http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Boudelaire&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Boudelaire en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 08:45:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/18241609/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/18241609/ Fri, 09 May 2008 12:36:45 PDT
Some bad news. The sister of a friend of mine has been in a car accident. I don't know what happened or how bad it is. It's made me anxious. I hope she's okay. . . I hate machines sometimes. I hate that the human race has come to depend solely on them. Don't get me wrong, I love technology, it's just. . . cars scare me. They're so dangerous when the wrong person is behind the wheel. Does that mean that humans scare me, too? Yeah. More than anything.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/18068605/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/18068605/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:17:52 PDT On Friday I walked to Killian's house with Christy. It was really fun. We each borrowed a shirt from Killian, cause we felt kinda gross. Also, we washed our faces. Then Christy ate some green beans and Killian had a dish with sweet potatoes, carrots, and something else. He let me try it. I liked it a lot. I just had a glass of apple juice. (I've been addicted ever since the flight to Orlando.)
We watched most of Babel. It was really intense. Unfortunately, we were unable to finish it, because Christy had to leave, and Killian's mom had to use the laptop. That was when we discovered his PS2 was broken. (It was unable to spin the disc.)
So instead we raced to the mailbox. There was a small dog the chased us. He was so cute! He had a little beard, and was black, brown and gray. I picked him up, and we walked back to his house and gave his mother the mail.
Afterwords, we ran down past the mailbox to the end of the road and to the forest trail. Well, it WAS a forest trail. (It's been clearcut since then.) But we walked down it anyway, and the three of us explored the construction site. We talked about what the structure was destined to be, and what it coudln't. The dog was so funny. He ran around everywhere, exploring more than we did.
We talked about how we wished life could be simple, and peaceful. We found blackberries, and ate some. While he collected more, I layed in the grass, looking at the sky. Eventually we went home and washed our feet, because we had been barefoot the whole time. As I picked out the metal shavings from them, I was surprised at how many there were. Then I removed a splinter from Killian's foot (without tweezers!) and he made me some apple spice tea. He showed me some new music, which I loved, and he played his new drum for me. (The name of it escapes me.)
The we just talked some more and chilled, eating salt and pepper chips till his mum took me home.

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Saturday was Buzzfest, so I worked all day. It went well, for the most part, and I got $11 in tips. I saw Gabe there, as well as Danielle and Brittney.
. . .
Charlie was there. When I saw him, I froze. I tried to control my hands, 'cause they were shaking so bad. *sigh* I thought I was never gonna see him again. Life would be better if I hadn't. He tried to make conversation, which I refused to engage in. It was "Yes" "No" "I'm working right now." "Maybe". He told me his other phone broke, and held out his new one for me to enter my number. I stared at his phone for a second, and then flipped it closed. He got angry at me then, and eventually left.
. . . .
It left me shaken, but I'm trying focus on the good things now. Besides, what was he expecting me to do? Take him back? No way in Hell.
Anyway, I'm off.
Cheers.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17954214/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17954214/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 05:59:22 PDT Solo and Ensemble is in like 3 weeks. Therefore: crap. I haven't even practiced my solo yet.
I have to make up a test tomorrow, which means I'll have to do the whole chapter tonight. Oh well. There were more positive things than negative, so I'll think about those lest a small raincloud come to float above my head.
Oh, and I'll upload those pictures as soon as I can.
~PEACE OUT HOME SLICE~

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17853140/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17853140/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:30:52 PDT Over the past few weeks I'e realized that I really want a digital camera. Like, REALLY want one.
Ahem. Pardon the randomness, I'm a tad hungry, and really cold. Not that that has anything to do with this. Whatever.
Buuuuuuuuuttt, I beleive I'm going to go pack some now.
Cheers. [/RANT]

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17712894/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17712894/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:03:35 PDT I had to deal with drama, rejection, loneliness and sadness the whole day.
I couldn't find my mother so I could buy a hoodie. (I wasn't allowed to use the original money she gave me. I was only supposed to buy food, but who the hell needs to spend thirty dollars on food at a stadium?)
I shared my pocky with Jess, and we talked a lot. We're quite close now. She's a good kid.

. . . . . .

Even though he said he would, the boy I invited didn't show up.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17662358/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17662358/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 05:48:00 PDT The thing is, I invited this guy that I like, and he said he'll come. Which makes me exited, but worried that maybe he'll try to get out of it. That's something totally opposite to his nature, but you never know. I've tried to get ahold of him to give him our performance time, but he's always so busy. I feel bad. Maybe I'm pestering him? I don't know. I sure as hell HOPE I'm not.
But then, that's my problem. Lately I'm always anxious, worried, or something. I don't know what my deal is. And then I think, 'oh yeah,' and think about that guy some more.
*Deep breath*
. . . .
*sigh*
Okay, I'll be better for like, the next 30 seconds. I need to stop freaking out. Perhaps it is PMS. One can never know. . .
I'm seriously starting to wonder when I'll have time to draw again. After State, I suppose. This is a list of things I want to do when I have free time:

Meditate
Read
Draw
Cosplay

I need to start making a new costume. I don't know who I want to cosplay yet, though, so I guess that's the first order of business. I'd like to play a girl, but if I just can't find one I like I'll cosplay a boy. I'm not against it, I just think in general I'd like to stick with my own gender, 'cause it looks better. I mean come on. You know what I mean. When someone has a great costume, and then you're like, "OMG hes lyke so gorjuss!" and they turn around and you realize:
"Oh. That's not a man."

