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Here are the rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs!

Things:

1. I hate water... generally.
2. I can speak French, kinda.
3. I, shamefully, can do a very good hillbilly accent.
4. I'm a vegetarian.
5. I really love cats. I really... REALLY love cats.
6. I could watch Meet the Robinsons over and over and over until my eyes bled.
7. I used to be a drummer in a rock band.
8. I have a new obsession with watching to the end of the credits of every movie.

Not tagging.

]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/25881161/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/25881161/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 14:05:31 PDT
]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/24282869/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/24282869/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:38:33 PDT edit I GOT 6K BBY!




During a recent conversation with a dear friend of mine ~Rydia-Mist, I stumbled across a moment of artistic genius. It was so genius, I will share it with you all.
Laugh and I will hunt you down.

[link]


















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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/21446402/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/21446402/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:16:07 PST ♥♥
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*snicker*
Britney and Dr. Horrible have the same expression.






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~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/21113225/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/21113225/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 16:02:55 PDT
THANKS GUYS! IT ONLY TOOK TWO YEARS!








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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/20750254/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/20750254/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 20:45:09 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscope doesn't match. I think I realized it when I threw up outside of Chicago and I saw you pull the toupee off the crazy monk. I'm sure you're middle class enough to understand that I had a sex change. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of Oprah Winfrey impersonations.

Good luck on your short term leave from jail,
Hayley





Apparently I was tagged. Apparently you're supposed to do the last person who commented on your journal, though I don't think that matters.
APPARENTLY I TAGGED BACK!!

Muaahaha

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Learn how here: [link]





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~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/20167132/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/20167132/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 13:10:41 PDT
School starts soon! That's slightly exciting but I'm not looking forward to doing Biology again and having no French class. ;A; I'll miss you Madame!

It's getting so cold lately, I can already feel winter breathing down my neck. Ughhh, just one month more. Summer is too short.

I'm going to attempt at some Dr. Horrible fanart. I can't seem to stop thinking about it lately. :3

Anyway, besides that, nothing to report...
Blahh.






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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19672363/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19672363/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 00:48:53 PDT IT'S OUTTTTTT THE TRAILERRRRR YAAAAAYYYYY

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19418850/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19418850/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:03:25 PDT
I don't know why. I felt like I should do this.

SOOOOOOOOOOOO...
HMMMMMMMMMM...

JUNPEIIIII I LOVE YOUUUU, PLEASE STOP HATING MEEE!!!

|||ORZ

edit: HE LOVES ME AGAIN! Thank God. ; o;




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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19337201/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19337201/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:38:07 PDT
I like it... but...
What do subscribers get now?






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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19171459/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/19171459/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:42:10 PDT I mean, yeah... It's REALLY hot and every so often I find my face in the freezer, but I don't have to wear a friggin' coat all the time anymore! Thank you 30 degree weather!!

School is finally over. I SHOULD be going to summer school but I'd much rather repeat. Failed Biology, joy. Not that I'm surprised, I hated that class from day one. I'm not really upset about it though because there are too many great things that outweigh it.
For example, I got all my art projects back and when I get batteries for my camera... hello deviation explosion! I have three paintings and a clay to submit.

It is my 17th birthday tomorrow! Holy crap, I don't know how I got so old so fast. Soon I'm gonna need hip transplants and dentures!
After that I'm supposed to go to Kamloops for a couple days, but I don't know how that is going to work. The plan changes everyday. > A<;

IN CONCLUSION!!!!!!! I am not dead, I'm only CLOSE to being dead.
> 3>;;
Yes.
So..
Yes.




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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17888426/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17888426/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 21:31:04 PDT They all kept it.

Wouldn't you think, while uploading that icon, that you'll have the same icon as countless other people?
Is there no shred in your being that longs to be original?
Why does no one seem to have a problem with being the same as everyone else? The same, overused, boring, old everyone else.

God, people...

On an upside, school is almost over.

On a downside... SHIT School's almost over. Missing assignments here I come!




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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17675970/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17675970/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 23:04:35 PDT Per...so...na...

*shatter*







(Getting rid of the last journal.)




