http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BowePunkElf&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BowePunkElf en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 20:14:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/20648908/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/20648908/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 09:27:59 PDT
News: I'M IN TAIWAN! If you hadn't noticed from my last few pictures I put up. It's absolutely amazing. Yes, it's very very very hot here, but after a few days that isn't really noticeable. The humidity is what kills. I feel like I'm breathing a solid. Believe me when I say walking outside does not have the "ahhhh, fresh air" feel I'm used to in Oregon.

Other than that, things are dreamy. The people here are so sweet and lovely. Though they do assume that, as Americans, we don't know how to clean or cook. Which is a little frustrating. I think the cooking thing is partially because it's more in their culture to go out to eat instead of making their own dinners. Which I'm sooooo not used to!

Of the craziest things I've done so far, I have to say that eating snake soup was the worst. First, I got to watch the guy whack a very large snake on a table to stun it. Then he hung it by the neck form the cieling. Still alive. Cut it up the belly and bled it dry. While it was living. Then he removed the venom and the gall bladder. These three things were made into three separate drinks. The blood is good to flush toxins from your body, the venom is good for your skin and the contents of the gall bladder is good for your eyes. Supposedly. After all this, I got to go eat some snake. EEEK! It was actually pretty good. The broth was really sweet, and the flesh of the snake was kind of like eating the meat of a fish, but tasted more like a chicken. But sweeter, like the broth. One of the guys who brought us there drank the three health drinks. He was shaking so bad afterwards, but he was very proud of himself. Heh, he started calling friends to boast. Anywho, this is me, signing off. More updates to come!

Shade and Sweet Water

]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/18205719/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/18205719/ Wed, 07 May 2008 01:57:20 PDT
As most of you probably know, though some of your don't, I'M GOING TO TAIWAN IN THE FAAAAAALL! Money is gonna be sooooooo freaking tight this term because of it, but I'm going, and that's that. I'm going through my department, so it's only going to cost me barely more than a term here at OSU. I'mso freaking excited! I'm going with 12 other girls and two people leading the group. I'll be there for a term, and our classes are only Tuesday morning through Thursday morning. So we have baaaasically a four and a half day weekend! HECK YES! I can travel all I want. I mean, obviously I'd have to pay for it. But I'm planning on saving ALL my money over summer (except what I need to pay bills and gas and such) for spending money. YAY! Oh, and I'm going to be learning Mandarin Chinese. Mwahaha.

Other than that, artwork has basically stopped. I have no time to be creative. And when I do have time, I'm soooo tired that I can't think of anything. Over the summer and once I'm in Taiwan, there will be stuff, believe me.

Shade and Sweet Water

]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/16667806/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/16667806/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 01:31:40 PST
1. Do you know anyone in prison at the present moment?
Not that I know of.

2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace?
No!

3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
A while ago, sadly. Probably up to three months.

4. Do you have a desk in your room?
Yup. It's awesome. I never use it though.

5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?
Almost, but not entirely.

6. What color is your couch?
Tannish brown leather.

7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
Nope nope.

8. Can you walk a straight line when you're sober?
Yes.

9. Do you throw up gang signs?
Uh... That's gross. I try not to throw up often.

10. Have you ever broken a rib?
Thank God, no.

11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy?
Other than once a month, I always like being female.

12. Who is the most spoiled person you know?
I have answered this before. And don't really feel like answering it again.

13. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love?
I think I'd like true love.

14. Have you ever had sex in church?
No....? Though that's not a bad idea.

15. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a Marine?
I don't have one of either.

16. Do you watch the Grammys?
Not often.

17. Would you ever work for the border patrol?
Uhm, no.

19. Would you rather date someone 2 years younger then you or 20 years older?
Hmmm.. Two years younger, I think.

20.Have you ever had a eating disorder?
Not on purpose.

21. Do you have a porn collection?
No.

23. Have you ever been in an interracial relationship?
Er... I haven't been in a relationship.

24. Is your birthday on a holiday?
Near one, but not on one.

26. Do you have any friends or family in the war right now?
No, happily.

28. Do you worry about global warming?
Yes. Very very very very very much so.

29. Do you like polar bears?
Yes! They are soooo cute!

30. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.

31. What's your favorite brand of water?
Uh... Faucet.

32 . What slang word(s) do you call marijuana?
Generally weed,

33. Are you an atheist?
No.

34. Did you lose your virginity to your neighbor?
Haven't lost it yet.

35. Did or do you think your childhood dreams will come true?
Some of them, yes.

36. Do you wear your sweetie's clothes?
If I had a sweety, and assuming I fit into his clothing, I suppose I would.

37. What's your opinion on gold?
It's pretty.

38. Are you a country boy/girl or city slicker?
I'm more of a city slicker.

39. Are you an only child?
Yes and no. My mother's only, definitely not my dad's.

40. Do you want to hit something?
Definitely not at the moment.

FINALLY THIS SURVEY IS OVER.

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Anywho. I'm fairly alive. College is kicking my well rounded behind, like normal. But I'm actually enjoying my classes at the moment, which is amazing, and hurrahness!

I am thinking of doing a transfer student program to Taiwan for a term next year. Which I'm psyched about, but terribly worried that I won't be allowed to go, considering my academic standing. I have a fairly low GPA, but it's improving! Damn single term fucking me over.

What else can I say?? Life is here. And not beinding to my will..

Settricken

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I honestly can't think of anything else to say. I hope you're all doing well and like what I post...

Saders

]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10339289/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10339289/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 16:58:02 PDT
Part 1: How I Came To Be:

*Were you a planned baby?: Interestingly enough, yes.

*Were you the first?: For my mom, yes. For my dad, no.

*Were your parents married when you were born?: Nopers

What is your birthday?: 07.01.87


Part 2: My family

*How would you describe your family?: Totally nuts. That sums it up nicely.

*Are your parents married, divorced or separated?: Separated, considering they weren’t ever married.

*Are you the oldest, middle, or youngest child?: Only and youngest.

*What are your siblings names?: Peter and Marcy are the half-siblings. Shannon, Dylon, Marty and Luke are the ex-stepbrothers.

*Which parent do you get along with best?: My dad. I can tell my mom more things, probably, but my dad’s personality and mine don’t clash as much as my mom’s and mine do.

*Do you have step parents?: Used to.


Part 3: The Friends

*Do you have more than one best friend?: The whole swooping bunch of people I hang out with.

*Who is (are) your best friend(s)?: A lot of people. Wasn’t this just explained...?

*Do you share the same interests?: I’m gonna go with Corey, and say that general insanity is the main thing we all have in common.

*Which friend can you tell anything to?: Paige and Kelsey are probably the first people I would go to, but I would really be able to tell any of them anything.


Part 4: Your Personality

*How high/low is your self esteem?: It’s fairly high, but I do have my moments. Like most people.

*Do you get depressed about things easily?: No. Most of the time I’ll have my moment of “dammit” and then move on.

*Do you live life to the fullest?: Not really, no. I’ve been trying to lately, but it’s really hard for me to just let go and live.


Part 5: Appearance

*Are you comfortable with the way you look?: I have those areas that I would like to change, but I am comfortable with myself.

*Do you have any piercings?: Three in each ear and on in my naval

*How do you dress?: In clothes? I don’t know. I buy what I like and put it on. I was called very sophisticated a couple of times. Does that help?


Part 6: The Past

*Were you a strange child?: Heh. Heheh. Heh.

*What did you love that you no longer do?: Horse-back riding. And writing stories.

*Do you have the same friends?: Most of them, yes. The ones I had when Iw as really young, I don’t really have anymore. That sucks.

*Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: One year, for Halloween, my dad dressed up as Man’s Worst Nightmare. Yeah…. That will haunt me ‘til the end of my days.


Part 7: The Future

*What is your ambition?: Too much for my brain to handle. The deepest, darkest desire I have for myself is to be able to open a home of children who are disable, abandoned, homeless and what-not. Ok, I guess that’s really not that dark. But… yeah…

*Do you want to get married?: My future happiness doesn’t depend upon me getting married, but if it happens I’m not going to fight it.

*How many kids do you want?: Uh… That’s really not my decision entirely, but I guess I’d like to have one of my own and adopt any more if I decide I want more than one.


