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                <title>Its been so long!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 May 2009 06:04:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The last time i wrote anything on here was 2005!<br /><br />i just can't believe the amount of time i used to spend on here when my photography wasn't even that good. I was extremely passionate about getting far.. i still am and thats why i havent been on here for so long!!<br /><br />i feel so bad for not keeping this page up as i know i would have had a big role in my life!<br /><br />i've been through so much since the last time i was on here, i've found some stuff out, ive become a better person and a better photographer. ive managed to save up and buy good equipment! im gonna try so hard to keep up my hard work on here!!<br /><br />i have honestly missed this site so much!!<br />i have moved 3 times, i havent had the internet for 3 years! the only way i can access the site is when im at work.. which is now! its so hard working without a computer! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /><br /><br />i hope i can bring you some good work to look at and i look forward to being part of deviantart again! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br /><br />love sophie xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NOoo!! and yess!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Oct 2005 04:09:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub> (NOoo!!)<br />
Damn it... <br />
<br />
DAMNNN ITTT!!!<br />
<br />
I can't believe it.. my camera has broke once again!<br />
it's either me or the stupid new model! it already cost me around £400 then when i broke the screen it cost £77 to get a new camera because they didn't know how to fix it yet! stupid idiots!! NOWWWW it doesn't work AT ALL! and im lost..<br />
i feel so lost. NOooo!!!! i was that sad about it that when this girl slapped it out of my hand i cried... i cried and cried.<br />
<br />
my poor camera <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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---------------<br />
(yess!)<br />
YAYAYAYAYYY!!<br />
<br />
i'm in such and amazing relationship right now. that its hard to find other things to do coz i'm in love so much!!<br />
i'm only writing this journal in school because i've finished my work.. but im still sitting here stopping and dreaming about how great everything is! <br />
the thing is.. i knew Adam for about 7 months before we started going out. And we've been going out for 2 months and 3 days <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
BUT BUT i'm soooo scared to lose him. soooo scared.. <br />
i dont want him to ever leave. i'll lose my best friend too!<br />
but i shouldnt dwell on this ..<br />
i love him! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Take care everyone! <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
=<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>Looking back on things</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 16:28:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Its fun to look back on things you've done in the past. When you were there, in the past, you felt like it was the best most right thing to do! but now you think what the fuck have i done! I just can't imagine what i was like about 9 months ago, and why im still living? i'm glad i am still living! i have such good friends now, i actually feel as though i've achieved what i needed to achieve a long time ago! i've found a great person that i long to be with forever! he's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life! yes adam its you! but you know things change and i know i'll keep changing. but i hope that i'll still be with the same people i'm with now! coz they're awesome! i thought i'd fill this out again. so maybe in a few months time i can look back on it and see if i've changed. feel free to copy and paste it into your journal. <br />
<br />
I AM: Sophie.<br />
I WANT: To marry Adam!<br />
I HAVE: Awesome friends.<br />
I WISH: I had a beer right now.<br />
I HATE: Not being around my friends.<br />
I FEAR: Drowning.<br />
I SEARCH: For true love.<br />
I WONDER: If i'll really get married.<br />
I REGRET: Not being with my friends sooner.<br />
I LOVE: Adam <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
I AM NOT: Going to get off the computer soon.<br />
I DANCE: When i'm drunk.<br />
I CRY: When i'm sad.<br />
I WRITE: When i'm bored.<br />
I WIN: When i win....<br />
I LOSE: Myself when im drunk.<br />
I CONFUSE: Myself alot.<br />
I NEED: My friends<br />
I SHOULD: Do my work.<br />
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<br />
YES or NO~<br />
YOU KEEP A DIARY: Yes.<br />
YOU LIKE TO COOK: Yes. The more the people the better!<br />
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH<br />
ANYONE: Yes.<br />
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: Yes.<br />
---------------------------------<br />
<br />
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Myself.<br />
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: The person in my head!<br />
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Phhhh....<br />
CLOSEST FRIEND: A have a few.<br />
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: No-one.<br />
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: What everyones up to.<br />
------------------------------<br />
<br />
DO YOU...?<br />
HAVE A CRUSH: Wouldn't really say it was a 'crush'.<br />
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes.<br />
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: Yes. abit too much.<br />
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Only my mum.<br />
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yes.<br />
<br />
-------------------------<br />
<br />
CURRENT<br />
HAIR COLOR: Black.<br />
EYE COLOR: Green.<br />
BIRTHPLACE: London.<br />
-----------------------------<br />
<br />
FAVORITE<br />
NUMBER: 8<br />
COLOR: Purple.<br />
DAY: Friday and saturday.<br />
MONTH: August/September. (NO school!)<br />
SONG: At the moment, 'Last caress/Misfits'.<br />
FOOD: Vegetables.<br />
SEASON: Fall.<br />
SPORT: Skating and drinking.<br />
DRINK: BEER!!!! AND JACK DANIELS!!<br />
------------------<br />
<br />
PREFERENCES<br />
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Both.<br />
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Yuk none.<br />
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Yukky.<br />
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------<br />
<br />
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...<br />
CRIED? Nope.<br />
HELPED SOMEONE? I guess.<br />
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes.<br />
GOTTEN SICK? Yes.<br />
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nope.<br />
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Nope.<br />
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Yes.<br />
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: Nope.<br />
TALKED TO AN EX? Nope.<br />
MISSED AN EX? Nope. <br />
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Nope.<br />
MISSED SOMEONE? Yes.<br />
HUGGED SOMEONE? Yes.<br />
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Nope.<br />
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Nope.<br />
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<br />
Name 5 bands you listen to:<br />
1. I listen to EVERYTHING!<br />
2. <br />
3. <br />
4. <br />
5. <br />
<br />
Name 7 things you hate:<br />
1. Being alone.<br />
2. Being ignored.<br />
3. Having no beer.<br />
4. School coursework.<br />
5. Not being around my friends.<br />
6. Being fat.<br />
7. Not remembering things.<br />
<br />
<br />
Would you ever:<br />
1. Eat a bug? Yes.<br />
3. Hang glide? Yes.<br />
4. Kill someone? Yes.<br />
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? Yes. <br />
6.Have sex with someone the same sex as you? Yes.<br />
7.Parachute from a plane? Yes.<br />
8. Walk on hot coals? Yes.<br />
9. Go out with someone for their looks? Yes, only if they were nice too! <br />
10.their reputation? Nope.<br />
11. Be a vegetarian? Have been for 8 years!<br />
