http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BloodyBlackRoses&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BloodyBlackRoses en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 16:03:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/26546192/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/26546192/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 10:58:57 PDT
So, last week, I ordered the 9th Birthday Deviantwear tee shirt. And it came today! I was quite thrilled. It's pretty. And, and, I love how thin it is. Unfortunately, the only outing I'm taking today is to work, and there I have a uniform. But, I love the postal service now. And as far as ordering stuff from DA it's like... 5 dollars cheaper. And we're artists, so we know how far 5 dollars can stretch.

Peace out,
BBR

PS. Did anyone else See Magique with Cali?

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/25425042/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/25425042/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 22:09:00 PDT
I've always wanted a tablet, because drawing with a mouse is insanely tedious, and if you think now that I've switched to a laptop, I'm going ot use the touchpad. You're insane.
So, now that I can afford it (birthday), I am going purchase one.
I'm thinking. Bamboo Fun Medium.

Any thoughts?

XOXO
BBR

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/23499561/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/23499561/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 22:55:35 PST My team was pretty good at it.
The program as a whole is not totally about Robots, there's a whole spreading the word part to it. The founders want you to be active in your community, and act with gracious professionalism. It's all about giving back, which I do now that I've graduated.
Their mission is to spread the interest in science and technology.
FIRST _For Inspiration and Recognition of Science and Technology

[link]
So, my team launched a project, about trying to spread the word across the world. The two founders Dean Kamen (inventor of Segway) and Woodie Flowers (teacher at MIT) are all about that.
The kids on my team, which I now mentor, created little caricatures, that are downloadable and printable. We sent them to teams, universities, friends and family.
What you do is take a picture with them and send it back.

My question is would any of you wonderful people, especially those outside the US, want to take part in this project?

Love, Rose

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/22922299/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/22922299/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 11:51:34 PST
So, I'm thinking of buying one of those Bamboo Fun tablets.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/20977321/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/20977321/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 20:39:39 PDT So, my art has suffered. Not really- because I'm still doodling in my notebook, I just haven't been scanning my Binder in lately. It's a hassel. Hmn. I can't remember how to spell that.

Today, I got a 1700$ grant from my university, which was a miracle because I was going to have to drop out next semester without it. So, Huzzah.

Erm. I still work. The holidays are coming. I'm terribly excited for that. It'll be my first Holidays with a someone since... Well, my sophomore year of high school.
On that note, I am still seeing a boy. It'll be 7 months on Saturday. He's smart, and handsome, and he loves me. So yay.

The world keeps turning, and I try to keep my head above water.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/19650040/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/19650040/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:52:58 PDT
I have a boyfriend. It's been a while since you've heard that- and he frequently makes me happy. So, I know a couple of you will be overjoyed to know I'm not brooding over those losers of the past. In fact, I attended two proms this year. So I finished strong, I like to think.

My father got my scanner working so I'd like to think that would be some use very soon. But I'm working so maybe I'll get something I can draw with again because I'd love to kick some state fair ass. Anyway. That's it for now. But I'm not dead- I didn't walk off a cliff, or get hit by a car. I'm alive, and hopefully back for a bit.

Love always,
BBR

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/16341920/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/16341920/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:27:27 PST

Here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, WMP, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on "Shuffle."
3. Press "Play."
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...cuz that's just so..uncool... o-o

Opening Credits
Here (In Your Arms) – Hellogoodbye (This bodes well…

Waking Up
London Bridge - Fergie

First Day At School
Time To Dance – Panic! At the Disco

Making Your New Best Friend
Take Me Away – Avril Lavigne

Falling In Love
Jump – Simple plan

Breaking Up
I Never Told You What I do for A Living – My Chemical Romance

Prom
Swing Swing – The All American Rejects

Graduation
The Missing Frame – AFI

Life's Okay
Straightjacket Feeling – The All American Rejeccts

Death of a Close Friend
Helena – My Chemical Romance [… Wow.]

Mental Breakdown
The Truth – Good Charlotte

Driving
The Sweet Escape – Gwen Stefani

Flashback
Intro –Michelle Branch

Getting Back Together
Caruso – Josh Groban

Wedding Scene
I Miss You – Blink 182

Birth of Child
Simple and Clean – Utada Hikaru

Car Accident
Introduction – Panic! At the Disco

Final Battle
Don’t Leave Me – The All American Rejects

Death Scene
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl – Good Charlotte

Funeral Song
The Last Song – All American Rejects

End Credits
View From Heaven Yellowcard

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/16005471/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/16005471/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:03:46 PST 1.) Go to Europe, all of it
2.) Write a Wold famous novel
3.) Get over my fear of rejection

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Sara
2.) Baba
3.) MJ

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) xskitzojoex
2.) bbr202022
3.) the most recent one

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) My eyes
2.) my hair
3.) my personality

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Irish
2.) French
3.) Italian

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Spiders
2.) Tornadoes.
3.) Creepy Critters.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Breakfast.
2.) Daddy's Tea.
3.) Face book / Reply

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) High school ring
2.) Clothes that are too small
3.) too many necklaces

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Plain White T's
2.) Colbie Callait
3.) Skillet


Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Damn Clever - PWT
2.) Bubbly
3.) Listen to Your Heart, both Versions

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) HONESTY
2.) Respect
3.) Affection

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I sleep too much
2.) I'm OCD about English.
3.) I'm fluent in another language

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Great smile
2.) Big Nose
3.) Flippy blonde hair

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Drawing
2.) Writing
3.) Singing

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Pee
2.) Play Kingdom Hearts too
3.) East my Christmas presents

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) 12th grade English Teacher
2.) Author / Artist
3.) Mommy

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Versailles, Paris, Marseilles
2.) Austria
3.) CANADA!

Three Names You Like:
1.) Asthelia / Ren
2.) Charlotte / Malachite
3.) Adelina / Nathan

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I like pink
2.) I want to make things pretty, constantly
3.) I want a boyfriend?

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I say 'dude' all the time
2.) I play video games
3.) I sometimes say a woman is beautiful

People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
Uhh...
1.) Beskinator
2.) Sonaa
3.) Everyone

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15929102/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15929102/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:11:19 PST
1.) Who is your favorite Kingdom Hearts character(s)?

Roxas, I know it’s bad and what not… >.> Ugh, and naminee.

2.) What is your favorite pairing?

Ick, none of them. They’re ALL wrong.

3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?

Niether

4.) Ever cosplayed Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and how many times?

I’ve always wanted to, as Kairi… Now my hair is FINALLY short enough. >.> My friends have, numerous times.

5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts junk and merchandise, if any.

KH 1, KH2, and Re:CoM, KH:Com (for the GBA)( plus all the walkthroughs) ,I want so much more….

6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character? If so who?

… Riku. –cough-

7.) SoraxKairi or RikuxKairi?

Eugh, Sora and Kairi

8.) AxelxKairi or AxelxRoxas?

No.

9.) Which path is your favorite? Light, Darkness, Dawn, or Twilight?

Dawn….

10.) Do you support the XemnasxSaix theory?

What’s that?

11.) Do you support the 'Axel is gay for Roxas' theory?

… No, but I support the fact that he’s sad he lost his BFF o_o;

12.) Your favorite Organization Xlll member(s)?

Got it memorized? xD

13.) Are you pro-Kairi or anti-Kairi?

She’s just sorta THERE.

14.) Have you played all the Kingdom Hearts games?

… I have played them, not beaten all of them.

15.) Have you read the manga?

… Some.

16.) Do you believe Sora has ADD?

Hell YES! Wtf is up with him in hundred acre wood?

17.) Japanese or English?

English, i don't like the Japanese voices for some reason

18.) Pro-Naminé or Anti-Naminé?

Pro. I love Namine

19.) Demyx = Annoying or funny?

Kawaii. I do like him.

20.) Do you believe Demyx's Somebody was from Atlantica (Splash Island)?

… Well…. Maybe. Yeah, probably.

21.) Zexion = Sexy beast or Emo?

Sexy, SEXY beast.

22.) Which character would be the best crossdresser?

… Leon. xD!!! Or Cloud, perhaps even Yuffie.

23.) Axel = Gay or strait?

All men are straight. In that game. For my pleasure.

24.) Which character would be best OOC? Who and how?

Riku. Because I want him.

25.) Do you like Kingdom Hearts fanfics?

With alternate plot lines. NOT the “I just want to make a fanfic so (game char) and I can be together!”

26.) Do you write Kingdom Hearts fanfics?
It was a good one.

27.) Do you like lemons?

Eh... no

28.) Do your parents know any Kingdom Hearts characters?

Yeah.. But only because my brother talks about video games all the time.

29.) Have you watched the Kingdom Hearts Crazy Files?

nah.

30.) Have you seen the 'Axel Falls For Kairi' series?

maybe I shoul

31.) Have you ever got someone else hooked on Kingdom Hearts?
One of my ex boyfriends.  And his kid sister. LOL
32.) Have you ever been drawing the characters in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Kingdom Hearts too!?"

Yes. It was satisfying.

