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                <title>*Yawn* Hmm...uh oh....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:23:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well....Hi there everybody.....oh man I feel like I'm in trouble.  Well, as I should.  Welp, time for some esplainin.<br /><br />First off, I have moved to Ukiah CA.  I'm gonna be up here until the next year comes around as part of the California Conservation Corps.  They plant trees, do Salmon restoration, and many other things that make California beautiful.  It's a cool program that will land me a 4k scholarship, so it's all good for me in that aspect ^_^.  However, I've already been missing my hometown with all my good friends like crazy, so I've been trying to plan a trip back down there for like, three days or something.<br /><br />In terms of a personal life, I dated Gigi.  You know, from Harvey Birdman: Attorney at Law.  Yeah, I was somebody's bitch/yesman for 4 1/2 weeks bfore I finally realized just what kind of person she was.  So when I did realize it, I ran hard and fast.  I'll tell ya, it was kind of a wake up call too.  One that told me that quick relationships mean that something's wrong in the equation of love there.  Time should be taken to get to know someone, and one shouldn't just get into a relationship because it's been a long time.  I'm just happy I got out of it before I became brainwashed, cause I've been able to meet some cool people up here, and I didn't hang out with any of them much cause I was always at her beck and call.<br /><br />As far as my story I promised, it will be coming in story form.  I tried my very best to draw and edit it in Photoshop, only to end in annoyance and anger.  And since I can't seem to find an artist to help me with it, I'm just sticking to what I know how to do; Write and Type.  It's acutally coming along pretty well, since I've got one of the teachers up here helping me with it.  She's been proofreading and making suggestions for my writing, so it WILL be up soon.  There's gonna be no if's, and's, or but's this time.  I need to do this because I promised so, and so that I can get my story out to others too.<br /><br />Other than those things, everything in life is pretty mellow.  To all my friends reading this, I miss you guys.  To those that I know online, leave a comment!  I'd love to see whose still watching and who still remembers me, and hell, have a chat here and there.  I'm on a computer more often, so I'll be checking deviantart everyday.<br /><br />Peace My Good Folks<br />BMAP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>4000 already?  Crud....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 23:12:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, so it's happened.  This page of mine has actually gotten 4000 views (4107 right now).  As lazy as I'd love to be with this, I've decided to actually do something with these views, and use them as fuel for my story.  Up in the scraps is a slight sorta preview of whats to come.  However, whilst drawing the first story opening, I learned something neat.  I need an actual artist if I want to make this work.<br /><br />Sure I could just write everything down, but I want the story to be expanded on a greater level.  Alas, my hands were not made for drawing, but for writing and Kingdom Hearts playing.  So if anyone would like to help me out, Fantastic.  If not (this will most likely happen) then I shall simply do my best.  Like I said, I just want to get my story out there, even if it can't be in great art.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Ridiculous</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 15:52:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright you people listen up.  You see that thing above the journal?  You know, the thing that tells myself and others how many page views I got?  And you know how every time this page comes up, that view increases?  Well...STOP IT!!  Stop looking at those ya hear?  You're making me feel bad that I haven't posted anything for you wonderful people!  I feel like it's been forever since I've posted something on here.  (actually it has been forever but that's not the point!)<br /><br />On a more pleasant note, a friend of mine got me photoshop recently, so if i take any pictures of my drawings like last time, then I'll be able to go ahead and try to digi them.  Udder dan dat.....hmmmm...Oh yeah, I gotta job at a bar over here.  I ain't making drinks, just cleanin dishes, but it's fun, and most of the people are nice enough to me.  Also, I may be progressing in a another area of my life, for those of you who know what i'm talking about, I just need to build up more courage and I should be fine.  Then again, I'm not good at building things....<br /><br />Anywho, so yeah, still alive.  Going to school for the summa, and I'm actually leaning towards a goal now.  I'm thinking about becoming a teacher for Elementary school, but first I gotta get this college stuff outta the way.  It's one of the few things that I'm actually sure about right now, so encouragement is appreciated.  So yeah, peace out, and....stop looking at my page.<br /><br />BMAP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>I'll give it a whirl</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 00:37:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you're patient, then comment. ^^<br /><br />The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a SKETCH for a single character, free.<br />However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.<br />If you've already done 10 free sketches (in a single page), put the link of the journal's entry in your comment... You'll still qualify.<br /><br />1)<br />2)<br />3)<br />4)<br />5)<br />6)<br />7)<br />8)<br />9)<br />10)<br /><br />I'd figure I'd be willing to do this since someone I watch does some good drawings, and I wanted to see her do one of mine.  That means an update for me.  I don't suspect anyone will want their character done by someone like me, but hey, it'sa crazy world.  So, feel free to comment if you want me to draw your character.  If not, then I'm off to eat some ramen.  If so, then I might be getting some ramen stains on the drawing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>I'm tagged!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:04:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, I never expected this......<br />
<a href="http://purplelemon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purplelemon.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpurplelemon:" title="purplelemon"/></a> got me good....<br />
The rules are:<br />
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1. Post these rules<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves<br />
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts<br />
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named<br />
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged<br />
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Alright, here goes nothin....<br />
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1. I enjoy pineapple on my pizza.<br />
