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*LOR*

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peace, bitches. ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5962102/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5962102/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 19:56:03 PDT
more later, dinner now. heh

*lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5681617/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5681617/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 23:35:28 PDT god i am so easily amused!

went to BigRiver tonight to get one of my 22 piercings looked at..(loser once again!!) its infected or something, i think i got shampoo in it or something.. but ick, it hurts, so Dan fixed it, which was cool. Caitlin told him her life story, and then i made her laugh. hehehe.

i have to work at topic hot tomorrow (well, today now) from 3-6.. wahoo.. LOL. god im raking in the hours! lol

other than that, POOP. i really want the new Seether CD, but im a poor white girl cuz i have to save all my moneys to go to Maryland in 2 weeks... less than that now cuz its technically SATURDAY! wahoo! LOL. (such a loser!) im gunna go be bored on the couch and watch tv!

(lor)

((((13 more days till i see MY HUNNI!!!!)))) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5677201/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5677201/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:41:34 PDT ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5628595/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5628595/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 15:38:05 PDT more later

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5593625/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5593625/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:53:27 PDT

thats all for now ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5517276/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5517276/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 00:48:22 PDT ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5465495/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5465495/ Thu, 26 May 2005 08:49:57 PDT
i'm so excited about going! and myke and i get to go to this cookout at his friend's house, its gunna be super! lol.. cuz i got my tix switched and all... i dont leave until 7:40 tuesday night! how wicked is that?! i already called the hotel and fixed it with them and everything.. i am so excited!

andd....

i dyed my hair black! it looks wicked. actually, meghan dyed it for me because im uncoordinated, lol. it needed to be dyed bad, and it looks really cool.

anyways, thats all for now. i need to go yell at the bank right now because they say i have way more money in my acct. than i should... and while thats a good thing to have too much money, lol, its not when something isnt adding up right...LOL.

peace out hommies

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5458444/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5458444/ Wed, 25 May 2005 14:52:54 PDT --
so i went to the airport, and everything worked out!! i leave the day after tomorrow (friday..lol) and then i fly back TUESDAY night at 7:40 PM! i got the latest flight back here outta D.C.! thats an extra 28 hours ill get to spend w/ my hunnie! im super happy! and it only cost $40 to change the tix, and then obviously another night for the hotel, but totally WORTH IT! lol.. im so excited!

well, onward to the mall w/ Meghan.

peace out

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5453491/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5453491/ Wed, 25 May 2005 00:47:25 PDT --
between being sick, and being so excited that i cant stand it acuz i get to see myke in a couple days, i cant sleep for shit. -- he found out that he has his 96 until wednesday at noon, so im going to the airport AS SOON AS MY FAT ASS GETS OUT OF BED to see if i can fly out of D.C. on tuesday instead of monday. even tho it'll cost a crap ton of money, it'll totally be worth it to see my hunnie for an extra day! today, well, yesterday now, was our 19 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!! i wuv him so freaking much!! *sigh* heh. *sniffle* well, i better go and get some klenex cuz ill have snot running down my face soon.

peace out hommies, and take your vitamins so you dont get sick!!! cross your fingers that im better for this weekend!!!!!!!


~~Lor~~ ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5340590/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5340590/ Thu, 12 May 2005 16:35:29 PDT
I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY BABE!!!!

i also FINALLY posted a pic of my engagement ring.. isnt it adorible?!


more later

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5311648/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5311648/ Mon, 09 May 2005 13:53:54 PDT
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(lor)

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anyways, im gunna go upstairs and try to get my mind off of it.
ill write more later..

(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5233934/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5233934/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 22:10:17 PDT ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5204405/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5204405/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 14:07:54 PDT
(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5171688/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5171688/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 22:18:33 PDT
i had SO MUCH FUN WHEN MYKE WAS HOME! he bought me so much stuff..i feel terrible! filled up my gas tank, bought me the new MSI Cd (which is, btw, AWESOME).. bought me a necklace w/ a star on it, a wooden skelleton box from exotic imports, TWO BIG candles from the YANKEE CANDLE STORE (hello, can we say TOO MUCH MONEY!?) .. and god, everything else you can possibly imagine. and he was so cute when i said "i wish you wouldnt've bought me that much.." he said " i feel bad that i didnt get to be here on your birthday, and i miss all of our anniversaries..so i had to do SOMETHING..".. HOW FREAKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah.. im so in love...

and guess what!?