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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17484176/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17484176/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 23:03:25 PDT

I stole this from
Chaw.

1. tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!) (I DONT CARE)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

LET'S DO IT!
(will be using ~ for fun)
[~] I am shorter than 5'4.
[~] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[~] I have many scars. (Cats)
[ ] I tan easily.
[~] I wish my hair was a different color. (Sometimes)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[~] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[~] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[~] I have freckles.
[~] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[~] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[~] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[~] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[~] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[~] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[~] I've peed from laughing.
[~] I've snorted while laughing.
[~] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[~] I've glued my hand to something.
[~] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[~] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[~] I've been on a plane.
[~] I've been to Canada. (I live in Canada)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe. (Don't remind me ;o; )
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[~] I've seen a shooting star.
[~] I've wished on a shooting star
[~] I've seen a meteor shower.
[~] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[~] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[~] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[~] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[~] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[~] I've played chicken.
[~] I've played a prank on someone.
[~] I've ridden in a taxi.
[~] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[~] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[~] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[~] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[~] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've... ]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17276833/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/17276833/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 18:46:58 PDT I'm excited... becauseee.... I finally have a new icon!
Lord, yay!

Looklooklook!

I'm a little sad that they're so tiny; they look better when they're bigger.

I'm sorry I never update for those who seem to want to watch me. I'm trying to draw and it only pisses me off. So, I'm going to keep doodling until I finally get an actual desire to draw.
For now I guess I'll be writing and doing English homework to get caught up.

What do you guys think, should I update my journal more often?
And what should I do for my new ID? A picture of myself or a drawing orrrrr, what do you guys think?
I want feedback.






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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/16777819/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/16777819/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 22:32:46 PST
It is the year of the Rat. And I hope everyone has a great one.


People born in the Year of the Rat are noted for their charm and attraction for the opposite sex. They work hard to achieve their goals, acquire possessions, and are likely to be perfectionists. They are basically thrifty with money. Rat people are easily angered and love to gossip. Their ambitions are big, and they are usually very successful. They are most compatible with people born in the years of the Dragon, Monkey, and Ox.

Courtesy of [link]

My character Charlie was born year of the rat. Not that anyone other than will care.

I thought I would get rid of the last journal entry, it was pretty dang old.
I just haven't had anything worth saying lately.

>.>;;
And I still don't.

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/15921336/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/15921336/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 17:38:29 PST Last year I had money, this year I don't.
So drawingsss!

Sorry to all my friends, it's all I can afford to give... since pencils and paper are cheap.

I don't want anyone to get me anything, I'll feel bad, and I have nothing to ask for anyway. If you want to get me something, draw me... Lestat. :3

I think I'll start making a list of names now.



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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14596333/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14596333/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:51:10 PDT HARRY CUT HIS FINGER!!!




































And to totally ruin the mood I must say this.

If I tagged you, and you're just noticing, go to the entry before this one. ||orz

And here are some clubs.

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14442181/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14442181/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 13:53:28 PDT
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Okay, here we go...

1) I've always wanted to shave my head.

2) I plan to get tattoos.

3) The only bone that I have broken is my head.

4) I hate almost everyone that isn't in the friend category.

5) When I was little I hated dogs, and I don't know why.

6) I like grammar. ;n;

7) I had a goth stage. (Been there done that)

8) I love being alone. <3

People I tagged back:


Now that, that's over with....
I GOT A KITTENNNN!
My mom is totally upset I did that behind her back but she also has fallen in love with the kitten. So, win lose.
Her name is Keiki (Kay-kee), and it means "kid" in Hawaiian. I swear, if Hawaii was like anime, they'd be THE biggest geeks. They'd go to Hawaii conventions instead of anime conventions.

School is almost here and I haven't even got my time table yet. > 3 >;;
I meant to get it, but unless I wanted to walk. I decided against it.

I'm finally reading "Interview with the Vampire" and I must say I really do love it so far. I'm kicking myself now for not have read it earlier. I let it get dusty on my shelf. |||OTL

Anyway, I should get to eating breakfast...

