http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Brokensoul1987&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Brokensoul1987 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 18:31:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/23879846/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/23879846/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 09:31:13 PDT Dunno what to write but was really fed up of seeing the same entry on my page

Nearly finished my 2nd year of uni now been living with awesomes and shall be doing again next year yay! (Even if we have to move flats )

STILL working at Primark cept now I work in Preston ^-^;

ummm yeah XD Bye byes

Raaa

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THE END

fin

]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/11693029/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/11693029/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:28:27 PST
So, what better time 2 post a blog on DA when Im sat in General Studies?! (- An incredibly tedious waste of time.)

Well, guess what I did?

I gots me an UNCONDITIONAL OFFER for GAMES DESIGN at uni yay! 3 years working on all the aspects that make a fabulouso computer game without all the scary nasty programming - just drawing, doodling, photoshopping, sketching, creating and commin up with game ideas and stuffs yay!

Technically I COULD drop out of college right here and now... But I want a full A-Level in art and an AS in Media Studies would be nice ^-^ plus then I'd have to work like full time and that's not cool not when I could be here... (it is better even if it still smells a bit ^_^' )

Think thats bout all really, workin @ Primark at weekends (BOOOOOOO! Some weekends I don't like it, other weekends I HATE it and want to walk out and cry and/or go crazy at them and other weekends its almost not 2 bad - overall its nasty nasty nasty)

Hmm. That really is bout all there is 2 say... In a bit of a creative spurt so hopefully sum of that will be spent doing stuff 2 upload on here
Well, we'll see what happens eh?

]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/10915418/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/10915418/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 16:13:31 PST
Erm, well I'm on crutches at the mo. Ran for a bus and sprained my ankle cos I went over on it >_<
Its an old injury from when I last sprained it (which was a very bad sprain) soo I have to be extra careful on it apparently 6 weeks on crutches ¬_¬ and Im sposed 2 have phsyiotherapy but hospital aint got in touch with me yet.. Shud probs call them.

Everything at college has to be in like really soon which sucks I feel very behind with my art... dont feel like I have anything and I think i could do so much more with it all. All a bit crappy. Done the majority of my UCAS... Eurgh thats gotta b in 2moz

Well.. I cant think of anything else to say really, what an interesting blog...

I have made a friend in Japan, shes 19 and called Eri shes rather cool don't talk to her loads cos we email and I think she takes ages translating what I say lol. Yeah that really is about it.

Thanx 4 readin I guess lmao

Rub you's all! ^-^

]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/9069105/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/9069105/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 17:16:37 PDT
Im just gonna talk utter jibberish and complete and utter crap until i am even more bored and/or hav fallen asleep (probably caused by the boredom)

you have now been officially warned.

Well since saturdayish i hav been workin my absolute ass off anyway for am RS exam i had 2day, well yes2day morning now. A2 Johns gospel pah its a lot of work and no, has nothing to do with what GCSE RS is like (my god if it was...) Overall i THINK i did ok. Could hav gon better but cud easily hav gon worse. I managed to rite fairly confidently to all the essay questions that were asked, even rememered some quotes, and compared to my usual I wrote a lot (compared to the majority i didnt but 4 me i did well - i really am a slow writer)

anyways @ the end of my exam went in2 town with 2 of my m8s was pretty fun got the giggles. Was attacked by a pigeon, saw several hilarious haircuts and one or 2 that were just bafling, no idea how they were possible or y theyd been created.
Biiiiiiiig blonde/black emo hair guy cept it was just like a messy afro xplosion with a weird fringe
A woman (i think) with a heavy brown helmet on top of her head
A chav girl (?) with sum sort of weird undescribable circular circle fringe thing...it was REALLY weird
and sum other types lol

sumhow got the giggles over the word cliterous...so mature lmao think we were tlkin about vibrators and how the rampant rabbit wudnt work on a guy cos they dnt hav a cliterous and wudnt b able 2 experience the cliteral stimulation. (Or hav anywhere to put that part of it lol)

I had the WORST chicken pasty/bake thing
it was COLD, had hardly any filling AT ALL, the pastry was like BURNT and it was GROSS lol well a waste of 85p!!

