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deviantART: by:BreatheKeepBreathing http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BreatheKeepBreathing&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BreatheKeepBreathing en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 10:55:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png December http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28678726/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28678726/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:52:05 PST I also have my ticket to see the dead weather.
I would like to get some letters from around the world so if you're interested just note me I'll send letters back of course!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Zap Zap http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28448507/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28448507/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 10:45:56 PST brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

Morning all!

So it's

's birthday today he's a grown up now!

So you should all go say happy birthday check out his art and tell him he's a babe!

YEEAH!!

I have painted him FRANK ZAPPA! I will submit it later today when he's seen it so I don't ruin the surprise (:

have a great day guys!

ALSO! In march I'm going to see THE DEAD WEATHER! wooo!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing (: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28259795/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28259795/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 01:56:31 PST
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Halloweeeeeen http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28068166/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/28068166/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:16:33 PDT Last night was a magical mystical HALLOWEEN!

It was GREAT

I dressed up and went to parties.
Many new experiences..

Did you all have a good time?

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing newnewnew http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27801913/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27801913/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:13:22 PDT
ah the other day was chipper.. i said I had a good feeling about the day and ended up in hospital.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing (: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27662134/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27662134/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 04:09:38 PDT I have recently taken up an interest in digital paintings, I bought a tablet awhilke ago and finally got round to using it.
Alison Mosshart is the result [The Kills are my current band obsession along with The Dead Weather]
I want to get back into drawing people, and improve a shitonne.
Soo If you have a photo of yourself or a friend you would like drawn I'd be happy to, just don't expect it to be done quickly.. I have uni for 4 or 5 more weeks so thats alot of work I have to do in that time.
But then free for 3 months so in THAT time I'd like to draw alot. Digital and traditional.

My Jack White Holga arrived, he is glorious. Soon i shall upload photos.

I will also upload some digital photos from my photography trip today.

How have you all been?

And time ainÂt gonna cure you
Honey, time donÂt give a shit
Time ainÂt gonna cure you
Honey, timeÂs just gonna hit on you

I said, ÂSix kinds of glue
WonÂt hold you, wonÂt hold youÂ
Oh my oh, oh my youÂve got to
YouÂve got to, youÂve got to

YouÂve got to go straight ahead
Go straight ahead

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Insomnia http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27222171/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/27222171/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:53:02 PDT There will probably be photos to prove this soon.
I'm on mid semester break.
I can;t sleep.
I feel a change is coming.

Flux

If your right hand is causing you pain.. cut it off.. cut it off..
If your colors are starting to run.. let them all run run away from you..

We were hoping for some romance all we found was more despair..

We are in a state of flux.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing ): http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26699206/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26699206/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:50:59 PDT
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]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing 1001 Journals http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26452479/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26452479/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 19:56:12 PDT i'm starting a travelling journal so yeah I thought I'd let you know incase you wanna join in on it take a look on here

[link]

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Optimism http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26248067/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26248067/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 05:31:46 PDT
I guess you just have to keep on keepin' on.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Failed http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26076636/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/26076636/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 22:30:09 PDT
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Devious Journal Entry http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25473638/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25473638/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:35:13 PDT
Why does the shit insist on hitting the fan?

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Negativity. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25386220/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25386220/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 03:04:47 PDT I spent the afternoon sitting in a large cardboard box crying listening to Gril Anachronism very loudly.
Until My special lesbian friend came and pulled me out of the box and cheered me up.
What would I do without him.

I'd be safe from the world inside my large cardboard box.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Update http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25206313/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/25206313/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 20:56:52 PDT - Gotten my braces off
- Turned Twenty
- Been rather sick causing me to get very behind in my work.

so yeah things are good and things are not so good aswell.
i guess you need things to equal out though right?
Take the good with the bad.
Hopefully I'll get heaps better and be megahappy5000

And thank you to all those people who fav my work and leave me lovely comments that make my day.

My betes is angry too.
if someone wants something to do in their spare time or some life ambition how bout finding a cure for type one diabetes? I'd really appreciate that (:

I have discovered that it is alot easier to get through the tough times in life when you have someone special with you to help you get through it or just make you smile when things are crap.