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14312059/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14312059/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:41:59 PDT Thennn anime evolution came up and I exhausted my body every day for four days straight. Boy, I slept well after that.
And now me and my dad are planning a surprise for my mother that will be sooo wonderful if it'll work out. I'm excited out of my pants.

AE was awesome by the way. Perfect weekend.

So, basically now all I'm doing is nothing. Being nagged by everyone to come over. But that means moving. *sigh*

Someone entertain me here instead of making me move. xD

ANYWAY, I should draw more... or at least submit more.
I'm done.

Nighto.



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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14016138/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/14016138/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 14:14:20 PDT Anyway, I'm almost finished, yay! I can't take much credit though. Eyepatch was mostly made by Shell ( ) and my Ak/Agito coat was bought by Connor (can't thank you enough. ;o; ).
Also, most of my Loveless cosplay came out of my closet, so that didn't take any effort.
All I have left to do is figure out shoes for both cosplays, get my hair cut and dyed (bought the dye~~), fix my broken Ritsuka ears (which is proving to be more difficult than expected), somehow get a tail done by anyone, and find PANTS for Akito.
I have two different pairs of pants I could use, but one pair are guy pants (zipper is like 8ft long) and the other pair ( 's pants) might be the wrong colour and I have a feeling they're gonna be wayyy too long. ;n;
So, I need to find money and take a trip to value village to find white pants, search the dollar stores for a black headband like my old one, buy a wire for my tail and maybe some new fabric? @_@ I'm worried about my tail now.

WE'LL SEE! It always seems to work out in the end. For the moment I have to worry about school. Yes, school is haunting me still. Because of my mother and my silly mistake I missed my exam back in June. I'm making it up next week... and this week I have four days of refreshing summer school. Agh, stressful. New school, unknown people and math. Not looking forward to this week.
*sighu* Oh well!

Chin up, I suppose!

Wish me luck on my exam.

Until next time,
Glow~

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/13597071/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/13597071/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 19:21:01 PDT Yaaaay!!

I'm sixteeen!!
Woahhhh!
Holy shitttt!

I'm donnne.

Oh, I finally got a DS! I don't have any games and I don't get any other presents from my parents... but! I have a DS!!

Clubs.
]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/13170377/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/13170377/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 21:23:42 PDT If you wanna talk to me, contact me here, gaia or facebook.


EDIT: LOLOLOLOLOL Msn is back. :3

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/12796322/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/12796322/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 21:06:40 PDT Where to start. I'm writing this to get Tara's birthday wishes off my front page.
A lot is going on lately.. @_@

J-Fest is coming up, I'm probably going. I'll be in cosplayyyy. Either Ritsuka or Roxas. All depending on Tara. I'm excited for that~~ I hope that I can go, and I can meet Itsuka etc! : D ~~

Next, there's Spiderman coming! I'm suddenly REALLY excited about that! I wasn't before because I've been slightly unimpressed with the other two. But lately I've been watching more of the old Spiderman and... yep I'm stoked. I'm going with Shell and Jesse, which reminds me... I need to buy a ticket for myself soon.

I've also been very sick lately. Week before last I had to leave school early, throwing up out the car door. Last friday I woke up throwing up again and inbetween both of those I have been really tired and weak. I'm cold, pale and exausted all day long and my mom is concerned that I'm anemic. The doctor said it might be mono or anemia but couldn't tell. Soooo, tomorrow morning I have to go get a blood test, which I am NOT pleased about. Needles make me nervous, even though they never did before. I'm scaredddd. p.q I don't like needles.

INTERVIEWS. Planning interviews this week. I'm scared of that also being as I am almost failing that class already and I'm nowhere near ready for the interviews. I'm gonna fail it. I swear.

One last thing. I have a new goal for the end of the year, besides passing everything. I plan to dress in a decora outfit once before the end of the year. Gotta get shopping and lurking the dollar stores. : D

Toodles all.
Glowie.


Clubs.


]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/12252989/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/12252989/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 00:50:40 PDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY

That is all.
Carry on.


PS SPRING BREAK, SPLEE!