Part 8: The Outdoors

*Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: Outside, but that doesn’t mean active. I’m very much so the lazy feline.

*Favorite seasons: Late summer.

*Favorite weather?: Pouring rain. I don’t mean pitter patter rain. I mean torrential. You stand outside for half a minute and you’re soaked through. It doesn’t really matter if it’s cold rain or warm rain, but summer torrents are the beeest in the world.

*Do you like walking in the rain?: I think anything in the rain. The rain is beautiful, no matter what (there are exceptions to this, such as natural catastrophe rain. Then it kinda sucks.)


Part 9: Food

*Are you a vegetarian?: Highly not.

What is your favorite food?: Tortellini with fruit seasoning and parmesian on it. Real parmesian.

What food makes you want to gag?: Canned pineapple and coconut. Any kind of coconut.

*What is your favorite dessert?: Tillamook Mint chocolate chip. Or my homemade brownies.

*What is your favorite restaurant?: China Gorge.

*Are you a fussy eater: Nope. Not at all. There are some things that I refuse to eat. Like eggs and quiche (aka, egg), pancakes. Other such breakfast foods.


Part 10: Relationships and Love

*Are you single or taken? Siiiingle.

*If tak... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10069102/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10069102/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 10:41:24 PDT
Man, I'm dyin'. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10040448/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/10040448/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 14:52:59 PDT
I just want to get this all over with. Put my clothes in a bag, my stuff in boxes and go. Oddly enough, this is exactly how I felt before moving to Tacoma. Look how that worked out... Blech.


Settricken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9981745/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9981745/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 19:44:32 PDT
As you may have guessed, an animal of mine died today...

Pray for Sally. He was old, stubborn, spoiled, and smelly and he'll be missed greatly.

Settricken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9965842/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9965842/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 14:21:24 PDT
[link] ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9499591/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/9499591/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:20:02 PDT
If you get 5 or more marks on each segment, then you have to add the name of the segment to your journal's subject field.

Don't cheat! be honest and most of all, have fun!

--METALHEAD--
[ ] Do you have long hair?
[ ] Do you like Beer?
[X] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[ ] You don't believe in god?
[ ] You got a Pentagram on some clothing article etc.?
[X] You own some spikes?
[ ] Can you play guitar?
[X] Can you growl?
[X] Do you own Boots?
[X] Do you rock out?
Total X: 5

--DRAMA DORK--
[X] Ever been in a play?
[X] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[X] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[X] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[X] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[X] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 6

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[X] Do you like to get dirty?
[X] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[X] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
[ ] Do you live on more than 1 acres?
Total X: 3

-GOTH--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[X] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[X] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[X] Do you like Hot Topic?
[X] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean? (Actually, most of the goths I know aren't mean. They're very friendly and sociable.)
Total X: 4

--PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[X] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[X] Do/did you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[ ] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 3

--PREP--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[X] Do you giggle a lot when your with your friends/girlfriend?
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop/rap music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog/a killer?
[X] Do you laugh a lot?
Total X: 2

--HIPPIE--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[X] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[X] Do You want to save the animals?
[X] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[X] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[X] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 6

--GANGSTA--
[ ] Do you act ghetto sometimes?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
[X] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own 40?
total X: 1

--EMO-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[X] Do you wear hoodies?
[X] Do you like soft music?
[X] Do people not understand you?
[X] Do you write your own poems?
[X] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ] Do you cut your hair?
[ ] Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song?
Total X: 5

--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops all year around?
[X] Is your hair shaggy/layered?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[X] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[X] Do you think the ocean is radical?
[X] Are you tanned?
[X] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[X] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 6

--GEEK--
[X] Do you wear glasses?
[X] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[X] Do you ever get picked on?
[X] Do you look forward to going to school?
[X] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[] Do you play video games?
Total X: 6

Ok.. I am a... metalheaddramadorkhippieemosurfergeek. Ohhh yeah.... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8602685/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8602685/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 14:15:43 PDT
- First Best Friend: Hayley Sales
- First Imaginary Friend: A dragon, I don't remember his name.
- First Pet's name: Mama Goat. The first pet that was actually mine was Skie.
- First Piercing: Ears when I was about five-ish
- First Crush: A kid on my swim team in Redmond.
- First CD: The best of Elvis.
- First Car: 1988 Honda Accord.
- First School: Redmond Elementary.
- First Kiss: Ahah.

9 Lasts...
- Last Time You Smoked: Never
- Last Food You Ate: Some chips last night.
- Last Car Ride: Last night, to get home.
- Last Movie You Watched: In the middle of Blade right now.
- Last Phone Call: I called Nelson Tires to ask them about my poor car.
- Last CD You listened to: Dunno, actually.
- Last Bath You took: A while ago, when I was still in Tacoma.
- Last Song You listened to: She is Beautiful by Andrew W.K.
- Last Fight: Uh.. Not sure.


8 Have you ever...
- Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: No
- Have You Ever Been Arrested: No
- Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yeah..
- Have You Ever Been on TV: Not that I remember.
- Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Yeah.
- Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: Nope.
- Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: Nuh uh
- Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Yeshers

7 Things you are wearing...
- Er. Contacts.
- Bathrobe
- Sleeping Shirt
- Underwear
- Pajama Pants.
- Not wearing anything else
- Not wearing anything else

6 Thing you've done today...
- Called discover bikes
- Cleaned my piercing. Ow...
- Took a shower
- Checked my messages
- Went to Curves.
- Talked to Kelsey

5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...
- Watching a good movie
- Reading
- The beach
- Friends
- Cats

4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...
- Kelsey
- Paige
- Ashley
- Dad

3 Choices...
- dancing or acting? - Acting
- reading or writing? - Reading
- chocolate ice cream or dinner? - Chocolate ice cream

2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
- Travel More
- Have more fun

1 Person You Want to see:
- Kelsey ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8185282/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8185282/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:07:42 PST
[link] ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8123994/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8123994/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:56:57 PST ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8068520/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/8068520/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 19:47:25 PST
(X (my mom is my friend..)) crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
(X) walked 5 or more miles
() been sky diving
(X) shoplifted
() been fired
() done drugs
() been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of your parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
() been arrested
() gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend (maybe to not hurt their feelings)
(X) skipped school
(X) seen someone die
() had a crush on one of your internet friends
() been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(X) felt like an outcast
(X) been on a plane
() bungy jumped
(X(just to see..)) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
(X) been skiing
() met someone in person from the internet
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel
(X) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
(X) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
() been robbed
(X) been misunderstood
(X) petted a reindeer
(X) won a contest
() run a red light
(X) stayed up until 3am doing nothing
() been suspended from school
(X) been in a car accident
(X) been on stage in front of an audience
(X) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) liked the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
() recently coloured with crayons?
(X) gotten lost in a store
(X) sung karaoke
(X) fallen asleep on a trampoline
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) danced in the rain
() been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) been a cheerleader
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(X) slept naked
() watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) cut your hair only to regret it
() gotten a tattoo
(X) have more than 2 piercings
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
(X) gone roller skating
(X) had a wish come true
(X) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
() ate dog/cat food
(X) had deja vu
() ate horse food
(X) sang in the shower
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
(X) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(X) kissed a fish OR a horse
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(X) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours?
(X) stayed up all night
() didn’t take a shower for a week
() been hospitalized for over a week
(X) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(X) had a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(X) believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school
() gone streaking
(X) gone doorbell ditching
(X) played chicken/truth or dare
(X) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(X) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
(X) caught a fish then ate it
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
() had surgery
(X) cheated on a test
(X) had a Britney Spears CD
(X) French braided someone’s hair
(X) gone skinny dipping in a pool
() been threatened to be kicked out of your house
() kissed someone under the stars
() had someone close to you die from suicide
(X) had someone close to you die in general
() had someone younger than 2 years old die
(X) lost somebody close to you in the last year ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7842327/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7842327/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 22:45:03 PST ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7729167/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7729167/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 06:41:48 PST
I think my panic attacks are almost over. I didn't tell you guys about those, but yeah.. I was having these really weird panic attacks for the longest time. I would just start to think of everything I haven't done that I thought I should have done by now, and then I would start to hyperventilate as the list grew longer, and then I would start to get really mad and frantic. Anyway, I think they're almost over. I only had one today. That's really good, considering for a while I was having them about every hour, if I was lucky. I think the worst it got was one that went on for a good... Oh, I dunno, ten minutes or so. "That's not very long," you must think. Well, you try hyperventilating while pacing around the house in an blind rage for ten minutes, see how you feel. Pretty worn thin, I can tell you that much.