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2. I think that Jimmy didn't really crack corn, otherwise someone would care!!!<br />
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3. I almost died laughing last night because of my roommates wonderful impressions.<br />
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4. I can do the wave with my bella!<br />
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5. I haven't been online for awhile....<br />
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6. I'm easily distrac.....look over there!!<br />
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7. I'm running out of ideas.....<br />
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8. I prefer weasels over fox's<br />
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I shall now tag!!!!<br />
<a href="http://peppermint-pinwheel.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/peppermint-pinwheel.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpeppermint-pinwheel:" title="peppermint-pinwheel"/></a> <a href="http://xfkdupfairytalex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/f/xfkdupfairytalex.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxfkdupfairytalex:" title="xfkdupfairytalex"/></a> <a href="http://guardiansun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/u/guardiansun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconguardiansun:" title="guardiansun"/></a> <a href="http://d-teh-vampire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/_/d-teh-vampire.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icond-teh-vampire:" title="d-teh-vampire"/></a> <a href="http://legion-of-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/legion-of-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlegion-of-me:" title="legion-of-me"/></a> <a href="http://pentacledreamer.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/pentacledreamer.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpentacledreamer:" title="pentacledreamer"/></a> <a href="http://infernoflow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/infernoflow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconinfernoflow:" title="infernoflow"/></a> <a href="http://dthscyth91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/t/dthscyth91.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondthscyth91:" title="dthscyth91"/></a><br />
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Wow man, as I said above, I haven't been on too much.  But as soon as I ad truly come back, I noticed the little number on my page that said 2004 on it.  That's right, the pageviews.  So, I figure since people were kind enough to look, I will actually do a drawing, based on my surprise to the pageviews....this should be good eh?<br />
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Anywho, I say hello to everyone and anyone, and an apology once again for not being so active, and/or creative.  I've been doing a lot of work, and little thinking on my part.  To those of you who might be waiting to call me, my number is the same as before.  Other than that, expect an update soon ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Bligererg?</title>
                <link>http://Blackmageap.deviantart.com/journal/13183643/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 00:13:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yarg.......man it's been long.  How is everyone out there?  Sorry i haven't contact ya'll much.  I know that I should, but then again, I've never been too good at that.  Please please please please, don't think that any of you reading this are being purposely forgotten, or forgotten at all for that matter.  I just never get around to getting the phone and calling you guys.  I reall do miss you all, and I wish I could see you all.<br />
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Which brings me to another subject.  You see, I'm enjoying myself down here.  I mean really enjoying myself, as in if I were finished with College, I'd move.  But on the good note, I won't be moving down here.  On the other note, I'm extending my session til January.  Please don't throw rotten fruit at me, I really do miss you all, it's just that I'd like to see what Disney is like year round.  I've been having a good time, and I just want to continue, you all understand right?  But do feel free to say what you feel about that.<br />
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Hmm, what else.......oh yeah!!!  I got trained on a bigger boat now, so I can drive 9/12 of the Magic Kingdom's watercraft boats.  This new boat requires two people to operate, but only one drives.  That's me now, and it's pretty damn cool.  Especially when people look up and ask "Are you old enough to drive this boat?"  I love smiling and telling them that I am, and that they have the honor of watching me dock.  I haven't killed anyone or sunk a boat yet, so I'm doin ok there.<br />
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I stopped going to the parks for awhile.  It's just that my roommates don't really want to go anymore, and I have mabye two friends outside of my roommates, but they're always busy.  Don't get me wrong, it can be fun to go alone, it's just better with a friend.  If anyone has any advice on how to make more friends without making yourself look like a total idiot, please feel free to inform me as to how this is accomplished.<br />
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There's a bit of drama around here right now, and it's not too pleasant either.  I won't go into details, but I can say that I wish I could help out more with the situation.  I just feel like I can do something, but if I try, I might make things worse.  It's very hard to know what to do in those kind of situations.  I just wish I could help.<br />
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Oh, and I learned something the other day.  I can't flirt to save my life.  That's right, shy guy decided to try it on the bus the other day.  It certainly could've gone better for me, but that's what I get for never trying for so long.  It turned into one of those awkward conversations, thankfully with someone I didn't know, but I was still pretty peeved at myself.  I do admit, I think I take it out of proportion.  Just today, I got into sort of a depression because almost everyone I was around had something going on in there love life, and I didn't.  Yeah yeah, boo hoo.  I'm the only one in my apartment that doesn't have a relationship around here, period.  It's sad and makes me angry sometimes, though I wonder if I have the right to feel that?  I know I'm not trying too much, but then again, my previous girlfriends all asked me out, not the way it should go I hear around here all too often.  Roommates certainly can be brutal, or stupid, whichever works.<br />
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Happy notes, happy notes..........OH DUH!!!  I actually did get teh mod for my PS2 and got the japanese KH2 game with all the new features.  It's so freakin awsome!!!  I truly made sure that no one else even touched the TV as soon as I got it.  Every new feature just makes my bones tingle with glee ^_^  <br />