I came home errm had a pancake with far 2 much sugar which ended up nrly all goin in the bin then I played on animal crossing wild world for way 2 long. I timetravelled cos im a dumbass and now hav a town COVERED in weeds which will take hrs to get rid of... (iv dun it b4... ud think id learn wudnt u??)

I actually really need the loo rite now so I think i shud go and do that... Mmmhm so im now bk, bet u missed me lol

Hmm maybe I should end this rant and go do sumfin like play a game or even like draw, maybe even go read sumfin or watch an anime movie..

Argh i dunno but im gonna end this now yeah of u read u must hav been bored 2 lol woo the bored united! ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8976393/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8976393/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 08:56:31 PDT
Totoro is such a fab film and this is what this entry is about
Ive watched it bout 3/4 times now in the last erm 3/4 days? yeh thats about rite.
Its just magical tho! thats the only word u can use to describe it, it sumhow perfectly captures the feeling of being a lil kid its so pure and innocent and just magic lol.
Not alot happens to be fair it starts off with a new family moving into an old house thats rumoured to be haunted and it goes on about the "dust bunnies" which r just adorable and very very similar to the things in Spirited Away. I love it when they leave the house singing "Haha haha" lol its simplicity at its best. Then the little girl whos like 4 follows this like ghost rabbit thing (tiny forest spirit) and it goes a bit alice and wonderland and she meets Totoro very cute meeting scene she falls asleep wakes up and hes gone and shes like back in the garden. Its just cute and sweet. It's such a great movie though I'm totally obbsessed with it its just full of little moments. My faves are when Mei/Mai (the lil girl) uses the bucket for a telescope lol errrm when shes chasing after the forest spirit thing and I love it wen Totoro appears @ the bus stop when its raining and they give him an umbrella and he plays in the rain and gets all xcited about the rain droplets! Its so cute! I love Cat Bus as well! Its cute but kinda creepy!

To-to-ro!!

Arouko! Arouko! Watashi wa genki!
.......sumfin sumfin sumfin...................Don don dokoro!
(cant remember the words but the opening themetune is aceness lol)

TOTORO!

*Soft Grunt!* ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8748079/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8748079/ Fri, 12 May 2006 09:23:19 PDT Its 2 damn hoot!!
ARGH!!
DYING!!!
Heat rash!
Burning!
Sweaty!
ARRRGH!!

I'm a redhead and I have green eyes.
Apparently if you have red hair u shud really watch urself in the sun.
Apparently if you hav green eyes u need 2 b a lil careful to.
(Sumfin to do with type of skin and the tone of it)
Red hair + Green eyes = very bad combo in summer

I try as hard as possible 2 stay as covered up as possible and inside as much as pos.
It sux cos I do like the brightness of everything. But gaaaawd.
I cant stand suncream stuff its ikky and just melts and makes u feel even more gross and u get it all in ur hair and eww. Plus even the highest numbers dont seem to have much effect. I still turn into a lobster. A very irritable sweaty lobster shedding its skin in fact.

I like the inbetween months, like springy ones and autumny ones, but theres just no clear sping and autumn no more cos of retarded freaky weather. I like sunny days where theres a nice lot of cold wind. That I can cope with. But then I live in smelly Blackpool and theres usually sum sort of horrific heatwave followed by a torrential rainstorm or warm rain which them makes the air hot and dry and sticky and humid and everything you dont want. ARGH!