TODAY IS OUR 18 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

hard to believe ive put up with the fucker for a year and a half today... LMAO!!!

he gave me so much of his stuff when he left, too, he gave me his crow poster, his Tool poster, his little ceramic tree that he made, his black light, some cloths, candles, incense, a candle holder thing, his JTHM drawing, his tassle from graduation!!, umm... i cant even remember what else, heh.

and..i get to go visit him May 26-30 because he gets a 96.. (fri, sat, sun, mon off), and yeah. its going to be AWESOME! lol... *sigh*.. well, back to coloring

(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5070763/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5070763/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 15:40:29 PDT
this is short and sweet (like me) because i have homework and class! but only two days until myke comes home!! YAY!!

(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5030562/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5030562/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 00:38:23 PDT god im a clever one...

not really. its just that its 2:30am, and i cant sleep from EXCITMENT! technically, it IS April 8, so i will be seeing myke in LESS THAN 1 WEEK, folks! in just 6 days ill be holding my little snuggly pie.. lol. man oh man have i finally lost it!!

and everytime i smile about the word "cotton", i think of the always pads commercial thats got these bitches singing 'i like cotton...i like always..'... and im like... yeah, that is SO my song... and SO going to be my last name...hahaha. anyways, i must be off... and at least TRY and get some sleep-- (ill probably have to be pathetic and do what i usually have to do...lay a pillow next to me with myke's batman shirt on it and snuggle with it...) i know, im a loser...and im okay with that...after all, the first step to fixing your problems is admitting that you have one... lmao

im out like (me) in dodgeball!!

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5016705/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/5016705/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 13:48:53 PDT
i really miss him so freaking much.. i dont think he realizes it. lately i havent nagged him AT ALL about ANYTHING, so we have nothing to fight about, which is nice sometimes i just wanna pick a stupid fight so we can argue, and then make up when he gets home LOL..anyways, im gunna get going on some homework...that way if i get ahead, i wont have as much to do when he's home!! im good, huh!? lol..

peace

(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4991388/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4991388/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 19:18:08 PDT and i am so goddamn excited i could SCREAM!

as for school, i have midterms this week and next, so yeah.. not exactly a cup of tea, but at least my baby will be here SOON!!!!!! i cant wait!

anyways, im gunna get back to sitting around on my lazy arse... peace

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4970214/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4970214/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 12:27:11 PST happy birthday to me!!

and ... myke comes home in 13 days!! wee!! ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4955870/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4955870/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 20:20:39 PST i cant wait, heh. especially cant wait to use the wicked ass digital camera mom bought me, woot.. heh. anyways, i miss my babe but he DOES come home 2 weeks from tomorrow, so theres a +, right? but anyways, i just am still missing his little sweet things he always used to say. maybe if i quit nagging him he'll.... be cute. lol... i just.. am so tired of school, am burnt out like hell with it.. too many books to read, too little time, too many tests, not enough time to study. ugh.. the joys of being a college student. at least myke will be home and take my mind off of shit...seriously, it'll be complete heaven, i cant wait. anyways, im out bitches

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4896322/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4896322/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:08:37 PST
peace out hommies!!

(Lor...) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4877585/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4877585/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:40:38 PST knowing that myke put in his leave...and then i didnt get to talk to him hardly at all tonight, and i just blew up. i just...got so insanely mad about it that i just bitched him out--. i feel like the worst fiance ever.. ugh. i just wish he could UNDERSTAND that i just miss his attention.. i miss being called all the time just for little "hi, i love you's" .. and i hate having to share his time with the corps. i really need to get over myself. i feel like the most selfish piece of shit ever.. ugh. make me feel better someone...anyone?? ugh.