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On a final note, I have this to say.  COME VISIT ME DOWN HERE!!!!  Trust me, these parks are great to visit for the first time, and why not for free eh?  Plus, I can get you discounts on almost any hotel around here too.  Other than that, try calling me, I normally pick up.  I will try to call you guys more often.  Your my friends, I should be doing that anyways.  Anyways, it's 5:17 in the morning over here, so I must sleep.  Comments are appreciated ^_^<br />
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Love to everyone,<br />
Cole (AKA: Unibomber, my new nickname at work.  Don't ask..........)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Whazza?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:52:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This update brought to you by this conversation.<br />
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Me: Hey man how ya been?<br />
Friend: Not bad dude, what's been going on?<br />
Me: A lot, can't really say everything.<br />
Friend: Why, something bad happen?<br />
Me: Shoot no, I'm just lazy.<br />
Friend: You know that i still have your copy of Kingdom Hearts right?<br />
Me: Yeah, why?<br />
Friend: I suggest that you at least put an update up on either deviantART or Myspace, least you want something bad to happen to it.<br />
Me: You sonofabi.......<br />
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Anywho, hello everyone, it'sa me, that lazy guy who doesn't update unless something of his is threatened.  I can definately say that a lot has happened since my last update, so here i go.<br />
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The first big thing that happened was that i am now certified to drive the smaller boats called the Launches.  It's been really cool so far, and I've been driving for a month now.  Oh oh!!  Story time!!  So I go over to one of the resorts to pick up some people from it and take them over to another resort.  So i get four guys waiting at the dock, all holding empty plastic funnels that are used for beer.  Needless to say, they were drunk.  Here's the great part.  When I told them that they could stand on the boat only when i honked the horn twice, and had to sit when i blew it once, they were pretty good about it.  Once i had gotten out onto the open water, they began hitting each other with the plastic funnels.  So i honk for them to sit, and they do so.  I accidentally honked it again, and they got up and fought again.  I smiled in my mind, and played this game with them all the way to the next resort.  Good lord that was a wonderful night.<br />
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We also got to have a night where all of tomorrow land was closed off for just the college program students one night.  Though i gotta say, i was kinda lonely there.  One of my roommates was working, and the other two were with girlfriends.  One the plus side, i got to ride the Space Mountain ride with the lights on.  That was interesting, but nest time i think i'll try and get someone on there with me.<br />
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I've been going to the parks on my days off.  Same situation with friends, but ya know, I actually feel somewhat comfortable with it.  I don't have to worry about anyone else but myself, and I can just go on whatever ride i feel like going on.  Even eating at some of the restaurants is nice too.  But you know, just not every time I go.......<br />
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Class has been alright, and right now the biggest thing is the newest version of Kingdom Hearts is coming out soon in Japan.  It's been eating away at me, and I've really been wondering about whether i should buy the japanese mod for my PS2, or heck, buy a japanese PS2.  Cause I'll tell ya, I do not want to wait till November for the american version of it.  Other than that, guitar hero 2 and Dance Factory have been keeping me in line.<br />
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As for my love life......eh, I'm probably going to try and just wait till I get home.  Then again, that's easier said than done for me.  I miss the company, and the good feelings too.  Any advice there would help.......<br />
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Well that's about it really.  If you have any questions about Disney's dirty secrets, feel free to ask me.  I'll tell ya everything and anything I can.  Hope to get some pics in soon.<br />
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BMAP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Boats and Monkey's</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 12:43:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I'm finally settled in.  Yes i understand that it took me a long friggin time, but I had to get used to my job, get my classes together, get a mutual standing with my new roomates (which instead has become a good friendship, very happy ^_^), take some pictures, and work an overtime shift dressed up as a pirate and standing in the rain for 2 hours (not so happy about that -_-)<br />
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    I've been having some fun here in the Happiest place on earth.  I'm working on the ferry boats that go from the tickets and transportation area to the magic kingdom.  I don't actually get to drive the boats yet, but I do get the pleasure of Deckhanding on board.  I have to say, it's one of the few times in my life I've enjoyed being around strangers so much.  I get to invite these people to the happiest place on the planet, doesn't get much better than that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Disney</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:34:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm posting this for two reasons.<br />
1.  I'm sick and tired of seeing that same post over and over again.  Blarg.<br />
2.  I'm going to Orlando Florida ^_^  I'm going to be doing a Disney college program while working in the park!!  I'm so excited about it, I'm about ready to wet my pants!  I'll be leaving on the 16th, so i'm packing right now in these few weeks i have left.<br />
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Also, to any who care, I am officially saying sorry for not updating in forever and a day.  I promise to have at least a scrap up by tonight.  I had to get my wisdom teeth pulled out, so i've been stuck in bed doing nothing.  But I have been doodling, so i might as well put up something.  Better than nothing ya know?  I've been doing other things like Rping, getting ready fr disney, and playing KH2 and FF:12.  Kudos and see ya later tonight with a scrap.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>I'm a lazy boy that i am</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jul 2006 07:10:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like cheese ,cheese is good.  crap, it's been too long....must gather strength and update..... All poems are originally mine.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/surrender.gif" alt="Defeated" title="Defeated" /> Defeated by laziness<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Ignorance is Bliss-Jellyfish<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: The Long Hare Patrol<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: POTC:Dead Man's Chest<br /><br />Well let's see, first i'll answer teh question, about where the heck i've been.  First i was grounded from the net for awhile, then school ended.  Afterwards i was doing all of teh cool end of teh year stuff and graduating.  THeni've been at my job, Lifegaurd at the Island Water Park.  That's right, i'm certified to save you butt from 5 feet of water or less. ^^  Let's see....other than that, i haven't been doing to much.<br />