12. Wear plaid with stripes? Yes, why not?<br />
13. IM a stranger? Yes.<br />
14. Sing Karaoke? Yes, only if i was drunk.<br />
15. Get drunk off your ass? Do that most days!<br />
17. Run a red light? Dunno what that is?<br />
18. Star in a porn video? Yes!<br />
19. Dye your hair blue? Yes.<br />
20. Be on Survivor? Nope.<br />
21. Wear makeup... ]]></description>
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                <title>I'M BACK!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jun 2005 06:25:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub> Oh shit... i can't believe i havent been on here since 7th of April!<br />
<br />
jeeeezzzeeeee...... how is everyone?<br />
i have a new camera....woowoo!<br />
havent been up to much!<br />
but i have a wholeeeeeee bunch of photos!</sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Cappuccino</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Apr 2005 13:45:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Cappuccino</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" alt="Blank" title="Blank" /> Duh-ness<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Nirvana live (MBOTW)<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Nothing<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Bad Boys<br /><br /><sub> I am now not a vegan any more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
i wanted to carry on, but i wasn't  allowed by my mother..... hm.<br />
after 6 months i realised being a vegan  was quite hard but i managed to keep  control and have a healthy diet. <br />
now i'm back to being a vegi, which i  have been for 8 years.... and i thought  WOW i can eat so much now.<br />
<br />
okay. i had a slice of pizza.<br />
<br />
and i'm drinking coffee with foam and  chocolate powder. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
<br />
blah blah blahness. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" /><br />
<br />
Have fun.</sub><br /><br /><sub>*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Switzerland &amp; Royal Albert Hall</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:27:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Switzerland & Royal Albert Hall</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lonely.gif" alt="Lonely" title="Lonely" /> Alone<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Aneurysm/Nirvana MBOTW version<br /><br /><sub> Sorry i have been away for 2 weeks. I  probley wasn't missed, but that doesnt  bother me. I went to Switzerland for a  week and skiied, it was a good trip,  Beautiful and peaceful country. <br />
<br />
Also good news, i won a photography  competition and my photo is now being  displayed in Royal Albert Hall in  London. So if you're in London  sometime, it would be nice if you could  go check out my photo. It was also  placed on the leaflet which was being  held out to advertise the competition  and on the back of the note books,  which were being handed out and brought  by people! I am very pleased that i am  going further in reaching my dream as a  photographer, It was a rewarding  experience. <br />
<br />
I hope everyone is having a good Easter  break, what have you been up to? </sub><br /><br /><sub>*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>UN-TITLED</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Mar 2005 11:40:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>UN-TITLED</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" alt="Sleeping" title="Sleeping" /> Sarcastic<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: flipping Marilyn Manson stuck in my head. urghf<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Go ask Alice/ anonymous<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: no movie<br /><br /><sub>i've had 99999,99999,99999 weeks....  and 99999,99999,99999 days.<br />
But i still didn't find a way to make  it go away...<br />
<br />
It's been too long.<br />
I've made it too hard.<br />
I hope it ends out that way.</sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 12:37:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Boredness</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/u/upset.gif" alt="Upset" title="Upset" /> hm.<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: .<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: .<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: .<br /><br /><sub>~<a href="http://vanilla-chan.deviantart.com/">vanilla-chan</a> <--thanks dear for this!  you saved me from TOTAL bordommm<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
<br />
I AM: a cunt. <br />
I WANT: to die.<br />
I HAVE: a gun.<br />
I WISH: i was dead.<br />
I HATE: myself.<br />
I FEAR: living.<br />
I SEARCH: for SATAN.<br />
I WONDER: if i'll die.<br />
I REGRET: not dieing sooner.<br />
I LOVE: Fran&Kurt.<br />
I AM NOT: going to fail.<br />
I DANCE: never.<br />
I CRY: because i'm pathetic.<br />
I WRITE: because i'm pathetic.<br />
I WIN: nothing.<br />
I LOSE: everything.<br />
I CONFUSE: everything.<br />
I NEED: nothing.<br />
I SHOULD: die.<br />
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<br />
YES or NO~<br />
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes.<br />
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes.<br />
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED  WITH<br />
ANYONE: yes.<br />
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: i have no  feelings.<br />
---------------------------------<br />
<br />
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: no-one.<br />
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: the one in  my head. <br />
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: fuck off.<br />
CLOSEST FRIEND: Fran&Kurt.<br />
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT  YOU: no-one.<br />
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP  WITH: death.<br />
------------------------------<br />
<br />
DO YOU...?<br />
HAVE A CRUSH: no.<br />
WANT TO GET MARRIED: already am.<br />
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: yes.<br />
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: like to  think i do.<br />
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes.<br />
<br />
-------------------------<br />
<br />
CURRENT<br />
HAIR COLOR: brown.<br />
EYE COLOR: green.<br />
BIRTHTHPLACE: London.<br />
-----------------------------<br />
<br />
FAVORITE<br />
NUMBER: 8<br />
COLOR: purple.<br />
DAY: the day i'm with fran&kurt.<br />
MONTH: the month i'm with fran&kurt.<br />
SONG: nirvana&koRn. <br />
FOOD: nothing.<br />
SEASON: winter.<br />
SPORT: smoking.<br />
DRINK: beer&jack daniels.<br />
------------------<br />
<br />
PREFERENCES<br />
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both.<br />
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: yuk,  none.<br />
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: i can't eat  chocolate.<br />
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: i'm a vegan.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------<br />
<br />
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...<br />
CRIED? yes.<br />
HELPED SOMEONE? like to think i have.<br />
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes.<br />
GOTTEN SICK? yes.<br />
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.<br />
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no.<br />
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes.<br />
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yes.<br />
TALKED TO AN EX? yes.<br />
MISSED AN EX? yes.<br />
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes.<br />
MISSED SOMEONE? yes<br />
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes.<br />
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes.<br />
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no.<br />
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<br />
Name 5 bands you listen to:<br />
1. KoRn&Nirvana.<br />
2. Deftones<br />
3. placebo<br />
4. random <br />
5. anything.<br />
<br />
Name 7 things you hate:<br />
1. men/boys.<br />
2. myself.<br />
3. food.<br />
4. school.<br />
5. no lighters.<br />
6. blunt blades.<br />
7. *ah hem* whale.<br />
