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hello,
there is a message going around deviantart that says something along the lines of "rofl, this may be relavant to your interests". Clicking this opens a window which does nothing, but load. After clicking it, i believe you get this virus-esque thing. It causes the message to be submitted with my user name to random deviations throughout the site. I have gotten 3 complaints about it: "The link you sent doesn't work" -something to the effect of that.
I would like to know if this is damaging to my computer all together, or if you know how i can get rid of it, that would be great. thank you.

Was first submitted to me *here* [link]

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]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/12513325/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/12513325/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 16:45:35 PDT Scott David Williams

2) What are your favourite colours?
blue and red

3) What kinds of Anime do you like?
Dragon Dragon Ball. DRAGON BALL Z.

4) What do you usually do when you get bored?
Watch pornographic videos.

5) What is your favourite soda?
Ginger ale.

6) What kind of guys/girls do you like?
Physically, I don't care

7) What would you do if your brother or sister bothers you?
Call her a bitch and leave it at that

8) What's your favourite animal?
Beef

9) What time do you go to bed?
1-4 am

10) What is your favourite day of the week?
They all blend together

11) What kinds of stuff do you do on the weekends?
Drink

12) What job would you want when you're older?
Flight Attendant

13) What are some things that you liked in the past?
umm...penny candy?

14) What is your favourite body part?
I am a fan of my genitals

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(The 'HOW's)

15) How many fan characters do you have?
Fan characters?

16) How do you say your username backwards?
71tergeRydoolB

17) How old are you?
18.

18) How good can you draw?
not well.

19) How long can you run?
20 minutes.

20) How tall are you and your main fan character?
I'm 5 11"
21) How many languages can you speak? Can you try them?
Just English.
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22) How many Anime DVDs do you have?
None.

23) How many years have you liked Sonic?
Zero.

24) How many times do you play Sonic games?
once every few years.

25) How many pets do you have so far?
2

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(The 'WHO's)

26) Who is your favourite DA Family member?
my family do not have da accounts.

27) Who is your most favourite dubbed Anime actor?
o.O?

28) Who do you want to be if you were in an Anime Cosplay Convention?
chk chk BOOM x_x

29) Who are your favourite Sonic characters?
the dark one

30) Who lives with you in your house currently?
my sister and parents

31) Who do you usually play with, if he/she comes over to your house?
Jackson or Laura.

32) Who do you want to be like?
Pinoccio.

List ten things that bring you joy:

01. My Friends
02. My Family
03. Music
04. Alcohol
05. Picture taking
06. Arts and Crafts
07. Video games
08. Playing with fire
09. Motorcycles
10. Feather pillows


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(The 'OTHER's)

33) Have you ever made your own Sonic Heroes team of your own fan characters?
Ew, no

34) Do you have any websites?
Sort of, I guess?

35) Have you called your friends on the phone or cell phone?
Yes? what a retarded question

36) Where do you want to live when you grow up?
Fort McMurray Alberta

37) Have you done anything bad in the past?
Define Bad

38) If your computer has problems, what would you do?
Fiddle with things, until it fixes itself, or shuts down.

39) Name your favourite sports.
Fuck Sports!

40) Tag 10 of your friends.
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(The Title Explains It) ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/6021714/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/6021714/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:19:42 PDT listening to: Cry - Mandy Moore
Watching: computer screen
plans for the day: N/A

So heres an update...Yesterday was awesome...I had a good time at work, even though it was an 8 hour shift, and I was working with the boss. Then Jackson came by and asked if I wanted to go out and do something...So he got his lip pierced, and I got my third lobe piercings on each ear. We then went and saw war of the worlds. Very good movie I thought. So I got home, and my sister had a guy (her ex) Liam over. It was really awkward for me when laura left the room. I went to my room, and depression set in. I instantly started crying for no reason at all...I was just so damn sad.
I woke up this morning. Looks like my crying wasn't in vein, it was just a day early. Rory is acting really odd. Like not moving much...he is just laying down and staring at whatever is directly in front of him. This is what buddy did before he died, except buddy was also coughing alot. Rory isn't doing this, and hopefully won't. I found a dead baby bunny outside. I suspect this may have something to do with how he is feeling.
So on the next depressing note, I was at work, and Mike Woods came in. The guy I am like obbsessed with. So I helped him when he picked his game...and oddly enough, he started the conversation. And yet another "Oddly enough", he know that I went to E.L. Crossely. Frankly at the time, I was so dazed from looking at him, that I didn't even care that he knows. Well, here comes the depressing part. As he was leaving, I was ready to ask him to do something. Like go for a coffee or something. but before I could work up the courage, he was out the door. Instantly the room felt like it was spinning. It was horrible. and I wanted to go home, but I couldn't. See why im depressed? ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5809811/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5809811/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 08:41:11 PDT listening to: Peace Love And Understanding, by A Perfect Circle
watching: Computer Screen
Plans for the day: Working 5-9, then seeing firworks