<--i love you myke, acuz i know you're gunna read this. *sniff* forgive me? -->

peace out

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4871771/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4871771/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 12:11:55 PST ) and he'll be home when i get my fairy tattoo! i absolutely cant wait to see him again! even tho ive got a little less than a month to wait still...but being busy with School and work will make the time fly! so yeah!

anyways, i was also gunna say that since my comp is a POS, im having my friends dad basically erase everything on it and it'll be completley rebuilt--> so yeah. i wont be online for a few days cuz i dont know how long its gunna take us to get rehooked up to cable internet...i have no idea! anyways, i better jet!

peace

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4822716/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4822716/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 18:23:28 PST
myke is in the field for shooting stuff, lol, earning his shooting badge medal dealy. and yeah, i havent been able to talk to him as much as usual..but hes been making me smile more often in our short conversations. i love it. and hes putting his leave in for the week of April 15th, so he can see richard when he comes home, and shtuff, which means he'll be able to go see tech n9ne with me on the 16th!! YAY! lol, and my birthday party w/my family will be the 17th, so he'll be able to go to that too!! yay! so that means... ill see him ONE MONTH FROM TODAY! kinda pathetic that i ALWAYS talk about that, huh? but i cant help it!! hehe, that gives me ANOTHER reason to smile anyways, i have homework to do, so imma go..

peace out!!

*lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4633090/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4633090/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 21:29:44 PST
ill update more later, too giddy right now! lol

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4602886/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4602886/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 22:57:50 PST


Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4580447/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4580447/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 14:02:01 PST but at least i get to see him in

like, 10 days!

im excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways, he hurt his back, and he has a herniated disk (sp?) it sucks..im so worried about him. i hope he gets better soon acuz im scared about all of it--what if he gets discharged? im so scared for him.. and im worried that its bad..he tells me not to worry, that hes fine, but ya'll know how i worry about everything..lol. im gunna get going..wanna watch some tv..lol

peace out hommies!!

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4565793/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4565793/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 21:42:23 PST
i get to go see myke in 12 days....

that sounds like freaking heaven.

i cant believe how much i miss kissing him..holding him...cuddling... ahh...



im happy

peace out.... *sigh*

lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4546859/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4546859/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 14:29:06 PST

anyways, tonite i have to work 7-10, and im not really looking forward to it. i have a big test tomorrow, ive got finals coming up, and school is super stressful. it sucks. but yeah, i better get going...

peace out hommies!!!

*lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4536912/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4536912/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 10:16:54 PST
so i got my hair cut and dyed yesterday, its really cute, and im lovin the colors.

im so excited, only today and friday, then next week of classes, and then finals, and then SPRING BREAK! a break i totally deserve..ive been working so freaking hard at school, its not even funnie! anyways, i should get going...haha...

Peace out hommies

*Lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4494909/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4494909/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 09:25:12 PST i cant wait! and i know what im getting him for V day god dang i luv my babe!!

so i tried getting all my crap worked out for registration at school yesterday, and all the classes i need are already full because freshman register last. great, huh? haha. anyways, ive got some homework to do, and im playing hookey from my 1:00 class! im so bad! lol

peace out hommies ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4489659/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4489659/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 15:36:38 PST
school especially...tryin' to wrap up winter term isnt as big of a breeze as i thought it would be..dang. i register next week for spring term..yay.. not really. all the classes i need are mostly closed already, fun, huh?

on a happier note, im going to visit my babe in 22 days!!! hells yeah! i cant wait! it seems like its been so long!! haha

well, ive got some homework to do.. and yeahs..

oh, fer got to tell everyone..i took out the eyebrow ring for good yeah, everyones sad im sure, lol. figured i needed a change..heh. so yeah

Buh bies!!

]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4390164/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4390164/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 00:55:15 PST so whats new?
well, sadly, nothing..haha.
i did just get done being really really sick tho! gotta hate winter. everyone gets sick. ive been talking to myke more often, that always makes me smile even tho hes trying to break me of the habit of saying "like" too many times in a sentence... heh. im going to visit him on Feb. 25..finally, a break from school...and a break from just everything. i get to get away from the QC for a couple days, and just..relax with my hunni. *sigh* sounds wonderful.
schools a bitch.. and i sometimes even find myself missing highschool. not missing the stuck up little princesses...but missing those stupid assignments that i never did..knowing it wouldnt matter...and then now--HAVING to do assignments... that REALLY matter. its strange.. you go all through highschool..hating it. and then you get to college..and you just hate it more..and realize you shoulda liked highschool because it was easy...

so..yeah... Dr. Phil time with lor..what the hell was that?

so im rambling.. and i really need to get to sleep. so yeah.. i guess thats all fer now!!

peace out hommies
(lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4174077/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4174077/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 00:43:42 PST
my uncle seems to like laura mae cotton, whereas some people think i should be laura anderson-cotton...quite funny if you ask me.

then i have random friends and family that just ask me out of no where what its gunna be.. lol..

