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deviantART: by:BlueBerserker http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BlueBerserker&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BlueBerserker en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 08:03:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Aww Look at awesome http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/28922636/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/28922636/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 12:44:03 PST [link]

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Thanks

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I has been graced with some awesome art of one of my fav artists!
It is awesodorable.

Upcoming substantial updates are being promised. m(u_____u)m

]]> ~BlueBerserker Alo, mon petit champignons! http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/27014589/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/27014589/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:33:49 PDT
Well, art wise, as of lately ive been awfully uninspired (translate: lazy)to complete anything i propose to do. Ive been thinking it might be because I consider myself mostly a designer, and my art skills are nothing but something i use to physically manifest my thoughts. ...so nowadays i just go crazy designing stuff and then i just look at my sketches and say "oh, this would look so totally baddass when its finished." and that pretty much does it for me, lmao. then i just kick back and do something else.AAAAAAAARRRGH.
I have literally a pile of concepts and characters. I just need to find someone to render them for me lol. UUUNNNGHHHHNNNNHHHHH OTL
Ive been shifting around media/programs alot lately, and i still get weary of the technical parts of art. i get turned off pretty easily.

Oh, me.

One of the reasons im writting this is because ive noticed that whenever i talk about how lazy i am, for some reason i start doing things, almost as if my subconscious is trying to prove me wrong. :B (lets hope it works right now.)

Uhg lol btw, my message center has already reached the 4 digits. ...without counting the submissions to check. <(ÂºAÂº<) Heavens, and whenever i try to check picturess i just shovel around but the next day theyre just even more. Its like trying to dig a hole in quicksands! waaah.

end note, im back to school. and normal life as always. blah blah

]]> ~BlueBerserker crap + does this voice make me sound foreign? http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/25941712/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/25941712/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 01:43:36 PDT
lol i just talked with

on the phone. i think i was 45 mins. im not gonna be here when the phone bill comes ;D . i nearly got him to admit about the trannies in his place. he sounded nice. but because of the timezones i ended up calling him at midnight. he couldnt stop complaining. we all makes mistakes. didnt had to shooosh me away. jesus. :I at least we talked more than a "hai" this time.
im so nervous on the phone ("Hey, did i tell you about my wuh- wuh- wuh- wuhaksjdkajsdha nevermind" ), and i wish my voice wasnt so crappy. U________________U and the heavy japanese accent doesnt help either. (MOSHIMOSHIII)
and i think i threw up a little im my mouth at some point. :C

PS: his life is more interesting than mine. ask him about all the chubby Tifas he scored at AX.
PS2: we forgot to say "BFFS" or soemthing, idk.

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sorry if i have been so dead, lol.
at the moment im reevaluating some stuffs about art. so whenever i do something to actually post, its just a little casual thing.

right now i find myself enjoying a piece of pizza covered in pickled chili peppers. both spent the entire night in my pant's pocket after an evening in town.
life's finest.

the weather is so dry lately, my lips are so chapped, they bleed all the time. i got passionfruit-flavored chapstick. it makes me feel pretty.

uhm. what else. Im ~~enduring~~ visiting my family. got paperworks and errands to do. installing software in the pcs here.and stuffs like that. might even do some paying work.
its a little boring and slow around here, i admit. but i get a break from school, which im starting to hate, haha. =____=

I feel tempted to take the neighbour's dog for a walk, and maybe take my little brother's little bike and ride all the way down the steep street around the corner.
But not both at the same time, lolÂ

Âthat would beÂ

...brb.

]]> ~BlueBerserker A dream that brought a predicament. http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/24249177/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/24249177/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:03:04 PDT
Last night i had a dream.

I was back in catholic school and i was hanging by the chapel with a couple of my friends.

The police broke out with one of the priests cause me and my friends falsely acused him of getting too touchy. We were laughing so much. The priest was freaking out, he threw his hat and cursed our names in the name of god.
Then we played soccer with his hat. it was such a funny hat old and flat. like a pie. Then one of my friends wanted to set it on fire. And i said "NO wait. i wanna keep it as a memory!"

Then i went to the mirror in the bathroom and tried the hat on. it looked so good on me. a little big, though.

Anyway... after i woke up i felt so bad...

I dont know where to get a hat like that.

]]> ~BlueBerserker upgrade http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22728029/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22728029/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 07:59:34 PST im a little frustrated about my current harddrive, the one ive had for almost 2 years now- its 30GBs and i cant strech stuff in it anymore. Barbaric.
So im gonna meet my father today cause he promised me another hard drive last xmas.

sigh!

also been afully nostalgic nowadays, i think i've watched too much VH1, i just discovered it. The 90's were so awesome, all those one-hit-wonders and the golden age of grunge. It's a punch in the chest everytime i hear them.