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]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11868251/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11868251/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 13:05:45 PST I sat down on the computer this morning and it was acting super slow. I would wait for like 8 minutes and the page still wouldn't me loaded. I got so frustrated that I restarted the computer. Once I restarted everything was working fine but all my bookmarks are gone.

Every
Single
One

I had websites on there that I could NEVER find again. Websites I really liked.
They're not even in my history. I'm so upset about it. I'm actually fighting tears.

There wasn't a reason it would do this, not that I know of.
Is there any people who are smart on computers that could help? I don't wanna lose all the information.

I'm going to go wallow in my own pit of sorrow now while I mourn all the lost websites.


Clubs.



]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11441255/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11441255/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 22:45:09 PST YAY
YAY
YAAAAY

Okay, I'm going to draw something for because I told her I would if she caught it.

And being as my views went up so fast so randomly... she got it.
I got hers anyway.

LALALA
YAY

Clubs.


]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11053813/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/11053813/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 17:13:34 PST I guess I'll have to get used to it.

I have discovered the cure to boredom. Colouring doodles in MSpaint.
I'd say you should expect a couple of those coming up.

All the snow is gone! Except for the little patches that have decided not to melt. Now it's really windy and wet. And I'm blaming the weather for my sickness. I'm losing my voice like crazy, and it's a pain. I always sound so silly with a broken voice.

Just thought I'd update my journal randomly.

Toodles,
Miss Glow.

Clubs.


]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/10650270/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/10650270/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 17:04:52 PST Can I have some suggestions?? Any? Maybe something that ISN'T copyrighted?

I'll draw specific pictures for people if you want. How about three requests...'Cause I doubt I'll have a million people asking for art.

Three requests! Omg... >.>;;
1: An evil demon starfish attacking a man on a horse.

2:

3:

One last bit before I disappear from this tiny journal. Why do people update their journal so muuuuch? I know I'm updating mine now... but that's always what ALL my messages are. Journals and maybe one comment.
You all have a lot to say. o.o

Ciao,
Miss Glow.

Clubs.


]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9912162/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9912162/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 13:03:15 PDT Bloooooooddd...
Bloodyblood.


Edit: CLUBS! ∩~∩
]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9696828/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9696828/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 22:54:14 PDT
Then I just started scanning like crazy! I started looking through old sketch books and through my folder dealie...
I just went nuts... Sorry to fill up your messages to the people who are watching me... *drop*

Over and out! ]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9400302/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/9400302/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 23:41:22 PDT
I want to be so many things.
I want to be, "teh uber gamer."
I want to be, "The most elegant Lolita."
I want to be a vegetarian.
I want to be an anime overlord.
I want to be taller.
I want to be really skinny.
I want to be a great artist.
I want to be a great author.
I want to be a nurse (for mental patients).
I want to be stared at as I walk down the street.
I want to be flashy.
I want to be the best dressed for once in my life.
I want to be respected by people.
I want to be stronger.
I want to be too many things.
The list goes on, and on, and on.
The hardest thing, about wanting to be, is that I have to choose between them.
You can't be an elegant gamer. You can't be a nurse and a famous author at the same time. A bunch of those things take lots of work and some aren't even under my control.
At the moment the one I really want to work on is being a Lolita. I'm dreadfully poor so I can't afford to buy any dresses and own a sewing machine I do not. Also, I lack in sewing talents. The only thing I have towards my Lolita project is over fifty dollars worth of white and pink lace.
I would just die for a dress. A single dress, with lace and ruffles. A skirt that seems to float on beauty. The head dress, socks, shoes, and bag could come later, but the dress. I could put my hair up in ringlets and walk around as if I'm floating on a cloud. I would be polite and kind, not a rude comment to come from my mouth. I would shake people's hands as if they were made of glass and treat every item like it is as delicate as a rose petal.
It's my greatest dream lately and it kills me to think I can't have it. It's like hanging a nice juicy apple infront of my face when I'm hungry. Eventually I'll just starve to death.
One day I will have my dream. No matter what it takes. ]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/7706962/ http://Blood-Stained-Mist.deviantart.com/journal/7706962/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 17:53:35 PST I need more pictures definately...

So lazy... ]]> ~Blood-Stained-Mist