            Now for teh question, if you've been online a few times, why haven't you updated?  First, i have no working scanner nearby, but i am saving up to get one.  Second, i'm lazy.  I actually have up to part four of the new Longing Woods, i just forget to do it, and i fi remember, i then trun myself over to the powers of Diablo 2.  BUt don't worry, when i get back from either school or work today, i will update.<br />
            As for drawing, i have gotten somewhat better, and those i do actually want to put online for opinioning.  So be alert for the drawings of random people.<br />
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Well i've got school.  THis is BMAP signing off.<br />
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P.S.  Forgot to metnion that i was also in a car accident on tuesday.  It's a miracle i'm still alive and well, no scratches either.  Thank you volvo, you will be remembered quite fondly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  *sniff*  god i loved that car<br /><br />My Quote:  Let us live another day for another, when another cannot. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2006 22:59:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's really strange when you look at my array of friends.  I look at it like a chart kinda.  90re juniors, 7re high school grads, and 3re actually seniors.  Now don't get me wrong, i love every one of my friends, and would give my life to keep anyone of them alive  It's just, i'd like a few more of them to be seniors like me.  <br />
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       I realized just the other day that when i'm in college, my senior friends are going to other colleges while i stay at city college.  THey'll be far, i'll be close though.  I mean, i know that's why phone's and email exist, but i've never known anyone to really keep in touch once they've gone to a new place.  I mean, my best friend MIGHT be coming to city, but that's about all i know right now, and for those of you that know me, i'm not one to make friends on my own.  <br />
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      I'm shy with new people, that's always been that way.  I mean, i could grow some balls and try to myself, but that would mean i'd be someone that i ain't, and that's mighty hard for me to do.  I need help, in more ways than one, but i feel like part of it's my own fault for not being enough of a reason to ask if people will be my friend.  Like i said, i'd give anything to keep my friends alive, but how does one do that when one arrives at a new place all alone without friends to give a life for?<br />
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If it means anything, i'm back online, so i'll try and get longing woods and whatnot updated.  so....hi again<br />
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BMAP ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>deadness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:19:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes folks deadness, that is what i am currently in.  Apparently, getting an F in a subject that isn't even required for me to graduate is a crime against all crimes.  So i've been stuck without internet or many other luxuries for many a day now, as some have noticed.  Why is it always when i ave no access to the internet that i'm most creative?  I have three more parts to add to the longing woods series, so when i can, i'll put it up.  Also, i got a better scanner, so i can finally put my pictures up that actually look good.  Afterwords i'm gonna be looking at 224 deviations that have not had my viewing >_<  Parents need a chill pill<br />
I'll see ya when i do<br />
BlackmageAP ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Awsomeness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 21:32:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like cheese ,cheese is good.  Oh it's you.  Been working on a poetry journal.  It's cool and i often like to write in it, so expect many.  All poems are originally mine.<br /><br />Well, this has been a really cool week.  For some reason or another, DeviantArt has given me a week long subscription.  I don't know why, don't know how, don't care either.  And, my parents have given me access to their scanner, so i can finally posted some of the stuff i've been deawing in class...i mean after i'm done with my homework.  I also got my Kingdom Hearts game back, and have been playing it nonstop.  It's like heaven all over again, i've missed it so much.  And, i also made some new friends that i had never expected to become friends with, saw an old friend who came at random, and got to hepl a friend with his relation problems.  Though a few days have been boring, and i've had a few ecthy moments too.  But all in all, i think this has been a pretty good week.  I'm hopin that tomorrow will be even better, and i'll finally be able to put on some drawings  ((A devi from BMAP?  Holy crud monkeys!!))  So until then , see ya around.<br /><br />My Quote:  Let us live another day for another, when another cannot. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Progress</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:11:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okie dokie.  So so far, i've gotten the main plot, the characters, and the other people that are gonna help me.  ~d-teh-vampire is one and adam is another.  (he has no devi, so i'm gonna make him)  We've made two new characters, Stikums the Scientist, and McSticks.  Stickums is insane.  just plain insane.  And McSticks changes his ethnicity quite often.  But in this one, he'll just be Scottish, and teh one voting for Zelda is an RPG.  We're gettin the script done pretty quickly.  I'll put some of it up next time.  Well, happy days all.<br />
<br />
