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I hate it there.

Alas only 2 months left.

I can't wait.

In other news. I took almost a thousand pictures on easter and the ones I uploaded here seem to be very popular. I have to take pictures and scans for my portfolio tomorrow night so maybe over the weekend or next week I'll put up some traditional stuff. Not that anyone really cares but meh. I'm very delayed in finishing my applications to Columbus College of Art and Design and Art Academy of Cincinatti, but I'm only applying as a precaution anyways. I've already been accepted to the School of Visual Arts in New York City, and that's where I want to go, so I'm good with life. For now anyways. I am not anticipating may with it's monitary deadlines and exams, and all that jazz. And June won't be much better because I'll have to start working again, not to mention I'll still be at school working on our yearbook. Oh well, atleast the media centre's airconditioned. My april should be good, I hope so atleast. Sweeney Todd come's out the first, and then there are several movies lined up to premeir this month as well, so it starts out good entertainment wise, I'm taking that as a premonition for it to be a good month.

My night is almost over.
Just some things to finish up before I'm off to bed.
Have a good thursday. It's my favorite day, because it means that tomorrow is friday.

fin.

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Less than three Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714194/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714194/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 14:05:43 PST Luffle you alls,
AShen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714193/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714193/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 14:05:31 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714170/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714170/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 14:02:00 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714162/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7714162/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 14:01:29 PST Luffle you alls,
AShen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7403808/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7403808/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 13:54:42 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7344588/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7344588/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:52:14 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7143967/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7143967/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 19:47:15 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7141596/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/7141596/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 14:23:10 PST ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6953903/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6953903/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 13:27:41 PST
So on to my bad day....we recieve Spanish homework...I DIDNT SEE the whole back side to my American History test...my best r/l friend is....dead....{not literally}...A freshman was given first flute part...{which I shouldnt really care about because Id rather go back to my horn but the school only has one french horn, plus I dont have time to learn all the fingerings but its SBC and she's just....aggrivating because....she's afraid to go into Hot Topic *rolls eyes* and she freaked out because I wore fake fingernails with spiderwebs painted on them and many creepy themed earrings all last week...which I think is dumb and closeminded of her....but anyyyyyyyywwwwwwwwwayyyyyyy}...so that happened...the person hosting the BANDparty invited a bunch of people who arent in band because she's dumb and thinks she can because she's having it at her house...when really its her mom that's having the party and stuff...so that's why Im not going...and I also ruined Robin upon instruction from my art teacher...because she's dumb and...yes...I ruined him...and we started watercolor up ni art and I have NO patience for that stuff *growls* and....ITS REALLY HOT IN THE LIBRARY *is now in an irritable mood* Ok before I get any hotter Im gonna get off and maybe draw someone random...*is at the library* or just....fall asleep....or something.... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6918807/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6918807/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 17:48:20 PST
Im slowly cracking open my overwhelming amount of devwatch things, a few at a time....bear with my slowness.

Soon, a week or so, and I shall have a subscription to here. Yippee.

That's it, I think....Luffle you all....
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6723151/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6723151/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 17:20:31 PDT
I got a job, I have my own cubicle, this will result in my getting a subby to da soon, and my getting some sort of mp3player/ipod type thing{any recommendations?}

School is busy, many tests, many projects. Art is fun. Band is nearly over.

Went to see Corpse Bride today, it was ok....very predictable, sappy ending, but that's ok cause it's Tim Burton...

FOod tastes really good today for some reason...woo...

That's all.....enjoy....

Luffle,
Ashen

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Also...I feel one of those....good...feelings coming on....where I feel really inspired....with luck though, rather than going into my art it will go into my playing tommorrow at our first band competition of the year....because the only other mellophone has to work and cannot come...and and...OMG IM SO NERVOUS! *faints*

Well that's really all I posted to say....sorry again for my recent inactivity....

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The only club Im in, its awesome! Join!
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School is no where near as interesting and exciting as I thought it would be...although it is MUCH better than my boring summer...It's an altogether different kind of boring...inspiring though...always was...I guess I have to be really bored to be really inspired! Who knows...but I've popped out a few good ideas lately, have I not Miss Soda? I think I have...