Sunshine - good
Heat - bad
Hot sun - EVIL

I can never find any bloody clothes for summer either cos they all look stupid on me so I have to stay in jeans and tshirts and die eurgh.
Doesn't help im suffering from a TERRIBLE allergic reaction in the form of a VERY nasty rash all over one of my legs. All down the back on the lower half and the same on a section @ the front. IT KILLS!!
Veet easy wax strips ... GRR! Ive discovered i hav a severe allergic reaction to them and yeh they didnt even work very well and all the hair on my leg is growin back which is itchy enuf. God it kills I have my leavers Ball soon I hope its cleared up by then
Oooooo sooo soo sooo itchy!!!! ARGH SUMMER IS EVIL!!! ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8524335/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8524335/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 17:47:41 PDT 2nite was absolutely awesome!
I had such a great time
My legs ache theres like 2 mins left on the battery and im actually tired now as soon as i can b assed 2 moce im goin 2 bed lol

(5amish on April the 20th 2006)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------Edited vvvv All new vvvv

Ok so its now like 24 hours ago since i wrote ^^^ I had written an entry but im stupid and closed the window b4 saving.
So, agen ill do a write up >_< lol

Got there like 4ish which is soooooo fookin late 4 me! Lmao
saw my bessie mate from 6th form, Becci whilst Qn which twas cool they joined the Q with us... lol and then sadly we lost em wen we went in. We got 2 the front tho yaay! ok so not the very very front but like 2nd row on a dodgy slanted sideways angle which wasnt 2 damn comfy 2 stand in lol but ah well I saw HIM! yay!! The support band...euurgh so so bad. They were boring as hell and not gig material. The songs they choose were shit and played in a really bad order lol. God they suked. But then HIM came on YAAAY!! I keep 4gettin how high his voice is like compared 2 on cd. But then all bands r :S tis weird lol. Slipknot and KoRn and stuff they all sound like theyve been kicked in the balls compared 2 cd/tv versions (ok so a slight xaggeration but it is a noticable diff)

OMG tho Ville mmmmmmmmmm fuk hes hot. Lmao. Hes so cute and oof! He was well in2 it which was great! The band were really givin it evryfin last nite. Ive not seen them perform as well as last nite which was brill

Ville kept giggling and laffin and chuckling (lol chuckling) bless (I loove his laugh its so damn cute!)

HE NOTICED ME AGEN!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!

He was singin solitary WOman dedicate 2 all the single girls bless lol and then he was stud staring over @ us 4 ages lol and like posing kinda my mate Jam was like "Nic take a pic!!" I was kinda just staring @ him and cheering lmao I tuk a pic and Ville goes "There we go!" lmao woo!

**So the 1st time I saw them he laffed @ me and winked
**2nd time he sed afew words 2 me and my m8 and kept like communicating he also apologised cos he thought I was shouting @ him cos we didnt get on stage wen I was actually shouting @ security lmao
**and now hes posed 4 me and actually waited 4 me 2 take a pic and discovered how slow I am lmfao wow I love him lol

There was sum realy hot guys there which was gr8 but all of em luked taken lol pah lol
They played sum of my faves which was obv fantastic, and I got sum pics and made sum vids. The vids are of "Wings of a butterfly" "Join Me in Death" and 2 very short clips from "Please Dont let it go" and one clip from god knows what. *We were rite next to an amp so the sounds really distorted...Amazingly tho sumhow u can makeout what the other vids r! which is cool *

Woke up this morning...late afternoon (4:30 actually lmao) with acheing legs, acheing back, a bad neck and little hearing/voice lol wooo!

But yeah I'm sick of JUST gettin his attention tho lmao! Need 2 meet them! thatd b a total dream come true
Ah well, theres always the next HIM gig! WOOOO! BRING IT ON! ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8514154/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8514154/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:51:16 PDT Iv been up and dwn l8ly and it felt like I wasnt gonna get 2 go so i dnt think im believin it really... Maybe thats y im writing it here cos that makes it more real But yeah I SHOULD be asleep now but I aint (obv) Its 2:30am and I gotta b up @ 11am (Trust me, 4 me that b early in the hols) **Altho If It was jsut me and Jam wed b there by that time lol but Charlie has work grr but its either get there later or not go @ all - i choose cope with it** Means we rnt gonna b @ the front tho Jams claustrophobic *Yay big word...wonder if its spelt rite** so we cudnt barge thru cos thatd b mean on him, so unless we sumhow miraculously get 2 the front rite away ... its @ the bk we're gonna stay which sux cos im tiny and wnt b able 2 c anything but meeh.

