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Dear future, I bought you.

=BlueYume — Sun, 06 Dec 2009 04:32:31 PST

My chest microdermal fell off on friday. Sucks so bad.
But hey cake cheers me UP. New photos soon.~

True or false it may be~

=BlueYume — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 08:47:40 PST

Yo. I actually updated? I wonder. Did I really update..? Well yes! I left my DA-account to gather some dust for awhile. Well mmmm, maybe more than awhile. [grin] But hopefully this baby will come back alive again. Bwahahah, it's not good to update your journal too often aye?~ Reminds me of facebook status updates.. "HEYA GUYZZ. EATING! NOW GONNA GO TO THE BATHROOOOMMMM!" 8DDDDD

But since lotssss of stuff has happened and I'm kinda in the starting point again [not living alone anymore, boyfriend lurked away from my life and I didn't get any possibilities to get into school entrance exams again. Noes.] Although there is one positive thing in my life and that issss.. a job! Working from 6am to 15.30pm isn't all so awesome though, but I can pay my driving licence and and.. who the hell wouldn't love shopping? Hell yes bitchesss!

Christmas is too soon right? Ok well anyways, hopefully I'll get updated next week!~

Lots of love.
- Emma

Rewind or speed up. I love my mind. Randomized.

=BlueYume — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 11:47:19 PDT

Updating updating. Mainly updating journals for myself, so I can read it later.. and laugh. No, but.. I still keep a diary. It's pretty important for myself. D: I just enjoy it..

Anyways.. so, before June, I went to my old hometown to celebrate the ending of school with some of my friends. [I got a lift, and my friend was speeding.. they took his card away, poor him.] Later that same happy happy day when our another friend was giving us a lift, police stopped us again. This time, my friend forgot his driving licence since he changed to formal wear.. pft.. but they forgave us, because my triplet-friends were in the paper. 8D It was pretty funny though. "YOU'RE THE TRIPLETS WHO WERE IN THE PAPER!" "Uh.. yes."

Well I got pretty sick later on. And when you're not home and you're sick in someone else's house, it gets pretty awkward. D: At least when I was very feverish and a giant boxer wanted to play with me all the time. Ouch, he was pretty heavy. x3
I'm still a bit sick. Flu is so hard to get rid of. D:

Hm so.. Since I moved, I haven't gotten a job yet. Jeez, still trying. Friggin' fast food restaurants.. hire me damn it. D: And what made me depressed was I didn't get even an invite to the exams from the school where I wanted to. It's already June and I haven't gotten a single invite yet. I so wanted them to give me a chance to show my skills. ._. Guess I pretty much suck then. Awgh. I became so sad I just texted my friend I don't want to do anything.. and closed my cellphone.. and just went to bed. So, guess my dream about starting school here anyways is ruined. But I'll be fine, I guess. Another year fucked up though. D:

AND.. since I'm in a mood for writing, another thing what bugs me so much is.. when you JUST want to be friends with a boy, nothing more, but when you know the boy really is trying to get something serious about it. Aw god. Guess I just have to open my mouth and just say it.

Although I don't have school and no job here yet.. I'm slowly getting friends here. They're a bit different than me though, like, not in a bad way, nooo no.~ But I just want to meet girls here too. D:

I was tagged by lovely Zinny.~ So I'll fill this up. >:3

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. HAHA. VOITIN.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star. [kait?]
[ ] I've wi...

Sweat, phone calls and a new start.~

=BlueYume — Thu, 14 May 2009 01:37:13 PDT

Hejsssan ppls.~

[yawn] Morning.~
I moved to my grandad's old apartment finally on 10.5 and since then I've been going all around places, making phone calls, arguing with dad and hoping so much to get a job hopefully this month. I've finally finished cleaning the whole place today. All rooms look fine now.. BUT, the shelves are still full of CRAP and the balcony doesn't look so pretty yet. [grin] I'm afraid to throw anything away.. and because of that, it doesn't really feel like my home.

Tell me what the rain knows.

=BlueYume — Tue, 05 May 2009 10:30:01 PDT

Hola everyone.~

It's been awhile since I logged into DA. Sorry for the inactivity, if you really care. ;3 [grin] Oona.. our older dog, doesn't stand fighting and yelling. Everytime if someone is yelling really badly..like on the phone, she walks to my room looking for some kind of shelter. Aw. It's all because of my fault. Fighting parents are just. pain in the ass. o3o" Mkays, so, my sister and her boyfriend visited us last week.<3 Though "vappu" didn't end up so good.~ Tsh. People these days.

Anyways. Finally finally. I'm moving into a "own" apartment. I can't really call it my own though, because it's grandad's old flat, but he doesn't live there anymore. The moving day is still a bit unclear since I still need to take care of some errands here.~ [This week, next week? All depends with dad since he's helping me.] But oh I can't wait. I've got to get away from here. Bad bad memories. Lots of them. It might take awhile until I get the internet. People can only reach me by phone [I'm pretty much an sms-freak, usually I just message, I don't talk. 8D] or meh.. I'll use the library sometimes. :3 [Always needs her daily dose of facebook, damn.]

Still haven't got any invites to school exams. Halp. I'm slowly getting frustrated.. But nah.~ They'll be here.. eventually I guess.~

So! Nothing more than that.~ I hope the bad weather goes away again and the sun will come out.. I spent my first sunny day on the dock with friends and feet touching the water.. hmmh.~ It sure was fun. Cold water though. 8DD Watch out. Â°wÂ°

^{Hey lover, do you remember when
We would dance in your apartment
'Till neighbors would knock on your door?
And I remember, do you remember when
We had no money to speak of,
No where else to eat but your floor.
[I wanna do it again]

First time staying out all night.
Last time that we got away with lies.
I can hear it in the back of my mind.
Over and over again.
[I wanna do it again]

Late nights and early lights.
Never thought it would come to a goodbye.
I replay it on the back of my mind
Over and over again.
[I want to do it again]

All those days gone forever.
Wonder if we're gonna ever.
See all our younglife friends that we made again.
Have we all lost connection?
The life pulls in all directions.
Memories bring us back to where we've been.}

PHEW.

=BlueYume — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 03:17:10 PDT

JES. Vihdoin sain haut tosta hemmetin jutusta trough. EilisestÃ¤ asti yrittÃ¤ny saada niitÃ¤.. :C [syvÃ¤ helpottunut huokaus] 8D

Eat lots of chocolate bunnies.~

Devious Journal Entry

=BlueYume — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 06:05:47 PDT

There once was a boy who asked me to the movies. I answered: "Maybe later." Month later, I didn't have the guts to ask him anywhere.. And he has epilepsy so he doesn't drink [<3] but I didn't know how to ask him out.. Dx And now I noticed that he's now "in a relationship" from facebook. Damn it. [hits her head on the wall] Don't you just hate life? =_=
~
My life is still about just applying to the schools. I'm just waiting for summer~ Easter maybe cheers me up <3 Summer job or a real job.. please? Dx
:3

I look at you and smile because I'm fine~

=BlueYume — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:00:33 PDT

Helloes~

Woah. I'm so afraid that I'm getting a flu from my mom.. x_x My neck hurts.. head aswell.
Phew luckily painkillers help. Omnomnom~

I'm still messing with the school tasks n' stuff.. but I'm pretty stressed..
like.. I'm not sure about applying into some places..should I.. or not.. or am I interested..or..what. D:
Two and a half weeks left. Damn it DX [smacks herself] Get up and sort this out idiot. 8D

Dad isn't taking us to Lappland. D8
Aw, I really wanted to go there :''D My friend is turning twenty next month and she's still saying
that I HAVE TO come to the boat trip. But I can't O_O The truth is that in many cases, money makes
people happy.. 8D

Mmm I want summer..~ It makes me smile when it's sunny..
and I remember last summer again. Mm~
My first two entrance exams are in next month..maybe.. whee.. Hrrr the excitement.. hah 8D
Nah.. I'm not that nervous like last year.

So that's my life for now. I'm tired of typing 8D

Getting into the swing~

=BlueYume — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 05:54:50 PST

HEY EVERYOOOONE~ -_-; I came back home on Sunday and phewww it's good to be home but I'm pretty bored here. But I had toooo much fun with my friends. Ah I miss those times. Mm. I also met some people who were from Australia, Sweden.. etc etc. [I hate my swedish.. so I only talk in english bwahahaa~] Right now I have no money at all, and I'm not getting anything until I find a job.. I've applied to many places already..but.. gotta.. do.. some.. more..searching. Hiton lama.. D:

And now it starts! Applying to schools! My hope is.. next autumn I'm studying in Tampere ahhh.~ I'll do my best.. and better than last year.

