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I have a new one!

!

Add its please, and i will add you back! <3

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Hehe

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ill tell you my new account name later, but if you dont feel like putting me under you watch, ill click ya, dont worry!\

WILL WRITE NEW ACCOUNT NAME LATER~

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21929619/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21929619/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 11:33:09 PST
Next week i start work, i need to open up my bank account, and i also need to get my uniform together. Im really nervous.. xD.

Sorry for not being at school today Skippy and Usagi. I got sick this moring, i was really exited to go to school this moring, i even got up, got ready and went to the bus stop!

Tomorrow i need to get my library books, and return them tomorrow. My manga that ive sadly grabbed from the school library, but ive ready or watched.. well accually both. xD.

--

I got to talk to Chase on myspace! Ohhh, if you have one, add me if youd like, just tell me who you are!

[link]

---

My cats funny!


....

I will be in school tomorrow.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21898182/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21898182/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 13:00:46 PST
I had to wake up earily this morning, so my brother could go to practice! I need to do that tomorrow, and on Thursday! It really truely sucks, really bad.

Now im in sort of a sour mood. Everything is pissing me of.. especially SOMETHING, not SOMEONE in particular!

The music is accually sort of stupid!

my hair was up this morning, all morning. i just took it out.. it hurt xD.

Im cutting my hair again most likely, its getting annoying.. and it cuts off some history too. If you know what i mean..

The winter brings back not bad.. but not good memories.. Its really sad.

i cant wait to go home, i want to just you know.. chill .. xD.
maybe see if chase is on myspace, since i dont get to see him anymore.. and he doesnt seem to call or use his MSN messanger anymore.

Everything to me is either annoying or boring. Its stupid.

Im sort of depressed. Not really sure what over, you know. Its kind of like that feeling is just there. What is love? What is hate? What is family? What is frindship? .. im confused in this great, but dissapointing world.

Hopefully ill feel better.

I write more later

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21898180/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21898180/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 13:00:32 PST
I had to wake up earily this morning, so my brother could go to practice! I need to do that tomorrow, and on Thursday! It really truely sucks, really bad.

Now im in sort of a sour mood. Everything is pissing me of.. especially SOMETHING, not SOMEONE in particular!

The music is accually sort of stupid!

my hair was up this morning, all morning. i just took it out.. it hurt xD.

Im cutting my hair again most likely, its getting annoying.. and it cuts off some history too. If you know what i mean..

The winter brings back not bad.. but not good memories.. Its really sad.

i cant wait to go home, i want to just you know.. chill .. xD.
maybe see if chase is on myspace, since i dont get to see him anymore.. and he doesnt seem to call or use his MSN messanger anymore.

Everything to me is either annoying or boring. Its stupid.

Im sort of depressed. Not really sure what over, you know. Its kind of like that feeling is just there. What is love? What is hate? What is family? What is frindship? .. im confused in this great, but dissapointing world.

Hopefully ill feel better.

I write more later

--

Hairstyles i might want:

[link]


[link]

[link]

[link]

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I spent the night a Skippys last night. Then i got sick. It sucks.

I might start putting more pics up soon.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21796431/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21796431/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 08:59:16 PST
Headshot-Sholders up: 1.00

Mid Chest and up: $2.00

Half body-Knees up: $3.00

Full body: $3.50

Group;

2 people: $7.00
3 people: $7.50
4 people: $8.00
5 people: $8.50

More then 5 people: $9-9.50

The paypal. You will have to give me some time for that. Ill talk to my mom about it.

Send me a note, please. If you want anything. Thank you.

--

other then that.. school sucks ass. Im getting really tired.. not sure if i will be able to stand having a job. I cant get to be really early. Its loud in my house at night, its when my family come alive[including my cat].

-sighs-

Hmm, i miss Chase. Apparently Chase and Sarah arent friends anymore! Its odd. Because when i hung out with them, it seemed like they were really close! Im shocked. I saw her walking down the street to her house yesterday. And today i saw her in the hallway walking to the door. I was leaving to go the the academy.

Im having troubles breathing. Its odd. Its annoying. My mom said i might be catching the cold that her and my big brother had.

For some reason i keep thinking about someone i dont want to think about, but yet i do want to thing about .. its confusing. I want to see him, and hang out with him. But everytime i do, the outcome is always the same. He just doesnt get the world "friends."

The world i annoying. Very annoying. Anime is my best friend. Its really weird. I treat anime characters like they are really part of my life. Call me weird if you like. Its okay.

Im getting ..

Hungry.. O_O'

Haa... my stomache is annoying me.

mm..

I trying doing something i regert now.. but thats okay. I think ill get over it. No one online would understand .. well.. unless they knew me really well, and they know what it feels like. But i dont know.

I miss Kirk.. i havent talk to him in a while.. if he reads this.. if you read this Kirk, you should get on MSN.. i miss you alot. I miss Chase, Sarah.. everyone!

Its sad.

Okay, anyway. I dont know what else to write. I cant wait till the 19th. Its when we get out of school again, for xmas break. Im exited.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21728367/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21728367/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 09:50:07 PST
other then that.

i dont really know. School sucks, the "long" weekend went by way too fast. xD Had an OK thanks giving. hope you all did too.

bbbbbbbyez dont know what else to write

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21712736/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21712736/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 09:34:52 PST
Okay.

Well if you have me on your myspace.. if you have a myspace.. im getting a new one. This happens when i get bored, so dont be so shocked. xD

its

My New Space.
myspace.com/hyuugasan

please, add me if you have one, if you want xD

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21702444/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21702444/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 16:05:38 PST
GAHH! Its boring. My Uncle who i barely have contact with called. Its cool, he is like.. a great Uncle and all.

-sighs-

Have a good night, bye.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21612173/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21612173/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:34:43 PST
It snowed last night.

its cold..

and i have a new email.

add it if you'd like, but tell me who you ARE.. and give me a link to your page if i havent got you on my friends. if i do, just tell me your user name so i know who it is..

thanks

vampirehyuuganikku@hotmail.com

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21578592/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21578592/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:01:07 PST
Tason Hitsota
[last name] [first name]

DOB: Unknown

Age: 20; no longer ages

Height: 6' 11"

Weight: ?

Blood Type: A+

Hair color: Natural = brown
Now = Black bangs, with rainbows in the back.

Hair length: Short in back, spikey, and longer bangs, black.

Others:

+ Often cuts and dyes his hair, but takes good care of it.

+ He is "bisexual," he will kiss a girl, but wont do anything below the neck with a girl. So yes, he is gay.

+ He recently finished collage; he has a major in hairstyling and a minor in art.

+ He smokes.

+ He doesnt leave his house, just for his 'job,' and to smoke out on his house deck, or to go get cigs.

+ Enjoys drawing and taking pictures for a hobby.

+ Doesnt have a REAL job, but takes photos, draws and cuts hair for money.

+ Has one pet; a cute fat kitty that has black fur, who comes by every-so-often. He named it Ecchi.

-next-

Star Zero
[last name] [first name]

Age: 15; but accually doesnt age, and has been sleeping for a long time; so in all reality, he is probably older then Garix, or atleast the same age.

Eye color: Bright green.

Skin: Pale.

Siblings: Star Garix, his brother.

Other: He seems antisocial most of the time. He shy, but has a drastic personality change; and when his personality chages, there is an obvious appearence change. His hair grows as long as Garix's, because he is accually Garix's twin, but their parents binded his body as a child. The way you can tell them appart is their eyes.

