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Write out the names of your characters and explain
1) how you thought of their name
2) what made you create the character in the first place
3) how the character has changed over time (if they have changed)
4) any random fun fact about that character

*~*

Madison

1)Well, it was a nickname that I have developed through friends and connections. So I figured it was the best course of action to follow with her.
2) Levithan Stadium- I wanted to do some roleplayeing, and I figured that would be the opportune moment. I came up with her design based on my Gaia avatar.
3) Oh yes, over time her behavior has grown very much like how I have grown as an individual. I also have given her an actual backstory before she was living in the orphanage about having a family and all that other fun stuff. But what I think has changed the most is her behavior and her maturity level.
4) When Madi thinks, she taps her nose.

*~*

Izette Prechtl

1) A Name generator. 8D
2) I made her so I could RP with my friend at the time, because my character (Madi) didn't fit his character and I knew it would end badly. Plus a part of me was wishing I had a new character to play off of.
3) Honestly? Not really. I think the major changes would be she has a boy now (Noah) and that she is practically in love with her Duck Reggie. It wasn't in the original plans to have them involved in her story. And also, I don't RP with the person I made her for, so that's out as well.
4) Izzy plays the bass guitar.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/24979294/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/24979294/ Wed, 27 May 2009 13:06:01 PDT
ANIMATION MEME
- what you love
- X what you saw
- O what you haven't finished or saw sizable portions
- Leave unchanged if neutral

CLASSIC DISNEY
-------------------------------
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)

DISNEY'S DARK AGE
-------------------------------
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[o] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)
[] Robin Hood (1973)

THE DISNEY RENAISSANCE
-------------------------------
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[] Hercules (1997)
[] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] Tarzan (1999)
[] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)

DISNEY'S MODERN AGE
-------------------------------
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[x] Bolt (2008)
[o] Brother Bear (2003)
[ ] Chicken Little (2005)
[o] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004
[] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[x] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)

PIXAR
-------------------------------
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[o] Cars (2006)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[] Wall-E (2008)

DON BLUTH
-------------------------------
[] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] An American Tail: Fieval Goes West (1991)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[o] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

CLAYMATION
-------------------------------
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[] Corpse Bride (2005)
[] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[] The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)
[ ] Wallace &... ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/24025396/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/24025396/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:08:23 PDT
I'm currently going to advertise my little contest on here.

If you didn't know, I am currently holding an art contest on Gaia for my adorable OC's. But isn't just me! and Pocket Gal are my patrons.

Anyways, if you would like to enter or simply check it out I present you with the link: [link]

There's a lot of stuff in there, and I encourage artists at all levels!

Thanks!

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23748922/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23748922/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 15:14:22 PDT xXx KISS ME I'M IRISH MEME xXx
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Now whether or not you're actually Irish, Part Irish or Only Irish at heart,
copy and paste this into your journal and fill 'er out!

Are you Irish?:

If you're Irish: What marks you as such?:

Drink?:

Corned beef and cabbage?:

Name your 10 favourite things that are GREEN:

What's the best thing about St. Pat's?:

What do you associate with Ireland and the Irish?:

Do you have any favourite Irish sayings/blessings?:

How will you celebrate St. Patrick's Day?:

Name 3 Irish themed movies:

Name 3 Irish Songs: (if you can't think of something specificly Irish, anything Celtic will do)

Are you wearing GREEN?:



Finally, Kiss/Pinch 3 or more other people and tag them to do this meme too!


*~*

xXx KISS ME I'M IRISH MEME xXx
-----------------------------------

Are you Irish?: Hell no XD. I'm a European Mutt Crossed with Ukranianism

If you're Irish: What marks you as such?:

Drink?: Please.

Corned beef and cabbage?: I'll just take the cabbage with some cheese whiz please.

Name your 10 favourite things that are GREEN:
1. Plants
2. Teddy (One of my Teddy bears)
3. My M*A*S*H Hoodie
4. Deviant Art
5. My Life Shirt (it has animals on it)
6. Wallas The Bear (Another Teddy bear that is Irish)
7. Pete The Dragon (Come on! Disney people!)
8. The Grinch
9. Absenthe XD
10. Limes <3

What's the best thing about St. Pat's?: The fact that when I find a rainbow, I can chase a leprachaun.

What do you associate with Ireland and the Irish?: Bagpipes.

Do you have any favourite Irish sayings/blessings?: I don't know any XD

How will you celebrate St. Patrick's Day?: Doing homework.

Name 3 Irish themed movies:
-Braveheart
-Highlander (I'm sure it is)
-Leprachauns (XD)

Name 3 Irish Songs:
-Drunken Lullabies by Floggin Molly
-The King Of The Fairies by Gaelic Storm
-Lord of The Dance from River dance

Are you wearing GREEN?: Aye.



Finally, Kiss/Pinch 3 or more other people and tag them to do this meme too!

Whoever wants too

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23576937/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23576937/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 15:16:51 PST
As you have noticed that there are new paintings up. Unfortunately I have on tucked away at the moment because I really don't like how it turned out. He's in the Scrapbook if you really wanna see him. But I warn you, he sucks balls.

So, what sort of things should you guys be expecting from me in the next month of so?

Well!

~A Clay Piece
~Variety of paintings and drawings.
~A landscape painting
~Crayon art work
~And a bunch of other things.

That's going to be rather awesome when it shows up ne?

Um...

I guess I can go through some large updates about life you wanna...

But to be honest it's just crap, so I rather not.

Anyways, that's it from me.



Take care kiddies!

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23157662/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/23157662/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:36:39 PST
I actually bothered to update this damn thing!

So I am currently taking an Art Education class at my school, so don't be surprised if I decide to post some up. Keep in my that some of it isn't all that great, but some of it is pretty dandy.

Also, if you haven't noticed with my latest post. I am doing a watercolor frenzy of people's OCs. If anyone would like on done for themselves, let me know because I would be glad to do it.Currently I am working on a Teira one for even though she didn't ask.

Please keep in mind I can probably do males, but they most likely won't be as good as the females XD.

Thanks all.

-Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22581985/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22581985/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 16:37:38 PST
I think everyone needs too at some point...

SO here you be.

It was written over 300 years ago and was found carved on a church wall in Baltimore.

Well there's the history, so hop to it.

*~*

Desiderata
By
Unknown Author


Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are the vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter, for their will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass. Take kindly in the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. You are needed in this world. Do not concern yourself with other worlds, for they do not exist. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding in an ordered manner. Therefore, be at peace with nature and the mysterious process of evolution, whatever you conceive it to be; and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, strive to maintain your own inner peace while you do those things bring you happiness and contribute to the survival of humanity. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22335327/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22335327/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 15:00:03 PST

|| 2oo8 ||


1.) What was your New Years Resolution(s) for 2oo8?: Loose 100 lbs.

2.) Did you keep it?: Fuck no.

3.) What important lesson did you learn?: That men are fickle creatures....

And who my real friends are.

4.) What was your lowest point?: Having to argue with a really close friend of mine which almost costed our friendship. That and the fact that I lost the painting job, which costed me a friendship there too.

5.) What's your biggest regret? (if you have any): Missing my psychology final in the first semester...CAUSE I CAN'T READ MILITARY TIME!

6.) What was your highest point?: Meeting new friends, and strengthening some old ones.

7.) What are you most proud of doing in 2oo8?: That I've Figured out what I wanna do with my life (FINALLY)

8.) What's your favorite memory from 'o8?: My birthday, it was the best one that I had in years.

9.) Was 2oo8 a good year?: I'd say so.

|| 2oo9 ||


10.) How did you bring in the New Year?: With great friends, Denny's, and Booze. XD

11.) Who were you with?:
Tons of friends. From the party at and and than another party at Ryan's than going to Kevin.

12.) What is your New Year's Resolution(s)?: Don't have any.

13.) On a scale of 1-10, how likely are you to keep it/them?: 3.14

14.) What are you most looking forward to in 'o9?: The Florida Trip with , hopefully it happens. X3

15.) What do you want to do this year, that you didn't last?: Live Life To The Fullest.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22040984/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/22040984/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 21:45:18 PST MEME TIME: If you comment I'll give you a letter of the alphabet and you have to make a journal and list TEN THINGS you like starting with the letter I give you.

My letter: A (given by )

1.The Brotherhood: I didn't include "the" because, it's well lame. Anyways, I am speaking of the Brotherhood in X-men. They are full of win and awesome. YEAAAAH! BROTHERHOOD PRIDE!

2. Beavers: Yes, I'm Canadian, therefore I am proud of the Beaver that represents my country.

3. Buffy The Vampire Slayer: Mayn, I love this show. Both the Movie and the TV series. Aw yeah. <3

4. Batman: I am Batman, therefore I love myself.

5. Bunnies: I love rabbits. You all should know this by now.

6. Books: Who doesn't like a good book?

7. Breddor: Oh! I cheat! See the author's name is Frank Breddor and he writes my favorite book series known as The Looking Glass Wars. If you love Alice in Wonderland, I suggest you read this series.

