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ok the rules are put your iPod/MP3 player/playlist/whatever on shuffle. Use the song titles for your answers. No cheating.

1..IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Winter Time

2..HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Can't Buy Me Love (...wow...fitting for right now.)

3..WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Morse Moose And The Grey Goose (I DO love moose..)

5..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Paperback Writer (Can I be a paperback comic artist?)

6..WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Did Ye Get Healed? (WTFWTF >_>

7.. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A Little Bit Of Ecstasy (I do seem like a druggy to them I bet)

8..WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Should Tell You

9..WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Don't Look Back (....wow, connect this to number 2)

10..WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Cold Turkey (Medley)....(Lawlz)

11..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Alright! (Yuusuke) (...XD I love my iMarshmallow..)

12..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tube Snake Boogie (and the snake terrifies me, boy.)

13..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Thoughtless (...)

14..WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Kill You (A serial killer I guess?)

15..WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Revolution 1 (Wow! Perfect!)

16..WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
From Me to You (They can play this as they sprinkle my ashes on bad children's heads)

17..WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Carry That Weight (not really a hobby, but I do it a lot)

18..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Ammonia Avenue (...let's get that snake answer for this)

19..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Change The World (fuckfuckfuck)

20..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
That's a Man (And that's a girl, and that's a vampire, and that's a pony)

21.WHAT WILL YOUR WEDDING SONG BE?
Nineteen Hundred and Eighty Five (......)

22.WHAT IS YOU AND YOUR BESTFRIENDS SONG?
I Want To Know What Love Is

23..WHAT WILL YOU REPOST THIS AS?
Liverpool 8

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak

]]> ~BlitzWilson neko.. http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/28479511/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/28479511/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 00:16:58 PST
]]> ~BlitzWilson A poem. Niisan http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/28098592/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/28098592/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 00:21:15 PST
You and I also fall apart

We learn from our mistakes

But we cling to them as well.

We are what we havenÂt done

And weÂve destroyed what we have.

We need each other

We destroy each other.

And in this destructive need we have

We discover who we are becoming.

WeÂve yet to decide if these persons are good

Or perhaps if these persons are bad.

Maybe we have just become people.

People who depend on each other

To Love, to Hate.

To build each other

And destroy our progress.

We kill

We build

We protect

We love

And it repeats

Over and over.

We donÂt mean our apologies

Meaning them would mean we would change.

We donÂt change.

We remain bitter, we remain loving.

We follow our footsteps in tangled patterns

Tracing our misdeeds and good fortunes

We know not who we are becoming.

We just know we are.

----------------------------
Me talking now.

Okay...not really a poem..ish... I know we say hurtful things, but when we say them, we mean and don't mean them. Kind words are lost in feelings of despair, but we do not regret them while we wish that we did. We want to eat them away and say our love and goodnight...

But instead I know it is at least me that lays awake, unsure of what to say or do. Knowing that I am needy...but feeling that I am justified in being hurt. Feeling justified but hating myself, wondering if it's worth it to go on. Would it impact the world to lose me? I don't think it would. Humans have the natural ability to suppress...to move on...to love again. I don't die...because I wish to see progress in myself and the world...but when a teacher has failed to help a student, that teacher fails, and eventually, must fail that student and send them to another teacher. Am I the teacher, or am I the student?

Am I sorry or am I guilty? Am I just depressed?

I hurt another creature. The only creature that I've felt deserved my full trust. Yet at the same time this creature who deserved my trust did not accept the responsibility. Are we both to blame or is this just our nature? Do we hate each other? I think not. Being siblings, we never could. I could never give up my niisan, even if I were to refuse his speech for years and years. We love and we hurt each other. That is the relationship of brother and sister...we protect each other from the world, but eventually we destroy the very person we try to protect while still loving them.

I love my asshole brother because I am his bitchwhore sister.
I love my sweet niisan because I am his imouto-chan.

We love, We destroy.

I love you. Goodnight.

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]]> ~BlitzWilson Devious Journal Entry http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/27206859/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/27206859/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 10:37:21 PDT

It's a long one.

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Mll
TWO - Are you single?: Nope
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 13
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Red/Brown
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Yellow
SIX - Favorite candy?: Cookies N' Cream bar
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: um...does it count if the marshmallows I burn smoke?
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Mebe
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Yus.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: ART and History!
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: ??
TWELVE - How do you make money?: Subway. wanna come try my fivedollar footlong?
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Ti, Neko, Kit, Co, Tawa (>< There are too many to type out)
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: Gateway Tech in Elkhorn
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Depends on where I am
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Different
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My flats from wal-mart (Out of all my shoes, the oldest comfiest ones are still best)
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?:

nope
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: In a hot tub
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Drawing
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: ..um...it still counts even when we're together that I has crushes on my loves yes?

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: God I wish we could do something other than talk in class
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Sitting in photograhy
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: I ate a cheese danish ><; So many calories...
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: it depends on what's on..I watch XD cux is has X-men evo

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Aaron
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: >< YES!! I'm jealous of all my friends who are sleeping in!!
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: When I can't say what I want to say
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yes.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes...Yes I do very badly...
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: EHEHEHEH
Honestly, do you have a friend you donÂt actually like?: don't we all?

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes.
Can you dance?: as long as there's a set of steps I can do it
Can you do a cart wheel?: Nope
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No, but I can unwrap starbursts in my mouth
Can you whistle?: Yep
Can you wiggle your ears?: Which ear?
Can you wiggle your nose?: I can scrunch it
Can you roll your tongue?: THREE LEAF CLOVER BABEH
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: *points up*

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when youÂre mad?: Cry
WhatÂs the worst thing youÂve done when you were mad?: I punch and throw myself against the wall
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: um...everyone.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friendÂs shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: surprisingly not often
Do certain songs make you cry?: Pretty much everysong having to do with fallen romance...or really ooshy gooshy romance songs >< or suicide songs or...*blatherblather*
Do certain movies make you cry?: Every movie ever.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: As far as you know
What makes you the happiest?: Hugs...and doing something I didn't think I could
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Usually
Do you believe in yourself?: Um...if I say yes it's a lie, but if I say no I'll get hit
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes and No...
Is being happy overrated?: Sometimes
Can music make you happy?: Yus!

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: ...oh...wow, I don't know if I know the difference between breaking and aching so badly I can't breathe..
Have you ever loved someone so much that youÂd die for them?: Yes. I would die for my friends and my loves.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ÂI love youÂ?: YUS! XD

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: I don't think I can
Have... ]]> ~BlitzWilson SQUEE I'M BACK http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/26942650/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/26942650/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:55:45 PDT
I am starting Gateway next week *Is VERY excited!!!* and I've spent almost three thousand dollars out of my checking account...augghhh it sucks but it's amazingly liberating. For graduation/my birthday my dad finally bought me a LAPTOP!!! EEEEEEEEH!!!! I bought a new tablet and now I'm trying to figure out all of this new stuff @.@ So confusing...but now I have my own little laptop and stuff and I'm soooo excited...yep...so...yea.

]]> ~BlitzWilson I'm lonely and scared. http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/24830533/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/24830533/ Mon, 18 May 2009 20:50:25 PDT I feel like I'm just falling into an endless cycle of nothingness and heartache...I miss them...I miss everyone...and I can't do anything about it because of my life and my job...and I hate school, I'm afraid I won't graduate...I'm stressed because I never see my neko...even when I do. I'm alone...I'm just alone and I feel sad and scared and I can't even go a day without wanting to scream. I'm afraid to tell anything to my father, I'm afraid of how I'm going to leave, I'm afraid of leaving. I'm stressed because my boss is an asshole...my dad is an asshole...my peers-whom I see most often-treat me like I belong on a burning stake...I'm just scared and sad and I feel alone....I wish I didn't...I'm scared...I wish you were here with me..

]]> ~BlitzWilson Alphabet Meme http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/23241566/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/23241566/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:27:38 PST

A
- Available: You wish!!!

- Age: 17

- Annoyance: The cold currently...and frustrations ><;;;

- Allergic: To your face

...and dust and mold

- Animal: Moose

- Actor: DOHNNY JEPP XD

B
- Beer: Smells icky

- Birthday/Birthplace: June 8th, Elkhorn Hospital

- Best Friends: .......BakaRaisins, PiÃ±aPiÃ±a

- Body Part on opposite sex: EARS!! Fuck opposite gender, just EARS!! And Fur...and tails...oh wait...

- Best feeling in the world: physical: When a kiss tickles my neck..only if it's from someone special though
emotional: That feeling of breathlessness and openness when they look into my eyes..

- Blind or Deaf: Half deaf in one ear

- Best weather: Warm, sunny, but humid.

- Been in Love: Nahh

- Been bitched out?: HAHAHA yes.

- Been on stage?: For Choir

- Believe in yourself?: eheh..

- Believe in life on other planets: Yep

- Believe in miracles: ...Sometimes...it's hard to though...

- Believe in Magic: In a young girl's heart?

- Believe in God: More or less

- Believe in Satan: I'm god, so I'm dating her

- Believe in Santa: Rearrange the letters and you get "satan"

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: XDXDXD

- Believe in Evolution: Yep

C
- Car: Is useless without a liscence

- Candy: I'd rather just have kissies and energy drinks.

- Colour: RED!

- Cried in school: -.-; sigh...yeaaaaaaaah.

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Stawbewwy?

- Chinese/Mexican: mmmm nooooodles...

- Cake or pie: Cheese cake?

- Countries to visit: Japan, South Korea, UK, Italy, and Spain.