Doesnt always like to meet with people unless his personality changes. When his personality changes, he looks the same as Garix, just their eyes are different.

--School work--

Alright, so we are reading the book, "Monster," in my English class.

Monster :: [link]

Heres what i had to do;
Imagine myself in prison, how i woud feel, and what i would miss. What others would thing of me being there.

How would i feel to hear people scream for help, and seeing them getting beat up.

This is what i wrote:

I would feel very scared, and would probably have my arms wrapped around my knees sitting alone. I would be crying even if i knew i might get beat up.

I would miss my family, including my cat. Most of all i would miss my best friend Chase and my own bed too. I would miss my bright pink room, and my soft body pillow.

I think my family[mostly my dad] would be dissapointed in me. My friends and teachers would worry abouyt me and my littlw sister too. She would miss me aswell.

My cat would wonder where i am. I would probably be sad and cry even if i knew a beating would come.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21565571/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21565571/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 12:31:31 PST
Today im going to leave school early. I have an appointment. I might have sometime to go on for a while, more then normal time at home.

Dont have much to say. The days are long, some are short. Most are boring of course.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21497246/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21497246/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 08:07:50 PST
Im going to her funeral on Monday, so i wont be ask school its at Lake-Andes.

Im mostlikely going with Sarah, Chase[duh], Niki[chases sis], and Taytay.

---

Dye my hair again, this will be the last time though. Because my hair is really dry the way it is.

It is dirtyblonde//brunette again, my natural hair color. Just a little bit lighter.

I might also trim my hair a little.

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Im still sick, tierd.. because i didnt sleep too much last night at chases. I was up crying. Because i feel terrible.. i cant imagine his pain. I hope he just keeps smiling, i dont want to see him cry. Im pretty sure his mom doesnt want to see him sad either. Shes watching over him now..

Also.. last night they were playing spin the bottle and truth or dare.. dare or double dare.. of course i didnt want to play.. not my type of game. But it was really funny to watch them.

Its cold out still, started to drizzle a little snow again.

Other then that.. im not sure what else to write.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21484649/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21484649/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 12:52:29 PST
But after this weekend i should be better. Im also hoping to see Chase.. but now im too scared too...

Heres the story..

Chases mother was really sick, she had really bad heart problems. And all i knew is that she was in the hospital. I want on Myspace today.. and i started flipping out, "thats not true, its not .. is it?"

Im feeling guilty.. it said : 'RIP Mama (11-12-08).' My mom said i shouldnt feel guilty.. but i do.. because i knew he was lonely and i couldnt hang out with him... and now.. this.. i feel so bad, and sad.. confused! I dont know if its real, or if its a song..

Im praying its not real, its not true.. im praying so hard..

---

I wasnt at school today because i got really sick this morning. Went to the docs, and he took some blood, xrays, and made me.. yeah. The normal thing because something..

Plus, they thought i was preggy... XD

Ill be fine after this weekend is what he said.

--

Im hopeing Chase will come up.. i really want to comfort him.. if this is not a lie..

--Because im borreedd~--

GEMINI (May 21-June 20)

PERSONALITY: The sign of the twins mean twice the fun. Gemini is talkative, restless, quick-witted, and occasionally flighty. Your airy sign rules understanding and communication.

WHY PEOPLE LOVE YOU: You're quick-witted, you're playful, and you're never dull.

Quiz:: [link]

THE MYTH OF GEMINI: The twins in question are Castor and Pollux, half-brothers by Leda. Pollux was the son of Zeus and therefore immortal, but Castor was mortal. When (in the course of the usual adventures) Castor was killed, Pollux was so distraught that Zeus granted the twins immortality for half of each year.

YOUR SIGN: The Twins A certain Sag needs your companionship, friendship, and acceptance. You have been looking for a guy/girl who can appreciate you for who you are, but you might have already found him/her. A younger girl/guy might have a growing interest in you. Don't dismiss him/her so easily. Look past

-

Quiz:: [link]

What i got:
Drummer

FRANTIC! EXCITED! Coooooll... Any of these words fit you since you're the drummer! You're full of energy and are always up for a good laugh but you know when to be serious... Not saying you'll get serious, though...

-

Quiz:: [link]

What i got:
You're kind and sympathetic!

You probably care a lot about other people's feelings, life, and animals. You think that everybody matters, even the tiniest ant on the sidewalk. People like you because you care about them. You might want to climb out of that shell, though, and be a little more assertive. Being caring is good, as long as you mix that with leadership.

-

Quiz:: [link]

What i got:
DARK

You love the monster you've become. You drain your victims dry just because you can. You're cruel and thing your a superior being.

-

Quiz:: [link]

What i got:
Cleopatra

Cleopatra was arguably the greatest female ruler of all time. She was passionate, brave, and creative. She is said to have impressed even the great Caesar by having herself smuggled into Alexandria in a rug. She was bold and daring, and stronger than any female ruler before her time. She singlehandedly kept Egypt from the jaws of Rome throughout her reign, quite an accomplishment at that time. You, like her, are dignified and graceful, and take pride in all you do. You like to be surrounded by luxury, but you are not distracted, and take your repsonsibilities very seriosuly.

weird.. neh?!

-

Thats all, ..for now..
XD

<3

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21420366/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21420366/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 12:19:22 PST Single or taken: Taken
Sex: Female
Birthday: May 26th


Sign: Gemini
Siblings: Younger Sister, Older Brother
Hair color: Currently;; bleached with my roots showing.. original;; brown
Eye color: Brown
Height: Around 5' 1"


R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi

Who are your best friends?: Chase, Sarah, Usagi, Choji, Skippy, Sakura, Ino...... any many many more

You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes

What is your longest relationship?: 2-3 in a half years? i think

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Doesnt really matter to me, as long as i find something ill wear

Any tattoos or piercings: My ears are pierced..

What is your most comfortable outfit?: A tee shirt and shorts

What do you usually wear?: Blue jeans and a black tee, band tee.. and a sweater



S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: ...

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantine.. i think thats how its spelled

What are you most scared of?: Not quite sure.. depends

What are you listening to right now: Still Doll - Vampire Knight

Who is the last person that you called?: Uh.. not sure..

Who is the last person that called you?: Not for me, but my Gma

Where do you want to get married?: I dunno.. XD


F A V O R I T E S
Colors: BLOOD..red, pink, black, bright blue, lime green, etc

Food: none.. dun wanna get fat o.o >.<'

Movies: Dont care

Animal: Kitty or puppy <3


H A V E | Y O U | E V E Rl
Given anyone a bath?: <_<' Maybe '>_>

Bungee jumped?: Nah, i wanna though

Made yourself throw up?: ..Not really

Skinny dipped?: Nope

Ever been in love?: Yes.... =[

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I dunno

Cried when someone died?: None that i know of, because i didnt know them...

Rejected someone?: Yes

Done something you regret?: Yes, recent..



C U R R E N T
Clothes: Blue jeans, an under shirt, and a black tee

Music: Naruto Ondo - Uzamaki Naruto

Annoyance: Almost everything..


L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for?: Skippy

You texted: Dont have a cell..

You cuddled with: Mmm.. Choji? before he left school?.. yeah

You kissed: ....................................

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Most of the time

Open-minded: Sometimes

Insecure: Almost always

Moody: Always

Hard working: Depends what im working hard on....