8. Boobs: I love my breasts, they are comfy and serve an excellent purpose to society.

9. Butterflies: Butterflies are very pretty, and they are masters of camouflage.

10. Beetlejuice: BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE! Okay, seriously. Micheal Kaine did an excellent job in this movie considering that he went from Batman to playing Beetljuice. I commend that man. Plus Lydia = Win.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/19397002/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/19397002/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:07:11 PDT
I figure I can do it:

Rules: Choose 8 top friends and answer the questions HONESTLY. When you are done, tag 8 other people.

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.





9. How did you meet 6?
We met through at the DDR corner I believe

10. Why are you friends with 3?
Cause he's awesome and I think he's full of win!

11. Is 7 in a relationship?
Yes. With Cog XD

12. Have you kissed 1?
On the cheek

13. Have you hugged 4?
Internet Hugs, FTW

14. Have you done anything sexual with 6?
...No. We've joked around though XD

15. Would 1 and 8 make a good couple?
No...cause Internet relationships suck.

16. How long have you know 2?
Four years now.

17. Would you ever kiss 7?
Internet Kisses? XD

18. Whats a good memory with 5?
When we went shopping for clothes. It was a while ago, but it was awesome.

19. Ever hugged 8?
INTERNET HUGS!

20. Do you love 4?
In a sibling way, yes!

21. Is 5 nice?
Yes!


22. How did you meet 3?
We met through my brother at a C-train station. He was wearing a name tag that read "Glomp Bait" and so...I did just that. XD

23. Who makes you laugh?
All of them in their own ways

24. Who makes you smile?
Read above.

25. When was the last time you saw 4?
Like never. Cause we talk on MSN

26. Would 3 and 6 make a cute couple?
Ironically they are IN a relationship XD

27. Does 8 love you?


28. Do you see 3 a lot?
No actually, it's sad.

29. Describe 4 in 3 words?
Amazing, lovely, and beautiful.

30. What would you buy 1 for their birthday?
A condom XD

Kidding! Probably the Looking Glass Wars Series. :3

31. Have you traveled anywhere with 5?
To China town

32. Do you have fun with 7?
All the time

33. Is 2 a cool person?
Damn rights, she is one of my bestest friends ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/18006675/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/18006675/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:30:29 PDT

RULES
1. Post these rules.
2. Write 8 random facts: of thyself.
3. Post these things in a Journal/Blog.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged

1. I am Batman. No joke.

2. I have a rather large addiction to movie/T.V. show soundtracks. It's sickening how many I have.

3. My favorite era is the 1980s

4. I have a phobia of large groups of people.

5. I have 200+ stuffed animals. And I don't plan on giving any of them away.

6. I'm not actually fully religious, but I believe in Buddhist principles.

7. I can read tarot cards very easily and well.

8. I have an unnatural love for Tim Burton.

I Tag:

Dal

Judi

Kristy-pants

Krazy

Matt

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/17982673/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/17982673/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:55:34 PDT 1.) Put on your playlist of choice, and randomize it.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that play and add "in my pants" at the end of the song name.
3.) Bold the ones that made you LOL.

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1.) Phil Collins- Welcome in my pants
2.) She Wants Revenge- Racheal in my pants
3.)Evan Rachel Wood- It Won't Be Long In My Pants
4.) Smashing Pumpkins- By Starling in my pants
5.) R.E.M- It's The End As We Know It in my pants
6.) Twisted Sister- I Wanna Rock In My Pants
7.) Jennifer Saunders- Fairy Godmother Song in my pants
8.) Valery Gergiev- March in my pants
9.) Doug Smith- Dueling Guitars in my pants
10.) Rufus Wainwright- The Motion Waltz in my pants (O.o)
11.) Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride in my pants
12.) Relient K- The Pirates Who Don't Do anything in my pants
13.) Rolling Stones- Can't You Hear Me Knockin' in my pants
14.) Nightwish- 7 Days To The Wolves In my Pants (...Wow)
15.) AJ and Aly- Protecting Me in my pants

Uh...

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/17612742/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/17612742/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 19:22:12 PDT

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Somewhere- Within Temptation

2. How would you describe yourself?
Simon's Final Thought- Prozzak

3. What do you like in a girl/boy?
Take Me Out- Franz Ferdinand

4. How do you feel today?
Serenity- Godsmack

5. What is your life's purpose?
The Cross- Scorpions (No...I'm not religious)

6. What is your motto?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger- Daft Punk (Ohhhhh...So dirty~)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Strength And Honor- Gladiator OST (Well that's nice)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Having Hun Is Bad For You- Arrogant Worms

9. What do you think about very often?
Shadow Games- Jean

10. What is 2 + 2?
Star Wars Main Title- John Williams (Cause Math is that epic *eye roll*)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
I'm Gonna Fly- Sydney Forest ()

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Chasing Cars- String Quartet Tribute to Snow Patrol

13. What is your life story?
Something Better- The Muppets (You know that's my life)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Answers- Vigilante

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I Love Being A Turtle- Klaus Badelt (LAWLZ)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Fame- David Bowie

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Slide- Goo Goo Dolls

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Happiness Is A Warm Gun- Joe Anderson (Oh Dear)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Loose Ends- Imogen Heap

20. What is your biggest secret?
La Bamba- Leon Thomas

21. What do you think of your friends?
''Battle Without Honor Or Humanity''-Tomoyasu Hotei

22. What will you post this as?
You're The Best- Joe Esposito

I Tag:





]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/16889783/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/16889783/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 20:12:04 PST

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch for a single character. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.

If you've already done 10 free sketches (in a single page), put the link of the journal's entry in your comment... You're still qualify. *But, in this case, you can leave, if you want.*

RULES:

-No hentai (pornography or anything related) or anything that shouldn't be seen by any 10 year old child. Or your parents.

1. - Death Knight Art [link]
2.- Lainey
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/14372163/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/14372163/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 21:32:50 PDT
:3

Yay me!

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/14127222/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/14127222/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 00:47:31 PDT Feel loved hunny!

So I went on my Date with Andrew on Thursday and it was ....Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhh....XD

Let me put it this way, I went down to Eau Claire and he was late by half an hour...and he didn't bother to call. We then went and saw the Simpsons Movie. That was a good movie actually, but during the entire movie...he was trying the whole out stretched movie yawn thing...and I would just inch away in my seat. It was really weird.

We then afterwards went over to Boston Pizza for a few drinks and to play pool. He was teaching me how to play pool, which was weird. You know what I'm talking about, the whole going behind me and stuff. And when we were talking over a few beers he kept touching my arm when he talked and I kept pulling away (keep in mind I was really polite when I was doing this stuff). During dinner he kept insulting Gay people, and skinny men. And I was sitting there thinking "I like the skinny men though".

After we had a beer he asked me when I had to be home, at this point in time I was all like "Uh...Make up a time" so I said 11:30 Cause I had a curfew. He wasn't too impressed by this and wanted me to stay out later, but I just said I couldn't cause my parents are Nazis. So we had about an hour left before I could really head home, so without my opinion, he was all like "HEY! Let's Go to My house and Play Soul Calibur!" Well you see the thing was, originally we were going to go to Eau Claire and play Soul Calibur there, but the Arcade got closed down for good. Which is sad.

So we ended up going to his house and I was all like "....Ehhhhhh" and we played some video games. He kicked my ass, but everytime I did something good, he would touch me. Mostly rubbing my back, and I would laugh nervously. I had no clue what to do. He then told me he would do anything to give me a shoulder massage, and I was creeped out at that point. Literally, I was freaked. He then offered to watch some TV, and I told him I really should get going. He kept insisting, and I said no. Mainly cause I knew it would probably result in cuddling. And I was already freaked out as it was.

Finally it was time to go and he drove me home, we didn't say much in the car ride back except me giving him directions. Finally when we reached my house I thanked him for the evening and he then asked I was getting out of the car for a hug. I didn't want to hurt his feelings, so I gave him a hug and he tried to kiss me. I then pulled away and I got out and darted to my door.

The entire date really consisted of small talk, and sexual jokes. He made a lot of them, which made me uncomfortable. I'm fine with making them with my friends, but he was saying stuff like after hearing a commercial on the radio about buying a sex toy on how we should go and get a Hermaphrodite Blow up doll. I got really uncomfortable about it. Mainly cause I don't know him at all, and he's making those sort of jokes.

So on a scale to 1-10, 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest. I would rate him a three, why? My list consists of this:
1)I didn't get raped
2) He paid for everything
3) He was sweet at some points.

As soon as I got home I talked to a few of my friends, and all of them were basically saying either "I'm sorry" or "Where the fuck does he live? I'm going to kick his ass" XD

So, as for a second date that he wants? I'm going to have to say no.