- My friends are the best.

peace

Please don't let what was get in the way of whats next.Don't forget that what's to come hasn't come yet - Devendra Banhart

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing I'm feeling awesome http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24759081/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24759081/ Thu, 14 May 2009 18:21:30 PDT eveything is going swell.

life is fab.

apart from being robbed.

but they'll get their cumupins!

on another note eat bagels they make life awesome.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Determination http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24368105/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24368105/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 20:38:42 PDT I freaked out end of term [im on break now for another week and a half] and so I didnt hand in my work. I dont know why I didnt i can't explain how my head worked but yeah I didnt hand it in. This could lead to me failing which i am not keen about.
but after alot of thought i have decided to spend the rest of my holiday sorting out myself my home my stuff my work getting everything done handing in all my work whether they'll still mark it i doubt it but its worth a shot,
. and yeah i want to get that all done.
and pass this damn BFA
i have been told im lazy and useless and a horrible friend.
but that person didnt know what he was talking about.
I'm not lazy I just have poor time management.
ANYWAY i'm determined to get through all this my health has been poor because im not good at looking after myself.
but I'll get through it.
I'm going to get everything done.
I'm thinking i want to be an art teacher.

Also in awesome news I bought a Wacom Intuos4 today (:

should be fun and exciting.

I get it early next week i believe [I had to order it in etc]

hope everyone is well.

PEACE

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Devious Journal Entry http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24245631/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/24245631/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:15:06 PDT
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Devious Journal Entry http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23908007/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23908007/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:46:03 PDT I have a certificate in art in design now.
something like that.. go me!
in afew years ill be all fine artsy.
I ate too much food now i have a badddddd headache.
damn diabetes.

I bought a dress too its cool and cost $2.

maybe ill submit some drawings soon. Instead of attempted photography.

I am drowning in work.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing ... http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23856106/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23856106/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:27:14 PDT break down.

suggest me some good music please

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing AMANDA FUCKING PALMER http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23656102/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23656102/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:21:31 PDT I got two hugs as well a photo with her and a signed shirt.

it was fucking amazing shes incredible the music was so good shes just like WOW

gosh
I am in LOVE

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing SHINEYY http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23582205/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23582205/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 21:00:34 PST Lots and lots and lots.
Amanda Palmer on Thrusday thats even more joy!! woohooo!!

peace!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Amanda Palmer is Rad http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23226390/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23226390/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 23:59:14 PST
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing (: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23092412/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/23092412/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 21:25:56 PST I like this happiness.

Today I had some unexpected visitors.
It was neat.