33.) Have you ever been in class drawing any of the characters and the teacher comes up to you and says "WTF is this?! O.o;"

Sometimes

34.) Has Kingdom Hearts affected your school life and grades?

When the second one came out.

35.) Are you broke thanks to Kingdom Hearts?

Nah, broke on my own...

36.) Do you want to eat sea-salt ice cream?

I want to try it.

37.) Would you ever join Organization Xlll?
Nah… They aren’t real people, even in the game.

38.) Do you draw Kingdom Hearts fanart? If so, count how many there is in your gallery.

A few, I think. There’s more in my sketch book, that are unfinished.

39.) Is Riku still sexy even possessed by Ansem the Heartless?

Hell yes.

40.) Do you have a Kingdom Hearts OC?

A few. Yeah, A whole cast actually.

41.) Looking back at some of your answers, do you think Kingdom Hearts has taken over your life?

No, not really.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15819165/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15819165/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:03:36 PST
Nothing specially fabulous has beene happening. I'm working two jobs to keep up with everything. I'm still single... My love life is torpid. Um, I've been keeping busy is the best I can describe myself right now.

Muchos Love,
MJ

Anything else, I'm forgetting?

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15456047/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15456047/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 22:24:50 PST I love you darling, in a non lesbian natalie portman sort of way.

xD Have a beautiful one.

<3 Always, MJ

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15327407/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/15327407/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 06:44:29 PDT
I don't know what else to say, except that I got the haircut, and it's beautiful. I'm not in love with it. I miss my long hair a lot. I don't hate it either though. My annual play starts up again full swing in like, 2 weeks, so hopefully it won't be too long before you hear from me again.

<3 Always,

MJ.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13933457/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13933457/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 21:44:55 PDT
Loves,
MJ

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13672127/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13672127/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 14:00:48 PDT
Another year older, andhalf my friends are on vacation (or in another country). Life's getting better, except this summer school is kicking my ass... But the world goes on-

Gotsta run, time for Gilmore Girls!

MJ Out.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13511328/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/13511328/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 11:30:06 PDT
So my life is like a teen movie. I'm still in love with an ex, I got burned by someone I thought was my friend...

AND I HAVE NO TIME TO DO WHAT I WANT!

A job, summer school... Wow... Life is way too busy. ANd only one more year to go before I graduate!

Loves you,
MJ

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/11574197/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/11574197/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:12:42 PST
Love,
Me.

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/10244401/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/10244401/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:29:22 PDT
1.YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
Hokie Drive

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack)
Anita Bagel

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
Vitamin Lobster.

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Beth Pump

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)
S-Ley

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Lynx DR

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink)
Turle Chex Mix Coke Black

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Elizabeth Richmond <-- I like that one.

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
Junior Mints Shinoda

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Eddy Verizon

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)
Leybri

]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9981471/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9981471/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 19:20:12 PDT Breaking NEWS

Went to school and got my schedule. And now I know how the classes are.

First: Honors Virginia and US History

Verrrry interesting. Lots of writing. I adore my teacher. He's going to be intresting. He runs our class like a military institute. Makes me want to say... Hey man, I didn't take ROTC for a reason. LOTS and LOTS of writing. But he's creative, and kinda nutty. I think I'll get alone jes fine.

Second: Driver's Education and highway Safety ** Will be Study Hall Second Semester

More on that once I get there

Third: Honors English 11

Test on Thursday. Summer reading. Three Essays. So glad I did it. We even get to bring in our materials. She said that if we read the books we'd be okay. And the seniors who had her last year said the same thing. I hope they're right. PLUS she asigned us a project, and we're already working on it. It's our SECOND test grade. Teachers don't mind handing out those projects do they?

Fourth: Advanced Algebra and Trigonmetry

More on that once I get there


Fifth: College Prep Chemistry

Love it. Best friend is there, LUNCH IS LAST. --; I hate it. But is there and that makes it better. I think I'll get along just fine... Even if I do have it everyday.

Extended Study Period: with my favorite teacher!

That's great. ^^ I get my easy going class once a day.


Sixth: Software Design and Development, Specialty Course Honors

More on that once I get there

Seventh: WEb Design and Communications, Specialty Course Honors

That's interesting. I think our teacher's trying to hard. Jackie and I are in the back of the room. I foresee lots of annoying tricks on Drew and slacking off. I hope not. Because I really can't afford to this year. --;


She's the Blade

Ouch, what's this? She's so hot. Look at her walk, who is that girl?
Oh my... I know her. Seriously, is that....
Yes ladies and Gentlemen. I officially start school on Tuesday. Expect another update tomorrow. I get my schedule. I can't wait for it. I can't sleep. >.<

You can only stagger

I'm working on two major projects right now. The statefair girl and the Contradiction Contest.
State Fair: 67% Done. I need to finish her legs and feet, and then add a background. I haven't really decided if I even like that one right now, so I may start from scratch again.
I submitted Entry forms and soon should get my tags!
CC: 30-40% I started that in a program that eats up my memory so I just haven't been motivated... Sorry.

Misery's Your Master

There are these kids that keep riding their bikes down my street. I think they're casing the neighbourhood, and I think they want my car. My beat up old station wago with the great stereo. Dad let me park in the driveway two nights ago, and they rode their bikes into our driveway today.
Tell me they aren't planning something!
I'm going to practice driving and backing up tomorrow. See if they bother me while I'm driving.

I'm Walking on Sunshine!

EVERYTHING IS FINE BETWEEN ED AND ME! Thank God. I wsa beginning to worry that Emily had ruined the best friendship I ever had with a guy.

You're the One she's After

SEND ME ROLEPLAYS. ^^ I'm bored out of my Miiiind.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

I S A I ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9911817/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9911817/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 20:31:51 PDT Breaking NEWS

Went to school and got my schedule.

First: Honors Virginia and US History
Second: Driver's Education and highway Safety ** Will be Study Hall Second Semester
Third: Honors English 11
Fourth: Advanced Algebra and Trigonmetry
Fifth: College Prep Chemistry
Extended Study Period: with my favorite teacher!
Sixth: Software Design and Development, Specialty Course Honors
Seventh: WEb Design and Communications, Specialty Course Honors

She's the Blade

Ouch, what's this? She's so hot. Look at her walk, who is that girl?
Oh my... I know her. Seriously, is that....
Yes ladies and Gentlemen. I officially start school on Tuesday. Expect another update tomorrow. I get my schedule. I can't wait for it. I can't sleep. >.<

You can only stagger

I'm working on two major projects right now. The statefair girl and the Contradiction Contest.
State Fair: 67% Done. I need to finish her legs and feet, and then add a background. I haven't really decided if I even like that one right now, so I may start from scratch again.
CC: 30-40% I started that in a program that eats up my memory so I just haven't been motivated... Sorry.

Misery's Your Master

There are these kids that keep riding their bikes down my street. I think they're casing the neighbourhood, and I think they want my car. My beat up old station wago with the great stereo. Dad let me park in the driveway two nights ago, and they rode their bikes into our driveway today.
Tell me they aren't planning something!
I'm going to practice driving and backing up tomorrow. See if they bother me while I'm driving.

You're the One she's After

SEND ME ROLEPLAYS. ^^ I'm bored out of my Miiiind.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

I S A I ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9878042/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9878042/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 20:47:42 PDT
"My heart's a battle ground"

Blah... It's emo day for me. ^^ I can be thisway at least once a month. I'm female.

-Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
-Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
-Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
-Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
-Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
-Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
-Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
-Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
-A wink ---"Let's get it on"
-Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
-Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
-Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
-Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go"
-Playing with Hair(on their Head u perv)---"Tell me you love me"
-Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
-Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you"

--Advice--
-Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
-If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

--Requirements--
-Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you REALLY LIKE OR LOVE someone right now and MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you tomorrow.
Repost this as what a kiss means ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9785285/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9785285/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 18:15:38 PDT
Whositwhatsits

Mad at certain friends IRL. Won't bug you with that.

Joe leaves for college this week. Funny my heart strings aren't dancing. Maybe it's because he's freezing me out currently anyway?

Ben, oh, ben. He's a piece of work. A Fiiiiine piece of work. I want to see him again. -musemuse-

Edo still isn't talking to me. -shrug-

Online Currently

Poodlekins is back and RPing, which makes me a generally more happy person. I love to RP gives me art inspiration. Isn't that something or another?

Nautika is making things interesting with our informal. Got me on the edge of my seat, she does. Narika is engaged. Funny. I think she's getting herself into a mess that even God'll step back on. xD

Kris started sending Hogwarts again. That was a heart stopper! Arie and Draco just kissed, and it's thrilling me. ^^ I have to take sleeping pills to stop thinking about that. I mean, seriously.

Berry. I love you forever and always. Have a time at the opera.

So I heard from a certain digital birdie...

Open Canvas, I know. It's cosuming me. Fear not, I've added some extra pieces to tide you over until my hunger is quenched. although, I do have other obligations that I am inclined to do, so... I don't know. These late nights are killing me. I went to bed at two because I was working on Had and Rika, and woke up at 6:30, for no reason. Then I couldn't sleep. Ridiculous.

