *sighs* All guys are mean, in their own ways.
I am so tired so I'm gonna go soon. Muh.

]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5618157/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5618157/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 11:58:39 PDT
Mood: Happy yet not.

right tioday is saturday, im in hannah 's house. Paul I just want to tell you I love you, but not as much as hannah bcaeuse she is obsessed and herlegs rawk better than YOURS not mine, but yours, because mine are better than yours alls.. and fosho yoo mofo yeoo xD ahahahahha..
We were on the tramplonine and is was sehr gut, oh yahh xD Ich bin sirt
sportlvih, or not, becausde im not but I can sing supercaklfragialistic.. song or w.e but we changed thwe words so theyy are betet.. ahahaha we rawk xD

]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5600066/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5600066/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:18:55 PDT Mood: Happy yet not.
Listening to: All that I've got - The Used

Well.. Today was alright. Perry got put in Dt tomorrow with the headmaster for his hair though. I've been carefully avoiding them all, well trying too. Its very hard though *grrs*
Tehe! I got a free subscription from DA, I get to try it for a week *grins* I was gonna get it soon anyway wooo *dances* Now I can do more stoof o0o0o. That was a good part of the day, the rest I guess could have been better. I found out that a really really good friend of mine, well.. they have cuts on their arms from when their mum has hurt them because she was drunk.. That made me... mmm.. I got kinda sad because of that, Its not that kinda thing I would have thought about, especially from one of my friends..
I'm trying not to think about it though =\ Going to the park tomorrow with Hannah, so it should be fun.. hehe..
xXx

]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5599917/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5599917/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:05:35 PDT In no particular order....
1. susan
2. Hannah
3. Perry
4. Craig
5. Cole
6. Tom
7. Paul
8. Megan
9. Neill
10. Rebekah
11. Steven
12. John
13. Sarah
14. Zoe
15. Seamus
16. Scott
17. Tina
18. Conor
19. Dee
20. Tasha


A.Who is #8 going out with?:
No one, I dont think

B.Is #9 a Girl ?
Definitly not

C.Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?:
aha.. John andd hannah, aww yes of course xD

D.How about #18 and #4?:
Conor andd Craig, I think not

E.What grade is #17 in?
My year

F.When was the last time you talked to #12?:
Never lol

G.What is #6's favorite band?
Greenday or HIM or some others

H.Does #1 have any siblings?
Yep, 3

I.Would you ever date #3?:
Yep =]

J.Would you ever date #7?:
Already have

K.Is #16 single?:
I think he is, no idea how tho

L.What's #15's last name?
*shrugs*

M.What's #5's middle name?
Dont have a clue

N.What's #10's fantasy?:
To go out with john or sam xD

O.Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?:
Possibly

P.What school does #20 go to?
Girls model

Q.Tell me a random fact about #11?
Hannah LOVES him xD

R.And #1?
She smells =]

S.And #3?
He rawks

T.And #2?
She says you cant go fishing with a fishing rod ;o

U.Have you ever had a crush on #16?:
Fuck yeah!

V.Where does #9 live?
Carrick

W.What's #4's favorite color?:
Orange, black and purple... and blue 0_o

X.Would you makeout with #3?
yep

Y.Are #5 & #6 best friends?
Sort of lol

Z.Does #8 like #19?
I think so, if they Know each other then yes

a.Does #10 have any pets?
Possibly

b.Is #12 older than you?:
Think so

c. Give #13 a hug?:
Have and will ^_^

d.Is #17 the sexiest person alive?:
Umm.. sure why not lol ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5579776/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5579776/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 12:51:34 PDT Mood: *squees*
Quote:
" Yeah you can fish in there."
" Really, do they fish with fishing rods or what?"
" *pause* .. No.."

