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Interview With The Vampire by Anne Rice

Reading it in sixth grade really opened my mind into poetry and art and the darkness of things.

2. One book you have read more than once?

Dragon Sword and Wind Child

I must have read it about three times. I was so determined to read it at least once a year of my life! It's a Japanese fantasy translated into English. I don't know if it's a famous classic. I did find a common bond with the main character and the writing was a poetry on its own.

3. One book you would want on a desert island?

The Army Survival Manual

4. One book that made you laugh?

One For the Money by Janet Evanovich (sadly, I have yet to finish it)

5. One book that made you cry:

The Rose and The Beast by Francesca Lia Block

It's under the "Teen" section of the bookstore, but you have to read it! It's exquisite poetry.

6. One book you wish had been written?

The Answer To Everything (which would be a book with a long Introduction and a single blank page that is the True answer).

7. One book you wish had never been written?

I steer clear from these. And I hypnotize myself that I've never seen or heard of them. So I don't remember what they are.

8. One book you are currently reading?

Hannibal by Thomas Harris

9. One book you have been meaning to read?

The Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi (and the bible too...someday)

10. Now tag five people. ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/6849177/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/6849177/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:51:25 PDT
1) I'm afraid of thunder. But I'm trying to get over it. I love lightning.

2) I cherish good friends.

3) I'm a hugger. Especially to huggable friends and strangers!

4) Gluttony is my vice.

5) Attention is what I hunger for.

6) Over-conservativism is my sin. Impulse glorifies.

7) I love my family! I just can't tell them that openly.

8) I hate lying. I'm bad at it.

9) If you lie to me, regaining my trust will be the hardest thing to do. Regaining my respect will even be harder.

10) I look up to a lot of my older cousins since I don't have older siblings.

11) I love my little brother but he won't hear that from me anytime soon XD.

12) I'm lazy. I'm a talker, not a do-er. That's why most of my drawings are unfinished...and my room is a pigsty.

13) I tend to get confused most of the time because I'm too lazy to think.

14) Sometimes I pretend I'm confused to avoid talking about a topic I don't like.

15) My family and I have a lot of problems we don't face. We fail at communication skills.

16) I'm not always happy just because I smile.

17) I'm not good at keeping promises. I'm sorry.

18) My best friend, means the world to me. She understands me the best! Whoever hurts her will die in a slow agonizing death (in my mind).

19) I am an idealistic optimist and a pessimist rolled into one. Sometimes I contradict myself but I'm mostly optimistic to those that know me. Mostly pessimistic to the people that listen to my troubles.

20) I love to make people's day because I think a smile can tip the scale from a million different woes to a pinch of happiness. I want to make the world a better place. ^_^ ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/6254814/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/6254814/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 17:47:50 PDT
As for my job, I love the people and the work! I got trained on Bar duty today and I think I did fairly well. I'm not a coffee addict...I'm just addicted to making them ^_~ Here's hoping I don't forget to put up more stuffs soon! ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5651298/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5651298/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 22:51:11 PDT
The movie was fantastic! It was very heartwarming and I had a smile throughout watching it! As usual, the musical pieces were carefully tuned and flowed sweetly throughout the movie. It made me want to draw happy things afterwards! Happy things!!! ^______^ So much for morbidity. I recommend it not only because it is directed by Hayao Miyazaki, or created by Ghibli, but also because it teaches one to be true to themselves and the ones that they love.

Once, a friend of mine commented that he did not like the animation for Ghibli and how "simple" they looked. Being a Ghibli fan, I was insulted and went on the defense. In fact, the simplicity of the character designs and elegant backgrounds are a trademark for Ghibli films. Perhaps what seduces me the most to their creations are their characters and that they can be related to. However magical the journey, the characters' decisions are not unlike that of the "normal" person.

I encourage you all to watch the movie and feel really good! ^_^ ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5324989/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5324989/ Tue, 10 May 2005 21:40:51 PDT
"Pilipino ka?" (Are you Filipino?) But he already knew before he asked.

"Oo."(Yes) I grinned. "I heard you talking on the phone nga eh and I was just smiling to myself..."

"Taga diin ka?" (Where are you from?)

"Iloilo. Ikaw?" (Iloilo. You?)

"Bisaya gali. Ako man....Bacolod." (Ah, Bisaya. Me too...from Bacolod)

(Whee! I finally met someone from Iloilo who knows more people from Iloilo without any sort of relation to moi. That means meeting more people!) Pero...Something he said caught me though...

"Ano major mo?" (What's your major?)

"Ga-kwa ko subong LVN." (I'm taking LVN)

"Amo na gusto mo?" (Is that what you want [to do]?)

"...Amo man na nami hambal ni mama eh." (That's what mom says is good [to take].)

I knew that feeling all too well... We took the same bus, talked a bit more. Of course our conversation led back to about our homeland, our ties to it. But what he would say later...

"Mas nami pa 'to sa aton." (It is better at our place <--meaning the Philippines)

It broke my heart. His voice was level when he said it, but it felt broken when I heard it. I looked down, like he was looking down, and I knew he was thinking of the things he misses like I was thinking of the things I miss. I was hit with a strong blow of nostalgia, leaving me wordless for several moments before I could eke out an "I know..."