~Cole ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>the works i'm workin on</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Aug 2005 16:29:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, for those of you wondering what i'm gonna be makin, it's gonna be a flash next.  I'm gonna be using my character Mr. Sticky.  People seem to like him a lot.  He'll be explaining why the heck Zelda is not a freakin RPG, and he'll also host a commercila.  now realize that i'm still a bit iffy with flash so it'll be awhile beofre it comes out.  That and i have Senoir school work. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Back from the dead (again)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 17:31:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ jeese i can't believe i haven't been around here a lot.  Anywho, sorry fo r not being around to see some of this great stuff that i've takin a few looks at.  plus i have stuff, but me scanner is broke and i'm way to lazy in order to pay for it's fixing.  But aside form that, sorry friends for not being on aim, yahoo, and/or msn messenger.  I've just been really, really, rrreeeeeaaalllllyyyyyyyyy lazy.  Now that school is beginining, i'll probably be on more.  ironic for me.  So anywho, sorry again for appearing dead. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Drawings</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Jul 2005 10:19:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like cheese ,cheese is good.  Oh it's you.  Been working on a poetry journal.  It's cool and i often like to write in it, so expect many.  All poems are originally mine.<br /><br />Hey there people.  Wanted to say that i finally got some drawings that i feel are not going to burn your eyes out of there sockets.  I will be posting them as soon as i can.  Please bear with me though, as my cat has died today.  I gave it a burial this morning in the backyard.  I love cats, and this one was the one of four that was considered to be mine.  So if i don't have the drawings up by this afternoon, please wait, as i'm just trying to be any somewhat happy.  Thank you.<br /><br />My Quote:  Let us live another day for another, when another cannot. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Been gone, too long</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jun 2005 08:55:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like cheese ,cheese is good.  Oh it's you.  Been working on a poetry journal.  It's cool and i often like to write in it, so expect many.  All poems are originally mine.<br /><br />Oh man, like i said, been way to long.  My friend decided he'd lend me his Xbox the other day and of course i accepted.  Of course, thata was my first mistake.  I swear, i think i missed a couple of meals sometimes.  Yet surprisingly enough, I still got all my homework done.  Guess i really do want to earn this grade in my summer school class.<br />
<br />
Anywho, I got somedrawing that i'll be putting up later.  I like them cause they were something to do for once, and creatures that were like furries but not entirely.  That, an the poems that i'm putting up today.  Yeah its all good.<br /><br />My Qoute:  "Eat ham rebel scum!!" ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>New Flash Up</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 09:35:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like cheese ,cheese is good.  Oh it's you.  Been working on a poetry journal.  It's cool and i often like to write in it, so expect many.  All poems are originally mine.<br /><br />Finally, i've been trying to get my new flash animation up all day, oh well, it's up now.  This wsa the flash i had to do for a CART project.  It's meant to show little kids how to know the difference between shapes and colors.  It's quite funny at some points, plus i'm making a directors cut *hehehehehe* that will be PG-16.  It was a request by many of my friends.<br />
<br />
Yeah, so other than that, been working on Chapter 4 for Jon's Journey.  I felt the last chapter would be better suited for introducing Jon a bit better than before.  So now in the next one he'll *spoiler spoiler* and maybe he'll *spoiler spoiler* and Robin will most likely *spoiler spoiler* and then they'll both *spoiler spoiler*.  Yep, it's gonna be great.  Your lucky i'm giving you this information about the story this early.<br />
<br />
So yeah, other than that i finally decided to see Star Wars Episode 3.  It made me cry.  I didn't like seeing Anikan doning all those dark side things, but i knew it would.  Afterwards, me and my sister rented the Refurbrished Episode 4.  It was interesting to see it again after all of these years, quite fun as well.  Then i had to do flippin summer school crap.  Hate takin Algebra two over, but i need to move onto Trig, so i gotta take it.<br />
<br />
Anywho, nice to give ya all an update.  I'll be back again.<br />
BMAP<br /><br />My Qoute:  "Eat ham rebel scum!!" ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Odd</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 21:53:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, this is odd.  I come onto DA earlier today, and BAM!!!  I'm a subscriber!!  I don't even know how it happened, but apparently somehow it did.  But it's odd, i never even came close to the button that would allow me to subscribe.  Anysuggestions as to what might have happened?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Back from the DEAD!!! (for a moment)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 May 2005 20:46:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey ho everybody!!  It's BMAP back in  the temple.  How ya all doin?  I can  not tell you how good it is to be back  at this site.  And soon, i'll be able  to be here everyday again.  All will be  well.  My classes are actually coming  along pretty well, and i'm feeling  confident that i'll do better next year  (cause i don't want everything  electronic taken away from me again).   Well, I've got 1044 Art pieces to look  at.  So, once i'm done with that  *cough*midnight*cough* i'll read and  reply to any and all comments, and  maybe even put up something.  Good to  be home.<br />
BMAP ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Hey</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Apr 2005 08:16:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, here at my school and was  actually able to find that Devi wasn't  blocked.  But this is about the only  time i can get on, CART has it blocked,  so yeah.  So how ya all doin?   I've  actually found that doing homework  works, my grades are actually coming  up.  It's quitee plesant.  Yeah, i've  got some pictures that i'll update when  i get my Laptop back, so keep waitin,  with much care<br />
Cole aka BlackmageAp ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Really Leaving</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Apr 2005 17:48:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THis time i'm serious.  I won't be able  to get on till the summer.  My grades  are low, my parents are a word that  goes beyond cursing, and i won't be  able to get onto the computer unless  i'm under their servailence.  so sorry  everyone, but this is goodbye until  summer.  And i'm also again really  sorry. <br />
 By till summer.<br />