Other than that. I guess I'm fine. I wanna travel more.. but I really can't. =_= Some of my friends are planning a boat trip for next month.. buuuut I gotta pass that. BUT my dad is taking us to Lapland later. I've never been there before D: Hmmm.. I don't enjoy the cold weather.. but of course I'll go if I get there for free. n__n [I guess his girlfriend is paying.. lol] 8D

Ah summer where the fuck are you D: I can't wait anymore.
Wish me luck with the school stuff.. mmkay? I need it 8D

oon aika taito.

=BlueYume — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 04:48:42 PST

Journals - in the middle of the night? Suuureee~ I'm bored, can't sleep and I won't wake up early tomorrow anyway. Last Tuesday I made a major stupid thing.. and the result was that I couldn't eat for about five days, unless you can count water, few jars of baby food and a bit of soup. And I'm already so damn skinny, great huh? 8DDDD Yeah I agree~
I'm about 70% sure now where I'm applying.. and if it works out, I can move and live for free in my grandad's apartment.. since he now mostly stays in the hospital these days..
Today's train accident is still in my mind.. and I still don't know who the boys are.. Just hoping that.. oh well.
Ahhh finally I'll go see couple of my friends next week.. but for now.. I'll be concentrating on the upcoming examssss~ [bah like you people care] 8DD
And since valentine's day sucks, I have great plans for it, which I guess you don't want to hear. [grin]
-E

Edit -
Lollero. Btw...
Friday 13th:

1. I had to run to get my bus card and went upstairs. My floor had a weird slippery spot when I used hairspray =_= I fell and hit my neck and back of the neck to the corner of my table. Wheee~ It still hurts like hell when I move my neck or touch it.

2. I was a bit lost when I was visiting my friends house since she moved with her boyfriend. So I HAD to walk on the car road becauuse there wasn't any bike path. [No I didn't have any reflectors ._.] So oh well.. I had to get quickly going so tadah! Cops. And they were maad. And following me around.. and shouting like hell. Wheee. Like they don't have anything better to do.. like drunks etc..

3. And now I'm finally home.. and I had to get ready for the valentine's day shittt stuff. [yawn] tired tired tired.

So that's all though 8D

Shock me like an electric eel

=BlueYume — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 05:08:31 PST

I spent my weekend over my dad's place. Hmmm.. [feeling blank] I'm waiting for the school assignments..aaannd.. well..I'm still not sure where I'm going to apply, however I think i'm gonna get screwed with them this year too. I just think there's not much CHOICES in studying in Finland. Nothing feels right for me, but we'll seeee...

Last friday my job training [which started on 17.11] ended. Phew. I got a small makeup purse and some cosmetic stuff from the girls. I had some good and bad times but overall it was good.~ I didn't get a job from there [no wonder, all the girls are prettyyy and I look like a horse >.>] but they said if they can take some more people on summer, I'll get a summerjob at least.. Great! Well.. okay.. MAYBE.

I'm wondering where I am on next autumn.. [I'm turning twenty O_O] oh and because of that I've been thinking about getting myself inked on September.. sounds nice! Not sure about it though. I'm picky about tattoos and I want something really really unique. And because they are expenssssive.

I've been looking around a bit and I applied to the grill for evening shifts but I haven't heard from that one yet.. I guess I didn't get the place. And right now it's so damn hard to get a job. Durrr.. Next week is the last week on the "hopeless people without a job"-course.. I really don't know what we're doing there then..[school visits? tests? Hm.] I just know that some people have a job already, so there's less people.. But next week the whole course ends!~ It's been pretty long, but the job training was the only helpful part in it. I wouldn't call myself so lazy compared to couple of people on the course..I'm the youngest one anyways.~ After the course.. because of some complicated things I really don't want to share with everyone, I'm not sure if I get any money AT ALL until I get a job. So I'm fucked up again. I can't pay anything or stuff like that. Mom has to take care of my bills and other things again. Poor her. [Now I even have to skip couple of gifts..] I've got to figure out something. Maybe it's not that bad and things will turn out better than I thought.. :>

Agh I wish I just could travel anyway. This city is driving me nuts damn it. I'll just have to wait a month or a bit more..By the way I don't know what's really gotten into me.. I don't really do the stuff I used to before. I'm tired with everything. And I have a new big problem what I shouldn't even talk about here. I never thought it would get this bad somehow. I know this is definitely not a good thing. I guess it's just depression or something like that which drives people into this. Okay well, I'll continue waiting for the school things to start again. I'll add nothing until I feel better again. I guess updating my journal is the only thing what I'm going to do from time to time to get people updated, mmkay?~

Btw. My older dog who is half blind.. well, now her other eye is getting worse aswell. I'll try to get some more eyedrops for her next month if I can because I don't want her to go all blind, because it's byebyes then.. ._. She's turning 13 this summer! Aww. Our little furball.. My younger dog is
actually snoring on my sofa right now.. I'll go make some more tea for myself. Rawr.

-E

Yes I'm still alive.

=BlueYume — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 11:59:39 PST

^{3 weeks left. Oh damn, I really need a job. Ever wondered why some people just forget you and ignore you? Fuck, same here. Well, there's nothing I can do about it.. at least getting wasted helps. Hahaha. -_-; And now there's some rumors spreading around.. hm.. well what can you do. Well..yes now I'll keep my gallery dead until my course ends.
Thanksbye.}

Never drop.

=BlueYume — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 07:08:54 PST

^{MÃ¶rÃ¶Ã¶Ã¶Ã¶~ Hyvveee joulua. D: Eiku..

Hmm Christmas is close. Too close. I'm wayyyy behind.[grin] I'm trying to get 2nd of January free from work so I could travel a bit. Also on 2nd of
January.. one nice person comes back to my city woooooo~

Anyhow~ I'm just working right now and on weekends if I have free time from work I'll go see couple of my friends and I'm trying to save my money from all the temptations. >__>;

Okay I hate Christmas, [a bit] because if you're trying to find some reasonable gifts.. and you just find veeeeryyy interesting stuff for yourself or know better ways to use it anyway.. selfish? Noooo.. :F But I just didn't pay my phone bill yet and I can't think of anything what I could buy damn it. >.> I guess I'll figure out something.. after this month :'''D Naahh~ I can't give anything that special~ But we'll see how it goes.. 8D

The customers are awesome and grumpy as always <3 Who couldn't love them~ Don't have much to tell, so it all endssss here.~ I hope the rest of the year goes somehow well..~ Rawrrr~ New yearrr~

- E}

you think you've found it and it loses you ~

=BlueYume — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 08:31:56 PST

Hejjjsan.
I haven't been THAT busy lately, buuut mainly all my time goes to work in the clothing store.. or sleeping..because I'm always dead tired. And it starts all over again five times a week.. 8DD It's fun though. Still now that I learned to use the cash register.. I always have to be there.. and I still get pretty messed up with it.. oh the happy customers. n__n; I've still tried my best everyday for look up for jobs.. [sigh] People have rarely contacted me. My friend is back in the hospital again and she can already walk a bit..~ I reaaaally hope that everything goes well and that she could get out of the hospital soon..~ Two things stressing me right now are school entrance tests.. I don't know.. what to do.. hmm. And social relationships are pretty messed up now.. I'm just trying to concentrate on the job I have and finding one!~
I feel like banging my head to the wall~ But never mind. Everything is pretty fine..~ And Christmas is even closer~ Rawwwwrrrrr~ I'll visit the doctor later for some tests. I'll explain it all later on when I know more.. I'll end this journal nowwww OwO;; too tireddd to check out.. oh never mind. I'll get more active slowwwwly~

Job trainings and stalkers~

=BlueYume — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 12:43:44 PST

Now the suns coming up, just as you're coming down.. god damn that girl's a train wreck~

Why can't you see.. why can't you see.. what you're doing to yourself~ Why can't you see why can't you see.

~
Guys, sorry for my inactivity. : << I think I'll add some photos later on..mmmmaybe~ and I have to make a card for my grandad this week [now that I started to think about the card.. I just remembered I forgot to make a card for my internet friend.. damn] when I'm not so busy with my jobstuff. Hmm anyways my job training has taken my time a lot, but I'm glad I found a training place from a clothing store in downtown.. though I'm a bit afraid of learning to use the cash register.. but naaahh~ it can't be that hard..right? But finally I'll get some more job experience. I'll start it on next next Mondayy~ I'm pretty glad..

Oh yeah a guy with dreadlocks started stalking me in downtown when I was searching for the training place 8DD awww~ oh well.. it was pretty weird and scary too.
I'm glad I finally got the training place after searching.. although I tried Advertising agencies first.. because that's the place where I wanted get.. D: awgh.