Marry Me, Please.

Um. If you want to request or trade, just like, note me or something.

{Promise to Update More soon}

Pimp My Art +

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

Isai ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9752857/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9752857/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 20:02:22 PDT Narika Madelinne Celestia

2. What is your character's name in another language?
I kinda made up the first and last part, so um I don't know. I guess it's a French-y name.

3. How old is he/she?
Twenty-Three

4. What is your character's race/species?
Human... And a wingless, fallen angel/

5. Do they have a crush?
Yes. Hadrian.

6. Do they have many friends?
Ha- No.

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth/Heaven

8. What does your character like to eat?
Chocolate.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Chocolate

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Vodka, and Cosmos.

11. Is your character annoying?
Only sometimes.

12. Name 5 most annoying thngs about your character
Childish, Foolish, Demanding, Clingy, Vindictive.

13. Is your character loved? (as in does anyone have a crush on them?)
We really, honestly don't know.

14. Is your character hated?
I don't know about that either.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
She's becoming emo. Hadrian is making her emo.

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Very straight.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Yes, and she hates every minute of it.

18. Name 3 hobbies
1. Reading
2. Drinking/Eating
3. Pestering hadrian

19. Is your character normal?
What's normal again?

20. Is your character attractive?
Lots of people think so.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
... She can hide them well, but if she feels strongly she's a basket case.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Angel.

23. Does your character overreact?
When does she not?

24. Is your charcter a criminal?
No. Damn goody-too-shoes. WAIT. She's a homewrecker.

25. Does your character go to school?
Never

26. What's his/her IQ?
Not very much.

27. Does your character have a desease/curse?
... She's destined to be hated/not fall in love. God damned her.

28. Is your character dead?
Not right now. it's her second life.

29. Does your character have a family?
No.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in her life?
Only every second of every day.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
She hasn't expirienced one yet. Or that one kiss with Had. That or when they first met.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character the most?
No one. That's a terrible life to wish on someone

33. Is your character single?
Oooooh yeah. Got anyone for her?

34. Has he/she devoloped any relationships?
... Not really.

35. Does he/she have an element?
No.

36. Do you rolplay your character?
Not any serious ones. Just with E.

37. Do you write about your character?
Yeah. I feel the way she does sometimes.

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Hell Yeah

39. Does your character get depressed?
When is she not.

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
... She doesn't like animals.

41. Does your character have any fears?
Rejection, hated, violation, falling in love, being around crowds, God.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Attention and touching.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
... Joe. Her older adopted sister.

44. Does your character like music?
Especially Panic! at the Disco.

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
EmoPunk or pop/

46. Is he/she impatient?
Yeah, all the time.

47. What's something funny about your character?
She puts herself out there like a prostitue, and still doesn't get any.

48. Name 5 nicknames
Rika
Ri
Naru
Kay
Woman.

49. Does your character curse?
Only when she's upset.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"Way to expose me." -eyeroll- "This... Is so... Violating." ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9752637/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9752637/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 19:41:31 PDT
1. People you know offline/real life don't count.
2. Do not say something like "Their art rox!" At least say something more complex, and go into detail of why.
3. If you are one of the five people complimented, then you are TAGGED! Therefore you must take this quiz as well.
4. You can tag people other than those you mentioned, even deviants you know from offline."


1. The most amazing girl I have ever met. She's got beautiful oekaki art, and a great persona. I love her unicorn stuff, people aparently do too because they gave her tons of giftart (me included). Poor dear's being put through hell, and doesn't deserve a minute of it. I LOVE YOU!

2. So she is a friend OFFLINE, I broke a rule, but seriously. We can be right next to each other and be online and noting each other. xD I envy her rping skills, and she'll even risk being a biohazard for her art.

3. We just met, but she's super-dooper-uber nice and I'm coloring her web comics. ^_^ I like talking to her, and being consigned to color.

4. I absolutely adore this girl. She's a great friend to talk to. I also love it when we RP. ^^ DRACOxARIE; KRISxAIDEN! ^_^ Pixels are her best attribute, I think. Go look for yourself.

5. She's an amazing photographer and she's younger than me! How funny we have the same name, too! i think I'm running out of people.

6. He's been so sweet to me this entire time, and he gives great advice from a guy's point of view. Check out his super sweetness! ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9742582/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9742582/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 22:40:05 PDT
When I go through a drastic change in my life, I usually change my avatar, and my name. Well, I'm doing both. Tonight. Say goodbye to MJ and LOVE. BEcause they are both gone.

How do you feel about...
I chose Isai. Do you like it?

I don't know what else to do anymore. I'm over this.

I less than Three...
Tonight, at church Youth Group, when I was hanging with my girls (like, in the Ashlee Simpson Song), and then I got left alone after retiring a table from the lawn. We were having a cookout, it ended, we were cleaning up. It's gettting dark.
I head over to hang with some friends. A boy, and three girls, one of whom I thought was a great friend (now I know better), and someone I didn't know. Long story short, they're talking, conversation ends, and three walk away, boy and two girls. Two join, girls. The someone new introduces himself upon my request. His name is ben. He's about 5'6/5'9, Blonde, really light and shiny, and stickyoutty, skaterish, very nice lips and teeth. Blue eyes.
He says he has to leave. I say good bye, double checking his name, and outstretched my hand to wave. He grabs it and shakes it, and double checks my name, both girls, and the says goodbye to all of us (WHILE HOLDING MY HAND) He watched us until we were out of vantage point, and I hope he comes back. He was a perfect gentlemen, and I want to hold his hand again. -^^-

[Will update again Soon]

Requests and Trades, whatnot

Contradiction Contest: 47 % Complete

Aria: Questionable: 100% Complete

Haddy-Bear: 100% Complete

Nana Takara: 100% Complete
-----> By the way, I'm supposed to be coloring for A lot more often now. Exciting isn't it? Yay.

Did I leave something out? <--- CORRECT ME, PLEASE

What's shakin' Babe?

School's starting soon. I'm single. I haven't finished my school work and my friends (IRL) are bugging the hell out of me. Find me a better life on Ebay please?

I'm apparently some rude self consumed biznatch. Is that true? Tell me the truth please.
Someone is really starting to piss me off with this shit, you know. I try to be nice, and recover, and WHAM. Someone I thought was great, slams me with this crap about being rude and vindictive, and inconsiderate. Hell if I know what she's talking about.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ] ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9738446/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9738446/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 14:49:54 PDT
" I'm making this up as I go along. Feel free to steal it if you like, but if you wish to indulge me, post on my journal that you have, and ask anyone that steals it from you to do the same so I can look at your journal, then theirs, then whoever steals it from their's... To see if it spreads at all(which I kind of doubt).
Anyway, this is one of those annoying question things. Let your IC answer. (Yeah, I know I'm retarded)

Anyway. Here we go:"

General

Full name: Narika Madelinne Celestia
Age: Twenty Three
Hair Color: Honey Blonde
Eye Color: I guess they're green.
Other Striking Characteristics: WEll, um... See, I have these great jagged scars underneath my shoulder blades where my wings used to be. >.>
Family: I'm adopted. I have a sister, not a real one, her name is Joe. oO;
Love Life: Men look at me and see a pretty face. I can't get any. Ever.
Clothing Style of Choice: ... I dunno, It varies often. Something softly colored (pale blue, or pale pink) and sheer.
Where You Picture Yourself to be in Ten Years: ... Nowhere. I'll still be the exact same, except... No. Still the same.

Personality

What You Think of You: I'm a nice person, with a bland personality.
What Others Think of You: They pretty much think I'm a whore.
Thing You Hate Most About Yourself: ... My personality.
Thing Others Hate Most About You: They can't use me?
Favorite Thing About Yourself: ... I give good advice.
Others' Favorite Thing About You: ... They don't have one.

Favorite Things

Favorite Food: Chocolate..
Favorite Color: Pink.
Favorite Drink: Vodka.
Favorite Song(s): Time to Dance, by Panic! at the Disco, and 'Let it Die' by Three Days Grace

Least Favorite Things

Pet Peeve: ... People calling me a whore.
Arch Enemy: Raphael.
Worst Feeling: Emptyness.
Worst Taste: Brownies and Lemonade.
Worst Fear(s): Osiris. Falling in Love.

Sex(Optional)

Biggest Turn-ons
In a Person: pretty eyes, soft hair, soft skin, a nice ass
Things: Roses, wine, bath tubs, silk sheets, scented candles.
Biggest Turn-offs
In a Person: Bad teeth, abuse
Things: Blindfolds,, rape, sharp objects in general
Best Lay: Haven't expirienced that yet.
Worst Lay: Or that.
Most Favorite Thing of All: ... Nothing.
Least Favorite Thing of All: Wouldn't know.

People and Interaction

First Love: Hadrian..
First Lust: Don't really expirience that.
First Friend: Joe
Current Love: ... I don't think you need to know.
Current Lust: Don't really have it..
Current Friend(s): I don't like to list them out.