also: I don't like cheese.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Sometimes http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22972411/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22972411/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 19:48:16 PST
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Giant rant about how shitty life is http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22957362/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22957362/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 04:37:25 PST So like hi.
currently I hate life. pretty much thats what everything boils down to.
don't even bother telling me that 'life is unfair' or whatever shit you feel is necessary because I'm totally not buying it.
Perhaps I'm under that hideous spell of depression like I have been before [antidepressants DO NOT work don't let them shove pills down your throat] perhaps my diabeetus is just having an angry at me. either way I am sitting here having a rant and my feet are freezing.
life is just a bitch my life is a bitch i hate people who get everything they want and then complain.
if I am one of those people shoot me. [well then i'd be getting what i want HAH funny that]
I believe my life started out fine you know I was born with a fucked up eye and had my first operation at about 2 months old. then I nearly died at 18 months due to my sister and a peanut.
skip forward a couple years and I had over 100 warts. no I dont have them anymore.
yeah okay pretty minor stuff everyone goes through that shit.
I've never really had alot of friends still dont I get a little over excited when people are friendly towards me, cause well it's not a very common thing. and if someone wants to be my friend well hell thats just brilliant but then im a weirdo and they stop talking to me or somethingarather.
so yeah enough of that iom bored of that.
two thousand and seven
2007
the year of hell.
okay so like from 2004 my life was made pretty shitty thanks to a certain male. I hate males by the way all they do is fuck you over they are absolute bastards with no consideration as to how you are feeling.
you know that? I'm sure SOME are nice but not very many.
I mean like.. seriously. fuck them all. I hate them.
-epic huge ihatemales rant is to be inserted here outlining all the reasons males are bastards-
well yeah anyway 2007 I guess it was a shitty year right from the start i was pretty depressed my mother is an absolute psycho and yeah was making life pretty bad for me i wasn't allowed to like go out or use the phone i had to deal with her like collapsing all the fucking time that was shitty and her asshole boyfriend fuck hes a bastard again he is male therefore a dick anyway but he is like the worst of males he is the most hideous beast ever i hate him i want him dead or something or like to live forever thatd be worse i think hes a controlling freak he wouldnt let mother clean the front from cause he decided the neighbour was a lesbian and wanted her WHAT THE HELL see anyway I told you hes a freak
but yeah my mother the lunitic.
she has this hobby of not eating but then eating a little bit and then vomitting every morning we call this bulemia. I remember her telling me im fat to woo hoo just what every insecure teenage girl wants to hear from their mother.
she kinda did fuck me up i mean the not going out thing and all making me hide and pretend we arent home whenever anyone came to the door?
once when i went to stay at dads SHE STOLE MY GLASSES AND HID THEM FROM ME!! I dont know about other wearers of glasses but i get seriously sore eyes without glasses for periods of time she also stole other things and hid them from me she done this alot. i started getting panic attacks around people I cant handle being around alot of people and alot of sounds it really scares me i think mother may have had something to do with insane people fears like at one stage i couldnt buy stuff cause it meant having to talk to another person i know god forbid ANOTHER PERSON once i ran home crying from the bank because it scared me too much to walk in there.
craaaazzzzzzyyyyy.
so yes my mothers insanity increased quite a bit she used to yell at me alot be quite mean eventually kicked me out of home. Paul [her partner] helped convince her that was a genius idea.
did i mention like a day or two before that my grandfather had died? [on my dads side] that wsas the first real death in my family well close death and like god it hit me quite a bit. i was like FUCCCK.
it sucked pretty bad. alot more has actually happened so far in my life that I havent written down but like you dont need to know every painful detail of my life.
[yes some parrts of my life have been fucking amazing too im not denying that]
so yeah anywaay i get into this huge downward spiral get seriously depressed having alot of things going on i go away for a bit come back YOUR MOTHER IS IN TE AWHINA SHE TRIED TO KILL HERSELF - like okay she done it about 3 or 4 times. one of the things she said to me when she kicked me out is that im the cause of all her problems in life. then she tries to end her life? what the hell and I supposed to take from this??
So uhh Jackie? You screwed my life up soo bad I can't stand to live in it anym... ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Journal. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22835556/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22835556/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 01:08:48 PST hoever when I got back I discovered my family killed my other fish. And that my bird had died.
yeah, great.
i am very confused about what to do with life.
Fine arts starts on the 19th I should really decide before then.
ah my head hurts. Diabetes hasn't been fun.
I would like it to dissapear.
ohwell. Thats life.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Sebastian. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22536010/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22536010/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 00:48:45 PST My goldfish died.
It was very sad, I was very sad.
I will miss him.

He was a cute wee thing.

Also, I have the inability to give up junkfood.

argh.

Does anyone have advice?

I got a haircut.
It's ugly.

It adds to the whole ugly thing that i seem to have going.

yeah.

bitchbitchbitchwhingewhingewhingemoanmoanmoanemoemoemo

Also.. well... yeah.
love sucks.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing blahblahblah http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22405541/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22405541/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:52:43 PST Why can't they just magically appear?
It'd save alot of hassle.
Because, I cannot find anything nice that I can afford.
JEANS ARE THE WORST.

I gave up junk food.

TELL ME WHAT ARE YOUR NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS?!

I am intrigued

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing decisions decisions. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22059258/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/22059258/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 01:40:20 PST I don't know what to do.
But I think I want to get out of this shitty town.
BFA I believe may not happen.
I'm just not YAY ART anymore.
I paint in my spare time but it takes alot out of me.

I need a break.
maybe?

I don't know what I need.

in other news I had the best couple days.
i'm in love.

I guess thats why everything is so fucked up.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing The question remains... http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21841410/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21841410/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 02:17:02 PST But am I going to do it?
I really don't know.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing The Question is.. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21809325/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21809325/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:04:06 PST
[That's if I am accepted]

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing :D http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21586492/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21586492/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 17:52:47 PST I passed my course.
And was epic win at the exhibition.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing (: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21355853/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21355853/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 11:33:42 PST so pitiful,
you can see that birds and worms don't get along,
self righteous me,
so wrong,
you can see that we don't have to get along,
self pity me,
so pitiful,
you can see that birds and worms do not agree,
and we will crawl,
Crawl on.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Journal http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21316316/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21316316/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 11:10:39 PST
]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Journal. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21275519/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21275519/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 01:00:03 PST
Staying awake for 40 hours straight is much effort.