P.S.  I will also not be on any of the  messengers either. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>500 page views</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Apr 2005 18:08:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nathan warned me about this.  I just  never thought it would happen.  Well  folks, this is it.  I've almost reached  500 page views.  To the one who can get  the 500th, i will grant a request of  anysort.  So hurry with the viewing!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>And the first of two updates......</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 20:47:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok everyone, i can now update one of  the two things (cause i'm too lazy to  do both)  and the winner is *drumroll*   ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ................................LONGING  WOODS PART 7!!!!!  i figure that i  should get this one done or i never  will.  Well, ONWARD!!  *cracks knuckles* ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Chap 3 and Longing Woods Part 7</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 01:13:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hello everyone.  As you've noticed, i  have updated on neither one of these.   Here's why.  I HAVE A BOAT LOAD OF #%$  TO DO!!!  I do in fact, have Chap 3  written down, completely, and only need  to transfer it to text and then onto  DA.  And part 7 is 85% done.  But i  have much work.  Please bear with me  folks.  I thank you for what patience  you have given me, i promise to update  soon. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>a hacker i b</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Mar 2005 14:17:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, that was short eh?  Well actually,  to my parents it's still going on.  I  was able to get through, and back onto  DA.  They're not very good at blocking  websites.  Though i still can't submit.   Once i find out how to do so, i will  submit much.  For now i can still  comment and view of course.  Oh, and i  will be back onto MSN and possibly AIM.   Sorry for any alarm. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Leaving For Awhile</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Mar 2005 11:22:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To all those that watch me.  i am no  longer able to continue here in DA for  now.  I will be gone, most likely for a  long time.  I will not be on Aim,  Yahoo, or MSN.  I am deeply sorry my  friends.  I might check every once and  awhile, but expect no updates till i  make another Journal entry.  Hopefully  that entry won't be at the end of te  school year.  Once again, deeply sorry,  and thank you for all of your comments  i have recieved. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>A great song</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Mar 2005 22:58:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been listening to this song, cause  i've been feeling a bit down.  It makes  me feel better.<br />
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Flogging Molly - Seven Deadly Sins<br />
<br />
Sail away where no ball and chain<br />
Can keep us from the roarin' waves<br />
Together undivided but forever we'll be  free<br />
So sail away aboard our rig<br />
The moon is full and so are we<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
<br />
So the years rolled by and several died<br />
And left us somewhat reelin'<br />
Johnny strummed his Tommy gun<br />
Left blastin' through the ceiling<br />
So what became of rebels<br />
Who sang for you and me?<br />
Grapplin' with their demons<br />
In the seach for liberty<br />
<br />
Suffers who suffer all<br />
Can swim upon the desert<br />
Where avarice have ravaged all<br />
In spite of good intentions<br />
Don't fill your mouth with gluttony<br />
For pride will surely swell<br />
But nothing's unforgiven in the four  corners of hell<br />
<br />
Sail away where no ball and chain<br />
Can keep us from the roarin' waves<br />
Together undivided but forever we'll be  free<br />
So sail away aboard our rig<br />
The moon is full and so are we<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
<br />
Envy and its evill twin<br />
It crepy in bed with slander<br />
Idiots they gave advice<br />
But sloth it gave no answer<br />
Anger kills the human soul<br />
With butter tales of lust<br />
While pavlov's Dogs keep chewin'<br />
On the legs they never trust<br />
<br />
Sail away where no ball and chain<br />
Can keep us from the roarin' waves<br />
Together undivided but forever we'll be  free<br />
So sail away aboard our rig<br />
The moon is full and so are we<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
<br />
But It's the only life we'll know<br />
Blagards to the bome<br />
So don't wreck yourself<br />
Take an honest grip<br />
For there's more tales beyond the shore<br />
<br />
Ah the years rolled by and several died<br />
And left us somewhat reelin'<br />
In and out came crawlin' out<br />
And spewed upon the ceiling<br />
So what became of rebels"<br />
That sang for you and me<br />
Grapplin; with their demons<br />
In the seach for liberty<br />
<br />
Sail away where no ball and chain<br />
Can keep us from the roarin' waves<br />
Together undivided but forever we'll be  free<br />
So sail away aboard our rig<br />
The moon is full and so are we<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
<br />
Sail away where no ball and chain<br />
Can keep us from the roarin' waves<br />
Together undivided but forever we'll be  free<br />
So sail away aboard our rig<br />
The moon is full and so are we<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins<br />
We're seven drunken pirates<br />
We're the seven deadly sins ]]></description>
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                <title>Just Checkin</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Mar 2005 20:54:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey there everyone.  Just checkin in  basically for those that worry (aka  nobody) about how i'm doing.  Heres the  low down.  Lately i've been studying  for my midterm, so i haven't been able  to do much like make new peoms or  complete longing woods.  But do not  worry, it shall soon be updated and end  with that bang.  For Allynna, still  workin on your contest prize, i have  the idea for what you wanted, and it  might take some time.  but i;ll get it  done, no worries there.  Hmmm, what  else?  oh yeah, that flash animation  thing i told you guys about last time,  its also coming along.  My only problem  is, the trial version is almost  expiered, so i'll have to get someone  to give me flash.  Work has been fun  too.  I'm now aloud to take my break  whenever i wish, so you'll notice me  online a bit more often, my AIM friends  already have.  Yeah, what else.  Oh  yeah, thanks for the positive feedback  on my haircut Deviation.  It was a big  change for me, and only one person  seemed to hate my soul for foing such a  thing.  THe glasses i like too, cause i  found them on the ground, fixed um up,  and made them mine.  Other than that,  life is good, like to see more people  to talk to on AIM, but what ya gonna do  right, and i am now going to resume to  my bed in my pants.  Later. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Lots of stuff on mind</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Mar 2005 17:25:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my first contest is over.  