Hobbies

What do you do the most often? Read.
Favorite Hobby: Listening to harp music.
Least Favorite Hobby: sitting and watching the grass grow
Thing You Wish You Could Do More: ... If you know me, you'll know.
Thing You Wish You Could Do Less Often: Be alone ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9714024/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9714024/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 14:04:07 PDT
1. Name: Sara
2. Nickname: Aijou, MJ, Mistress Jo, Jojo, Pigeon
3. Birthday: July 9th
4. Place of Birth: Virginia
5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: Junior, sexeh
8. Schools you went to: Elementary and middle school finished. High school is being worked on. (-keeps Erika, and Cait's answer 'cause she's lazy-)
9. Occupation: Student, Babysitter, Cindereffingrella.
10. Residence: My house.
11. Screen Names: SkitzoJoe, Bloodyblackroses, Aredredrose, many others. xD

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: Dark Brown with several different shades of highlights.
13. Hair Length: An inch or so past my shoulders
14. Eye colour: Brown, and constantly changing.
15. Best Feature: ...Gorgeous smile, what else
16. Height: 5 ' 3"
17. Braces?: Not any more.
18. Glasses?: Yes.
19. Piercings?: earrings.
20. Tattoos: Bite me, just kidding, none.
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty, always and forever.

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Hayden.
23. First Award: ... I won a citizenship award in kindergarten, and fashion model in daycare
24. First Sport You Joined: gymnastics.
25. First Pet: We had a dog when I was a babe.
26. First Real Vacation: Florida. o_o When I was little.
27. First Concert: ... Good Charlotte.
28. First Love: ... Joe (-sigh- WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME LOSER!).

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: Pay It Forward, The Last Unicorn, Titan A.E..
30. TV Show: Friends, Kyle XY, and so many more.... CSI LAS VEGAS
31. Colour: Metallic Pink: Mafusion.
32. Rapper: ... I hate rap with every bone in my body. -stare-
33. Band: Panic! At the Disco, Three Days Grace, and D.H.T.
34. Song Right Now: 'The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage' by P!atD, "Riot" by TDG, a few that I can't think of right now. o.o
35. Friend: I don't pick favorites... EDOT!
36. Candy: Dark Chocolate Sticks
37. Sport to Play: I don't do sports. >>
38. Restaurant: Rojo Lobster xD
39. Favorite brand to wear: Evanescence
40. Store: EB Games, gimme my game and anime
41. School Subject: English.
42. Animal: Babies.
43. Book: 'Jane Eyre.'
44. Magazine: CosmoGirl
45. Shoes: My inverted Convsere and bubblegum hooker heels xD.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Worn Out.
47. Single or Taken?: Single, but saddened by it.
49. Eating: New York Peppermint Patty.
50. Drinking: Water
51. Typing: ... A Rp
52. Online?: yes.
53. Listening To: "Gone Forever" by Three Days Grace
54. Thinking About: Whether or Not I've done this before.
55. Wanting To: Go out. Or drive.
56. Watching: my hands hit the keyboard.
57. Wearing: Tee shirt, undergarmets, and jeans,

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids? At least 3.
59. Want to be Married: Yes. To someone I love.
60. Careers in Mind: Artist, Somethign in advertising, writer.
61. Where do you want to live?: Venice, Versailles, Russia?
62. Car: Something small and sporty

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: Definately Blond, gimme it.
64. Hair length: Short, but not like, buzzed.
65. Eye colour: Anything, as long as he has dark eyebrows.
66. Measurements: ... Not fat.
67. Cute or Sexy: Either or. I'll take both as well.
68. Lips or Eyes: ...Both? Or either.
69. Hugs or Kisses: I perfer to be held, kissing is nice though.
70. Short or Tall: SHORT. Nomoretall'uns.
71. Easygoing or serious: ... Easy-going. Laugh with me.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both at the same.
74. Sensitive or Loud: ... I don't know. Sensitive?
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship. Although, right now, I'd go for anything. xD Nosex.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Depends.


___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: No.
79. Had Alcohol: Yes.
80. Smoked: Ew no.
81. Ran Away From Home: Once. Across the street, the caught me.
82. Broken a bone: Nope.
85. Broken Someones Heart:... I'd rather not talk about it.
86. Broken Up With Someone: .. Unfortunately.
87. Cried When Someone Died: Everytime.
88. Cried At School: Yes. when that kid died.

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: Of course..
90. Miracles: Yes.
91. Love At First sight: .... Again... I'd rather not say.... Yes.
93. Aliens: I don't want to..
94. Soul Mates: Yep.
95. Heaven: Yup.
96. Hell: Well, I hope there is somewhere for all the bad people.
98. Kissing on The First Date: Not a make out session, b... ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9690613/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9690613/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:33:27 PDT
I felt like I was going to throw up.
I think I did, a little in my throat.
My hand is numb, and I need some chocolate.

Pity party at MJ's house while she cries over the loss.

--> On the bright side, I wasn't really happy with the way I was doing it in the first place so now I get to start over. However, I do mourn the hour and a helf of my life that I just wasted.

Uhm, so anyone have any art requests or trades? Because... I need something to take my mind off of my heart ache and other various things..

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

Mj Out. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9677485/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9677485/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 12:09:11 PDT
[x]You perform a canon ball dive into a pool while yelling "Spirit Bomb!"

[x]Your house has an anime room.

[x]You and your friends flash peace signs and take girlish poses when you are happy.

[]You get an anime tattoo. even though you're scared of needles.

[x]Your walls are covered in wallscrolls and posters from your favorite series.

[x]If you use the term 'Kawaii' for describing everything.

[]You try to convince your girlfriend that 'cat ears' and 'tail' really looks good on them.

[x]You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese... (I know Japanese though... and speek is spelled speak)

[]You spent hours looking through your library for a copy of "The Universe of Four Gods"

[]You have legally changed your name to that of your favorite character.

[x]You wear a necklace and fall down everytime someone says sit boy. (previously, lemon)

[x]You insist on having an entrance that includes spotlights, music, and raining cherry blossoms (while you hold a rose if you're a guy).

[]Your only dream is to attend Tokyo U with a girl you haven't seen in 15 years.

[]You play an instrument and you nick name it Inuyasha

[x]For valentines day you buy a stuffed dog and make up your on japanese name for it

[x]If you get mad at you teacher and draw a picture of her as a anime demon cat

[ ]You wtch Iron Chef constanly to pick up great recipes

[ ]You've bought a twenty dollar ring in the shaped of a dragon to show off at school.

[x]You always have your hair covering your left eye and always fliping it so you look like a anime character.

[]You think that falling flat on your back with your legs in the air is a normal reaction to big news.

[x]You are worried because you don't have several desirable members of the opposite sex frantically trying to make you fall in love with them.

[]You shave a cresent moon onto your cats head, dye the cat purple, then take it to school and insist it's Luna, your talking cat.

[]You go around town trying to eat donuts and act all crazy-like, all the while saying you're Vash the Stampede.

[]To resolve a conflict, you insist in a duel.

[x]The employees at Gamestop know you, and tell you when you walk in if they've gotten a new shipment of anime DVDs.

[ ]You've gotten angry at someone and placed two fingers on your forehead shouted the word "Makanekasopo!" (specail beam cannon or light of death) and then poked them in the eye. (Probably...)

[]You waste countless amounts of hair gel to get that "Goku look"

[]You map out points in Tokyo where the Dragons of Earth might attack

[x]You believe it is possible for a person to be severly beaten in the head with a large hammer, stick, etc...and still come out alive.

[X!]You have a moment of confusion whenever you go to school because there are no girls in those tiny little skirts that come with their school uniform

[X!]You yell out 'Baka hanyou Inu-Yasha!' at your birthday party and everyone (except your parents) knows you're talking to your boyfriend. ((bwuhahahahaha! Feel my wrath darling))

[x]You tell your parents you need to stay out past curfew to save the colonies.

[x]Each time you see a stray animal, you turn your hat sideways and throw one of those plastic Pokeballs Burger King was giving out in their kids' meals yelling, "POKEBALL, GO!"

[x]You add "no da" to the end of all statements you make

[ ]The majority of your CDs are Japanese or the English version of a Japanese soundtrack or the English soundtrack of an anime that just decided that it would use English in its songs.

[]You misplace your manga and someone at school you don't even know gives it to you saying they knew it was yours.

[x You incorporate Japanese, somehow, into every class.

[x]You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you don't speak Japanese...

[x]You use random Japanese words such as baka, kawaii, and hentai.

[x]You try to read every book from right to left

[x]You take a break from watching anime to go to your computer (nicknamed Lord Conti) to download anime (for previewing purposes only! ), while visiting your favorite anime forum, while listening to Japanese webradio...

[]You call your parents Oka-san and Otou-san

[]You say ITADAKIMASU!! before you eat your meals

[x]You think that locket your boyfriend gave you will turn you into a magical girl

[x]You'll risk grounding to get a good new Manga. ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9643934/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9643934/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 09:09:09 PDT
SLAM! Gimme a new version of Deviantart with a side of confusion. >.< This is going to take some gettingused to.