I need to find a job.

And I need to find a life.

1 week til work is handed in.

Exhibition opening on the 19th on november.

Then what?

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Brocolli. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109764/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109764/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:23:28 PDT
My paintings have turned into a big steaming pile of awesome.

in other words, I think I have improved alot.

Thanks to all the people who fav my work I haven't had a chance to thank you all individually.

I only have a couple weeks left of the course I'm currently doing.

But i think I am going to continue with art stuff next year.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Brocolli. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109763/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109763/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:23:27 PDT
My paintings have turned into a big steaming pile of awesome.

in other words, I think I have improved alot.

Thanks to all the people who fav my work I haven't had a chance to thank you all individually.

I only have a couple weeks left of the course I'm currently doing.

But i think I am going to continue with art stuff next year.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Brocolli. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109753/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/21109753/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:22:53 PDT
My paintings have turned into a big steaming pile of awesome.

in other words, I think I have improved alot.

Thanks to all the people who fav my work I haven't had a chance to thank you all individually.

I only have a couple weeks left of the course I'm currently doing.

But i think I am going to continue with art stuff next yuear.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Blank Canvas. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20898583/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20898583/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:37:49 PDT MY JOURNAL

hahahaha.
Okay so anyway..
So this yea, I have been rather sick for alot of it.
It has not been the best nor was last year.
All my house is messy, I really really need to clean it. Problem is I cannot clean when other people are around.
I don't know why.
I'm just odd like that.
yes so okay this year was meant to be a fresh start for me however shit hit the fan.
Tonight I have planned for the near furture. I am trying to change cause I'm a rather shitty person.
I started by painting over all my art that is lying about.
So yeah that's gone! I am going to be cleaning my room. And my art room. And everything else I can. I need to be clean!
clean space = clear mind.
so yeah I also intend to remove all my art out my my gallery and into my scraps so when I start submitting art again [maybe next year or end of this] it will all be new and fresh and completely different =]

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Not long now http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20775971/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20775971/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 12:14:04 PDT i have like 5 weeks left or something.
my health has gone down the shitter. have an ultrasound next week.. they don't know whats wrong with me oh yeah!

Boys suck.

And uhmm yeah whats up guys?

I don't have much to say..

I need to improve on my cheese to pineapple ratio in my cheese and pineapple sandwhichs because I don't like too much cheese but if theres too much pineapple they fall apart.
oh dear..

I like cheese and pineapple.

I'm 20 in like half a year, thats like creep to me cause I will no longer be a teenager!

I WILL HAVE TO GROW UP!!

gosh growing up is soo over rated.

anyway I am excited about my new ucol assignments cause they rock.
soo toodles.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing One Year Of Doom http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20481116/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/20481116/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 00:01:51 PDT Exciting stuff.
Not really I suck at diabetes, wish I didn't have it but hey what else can one do?
So I've been rally sick lately. Still am sick and it sucks, I missed a bunch of time at Ucol now I'm failing so bad.
So like a true awesome person I had a big freak out and decided that I'm gonna fail there is no helping me and that I am not going back.
WOOHOO!
So yeah Art seriously is not my ything I cannot do it especially not under pressure I'm stressed out I'm sick and nothing is going right so I am quitting.
Whatever I end up doig with my life I have no idea but art will no longer be a part of it.
I am going to leave this shitty town in which i live and get a job probably.
who knows, I don't.
argh I feel so shitty.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing sunday! http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19869965/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19869965/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:48:01 PDT
AHOY MATIES!

how are we?
good good.
I have decided tat realistic art is boring.
boring for me to do anyway.. it still is fucking amazing that people are so goddamn talented.
I"ll never be THAT talented.
I don't have the paitience [can never spell that word!]
instead I would like to try stretch my IMAGINATION and do some totally awesome stuff of some description that you will probably see in the near future hmmkay?

SO yeah that is my plans so farrr

ohhh let us all celebrate for on the 13th of september i have had diabetes of the type one variety for ONE WHOLE YEAR.

never thought I'd make it! Cause I do not like the diabetes at all.