Organized: Not really XD

Healthy: Not sure..

Difficult: Definentally

Angry: Sorta

Sad: Yes

Happy: A little tiny tinny bit..

Hyper: Yes

Trusting: Not really always, but most of the time





NOW..
Can you name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people...
This is a lot more fun if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

-------------------------------------------------------------------

1. Chase


2. Sarah


3. Skippy


4. Usagi


5. Choji

-------------------------------------------------------------------

How did you meet 2?
In middle school


Have you ever seen 4 cry?
HA! no..

Would 3 and 4 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHAhahahahAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! no!

Are you good friends with 2
I guess


do you think 4 is cute?



Something about number 1?
I love him, and he loves me...

How did you meet 1?
Either when i first moved into my old apartments, or when i went to elementary with him ^^


What's 5's favorite color?
....Black? XD maybe red..?


What would you do if 4 just confessed that they liked you?
>/////>


Fact about 2?
Shes crazy in a good way ^^


What does 1 do for a living?
Be loving ?...


Would you ever live with 4 ?
O/////////////O


Is 2 single?
She might be, why? ;3



Where does... ]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21389157/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21389157/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 13:33:17 PST
[link]

Its okay, dont look if you dont want to.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21356783/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21356783/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 12:37:23 PST
I might get a job soon, its going to be really fun. Im going to work at the Movie Theater. So yeah, the pay is $6.55.. i cant wait. I can get 1 person in free with me if i go to the movies, but they will need to get their own snacks and drinks. ALSO! .. i dont remeber what i was going to type, because im listening to other people talk, lol. My teachers.

I found a few collages i might want to go to, i want to go to a ART collage, or i want to go to a hairstyling collage, im kind excited. Ooh, i want to go to Summer School too, because if possible, i would like to graduate from school before i should. If you know what i mean. So if i want to do that, i would need to get more credits faster. I want to get my GED too, but yeah. Im not really sure.

Today went better then normal days, i feel happy.. because, well i dont know why. Just do. I cant wait to get home, hopefully some people will be online, and maybe i will be on a little late, because i want to play some Naruto.

I cant wait till the weekend, i might hang out with Skippy-dono, and Choji. Maybe .. or maybe just Skippy-dono.

Dude, but.. i really cant wait till this summer, because the new Naruto Shippuden is coming out! I cant WAIT!

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21302097/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21302097/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:49:16 PST so...........

IF you want to see my pictures you will need to go to my myspace.

Sorry.

[link]

Just ask to add me so you can view my profile and my pictures if you cant on a normal link/page or what ever.

Sorry, and thanks.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21189090/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21189090/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 15:39:37 PDT
I think i will try to record that moment, Halloween night. So that i can put it up on my Veoh Video Journal, that Skippy and I share! Its going to be great!

My costume is finished, the rest is up to me! XD

Anywho..
My friend Chase has moved to Iowa, because his mothers heart isnt doing its best, and i think his mom is worried about him being home alone.

Im curious of how he is doing right now.
I miss him already..

I guess i dont really have much more to write, besides the fact that the politics are starting to get amazingly annoying.. My parents said they arent voting this year. Dont feel like it.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21107289/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21107289/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 08:55:04 PDT

Im becoming impatient.. o.-'

Anyway..

Hurr ish wat it loook liiikee~

[link]

WAH~

Im sad..

Haha, I got a lock for at school, for my back pack.. because .. USAGI LIKES TO DIG IN MY BAG!! It drives me NUTS! So hehe, he will have to pickit to open it.

-sigh-

Im sleepy. School sucks.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21031596/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/21031596/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 12:57:12 PDT

Im truely sorry i wasnt at school.

Again, Usagi, im sorry i couldnt help you.. because i dont want people to rely on me, its tough.. because WHAT IF, i cant do anything?!

Its frustrating.

--
Other then that
--

Im trying to find my cat a pet tower, for inside, but they are soooo expencive.



What aslo sucks..

It that there should be a new,
Vampire Knight Guilty,
Naruto Shippuden,
Bleach,
Shugo Chara Doki,
ETC!

And i cant stay on.. Because im sick.

I love you guys, im sorry too.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20969046/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20969046/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 12:15:37 PDT

-Yesterday-
Right now this is an odd update:
Its 10:19, same day as the old post.

I know its like, 2 months away.. but i already started a odd Christmas list XD

-blushes-

Or for my birthday, which is even farther away then Christmas.. XD

Anyway, i will put the things i want on here, so i will have it to print out later, you can ignore it if you want to.

Most of this is from: [link]

My X-Mas list;;
[ Obviously i do not own anything, or didnt make anything on this list, why would i be asking for it then ]

[link]

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Yah.. im a Narutard.. XD an MAJOR Naruto freak, lol. Oh well, thats enough of Naruto, and enough of the wishlist.. for now.. because i need to go to bed, before my dad gets mad at me for being on too long.. lol.

Ending time: 10:33
-Yesterday-

Continuing today, because im bored.. ;[

Now, this stuff isnt all from the same site that i was looking at last night.

Most of it is from here: [link]

But since the links dont really WANT to work on here. Lolz. if you want to find out, look for your self. Lolz. Sorry.. -smakes dA- you being bad..
--------





From 's journal.


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend
some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

I Fear…


[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total: 0

[x] being touched [depends WHO, i am being touched by]
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning [only sometimes, if the thunder is reall loud]
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total: 3

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[x] men [some of them]
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors,... ]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20957130/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20957130/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:59:15 PDT Its 10:19, same day as the old post.

I know its like, 2 months away.. but i already started a odd Christmas list XD

-blushes-

Or for my birthday, which is even farther away then Christmas.. XD

Anyway, i will put the things i want on here, so i will have it to print out later, you can ignore it if you want to.

Most of this is from: [link]

My X-Mas list;;
[ Obviously i do not own anything, or didnt make anything on this list, why would i be asking for it then ]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]



Yah.. im a Narutard.. XD an MAJOR Naruto freak, lol. Oh well, thats enough of Naruto, and enough of the wishlist.. for now.. because i need to go to bed, before my dad gets mad at me for being on too long.. lol.

Ending time: 10:33




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Im not sure if im good at advise giving... but my friend has been having problems with a boy.

Heres what her bulliten said:

"Oct 12, 2008 4:38 PM

the meaning of love?

Can someone tell me the meaning of love?
cuz i'm not quite sure if the pieces all fit above
in my head i'm not sure what to do
in my heart i'm hoping to stay true
i dream about him every day
I wait for him to take my breath away
I want him so much, but does he want me back?
I love him deep, but I'm sure he lacks
in loving me as much as his friends
plz tell me, is this how it ends?"

And this is what i wrote back to her:

" I dont want you to hate me, or be sad. But this is my hearts advise to you. Dont be mad, i love you. And so does Skippy-dono[wont say her real name for her on here]. And Usagi-dono[wont say his real name on here] wont admit, but he cares about you a great, great deal.

I know how it feels to not know if the person does.. doesnt, might.. love you. You know .. knew, this person. If this person you talk about continues to show you this side, the best thing for you to do is move on with your life, i dont want you, and i pretty sure no one else wants you.. to flush you life down the toilet, chasing one person, for one love. Please, dont cry. Be happy. Feel better. Im here for you, and so is everone else. We promise. Atleast i know forsure, forsure! I do.

Feel better, Lyrica[aka Sakura-san].
Nikku[wont put real name on here]."