* Love me or Hate me * <--- Today.
^
|
No idea what that's about. I feel emo.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

Mj Out. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9579247/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9579247/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 16:25:36 PDT ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9552610/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9552610/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:04:22 PDT
So, what the heck is this? No birthday pictures or wishes. JUST KIDDING LOVES!

OH YEAH! Almost forgot, you'll be wanting some more art won't you? I think you've been having withdrawls long enough. -blows tons of kisses- Your wish is my command!

---> IMPORTANT NOTICE <---

Please send my Roleplays. I miss those. They are the reason I ge tup in the mornings now.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9342063/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9342063/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 10:36:47 PDT
Monday: Joe and I broke up. It was mutual. We're still friends. Awkward moments ocurred. I don't mind talking about it,, as I've had plenty of Ice Cream since it happened.

Friday: Ed and I went shopping and saw the new Pirates. It was mad fun. ^_^ He's a great boy. I'm glad he's my friend. I just wish Emmy would get over him, because I'm getting tired of her buggering me for details. I know she likes him, and I do too, that way. However, I'm not ready for another serious relationship just yet, and he is. I won't get in the way. I just want to see him happy. ^_^ But it's difficult when she's pestering him left and right, and he's not interested. +CrAzYlOvEtRiAnGlE+

Sunday: My sweet birthday. ^_^ The one all teens look forward too. It was a bummer no one was in town to party it up with me, and I'm a little disappointed that there weren't an cards or extras besides the family. Ah well. At least I had a nice cake.

Now: I need to call the place where I'm supposed to get a job.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9152685/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9152685/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:38:38 PDT
Anyway, I'll be gone for a week, bunking on a gym floor, three different hotels, and a Christian school dorm room. It's going tobe insane. I haven't spent the night away in forever, so it's going to be interesting. Plus I have to take all these crazy meds with me, and I have to check them in so I don't seem like a drug dealer. AND I have to buy a new bathing suit. All the ones I own are inappropriate because they're more than one piece. -snickergiggle-

SO, I'm going to have to buy a duffel bag too. I want one that's like neon green so I will know that it is mine. AND I have to get a sleeping bag. I think the last one we bought was a barbie one. So, I want this one to be unique as well.

I'm mad excited, you can't tell though, can you?

So, poor little biscuit will be all on her own this week. Mwa. I'll try and make up for it later I promise! Have fun with your girly brother while I'm gone.

That's it for a week. Hopefully I'll have some art to bring back with me. Least of all some lovely Atlanta landscapes!

[ e.n.d.t.r.a..n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9118373/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9118373/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 17:46:30 PDT [X ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[X ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[X ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[X ] I did Gymnastics
[X ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[X] I love chocolate <3
[ ] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 7

[X] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[X ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[X ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[X] I change my icon weekly Only for msn o.O;;
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[X ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[X ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[X ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[X] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 3

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[X ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[X] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends <3
[X] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[X ] Summer is THE best season
[X ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[X ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[X ] musicians are so hot
[ ]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 7

[X] I am self-conscious
[X ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[X] my dishes get washed more than once a week XD
[X] I dont do sports x.x
[X] I HATE to run x.X
[X] I squeal when i am surprised or angry I CAN'T HELP IT!*_*
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[X] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 7

[X ] I dance a lot. Watch me groove.
[X ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[X ] I love to get dressed up
[X ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[X ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends Does texting count?
[X ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 6

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[X ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[X] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[X] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 3

[X ] I write my own music
[X] I would love to visit Hawaii
[X ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[X] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[X]I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 5

[ ] I love to gossip
[X ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[X] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other
[X ] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[X ] I love life!
[X ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[X] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[X ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 4 ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9114617/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/9114617/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 10:41:14 PDT
I'm back.
You're happy.
I'm not.
I'm together.
But we're breaking up.
I've passed with flying colors,
but I'm living in all grey.
What's wrong?
Nothing,
Well,
Except taht I'm a slave,
To my own emotions.

More later, maybe.
Note me if you care for the real meaning of this journal entry, I'm geting flack from people for posting certain things. -eyeroll-

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ

Question of the whatever...
Tell me, folks, what does a broken heart feel like? ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8914022/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8914022/ Mon, 29 May 2006 17:45:56 PDT Somehow you know it's amost too good to be true.

Guess what?
It is.

NEWSFLASH: I've got a juicy bit about he and I that you'll LOVE to hear.

Graduation and Final exams lurk as the school year draws to a close.

I'll be more alive than ever before.

I wish I had more to show for my return.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8612288/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8612288/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 13:56:40 PDT
Everything's going fine, I'm well, and my life is going great.

Much Love, MJ ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8281734/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8281734/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 06:40:21 PST
Basics

1) What's your character's name? Adorina Orabela
2)How old is he/she? 41.
3)Is your OC a boy or girl? Femme.
4)What's his/her race? Drajian.

Appearance

1)If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? Too many. She's extremely different looking.
2)Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? Yes, well, on Jijli..
3)What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? Those luminous orange eyes of hers.
4)Would you consider your OC as attractive? Well, she's a girl, so I try not to judge. But... Her race of people are just damn fine. I mean really, they are.

Personality

1)Temper? She's quick-tempered, but doesn't stay angry for long.
2)Does your character ever get depressed? Only when the man she loved left .
3)Leader or Follower? A little of both. She kinda had to follow for a while, but she was a leader in a rebel faction.
4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality? She's very curious. She wants to know exactly what's going on and why.

History

1)Did your OC have a family of any sort? Oh yes, but she ran away because she didn't want to be betrothed.
2)Is your character out on his/her own? Well, she was. Now she's residing with her husband and bastard son with another man.
3)Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events? Like you can only imagine...
4)What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? Getting together with Arxeal.

Romance

1)Single? Well, she's married, but she doesn't love him.
2)Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? Oh yes.
3)Virgin? Considering she has a son, I'm going to have to say no.
4)Does your character like flirting? If she only knew how. <3

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with? I don't know. A cat.
2)Musical Instrument? Electric guitar
3)Element? Fire.
4)Planet? Venus.

Showing the Love

1)Do you draw your character? Too often for my own good.
2)Do you write about him/her? Not out of the roleplay, an converstations with the other OoC.
3)Do you use him/her in any rpgs? Several.
4)What other ways have you appreciated your OC? I've... talked about her in class.

RANDOMIZE!

1)Is your character wanted for anything? Leading a Rebel group against her gov't.
2)What are three weaknesses in him/her? Her son, Her ex-lover, and her lack of abilities without a weapon.
3)Strengths? Mastery of a short short sword.
4)Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)? Not really.
5)What's one quirk about him/her? Quirk... Hn, she's got rather large glowing eyes, and she likes to stare. So it's kinda strange.
6)Does your character have any phobias? Dreams. She doesn't like to sleep.
7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage? Hurt her son.
8)Does your OC like chickens? SShe's never encountered one before.

The Final Question:

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like? I'm her spiritual mommy. Just call me Fae. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8209127/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8209127/ Sun, 19 Mar 2006 20:01:42 PST NEW

Pictures. I took a liking to photography while in Baltimore this weekend. So, I took a bunch of pictures at the inner harbour.

Expiriences. I can't beleive all the things I've learned, just being in a room with those people. My first real time with being in a building like you see on TV with all those unfortunate homeless people with addictions, etc.

A newfound respect. For those who dedicate their lives to God, and martyr for unappreciative people.

Feelings. For Joe, and I know your sick of hearing about it, but trips like HUM are just too emotional for me to handle alone. I was so glad he went.

Stories. Bought one in Baltimore. It’s titled Angus, Thongs, and Full Frontal Snogging by Louise Renisson. Then I co-authored one with a friend. Read it here: [link] .

[ Baltimore, Maryland ]

March 18, 2006

Choir took a three and a half hour trip up to Maryland. We went to Helping Up Missions, for those of you that have been there or live in the area. We had a seven to nine pm concert, and arrived there at three thirty. We were allowed to walk around the inner harbour for a while.

So, the bus ride there was long, and loud. I ended up with a lot of the middle schoolers and freshman. I mean, there were a couple upper classmen and leaders in the front of the bus. I ended up with a group of my friends, so it was all okay. And no, for all of you wondering, Joe didn’t ride with me. We weren’t close enough in line when we boarded. So, we couldn’t ride together at all. It wouldn’t have mattered anyway, because we had to sit with the same gender on the way home. “No snuggling” were Cara exact words.

I had fun nonetheless, on the way home. I bought a book in the Barnes and Noble, and my friend wanted me to read it aloud to her. So, for an hour and a half, I read my book aloud to the girl next to me. We shared a blanket, and curled up comfortablely. We were sooooo tired.

Lemme start from the beginning. We had practice, and then loaded on to the buses. IT was really loud most of trip. But I plugged in my ipod and played gameboy, so it was okay. Then the ast 45 minutes of the trip we sung together collectively, the songs for the concert.