LAURA COTTON. period.. lol...no dashes...haha, just makin' it simple, haha. but i did get a pic of my beautiful ring, so as soon as i get my film developed, ya'll can see it!!

peace out hommies!! ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4163717/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4163717/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 18:07:05 PST
So, myke and I are engaged!

he proposed on christmas night, and my ring is beautiful!

this has been the best christmas ever...and i can't wait until spring break at the end of Feb. because im already planning on going out to visit him, hehe.

so yes, this has been the best christmas ever, and i am so happy!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4114826/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/4114826/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 20:52:52 PST MYKES HOME!!!!!!

my babys home! yay! i am so excited! and he looks all cute wiff his hair.. aw.. im definately digging the high and tight. fo sho. anyways..yeah, im gunna go get back to doing my thang..lol...

PEACE OUT HOMMIES!!

*lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3989840/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3989840/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 19:00:38 PST
UgH.

ill cross my fingers!!!!!!!
..everyone do the same

*Lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3944192/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3944192/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 00:50:34 PST anyways, mykey called me twice today!! thats my babe!!! hehe. he called me once this morning to tell me how stupid im being and then he called me tonight just to say goodnite and i love you... aw... that reminds me of the beginning of our relationship..when everything was new... and id get nervous when hed call and stuff..hehe. *butterflies* lol. im so lucky to have him!!

i bought him another stuffed deal from hot topic..cant tell what it is tho, cuz he'll read this and find out!!

and i bought the most PERFECT pattern to make an EVEN BETTER blanket for him than i made for shithole, because i fucked his up..lol..but said fuck it...lol. so myke's will be WAY better..especially when he sees whats on it!!!!!!!! yay.. lol. anyways, im off to bed! got class tomorrow at 11:30 AM. hell yeah, gotta love college!!

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3928166/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3928166/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 22:34:04 PST he said its "being processed" or whatever about his leave days..evidentally the supposed leave days were taken during the majority of his MOS school...since he graduated at the top of his class..obviously that didnt happen, heh..so he said the odds are good. and i dont care what it takes..im getting the kid home for christmas. if he cant afford it, ill pay for it. i dont care if its $1000. im spending the holidays with my man

anyways, im out

peayce

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3913796/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3913796/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 01:18:08 PST
it was our 13 month anniversary yesterday...and i kinda expected him to call. i know its hard on him and shiott acuz his phone isnt on..but a part of me just expected him to find a way. maybe im just being selfish.. :/

i dont think he understands how much i miss him. seriously. i would walk my happy ass out there just to see him if i could. and now he tells me that he doesnt think hes gunna come home for xmas. Ugh. i will seriously fly out there if he doesnt come home. i want to spend xmas with my baby, and i dont care what it takes.

im just super lonely for him right now. worse than i think i ever have been. i just wanna see him, just even for two seconds just so he can hold me...UgH.

anyways, im gunna scoot.

have a happy thanksgiving everyone...

i wish i could spend mine w/ my prince charming...

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3892992/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3892992/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 12:57:39 PST
ande and i went shopping today, and mom gave me money to buy the Crow dvd necklace set deal, but she wont let me have it till xmas...lol. i got 2 shirts at Godwill..one says moline football on it, gotta laugh, haha..

anyways, im gunna just lay around and enjoy my thanksgiving break!!

peace out hommies!!

