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been offline in DA for eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and eons and... you know the score

just wanted to say: to ppl i love (hmm.)
to friends

meet me : [link]

because i won't be around here no more...i think

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/18036256/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/18036256/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:56:51 PDT ha.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/17695271/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/17695271/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:00:08 PDT that kinda sums it up; .
I broke up with J, after almost 4 months of "too obvious" dating..i mean, everyone knew including even the freshmans and our grade ppl ...
anyways.

I fucking miss him. still.

But I found someone else.

This is him:

He's C, and he smokes and likes being independant.

You know, the kidna guy who doesn't care if you don't talk to him or say hi to him,
he doesn't care being alone.

In fact, he usually enjoys it, and hates group activities.

He had to have nose surgery back in middle school because he fought with a classmate
and got his nose crooked...
he told me that jokingly, as if it doesnt matter his nose got lower becuase of some psycho dude in his class who just punched him without warning;

He's the most 'guy-ish' guy I've ever seen,...
you know every man has at least a bit of girliness in him?
C dont really have that trait;...
It's like he's a guy all over, lolz

He misses school and after school work things often,
he usually just ignores things like make-up work, he don't care if the teachers give him hell as long as if mother don't throw a bitchfit on him

He's really really nice to girls, despite not looking like someone with manners..
like, he'd run off somewhere and buy you an umbrella if it's raining an you dont have one..
he doesnt care if he gets drenched, he'd just ask you if you gt a cold or smt.

He loves coffee, and i usually hang out with him in Pascucci, Starbcuks, Coffeebean... but never Smoothy King, lolz.

He's got a pretty good voice despite his smoking.

He loves sleeping........... he adores sleeping, lolz...

That sums C up.

Think I should go for it?

I mean, i like him.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/15716181/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/15716181/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:19:14 PST
read it just for fun


- dont accuse him when he drools over pretty girls

believe me, unless u feel ur the most beautiful girl in the world ( i doubt many people feel that), stop saying shit when a guy compliments someone pretty

in fact, i even agree, i mean its true when someone's pretty and all; doesnt really matter whether guys think someone's pretty or not.
at least, i dont care, if he's not the type of person to only like girls for their looks;

- stop 'making', no, like forcing him do things for you

i know some girls around me who tend to do this.. and some of the less intelligent guys submit to it; i dont know, but its kinda unnerving when you see this couple, and the guy's constantly being the girl's 'slave'; or vice versa. like, she tells him she wants cake, and the guy runs over to the bakery when he's supposed to be in class;..

or, some couples i know break up cuz one of them's too demanding of the other.
like, the guy makes the girl do stuff for him, run around and pay for him and etc.
or the girl kinda goes, " i mean, ur a guy, shouldn't you be like, holding all my bags for me and taking off ur gloves and giving them to me? "

the guy will do stuff for you by his own freakin will if you stop being so demanding and actually do something for him yourself.

-stop making those sexist kinda assuming

like when the guy goes, "act more like a girl for god's sake" (oh how i hate those words.. lolz) or when the girl goes "you're a frickin guy, you cant even do that?? " (a lot of guy-friends i have are annoyed when someone does that; its so assuming;..)

i mean, its nice to be pampered once a while, but treating each other by the most stereotypical image of a guy and girl; er. 18th century-like?

-don't cry in front of him unless you really, really cant help it

it makes the guy uncomfortable, and if you have at least the minimal amount of consideration for him, you'd rather swallow that worth-crying-about problem alone rather them weigh him down with all your troubles.

either, listen to his problems and help him or just casually, 'casually' talk about the problems you've been having

he'd pay back by doing the same thing, by himself, not because you were sprouting all over the place in the first place

- dont blab his secrets to your girlfriends

girls tend to do this sometimes, for kicks, cuz you have to admit its fun talking about someone's secrets, especially if it doesnt seem that secret

he might even hate you for that; (i know a long-time guy girl friendship breaking up because of this; the girl blabbed and the guy raised hell;; he also did the same thing after;; both kinda didnt want to apologize, and they dont even talk anymore)

or rather, he'll not talk abt his secrets to you anymore, you make urself like you cant be trusted anymore





this was just for fun, maybe not even true as a whole, but its true for the ppl around me
hope i didnt bore you with all the talk

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/15240588/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/15240588/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:50:31 PDT
you know, when you have this sort of a wish, you still have hope,
until you see the results?