So we got to the inner harbour and Micah says we have about two hours. Joe finds me and a group of about 9 of us went roaming about. We went to Five guys at the mall and had lunch. Then the group went to ‘The Body Shop’ and the girls were playing in the makeup. The boys were slightly uncomfortable so D’mi is like, Hey, call me when you’re done in here, we’re going to the Knife Shop. They started to leave and Joe hung around. I turned around and I was like, “Hey, don’t feel obligated to stay with me, you can go hang with the boys if you want, we’re going to stay in here for a while.” He gave me the greatest look. You know one of those looks a boy gives you that makes you want to just go over and kiss him. Like, he looked so grateful. Like he knew that I knew what he was thinking. I’ll stop now, but all of you that have experienced this with someone will know exactly what I’m talking about.

Then we went and tried on perfumes, and there was this one perfume that smelled like you do when you’ve been with a guy. It’s like, you went on this date and got really close to him, or like when Joe wore my oversized hoody to the Reliant K concert. Then after he’s gone, and you’re getting ready for bed and you take your clothes off but you don’t want to wash them because it smells of his lingering aftershave/cologne. Yeah… That’s what the perfume smelled like. The funniest part was that the boys couldn’t smell it. And that totally sealed the deal.

So, then we hung around and rambled. We went to Barnes and noble, and the guys teased me about my taste in books. But it’s cool because I love being funny with my friends. Then we had to get back on the buses. Joe hugged me and got on his bus, and then the rest of us got on ours.

[ Helping Up Missions ]

I grew up in a decent side of town, so I’ve never had any real run ins with the unfortunate people that I saw yesterday. They wore so many l... ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8191725/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8191725/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 19:28:33 PST
Are you tall?: No. Short, short, short.
Do you have long hair?: Jaja. Soon it'll be to my butt.
Are you still in your teens: Gah! Almost done with them... Like a couple more years.
What is your favourite part of your body?: I like my teeth, because their straight.
What type of clothing do you usually where?: Comfy, temperature appropriate.
What type of fingers do you have?: Short.
What size shoe are you: EIght and a half
If you have a choice what part of your body would you change?: The length of my legs.
Do you wear make up?: When I'm not sick, so most every day
Describe your personality: Chipper.

Relationships

What do you prefer girls or boys?: I kinda like boys more.
A majority of your friends are....: My friends are girlies, but I share Joe's boy friends.
did you ever kiss the same sex?: Sometimes.
How old were you when you had your first kiss?:Fifteen.
How many bf/gf did you have?: Two.
Do you have one now?: Yes.
Do you ever plan to get married?: Eventually.
Will you have kids?: Yes, several. I really want twins.
What do you look for in a guy/girl?: Personality, Intelligence, Humor, Blonde hair, dark eyebrows, height, a british accent, clear complexion...
Family Life

How many in your family?: Mum, da, bro, 2 dogs
How old are they?: Dad - 43..I think Mom - 42 Scott- 8
Do you all live together: ^^ Jaja.
What type of house do you live in?: Capecod xD
Do you have pets?: Mini Schounazer, and Mutt.
Do they have names?: Mini = George , Mutt = Amelia (princess mia)
Who is in your house at the moment?: My family
Do you have your own bedroom?: D'oh. ^^
How many bathrooms do you have?: 2.

Randomness

Can you drive a car?: Dang straight!
Can you touch your nose with your tounge?: No, but my mommy can.
Can you put your legs around your neck: No, but my boyfriend can. It's wiiiierd.
What are you fanatical about now?: Now? Er, Tim Burton.
Why?: Because he's a genius.
Do you curse alot?: When I'm angry.
When was the last time you cursed out loud?: When i was playing a game and I lost.
Filled out one of the questions.
What are you going to do now: Finish up this quiz and then sleeeeep, so i can go to baltimore.
Did you enjoy this quiz?: Tcha, tcha. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8158568/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8158568/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 17:04:44 PST
I needed to post something new.

[ insert more interesting things here ]

.1. My new fanfiction account.
--> With your consent, and proper credit any fanbased RPs will be submitted as stories, because they're too daggon good.
--> [link] ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8118989/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8118989/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 08:45:53 PST "Knowing something and not telling anyone is the same as not knowing anything at all." -- Mr. Lawon

5.2k Baby
is an Anime Artist
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is a deviant since Apr 5, 2005, 4:47 PM
has 5,200 pageviews
is located in United States
is online
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Quiz thingeh

What time:
1) Is it?: 11:37 AM
2) Did you wake up this morning?: 5am..
3) Was your last phone call?: Last night when Dad called at 6:14.
4) Did you eat supper?: 6:47
5) Did you last talk to your parent?: 7:47 this morning.
6) Did you log in?: I never logged off
7) Is it now? (XD) : 11:38

How long ago:
8) Did you first meet your best friend?: 13 years ago.
9) Did you last get sick?: Like vommit... Years, I was cold sick last week.
10) Did you last attend school? I'm in school now.
11) Did you get your personal pet?: Two years ago this summer
12) Did you have your last desert?: ... Five minutes ago
13) Did you eat your last cookie?: OMG! Like Five minutes
14) Was your last doctor appointment?: Two weeks ago.I visit more doctors than a cancer patients.

What is your Favorite:
15) Color?: Black/Red/Green/Silver
16) Song?: Currently "This is Halloween" Danny Elfman
17) Language?: Slovakian/Russian
18) Word?: Presently
19) Shirt?: The one that looks like a lingerie top
20) Show?: Grey's Anatomy
21) T.V/ Anime character?: Errrr... I guess Phoebe from Friends.
22) Book?: The True Confessions of Charlotte Dole.
23) Song?: GARG! The song of the family then.
24) Person?: ... Just one? Biscuit. No. JOE. >.< I can't decide.
25) Possession?: A bottle of perfume: Bottled Emotion Pretty

What do you think of:
26) School?: I enjoy it
27) Friends?: The ones that show up at birthday parties are saints..
28) Toe Socks?: They don't fit my feet
29) Bondage?: Eheheh... Oh who? Bishounen need it. Constantly.
30) This Quiz?: I took it, didn't i?

Random question time!
31) How old are you?: Almost 16
32) If you could do anything, what would it be?: World Famous singer. So then I wouldnt feel bad about putting my picture on the internet..
33) Who do you want to hug the most? Fictional or non-fictional: Arxeal. No, no, no! I know! Sowa. OwO Sora from KH. xD In real life, my Joejoe. I miss him..
34) Would you ever go Bungee Jumping?: No. Unless I was ready to die..
35) Say the first word that comes to mind: Mesmerized.


SHOUT OUT

:iconKirsten-kun: My darling. Hope everything's going your way...

quite possibly the most beautiful person I have ever met. Inside and out. I love her to pieces. She deserves so much more out of life. <3 I wish I could buy you a million gifts and offer them to you shyly one at a time, darling.

my Counterpart in life... For creating the uncreatable... My linguist, my best perverse lunchmate... The Berrycademy's very own... Biscuit. Mucho Love.

To the rest, to come.

Joe's gone today, so I really miss him. He hasn't texted me back.

The title is from an amazing poem. You should go read it --> [link]

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8082670/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8082670/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 13:52:07 PST BEGIN RANT

OMG! I can't stand this! This really bothers me! My friend is talking about committing suicide. If you remember from January, another one of my friend's did it. He shot himself in the side of the head.
Now Emily is talking about cutting, and drowning herself. I can't stand to listen to any of it! I felt the pain! I felt this emotion, despair, washing over me again. Pray, my friends. I don't think I'll be able to survive if she does something. I'm so goddamned worried about her, I can't think straight!
Just hte word 'suicide' makes me queasy. It's taken almost two months to get to where i can talk about it without getting choked up. And now, she's talking about it like no big deal? It is a big deal. Overdosing can kill. Drowning kills.
Damn it. >.> I can't get it! What about her life sucks so bad that she wants to hurt every one of us? Does she wanna put me through counselling? Does she really? I gotta know why. Write me a letter. MAKE ME FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

.// END RANT

So, on the flip side, Joe's been walking me to class.
Classes are going great!

We almost won the regional! It was so amazing! Two points! And we won an award. It was for the way we designed our robot. I am so PROUD to be a PIRATE! YAR! I'll up load my designs for spirit buttons for next year.

So, I'm going to Maryland I think. ^_^ To sing. I can't wait!

[link] <-- The Truly Amazing Mr. Darcy

[.edit.]
I need a myspace to place all my test results.

That's all for now.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ OUT ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8081016/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8081016/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 06:20:23 PST
• F A S H I O N | S T U F F •
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Pretty much anywhere, but if I got money Hot Topic/ Kohl’s
Any tattoos or piercing: Ears, lobes. >.<
What is your sexiest outfit: I have this really great pleated skirt and a lingerie looking top. I wear that with fishnet hose, and black pumps.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Bongo jeans, with a LP band tee, and my converse.
What do you usually wear?: Jeans, and a tee shirt.


