http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BridishPiE&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BridishPiE en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 02:34:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26998248/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26998248/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 14:47:28 PDT And for some reason, I don't know what, the friendship gradually faded to well....nothing.

She was my Best friend, might as well have been sisters, we practically grew up in each others houses. We'd been through so much together.

But for some reason she just got distant. And that distance grew to the point where we are now, we never see each other, we never talk or text.
When I try to make contact she just doesnt seem interested so I guess I just gave up trying one day.


But you know, I really miss her. We had so much fun, I could talk to her about anything and visa versa. All we did was laugh all the time.

I spose I've been so busy lately that it hasn't crossed my mind in a while.
I just happened across her facebook profile (ugh, facebook) and I realised how much I miss her.

Strange how things go, I mean everyone always said when you finish school nobody stays in contact, but we always said that would never happen to us.

I miss having a wider circle of friends, I hardly see anyone anymore from my school friends.

Guess I feel a bit lonely that way sometimes. I know I moved from my home town, and most of them are still there but its not that far away...

Of course, I live with one of my best friends, and thats awesome. To be honest sometimes it feels like shes the only real friend I have. And vinny of course means the world to me, I can talk to him about anything and he's always there for me to help me and make me smile. And he really does.
Sometimes I don't think he could fathom how much he means to me, it's too much for me to even start to describe. I just know if I didn't have him, I would be so lost right now. He keeps me on safe ground.

As regards my old friends...so much of what they were (and possibly still are) was so fake.
One guy who was like my best friend at one stage has just turned into a complete jerk. I wish I knew why, and a part of me thinks he knows what he's turned into.
It seems a lot of them have the attitude that their too good to hang out with me and the girls and just have fun...again, I couldnt say why.
Perhaps we grew apart for a reason.

All the same, I wish I didn't feel so left out at times.

It sucks.

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26497631/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26497631/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 04:12:50 PDT

anywho! go have a look and let me know what you think!

if you got any advice about it, it would help


stay classy!!

xxx


[link]

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26360339/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/26360339/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:50:40 PDT



fer reals -_-"



i dont even know why i have an account on here anymore :/



is it just me?

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/25175151/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/25175151/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 08:08:28 PDT

well lets see...I fianally moved into town! with Vinny and my friend jess and her friend jamie. so far so....alright i guess still tryna get the others to unpack and clear out some boxes and stuff, but when we're all settled in it will be grand!

i hope!

on the upside, i get to sleep next to vin every night

We're off to France on Thursday! Cant wait!! hope there's lotsa sun ^^ tho we had great weather here all last week...its gone back to the usual shitty wet weather we're used to since yesterday hahah


It's mine and Vins 1st year anniversary on the 13th!! wow. it just flew!!

and i wouldnt change one day!

We went to Fight Like Apes last video shoot for 'Something Global' the 19th of april. It was a mental day, we had lotsa fun! The idea was that they wanted 100 fans to come along and using everything from DSLRS to mobile phones, we were to record the actual footage to be used in the video. I must say, the band were awesome, so sound! And we got lotsa signed shtuffs! Great opportunity to take some snap shots too

you can check out the outcome here: [link]

our names are there on the list, yay us! xD


hmmm what else. Cant think of anything thats happened since really ahaha!! go me

well I guess I'll leave it at that then!


Catch ya laters!!!

x x x x

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/24217850/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/24217850/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 10:25:28 PDT


i bob you more than ever.


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


for you:



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]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/23733153/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/23733153/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 16:34:41 PDT


yeah, just so happy ^^

Gave vin [ ] his b-day prezzies sunday
his fake one first (hand soap n breakfast candles ) then his real one hahah

I'm bringing him to Nice in the south of France in june

Can't wait!! Its gonna be so awesome spending a week with him just chilling in the sunshine!

I bob him so so sooo much!

theres just no feeling in the world that can equal how it feels to be in his arms... soppy, i know. But i just don't care ^^ hahahah



He's just perfect


Oh! and i gots me a new job! In a really awesome bookstore!
Not that i don't enjoy working in sabotage (lets face it, im a fashion addict )
But books are just...wow!
Yes, I'm a dork, but I can admit it
plus, 50% discount!! wow! Im gonna need more book shelves hahah!!

I'm moving into town in about a month too!
With my friend Jess (who's more like a sister really )
It's just gonna be so much fun!


There's a lot going on right now in my life i guess!
A lot of change. but it's a welcome change i spose

its gonna be weird leaving the house i grew up in! but meh!
It's out grown it's charm xD


*biggest smile ever*

I'm thinking about Vin again ^^
I don't usually go very long without thinking about him to be honest

well I'm sleeeepy now! think imma head to bed!

catch you laters!!

MWAH!


