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RULES/REQUESTS

1. no one under the age of fifteen my request from me because i do not want to take money from kids and have parents mad at me.

*2. only excepting requests from O' Fallen, St. Peters, and St. Charles Missouri. unless you wish to pick up your commission yourself.

3. if your visiting the area soon or leaveing soon give me the date in which i must complete your request so i may get it to you on time.

*4. if you do not live in or are not visiting the three areas but still would like a commission from me i may do an art trade here on deviant or i my e-mail you your commission and except payment via mail or paypal.

5. payment can be cash or check... paypal is the only exception.

done on reflections sketchbook off white paper. an extra $1 for Perma paper (limited amount) i can scan the perma paper to show you if your not sure. its a tanish color and thicker like cardstock paper no lines and backside says in orange lettering, PERMA.

SMALL(4.25 X 5.5) - $2 with lead or charcoal pencil. $5 with Prisma color pencils. $8 with Prang watercolor paint.

MEDIUM(8.5 X 11) - $5 with lead or charcoal pencil. $10 with Prisma color pencils or Prang watercolor paint.

delivery request accepted or you may pick up your commission/s at a specified meeting place or the park down the street from my home i will tell you locations in a personal note here on deviant or via e-mail if you prefer.(i sign all my works. i will sign on the back of your requests)

IMPORTANT depending on the amount of gas for a delivery to your home i must request $2 extra to cover. sorry this applies to anyone outside of a 20-30 minute drive from my home... i take fast routes and drive fast so this applies to only a few people.


thank you for your time and have a lovely day ^-^x

-Arutesen BlackWolf ^-^x

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/27162120/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/27162120/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 01:51:01 PDT
BlackWolf's Adventures is a mini series kinda thing i started... its a sketch book i had no use for now it is used for the adventure comics and those only...

adventure 1 - "the sandpaper tongue" done and uploaded in black and white

will up load color version some other time.

adventure 2 - "a wolf's phone" in progress... black and white will do color later.

adventure 3 - walmart extra length feture more than one page guest character ShadowScrap page one complete black and white only never to be colored. page two yet to be started...

other than that i also got up some more randow art or rather i am doing so right now... -goes back to uploading-

sayonara!
HareOokami ^-^x

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/26826552/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/26826552/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:00:33 PDT
i will be putting more art up soon i got a printer and scanner for my laptop and i got a new camera! 10 mega pixel! im such a geek...

the best thing ever happened to me today. i was told my art had potential by an important and respectable person through my eyes and she said she passed it on to another important and respectable person in my eyes. (decided to keep the names of these people to myself so please don't ask) im really happy right now

well i have an itch to draw a new fanart for dramacon so im gonna go do that... ^-,^ bye bye

- HareOokami

--------EDIT---------

i finished the dramacon fanart... will scan and post next week... then ill do a color copy and post again. i have an out of town trip to make so thats why posting has been post poned.

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25830360/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25830360/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 02:03:46 PDT
um, i love music...

well anyway so i had a really wierd question come from one of my friends who is the cleanest person on earth when it comes to anything illegal or mean and she asked me "so if you talk alot when your sober do you shut up when high? or vise versa?" i proceded to check into that for her... then she IMs me another weird one... she asks "do you get horny when your high or is that just me?" by this point i was like wtf? but instead i dared ask and i asked her "are you high?" and she responded "my dog made me" so i assume yeah shes way gone but then she types before i can respond "as in my brother... you know my mutt of a brother?" and i thought oh yeah and typed back "he's back from training?" see her brother is in the army so i didnt know he was visiting... she responds "yeah hes home for awhile and he brought some smoke back with him his army buddies got him into it..." and so i asked her "why u smoken it though?" she brilliantly replies "it smelled good and they looked reaaaalllllyyy happy and i was bored." at this point i was on the floor in a fit of giggles. fuck that was a good one... we talked more but thats not important the important part is the fucked up querstions she was askin....

ano, watshi-wa musiku-o daisuki desune...

sooo, i got hit on by the guy who works night shift at three in the morning at the local walgreens... it was nice but odd you know creepy but flatering? he seemed like a good inocent guy but not at all my type... he asked if my ring was an engage ment ring and well it is but its not i mean it is but i found it in sixth grade and have had it for years... its on my ring finger on my right hand where it always goes... and he was like oh kay just was thinking i was gonna ask for your number but didnt want to if it was.... and i was like oh i have a boyfriend but thats very flatering thank you... i proceeded to bow/nod my thanks and departure... he responed something (couldnt hear him over doors opening for customer) and said good night and i said good night...

i poceeded home.... cautiously cause the customer was a cop... who just got thru pullen a girl over in the parking lot... my dash lights are out my liscense plate lights are out... yeah im totally takin it easy so i dont get a ticket...lol it was an interesting day (for me techniqually its night but i live at night so its my day...)

and there's more....
i got a soft button up shirt... from goodwill im a poor bitch or rather financially challenged.... god i hate work....


holy crap why am i still writting?

rawr i like bondage! ^-,^ >< More Random Facts of Me

good news off bad news i broke my expensive engraved braclet cuz of work but it has yet to pass the thirty day exchange or refund so i can have them exchange it for a new one!!!

