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Post something fun we've done in the last year! XD

]]> ~BoOk-NeRd0o9 http://BoOk-NeRd0o9.deviantart.com/journal/28356149/ http://BoOk-NeRd0o9.deviantart.com/journal/28356149/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 14:56:11 PST On a brighter note, with all the time I have just sitting, going insane, I got to do a lot of thinking. I made a whole chart out of a game I kinda wanna try out. I have no idea how to do the technical stuff, and the art wont match the story if I do it, but I'll figure it out. The story came out nicely, I already have the characters personalities, reactions, and backgrounds all mapped out. It's really just a matter of getting the art together and finding a way to put it into programing. >>;
Other than that, I'm doin good! Just going through lapses of paranoid escape plots! This one is over now, so on to other things! XD

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Anyways, the anime winter thing is beginning to take shape, and I am very much the exciteds to see it come together ^^ Though I also ended up talking to Hupton today, and he said Literary Magazine isn't going to be able to even be talked about until later in October, so no start there ;-;
I have my license test tomorrow, (again) so I have to dip out of class earlier than usual. Wish me luck!

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TAGGED!!!!

RULES
01. Post the rules
02. Answer each question truthfully
03. Tag 3-5 people at the end

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01. What was your First Cosplay?
-_-; Misa. Coming up with a cosplay a few days before a convention, roughly 45$, doing a good job as a character you came up with a few days before a con, priceless...

02. Did someone get you into cosplay? Or on your own?
My friends and seniors told me it was the best thing ever to go to cons, so I went. They also told me it was weird to not go in cosplay. The rest just happened

03. What is your favorite cosplay?
I like when people do cosplays that are from older series, or ones that you don't see much of. Like there was a Him from the Powerpuff Girls at ACEN, that was awesome ^^

04. Which is your least favorite?
Misa. So little clothing, yet such a time waster! The details are what make it good, and she has quite a lot... MATINANCE!

05. At conventions, do people compliment you on your cosplays?
Sometimes, but usually it's just the yelling of the characters name in passing (PIKACHU!!!!)

06. How many have you done?
1. Misa (Death Note)
2. Pikachu (pokemon)
3. Tinkerbell (Peter Pan)
4. Towa (DNangel)
5. Hige (Wolfs Rain)
6. Yuuki Cross (Vampire Knight) **I got this one, but it didn't fit, so now it's Shelbys'**
7. Soul (Soul Eater)

07. What are the top 5 on your list of "Want to Cosplay"?
1. Shinku (Rozen Maiden)
2. Ayame (InuYasha) **koga's fiance**
3. Princess Mononoke
4. Wolfram (Kyo Kara Maoh)
5. Kyoko (Skip Beat)

I want to find some characters that I have the body type for, so please tell me if you find any ^^~ <3


08. What female cosplay do you want to do most?
Sninku. It's such an elaborate one, but it would be nice to acomplish ^^

09. What male cosplay do you want to do most?
OMFG WOLFRAM I FREAKING LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! *foams at mouth*

10. What do you prefer to do, make or buy your costumes?
It's nice to be able to buy one, but I really do prefer to make them myself. There's a level of pride involved, and others respect a self-made cosplay. Plus, you can fix anything that goes wrong with it, and can fit it so that it makes you look better on you than one that you have someone guess at.


11. Your most memorable experience? What makes it so memorable?
The time I was at ACEN and got creeped on by the snape looking guy, cuz he was creepy. That, or the cosplay competition at Detour last year, since it was my first competition. ^^

12. Your dream cosplay?
Nothing too specific, but I really just want a cosplay that I have the body type for and can get the personality of. It doesn't have to be anything fancy. ^^


13. Is there a pattern in your cosplays? If so, what?
Not in the least. I'm pretty speratic and do things *for the most part* according to what I can do with friends ^^


14. Your most recent cosplay?
Soul from Soul Eater. YES! PANTS!

15. What do you prefer? Cosplaying in a group or on your own?
A group, definitely. I enjoy being able to go to photoshoots with friends, and work on cosplay together ^^

I TAG ANYONE WHO HAS GOTTEN TO THIS POINT AND HAS NOT DONE THIS! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! XD

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Oh! and this thing looked fun ^^
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1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Ann Michael (wtf?)

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Jim Chet

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Leska (kinda kool ^^)

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Detective Green Dog

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Mary Minneapolis? (I'm not sure what city I was born in XD)

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Blue Arnie Paulmer?

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Kaie (....Thats my first name without the 't'....I'm not sure how to feel about this XD)

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Pecan Chocolate (wtf?)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Clyde Chowen (And I have become a man!)