then you despair.

well.

i hav just a tiny, weeny problem I have to confess.

nothing much, realli.

whenever I feel stressed, or depressed, I scratch myself harshly on my left arm,
no cutting or slitting, mind you,

but it's still disturbing cuz afterwards, i get these tiny spots of red welt come up on my skin,

which means the blood cells inside there popped or smt, that's wat my friend says;..

well, yep. how can I solve this?

oh, by the way, tell me if anyone finds an antidote for thinking too much

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14768891/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14768891/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 07:45:40 PDT i haven't uploaded much so not many remembers me anyways ;

its just that i'm a bit stressed and out of sorts nowadays.. oyea, test coming up




personally, i wont mind if almost everyone forgets me here,
only if the people i care about still stays there for me when i come back

cuz that's what DA's about, at least, i hope so.

so bye bye for just a week or two,

will come back

and will miss DA o.o..

wish me luck on the test.
and with other things too.

yep.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14436737/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14436737/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:43:25 PDT
why is this happening. two months, three deaths, all suicide.

I don't know how much you'd hurt before, maybe I was too indifferent about your pain.
I'm so sorry you had to go to the extreme in order to finally make everyone realize how hard life had been for you.

your parent's divorce.
you not getting into our school.
depression
depression
depression

so this is the last requiem to you,
i know you used to love this song. I know this is just an ordinary song, but it will always be your and only your requiem. This is such a bright song. i'm glad it is.

<17171771 -jaurim-> RYuMinJi's requiem,
(translation)

like a smile from an angel, like the songs from the birds
I like you, sweet as those things above

Come to me, we'll be forever like this
nothing to fear as long as we're together

you, the only you in this world
I was only born to meet you,
do you know

maybe we had been in love
secretly, on a planet far away
from long ago

like the sun shine from May, Like the sky in October
I like you, cannot help it

Come to me, you already realize it
the sadness is already gone

at times when the storm is high
when things try to put us apart

we'll sit quietly together, holding hands
reminiscing the sweet memories

the winds will die, the black clouds gone
the sun will shine down on us once more
when we're together, there's nothing to fear
dark fate, nor unpenetrating darkness

like the skin of a baby, like the fragrance of a young girl
i like you the way you are
come to me, you already know
we were born in this world for each other

like the smile of an angel, like the songs of the birds
I like you. as sweet as you are.


such as bad translation... the korean version is better off, but still, i wanted to do... just somthing for you. and that's stupid, you're already gone.

remember EG? remember Iris? i remember.

i remember you.

I hope you have moved on to a better place than before.
... I'll miss you forever, MJ.

i'll never forget you.

bye.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14376864/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/14376864/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:47:31 PDT it's from china, have a read and think about what this means.


there was a bus running up a dusty road one day, and it was full of passengers.
it was a countryside, and there were noone in the roads.
in the bus, there was this pretty woman, whom these two thugs of a guy were eyeing at.
finally, the two thugs got up and told the bus driver to stop the bus.
the bus driver refused, but relented when the thugs got out a knife and threatened him.
when the bus stopped, the men pulled out the pretty woman and started to rape her,
right there
on the grass.

she screamed for help.

noone answered her.

in fact, they were all pretending nothing was happening.

she screamed some more.

some people in the bus were actually tittering among themsleves

laughing at the woman.

finally, a young man got out of the bus
and told the thugs to stop.

the thug plunged their knife into the men and ran away.

the rape session being over, the woman shakily put on her clothes and got on the bus.

she sat on the driver's seat, because the original bus dirver had run away.

but when the wounded young man tried to get on the bus,

she closed the door saying:

"why don't you just mind your own business??! "

so the bus left

without the man.

the man started walking tiredly along the road, holding onto his wound

when all of a sudden, he came across an accident scene.

the people watching, they said

"a bus full of people just ran over a cliff. everyone's dead. "

the man, horrified, realized as he looked on.

it was the bus he had ridden.

the woman had driven the bus over the cliff

and took with her, the souls of the cruel indifferent people in the bus

straight to hell, along with her.

she had closed the door, because she didn't want the young man to die

because he was the only one who had morals.

what a god damned effed up story.

and its true.

poor people. poor woman.

don't know whats becoming of this world, but.

stay safe, live on, live low.




i'm through with living on highs for one. i mean.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/13890961/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/13890961/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 17:23:46 PDT today, I got a text message from a friend, that a person we know
quite well
from our club at school died.

the funeral is at 3pm.

so i thought, how?

maybe it was like a car accident.
maybe that was what i had hoped.

but no.

once again, it was suicide.

it is the second one this year.