<br />
<br />
Would you ever:<br />
1. Eat a bug? yes.<br />
3. Hang glide? yes.<br />
4. Kill someone? yes.<br />
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? yes.  already have.<br />
6.Have sex with someone the same sex as  you? same as ^<br />
7.Parachute from a plane? yes.<br />
8. Walk on hot coals? yes.<br />
9. Go out with someone for their looks?  no.<br />
10.their reputation? no.<br />
11. Be a vegetarian? have been for 7  years. i'm a vegan now.<br />
12. Wear plaid with stripes? yes. why  not?<br />
13. IM a stranger? yes.<br />
14. Sing Karaoke? no.<br />
15. Get drunk off your ass? what do i  do every weekend?<br />
17. Run a red light? huh?<br />
18. Star in a porn video? no.<br />
19. Dye your hair blue? yes.<br />
20. Be on Survivor? no.<br />
21. Wear makeup in public? yes. like  thats hard?<br />
22. Not wear makeup in public? yes.<br />
23. Cheat on a test? yes.<br />
24. Make someone cry? not  intentionally.<br />
25. Date someone more than 10 years  older than you? yes.<br />
26. Stay up all night? yes.<br />
27. Get Back with your Ex? yes.<br />
<br />
<br />
Who you last:<br />
1. Thought of: fran&kurt.<br />
2. Missed: fran&kurt.<br />
3. kissed: my mum.<br />
5. Cried for: hm.<br />
6. Wanted to be with: fran&kurt.<br />
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<br />
That was pointless. no-one cares. i  don't care. whatever. <br />
<br />
i feel so fantastic!!! <br />
everything is so great!<br />
<br />
*.....sarcasm is my worst enemy.*</sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" tit... ]]></description>
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                <title>Where did it go?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Feb 2005 09:37:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Where did it go?</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" alt="WTF?" title="WTF?" /> PHhh.....bar-b-qued.<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Nirvana / I'm on a plain.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: My own.<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: The one i made the other day.<br /><br /><sub> The <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weed.gif" width="20" height="19" alt=":weed:" title="This is your brain; This is drugs; This is your brain on drugs!" /> went missing....<br />
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I can't believe it....<br />
It can't be happening.<br />
NOoooo<br />
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no...<br />
NO<br />
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no. ////'']['zxjkdvfnkb <br />
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PHhh......<br />
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Special thanks to: FRAN <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
I love you soo much.... <br />
and thanks for always keeping me alive  when i'm dead..<br />
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......literally (i cant spell  for///Whatever...)<br />
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:And if your reading this, you do  deserve everything... honestly. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
and it doesn't matter about the blood,  some of it was mine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> ....when we're  together, people can fuck off.<br />
the key has been found.... : <br />
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phhh.....<br />
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Have you ever thought about how much  juice fills the plastic glass?<br />
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Hm...;;;;m#'.;# <br />
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OHHHH no no no no <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> it cant happen......  koRn..... ......<br />
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NOoooo............<br />
head has left <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> *cries forever!!!*<br />
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.......nooooooooooooo<br />
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<a href="http://www.korn.com">[link]</a> <---go on news. nooooo<br />
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                <title>R.I.P Courtney</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jan 2005 13:33:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>R.I.P Courtney</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" alt="Crying" title="Crying" /> :(<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: nothing song<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Charlie big potatoes<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Steve-o *Don't try this at home Tour dvd*<br /><br /><sub>R.I.P Courtney<br />
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....yes i know its stupid, my hamster  died. but what was i spose to do?<br />
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Friday: I went out with Fran&Kurt  (obviously) picked up our *ah hem. pot*  Myself and Kurt rampaged the church,  stole 6 bibles, ran out......real fast!  Went on the heath, burnt the bibles,  smoked the pot. slept.<br />
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Saturday: I went out with Fran&Kurt once  again but this was at 12:00am!! wow  earlyest time yet! watched our school  play the steel pans in Walthamstow  Market. Went home... coz' of stupid  girl <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> met up later, went to the  reseviour (i cant spell) Myself and  Kurt smoked pot, but Fran didnt want  any, so she brought herself a beer. (GO  FRAN <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />arty) ....erm went back to mine.  spent the night under the 'fort'. Kurt  was the first one to fall asleep (like  normal) myself and Fran talked, went  mad, made pitta's... then slept. <br />
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Sunday: We woke up... i herd i had a  free house, shouted <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /> i rolled a  joint.... and we got high in my room.  great. <br />
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sorry for the useless information, i  wanted to remember this weekend and i  knew i wouldn't.........if i didnt  write it down. <br />
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this week is going so fucking shit. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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.........<br />
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 </sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://BrOKeNKoRnStAr.deviantart.com/journal/4428300/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 12:19:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>*Brainless*</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/brainless.gif" alt="Brainless" title="Brainless" /> Dunno?<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Everything I've Known/ KoRn<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Charlie big potatoes<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Steve-o *Don't try this at home Tour dvd*<br /><br /><sub>The damage is done.....<sub><br />
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Visit her gallery:- <a href="http://gee202.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/gee202.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="gee202" /></a></sub></sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Tiredness</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2005 14:44:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>*I'm Tired.*</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleepy.gif" alt="Tired" title="Tired" /> Hmm.. Tired<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Marigold/Nirvana BoxSet disk 3<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Heavier than heaven.<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Girl interrupted<br /><br /><sub>Well, i'm tired.<br />
<br />
i come in from school around 4:30pm.<br />
sleep from then til' around 9:00pm.<br />
Go on the internet..... and don't sleep  for the rest of the night. <br />