Wow, I'm writing way more than I intended to. I meant to only write about insomnia. And then my insomnia told me to tell you about my panic attacks. And now it's telling me to tell you that if any of you know a place that is holding auditions for Guys and Dolls, I will love you forever. I think I'm gonna go now, find stamps for my applications. Yay!

Shade and Sweet Water

Settricken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7705378/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7705378/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 14:59:57 PST






Settricken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7700589/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7700589/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 01:01:23 PST

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find 4th line.
"...or so went the story that brought us such solace the next day. Out..."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Uh.. It straightens...? But if I lower my shoulder just a bit it feels veeery good.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Uh.. Something at Ben's house. Skating with Celebrities?

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
12:45 am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:49am. mwahaha!

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Ruthless People, in the background.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
When I went to Rosauers with Kevin.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My tickle account

9. What are you wearing?
Pajama bottoms with sheep on them, overlarge top, slippers. Normal undie stuff.


10. Did you dream last night?
Yeah. Something about the high school and some guy I know.

11. When did you last laugh?
A few minutes ago at Kevin.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A calender, a sunflower poster and a mexican painting.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not really.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Pretty good, though my answers are meh.


15. What is the last film you saw?
Well, currently watching Ruthless People.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Pay for college

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I hada fish hook ripped through my lower lip.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Kill money so everything is on trade basis.

19. Do you like to dance?
If I knew how to dance better, I think I'd enjoy it more.

20. George Bush:
He's really not all that smart sounding or looking. I pity the man.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Evelyn

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Nathanial

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
But of course. Different country, small amount of money. Ahhh.. Sounds fun.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Good job."

25. Which season is your favorite?
Suuuummeeeer! My birthday! ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7679185/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7679185/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 18:47:45 PST ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7632130/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7632130/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 16:50:03 PST
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7578826/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7578826/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 22:28:42 PST
Skie seems to be getting better. Tonight he ate (true, it was ice cream, but it's food. And he needs the fat, even if it's not entirely healthy), and spent a good five minutes at the water bowl. I have to say that certainly restarted my heart. He hasn't had a bite to eat since before Christmas, when he started getting sick, and I've been out of my mind with worry.

Good news, if you can't tell from the Skie explaination, is that I'm in town. Yay! I don't know for how long. Possibly a few weeks. Who knows. I'm researching colleges and jobs, so who knows. But if you're in town (those of you still on college break) or have some free time (those of you currently in school) come see me, please. I beg of you.

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Those are the five most "zany" hotels from around the world. These all look awesome. I want to visit them, even though I'll have to wait until I'm all rich to be able to afford to do so. Check them out, they are awesomeness ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7199434/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7199434/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:50:57 PST ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7132149/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7132149/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 11:57:27 PST
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you stuff yourselves full of turkey and stuffing and potatoes and yams and salad(oh dear oh my, something healthy...) and pie and eggnog(yucky, only if you must...) and laughter. Yesh, laughter. I swear you can stuff yourself with it... Or give yourself a heartattack laughing too hard after eating too much. But at least you went down with a smile on your face !! *Ahem* Anyway...

I love you all and I hope you have an outstanding Turkey Day!!

Settricken. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7132100/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7132100/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 11:50:49 PST ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7108191/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7108191/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 18:18:43 PST

Dogs smell.

I'm thinking of subscribing... Hmmm...

Why are Laura Love songs so damned hard to track down?

How old is John Mayer anyway?

My laundry is taking forever to dry.

Our water filter is also taking forever, but this is taking forever to drain.

I wonder what living alone would be like?

Scary??

Maybe I should fold my dry laudry.

And hang up my folded laundry.

They're probably all wrinkly by now.

Harumph.

I wonder if another person will shoot out at the mall.

Yurgh.

That's it, I'm subscribing asap.

Just for something to say I did.

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7096009/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7096009/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:05:52 PST
I want my kitty.

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7036385/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7036385/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 13:55:10 PST
1. How tall are you? Argh, this was on the last one. 5'3 and a half.

2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Hee hee, funny thought.

3. Do you own a gun? I own a bow and arrows, that's better than a gun.

4. Rehab? Not recently... I mean.. *cough*

5. Would you ever "do" someone in their parents bed? Er. Hopefully by the time I'm "doing" anyone, we have our own bed and don't have to use their parents'. Unless we're house sitting...

6. What do you think of hot dogs? They're nasty suckers.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Santa Baby by Eartha Kitt

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water

9. Do you do push-ups? No.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy? No.

11. Are you vegan? Highly not. I couldn't live withouy my cheese.

12. Do you like painkillers? I'm female. So my answer is of course yes.

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? If I told you it wouldn't be so secret anymore.

14. Do you own a knife? Several pointy objects, yes.

15. Do you have A.D.D.? Sometimes...

16. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? Er...

Top 5 Thoughts At This Exact Moment:
1. Why am I so gutless?
2. How the hell should I give Poh her birthday present?
3. I'm ashamed for not saying happy birthday to Poh on her b irthday.
4. I need a friend.
5. Maybe I should ge tmy own apartment.

Name the Last 5 Things You Have Bought: (recently)
1. A birthday card
2. A fancy hair clippy to go with the card.
3. Cool earrings to go with the hair clippy.
4. A movie ticket.
5. Four manga books, three of which I have read already,

Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. Water
2. Mocha frappaccino
3. Three Berry Blend smoothie
4. Water
5. Water

5 bands in your CD player, iPod, or mp3:
1. Green Day
2. NIN
3. John Mayer
4. Hayley Sales
5. Bowling for Soup

18. What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 10-ish

19. Current Hair? Reddish brown

20. Current Worry? How to give Poh her b-day present. I think I'll just set it on her pillow.

21. Current Hate? Myself.

22. Favorite Place To Be? In my head.

23. Least Favorite Place? Alone with my brother. It seems like every time he gets me alone these days he has to give me the 411 of what I'm doing wrong to him and Poh.

24. Where Would You Like To Go? Home to my little grey chubby kitty who I miss so much.

25. What do you wear when you go to sleep? Underwear and a big T-shirt.

26. What were you doing 12AM last night? Shivering under my covers reading a manga and praying that I didn't have a fever. Or I might have been talking to Garry on the phone. I dunno.

27. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? At this point in my life, it's looking like nothing.

28. Do you burn or tan? Tan. I have to be out in excrutiating sunlight for a long time to burn.

29. Last thing you ate? Hashbrowns.

30. Would you be a pirate? Without a second thought, yes.

31. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? A few nights ago, when Pete asked if I'd ever had one kind of drink and then gave it to me to have a taste.

32. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever's on the radio, or whatever is stuck in my head.

33. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? The aliens from Independence Day. There was a bush outside my window, and the shadow it made on the wall across from it made part of it look like an alien head peeking up over the edge of the sill to look in at me. It scared the crap outta me.

34. What's in your pockets right now? I don't have any pockets in the clothes I'm wearing at the moment.

36. Last thing that made you laugh? That I couldn't remember the name of the group that had the aongs Almost, Trucker Hat, and 1985. Darn Bowling for Soup.

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? My red fuzzy ones.

38. Do you like your teeth? Yes. They have been good to me over the last few years and not gotten any cavities.

39. Worst injury you've ever had? A fishing hook ripped through my lower lip. That h urt like a bugger.

40. What are your dreams like? Very graphic, no matter what they're about.

41. How many TV's do you have in your house? Two here, one in my mom's house, one at my dad's.

42. Who is your loudest friend? Paige or KB.

43. Who is your most silent friend? I dunno. Sarah?

44. Does someone have a crush on you? Heh, considering I just moved her... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7019852/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/7019852/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 16:27:18 PST
1.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (Current pet (or most current)and color of your walls)

Lily (or Ruby, I can't remember who came out of the crate first) Green

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandfather/grandmother on father's side first name, favorite snack)

I don't know my dad's mom's name... So I'll opt for my mom's mom's name.. Anne Cookie

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)

SMas. That kinda sounds like X-Mas, only stupider...