I remember what i heard

about the last girl that comitted suicide at our school

in hushed tones, they told us

"She didn't die immeidaely after she hit the ground. She died on the way to the hospital, bleeding all the way. Some say that she died 'in' the hospital. i wonder why she died? She had good grades and SAT scores. "

I'm just wondering why he wanted to die.

maybe its just action without thought.

i will go to the funeral today, and not think.

because noone can really have a say in why a person wants to die.

and besides, all our other club members will be there, mourning.

bye bye, senpai.

I hope you did not regret while you were falling.

later.

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/13111468/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/13111468/ Sun, 27 May 2007 09:46:31 PDT

I felt like categorizing ppl. so here you go *if you're not up here. remind me^*

DA family:
-> nichan
-> daddy
-> cousin
(none of them's my real biological family^ tis the kind of cyber fun you have*)

DA main commenters:
-> miss commenter of the day
-> mister drinking issue thx fer the faves
-> miss here and there for a while(bak again?)
-> mister i notice everything
-> mister msn chatting ggs*

DA random commenters:
oxee ^.^ randomness
o.o havent seen u around now
anonee ^^ 'the dark one'
le ichigo lovin gurl
^ miss writer?
lo there >.>

DA sweet commenters (basically, people who only say nice things):
true she only says nice things
http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/12316683/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 23:34:06 PDT
anyone who seen my new avatar??
can anyone guess if it's male of female??



........ guess what, it's a MALE

he's lee jun gi, an actor in korea famous for the movie The king's Man...

i did see the movie, but was b4 i started the first conti of the manga Deathplay,... so... o.o
plot's entirely different, but idea of a pretty male's the same

come to think of it, he does look a slight bit like Lye...
(thx to SHant2's pointing out of the situation .. )

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/12178186/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/12178186/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 08:07:45 PDT


*breaks everything lying around *
I HATE TESTS YES I DO YES I DO
WHY DO WE HAVE TO TAKE AP AND SAT AND SO ON !!!


...............


;; (sorry, went overboard there)

this girl that sits in my backside pisses me off
she says that any score under 200 (240 is the max) is shit-like...


and i got 195.

she got 214.

so does that mean i suck? o.o
tell me anyone, hu took SAT b4.. or just anyone, cuz i wanna know >.<

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11837177/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11837177/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 01:16:10 PST for the 2500 view... i'm going for 3000 next i guess



*especially wanna thx ppl hu always managed to comment me.. for most of the time

1) AnonTheDarkOne
2) D3C3IT
3) omenmexking
4) AngelofMint
5) attkgirl
6) Mur4s4me
7) 5iberian
8) NeoPhoenix
9) meg109
10) alucardswife
11) choasboyfromtheabyss
12) sheewie (gemini)
................

eh... there shud be more, but my memory fails me

and also, though he doesn't comment much, my beloved dad (on internet of course, my real life dad does on DA ) :gunblade7777777

and real life friend, who unfortunately left DA but still hangs out with me : buffaloeater and SHant2

and resently, AutoIsa ... back again? ^

...... hope I'd still be DA till i'm well over 20. and hope u guys wud still all be there

yea, that's it

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11583888/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11583888/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 04:54:55 PST
The number of people that went there: 13
The number of girls: 8
The number of guys:5
The number of drinks we drank: 6
The number of free ice cream cups we devoured: 19
The number of songs that we sang: over 50 i bet
The number of karaoke rooms we booked: 2 biggys
The number of times i was forced to dance: 6 (can u believe?)
The number of times we fell asleep: 5 (but we were woken up immediatly by the ppl who screamed bloody murder singing)
The number of male/female duets we had: 2 ( i was one of them .. i sang SGwannabe's "살다가" with class p. dude at GLP1)
The number of phonecalls we made to people that were supposed to come: 11 ( and two of them STILL did not come.. prudes)
The amount of money we spent on songs: 4 million won (><

............... well..... thats such ^^ korean karaoke's ROCK ><

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11267471/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11267471/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 23:59:48 PST Reading: Saving fish from Drowning ><
Eating: chocolates... and gummy bears
Drinking: Peach water + caramel latte
answer the questions and tag 6 Deviants