right...so I havn't written one of these for almost a month..meh...im not your journal writing monkey...lol..So heres an update...I went on a date with a guy named Nick, it was good, but then it wasn't so good...Everybody is quitting at jumbo...there are only a few people I like left. It kind of sucks.
I got my vertical Labret pierced...it HURT A LOT. But it doesn't hurt now, so its all good.
Jackson got a tattoo on his arm...that was fun to watch. Katie got her Belly Button pierced. And Caitlin went into a piercing boutique twice in a row, AND DIDN"T GET ANYTHING PIERCED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...lol.
Yesterday I bought Venis Fly Traps...I have been looking for soooo long. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5549418/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5549418/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 07:28:43 PDT listening to: Thief - Our Lady Peace (I usually hate them, but I love this song)
Watching: Computer screen
plans: Possibly having Friends over.

Okay, so The killers concert rocked. I wish I was in the front row...actually that might be bad...I don't know if I could stop myself from raping brandon...JESUS CHRIST IS HE HOT!!!...lol...So I was supposed to spend the night in Toronto, but my mom is a spaz, and caitlin and I couldn't stay. But We still had a fun day. At least I did, and I THINK caitlin did too.
I bought 2 new living dead dolls. I am up to...1.2.3.4......26...wow...I am a sad sad little boy.
anyway, before I bought those, Derene took us to the piercing place. I was going to get my third lobe piercings, BUT, they said it was going to be 50$ for a stud, and 40 for a ring. Naturally, I said NO!!!. I also asked about a wrist piercing...he said 95.00!!! Apparently I can get it for 50...so which one am I going to choose?...lol. So caitlin got her nose pierced. It looked hurty, but she is a tough cookie, so she handled the pain, (even though she almost fainted 3 or 4 times)
So after the concert, (I really have no concept of time managment apparently), we were handed free condoms from "the edge". We had a good laugh. We then got on the go train to burlington...It wasn't a nice ride...there were 3 stoned guys being total assholes the whole time. We got to burlington, and my mom picked us up. I pretty much passed out in the car.

2 days later ( thursday ) we went to (insert music) GO WILD! African Lion Safari
It was alot of fun. I Like an-da-mals. They are cute, and have sex with eachother and don't care whose watching....lol

So tonight, if my friends come over, I have rented Seed of chucky. I hope it is corny. I really do...lol ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5471264/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5471264/ Thu, 26 May 2005 19:02:35 PDT
Mood: is hungry a mood?
Listening to: My World - Avril Lavigne
Reading: I don't read
Watching: nothin now.

Hello...Uhhh....This is too fancy and High tech for me. What should I do?
uhhhhhh....okay...so I did my anthology many times today...im soooooo tired....and Andrew-mc-tall kid is confusing me....I onno....this is just useless rambling

soo...uhhh....5 Days Caitlin!!! YAY!! and for those of you who don't know, I Get To See the Killers Live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so Im sorry, but if you aren't going

na na na na boo boo

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watching: computer screen

my mom and I had just gone to get gas. We were driving down highway 20, when directly in front of us, we saw 2 smoking cars. Quickly, we got out, as well as another girl heading the opposite direction.My mother called 911, and the girl and I ran to the cars. we both covered our mouths as we heard the screams for help. One car, a woman, rougly 40 years old, stuck in her car. In the other car, a blood covered man in the passanger seat, yelling "Get Some Help!" "Mom! Mom!". And in the driver's seat, an elderly woman, face first into her steering wheel, with her door wide open, and blood trickling down her leg. I quickly ran to the door of the man in the passanger seat, and tried to open the door. It wouldn't budge. Others started to gather to help. Somebody approached with a crowbar, and began to dig at the door. Police arrived, and my mom suggested we leave. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5216275/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5216275/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 19:52:12 PDT listening to: Hit The Floor-Linkiin Park
watching:computer screen
plans for the day: the day is done