That has yet to happen to me. But I have seen many instances where that has happened to my friends.

VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT.
Okays. Baibai.[/rant]

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17622038/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17622038/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:48:10 PDT I think Alv sent me my scans, so I'll have to get those up soon. They're. . . random, to say the least. They're more doodles than anything else.
Well, I'm done for now.
Sayonara.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17524634/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17524634/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:35:35 PDT
What. Ever.

I'm sick. Just, so, sick . . . .

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17472926/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17472926/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:40:49 PDT
This week I finished my lifeguard and first aid training! Woooooh, yeah! I'm very glad it's over. I got a job at the Pavillion, selling T-shirts. I'll finally have income! But enough of that.

On Friday and Saturday I went to Anime Matsuri! My first Con! It was so much fun! I definately needed that. I bought a white bunny hat, a hoodie, and a couple buttons(everything there is so expesive!). I cosplayed Alice in Wonderland, and my sister and friends went as Bou, Miku, and Naruto. We got our pictures taken a lot. I was surprised. Yesterday, though, I didn't cosplay.

I had my first experience with Pocky, Ramune, and shrimp chips. They were delicious, except for the chips, which smelled terrible. Gehn ate like, half the bag, so we made him buy some gum.

God, I made so many friends! I loved it! Some were crazy, some were quiet, and one was just the cutest thing I'd ever seen! Here's a list of some of them:

Kitty Carter- My silly spazcat, who is litterally off the chain right now

Lewis- An awesome dance partner with a fetish for short skirts and stealing people's hats

Kammie- The sweetest girl ever, who does adorable chibi art

Kevin- An adorable Dark cosplayer with the most loveable smile

Andrew- The craziest and most random photographer I know

Ryan- A fellow An Cafe lover, with a quirky attitude

Well, that's all for now! See ya!

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17334200/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/17334200/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:17:47 PDT So I'm officially marching trumpet instead of doing field season. I suppose it's cool though; my section needs me, and I don't think Melissa will be able to handle this by herself, considering the sheer amount of Freshman we'll be receiving next year.
On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday I have to go for lifeguard training. My mom made me do that. Oh well. At least it'll be a job, which means doing something, and not sitting on my ass and getting fat like I normally do over the summer.
My scanning source (a.k.a. Alv's scanner) is down, therefore, no new art, though a couple are ready, I think.
Right now I basically have no time to write music. I can mess around on the piano in the mornings, by because of my pushy BD I have to practice in the mornings now.

I'm so. . . . . tired.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16900056/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16900056/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:24:28 PST I'm still at school. In a practice room. I haven't played my trumpet in two days. I wonder if I'll have time to plactice this weekend, what with Guard and all. Oh well. We'll see. Maybe I can get some art time in. Iono.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16780427/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16780427/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:10:34 PST
I've got some new peices to scan and upload(thanks Alv, for your time and patience). Iono. I'm a bit skeptical about one, so I don't know if I'll upload it. It would give too much away about a comic I should be starting soon.

Enyvais. Iono.

]]> ~Boudelaire http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16127256/ http://Boudelaire.deviantart.com/journal/16127256/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 17:03:54 PST
Carly came over yesterday. She and Shelby and I hopped the fence(or ATTEMPTED to, I should say). Shelby did it really fast, Carly was relatively quick, and then I got stuck, and we sarted laughing really hard. Then Shelby was like "Don't scratch your iPod!" and I was like "I won't,". Then Carly started pulling on my foot and my jacket got caught. A cor honked at us and I finally got off the fence, but now I have some scratches on my uppe stomach. xD

Then we went to the woods, and scared ourselves on accident. But it was really pretty. Carly splashed my when she jumped across the little river, and her shoe fell in so we both dove for it. She got in the mud, and had to wash it off in this public lake thing. The water is so blue you KNOW it's from chemicals. But it was fun. And cold.

Today Caroline and Shelby and I went to see Natalie, and switched bikes and jackets and stuff. Whoever had the red jacket and Caroline's bike looked like Imogen Heap. Always, no fail. The we watched the Lion King 2 and pretended to be animals(I know, I know. Don't you say a word.) and I got an idea for a fursona. Maybe I'll draw her soon, and you'll get to see her.

Peace.
Bou: out.

]]> ~Boudelaire