1. What's your favorite color? red, black and green~

2. Are you listening to music? duh

3. If yes, what are you listening? -epik high + winds

4. What is your favorite genere of music? -rock ballad or metal

5. Where do you live? SOUTH korea ^^

6. What is your current mood? slightly bored and agitated.. at the same time

7. If you could have 3 wishes what would they be? To get just a bit taller, for my cousin to come back from the cumpulsory army shit, and for an enDLESS supply of chocolates^

9. What time is it now? 4:55 pm

10. What do you hate the most in your life? People who assume, that they are 'better'

11. Have any pets? a tiny turtle.

12. If yes, what are there names? JS.

13. What's your full name? Sena Moon. yep.

14. Do you like your name? xept for the 'moon' part. my last nickname was sailormoon for god's sake =_=

16. Have any siblings? I'm the only brat in the family

17. Are you parents together or divorced? Together.

18. What do you want to be when you grow up? a burden on society. (no, .. actually, a anchor? smt like that)

19. Is this annoying you? maybe. or maybe not.

20. Are you a virgin? take a guess.

.... i guess i'll tag RG (D3C3IT), daddy ( gunblade7777777), big bro (NeoPhoenix), omenmexking , Anonthedarkone.. , and AngelofMint^^

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11133676/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/11133676/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 23:51:48 PST


love you guys

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10830106/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10830106/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:32:51 PST
i've known her for months.

... she asked me out

HELO? ima gurl u fool!!!!

................ omgf SOB


......................... do i 'sound' like..

.. nevermind.

cheer me up somebody, this day was shitty

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10503537/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10503537/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:54:15 PDT
I GOT IN!!!! I GOT IN !! ><><><><><><><><


missed everyone so much ><



( Daewon high school !! )

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10158791/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/10158791/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 05:01:09 PDT
visit me ppl o.o?


i'm busy till november,

test starts at NOV 21!!! (wish me luck, its my chance)

]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/9317748/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/9317748/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:07:52 PDT
anyways, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >.< b !!(thumbs up)

thank u huever was nice enuff to drop into my page (even by accident, lolz) .... i bet 2000 is ike 10years away.... what do I have to do to spin it up?

and

cya
]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/9033967/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/9033967/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 04:55:50 PDT


unfortunately, got nowhere else to go cuz my friends live with their family like gud girlz and boys.

so............

anyone got a place? lolz;; ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8403901/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8403901/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:23:09 PDT
yesterday...... i found out abt the most pathetic and funny one. seriously, .... its called black day, and it happenes one month after white day ... guess what the stupid day's for?

............


its a day for the f-ing SOLOs to hang out together and BROOD!!!

*solo= peeps without a gal and a guy to lean on*

..... and I dont mean all solos, ..... just ones that didnt get anything at valen and white day..(ones from friends count) ........... oh god.

still, i'm a damn solo.

oh well at least my friends had the consideration. also, some guy gave me a bag of stuff too. hope that counts ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8175374/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8175374/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:01:18 PST
*waves at you peeps*

i'm not dead, i'm still here... but barely ;;

there is not a day i could rest properly... and that miracle wont happen prolly till the end of march, ..... april cant be worse ;; .... o.p

thx fer those ppl hu still message me with smiles and such, *think some of the peeps think i'm already gone yea... haven't written a journal or put up an entry for a period of time o.o;;;*

im still here* I'm not gone........ yet ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8061881/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/8061881/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 03:30:58 PST
>.> .... <.< ..... >.<... !!!

1000 PAGE VIEWS XD... ~ ...


admist all, i almost forgot, (thx to RG hu reminded me ... still late X(.. )

and as always... my weird thanking of people... *here we go*
(if u aren't here, remind me)

People who always manages to leave good messages, whether or not the content is crap =

NeoPhoenix (big-ish bro ^^) mastermime (second cousin or summat, lolz)
omenmexking (oxxeeee...)

People I love to chat with... because of the weird (nice) things we talk abt=

pSyChiK-aSiaN-GiRl (miss crazee bunny) MajinIuk92 ( miss buu ) FrauKruspe (frau.. ^^)

My DA family=

gunblade7777777 (my daddy :3) tepidhead (my auntie) neo is big bro ... m&m is my cousin ... o.o

vere vere nice peeps=

D3CI3T (RG ^^) SHant2 (shantee...XD) MoreThanOver (virus ^) buffaloeater (;;; miss buff ) (cis is leavin!! say gud bye peeps)

............. too tired to say it all but.. to ya! ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7959245/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7959245/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 05:01:51 PST
people i used to love chatting with are either, not there anymore, don't get online much, or ignoring me.