THE GOOD: Okay, so I went to school today. I had a very nice day. Lots of laughs, and so fourth. Presented my project for parenting, and that went well. 39/40 woo hoo! Then I went home. At 5:00pm, I went to work. Caitlin and Katie came in, and We had a chat, and I gave them a free rental. Ametiville horror....I hope it spooks them good...ha ha

THE BAD: Back when I was at school, I was walking through the halls. Now currently, I kind of have a crush on 3 guys. I saw one guy and walked past him, and I was sort of starring at him, and he didn't give me a second glance. Then, like 2 minutes later, I saw the second guy. Same exact thing. I felt so ignored and insignificant. So now your thinking, well then the obvious answer is #3. Well, he doesn't even go to that school. In Fact, he is university in London, and doesn't even know I exist, which is what I started to think about while I was at work later in the evening. So it was 5 minutes to closing at work, and 2 people came in, and took there sweet ass time. So my supervisor started to get bitchy.

THE UGLY: So finnaly, I got off work, and my mom started to bitch about me being late. Then she started going on about how we are putting our piece of shit-box house up for sale tomorrow, and that my room isn't clean enough, and that I need to clean it as soon as I got home. I bascially told her to blow me, because I was stressed out from "THE BAD" And now, I am sitting here, looking at my no-longer black walls. My GREY walls. My grey walls without mirrors. Without pictures, and posters. Without my identity making it MY room. It is just a room with my bed in it. Maybe I should get some piercings. I think that would calm me down.

~One Minute Your On Top, The Next Your Not, You Missed Your Shot~ ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5157768/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/5157768/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 11:59:18 PDT listening to: Vanishing- A Perfect circle
watching: Computer screen
plans for the day: Well, had school, work 4-8

Uhhh...I don't have anything to say...just didn't want my journal to be the same anymore ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4932264/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4932264/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 08:48:51 PST listening to: Point To Prove- Theory of a deadman
watching: Computer Screen
plans for the day: I havn't made any.

Sorry everybody who reads my journal...so in other words, sorry Caitlin... for not writing in this thing for a long time. Okay, so I went to phoenix Rising yesterday...the nerdy comic book place...yay...and my friends nathanial and Jackson were with me....we walked to all the crazy stores and junk...and I bought a pin...it's witty AND corny...it says "ROCK IS DEAD! long live paper and scissors"...isn't it clever!!!!...lol....I also bought 2 mini living dead dolls, and a bobblehead living dead doll...woot woot.
okay, so enough about my nerdy day.
MAY 31st.....DEEEE...So Excited...I am taking you...assuming caitlin is the only one reading, to see THE KILLERS LIVE!!! First Concert!!...Yay! ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4443167/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4443167/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 06:56:06 PST listening to: Place for my head-linkin park...(none of this Jay-Z shit in it either)
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I have to work at 12:00 noon, until 8:00.

Okay, so I wrote 2 exams yesterday...math and english...I think I did really well on them, but I always think that, and then end up failing horribly.
After that, I went to a store called Phoenix Rising, with Jackson and Nathanial. It is a store that sells Nerdy card games. After that, we walked over to a comic book store on the same street. I dont remember what it was called. But I went there in hopes of buying a particular living dead doll. (I think most people know what they are). Anyway, when we went in there, I saw it right away, and went to grab it. Then the guy told me "no you have to buy the whole set", which he repeated a good douzen times. But I already own one from that set...so I may sell the one I have, and buy the set...it is only $130...not bad, concidering there is 5 or 6 of them in the set, and I paid 40 for the ONE that I have. But I decided I didn't want to go home empty handed, so I grabbed one of the mini living dead dolls. not what I wanted, but whatever.