Everyone on the course wants to have a "saunailta".. well basically a day together.. drinking and stuff.. well.. at least it could bring up the team spirit a bit more maybe..8DDDDD haha~ If I wouldn't embarass myself.. Next week we'll get new laptops to ourselves for a week and we'll learn some IT for the whole week.

Ok so.. something pretty weird and amazing happened today.. My phone rang.. and there was a nice woman saying she's calling from Ireland and asking if I'm still searching for a job. I was.. O__O feeling weird and amazed. She explained everything and I sent my CV and other stuff. Woah.. if that really happens and I can go live in Dublin for awhile.. that would be so.. superb :0 I was feeling pretty hyper, although she didn't say that I was chosen yet 8DD haha but still.

I really need to find a job now..I'm going to be in the clothing store until January 30th..but I can stop it whenever I want. Finally everything is going better.. but damn I have an eye infection >__O *eye twitch* agh D: And I don't have the possibility to visit the doctor now that she/he isn't in my town. I would have to travel for awhile to see one.. damn =__= I'm still waiting my friend to visit me.. I'm getting so bored here >__>;

hummmm~ Anyway I'll be adding something soon.. maybe~ Sorry for not commenting awile.. I'll be back~ Btw~
damn it's getting cold.. I need a new scarf O__o and it won't be long until it's December again.. I can't believe it..

15.11 - My friend has been hit by a car. I hope I can see her soon..
...
oh god.;--;

=_=

=BlueYume — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 06:10:37 PDT

Daaamn. I feel so sick D: yesterday I locked myself outside and I was kinda.. half naked. O.o Still searching for a job, but my job uh "training" starts next week though. Hmm dunnoes.. well can't wait for friday to have some fun so I'll feel much better maybe. I've just used my tablet to draw avi art.. nothing more. I've had other things on my mind. Ah I'll stop here. I'm too lazy to write right now. Kaori you better use yer subscription 8DD just kidding.<3 byebyes.
my world is messed up.

ps. I won't write about the Tampere-thing anymore.. it didn't work out. Somehow I feel that I'll be forever in this position, but I'll do my fucking best to change that.

Spell it F-U-C-K

=BlueYume — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 10:05:00 PDT

Agh sub ended 8DDD
This computer is teh shit. Slow as hell. I miss my own, my dad just "updated" it so it's aaaawesome 8DDD hahhh. So~ I'm away from home~ aaand leaving next Thursday to Vaasa to see Kaori! Yayyyz 8DDD So~ this is how things are right now..
I'm pretty sure I'm not starting school in January.. When I looked at the schools on the page.. yeah they were.. nothing special..I'm not interested about being a nurse..orr.. etc. One cool place what my mom actually found 8DD was some school where you would become some kind of.. voe helvetti :S ei enkku oikeen suju tÃ¤hÃ¤n aikaan mut muotoilupuolella(yms stylistisuuntanen jtn..) en todellakaan muista.. :S But they take only 16 people.. and I guess almost all crazy girls are trying to get there.. soo I'm not starting school on January.. I have to find a job and wait for summer when I have a chance to look these school things again. (Oh gosh I wanna work abroad<3 I wish I could.) So I have time to think what else I want.. than something to do with art~
And about my DA-page! I'm thinking about closing my page completely down /orrr leaving it and using it sometimes, because I thought about building my own gallery site..where I would add my works and makeup look-photos. For me, and of course for others to see ^___^(I'm adding photos about my halloween-makeup on one of my pages.. wanna see? 8DD aw fff... but halloween is next month >__o well I have the photos anyways 8D) No I'm not saying this like "WAAAAH. LEAVING DA DAMN IT ;--;" but I think I'll leave this page to just be 8DD I finally got my hair extensions.. woah hell they cost a lot. But I have a nice looong hair now.. it sucks sometimes but nah.. it looks ok.
Ok my legs hurtttt >__< so I'm done for now 8DD

Edit-- Nope I'm not closing my account but my activity isss kinda.. well I'll be here though ;3

~____~

=BlueYume — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:04:39 PDT

Damn I wanted to write this now D:
Well uh. I don't know. I'll update this later~
I hope I can start school next January~

Errrrr

=BlueYume — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 04:32:49 PDT

No school.. I don't know why I feel so busy? D:
I'm working on (my own?) apartment things and money stuff.. so I guess that takes some of my time.. but I have some kinda artist block again.. damn it : <

Whiii.

Vähän väsynyt.

=BlueYume — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 06:15:13 PDT

Sorry I'm checking all messages etc. later on~
I've screwed things pretty bad.. I don't know whether to laugh or cry about it. Oh well 8DDDDD I'll get over it.
Come oooonn~ Come back to Pori guys. :<< I miss that weekend~

Small comeback soon!~

Edit-- My job is overrrr btw. 8DDDDDD

Hahh~

=BlueYume — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 05:49:59 PDT

25 days to go!
~

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there~

=BlueYume — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 07:14:32 PDT

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Okies~

Time goes by pretty quickly I guess.. It's already July. :000 Summer just goes before I even kinda start it. -___- Damndamndamn. And damn again.. I've lost weight while working.. and that's not.. good. I'm pretty skinny you know.. and now I look even more like a skinny skeleton risen from the dead. Eww. D: Beautiful.

One girl who always works with me on the same shift.. makes me NUTS. I'm usually very grumpy in the mornings.. if I don't get enough sleep.. and morning shifts kill me slowwwwwly~ so bossing me around makes me almost bite my tongue so hard it bleeds. I could try to hide in a big recycle bin. 8DD (No I couldn't.. they clean so much they could find me even from a tiny little corner.) And other girls who work with me on the same shift.. are like..some kind of machines.. I wonder if they ever sleep O___O;;; "10 minutes already passed! back to work!" oh my.. am I the only one on the shift that would like to do something else and I can't? Because the other girls take it a bit easier..PLEASE CALM DOWN.8DDDDD At least my dad bought sandals for me today.. My feet were dying too. :''< everyday. Thank youuu daddy<3 8DDD

Anyways.. I usually try to get a little energy after work.. and spend a little time with the tablet.. for some practice 8DD and because it's fun! I have couple of images sketched up (<-- I mean pencil art) (Wolf-Toboe 8DD even waiting chibi Toboe from Zinny >:3) HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR YOU! 8D Yesss~ well my life has been very boring. I've spent lots of time at home. But it's because my closest friend here where I live
has two jobs.. and she uses almost all her free time with her boyfriend..but I understand it though. ^___^ But I'm kinda slowly needing good company... Well I see her a bit at work because she sells ice cream there :33 but we can't much chit chat.. the evil boss is also lurking everywhere I go. :''''D When I see my aged people when I'm at work.. taking sun and having fun together makesss me.. like I'm missing everything.. damn it.. D: well I just hope that I'm soon over with this.. or otherwise that girl will end up dead 8DDDD Bwahahh~

My brother hasn't done almost anything here at home.. he's just playing with his computer 24/7 >___>;; now that my mother isn't home.. I EXPLAINED to him that he could do cleaning everyday..just a bit! because I'm deadly tired after work.. at least he understood for now.. because I can boss him around >:33 bwahahha. At least it's my first Saturday and Sunday free this week! I'm glaaad. My friend has some free time too. So we'll go out a bit because it's been a while.. hell.. yes.. it's been. And I got to forget that one person now. I got to.

First it was on the weather forecast that it's going to be +29 celsius here! OMG. O____O Well yes it was kinda early forecast that day.. but..I thought that it's going to be GREAT! Two free days and it's hot! PERFECT. It sounded too good to be true! Yep.. Saturday and Sunday aren't +29..it's going to rain.. and it's going to be colder. D: Dreaming of warmer free dayssss~

And mom.. please come home soon. I'm getting really pissed. :''D

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I'm drowning in deviations and messages @_____@ I'll check out everything eventually. Nothing special hasn't happened lately.. my life is kinda same 24/7. I wake up, eat, work and get to sleep again. I'm glad I have some free time now. ^_________^

I have a strep throat ( I remember her calling it that : DDD Haha. I've been almost getting heart attacks when trying to sleep and people nearby are using dynamite to blow.. something.. no idea what O__O but it's terrible though.