• F A V O R I T E S •
Colors: Black, silver, red, green
Food: Crab and Coke
Subjects: English and history
Animals: I like puppies and kittens. O_O

• R E L A T I O N S H I P S •
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: A man in my life, damn straight.
What is your longest relationship? It’ll be a year in Mai.
What was your shortest relationship? Ur… o_o I think it was that 2 months summer flingeh…

• H A V E | Y O U | E V E R •
Given anyone a bath?: I- Meh puppy…
Smoked?: Second hand.
Bungee jumped?: Too high.
Made yourself throw up?: ew. Nu.
Skinny-dipped?: In your dreams
Ever been in love?: I don’t say the L-word
Pictured your crush naked?: o_o Not all of him, there was a censored box.
Cried when someone died?: Who doesn’t?
Fallen for your best friend?: V.V Yes.
Been rejected?: Yes. ;_;
Rejected someone?: I felt really bad aftwards.
Used someone?: o_o I’m not that kind of girl.
Done something you regret?: Everyday.

• C U R R E N T •
Clothes: White long sleeved shirt, jeans, studded belt, checkered converse.
Music: “Every time we touch” – Cascada
Smell: Ick, school.
Desktop picture: Blue – Standard for school.
CD in player: The songs for choir.
DVD in player: Pride and Prejudice

• L A S T | P E R S O N •
You touched: Joe. He hugged me.
Hugged: ...... I just said.
You IMed: Poodlekins.
You yelled at: The kids on the bus, talking about my mother.

• A R E | Y O U •
Understanding: About somethings.
Open-minded: Sometimes
Arrogant: Depends
Secure: Definitely.
Random: … Maybe. –shifteh eyes-
Hungry: ALWAYS >.<
Smart: Cha.
Moody: The definition of my star sign
Shy: Only around people I don't know
Difficult: People say I am.
Attractive: I don’t think so, but some guys tell me otherwise.
Obsessed: Depends on the subject
Angry: yes.
Sad: Yes. Because, I’m still not over his death.
Happy: Content.
Hyper: Been eating pockeh..
Trusting: Yes.

• W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A •
Kill?: Colly-san
Slap: Tuck. T3h bastard.
Get really wasted with?: My- Nobody…
Get high with?: Only sugar-high. Maybe Alex-san and Lizeh.
Talk to offline: Joejoe… Or So-naa… Kris.
Talk to online: everyone
Sex it up with: o_o I don’t wanna be prego.

• R A N D O M •
In the morning I: am a biatch.
All you need is: To be touched. Not in perverted ways.
I dream about: Singing.

• W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R •
Coke or Pepsi: Always Coke
Flowers or candy: … Flowers. Roses.
Tall or short: Because I’m short…

• W H O •
Makes you laugh the most: Alex… Everytime we talk
Makes you smile: Joe.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Joe.

• D O | Y O U | E V E R •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? I used to.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: If there was a really fine gay guy.
Wish you were younger: No. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8041213/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/8041213/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 19:42:05 PST
Joe kissed me... IN SCHOOL! On the cheek before he left for his internship, after walking me to English so I could finish a quiz. I love my Mister.
He's coming to my competetion on Saturday to watch our robot compete... =3 And then i'm going to tie him down and force him to watch Pride and Prejudice with me, because he will if i make him. <3

I love She's a beautiful person, and I'm going to do something special for her...

Needs to reply, because I love her, and Draco kissed Arie, and I want to know!

I absolutely adore for helping Addy find a man...

Now if only would give Narika someone to lurve...

OH! And who can forget ?! She's AMAZING! Roleplaying with me... <3!!!!!

Who am I forgetting... Y'all know I love you right...



OH YEAH! Great new person of the week... Want to get to know her.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ Out

PS. Won't it be cute when I tell the boy from Benedictine that I'll have to take a rain check on the date he's going to ask me out on because I'm already seeing someone? xD Who said Sara doesn't have men after her?! Huh?! BITE MY ASS COLIN! ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7980745/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7980745/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:45:43 PST
>.< I can't talk. My nose is stopped up and running at the same time (how does that happen?!), I'm coughing, but the expectorant doesn't work... To make it all worse... I really want to go out this weekend. Maybe I can con mom into making comfort foods and going over to Joe's friday with a couple dvds...
Or he can come over here and we can veg out here. We can lay around and eat sick-nourishing foods. =3

I didn't go to school today. o_O
I need a job.
I need money for a prom dress.
I need to memorize scripture.
I need to go to voice lessons.
I need to do my homework.
I need to do my consultant of the week project.
This mean I have to go to school tomorrow. Damn.

Oh no... My health seems depleted. I need to go lay down and regain it. An hour nap should suffice.

[ [link].n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ out of commission until furthur notice. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7955294/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7955294/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 17:19:39 PST 'Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times we've been through them all,
you make me rise when i fall.'

Valentine's was a sucess.
I'm dumping Robotics.
I can drive on the road.
School's going better.
I'm going to a chiropractor.
I'm obsessed with 'Everytime We Touch' by Cascadas and 'Unwritten' by Natasha Bedingfield

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

Mj Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7924426/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7924426/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 10:26:12 PST ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7924425/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7924425/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 10:26:07 PST
o Years roleplaying: I started... I guess it's been five years now.

o Favorite three characters? Naziera, Adorina, and Aria.

o Least favourite character? Lian, I'm kinda of over her now..

o Male or female characters? I usually play female..

o Oldest character? Lian, or Nazi, I've had them for ever...

o Newest character? Adorina. I just made her up last year.

o Most popular character? Joe. She's the one I use the most.

o Character you've never played? Wolfe. I just don't like to play him much.

Which character of yours would be most likely to...
o Jump off a bridge? Joe. She'd do it in a heart beat.
o Get drunk and pass out? Kyi Tsubasa, silly drunkard.
o Kill somebody in a very unorthodox way? Nazi. She's actually an assassin. Married to an assassin. Her whole family... are assassins.
o Get married? Narika. She's desperate.
o Be far too hyper for their own good? narika.
o Rape somebody? Vincent Valtrimere. He's very.. ja..
o Be raped? Maeve. She shouldn't hang around with them drow.
o Get lost and refuse to ask for directions? Cale. silly boy.
o Get lung cancer? Joe, or Kyi!
o Star in a horror movie? Adorina.
o Star in a whore movie? Joe.
o Star in a video game? Nazi.
o Make the world a better place? Lian? Oo?
o Have a torrid gay love affair? Rai.

Relate each word to a character of yours.
o Love: Nazi. She's the only one happily married..
o Hate: Adorina. She's very spiteful.
o Money: Lian, she has lots of it.
o Seduction: Nazi. Her husband loves her very much.
o Lies: Adorina. People lie to her all the time.
o Tragedy: Lian.
o Manipulation: Josephina.
o Violence: Nazi.
o Politics: Nazi. XDD
o Fire: Ebony.
o Ice: Lycilia.

Would you ever...
o Play a prostitute? I had, once before.
o Play a musician? Yeah.
o Play a pilot? Kyi was a pilot.
o Play a homosexual? Well, gee, I guess I would.
o Play a pedophile? No.
o Play a politician? If there was a good reason and sitation for it, sure.
o Create a character for the sole purpose of smut? That really isn't my thing. ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7892660/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7892660/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:25:03 PST Joe got me a rose for Valentine's day, so sweet.
Build a bear was a complete blast. - I'll upload a picture of Addy.
I'm passing all my classes.
I have a B in French.
Robotics is in a couple of weeks.
My parents are paying for half of choir tour.
I'm going to Prom again.

[e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7880795/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7880795/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 07:14:35 PST

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my leg, where I fell in heels on Halloween when I as a little girl

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Lots and lots of Orlando Bloom posters, and some rock stars. Paint, calendars, and more…

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It’s cute. I’ve got a random picture screensaver, and it’s blue… The lights blink green and red sometimes.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Everything except rap and country. Oh yeah and heavy metal.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
4:23 am.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Joe. O_o

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My first kiss….

8. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
I think so.

9. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF?
Joe..

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Elizabeth

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I sleeo with a nightlight.

12. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A mint.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Victoria’s secret Romantic Wish.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Blonde hair, with dark eyebrows. I don’t particularly care for the color of his eyes.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Niether, if you don’t mind.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Crab legs.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Emily. By having a boyfriend.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
French.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU:
Christmas gifts. A rattle maybe?

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
M boyfriend.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Yes, and it’s really odd.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Tripp, Bongo, and Exhilaration.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
BMW.

26. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
That is an excuse for blogs. Which sucks. Why would I have one?

27. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?
Stalked an actor in a play. I called him ‘Red Chap Man’ and stole his hat numerous times.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes, and I’d let him break my heart too.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
A poem, followed by a gentle kiss.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
99.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Blondes all the way. For boys.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
My mothers.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Fingertapping.

34 . HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN?
No. 34.5 . HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE STATE YOU LIVE IN?
Why, Yes, Yes I have. (OKay, Kris ADDED that. )

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
My love.

