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                <title>spanks for nuffin</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 23:29:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holidays suck the joy out of life.<br /><br />All of the horrible things I've been incubating are beginning to hatch, and as they crwl from the festering wounds, I am overwhelmed.<br /><br /><br />just needed something to update my blankness<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>Dream or Nightmare? Angel or Devil? Aw F*ck it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:14:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I met an alien.. a true, bona-fide, long-legged, starry-eyed extra-terrestrial being.  The past few days have been quite delinquent in nature, but have reignited the flames within the deepest recesses of my mind.  With my furnaces filled to the brim with the coals chipped away from my once-smothered, blackened heart, the pistons fire once again, the gears turn, the engine roars.  I am ready, I am inspired, I am on fire.. inside and out, mind, heart, body and soul.  <br /><br /><br />Let's do this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>Now is a good time</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:06:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ New year, new goals.<br /><br />5 classes, I want to shoot for all A's this time<br />4 day weekends - ability to art-binge, bike to the beach, travel by bus, etc<br />3 new teachers, 3 classes on tuesday, 3 kittehs<br />2 major artistic endeavors<br />1 year till graduation<br /><br />sick again, but getting better<br /><br />plan to continue fire club<br /><br />Yoga classes every week at school<br /><br />Gonna get out of the house real soon<br /><br />Also, plan to make a website and leave DA behind, except to watch other folks<br /><br />Later!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>End of daze</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:53:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GRAH!<br /><br />final day at school. so much to do-<br /><br />3 research papers past due<br />couple more pages for Giger report/bibliography<br />should write more on the War report/biblio<br />full paper on Witkin in progress now<br />Turn in disk of work to Sally - the end/evidence<br /><br />post images to GHM homeroom<br />post reading responses to Scif[r]i homeroom<br />Post final project to "<br /><br />Clean out all of the stuff from here at school.. do we need to clean out lockers? I dunno...<br /><br />Pack (dont forget presents and big bag)<br />wish that I could clean my room before I leave<br />move Willy upstairs<br />pay Naia last amount of moolaz/pay for interwubz<br />return LIBRARY book, or re-check it out over and over and over...<br /><br />Document final for Nan's class and move all sticks inside<br /><br />Prioritize this amount of bullshit somehow<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>Ack</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:15:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So much to do, so much time, what to do first?<br /><br />Full of inspiration, lacking only slightly in direction and supplies.  Really pleased that I was finally able to update and add a couple new things.  Teetering on the edge between projects... return to try and tackle my natural mini-scapes, and add a bit of mechanical wisdom to their atmosphere? Or suit myself with delightfully fancy coffin-casings? For science-fiction class, should I overhaul and finish my headdress? or underwhelm with another in my series of fantastic preserved creatures?  My menagerie of Mcfarlane masterpieces looms over my workstation, surrounded by writhing wood from around the world, and toys from every age and genre.  But what should be in the center of my space? What creation should reveal itself from the nothingness that lies before me? The possibilities are endless.. but I must discover the answer with great haste!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A whirlwind of inspiration</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2008 16:18:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life is good, not all the time, not every waking moment, but in general, and in the end, all is very well. I am back in school and making the best work of my life, and always improving. I am concentrating the most on constantly pushing myself, and popping my eg0-bubble whenever I can so I don't get full of myself. I'm having a great time, and overall, the only thing that makes me sad is that I cannot wake up next to <a href="http://morrigun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/morrigun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmorrigun:" title="morrigun"/></a> every morning. I'm really glad we have each other, and strive to be supportive through this semester over such a long distance. *hug* Thanks to all those who check out my work, hope you like it, lots to come, I PROMISE! I;m going to be regularly updating deviantart, now that I have found many artists who I truly respect on here, and can only hope of working alongside someday on my dream projects.<br /><br />x Blair x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>long time, no D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:50:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am going to post some stuff tonight probably, seeing as i haven't been on in a while.  