So once again I begin my routine of going to the library...every...day...well...not yet...I have band on tuesdays and thursdays...and my mum is off on mondays...so I dont have to go on those days until the football season is over...oh well...I think Im going to start drawing random people while Im there...like today...I started to draw Rob...XD Someone who likely has not the slightest idea who I am...and then...when I was halfway through my drawing...he just...got up and left and I was like... NO!! But that's ok...I finished it as a not so Rob looking person...only kinda......but anyway I finished that up and went and talked to Dutro...which was really amusing...then I made my mum mad because I was twenty minutes late coming out of the library because I was talking to Dutro...but that's ok...because It's Dutro and he's going off to college on saturday... Which sucks because there wont be anyone to have random conversations with whilst at the library anymore...Oh well...Ill survive I suppose...

Uhm...my love life is randomly...Ashen-like...and boring......completely nonexistant...which all of you really want to know Im sure...but Im just like...enjoying myself with the Moulin Rouge soundtrack and it makes me sad...because Ive no one to luff And it's all the more sad because as hopelessly evil and cruel sadist I can be{not literally} I am even moreso the hopeless romantic...*sighs and shakes head* Im just not right.

Im not going to homecoming, kill me if you will...but I dont think I am...*sighs* I hope you all enjoy yourselves!

Band...band is good...hilariously fun...I could murder some people who refuse to stay in step even when we're given taps *shakes head and growls* but other than that it's fun...I luffle my mellyphone...It's awesome...We're doing our elvis show this weekend for the alumni game...anyone remotely in the area should come see *laughs* At the Columbian field...in Tiffin Ohio

Well...I do suppose that is all the even remotely interesting things going on in my not even remotely interesting life...hope you enjoyed reading it...




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In other news Ive joined my first club! It's really random and hilarious, check it out!
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And a note related to my bad luck related journal...Im allowed on my mum's computer whenever so I guess I wont really be that absent from...this....world....

And on a Jark related business...Ive no idea what to do here...from what Ive read and all I really support Jark and everything but I believe it is none of my business and choose to, for the most part, stay out of the Jark stuff, I do read most of what I come across in hopes of understanding more...Ive signed one petition to bring Jark back, but it wasnt until after that I made the decision to mind my own business, that is all I shall do besides refraining from posting deviations and whatever else Im wished to do on the seventh.

Luffle,
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6070005/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6070005/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 17:33:02 PDT ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6041808/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/6041808/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 17:23:10 PDT
This is a rather random entry...because Im in a rather random mood...its a good mood becaus I have brownies *hands out brownies to everyone*

Im being a little slow on looking at the massive stock of deviations that have piled up in my devwatch listy thing...so yes...though most of you probably dont care, bear with the lack of me looking at your deviations...

Luff Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5953219/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5953219/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 18:12:02 PDT Rate this song:


Rated 2 times: 91%
Discuss this artist and song

Lyrics submited by: zoe


All I can taste is Champagne
When it hits the brain like cocaine
Spinning around and round
I can't get up without your help
I've fallen down

All I can taste is Champagne
Another day down the drain
Sleeping around and round
We cant make up without your help
It's over now

You want it
you need it
you can't explain
You fight it
You feed it
You can and I can live without you
Ohh
Moving on without you
Ohh

Love is like novacaine
And it leaves a little stain
The beauty in all this pain
Is I can't get away from you
So pull me down
And don't make a sound

You want it
you need it
you can't explain
You fight it
You feed it
You can and I can live without you
Ohh
Moving on without you
Ohh

All I can taste is Champagne
Dancing away down my veins
Spinning around and round
I can't get up without your help
I'm on the ground

Somebody help me
I'm losing everything when i'm without you
Ohh
Doing it without you
Ohh

Everything when i'm without you
Ohh
Doing it without you
Ohh

All I can taste is Champagne
Another day down the drain
All I can taste is Champagne
All I can taste is Champagne

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Addicting song there...

My lord...I finished number six only seven and a half hours after getting it...I wont spoil things...Ill just say...Im really sad...