Anyway, so I went into work later on, and the movie "the secret garden" which I ordered, had come in. So yay, I now own that. and before I got there, somebody had come in, with 250 movies. THATS SO MUCH. So we give a dollar for every movie. and then we sell them for 4.99 plus tax...ha ha. but I looked through them, and there were some pretty nice titles....so before anyone could grab it, I took the crow. such a good movie. So I came home with 2 movies last night. I think I did pretty good. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336680/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336680/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:34:47 PST B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D- you have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Everyone respects and admires you
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
O - You are very open-minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.


S - You are very broad-minded.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
O - You are very open-minded
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.

D- you have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
D- you have trouble trusting people.

W - You like your privacy.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
S - You are very broad-minded. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336671/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336671/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:33:26 PST B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D- you have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Everyone respects and admires you
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
O - You are very open-minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.


S - You are very broad-minded.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
O - You are very open-minded
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.

D- you have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
D- you have trouble trusting people.

W - You like your privacy.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
S - You are very broad-minded. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336656/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4336656/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:30:51 PST B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D- you have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Everyone respects and admires you
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
O - You are very open-minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.


S - You are very broad-minded.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
O - You are very open-minded
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.

D- you have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
D- you have trouble trusting people.

W - You like your privacy.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
S - You are very broad-minded. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4313873/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4313873/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 19:58:11 PST listening to: passive- perfect circle
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: its over, but tomorrow, oh, ho ho.

Okey dokey. So, on monday, it was a new moon. And apparently, that is the best day to do a spell. So I did...I did a love spell, to bring love into my life. Nobody in particular, but just in general. And I asked that it was very straight foreward. So Yesterday, I was walking to the car (for AAPEX, my driving school), and this guy I know, and had a crush on, came up to me and said "hey, what are you up to this weekend?" I paused for a second, but then replied, "Umm, nothing I don't think. Why do you ask?" and then he said " Do you want to go see a movie?"
See, if this were someone who I have hung out with before, I would think nothing of it. But this is someone who I have never hung out with, and really only occasionaly talk to, when I see him in the halls. And he just casually approached me, and asked me if I wanted to go to the movies. I guess I will see tomorrow night, after work. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4252663/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4252663/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 08:45:22 PST listening to: The nameless - slipknot
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: sleeping, the working at 5:00

Okay, so I emailed my ex on his birthday. I wanted to see if it would hepl to get him out of my system, and it did...then he emailed me back, and re-added me to msn. Now I have Pathetically become attatched again. So I emailed him saying " I think it would be a bad idea to keep talking, if this is how I feel. His responce was " well, if you think that is best, than that is all that can be said, but I would like to talk to you about it. That wasn't the whole thing, but im not going to do this word for word. So yeah...I'm pissed, and sick...fun fucking stuff, eh? ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4213774/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4213774/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:13:44 PST listening to: three nil - slipknot
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I had to work from 12-6...i am not doing ANYTHING else.

So I was thinking about it. People are often saying how love can hurt. when I say people, I mean like the media. I thought about it. Love doesn't hurt people. False Hope hurts people. It is the ultimate, build you up and knock you down. The "Jenga" of life if you will. And the majority of the time, once you are down, you are kicked. Hard.
Yesterday after being built up for a few days, for a few different things, everything came crashing down. The wrong block was pulled. Today came the kick. I was at work, when it hit, and I literally felt sick to my stomach. I had to go to the staff room to throw up.
Happy new year. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4213583/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4213583/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 15:50:42 PST ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4164097/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4164097/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 19:00:46 PST listening to: I Miss You - Blink 182
watching: computer screen (new flat screen )
plans for the day: day is done...worked, put up a mirror in my room...played CSI

Alright, so christmas is over. I feel empty because I have given people their presents and all, but I want to do something more for people...but I know I can't.
I got some neat things for christmas though...DVD Player, FLat Screen Monitor, Kick ass mirror from my sister, a new leather computer chair...pretty cool stuff.

But now to my bitchy, annoying part which I include in almost all my journals...I am debating whether or not I should email my ex boyfriend Bryan on his birthday. I would like to get in touch with him again...but I could get hurt again, or just become more depressed if he doesn't respond...I dunno.