Sorry.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13628568/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13628568/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 01:12:04 PDT
Well what really sucked is the fact that I got off at oh...10:00 PM and I got home at 1:00 AM. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...I was pretty upset over that. It's because cash out took forever. Mainly because my Credit machine that I have sucks. So when it printed receipts. It was very lame about that. So people were getting mad about that. And really, I just worked there. Literally. My breaks also today sucked too...I only had a 15 minute break and I didn't even get to eat dinner till I got home. It was pretty lame.

But in all honesty, I can't really complain...I mean I get $10.50 an hour to sit in a booth and give tickets to people. But I guess sitting in a little shack when it's 35 degrees Celsius (95F) I can bitch. But tomorrow will go better, cause now I kind of know what I am doing more so.

So if you Calgarians want to visit me, I wok 4=10 everyday, except on the 15th cause I have it off. I am located in the middle booth on the way into the ground from Victoria Park station. So come say hi, and then I will tell you my break so we can hang out together.

YAY!

Okay, I'm out.

-Madz

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13465898/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13465898/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 22:58:46 PDT Good reviews, except for my baby. That's about it.

Tomorrow I have to get up at 6 so I can go to a stupid orientation for Stampede. And it's stupid cause I have to walk to the station because my buses don't run till before 8. I'm worried now that the trains won't be running either. I am totally not going to have time to get my shit together. I also going to be hanging out with the girls afterwards and then taking Kat to the bus depot with love. I'm going to be very sad when she leaves. The week has gone by too quickly.

Madi's going to be exhausted tomorrow. I may have a nap at some point.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13401215/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13401215/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:30:33 PDT
But I do have to say it was a lot of fun. I mean we totally blended so well. It made me...feel warm on the inside. I hadn't felt that in quite sometime. Sure I've had those moments in High School, but really...ever since I came to Centennial it wasn't the same feeling...you know? Now of course, I don't want to sound like a bitch and saying I prefer one of my groups of friends than the other, cause I don't. I just hadn't felt it in a while and it was nice. I mean I love my girls at school, all of them. They do give me that feeling....but I've known the other four longer...so it was different. It was like I was with my family. I'm sure it was just a change and all...but I felt really happy...I had no problems with the world and my family around me. It was nice.

One of the conversations we had was how things were going to be like when we get older. You know, when we are in our 80s and with canes. We were talking to one another about it, and it made me smile. It would be creepy to think about it. But it was comforting...and tonight we even made an oath, that we would never loose contact...ever. It was nice to hear, it really was. I know some of my friends are thinking that I'm a complete bitch for saying it...but I just missed them a lot. I haven't seen them in forever, I mean the last time I saw Kat was when she moved away in grade 8. And the last time all of us got together, was about then too. So I really hope you guys aren't getting offended by this or anything cause your friendships do mean a lot to me.

So Yeah, that's basically my evening. I am going to see Ocean's 13 with them tomorrow night, Hanging out on Wednesday, not sure what we are doing Thursday, Friday going to Tequila, and on Saturday we are going to the zoo. I'm pretty excited considering I do have money...but I'm going to be fucking poor by the end of it. And on Sunday I have an orientation. I was however going to be staying at their house so I wouldn't be traveling so much. But they don't really have room, well they do but the boys wouldn't be too appreciative of it (Krazy lives with Ty, Adam, Leon, and Cheryl) and well, my parents would basically go ape shit. I mean, last time I tried to go away for a week they went a wall....and I did get kicked out of my house. So, yeah. I don't want to be dragging those problems into her house hold again, I did it once already and I felt like an ass for doing it. But she said it was fine, she really did.

Yeah, that's my day so far.

As for the biology test, it was alright. I mean I knew the stuff on it and I could have done a lot better. But I didn't. I phased out a little. But what mattered is that I had my Buddha on my desk helping me through it. He was my good luck charm in a sense. And the teachers let me take him in. They didn't confiscate him or anything, which made me happy. I feel bad for Mr. Payne though, cause he took it really harshly cause a lot of students said it was murder and he takes it personally cause he feels like he let us down. I got to let him know that he didn't, that he helped us out a lot and I did understand somethings. And I also have to thank him for the increased bio mark. He raised my mark from a 49.2% to a 59.2%. That's fucking amazing considering that it still gives me a chance to pass. I really need to steal his e-mail so I can.

Dallas also made me lunch today which was fucking awesome of her, we had Chicken and Mac and Cheese. It was absolutely awesome of her. I love Dal so much too. And well, I never have gotten a chance to just hang out with her. And it made me smile that we did. I mean, we never get to hang out, right? So we talked about a lot of things from Comics to Tristan. It was great. We also played with Emmy (her bird) and had many giggles.

Today was a good day. I'm feeling rather pleased with it.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13387221/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/13387221/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:58:55 PDT
IF you get more than 20 you're paranoid.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any are full of crap!

I Fear

[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] (claustrophobic) closed spaces
[x] heights
[] black cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire
[] deep water
[] lakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] Heaven
[] being robbed
[x] falling
[] cemeteries
[] clowns
[x] large crowds
[] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibility
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs if they were alive
[] the welcome mat
[] high speeds
[] throwing up

Total fear count: 17

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12989890/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12989890/ Thu, 17 May 2007 14:02:07 PDT
All my fishies died last night. Including my two algae eats that I had grown since they were babies...dead.

Why? The heater to the water broke and basically boiled my fish...I was very sad about this.



My babies....

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12731506/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12731506/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 14:42:34 PDT .O One in Social and the other in Biology, and I was screwed for both of them. Mainly cause my brain shut off half way through the biology test. So I sat there not even knowning how to do a Punnett square. I sank slowly in my chair and covered my face, it was retarded. Then in Social I was basically playing connect the dots because I couldn't remember any of the knowledge I uptained. Hopefully I'll get something atleast right.

Also today I was getting stressed in Drama because I am directing the two most A.D.D. children I have ever met. But they are some of the best actors that I got. Amanda was there trying to help me out, but I wanted to smack my head in. Mr. P was snickering over my progress with the group because I do have to say it is very funny. I am putting on a Monty Python Sketch called "Nudge Nudge" (You can watch it here [link]) And everytime I watch it, I die laughing cause they do such a good job of it when they feel like doing work.

As for the lack of the date, I'm thinking about giving up and just selling the ticket to someone. I'm royally bad at asking people to go with me, mainly cause I get all embarrassed and as for asking a boy. Jesus, I suck. I can't even have a conversation with a boy I like and you want me to do that. XD That's funny. But seriously, I am fucked over for that department. I have an idea of people who I would like to take, but I get all embarrassed cause it is really embarrassing to ask someone. Everyone's also joking around about saying "Oh, take an inflatable doll" but...come off it. I always imagined grad to be like they are in movies, silly I know. But It would be something nice to have, you know have someone to want to dance with you and stuff. Childhood dreams I guess.

Anyways, CCEE is also comming up and I'm really pumped about it. Why? Cause it's the comicbook convention! YEAAAAH! That means I get stuff. And the man who played Darth Maul is going to be there, and the guy who voiced Kurt from X-men Evolution. Plus the woman who played Asuka in Evangelion. I'm really exicted about this cause it's one of the only days of the year where I get to nerd things up to the extreme.

And so now, I'm going to dissapear into the night.

-Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12620553/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12620553/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 15:07:31 PDT Lame on my part of the world. But anyways, so there hasn't really been anything new on my end of things. Except maybe the fact I lost 10 lbs. finally and that I have another 90 more to go. >.O I'm going to be a twig I swear by the end of this. lol

My mom and dad are going away on thrusday to Los Vegas for their Anniversary, which is rather nice. They are gone for 3 whole weeks! :3 Madi gets time to be home alone! I won't be alone though, my sister and brother are going to be home...so it's not that bad. But I do realise that I have a really bad problem of not going to bed or eating when I am home alone. :\ I know it's weird, but I forget about doing those things. So then I end up like a zombie. I hope that isn't going to happen. So I may need some gentle reminders to make sure I keep going. XD

Well one thing that makes me made about them going away is the fact that my payment for planning their Anniversary (which they aren't doing anymore) was going to get a plane ticket to Ontario to see my Erinn. But now, I guess I can't do that. But however, I am changing up the plans for I am asking it for a grad gift. Otherwise, I'm walking there. I don't care, I'm going this summer, no matter what. I really been dieing to go see her, and my dad promised me. He promised me that ticket.

Well I realised that I am still having a rather large pickle of getting a grad date. >=\ My parents have been pressuring me to find one, and going with a girl isn't sounding like such a good idea on their end of things. Which is shitty. I could always say that I'm going with Ray Palmer (The Atom). But that's not as fun. I'm just really shy about it, or maybe I'm scared about rejection. Either or, it's stalling me on getting my grad date on the go. Which boy would be my grad date? ;-; Madi-bunny doesn't want to be the loser that goes all by herself. I was thinking about going with Tyler, but Tyler doesn't want to go to Grad for whatever reasons that he has. So I dunno, I hardly see any of the guys that I used to hang out with. I should totally ask my hand to grad. XD Go me.