Once again...I must announce my absense for a few days...I will be on...vacation...a vacation I dont particularly wanna go on...but vacation all the same...Ive no idea where we're going...its a 'Mystery Trip' *groans* and it really sucks...so I shall...miss you all...very much!! *huggles*

Luuuuuuurrrrrvvvvveeee,
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5928226/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5928226/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 23:18:42 PDT
Wow...this was an eventful journal..._._ not really but that is OKIE DOKIE!

Yah...

Love...

Ashen...I think...I hope its me anyway... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5843099/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5843099/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 00:43:13 PDT
Physically
Mentally
Musically
Artisticly

just...dead...so...Im going to take a break from dA for a few days...I'm worthless when it comes to commenting usually and lately Ive been even worse off...and Im trying to comment on nearly everything I look at...so that's not exactly a good thing...of course...trying is the key word there_._ so...to all those who particularly care and happen to notice my absense...Im not dead...literally anyway...simply...breaking...for a bit... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5734753/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5734753/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 13:58:10 PDT When the heat of a rolling wind can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best


There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

Mood: Dead
Listening to: Can You Feel The Love Tonight - Elton John

Band camp
Sleep deprivation
Patrick
Sunburnness
Drill
Music
Being hit repeatedly with a flag *glares at sister*

Yes I am dead...I am drained physically and mentally...creatively...so dont expect much of anything up anytime soon

The one good thing about life is I have purple hair ^^ WHEEE But I cannot take pictures because my mom LOST her digi cam...*dies*

So...yesh...'Can you feel the love' is my song because that is one of the three MAIN songs for our competition show for band this year. So...If I complain about them from time to time...you know why...

Patrick is my trumpet buddy...he doesnt wear socks...they are against his beliefs...his feet are ticklish...and he can play 'Can you feel' WAY better than I can on the mellophone even though he was site reading and is playing first trumpet and had minimul mello lessons from my teacher...

My sister has become a flag...which is good...we need them...but she is very good at swinging that thing in MY direction *rubs head*

Yes...and soon my free trial subscription on here is gonna run out...I shink...I am going to get a subscription...O_O

*sleeps* ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5697388/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5697388/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:40:41 PDT Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breasts
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of good drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I would had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things i could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you
And I almost had you

I almost wish you would've loved me too

Mood: Wayyy too hyper...
Listening to: Almost - Bowling For Soup

This is just a fun song...so that's why its here...*sighs* Its also how I feel after I watch/read a romantic movie/book...*shakes head*

So...Im semi out of my uninspirationness...thanks to rping...mwahahahaha...but not totally...*shrugs* that is okie dokie though...I have band camp all week this coming week sos I wont have time to draw anyway...too busy doing music/Christina related things...so...yes...*sighs* This is my random journal entry of the day...

<>< Fishie ><>
<>< Fishie ><>
<>< Fishie ><>
<>< Fishie ><>

OK...Im abusing the smilie...but I LOVE IT!

~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5681716/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5681716/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 23:51:37 PDT a little time to think
but then she went to Cleveland
with some guy named Leelan
that she met at the bank
There's nothing wrong with Ohio
Except the snow and the rain
I really like Drew Carey
and I'd love to see the Rock n' Roll Hall of Fame
(Bridge)
so when you're done doing whatever
and when you're through doing whoever
you know that your county will be right here waiting for you

come back to texas
it's just not the same since you went away
before you lose your accent
and forget all about the lonestar state
there's a seat for you at the rodeo
and I've got every slow dance saved
Besides the Mexican food sux north of here anyway

I think I made a mistake
Its not that easy to take
She went to make a deposit
then she cleaned out her closet
Guess I'll sit here and wait
For her to come back home (I'd wish you come back home)
it shudnt take very long (so long so long)
i bet she misses the sunrise
and misses the fruit flies but i could be wrong

So when your done doing whatever
and when your through doing whooever
you know Denton County will be right here waiting for you....