D

- Day or Night: The transitions.

- Dream vehicle: A flying carpet...a deluxe size with a roof.

- Danced: On saturday?

- Dance in the rain?: Kinda...more like...splashed Hermano and ran in the rain

...I love the summer rain...

- Dance in the middle of the street?: ...Mebe...

- Do the splits?: OW!?!?

E
- Eggs: mmmmslimy yokes and hard whites...I can just hear Kitsu shudder in disgust.

- Eyes: Gray-Blue with an amber ring around the pupil

- Everyone has: ...skin?

- Ever failed a class?: ......speaking of F's...
F
- First crush: Male: Michael Jensch? Gench?...um...Michael. Female: Katie Free

- Full name: Molly Elizabeth Owainari-Hino

- First thoughts waking up: Ehhhh what's that beeping?!

- Food: Is...necessary I guess...

G

- Greatest Fear: Losing them....

- Giver or taker: I dunno...I try to give...but I take too much..

- Goals: To...you girls and guys know.....

- Gum: is yummy

- Get along with your parents?: ..............

- Good luck charms: umm???

H
- Hair Colour: light-medium brown

- Height: 5'7"

- Happy: Not anymore today...

- Holidays: Halloween

- How do you want to die: EHHHHH However I die I guess...I'd like to die altruistically though...

- Health freak?: maybe? Not really

- Hate: *TWITCH* MUD ON THE CLEAN FLOOR!!!!

I
(In guys/girls)

- Eye colour: ....umm....fail....

- Hair Colour: PFFFFFFFFFFT XDXD "H"

- Height: sjgndsfnv

- Clothing Style: ....the kind made of cloth.

- Characteristics: *NOM*...wait...this is a C question...

- Ice Cream: >< I FEEL LIKE I ANSWERED THIS!!!!!!

- Instrument: Flute or Violin...the sound is like a river or velvet inside my soul...I love it!

J
- Jewelry: Rings ^^

- Job: Sandwich Artist?

K
- Kids: I don't know how many people I've knocked up.

- Kickboxing or karate: KARATEEEEEEE

- Keep a journal?: I always write, "will finish later"...a really important one from right before Christmas can't be continued cuz every time I try I think too much on it...oops? ^//^;;;

L
- Longest Car Ride: OH GOD! CHI! ASHLAND.

- Love: Ears.

- Letter: Q.

- Laughed so hard you cried: XD HAHAHAHAHA YES ~BlitzWilson To any raisin that takes the time to care... http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/22929981/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/22929981/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:44:24 PST
A lot of the timeÂ
I just want to quitÂend this all. ItÂs too much to handle nowÂbut I know I canÂt.
IÂm too involved with all of thisÂbut now I just want to disappear, fade awayÂ
Sometimes I wonderÂmaybeÂif leaving wonÂt hurt so muchÂIÂd be leaving my soul mates, my most loved ones and my beloved family of friends(but it's not like I really see most of them now.)ÂÂbut IÂd get by. Not with pure happiness, but I could be contentÂ
I would have to deal with it all, from time to timeÂafter allÂfluctuationsÂenergiesÂthings that could happenÂbutÂ
Maybe I can fade away into Ânormal existenceÂ
Assimilate into this US culture of lies, shopping, working, paying billsÂ
Maybe it wouldnÂt hurt as much if I just became numb to the world instead of destroying it for my own selfish gainÂwith all my feelingÂI shouldnÂt feel anymore.
I should just disappear,
Become a normal humanÂ
Eat burgers everydayÂ
Get a college degreeÂ
To work in a job I hateÂ
Marry a rich businessman(after getting electroshock therapy for my fear of penises/peni.)Â
Have three kids who all hate meÂ
And die from a heart attack at the age of 53

]]> ~BlitzWilson 100 Truths http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/20722749/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/20722749/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:57:56 PDT

001. Name â Molly Elizabeth Payson
002. Nickname â Mimi/Meo/Mi-Chan/Koneko
003. Status â um...unofficially "engaged"?
004. Zodiac sign â Gemini
005. Male or female â Females have Vaginas, right?
006. Elementary â West Side
007. Middle School â EAMS
008. High School â EAHS
009. Smart â Apparently really smart... stupid easy chem class
010. Hair color â Medium ugly brown

011. Long or short â Short!
012. Loud or Quiet â Depends on my mood...
013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans and Mini skirts! Sweats are for sleeping and pilotes.
014. Phone or Camera â camera phone.
015. Health freak â Depends...not really...XD
016. Drink or Smoke? â Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? â uhhh? Honey, does it count if we're already dating?
018. Eat or Drink â How else would I live?!?!?!
019. Piercings â My ears
020. Tattoos â I WISH!

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing â 14
024. First best friend â Jennifer Karcher
026. First crush â Timothy James
027. First pet â Dutchess
028. First big vacation â ....nope.
030. First big birthday â um...13 I think?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating â Cough Drop
050. Drinking â Phlegm
052. I'm about to â Ride my bicycle to work
053. Listening to â The dryer
054. Plans for today â Working

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? â ...............yes.
059. Want to get married? â Yep.
060. Careers in mind â Advertising...graphic design...psychologist.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes â Both? I suppose Eyes with looks and lips with touch...I'm not gonna touch someone's eyeballs
070. Shorter or taller? â Taller...I have to be able to comfortably put my head under their chin!
072. Romantic or spontaneous â ...Okay...Sponteniety is good at times...so both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms â ????? Wha?
074. Sensitive or loud â ...*dirty giggle*
075. Hook-up or relationship â Relationship!
077. Trouble maker or hesitant â One's a trouble maker and the other one's hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts â For a little bit..
081. Ran away from home â no
084. Broken someones heart â .........................................I hope not.
085. Been arrested â Nope
087. Cried when someone died â Yeah, I cry at everything

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself â Sometimes
090. Miracles â Yea
091. Love at first sight â Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time!
092. Heaven â Maybe?
093. Santa Claus â AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
094. Sex on the first date â ...Well...if your dating a long time before the first date.
095. Kiss on the first date â I have...lol, remember when we konked heads!?!?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â how about two?
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â Not yet...I'm trapped.
099. Do you believe in God â I think...there has to be someone...I just don't know what to call it.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag â You.

And now for the people who for some reason stalk me:

Baka Raisins:

PiÃ±aPiÃ±a:http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/20009157/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 17:47:43 PDT [link]

1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Unitarian Universalism (97%)
3. Hinduism (92%)
4. Sikhism (88%)
5. Neo-Pagan (87%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (80%)
7. New Thought (77%)
8. Liberal Quakers (76%)
9. New Age (74%)
10. Reform Judaism (71%)
11. Scientology (71%)
12. Jainism (69%)
13. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (63%)
14. BahÃ¡'Ã Faith (55%)
15. Orthodox Judaism (52%)
16. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (50%)
17. Taoism (46%)
18. Secular Humanism (42%)
19. Islam (42%)
20. Orthodox Quaker (36%)
21. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (25%)
22. Nontheist (25%)
23. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (23%)
24. Eastern Orthodox (18%)
25. Jehovah's Witness (18%)
26. Roman Catholic (18%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (15%)

And now for the people who for some reason stalk me:

Baka Raisins:

PiÃ±aPiÃ±a:

Court Jester:

Friends From School:

People I Admire:

~BlitzWilson List 100 things about myself http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/19638298/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/19638298/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:17:00 PDT
1) Full Name: Molly Elizabeth Payson

2) Male/Female: Wait, Wait, lemme check...okay, pretty sure I'm a girl.

3) Were you named after anyone?: Nope, I hope...otherwise I was named after Great Uncle Molly(Which I highly doubt I was.)

4) Does your name mean anything?: Molly-Bitter Herb(I'M AN EMBALMING HERB ><

Elizabeth: God is my oath(Or something like that)

5) Nick Name(s): Mimi, Meo, Momo

6) What do you think you look like: A boyish girl(Haha, but I don't act like a boyish girl at all)

7) Date Of Birth: June 8, 1991

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Wisconsin and Wisconsin.

9) Nationality: American?

10) Astrology Sign: Gemini (And my rising sun sign is Pisces)

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Ram

12) Religion: ...Right, I have no f*cking idea

13) WhatÂs your favorite smell?: Neko, Kit, Sweet Fire

14) Political Position?: *Nomnomnomnom*

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Orange Juice

16) Hair + Eye color: My hair color is brown, my eyes turn from gray to slate to blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: You tell me.

18) What do you look like?: Figure it out!

19) Any unusual talents?: I get money when I cry

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty, but I occasionally paint and do things with my left hand

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: I'm the definition of a girly girl lesbian

22) What do you do for a living?: ...I heal idiots.

23) What do you do for fun?: I hang out with those idiots.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Graphite and my tablet.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Spider Web material...I shall beat you, spiderman...and then we'll be bff and fight crime together! X3

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes?

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: My pretty one...she is named Ana.

28) Crush: -.-

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: ............hmmm......

30) Current worries?: Somethings a seventeen-year-old girl should never have to worry about.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): .....

32) Favorite place to be?: Anywhere with her

33) Least favorite place to be?: This house.

34) Do you burn or tan?: I generally burn, but lately I've been tanning ^^

35) Ever break a bone?: Only my pinky, Mrs.Gimples

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Those Rice Krispies that are clumped together, mmmm

37) Person you cry with: Everyone.

38) Any sisters: Biological-1. Non-A SH*T LOAD

39) Any brothers: Biological-3, Non-4 really close ones then some others.

40) Any pets: 2 dogs.