last night i played cards by myself  til' 6am... then i had to try and sleep  til' 7am.... because thats when i get  up for school.<br />
<br />
......it hasn't been fun. AT ALL.<br />
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i'm going to camden on sunday and  hopefully meeting up with *<a href="http://mind-of-wings.deviantart.com/">Mind-of-wings</a>  ..love ya soph <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<br />
and yea... this weekend should be  filled with the enjoyment of alcohol  and drugs.<br />
great.<br />
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<br />
How have you been sleeping?</sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 12:36:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>*smerks*</sub><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/plotting.gif" alt="Plotting" title="Plotting" /> Hmm.. *smerks*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Disk2/Nirvana Box Set.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Heavier than heaven.<br /><br /><sub>Well, school work hasn't been good.<br />
My health isn't good.<br />
Everything isn't good.<br />
<br />
oh well....<br />
i'm still learning my guitar,  although... i've lost Polly's guitar  tuner (AND ITS NOT EVEN MINE!!).... i'm  going to be killed.<br />
i'm addicted to my Nirvana box set, i  can't take my ears out of the  headphones. <br />
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THE WORLD IS GOING TO END!!<br />
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after all that..... How are you?<br />
How has your week been?<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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P.S WARNING: Sorry i am going to be  cleaning out my gallery... i'm fed up  on it. so sorry for the spamming in  advance!</sub><br /><br /><sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Three Love &lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Jan 2005 13:18:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Three Love <3<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/psychotic.gif" alt="Psychotic" title="Psychotic" /> Dunoo?<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: 'They hung him on a cross' /Nirvana<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Science AT1 booklet.<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: The cell<br /><br /><sub>i got married...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />Kurt, Courtney & Frances<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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............Forever <3<br />
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How has your weekend been?</sub><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X*<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>*X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>i guess its time for a new journal.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Jan 2005 14:05:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Well there is not much to say...<br />
<br />
another year...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>Jesus doesn't want me for sunbeam</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Dec 2004 14:05:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Just the normal has happened.<br />
wasted-ness.<br />
i hate myself.<br />
i don't care.<br />
urgh..fttttttttt.<br />
Manic voices.... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
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Don't expect me to cry...<br />
Don't expect me to lie...<br />
Don't expect me to die..<br />
Before you leave<br />
<The Vaselines><br />
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weekend hate: Voices, Thorpe coombe  (once again) ...myself.<br />
Weekend sayings: -Urgh<br />
-Ya ha <--thats for you fran<br />
-OI-Eeeeeeeeeee<br />
Weekend love: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />Fran<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
Weekend music: -The Vaselines<br />
-In utero/Nirvana<br />
-Follow the leader/KoRn<br />
-Disco-tec/Dunno who by. ..but its the  cheesyest crappest music ever.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> x~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blackberry bushes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 11:33:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub> Went out this weekend. havent stayed  in my bedroom for a few days. seems  like my home isn't a home. i have  scratches up my legs from the  blackberry bushes since i was too high  to stand. haha.....shame, oh the fun of  it. Note to kurt: i hope your psychosis  has gone. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> poor thing. as for fran:  hello. hmph. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nana.gif" width="37" height="22" alt=":nana:" title="Nana, look what I have and you dont!" /><br />
yea, so my weekend was okay. my mind is  blank. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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Weekend hate: Damn Thorpe Coombe.<br />
weekend sayings: -'Where the fuck is  that station, it goes to Hogwarts, its  fucking hogwarts express!' <--monopoly.<br />
- 'C.J'<br />
-'MOooonahhhhhh!'<br />
-'BOGEYS!' <--obviously.<br />
-'I'm sinking, i'm fucking sinking' < --aww kurt.<br />
-'I wanked off the post man in vine  street' <-LOL Frannn... you kinky bitch! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> <br />
weekend love: FRAN & KURT<br />
weekend music: -In Utero/Nirvana<br />
-Issues/KoRn<br />
-Greatest Hits/Nirvana<br />
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Great people/Photographers:<br />
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                <title>urgh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2004 07:03:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Everything's so bad. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Grounded</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Nov 2004 08:48:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Groundedness: hmph... sorry i havent  been on for ages!<br />
i've really missed looking at all the  new submissions. you guys have done  some amazing work during this week! <br />
well i've sneeked on now.. but i'm not  properly allowed on until monday. by  then i've hopefully seen/commented on  all your work. <br />
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Life: Well what can i say? its been  going okay, but then i'd be lieing.  Kurt & Fran came round last night and  they brought me two bottles of jack  daniels (thanks guys) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ....erm done  other stuff and that. yep. they had to  come round to mine.. since i'm grounded  and URGH! but i guess it didnt go too  bad. <br />
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School: Well all i have to say is no  comment.<br />
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Partys: I'm going to a party tonight,  hopefully it will be okay. i'll just  sit and watch and drink by myself in  the corner i'm not too good around alot  of people sometimes and URGH its a  stupid family/friend party. GRRr even  worst.<br />
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Inspiration: i have been getting alot  of inspiration latery. and i do have  some photos under my sleves, hopefully  you'll like them. anyways i'm going to  stop writing now. Take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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                <title>-Sick-</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Nov 2004 10:53:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Urghahhh.... <br />
i feel so sick. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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stupid fucking place tomorrow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
fuck it, fucking hell, damn it!!! <br />
GRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Oct 2004 04:47:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i did go and see lara on sunday,  which was nice to meet again. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday i've been  out with Kurt and Fran.. i love being  with them.<br />