Come back to Texas
Its just not the same since you went away
I bet you missed your exit
and drove right on through the Lone Star State
Theres a seat for you at the rodeo
and I've got every slow dance saved
Besides the Mexican food sux north of here anyway

Troy Aikmen wants you back
Willie Nelson wants you back
NASA wants you back
and the Bush twins want you back
and Pantera wants you back
and Blue Bell wants you back

I got a premonition
I'm taking a petition
and the whole state's gonna sign

Come back to Texas
Its just not the same since you went away
Before you lose your accent
and forget all about the Lone Star State
Theres a seat for you at the rodeo
and I've got every slow dance saved

Come back to Texas
Its just not the same since you went away
Before you lose your accent
and forget all about the Lone Star State
Theres a seat for you at the rodeo
and I've got every slow dance saved
Besides the Mexican food sux north of here anyway
Besides the Mexican food sux north of here anyway
Besides the Mexican food sux north of here anyway

Mood: Wayyy too hyper...
Listening to: Ohio - Bowling For Soup
Reading: The Stand - Stephen King

Bowling for Soup says:
"There's nothing wrong with Ohio
Except the snow and the rain
I really like Drew Carey
and I'd love to see the Rock n' Roll Hall
of Fame"
Ashen says:
"Everything's wrong with Ohio
Except the snow and the rain
I really hate the small towns
and Im sick of the fields and the dull
shopping malls"

Really this song isnt about ohio...but thats ok...just everytime I hear this part of this song...I think something like I just wrote...I live in ohio and would kill to be anywhere else! Its so...boring and dull here...our library isnt even that good...*sighs* Nor are our parks...so there isnt even someplace for me to go to at random and be alone...everything ish fields we are not allowed to tresspass on --trust Ashen to test this rule-- and cows...a crappy shopping mall here or there...and a decent theatre...but so expensive it shouldnt even be there...ugh...the only thing good about ohio is the snow and the rain, which I loveeee...so yesh...this is my...ohio rant...I wish to live somewhere else...with less...farmish boredom...just so everyone knows...*nods*

http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5670118/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 19:26:19 PDT Woohoo

Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plans?

She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of WhiteSnake’s car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been all right

Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo

She’s seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo’s Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Bizkit fan
thought she’d get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where’s the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who’s the other guy that's singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happened to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio was)

Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'Cause she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crue become classic rock?
(Classic Rock)
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop, Stop! Stop!
And bring back

Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'Cause she's still preoccupied
with 1985

Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Mood: Wayyy too hyper...
Listening to: 1985 - Bowling For Soup
Reading: The Stand - Stephen King
Watching: Ever After

*dances around to a newly random song* Im in a Bowling For Soup mood...I just luff them...and they have better songs than this...Im just hyper...and this...is my hyper song...*grin* So yesh...I got a free trial subscription...and its very convenient, I must say...*thinks she knows what shes getting for christmas instead of a magazine subscription this year* ^^ Im soooo gonna make the most of this...I just luff having it! *evil laugh*

Ok yesh...that tiz it...........for now...dun dun dun...

<>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><> <>< ><>...fishies... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5657462/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5657462/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 15:31:36 PDT The chill bites before it comes
That he brings before he runs

He sits behind a desk of mahogany
He whispers dreams into my ear
And though I've giving him his empire
He delivers me my fear

The unicorns are riding high
Powerful in coats of white
I turn to look and burn my eyes
I carry on, I carry all the weight of empty promise
As I stand swallowed by the light
Flickering above the highway
I hold my head and know the streets are mine tonight

The vampires are growing tired
The coats of white all turn to red
My heart burns with desire
I carry on, I carry on

The unicorns are riding high
Powerful in coats of white
We turn to look and burn our eyes
I carry on, I carry
The vampires are growing tired
The coats of white all turn to red
My heart burns with desire
I carry on, I carry on
I carry on
I carry on
We carry on

Bwahahahahaha...back to songs...Vanessa Carlton...one of the like...two pop artists I like...The other being Michelle Branch...so meh...Ive left my Good Charlotte/Green Day/Nirvana-y goodness for a day or two to listen to her...I just wuff this song...*laughs* its sensless...mwahahahaha...ok...so...yesh...Im in like this totally creative mood but I CANT GET A SINGLE THING TO COME OUT OF THE BLOODY PENCIL...*stabs her pencil through her keyboard* it sucks...everyshing I draw ish...icky...*sighs* but it ish ok...wiff luck...I will not be alone as I am now...stupid softball/volleyball/work/NAPPING keeps everyone away...yesh...I know...i shouldnt complain about the nappying as I am ze one who keeps the nappying one up nearly all night even though she still has school the next day _._ so yesh...Ill go...attempt to go find my inspirationy goodness somewhere...probably hiding with Darth Vader and Edo again >.> evil little wretch...Ill tape him to the computer desk when I get him back...wiv DUCT TAPE...*sighs poutily* so now....Im off to do that ;; enough of my rambling-nonmakingsenseness...