YESSSS I KNOW. OK I'LL STOP 8DDDD Art coming soon. I guess. Ok? Just wanted that old one away and wanted to write something random again. I should go back to bed.. >__>;

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Sing this song~

=BlueYume — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 02:10:10 PDT

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It's my last free weekend and damn it's boring. Somehow I just wish it would be 10th of August already. 8DD Okayyyy~ Other newwwwws I got a tablet! And a awesome camera for graduation presents! Wohooooooo FUCKING AWESOME. TABLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. AND A OOOOOWWWWN CAMERAAAAA<3333 (which needs a memory card..but anyway..hahhh.) WOHOOO.GRRRRREAT. 8DDD Okayokayokay. Finallyyyy~ (it took ages dad..) hahhh kid kid. 8DD

Kaori came to the grad party with her family and she stayed for a week..<33 Although we didn't have much to do here 8DD hahh. It's getting colder again.. D: it was soooo warm<33 But we couldn't sleep at all here >__< too hot. It's still damn hard to sleep here O__o And I can't even open my windows much.. damn mosquitos. And now I'm almost afraid of mosquitos because my mother maybe got borreliosis from one, I really really hope they figure out it's not it or the medicine cures it before it's too late...

And now some real news that you care about I guess~
Okayyy umm.. well we'll see if I learn to make whole pictures completely with this tablet. Hahh 8DD or will I just colour my sketches with it. But I'll use less time here.. because I'll be dead tired after work. It was same last year.. I just went to sleep after work and now it's even worse days soooo~ I hate those weekends.. damn >__>;;; Bye noooowww~ Thanks if you read this~

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We’re still alive with our fake smiles~

=BlueYume — Sun, 25 May 2008 13:12:28 PDT

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6 days to go.. until the high school graduation.. thingy. My dress hasn't even arrived yet.. and it has to fit.. fucking perfectly.. that's what I hope. *___* Because time is running~ My own computer is broken right now.. and even my tv had to be taken away from me... great. But well.. I decorated my room again because of that.. HOW INTERESTING. 8DD

I have a job training.. job training..? (Sounds damn weird but...) tomorrow. I'm feeling a bit nervous.. and same time DAMN HAPPY ^_____________^ of Saturday. Wheeeee~ (But I wasn't glad about my official results.. they were terrible) But I can't think about that on Saturday.. come quickly ;----; hayakuuuu~ I'm getting bored here.. nothing else to do and friends are working all day long..I can't really see anyone and.. And I'm doing nothing here... well the works start soon so.. I'm not sure if I'm waiting for summer that much.. lots of sweating and all that..and lots of working on weekends too... .__. blah.

Ok I'll edit this journal laterrrr. Everyone's gone to sleep so I have to get off the computer for now .___.

Edit-- I can't remeber what I wanted to add here ^-^;;; Can't wait for Saturdayyyyyyy!

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woaaah.

=BlueYume — Wed, 14 May 2008 03:08:14 PDT

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GRREAT. I have a terrible flu. DD:
and I'm damn bored.
and my paint shop pro refuses to open O.o
and I have to cure myself for tomorrow.

waaah >__<

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Sorry you're not a winner~

=BlueYume — Sun, 11 May 2008 03:00:32 PDT

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Oh thank youuuu that friday is over. @___@ Thankyou thankyou thankyou. Many of the people were 15-year olds but there was also couple of girls that I knew were my age.. at least. Nice people anyway. The whole tests and exams took forever. The day before the test I did so much coloring that my hand hurt and in the test we had real models who posed for us and first we had 20 minutes to draw the pose..and much less time when it went on..etc. one time just 5 minutes to draw the damn pose.. no naked models this time though ;--; waaah. what a shame. hahhah. okay okay XDDD kidding~ and yay that my wrist and hand hurt already! There was so many damn tests and drawings and an interview..(in one test even math.. wtf great.) I almost passed out when I went back to the car where my angry dad waited "what the hell TOOK YOU SO LONG?" hah. great. what a day. At least it was a nice evening to celebrate it a bit.. hah<33 But my hand was 2 days really painful. Painfulllll~

Now I'm kinda free again. Getting ready to celebrate the ending of my school and my training for the summerjob starts soon too... but I feel kinda free again. Phewww. And fucking great that the weather is going colder again. Thanks a lot.

My room is suck a mess again. When I start something big, like some kind of project like for the exams.. it always ends like this 8DDD papers and sketches everywhere. Awesoooome.

Edit--
Did this quizzz.. todayy..for fun.

Your real name: Emma
Age: 18
Height: 165cm
Natural hair colour: dark blonde
Eye colour: blue/grey
Skin color: kinda pale usually, except summers..
Glasses/contacts?: color contacts sometimess.. for fun.
Piercings: nope. not anymore. goodbye bridge.<33 and stupid nose stud. ha.
Tattoos: nope
Braces: I had them when I was younger. Ouch.
Mannerisms: wha?
Other distinctive markings: scars from bridge-piercing.. and umm.. I'm weird 8DD

FAVOURITE
Colour: Brown,black,green
Band: ha. many.I can't have one favourite.
Video game: Sims. But I don't play it anymore though..
Movie: no really favourites but.. umm.. Girl Interrupted
Book: I don't have a favourite..but last time I read plague dogs..
Food: Junk food. yummeh.
Game on a cell phone: don't really have any..? oh yess I have. Don't remember the name though.. there's running water and you have to put pipes in correct way to get through the game.. fun :33
CD: Mmmmmiyavi's<3
Flower: I had no idea what it is in english.. "Hibiscus rosa-sinensis" prettyyy.
Scent: hmmmm<3 no idea.
Animal: wolf
Comic book: hummmm..can't say.
Cereal: coco pops 8DD
Website: nah.
Cartoon: mmm. anime?

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: nope. wanted to play the piano, once.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: haha. not sure.
Like to sing?: alone-YESSS. but.. eheheh : DDD it doesn't sound pretty.
Have a job?: summerjob yess..
Have a cell phone?: yep.
Like to play sports?: sometimes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: think about it.
Have a crush on someone?: hmm<33
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Finland. Near a small city.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: I have one of my own in my room 8DD that's enough.
Have any special talents/skills?: no idea.
Exercise daily?: not really. *yawn* I'm too lazy.
Like school?: sometimes. rarely though.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: never tried :00
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: sure
Speak any other languages?: english
Go a day without food?: yes I could
Remember your dreams: HAH. sure XDDD sometimes. ohmy.
Read music, not just tabs?: I can't.. huh?
Roll your tongue?: nope
Eat a whole pizza?: YES.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: lottery.. well there's many different lotteries but umm...nope.. but.. scratchcards! yess.. once I bought two and won 5 euros from both ones. Yay.
Snuck out of the house?: haha. yes well kinda.. once I just went out with my friends and my parents thought we were sleeping.. but we were just fooling around..
Lied to get out of trouble?: yes
Had a computer crash?: I guess X3 my dad fixes everything related to computers though. hah.
Gotten lost in your city?: yes! hahahaha.
Seen a shooting star?: I don't remember..
Been to any other countries?: nope.
Had a serious surgery?: nope.
Stolen something important to someone else?: I guess not
Solved a rubiks cube?: never 8D
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: nope.
Cried over a girl?: nope
Cried over a boy?: yes
Kissed a random stranger?: well. yes. on the cheek 8D
Hugged a random stranger?: yes
Been in a fist fight?: tsh....}

Fridaayy..>__>;;

=BlueYume — Sun, 04 May 2008 07:54:21 PDT

I'm a bit afraid of friday, when I have the exams for the school. Thankfully at least my dad takes me there. But it takes almost whole dayyy~ *yawn* but when it's over.. I come home and... ^^ <3 Well something really good happened last week. I haven't been so happy for a while this year but I feel happy anyway! I should be stressed because of friday.. O___O but it'll be okayyy~ *dances*
Yayyay yay~ You have to wait a little longer until I get something for my gallery. Byees.

Yay for SCANNERS.

=BlueYume — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:32:13 PDT

Yessss. I'm updating my journal like crazy. Like it or not. D:

My scanner is finally working and installed<33 Wehee. I thought it would never work again. I'm sure I'll add something here next week because I'll go over my dad's house for whole weekend.. it's kinda boring there but ah, I'll waste even more time here I guess. Or something.

Devious Journal Entry

=BlueYume — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:16:47 PDT

I'm so fed up with these. I've decided that I won't do these stupid drawings for that one school. Oh god.. I'm so mad. I guess I won't get into any school. I guess I don't even have enough skill because I can't even FINISH TWO ARTISTIC DRAWINGS BEFORE DEADLINE! DAMN. REALLY. Whatever.. I have 2 choices left. If I don't get there, well oh my. Then I'm gonna stay at home rest of my life. Shame. What can I do about it? I can't draw the drawings like "poof!" if I don't have any skill. That's it. I'm done. I decide of my life, not my mom.
Sorry but I'm just so PISSED.