This month i unlocked another part of  my mind, people may not understand, but  i can switch off and go into my own  world, i can do anything i like..<br />
i'm getting my new camera soon i'm  making all my family put money together  so i can get an amazing camera and  photoshop.. which should be fun. <br />
hopefully.<br />
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take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birmingham</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Oct 2004 12:05:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Going to birmingham tomorrow. yay!<br />
probs gonna meet up with *<a href="http://larafairie.deviantart.com/">larafairie</a>  hopefully.... <br />
Not much has been happening. <br />
this week has been the longest, hardest  week ever! ...it really has been quite  shit.<br />
although maybe tomorrow will end it on  good terms. *hopes for the best*<br />
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take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Oct 2004 12:36:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>One more day to go....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Oct 2004 12:34:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One more day to go....<br />
One more day to go....<br />
One more day to go....<br />
To wish to die....<br />
One more day to go....<br />
One more day to go....<br />
One more day to go....<br />
Just wish i could die.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BrOKeNKoRnStAr</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 13:53:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ erm been out all weekend with Fran&Kurt<br />
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yea erm.. <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Oct 2004 01:38:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes i see myself lying beneath  the water, staring up through the  fingers of a hand, spread across my  face, over my mouth and nose. And other  times i see a pair of eyes staring  furiously at me as though they want me  dead. In the back of my mind i keep  telling myself, if i'm not better in a  week i can always commit suicide.<br />
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....: OutOfTheDark :....<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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I can't see Fran and Kurt for 4 weeks! <br />
NOOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!<br />
Its so unfair dude!!<br />
How am i gonna go for that long! god  damn!<br />
Ahh... been taking photos lately.<br />
Took 245 photos at break and lunch.  i've been taking photos of Rani,  Sharlene (as you can see in my two  recent deviations) and Demie. I'll edit  some at school on photoshop, hopefully  if i have time. <br />
Take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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OMG!! *<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" />* It was my ONE YEAR anniversary  since i met JONATHAN&MUNKEY yesterday!<br />
*cries* *cries* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> <br />
I made my dedication by listening to  koRn ALLLLLLLLDAY!!! Drinking a bottle  of jack daniels and watching ALLL my  KoRn dvd's!! woooo!<br />
....anyways.. yea jonathan OMG... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
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*pecker, pecker, Rolliee pollieee  peckers!*=I'm not gay OKAY..... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> I LOVE  JONATHAN!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kurt,Courtney&amp;Frances</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Oct 2004 12:08:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />Kurt,Courtney&Frances<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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Kurt and Fran stayed over last night.<br />
yet again i have no idea what happened?<br />
it was fun though.. i have it on video!<br />
too much jack daniels... Gah.<br />
don't drink that shit.<br />
oh well.<br />
i don't feel good.<br />
and my bedroom smells like sick. hmph.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
Bad news, on the 8th of october.<br />
damn.. i have to go to this place.<br />
to see this doctor.<br />
i'm sitting in silence. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
not joking.<br />
i'm not mad.<br />
but i can't keep these thoughts away.<br />
Heh.<br />
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take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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p.s i can't come on the internet for  about 2 weeks. sorry but mum is mad at  me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> hopefully i'll be-able to comment  on your work at school, but all the  little year 7's take all the  computers!! GRrrr!<br />
but anyways take care bye xxxx ]]></description>
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                <title>out with friends...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Sep 2004 13:33:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Kurt&Fran <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
...we've been having such great times  together.. <br />
we've been going out all weekend  getting drunk, smoking fags...... doing  naughty things all night in a field! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> <br />
free house this saturday so i'm  sleeping in the field with them! *jumps  for joy* <br />
we're homeless...coz we're gonna run  away and book a room in the YMCA as  'kurt, Courtney and Frances' woo!<br />
although my names Courtney now! get  used to it...<br />
i won't be on here much anymore? but  i'll keep taking photos forever! and  i'll find time to reply to your  comments. but i don't get many anyway.  take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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i'm married to kurt now!.... so ya kno.<br />
woo...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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p.s not kurt cobain... <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nirvana.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":nirvana:" title="Smells Like Teen Spirit" /> nirvana live. ]]></description>
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                <title>dissapointment</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Sep 2004 11:06:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm so dissapointed in myself <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> X~<a href="http://brokenkornstar.deviantart.com/">BrOKeNKoRnStAr</a>~X <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tired-ness..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Sep 2004 09:30:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm really exhusted and drained..<br />
i can't explain the way i feel? <br />
i can't bebothered to do anything and  anything i do, do... its a waste of  time.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis (Still) ]]></description>
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                <title>Today...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Sep 2004 13:54:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ didn't do much today.. well i didn't do  anything. what a life <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yum:" title="Yummy" /><br />
Got to go to school and start properly  on monday.. pretty scared. i hate  school.<br />
The only thing im looking forward too  is Nirvana Live MTV2 at 11'o'clock. so  if theres any nirvana fans out there  that live in England then watch it!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
Take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> jonathan Davis!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My school timetable!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2004 09:05:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm so pissed off at the moment i could  scream the house down!!<br />
All of my friends that are doing art  are in the same class.. except me.<br />