I am about to move out to Portland, OR for school (im going to PNCA) and I am very excited. Right now i have resumed a part time job at a (company request<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />"Nameless" Toy Store, and it kinda sucks because its always a mess at the holidays. They want me to work overnights for 2 more dollarz but i dont think im cut out for 10pm-6am... I've been working a decent amount on a video game/graphic novel/animation story that I want to make, and it's coming along pretty well. I intend on bringing together a sizable group of "main" artists to help if I do make it into a game, but I really want to get into using Maya, i just dont wanna pay for it, or risk like.. the super-virus of death by downloading it... i need a new computer too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> anyhow, yea i'm going to post some things tonight.. right now im off to go work at toys ... i mean.. a toy store... aaanddd... um...  oh.. yea.. im scared that my lack of knowledge with computer-aided art will be my downfall <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> oh wellz<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>School Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:04:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School started again, i think it is going to be a good final semester here ... printmaking, drawing 2 (heh.. with the youngin's yes) and "studio practicum drawing" uh.. origninally "drawing 4" or more "conceptual" work.. we'll see how that goes. <br />
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i reaaaally need to post my new photoshoots >.<<br />
<br />
off to finish homework for 1pm class -.-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Camera Finally</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:03:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After much debate I have obtained a new DSLR. Nikon D80, and it's working very well. I am still editing a great deal of the images for posting.<br />
<br />
<br />
im really erked out right now by a certain someone<br />
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<br />
but i can't stop<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>New Year, new life</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 00:45:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy.. all those holiday things.. to everyone/anyone who reads this.. . i hope they find you well..or at least on your way to being well.. or at least not as shitty as usual.. anyhow.. its late.. but im getting a DSLR in the next few days.. so expect lots of photography soon.. hope i can get a decent flow of models .. anyways.. goodnight.. jsut thought this could use an update.. if anyone has advice about a camera.. let me kno.. my mind is pretty much settles on a Nikon D80 but im still open for last minute suggestions..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>cant think</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Nov 2006 20:26:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i cant think, need i say more? i have a ton of work to do, and i cant think because nothing is constant anymore... my family is falling to shit, my lovelife is.. well.. more difficult than i can bear to think about, my friends are few and far between, im starting to forget about my probation requirements, my store got robbed twice recently, my sleep schedule is whacker than ever, i can't turn to any of the traditional drugs to ease my stress/mind.. but im starting to want to just because its a simple, temporary answer, i havent gotten enough excersise lately, kinda...  im travelling next weekend .. but i dont know if i should mention where.. i need to pick classes/ find a transfer school.. actually.. its not that i cant think.. its that i can't stop thinking.. im too young, too late, and it sucks, fuck all of it.. .. at least eating feels good...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>In need of an update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Nov 2006 22:43:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't really know what to say, not for lack of words, but more due to an overabundance. geez, this was a waste of internet<br />
<br />
Your eyes so bright<br />
Are my delight<br />
Don't want to fight<br />
But it's my right<br />
To tell you how<br />
I feel tonight<br />
<br />
Escape these waves<br />
Hide in the caves<br />
<br />
Deep tunnels in my mind<br />
A place they'll never find<br />
<br />
Each day I wonder why<br />
And gaze into the sky<br />
Then stop to think...<br />
<br />
What a beautiful life this is<br />
<br />
wow... I'm such a loser, that was aweful poetry, but the good stuff is too painful.. goodnight<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>TOOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 20:18:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ since that last journal didnt seem to take too well... and i havent written about something happy in a bit.. i think here should be the place<br />
<br />
Tool concert at MCI was really great. by far the trippiest shit i've ever seen sober in my life (that didnt come from nature). multi-point laser show, glowing clear-block stage that changed colors/could have images projected upon it from underneath, geat lights, and the craziest video feeds ever... i dont want to spoil anything for someone who might go to a later show but it is well worth it.. weirdest part.. you could get free tickets or at least cheap ones outside, because there were so many ppl trying to get rid of them for some reason.. damn tho, it was great, and really lifted my spirits.. even if i pulled a muscle like crazy halfway thru .. cuz i was dancing around and head banging.. which i never do usually.. but yea.. it rocked my sox<br />
<br />