Let me steal this moment from you now~

=BlueYume — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 04:47:18 PDT

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*yawn* Read if you really are interested about my boring life right now...
Hmmm. Nothing that new I guess. I just wanted my old journal away. Oona is very active and playing again.<33 It's great. She enjoys going out again and she hasn't been whining anymore, but now Essi's (she is Oona's daughter) legs are pretty bad. She gets so tired even from short walks. (And oh my how much she snores when she sleeps with me XDDDD aww.)
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I wish I could move away from home earlier. I have nothing left here anyway.. and I'm sure about that thing. I wish that soon I can.. I wanna start over again. Quickly as possible. I guess I don't easily settle down anywhere.. and I'm sure I won't settle down into this terrible city D: I hate it after all this time anyway. I guess I'm more used to moving and changing schools.. oh how much I regret it I had to leave my real friends behind.. ones who were really interested how I was doing and never turned their backs on me and didn't talk bad about me.
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You can't believe how hard it is to me to do a self portrait in a realistic way.. Only realistic way.. damn.. I suck at that. But I'll have to get it done this week so I'll get all the projects done in time for the school. Somehow I am stressed, but somehow I know I still have plenty of time.
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Bah.. Miyavi is coming to Finland and I can't go see him ;---; He better come to Finland again pretty quickly after July.. or else >:F
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Wheee~ I hate my hair, and that's why I bought long clip-ons which I can use whenever I want, but I still think it's kinda hard to use D: My lovely mom has helped to put it on.. and well, I should learn to use it completely without help.. but I need a damn big mirror to see behind me.. >:FFF Would someone wanna buy one?
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Now I'm going to clean my whole room. It's such a mess D: I wonder who reads this anyway because my gallery is such an old mess too and there's nothing new here anyway. I hate my scanner 8DDD
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Well you guys who are still in school right now.. try to survive.. summer is not so far away anymore. Now I just don't want it to come so quickly anymore because of my cleaning job DDD: Yeah.. great.. yay for sweaty days on near the beach cleaning dirty cottages<33 I've always wanted to do that. Yay for underaged teens who drink and make a great mess. Oh my oh my how great it sounds<33

It's always raining >___<

=BlueYume — Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:08:58 PDT

Hmmm.. it's always so gloomy (it's snowing now..) and I'm just waiting for summer and getting bored in my hometown right now..*yawn* Ok first of all my dog is almost fine, her left eye is blind, but her blind eye will be saved from surgery if it goes somehow better with medicine and good care. (I've been taking good care of her and she's gotten plenty of hugs<3) Just that she's often whining, which nobody understands and she growls at me often... .__. Poor Oona.

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But. Now I want to talk about other things. I think it's been about umm.. 5 months? since I added something here, just that I have to get my scanner working and properly installed, so I can start coloring with computer again ^w^;; And my skills with computer drawing are a bit.. well let's say I have to practice it more again. :F At least I'm active here again! Yay. I have to start thinking about other things now that my school is over.

I had to tell something positive too! But I forgot.. =___= so you'll have to deal with the sad and boring news for now. D: Well.. I can't wait for 30th May when my school is officially.. OVER. >:3 (or was it 31th of May? 8DD) hah.

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TÃ¤nÃ¤Ã¤n sain ennakkotehtÃ¤vÃ¤t yhdeltÃ¤ koululta, jossa pitÃ¤s piirtÃ¤Ã¤ omakuva ja sitten kuva elÃ¤inoikeuksista kahdella vÃ¤rillÃ¤.. hrr.. omakuva.. hmm-m, mut toinen kuva kuullostaa kivalta vaikka vaan kahta vÃ¤riÃ¤ saakin kÃ¤yttÃ¤Ã¤.. toisaalta mulla tuntuu et tulee kiire.. mutta mÃ¤ alan nyt uurastamaan vÃ¤hitellen niitÃ¤! OwO
- Yume

Devious Journal Entry

=BlueYume — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:29:24 PDT

Feels like only my sister and I really really care about our older dog.

When I look into her blurry eyes.. it makes me sad.
So sad.

And now she's worse again.

I hate myself because I can't do anything.

anything.

for her.

.Bored

=BlueYume — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:11:09 PDT

Well eh.. I was bored. 8DD This was stolen from
Okayyyy~

ÂHIGH CLASS:Â
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Â[ ]You go/have gone tanning.
Â[x]You own an iPod/mp3 player.
Â[ ]You love Starbucks.
Â[x]You have been called a brat.
Â[ ]You have tons of shoes.
Â[ ]You hate buying things that are on sale.
Â[ ]You have a laptop.
Â[x]You love shopping.(YES WELL. Sometimes.)
ÂTOTAL: 3
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ÂGOTHIC:Â
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Â[x]Black is one of your favorite colors.
Â[ ]You wear chains.
Â[x]You like heavy metal.
Â[ ]You've shopped at hot topic
Â[ ]You have worn black lipstick.
Â[x]You have/had/or wanted piercings.
Â[ ]You own a pair of Tripp pants
Â[x]You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
ÂTOTAL: 4
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ÂSKATER:Â
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Â[ ]You can skateboard.
Â[x]You like plaid.
Â[x]You have/love Converse.
Â[ ]You hate mtv.
Â[x]You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
Â[ ]You love mohawks
Â[x]You LOVE Music.
Â[x]Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
ÂTOTAL: 5
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ÂEMO:Â
______
Â[x]You are depressed sometimes.
Â[ ]You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
Â[x]You cry easily. Sometimes, yes XDDDD
Â[x]You like emo music .
Â[x]You've kept a journal/diary.
Â[ ]You have written a sad poem.
Â[x]You have dyed your hair
Â[ ]You're sad when you're drunk.
ÂTOTAL: 5
________

ÂGHETTO:Â
________
Â[ ]You like rap.
Â[ ]You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
Â[ ]You have worn/wanted a grill.
Â[ ]You have had a freestyling contest.
Â[x]You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
Â[ ]You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
Â[ ]You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
Â[ ]You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
ÂTOTAL: 1
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ÂHARDCORE:Â
___________
Â[x]You like loud music.
Â[ ]You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
Â[ ]You have/had slip-on shoes.
Â[ ]You like Norma Jean.
Â[x]People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
Â[x]You love to "hardcore" dance.
Â[x]Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Â[x]You wear jeans a lot.
ÂTOTAL: 5
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Â: PREP:Â
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Â[ ]You LOVE The OC.
Â[ ]You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
Â[ ]Your usual outfits consist of pink.
Â[ ]You like buying shoes A LOT.
Â[ ]You say "awesome" at least once a day.
Â[ ]You shop at Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
Â[x]Getting your nails done is a fun thing. (Well eh..? I paint my nails and it is fun 8DDD)
Â[ ]You had/have big sunglasses.
Â[ ]You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
ÂTOTAL: 1
________

ÂATHLETIC:Â
__________
Â[ ]You watch the Superbowl.
Â[x]You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
Â[ ]You collect jerseys.
Â[ ]You have/ had special shelf for trophies a and awards.
Â[ ]Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
Â[ ]You belong/belonged to a team.
Â[ ]You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
ÂTOTAL: 1
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ÂSCENE:Â
_______
Â[x]You like putting little bows in your hair (aww. Well I hardly use them, but sometimes.)
Â[x]You have mini-skirts
Â[ ]You have parted your hair to the side.
Â[x]You think polka-dots are way cute.
Â[x]You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
Â[ ]You've been called scene before.....
Â[ ]You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color
Â[x]You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts/shorts
ÂTOTAL: 5
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ÂREDNECK:Â
__________
Â[ ]Gone four wheeling. (Huh?)
Â[ ]Went hunting. ( HELL NO. NEVER.)
Â[ ]Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
Â[ ]Like to go fishing.
Â[ ]Eat beef jerky
Â[ ]Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
Â[ ]Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
Â[ ]Know who Bocephus is.
ÂTOTAL: 0
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ÂMETALHEAD:Â
___________
Â[ ]You wear band shirts alot.
Â[ ]If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
Â[ ]You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
Â[ ]You HATE emos. ( Well I don't but sometimes it goes a bit..)
Â[ ]You love Black Sabbath.
Â[ ]You have gone to Ozzfest.
Â[ ]You like to headbang.
Â[x]You do...

BACK IN BUSINESS! Eh? O__o;;

=BlueYume — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:08:35 PDT

Ok.. so I had to make a new journalllllll ^_____^ <3

I am so relieved.. so so relieved! It's all over now.. it makes me feel free when all my big exams and school is over.. although I already know it didn't go the way I wanted to.. it wasn't that good, I wasn't happy with the scores I already saw but still.. like I've breaken free from my shackles! Feels like my hands are free again, I can draw again and not think about school for a while. I still have many things to do, finding work and where do I go from here now.. Same time excited and a bit scared.