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20917562/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20917562/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 08:30:58 PDT I really tried today.

I love you guys!

I'll get better, I promise...
I will be there next week, I swear.

So, I probably won't be on later today. So i'm just on right now, 'till my dad get's home.. because then he will probably give me a lecture.

Thanks for walking me to the nurse's office this morning Skippy-dono, it ment alot. I love you.

Talk to you all later.

BTW: It won't let me put deviant's on right now, so I havent really been using dA that much. Sorry if im slow at faving new Deviants, or reading new journals or comments!

Forgive me.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20841039/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20841039/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:39:51 PDT
Hung out with Chase, and a few other people. Started doing something stupid again.

His friend got some really good pictures, but i forgot to ask her for her email, or whatever, so she could send it to me. DuH!

XD

Other then that, my weekend has been amazingly amazing. Lol

I am also hoping to hang out with Usagi!

I dont really feel like writing much.
Sorry.

Oh, and BTW, the dA uploader isnt working for me still.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20784502/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20784502/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:29:20 PDT
Please, please forgive me Usagi!

Other then that,
The deviant picture uploader isn't working for me. I click the thing that you get, to get the pictures on, and it just doesn't work. It will click it, but it won't open the file folder.

Tomorrow Skippy-dono has her surgery, I wish her good luck, and a smooth and quick surgery!

And i'm going to try not to talk to people at school tomorrow.

Im really tierd. Nothing has really been going on thats worth talking about in my Journal. School still sucks all the same. Lolz. I am watching my dad and bro play halo.

I went to Usagi's house today; we didn't do much, we just sat there, watched tv[spongebob], and I watched him talking to people on xboxlive.

well, I dunno what else to write. Sorry.

Nikku-chan.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20690979/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20690979/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 17:03:43 PDT
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

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I'm sorry to Usagi-dono, for not being able to hang out. Please forgive me.

Skippy-dono, I hope your father feel's better soon!

And

Kirk-kun, I miss you...

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These people are AMAZING!
I was just searching youtube when i came across these people, a few new artist for me to like. ;3

:

[[ Hip Hop Violin - Paul Dateh and inka one ]]:
[link]

[[ Vanessa Mae - I'm a Doun For Lack of Johnnie music video ]]:
[link]

[[ Vanessa Mae - Red Hot Music Video ]]:
[link]

[[ Vanessa Mae - The Devil's Trill ]]:
[link]

[[ Vanessa-Mae plays Toccata & Fugue ]]:
[link]

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20565134/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20565134/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 08:36:48 PDT
--OMG!!--

I bleached all of my hair, Chase did it.. hes all like, "OMG, you looks so sexyyyy~" XD hes gotten really obsessed with bleach blonde hair! But it was fun having him do it. Ill get picture on ASAP, but right now i dont really have a good camara, so ill need to use my webcam! Gimme some time!


Other then that, Skippy-dono is in school today, feeling better, she might need to have some surgury.. sad.. ='[

PS- this morning i also threw up :S

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20554661/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20554661/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:57:56 PDT
Today I heard from my teacher that Skippy-dono was out with something with "-stone" in it.. I dont know the detailes. I think my teacher said, "gullstone.."

Our Convo:
"[x.Skippy.o] is happy as hell shes got internet again..but yahoo isnt signing in..X_X says:
i woke up today at three in the morning in so much f***ing pain and at four my mom took me to the emergancy room and we found out i have gullstones in my gullbladder.."

My dearest master, please get better..





School is going okay, and in my English class at my highschool, not my "private school," i have a project, i need to rewrite a myth or a fable, and add a few characters, i decided to rewrite the myth 'Demeter and Persephone,' Its really good!

Also, I am barely passing in my math class.. dont ask what kind of math it is, too many people have asked that!



ALSO!
Some annoying little freshman, named Dustin, sexually harrassed some of my friends.. its weird.. and annoying!



Chojis great grandma died.. is so sad.... i feel terribal, he was so sad today..

Dunno what else to write! <3

GET BETTAH! MAH MASTAHHH~

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20474593/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20474593/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:35:21 PDT
I dont really think Chase will call anytime..

My brothers b-day was yesterday!
Whoo, happy 19th birthday Addison.

I drew him something, but i didnt get a chance to put it on.. because i have crappy cam!

Thats all i gues..

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20468174/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20468174/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 08:33:02 PDT
[[ And if its messed up, dont blame me.. ]]

よく、　今日、私がChaseの家に行くかもしれない　彼が髪の毛の全てを漂白して、そして異なる色を言うところである　ハイライト　で！ 私はとても幸福です！ 彼がそうするだろうと言ったので私は待つことができなくて、望むらくは彼は漂白剤及び染料を入手できました。 それを入手するので、彼はお金を心配しないことを指図しました！ ..それで． 私は推測します.. 私は単に彼を貸します。

同様に薬を覚える必要がある、とにかく、私が泊まるかもしれなくて、それで、眠ることができて、長い歩行の準備ができる必要がある　以来　通常　私がいつ今向こうに行く　私たち　いつも　の　求めて行く　好きである　本当に本当に長い歩行！ 私がChaseとサラとの散歩に出掛けた最後の時、私はほとんど人として死にました！ しかし私にとって運がよく、私たちは私たちに水分をくれたガソリンスタンドにそれを作りました！ 私がいいえの真ん中にであるのが多分家の周りで歩くべきWHEREを持っていないので、今はもう歩くことに、私が本当に使われないのでである　どこでか！ それは本当に吸います。

私たちは、あなたが知っていて、貧しいのでお金..のための私のS3を売らなければなりませんでした。 はい、　それ　一吸い　本当に悪く！

私は積立金傷を彼女の足であると思います； しかし、owederは問題がなくて、彼女はタフなおてんば娘〔子猫〕です！

他そしてそれ、私が他の何を言うか分かっていません！

それでそれは今至る所あります..

愛、Nikku-chan！

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20404244/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20404244/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 09:46:17 PDT
Shes so stupid to, she thinks unpluggin an internet cord, will get rid of everthing on the computer!

Man..

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20381360/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20381360/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:10:37 PDT
Im so exited! Cant wait till like, the end of this week! Thats when he said he'd have it, i need to pay him back, as soon as someone pays me back the money he owes me!

EEEKK YAY! <3

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20380287/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20380287/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:00:52 PDT
So if its all, blurry, forgive me.. im using a crappy webcam.. ;\

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20372786/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20372786/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:33:38 PDT
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Well, I have ALOT! Of new pictures to scan, and my dad said if I find the cords to the scanner, that he would hook it up.. but how would I know where they are, last time I saw them was when we moved!

Have school tomarrow, it really sucks. Still tierd, and not feeling well.

I dont really know what else to write about. Sorry.

Will write more later, if I figure out what more ot write about.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20340148/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20340148/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 13:03:29 PDT
School is fucking insane! It drives me nuts! Sometimes i just want someone to make a bomb land on all the schools in South Dakota!

God dammit.

But im happy Usagi-sama wants to hear what i have to say. I mean.. about my past, he promised that he wouldnt hate me, run away from me, or think im weird.. and i know hes one for keeping his promises.

Uhh.. Im also happy because i got a comment from Kirk, and i got to read it at school. <3

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Okay, heres something else::

Im starting my own manga, its called, "Quiet Vampire" XD

Its about a boy, whom is a vampire, lol.