Grrr i love blood! ^-,^ >< MRFM 1

i got paid so i can fix my truck!!! and i can get some much needed shopping done that includes FFFOOOOOODDD!!! been living pay check to pay check recently... >< not to bad i suppose as long as i forget to eat.. and only eat lunch.... and budget like fuck! lol.

oooowwwwh i can't get enough chains and pain! MRFM 2

so i am really bored if ya cant tell and trying to see how many respond to my MRFM ...

whine cuddling is good too. MRFM 3

omg i love the danceing icon for my mood >< lol it's going with the song it just switched too... called break on through by the doors... eric if you read this im so not in my right mind this is indeed on my ipod and yes i like it on occasion but its special occasion invite only if ya catch my drift... i swear i mean fuck cant ya tell what im saying have you noticed all you have read through to get to this? its random ness nothing but misspelled bad grammerd mumbo jumbo... that last part is so a clue XD if you dont know now then ur a poser and i eat you... yum. XD lol anyway nicoles the sprinkles XD that would be a REALLY hard treat to find a sucessor (aka for those who dont get it i mean it would be the best treat ever... to an extent)... erm im confusing myself now...

woof i like dominance... either way around. (dominating or being dominated) MRFM 4

have fun with the info... not to much though... ><
HareOokami

ps. now cake by frank sinatra is playing...

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anyway so some sweet ass news my laptop burns dvds just finished the first burn and it took literally two minutes to burn! and its awesome quality!
other good news i found five bucks on the floor and that bought me a nice lunch today!
and i have the fourth off sweet action man! get to go hang with some friends.

ok so bad news cut my knuckle on a cart but turning bad news good the blood dried really sweet looking lol i know im a freak...

on with the world!... erm, life... whatever... anyway not sure where i was going with that... ttyl all.

ya'll have a great fourth!,
HareOokami ^-^x

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best wishes for your happiness,
HareOokami ^-^x

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best wishes for your happiness,
HareOokami ^-^x

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25539198/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25539198/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 12:33:40 PDT
best wishes for your happiness,
HareOokami ^-^x

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25521202/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25521202/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:50:52 PDT
also worried about a friend whos on vacation and wont talk to me for some reason i think i may have done something... but i dont know what. anywho things could be worse so lets make the best, ne? i get to watch vampire knight and read now... well in between makeing friends with my restroom... lol ugh, well ima lay and watch movies... tummy real upset at me...

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25445317/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/25445317/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 01:07:03 PDT
well the past few hours have been spent crying my soul out... cant cry my heart out seeing as it's been given away and cant be given back. i have never said the words i love you to anyone till i met a certain man. well this certain man has my heart but i cant seem to get his no matter how hard i try i almost did but something went wrong and i cant figure out what...

today the one i love is leaving for a week... i dont know what will happen but i hope it's good for both ends which somehow i dont think is possible... something to day has caused my heart to break. i cant feel the sadness or anything anymore all i feel and hear is my heart and breathing... and with my heart is an empty feeling not like before where it felt empty alone sad and depressed when he was gone for while but more of an unexplainable emtyness that cant seem to be filled with anything... the other emptyness i fill with tears or anger but this one i just feel empty...

so i have chalked it up to heartbreak... i still and will always love him and i cant change that if i try and neither can anyone else... i dont know whats going to happen now... usually that scares me but again all im getting is a thump thump and breathing and this empty feeling...

well i wish i had more time and or could fix things but i dont think i do or can so im not sure whats gonna happen.... but i hope its good...

this man he is my hope... and he is slowly and or i think just has taken it away from me... i picked a list of six japanese names for my turck and had him choose one... three meant hope three meant desire... he picked kitai which means hope... my turcks name is hope...

im not really positive or negative anymore... im sorta neutral... i am gonna try when he gets back depending on what happens to be more positive... i am in no way religious but i pray that one day he and i can be truely happy. i hope together but if not thats fine i suppose as long as he's happy.

so um, i dont know what to do now so thats why im typing... um but i am getting to long and kinda outta stuff to say sorta so i guess later or somethin...