Wuff
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5573003/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5573003/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:14:23 PDT
Ok so...I have nearly a thousand page views...only 431 of those viewers have looked at my deviations...and the most times one of my deviations has been looked at is 35 times...*sighs* but thats ok...hmm...I think i am going to hang out on like...the forums or something...quite a bit more...I mean...is that a good idea...or no? Anywho...yes...I just had to update and semi-complain about my lack of deviation views...

Also...anyone wish to do a collaboration with me on a poem I wrote, I would really love someone random to 'illustrate' it...

Thanks,
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5504501/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5504501/ Mon, 30 May 2005 17:17:52 PDT You're covered in blood.
They're all so happy you've arrived.
The doctor cuts your cord.
He hands you to your mom.
She sets you free into this life.
And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you.
Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same.

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of your life.

And money talks in this world,
That's what idiots will say
But you'll find out that this world,
Is just an idiots parade
Before you go, you've got some questions.
And you want answers
But now you’re old, cold, covered in blood,
right back to where you started from

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the worst day of your life.

But these are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of,
Today could be the worst day of,
Today could be the last day of your life.
It's your life, your life.

Ahh, a non musical/movie soundtrack song...whee...Uhm...anywho...some of my most recent deviations are without descriptions...because they arent showing up for me and meh...I didnt have time to write them when I was putting them up...so...bear with me...and wait patiently for them... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5284895/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5284895/ Fri, 06 May 2005 13:28:07 PDT I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...


It was Wicked, now its Moulin Rouge...Im like obssessed with it...*sighs* oh well..Im happy to announce that I got my computer back...horribly sad to announce I still cannot draw worth crap...*sighs* Love ya all...
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5257044/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5257044/ Tue, 03 May 2005 14:37:33 PDT or e) to a video game/computer store.......I do not like to spend hours in Aeropostale or Old Navy...the ONLY places I like to spend hours are in a)my room b) my room and c) my room! *sighs* anywho...I may have a job soon so I can save my money(by not spending it on crappy clothes on a three day shopping trip) and use it to a) go to california and b) finally get to see Wicked...

yes

no song this time

just some quotes]

"Many people hear voices when no one is there. Some of them are called mad and are shut up in rooms where they stare at the walls all day. Others are called writers and they do pretty much the same thing." [Meg Chittenden]



"Writing is easy. All you do is stare at a blank sheet of paper until drops of blood form on your forehead." [Gene Fowler]



"Why do writers write? Because it isn't there." [Thomas Berger]



"Write something to suit yourself and many people will like it; write something to suit everybody and scarcely anyone will care for it." [Jesse Stuart]

Love,
The Shopping Hating'
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5223809/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5223809/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 17:55:09 PDT Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


It would seem Im off Wicked...not really I was singing a messed up version of the whole soundtrack mixed into one song{no telling Patrick I did this!} all day long...and am still humming the rotten thing...but yes...I decided Simple Plan's Welcome To My Life was a good change from Wicked...*shrugs* no real reason why...Im at a good point in life...in areas everyone else wants me to be at good points in anyway...all a's...top o' my bio and english classes...I have a nice haircut...but no where do I see a good point in my life that I want...I was too afraid to go ask for a job application...no matter how much I want and need the money...I simply keep gaining weight and more weight...my computer is gone...I havnt been able to draw almost all week...and coloring is even worse...I cant write....my muses have abandoned me...Im going insane....feh...*dies of insanity* ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5130450/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5130450/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 14:20:01 PDT
ELPHABA
I'm limited:
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
(spoken) For both of us
(sung) Now it's up to you:

GLINDA
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

ELPHABA
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:

GLINDA
Because I knew you:

BOTHI have been changed for good

ELPHABA
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

GLINDA
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

BOTH
And none of it seems to matter anymore

GLINDA ELPHABA
Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood

BOTH
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?