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME(favorite animal, name of high school)

Cheeta Hood River Valley. Riiiight...

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, street name)

I refuse to use Ekobar. Not gonna. Rose-Anne Skyline. That's actually a spiffy soap opera name

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)

Lessekski. I sound Russian..

7. YOUR HOOKER NAME (first pets name and the first street that you lived on)

My first pet? Er... I think it was a goat, actually. Mama Goat. So Mama Juniper.


Other Quizzy thing

*PAST*

1* First grade teacher's name: I don't remember

2* Last words you said: "Go faster!" to the computer.

3* Last song you sang: I Say A little Prayer for You.

4* Last person you hugged: Peter (brother)

5* Last thing you laughed at? The dialog was about 10 seconds off of the mouth movements on Law and Order this afternoon.

6* Last time you said "I'm in love with you": I honestly can't say I've said that before.

7* Last time you cried?: Last night. It wasn't full on weeping, but still. Tears were rolling down my cheeks, therefore crying.

*PRESENT*

9* What color socks are you wearing: They're slippers, red.

10* What's under your bed: A sweater.

11* What time did you wake up today: Woke up around 9. Getting out of bed is another story entirely

12* Current taste: Ruby red and Tangerine.

13* Current hair: Reddish brown

15* Current annoyance: Stupid Macy's not paying me for my last three days of work.

16* Current longing: How to get disconnected from the little whatever it is on my phone, because I'm sure it's costing me money.

17* Current desktop background: Picture of Poh's niece and nephew.

18* Current worry: That my feet will hurt tomorrow at work as bad as they hurt yesterday. That would suck.

19* Current hate: None

20* Current favorite article of clothing: My sweater

26* If you could play an instrument, what would it be: The piano or the guitar

27* Favorite color: You know, I'm not really sure anymore. Green or a delicate blue.

28* Do you believe in an afterlife: I don't know

29* How tall are you: 5’3" and a whole half

30* favorite number: 12

31* Favorite person: I dunno right now. Kelsey?

32* Favorite season: Late summer

33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Melissa

*FUTURE*

35* Where do you want to go for college? AIS, but it's expensive. Possibly too expensive for the ducation it would be giving me.

36* What is your career going to be like: Very hectic

37* How many kids do you want: One from me, one from an adoption agency.

*HAVE YOU EVER*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it: Yeah.

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish: Heh, yeah. Mostly the Oranges and the dogs. But yes.

41* Been to New York: Yup

42* Been to Florida: Not yet

43* Been to California: Yes, a few times

44* Been to Hawaii: No, but that isn't my fault *glares over dramatically at father*

45* Been to Mexico: Nope.

46* Been to China: Nope

47* Been to Japan: Nope...

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Not the next day. It was actually a fe wmonths later.

53* What book are you reading now? Just finished Emma last night. As soon as my books get up here. I'll continue reading King Henry the eighth

54* Worst feeling in the world: Hatred

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: Yeah yeah, I know, shut up stupid beeper...

56* How many rings before you answer: Generally the first on my cell phone. Midsecond on a normal phone.

57* Future daughter's name: I like Evelyn, but it depends if my husband likes it too.

58* Future son's name: Nathaniel.

59* Do... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6985307/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6985307/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:48:32 PST
Oh God oh God oh God tomorrow is my first day of work. At a mall. I don't know why I'm worried about it. I guess I think I'm going to utterly suck and they're all going to hate me and I'm going to be fired immediately. Margle. Working at Macy's is like acting, which scares me, because I'm starting to feel that I'm a sucktard actress. Oh well. I'll tell you tomorrow how my first day went. I'm also worried because I'm divisional. I don't have a certain department I'm working in. So what do I do to clock in if I don't know what department I'm working in? I have to say that Macy's is not very organized in informing their employees (even if they're just holiday hire) about certain protocol and such.

Let's see, what else? Oh yeah, my brother had an "unspoken rule" talk with me while I was watching Donnie Darko. I honestly don't understand why people try to talk seriously with others during a movie. Anyway, the "unspoken rule" talk. If one person cooks dinner, one of the other people does the dishes. Yes, I say that makes sense, ok I'm fine with that. And I go back to watching the movie that he started talking over, and trying to figure out what the hell I missed. Then he kind of leans over me and asks if what he just said sunk in at all. Even to myself I sounded kind of childish when I said "yeah". But whatever. How can that not sink in? It's a simple request that doesn't really need debating. I think he expected me to get defensive or something. So now I'm annoyed with myself, because I'm a brat. Grar. I must try to be more even tempered and helpful around the house. And I still feel like I'm only a visitor here. Like I'm not really living here, so I had better not make any kind of mess or adjustments. It is sort of keeping me on tinterhooks.

Well, Donnie Darko was good, anyway. Pretty trippy, I can see why it is a cult classic type movie.

Shade and sweet water

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6957673/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6957673/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 21:27:27 PST

Other than that, nothing is really new. I finally got hours to work at Macy's, though I think I might have gotten into a spot of trouble with the leading Human Resources lady, but that doesn't matter much. She says I "clocked in" on my buddy training day, which "worries her", but I didn't clock in. I merely tried to find out if I had a schedule in the system yet, and discovered that my Associate number was wrong. Heh. So we both made boo boos.

I really want a friend up here. It's hard when you move somewhere and you don't know anyone and you have to start from scratch making friends, except there's one thing different. I'm living wiht people I already know and I'm not going to school. No chance of being forced into a friendship situation, or easily reaching out. If I want a friend I gotta ask someone to coffee, and make sure that it doesn't sound like I'm trying to get them out on a date or something (even if they're female. Hey, you never know, I've been taken for a lesbian before, could happen again).

Anyway, gotta go. Gonna go watch movies with the lovie-dovies upstairs. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6919548/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6919548/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 19:06:42 PST
Anyway, good news folks! I HAVE A JOB! muchness. Well, technically one job, almost definitely two, and I'm really crossing my fingers for three (I'd die of happiness of Hot Topic really did hire me). Anyway, the job I have and am training for tomorrow and Wednesday is at Macys, I'm a rover. I get to work in all the departments. Wherever they need me. I'm interviewing for a job at Best Buy on Wednesday after my training, at six (bleh, don't really wanna work there, but hey. It's money, ya know?). And I'm sitting around the house hoping that the people at Hot Topic call me in for an interview. Honestly, I'd love to work for them. They always have the coolest clothes (some of which I'd never wear, but cool none-the-less) and the nicest people.

I have a cell phone now. If you want the number Note me for it, I don't feel like risking putting my number up on here. I'll probably call a few of you in the next few days and give it to you anyway, just to check up on you and such.

Let's see, what else is up.. Uhm... I went to a Halloween part on Friday. That was trippy. I went as a Strawberry Shortcake. Long pink tutu, pink and black striped tights, black boots, pink wig and a pink mesh shirt under a black sleeveless shirt. It was a very fun costume to traipse around in. They had no beverages there that were non-alcoholic. Sadie got thirsty, so she had a tid-bit of some mixed something or other, and a jello-shot. I had the jello-shot just to see if it really was aloholic, 'cause I figured it's possible it's a ruise, or something. Hahaha, no way. Major tequila-ness. It was so overpowering that I spit out what I had in my mouth and threw it away. Nasty. And it wasn't even really flavored, it was more of a tingling sensation. Oh, and for everyone who was in Art class (Paige, Leeny, Kelsey (hale)), I'm sure you'll enjoy this. One lady there (who got totally smashed and freaky) dressed up as Bob, the happy tree painter. "let's paint a happy tree next to the cute snow covered cottage. The little squirrels have to have a place to play", you know? She was a blast, completely out there.

The nastiest part of the evening, besides the alcoholic beverages, were the old gross guys. At least four guys came up to me with expectations, if you know what I mean. Blegh. It was very amusing to inform them at some point or another in conversation that I was 18 and fresh-faced outta high school. The last few I timed to see how long it would take them to find some reason to kind of wander off.