They get the good fucking teacher  aswell and i get put by myself with  this teacher i don't even like! he is  stupid and don't teach properly!<br />
art is the only thing i care about  getting a grade for and yet i already  don't wanna fucking do it! i had such a  bad day at school i hate it already!  GRRRR!<br />
Also. just everything is going wrong! i  can't fucking keep it in anymore! <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 06:55:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have school tomorrow for 2 hours...  whats the point. we have to pick up our  timetables etc.. how pointless and  boring.<br />
i've been begging my mum for photoshop  and hopefully this weekend i shall have  it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/please.gif" width="15" height="22" alt=":please:" title="Please" /><br />
thats all... <br />
Take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Things..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 15:12:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i had such a great day meeting Lara..  she is such a cool person! beautiful  inside and out! we took some great  photos! thanks again lara for a great  day! hopefully we'll do it again  sometime! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
good news... i may be gettin photoshop  soon! YESS!<br />
thats it.. been bummed. can't  bebothered to go back to school on  friday oh well lets not moan about it.<br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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i <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis!<br />
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[ Name ] Sophie<br />
[ Nicknames ] Soph (boring)<br />
[ Screen name ] Dunno<br />
[ Birthday ] May 26th<br />
[ Age ] 14<br />
[ Weight ] dunno<br />
[ Astrological sign? ] gemini<br />
[ Chinese zodiac sign? ] horse (i  think?)<br />
[ Location ] London, England<br />
[ Marital Status ] Single<br />
[ Eye color ] Green<br />
[ Height ] 5'2 -ish<br />
[ Shoe size ] 6<br />
[ Parents still together? ] no<br />
[ Siblings? ] One Sister, one step  sister, one half brother<br />
[ Nieces/Nephews? ] no<br />
[ Kids of your own? ] No<br />
[ Grandkids? ] No<br />
[ Pets? ] 2 cats, 2 hammy's<br />
[ Education? ] Walthamstow School For  Girls.. Grr<br />
[ Rent, lease, or own your home? ] Its  not mine. <br />
[ Have any credit cards? ] No<br />
[ What do you drive? ] dont drive<br />
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Favorites<br />
[ Color ] Purple<br />
[ Number ] 6<br />
[ Animal ] Cats<br />
[ Vehicle ] dont care<br />
[ Flower ] rose <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
[ Scent ] dunno<br />
[ Shape ] circle<br />
[ Drinks ] ice tea<br />
[ Soda ] Dr.pepper<br />
[ Book ] Cut by patrica macormic<br />
[ Band ] KoRn<br />
[ Song ] koRn or Nirvana don't have  just one.<br />
[ Food ] Wagamamma<br />
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<br />
Do you...<br />
[ Color your hair? ] no<br />
[ Twirl your hair? ] yea <br />
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] No<br />
[ Drink/Smoke? ] yea. (bad habbit)<br />
[ Like roller coasters? ] yes<br />
[ Wish you could live somewhere else]  Yes<br />
[ Want more piercings? ] yes<br />
[ Like cleaning? ] No<br />
[Write in cursive or print? ] both<br />
[ Carry a donor card? ] No<br />
[ Swear a lot? ] too much (bad habbit)<br />
[ Own a web cam? ] Yes<br />
[ Know how to drive? ] No<br />
[ Diet? ] no, wish i did<br />
[ Own a cell phone? ] yea<br />
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] no<br />
[ Habla Espanol? ] huh?<br />
<br />
Have you ever...<br />
[ Gotten a speeding ticket?] no<br />
[ DUI? ] whats that?<br />
[ Been in a wreck? ] no<br />
[ Been arrested? ] No<br />
[ Been in a fist fight? ] No<br />
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] many  times<br />
[ Stolen anything? ] no<br />
[ Held a gun? ] yes<br />
[ Drank? ] yes<br />
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember  your name?] yes.. don't ask. i can't  remember! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yum:" title="Yummy" /><br />
[Considered a life of crime? ] No<br />
[ Considered being a hooker? ] no<br />
[ Cried over a girl? ] yes<br />
[ Cried over a boy? ] Yes.<br />
[ Lied to someone? ] yes<br />
[ Been in love? ] yes... JONATHAN<br />
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] yes<br />
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] yes<br />
[ Been rejected? ] no <br />
[ Used someone? ] no<br />
[ Been used? ] no<br />
[ Been kissed? ] no <br />
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<br />
Now<br />
[Current mood] withdrawel sytoms..  trying to do this tho!<br />
[Current music] no music <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
[Current taste] ice tea<br />
[Current hair] in plaited dreds<br />
[Current annoyance] the egg timer<br />
[Current smell] shit<br />
[Current thing I ought to be doing]  watching a film/ taking drugs <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yum:" title="Yummy" /><br />
[Current windows open?] No<br />
[Current desktop picture] Nirvana<br />
[Current book] None<br />
[Current cds in stereo] koRn<br />
[Current crush] JONATHAN<br />
[Current favorite celeb] JONATHAN<br />
[Current hate] leaving Lara... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
[Current job] None. Trainee embalmer  soon!<br />
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The last time<br />
[Last book you read] Heavier than  heaven<br />
[Last movie you saw] The village <total  shit<br />
[Last thing you had to drink] ice tea<br />
[Last thing you ate] scram... ]]></description>
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                <title>Adding &amp; Camden</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2004 13:56:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Firstly... PLEASE don't Add me to msn  WITHOUT ASKING!! Its really anoying.<br />
and Good news... meeting *<a href="http://larafairie.deviantart.com/">larafairie</a>  tomorrow... hopefully we'll get some  good photos <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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'They said it was a cry for help. I  don't agree. I didn't make a sound' ]]></description>
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                <title>end of party...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Aug 2004 10:08:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay yesterday i went to two partys..  one after the other. and today well  what can i say, i can feel the effect!  got up late today.. i had to sleep you  don't understand!! :0_o: also.. i'm  pee-deprived AGAINN coz the man is in  the bathrooom yettt again! ...GRrrr!<br />
i was feeling pretty sad and ugly this  morning! been talking to my friend Fran  about *veggie cookers* <&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />rivate joke.  veggie cooker=bong. we're going to  switzerland next year in march to ski!  Its gonna be one HELL of a party next  year.. i'm telling you! bongs and <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weed.gif" width="20" height="19" alt=":weed:" title="This is your brain; This is drugs; This is your brain on drugs!" />  involved LOL.. shhh! whoot!! there is  three reasons why i love switzerland. <br />
no1. u can help someone committ  suicide! (basically kill sumone!)<br />
no2. You can have sex at 14 (like you'd  want to ..YUK)<br />
no3. Heroin is legal.. kinda. whoot! <br />
i was meant to be meeting Lara today.  We were gettin really excited about  it.. but she had to call off at the  last min <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> so its moved too Tuesday now  i think!... lara please get in touch!  anyways... im bustinggg for the  toilettt OMGGGGG!!!!!!  <br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
<br />
I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis!<br />