Well today I had my last exam, sorta. I still have to do my german listening which I think I'm doing on Friday in the store.. with steven.. yes hannah.. mwhahahaa.. Yeah, I think he still has to do his as well. Child development exam was alright, some things I didn't know though so I had to make them up =\ After went up to my house with hannah and then we went to the park, We are cool and sat on the steps. But that was really only because someone stole our swings.. damn them people. But we got on them later and were flicking our shoes off, wash sehr funneh and I almost fell of the swing at one point =[ Then we walked around and we have our own bush *nods* Thats where the 4 of us are going to go when we all come here. mwhhahahaa.. And we wrote on trees ;o awwwehh. So cute. So innocent. Bless the children. Yes anyway I'm talking crap now. Just like earlier. When we were stoned. Aha.
Guten bye <3

Ps. I am a JNeill lover. ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5567511/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5567511/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 06:54:17 PDT Mood: Pretty good..ish
Quote:
Perry: Heyy that things on tonight isn't it.. its..
Colin: Oh yeah I know what your talking aboutt.. what do you call it again..
Perry: I cant remember its like..
Hannah: I know! Its that lesbian programme
--------------silence-----------------------
Perry: Wtf were did that come from..
Me: Oh yeahh I know what your talking about, Its like lesbian power or something.
-------------- more silence ---------------
Colin and Perry: They're both lesbians!

Well.. Haven't written one in three days so I'll put each day in turn.

Saturday

Well I had to get up early for work so I was not a happy bunny >< Went to work and Naomi and I were talking and this guy came in and he was asking for her phone number lol was funny so I went down and pretended to look for something so I could see him, I know who he is he always gives me these really wierd looks when he sees me and like.. walks away a bit. Got outta work and then met hannah outside and my mum brought us into town, hehe I had to get changed in the car ^__^ So yeah went into town and met up with perry, gary and colin and then we went and looked up around city hall. Found becca and maria and sinead up there woo They weren't that happy tho... Maria went off with some like 30 year old guy.. and I dunno.. I think she may possibly have done something.. so that made me a bit angry that he could take advantage of her like that >< >< >< >< assholee.. so we found them and then went up and it was raining and foundd seamus.. jebus [?] and some other guy and I got big leather coatt wooo so I was all nice and warm then, and then this other guy was talking to seamus and seamus wanted to go under his jacket since I had his and he said no and then went now she is the perfect size and pointed to me and came over and put his arm around me and put his coat over my head and im just like wtfff... but yeah kept moi alll warm n stoofs ^__^ and I saw ExpressiveCreativity up at city hall, woo finally I know who yoo are! *grins* So thenn colin, gary, hannah, perry, sinead, maria and I all went up to the warehouse which I'd never been before and was kinda curious to see were it was.. we had to walk up 12 flights of stairs to get there.. its the roof of this huge building and.. im shit scared of heights.. I couldnt breathe when I was walking up I was that scared and was practically breaking hannahs arm because I had to hold on to her.. I was sooo scared of going near the edge there.. what If i fell off.. theres not even a fucking bar there.. its just like.. top of building.. tiny tiny bump thing at the edge.. then ground. Turns out after walking all the way up we couldnt even get in >< It was boarded up so we went all the way down the stairs again [me still petrified] and looked for other ways to get in which we didnt find. After that we just went in to mcdonalds and sat there for like over an hour, lol.. really fun and full of random conversations.. then went home.. what a good day, good times good times tehe..

Sunday

Went to my nannys house to get my dinner then we were on our way home and my family decided to go to le zoo, heeheh that wash soo fun except some of teh animals weren't there *cries* I wanted to see the lionnuhh! *stamps feet* Then we went to carrick [eek] I was supposed to see Neill on saturday and I couldnt go because hannah wasnt allowed so we'd went into town instead. Neill texted me on sunday morning and asked me if I could come and see him then instead and I couldnt because I didnt wanna ask my parents if they could take meh cuz they were kinda annoyed at me anyway and then it turned out we went up there anyway =\ I think I may have saw him when we were going down the road or something =\ muhh.. I should have texted him or something because I think hes like.. annoyed at me now because hes all meh.. *Cries* Im sorreehh =[ =[ =[ To make that day worse.. that fucking crazy frog song made it to number 1 again! Its not even a song! Its a ringtone damnit.. howww can you choose it over Coldplay!? Has the whole world gone insane?! I HATE that song, it is the worst thing I have ever heard.. and the sweetie chick one got to number 2 *shakes head slowly*

Monday [today hehe]