Well, ive been getting my work together, also. i just really really hope this deal im working out finally settles down so i can have my pay and stop worrying about it. uhg.

]]> ~BlueBerserker The End. ....? http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22533715/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22533715/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 20:41:50 PST Aside from looking at other people's stuff here every now and then, i have to drag myself to check my own messages.
I've been drawing now that i have the time.
But to tell the truth, i really dont feel like posting. It got monotonous.

While working on my everyday stuff and drawing lazily, Im enjoying the peace in the house after my family had to rush back home for work issues.
Im having a nice time eating all the leftover groceries they bought. i just ate an entire can of peaches by myself, so you get an idea.

i dunno, ...what im saying is...I pretty much completely checked out! lol.

Much love to my homeboy-os. Represent. lah.

]]> ~BlueBerserker How I lost my best friend http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22054090/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/22054090/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 17:39:05 PST My posses are dead.
wow, everyone's so busy, like, shit.
I remember when we all had time to waste, now its just impossible. both irl and ol.
you all suck and i hate you. i wish you all a genitalia-wilting std.
ahh well, i will remember the good times fondly.

about 2 months ago i caught my IRL BFF on the phone and he told me he had SUCH a crush on some chick, he's all like, i love her, she's so hot, i wanna get married. blah blah blah i was like, chill, dude.
then because of bussiness i only got a hold of him like, last week. then he mentioned something about BEING A FATHER? i have no idea. i freaked and then he said like Oh, brb i gotta go check on my woman, ill call you back.

..and he never did....? wtfffff. this is how it all begins........
hope he's joking. ......Im gonna buy his PS2 SO CHEAP when he's in need of diapers money. kaching.

at any case im gonna start receiving aplications for BFF replacement. Like this one dude, friend of his, hes nice and decent, we have a lot in common and we go to the same college he's the one who helped me in the campus back when i was a noob. just the other day we came across and talked. he'll do good. :D ..what was his name again?.... i think it has a "gu" somewhere...uh.... whatever. it's "dude".

Finally on winter break, my basement dwellers.i have no idea how i did this semester....Âº___Âº;
I have been passing out the last couple of days cause being the 10hoursofsleepaday- kinda guy, these all nighter- final assignments have been messing me right up. sorry about that.
cant get on art just yet, cause i have to solve a couple of issues- my dad is kinda stalking me and has been in town for a few weeks now. i cant keep avoiding him now, lol.
also getting the house ready to welcome mother and siblings for holidays. =___=; uhhhhggg
so yep, bare with me. Also reuniting with my awfully neglected irl friends. gonna see this chick for a dinner this sunday. ive mised her i havent seen her i like. 18 months or something? i suck lol.. ;____; but shit. i have a little money and im gonna take her to a nice place, lol. i feel so mature, lol. hope her boyfriend doesnt mind, also. rofl. Â¦D (he's big enough to snap my neck and with enough money to cover it, hurrrrrrrr)

Promise ill post something eventually. just not in the mood for posting lately. :C

love, mofos. â¥

]]> ~BlueBerserker Gulping + Pluging http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/18732135/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/18732135/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 14:08:11 PDT The design dept. is currently behind schedule. so all the students are being shoved with tasks down their throats. Finals are approaching, also. We're also taking EXTRA Politics classes in order to catch up. from 6 to 9 pm. the class is really tedious, but i like going to college at night. aaah- the deafening sound of millions of insects. In general it will be more likely I'll have to bust my chops trying to make ends meet this semester.

WORK?! Woah. i got a job offer- sortof, people are bulking up graphics designs for some thing in Germany. (I THINK, i dunno im gonna talk more.) So yeah. ill see if can get down to it as soon as this semester ends.
I have some ideas though i dont know how my superiors are going to agree this time. XD; let's see what happens, but unlike my prior job, Im planning on pushing the envelope- ask for more creative control. I dunno.

SO.
ART RELATED.
PRETTY DEAD,
the thing is that i cant sit and do something without feeling guilty. Uhm. Except maybe some doodles i made in class. I really need to get a decent sketchbook, but i dont wander around in town enough to know. i have to ask classmates.
I have a pile of vectoring assignments i havent managed to go through. If anything Ill post something cool. Vectors are fun. kinda. but i cant do anything elaborated just yet. :B

Anywayyyy...
So yeah, put on your waterproof Mascara and go check out

's stuff. It'll make you cry.
I never wander enough to see new people, specially someone "sdfasdflkjhs" awesome just getting the hang of this place. Now gogogogo. :P

]]> ~BlueBerserker I'm ALL TALK. http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/17885740/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/17885740/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 18:24:04 PDT Brokeback Mountain and they were laughing their asses off. i never watched it, mostly because i suck at movies and the sole concept of gay cowboys was so retarded so bleah, so i got up and tuned it on my tv. he cracked a joke at every single scene for like an hour, we like dubbed their voices with stupid dialogues. i dont even remember the real plot.lol.