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE SEVEN POUNDS? if you have read on if not stop here or your spoiling the movie for yourself you have been warned...



























well you know how he (will smith) give his heart because he's fallen in love with a dieing girl?
i would do that for this man i love if he needed and yet it seems to not be enough for him... what do men want? more spacifically what does he want? and how come he wont tell me? why am i not good enoug.. ok yeah im not good enough i know im emotional got anger issues (working on those) anti-social clingy and ugly but still i would do ANYTHING for him and give him ANYTHING he needs or wants even if i go bankrupt or die... so what am i doing wrong? why is it that i have fallen in love with him? whay does everything i do go wrong most of the time? my family has horride luck...

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have a good life,
arutesen blckwolf

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24797816/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24797816/ Sun, 17 May 2009 03:12:26 PDT yay!

so nothing else i wish to share so here is another two surveys...

Honestly

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? how rude to ask.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? a man and a complicated stressful situation.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? listening to music filling this out and setting up my laptop.

4. Honestly, what did you do today? spent time with aforementioned man and hung out with my bff at her work for a bit then cried myself to sleep.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? no.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? i was a bit mean to some random blonde lady i dont know and snapped at my bff's father for making her cry.

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? no, i don't watch alot of tv and if i do it's usually true tv or spike... sometimes animal planet and comedy central too.

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? i don't really get jealous... but in a way i suppose, not jealous just wish i was her. she must be pretty and she seems cool... she's very lucky. i suppose i envy her a bit.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? said man from before.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? only if i break one and it's jagged and there is no file or clippers near...

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? a mess.

12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? i forget to eat but thats not a disorder i just get distracted.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? very much yes.

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? a few actually... not a proud fact i wish they would just go away and never return.

16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? always do. i;m not very social... and i will always hate my father.

17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? heh, the same man mentioned three other times already... and my bff she could use a hug her day hasn't been the best either...

18. Honestly, are you loyal? like a wolf. (in otherwords always and forever unless you do something really really terrible)

19. Honestly, are you in denial? i am not sure... so i guess but about what i'm not sure... ah the familiar feeling of confusion boy has that been around alot lately.

20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? wow what a vulgar question, i couldn't give a damn (pardon my language) either way. man society has gone down hill... i was born in the wrong year i think i like the 1800's

21. Honestly, who is your best friend? Heather and Kendra

22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol? yeah, not fond of it.

23. Honestly, do you like someone? yes.

24. Honestly, does anyone like you? its a bit complicated but yes.

25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? sorta sorta not.

26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? yeah to the best of my ability with out giving away personal information.

survey 2
30 Things You'd Never Think to Ask

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? once, they were investigating a homicide (187) involving an ex-boyfriend.


2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? yes and no.

3. When's the last time you've been sledding? a few years ago


4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? someone else now. i used to be content alone... now it seems lonley and cold

5. Do you believe in ghosts? to a certain extent i suppose so.


6. Do you consider yourself creative? not to be full of my self but i think i am... kinda i use outlines sometimes...


7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? never watched the trials so i can't say with out substantial evidence


8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? i forget who they are. actresses thats all i know.


9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? enough to not look/sound too stupid or ignorant.


10. Do you know how to play poker? yeah need to refresh my memory sometimes though. i prefer solitaire.


11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? plenty of times i have insomnia hence i work till 1 AM.


12. What's your favorite commercial? does anyone really answer this? i don't watch enough TV to know.


13. Who was... ]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24763510/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24763510/ Fri, 15 May 2009 01:03:35 PDT
How often do you lie? only on certain circumstances.


Are you a good lier? if i want to be yes.


Do you get away with it? when needed


What is the worst (horrible) lie you have ever told? that depends, i told lots of bad lies about my mom to keep my dad from getting angry.


What is the worst (stupid) lie you have ever told? i have told a few lies just so people would leave me alone.


Are white lies okay? i told stories to my "friends" back in school when i was upset to get them to think i was ok.


What is the last white lie you told? oh fuck i dunno.


Did you lie a lot when you were younger? yes when i was younger.


About what? mostly stuff to keep me from getting in trouble.


Did you fool your parents? most of the time...


Have you ever been caught in a lie? a few times yes when i was little it wasn't pretty either.


What was it about? one important one was about who broke my moms stuff and we all got caught lieing and had our mouths rinsed oout with soap it was gross ><


Do you have a guilty conscious? very.


How can someone tell when you are lying? i dont know.


***C*H*E*A*T***

Do you cheat on tests? i did in elementery and once or twice in jr high.


Have you ever been caught cheating on a test? yeah once in third grade.


Have you ever caught someone else cheating on a test? yeah my naighbor cheated off me while i cheated off the person in front of me. lol. that was fifth grade


Have you ever cheated on a bf or gf? not intentionaly.


Have you ever been caught cheating on your bf or gf? no.