BUT STILL! This feeling is damn great! I had to delete almost all my messages so don't hate me because of that ;--; I'll start slowly again. I have to find my scanner again to add something haha :'''D Everything is fine now, except some problems with my relationships and the job thing makes me a bit stressed. But other than that, I'm trying to think positive. And that my mum cut my hair so short that I look even more like a boy XDDDD damn.

GRRREAT <3

- Yume

Kill your senses.

=BlueYume — Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:16:59 PST

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O______________O

Wow. A new journal, finally. And finally logged in after about 2 months absence. Like it or not : DDDD
Ok so..hmm what should I tell first... I don't have to wake up for school again after 6th February *DAMN GREAT* but still I have lots of reading to do.. but also some great last things with my class! Cruising and other stuff. Wheeeeeee.

I thought I wouldn't add anything here until someday I could get a tablet and start my drawing activities with computer again -___-;; I have to say.. the mouse is my enemy right now when drawing with computer. x___X And some kind of art block is teasing me right now, which is bad because I have a big art project to do at school right now.. BUT! I promise to add something.. ummm.. when I'm fine with everything :'''''D and I promise to check out your greaaaaat pictures aswell as before. (because you guys never stop adding stuff :F)

I've been thinking a lot of my next school and other stuff.. set decorator, estonomi (jeps.. oon aikamoinen meikkifriikki nykyÃ¤Ã¤n ; ja se tosissaan jopa kiinnostais myÃ¶s), designing etc. I'm not 100% sure about anything yet.. wow.. -______- My mind is kinda messed up : DDDD

Anyways.. wait for my.. umm.. awesome comeback!
whoever reads this :'''D

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WHY NOW? :<

=BlueYume — Tue, 06 Nov 2007 10:00:39 PST

Hey everyone 8D. First of all I'm sorry about my LOOOONG absence, but it's because my school and free time again..(ok and because of my lazyness aswell..). I'm sure I'll get my account back alive in my.. umm christmas holiday? ^__^;;

My friend is getting married and my mom will have birthday soon and my sister will be undergraduate(?) soon! So that's some of the reasons because I'm not using much of my free time in here.. Also my friend wants her wedding gift as money.. so I'm a bit screwed because I barely have some money for a winter jacket (it's just FREEZING without good winter jacket X__x) and today I heard that we have to pay those spring's exams before 1.12, and they even raised the prices of the exams! (ylioppilaskirjoitusten koehinnat siis -___- ) Winter is so early because I'm still almost using my summer jacket's and shoes! Haha, great. : DD And I hate when they start those christmas commercials and all else "christmaaas! yaaaay" -___- stuff so early, I just hope my dad keeps his promise this time about buying me a tablet this year :''D
Ok.. enough of that terrible complaining. ^^" I've been thinking where I should go after high school a bit.. I've always wished that I could do something with my hands, like I could have some kind of job where I could use my art skills, even a bit, but I know it's kinda small chance to get a job from it.. or something to do with animals.. not a vet though XDDD no blood please.
Well, but I'm sure I'll move from this place where I live right now maybe to bigger city, because there's not so much interesting school's here where I live right now.. Well, I'll try my best to enjoy my high school time as long as I can XDD and I promise I'll be back here someday! (december?)
It's 8pm and I feel like I'm ready for bed. =__=

- Yume

Well..

=BlueYume — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 08:27:26 PDT

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Yume
^{So..

I had my second big exam today, philosophy this time and it took me 5 hours to make all the essays.. well.. I guess I'll only get 0-1 points :''D oh god I really hoped I would have started reading philosophy earlier..I started quite early but I guess I just can't remember things so easily than I thought.. I know I have to do it again on spring.. *sigh* Also my swedish (I don't know what you call it.. anyways you have to listen swedish and answer the right option..) it didn't go well either! I hope that I really can finish my school for spring and get the hat.. >__> Well I got swedish (the bigger one) left for next friday, I hope it goes well.. (nope) XDD Sorry for being a bit inactive again, but I have my reasons. D:

Now enough of talking about schoold and now quiz stolen from Lily :3

[x] You have eaten fish food.

[x] You have eaten dog food.

[x] You have eaten cat food.

[ ] You have run into a glass door.

[x] You have eaten an ant.

[x] You have eaten grass.

[x] You have licked a tree.

[ ] You have polka dotted underwear.

[ ] You have pink underwear.

[ ] You had contests with your friends to see who can create the loudest burp.

[x] You have screamed a random word in public.

[x] You wave at people you don't know.

[x] You have flushed the toilet because you were bored.

[x] You have slapped yourself out of boredom.

[ ] You sing the "FUN" song.

[ ] You hold conversations with a pillow, blanket, stuffed animal etc.

[ ] You dream of llamas coming out of peoples' butts. (haha XDD yay cool.)

[ ] You think people who eat brains are cool.

[ ] You sing karaoke even though you know you're horrible.

[ ] You know how to spell "supercallafragalisticespialadosious" by heart.

[ ] You make up your own words and use them with people who have no clue what they mean.

[ ] You have a new haircolor every 5-7 months.

[x] You have striped socks and you have wore them so people can see them.

[x] You have hugged a random person.

[x] You have ran up+down the stairs cause you were bored.

[ ] You have created a puppet show with your socks out of boredom.

[ ] You have imagined people saying "bla" and blowing up.

[x] You just tried imagining people saying "bla" and blowing up.

[ ] You are addicted to the Animaniacs themesong.

[ ] You are addicted to "The Pinky and the Brain" theme song.

[x] You have stared at your ceiling for over 10 minutes.

[ ] You talk to yourself.

[ ] You have conversations with your imaginary friends.

multiply by 3 then type

"im 45% immature"

haha great! almost half. : DDDD}
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Oh my O__o

=BlueYume — Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:05:08 PDT

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[3.09.2007]
Yume

Helloooooooo everyoneee~~

I couldn't really stand it anymore :/ My account was dead for months and I felt I had to get this back alive now! So..! I'm back now but still often busy, because of the A-levels and all.. Next monday I'll be so scared I hope that I don't puke. ._. Well I guess I'm always saying that I'm busy, but this is important..

When I'm studying etc. I leave everything else almost always done.. my room looks terrible and my dad gave me a new sofa here and I have no idea where to put it XDDD Now it's in a stupid place a bit in front of the windows XDD great!

My birthday was yesterday and I'm finally eighteen :3 My dad *ahem* promised long time ago to buy me a tablet and for my 18th birthday he also promised again.. but I was too optimistic with that. -__- Yesterday he just gave me a bit money and we ate cake and drank coffee before I came back home.. I know you can't get everything you want but he bought my brother expensive drums not even for present if I remeber correctly, so that.. makes me a bit annoyed.. >_>

But everything is ok though, can't wait to rest after the exams.. or more likely can't wait that the whole school is over! D:

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yaaaay. not D:

=BlueYume — Fri, 20 Jul 2007 06:42:28 PDT

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[20.07.2007]

Yume

Yume is ouuuut~~ Bye bye's for a moment.

;-;

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Huh.

=BlueYume — Tue, 10 Jul 2007 04:26:44 PDT

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[10.07.2007]

Yume

Oh god this account is about 99% dead. Hmm well, I think I still have my reasons... -___- Next I'll add new id here when I can, but mostly I'm away from here now.. And I'm very sorry for Seph that I forgot your birthday :/ I wanted to make a picture for you, damn! :// *hits herself* And for Shtinky I really hope that the last visit when you came here wasn't the last time I see you this summer ;--; I visited Tampere last week, yay~~ But I'm home again now.. and this annoying weather spoils my day.. and not only that, I think this weather gave me that terrible migraine yesterday.. I threw up two times O.o Yay for that.

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T__T

=BlueYume — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 07:11:29 PDT

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[20.06.2007]

Yume

My feets hurt like hell and I feel bad. I still have my unfinished id, but I won't finish it yet.. D: I have 2 weeks and one day at work, it takes ages.. And I have to wake up 4.20am ;-; Would someone just knock me out so I couldn't go to work? Ok :''DDD Well I still feel somehow happy for friday, and that I'll see my good friends from Kaskinen at Ankkarock, I sure miss them, and many else<33 But summer is going way too fast, to do all that I want..

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Sunny day.

=BlueYume — Thu, 17 May 2007 04:08:10 PDT

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[17.05.2007]

Yume

Hello there. Ah.. it's been ages since I've added anything here.. I hope on summer my account will be more like "alive" and in use more. Ah today is sunny and I feel relaxed, although I still have many school projects undone and exam week coming soon, but I'm going to take it easy today. I'm very impatient to know that do I get a summerjob this year or not.. I need money!