oh yea... also.. enough lighters became lit at one point to make it get warm in a HUGE indoor arena.. fucking wicked! (wish i had a camera)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Too late</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 19:43:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've done some terrible things.. and once again, I don't want a damn journal, but reading one that is now all too familiar to me makes me think I'm gonna need one soon.. in fact i have one.. i havent used it yet tho.. anyhow. I've done these terrible things recently.. and they're only hurting me more. I don't know how i can be so masochistic, and yet, not want this pain that is coming to me so badly. I am very confused right now. I feel that losing this now will be a very significant thing, and I cannot fight the overwhelming depression which ensues. I don't know what I'll do. I feel like I am about to lose all motivation for anything. <br />
<br />
I may dissapear soon<br />
<br />
I wish I could go back too.. <br />
I think I'm going to become an even more different person, if I dont transcend into something else first.. perhaps this could "be the best thing to ever happen".. right now i want to scream at myself for saying that, because it seems so fucking stupid.. but many great artists REALLY suffer to find what drives their art.. and i guess i just haven't suffered enough<br />
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hmm.. and i also dont have that heroin addiction yet *ponder*<br />
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<br />
F--K! why do I want a journal AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>jur-nall</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Sep 2006 17:48:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO.  There is so much to say.. and sooo littlre desire to be an online-journal-er.. well.. sorta.. anyhow lots of stuff going on: 5 school classes- really low level math, photography, painting, figure drawing 2 and professional practice.  Huge home issues- my dad, my sister, my lack-of-mom being here, eric moved in and.. well.. stuff...  Being incredibly sober makes my life so much easier to see for myself.  I can look back on things and actually make judgements about my actions, past and present, and its kinda weird.. i feel like I've really been changing as a person, for good and bad, recently.  Mostly things are really good, and i feel like i m making huge strides in maturity and self-definition. at the same time tho, i feel fairly lost on what i want to do with my life, and i greatly dislike being seperated from one of the most important and motivating things in my life, which there is so much to talk about on that note, but like i said.. i dont want to be an online journaler i just needed to update this thing.. cuz i didnt get convicted on aug 1st.. i got PBJ for a year.. kinda cool, kinda lame... but better than a criminal record.  I feel like i want to just get up and go sometimes, just dive off to a far away land and be with the one i love.. bah.. i got distracted.. ok well.. done writing.. tis updated<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i wanna be in alice fanclub</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 21:54:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ^.^ OOOOOTAAAAAKOOOOON<br /><br />i want to join alice fanclub metinks... um.. happy i didnt get a conviction today... yay for probation.. heh... <a href="http://alice-fanclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alice-fanclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alice-fanclub" /></a> please let me in !!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Deep Purple and Oil on Shrooms</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Mar 2006 00:28:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just got some new shrooms recently and wow.. they were excellent...  um.. and i was meditating with art in mind and a purpose.. to begin my entry for the sychedelia contest.. and im having SOOOO much fun.. i tried oil paint for the first time.. and wht a way to start.. im like totally blowing my own mind with what these paints can do.. i think my entry will be one of .. no definitely the finest piece of artwork i have ever done.. its excellent and i am loving life.. gosh.. need to sleep tho..  *but momma... thats where the fun is!*<br />
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gnite .. uh.. morning.. world... oh yeaaaa.. my dad is gonna make food when i get up ... sweeeeeeetttttt.....  *rocks out to MR. Jack* ]]></description>
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                <title>La di da...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Mar 2006 23:13:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Had a great day today.. it was soooo nice out... i got lots of excersise and while i was out biking found a erally awesome deer skull totally cleaned n everything.. so i strapped it to the outside of my backpack and rode around displaying it to all the cars.. ppl were totally what-the-fucking at me all the way to my friend shawnalds' house... anyhow.. yea.. hot salsa is awesome.. my mouth is on fucking FIYA! its called "volcano" from shoppers and it rocks my tastebuds to death .. mmmm habanero... gnite all ]]></description>
                <author>~Blamos86</author>
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                <title>First day of deviance</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Feb 2006 18:26:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well.. i finally got un-lazy enough to set one of these up.. having some trouble uploading tho.. step four just wont go for some reason... rrg. anyhow... yea im here and totally full of NO ART! yay.. hopefully that will change soon.. ]]></description>
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