And another thing.. Im letting people put their characters in. But you have to put if it is a main or flat charater! And all this other stuff, for instance:

Name:

Age:

Sex:

Birthday:

Eye color:

Hair color:

Grade[if in school still]:

Skin color:

Home town:

Race[for instance, Vampire, Dragon, fairy, animal, human, elf, etc!]:

Intrests:

Hates:

Other things to know:

Siblings:

-----So Far-----

I have a few main and flat characters.. ill list them on here, so you can read, and know more about it, and the characters. Ill also but the basic story line too!;

' This is just the BASE, what its about, etc!

Basic story line:

Kimiko Nikku has moved to a new town, in search of the lover she needs, but he isnt very social with the people of this new town. He also ran away after his parents were killed by the hands of vampire hunters, and now they continue to search and chase after him, to kill the last vampire of the Kimiko family.

Nikku meets her little sister[step sister] very rarely. Only because his step sisters new parents dont trust Nikku, because he is a vampire. They are scared of him, and fear that he will drink her blood.

[[ Step sisters name is Kimiko Natsume ]]

His thirst is usually quenched by his lab, where he has his own blood stored. He has and under ground lab. During his own time, he works in this lab as a scientist. He also likes to create dolls that act like humans. The last doll he mad was named Millenith. He got her on his 16th birthday, which was right before his parents were killed, and when he ran away.

Millenith is a maid, programed to do what ever Nikku asks. Although she is like a normal human, she looks at Nikku as a master!
She is capible of laughing, blushing, crying, and even having children. '

Thats what is about, but there will be more later, because this is just the rough draft.

Characters:

' Main Character:

Name: Kimiko Nikku.

Sex: Male.

Sexual Oriantation: Bisexual.

Age: 16.

Birthday: December 25.

Eye color: Silver.

Hair color: Red.

Grade: Out of school.

Skin color: Very Pale White.

Race: Vampire.

Intrest:
1] Likes to draw.
2] Try and find his one true love.
3] Practicing his elements and his powers.
4] Working in his lab.
5]Talking to Millenith, and working with her, having fun with her, etc.
6] Playing with his puppy, Dahaku, whom can turn into a human.

ETC!

Dislikes:
1] Rude people.
2] Going outside.
3] Having to hear his step sisters parents talk about him.
4] Being picked on by people, who dont know who he is, but like to make fun of him for how pale he is, and how he dresses.

ETC!

Others:

Wears glasses.

He is really shy, and ignored my most people, unless hes being picked on.

Both his father and mother were killed by vampire slayers on his 16th birthday.

Has one Demonic Wolf Dog.

He doesnt leave his house unless he really needs something.

He is really jumpy, and is always blushing.

Has a human step sister, who is 10.

Has a maid, whom is a doll/robot.

Siblings: One step sister, age 10.'

That was my character, eh heh, i changed NIKKU to a MALE!! XD

---Other Characters---

' Main:
Name: Dahaku.

Age: Doesnt age.

Birthday: June 6th.

Eye color: Pure black.

Grade: None.

Intrests:
1] Being there when Nikku is in trouble or needs help.

2] Biting people.

3] Chasing the mail man[XD].

4] Eating meat.

ETC!

Dislikes:
1] When Nikku gets picked on.

2] The mail man.

ETC!

Home town: New town.

Others: Being around Nikku... ]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20304733/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20304733/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:33:55 PDT For Kirk..:

I understnad, Kirk. Forgive me for going out of my head, and not thinking about it more. I do love you.. Im sorry. Please understand that at that moment, i wasnt really thinking.

I love you, and im sorry. Forgive me? Please? Ill understand if you dont want to forgive me this time. Im happy.. i want to be here for you, and i will when i can.

I will keep coming online, but if i stopped talking to you, i probably WOULDNT have any reason to come on the computer.. But i will keep talking to you, because i love you.

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School is really boring. Plus im not really feeling too well. I miss Kirk.. Ive been drawing, but i need to just get them on the computer, but i dont have anything right now to scan or take picture of it with. Unless Skippy-dono scans them for me.

I feel really tierd, and alot is on my mind. Im trying my best to make it look like im okay, but for some people, i dont think my "Happy Acting Skills" work very much.. Because some of my friends here would like to know more, it gets kind of annoying sometimes.

Im bored..

Theres nothing to do at school, but talk to my friends.

Haha, its kind of wierd..
But today Choji, Shikamaru, Temari[Skippy-dono], and another student and I.. started to act as "The 21 Centry Breakfast Club Kids" XD

Dont ask..

But i think thats all i need to say for now. Sorry.



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[Sept, 02 2008]

New MALE Character[will get pictures on soon!]

Hyuuga x Uchiha

Shata Uchiha[SAH - TA].

Sex : Male.

Age : Sixteen.

Bloodline : Has both Byuaugan, and Sharangan.

Mother : Hyuuga Hinata.
Father : Uchiha Itachi.

Wepon of Choice ;
Jutsu : Genjutsu.
Wepon : Sword.
-OR-
Justu: Gentle Fist.
Wepon: Kunai or hands.

Other : Very, very shy.

Likes roses.

Pretty girly[often gets mistaken for a girl, ku ku ku kuu ;3].

Is very, very nervous, all the time, and is always blushing brightly.

Piercings/Tattoos : Snake bites, and Labray[i think its called].


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I dont think i can keep living with myself..

Am i unexceptable? Am i stupid, for wanting to help people? Its really sad.

If you hate me Kirk.. i understand.. You seemed really hating. So i guess ill just leave you alone.. Im sorry..

I dont think i should come online no more, theres no point..


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／l、
（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、 ~ヽ
　じしf_,)ノ


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Yesterday[ I think ][Aug, 31 2008]
[IF YOU HAVE A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT!]

I found this really gross video.
You dont need to watch it, or read the information about the video.
But please, if you love animals, and you dont like to see them hurt..
Flag this video.. Please.

[link]
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I wish someone would draw me something..

But i have a lot of requests.. XD
So i guess since im so bored, ill write them in here. ;3

My Random Requests::

SasuHina:

Sasuke as a vampire, holding Hinata, and drinking blood from the area between her neck and her chest[ sorry.. really random][YAY! Someones doing it for me! -Hugs -.

Sasuke and Hinata going swimming in a water fall, they are jumping together from the top of the water fall.

[Thats all I can think of for SasuHina right now ;o]

NaruHina:

Naruto is nibbling on Hinata's sholder, and she is blushing brightly, like usual with him around. XD

Naruto is protecting Hinata, and slowly turning into Kyuubi. Hinata is on the ground behind him, she is all cut up, and crying[she is passed out].

[Thats all i can think of for NaruHina]

Skippy-dono and I:

Most of these are POSES;
[Of course i would be the shorter one XD]



[[ LOOK AT OLD JOURNAL ENTRY FOR POSES, PLEASE.. ]]




[But Skippy-donos hair would be shorter]


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]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20293838/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20293838/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:18:52 PDT
New MALE Character[will get pictures on soon!]

Hyuuga x Uchiha

Shata Uchiha[SAH - TA].

Sex : Male.

Age : Sixteen.

Bloodline : Has both Byuaugan, and Sharangan.

Mother : Hyuuga Hinata.
Father : Uchiha Itachi.

Wepon of Choice ;
Jutsu : Genjutsu.
Wepon : Sword.
-OR-
Justu: Gentle Fist.
Wepon: Kunai or hands.

Other : Very, very shy.