Talked to my cousin a couple of days ago he's like SO PSYCHED about spending the summer vacation here again. after all we had so much healthy responsible fun. and by that I mean making him and my other cousin throw up at the rides. I almost cried laughing.

Talked to my sister as well- she's her sensei's favourite and now she'll be teaching Aikido. SheÂs doing kendo as well and she promised sheÂd get me a sword by the next time she visits. I aint needinÂ moar rulers. :BB

OH GOD: I talked to (!!)on the phone last night.
AUUGHHHHHHHHHHHGGGG XDD;I was like HORRIFIED-nervious,It was so stressing, i even forgot how to talk properly, ROFL. It really crossed my wiring.
ItÂs just that is the first time i talk to someone from the internet, IT FEELS SO WEIRRRRRD it nearly busted my Bizarre-O-Meter. XDDD;;;;

I really had to pull myself together. Cause im like, so neurotic, I make Woody Allen look like a little girl taking a nap.
I just kept blanking during the whole conversation. AUGH. XD; And the laughter was so horrid.

But yeah, HeÂs nice. ;A;â¥ HIS MOM is also nice. She thought I sounded like his cousin or something. LULZ.
Lol i remember asking about his cat. It may sounded irrelevant but, CATS ARE SERIOUS BUSINESS ON THE INTERNET.

]]> ~BlueBerserker SINCLAIIIIIIRRRRRRRR http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/17727597/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/17727597/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:37:44 PDT My dog Sinclair went missing somewhere between the night of last saturday and the dawn of sunday.

My cousin and I already kinda lost all hopes of him comming back, since he's kinda old and had some visual and hearing issues. We used to crack jokes at him all the time but now it's depressing. ;_;â¥

â«âª...WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY...âªâ«

â«âª...MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY...âªâ«

Le sigh. Well, to lighten the mood:

A week ago i had another big thing to do at my design class.They gave us like a week to work on it but the night before that i was "busy" drawing, so i didnt do my assignment until like sunday 8pm. and it took me like an hour from the concept, to drawing, cutting and pasting it together, It was so petite, it fit in my palm. The morning of the presentation i walk into the classrom and one of the dudes say: "HEY wutzup woud'ya do on the assingment? :D"
I look around and the guys there had they proyects like XBOX HUEG. I looked at the little plastic bag in my hand a lold so hard.
I was embarrased to even show it around. then one of the chicks asks me to show her and asks me: "What time didya go to bed? D:"
-"...at like...10? c__c"
She literally tilted over dumbfounded cause most of my classmates either went to bed at like 4 am or didnt even sleep.
So there i was looking so well rested in a room full of racoon people.

I nearly got myself stabbed after the professor revised the proyects and says mine was one of the most interesting and eyecatching regardless of the simplicity. HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....

....RRRRR.

]]> ~BlueBerserker 2008 Resolution http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/16374752/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/16374752/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 15:43:59 PST !

Bleah, neglecting updates too much. =_=
Well.
Mother visited on xmas. She brought me some cds sent by my sister with a bunch of cool songs. AND one of the raw recording of her and her band.
before i even got to listent o it she called saying that i should hear it so i can give her my opinion about it.
Some nerve she has.

but here's the thing. I really admire her balls for it since everybody in my family know that asking for my opinion is like summoning a Simon Cowell. So yeah. I still hadn't listened to the cd when i found myself trying to come up with excuses or lies in case ...well... i didn't liked what they were doing .I know i suck. XD; But it's just that i really fail to ose the oposite whe i don't like something.
So yeah, i build up courage to hear the thing. and to my surprise-
They were good. And i mean really good. XD it was funky. like a less-girly dandy warhols or a lighter Rock thing. I'm embarrassed to say i was surprised. I should've had more faith, after all she's my sister.
Â¦D
BLUEBERSERKER IS AMUSED.

Speaking of bands.
I was forced on a road trip with some memebers of my family here to a countryside place on the edge of civilization. pretty boring. i just took pictures. and a bug flew straight into my eyebrow while i was at it- it hit me so hard I So'nuva-ed it cause i though someone hit me with a sligshot or something. I hate nature. I mean, its nice o look at but I find it as annoying as any other mother. _(OHZING)

AAAANYYWHOOO.... back to bands. in this place there was this geezer band with some bongoes and and accordeon and guita and god know what more. My uncle sat to improvise with them in the bongos. They were like really going at it and the old dude in the accordeon was like rockg at it, and rocking really hard. and i was like thingking- man, this guy like rocks ar it. and while i was starng at him-
His toothcase fell off right outta his mouth. (...)
I like flinched, looked around and since i didnt saw anyone reacting i tought i was hallucinating. then i look at my uncle in the bongos and he was laughing like- SO. HARD. ...So hard he had to stop playing and take a seat. Was then when i started laughing. ..cause at first i was honestly questioning my sense of reality. >___> AND i cursed myself for not having the camera ready. :shakesfist:

It was ok. the only thing bad from the trip was because the bedsheets gave me the sniffles because i had some reaction or something. eyes sore.
pictures later, maybe. :0

au revoir.