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Rue Reeses

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Cookie Chowen (o_O; wow......just wow....)

I PICK ALL OF YOU TO DO IT NOW TOO! CONFORM!

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So I was supposed to go take my drivers test Friday, but mom cancelled (Charlie had soccer). So then I was supposed to take it yesterday, but mom cancelled (She wanted to look up times to go). So THEN I was supposed to go today (She got drunk and is still not awake). Really, I don't think I can take much more of this. Like, what the hell am I supposed to do with this woman? I try to make plans, but she always does whatever the hell she feels like and has no concern for the consequences her actions have for others. I probably should call my grandparents, since their the closest relatives that can come and do anything productive, but then again, their old, and calling them every time only causes them more stress. I could call my dad, but he's not that great a person. The last time someone called him about it, he never let it go, and tried to get a lot of money out of it. I could call my uncle, but he lives on the Minnesota Wisconsin border, and the last time someone called him, he had her go into rehab, then confronted the rest of the family about their problems. (He really does over-react.) I suppose I could just move to another house, since I have plenty of houses I could live in, though no home really. The basement being my only home. Let's see, I could move into my grandparents house, since they live over by Hyland. Though that might be too close to avoid her... I could move to Florida, though that would mean I'd have to transfer schools, which is stupid this late in the game. I might be able to live with my uncle, though that would have the same problem as Florida. No way in hell I'm going near my dad. Fuck, Louie used to be my coping mechanism. God I miss that dog. Gray is here, but he's not that interested in staying with me, and Clyde is stuck at my mom's side. I don't know, maybe I should just hurry up and graduate so I can get the fuck outta' here. Though I think the worst part of this whole thing is, my mom says she drinks because she's lonely. Like having us around isn't enough, she's still lonely. Sorry about the emo post I think I just need to get it out there, and I'll feel much better. I don't really plan on going anywhere, just stuff going through my mind. I took her stuff away this morning, there's no money in her wallet, and Ryan took the car, so she'll be irritable soon, but relatively sober.

]]> ~BoOk-NeRd0o9 http://BoOk-NeRd0o9.deviantart.com/journal/26084518/ http://BoOk-NeRd0o9.deviantart.com/journal/26084518/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 10:38:01 PDT 1. This late in the game, I could never tell you how much I really do love you.
2. OMG DON'T MOVE!!!!!!!!
3. YES your a good artist, and NO you don't have to stress so much! Your freaking Amazing!
4. I hate you.
5. I've been critical of every decision you've ever made, and for that I'm sorry, but none the less, your decisions have not been good ones.
6. No, I'm not that freaking rich, I just have a system that works out that way. As soon as I get out of high school, I'll be just as poor as the rest of you!
7. No I haven't forgotten about him, and yes, there isn't a day that goes by that I DON'T think about him.
8. I really couldn't live without you, your too awesome of a friend!
9. OMG THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH FOR ALL YOU'VE HAD TO PUT UP WITH!!!!!! I'M SORRY FOR MY LIFE!!!!!
10. PUSH YOUR VALUES!!!


NINE things about yourself:
1. I don't know what this ' PDA ' that everyone hates is.
2. I wish I was better at cosplay than I am...
3. I don't like kids
4. I'm always up for a game outside!
5. I wouldn't be able to live without friends
6. Spell check saves me everyday
7. I don't have much of an attention span...
8. I love beef sticks!
9. Any of the works by Louis Carroll make me happy beyond all belief!

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Talk to me! *I can't stress this one enough*
2. Stand by me
3. Teach me things, but let me teach you stuff too
4. A love of dogs is a plus~
5. Don't be afraid to tell me I'm wrong, but don't disagree with everything I say.
6. Keep me safe at conventions!
7. Love me for me, not what you decide I am.
8. Be willing to try new things!

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. SHELBY DON'T LEAVE!!!!
2. cosplay
3. anime club
4. SHELBY DON'T LEAVE!!!
5. Squirrel!
6. portfolio work
7. OMG SHELBY! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TAKE US WITH YOU!!!

SIX things you couldn't live without:
1. Friends
2. Art
3. Anime
4. Yaoi
5. Dogs
6. Someone to talk to

FIVE turn offs:
1. Interrupting me
2. Calling me 'rich'/ demanding money from me
3. Leaving me alone somewhere
4. A dislike of any of my friends
5. A lack of respect *for anyone*

FOUR turn ons:
1. Listen to me
2. Stay by me
3. Kinda cute <3
4. Can take a joke

THREE smilies that describe your life:
1. ^^
2. ; _ ;
3. O_o

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Become successful at something
2. Get a BIG dog

ONE confession:
I don't want high school to end. I'm kinda having problems letting go.