Would you ever cheat on your current bf or gf? don't have one


Would you ever cheat on them with some famous model/actor/actress? NEVER.


What if you were completely sure you would never be caught? NEVER EVER.


Have you ever been cheated on? don't care if i was.


***S*T*E*A*L***

Have you ever stolen before? yeah.


If so what? little things like candy bars


Do you think stealing is a serious crime? only if it causes damage or hurts someone.


What would you do if you caught someone stealing from you? well i got in a verbal and physical fight with the last person... but we made up ^-^x and i stole my crap back.


Have you ever stolen someones heart? ... no and i am not sure if thats good or bad. or atleast not that i am sure of.


What was the last thing you stole? a candy bar actually...


Ever had anything stolen from you? a few times


If so, what? my center peice, cards, dvd's. got them all back too.


What is one thing that you would steal if you could get away with it with NO consequences? . . . a certain mans heart.


***L*O*V*E***

Are you currently in Love? i think, i think i actually am...


If so, with who? thats a personal question.


When was the last time you were in love? NEVER, till now i think...


How long does it take you to fall in love? it's not time that decides love its the person.


How many times have you really been in love? once.


Do you think there were times you thought you were in love when you werent? two.


How fast do you tell a significant other that you love them? very slowly.


How often do you tell your parents you love them? never to my dad and alot to my mom.


How often do you tell your bf or gf? i dont i haven't


Do you tell your friends? only in a friendly manner


Have you ever said I love you and not meant it? i mean it as a friend way or family i have never said it in a true i love you way but he's trying to get me to tell him so here i told you if you read this.


Have you ever said I love you but Im not in Love with you? no.


Are you a slave to love? uh, lol what?


Do you love yourself? not really.

what is the best thing about love? it cant be put into words.

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24677877/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24677877/ Sat, 09 May 2009 23:50:27 PDT
um,i have a girly delema if anyone is interested in sticking in their two sense i will gladly listen to your opinions.

delema- there is this guy i like... ALOT. but he has a girl friend half way across the country... i haven't given up on him and i'm still trying and still like him ALOT. but... there is one other guy i like NOT Nearly as much as the first but i think he's single and he's seems cool but i don't really know him as well as i would like... and i still REALLY like the first guy ALOT. so my delema is should i keep trying for the guy with the girl half way across the country or go for the single guy i don't know to terribly well? or should i get to know the other guy more first then post what they are both like in like a comparison or something then choose? (i REALLY think i should keep going for the first guy but like i said i will listen to your opinions)


oh yeah the first guy knows my website... if you read this my bad... and if you ask i will explain Everything.

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24498154/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24498154/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 14:14:43 PDT
Name: PENNAME Arutesen BlackWolf

Age: why do you ask?

Sex: really where? lol jk i'm female.

Current Location: ninja's don't tell.

Hair Colour: dark brown

Eye Colour: depends on my mood right now they are... (goes to look) an even split with amber around the center and blended shades of green on the outside.

Do you smoke? i used to only when stressed never really got addicted it's something with my family my mom and sister smoked at one point too.

Do you do Drugs? no.

Do you Drink? not one for alcohol but vodka is ok on occasion like new years or something... i'm told i make good drinks though ^^ i like screw drivers white russians and fuze bannana colada with vodka.. sake is good sometimes too... but again i don't drink alot...

Pepsi Or Coke? pepsi but i will still drink coke if thats the only available.

Fav Colour: black red and silver

Do you like thunderstorms? LOVE them

Number ot tattoos? none i want one of BlackWolf (my soul) and i want to design it but i don't know how big or where to put it yet...

Number of Piercings: 2 my earings. did it myself...

What would you like to get pierced? you know i'm not sure i like it just my ears but if i had to pick i would say tounge, eyebrow, or lip.

Have you ever cheated on your boyfriend? um... not that i recall but i don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend for that matter at the moment...

Have you ever been cheated on? not that i am aware of.

Have you ever kissed a boy? well duh... girl too ^^

Who was the last person that kissed you? ... heather.

Are you in a relationship? nope.

Have you ever broken any bones? no i think i fractured my foot though never got it looked at...

Whats your favorite alcohlic drink? oh it's between screw driver sake and fuze bannana colada with vodka.

Pets: none of my own but i watch my mom or sisters pets when needed.

Number of Sibblings: 2 younger half sisters 1 older full sister 1 older ex-step sister that is still considered family 1 younger and 1 older ex-step brothers still sonsidered family 3 older half brothers.

What website do u go to daily? deviantart is my homepage.

Do you beleive in love at first sight? yes and no it's a long explanation so lets just leave it at that.

Own a stuffed animal? lots, they live in a tub in my closet.