I dont seem to be making any more new friends

People i chat with tend to not like me or whatever,

...... hm, shame. I like this place.

whatever ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7796103/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7796103/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 02:52:28 PST ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7768328/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7768328/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 06:43:33 PST but hu cares?

its a part of my life

damnedjello: [link] (anthropophagy-jello)
clag: [link] (mozarella)
idlerpg: [link])
animelover: [link] (hunter)
illustrationshare: [link] (member)
inuyashaxanime: [link] ( linali)

.. don't i just love all of you ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7748282/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7748282/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:25:18 PST
"hawtest character in naruto"

1. kakashi
2. neji
3. iruka
4. sikamaru
5. itachi
6. kiba

"cutest character in D-greyman"
1. Lavi
2. Allen
3. Komui
4. kanda
5. linalee
6. timcampi(not exactly a character.. but, still cute* )

" 'i want that dude' character in FMA"
1. roy
2. edward
3. alphonse
4. (for some reason) envy

" 'get outta my sight Num.1 ' character in internet fiction "

1. veate ( in "necropolis")
2. 최보람 ( in "to my boyfriend")
3. lord Stoid ( in "dragon heart")
4. Rairael ( in "Iris")
5. the granny dude (in "necropolis")

" 'evil but sweet' character in eyeshield21"
1. hiruma
2. shin ( not evil.. but well.. )
3. . wait, forgot the name "the guy with the scratch on his face, kawaii
( well, .. sena's( the main character's name is sena .. but he's guy ) ...not evil )

" 'niiiiice~' character in samurai deeper kyo "

1. kyo
2. kotaro (was that his name?)
3. kotaro's teacher dude.. i'll check out his name later

tha's it fer today folks.. (fake voice)

cya later, and ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7701557/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7701557/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 05:47:03 PST from N3, hu wrote necropolis XD (already in genesis of the next go necro!! )

tis quite long, hope u enjoy

if u like it, tell me

He sat against the grave, moss brushing up his shoulders. Feeling a sense of uneasiness coming over him, Ionce Kealye slowly lifted his body to a sitting position. The cold slimy feeling of moss was still with him. Annoyed, lowered his head and tried not to be aware of the sick dampness on his tunic. When was the damned elf coming?

< Do you think he is trustworthy, my lord? >
< Whatever. If he has the strength enough to be, I don’t give a damn. >
< … Of course, my lord. >

A cemetery in the middle of a human restricted wood; that fact alone was enough to send chills down the middle of one’s spine. Kealye wouldn’t have had anything to do with this place, until he accepted that stupid…
Kealye heard the soft footsteps approaching him. He stood up and braced himself for whatever thing that would come. The footstep was getting louder, as if to imply the huge bulky mass that might be forthcoming; however, the figure that slipped through the trees were lithe and slim in size. Kealye felt foolish to have gotten so taut over the entrance of the elf; the elf that was supposed to come hours before nightfall! He glowered at the elf, who was looking at him with critical eyes.
< You are Ionce Kealye? The descendant of Ionce Veanl? >
< Yea >
Again, that critical inspecting eyes; it was so … uncomfortable. The elf acted in a pompous manner… for that matter, all elves did. Kealye scowled, the elves often looked down at humans, whether they were about to be slaughtered by one, too. Even in a situation like that, they still looked down on them. This elf was still staring at him with scornful eyes, annoying. It was even more so annoying, because it came from a face so meticulously proportioned, a beauty. Elves were all beauties, whether male or female.
< Are you willing to be loyal forever to…? >
< Didn’t we already go through all that before? >
The elf glared. Kealye shrugged. The elves were so touchy about ‘ceremonial’ processes. Like he ever cared.
< Answer the question I have set upon you. Are you willing? >
Kealye rolled his eyes. If he weren’t ‘willing’, he wouldn’t have suffered all the way, gone through all that trouble, to just come here to meet this ever so irritating elf.