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Okay, so if you didn't hear by now, my baby boy Louie has been at the emergency pet hospital for getting into, and ODing on a bottle of Rimadil. The last few days have consisted of various tests and watching of the vitals. *warning, gross surgery information* So both of his kidneys shut down, along with his liver, plus he hadn't been eating. So after a few days in the ER, he still hadn't eaten, and his blood pressure spiked, as well as he started bleeding internal blood out his rectom from an ulceration in his stomach. His numbers were at a 115, and went down to a 107, which is good, but they need to be at a 25 for him to be at the regular clinic I worked at, so you can imagine. But then again, those levels were from before his blood pressure spiked, so now I have no idea what his levels are...*gross surgery information over* So now he gets one last test to see if he can get better, and if the results don't come back well, then......

Well, we have to make the call today, and if the pattern continues the way it has been, his test won't come back well. If we decide it is his time, he'll be brought back to our clinic to be put down, but I already know what the call's going to be. You can leave it to the professionals or whatever, but I saw death on that dog a few days ago, and it's been killing me for a while now. My mom and older brother went to Arizona, so there not even here, and so my younger brother and I are the only ones that are going to be there.

On another emo note, Clyde, my other dog, hasn't been taking Louie's loss very well. He's been laying in the spot Louie used to lie in, waiting for him. We, (and by that I mean I), have been giving him extra attention, and playing more, to help with the gap. I've noticed something weird too. Clyde has picked up a lot of Louie's weird habits. Like sleeping by the door, not going outside in the rain, not barking, and he's been really close to me, when usually he ignores my existance. I think Louie being gone is something he's taking really hard, and his favorite person in the world, my mom, goes on a trip with Ryan, so now he thinks their not coming back either. Thanks guys -_-;

Sorry for the emo rant; just had to write it down.

*EDIT*

So I went to see him today, and the decision was made to wait another day, since his levels were looking better. He went from a 107 to a 100. (still needs to be at a 25) *more surgery talk* So he's looking more jarvis(1) today, which is bad, but his urine levels are back to normal, which means his kidneys are doing a lot better. He didn't really want to stand or be energetic at all, but he ate food while we were there, which is a great improvement. Were going to do a bile test, but he's not showing signs of ulceration anymore, so I'm expecting something positive, despite his jarvis. We have him on a patacium chloride drip and one other fluid, so he's been well hydrated this whole time. *surgery talk over*

*more emo ranting*

So now we make the final call tomorrow, *because today was a trap* And I'm kinda getting pissed, because my grandpa is all for putting him down, my mom is callin' me and talking about how much fun she's having in Arizona, and hell, I'm tired of getting positive news that ends up not being good enough. I can get the 'levels' or the 'symptoms' but no one's giving me and goddamn' answers!


(1) Jarvis: Yellowing of the eyes and gums, often caused by high levels of toxicity breaking down the liver and presenting itself in the blood stream.


**Time has passed O_o**
(The 'were making the final call tomorrow' talks were a trap...)
Ok, so now they say the hospital bill is getting bad, so there taking Louie out early. My grandparents took him to the cabin while I was out today, so I didn't even get to see him, or get an update on how he's doing. Clydes' been keeping me busy I guess, though he's a lot less sociable then Louie is. My mom is really mad at my grandma right now, and she says she's going to bring Louie back home, which I don't totally agree with. I think he should be in the hospital if he's not better, but then again, I can't front the bill. Sometimes this whole thing feels like a power struggle between who gets the final say, and I'm getting kinda tired of it. My grandparents are pushing into it a bit too much, and my mom refuses to make any decision without placing total responsibility of the outcome on me. So either I get absolutely no say, or the whole damn' situation is my fault. And don't think my mom won't just blame the whole damn' thing on me, cuz' she already has once before. *sigh* Guess what I'm saying is, this whole things gotten way more complicated than Louie being sick...