I  technically had two contestants, but  only Allynna was able to get it right.   The answer was death, like the creature  that takes souls.  Anywho, she is  getting her prize when it's done so to  say.  Everyone will of course be able  to see it when finished.  i've also  been thinking about wrapping up my  Longing Woods series here pretty quick.   i've almost run dry on material for  it, and i wouldn't want it to be  dragging on or anything.  Also, i'm  working on a new project.  Anyone ever  heard of the song Shooting Star?  It's  a DDR song, and i think it's wonderful.   I'm making a flash to the full length  song (4:13) all in animation.  It'll  take some good time, but it'll be worth  it.  Until next time, i'm Cole, and my  pants are sizzling like bacon. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Back in action</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Mar 2005 08:57:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yahoo!!!!!  I'm back with a vengance my  friends!!  Sorry for being in such a  slump good people, just hhad my  emotions messed with and it made me  feel like hell.  SO anyway, i will  indeed be updating the longing woods  series later this afternoon.  Right now  i feel like dancing.  Any of you feel  like dancing?  I know i'm dancing.  *Starts Dancing* <br />
<br />
BTW:  There's only a few more days left  in the poem contest. <br />
<a href="http://blackmageap.deviantart.com/journal/4676394/">[link]</a><br />
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if you don't know where the poem is,  click here  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15552165/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>No poem update</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 18:35:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey there people.  Basically, wnated to  say i've been feeling out of it  recently.  I've loved writing my poem  everyday, but in my current mood, it  may not be updated very soon.  I've  been really down lately, so i guess  i'll write it down on paper, then make  a really long update.  I'm sorry, but  if i write it now, you'll hear stuff  about suicide and crap.  *Goes off into  corner* ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>THe greast flash i've seen</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 07:15:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, i know you've probably seen betterm  but this flash is just awsome.  My  friend Justin made it, and he's really  cool.  Check it out.                   <br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15642038/">[link]</a> <br />
<br />
curse my inability to link.  i think  this should go onto the favorties page  in my opinion.  it's plain awsome. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>First Winner</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Feb 2005 19:01:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey ho everyone.  Our first winner has  guessed the answer to the poem.   Allynna has guessed that the thing  described in the poem  is...................c'mon, did you  really think that i was gonna tell ya?   Two more winners left.  Deadline is  this Saturday.  Congradulations  Allynna.  I await your request. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Contest!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Feb 2005 09:42:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello everyone.  BMAP here to tell of  my first contest.  I have made a poem  recently that's entitled "Perhaps it's  nothing".  In the poem, it decribes an  object, BUT, it never reveals what it  is.  Here's the deal, to the one who  can figure out what the  creature/thing/object/whatever is, i  will do a request of either art or  poetry.  I promise to spend a lot of  time on it since i have Photoshop,  Macromedia Flash, and a brain for  poetry.  Now i've been thinking, what  if more than one person thinks of what  it is?  Well then here's how it'll go.<br />
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    First Place:<br />
A request of anything and about  anything dedicated to you<br />
    Second Place:<br />
A request of poetry or animation,  though limited to what i already have  dedicated to you<br />
    Third Place:<br />
A poem dedicated to you, on a subject  on sometihng you have made<br />
<br />
You can try as many time as you wish.   The contest will end in one week from  today.  You must send the answer to me  in a note though.  Everyone is aloud to  participate.  Let the contest begin ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>I'm scared of Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Feb 2005 16:56:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sighs*  Well, in just a few hours i'll  be at work again.  *shudders*  And  thats were Wanda will be.  i'm pretty  sure i haven't told you people yet  about this yet so i'll start back.  I  have a job at Fridays.  I got it by  catching a flying bowl of chowder    (check out a previous journal entry  "Dreams and Jobs" for more info.)  So  the waitress that i had saved from  getting fired's name is Wanda.  Well, i  saw the guys that tripped her the other  night and developed a plan to get them  back, cause she's my friend.  So i go  over with about three trays on my arms,  and sure enough, they stick out their  legs to try and trip me.  I got this  lady with a cart to come over and run  over his leg.  It worked.  She claimed  it was an accident and they all said it  was fine.  When i first told Wanda, she  kissed my cheek and i went beet red.   Laughing haha.  Well, recently, i was  talking to her during our break, and  she just ups and kisses me.  While i  was talking.  First off, she's 19 years  old.  Second, she's damn hot and she  knows it.  I mean, i understand that  she likes me, but she scares the frig  outa me.  She like a stalker now.   Thank goddness she doesn't know my  house address or my number.  I know i  should be more appreciative, but it  scares me.  It just does.  This is  where i got the idea for my poem "Love  is Confusing".  <br />
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on a side note, i almost have 200 page  views.  I finally have my first non  project, voice over flash done for the  200dereth lage view thing.  It's crud,  but it's what i'm putting on.<br />
<br />