Likes roses.

Pretty girly[often gets mistaken for a girl, ku ku ku kuu ;3].

Is very, very nervous, all the time, and is always blushing brightly.

Piercings/Tattoos : Snake bites, and Labray[i think its called].


-------

I dont think i can keep living with myself..

Am i unexceptable? Am i stupid, for wanting to help people? Its really sad.

If you hate me Kirk.. i understand.. You seemed really hating. So i guess ill just leave you alone.. Im sorry..

I dont think i should come online no more, theres no point..


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／l、
（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、 ~ヽ
　じしf_,)ノ


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Yesterday[ I think ][Aug, 31 2008]
[IF YOU HAVE A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT!]

I found this really gross video.
You dont need to watch it, or read the information about the video.
But please, if you love animals, and you dont like to see them hurt..
Flag this video.. Please.

[link]
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I wish someone would draw me something..

But i have a lot of requests.. XD
So i guess since im so bored, ill write them in here. ;3

My Random Requests::

SasuHina:

Sasuke as a vampire, holding Hinata, and drinking blood from the area between her neck and her chest[ sorry.. really random][YAY! Someones doing it for me! -Hugs -.

Sasuke and Hinata going swimming in a water fall, they are jumping together from the top of the water fall.

[Thats all I can think of for SasuHina right now ;o]

NaruHina:

Naruto is nibbling on Hinata's sholder, and she is blushing brightly, like usual with him around. XD

Naruto is protecting Hinata, and slowly turning into Kyuubi. Hinata is on the ground behind him, she is all cut up, and crying[she is passed out].

[Thats all i can think of for NaruHina]

Skippy-dono and I:

Most of these are POSES;
[Of course i would be the shorter one XD]
[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]
[But Skippy-donos hair would be shorter]


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Stolen From 's Journal

SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE :

1. Naruto x Hinata[Naruto]
2. Sasuke x Hinata[Naruto]
3. Zero x Yuuki[Vampire Knight]
4. Neji x Hinata[Naruto]
5. Ichigo x Hichigo[Bleach]
6. Temari x Hinata[Naruto]

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:

7. Sakura x Hinata[Naruto]
8. Ichigo x Rukia[Bleach]
9. Ino x Shikamaru[Naruto]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED / ALWAYS HATED:

10. Sasuke x Sakura[Naruto]
11. TenTen x Neji[Naruto]
12. Sasuke x Ino[Naruto]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:

13. Sasuke x Hinata[Naruto]
14. Temari x Hinata[Naruto]

1. Why do you dislike #11 so much?

Because i could truely, not ever, see those two together..

2. Who do you know that ships #13?



3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?
For Zero to drink blood from Yuuki.

4. What is your favorite moment for #1?

When Hinata is sitting be a tree, and Naruto comes up and says some... ]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20269100/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20269100/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:14:09 PDT
I found this really gross video.
You dont need to watch it, or read the information about the video.
But please, if you love animals, and you dont like to see them hurt..
Flag this video.. Please.

[link]
-----


I wish someone would draw me something..

But i have a lot of requests.. XD
So i guess since im so bored, ill write them in here. ;3

My Random Requests::

SasuHina:

Sasuke as a vampire, holding Hinata, and drinking blood from the area between her neck and her chest[ sorry.. really random][YAY! Someones doing it for me! -Hugs -.

Sasuke and Hinata going swimming in a water fall, they are jumping together from the top of the water fall.

[Thats all I can think of for SasuHina right now ;o]

NaruHina:

Naruto is nibbling on Hinata's sholder, and she is blushing brightly, like usual with him around. XD

Naruto is protecting Hinata, and slowly turning into Kyuubi. Hinata is on the ground behind him, she is all cut up, and crying[she is passed out].

[Thats all i can think of for NaruHina]

Skippy-dono and I:

Most of these are POSES;
[Of course i would be the shorter one XD]
[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]
[But Skippy-donos hair would be shorter]


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Stolen From 's Journal

SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE :

1. Naruto x Hinata[Naruto]
2. Sasuke x Hinata[Naruto]
3. Zero x Yuuki[Vampire Knight]
4. Neji x Hinata[Naruto]
5. Ichigo x Hichigo[Bleach]
6. Temari x Hinata[Naruto]

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:

7. Sakura x Hinata[Naruto]
8. Ichigo x Rukia[Bleach]
9. Ino x Shikamaru[Naruto]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED / ALWAYS HATED:

10. Sasuke x Sakura[Naruto]
11. TenTen x Neji[Naruto]
12. Sasuke x Ino[Naruto]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:

13. Sasuke x Hinata[Naruto]
14. Temari x Hinata[Naruto]

1. Why do you dislike #11 so much?

Because i could truely, not ever, see those two together..

2. Who do you know that ships #13?



3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?
For Zero to drink blood from Yuuki.

4. What is your favorite moment for #1?

When Hinata is sitting be a tree, and Naruto comes up and says something, and she passes out, or off of the older episodes where she gets done fighting the big bee, and Naruto catches her.

5. How long have you been following couple #6?

Just started about.. 2-4 Months ago? Maybe.. Yeah..

6. What's the story with #8? What made you stop caring?

Because after Rukia came back.. i dont know.. i just didnt like the couple no more.

7. Which ship do you prefer--#2 or #4?

Awww you had to do that huh? Dammit.. Mmmm.. NEJI x HINATA!! Kahh.. XD

8. You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12.

Dammit.. both? But most of all, Sasuke x Sakura, because i think Ino, on the newest episodes has gotten over Sasuke.

9. What interests you about #14?

-Blush- Because thats me and Skippy-donos YURI couple.. -fiddles fingers-

10. When did you stop liking #7?

After i realize how obsessed with Sasuke, Sakura was.. shes scary.

11. Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the series?

Nope.

12. What's a song that reminds you of #5?
That one song by uh.. i dont remeber... but it goes "I want to be more like me, and less like you" or something.. XD

13. W... ]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20252559/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20252559/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 12:21:19 PDT
But i have a lot of requests.. XD
So i guess since im so bored, ill write them in here. ;3

My Random Requests::

SasuHina:

Sasuke as a vampire, holding Hinata, and drinking blood from the area between her neck and her chest[ sorry.. really random].

Sasuke and Hinata going swimming in a water fall, they are jumping together from the top of the water fall.

[Thats all I can think of for SasuHina right now ;o]

NaruHina:

Naruto is nibbling on Hinata's sholder, and she is blushing brightly, like usual with him around. XD

Naruto is protecting Hinata, and slowly turning into Kyuubi. Hinata is on the ground behind him, she is all cut up, and crying[she is passed out].

[Thats all i can think of for NaruHina]

Skippy-dono and I:

Most of these are POSES;
[Of course i would be the shorter one XD]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]
[but Skippy-dono's hair would be shorter >.<]

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Yeah, thats all i can do, im watching TV right now..]

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But yeah. Im just bored, so i decided to do that! Its fun looking at old pictures. I cant belive how many times ive dyed or cut my hair! XD its crazy!!

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20250158/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20250158/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 09:47:03 PDT
, Usagi-sama , and my little sister. Because.. they kind of talked some sense into my head, and made me laugh instead of cry. Thank you again!

I also think that drawing and editing my picture helped me get some of those stupid emotions out, too.

I have a few more days of my weekend left, hopefully ill feel completly better before i need to go back to the torture of school, lol. Ill get over it.