41) An Illness: Life.

42) A Pager: HAHAHAHA

43) A Personal phone line: Yeah right.

44) A Cell phone: Yes.

45) A visible birthmark: It's a little birthmark and you can only see it if I wear a VERY low cut shirt...I love my red birth dot. XD

46) A Pool or hot tub: WANTING BOTH!!!!!!

47) A Car: I have one, but no liscence, and I'd rather have a motorcycle.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: I don't know if there are words to describe it.

49) Driving: Overly Cautious

50) Your clothing style: T-Shirts and Mini-Skirts

51) Room: Mostly Organized.

52) WhatÂs missing?: Someone who would make everything even harder.

53) School: High School.

54) Bed: Annoyingly small.

55) Relationship with your parent(s): Biological: Very poor, but I'm trying to improve my relationship with my father. Non: I love them with all of my heart.

56) Do you believe in yourself: Actually, I do a lot of the time

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes, unless I'm tired or annoyed.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: We'll see after four and a half years, kay, guys?

60) Get Along with your parents: ...wasn't this asked already?

61) Save your e-mail conversations: Depends what the conversation is about.

62) Pray: Yes, to whomever will listen and guide me.

63) Believe in reincarnation: HAHAHAHA, NO DUH!

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Unless I forget to

65) Like to talk on the phone: Yes

66) Like to eat?: Stawbewwies

67) Like to exercise?: I walk a lot

68) Like to watch sports?: I would if it were the PiÃ±aPi... ]]> ~BlitzWilson NEW 100 CHALLENGE http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17802718/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17802718/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 21:05:53 PDT ;;;; Okay, so I know I haven't finished the last one...but...*Awkward*...a little...I'll probably do a few more drawings for the other one as I become inspired...This one, however, will be labled Anomoly(Ana/Molly) XD Because yeah. Wh00t. Anywho, yey.

NEW 100 CHALLENGE
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~BlitzWilson Across The Universe http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17801351/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17801351/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:32:11 PDT
]]> ~BlitzWilson Busy Busy Busy http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17564851/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17564851/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 21:29:28 PDT I had a really fun time. I feel so amazing. I feel beautiful and sexy(I don't know why! This is so rare!), I feel like I can sing to the stars, I feel strong, and I also feel flirty(Sorry, Neko, I only flirted XD I would never ever do anything bad. I licked Shroomie though, on the face, and she was like "icky" and rubbed it on my shoulder...XD). I had an amazingly fun time with Brody and Jordon, and Shroomie, and Sami, and Jackie, and Jessie, and Aaron, and and and and Spots, whom I have learned must be bisexual.

Two people have come out to me in the past month-apparently I'm looked up to by the gay and bi students...weird, huh? And one of the guys who came out to me asked me if I wanted to be in an orgy O_O >< WAHH NO!!!!! DO NOT WANT!! My friend Quinn uses me as his fashion consultant. My Child Development Teacher gives me awesome credit for making posters.

I have new bosses at Subway and I'm moving up :3 hopefully. They're observing us and I have a good feeling! My hair is shaggy but it looks fucking cute like that X3 I didn't know it would with the style! YAY!! I got an A+ on an in class essay from a couple weeks ago. I DROVE A CAR!!(Around the block)!!!! I've started pilotes again and it pumps fun endorphines. >,,,< I'm trying out for cheerleading, but even if I get in I'm rejecting. I just wanna try out to see if I can do it, I really don't want on the squad. Too expensive, the coach is a bitch, and I'd have to deal with a completely obnoxious set of girls-(*coughjamiecoughmindycough*)

I miss Neko ;.; I love you, sweetie! Get back in town soon so I can smother you with kissies!!! Like in a dream I had on Wednesday night...dun worry, I'm not spilling hot dream details, there were none. You tease in my dreams too ;.; Meanie. *pout*

]]> ~BlitzWilson Devious Journal Entry http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17402401/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17402401/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 20:57:46 PDT [ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[xxx] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (*WHAM*...oops...don't stare at me, guys!!)
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.(2nd grade)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.(A cookie, okay?)
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (My other hand)
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.(no, but one's coming in and it hurts like a bitch!)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.(Happy 1st birthday!)

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.(I was supposed to go there this year, but my grandparents dun have money anymore...oh well)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.(XD And it's a small town...XD HAHAHA)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.(HEY GIRLS, THE ICE!!!)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.(punched, too)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.(But I want to!!!)
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.(2nd grade XD)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[x] I'm married. (XD to a few people still because I haven't seen them to divorce them)
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've gotten divorced.(Sowwy, wifeys)
[xxxx] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.(but then it kinda changed...but it's happened before that too.)
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.(family.)
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[xxxx] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.(nooo, lol XD I'm not dating a woman at allll)
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.(She's so pretty, too!!)
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.(SHE WAS ADORABLE, TOO!!)
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.<... ]]> ~BlitzWilson ATTENTION WIFEYS ON dA!!! http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17276173/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/17276173/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 18:06:58 PDT I must divorce you all!!

It's for

because I love her ^^ Sowwy Wifeys and Hubbies and such.

]]> ~BlitzWilson Anime List http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/16405045/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/16405045/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:35:14 PST

Put an X next to the ones you like, have seen or know.

. Action and Adventure
(x) .hack//SIGN
( ) Airmaster
( ) Battle Arena Toshinden
(x) Bleach
( ) Blood+
( ) Burst Angel
( ) City Hunter
(x) Cowboy Bebop
(x) Dragonball (any)
( ) Flame of Recca
( ) GetBackers
(x) Inu Yasha
(x) Lupin III (any)
(x) Mai-HiME
(x) Naruto
(x) One Piece
( ) Tenjou Tenge
(x) Trigun
(x) Saiyuki
(x) Yu Yu Hakusho

Total here: 12/20

II. Comedy and Parody
( ) 2Ã2 = Shinobuden
( ) Adventures of the Mini Goddesses
( ) All Purpose Cultural Catgirl Nuku Nuku
(x) Azumanga Daioh
( ) Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan
(x) Di Gi Charat
( ) Dragon Half
(x) Excel Saga
(x) Fruits Basket
( ) Galaxy Angel
( ) Here is Greenwood
( ) Kodomo no Omocha
( ) Kyou Kara Maou!
(x) Midori Days
( ) Pani Poni Dash
(x) Project A-ko
(x) Ranma 1/2
(x) Tenchi Muyo
( ) Those Who Hunt Elves
( ) Urusei Yatsura

Total Here: 8/20

III. Drama and Miscellaneous
( ) Beck
( ) Full Moon wo Sagashite
( ) Gankutsuou
( ) Genshiken
( ) Glass Mask (original or new)
( ) Haibane Renmei
( ) Hitsuji no Uta
( ) Honey & Clover
(x) Kaleido Star
( ) Last Exile
( ) Le Portraite de Petite Cossette
( ) Monster
(x) Paradise Kiss
(x) Princess Mononoke
(x) Read or Die OVA
( ) Speed Grapher
( ) Twin Spica
( ) Weiss Kreuz
( ) Wings of Honneamise
( ) Yakitate!! Japan

Total Here: 4/20

IV. Ecchi/Mature
( ) Agent Aika
( ) Cutey Honey
( ) Ebichu
( ) Golden Boy
( ) Grenadier
( ) Hand Maid May
( ) He Is My Master
( ) Iketeru Futari
( ) La Blue Girl
( ) Lingerie Senshi Papillon Rose
( ) Mahoromatic
( ) Mezzo Forte
( ) Miyuki-chan in Wonderland
( ) My Dear Marie
( ) Najica Blitz Tactics
( ) Negima
( ) Puni Puni Poemy
( ) Urotsukidoji: Legend of the Overfiend
( ) Wicked City
( ) Yumeria

Total Here: 0/20

V. Fantasy and Supernatural
(x) Angel Sanctuary
( ) Aquarian Age
( ) Berserk
( ) El Hazard
( ) Final Fantasy Unlimited
(x) Fullmetal Alchemist
(x) HowlÂs Moving Castle
(x) Magic Knight Rayearth
( ) Mushishi
(x) Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind
( ) Record of Lodoss War
( ) Scrapped Princess
(x) Slayers
( ) Tales of Eternia
( ) Trinity Blood
(x) Tsubasa Chronicle
(x) Vampire Hunter D
( ) Violinist of Hameln
(x) Vision of Escaflowne
( ) X: TV

Total Here: 9/20

VI. Historical and Alternate History
( ) Anne of Green Gables
( ) Basilisk
( ) Barefoot Gen
( ) Chrono Crusade
( ) Grave of the Fireflies
( ) Fire Tripper
( ) Kaidomaru
( ) Legend of Condor Hero
( ) Millennium Actress
( ) Nadia - Secret of Blue Water
(x) Ninja Scroll
( ) Otogizoushi
( ) Peacemaker Kurogane
( ) Porco Rosso
(x) Rose of Versailles
(x) Rurouni Kenshin
( ) Samurai 7
(x) Samurai Champloo
( ) Steel Angel Kurumi
( ) Victorian Romance Emma

Total Here: 4/20

VII. Kids and Family
(x) Angelic Layer
(x) Astro Boy
(x) Beyblade
(x) Castle in the Sky
( ) Detective Conan
(x) Digimon
( ) Doraemon
(x) Hamtaro
(x) KikiÂs Delivery Service
(x) Kimba the White Lion
( ) Monster Rancher
(x) My Neighbor Totoro
(x) Pokemon
( ) Samurai Pizza Cats
( ) Sazae-san
(x) SD Gundam Force
(x) Sonic X
(x) Speed Racer
(x) Spirited Away
(x) Yu-Gi-Oh

Total Here: 15/20

VIII. Magical Girls and Boys
(x) Cardcaptor Sakura
(x) DNAngel
( ) Earth Girl Arjuna
( ) Erementar Gerad
( ) Hime-chan no Ribbon
( ) Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
(x) Magic Users Club
( ) Magical Girl Pretty Sammy
( ) Magical Stage Fancy La La
( ) Mahou no Star Magical Emi
( ) Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha
( ) Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok
( ) Ojamajou DoReMi
( ) Oku-sama wa Mahou Shoujo
(x) Pretear
(x) Sailor Moon
( ) Saint Tail
(x) Tokyo Mew Mew
( ) Ultra Maniac
( ) Wedding Peach

Total Here: 6/20

IX. Romance
(x) Ah! M... ]]> ~BlitzWilson Okay...Explanation time http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/16379321/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/16379321/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 21:41:03 PST
I guess if I have the time, I'll TRY to be on more...but I've just been so busy...so...sorry everyone!!