Had to get up early to go to boots and get black hairspray so I can cover my hair for school. Apparently I had an afterschool dt to go to on friday which I didnt go to because I didnt know.. Apparently that means I'm either getting loads of aftersc... ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5543755/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5543755/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 15:29:32 PDT Listening too: Nightwish- Nemo [insert air piano]
Quote of the day:
" Oh nein, mein arm tut weh"
" Huh.."
" It means My arm hurts"
" I know what it means, I wonder what it is in french.."
" Its umm.. Mon arm! It 'urts!"
" *insert lots of laughter* Mel, you sound transylvanian"

Website to go too ^__^ : [link]

Well.. today I had more exams, woo exams \m/ Had physics, ict and maths. Physics was okay I suppose, I think I did alright, possibly *crosses fingers* better than last time ^_^ Ict was surprisingly harder than I expected =\ I dont think I did too well in it, well.. I think I did my coursework okay so at least I can get some marks for it ^_^ Then I had maths with a calculator, died in that, I started it off and it was all kinda easy and I was like sweet, i'll do alright in this. Then I turned the page and saw death written all over it *sighs* I think it was the hardest paper I've done yet and some of them were prettier hard >< Well I still hafta do my re paper, english lit and child development so I need to start revising for the cd because I dont know it that well.. [Aww cole you dont suck] Anyway yeah Ive revised the english lit sorta, we only need to know these poems and I think I can do them alright. So I had all those exams and stuff.. then I came home and found out I didnt hafta go to work so that was quite good, went out for dinner with family, was alright but the food wasnt that nice =\ then I went to the cinema later with meine mutter and saw Monster in law, was reallyy funny, was pmsl at some parts, especially when she was pretending to be asleep and kept punching her on the face tehe.. and when she went "oh I thought it was airfreshner" shall hafta be getting that out on dvd when it ish released ^_^ I somehow managed to lose one of my hairbobbles in the middle of it and only noticed at the end.. no idea how I managed to do that.. but I was kinda sitting strangely.. had took up like 3 seats because I was practically lying on them =\ *shakes phone* Hannah! reply damnit! I need to talk to herruhh! Muh.. I just missed her on msn too >< *grrs* And she's not replying to texts and she usually does pretty quickly.. pfft.. I cant go to carrick on my own *cries* Muh, well that is my day.. oh yeah.. ginger people rawk! wooo! \m/
I'm done..
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]]> ~BlackifiedRose http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5520145/ http://BlackifiedRose.deviantart.com/journal/5520145/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 10:06:05 PDT Listening too: System of a down - BYOB
Random quote:
"Hey look they're going.."
"Yeah Hannah, they're away to get stoned"
"You've got to stop saying that! Shes gonna get suspicious"
"mhm... stoned stoned stoned stoned"

Well been doing exams all week, Muh it is I tell you, Muh! Have actually had a pretty good week though apart from that. Also getting very paranoid at some points, not good. Oh and I started panicing in the middle of my history exam because I realised that when I'd finished that exam I'd have to go do my german oral which I was not ready for. Went okay I suppose apart from calling one of my friends a boy by accident, also think I may have accidently said I was drunk/stoned because my friend and I were talking about it before I went in. I've noticed that over this week I've got closer to my friend Hannah, we were always pretty close, shes one of my best friend but it felt like we'd gotten even closer this week or something. We just have some topics to talk about more *wink wink* Tehe. Amusing lol, ahh.. the park, good times.. good times. Aww, this guy I've been talking to as well, he = teh sex *nods* And he's emo <3 He wants to see me on saturday too but he's just being so nice it's made me all paranoid. What if he doesn't like me or something.. eek.. Thinking too much into all this, I have got to calm *breathes* Aww well.. its like two days away and I'm off tomorrow, no exams. Going into Belfast tomorrow so it should be alright. Havent been in since.. last friday but ssh.. thats ages. Won't be going in again untill the 17th June after that though for the venue, Venue < 3 Venue ish fun, Sarah+Zoe+Moi=Hardcore \m/ Good times, good times.. maybe next time we'll have more than just redbull =[ Lol, aww we will. Hannah is coming next time too, woo Aww wee hannuh Well I'm off to talk to people, <3 ]]> ~BlackifiedRose