Theres this guy calling, who really annoys me. I guess i used to like him, but now hes just a annoyence to me..

My kitty made me happy, too. :3

I think i will just try and do what i came up with at school, not like it would make a diffrence anyway? Lol. I cant really explain it in words on here, if i could, i would tell you!

But, i think ill try and talk to my Teacher, Mr. B.
He should be able to help out a little, if i try and explain it to him, or Mr. K. They both would be able to help out in a way or so. Like .. helping me with something i need to ask them.

Well, thanks again to the previously listed people! <3

Buh bye.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20237506/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20237506/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:20:44 PDT
Trying to feel better.


[Dont read if you rather not hear from a depressed person x_x]


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Should I give up? Should I not? Should I keep trying? Is this the right path Im walking? Or no? I dont know anymore..

Sometimes i think i should just go away. Sometimes i think other people thing that too, because.. because.....

........
..........
... I dont know..

I ask myself, should i take the easy way out? Should i try and hurt myself this time? Should i just act like someone, who doesnt care about anything? Should i... i.... just find a way to get sick and die?

I just dont know what to do anymore. This has happened to me too many times over. I get over them, get happy again, then they come back. So im not sure if i should just accept it this time, and do what my mind wants me to do.

OR

Should i keep trying and be happy. It wont last for long.

This time its really bad. So im not sure what im doing anymore!

I feel like.. sometimes... i should have some of the friends i do now.. that they shouldnt be someone i know, and hang out with. Because they make it worse for me, sometimes.

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I have no one here, but my family. I rather not talk to them about it, because they might send me away. I wish Chase, Sarah, Usagi, ANYONE! Just someone.. im not angry with.. that will make it worse.

Im lost in a world, where things just get worse and worse.

Bye.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20233662/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20233662/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:11:48 PDT
Dont you think all students should go to high school, no matter what? Unless their stupid and drop out? Not like that matters, cant drop out till your 18 here. =\

Grr.. Everything on this stupid planet makes no sense to me!

I live here, i dont want to live here! I cry, i dont want to cry! I hurt with pain, i dont want to feel it! I harm myself, i dont want to! Im just all messed up right now!

I wish Chase was here.. He usually helps me feel better, laugh over these things! But hes not.. so i need to deal with them on my own, i try.. but i cant. Ill get over it someday, somehow.. Right? I hope so.

I cant wait till the end of this school year. Ill be out of the school called, Succesess Academy, and ill be in a real school. That school is just for kids to find the easy way out of a real school, that they should be going to! Thats why they have COUNSELORS at Licoln High.. so you can TALK to them. Not run away from your probablems, you need to learn to get over them. ISNT THAT RIGHT?! Or am i just the only person who things that? ='[

Im just so freaking frustrated right now.
Im sorry.
For now, bye.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20171659/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20171659/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 17:29:57 PDT . She needs money for her rent, or she might get kicked out, and i dont want that! The money goes completely to her! Im just helping her out. I helping with drawings, i will write on my Journal again, for her, what her commisions cost.

Head Shots-
Sholders up:
$2.00

Bust Shot-
Mid Chest up:
$2.50

Half body-
Knees Up:
$3.00

Full Body:
$3.50

Group-
2 People:
$9.00

3 People:
$9.50

4 or more people:
$10.00

Person with Object/Animal:
$9.60

Pay by Paypal!
addavis3386@hotmail.com

Go to her page to ask for a Commision or you can ask me:




Ill do some commisions if you ask me!

1.

2.

3.

The spaces are still open.

--UPDATES! At school. 08/26/08--
I will be putting up my samples soon, i just need to fishish them and Skippy-dono scan them! Please help, and be Patient.

Sorry im so slow, its just that i dont have a scanner, and i need to finish, and then ask Skippy-dono to do some scanning, and sending the pictures to me! Im sorry Skippy-dono, i feel like im strainning you more then help you.




Other then that, i just want to ask some of my friends to help, so that Skippy-dono doesnt get kicked out. Please help, it would do her great good deal! She needs $400 around the end or middle of September.

Thank you, and sorry again.

-.-=Updates again, and Other Stuff[At Home Now]=-.-


Alrighty then. Today i have done some sample drawing, all i need to do is finish, sorry im so slow; school is slowing me down, because i cant draw at school, because it becomes a distraction of my work.

~Others~

Im making a new D. Gray Man character!

Name: Garinea Locks.

Age: 15.

Sex: Female.

Innocents: She as a human type innocents, her name is Nami, she sortof looks like a fairy, and has the ability to start things on fire, smash things, and heal, but it all depends on her temper, or her masters temper.

Hair Style/Color: The style of her hair is the front part of her bangs is short, and the sides are down to her hips, and the back is long in a poney tail. The color is blood red.

Eyes: Bright pink.

Height: 5'3"

Clothing: The uniform for extrosist, a coat and a skirt, and a chocker where innocents could be activated, and it has a large pink gem on it, the size of a quarter. She has boots that lace up.

Department: Extorist.

Rank: General[I guess.]

When shes not killing Akuma, she is either working on her skills, or talking care of her little sister who is sick. Her sisters name is Hineko, she is 10.

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I think thats it for now. Keep wishing Skippy-dono luck!

--Wensday, August 27, 2008 11:24--

I have finished the samples, i will get them on ASAP! But since Skippy-dono is not at school today, i cannot ask her.

BTW Skippy-dono, you forgot your TIE on the bus, and Sakura-chan gave it to me today, so i could give it to you, if your here tomarrow~ <3

Other then that, i dont think there is anything else to updateon! Hehe.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20166918/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20166918/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 12:57:41 PDT . She needs money for her rent, or she might get kicked out, and i dont want that! The money goes completely to her! Im just helping her out. I helping with drawings, i will write on my Journal again, for her, what her commisions cost.

Head Shots-
Sholders up:
$2.00

Bust Shot-
Mid Chest up:
$2.50

Half body-
Knees Up:
$3.00

Full Body:
$3.50

Group-
2 People:
$9.00

3 People:
$9.50

4 or more people:
$10.00

Person with Object/Animal:
$9.60

Pay by Paypal!
addavis3386@hotmail.com

Go to her page to ask for a Commision:




Ill do some commisions if you ask me!

1.

2.

3.

The spaces are still open.

--UPDATES!--
I will be putting up my samples soon, i just need to fishish them and Skippy-sama scan them! Please help, and be Patient.

Sorry im so slow, its just that i dont have a scanner, and i need to finish, and then ask Skippy-sama to do some scanning, and sending the pictures to me! Im sorry Skippy-sama, i feel like im strainning you more then help you.




Other then that, i just want to ask some of my friends to help, so that Skippy-sama doesnt get kicked out. Please help, it would do her great good deal! She needs $400 around the end or middle of September.

Thank you, and sorry again.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20148423/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20148423/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:58:15 PDT . She needs money for her rent, or she might get kicked out, and i dont want that! The money goes completely to her! Im just helping her out. I helping with drawings, i will write on my Journal again, for her, what her commisions cost.

Head Shots-
Sholders up:
$2.00

Bust Shot-
Mid Chest up:
$2.50

Half body-
Knees Up:
$3.00

Full Body:
$3.50

Group-
2 People:
$9.00

3 People:
$9.50

4 or more people:
$10.00

Person with Object/Animal:
$9.60

Pay by Paypal!
addavis3386@hotmail.com

Go to her page to ask for a Commision:



Ill do some commisions if you ask me!