Well, that tops off my week living here. Except I think my brother is expecting my to have some kind of love interest in the guy who is helping him tile his floor. He's cute, with a bit longer face than I normally enjoy, but dumb as a rock. His heart is in the right place, but still.. totally thick. Not stupid, just veeeeeeeery thick. Blah. Sorry, bro, not happening.

Anyway, love and kissed from the great state of Washington.

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6822090/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6822090/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:08:28 PDT
It's very strange, the mood this puts me in. Last night I was quite literally vibrating with adrenaline at the prospect, but today I find myself without a mood. I'm simply here. But now that I'm moving, this means I might fall out of contact with some of you for a time. I'll have all your numbers, though. But I won't be on the internet nearly as much. Well, not at all for a while, seeing as I won't have an internet connection, nor my computer. So a good few months at longest. I hope. *crosses fingers* But, I'M SO PSYCHED! Can't you tell?

So, anyway, come to see me before I move, or I will not be happy with you. Mar

Lovekins to you all.

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6735315/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6735315/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 23:43:46 PDT
I'm feeling very bad about my lack of deviations. My last deviation was over a month ago, and wasn't even a piece of my own work, it was one of my brother's. I better hop to it. Luckily for my guilty concience I feel a inspired streak coming on. I'm starting to get some ideas for some art pieces, and I feel as if I actually have the talen to pull them off. Here's hoping, neh?

In other news, I'm supposed to move this weekend. I'm really praying that everything works out fine. I'm kind of worried about how this will work out and if I'll get a computer and internet connection and all my wonderful technology up there, and I have to say that part of me is so scared shitless that that part is hoping I don't move. So nothing has to change, I can stay here and everything can be normal and peaceful. Besides "fearless people are merely fearless. People who act in spite of their fear are truly brave." I never held much water with peace and quiet and lack of change, anyway. I'm starting to go stir crazy just thinking about it. Though I do have everyone's contact info written down in a little address book, so be expecting random calls every once in a while. Until I get a few buddies up there, then you're all cut loose! Heh, just kidding. I love you all deeply, and I don't think I'll ever be able to get rid of that. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6670826/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6670826/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 16:58:23 PDT Confused
Tired

That about sums up my day. Except there was a brief moment of utter beauty and wonder that was shattered when I realized that I had no one to share it with except myself. I suppose I will have to continue being satisfied with that for a while. So it seems from here.

That, and there is not a single private spot in this house. Everything echos, so even if you're in a remote place of the house, you can't start talking to yourself, because the rest of the house can hear it. That makes talking on the phone very disconcerting. Help me. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6619542/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6619542/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 18:30:48 PDT
My mom gets home from work and she says she wants to talk to me about my car. Oh great. She leaves to get a prescription and bring my car in to have the brakes checked out. She gets home and I'm sitting there starting The Big Labowski. I'm the one to stop the movie and ask her about the bank and different bank accounts and such. I'm thinking of waiting until I get to Tacoma to get an account, but I might get one at us bank before I leave. That also might be a good idea. Anyway. Then I am the one to bring up the car deal, and tell her I've had a few ideas about what to do with it, since it is obvious that, with the rate she is teaching me (didn't say it like that) I won't be getting my liscense before I move. I tell her my ideas about leaving it here until I get my liscense, or bringing it up there so I can get my liscense up there with it. She says that she actually wants to talk about the financial issues of the ar, which actually turns into her informing me of just how poor she is and how she can't afford shit, and how she's taking money out of the money she got from selling out house, even though that is her only hope of ever buying a house or retiring, and how she is going to be the only one to take care of herself, no on is going to be taking care of her, piss like that. I'm getting mad just thinking about it. I can feel the tight bands forming around my chest. I've already told her that I have my brother keeping an eye out for jobs for me out there and that I am checking the Seattle and Tacoma classifieds. I need a plan, she says! I HAVE A PLAN! She's just so far into her own shit that she never listens to me, not when I say I have six hundred dollars as a buffer to take care of insurance and gas if it takes a while to actually get a job (those things can take time, for some reason I'm bad at getting jobs), and that I'm looking for a job and that I have the number to call the Institute about applying. What more of a plan does she want?! I'll write it down for her, paint it on the walls, stamp it on her forehead! She just doesn't listen to me anymore!!! Rien!

Shade and Sweet Water
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1. Had sex: No.
2. Bought something: Uh huh, just yesterday.
3. Gotten sick: I'm in the process of getting something, I can feel it in my throat.
4. Sang: Uh huh, as often as possible
5. Been kissed: Nope.
6. Ate something: You know, I never quite got into that whole anorexic thing...
7. Felt stupid: Oh, definitely.
8. Talked to an ex: Don't have one, so no.
9. Missed someone: Terribly

Last person who....

1. Slept in your bed: Skie, but I guess he's not really a person. Well, now he is!
2. Saw you cry: Er.... My mom, I think. And not because I let her either. My how I hate her motherly instincts that make her be intrusive.
3. Went to the movies with: Garry, Paige and Sarah, methinks.
4. You went to the mall with: Leeny.

Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: To parents, animals and friends. No significant other to say "I love you" to yet.
2. Got in a fight with your pet: A lot with the dogs, not so mu ch with the cats. Though when Skie wants to eat my cheese and crackers, there can be a bit of a spat..
3. Been to California: Yesh. I wanna go back soon to se emy auntie.
4. Been to Mexico: Nope, and I'm not terribly keen to go there either.
5. Been to China: Hopefully some day, but no
6. Been to Canada: Not yet
7. Been to Europe: HAHA! I can answer yes to one of these things! Yes, yes I have!! Germany (technically, though I didn't get to go anywhere really), England and Wales.
My added: Been to Japan: No
8. Wished you were the opposite sex: Never really crossed my mind. I was always pretty satisfied with being a girl.

1. Do you have a crush on someone: No...
2. What book are you reading now: The Silmarilion and the Bible.
3. Worst feeling in the world: Hum, good question. Self doubt for me.
4. Future KIDS names: Nathaniel.
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeah.
6. Favorite sports to watch: I don't really watch typical sports.
7. Location: My favorite location? Heck if I know.
8. Piercing/Tattoos: Three in each ear.
9. Hot weather or cold? Hot with a cool breeze.
10. What are you most scared of right now: Not finding my path.
11. Where do you want to get married: Wherever I am, but outdoors.
12. What do you really hate: Never really thought about it.
13. Do you have a job: I volunteer at the senior center.
14. Do you like being around people: Most of the time.
15. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Twice.
16. Have you ever cried: I would certainly hope so, even if it were just by myself.
17. Are you lonely right now: Not terribly.
18. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: "Me" from the Broadway version of Beauty and the Beast. Or a John Mayer something or other.
19. Been in love: Nope, I would assume I haven't.
20. Played strip poker: Yup. Word from the experienced, never play strip poker in a tent with a light on inside the tent. Baaaad idea.
21. Got lost: I've never been completely lost except for twice with friends in Portland. You can really get turned around in that town.
22. Done an all-nighter: Many a time.
23. cheated on a bf/gf : Haven't had one, so I haven't. But I wouldn't.
24. had sexual feelings for the same sex: I'm straight, thanks.
25. had someone died that you loved: Figaro was the most recent. I miss him very much

What is/was?

26. longest phone call: Well, it sounds as if I had a three hour phone call to Leeny in middle school, so that would be it. My next longest was two hours with a few other people. I was surprised I talked that long, I'm not really a phone person.
27. longest relationship: Haven't really had one...
28. your longest fight with a friend: Er, I think it was a few days with Ben, but we weren't quite friends then.
29. your longest fight with a bf/gf: Havne't had a boyfriend, so no real chance for a fight there. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6568925/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6568925/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 00:51:31 PDT ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6550558/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6550558/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 22:19:06 PDT
Things are going okay. I'm "learning" how to drive with mym om. Which means that I'm driving around the school parking lot very slowly. The turns are so cramped that I don't have a need to shift down to first gear from second because I'm doing only first gear. Even though I shifted into second today while we were driving just to prove I could. It was kinda nice, but I haven't gone over 20 miles an hour. Which scares me. I'm moving the week of the tenth in October. Will I really have my liscense by then? Something is telling me no, which scares me even more.