D: My dad promised tou buy my rollerblades ages ago for summer ^w^ but still he said he hasn't found "cheap enough", Ha. Well I hope that he doesn't pick ugly ones so I can use them ^o^;;

I'm adding something new here this week, I promise.. maybe today, If I get this one ready.. *mumbles* I have about 12 days left school and then the finally awaited summer begings.. although it gets easier, I still have lots to do on summer :3 I can't wait to get back to Yyteri ;3

That's all. ^__~

~~ãã

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Kanashii ;o;

=BlueYume — Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:02:55 PDT

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kagami yo kagami, kotaete okure "saa nandai?" -What's matter?-

watashi ga watashi de nakunaru ni wa dou sureba ii? "oyasui goyosa"

-It's so easy-

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Jokapäiväistä Yumen tylsää elämää.

Möh. D:

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[31.03.2007]

Yume

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Agh. My throat hurts.. >.< Next week is gonna be like hell. 4 exams left, but they are the most difficult ones. At least one positive thing is that easter holiday starts next week. Then I'll visit my grandparents and I'll see Kaori again! ^w^

I still have many school projects I should finish. Couple of essays.. etc.

And also, my friend's gonna turn 18 soon.. and I don't have no idea what to buy for her. -_- I have to find out a good idea soon.. :3 One awful thing is..

that my school will maybe have to take 66 of it's courses away.. I don't know what would happen to me, but I think studying there would be hard..Maybe I would have to change my school.. damn. ._. We have a demonstration on monday.. if I remember correctly.. and I hope it helps.. even a bit.

Aaaand.. umm I'll add something here maybe next week. Maybe I bore you enough already :''D (oh btw. I'm gonna change my fursona, so Kaori if you made the avatar already.. then I'm sorryyy~~ ;-;

Anteeksi huono aktiivisuuteni, parannan tapani :''D

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Ehh. <_<;

=BlueYume — Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:14:21 PST

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moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba

sora kakenuke tonde iku, donna

ashita ga kite mo ko no omoi wa tsuyoi

dakara houkiboshi zutto kowarenai yo

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Vittu lue mun journali äläkä mussuta :''D

mwahah.

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[28.02.2007]

Yume

Damn I'm tired O_o One long day again. But weekend is soon.. Nothing special hasn't really happened this week.. I just wake up, eat, study, sleep and visit DA and MSN. Isn't that great? :F *yawn* Also why can't it be summer? Why the hell do I live in this cold land? -__-" you tell me. But one thing i'm happy about, is that my geography teacher is away for 2 weeks, ooh

luckyyy.. I hate her :F

Hmm. I didn't had anything important to say.. buut waiting for weekeeeend~~

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UP AND DOWN UP AND DOWN.

=BlueYume — Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:37:42 PST

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[8.02.2007]

Yume

Damn i'm tired.. school gets on my nerves :F Ahem. News.. Okayyy.. new deviations coming next week (I hope.) And i'm trying to get this account back alive again >.< Aaaand.. some news in finnish -->

Menen Shtinkyn luo viikonlopuks kun sen äiti hoitaa mun vanhojentanssipuvun *_* Niin kilttiä. Vanhojentanssit on ens perjantaina ja sitte mulla alkaa VIHDOIN talviloma. Oi khyl on sitä odotettu : OO Mun on pakko päästä Ankkarockiin tänä vuonna kattomaan Dir En Greytä *drool* pitää kinuta vielä rahat äidiltä ja ehtiä varaamaan liput sitten kun voi, ja kaveri mukaan ja sitte tullaan ja lujaa :''DDDDD ! Innostuin asiasta vaikkei se oo vielä ees varma T__T perse.

/finnish :F

Well, that's it. I still haven't checked your deviations, be patient.

ART -->

Working on couple of drawings right now..

CLUBS -->

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Shut up. 8DD

=BlueYume — Fri, 02 Feb 2007 04:11:25 PST

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[2.02.2007]

Yume

ok..ok.. OK! Don't say a word now.. -___-" I know I said I was coming back next summer, but then I had a feeling I can't be so long without DA XDD Somehow addicted but not some how addicted should I sayy? : o My exam week will soon be over again, and then I'll rule DA again. Gotta start plotting things now that I have better programs.. rawr. :F And yes I will check out your deviations asap so stop whining. ._. But I won't be leaving for a while again.

ART -->

Working on couple of drawings right now..

CLUBS -->

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Christmas, go away O_o

=BlueYume — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 03:04:02 PST

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[17.12..2005]

It's almost christmas, and I don't want it to come it yet.. I don't have time for it right now X3 Ok this may be good or bad news to you.. but I'm taking a break from DA and coming back next summer. I've been so inactive and I think I don't even exist here anymore XDD so.. well.. I get more free time ! And we will see again next summer.. if you people still remember me then.. don't hate me, I want more time :F *big hug* My part of Shtinky's trade will be added today, but then.. no deviations for long time..

Have a nice christmas.
<3

EDIT: But I'm gonna improve and show you I can do betteeeerrr :F
*big grin* See ya. Sayonara. ;DDD

Yume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades - Adding Shtinky's today.

Currently going on requests - None.

^{×º°`°º× MY CLUBS ×º°`°º×}

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8(

=BlueYume — Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:21:23 PST

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[4.12..2005]

It's..already.. December? O_o gawd. I still live in November.. I've been soo inactive, I think Shtinky would kill me now if she could, because my trade is so late, just admit it :3 I've had a long exam week, but only one left, english..tomorrow. Also trade with Lordofthedamned is late.. very late, sorry about it too. :<< Hey look.. in my webcam D lol, am I hot or what? Now you can see my true form.. :F mwahaha. Christmas is too close.. wayyy too close. I think I don't have any good news right now.. buut trades.. or.. nothing.. I'll be adding them BEFORE christmas. Damn it :F

Yume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 100% (Ready but damn ugly drawing O_o)
- 0% (No idea what to draw.)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests, really.

^{×º°`°º× MY CLUBS ×º°`°º×}

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ACHOO.

=BlueYume — Mon, 23 Oct 2006 05:41:22 PDT

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[23.10.2005]

I'm sick. ._. I have flu, ah I hate this. >_< Also if i'm only one day away from school.. I get left behind so much that I feel like i've never been in school before O_O why do we always have to move so quickly especially in math what I hate :<< oh well I have holiday soon and more time to concentrate on something else besides math analysis and something like that..

Shtinky, your part of the trade is almost ready... If I get it ready..before we leave to Kristiinankaupunki

I gotta get myself cured. Bye.

[Edit] - Oh. Don't whine, 'll check all your deviations one by one slowly. ;D

Yume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 60% (Coloring..)
- 0% (No idea what to draw.)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests, really.

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Exam wave.

=BlueYume — Sun, 01 Oct 2006 11:15:39 PDT

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[1.10.2005]

I'm kinda like.. back, but I'm adding new deviations next week, because I have exam week coming next monday(and it lasts until next next mjonday) and I'm going to doctor because of my shitty leg, it never works XDD..the pain. Last week someone stole my book and I have to buy new one, ooh I just could cut that persons throat who stole my expensive book... Beware, thief. Everyone, I'm checking out your journals and deviations later.

Oon ollu aika laiska paska täällä viime aikoina, mutta te kuulette musta myöhemmin. ^__~

Yume

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Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 0% (Starting..when?)
- 0% (Starting on next weekend.)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests, really.

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.anonymous.

=BlueYume — Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:35:46 PDT

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[5.9.2005]

My birthday was 2.9 and i'm finally 17. I have not been very active lately, because of many real life problems at the moment and other stuff.. bad days eh.. I'm having a little break until I get something added here.. but later guys. I'll check out your deviations and journals later, some other day... â¥

BlueYume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 0% (Starting..when?)
- 0% (Starting on next weekend.)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests, really.

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Choke me with books, please?

=BlueYume — Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:52:27 PDT

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[16.8.2005]

I hate life, at this moment. I have too many hours in school, about twice as much as last year, well not really but it's like school, sleep, school and here we go again! This year will be hard, I know it. Today I bought too expensive books for school, and finally I bought colour pencils for myself, and they were expensive too O__O

END.

BlueYume

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Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more, not right now at least.

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 0% (Starting soon.. i hope.)
- 0% (Old Sketch, but I changed my mind with that one..)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests, really.

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LAZY ME, DAMN.

=BlueYume — Fri, 04 Aug 2006 05:03:59 PDT

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[4.8.2005]

Ok ok ok. I've been so lazy after my summerjob ended. I've done little shopping and i've been everywhere..almost. Now i'm on my cousins (Shtinkypudding) place and i'm going back home tomorrow, so I can continue doing my very late trades. This just sucks being so lazy sometimes, drawing sometimes feel like shit, nothing works, damn T_T But krakk, you're trade is on the way, it worked out quite good actually! ^-^ But I gotta get this account back to alive again.
You will hear about me more soon.