Most of what is bothering me right now though, is that I am pretty sure Caitlin (blackmarker) hates me now...I wont go into detail as to why, but I dont know. I don't hate her, so I hope she reads this, and knows that. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4105302/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4105302/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 18:49:16 PST listening to: cruel summer- ace of base
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: uhhh...all I did today was sit on my as watching christmas shows my sis...didn't even get dressed..lol

I am happy...very happy...it is almost christmas...only thing getting me down, is I dont have somebody...but when DONT I bitch about that?? lol ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4030820/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/4030820/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 20:52:06 PST listening to: Pushing Me Away-linkin park-reanimation
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: going to school, then to the mall with Jackson

I went to dinner with my grandparents at some place in burlington. All was fine, until I started to think of Bryan.
Not to bitch and be annoying, but I miss him so much inside. It is killing me. I just wish i could move on, but i can't....every fucking thing reminds me of him.

on the plus side, other people are seeming happier, so im not so much of a shoulder to cry on anymore ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3964373/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3964373/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 13:14:19 PST listening to: nadda
watching: im not sure, just some crappy, obviously canadian show.
plans for the day: I dunno

Fuck! Everything is going wrong in everyones life all of a sudden...and I can't do a fucking thing to help!...What do I do?!?

FUCK ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3934829/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3934829/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 20:46:08 PST listening to: down with the sickness-disturbed
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: Destroying the world

Why did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you like to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die


Fuck Im Sick, and people are making me angry...All I can think about is my ex, and it is driving me so fucking nuts!. I want to claw out my eyes! FUCK. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3888913/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3888913/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 21:39:41 PST listening to: Silver and Cold-AFI
watching: Computer screen
plans for the day: well technically it is monday, so school.

Weee....okay, so today, or yesterday I should say, I helped jackson pain his room with Julie and Caitlin....It was pink! It was fun...but we had to paint over it...lol

After this, I went home, and went to work, with Lindsey...We had like 10 customers in the 4 hours I was working, so we just hooked up the PS2, and listened to a cd I burned...then I came home and went on DA.

But anywhore, I should go to bed....gotsta wake up at....time....early time....bleh ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3764132/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3764132/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:35:45 PST listening to: predictable-good charlotte
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhh ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3678006/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3678006/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 09:59:55 PDT listening to: Haunted- evanescence
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: Cry

I was dumped last night...exactly one month after we started going out...and now we are never going to talk to each other again...I have never hurt so badly in my life. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3664112/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3664112/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 15:07:16 PDT listening to: Walk Away-good charlotte
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I dont know

Today I worked...and I was thinking of it like this in my head

I stand behind a counter, with mindless computers.
People push open the glass door, and grab a bag of some colestoral filled snacks
They then pace, up and down the isles, looking for false lives of actors and actresses, for an hour or 2 of entertainment in their otherwise, boring lives.
they bring their boxed *fun* up to me, as I snatch their phone numbers from them, giving me their information. I direct them to bring it back on a designated day, and ask if they want a piece of plastic to carry, barely have a pound of movies to their car sitting a few meters away in the parking lot. That is my job.

Other than that unpleasentness, I am depressed, because my boyfriend has made yet another excuse not to see me...Yes, he is university, and he is busy...I understand this...but I dont see how he can stay out til 4:00 in the morning, with his friends, but can't visit me, or let me visit, for 2 mother fucking hours! ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3625190/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3625190/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 08:05:52 PDT listening to: The World Is Black- Good Charlotte
watching: computerscreen
plans for the day: Im at home sick, so I dunno




_______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Scotty
[x] sex: Male
[x] my first breath of air: August 9, 1988.
[x] status: In relationship
[x] best friends:Caitlin, Jackson, Julie, Katie

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: Moving for the first time
[x] worst?: A lot.
[x] first best friend ever: Jessie

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: Pain for most of the time.
[x] first love: Chris
[x] love or lust?: Love.
[x] is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: I dont know
[x] true or false: all you need is love: false. it would be nice to have motor skills.
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: I think so
[x] are you in love right now?: Yes
[x] how many times have you been in love?: 2

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: Eyes, lips, ears---dont ask
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all
[x]hair style?: I prefer spikey
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: liked me so much, they went to Extremes
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: It usually just happens
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: More or less, yeah.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: Cat.
[x] short or long hair: Short, unless it is spikey
[x] sunshine or rain: Rain.
[x] moon or sun: Moon.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: One best friend.
[x] summer or winter: Winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: Written letters
[x] play station or nintendo: Playstation
[x] car or motorcycle: Car
[x] house party or club: I don't go to either.
[x] sing or dance: I can't do either.