I'm koRn's Groupie...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>.Reality.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2004 16:41:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ suicide. whispers it. for many, suicide  is an ugly reality, buried in the  shadowy side of the cemetary, away from  god's eyes. but from an early age, i  could see the beauty init. i guess for  those left around, suicide is like a  virus, unleashed into the system. a  sick joke with a punchline. buts its  different for those that find the balls  to actually do it. i imagined that, for  those people, suicide felt like a happy  ending. <br />
--the white noise is communicating  unspeakable things, like a  conversation.<br />
like a conversation with the universe.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX :tribute<br />
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Godspeed. -- Kurt Cobain Graphic.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I never knew you.. you never knew me.  just wait for me there. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> -Kurt. ]]></description>
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                <title>..Daddy..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2004 15:26:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate my dad. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/please.gif" width="15" height="22" alt=":please:" title="Please" /> Please love me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
Okay.. so i haven't been to my Dads in  a year. Today i went to his house..  because it was my brothers 2nd  birthday. i love my brother and i wish  i saw him more. not my dad though. As i  grow older i seem to relise more about  my dad that i never understood as a  child.. for obvious reasons. I've tried  so hard to find a place in my heart for  my dad.. but theres just a hole.. i  don't think it will ever be filled. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> it  was kinda boring today.. but i had  drink, so i guess thats fine. my dad  lets me drink... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hmm.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":hmm:" title="hmm" /> i'm never gonna  forgive my dad for what he done to me  in the past.. all these fuckin memorys  come back from my childhood.. i thought  as a child they were right. BUT they  WERE WRONG! ...ohwell sorry for  rambling on.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" /> atleast i still have my  mind ..so i can wonder and wish nothing  really happened. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /><br />
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...phh.. all those promises are down  the drain.<br />
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goodnews: meeting *<a href="http://larafairie.deviantart.com/">larafairie</a> next  sunday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis. <br />
I'm koRn's Groupie...<br />
'Why do i cut the outside, When its the  inside that hurts??' ]]></description>
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                <title>photography course ended :tears:</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Aug 2004 14:04:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay...i'm gonna have to write this  again because for some odd reason it  never showed up last time.. Hmph. Well  my photography course has ended <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> i  loved it so much! its was so excellent  and i learnt soooo much! I printed  .Hafifa. onto 18x20-ish i think abit  bigger ... it looked amazing! and its  gonna be put up in a exhilbition i'm  sooo excited!! hopefully people will  like it. i'm going back on monday to  pick up my prints.. so i get to keep my  work! yayyyy! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> but no more course <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> i  wish it was longer... <br />
also good news.. i'm meeting up with *<a href="http://larafairie.deviantart.com/"> larafairie</a> next Sunday in camden!  yayayay! cant waitttt... weeee! i wont  let her down. we'll have good shopping/  photographing fun lol!! anyways..<br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
<br />
I'm KoRn's Groupie...<br />
I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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I want a new camera <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
Meeting *<a href="http://larafairie.deviantart.com/">larafairie</a> On Sunday! weeee! ]]></description>
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                <title>Photography exam!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Aug 2004 10:01:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMGGG.... i got A+ in my Photography  exam! i can't believe it!! i'm soooo  excited this course is going so well! i  have another exam tomorrow but i think  i'll be alright because we can use our  notes.. and i've writen everything down  LOL! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
i brought home the contact sheet and i  cannot decide which photo i want to  print big tomorrow! its sooooooo hard  to choooseee!! i printed three today in  the darkroom they were beautiful but  i'm not sure if i should print them  big... or print a different one and  take a chance. I HAVE TO DESIDE! i dont  wanna deside though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /> <br />
i have been in the bloody darkroom 90%  of the day and i have a banging  headache from the developing  chemicals.. hopefully it will go soon  though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> <br />
i'll try and see if i can get the  contact sheet on here... but i probley  cant because you wont be-able to see  them properly ...which will ruin the  photos.. damnnnn!!! <br />
....take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
<br />
I'm koRn's Groupie...<br />
I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan...<br />
I want a new camera <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Photography test.. Help needed!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Aug 2004 14:33:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Righty.. today i had sooo much fun! i got to use this beautiful camera from the 70's.. okay so its old.. but its the best! hehe... i used a mannual camera, while everyone else used a automatic! waoh... and OMG i wanna say thanks to my model Hafifa... shes so beautiful and the negatives looked so great! We spend 3 hours shooting..with a black and white film and grey back drop.. then we spend all the rest of the time in the darkroom... where its really dark and scary..hehe. i got to develop my own negatives.. but the damn developing chemicals give me a headache.. ughh. :no:
and tomorrow i get to print my photos all by myself..... AND IM REALLY EXCITED to see them finished!!!! but also :( i have a test on traditional photography... and its hard.. i have to no the process, film speed, shutter speed, aperture, correct exposure, how to develop etc.... and i'm finding it soooo hard! ahh! just wondered if anyone had any tips on how to remember all these things??? help would be nice... please...hehe! thanks if anyone does help! okay sooo... lets see..
Traditional photography using light sensitive film and light sensitive paper... right.
Three main stages of picture making..
1. Taking the picture with use of a camera. hehe.
*Film speed.
*Shutter speed
*aperture (lens opening<<haha)
CRAP.... depth of field.. blahhh
okay soo... -> subject o----- less
                                   ^ ^ focal plane
                                   {  }
                                  ------
                               ^ Camera F2. damn.

... -> subject o-----
                         ^ More
                         | Focal
                         } Plane 
                    ----- 
                         ^ Camera F16. urghh..
Lens at F2 can give a very good effect when drawing the eye to specific areas of the picture. It can give a soft effect...(OOhh) that adds to the mood of the image.. (right) At F16 more will be in focus!!! (ah haa) oh those sort of settings are used for architecture!!! woahh...
help needed... i cannot remember anything.
oh well i'll try my best... im crapping myself, and yet soooo excited to see my photos! wooooooooo!!!
Take care all :rose:

I :heart: Jonathan Davis 
I'm KoRn's Groupie..