I shall write up the gig probs in 24 Hours lol woah that makes it sound like a long way off. But ill probs be shattered and sweaty and dead. (I hope so or else it means its been a shit gig lol) Lets hope I get in2 it more 2moz. I love HIM and cant not b happy or its gonna suk ass and Im gonna b a pain 2 b with. OOO batterys dying maybe i shud take a hint and sleep... EEEP!!

oooo wonder if camera wud hav any effect 2moz... I NEED 2 sort sumfin out there just in case sumfin amazing happens

Oyasumi xXx ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8346101/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8346101/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 17:43:02 PDT An amazing film...
Made me cry...alot...

The End. ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8095060/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/8095060/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 15:47:48 PST _< I don't like spending money, but I do like buying things... lol.
Over the weekend Ive bought:
1 blue, 1 chrome, 1 black spray paint can
1 white and 1 red pot of spray paint stuff
1 black ink and 1 white ink
some new paintbrushes
yet another sketchbook
a canvaspad
3 A3 Box canvas'
a box of watercolour tubes
A biiig bottle of turps substitute stuff

Cost a lot of money >_< but I guess most of it was worth iiit , altho the watercolours were awful and the canvas pad was nufin special -_-;

Hmm... Yeah tho ive done a lot of work and I have the headache 2 prove it! (used a lot of spray paint - sowwy environment!) I mite possibly put sum of the pieces on here.. but theyd have 2 b photos and meh I dont like doin that, shud b able 2 @ least get sum photocopies of sum of my sketchbook work and my seperate pieces. Its all 4 my AS art resit *NEED 2 pass this time!!* its in for Friday and i get my xam topic that i hav a few weeks 2 prepare and the its the art xam. Also for friday is the final of my english investigation... EURGH! our teachers set us h/w this week 2, shes never set us hw so she chooses this week 2 start?! i mean aint that just a lil harsh?? ARGH! It was in 4 2day but i 4got and now iv luked @ it i dnt get it @ all (the hw) so im probs gonna die...yay! wnt hav 2 worry bout stuff! lol ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/7706277/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/7706277/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 16:42:26 PST
But eurgh Ive just had one thing after the other lately. Hating 6th form l8ly like just dnt wanna go, last yr it was my art that got 2 me and made me hate it all this year its only art im kinda happy in, grrr. Had 2 take a week 2 prepare for my English A2 exam. You get given 2 booklets on 2 random topics containing lots of random pieces like newspaper articles and thigns from websites and pictures and crap in each booklet. You have 2 get to knwo these booklets as well as you can and then in a 2:30 exam you have to answer one of 4 questions, 2 on each pack and its all very random. You dont know what you're gonna get asked and you don't know what information from what pack ur gonna need. It got annoyin in the xam cos u hav 2 take scissors and pencils and glue and loads of crap and the desks rnt xactly spacious... hmm yesh. So I had a week away from social life there, a week before whilst I was doin sum random homework which was long and hard and irritating and this week cos Ive got a piece of coursework 2 hand in on Friday that I hadnt started, well I had but my laptop actually got a virus just b4 Christmas and I had 2 wipe everything which meant gudbye work and as if u start coursework @ christmas spesh wen ur not even @ home, so It kept gettin put off until yes2day. Ive been doin it all nite but Ive no idea wtf Im doin so woo... minimum I can leave it at is anuva 1000 words, so I have 2 do @ least 1000words 2moz nite but it shud b at least anuva 2000, addin an xtra 1000 2 what ive dun is like the bare bare bare minimum... It's all very stressfull and it doesnt help Ive lost an entire syllabus of notes for my R.E... didnt know they were missin, didnt even think they cud go missin seemin how they dnt leave my bag cept in R.E. Well, at least it means Im gonna hav 2 photocopy sum1 elses notes and I guarantee there notes will be sooooooooooo much better than mine lol, yeah bedtime now sleepy been workin all nite and Ive got 2 the tired crappy rambling stage so yeh ... hmm indeed ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/7274627/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/7274627/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 14:23:47 PST










1.) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.