Anyways, I should probably go.

Hugs and Kisses,

Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12389494/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12389494/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 13:49:03 PDT (x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 7

( ) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 12

( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 16

(x) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
(x) Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
(x) Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 22

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Begining
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Suddenly 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots
Total so far: 27

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 34

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 37

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 39

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 43

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride (Road kill)
( ) Lucky Number Seven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 47

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 52

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 59

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
( ) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 69

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 71

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indian... ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12367788/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12367788/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 19:34:40 PDT
Brother: You spelt buffalo wrong....
Me: Do you see me caring?
Brother: But..
Me: *interupts* Are you doing this? DO YOU WANT MY JOB! CAUSE I CAN GIVE IT TO YOU FLAT! DO YOU!!?
Brother: *quietly* No...
Me: Then Shut Up. *goes back to work*
Brother: *sinks into chair*
Me: *looks up* Owned.


...Yeah...

Don't mess with me when I'm stressed out.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12352688/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12352688/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:39:49 PDT
Amanda asked me today if I slept well, and I did. Apperently I look exhausted. I don't get what's going on in my head. Usually people don't complain about this, but when I am unable to do my homework because I've drifted asleep. I worry about it quite a bit.

Anyone have any ideas what's going on? Elizabeth thinks I'm not getting any REM sleep. But I dunno, any other thoughts?

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12096808/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12096808/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 17:34:59 PST
I am wondering if anyone has any pictures of me and you (or others) in a group together. Cause I am working on a project right now and I need those piccies. If you don't have a picture with me (cause you live far away or camera shy) you are allowed to draw something or be creative! :3

So if you could post them here or send them to me over MSN or e-mail. That would be amazing.

-Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12069326/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/12069326/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 15:04:13 PST
Um...Got some new comics, being trying to live life to the fullest, enjoying my Wii alittle too much.

Well I do know something that only a few people know about...I'm actually going to be modelling at this years up comming Otafest. I know I said I was going to do the Katamari cosplay, but I don't have the time for it and this event came up. So what exactly am I going to be modelling you might be wondering, I am going to be working for a designer named Ling Mao who make Lolita costumes.

If you are unaware what exactly a Lolita is here is some info: [link]

I am going to be a Gurololi which is basically a gored up version of the lolita. I'm not entirelly sure if I'm officially on the modelling list, but there is a huge promise in for me. :3

So yeah, that's my exicting life.

=3

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11937218/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11937218/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 16:26:26 PST


]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11865980/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11865980/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:54:08 PST
~Unable to keep any food or liquid down.
~Sharp pains
~Fever of 37.8 degrees Celsius (100.06 degree Fahrenheit)

Yeah...I was worshipping the porcelain god all night. And it got so bad that I was in tears with pain. I know it's gross, but yeah...

I feel bad cause I was supposed to go to Chinese New Years tonight but I can't now. I'm sure I'm going to have someone pissed off at me for it. Eh...Whatever.

So yeah...


AWESOME SAUCE XP

Give me love, Damnits!

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11640334/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11640334/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 19:51:54 PST
You know though, I realized the other day just how old I have gotten. I'm eighteen, I'm an adult. Once upon a time I was way younger than that, with not a care in the world. Don't you remember that? When an hour felt like forever, when you didn't have to worry about passing a class, when the only drama you dealt with was someone playing with your toys, when boys had cooties, and so forth. Man, those were the days. Now I have to worry about things like my appearance, getting a job, going to get an education, teenage drama, and the fact that I want those cooties to come back to boys. Instead, we are now filled with responsibilities that we would never image, because we are adults.

I remember complaining that I wanted to be an adult so badly when I was little, and even last year. But a huge part of me will always desire that childhood aspect that I used to have. I will have it still, just not in the same way. I mean, I can't play make believe anymore or with toys without getting weird looks. My dad always tells me that I need to grow up, that I'm too old for things like anime and comic books. And sometimes I wonder if he's right, but I know that I will definitely never give those things up. I love them too much, I have fallen in and out of somethings. But they still impact my life greatly, and I'll never give up those things.

When I was younger I remember saying that I would raise my children as though they were going to enjoy the samething's I was going to. But I realize that is unfair now, cause that's what alot of parents do to their children, I am going to allow them as many oppurtunities as possible. However when it comes to something like let's say selecting their religion, I am going to have them show that they did some research on it before joining.

*sighs*

Why can't things be simple anymore?

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11585132/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11585132/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:59:16 PST
]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11511126/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11511126/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:44:58 PST

So today first of all I went and hit the road for the very first time. And shockingly, no one died and I didn't hit anyone. Actually it was alot of fun and I just need to work on a few things like reversing, staying in my lane, and not taking such wide turns. But what do you expect? I'm a n00b and it was my first time, I AM NO LONGER A CAR VIRGIN XD

I also went out with Adri today and job hunted in South Center. I applied at the flower shop and the tea shop there. Adri also got a job interview at Storage World! Whoooooooooooooooo! She sounds so sarcastic everytime she talks about it. But it's all good. I missed hanging out with her, she's an absolute sweet heart.

She also drove me home too. That was alot of fun. Cause she drives kindof like me. ^^ Great stuff huh? I really want to see if other people can teach me other than my mother, cause I really don't like having her freak out at me everytime I move. It's nerve wrecking and makes me more nervous.

So tomorrow's going to be a math study day. ^^ I'm exicted that's going to be alot of fun. Not really, but I can make it fun. Lock myself in my room, listening to my Ipod, have a nice cup of coffee and just relax. Quality me time in a sense.

I'm also even really exicted cause only a week left of being a minor! I'm going to miss being a kid, I don't want to grow up. The main reason why is that I don't want to end up dieing. But...yeah. You can't really stop that process no matter how much you want too, right? Unless if I get frozen and waken up in a few years. That would be fucking awesome.

So yeah, I'm done. Chat to you all later.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11391893/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11391893/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 20:36:53 PST
"Im Dying




Lung cancer is one of the most common types of cancer in the developed world.
I Just Thought...I Was Different.
Lung cancer is fairly rare in persons under the age of 40.
Why ME?!
Caused by smoking tobacco.
Damnn.

There are four main types of lung cancer: small cell lung cancer, squamous cell carcinoma, large cell carcinoma and adenocarcinoma. Tobacco smoking is strongly linked to the first three but only weakly linked to adenocarcinoma.

What kind do i have
dont ask:
Large cell carcinoma


There are a variety of symptoms of lung cancer, including difficulty breathing, coughing up blood, chest pain, loss of appetite, weight loss and general fatigue. Some lung cancers do not cause any noticeable symptoms until they are quite advanced and have spread to other parts of the body.

Lung cancer is one of the most dangerous cancers.




And Dont Ever. Ever. Feel Sorry For Me
Ever.
And dont ask anymore
just read im done with this."

What do you say to that? What do you do. There's...practically nothing. I want to cry, but I don't know if I can. She told me that it's mild so far, but it's going to grow. I know so many people who do smoke, and just to think that a 16 year old girl has cancer practically makes me wanna cry. There are so many other people who go on smoking into their 60s or even 70s and not once do they get it.

It's...fucking stupid. Sorry, it's just so frustrating. I mean... she doesn't deserve it. I know it's her choice but, she's one of the sweetest girls I know. She sends me messages that say "I love you" and what not. I haven't seen her in awhile cause we've been both busy. Last time I saw her was in cadets, she was one of MY cadets.

...Why do people like to die on me?

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11378623/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11378623/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:12:59 PST Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby, You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside

But just maybe, laka ukulele
Mommy made a baby
Really don't mind the practice
Cause your my little lady
Lady lady love me
Cause I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside

And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need aint no need Mmmm MMmmm
Cant you see cant you see
Rain all day
And I don't mind.

The telephone is singing
Ringing its too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to we got everything
We need right here
And everything we need is enough
Just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Don't really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, yeah wake up slow
You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need, Aint no need
Rain all day and I really really really don't mind
Can't you see cant you see,
You gotta wake up slow

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11341728/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11341728/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 19:37:22 PST "

But you see my point. No matter what the reason why you are here. You are here, and you are inflicting everyone around you. Even if you don't know them that well if something happened to them, you would feel horrid. So next time you are feeling down, just think about it for one secound and it'll bring a smile to your face.

Another thing that got me actually kindof impressed is this TV show I watched. On it hosted these women who were over 300 lbs. each. Which is rather insane. You would think to feel sorry for them, but you don't cause they are booming with confidence and not afraid of who they are. They were happy with how they looked, even though by modern society that would be dubbed "disgusting" or "Grosteque". But these women were in porn megazines and what have you.

I thought it was actually really inspiring to see that, cause usually women who are like even a size 0 and considered beautiful, have the worst self esteem ever. It just made me think how wonderful it was that someone could appreciate their body like that. It was shocking. I really wished I had that confidence level, I do occasionally but it jumps. It's like a rubber ball most of the time. I have these moments were I looked in the mirrior and was like "Wow....I don't look that bad" But usually when I have those moments I get smacked down as though to say that I'm imagining it all.