BlueYume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more O_O;
Eh, too little time, too many promises. That should be my phrase XD

Currently going own works - Messy sketches. Nothing else.

Currently going trades -
- 0% (Starting soon.. i hope.)
- 0% (Old Sketch, but I changed my mind with that one..)

Currently going on requests - None. But i'm taking requests!

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My clubs. Check them out if you want.. o_O
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DAMN YOU, JOB :D

=BlueYume — Thu, 06 Jul 2006 09:22:38 PDT

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[6.8.2005]

PHEW. I had the second day in my summerjob, and I can tell you it sucks. Those fucking safety rules make my head spin, but I know they are important.
But wearing helmet, safety glasses and a jacket is just too much on a hot summer day, think about it, 7 hours with that. ooooh yeah. Anyway I have watched many movies lately, many kinds, i love moviiieees. O_O

Friday tomorrow, thank goodness and a weekend is near, can't stand that bitch giving me orders, like I have never done cleaning or something like that X_x

About trades, umm, they are going slowly, but slowly..slowly.. i'll add them here! Believe me!

That's it. Bye -- !

BlueYume

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Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more O_O;
Eh, too little time, too many promises. That should be my phrase XD

Currently going own works - Few drawing sketches ;D

Currently going trades -
- 0% (Starting soon..)
- 0% (Starting soon..)
- 10% (Sketch ready)

Currently going on requests - None.

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Well i'm trying to join the old ones again and i'm trying to find new ones too. You can tell me about some clubs that could interest me too.
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[Oh Yeaah.]

=BlueYume — Sun, 18 Jun 2006 09:48:56 PDT

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[18.6.2005]

Wow, it's been I while since I wrote a journal. I spent about 2 weeks in my grandparents house and my looovely cousin was there too :3 (ShtinkyPudding). Now i'm back home and my family is away, i'm responsible
of this house for a about 1 week, ah, it's gonna be relaxing in here ^_^

I noticed I am subscribed until June 25..yaaayy, i'm very glad about that, thank you.
*big smile* I was like "? What's this? New DA or what?" Stupid me

About 2 weeks and couple of days left, and then my summerjob will start. Eek, i'm so lazy at summers that I have to train for that ;DD lol.

Well, not so big news.. Haven't added here for a while again, no ideas right now. Just dreaming but not making dreams come true..

- -

BlueYume

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Now I have many trades going on, I think i'm not accepting any more O_O;
Eh, too little time, too many promises. That should be my phrase XD

Currently going own works - Few drawing sketches ;D

Currently going trades -
- 0% (What to do?)
- 0% (Starting soon.)
- 0% (Starting soon.)

Currently going requests - None.

^{×º°`°º× MY CLUBS ×º°`°º×}

Well i'm trying to join the old ones again and i'm trying to find new ones too. You can tell me about some clubs that could interest me too.
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HOLY beep

=BlueYume — Fri, 02 Jun 2006 11:42:25 PDT

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[2.6.2005]
Mwahah. I got through all exams. *screams and runs around the room* I feel great, but i'm a bit disappointed of my numbers ._. I got through maths only because of my homework points.. so without them it would be 4.. And history went totally fucked up, also swedish and psychology was the only one that went good, on the other ones, i'm so disappointed, but *sigh* at least it's over now. And tomorrow is the big day, when I see my final numbers.

Hm, about my art right now, i'll add maybe next week a picture of Hinata :3
I just have to color it.. Aaaand.. Summer is here too, and beach days are coming ;DD loong beach days with friends 8)

Aaah I'm so excited on reading Naruto manga, but I can't wait the fillers to end in anime T__T just damn, start it already, so my summer could be even more better XDD

And thank you ALL OF YOU <3 *hugs and kisses* because of me reaching 2K And I got 60 watchers, but sorry if you watch me, my updates can be slow and boring, so I can be a boring deviant sometimes T__T

-- Happy Summer for everyone --

- -

BlueYume

^{×º°`°º× MY ART ×º°`°º×}

I haven't done art requests or trades for ages, well that's what I feel. So if you want to do a trade with me or something, just tell me. I really feel like doing something bigger now, that would cheer me up a bit. n__n If anyone likes my lazy made art ;DD

Nobody?? A trade? I feel like doing one.. but I think nobody wants.. T__T#

Currently going own works - Few drawing sketches ;D
Currently going trades - None.
Currently going requests - None.

^{×º°`°º× MY CLUBS ×º°`°º×}

Well i'm trying to join the old ones again and i'm trying to find new ones too. You can tell me about some clubs that could interest me too.
Feel free to advertise.
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-Finally, news-

=BlueYume — Wed, 31 May 2006 09:37:31 PDT

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Listening to - Poets of the Fall - Carnival Of Rust
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[26.5.2006]

Omg. Yes, finally finally. I was talking with my dad this morning about my summerjob, that when do they tell me did I get there or not, well when I came from school, they have sent a note that I made it there! Wohoo From 5.7-25.7 i'm gonna be working, cleaning especially. I thought it would be 4 weeks or something, but 3 weeks is ok.. as long as I get money.

[31.5.2006]

Mwaha. It's over, I mean the exams. I had the last one today, and I think I failed in 2 exams, history, aaand.. maths. But we'll see, I hope I don't have to read that history book again.. *tear* But it's over..! I feel like I am free XDD
Lol, anyways, 2 school days left and Saturday some party! But that's all. SUMMER IS CLOSE GUYS <3

BlueYume

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I haven't done art requests or trades for ages, well that's what I feel. So if you want
to do a trade with me or something, just tell me. I really feel like doing something bigger now, that would cheer me up a bit. n__n If anyone likes my lazy made art ;DD

Currently going own works - A dragon drawing (only sketch)
- Anime drawing (only sketch)
Currently going trades - None.
Currently going requests - None.

^{×º°`°º× MY CLUBS ×º°`°º×}

Well i'm trying to join the old ones again and i'm trying to find new ones too. You can tell me about some clubs that could interest me too.
Feel free to advertise.
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[ School, school, school]

=BlueYume — Sun, 21 May 2006 03:58:22 PDT

DREAMIE'S JOURNAL

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[21.5.2006]
I feel tired and bored, because it's all about school, school, school.. *smiles* Finland won Eurovision first time XDD I wouldn't believe it, way to go! Actually, I hate Lordi, because they are some kind of wannabe heavy band.. or whatever but it actually was quite different performance, than the others. OH YEAH! WE WON XD

I have exam week starting next tuesday, I have 5 exams. Then couple of days school etc. and then summer. <3 And soon I'll finally know did I get the summerjob or not. *gets scared* I'll blow my head off if I didn't get there.. damn it.

I'm working on a new drawing right now, that won't be ready until next weekend or next next weekend, sorry I know I update slowly, but that's life. I still have small gallery, but it's growing slowly. On summer, I'll update more quickly, I promise. Can't wait for that.. Only about 10 days and then my summer starts!

AAH! I'm gonna get mad with the naruto fillers. The manga, omg so exciting, what will happen? *gets scared*

Well that's all this time..

BlueYume

^{×º°`°º× FRIENDS AND WATCHERS ×º°`°º×}

- My friends that I know from real life -

My cousin <3 *gives a deadly hug*

- DA Friends -

- Watchers and other lovely people -

My cousin <3 *gives a deadly hug*

- DA Friends -

- Watchers and other lovely people -

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Dear future, I bought you.

True or false it may be~

Rewind or speed up. I love my mind. Randomized.

Sweat, phone calls and a new start.~

Tell me what the rain knows.

PHEW.

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I look at you and smile because I'm fine~

Getting into the swing~

oon aika taito.

Shock me like an electric eel

Yes I'm still alive.

Never drop.

you think you've found it and it loses you ~

Job trainings and stalkers~

=_=

Spell it F-U-C-K

~____~

Errrrr

Vähän väsynyt.

Hahh~

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there~

Sing this song~

We’re still alive with our fake smiles~

woaaah.

Sorry you're not a winner~

Fridaayy..>__>;;

Yay for SCANNERS.

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Let me steal this moment from you now~

It's always raining >___<

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.Bored

BACK IN BUSINESS! Eh? O__o;;

Kill your senses.

WHY NOW? :<

Well..

Oh my O__o

yaaaay. not D:

Huh.

T__T

Sunny day.

Kanashii ;o;

Ehh. <_<;

UP AND DOWN UP AND DOWN.

Shut up. 8DD

Christmas, go away O_o

8(

ACHOO.

Exam wave.

.anonymous.

Choke me with books, please?

LAZY ME, DAMN.

DAMN YOU, JOB :D

[Oh Yeaah.]

HOLY *beep*

-Finally, news-

[ School, school, school]

HOLY beep