Well...enjoy the new piccy I'm about to post...took about two hours....yep....lalala....XD hehe

So about me right now...

I have mid-terms next week...oh joy

Guess who hasn't been sleeping!!!! Me XD

I'm trying to work on a plot for a fairy tale where prince charming is a princess, sleeping beauty is a dick-head, Rupunzel(oh god I just murdered spelling but I don't want to use backspace....) is a ditz, Snow White is a coniving wench, and 2 of the seven dwarves are against her! XD

Guess who has high blood pressure!! *TWITCH* RAAAAAWR

And I hate most of my classes...lol...

Heartless are after me...and the Nobodies too....*whimper*

]]> ~BlitzWilson Wow... http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/15208381/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/15208381/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 20:58:00 PDT heheh...molly's been so self-occupied *whimper* sowwy!!! I'm really thankful to my friends though!!!! They're so wonderful to me!! Both online and off!!! ^^ I lurve you all!!!

I'll try to update more and check out people's stuff more...*HAS SO MUCH TO GO THROUGH!!! ><*

]]> ~BlitzWilson M...M...My filter...*Warning, swearing* http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14965402/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14965402/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:43:26 PDT
]]> ~BlitzWilson heh.... http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14592316/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14592316/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 16:16:44 PDT
I just hope he understands...I really do.

]]> ~BlitzWilson Don't read http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14535888/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14535888/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 19:33:55 PDT
Okay, so about two months ago my mom found out I was bi(and is convinced that means I'm a lesbian -.-...) and so my "accepting" mother isn't as wonderful as I had originally thought.

My father is with his whore in China, but he isn't bothering me too much at the moment-even if he was here...but I still don't like him...he's an ass

One of my longest friendships, I realized, didn't mean as much to me as I had thought and for some reason...it just is kinda awkward all over...because there are people who are like "omg, why aren't you two, like, friends" ...-.-....pisses me off.

Harry Potter has ended ;.; (Not the end of the world, I know, but it adds to the annoyance slightly...)

My drawing skills lately have gone down the shitter-and it's fucking pissing me off.

I have a few new crushes that I would have loved to test date but I'm in a commited relationship that really doesn't seem to be going anywhere...and that's annoying.

I have friends who are fighting (And of course, it's Molly-in-the-Middle...) damn highschool students

My choir teacher sucks.

I'm not allowed to draw in study hall (WHAT THE FUCKING HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!? I DO MY HOMEWORK NOW!!!! AND HARRY POTTER HAS ENDED AND I DON'T FUCKING HAVE ALL THE BOOKS)

I feel like fucking shit all the time because that dumbass blonde bitch of a mother hasn't talked to me since July 24th.

I'm still nauseated all the time.

My glasses are scratched so it makes it difficult to view certain things clearly and it, yet again, pisses me off.

I don't get enough sleep at night, no matter how hard I try...or don't try...whichever.

My brother is an ass-fuck.

Freshman have LITERALLY started taking over the school...about half of the student body=FRESHMAN!!!!

I got a bitch for an English teacher the second year in a row...along with a bitchy teacher for both my study hall and Math...I hate her fucking guts already.

I get glared at by people I don't even know and it's making me paranoid which frustrates me!!!

Actually, most of my friends are getting on my nerves in some way...but that's not their fault(for most of them) I'm just cranky from sleep deprivation...

I have a cold. AGAIN.

I'm finding it hard to feel comfortable around certain people(for various reasons) and I somehow end up ALWAYS around them in the goddamn school.

My best male friend doesn't have the same lunch with me...and he was one of the only people who would listen to me and not load me with some other problem because most of his deal with automobiles and his job at a hot dog stand.

People are STILL on my case about being a vegetarian...it's annoying after three years.

I sit next to the most annoying person in the universe in my history class...and he NEVER shuts up!!!!!

Half the people in my Child Development class hate me and think I'm a freak because last year I wore a bell everyday for 40 days to spread holiday joy...like it was affecting them. (It wouldn't bother me so much if they just called me a freak to my face instead of whispering it in the hall when they don't realize I'm just behind them...my clothes make me blend in now...*goes ninja*)

The heat is getting to me, which I'm certain is adding to my frustration and annoy-edness

My tempers has been extremely short lately and I find myself acting and talking more and more like my father...and it scares me........

]]> ~BlitzWilson You've been Tagged! http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14423470/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14423470/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:54:39 PDT
First and foremost, the Tagged must write these instructions in his or her journal.
-Second, the Tagged is to record in his or her journal SIX peculiar habits/dislikes/facts about his or herself.
-Finally, the Tagged must choose the next six persons to be tagged. She/he is to list those six names, as well as comment on their pages with "You've Been Tagged!" and insist they read this.

So yeah...

1. I make a lot of lists in my head including "Top ten dishes I hate to clean" "Top 10 words that make me giggle" and "Top 10 words I HATE for no real reason"
2. I hate the word "Lovely" and the word "Indeed" makes me laugh X3
3. I love shrimp, but that's the only animal I eat.
4. I possitively love good Shoujo-ai/yuri and shounen-ai/yaoi comics...XD I'm actually not a big fan of many original hetero comics because it always seems to be the same story over and over again-SERIOUSLY!!!
5. I love scrawny figures-not anorexic, SCRAWNY...like small boned and such, they're so cute!...like...Petit(or petite?)! That's a better word...I love petit(e) figures...because large breasts or uuber large muscles scare me.
6. I LOVE to give people nicknames because it's difficult for me to remember a ton of new names especially if they are all the same...

I tag...

]]> ~BlitzWilson It doesn't matter in the end.:EDIT:. http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14138826/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/14138826/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:08:23 PDT

completely helped out a lot with about half of what's wrong...for this I have to say WOW and THANK YOU!!!! Not everything is going to be better with the realization I had last night....because there are still other things going on. However, I think it's time for me to start worrying less about others...I still will, XD HA!! I'm such a freakin worry wart, I can't stop on a dime....but I'm not going to put up with the fakey bullshit that teens go through anymore...I need to work on building myself back up. I may want a listener and a hug every once in a while...but I don't think that should be a problem, right?

----------------------------------------------------
UGH!!! Why is it that I feel guilty everytime I feel like I'm going to scream or cry or get angry just because someone else is having a problem!? And this time no one told me my feelings were wrong! I just Fucking feel like they are!!!!!! It feels like my world is crashing down, there are so many things going on...it's so confusing and heart wrenching...there is at least one person who knows what's throwing me around...but I don't even know if she realizes it. I don't know what to do...I have so many mixed feelings and all of them lead to tears at the end of the day. I'm disgusted with myself for certain thoughts....I hate this feeling. I just wish my beloved was here with me, if he didn't live so far away...things would be made clear to me. Maybe not everything...but...his presence(excuse my spelling if that's incorrect) could either disintegrate this confusion...or send me into a worse state. I don't know what to do...I wish he was here with me...and I wish everything would just stop. I wish my mom would learn to be a real mother...and I wish my father would fucking stop being such a putrid ass-fuck...and my younger brother would just fall down the stairs and get put into a body-cast and not be able to talk...I wish for a lot of things that I'll never have.

I wish I was able to keep my promise to Ginny...but I can't...

I wish that I had the ability to make my friends happy...but I can't.

I wish I could fucking make everything stop going wrong, but I'm not a fucking miracle worker and a lot of people think I am and it's driving me nuts!!!!!!!!! I want to be there for my friends and I will be!!! But I can't take much more of everything going on. And I'm sure a lot of people have heard me bitch about this stuff before and are completely sick of my whining...because I am. I wish I could just be stupid and happy like other lucky people..........

]]> ~BlitzWilson Quiz from Co http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13746977/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13746977/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 17:08:47 PDT
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. i hugged u
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

what do you think about my?
10. personality:
11. eyes:
12. hair:
13. body:

would you?
14. be my friend?
15. keep a secret if i told you one?
16. kiss me?
17. go on a date with me?
18. keep in touch?
19. date me?

have you ever?
20. lied to make me feel better?
21. wanted to kiss me?
22. wanted to bite me?
23. kept something important from me?
24. wanted to cuddle with me?

and more.
25. who are you?
26. are we friends?
27. when and how did we meet?
28. describe me in one word:
29. what was your first impression?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. how well do you know me?
33. when's the last time you saw me?
34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
35. are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[_] fight me?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go out to dinner with me?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] hold my hand?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] be down with me no matter what?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im serious?
[_] think im a good person
[_] think im conceided?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] love me?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] sexy?
[_] cool?
[_] romantic?
[_] a freak?
[_] gangsta?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] trustworthy
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] well known?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] looked at my page more than ten times?
[_] wondered what I'd look like with no clothes on?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] wanting to call me to talk about these things?
[_] going to repost this?