Do you shower daily? yes... most of the time sometimes i'm too tired after work and just pass the f*** out

Right or Left Handed? i can use both on most things but right handed mainly. so ambedexterous.

Number of Past Regrets: can't count them sorry.

]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24033556/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/24033556/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 00:37:00 PDT so horrible news from defenders of wildlife, the helecopters are still gunning down wolves for no good reason. but if you visit the defenders of wildlife web page there are patitions or donations you can sign and make to help save not only the wolves but other endangered animals as well. i get e-mails from them and sign the petitions ^-^x so i'm doing what i can for now.

JOB/WORK:
other than that my new job is okay. some of the guys i work with suck but the girl and 3 guys are always cool one is cool but annoying one is just plain dumb another is well hes my supervisor and he's a bitch... pardon my language. then there is the big black guy (no racism intended folks just a discription) he can be okay at times but other times hes kinda frightening. then theres the guy i dont know very well and dont want to hes kinda weird and he really likes hockey im not so big on sports. lets see... oh and theres one other guy whos always cool but i have not seen him much hes off when i work alot or juct in other areas i guess i dunno he is good with advise though. the other three guys that are always cool: one is real quit and nice one is very talkative and gives me rides home some times and the other is just a good guy he likes the other girl i work with ^-^x the girl is cool too she gives me rides home sometimes too... i cant drive my truck home yet i pay the girl and the one guy for gas when i get the money... i need to get to an atm...

yeah today was a bad day at work. i ran over my foot with a pallet and my knee too. also droped a pallet on my foot that hurt real bad. choked on my lunch that hurt my throat... and upset my stomach/chest it was a constricting feeling... ? um, lets see thay made me buy a shirt cause my shirt was too hot to work in and i couldn't wear the red one cause of dress code so that was not on my budget and sucked.... i got the nerv to tell a guy i like that i liked him and well i didn't get an answer really he just said everyone told him before i got around to telling him.... i hate being shy. so i am not sure what he thinks of me... he still talks to me so i guess thats good. um, well yeah then finding a pallet jake (sp?) is hard and annoying but thats everyday. oh, i hid a puzzle when i was stocking so that when i got paid i could buy it but then i went to get it today (tis payday) and it was gone .... the good news is i do not get so sore anymore... well not that much anyway. on to other stuff now im done talking about work i get enough of it.

CLOTHING:
so all my new clothes i got are worth less i never get to wear them anymore. dont get to wear much of shit... pardon my language.. other than blue jeans and and spacific shades of PLAIN green or blue. so that sucks too another subject this is depressing realizing this shit... again sorry for language.

MISCILANIOUS:
i cant spell.... anyway so i got some batman movies i know im a geek and i got the covenant and lady in the water i am gonna make a paypal and get some stuff from ebay too. the last two dvds to complete my RK collection and some more batman hooray for geekyness.... yeah my gramer is bad but who gives. im a walking dictionary that makes up for it right?
lol anyway so i am going to take a shower now bbfn (bye bye for now).

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]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/23299409/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/23299409/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 02:02:31 PST oh, and EMC is just what i call him on the net for privacy matters... its kinda an inside joke.

oh, and currently suffering from writers block.... OOWWWCCCCHHHHH..... XD

well, bye for now-
Arutesen BlackWolf ^-^x

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Have u ever been attracted to someone older that you if so, Who?:
Yes I'm sorry but i don't feel obligated to give out that info it's not only mine to give but theirs as well.

What was the last thing you ate?:
dounuts and chocolate milk

Do you believe in love at first sight?:
undercertain circumstances and with the right people yes i suppose i do.

Are you wearing socks right now?:
yeah ^-^x

What color is the shirt you're wearing now?:
Brown

Who was the last person you danced with?:
Hmm, i do not really dance so i thinka Friend named Jason.

Do you dance in your kitchen?:
when no one can see and usually when cooking.

When was the last time you ate a cupcake?:
at my next door naighbor's kid's birthday party. i used to babysit an hour after they got off school for the mom since i was free at the time she and i are friends. though i moved she still texts me.

Who's birthday party did you last attend?:
Marty my mothers boyfriend it was kinda a pop in breif hello here's some special cookies and i gotta go thing.

Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?:
no.

Ever embarass yourself in front of a crush?:
with me that is a total yes as soon as we met. i'm kinda clumsy and unlucky, heh...

Do you tan in the nude?:
don't ask that geez, and no i am pale as a sheet.

Wanna go spelunking (cave diving)?:
sounds kinda fun but again probably shouldn't push my luck but i would if i got the chance it would be, to my imagination, a beautiful experiance.

If you were president, what's the first law you would pass?
something to really help the economy get much better.

Do you think humans will ever live on other planets?:
no we will all kill ourselves in gradual growth of insanity before then look how close we are now in the major cities?