<… >
The elf turned around swiftly.
< My lord, it is time for your entrance. >
What did he miss? Kealye questioningly stared at the elf, but he gave no answer. He stood with a grave face, staring at the clumped trees. The trees parted, and another figure stepped out. A girl.
< My lord, this is he. >
< I can see that, Remalus >
The girl stepped towards Kealye. He couldn’t believe it, ‘this’ was the famous ‘lord’, the only heir left to the elvin kingdom’s throne? The girl standing in front of him… didn’t even have the pointed ears all elves possessed! Was there a mistake? She had beautiful sleek black hair, with soft green eyes; she did have the proportioned beauty of the elves as well. Ivory skin with a touch of cinnamon, emerald green eyes surrounded by dark eyelashes, soft looking pink lips… she was beautiful.
< I … I thought the lord was … a guy. >
Kealye managed to stammer out. He was struck by the exquisite beauty of the elf, or human, whichever the kind, standing in front of him. Surprisingly, the girl smirked.
< And he ‘is’ a guy. >
<… What? >
Kealye stepped back, this beautiful girl was a … male?! The servant elf, Remalus, looked appalled at something and tried to speak up, but was stopped by the girl.
< So, you think I’m pretty? >
< I … uh … >
The girl’s face turned hard and menacing; a look of bloodthirstiness. Kealye didn’t know why, but felt overwhelmed, and actually, afraid.
< Do you? >
<… y … Yes! >
The girl stared at him with a cold eye, then suddenly laughed. Now she, or he shimmered with loveliness.
< My sister is a beauty you wouldn’t find once in thousand licons of radius. Isn’t she, Remalus? >
< Yes, my lord. >
Kealye’s eyes went round; his sister? But this was he speaking! The girl, … boy caught Kealye’s eyes, and then smiled knowingly.
< This body… is not mine. >
The boy’s face darkened. Kealye felt an unnecessary s... ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7627472/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7627472/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 07:15:38 PST
.. ~~

XD.. wonder how long it wud be till 1000

PS: Bloodiedsugs30 is feeling very much better.. thanks to

Keeps : her shrink

RG: thx for comments

Cis: mister "too funny for jokes"

Neo: the good 'fwend"

mastermime: mister

oxen: "yes* ur sweet"

Buffaloeater: get online!!!

........... and many more ppl besides ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7580510/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7580510/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 06:13:02 PST
i'ma f***ing selfish bitch
........

well, i'm sorry

..........

i'm a lil screwed in a way

........

get me a damned shrink

...........

shouldnt have said those things to ...

..............

sorry

..........

realli realli sorry

............

u dont have to forgive me

.... bloodiedsugs30 ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7551160/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7551160/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 06:03:03 PST )
Attitude: *not so rebelious..
Doing... uh.. essays, listneing to music(evenecense )
Eating.... nuts.. and I'm going nuts
Wearing.. my black kitty tee.. and, well, training pants
Feeling.. not so gud, (how mush essays a gurl can take?)
Is in... parent's bedroom .. computer's there

............

o well , I might be not around for some time..

mail me lots

your's truly..

Bloodiedsugs30* ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7514386/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7514386/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 04:40:18 PST
I went to a 'hanyakbang' guy.. (sort of this clinic for disgusting medicine)...
he told me I was seriously underweight* .. and that I should be 10kg more
heavier than I am now.. (wtf??? )... ok,.. that means i'll be over 50kg...... my life may be as well, over* dies*

*thinking back and shaking head sadly.. "totally pathetic"

Another thing... I'm still working on my online manga.. improving it .. hope i'll be able to finish off prologue(i'm never gonna get to ch1 )

....... i'm bored as usual (wheeeee)*

s and s to ppl i love...

a to you cis*

and a to RG*

to neo*.. hu almost always comment me.. whether what i did was stupid or not XD

to TN*

to buffaloeater, hu has an interesting eating habit

to mostly everybodeee

....... ok, i'm trying to think*

well for today X3

oyea

gimme a favourite and i will love you XD
(hand's gettin numb again*) ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7463072/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7463072/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 03:58:06 PST
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! XDXD~

and for another

have a great new year*

........ at least u guys should

I'm spending the first day of new year at my
grandpa's burial site

............

dead on* ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7452300/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7452300/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 23:52:55 PST )

well well.. I'm working on improving my absolutely photoshop skills..
-_-.. seriously, u'd think* i'd get better then this.. (but no ).. i think getting better a 'tinee tiny bit*' XD

i feel depresed 2day, a tiny bit, .. I'm eating less for no reason ( first sign of depression).. I spend most of my time inside the house (second sign of..) .. and I get cranky like s*** sometimes (third ..)