]]> ~BlitzWilson Prose Poetry Crap http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13652085/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13652085/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 21:55:03 PDT

Where were you to hold my hand
When I needed it the most?
I cry out loud and reach out
But I only feel the empty caress of darkness.
You say you love me...I love you tooÂ
But what do your actions say?
That this love isnÂt purely trueÂ
I canÂt hide this anymore
This simple cravingÂ? a yearningÂ? a needÂ?
Yes. I need youÂor so we may think.
We need each other? Have we not gotten by
This farÂ
Alone?
YouÂll tell me youÂre sorry,
But thatÂs not the fucking case.
I need you with me, donÂt you get that?
Forget our schedules, Fuck the world! I just want us.
ÂBut how can that happen?
Broken promises youÂve given me are gone
I want to forget them...one way or the otherÂ
I want this pain to stopÂStep up, God damn it!
If you want to be with me foreverÂshow me
Prove it to me, Be with me.
IÂm not asking for your lifeÂ
Okay, I amÂ
But not all of it. I need you more than a few hours a monthÂ
More than minor visits of just sleep.
If you canÂtÂthen say so.
I want this pain to end, IÂm tired of crying, apologies, and broken promises.
I need you here with meÂ pleaseÂ.
I wonÂt wait forever.

]]> ~BlitzWilson Stolen Quiz from Doomeh http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13608015/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13608015/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 13:50:32 PDT
1. What's your name? Molly

2. Do you like your name? Why or why not? No, because it's ugly.

3. What's your favorite color? Red

4. What's your favorite band/singer? Nickelback

5. What's your favorite song? Far Away

6. Do you have any pets? PequeÃ±a the kitty, Tora the bitcy kitty, Dolly the dog and Burney da Bernie dog

7. What color are the walls in your room? Green and Poster-covered.

8. Do you have any siblings? If so, are they older or younger? An older sister, two elder brothers, and a younger male pest

9. Do you hate your life? Why or why not? I don't...HATE it...but I don't quite like it XD Except for sometimes...

10. What are your fetishes? Ears.

11. Who do you love? My friends, My fox, and a few family members.

12. Are you a virgin? V IS FOR VIRGIN!! *Puts up "V" sign with fingers and edges from Ginny a little* For now, anyway.

14. Are you ugly or pretty? I'm the "or" XD

15. Are you fat or skinny? I'm average

16. Are you bulimic/anorexic? I've never been bulimic.

17. What's your favorite food? Strawberries
18. What labels would you use to describe yourself? um.......POTATO!

19. Do you wish you had more/less friends? Or are you happy with the amount of friends you have? I don't need more or less friends to be happy, the ones I have I love dearly.

20. Do you like records, tapes, CDs, or mp3s best? The kind that plays music...but to be honest I hate tapes.

21. Do you have any talents? What are they? I can unwrap a starburst in my mouth and I can make a three-leaf clover with my tongue and I can blather on for 3 weeks straight without breathing. XD

22. Do you play any instruments? What are they? um....

23. What song are you listening to right this very instant? Some eighties/nineties music I can't remember the name of...

26. Are you stupid or smart? Depends on the subject.

27. What kind of music do you like? The music-y kind XD

28. Do you have any regrets? No, because I'm perfect >_> *rolls eyes* Of course I do, stupid!

29. Do you wish you could go back in time to fix all your mistakes? And risk losing anything I have now? Hell no!

30. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? I've had a "Half boyfriend" and I'm in love with my current boyfriend so I really don't have much need for anyone else to date...but I flirt >_> *feels guilty then shuts off ramble-spam mode*

31. Do you hate chatspeak? I don't use it much but I can understand it...mostly

32. Are you a PM/grammar/anything else Nazi? (Sally's amazing response: Prime Minister Nazi???) Um....Grammar and spelling...

33. Do you have AIM, Yahoo, or MSN? MSN.

34. Do you have your own website? Yep, a few

35. Have you ever hacked or spammed someone? *Coughs*

38. Do you know how to swim? Enough to not drown.

39. What is your biggest fear? Doing something incredibly stupid that would hurt Ginny, The dark, Clowns, and...something my friends know..

40 . What is your stupidest fear? The dark...no wait...Clowns.
41. How old are you? 16
42. Do you do your homework? Occasionally.

43. Do you dream at night? Do you mean to ask if I remember my dreams? Because I do sometimes...

44. Do you daydream when you're supposed to be paying attention? *Eyes are glazed over and a doofy smile is on face*--Huh? Whu? What were we talking about??

45. Do you have a hitlist? Yes. <_< >_>

46. Have you ever lied to someone? Yep.

47. Have you ever had an abortion? *Stabs shoulder* ABORTION! (inside joke)....XD But seriously, no, those are so not cool.

48. Do you like George W. Bush? ....I really don't know or care.

49. Have you ever murdered someone? Yes, I've murdered millions....No. I haven't, I mean Jeebus Christo.

50. Do you want to be famous someday? And be on all those freakin' Tabloids?! Hell no!!!

51. Are you normal? Nor...mal??........What?

52. Are you popular? POPLAR TREE!!.....>_>.....XD wtf.

53. Do you have an iPod? iMarshmallow ish mah babeh

54. Do you like the color yellow? Nope.

55. Do any colors scare you? Pink and Yellow.

56. Are you afraid of the dark? Yep.

57. Do you have a shadow? ......What?

58. Do you have a reflection? Not since that vampire bit me...XD

59. Are you insane? (Sally's response: *wiggles eyesbrows* yes I AMMMM) I love Doomeh....And YES!!!!! *watching her beloved Moose eating a Mirror*

60. Do you have any mental ill... ]]> ~BlitzWilson Quizzy AGAIN http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13159714/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13159714/ Thu, 31 May 2007 04:48:16 PDT

1) Full Name: Molly Elizabeth Payson
2) Male/Female: Female ^^
3) Were you named after anyone?: Nope...I'm sure I wasn't named after Great Great Uncle Molly
4) Does your name mean anything?: Bitter (Like the herb used to preserve Christ's body.......ew)
5) Nick Name(s): Blitzy, Meo, Nickel, Waffle
6) What do you think you look like..name wise?: umm....I dunno, people tell me Molly fits me, but I hate the name.
7) Date Of Birth: June 8th, 1991
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: In a hospital and I live on Cutora, you know...in the Andromeda Galaxy? :3
9) Nationality: I don't have percentages...but I'm pretty much a Euro-Mutt mixed with some Native American :3
10) Astrology Sign: Gemini
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Ram
12) Religion: Fuck that
13) Whats your favorite smell?: Lilies or lilacs or fresh cut grass :3
14) Political Position?: Whatever makes sense at the time
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Either Orange Juice or Cappuccino
16) Hair + Eye color: Brown Hair, Blue eyes with a goldish amber ring around my pupil :3
17) Do you like anyone famous?: Toby *loves him to death for playing Spidey* And "Donny Jepp"
18) What do you look like?: 5'6.5" Layered hair, Glasses, averagely sized
19) Any unusual talents?: I dunno....I can unwrap a starburst and fold it in half with my tongue XDXD Is that unusual enough?
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty...><
21) Straight, Bi, Gay or Other?: *Just starts giggling*
22) What do you do for a living?: I draw...and live off my dad
23) What do you do for fun?: Molest little Children....Just kidding!!!!!! I draw, sing, read, write, TALK TALK TALK TALK, Role play, and a ton of other stuffs...I sometimes research dinosaurs :3
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? Photoshop, Ballpoint Black Pen (yes, the cheap kind :3 They're fun), Water Colour Paint, Chalk.
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Copic Markers :3
26) Have you met your grandparents?: ....Yeaaaaaaaaaah
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Ginny!!!
28) Crush: -_-; Um...yeah look at the answer above, dumbf*ck
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:........Okay, let me say this again...Molly datey Ginny...She likes it that way.
30) Current worries?: ............Shit, you want me to try and name all those???
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Roller-Kun and Doomy-Chan!
32) Favorite place to be?: With my friends :3
33) Least favorite place to be?: Home
34) Do you burn or tan?: Burn, then I pale again.
35) Ever break a bone?: Mrs.Gimples (My right pinky, she ish married to Mr. Gimples(Neko's right pinky) who is cheating on her with my index finger, Zesty.)
36) What is your favorite cereal?: Those clumpy rice crispies...I don't remember what they're called exactly but they're pretty much mini balls of rice crispies stuck together with sugar

...Not good for me but SOOOOOOOOOOO good
37) Person you cry with: Neko-Chan, Chi-Chan, Kitsune-San, the list goes on and on.

Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: 21-year-old, Tina
39) Any brothers: 20-year-old Kenny
18-year-old Kelly
40) Any pets: 2 Kittens and 4 dogs
41) An Illness: The common cold lasts practically all year for me XD
42) A Pager: A wha? They still make those????
43) A Personal phone line: No
44) A Cell phone: T_T NO
45) question 45 died. But why???
46) A Pool or hot tub: Hot tub, then pool, then hot tub again...then pool again....
47) A Car: Nope

Describe Your...
48) Personality: I'm loud, annoying, and I say stupid things. However, if you know me you're either the same way or you don't view it like that. I'm loyal to my friends and my love(I'm a hormonal teenager and I get small, pointless crushes still, but I wouldn't ever go out with them)...I'm rather shy at times depending on the subject. I'm almost ALWAYS hyper and a lot of people only see that...but there is actually quite a bit of deep thinking going on in this "funny-coloured brain cell" of mine.
49) Driving: YEAH RIGHT *Falls over laughing*
50) Your clothing style: Hot Topic and Good Will
51) Room: Rather empty of essentials since we're doing the floors, but now it's full of stupid crap and clothing everywhere
52) WhatÂs missing: The love of my short life isn't in the same place as me.
53) School: F*ck you
54) Bed: is fun to share. XD Not in TH... ]]> ~BlitzWilson RAWR http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13068736/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/13068736/ Wed, 23 May 2007 20:33:49 PDT Two of my friends got into an argument about the most stupid topic! Seriously, College is far off and if you don't want to go to it, then don't, but take into consideration that it ACTUALLY IS different than high school and you learn DIFFERENTLY!!!!! I got pissed because they both just pretty much started ignoring eachother so *Click*...I don't normally do that unless I really am pissed. I'm not saying which two friends did this, alright, so don't get mad at me for this. And know what? I somehow ALWAYS end up in the middle of these stupid things while trying to talk to them on the phone so I just sit silently in the backround. It's STUPID!!! No need to fight about stupid things, right? We should be fighting about important things like....which type of cheese is going to be eaten while every single plant in existance is wiped out during eighty bagillion rapes and abortions while a ton of people kill themselves because they found out their "love" cheated on them when they raped the people who then had an abortion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now back to that stupid essay...

Yes, People are definately stupid, Myself definately included...along with my friends...We're all stupid:

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GET ME PAGEVIEWS!!!:

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]]> ~BlitzWilson Another Music Quiz http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12868079/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12868079/ Sun, 06 May 2007 19:37:48 PDT

. Put your music player on shuffle and watch it go.

1. What will the motto of the company you work for be?
Act Naturally- Leon Russel (YAAAAAY)

2. What will your boyfriend say when you ask them to marry you?
No one- Aly & A.J. (I'd hope he'd mean "I'd rather be with no one else")

3. What will your child's first words be?
All you need is love-Beatles (Awwww, good baby.)

4. What will the mayor say when he hands you the key to the city?
Julia-Beatles (I'm Molly, though...)

5. What will your five-year-old write all over the walls in crayon?
Drive My Car-Beatles (I'm keeping this child in my sight until they're eighteen.)

6. How will your presidential inauguration speech start?
Why don't we do it in the road-Beatles (This song keeps coming back to haunt me.)

7. What will the note left by the terrorists who kidnap your cousin say?
He wasn't-Avril Lavigne (He wasn't worth this shit.)

8. What will you tell your husband/wife just before they send you to the electric chair?
Thrown out of a bar-Ron White (That's what you get for drinking, Dumbass, now pay attention while I get you out of here!)

9. What will your dying words be?
Bring Me to Life-Evanescence (NUUUUUU Make me cremated!)

10. What will they write on your gravestone?
Everybody's Fool-Evanescence (WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH)

]]> ~BlitzWilson Quiz YET AGAIN http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12820867/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12820867/ Wed, 02 May 2007 20:00:29 PDT Don Hertzfeldt, Hayao Miyazaki, ....um...other stuff........

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
While it was moving

3.) Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
Cut it a few hours ago.

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
Neko, D, Ginny, Eric

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
Two Cats: Tora, Pequena
Four Dogs: Dolly, Bernie(Burney), Panda, Poopsie

6.) Which do you prefer: white or black?
Black

7.) Who is your most played character?
........................................................uhhhhh?

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
1] Being stuck on an island with your best friend
2] Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintances

Best friends cuz we're freaks.

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
I like Drawing
Moose
I....like......shopping? *Blink*

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
SPIDERMAN POWERS

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Squishy

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
...I dunno....

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
1. Allegra 2. balloon 3. heap 4. Defend 5. Nine

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
DRAW

15.) Do you like the way you are?
Sometimes.

16.) Choose: summer or winter.
Autumn.

17.) Choose: rain or snow.
Sunshine :3

18.) Water or ice?
I can chew on ice

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
OCD, I like to eat Corn Pops mixed with Tomatoes.

20.) Now list 4 people who should do this quiz:
I don't know...

]]> ~BlitzWilson SURVEY http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12778686/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12778686/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 13:10:52 PDT

[!] Am I sweet?-
[!] Am I crazy?-
[!] Am I lovable?-
[!] Am I funny?-
[!] Am I ugly?-
[!] Am I psycho?-
[!] Am I annoying?-
[!] Am I a good person?-
[!] Am I hot?-

2)******Would You******

[!] Miss me if I was gone?-
[!] Listen to my problems?-
[!] Hug me if I cried?-
[!] Be a good friend?-
[!] Kiss me if I asked you to?-
[!] Kiss me if I asked you not to?-

3)******If You Could...******

[!] Give me a new name it would be?-
[!] Hook me up with someone who would it be? (Not a celeb.) -
[!] Hook me up with a celeb who would it be?-
[!] Do one thing with me it would be?-
[!] Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-
[!] Make out with me would you?

4)******Just A Few Questions******

[!] What do you like about me?-
[!] What do you hate about me?-
[!] What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?-
3. Are we good friends?-
4. Do we know each other in real life?-
5. Whats your fav. kind of music?-
6. Will you put this in your journal so I can answer these questions about you!?-

]]> ~BlitzWilson I love quizzies http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12778659/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12778659/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 13:07:56 PDT

XDXD

1.What is your full name?
Molly Elizabeth Payson

2.What are your favorite colors?
Red, Green, Black

3.What kind of anime do you like?
Anything with a good style and plot.

4.What do you usually do when you get bored?
Talk on the phone and doodle XD

5.What is your favorite soda?
Coca Cola! ^^ Meo!

6.What kind of guys or girls do you like?
^^ My guy.

7.What would you do if your brother or sister bother you?
Beat him with a stick.

8.What's your favorite animal?
Ocelot...no wait....fox....no wait, spiders.....ummmmmm

9.What time do you go to bed?
When I want to......or you know....ten on school nights XD

10.What is your favorite day of the week?
Friday

11.What kind of stuff do you do on the weekends?
Try as hard as I can to leave the house >_>

12.What job would you want when you're older?
Graphic Novelist :3 and I want to work in advertising as well

13.What are somethings that you liked in the past?
Playing as my own characters outside with my old best friend.

14.What is your favorite body part?
Hard to pick....tie among Ears(YAAAAAAAY *droooool*), Eyes, and Hands! ^^

15.How many fan characters do you have?
Fan characters....like for a TV show? ummm...Iyana, Kyle, Shoku, Zandaleigh, THERE ARE MORE I KNOW IT!! >_>

16.How do you say your name backwards?
Yllom ^^

17.How old are you?
Fifteen almost Sixteen

18.How good can you draw?
Not good enough

19.How long can you run?
Depends on the weather.

20.How tall are you and your main characer?
Molly and Meo(teh Critter Com Kitty) 5'6" and 6"
Molly and Blitz 5'6" and 5'6"

21.How many languages can you speak? Can you try them?
English, A little espanol....and that's it XD....

22.How many anime dvd's do you have?
I don't feel like finding them to count XD

23.How many years have you liked Sonic?
I LOVE SONIC!!!! *Clings to old Sonic and New Sonic* I liked the new one when it started and I've loved the old version since I was about eight.

24.How many times do you play sonic games?
I dunno.....

25.How many pets do you have so far?
I used to have a catfish along with over a dozen little ones
I have four dogs, I used to have two other ones
I have two cats

26.Who is your favorite DA family member?
..................................................................................*twitch*

27.Who is your most favorite dubbed anime actor?
Dick Cox X3

28.Who do you want to be if you were in an anime Cosplay convention?
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH....ummmm...Youko, just to tick off my boyfriend XD

29.Who are your favorite Sonic characters?
Tails and Sonic, DUH

30.Who lives with you in your house currently?
Dad and Gary (younger brother)

31.Who do you usually play with, if he/she comes over to your house?
......what?

32.Who do you want to be like?
I don't care, I just wanna be better at art.

List ten things that bring you Joy, then tag ten more people to do the same:

1. Ginny
2. Lilies
3. Friends
4. Ears
5. Drawing
6. Phone Calls
7. Cuddling
8. Kittens :3
9. Tetris
10. Shounen-ai

33.Have you ever made your own sonic heroes team of your own fan character?
XDXDXDXD mebe

34.Do you have any website?
MAAAAAAAAAAAAYBE

35.Have you called your friends on the phone or cell phone?
CONSTANTLY X3 Otherwise I'd die.

36.Where do you want to live when you grow up?
I dunno, anywhere with my fox...

37.have you done anything bad in the past?
Things that are in my thoughts, none of your business.

38.If your computer has problems, what do you do?
>_> Get help, I'm technologically inept.

39.Name your favorite sport...
Cricket's pretty fun...and archery seems fun

Okay I tag:
Idunno.......

]]> ~BlitzWilson Quiz...again....XD http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12734360/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12734360/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 18:28:54 PDT

Rules
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen:
Meo-Chan (The new name I've chosen for my character which is ME! XD)
Blitz (My half alien character :3)
Shoku (He's with Gar :3)

1) How Old Are You?
Meo: 15 :3 I'll be 16 soon!
Blitz: 17! ^^ I'm so mature.........kinda
Shoku: 18, almost 19...Gar and I've been together since I was 17...