Anyways, so I started my diet today. Yeah, I have an actual food plan and everything. It's pretty shocking. And it's not that bad cause I'm not actually starving or hungry afterwards. Cause I get well fed and everything. The only downside is I have to go to a meeting every Saturday mourning at 9:15 to do a weigh in and to sit through a seminar. It's pretty nice. I am begining to think if I really want to loose 100 lbs. or not. Right now, I'm going with the small thing. I gotta loose 10% of my current weight. So right now I gotta loose 26 pounds. Not bad, not bad at all. Then I can see if I want to get more off or if I am done. I think I'm going to have to go with more off.

I do however have one request since I'm on this bad boy, that I get support. Cause I am going to need it, even today was hard. Just remind me if I decided to go...let's say dig into a bag of potato chips. Just make sure I am doing my proper scaling and stuff. So if you see me doing something that you think is down right weird with a scale and looking at a label. Don't mind me, just make sure I do that. XD

But yeah, about the support thing. I need the help, Cause I may wanna give up on it. I was listening to this one girl's story and she was saying how she lost alot of friends cause they were jealous of what she was doing and the weight she was loosing. It was nuts, I just don't want that to happen. And I have decided that on Sundays now, I am going to start those damn walks like I planned awhile ago. Except I really wish I had someone to go with, why? Cause it makes the walk seem shorter and alot more fun. So yeah, if someone wants to do that with me. Just let me know and we can do it.

Well anyways,

I'm done for today.

~Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11223528/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11223528/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 14:05:53 PST
The 23rd: Opened my christmas gifts. I got alot of things, some that I needed, and some that I didn't here's the list.
~Clothing
~House Seasons 1&2
~Ipod Dock and alarm clock
~Superman Returns
~Bath things
~My Grandmother's Ring (Which if I loose will cost me my soul.)
~Napoleon by Max Gallo 1,2,3
~Hello Cruel World
~Essence Of Buddhism
~Wolverine Comics
~Rule Of Rose Video Game
~Invader Zim the Complete Series
~Tsubasa Poster
~Nail file things
~Hair brush set
~Cappichino and Expresso Maker
~Tickle me Elmo Pjays
~Ipod Stereo
~Condoms (From Sara XD)
~Blankets (Fleece)
~$5000 For School
~$50.00 For spending.

Yeah that's about it. It's pretty awesome, I'm glad it happened.

Yup, pretty exicting. Then we went to Minetta's (Mom's friend) and enjoyed our turkey dinner. It was really good

The 24th: I was on the road, there was many stops and the occasional "I need to pee" comment made. But overall it ended up being an awesome trip. Eventually we got to Valleyview and stayed at a hotel then went to my aunts. Played some card games and talked with my aunty Aundrey about my future. She liked my plan and think I'm going to do well in it.

When we got back to the hotel I couldn't sleep. Why? My dad snores really badly and kept me up till 3:00 AM which was a complete bitch.

The 25th: Christmas rocked. I saw Alex and we exchanged gifts all around. Then Karen showed up later which consisted of hugs and gossiping. She gave me a Fai and Chi poster! It's so cute!

Later that evening myself and the family sat down for turkey dinner with my Uncle's side of the family. Then we broke out the cards and began to play some games. As we went Davey (A Newfie) and Brent (Other Newf) joined us completely pissed drunk and brought out some Screech. Shot glasses got passed around and well...I'm officially a newf cause I had a shot then kissed a cod (since we didn't have a cod I kissed Davey on the cheek). My parents got really upset cause I drank it like water, I really didn't care personally. Then I also got a shot of Cherry Vodka. Which went down smoother and got my parents more angry. But it's all good, cause I'm nearly 18 anyways.

Then me and my cousin Karen went outside cause I was really warm and we ran into the snow piles and walked around, rolled on a snow hill in the complete dark. As we tried to walk through the snow we realized that it was knee high deep. Which was completely halarious cause we were swearing up a storm as we tried to get up this thing. I wasn't drunk, I can tell you that, nor was I tipsy. I was being myself. But man it was cold.

Once we got back inside, I found out that my younger sister had gotten some White Russians in her. Which I find actually really gross. And I hate to say this, but my sister is a complete idiot when she's tipsy. And she doesn't shut up either. Which was fucking annoying, I never want to see her drinking again. -_- After that, we went back to the hotel and relaxed to fall asleep.

The 26th: I went and saw Sara, Jeff, and Britt. The thing that drove me actually nuts was the fact that my aunty Lois kept saying that I shouldn't go cause Sara was bad news. I know that she's changed, but I don't see her as bad news. She thinks her daughter is an angel even though she goes around drinking and partying. Whatever.

So we hung out, there was alcohol there. So I drank some more which didn't have me drunk yet again. I didn't try to get that way either. Than there was also some drugs there from other people that I didn't really know. Didn't do it, drugs are icky. I was offered and I said no. So don't worry about little old me, I'm good. Mainly cause I stood by the open door so I wouldn't breathe in the toxins.

Then we also went back to Britt's house and used a Ouija board. It was actually really creepy cause we talked to a pirate, a guy who O.Ded on PCP, and a man named Victor. I know alot of people think it's talking to the devil or what have you. But I strongly believe in this stuff and I know that it's not what everyone seems it to be. Jeff was really into it. And the cool thing was that everyone was bearly touching the thing.

Sara didn't seemed so convinced so Jeff also did something called table tipping. Which is when a group of people put there hands o... ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11132549/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11132549/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 21:10:35 PST YAY ME! Anyways, Adri's birthday was fun, I really wish I was 18 though so I could have went. Oh well. It was really nice to see everyone and meet some new faces that I haven't seen before in my life.

Then there was Monday, I had my audition that day for Into The Woods. FUCK! I managed to screw that one up royally, though I have an extremely powerful voice, I don't think I'm going to get a role. Why? My reasonings do to my audition: I forgot my lines and song piece, I apologized for forgetting the lines, I didn't move as much as I should have, and I was nervous as holy hell. Even for my scales, I got extremely nervous and went softer, which I can't do because then I go out of tune because I didn't have control on it at the time. So...I was basically fucked, apperently Amanda had a better audition than me, and she's the one that makes fun of her singing abilities. O.o I'm just scared now that I'm going to let myself down and everyone else down cause a bunch of people practically thought that I deserved the role I was going for. I thought I have a chance, but after that audition, I fucked up. I know an audition is the hardest thing for an actor to do, but I had so much confidence on going in that...Well...yeah. I have a feeling I'm not going to be in the musical. But we'll find out tomorrow...go me...

A good note about Monday was Amanda gave me the best thing ever for Christmas. A Harley Quinn Barbie Doll! You know it's cool, considering she's wearing spandex and everything! She ain't comming out of the box, and you all know it. XD And it's funny cause she got it for $9.99 even though it's worth about $100.00 on Ebay. Which is pretty sweet.

Tuesday, was also fun for you see I went around saying I was in a cacoon of despair, destruction, and cheese. That's because I was emo I guess, but anyways. After school was Mike's birthday party at the Palizier which was absolutely amazing. Everyone was all dressed up in a Semi-formal attire and were able to socialize. It was so much fun. And plus, all you can eat chocolate! Heck yes! And there again I was able to meet new people and see old ones. I felt absolutely horrid that Mike had to cover the rest of the bill, for you see with 12 people the bill came around to $300, even though 2 people didn' have the buffet and one had the $50.00 salmon and Martini. So even though everyone paid, we were short $125 I believe. But I would like to thank Mike for having it and I really hope that he enjoyed himself. I am also going to slide him some money soon when I start getting things comming my way. On the way home there was alittle bit of bickering but I think the two individuals will make ammends. And thus, myself and Matt had a lovely chat as we waited for my mother to pick me up from the station. It was pretty nice, cause we got to know each other alot better.

And finally today, which was fun cause well first off I recieved a project to do over the winter break in Math. So now I have work from ALL of my classes, but my Math might be done for tomorrow. Which will be awesome! And after school, myself and Sean went out for coffee and talked about this and that. It was rather amusing cause we went on about everything. From eating babies (yes we go into that topic) all the way down to our philosophies on friendships. So for you people who say I don't talk to people, I shakes my fist at you. XD Also! Emma gave me my christmas gift today, a black scarf and hat. It's so soft and fuzzy!

But over all I would have to say that I am pretty impressed with my week. There's just been so much going on at random intervals.I am also glad cause I drew a lovely picture ([link]) Which shows that I've gotten better with drawing and I love it. ^^ It's kindof my inspiration for my English project too.

Well since the sun has been disappearing into nothingness, I've been feeling a bit down over things alot easier and alot faster. Why? Yay for Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D.), so in a nutshell, It means that I am going to be easier to get upset because there is not the right amount of sunlight getting into my body. Which is sucky. I've been told I should go move to Hawaii. So if I seem alittle down, Don't hesitate to check up on me cause I can get scary. But if you aren't liking it...please don't take it out on me.