~lor~

ps. I CANT WAIT TILL MYKE COMES HOME! YAY! ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3873941/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3873941/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 19:39:41 PST
so anyways, i quit at the veranda...and ive already worked two nites at Hot Topic..gotta love the 40% discount..hells yeah. lol.. i am super excited..and i love it there.. ive wanted to work there since the place opened..its great. and... now i have to wait till NEXT tuesday to get my labret pierced..ugh! heh.. at least i get to have it done, lol... anyways, im gunna go find something to do cuz its 9:40 on a friday nite and im sitting at home.. talking to myke's dad online..lol...im such a loser!!

peace out hommies ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3814036/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3814036/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 22:48:47 PST
so, i leave for D.C. in like, less than 6 hours, and I CANT SLEEP! lol... i wanted to be up at 3 to shower and shtuff.. UGH!

anyways--> guess who just got the job at hot topic?! pretty fricken awesome, huh?! im super excited..

anyways, this weekend is gunna totally rawk..and then tuesday, im gettin' my labret pierced... yay.. lol.. anyways, i HAVE to go finish packing! lol

peace out hommies ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3795313/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3795313/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 16:37:55 PST


i am SO EXCITED! i fly out of moline at 6:15 Friday morning...and i arrive in DC at 11:38 friday morning! I CANT WAIT!!

and mykey is part of the ceremony..and he gets to walk with the big cake and shiott which is really really important!! OMG!! so..im gunna go write my stupid paper for my writing class, and then im gunna START PACKING!

I CANT WAIT! OMG!!!!!!

peace out hommies!!

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3772385/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3772385/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 22:48:35 PST
I GO SEE HIM NEXT WEEKEND

I cant freaking wait! its going to be so freaking awesome... ugh...

anyways, i have an interview at hot topic on wednesday..hope that goes well acuz im poor, and the veranda is mega cutting my hours acuz business is slow in Nov. until christmas...and yeah..i need more munnies.

anyways, im freaking going to bed before i keel over.

Bye!! ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3673915/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3673915/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 18:54:15 PDT
his goddamn cell phone is shut off again, so now i dont get to freaking talk to him...makes me wanna cry

but really now, its only like, 18 more days until i see my baby... woah... EIGHTEEN DAYS!! HOLY FREAKING SHIT!!!!!! AHHH!!!! hahaha... and mykes mom is so cute! she got me maps of the detroit airport (where i change planes) so i wont get lost!!

anyways, im gunna go lay down, late nite w/ homework last night.

peace out ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3574656/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3574656/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 16:07:35 PDT
well, update!! only 12 more days till myke and i's ONE YEAR, only 31 more days till i see myke, and only 13 more days of class till i leave to see him!

i am extra excited!!

his loan went thru today, and hes gunna buy a car! hes looking at two right now, ones a 2001, and ones a 2003 i think.. who knows.. lol. i bet they're both cute

i cant wait to see my babe!!!

more later on,

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3552784/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3552784/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 20:32:45 PDT
myke and i are doing GREAT! our ONE YEAR is coming up this month.. in 15 days actually im super excited! i just wish that i could spend it with him....

however, i leave for maryland 5 weeks from yesterday!!!!

he made a rule about our hotel room...

god damn i miss that boy.. i wuv my widdle mariney!

anyways, i did, however, get a new tattoo..so that makes 20 piercings and 4 tattoos..my mom suggested that i count up how much money ive spent in "body modifications.." her answer was "too damn much"..but meh...heh. actually, ill post my new tatt right now...

laters haters..

*lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3446711/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3446711/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 21:07:17 PDT
i cant even explain the way the kidd makes me feel. i feel like im on cloud 9..all the time...even tho i dont always act like it hehe. and i was talking to my friend amy at work about it the other night..and she was saying how usually the older you get, the less often people have the effect of giving you butterflies. all i know, is that i get more butterflies every day with Myke. and this is something that i know is never going to go away... sometimes i just sit and thing "damn..i wanna spend the rest of my life with this guy".... i love the feeling he gives me.

so now, imma quit rambling..heh..and watch tv or something.

Peace out Hommies!!

((Lor)) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3446695/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3446695/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 21:04:01 PDT ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3409821/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3409821/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 20:11:13 PDT i HATE not being able to talk to muh baby. anyways..im gunna do other things online than write acuz im getting all sad about myke.

Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3403149/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3403149/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 23:15:03 PDT
ive been working a lot lately, which means money..which is good. hehe

last night, mykes mom bought my plane ticket out to maryland for Nov. 12th..for the MARINE CORPS BALL! I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED! if anyone only knew..lol. so i went over there and paid her back tonight. now, i have to start saving up for 2 nites in a hotel room. myke said hed help since he'll be obviously staying with me, but still, lol. i am so freaking excited! im even planning what im gunna wear...sick, huh?

imma get in the shower and go to bed cuz i just finished my immediate homework, lol... talk to everyone later!!!

*Lor* ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3336521/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3336521/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 00:13:53 PDT anyways..we had lots of fun when he was home.. played pool and hung out with nate a lot...hung out with the bros (eric and big mike)--> went bowling with Nate and isaiah...or something...played pool with nate, kevin, erica, and jon..we had fun.

so i started at augustana on wednesday. its not all that bad. much different than highschool...but i guess it'll be alright. i met this really cool girl named megan from naperville there..and today we hung out in between classes in her dorm. living off campus sucks because i miss out on so freaking much..but it'll get easier. i also met this guy, mark..and he has distinguished us as the 'two divas". hes from naperville, too. i love it there. much more homework--> but a whole hell of a lot better than Rocky.

myke leaves tomorrow morning, and because of fucking work- i cant go with to the airport cuz we have a mandatory meeting and ill get fired if i dont go. i love it when he comes home..but the one thing i definately hate more than him being gone all the time, is the feeling i get every time he leaves. like ive said a thousand times..you'd think it'd get easier. tst. oh well i guess...no use crying over it. wont help any.

i guess imma get off of myke's comp and lay down some more while he packs. this is so fucking depressing.... ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3250825/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3250825/ Mon, 30 Aug 2004 21:06:53 PDT

so i got my ear pierced, again.. heh, my right tragus. yes, that makes 20 piercings. lol. i bet you can imagine how my mom reacted..heh.

today i had to go to the lawyers about a whole bunch of stuff about my dad and his pention and etc. yeah, a BUNCH of fun... :/

tonight i got bored and mad that a certain someone never called me back, so i cut bangs. they look pretti cute actually..not like, Bouncy curly bangs..they're choppy. i <3 em.

anyways..i am SO excited about myke coming home this friday! his flight comes in at 3:50..and im getting him from the airport. then, we're prolly gunna go to the Milan Fest... and then to Erics to get CrUnK. lol. not really..well.. hehehe

anyways... i have SO much to do before myke gets home! my room STILL isnt clean!!!!!! lol so imma get off line here pretty quick

peace out hommies

(Lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3206926/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3206926/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 00:50:59 PDT
man oh man..
sometimes shit just hits me, ya know? like, its hanging around all the time, but then, kicks in sometimes..

like Love.

ya know, im ALWAYS in love with myke, but right at this very moment, it seems to be "kicking in" hella bad..

he's going to be home in less than 2 weeks.. 9 days to be exact. omg. i have SO MUCH TO DO! i have to clean my room..change my sheets ... um... get all of his CD's out of my car and where they go in his huge book thingy... i have to clean out my car..copy the CDs i want of his acuz hes taking all of em back with him.. GEEZUS! lol. and i have to work tomorrow nite..and friday nite... so im hoping to get some of my room cleaned tomorrow..but it all depends on what time i decide to get my fat white ass out of bed lol. but yeah..if not, ill have thursday..

come to think of it--> tomorrow im going to fireworks with Megan before she leaves for school..we're gunna do lunchie..and paint coffee mugs lol. im excited..lol.

welp, thats all fer now!!!!

I MYKEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Lor ]]> ~Broken-Shadow http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3199576/ http://Broken-Shadow.deviantart.com/journal/3199576/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 23:25:17 PDT
i like being able to trust him.

anyways, we find out tomorrow sometime, or the day after, if he gets his leave days.. :crossfingers: hahaha.. anyways. yes. well, im gunna get back to doing NOTHING cuz my life is so exciting..heh. and i cant sleep. too much on the line with whether or not myke gets to come home.

talk to ya soon!

(Lor) ]]> ~Broken-Shadow