This or That?

Sub or Burger?:
burger

Dogs or Cats?:
both but wolves are my favorite animal.

With or without frosting?:
what kind of frosting are we talking about here?

Wheel of Fortune or Price is Right?:
neither CSI is more my thing.

Champagne or Wine?:
i dont drink.

Angelina Jolie or Jennifer Aniston?:
kristen stewart and kat dennings.

Aerosmith or The Rolling Stones?:
both but i only have one song by one of them on my ipod at the moment and thats rolling stones paint it black.

Lays or Pringles?:
oh, thats hard.... pringles for taste and lays for price and quanity.

Dunk'n Donuts or Krispy Kreme?:
haven't actually gone to a dunkin' dounuts so krispy kreme.

Older or younger Significant Other?
older i prefer them mature. and oldfashioned like me.

Snapple or Propel?:
propel snapple has funny flavored after taste.

Google or Yahoo?:
yahoo but i refer to either and usually when i say google i really mean yahoo.

Superman or Batman?:
batman XD

The One Favorite...

Girl Name:
Alice

Boy Name:
edward and jasper for a diffrent reason than you think. i will bet my soul on that one.

Milkshake Flavor:
well chocolate of course ^-^x

Ice Cream Dessert:
mint chocolate or bunny tracks by blue bunny.

Song To Dance To:
anything rythmic enough to dance to alone away from anyone elses sight but mine... i am not a dancer.

Cookie
russian tea cakes

Musician/Band:
alot ^-^x it would take to long to list all the ones i like an i bet most you wouldn't know.

Room In House:
my room of course!

Soup:
miso soup.

Sport:
baseball but i'm not much for sports.

Holiday:
none i prefer to not draw attention to myself.

Snack:
what ever is available

Friend:
kendra and heather

What Do You Think Of When You hear...


Vegetable:
corn

Hip-Hop:
music genre

Funny:
jokes... ( and apparently me triping all over nothing...)

Pig:
"when pigs fly"
"well then wilber is about to sprout wings"

Country:
town

Sex:
male/female

Ring:
need to repair the white gold one's band...

Scissors:
in my closet

String:
to sew up the holes in my pants.

B... ]]> ~BrokenSoul-BlackIce http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/23149009/ http://BrokenSoul-BlackIce.deviantart.com/journal/23149009/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 00:27:49 PST well anyway so here's the next survey of choice...

Are your parents married or divorced?:
Divorced

Are you a vegetarian?:
No

Do you believe in Heaven?:
Not really

Have you ever come close to dying?:
I have a Tendency to get in alot of trouble, yes.

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?:
earings and rings... i wear a braclet usually to but it broke so i need to fix it.

Are you eating?:
Not at the moment no.

Do you eat the stems of broccoli:
Sometimes

Do you wear makeup?:
Uh, no.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?:
Hell No.

What do you wear to bed?:
Perverts. Why should i tell you?

Have you ever done anything illegal?:
Um, well yeah but SHHH!!! don't tell no one i'll get in trouble, lol.

Can you roll your tongue?:
Yes... it can be an interesting talent.




*get your mind out of the gutter that's not what i meant*

Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Nah, but thats okay i am not worried about it. If it happens it happens if not then it does not.

Do you believe in Abortions?:
Well, yes, i suppose i do but i also beleive if it will not kill you to have the kid or kill the kid for you to have it (abuse neglect and so forth with bad parents and un-wanted chitlens) then have the kid.

What is your Hair color?:
Brown like Kat Dennings or Kristen Stewart. Why is this question asked so much?

Future child's name, boy and girl?:
Oh, well i do not plan on children so i have no clue. but it would be something unique from the 1800's or early 1900's. I am an old fashion girl ^-^x

Do you smoke?:
No, i have better things to do with my hands and the air is bad enough for your lungs these days, so, i got that down pat too

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?:
I really want to move to washington state but if i go visit out of country i want to go to russia, italy, and canada. also south america breifly.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:
Dead or alive? JK thats a band so i had to. No i do not.

If you won the lottery, what would you do first?:
buy my sister a house in louisiana. then one for each of my two half brothers where they want then pay off my mom's bills have my dad incarserated and move and buy myself a house in washington state in the small twon i told you about in the las survey at the end. (not giving the name for privacies sake)

Gold or Silver?:
this is asked alot too but i change my mind on how to answer both are one of my fav. colors so it depends on which and what situation it is apllied too.

Hamburger or hot dog?:
Hamburger

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?:
my favorite food is meat as rare as it can be even raw if it won't give me a disease. (i will remove the fat... too chewy :yuck: )

City, beach or country?:
country and beach. the place i want to move to is 45 minutes from the beach and i guess you could classify the old stuck in time small town as country... sorta.