I'm depressed!

.. -_-


cheer me up? o_____0~* ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7419341/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7419341/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 02:06:12 PST
: sat at home, did the essays assigned, did math assignments, chatted on the computer.. .. parents bribed me with expensive* presents.. so i had to stay in .. the whole* day..

this isn't wat i imagined fer christmas >0


o well.. still got presents XD* ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7369110/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7369110/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:01:34 PST somebody go tell her 2 shut her mouth and,
dive into a pool of severed body parts..

its not fair!.. i think i deserve the damned winter holiday after the 'final test'
thing.. how 'nice'

the only bright side of my life is that.. i tried a picture out with photoshop, and..
well, it's my first shot. is it okay? (cowers, don't chuck tomatoes at me) lmao^^
I dont kno, I'll try being more thorough next time, but that pic took me .. two hours?.. i think so. I don't got much time (sigh*)

anyways.. s to u all and..

have a 'nice' holiday.. i'll be laboring away at EG skool thingy.. (^^, guilty?)
2 ya'll ^^ ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7350518/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7350518/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 00:27:01 PST
I had.. (thinking) .. 2 1/2 hours of movie viewing, 5 hours of kareoke singing, 2 hours of shopping all over COEX, 2 hours of 'all favourite movie scenes DVD version', 2 hours of all night gossip with friend.. and a sleepover. crazy day, i'm about to fall over with 'fatigue'..^^

anyways, this morning I'm woke up with blood on my face.. nosebleed.

I sorta freaked out and mopped it up with tissue, and it wouldn't stop! (seriously).. worst nosebleed I had in years. My dad told me to lean back to make the blood stop. It sort of worked, till I stood up and all the blood that I had to swallow came back right up.. resulting in.. a 10minutes nightmare blood gore in the bathroom with me throwing up my stupid blood in the sink. charming? (rolls eye)

Then it was lunchtime, the bleein 'finnaly' stopped .. or so I thought.

as soon as I bended over the plate, a drop of blood landed in the soup.
heaven's sake

it's funny, seeing all my diary entries arent' exactly 'full of life's charms'
(lmao)

* do you think I should put up the story 'NECROPOLIS' in here? my friend will be honored ^^.. she's workin on book 3 already.. tell me if I should! ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7296050/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7296050/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:50:50 PST
i had the first string of tests today which were

PE, science, art, home ec(i'm askin ya!y the hell do we even take this?), biology..

yep, and i have a total average percentage of... (caculating).. about 92%, not bad, but this number will DROP tomorrow.. when i hav to take history, japanese, math and so on (screams X0)

Korea has this system ( a very bad one, i think) where u have a written test for evry single subject u take.. see, so it's like:

Test season: two weeks before the tests start (preparing time)
Actual Tests: four days of test at school.. non stop

... please.. (sniff*) i got a nose bleed today while talking the stupid test, AND a stomach ache!.. and this is only day 1.. think wat will happen on day.. (ponders, then shakes head, crying)...

o well.. pays off in the end, cuz we party straight off when we finish ( never returning home ,Lol).. karaoke, movies, shopping... and sleep! (squeals) I'll FINALLY get to sleep! (for example, i sleep only about an average 6hours in test season.. go figure sigh*)

dismal

o well, return 2 whatever you've been doing people, i'm affecting your lives with my miserable- 'ness' ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7260553/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7260553/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 22:53:01 PST
i hav 2 study.. (and i do)... but i seem to end up doing weird things
(like chatting online and drawing^)

sigh*

my friend had a nervy spaz today cuz the guy she had a (cough*) crush on,
had been rite bhind her when she was..
for the occasion, lets just say doing smt very weird^^

i feel so depressed all the time, never cheered up, hardly

sigh*..

this entry sux! sorree ppl , ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30 http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7226290/ http://Bloodiedsugs30.deviantart.com/journal/7226290/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 05:43:05 PST test starts in 7 days ( damn, that sounds sad.. like somthing outta Ringu)
..
freaked out of my mind but unfortunately, i cant seem to move my body, much less my stupid brain *Sigh*

hm..

i DID see 'NM' today

cute

^^..
okay, now ur all bored outta ur minds (lmao) ]]> ~Bloodiedsugs30