I walked over to my cousins' home and, just before I could cross the street to their door, I stopped by the sidewalk and stood there like I was about to cry. I would not have been able to explain the tears so I stopped…

I miss the Philippines too, I whispered to the trees, to the air, to the sun. I miss it dearly. ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5020923/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/5020923/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 22:23:34 PDT
as i lay dying

the smiling sun
wept
gold fire,
burning
the wounded moon
bled
cool light,
aching
gentle wind flying,
flying,
flying
all the while
screaming,
screaming
as i lay,
sun-burnt,
in
spilt
moonsilver,
dying. ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4777686/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4777686/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 13:34:27 PST
It's fitting for me for the moment...


[link]
(Anime) Ghost in the Shell: River of Crystals (N/A)

Crystal memories
Touched by your voice, in the moonlight

"Nothing lasts." you said.
But everything still holds meaning in my heart

Hidden deep in my mind
River to the time
That we once shared together-
the pictures are still on the wall and why.
shining smiles, like snow flakes.
all melted and gone away

Only answer was to live.
and I am still here-
with your memories...

dreaming hopelessly.
holding in my heart
all the flowers you left...

Crystallized moments
Shattered into frozen pieces in my tears

River of moonlight
I hear your voice echoing.
but I'm here, alone...

Crystal melodies
moments so sweet, I remember

"Nothing lasts." you said.
Then why is pain still confusing memories

Only time will go on
River has its end
Our light was blown by the wind
My fingers reach out and find no one there
Rainy sky, please tell me my emptiness will be filled

Only answer was to live.
and I am still here-
with your memories...

walking hopelessly.
holding in my eyes
all the colors you left..

broken melodies
No more singing, no more laughing in the sun

River of moonshine
I hear your voice echoing
But I'm still alone...

Contributed by Jeni Nielsen (Subaru) ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4488537/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4488537/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 09:30:51 PST
I look at my drawings now and they're turning out better thanks to the Life Drawing class I'm taking. Things like gesture drawings have made life easier O_< why didn't I know this?!! MOIRA HAHN (my mentor for the class) is a phenomenal artist and her Japanese inkblock watercolors are to die for!!

Lookie! colored CUTE BUNNY, and it looks hella good! Domo~

So, who am I whoring out this week? The awesome art of my dearest other half -^^- Check it out! His works are out of this world! I actually faved a lot of his drawings here ^^



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proud member of ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4353693/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4353693/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 17:07:58 PST 's and complied with the implied conditions. Thus I bring these questions to you, whoever's interestested ^^\

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) Ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Copy and paste this in your journal


proud member of:


Let me whore out this artist today XD With her breathtaking colors in watercolor painting, you can be inspired like me!
]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4079475/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/4079475/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 01:01:12 PST
What are they but words? People would say.

"Sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me."

Wrong! Words can hurt and words can heal.

Just like not all lies are bad and not all truths told are good. But, they're there and we just have to live with them.

I just realized that I communicate a lot with words..Through a poem. Through a stutter. Through a story. But, then, I also communicate with lines, with shapes, with colors.

I'm just glad to be alive and free in my mind!!!!

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<--- real life club I'm in although I'm abroad from the actual place of origin. ^^\ ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/3882030/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/3882030/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 07:42:13 PST I guess I should say I love surprising people.

Why do I say this? I’ve been knitting Melanie’s scarf while wearing a buttoned up shirt and jeans and Omar goes “I never thought you’d be the type of person to knit.” I love hearing something like that! Or: “I never thought you’d be the type of person that can beat me at chess.” Mwahahaha. I can get lucky too, you know. *scoffs*

Yet, it wasn’t the first time I’d worn handsome clothing and simply knitting the world stitch after stitch away. I’ve been seen with knitting needles and yarn sticking out of my canvas bag while looking like a complete bum on the side of the road in my sweats—I knit, draw, and/or listen to music while waiting for the bus.

Sometimes I feel like I’m a frustrated Goth. I have my dark moods, and the taste for lace and velvet haunts me. Or I have my romantic moods and dress like a woman. One day, when I'm in the mood, I'll explain why I choose to dress for comfort and more towards the boyish side...

I miss my army boots!!! >< I need to get them fixed T_T Ah, was that completely out of the blue or what?

I haven't talked to Vans3n for a while. I hope I get to soon! >< ]]> ~BluFeuer http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/3633759/ http://BluFeuer.deviantart.com/journal/3633759/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 10:59:43 PDT
So, people in the Philippines, I don't know the difference between our unit counts....But you having 30 units and only 5-6 classes while I, with 4 classes (2 require labs so I attend 6 classes but get credit only for 4) have only 16 units and ppl consider that already suicidal if one had a job O_O? What? USA ppl: someone with 18 units is working 12 hour shifts and 3 days a week (no weekends for him/her)! I applaud that person!!!!! Anyway, the most I've heard a person take here is 21 units...and I think that's for someone in a University? Hmm...maybe I'll ask Pegg how many units she's taking

Oh well...It's raining and I love it! I hope that it keeps at this weather! ^_^v ]]> ~BluFeuer