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                <title>Photography course/ !Party!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:10:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well today is the day after the  party... phhhh<br />
i went to my photography course which  was sooo brilliant!! i'm so glad i went  now! We got to print our own photos in  the darkroom... they came out soooooooo  beautifully hehe! i was amazed and so  happy about how they came out! also  tomorrow we have our own cameras and 36  photo film, to take anything and  everything we want to then print them  in the darkroom... which im REALLLY  excited about! *hoping they come out  good* ....its a shame Lara couldnt come  down and model for me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but maybe  another time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
And well.... the party. dont ask... i  cannot remember what the hellllll  happened last night. i have no  braincells left to think about it....  haha! i dunno if it was fun ..but i  thought i was gonna die... YES OMG i  saw the light!... i had to keep saying  to myself 'reality, i love jonathan'  yea... abit freaky but i had to do it  to stay alive... lol i couldnt stop  closing my eyes. i just wanted to die i  feel kinda ashamed.. coz drugs are  soooo bad. and what they done to me  last night.... NOT GOOD. i feel like  shit. but i kept a happy face for my  course coz i realllllly want to do well  on it! anyways .....<br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /> XBRokenKoRnStaRX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flower.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tribute:" title="Flowers" /><br />
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(I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis) <br />
DONT DO DRUGS!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...*party*...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 06:37:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonight i'm going to a party..<br />
i haven't been to a proper party since  my friend died <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ...but lets not talk  about that.<br />
i'm really quite scared.. about the  people firstly.. because i can come out  of hand after i have drink and etc...  so the people there wont help..  speashly if i become abit too paranoid.  haha... WOW my mind takes me  everywhere! i hate it.. so why the fuck  do i do it?? i know tonight is gonna be  really bad, but i'm still going.. the  thought of the abuse sounds great! hmph  yea.. i cant explain why i like abusing  my body so much. i guess its fun? but  shit the come downs you wanna fucking  die. oh well.<br />
i won't die.. i'll be find. i just have  to think happy thoughts and then  nothing bad will happen hopfully. well  yea... i'm off. PARTY!!<br />
take care all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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i <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> jonathan Davis!<br />
I'm koRns Groupie.. <br />
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Aload of butterflies just filled my  stomach and a bunch of tears came  pouring out... (I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> you Jonathan) ]]></description>
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                <title>TOILET!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Aug 2004 12:29:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look people... worship your toilet,  because without it you'll die!!! <br />
This man has been doing my bathroom for  2 days now... and i have been  Pee-deprived! and i think i'm going to  die. Its not a laughing matter dudes!  ..i think i'm gonna wee all over the  floor, or maybe in the plant pot! <br />
it was totally sick yesterday, i had to  wee in a bucket in my ultility room...  firstly its full of really BIGG mankey  spiders and secondly i had to sit on a  bucket and WEE!! it was sooooooo sick!  hopefully i'll be-able to pee tonight  and i can't wait! I WANT THE TOILET  BACK!!!!!!!!! <br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Jonathan Davis! <br />
I'm KoRn's Groupie!...<br />
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Take Care ALL!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
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How do you stop an addict taking drugs?<br />
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p.s YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
i went to the toilet, the man  finilllllyyyy left!<br />
OMGG its so good feeling free again!<br />
i run through the sprinklers and think  i can use the toilet again and again  forever! i'll never again be  pee-deprived!!! LOL MWAHAHAHA!!!<br />
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Aload of butterflies just filled my  stomach and a bunch of tears came  pouring out... (I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> you Jonathan) ]]></description>
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                <title>New Series.. TheZombie.SeriesI</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Aug 2004 05:46:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TheZombie.SeriesI <br />
yay i have a new series of  photos!...but there is only 5.<br />
i had so much fun shooting these!! all  by myself.<br />
i hope you like them! please enjoy, and  view them full!<br />
take care all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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                <title>Jonathan!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Aug 2004 08:37:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just wanted to tell everyone that:<br />
I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
JONATHAN  DAVIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br />
flipping hell... omg i love him! <br />
*calms down*<br />
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p.s Away from all of that....<br />
I need to tell you... its going to be a  rare occasion that you see my face in  my photos. coz... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> and anyways i like  to show and capture other parts of my  body.. which i will do soon! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> take care  all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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This Was a poem :Chris: wrote a few  months ago... *i miss you Chris* Xxxxx  (please take your time and read...)<br />
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Living on lonly street,<br />
no-one around for me to meet,<br />
only voice that i hear is the one in my  head,<br />
i followed its words and it seems ive  been mis-led,<br />
why wont you shut up and leave me  alone!<br />
go away i dont want you in my head!<br />
your making my life hell,<br />
so i just might aswell,<br />
end this fucking pain,<br />
which is driving me INSANE!<br />
everything is so hard,<br />
i cant seem to control,<br />
why do i feel so empty in my spirit and  soul,<br />
just dont waste your time on me,<br />
when even i dont seem to care,<br />
but maybe you could hold my hands back  from me,<br />
tearing out my hair!<br />
i'm sick of being NO-ONE!<br />
with the same shit i have to go  through,<br />
so just try and piss me off,<br />
coz right now i'll fuckin kill you!<br />
i wanna tear apart your insides,<br />
see whats in your mind,<br />
see what i can find,<br />
see if theres any fuckin feeling left  behind,<br />
stab your chest so many times,<br />
stick my finger in the wounds,<br />
rub the blood around my face,<br />
like the blood...<br />
oh how i so much love the taste!<br />
i love the look of your lifeless body,<br />
no feeling, no troubles, no worries,<br />
your free from all your pain!<br />
no more times will you complain about  the little things in life that drove  you Insane!<br />
ive killed you!<br />
ive commited a crime!<br />
but all i have done is speeded up time,<br />
ive saved you from further headache,<br />
ive saved you from your fears,<br />
your dead now,<br />
no longer will you cry tears,<br />
god, your so beautiful..<br />
i wanna make love to your body<br />
i feel so proud of what i have done!<br />
and ended your life from what you was  about to come!<br />
your free!<br />
ive set you free!<br />
and now your body is here with me,<br />
to kiss your cold lips,<br />
and feel your cold tits,<br />
im so proud,<br />
i feel so good! <br />
im playing god,<br />
i feel so good!<br />
your mine now!<br />
your my best friend now,<br />
you wanna play a game?<br />
you like me dont you?<br />
oh.. but your dead.<br />
thats a shame.<br />
well... i'll just sit here and look at  you,<br />
coz you look so beautiful, hold your  hands.<br />
and stroke the hair on your head..<br />
god your so beautiful now that your  DEAD!<br />
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                <title>Nan&amp;Grandad</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Aug 2004 07:06:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hehe ...my nan and grandad are over for  two days! i love the way my grandad  sings! lol!<br />
awww they're so cute! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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I sneezed out mushroom and i ate it!<br />
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                <title>Was it a ghost?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Aug 2004 09:16:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since i was 6 i've been soooo  interested in ghosts! Okay so people  think im crazy when i say there has  been a ghost in my room from the time i  was 6, but someone out there has to  believe me. So i have a case of  schizophrenia but it doesnt mean i'm  mad! i was really freaked out today  because the tap outside in the garden  just started gushing with water, no-one  was in the house, so i decided to go  out there and turn it off myself, it  was sooo hard and i was thinking how  the hell could someone do this! i was  trying really hard to turn it off when  all of a sudden my eyes went black out  (see when u wake up and you open the  curtains, that sort of feel in my eyes)  and its soooooo hot outside.. i got  this massive cold chill and the tap  just easily turned off! i had to stand  there for a moment and reflect on what  just happened, coz my heart was beating  so fast. i don't know what the hell it  was, if it was my case of  schizophrenia? but it was defenatly a  ghost. ]]></description>
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                <title>First Entry!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:48:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello..<br />
This Is My First Enty. Quite Exciting!<br />
Well I'll Be Adding Alot More Photos,  Which Hopefully You'll Enjoy! <br />
Take Care xxx<br />
x:Soph<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /> ]]></description>
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