Well...

That's all for know I guess for now.

~Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11088824/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/11088824/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 22:02:35 PST 2. Age:
3. Hometown:
4. Single or Taken:
5. Favorite Movie:
6. Hometown:
7. Favorite Song:
8. Favorite Band/Artist:
9. Favorite Color
10. Favorite Food:
11. Dirty or Clean:
12. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
13. Level of Educaction (if in college, also give major/minors):
14. Do you think of yourself as a human or furry (I have to ask, I know some who aren't furry). If furry, what species are you?


HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of D.A.?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. General Personality?
4. How would you describe yourself?
5. Any intersting scars?
6. What are your pet peeves/prejudices.
7. Would you have my back in a fight?
8. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
9. What is your favorite memory of us?
10. Would you give me a kidney?
11. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
13. Can we get together and make a cake?
14. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
15. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
16. Do you think I'm a good person?
17. Would you drive across country with me?
18. Would you feel comfortable spending a night with me?
19. Do you think I'm attractive?
20. If you could change anything about me, would you?
21. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What would you do?
22. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10940938/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10940938/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 19:29:42 PST
I performed a flat out faceplant. This is how it happened. I tripped over a crack in the pavement and flew forewards. It was in a running motion, with my arms point backwards as I attempted to catch my balance. Unfortunately for me, I didn' manage to catch myself and fell onto the pavement and rolled onto my back.

My spine hurt, my hip hurt, my knee was scrapped, and my pinky felt like it was jammed into it's socket. But yet I did not cry, and looked up at the sky and laughed. I hadn't laughed so hard in quite sometime, I was nearly in tears.

I just laid there in shock that I could do something so...Well...Klutzy. I really wished we caught ourselves on film or something. It was really alot of fun. =3

But I'm going to regret it tomorrow I guess.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10827129/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10827129/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 19:26:23 PST
Dates: Dec.12th-15th, 2006
Time: 7:00PM
At: Centennial High School (55 Sun Valley Boulevard SE)
Prices For Tickets: $3.00-$5.00

You guys come on out! If you are buying tickets early I suggest you be 15 minutes early atleast. It would be awesome if you guys could come.

<3

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10825293/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10825293/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:19:49 PST
I shall begin my small journey at Mount Royal College and take Education in their 2 year transfer program. Why? Madi is going into teaching. I know it may sound like something that doesn't really work for me, but I think it works. I want to teach English and Drama. I have a passion for both and so I still desire to follow it.

After studying for two years there, I am either going to U of L or U of C. I wanted to originally go to U of C but that means I have to take more courses for the drama aspect and that costs more. But U of L is expensive for living expenses so I'm not too sure what I am going to do there. Either way I am getting my Masters in Education.

Finally, after getting what I need. I am not going into teaching in Canada right away. Yes, you read that right. Madi is going away for a year to teach in Africa. Why Africa? Well I figure that I need to make a difference in someone's life and I want to go travel. I know alot of people say I do make a difference in their lives, but I want to do something that I won't regret. I want to travel for alittle bit. I am going to teach people about AIDS and learn about the culture while I am there.

Then after a year or 2 in Africa I am going to return back to Canada and teach at a high school. As I do that, I am also going to save my money to go to Australia and Germany. Then every summer for a while I'm going to somewhere as such.

I know it seems alittle broad. But I think it'll be alot of fun. It'll be a great experience and I will love to share it with others.

I know alot of people are going to be disappointed because I was considering going into Directing for quite sometime. It's still a dream of mine, and if I get the chance to do it I will gladly do it. But it's just so hard to get into I wouldn't last 2 minutes. Atleast with teaching...I'm making a difference in some people's lives in some way. I really wish I wasn't giving up on directing, but it's just so hard to do, I really wish I was able too within an instant. That would be beautiful...

My dad thinks it's a good idea except for the going to U of L because it's not cheap to live on your own when you're in college. He says that it's better than me going into the path of directing films. I guess it is...I guess it is.

I do like this plan, without a doubt. It will be awesome...I hope.
~Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10615231/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10615231/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 15:03:55 PST
I just didn't know alcohol would hit me so badly. But anyways, we were drink Tequila and Smirnoff Orange Twist. We had two shots of the the tequila and said no to it, it was so sickening. But anyways, so after awhile I started calling people up and telling them that I love them and all that stuff. I feel completely horrible, so If I haven't apologized to you about last night. I say it now, I am so sorry that I bothered you and what have you.

But I did find out one thing, I don't like being drunk. Everything gets all spinny like you have been spinning around in circles alot. And also that I am a Honest, Crying, Drunk. I told people things that I thought I would never get around to telling them. I intend not to drink for a very long time cause the hang over sucks balls.

I also feel like a fool cause at rehersal after school, I was trying to get my lines down right. I have spent countless hours just sitting and reading over my lines and I keep getting the pauses wrong. And when I would try and get the pauses downs, I kept screwing up my lines. So when it was my part to go on, I had Lauren's script in my hand and I went onto the stage and blanked out. I didn't want to be the one reading off my script cause I was the only one in my rehersal group who needed the script. And then instantly I felt my eyes beginning to water as everyone stared at me waiting for me to deliver my lines. So I simply muttered I'm sorry and walked off quickly in tears. I don't even know what came over me it was the most unprofessional thing I have ever done. And apperently Mr. P was upset by that cause Lizzie ran off stage to get me.

And finally, for the first time in ages, I managed to cry. I sat ontop of the Stairwell in tears. Shortly afterwards, Kendra found me. We talked about things, I didn't really tell her what was eating me but she managed to cheer me up a bit. Kendra is a real good friend. And then I walked around for a bit to have found out that Lizzie was looking for me along with Amanda. That made me smile on the inside, then everyone seemed to be asking me what was wrong. I felt smothered, but I didn't push them away like I normally end up doing. I needed it.

I am so glad to have friends who care for me still. Even the people I talked to on the phone, they put up with it and talked. I am glad they did that. I am glad that I have these people in my life.

Thank you all.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10574271/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10574271/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 18:04:11 PST
Kissed someone on your top friends
Ever told a lie
Video taped yourself having sex
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
Been arrested
Kissed a picture
Slept in until 5 PM
Fallen asleep at school
Held a snake
Ran a red light
Been suspended from school
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident
Sang karaoke
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose
Caught a snowflake on your tongue
Kissed in the rain
Sang in the shower
Gave your private parts a nickname
Sat on a roof top
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
Broken a bone
Shaved your head
Slept naked
Blacked out from drinking
Played a prank on someone
Had a gym membership
Felt like killing someone
Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry
Cried over someone you were in love with
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets
Shot a gun
Tripped on mushrooms
Donated Blood
Eaten cheesecake
Still like someone you shouldn't
Have a tattoo
Crossed your eyes
Mixed a cocktail
Read Shakespeare
Lived in another country
Tied a cherry stalk (or similar) with your tongue
Played a violin
Lied to get out of work

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10541939/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10541939/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 21:16:24 PDT
1) English Comprehension test. So I totally suck at those things...And I don't know why. I just don't click things together. Okay, I lied I do know. I have a mild case of dislexia thus things don't really click in my brain. So I tried making sure I had no over time so I whizzed along in it, and when I finished...It turned out that 90% of my class weren't done. So she's giving us more time on monday. >.< DAMN ME! Oh well, I can get my essay done on Monday rather than sitting quietly and not doing any work.

2) Play Rehersal actually went rather well rather than how it normally went. I actually got my lines memorized...kindof. I did better than I normally do so I was rather impressed. I was all like "YAY ME!" And according to Mr. P he said that we did a really good job. Which is splendid and a lot of fun. I am just going to have problems with my costume cause I don't know how I am going to be able to afford the dress...I know I'm renting so it maybe $150 or so.

OH! For those of you who are curious about comming to the school's production of a Midsummer's Night Dream, it's December 12th to 15th. And I suggest you either show up really earlier or ask me to get tickets for you because it may sell out rather quickly. I don't remember what time it is at but I'll definately have a full proof update about it later. Again, it is going to be at my school so if you want to come but have NO IDEA where it is send me an e-mail or a message or something and I'll give it to you cause after all, this is the interwebs and crazy stalkers may come out of a bush and eat my face.

3) Dallas's Party was a complete blast. It was consisted of Myself, Lauren, Lizzie, Jenny, Dallas (Duh), Allie,Yvonne, and Tyler (yes, Jacobson). My goodness, you have no idea what a bunch of nuts they are. But it made me realize how awesome they are though. I spent up till 7 in the morning playing Improv Games, Interigation, Truth Or Dare, and simply ranting and talking about life to one another. It was fabulous.