My cats name is maximus.
this is him

Enjoy your day =] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing hiiii http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19838477/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19838477/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 02:36:38 PDT
I have been in such a fantastic mood of late yay
I hope everyone is well...

I'm gonna be doing some more art soon i hope and yeah

everything is good.

It is to cold for words.

Enjoy your day =] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing WTF http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19754326/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19754326/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 14:46:49 PDT I don't like phoenixs.
don't give me obnoxious comments going on about how I copy art cause it's bullshit.
I am so pissed off.
these things happen you know coincidences happen KAY?
so stop wasting my time and go fanart or whatever the fuck it is you people do.
Second whoever the fuck melted my sculpture is going to get a kick in the throat.

-epic pissed off.

It is to cold for words.

Enjoy your day =] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing I have been tagged and such. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19611441/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19611441/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:15:00 PDT I myself am alright I have been a little up and down I guess..
life is a rollercoaster amirite?
I went to wellington for a ucol trip it was grand. but freezing.
I am currently working on a drawing of Elliott Smith yay!

Onto the tag...

Here are da rules, y'all:
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

My band of choice is - Modes Mouse.

1. Are you male or female?
She ionizes and atomizes

2. Describe yourself.
A Manic Depressive Named Laughing Boy

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
make everyone happy/mechanical birds

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Polar Opposites

5. Describe your current relationship.
Invisible

6. Where would you want to be now?
A Different City

7. How do you feel about love?
heart cooks brain

8. What's your life like?
Never Ending Math Equation

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Edit the Sad Parts

10. Say something wise.
The Stars Are Projectors

okay now to tag some people..

woooo

It is to cold for words.

Enjoy your day =] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing update! -help http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19491799/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19491799/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 23:11:37 PDT soo first day of semester today it was fun!
uhmm we have to pick a painting to dress up as and do a dry point of [does that make sense?] eg dress like girl with a pearl earring.
Soo yeah any ideas?

Soooo

I PASSED FIRST SEMESTER!
I'm so happy

I also bought a wallet.
YES I NOW OWN A WALLET it's exciting I haven't owned a wallet in soo long. I got it from Trade Aid which makes it more awesome.

go back to Ucol tomorrow.
exciting.

Hope you are all well.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Stress and such http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19212127/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19212127/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 01:17:53 PDT Pretty stressed out and such feeling really down lately.
I think it's due to not eating right...
And the weather.
My keys have gone missing and I NEED them cause I want to draw but all my stuff is locked away ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHH
I need a hug or something

I feel like chopping my hands off it's so frustrating!!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Devious Journal Entry http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19048645/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/19048645/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 23:37:52 PDT
I have finished semester one.
go me.

Just have to hand in my work.

Make me stop eating sugar now please.

My favourites from my gallery.

They're not fabulous but they are the best of my work.

JUMP OUT OF BED AS SOON AS YOU HEAR THE ALARM CLOCK!! YOU MAY ALSO FIND IT USEFUL SPENDING FIVE MINUTES EACH MORNING SAYING TO YOURSELF "EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY i AM GETTING BETTER AND BETTER" PERHAPS IT IS A GOOD IDEA TO START THE DAY WITH A POSITIVE FRAME OF MIND. ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Blahblahblah http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/18902909/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/18902909/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 23:36:25 PDT
I bought some soft pastels, they're freakin' sweet.
I want to improve my drawing DRAMATICALY!
ohmygosh I've been browsing deviantart as per usual and YOU PEOPLE ARE TOO FREAKING TALENTED!
I am jealous.

Very Jealous.

THEY ARE AMAZING!

Anyway I am going out now.

AHHHRHGHH

My favourites from my gallery.

They're not fabulous but they are the best of my work.