GLINDA
And because I knew you:
ELPHABA
Because I knew you:

BOTH
Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.


More Wicked I know...but I heard this song forever ago and I just had to put it here and dedicate it to Soda...Because Im sure that because I knew you I have been changed for good. And indeed you are very loved having just looked at your journal entry this instant. *huggles* If no one else loves you, Im SURE they do, know that I love you like a sister! *huggles again*


Really that's all this journal is...a dedication to Soda...in a song I didnt write...that is in a musical you must see or atleast listen to the soundtrack... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5095909/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5095909/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 14:02:06 PDT
FIYERO
The trouble with school is
They always try to teach the wrong lesson
Believe me, I've been kicked out
Of enough of them to know
They want you to become less callow
Less shallow
But I say: why invite stress in?
Stop studying strife
And learn to live "the unexamined life":

Dancing through life
Skimming the surface
Gliding where turf is smooth
Life's more painless
For the brainless
Why think too hard?
When it's so soothing
Dancing through life
No need to tough it
When you can sluff it off as I do
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life
So keep dancing through

Dancing through life
Swaying and sweeping
And always keeping cool
Life is fraught-less
When you're thoughtless
Those who don't try
Never look foolish
Dancing through life
Mindless and careless
Make sure you're where less
Trouble is rife
Woes are fleeting
Blows are glancing
When you're dancing
Through life:
So - what's the most swankified place in town?

GALINDA
That would be the Ozdust Ballroom.

FIYERO
Sounds perfect.
Let's go down to the Ozdust Ballroom
We'll meet there later tonight
We can dance till it's light
Find the prettiest girl:
Give 'er a whirl:
Right on down to the Ozdust Ballroom
Come on - follow me
You'll be happy to be there:

ALL
Dancing through life
Down at the Ozdust

FIYERO
If only because dust
Is what we come to:

ALL
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life

FIYERO
So keep dancing through:

BOQ
Miss Galinda - I hope you'll save at least one dance for me. I'll be right there. Waiting. Allnight.

GALINDA
Oh - that's so kind. But you know what would be even kinder?
See that tragic'ly beautiful girl
The one in the chair
It seems so unfair
We should go on a spree
And not she
Gee -
I know someone would be my hero
If that someone were to go invite her:

BOQ
Well, maybe - I could invite her!

GALINDA
Oh, Bick, really?
You would do that for me?

BOQ
I would do anything for you, Miss Galinda.

GALINDA
So:

FIYERO
So I'll be picking you up around eight?

GALINDA
After all -
Now that we've met one another

FIYERO AND GALINDA
It's clear - we deserve each other

GALINDA
You're perfect:

FIYERO
You're perfect:

BOTH
So we're perfect together
Born to be forever
Dancing through life:

NESSAROSE
Oh, Elphaba - isn't it wonderful?
Fin'lly, for this one night
I'm about to have a fun night
With this Munchkin boy
Galinda found for me
And I only wish there were
Something I could do for her
To repay her
Elphaba, see?
We deserve each other
And Galinda helped it come true
We deserve each other,
Me and Boq:
Elphaba, please try to understand:

ELPHABA
I do...

Galinda - my sister and I were talking about you just now-

GALINDA
And I was just talking about you! I thought you might want to wear this hat to the party tonight!
It's really, uh, sharp, don't you think?
You know - black is this year's pink
You deserve each other
This hat and you
You're both so smart
You deserve each other
So here, out of the goodness of my heart:

BOQ
Listen: Nessa:

NESSAROSE
Yes?

BOQ
Uh - Nessa
I've got something to confess, a
Reason why, well -
Why I asked you here tonight
Now I know it isn't fair...

NESSAROSE
Oh, Boq, I know why.

BOQ
You do?

NESSAROSE
It's because I'm in this chair
And you felt sorry for me
Well - isn't that right?

BOQ
No! No! It's because... because....
Because you are so beautiful!