Alot of them ask me to come and hang out with them at the hallway with them and the thing is that I would...but I do have other people to hang out with. My possy, the Table. I do occasionally go over there and talk it up with them as thought it was nothing. It was a fun time. And apperently I sound drunk when I get to the point where I am really tired and I am talking about things (so around 6 AM). I remember it perfectly about how I was complimenting everyone in the room even though they were asleep or awake.

I love them all. I love my friends.

4) Blockbuster Interview. YES LADIES AND GENTS! MADI IS HIREABLE...in a sense. Lol. I practically danced for joy when I got the call. I have a interview on Monday at 5:30 and I have decided I am going to blow the pants off these guys. I think my mom is taking me shopping sometime tomorrow for new pants and stuff. But seriously, I want to go in and look like I know what I am talking about.

I am going to bring in my own zest into what I do. After all I do need income comming my way and the manager sounds really awesome cause he was all like "Sweet!" and stuff when I was talking to him. And I am going to be working with Jose, so it won't be too bad. I mean I will know someone there so I don't think Lizzie will be visiting me while Jose and me are having the same shifts.

5) Sociology Major Project. I am currently working my ass off on it because it's due on Tuesday and it's worth like about 50% of my grade at least. I'm almost done it. I just need to finish typing up some slides and then I am going to have to write a reflective assesment on how I thought it went. I think it's going rather snazzy.

It's not as good as my Alice In Wonderland project from last year. But it's still pretty awesome. I'll probably end up showing it off like it's my pride and joy to the rest of the world. And if people don't like it, they can kiss my fat ass.

6) I carved my pumpkin today. It's of Jack Skellington,I have learned from that is don't carve pumpkins when you have cuts on your hands. It hurts like a bitch. Trust me. Well I hope you would considering that's like the best advice I can give about pumpkin carving.

Anyways, I'm out.

~Madi

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10449218/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10449218/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 19:31:07 PDT
Build-A-Bear: The distance really. My mom was freaking about on how far it is from home. But I think it'll be fine, I mean it's not really much different than working at South Center. She can learn to get over it . And I also work with Kids, that I may not be able to handle very well..

BUT I WILL COPE!

Blockbuster: The hours. Unfortuantely they suck completely. Cause they run till midnight which isnt' too bad but my mom wouldn't like it too much. And then there's the inventory shipment that arrives SOMETIME between 12:00 AM and 9:00 AM that everyone has to help out with once a week for. That will not go over so well. Excpecially since inventory occurs during the school week.

*~*

But anyways, went to the job interview at Build-A-Bear today and she seemed rather impressed by my actions. I'm glad, I had no clue what really do say so I totally improvised. It was pretty awesome. I know there was one question that I answered in the most random way possible....

Interviewer: Why should we hire you?
Me: Cause I'm Fabulous!

XD

But then I explained why I'm fabulous. But she had a good laugh over that cause she thought was a really good answer. I really hope I get some employment cause this is how I want my expenses to go:

1) Pay Amanda back.
2) SAVE UP FOR AX (Anime convention in Aneheim)

It's going to be awesome.



]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10391745/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10391745/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 14:51:11 PDT

1. Life is a rollercoaster, it has it's ups and downs.
2. Everyone does eventually leave.
3. Even though you may think you are alone, you really aren't.
4. Cooties still exist with boys.
5. Being single isn't the end of the world.
6. You are number 1, not number 2.
7. The most beautiful people are either taken, non-existant, gay, or dead.
8. Not everyone in the world is going to like you.
9. Cheese is the Devil's play thing.
10. Jello is NOT your friend.
11. Tetris owns your soul. Do not ignore it.
'12. Never talk about Fight Club.
13. Never talk about Fight Club.
14. You will go through multiple friendships in your life time.
15. Deciding your future is harder than you think.
16. Even though your parents may think they are doing something right, they aren't.
17. Your real best friend is yourself.
18. Sing like you think no one's listening.
19. You never need to impress anyone but yourself.
20. Boys are silly creatures.
21. There are many ways to deal with stress, some are healthier than others.
22. It's alright to be yourself.
23. Truffles are really gross.
24. No matter how old you get, you can always a child at heart.
25. Somethings are best left inside
26. People suck.
27. Caffeine does weird things to you.
28. Tim Burton is a Genius.
29. Tim Burton is a beautiful man, along with many others.
30. Inu Yasha and any other animes that fall in that category cause Brain Cancer.
31. What makes you bleed only makes you stronger.
32. When Idiots start taking over, learn to use a hand gun.
33. Pandas are evil.
34. The true Canadian is Wolverine.
35. Death Is A Good Thing To Avoid.
36. Everyone wears a mask.'
37. No matter how mad you get, you can't turn green like the Hulk.
38. Drag makes men hot. No matter who they are.
39. Motorbikes are sexy.
40. Life is a musical, most of it's Past the Point of No return.
41. Inner beauty is really hard to see in yourself.
42. Everything Happens for a reason. The good and the Bad.
43. Some people will do anything to get what they want.
44. Don't let people underestimate you.
45. Don't underestimate others.
46. Never Assume things.
47. Some of the things you eat are actually smart.
48. Don't ask the question if you don't want the answer.
49. Knights of the Old Republic is a very addictive game.
50. Atleast try everything once.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10382935/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10382935/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 17:59:35 PDT s journal.

((Just bold the ones that "apply to you")

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. ((Or I should be taking some atleast))

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore. ((Yay for boob growth))

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

I hang out with teen... ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10264012/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10264012/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 19:11:00 PDT
And it hurts cause it's comming from my mother. It's like I can't fit her standards of what is pretty even. I don't even think I'm pretty, sure I have a charming personality, but that's about it. I've heard multiple time though "Your not fat" and "You are gorgeous." But my question is, why can't I see it? Why am I so blind?

Maybe it's just the way I've always thought since I was a kiddie. I dunno. I've also thought that I would never find Mr. Right ever. And I probably won't, which is a depressing thought. But that's cause the way I look. I don't feel comfortable in what I have.

Often I spend countless hours getting dressed cause I would look at myself and think I looked either gross or fat. But then after a while I would give up cause I always see that same look.

I wish it would go away though. It really sucks. But it's training I guess, I was trained for a little bit. But then it died away and caused my to see the negatives again. It really really sucks balls.

...I hate me somedays....

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10194462/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10194462/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 15:36:43 PDT
This morning around 4:30 I also got a phone call to be a marriage councillor. It was deathly, I was half awake. And then when I woke up to get up for school, I felt sick. And just everything just kept going down hill. I had people asking me all day the class question "Are you ok?" and...I haven't been truthful. There's been alot going on in my life, and I just keep being quiet. Cause I don't want to be the person who gets all teary eyed when I talk. It always happens, I end up getting all in tears cause that's how I am. And then I feel like I'm pathetic, or vulnerable. That anyone can take a hit at me. I've been keeping everything covered up mostly. That's what I do.

So in Sociology we talked about Suicide, and I couldn't take it. I had to litterally leave the room and have a cry in the bathroom. For in an essay we had to read, there was an inicident that was very similiar to Amanda's and I couldn't take it. I still feel like it's my fault when it happened, I should have picked up my phone, I should have called her back right away. But no, I didn't. I was stupid. People tell me that I shouldn't blame myself that she was being selfish, but there are somethings that people don't know about it. That I keep quiet along with her. She wrote me a letter, and it told me why. It also said she loved me. But..argh. I still feel bad.

I dunno...

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10078797/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10078797/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:23:32 PDT
I am disappointed however because I lost the role of Hippolyta to a grade 11 girl named Zoya. I love Zoya for she is a complete sweetheart but she isn't that good at Acting. She does the the whole chipmunk noise whenever she talks in the plays. And she fidgets. But whatever, I am not judging his choice cause he must have seen her fit the role better than myself.

I feel really bad for Elizabeth cause she got the role of Helena's mother. I think she's overreacting cause she still got a part and she has been a lead in ever play except this one. I personally think that she should let someone else take the role, to be a lead. Cause she maybe good. But others do however need a chance. Every great Actress needs to be able to accept the role that they are given and truck along with it, without a complaint.

But that's just me and my thoughts. ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10073890/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10073890/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 18:49:23 PDT
Than after rehersal myself, Kendra, and Amanda went to East Side Mario's and hung out. Man there are too many jokes between us and then it also resulted in singing really off key to Linkin Park, Simple Plan, and Good Charlotte. It was pretty funny except now my throat hurts alot more.

Tomorrow we get to find out the roles and I get a doctor's appointment.

I hope things turn out well...

I pray that I don't get sent to the hospital. Incase if you didn't know about me, I tend to get Strep throat alot more than the average human being. So far this year I've gotten it about 7 times. That is the point in time when they recommend you to go to the hospital to get them removed. I personally don't want them to take it out, but if they do I guess it's for the better. I hope you kiddies (or some kiddies) go visit me. It would be fun.

Anyways I'll chat later.