What was the last thing you touched?:
The keyboard, not to be rude, but Duh.

Where did you eat last?:
My bed while watching a movie.

When's the last time you cried?:
I don't keep track of stuff like that it's embaressing.

Do you read blogs?:
I used to when i was younger but not anymore got more stuff to do.

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?:
I have before but it's easier for a girl to dress guyish than for a guy to dress girly.

Ever been involved with the police?:
In a good or bad way?

What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?:
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Birthday: October fifth

Birthplace: St. Louis MO.

Eye Color: Changes alot right now its... *goes to mirror* mostly green on the outside with abit of an amber ring on the inside.

Hair Color: Natural- brown like Kat Dennings or Kristen Stewart. right now is black blue with blonde bangs but i am getting it cut on saturday and dyed back to my natural color

Height: 5'5"

What are your fears?
hmm, i'm not really afraid of much but i don't like june bugs...

What is your most memorable experience?
The bad one i prefer to not speak about but the good one... well, i suppose being able to help someone or make someone's life a little easier or happier those are all very good and memorable experiances.

What is your favorite season?
Autumn, Winter, And Spring. because they are all not too hot they are either just right or cold which i enjoy, and they have lovley colors and scents.

Do you like thunderstorms?
love them.

In the past month have you gone on a date?
nope, and i am fine with that.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
well i am trying to get schalorships for a welding institute, so welding i suppose but i write books and do art on the side.

How many states have you been to?
stoped in atleast 7-10 that i recall some i visited when i was real young so i don't remember the name they may have been the same ones...

Do you work out?
not intentionaly. i spar some times which is kendo (swordsmanship) self and book taught. and i like to run alot (walking is to slow...) other than that exercise is an unintentional thing for me and is not really needed... i don't lose or gain weight easily.

Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
i called my mother to ask if she was going to stop by thursday and if she could do me a favor tonight and look something up for me when she gets the chance.

What was the last movie you saw in the theater?
Twilight... the books are my favorite but the movie was pretty bad however i did enjoy comparing the two so i may get it when it comes out... and no i am not one of the rabbed unhealthly obssesed fangirls. i am mearly appreciating a good series.

Who was it with?
my friend kendra she bought the tickets as a late christmas present for me. and she laughed and made fun of the poor parts in the movie we quite enjoyed ourselves. kristen stewart is one of my favorite actresses she also plays in the messengers, the panic room, and more. robert patterson plays one of my favorite harry potter characters cedric diggory and is one of three of my favorite acotrs so i thought the movie was not so bad but could have been better.

What is your favorite sport?
i don't really get into sports but baseball would be my favorite i suppose. football is second i guess.

Do you play any instruments?
i used to play piano, flute, keyboard, and i dabbled into guitar at diffrent times. i still love piano and wish i could still play.

Do you prefer...
Coke or Pepsi
pepsi

Mornings or Nights
nights

Gold or Silver
silver

Hugs or Kisses
i'm not really a touchy kinda person so neither and both.

What's your favorite...
Color?
black, silver, reds, purples, blues and earth tones(browns tans beiges greens those sorts) (no spacific order)

Drink?
tea or coffee

Type of music?
anything thats not rap vulgar or illiterate. i prefer piano and strings. the older the better usually.

Day of the week?
i have always liked saturdays and thursdays.

Feature of the opposite sex?
personality

Smell?
something that doesn't stink... to me. like floural, nature, blood, metal, e.t.c. (not artificial is usually better.)

Flower?
lilac, jasmine, rose... well i like alot of them.

Holiday?
none, i don't like having attention drawn to me and i prefer not to get gifts.

Have you ever...
Broken a bone?
not to my knowledge no. (i may have fractured one in my right foot and right below my knee on my right leg.)

Been kissed in the rain?
i would like to if i ever find that someone for me.

Gone skydiving?
Nah, but i have seen it. (not in person)

Broken a record?
does running to the gas station faster than my sister can get in her car and drive there count?

Been to another country?
i plan to visit russia, italy, canada and south america soon. not in that order. one of them i will choose to visit with in the next 5 years. maybe even two.

Gone camping?
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whats your name spelt backwards?
nesetura

What did you do last night?
watched movies and worked on my childrens book.

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
music

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
yes and then i did it again because it felt funny...

Last time you swam in a pool?
... i don't know the day but it was my naighbors pool around a year ago.

What are you wearing?
white womens contour slacks with a quarter sleeve light blue and seinne cotton top.

How many cars have you owned?
one, my old (affectionatly crapy) toyota truck.

Type of music you dislike most?
my favorite instrament is the piano and second is string instraments... and i like old music from the early 1900's... but i tend to enjoy anything that is not rap or jibberish.