2.) you havent played solitaire with real cards in years.











3.) the reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they dont have a screen name or a myspace.











4.) youd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.











6.) your boss doesnt even have the ability to do your job.











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12.) repost if you fell for it. you know you did ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/6704149/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/6704149/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 13:08:49 PDT Soooooo many crowdsurfers most of em really ended up hurtin me and the ppl nr me we got them chuked on us and shit my head got bashed against the metal barrier afew times, thought I was gonna pass out after one hit really knocked me dizzy but it was like bk of head, and neck that wud suddenly get sum1s ass fallin on it, cudnt avoid it and it fukin knackered, ah well lol bought one tshirt *an official one 4 once wooo! Managed 2 actually find an official stall * Well twas a cool gig if nothing else the performance was gr8, Viking Skull supported who I hate but the singers mic didnt work *WOO!* nd all u cud hear was the guitar and the guitarist is pretty cool so that was alrite lol Clutch supported as well and they seemed ok but u cudnt make out singer agen lol thankfully they sorted that out 4 wen CKY came on. Yup thats about all i hav 2 say I think, Im kinda bored thats y its so long lol Ill post the pics that saved wen I can b assed which will probs b in 2 secs or so lol ... yesm ]]> ~Brokensoul1987 http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/6341155/ http://Brokensoul1987.deviantart.com/journal/6341155/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 09:35:38 PDT
Ive just got back from seeing what was possibly the BEST gig I have ever been to! I saw KoRn agen but @ a tiny arena and omfg we were like front row and I got the coolest pics and a video which is apparently Somebody Someone, but even though I filmed it I REALLY cant make it out theres a lot of noise from the crowd and we were right next to the sound system, my ears omg ringing just a bit lol BUT YAY!! I MET FIELDY!! WOOOOO! Got my KoRn doll signed but like yeah didnt meet the others but yeah I met Fieldy! Yay! They did such a good show and I gotta say I didnt think itd b so great w/out Head they had a guy fillin in and my m8 sed it was the dude outta Adema but I like didnt take notice lol. Munky like laughed @ me cos I did an impression of Jon with his cute lil 'Chicken Mosh/Boob Clap' lol and Jon posed 4 a pic and it really didnt come out which is just GRR!! Omg tho it ruled we were w8in since b4 10 in the mornin but it was sooooo worth it god its been such a long day but its like gone waaay 2 fast lol Ive loved 2day I went with my best m8 in the whole world and that just added 2 the amazingness of the whole event. If Im totally rmabling im sorry I just really dnt no wheat the hells goin on rite now and its now like 2:20 so thats nrly an hour 2 write this how? I hav no idea. I still need a shower and the tiredness is now kicking in... Great lol 2day has been fukin amazing I cant believe how close we were 2 them and how great they played and they had an AMAZING supoort band called PMT lol but they kicked ass so bad I cant believe iv met fieldy and like communicated and had eye contaxct with and stuff with the uva guys minus dave cos he only came 2 the edge of the stage and chuked stuff he didnt really do anything lol but wow ive KoRn agen...but @ a small arena omg omg this is gonna take a while 2 sink in, hopefully the injuries I know I have but cant feel rite now due 2 Wowness and stuff wnt start hurtin until theyve healed lmao which wud defeat the point, so I hope they dnt hurt and just heal lol wow im sooooooo out of it wow kick urself if u missed this gig. ]]> ~Brokensoul1987