[could someone help me with some form of layout? thankyou] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing My current thoughts. http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/18673062/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/18673062/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:27:30 PDT I feel very disatisfied with my life, with myself. I feel asthough I have nothing to show for nineteen years.
Perhaps I Shouldn't have anything to show for it?
I don't know. I actually really Wish I knew something like not facts or figures nothing like that but something certain about myself my life what I'm doing. I have had my life turned upside down too many times in the past 2 years it's been quite a difficult time I don't even believe I have dealt with it just laughed it off or cried it off at some of my weaker moments. Being diagnosed with diabetes was quite a shock I still cry about it I get so angry. But what is the point? I get nowhere It isn't asthough yelling at it will make it go away.
My art. I know it is art because no matter how good it is it is art. I want to get better but I see everyone else there art is so brilliant nd mine isn't ah it's so discouraging to me. I actually am going to delete alot from my gallery. bwahahaha.
I know right now I am rambling but you choose whether to keep reading or not.
Anyway I really am disatisfied with everything in my life. Well not EVERYTHING I mean I love living with just me and dad it's great but I feel like a kid I need to grow up! I need to do something. I want to do something more. I don't know there is just this huge empty space I want to fill.
I don't like anything about my appearance not everything about myself but no one likes everything about themselves, I believe I like and dislike a fair amount of me.
I am ridiculously hopeless with money aswell. I spend too much, on bad food mostly that I shouldnt eat. I'm diabetic! I should not be eating sugary foods every day!
Doesn't help with my dislike of my appearance either.
I feel fake and like I have lost the real me and I can't find it anywhere where am I?
I wish I could put all this in a painting but really I don't know how I can only paint/draw from refference not out of my mind I don't have a very good imagination either.
I might stop writing now.
I feel a bit retarded because of this.

I miss Tim. =[

My favourites from my gallery.

They're not fabulous but they are the best of my work.

[could someone help me with some form of layout? thankyou] ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing ... http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15323998/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15323998/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 23:18:54 PDT 1. Tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you).
2. Answer all truthfully.
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

"X" means yes.
"?" means I'm somewhere in the middle.
"~" means sort-of-ish.
Blank means no.

-Appearance-
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[~] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair were a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Yeah depends on who I'm with or around)
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[~] I have freckles.

-Family Life-
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[] I have (a) brother(s).
[x] I have (a) sister(s).
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

-Career-
[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honour Roll within the last two years.
[x] I failed more than one class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

-Embarrassing Situations-
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

-Health-
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

-Travelling-
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe. (I wish )
[ ] I've been to Africa.

-Experiences-
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drunk a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[~] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played wait a chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen "The Rocky Horror Picture Show".
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

-Relationships-
[~] I'm single
[~] ... I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

-Sexuality-
[?] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

-The Law-
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've... ]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Update: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15136677/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15136677/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 23:22:50 PDT Currently I"m working on an A2 size drawing of Placebo.
Also my competition entry

Send me a note If you'd like to purchase a drawing from me

I'll draw anything any size [Within reason]

I'm currently working on some work for some people at the moment.
BUT! Note me anyway

PLEASE!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Ello http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15065225/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/15065225/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 20:43:24 PDT Im currently working on a competition entry oh yeah
I think it's an awesome competition..
yeah...
I'm tired as...
but mehh...
I hope it turns out good...
I don't have much faith in my drawing abilities...
If any.

I'm excited about this competition.

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Guess what? http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14847513/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14847513/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 21:18:36 PDT
Yeah sorry for wasting your precious time...
But I just had to get that out there...

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing :'( http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14622890/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14622890/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 19:57:50 PDT Turns out I have type 1 diabetes...
This really sucks ass
I feel like shit...

ehh

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Random Facts http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14449083/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14449083/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 00:05:26 PDT i didn't get tagged but as previously said I"m bored haha

#1 I has Depression and go to councilling and take anti depressiants
#2 I'm as cool as an Iceberg only cooler
#3 The only relationship I have had lasted 9weeks
#4 I have a huge love of sweet foods
#5 i love modest mouse placebo and radiohead
#6 i wish I could draw really awesome like

and afew others, realism is what i'm aiming for
#7 I hate jared leto
#8 I can't sleep when my room is messy but I can't be bothered cleaning hahaha though I do enjoy cleaning
#9 I have black sheets and a black and white duvet
#10 I love the Cookie monster

hahahahaha man im in a weird mood

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing O_O http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14353611/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14353611/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 17:53:43 PDT
Posters:
Modest Mouse
Placebo
Radiohead

Or a modest mouse tee

Yeah I've been looking on ebay I WANT SO BAD!!!!

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing Hey Guys http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14216770/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/14216770/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 19:58:09 PDT
Thank you very much

<3

]]> ~BreatheKeepBreathing D: http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/13372441/ http://BreatheKeepBreathing.deviantart.com/journal/13372441/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:52:12 PDT
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