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]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/23021483/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/23021483/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 14:06:11 PST
-_-

but oooooooooh i got a new digital camera!! D

fuck yeah!! ^^

can't wait till summer, gonna get lotsa awesome shots!
i like summer!!
i miss it

this summer is just gonna be wow tho!
i just know it

and june is gonna be extra special
it's me and vin's 1st year anniversary ^^
8 months next friday!!

haha

and it's his 21st next month!!

i bob him so much
^&^

yay!

ah i'm just in a good mood, unlike earlier, i was in such a pissy mood when i got home from town, i could feel a panic attack coming on when i was walking home too, dunno where that came from. I've felt weird all day tho.

hopefully tomorrow will be better!

tho i know it will, i'll see vin again!! ^^

my drink is too fizzy!!!

*sigh*

think ill leave it at that! lolz

mmmmmwah!!

xxx

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/22543970/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/22543970/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:42:21 PST
I love breakfast at tiffinys ^^

but anyway....

I'm painting again ^^

Boo-yah achieved!!


xxx

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/22245383/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/22245383/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:32:27 PST
oh, last night i officially realised i have no idea what im gonna do with myself!! ive like totally lost faith in my artistic capabilities n tht lack of confidence has left me blah!!
i've had no inspiration for months now.
i don't wanna just give up tho i guess!!

i guess ill have to sit myself down n sort myself out!!

oh yeah, now i remember!...do you?? xD

I'm off to gsle=wa ....lets try that again...

I'm off to Galway next week with vin! i can't wait!

i'm stayin at his on tuesday and i have wednesday off work so i can actually sleep in with him in the mornin...which i havent done in a long time!!

an that just...sucks, y'kno?? i hate leavin him in the morning!


i feckin bob him


I DO!!! XD


yaaay!!!


mmmmmmmmmmmwah!!!



heheh spongebob movie is quite the lolercaust!!


so....eh.


deftones ^^


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]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21993643/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21993643/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 08:27:00 PST And so she knows. It escapes me again. But too many vodkas seem to cloud her vision and that moment of inspiration is lost forever in the folds of her thoughts.

Just another day gone.

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21927331/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21927331/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 08:10:39 PST

I'm frustrated >

I wanna draw. But I can't. Not in this environment, it's too cold, the light sucks, and I have no privacy, unless I wanna freeze my ass off upstairs -_-"

I can't draw or paint with an audiance. By which I mean someone standing over my shoulder watching me and constantly asking 'what are you doing?' because I couldn't answer them anyway, they wouldn't know what I was talking about. And on top of that, my dog constantly offering me his paw so I'll play ball with him. I can't turn down those puppy eyes!

I tried explaining to my ex-Art teacher that I can only truly draw with a passion if I'm in the right mood, otherwise I'll get bored, or keep making mistakes and going over it a million times, I'll just frustrate myself and give up (not a good practice, I know). But if I'm in the perfect mood, with no pressure or distractions I can work for hours and hours on end and it's a wonderful feeling.
But he told me that's nonsense, that you should draw every chance you get, no matter what your mood, you just have to do it, and that's that.

Perhaps that's how he works but, that seems more like a job than a passion to me.

I don't know. I'm annoyed at myself. I haven't done anything much at all since I finished school, art wise. Sure I worked with polly a bit with paper making, but apart from that I have a couple paintings and a handful of drawings. I just...I never seem to have time to do anything these days. And when I do have time, I don't have space. Like this morning i was in the mood to draw, i was chill and i had my music in th living room, when my mam walks in and turns the tv on -_-"

Maybe I'm too fussy. I don't know but I just can't work like that. It most likely will work against me for the rest of my life lol. Just wish I had my own place.

Ugh.

There she goes with the Tv again. we have one in the other room!!!! why not use that one?? ¬_¬


I'm just fed up today.

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21912669/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21912669/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 10:40:00 PST
I'm hungry!! And I have tomorrow off work -__-"

And I miss vinny again! That fecker xD
I saw him monday tho! That was awesome!! ^^
I got to sleep beside him again I love that!!

I've done nothing all day really, wrapped a couple x-mas prezzies, browsed suicide girls...hmmm i think i have to put the chickens in...

one of our ducks got eaten by a stray dog last week, poor thing!!

I'm cold!!! But Vinny got me a heatable penguin called Albert ^^

hahah RANDOM!

aaaaaanyhow

imma go n....do stuff i guess!


might draw a bit!!


mwah!! xx

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21760073/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/21760073/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 03:47:06 PST When i woke up, with the sunlight blazing right in my face (the joys of skylights...) i was in my friends house, and she was gone to work and i was on my own...

weird.

But anyway, I'm in a bloggy kinda mood this morning...taking advantage of my friends super fast broadband and munching on stale scones, coz I'm almost sure my friends puppy mangled my bread rolls during the night. At least, I hope it was the puppy. I'm sure my friend has better table manners than that...