NESSAROSE
Oh, Boq, I think you're wonderful!
And we deserve each other
Don't you see, this is our chance?
We deserve each other
Don't we, Boq?

BOQ
You know what?
Let's dance!

NESSAROSE
What?!

BOQ
Let's dance!

ALL
Dancing through life
Down at the Ozdust
If only because dust
Is what we come to!
And the strange thing:
Your life could end up changing
While you're dancing
Throu... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5095885/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/5095885/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 13:59:07 PDT
FIYERO
The trouble with school is
They always try to teach the wrong lesson
Believe me, I've been kicked out
Of enough of them to know
They want you to become less callow
Less shallow
But I say: why invite stress in?
Stop studying strife
And learn to live "the unexamined life":

Dancing through life
Skimming the surface
Gliding where turf is smooth
Life's more painless
For the brainless
Why think too hard?
When it's so soothing
Dancing through life
No need to tough it
When you can sluff it off as I do
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life
So keep dancing through

Dancing through life
Swaying and sweeping
And always keeping cool
Life is fraught-less
When you're thoughtless
Those who don't try
Never look foolish
Dancing through life
Mindless and careless
Make sure you're where less
Trouble is rife
Woes are fleeting
Blows are glancing
When you're dancing
Through life:
So - what's the most swankified place in town?

GALINDA
That would be the Ozdust Ballroom.

FIYERO
Sounds perfect.
Let's go down to the Ozdust Ballroom
We'll meet there later tonight
We can dance till it's light
Find the prettiest girl:
Give 'er a whirl:
Right on down to the Ozdust Ballroom
Come on - follow me
You'll be happy to be there:

ALL
Dancing through life
Down at the Ozdust

FIYERO
If only because dust
Is what we come to:

ALL
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life

FIYERO
So keep dancing through:

BOQ
Miss Galinda - I hope you'll save at least one dance for me. I'll be right there. Waiting. Allnight.

GALINDA
Oh - that's so kind. But you know what would be even kinder?
See that tragic'ly beautiful girl
The one in the chair
It seems so unfair
We should go on a spree
And not she
Gee -
I know someone would be my hero
If that someone were to go invite her:

BOQ
Well, maybe - I could invite her!

GALINDA
Oh, Bick, really?
You would do that for me?

BOQ
I would do anything for you, Miss Galinda.

GALINDA
So:

FIYERO
So I'll be picking you up around eight?

GALINDA
After all -
Now that we've met one another

FIYERO AND GALINDA
It's clear - we deserve each other

GALINDA
You're perfect:

FIYERO
You're perfect:

BOTH
So we're perfect together
Born to be forever
Dancing through life:

NESSAROSE
Oh, Elphaba - isn't it wonderful?
Fin'lly, for this one night
I'm about to have a fun night
With this Munchkin boy
Galinda found for me
And I only wish there were
Something I could do for her
To repay her
Elphaba, see?
We deserve each other
And Galinda helped it come true
We deserve each other,
Me and Boq:
Elphaba, please try to understand:

ELPHABA
I do...

Galinda - my sister and I were talking about you just now-

GALINDA
And I was just talking about you! I thought you might want to wear this hat to the party tonight!
It's really, uh, sharp, don't you think?
You know - black is this year's pink
You deserve each other
This hat and you
You're both so smart
You deserve each other
So here, out of the goodness of my heart:

BOQ
Listen: Nessa:

NESSAROSE
Yes?

BOQ
Uh - Nessa
I've got something to confess, a
Reason why, well -
Why I asked you here tonight
Now I know it isn't fair...

NESSAROSE
Oh, Boq, I know why.

BOQ
You do?

NESSAROSE
It's because I'm in this chair
And you felt sorry for me
Well - isn't that right?

BOQ
No! No! It's because... because....
Because you are so beautiful!

NESSAROSE
Oh, Boq, I think you're wonderful!
And we deserve each other
Don't you see, this is our chance?
We deserve each other
Don't we, Boq?

BOQ
You know what?
Let's dance!

NESSAROSE
What?!

BOQ
Let's dance!