36. FIRST JOB?
Hopefully not Ukrops.

37. EVER OWNED A BUNNY? HOW MANY?
No. They reproduce like crazy.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
… Maybe.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Listening to French class.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Butt reduction.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I have nothing better to do.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My singing voice.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
o_o Nothing, because I’m not an alcoholic.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A romantic evening with my boyfriend..

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Three or more. ^_^

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My grandmothers.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Absolutely.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
thumb.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Last night.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It’s beautiful.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
ham. .

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Cracking my knuckles.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
NSYNC

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Tscha. Because I’m amazing.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Yep.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes. Unfortunately.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Crying.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Joe’s house.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No.
~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7831744/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7831744/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 18:36:28 PST Thanks to everyone who responded to my last journal. I love everyone of you. Especially those of you who cared enough to ask and give me advice. It really made me feel great.

Just to Let You Know
My parents had a long discussion tonight about everything. From school, grades, and extracurriculars to what I need to do. We talked about what needs to be done, and what I haven't been doing. We discussed time management and homework, and stress relievers. They agreed to be more supportive and help me manage instead of saying "If you don't do THIS then you can't do THAT" without helping me. So, we're all squared away. Joe even called RIGHT AS WE ENDED THE CONVERSATION. xD Phone rung and I was wiping away tears. I picked it up and sounded fine.

If you want to know what Joe and I talked about we decided about V-day!), then give me a note.

Coming Up Soon

Well, I have the scanner hooked up, but I'm not home in the evenings to scan what I've been doing, so you'll ahve to wait.
Valentine's day: Joe's present. I'm working on it. It should be done on Friday night. So excited.
Robotics Competetion. So excited! I can hardly contain myself.
Youth Choir. More time away from here. Gaspage, I know.

So, what's this mean?
Same as always. Less time for art and you guys.

I love everyone.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s..m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7811062/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7811062/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 16:16:45 PST
<3 MJ ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7794624/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7794624/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 21:25:01 PST
Note: I was pissed were weren't going alone.
Note: There was only one other couple.
Note: I went into this thinking that PDA was overrated.
Note: I wished and wished for my very first kissed to happen before sweet 16.

Well, Joe and I, and a couple, and a few friends went to see Harry Potter in the Imax.

I'm going to make this short:

We all layed in the floor for OPTIMUM viewage. This was the order we were laying in:

William and his girl on the left, Joe, and I, and then Chris.

What happened
You know when Fleur kisses Ron and Harry after the second task. William kissed his girl, and then Joe leaned over and kissed me.
Immediantly I go: THIS IS SO GOING ON MY DEVIANTART TONIGHT

So then, we eat at friendly's. I caught the bill, because he's going away for a while. Missions trips. Psh. He takes me home. I tell him what a great time I had in the car.

What Happened
Hope you've been following this story, because it's a damn good one .

Joe walks me up the drive way, and puts his arm around me. He walks me to the porch. We're standing on the porch. 1/2 a second and he leans in to hug me. I think he's hugging me. I feel lips and hear a sound! He's kissed me! >.> Damn it, I made him miss. So after we do that, I leaned back, and we're smiling, and then I'm like "C'mere." And I leaned in and he leaned in, and LIP TO LIP!

My life is complete

Is this real?

Damn, I love Fridays.

[ e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n ]

MJ Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7752998/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7752998/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 15:40:40 PST
1. If you like Her .. ASK HER OUT already.

2. when you hug her,
put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST
and hold her close.

3. when you WALK next to her,
get as CLOSE as you can to her.

4. if she's the only one in your life,
TELL HER.

5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her,
love her,
or think about her.

6. give her presents and
cards for no reason,
SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR...
ALWAYS.

7. if she hangs up on you,
call her right back.

8. always offer to pay,
if she says NO twice,
then let her pay but
make a deal that you get
to pay next time (date offer too!).

9. kiss her lightly every
chance you get.

10. look in her eyes and kiss
her on the lips, forehead,
or nose.

11. if she says she's cold,
don't be an idiot and say "me too"
and stand there, give her
your jacket or just simply
hold her in your arms.

12. don't force her to do anything
she's not comfortable with.

13. invite her to dinner or
somewhere where you can talk

14. when she fidles with
her keys that means kiss her!
shes bored give her something to do!
its like a girl code

15. Always tell her you LOVE
her ONLY IF U REALLY MEAN IT.

16. DON'T pressure her to do
anything she isnt READY to do.
When she is ready,
she will let you know.
She just wants everything
to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT.
So appreciate what
she does do with you.

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends
anything that happens between
you two, cause it will hurt her
and make her mad
...and it will NEVER happen again

18. Call her .. girls love to be
called or just send little
text messages to them,
this will make them think
about you all day !!!



Little facts about girls:

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are
running through her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you
with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long
you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine"
after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you
to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to
see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.


When a GIRL says "i miss you",
no one in this world
can miss you more than that.


GUYS- repost if you are going to
treat your next gf this way, or do
treat her this way.
GIRLS- repost if you think guys
should do this ;;
or are treated like this <33

Post this and YOU will get kissed on saturday.
{i didn't change that i swear }
if you have love 4 someone copy
and send this to ur whole list...
in 5 min. ur true love will call!!! ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7735516/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7735516/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 20:09:48 PST
You just don't exaggerate PDA.
----

Joe just left. We spent 8 hours vegging out on the sofa watching sci-fi flicks, and I enjoyed every moment of it. We cuddled, and he held me on the scary parts, even when my mom walked into the room.

Althoguh the scary parts weren't really scary, they just bothered me. LIke surprised me, or in Xmen when they inject people with stuff. He's such a doll. We had dinner and dessert and he likes my favorite chips... I felt bad though when mom accidently left the paper on his cheese burger >.< Damned individually wrapped chese.

Oh yeah, we let my mini schonouzer(or however the hell you spell it) in... He was really agressive and he doesn't like Joe much. So Joe hid under my blanket that we were using, and George just like kept sniffing the blanket. And then he foudn Joe and like went c razy... It was so fucking funny. You can imagine how he acted...

And joe and I posed and took pictures in my cousin's hat. They're adorable.
I think I'll use them in my little projet.

[e.n.d.t.r.a.n.s.m.i.s.s.i.o.n]
MJ Out ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7717344/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7717344/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 19:43:19 PST
Let's see.

1. I sing in the shower, and I'm damn good at it too. I have an amazing voice. o_o No one wants to hear it though, they're too busy with themselves.

2. Instead of doing pilates, yoga or stretches, I dance before bed as meands of getting exercise. It's my secret to staying fit.

3. I am extremely well balanced, despite my odd proportions.

4. I squeak when someone comes up behind me, pokes me, or surprises/scares me.

5. ...Um, I've never been kissed on the mouth. o_o No, MJ has never had a real kiss, and she REALLY REALLY wants one for Valentines day. And not from Tom. 00;.

Mnkay. I tag:





and
]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7704902/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7704902/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 14:06:42 PST
Futhurmore, it is not fair for Deviantart to tell us that all of our previous entries are now void under their contract. Some thing about that just frustrates me. I suppose it's because I like to share my artistic talents with those of you that are interested. I don't often share my devious works with the outside world. I had resolved that I would persue a carrear in Software Engineering and that would be that. My writing, and art would become a hobby. Unfortunately, hobbies are just that, and pretty much nobody knows about my hobbies. Or maybe no one cares.

I digress. I'm still angry, but less than I was when I started this journal. I should be highly offended if I were ever to find something of mine being mass produced without proper credit though. If that ever occurs, I suppose I'll deal with it then.

Until next time,
MJ ]]> ~BloodyBlackRoses http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7695607/ http://BloodyBlackRoses.deviantart.com/journal/7695607/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:02:50 PST
Exams
I'm studying, really I am. But they took my computer, so all my notes are gone! >.< What am I going to do... Do it the old fashioned way, I suppose?
My Exams:

French III & ISDD

Algebra II Honors & English 10 Honors

Creative Writing & British History Honors

Biology

Something I'm inclined to tell You
I wrote a 6 page, back and front letter today to Andrew's mother and father. I explained who I was, how I knew him, what I've learned, and just some words of encouragement. I didn't know my hands could withstand that much writing! It's been so long since I've handwritten anything, you know? But I feel that it's like 20x more personal that way. I even had to proofread it without spell check or grammer check. I think it would have gotten an A in English. xD I feel better now that I've written it, and I know I'm actually going to send it. If something like that ever happened to me, I think I'd enjoy getting a letter like I wrote...=3

Something Sweet
So, Valentine's day is coming up and I've got an idea! I'm going to make a cute collage for Joe. With Romantic pictures on it. Roses, Hearts, little cute inside jokes. Sweet notes and things like that. My mom and I have already started working on it. I made a heart with my hands and took pictures from different angles, with different lights, and different backgrounds. I'm going to a flower store and taking the camera. I'll probably take picture of wine glasses, or sparkling grape juice too. Any other ideas? ^_^ I'm shooting for Romantic but not embarassing.

I think that's everything! Sorry for the lack of art!

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