On the whole I haven't been doing anything lately really, I've just been working all the time. I never have the time to paint or draw...that just sucks, actually!! I'm making a point of using all my spare moments to do something creative, with you as my witness!!
Well I did paint my cousins playroom, so that's something i guess! she want's me to paint her bedroom. I have to take a picture of taht...but my camera broke!! so I'm not very happy about that...I'm saving up fpr a well proper one tho so perhaps after X-mas. Gah. X-mas shopping. I hates it! Wish i could get somebody else to do it for me! xD


I was in Dusseldorf, Germany with Vinny [ ] earlier this month! It ws awesome! Didn't wanna come home It was nice to spend so much time with him. He really is the most amazing guy I've ever met From the funny things he say's to the down-right weird things he does... nah. He make's me smile all the time!! And his smile is the best smile in the world! He's just perfect! For me anyway

But enough sop for now He know's how i feel so it's all good ^^
He's in galway at the minute with his family! I'll have to visit them again soon, I haven't been up there since july haha I haven't even met his sister yet! But his family are really nice! So it's all good!

I have no idea what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. My friend get's back from work around 7 I think. Her brother will be home from school earlier tho. meh! I'm comfy enough where i am st the minute so we'll see how that pans out

maybe i should take my grandmothers x-mas prezzie out of the kitchen...just so the puppy doesn't do something horrible to that too! brb!

is it too early for baileys??....ah feck it who cares!

I'll catch you another time!!

TAKE CARE!!

xxx

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/20217247/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/20217247/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:14:28 PDT
i have new shoes.

and new pants.

i have to babysit in an hour.

i just ate some crisps.



and i bob him.

<3

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19741574/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19741574/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 19:42:13 PDT
and eh


if there's any rambeling or spelling mistakes, i shall let you know that the 'o' key is missing from my keyboard so it's hard to t it to work....

plus i'm pretty tipsy haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

oh noes! D:

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19657254/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19657254/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 09:00:33 PDT
oh i love this song! and you don't know what i'm talking about coz you can't hear it!

i wonder how many other people are writing journal entries right now....

i'm in such a beautiful mood today.
after last night. it was so peaceful. i feel so refreshed and alive! i love it....it's been a long time since i felt like this!

i remember when i was about 16 i used to stay up long into the early hours of the morning just listeneng to music and watching the moon and the stars...it was so calming.

i don't know why but it just made me feel more alive than ever. i guess it's because it's so peaceful at night.
like night air.
i love to just sit and breathe it in, it's so calming!

I'm rambling again hahah...oh well!

wish i had something purposeful to write in here....

that'd rawk

oh...my mood bar is broken!

so i can't let you know what mood im in...as i don't really know myself...i was just gonna browse untill i found something that sounded about right.

oh well...i really don't think i have anything more to say but my desire to keep typing is far too strong to stop! that can't be healthy must mention it to the nurse tomorrow!

i have to go for a blood test...must keep an eye on my iron levels coz i'm a veggie!

*sigh*

i miss my carmel...she's in barcalona...wont be back for another 3 weeks...she's been gone for 3 already as it is!
she's back the day before we get our final exam results as a matter of fact...that's gonna suck...hope i did well in english...it's one of my fav subjects!...i'm really happy with how my art practical went...but i totally effed up my art history!
i should have studied more...damn you Paolo Uccello!!

UUGH...i forgot...i need a job -_-"

dag nabbit. i should have applied for the arts festival again this year...i know it was only €350 but it was better than nothing. tho it sucked cos i was the only invigilator at that exhibition so i didnt actually get to see any of the other exhibitions around town! But i got to drink tea with Marie Hanlon! so twaz cool i guess...

can't wait fro this years festival, my (ex)art teacher, Robert Dunne, has an exhibition in 'The Verge' for upcoming artists,
he's awesome so watch this space! or...rather...his space! haha
I got to work on the piece for The Verge exhibition last year, actually! Polly Minnett was the featured artist. She's paper artist and sculptur. I do a lot if work with her, she's amazing!

wowo i'm still rambling! oh well at least its art related rambling this time! ^^

Oh and I started painting again!

woohoo!

I'd gone so long without it, it was like a part of me had gone missing!


It's just a part of me. It's my passion.
It fuels me...I love it

anyway...I'm seriously gonna stop typing now coz i really could go on forever and that just would not be good at all!

soo....bye!...er....me!

hahaha

x

]]> ~BridishPiE http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19591809/ http://BridishPiE.deviantart.com/journal/19591809/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 14:05:34 PDT lotsa firsts this week

i had an awesome day! ^^
my bf was here all day so i was like 'omg!! he's so cool!' all day! cos he's like, soooo awesome, like OMG, like! xD
hahahah ok enough of the pre-pubesent bimbo talk!

back to....the 19 year old bríd talk......

LLAMA PIE!! xD

i had pie today!! and a peanut butter sambitch!!
and i fed half of vinny's to some ducks ^^
and i got a new hello kitty bag! itsh cool!

an awesome audrey hepburn coffee cup set! itsh cool!
and my parents are buying me a new camera soon! ^^

and i went to eurospar with vinny too
it was goooood xD

doo be doooooo

vinny has gone to his friends to house sit for the next few days!
I'm gonna miss him! I've been in galway with him since last saturday, just got back yesterday!

It was awesome ^^

the eye cinema is like woah! we went to see wall e!
its an awesome movie!





wait....who am i talking to?



LMAO!!! >.<

]]> ~BridishPiE