P.S.  If Infernoflow or Dthscyth91 are  going to reply to this, i waant no bull  crud about the Wanda thing. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>i hate surprises</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Feb 2005 07:47:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO yesterday right before i'm going to  sleep guess what i'm told.  I'm going  to Sacromento with my family for two  days.  This is indeed bad.  but i will  be taking my labtop with me, and i will  be back on monday.  For my crew, mainly  Infernoflow, you guys can get some  stuff donw today, and wait for me on  monday, where we have all day to work  on it. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Pressure on stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Feb 2005 17:19:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well this is going much faster than i  expected it would go.  You guys have  almost givin me 200 page views, and  that puts pressure on me, do you know  why?  I'm still learning flash and i  promised a FLASH devi for when i got  200 page views.  Don't get me wrong, i  love that you are looking at my stuff,  it's just that my flash is not done  yet.  So it may be awhile after 200  page views, or something really short. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Dreams and Jobs</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Feb 2005 17:25:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i've finally got a job.  My first  job actually.  I'm a waiter AND a  busboy over at Fridays!!  THis is so  cool.  What's cooler though is how i  got the job.  I'm eating there on  saturday, when all of a sudden a  waitress trips and drops her tray.  One  of the things that flies off perfectly  in the air is a bowl of chowder.  I saw  what had happened and out of the purest  of luck, i caught the bowl.  Now  apparently the manager was watching,  and he wanted to know if i wanted to  apply for a job.  I took the interview  the next day and got the job.   Thankfully, i wasn't replacing the  waitress though.  I got to work that  sunday night too.  I wasn't offically  employed though, so i could keep my  tips that night (26 dollars).   Apparently they frisk you for that kind  of thing.  Anywho, also meet the girl  who tripped.  He name was Wanda, but  people call her Wand.  She's the only  person i know there currently.  I'm  also going to work in a hour or so.   This is so cool.   As for the dream  section, it's my latest poem, so please  rread it and if you can, interpret it  for me.  I still don't understand what  it means. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Flogging Molly comes and goes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Jan 2005 15:29:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, they came.  And boy did they  rock.  They rocked out hard.  Very  hard.  My ears are still ringing from  last night.  For my first concert, it  was pretty great.  I got into the  moshpit fights quite often.  THen at  one point, the fights stoped, and then  some dude got into the pit and started  doin a really funny dance.  The opening  bands were The Breifs and Tsunami Bomb.   The breifs were alright.  That's the  only time that there were any mosh  fights.  Then there was Tsunami Bomb.   They were pretty cool.  I think i'm  gonna look into them a bit more.  They  both played for about an hour each.  I  went with my friend Dustin.  I lost him  in the crowd though.  I was actually  able to get up to where i could touch  the railing.  THEN, came Flogging  Molly.  I swear, i have never heard  them play better then they did that  night.  They extened their songs, they  used the F word about 800 times, and  they even did an encore for the  auidence.  At one point, someone threw  a bra up onto stage, and Robert Schmidt  of Flogging Molly took and sniffed it,  he then threw it down and contiued  playing.  It was just so amazing to  see.  I also bought their Cd's, "WITHIN  A MILE OF HOME" and "ALIVE BEHIND THE  GREEN DOOR".  Also, when I was looking  for my friend after Flogging Molly was  done, i got to dance with some random  chick.  Should have asked her her  number.  Truly it was a night that will  forever go down in my brain as the  greatest night of my life.  I was able  to record part of it on my cell phone,  and i'm going to try and get it onto my  computer.  That way all of you can hear  two minutes of what they were doing.   This is Cole, saying have a great  F****ing day. ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Flogging Molly finally comes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 15:10:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, this is awsome.  No.  Tis is beyond  awsome.  Fllogging Molly, the very best  of the best irish rock bands, IS COMING  TO FRESNO CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!  And i  have tickets to their showdown at the  rainbowballroom!!!!!!  It's gonna be  sooooooo cool because not only are they  in Fresno and i'm going, but it is also  my very first CONCERT EVER!!!!!!  Wish  me luck so that my eardrums don't pop  from insanity!!!!1 ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>Worry things and whatnot</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 22:19:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i just had an interesting  expierience.  SO last night i go over  to my friends house  for the first time  right?  We celebrate a birthday, go to  the arcade, and play some video games.   Well at  about 7:30, my mom calls to  tell me that my dad accidently through  the directions to my friends house  away.  I tell that the directoins are  on my favorites page and she should  check that.  At this time, my cell's  almost dead.  So as i'm playing games,  my phone dies.  about two hours later i  realize this and turn it on for what  juice it has left.  I get two messages  telling me that she's lost her way, and  that the directions are no good and all  wrong.  Now i worry.  She had said  she'd be searching a street five miles  away, that she didn't have her cell  with her, and that she was calling from  a pay phone.  By the time the messages  go by, the phone dies again.  So i go  outside and wait for about an hour  HOPING that she might stray around the  houose, but to no prevail did she.  As  i turned on my cell phone one more  time, a incoming call is in progress!!!   She's on the phone at home, so i give  it to my friends dad.  He agrees to  takes me home, along with my stuff.   ANd as he turns ends the call, the  phone dies one last time.  Truly, my  god is on my side, yes? ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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                <title>The beginning</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 16:39:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I bet i spelled beginning wrong didn't  i?  Oh well, not like it matters much.   Hey there people.  The names Cole.  I'm  of course new to Deviant art for those  of you who are dense.  FOr those who  aren't, why did you just read that?   Anywho, here i am, stuck at school,  found a cool picture, belonged to  deviant art, so here i am, in a room,  with three other people, writing about  nothingness.  Guess i could give you  guys a short bio.  I'm 16 an dliving in  Fresno California.  Not much goes on  here, cept i go to a school that's a  once in a lifetime opportuniy and i've  been to Austrailia, The UK, and Europe.   Meh, it's a living i guess.  I want to  travel one day.  Not with people, not  with a car.  I'm talking a backpack,  some money, and going straight East  until i reach the Pacific ocean.  It's  a dream, we all have them.  SO for now,  i'll post things that i make in class,  things that are random, and write in a  journal for the world to see.  Later. <br />
Cole ]]></description>
                <author>~Blackmageap</author>
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