1.

2.

3.

The spaces are still open.

I will be putting up my samples soon, i just need to fishish them and Skippy-sama scan them! Please help, and be Patient.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20117706/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/20117706/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 17:49:11 PDT
I feel so stupid.
Thank you Skippy-sama for explaining.

I should start. And Skippy-sama, im wishing you the best of luck to reach your goal! I really hope this helps you! Good luck, master. =3

Im really worried about Skippy-sama. I want her goal to be reached. Maybe i could help somehow. I want to.
As soon as i get some money, im going to help you out Skippy-sama, i dont want someone i care for to get hurt, especially by not having a house, that would be terribal.

Ive been sick, it sucks.
Running nose, my throat hurts, my stomache hurts, i feel like my going to through up, ive been coughing alot, and it hurts really bad when i cough.
So yeah, ill go to school next week, hopefully ill feel better.

Im sorry i havent been putting drawings on lately, i plan on taking picture today, so i can get them on here tomarrow!

Well, i need to get off after my dads show is over, so bye bye for now.

I love you Skippy-sama, good luck.

I love you Kirk, im sorry i missed you if you get on later. -kisses your forehead-

Byebye.

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School was okay;;

In first period, ENGLISH, we talked to eachother and go to know eachother, and then we did this thing, where we had to INTERVIEW a person, lol, and draw what they looked like[i was totally good at that, oh yeah XD].

Consumer Math:
We passed out a paper and had to write stuff about ourselfs, and read it outloud.

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Other school i go to:

We started working. lol

____________________________________

Other then that, school was pretty NERVE RACKING!
Alot of stuff happened, i saw Chase and Sarah, Skippy-sama, and Usagi, and Choji-kun! YAY!

Makes me happy, we get to use our NARUTO NICKNAME again!

Skippy-sama :: Temari-san.
Usagi :: Shikamaru-san.
Mac :: Choji-kun!
Devon :: Madara-kun.
Carissa :: Sakura-chan.
Lyrica :: Ino.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19830793/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19830793/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:12:20 PDT I dunno why though. Just because, i guess.

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School will be startin' here soon.

And tomarrow im going to the fair, my dad said we can stay till we get sick of the rides or get bored! Yay! Im really happy.

And i feel better, atleast emotionally wise!

Today its really hot im my house.

D. Gray Man is startin' to get really good, and watching my brother play Tomb Raider is really cool too. Hes good at it. ^^

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19803102/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19803102/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:56:06 PDT
But i cant tell you what its about, because its way to personal. Its about someone, doing something.

I dont really feel like talking that much anymore. Getting sort of frustrated.

Went on a trip with Usagi-kun! Because it was his birthday. We went to his cabin at Wall Lake with his family. It was fun!

Something happened down the road, at the four way stop. Lot of sherriff cars, and ambulance, and other stuff. Even a news crew, so maybe it will be on the news and i will see what happened.

I have new pictures.
As you well know, i cut my hair recently.

My kitty-cat Powder is doing good, still healthy, she needed to get her shots yesterday.

I might go somewhere today, like to Usagi-kuns.

Im going to the FAIR on friday!! Whoot! Makes me happy, havent been to the fair, in like.. two years maybe.

Its rainning. Its cold.

I feel sort of depressed. I dont know what to do.. Usually drawing will make me feel better, but lately it hasnt, but it gets my empty feelings of anger and sadness out, so yeah.

Im not sure what else to write.

Nikku-chan.

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Sex // Female

Age // Five Months

Fur Color // White/Grey

Breed // Siamese Mix

Talkative // No

Personality // Outgoing

Handling // Lapcat

Lives well with // cats

Kids? // Lives well with all ages

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Her "ADOPT ME" Bio:

"Hey, I'm Powder, a loving kitty! I was given up with my best friend Smokey2, because, my owners wre moving. I'm independant and will com to you for attetion. I get nervous around stangers but warm up eventually. I LOVE CATNIP as my treat. I was kenneled at night only to prevent me from playing and keeping my owners up. What can i say, i am playful. Im scared of loud sounds, like the vacuum, so please dont tease me with things like that. Ive been around kids and was very playful with them. If your looking for a energetic cat, im the gal for you! I am now spayed and microchipped, frontline, stared my vaccinations and am feline leukemia negitive. I have it all, so pick me up."

This is why we adopted her, and she is so sweet and gental. Very kind to. She likes to play, but we need to wait 2 weeks till her stitches are healed.

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She costed $75.00 . Im happy we got her, this is the first time i ever had an animal bigger then a hamster. Its making me very happy. I love her very much.

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She likes to cuddle with our XBOX CONTROLERS! She loves looking out the windows, and she likes my couch! She likes it under my dinning room table, and the coffee tables. ;3

She is very playful!

Right now she has the cold, and is sneezing. I think she is allergic to cleanig stuff that my mom was using to clean the floors.

--------OTHERS-----------------------------<3

Nothing else has really been going on. Sorry if i havent been able to talk to you lately, im not avoiding you, im just very busy taking care of the cat, and helping my mom around the house, and other stuff. Ive been really tierd lately, i couldnt sleep last night because it was rainning really hard and lightning and thundering.

I love you Kirk.

I miss you Skippy.

And i want to hang out with Chase, but i always end up hanging out with him and other people. I dont like being with his new friends.. They are bad examples.

I think Powder misses her friend Smokey.

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I still am having troubles changing my moon icon, because its all scrabled and hard to understand.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19330507/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19330507/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:03:32 PDT
The moon icon still wont change.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19294891/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19294891/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 15:18:28 PDT
I cant think of a story, fanfic, ect to write about right now either..

Can you consider a RP a subject in the literature section? Im not sure, so yeah XD

If RPing was in there or what ever, i could defently put something on here. ^^




<3Nothing else to say i guess. I got a headache.

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19250992/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19250992/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:34:25 PDT
Uh.. Im just wanting to update, but dont really have anything diffrent.

Hmm, since im on right now, i probably wont be on later unless i get extra time, since me and my siblings only get two hours, unless we are lucky!

Today i wont do anything in particular, probably play a little Soul Calibur or how ever its spelled.

Again, thanks for cheering me up, Kirk and Skippy!

<3

I hope you like how i edited the pictures~! <3

[ By the way, it still wont let me change the mood icon! >;( ]

]]> ~BrokenWingsCantFly http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19232922/ http://BrokenWingsCantFly.deviantart.com/journal/19232922/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 10:04:33 PDT
Just if could find some place to spend the night, i would be so thankful! My family doesnt really understand much about their child[me], because im so diffrent from both my other siblings! Heh..

Its really stressedful to see them noticing how good at things my brother and sister are. Its really off though when i want to show them something i drew, or brought home from a class i did in school, or what ever you know? They just say something like this, "Yeah, we'll look at it later," or "I busy right now.." but when my sister or brother want to show them something, its all like "ill be there in a minute."

I guess thats why im happy i have my friends!

Especially Kirk-kun<3, Chase-kun, Sarah-chan, Skippy-chan, Mac-kun even though he isnt here right now, and oddly, my little sister understand alot of thing, or atleast she likes talking to me and is my closest sibling.

Well, im going to fine something to do to get my mind off all these stupid things, so i wont be depressed.

And again, thank you Kirk-kun<3, and Skippy-chan.

[How come the mood icon wont let me change it, its stuck on some little blue dancing emot.]

<3333333

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