Are you registered to vote?
no i do not really get deeply into polotics.

Do you have cable?
yeah, basic.

What kind of computer do you use?
dell but i am getting a toshiba laptop one of these days.

Ever made a prank phone call?
yes when i was younger and my sibblings where still around.

You like anyone right now?
everyone likes someone all the time. even if it's not the same someone as it was two seconds ago ^-^x

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
i suppose... maybe.

Furthest place you ever traveled?
either minnasota, louisiana, or alabama.

What's your favorite comic strip?
if i ever get a chance to read them anymore its any of the classics.

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
yes, i was required to memorize it in my middle school.

Shower, morning or night?
depends on your definition of morning and night... well, actually both either way i guess...

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
best and newest movie- nick and norah's infinite playlist
best and older movie- tremors four back to the beggining (old ?scary? movie series started in 1989)

Favorite pizza toppings?
meatlovers ^-^x

Chips or popcorn?
depends on they type.

What cell phone provider do you have?
ugh, t-mobile do not go through them i am getting a diffrent provider when my contract with them is up!

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
uh, no why on earth would you?

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
no, i prefer to stay out of the spotlight... i do not like having attention drawn to me.

Orange Juice or apple?
orange definently.

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
hmm, well since i have not eaten regular meals in quite some time i would say heather.

favorite chocolate bar?
special dark chocolate hershey's ^-^x yum.

Who is your longest friend and how long?
heather since third grade ^-^x

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
hmmm, four years appraxamatley...

Have you ever won a trophy?
do ribbons count?

Favorite arcade game?
pac man and shooter games. . .

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
nope.

Sprite or 7-UP?
7-up but i do not really like white soda's they disagree with my stomach... weird right?

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
does welding gear count as a uniform since you have to wear it?

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
shampoo conditioner and face wash...

Ever thrown up in public?
thank heavens, no.

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
true love. no contest.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
i beleive that it is possible but does not always happen.

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
jimmy neutron, he doesn't kill brain cells.

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
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-Arutesen BlackWolf ^-^x

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will be working on a special christmas drawing if i get this done in time...

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P.s. BBFN = bye bye for now

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will see if i can get pics of her and her friend and myself as well. maybe a video? will see if anything fun happens if i decide to go and stop being lazy... she's not far so i should get off my butt and walk... my legs say no.... i will beat sence into them!!! ... lol jk. i am sleep deprived and coffee high.

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oh how bout some random thoughts!
1- who thought of eating a chikens baby? yeah we have all eaten them they're called eggs. so who thought oh look at that brown thing the chicken droped lets see what happens when you heat it up then what were they dared to eat it and it was good or something?

2- why do they bleach the chicken egg? if anything doesn't it get trace amounts of chemicals into it... so now we are slowly being poisened?

3- if we stoped makeing so many chemicalized food products and just have markets available for daily shopping like back in the eightteen houndreds would we live longer with todays technologically advanced society? i mean it means less chemicals in our bodies right?

anyway have fun processing those thoughts would love to hear your feed back on them if your bored enough.

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gary had writen a sort of memour which included my name so the columbia cops who were already in the area stoped by at my house in st. peters now and intervestigated me. i had to sit and answer questions and such.

i found out that helen sanders the mother had fluid in her lungs several broken ribs and a broken sturnum. daniel sanders had scratches on his face and arms and is held at the columbia jail for 250,000$ bond. and gary was released to relatives i think grandparents in texas. the case is officially ruled a homocide and is still being investigated resulting in no release of actual death cause to helen sanders as to the fact that it may cause problems in the investigation.

well thats all for now... this struck me as very bad. i want to talk with gary but as said i do not have contacts... i feel very bad helen was a nice lady maybe a bit overprotective and weird but who isn't nowdays? in any case i wish for the best outcomes in this case and hopfully the right person is caught. i also have been watching alot of forensic files, csi, suburban secrets cops and things like that latley so this was a bit ironic. i also have come to find forensic files and csi:ny to be new favorites of mine. best of rest to helen sanders.

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HIDDEN (now being shown) COVER
calm ....... hyper
less talking ....... cant shut me up
smart ....... bouncing idiot
mature ....... semi-mature
proper women ....... to straight forward
organized ....... ... dont ask (messy)
responsible ....... semi- responsible
WILL remember ....... kinda forgetful
stoic-(ish) ....... semi- emotional
can take care of self ....... tough bitch


ah yes i need to clean today ttyl

i am very delighted with the changes.

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in other news i am so worried i have to take a test soon.... i hate tests...

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2) i am at a little delay switching from my other name here on deviantart... and on getting my software on my pc to load more of my art.... sorrry!!! ^-^x

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