I watched Hellboy tonight, and The Faculty the other night. The Faculty was very obvious throughout the movie, but thoroughly enjoyable. Hellboy reminded me very distinctly of Power Rangers, and I didn't get very attached to anyone in the movie, but it was okay. It was kind of a movie of oneliners. But whatever. I didn't die watching it, so it was tolerable. Heh. Watching movies is now my unwinding after having to go driving with my mom. Argh. My nerves really tire me out, but then I get home and I'm all awake.

There's nothing else I can really think of to write, so I will talk to you peoples later

Shade and Sweet Water
Saders ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6532876/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6532876/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 22:47:05 PDT ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6505065/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6505065/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 16:47:28 PDT . Oh well. I'm all better. I called both my brother (who I seem to be playing a very extravagant game of phone tag with) and my dad today. It felt good to talk to my dad, even though it was brief. I can just... say things to him and not have to worry too much.

I got a box packed today! Just my little dragon figurines and some nicknack stuff, but still, I have boxes to fill. At the senior center they had all these boxes from people donating stuff, and I said I would take them. I have no idea why, considering I was getting home on a bike. All fun riding home on my bike with six boxes, most of which I could fit into. Argh.

Heh, another amusing thing happened today at the senior center while I was behind the register. Some lady tried to bring me to religion. I thought it was amusing. She started the conversation asking me if I read my bible. I told her that I had one I was reading (which is kind of true, since I decided I wanted to read it, but got distracted with more important things, like Henry the eighth) but hadn't got through it yet. The conversation ended with her walking out the door saying she'd see me at the Vinyard chutch this weekend. Mind you, I never said I'd go there. I said I was friends or aquaintances with a lot of the kids who go there, and that a few of the said that I might not quite fit in there. Of course, she still insisted that I go *roll sher eyes*. Honestly, when one says their life is complete without going to church every weekend, believe them. Some people don't know what they're missing and only need an invitation to get them just interested enough to go, but I've been. No thanks..

Let's see, what else? Not much, really. The John Mayer concert was last Thursday. That gave me happy bubblies inside, to hear him live. Especially since it was mostly stuff I had never heard before, stuff he was wanting to try out for the first time on this tour. It was awesome. Not much dancing room though. People wanted to get as close to the stage as they could, so when I say I was right up to the stage, I mean I was sandwiched against it in a most compromising fashion. Back arched, hips twisted to one side to fit (damn my wide hips )... Oh well. I was front row anyway. And about half way through two people next to me left (weirdos), and I had to drag Leeny very abruptly to get her a spot next to me. It was odd, like vultures honing in on a dead carcass (mwahaha, lovely image that), the way tons of girls suddenly knew there was an empty spot right where I was.

Wowness. This got freakishly long. I think I'll end this here, before I talk your ears off, and before Skie decides that instead of waiting for dinner he'll just eat my feet.

Shade and Sweet Water

Sadie ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6428307/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6428307/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 01:21:20 PDT
Oh oh oh, I called my brother the other day! Hurrah! Basically he says I can move up whenever I feel like it and something will be worked out for me. No short notice stuff, of course, but still. Our conversation got cut off in the middle, so we haven't refined details, but I can call him back tomorrow and kind of work out when exactly I'll be moving up, but Seattle here I come!!

I can't help it anymore. I gotta get rid of this spider, it's freaking me out. Talk to you guys later! Someone tell me how long to boil an degg to get it hard boiled, pleeeeeze! ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6330083/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6330083/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 00:25:47 PDT ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6312198/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6312198/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 03:29:12 PDT
Saders ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6280511/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6280511/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 15:05:38 PDT
Name: Sadie (insert embarrassing middle name here) Masek-LeSueur
Birthdate: 7.1.87
Birthplace/Current Residence: Hood River
Eye Colour: I dunno. What are they today....? Just about as green as I've ever seen them.
Hair Colour: auburn.
Height: 5'3, or something like that.
Weight: Last I checked I was about 150. I don't really weigh myself anymore. Not worth it.
Piercings: Three in each ear.
Tattoos: I've thought of getting one on my back somewhere.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: None.
Overused Phrase: Mew.

Favourites:
Food: Tortillini with fruit spice on it. MMmm
Candy: Dark chocolate. Aussie Licorice.
Colour: Green or red.
Animal: Cheeta.
Drink: Ruby red and tangerine juice.
Bagel: Er... everything bagel? For those indecisive people, you know
Muffin: Ohhh, I don't remember what it's called. Orangey with this crumbly stuff on top. Really yummy.
Letter: Ssssssss?

This or That:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: Sick.
Hot or Ice Tea: Ice
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry.
Kiss or Hug: Both please
Dog or Cat: Cat!!!
Rap or Punk: Punk if either.
Summer or Winter: Summer. Ahhh heat. I'm so not a winter person. I can't stand the hybernation instincts that come with it, though I don't mind the season in and of itself. Snow is very nice
Horror or Comedy: Both in one movie. Mwaha. Though comedy is preferrable
Love or Money: Love.

Your…
Bedtime: Recently, two-ish. AM.
Most Missed Memory: Hmmmm... Cuddling on the couch with Figaro on my stomach.
Best Physical Feature: I dunno. My toes? They're all small and cute. Or my lips.
First Thought Waking Up: I bet I could sleep just a biiiiiiit longer if I tried... *snore*
Best Friends: Paige, Sarah, KB, Leeny, Corey, Sammy, Garry, Kelsey, Erica, Kevin.... et cetera et cetera
Weakness: Emotionally subdued.
Fears: Small dark spaces.
Heritage: Mostly Czeck and French with a dash of Irish and just a taaad of Native American.
Longest Relationship: Meh. None of considerable notice.

Do you…
Drink? Oh Yeah!


Shirley Temples

Gotcha...

Smoke: Ew
Drugs: Do you count iboprofen? If so, I'm all doesd up.
Shoplifted: When I was really little a pendant from a necklance was just lying on the ground and I grabbed it because it was sparkley. Don't know how my dad knew that I'd grabbed it.
Been Beaten Up: Nope
Beaten Someone Up: Verbally.
Kissed the Opposite Sex: *shrug* yeah.
Kissed the Same Sex: On the cheek..

Preferance(opposite gender):
In a Guy/Girl: Individuality? I don't know how I pick 'em.
Favourite Eye Colour: Brown or blue it seems like.
Hair Colour: Doesn't really matter.
Short or Long: Long-ish...
Height: Tall enough but not so tall that I get a neck ache lookin' at him.
Style: Whatever? Though I seem to rather like punk...
Looks or Personality: Personality for keeps, looks for glancing.
Drugs and Alcohol: Preferably not, though only in moderation if they must. Anything else I'll pound them for...
Muscular or Thin: Now what kind of choice is that? There's a whole spectrum missing. Lithe (muscled but not bulky:-P)

Random:
Number of Regrets in the Past: I didn't realize you're supposed to keep track of those in numbers. Just in lessons learned.
Country You Want to Visit: France, Ireland, England (again ), New Zealand, Mexico, Japan.... Czeck Republic and Slovakia, Russia....
How You Want To Die: Preferrably old, and calmly.
Health Freak: Not particularly. Though I'm concientious of how I eat and to exercize.
Think You’re Attractive: Most of the time, generally because I try hard to get clothing I feel attractive in.
Believe in Yourself: ... Sometimes
Like Thunderstorms: With lightening.
Been In Love: Not genuine love, probably not.
Want To Go To College: Uh huh
Shower Daily: Indeed. My hair greeses too fast not to.
Do You Sing: As often as I can.
Want To Get Married: Sure, if it comes about.
Children: In th... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6271522/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6271522/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 13:59:57 PDT
I'm a bit nervous about my moving out date. I was supposed to be moving in with my brother in Tacoma at the end of September, but he hasn't e-mailed me back, and my sister-in-law's father has just had a heart attack and is probably going to be living with them for a while. I don't wanna call and hastle them, but I really wanna get out of here.