ALL
Dancing through life
Down at the Ozdust
If only because dust
Is what we come to!
And the strange thing:
Your life could end up changing
While you're dancing
Throu... ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4955251/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4955251/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 17:33:36 PST Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of Someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap

Its time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you cant pull me down!

(Can't I make you understand
You're having delusions of grandeur...?)

Im through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess Iv'e lost
Well...If that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
I'd Sooner buy
Defying Gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky
As someone told me lately
"Everyone deserves the chance to fly"
And if I'm flying solo
Atleast I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I
Am defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!

Mostly Elphaba from the musical Wicked, also a book that I love. It's is such an inspiring song, originally sung by Idina Menzel, but most of the original cast is no longer...which makes me sad because I want to see it! I want to abduct Patrick and Lisa and go see it! *dies* I WANT TO! Ok...journal entry of the day...Im dead and Im going to bed...love you all...
Ashen


-Edit thinger majiggy-
Okay...I was dead last night, just got back from the band trip in Pittsburg...which I still cannot spell...anyway...yes...I've been reading journal entries a lot lately saying how people do not likey how people either fave without a comment or how they comment crappily...well...I would just like to say Im bad at commenting...I dont like to give faults of a work because I usually cannot find any...I love to simply look for beauty or feeling in a work rather than look for faults...I do occassionally leave a comment, usually its a good one...and once in a great while I try to give critique...but I simply cannot find anything wrong something that asks for advanced critique or to be told of mistakes...Im sorry if I aggrivated anyone...just know that I know that a lot of feeling and intensity goes into a work...and I can tell you love to do what you do/have done...and simply by favoriting something I wish to say: I love it, it's beautiful, I appreciate the hard work you put into your passion for art, keep up the wonderful work and dont let anything or anyone bring you down or tell you your work is bad, because as long as you did your best, or what YOU wanted...even if it isnt right in the 'handbook of art'. And thank you for putting it up so that I could see, and appreciate your hard work.

Love you all,
Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4858228/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4858228/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 21:38:41 PST
THe vampires are growing tired,
the coats of white all turn to red.

If I am an angel paint me with black wings.

Dont poke the bear!

You're a wizard Harry...

SIT BOY!

-.-

Im not a pawn in your silly game...

root beer : it 's so bubbly . . . and cloying . . . and happy yes . . . it's insidious . . . just like me

Life is like a disease you get from your parents in the end no one makes it out alive...

Im ringing Hell's Bells...

Stoners live and stoners die but in the end we all get high...

I cant help it if I have an insane love for vampires...so anime...you have no need to be jealous cause I love you just as much *crosses fingers*

I really have no idea what is up with quotes...Im just hyper

I just wanna live!

wee...ok...this is such an uneventful journal entry...anywho Im putting up like a ton of stuff tonight so dont forget to check it out! ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4846340/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4846340/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 13:50:06 PST Ok...finally Ive focused on my drawing more than my favoriting and I realize I cant draw wings...at all...when I try its so horrific..._._ no one wants to see my wings...unfortunately as soon as I get home with my scanner *whee* you will! WEEE...man...that is one fun smily ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4777157/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4777157/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 12:22:48 PST
1. A new id like thing because that Ashen elf thing is just way too huge...
2. getting photoshop...or a better method of coloring...
3. Not being so bloody self concious so I can show you all some of my better work...
4. Homework...yeah...I ought to work on that too...im doing pretty bad in my New Testament Freshmen Religion class magig...
5. Becoming less addicted to favoriting things and mroe addicted to drawing things for others to favorite...

Ok...I really need my own little original thing to do with this page because Im jsut bored...Im at the stupid library from 2-5 today and I think Im driving the person next to me nuts with my unusually loud typing...

Gah...Im...so...bbbooorrredd...and I dont have anything to draw with or anything because we didnt have to take anything to school today for "career day" so...I have nothing...NOTHING...-.- ]]> ~BloodyAshen http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4745625/ http://BloodyAshen.deviantart.com/journal/4745625/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 18:28:15 PST
Your welcome,
I couldnt resist going on a favoriting frenzy, I love every single one of your deviations with my whole heart...they are so awesome! Good work everyone!
Love, Ashen ]]> ~BloodyAshen