~Madz ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10044098/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10044098/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 20:07:50 PDT
That's right. I chose to do this one. The Midsummers Night Dream. A rather comedic play, but it's still amazing. I'm rather skeptical about it but I think I will do a good job. The role I am interested on doing is Hippolyta, the Amazonian Woman. Yeah. It's pretty awesome.

Apperently I suit what the direct is looking for. Someone who is tall and well...Amazon like. And I am a rather Amazonic type. I guess...but I'm still nervous.

I mean I maybe an actress, but I don't think I'm that great. But I've heard people say I'm good. I dunno.

I really hope that when it comes out that I will have supporters to watch me. It'll be on in Decemberish maybe November. I'm not sure yet. But I hope I have somesort of crowd if I get the part.

What do I mean if. WHEN I get the part.

That's right alittle more confidence there.

Yeah! ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10032750/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/10032750/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 19:59:57 PDT
It got me thinking.

I personally decided that I want to get a set of wing on my shoulder blades, the one wing will be pure white but fine and delicate as though no one has touched it, one of an angel persay. The other wing is going to be broken and damaged. These are going to be done in a design that the tatoo artist sees best fit. Their is symbolism behind these wings. The one damaged wing represents every hardship that I have gone through, every injury my own wings have felt. And the other one will represent the healing behind it, that I have not completely fallen just yet. The other reason for the wings are for Amanda, my angel. It's almost been a year since her death and I really want to do something to remember her by in some way. She too has also gone through alot, and so those wings will also be hers aswell.

I also still intend to get the Pink bunny on one of my ankles, along with the Trick Or Treaters on the other. It'll be rather nice.

]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9977917/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9977917/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 14:22:16 PDT
I have also decided that our Principal is absolutely psychotic. She is threatening to cut Grad cause there are rumours on the internet and through students that someone may ruin grad night by streaking and stuff, which is now under Police Investigation. I personally think it's lame. I mean she doesn't have the final say with cancelling grad, because parents would basically revolt. And the principal is asuming that everyone is up to something.

Overall, I'm glad to be back. I missed my friends, I really did. Cause some of them I never see outside of school. It was great to see everyone, and another thing that makes me happy is I won't be shot this year! She's gone! She's gone! I am so glad. I know it's a horrible thing, but HOLY FUCK! YAY! Though I do have alot of people who don't like me cause of it, I don't care. I get to live

I also have 2 spares this year, which is really REALLY nice. Cause I will actually be using them, and in Secound term everyone who was in Psyche will also have a spare. Which is really good fun. I cannot wait. So far everything seems to be looking up. I'm glad.

=3 ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9931801/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9931801/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 15:41:16 PDT [link]

Watch it.

Love it.

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I spend way too much time with ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9897401/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9897401/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 14:48:56 PDT
I was considering teaching actually, Drama or English. I think I would do good as a teacher, but I dunno. It's a thought, my mom thinks it's brilliant. She also said if I did that then I could keep acting/directing/writing as a side hobby. It's a fabulous idea, but I'm still not sure. I mean can you honestly see me teaching? I can picture me being the really odd ball teacher with a cardboard cut out of Tim Burton or X-men in the corner of the room.

I really wish I knew were I was going in my life. It's just been so out of hand, I really would like it if it went back the way it was. But I can't now can I, I got to keep trucking foreward. I don't regret anything I've done in my past, it's a learning experience that I intend to hold close. But I think every teenager goes through this phase.

This year I want to try and end it with a bang. I want to make sure this is the year that I never forget, I want my name to go down in history I guess. Perhaps I will end up doing something fabulous, who knows. But I do know that it's going to be great. Alot of people are exicted for grad, mainly cause I am actually going to be girled up. I know, it's a shocker. I'm already thinking about it...and well....I'm alittle skeptical about it. I know it's a fabulous experience and what not, but...I guess it's silly. I may look like a gorgeous figure that evening, but I most likely won't feel like it. I haven't ever felt like that I was the doll of the evening ever in my life, and I guess I would really want to experience that, for one night. God, I sound so fucking lame. >.O I mean...it's just a stupid night. I guess, well it's not. Well it is. I dunno XD. But you know what I mean.

But I think for College (Yes I'm skipping topics) I may end up going to Mount Royal or U of C. I would rather go to Mount Royal, just so I can do the two year course and then move up to the normal classes at another university. Not sure yet, I'm still debating. I have a feeling now I may have people suggesting places to check out. My parents would LIKE me to stay in Calgary however, so I can't be sent to Toronto or nothing. (Puuu...)

Heh...

Ok I'm done blabbering. ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9884369/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9884369/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:28:57 PDT
It's fabulous. And I love it, now my question is how am I going to put it into a shoot. I have these different Ideas, but the technology and the skills for it seem to not work for me. But I want to do it. >=E

I am an angry person it seems XD hehehehehehhehehe...But anyways, so I guess that means I am going to be questing for the idea to come flow to me. Like magic.

Bahahaha. ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9877878/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9877878/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 20:30:29 PDT
Honestly, I was alittle skeptical about comming out. You wanna know why? Well...it's not that I'm afraid of you all or anything, it was more the fact that I was well...ashamed of being there, the only reason was is the fact that I am not a good artist. I will say that now, and you would probably hear it for the ends. But the people there are absolutely amazing, I mean they are known throughout DA practically as Gods. It's amazing.

I would really like to know how I could do stuff like that though, expecially with photography. Perhaps, it was simply just I need a better camera, but who knows. Everyone is well aware about the camera I have, it's tiny and a baby. [link] That's what it is. The HP Photosmart R717. It serves it's purpose I guess.

But enough with that, I am done with my little deal about talking about myself. So I'm glad everyone came out and if they didn't. Shame Shame. I can't wait till October Hits. That means I get to see more of the artists again.

~Madi ]]> ~Buggyfan27 http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9758154/ http://Buggyfan27.deviantart.com/journal/9758154/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:28:16 PDT
But of course, it would be great if I got the hours to do it. Cause you see, so far this week I've only worked 2 days and both days I've been sent home 2 hours early. Resulting me only getting $40.00 bucks really. And next week, I don't work at all. Like what the hell? I just get hired and they don't give me hours TO work. It's stupid. I want to work actually, and they won't let me.

Then there are my co-workers, nothing wrong with them. They just don't like me really, last night while I was working I was running around doing everything need be in the store while they sat there and talked. I heard my name a few times which got me really curious. When I went up to talk to them, they quickly turned away like a was a sin or something. I guess that's what I get for being the only High School kid there. I'm the youngest in the store, everyone else is generally 20-80 range. So I'm alittle fucked over for that, cause they are all like "I NEED TO STAY IN MY SOCIAL GROUP! And she's just a dumb teen that doesn't respect people." Bah. >.>

My boss is just as bad, I mean she just has been going after me about how I can't do anything right. Or that everything I do is wrong, when she was the one that showed me how to do it that way. And she's just, argh! Impossible. And I understand that there is critism and such. But it's going overboard, expecially when she's making me look like an idiot infront of costumers. I don't appreciate that at all, I'm not stupid. WE ALL FUCKING KNOW THIS! I am actually pretty smart for my age. Another problem about my boss is the dress code. Apperently no matter what I wear, I'm fucking up. Cause I'm not "Professionally Girly enough." If that even possible. But I'm not going to go out of my way to look like something I'm not. It's just not right, so I've been wearing everything that falls into the dress code, I'VE BEEN WEARING SWEATERS FOR GODSAKES! But then she'll be like "Do your hair next time." and just everything. And me doing my hair in the morning is brushing it. 5 minutes top. That's it. It shouldn't be a half an hour process, and if it is. >.O Why? WHY!?!

I am trying not to be mean, I'm just smiling and saying "Oh I'll remember that for next time." But...it's driving me up the wall do to the fact that the next time that I do it, it's still wrong. One day at work I was getting so frustrated with everything and everyone, I was getting teary eyed. But I didn't cry, which is good ^^. I just plotted how I could murder them all with the glass plates and knife sets. I dunno if it's a good thing that I think about how to kill them all when I'm at work. O.o

So far, I've only met one person whose really nice and isn't causing all these problems. I only worked with her once and I think she's absolutely amazing. Her name is Vienna and she actually lets me make mistakes cause it allows me to learn. She gives me the practice that I need. I like that. Where as my Boss will actually take the thing away from me and do it. But expect me to watch, That's not how you teach someone. Expecially me, I need to be able to hold it in my hand and practice. Cause that's how I learn, it's not hard. And I'm a slower learning then most people, I know this. It's cause I'm dislexic. And when people give me a whole set of instructions like at work, I have minor difficulties. Cause I have no idea what they are telling me. I'll remember the first and the last thing. Yeah...I'm fucked.

People are telling me to quit, but I dunno. I mean I JUST started there. Maybe it's the test drive. But I'm not doing so well, I dunno. There's just so much that I could do. I'm leaning towards the quitting part, but that's stupid. Well I'll just will have to see how things play out.

I'm out,

~Madi ]]> ~Buggyfan27