PS. Ill draw something btwlol.

]]> ~BlueBerserker Lol, Lucky day. http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/15637057/ http://BlueBerserker.deviantart.com/journal/15637057/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 14:49:21 PST ÂºAÂº

O, wow ok:

Normal day, till 2 pm when Grandma sent me downtown to pick up her new glasses, She told me to get some change from her purse and something extra "just-in-case-money" I ginored the bonus and went just for the bus money.
Once i was downtown on my way back, i get into the bus and as usuall a couple of stops later it was completely full. I was looking through the window as always.
A huge dude sat next to me and a few blocks away he poked my shoulder shook my hand and started talking me very formally. It really took me a while to understand what he was saying, One because too much noise and two because ppl here talk a little to fast and i still dont get used to it. :C
At first I thought he was a jehova's Wittness. lmaoo., then i thought he was trying to sell me something, and later thought he was hitting on me. rofl.
I asked him to speak up and he started talking about some things i didnt understand.
When i told him so, He said in a clear voice.
" I'm with a friend of mine and we'd like to ask you a couple of things, if that's ok, with you." The guy on the seat back pats my shoulder.
I said it was ok. then he said "Now, Dont fuzz over or try to do anything stupid cause we're both heave armed and I wont hesitate on "Tuzzling up your hair" if you know what I mean."
i said Oh, ok. And Found it was the most surreal thing someone has ever told me. in the most polite tone of voice! lol.

-"First, Where do you come from and where are you going."
-" ...erm. Im just on my way back home i had to pick up my grandma's new glasses."
-"ok. How much cash you have on you" And he startes feeling my pockets.
-"nothing really, I just had the bus fee. .__."
-"Hmm. ok Do you have any "comunication devices?"
-"Uhm. Sorry, no. I just never got used to hang with a cellphone. Never."
-"Uh, ok: Show me your wallet."
-"...Sorry, i just NEVER got used to have a wallet, i mean- i have one, but i never use it. ._."
-"So you have no Id cards, or any documentation on you atm? thats kinda dangerous."
-"...Its just that i just came to run this errand and i thought i wouldn't need it. *nervious giggle*"
-"...*sigh* ...so you've got nothing on you?"
-"sorry, no."
(...)
-"...where do you live?"
-"I live in ."*
-"Ohhhh so you're form..."there"..."
-"...i guess. "
-"oh cool. I live there. thats ok, then. nothing happened here. have a nice day. And you know: You never saw me and we never had this conversation."
-"What conversation? :0"
Then we shook hands again and he got off the bus.
I just looked back to the window, and well.... Right now. my face hurts of so much grinning. XD;

When i got home, i told gradma. She got PALE. I couldn't stop smiling.
then i said. "...But granny, I made a new friend!!1 8D"
She nearly slapped me. rofl.

The Facts:
a) I barelly have cash on me.
b) I NEVER got used to a cellphone, mom once got me one in 9th grade and i just let it hanging about. lol. i have none since then.
c) I NEVER use a wallet. lol.

*: My friend orlando is a little too much of a thug. He knows a LOT of people and he always tells me that I have the looks of someone who wants to get mugged. So he told me once that if i ever Found myself in that situation i should tell them i live in this neighbourhood that is a few blocks from where I actually live. a BAD neighbourhood. XD and he also told me some names of the gangs and what things should i say i people i supposedly i am friends with just to get away clean.

I'm still loling about it. cause I can't believe it actually worked.

It's true though: I do look like an easy target for muggers and criminals, Stumpy walk, clueless looks, and no matter what i do to blend in, i just look plain foreign.

I'm gonna call him in a while to tell him thanks. XD;

The funny think is that because im so much naive with this kinda stuff. i wasn't scared during the whole thing: maybe it was because he was talking so very polite to me, even when he said he'd ...BUSTA'CAP. lol.

Mom tells me of the time that for being so clueless, bad things would always happen to me if i didnt sharp up.
but waddaya know: i'm so clueless that even in bad situations I just pass by. lol.

Â¦D

Ps: on my way to the NetCafÃ¨ i found two coins laying one next to each other. It must be my lucky day!

<... ]]> ~BlueBerserker