Shade and Sweet Water ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6244131/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6244131/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 14:22:14 PDT
--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Sometimes, yesh.
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes
Do you think about death often?: Not really.
Do you want to die?: I'd really rather not.
Are you a social outcast?: I don't think so, no, though I'm a bit introverted.
Are you pale?: Hah. I don't think I could be if I tried..
Do you like Hot Topic?: Uh huh.
Total YES: 3

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Yeah. Not terribly well, but yeah..
Do you wear Vans?: er... No...
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Yes
Do you get in trouble?: No.
Do you have any piercings?: Yes, ears.
Total YES: 3

--Prep--
Do you say the word "like": (doesn't everyone?) Yes.
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: No.
Are the A&F models hot? Most of them
Rock music is bad, right?: Nopers.
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: Nuh uh
Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: Not terribly. A few are nice, but on the whole they're mean.
Are/were you a cheerleader?: Nope
Total YES: 2

--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: No, I don't think my hair looks good long.
Are you a vegetarian?: Tried for a while, until I unconciously bought myself a pepperoni stick and ate it. I took it as a sign, heh.
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: Three, actually.
Do you want peace?: Not everyone getting along all the time, gumdrops and roses, no conflicts of any kind ever kinda of peace, but yes. Peace would be nice.
Do you want to save the animals: Very much so, but not to the point of refusing to let people kill cows and chickens for food. Really, what other planetary use do they have?
Is war bad?: YES!!!!!!!
Total YES: 3

--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: Really really not.
Do you own "bling bling"?: Yes, it's funny
Do you like do-rags?: Heh. No.
How about hip-hop?: It's... ok, some of it. But no.
What do you think about afros?: Funny as hell, but no.
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle': Tee hee, yesh.
Total YES: 2

--Emo--
Do you cry alot?: No, because I cry loud and this is a very small house.
Do you have an ex?: Er... Hmm... No..
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: Uh huh. Asking if I can play it is a whole 'nother matter.
Are you emotional?: On the inside, yes, very. Sometimes on the outside.
Do you like soft music?: Very much so.
Do people understand you?: I'm not entirely sure you could go up to every person I've ever met and get a yes that they understand me. But yes, I think my friends do (for the most part).
Do you write your own songs?: I have.
Is your hair dyed ?: Yeah.
Do you cut?: Er... gross...
Total YES: 6

--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: No, but I used to
How important are they to you?: Not very.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: Not seriously, because I have quite a few geeky friends.
What do you think about football? Abnormal. Heh.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: I think so, yes.
Total YES: 1

--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: Yes, when I don't have my contacts inserted.
Do you get good grades? For the most part, yes.
Are you smart?: Yes?
Do you use an inhaler?: Nopers.
Along with bad eyesight?: Very bad.
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: No...
Does your mom buy your clothes?: Buys it, but she doesn't choose it. So I'm saying no.
How often are you on the computer?: Whenever I'm not with friends. So most of the day up until 5-ish.
Do you ever get picked on?: Not really.
Total YES: 5

So I'm a geek-emo. Interesting.... ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6106432/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6106432/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 21:40:47 PDT
Therefore, on August the 7th (dA's fifth anniversary), there are plans to take back THE COMMUNITY. So, on this day, it is asked that you;

- Do not submit any deviations, scraps, prints etc.
- Do not buy any prints.
- Do not buy any print subscriptions (normal subscriptions are fine).
- If you want to submit a deviation, try and make it a yellow deviation, in support of jark.

I also thought it would be cool if everyone could get some yellow/jark themed avatars going. I see a lot of people have already started, but if more could do it I'm sure it would say something to the new administration.

Note- If you are wishing to make a comment to staff like $spyed etc. Please do not make it angry or abusive, as this will not help in the slightest, and they won't listen. Keep your arguments calm and intelligent. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6035387/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/6035387/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 00:19:50 PDT


What would you do if I -

I committed suicide:
I told you I loved you:
I told you I hated you:
I stopped singing:
I stopped seeing the truth:
I stopped being a philosopher:
I stopped writing:
I left one day to never return:
I were to get in such a jam I couldn't do anything about it:
I lost all hope:

What do you think about my-

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Thoughts:
Views:
Tastes:
Criticism:
Leadership Skills:

Other-

Who are you?:
Should I care?:
Are you my friend? If yes, why?:
How do I affect you?:
What is your opinion on me?:
When you hear my name, what do you first think of?:
How do you think I will die?:
Do you understand me?:
What do you find my strongest emotion is?:
Would you hug me?:
Would you kiss me?:
Would you sleep with me?:
Would you like to read my soul?:
What stands out about me?:
Am I good leader?:
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest and 1 the lowest), how nice am I?:
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
Am I loveable?:
What is my favorite word?:
Describe me in one word:
At first glance, what did you think of me?:
You look again, has your mind changed?:
What do you think my weakness is?:
What do you think my strength is?:
What about me makes you happy?:
What about me makes you sad?:
Do you think I'm passionate?:
What's something you would change about me?:
How well do you know me?:
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
Do you think I would kill someone?:
Are we close?:
Are you afraid of my actions?:
Does it even matter what I do?:
Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5961735/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5961735/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 19:09:27 PDT
Two full days of merry Renaissance times! For the most part, anyway. It was very fun. KB and I discovered just how many guys actually knew fan signals (gestures with the fan that mean different things). Most of them were... eh... older. Heh. And, of course, the actors. We met up again with the random boy from last year, Hunter. Hurrah! We gave him a good reputation with the rest of the group, now he is "Harem Boy". Hey, you gotta set them off right when they're young. And we got his email so we can find out info on how to get into their acting troupe. That will be a nice way to spend summers. Might mean we'll need more costumes but, hey... I can sew..

Anyway, what else? OH OH OH, KB, Kelsey and I gave knights our favors. Sir Charles(of Ireland) was KB's, Sir Phillipe(of England) was Kelsey's, and Sir Carl(of France, I swear I didn't do that on purpose) was mine. We talked to them afterwards and got pictures. Tee hee tee hee oh my. Sadly, France didn't win the tournament, Ireland did. But France was in second, hurrah! Though Sir Phillipe did a very interesting dance when they were doing the hored archery. I believe he at one time did the funky chicken while the archers were getting ready to shoot at him. Heh, Kelsey chose quite well for herself. And, of course, I get the sneaking suspicion that Sir Carl thought I was quiet and shy. Somehow I seem to be cursed with the inability to think of anything to say to people I wish to meet. Damn.

TADA, Archery contest was next. I made it to the second to last round (there were only four) with my weakling 20 pound bow. I was happy I made it that far, though. We were a good thirty feet fromt he target by that time, probably. Generally a twenty pound bow doesn't shoot that well that far. An I only missed the target by about a foot in front both times I shot in the last round. Grrr. And I felt bad by the end of today, because I hadn't bought anything yet, so I got myself a sword. YAAAY! And actual sword! Mmmmm, that's all for now, I think... I'll post more random memories in my other journal entries as I remember them.

Shade and Sweet Water

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5928116/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5928116/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 23:01:38 PDT 1. Sadie
2. Sadist
3. Settricken

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. phoenix_aderyn
2. veiled_performer
3. wild_child_for_night

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My toes
2. My sense of humor
3. My eye colour

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My snippiness
2. My inabilty to gain strength.
3. My procrastination

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Czec
2. French
3. Blackfoot Indian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. The dark
2. Listlessness
3. Being stupid

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Skie
2. Friends
3. My bed

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Pants
2. New shoes (yay, I got three new pairs!!)
3. Tank top

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. Blue Sky Mile
2. John Mayer
3. Hayley Sales

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS
1. Mouth Like A Magazine - Showbread
2. Man on the Side - John Mayer
3. That Thing You Do - The Wonders

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Sky diving
2. Dancing Lessons
3. Try out for a play in Seattle

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Conversations
2. Exploration
3. Hell of a lot of laughter

TWO TRUTHS AND A HALF-LIE (in no particular order)
1. I'm innocent
2. Skie is my favoritest kitty
3. I'm Sarcastic

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Hair
2. Hands
3. Jaw/lips

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. Archery
2. Art stuff...
3. Laughing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Be at Renaissance faire
2. Start moving to Seattle
3. Sing

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. Massage Therapy
2. Fashion Design
3. Actress

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. New Zealand
2. Brazil
3. France

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Cecily
2. Nathaniel
3. Lucius

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Write a book
2. Sky dive
3. Find someone good for me..