*Final Edit*

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Ok, so I'm kinda at this point where I'm looking back at all my artwork, and REALLY tring to analyze it and figure out what I'm really tring to do. And I've come to the conclusion that there's really no conclusive pattern between any of my artworks besides the super things, and their for profit. Idk, maby I'm thinking too into it, but it's making me rethink my art, and really what I want to do. Origionally I was going to colledge to study animation, no matter how much it cost or how hard I had to work, but now I'm wondering, 'well, if I really like animation so much, why don't I draw more? And if I'm going to go down that path, why am I still at such a low level as far as drawing goes.' Hell, I'm doing so much 3D work lately, maby that's what I wana do, but at the same time, I'm still not great at that either. I guess I'm just upset that there's no real conclusion with anything I've done so far, and I'm going after answers to questions that don't have them yet. Like, I'm tring to figure out that next step, and it's making doing art just that much more, not really stressfull, but thought provokeing in a way that I don't particularly want to. I guess I'm just over-analyzeing things, but I'm not sure what the next step is. I'm pissed that I don't have more work done at this point, and that I didn't ever get around to some of the stuff I really wanted to do, and now I've got all this work that's of stuff out of my head that I did to persue something that I'm not sure I want to do anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'm NEVER giveing up art, but I'm not sure what about it I want to do anymore. Like, WHAT THE HELL AM I TRYING TO DO!?!

Idk, it's kind of just F' my life... At this point I'm just welcome to sugestions or ranting. I might just need to talk it out...

*sorry if this is kinda emo!*

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Anyways, yea. Today was the variety show, and I start my story there! So, whilst in line for the show, I ended up talking to a friend about prom. We decided, *and now I'll look like a jackass!*, that we would get some people together and do a 'yea! we gots no one to go to prom with!' group.
NOW! On to the interesting part of the day! Anime club! So, I ended up going today with the knowledge that MarhMELLOkiller would be announceing who the new president of the anime club would be. I wore my Hige cosplay *wolfs rain* and when I got there, ended up helping her show the others who didn't go to Detour (which was epic this year!) how to play the game of 'line'. While we were in the middle of the demo game, SOMEONE came into the room in a warewolf mask and started spraying her and I with silly string! After the initial shock and a bit of screaming, he handed me a note that was taped to a dollor that said,
"I know I owe you five bucks
but with some luck
this creeper can go to prom with
someone worth more than money
like an epic girl like you."
So like the dumbass I am, I read the note aloud because I had NO IDEA what was going on, and I was a little mad that my Hige costume now had silly string on it. Once I got to the part about prom.....I kinda freaked out at that part >///<
SO! After that little outbreak we got back to the game! And after a while MarshMELLOkiller and the vice president went up to announce the new president and vice president. The vice president was first, and it was the person I expected it to be ^^
There was speeches by both president and vice president, as well as cheering from anime kids there ^^ (love ya guys!)
Then came the announcement of the president....And you know what? I'm still in that stage of not fully believeing that my name was called....I know it happened, but wow! OMFG! akl;erhn;aeknheian!!!!! This is sooooooo much to take in all at once!
This club means SO FREAKING MUCH to MarshMELLOkiller, and I really don't want to screw this up!

SO! Overall I think it's gonna take a while for me to get over the shock of today.^^ OH! Thanks to my amazeing skills at forceing my plushies onto people, I have now sold all but two! (I got burger king after club, and it cost as much as I got for one plushie TT_TT) *fails!* ANYWAYS! Thanks for reading this *if you didn't skip ahead like a cheater!*

(I know how I'm going to get you guys back! *you know who you are...*)

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wow that was a waste of a journal entry; if i had left it like that... SO! completely off topic, Mori no Ike was amazeing!!!!!! I want to go back now!!! ; _ ; besides the mass amounts of para para, was the awesome food, and of course everyone speaking japanese! I'm definately going to try to go next year!

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ANYWAYS! Like most of my friends are sick of hearing, I GOTS A NEW COMPUTER!!!! *mass amounts of happiness, rainbows, confetti, and no the cake is still a lie TT_TT* So now I can't get away from it o_O but I loves it dearly ^_^
The computer is an imac, and I can't describe how much I already freakin love this thing! It was worth all the sweat, blood, and corn I had to go through to get it.

*end of short rant*

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RULES:

1) Post these rules onto your Journal
if you've been Tagged.


2) Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves into their Journal.


3) At the end, you have to choose and Tag 8 people and post their icons into this same Journal.


4)Go to their page and send them a note saying that you've tagged them.

5) NO TAG-BACKS!!!!

8 FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. This is my first journal, so idk what I'm doing D=

2. I work at an animal hospital, and at the state fair, and for this older cupple, and, well, everywhare @_@

3. All my friends are better than me at art *points at ilovebluejello*

4.I made my first cosplay this year!

5. I have two dogs and a cat ^.^

6. I dont wana go back to school in the fall D= I love summer too much!

7. I'm the only person I know that got kicked out of an auction for spending too much money.

8. I REALLY want to be able to play backetball again, but cant TT_TT

I DONT KNOW WHO TO TAG!!!! *fails*

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