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: Sick as a mother, and confused
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: Im in my boxers
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: Like a big poof
[x] what song are you listening to right now?: S.O.S Good Charlotte
[x] how is the weather right now?: Chilly
[x] last person you talked to on the phone?: My mom
[x] last dream you can remember?: I dont know...
[x] who are you talking to right now?: Nobody.
[x] what time is it?: 10:59 a.m.

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Gray
[x] have you ever almost died?: Yep.
[x] have you ever won any special award?: Nothing special.
[x] what's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: I dunno.
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: one.
[x] son's name?: Lestat
[x] daughter's name?: Constance
[x] shampoo?: what ever is there
[x] what are you most scared of?: spiders, crowds, lightening, and owls
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 4
[x] do you have your own TV?: Yeah
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: my nose
[x] who do you dream about?: anyone who wants to be dreamed about?
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: people who will listen
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: its a slut fest
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: What if instead of "licks" I use "dips into hydrochloric Acid"

_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: yes
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Paris.
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: They are good friends?.
[x] do you find yourself attractive?: meh.
[x] do others find you attractive?: Couldn't tell you. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3592178/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3592178/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:36:54 PDT listening to: The Truth- Good Charlotte
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: for tomorrow, school than work

I am royally confused. I still dont understand what is going on with Bryan. Does he feel anywhere as near the same as he did when we first kissed? when we first started going out? He seems SOO much more preoccupied with his homework than with me. Sorry if that sounds selfish, but I do like to be acknowledged...he used to call me daily...we talked a few days ago, and he was so tired, he wasn't saying much.

Next complaint. I was all happy about my drivers licence. SOOO freakinging happy. Now I am in drivers school. It was going well at first, but all of a sudden, I am lost. He mentions one thing about 4 ways stops. Woah! whats going on!. I will probably fail my test.

Next!!! School. I thought I was doing okay. I knew I had a 66% in math. As low as that may seem to some of you, in math, That is the highest I have ever had, except when I was in the *special* class. I am doing well in english, and anthropology I am not so sure. see, I debate everything the teacher says, and I dont know if he likes that, or not. and finnaly, my Ancient civ class. I have 11%...wooh! go me, dont I fuckin rock!

well That is all I can think of now, but with my luck, something will be added soon. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3560401/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3560401/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 20:24:57 PDT listening to: breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I dunno

Okay, so today I woke up, and went to drivers school...It wasn't that bad. Though I wish it wasn't at 9:00am
After that, I went to my grandma's house for Thanksgiving dinner. It was good food, but then I was bored out of my mind for the rest of the night. I come home, only to find that my msn wont let me send out messages to people, which is pissing me off. I am soooo frustrated with it. My boyfriend is also mad at me. Well as far as I know he is. He has been weird for the past few days. That picture I had on here, of me kissing my boyfriend, has gotten to someone who I REALLY did not want seeing it. She is going around telling people. Thanks alot katie. your a real fucking pal! ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3498288/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3498288/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 20:32:05 PDT Listening to: Somebody told me - The killers
Watching: Computer screen
Plans for the day: tomorrow, I am working 4-8

I am sorry I haven't written anything in a while. I am really happy right now. I finnaly got the boyfriend who I have liked for over a year. I also just got my G1, on the first try. I am not meaning to gloat or anything. Oh and I got a Tamogotchy! ha ha...I am such a nerd. But My friends, Caitlin and Jackson got them too, and my friend Julie, is planning on it, so they are just as bad. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3253062/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3253062/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 06:44:24 PDT listening to: together-avril lavigne
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I gotta work...then i am going to sleep