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I have a pervited mind.
2. I'm veeeery competitive
3. I like (some) sports.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I giggle a lot
2. I like high heeled shoes?
3. Fuzzy kitties and doggies are just sooooooooo cute!

THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. John Mayer
2. Orlando Bloom
3. Vincent Kartheiser

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1. Garry
2. KB
3. Sarah ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5899694/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5899694/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 23:40:36 PDT technically had my first kiss yet. *shrug* Nothing reciprocated, anyway.

B- Band you are listening to right now: Bowling For Soup.

C- Crush: *rolls eyes*

D- Dad's name: Peter

E- Easiest person to talk to: Possibly Paige or Kelsey...

F- Favorite ice cream: Mint Chocolate Chip

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy Worms, the sour ones the most.

H- Hometown: Hood River, soon to be Seattle

I- Instruments: Vocal chords

J- Junior high: HR Middle School.

K- Kids: ...None...?

L- Longest car ride ever: From Eugene to my aunt's house near Hollywood. Either that or from Hood River to Utah. Which is longer?

M- Mom's name: Kathleen

N- Nicknames: Sis, Fye-fye, Fire, Settriken, Ami, Shade, Saders, Sadist

O- One wish: Hmmm. For things to turn out... the way they should. Does that sound corny? Methinks so..

P- Phobia[s]: The dark. Well, not so much the dark, but being alone in the dark with whatever could be in the dark headed for me. I'm mostly ok once I'm with someone I know in the dark. Mooostly...

Q- Quote: When all you've got is nothing there's a lot to go around.

R- Reasons to smile: I've got a home and a bed, a wonderful sister, money and REN FAIR IS IN SIX DAYS! And it looks like my dreams just might come true. The good dreams that is

S- Song you sang last: That one song Pippin sings in Return of the King. Sooo gorgeous *sigh*

T- Time you woke up today: 11:25 am was when I finally looked at the clock

U- Unknown fact about me: Pffft... Very little, methinks.

V- Vegetable[s] you hate: Urgh. Coconut. Or is that a fruit? Crap.. Uhm... I don't know. I'm rather fond of vegetables. artechoke hearts! Those are nasty!

W- Worst habit: Picking at my exema. Gotta stop doing that.

X- X-rays you've had: Lots. I think about three or four on my legs and ankles, some on my ribs.. dunno. Lots.

Y - Years since you've been to church?: As in years since I've just been in a church, or years since I've been to an actual service for reasons other than choir? I'm guessing the latter. And I'd have to say a good eight years.

Z- Zodiac sign: Cancer. MWAHAHA, bow to the Crab!!! ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5866574/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5866574/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 11:29:58 PDT . But I'm so very happy! And they sent me a catalog. Which is cool, has all the stuff in it, including jewelry. And the scary Homo Erectus Codpiece. Mehehehehe. I can only imagine having to wear one of those. It makes me laugh. It looks very... uhm... *cough* unnatural.... or too natural to be comfortable around... either way..... I'll stop talking now....


Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5816214/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5816214/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 22:26:37 PDT
I just bought my clothes for the Renaissance faire. It feels good to finally do that. I kept wanting to do it, but my mom was always either pissed at me (thus me thinking that it would be a bad idea to ask her for money stuffs) or she wasn'ta round and I don't have a credit card... yesh... And that's about all the news on me. Except that I've been very sore lately. I've been riding my bike over to Curves and so it's like this long one hour strenuous exersize thing. Makes me realize just how out of shape I am. Merphle'es...

Settriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5708624/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5708624/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 21:27:19 PDT
For those of you who know what the title of this entry means (aka, Kelsey sister dear), please do so swiftly. I was wandering around the Fremont Fair in Seattle, bored out of my mind and kinda.. well, very jittery. I'd had two 20 oz mocha smoothies, and I could feel my nerves practically vibrating.... anyway. This random guy who I'd seen around the fair with his friends (both wearing halloween masks) waves me over and asks me out to drinks. Heh. I was sorry I had to say no, he sounded so sincere in wanting to take me out. But then I didn't give him any contact information (e-mail) when he asked for it. What the hell's my problem?! Ignoring the fact that he's at very least three years older than me, and I can now not remember what the hell his name was (probably got lost in the coffee buzz, since my dad gave me another mocha right after that... *dies*) I guess it would have been nice to have some kind of contact or other. I mean, I am going to be moving there. Smart Sadie turns down her first date offer *pats on back*.

Shade and sweet water

Sattriken ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5583687/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5583687/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 20:35:41 PDT
Anyway, my moment of sadness for today: Anne Bancroft (Mel Brooks' wife, for those of you who don't know her) died yesterday of cancer. She was only 73. It makes me a bit sad. She seemed like such an amazing person, and such a beautiful woman as well. Excellent actress. And, hey, married to Mel Brooks. How much better does it get? I've seen them together a few times, on shows and doing stand up, and they were a very sweet couple. Obviously very much in love.

And my moment for all out screaming: ONLY ONE DAY LEFT OF SCHOOL UNTIL HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Though I have to admit I'm a tad bittersweet about it. I'm gonna miss so many people so much. Mrs. Rowan almost made me cry this morning, going on to me and Kelsey(hale) about how wonderful we are.

Shade and sweet water ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5571773/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5571773/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 15:54:12 PDT )


"You're beautiful." She may not look like Nicole Kidman, but you should make her feel like Nicole Kidman. Don't just tell her she's beautiful when she's dressed up. Tell her first thing in the morning, or during a quiet moment when she's reading the newspaper.


"You're a great lover." If you're lucky enough to have a woman who truly is a Professor of the Kama Sutra, good for you. Make sure you tell her how great her skills are. But if you'd like your woman to try something new, preface it by saying how great she is in bed already.(heh heh heh)


"You're so smart." Studies have shown that in elementary school, girls begin to develop the belief that they shouldn't be smarter than the boys in the class. Most women get over this, but a little residual of this grade school lesson lurks around in the back of their minds. Be sure to tell her how much you value her greatest asset - her mind.


"You're my best friend." Your woman wants to be your lover, but she also wants to be your friend. If your relationship is to last, this should be the truth, not just something you tell her.


"You're the most important thing to me." Maybe you work late nights at the office. Maybe you like spending Saturday nights with the guys. Just make sure she knows she outranks everything.


"I would never lie to you." And make sure this isn't a lie! (!!!!!!!!!!!!)


"I have never cheated on you." Jealousy rears its ugly head from time to time. Make sure your woman knows she has no reason to suspect you.


"I'd be lost without you." A woman wants to know (as Elvis sang), that you don't just want her and love her, you also NEED her.


"You're funny." The couple that laughs together stays together. Let her know you'd rather hang out with her than Chris Rock any day.


"I love you." These three words are often the hardest for men to say. But there's nothing a woman would rather hear. ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5532861/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5532861/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 14:10:05 PDT ? Ahh well...

On a side note, there are only three and a half more days left of school and then next Friday is graduation. Excited and melancholy out of my mind. And now I'm not sure when to leave for Seattle to settle things completely with my brother. I was going to try to wait as long as possible so I could enjoy a few things first, but now I'm not quite so sure. Maybe I should just leave asap and come back to visit. Whatever. Heh, maybe now isn't quite the time to make decisions. I'll wait 'till my head clears a bit.

Hugs and love all around.

Your Saders ]]> ~BowePunkElf http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5506900/ http://BowePunkElf.deviantart.com/journal/5506900/ Mon, 30 May 2005 22:16:21 PDT

1. Who are you and what's our relationship?
2. How and where did we meet?
3. How long have you known me?
4. Tell me one good thing about myself.
5. When you first saw me, what was your first impression?
6. Colour of my eyes.
7. Have you ever had a crush on me?
8. What's one of my favourite things to do?
9. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?
10. Describe me in 3 words.
11. Do you think I'm good looking?
12. How would you describe me to someone?
13. Would you ever date me?
14. Ever want to tell me something but couldn't?
15. What do you like most about me?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. What do you think my weakness is?
18. Do you think I'll get married?
19. What makes me happy?
20. What reminds you of me?
21. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
22. When's the last time you saw me?
23. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
24. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
25. Are you gonna put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?
26. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
27. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be and why?
28. Do I ever cross your mind? ]]> ~BowePunkElf