2)Height?
Meo: Umm....anywhere from 5'6" to 5'7" depending X3...
Blitz: 5'6"! ^^ I like my height
Shoku: Only 6'3"

3)You Got Any Bad Habits??
Meo: Nails=BITE
Blitz: I like to set things ablaze....
Shoku: Nope...(BB: He CONSTANTLY wants sex!) That's a bad thing?

4)You a virgin?
Meo: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blitz: Depends on which roleplay or story Molly puts me in...normally no.
Sho: *Bursts out laughing*

5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Meo: Ginny ^^
Blitz: Depending, Garfield, Shoku, Taikoto, Kurt, or Chris ^^
Shoku: GAR!!! *CLING*

6)Have Any Kids?
Meo: Nope!
Blitz:.....uuuuum, in one role play I do...
Shoku: My little Shiori ^^

7)Favorite Food?
Meo: Strawberry!!
Blitz: AGREED!!...add some chocolate to that
Shoku: ....>3...does Gar count?

8)Favorite Ice Cream flavour?
Meo: Stawberry
Blitz: Mint
Shoku: Chocolate

9)Killed anyone?
Meo: No, I'd feel too guilty!...unless you count poor buggies ..Poor buggies
Blitz: Not yet...
Shoku: Yep, why?

10)Hate anyone?
Meo:...Only a couple people....
Blitz: Merr...ummmmmmm
Shoku: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...only people who hate mine and Gar's relationship DAMN HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLES!!!

11)Any Secrets?
Meo:........*looks around quickly and hides* Maybe.
Blitz: Yep!
Shoku: Not really, Aqua posted them all on the internet....damn video tapes

12)Love Anyone?
Meo: GINNY!!!!!
Blitz: I don't wanna list again!
Shoku: Must I say Gar again!?

13)TACOS?
Meo: Cheetos.
Blitz: Si...?
Shoku: Yum! ^^

14)Ever slept in All day?
Meo: Yea, when I'm sick.
Blitz: I dunno
Shoku: Not slept but I DID stay in bed ALL day X3

15)Favorite Show?
Meo:....AFV ^^
Blitz: I dunno
Shoku: ...*blinks and tilts his head*

16)Favourite Movie?
Meo: A walk to Remember
Blitz: Anything horror ^^
Shoku: Brokeback Mountain...(It IS a CUTE!!! Movie!!!!!!)

17)Favorite Band?
Meo: Nickelback! ^^
Blitz: I dun' have one
Shoku: Evanescence...I love their songs...^^

18)Eye Colours?
Meo: Blue
Blitz: Gold
Shoku: Green

19)Skin?
Meo:....Caucasion? I'm not quite pale, but I'm close.
Blitz: Fair skin ^^
Shoku:...um.....human?

20)Fat/Average/Slim?
Meo: I'm fat!!!! (*Gets smacked by multiple people* AVERAGE)
Blitz: Average
Shoku:...Um....kinda slim to average...I have muscle though! ^^

21)Rain, sunshine?
Meo: Depends on my mood
Blitz: Sunshine
Shoku: Both!!!

22)Pool, Beach?
Meo: Beach!!!
Blitz: As long as I can tan....
Shoku: As long as I get to see Gar in swim trunks...

23)Camping, staying home?
Meo: I've never been camping o.o;
Blitz: HOME! *CLING*
Shoku: *perverse grin* Nothing like a humanless forest for echoing screams....

24)Dog, Cat?
Meo: Both!
Blitz: Cat
Shoku: DOG!!!!!

25)Believe in aliens?
Meo: YEP! ^^
Blitz: I AM ONE!!!!!!
Shoku: Blitz lives in the same apartment, YES I BELIEVE IN ALIENS!

26)Natural Born, or Clone?
Meo: Natural, clones have no soul
Blitz: O_O NATURAL
Shoku: If you can't have a baby, go ADOPT

27)Car or Ship?
Meo:...Bike! ^^
Blitz: How about a spaceship?
Shoku: Car.

28)Ever destroyed something out of Blind Rage?
Meo: ....Pictures I wish I'd kept
Blitz: Burned down a few things....
Shoku: Not really

29)Any Unusual Things about you?
Meo: I'm dating a fox demon?
Blitz: HALF ALIEN
Shoku: My hubby and I had our own baby...and we're both male! ^^

30)How much food/drink do you need a day?
Meo:....What's food? KIDDING!!! I DO EAT!!!! *Hides from Neko, Coco, Ginny, etc* I DON'T ANOREX MY SELF ANYMORE!!!
Blitz: I eat too much....
Shoku: a fai... ]]> ~BlitzWilson Another Quizzy http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12495363/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12495363/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:11:51 PDT
Taken from

1. YOUR NAME:

Molly Elizabeth Payson

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)

Molizzle (Reminds me of BBQ sauce...I don't know why...)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)

The Red Kitten (From day to day my fave animal changes XD)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)

Elizabeth Hickory

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mum's maiden name)

Paymoman (>_>....that's strange XD)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)

BlackOrangeJuice (XDXD BLACK ORANGE)

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mums middle name)

Oyzleky (XD I LOVE IT)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)

(fuck this...I dun like this one.)

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)

BlackTora (X3 NEAT)

10. YOUR HAXOR NAME: (your name and replace letters with any other key that looks simillar)

Molly> /\/\011y

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]]> ~BlitzWilson Depression? Is this what it feels like to be so... http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12135741/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/12135741/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 19:49:14 PST
I feel horrendous. I can't help anyone...not even myself it feels like. My "brother" is suffering horribly inside and I cannot help him...nor can I help my "sister". My boyfriend has been having problems and there is NO possible way I can help him, either!

I feel depressed...I'm sad, lonely, scared...I don't even know what I'm afraid of....I just want to cry and I do to no one. Wow, I feel horrible even sharing this, so why am I? Is it right to keep my sorrows to myself or is it alright to share it with those who will listen and care.......I feel I shouldn't even be like this with what my loved ones are going through....I feel guilty being depressed.

]]> ~BlitzWilson YAAAAAAAAY http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11802595/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11802595/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 17:34:59 PST 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer
to the question even if it doesnt
make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the
answers, give your own comments
on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Here comes the Sun-Beatles (um..well it was kinda a good day ^^)

Will you get far in life?
I'm so tired-Beatles (I've not even started yet either O_O;...)

How do your friends see you?
Skimpy Underwear-Bill Engvall (EEEEEEK!!! T_T I'M NOT SKIMPY!!!!)

Will you get married?
Why don't we do it in the road-Beatles (O_O....IN THE ROAD??!?!?!!!)

What is your best friend's theme song?
My Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne (uhhh...)

What is the story of your life?
Far Away-Nickelback (...He's not here, my story's barely started...)

What is high school like?
Cure For the Itch-Linkin Park (Itching to leave and not depend on my dad, yes.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Get Back-Beatles (apparently, I can't.)

What is the best thing about your friends?
20 years of marriage-Bill Engvall (O_O...I'm only 15 though..)

What is in store for this weekend?
Rock Star-Nickelback (riiiiiight...)

To describe your grandparents?
Prince-Vanessa Carlton (Neat! I'm royalty!? X3)

How is your life going?
Bring me to life-Evanescence (I died.)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Everybody's Fool-Evanescence (Now I'm sad

I'm not everybody's fool, am I??)

Will you have a happy life?
Protecting me-Aly & A.J. (^^ yay *huggles Kitsune*)

What do your friends really think of you?
Ordinary Day-Vanessa Carlton (Ordinary T_T)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Pretty Baby-Vanessa Carlton (O_O NEAT!!...er...CREEPY!!!!!)

How can I make myself happy?
Runaway-Linkin Park (...Maybe I will at some point...but running away doesn't really solve things...)

What should you do with your life?
Good night-Beatles (Sleep. I like that idea...)

Will you ever have children?
Hello-Evanescence (Hello, I won't ever have kids)

I tag:

]]> ~BlitzWilson 100 Art Challenge http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11579937/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11579937/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 18:51:40 PST
001. Beginnings.
(X)002. Middles.
003. Ends.
004. Insides.
005. Outsides.
006. Hours.
007. Days.
008. Weeks.
009. Months.
010. Years.
011. Red.
012. Orange.
013. Yellow.
014. Green.
015. Blue.
016. Purple.
017. Brown.
018. Black.
019. White.
020. Colourless.
021. Friends.
022. Enemies.
(X)023. Lovers. 024.
Family.
025. Strangers.
026. Teammates.
027. Parents. 028.
Children.
029. Birth.
030. Death.
031. Sunrise.
032. Sunset.
033. Too Much.
034. Not Enough.
035. Sixth Sense.
036. Smell.
037. Sound.
038. Touch.
039. Taste.
040. Sight.
041. Shapes.
042. Triangle.
043. Square.
044. Circle.
045. Moon.
046. Star.
047. Heart.
048. Diamond.
049. Club.
050. Spade.
051. Water.
052. Fire.
053. Earth.
054. Air.
055. Spirit.
056. Breakfast.
057. Lunch.
058. Dinner.
059. Food.
060. Drink.
061. Winter.
062. Spring.
063. Summer.
064. Fall.
065. Passing.
066. Rain.
067. Snow.
068. Lightening.
069. Thunder.
(X)070. Storm.
071. Broken.
072. Fixed.
073. Light.
074. Dark.
075. Shade.
076. Who?
077. What?
078. Where?
079. When?
080. Why?
081. How?
082. If.
083. And.
084. He.
085. She.
086. Choices.
087. Life.
088. School.
089. Work.
090. Home.
091. Birthday.
092. Christmas.
093. Thanksgiving.
094. Independence.
095. New Year.
096. Artists Choice.
097. Artists Choice.
098. Artists Choice.
099. Artists Choice.
100. Artists Choice.