I woke up at 9:20...9:20!!!!!...im sleepy!...i dont have much else to say..im too tired to think. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3184633/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3184633/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 01:03:23 PDT listening to: nothin
watching: Dirty Dancing- Havana Nights
plans for the day: I work 4-9, then I may be going to caitlin's

It is 4:03am, and i am awake...mmm yes...it is technically sunday...which means tomorrow----- TORONTO!!!...yes yes yes...tomorrow, Caitlin ( ~ blackmarker ) and I, will be heading up to toronto for a few days...we are going to go to the exibition...should be fun stuff...Im going to make her go on the drop zone thingy, even though she doesn't want to...I will Drug her if I have to! ha ha ha...jk...I wouldn't do that caitlin....but I might force myself to cry..would that work?..lol ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3155990/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3155990/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 13:07:23 PDT ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3143678/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3143678/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 23:58:17 PDT listening to: teenage dirtybag - wheatus
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: cleaning, going out to dinner with family, going to the movies.

alright...its 2:58am, and i am not sleepy at all...im very mixed up right now...I have to go to a family dinner thing today since we havn't done so for my birthday yet...it was on the ninth by the way...after which, I plan to go see either "the village" or "Alien VS Preditor" with my friend, Jackson...and whomever else would like to come...I may also be getting my industrial pierced this week...for those of you who dont know, it's a bar which goes on your cartoledge of your ear...if you still dont know what im talking about, then go fuck yourself, and look it up...im not a fucking dictionary!
ha ha ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3119070/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3119070/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 19:44:41 PDT
listening to: this is your life-switchfoot
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I worked

today, I woke up, finding out that my parents were going to the boat, until sunday...I then went back to sleep, woke up, went on msn. then i got a shower and went to work. it wasn't too bad tonight. I would have preferred being there, than here, cause im bored. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3119069/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3119069/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 19:44:40 PDT ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3083787/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3083787/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 15:18:59 PDT ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3080876/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3080876/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 15:19:00 PDT listening to- broken- seether feat amy lee
watching- computer screen
plans for the day- Drinking myself stupid.

Today is my 16th birthday, And what a wonderful day I'm having *rolls eyes*. I didn't get to sleep in, in fact, I anti-slept in...I was up at 8:30am. My mom woke me up, saying "I can't find the cat" so I thought nothing of that, but I could go back to sleep...she finnaly found the cat, and he is horribly sick. He is at the vet right now, and will be for a few days...so it was 9:00am, my eyes are wide open, and all I can see is a dying kitten. Happy Birthday Scott...update...the vet called me...he told me "Hello, this is so and so animal hospital calling...I just checked in on buddy, and he unfortuantly passed away about 15 minutes ago. I'm sorry."... ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3080875/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3080875/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 08:13:10 PDT ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3070244/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3070244/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 22:44:28 PDT listening to- iris---goo goo dolls
watching : computer screen
plans for the day: working 4-8

I got a new floor..I used to have an ugly carpet, but now, I have a hardwood floor..its neat...I helped my dad put it in, but then I had to go to work...so i am pretty sleepy..but now its 1:45 am, so technically my birthday is tomorrow... Sweet Sixteen. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3050893/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3050893/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 16:07:40 PDT
listening to: Dream a little dream - Momas and the Papas
watching:computer screen
plans for the day: working at 8-midnight again

Day started off...interesting...I woke up...went on the computer...thgen my friend katie came to the door...which was unexpected...we hung out for a bit, then she said she felt uncomfortable for some reason, and left...That confused the shit out of me...then I went on msn for a bit...exciting I know...I downloaded some music from a movie I watched recently that Im not at liberty to say. I still feel lonely as hell, but im going into more of a "who cares" state of mind about it...which I dont know is good or bad. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3041037/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3041037/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 21:15:45 PDT
listening to: Iris - goo goo dolls
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: working at 8:00pm til midnight

Everything sucks right now...I have nobody to hang out with, im working almost everyday, and im single and hating it.
Last night I cried myself to sleep. It wasn't overly fun...but hey..they tell you it is healthy to cry every now and then...and an update on my bad day, my bed just collapsed to the floor under my weight...and again, another update...my cat threw up in my room