]]> ~BlitzWilson Quiz http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11505299/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11505299/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 12:05:17 PST
1) Full Name:
Molly Elizabeth Payson

2) Name Backwards:
Nosyap Thebazile Yllom

3) Were you named after anyone?
Nope

4) Does your name mean anything?
Bitter Herb (EMBALMING HERB!! AHHH)

5) Nick Name(s):
Molly-Chan, Nickel, Blitz

6) Screen Name(s):
BlitzWilson, BlitzyPop, Ghost, PotatoMonger

7) Date Of Birth:
June 8, 1991

8) Place of Birth:
Wisconsin

9) Nationality:
American (I'm also German, Native American, Cecilian, Brittish, etc)

10) Current Location:
Computer Room (WITH A FIREPLACE BOOYAH_

11) Sign:
Gemini

12) Religion:
Meow

13) Height:
5'6"-5'7"

14) Weight:
Too much

15) Shoe Size:
9, USA female.

16) Hair colour:
Brown (I want red highlights ^^)

17) Eye colour:
Blue with an amber ridge around my pupil

18) What do you look like?
Like a girl I hope..

19) Innie or Outie?:
Innie.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:
Righty with a little ability to use my left

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:
Straight I think...*blink*

22) Best friend(s):
Neko, CoCo, Cassie, D, Vince, Eric, Chi, and Gene

23) Best friend you trust the most:
Depends on the subject, but I can trust D with anything ^^

24) Best friends {your sex}:
Neko, Cass, Chi, Coco

25) Best friends of the Opposite Sex:
Gene, D, Vince, Eric

26) Best Bud(s):
-_- did I not just say??

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
*just blushes and giggles*

28) Crush:
*repeat*

29) Parent(s):
ummm...mom...and....dad?

30) Worst Enemy:
My Brother

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s):
Rollerboy323 (not on DA)

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s):
DOOMY CHAN!!! ^^

33) Funniest friend:
Gene(When tired XD) NEKO!!! Chi, CASSIE, Coco, pretty much all of them

34) Craziest friend:
Hard to say....Cassie

35) Advice Friend:
D and Neko

36) Loudest Friend:
CoCo and Cass

37) Person you cry with:
All

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters:
Biological, yes, Kristina(21)

39) Any brothers:
Yep, Kenny (19) Kelly (18) Gary(loser, 13)

40) Any pets:
2 lab-cocker mixes (Dolly and Burney) and two barn-kittens who were forced into domestication (Pequena and Tora)

41) A Disease:
Hypochondria XDXD

42) A Pager:
*blink* Is it a food??

43) A Personal phone line:
No, but it may as well be

44) A Cell phone:
Nope

45) A Lava lamp:
Used to

46) A Pool or hot tub:
Sadly, no

47) A Car:
HAHAHAHA YEAH RIGHT

Describe Your...

48) Personality:
I'm a spaz, people tell me I'm a good listener sometimes, I'm "compassionate" as said by my non-related brother, I'm random like shoelaces ^^

49) Driving:
equals 'splosions

50) Car or one you want:
An environmentally safe one

52) Whats missing?:
He is.

53) School:
I'm a sophomore in a school full of weirdos, half of them are bicycles(constantly ridden)

54) Bed:
A single at my grandparent's and a single at my dad's

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
Love my mom, dad is a jerk

Do you...

56) Believe in yourself:
Depends on the subject

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
In some cases-though it wasn't in mine X3 takes time in most cases I would assume

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
Sometimes

60) Get Along with your parents:
With my mom and I pretend to with Dad

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
Depends (Hey, Cassie, aren't those old people diapers? X3)

62) Pray:
To whom??

63) Believe in reincarnation:
yes

64) Like to make fun of people:
Playfully, like just the people who know me

65) Like to talk on the phone:
Constantly

66) Like to eat?
Not really...unless it's strawberries *DROOOOOL* I'm a sucker for strawberries X3

67) Like to drive:
I don't drive

68) Get motion sickness:
Occasionally

69) Eat the stems of broccoli:
YUMMEH
... ]]> ~BlitzWilson iMarshmallow http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11243066/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/11243066/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:20:42 PST Hope you all had a great Christmas and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ^^

iMarshmallow steal your SOULS:

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/10791082/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 16:13:30 PST I will try and keep more updated so school friends....quit bothering me!!! >< Lol. Well, I'll end this thing so I can stop typing-GOAT!!!!!

My dogs are going to molest(cuz 3 girls are in heat with one guy):

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/9233282/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 15:03:49 PDT

COME MY FRIENDS!! LET US DROOL OVER DEPPY!!!!!

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/9177583/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 10:35:29 PDT Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) <--(not rly. do it if u want lol) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[X] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[>] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[X] I love chocolate
[X] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 3.5

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[X] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[X] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 0

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[X] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[X] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 2

[X] I am self-conscious
[X] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I dont do sports
[X] I HATE to run
[>] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 3.5

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[>] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: .5

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[X] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[X] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[>] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[X] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[X] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 2.5

[ ] I love to gossip
[X] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[X] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[X] I'm all about being vegetarian
[X] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[>] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: .5

Now add up all the total points and put "I am 20.5% girly" for the subject if you steal or get tagged.

O_o...is that good?

Blarg:

~BlitzWilson YO BIZNAAAATCHES http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/9008706/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/9008706/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 12:25:51 PDT
Two: SCHOOL'S OUT AS OF...TODAY!

Three: IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Four: I'M FIFTEEN!!!!

Five: I WANT TO PLAY WITH SHARP OBJECTS AND ACCIDENTLY THROW ONE AT MY DAD!!

Six: I'M MOCKING CHI AND CO-CO WITH MY JOURNAL TITLE!! WAHAHA!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AY

HERE THEY ARE! You know 'em, You love 'em-THE BAKA RAAAAAAAAISIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINSSS!!!!!!

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/8554046/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 19:02:55 PDT ~BlitzWilson --_-- stupid DA http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/8278157/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/8278157/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:15:15 PST
Also, any requests?

The Pimpin' Pope pwns all:

]]> ~BlitzWilson This list is so me...exactly. trust me, all has ha http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/8266767/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/8266767/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 16:00:25 PST
1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You havent played solitaire with real cards in years.

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they dont have msn/xanga/myspace.

4.) Youd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.

6.) Your evening activity is the computer.

7.) You read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list, you think about how stupid you are to read this.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You actually scrolled back up to check that there was a number 5.

11.) And now youre laughing at your stupidity.

12.) Repost if you fell for it. you know you did

Great, ain't it?

My lov-ed friends!!:

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/7600145/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 09:26:34 PST Makes me sad I was sick yesterday...on my favorite day!! T.T *sniffle*

IT'S THOSE PEOPLE AGAIN!! THEY MULTIPLIED!!!!:

Clubs:

]]> ~BlitzWilson Yawn http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/7319595/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/7319595/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 14:43:34 PST
Friends of me booyah!:

Clubs:

]]> ~BlitzWilson HOLY CRAP http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6721198/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6721198/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 13:12:39 PDT

that

murdered a girl. o.o
[link] is the myspace of the girl.

[link] is the guy's live journal.

That's just weird...creepy...sad....I hope that girls doing well up there.

Those in the land of the living:

]]> ~BlitzWilson Sick as a...whatever.... http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6668081/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6668081/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 11:34:54 PDT

You just...sit there....staring....go look at them, they're cool...STARE BACK!! MUA HA HA!!!!!:

]]> ~BlitzWilson Homophobia is wrong http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6642701/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6642701/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 13:22:16 PDT
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

------- -------- --------

What exactly do you people watch? *shifty eyes*:

http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6589483/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 11:19:19 PDT
Mood: Happy

^.^ Waffles.
Listening to: Anything But Ordinary
Reading: Sloppy Firsts
Watching: ...uhhh..........

You may have noticed my use of notebook paper lately. I'm out of computer paper and my sketchbook is used up and my dad won't take me to get a new one right now. TT.TT Ah oh well.

These are my stalkers:

There's a footer? ]]> ~BlitzWilson HOLY FLIPPIN WHAT?! http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6575882/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6575882/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 18:45:59 PDT
Mood: Confused

o.o....confuzzled

Err, what in the world....it says I'm a subscriber to DA! When in the world did this happen??????? I'm so confuzzled....but it's kinda kool....what's going on? Bahhh!!! *falls over in confuzzlation*

You know those ppl lurking in that box...here they are again....taking over another box...

There's a footer? ]]> ~BlitzWilson EVIL SITE OF DOOM!!! http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6566233/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6566233/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 17:54:41 PDT .< I tried to post my drawings but the site won't let me!!! WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *mutters a long string of profanities*

Here are my friends....they are mine....you can borrow them but remember they belong to me.

]]> ~BlitzWilson *sniffle* I wish I had Photoshop http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6441971/ http://BlitzWilson.deviantart.com/journal/6441971/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 14:33:53 PDT .<#

Reasons why I can't get it:
It costs $$$
It costs $$$
It costs $$$
I have no $$$
I have no clue how to get it
Parents won't give me $$$ for it
Please tell me there's a free version out there
That you can keep...
and doesn't suck....

*sniffle*

Lol, heh, that was weird....but still *begs random man* $$$ FOR PHOTOSHOP OR WHATEVER IT'S CALLED!!!!! o.0 *foams at mouth*

Ohh I get by with a lil help from my friends:

]]> ~BlitzWilson