- cause nothings going right..and everythings a mess...and no one likes to be-alone ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3034334/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3034334/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 20:00:43 PDT listening to: Voices Of Violence-Billy Talent
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: nothing...figuring things out

Hello...I am in a funny mood...not happy, not depressed, not bored, just funny...and not "ha ha" funny...you know what I'm talking about...well, Caitlin ( ~blackmarker ) is abandoning me today...lol...so she isn't coming back until the day before my birthday...August 9th by the way, so you DA people better Lavish me good...Laavviishh mee *shakes fist*
but anywho, I'm Lonely. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3006433/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/3006433/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 19:40:44 PDT listening to:nothing
watching: king of the hill
plans for the day: got my hair dyed, and worked

i got my hair done...yay...its nice...it looks purdy..lol...i worked from 5-9...that was my day..woot...buh bye ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2999174/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2999174/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 20:32:27 PDT listening tooint to prove- theory of a deadman
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: okay, well, the day has passed, but going to the mall with caitlin( ~blackmarker ).

Okay, so I woke up, and tried to figure out how to get to the mall...lol...so I paid my sister to take us, and give us a ride home...so she did that, when we got to the mall though, I had to make an appointment to get my hair coloured. but apparently, the girl thought I was getting my hair cut, so I didn't end up getting it done...however, I have an appointment to do so tomorrow, at 1:00...woot...we did buy pink semi-perminent dye for caitlin...and I dyed the tips of her hair...we both laughed, but it turned out hot!!...hee hee ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2988641/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2988641/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 14:00:04 PDT listening to: Dont wanna miss a thing-aerosmith
watching:computer screen
plans for the day: I worked this morning 12-4 and now I dont know

okay, im off work, it was okay...though kind of boring...I was working with the manager, and I dont like doing that..she is nice and all, but she is all judging me like...and it kind of bugs me...i dont think she likes me very much...meh, she **said** she doesn't plan on firing me...so i think im good for now...:S so I was walking home, (stupid sister couldn't give me a ride) and my friend jen saw me, and gave me a ride...now im at home, and will probably end up playing kingdom hearts all night AGAIN!!! ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2980064/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2980064/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 13:32:03 PDT ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2969474/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2969474/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:44:14 PDT listening to: Crazy by The Kidney Theives
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: I might hang out with caitlin (aka blackmarker)

I'm not happy...Infact, I havn't slept tonight...I am wide awake at 5:45am...Right now, The only way to describe my feelings would be..okay, picture the human heart, covered in a layer of raw skin. now picture someone's hand, covered in citric acid, and salt, clenching around the heart, as well as thousands of pins, piercing anywhere they can. is that a good enough explination? so besides feeling like nothing, Im Great! *rolls eyes*

~Super Scotty~ ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2966097/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2966097/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 17:32:06 PDT listening to: throw it all away-default
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: working then nothing

today, was almost exacctly the same as yesterday...got up, sick and upset, and then went to work...came home, and thats about it...now i plan to do some hardcore ass sitting. ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2956966/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2956966/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 12:25:43 PDT listening to: runaway - linkin park
watching: computer screen
plans for the day: working, then nothing

I had my friend jackson sleep over last night...except we didn't exactly sleep. We watched movies until 7:30...we got a whole bunch...all old horror movies...He went home around 2:30
Once he left I started getting ready for work. I feel sick, so I dont really want to go, but I dont have much choice...so now im writing this...and i'm done

~Super Scotty~ ]]> ~BloodyRegret17 http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2946495/ http://BloodyRegret17.deviantart.com/journal/2946495/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 12:21:05 PDT Listening to: Iris - goo goo dolls
Watching: Computer Screen
Plans For The Day: See Below


Its 4:00am, and I havn't been able to sleep yet...I woke up at 10:30am this morning, so I dont understand why I am not tired...Perhaps it is my mood...I do not know...I have work tomorrow, or today rather, at 4:00 until 8:00...then I am going to hang out with my friend, Jackson. Probably rent some movies, since I get free rentals, working in a video store...(gloat gloat gloat)
anyway, I will end this now, as I am sure You don't care all that much.


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Taken from *fergi;

3 Questions;

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. Be gentle.

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~Super Scotty~ ]]> ~BloodyRegret17