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I'll have fun updates Sunday, if I feel the awesomeness can possibly be held in words.

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/26646348/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/26646348/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 09:31:10 PDT
Of course, you can comment on the devis, but you can also comment here. Too long? Short? Digimon not really your thing? Review, please. This is the first comic I've been satisfied with my work. (the others are uncompleted at one and five pages, respectively) I reeeeally want to hear some feedback. <3

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/26484352/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/26484352/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 13:13:32 PDT
I'm planning for this to be a one-shot wonder, but I guess if I get enough begs for more I could make more. I just hate starting long term projects that I never finish, like fanfics and certain-other-comics-that-shall-not-be-named. I feel really good about this one, though, and even have planned how subsequent chapters would go. But I like clean things, and one chapter about 25 pages long (as a guess) seems pretty clean.

Don't critique the story until you've read it. I haven't finished drawing it yet, so no one's done with it.

And muchas thanks to my beta. You know who you are. <3

I'm really excited; I can't wait for people to read this baby!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/23995204/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/23995204/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 22:12:59 PDT

You're a 90's kid if..........

You remember watching:

[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug;
[x] Ren & Stimpy;
[x] Pinky & the Brain;
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!;
[x] Rocko's Modern Life;
[x] Animaniacs;
[] Gargoyles;
[x] Hey Arnold!;
[x] Out of the Box;
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House
[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".

You remember:

[] Step by Step;
[] Family Matters;
[x] Dinosaurs;
[x] Boy Meets World;
[x] Full House.
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons;
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps

When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors";
[x] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish";
[x] "Miss Mary Mack".

[] When kickball was something you did everyday
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long;
[] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[] You remember The Original Game Boy;
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny;

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus;
[x] Wishbone;
[x] Reading Rainbow;
[x] Ghostwriter.
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool;
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books;
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[] Batman the Animated Series; ( I remember it being around; not watching it)
[x] Aladdin;
[x] Ninja Turtles;
[x] Ghost Busters. (movie AND cartoon. )

[x] You remember Ring Pops!!!;
[x] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!";
[] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players;

[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them;
[] You played and/or collected Pogs(=???);
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano (=???) and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[x] Rugrats;
[x] Wild Thornberrys; (so sad when it went off the air)
[x] Power Rangers.
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand (Folders and stickers; who has the dolphin?! I'll trade my unicorn!)

You collected:

[x] Beanie Babies;
[x] Pokemon cards;
[] Carebears; (that was my older brother, yo)
[] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[x] Everyone watched the WB; (WTF is up with the WB not there anymore? ;_
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart; (I know all 151! 8D)
[x] Digimon was still on;
[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is;
[x] You know the Macarena by heart;
[x] "Talk to the hand";
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary;
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy; (DX Myspace)
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging;
[x] Before Sidekicks (like Robin??) & iPods;
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360; (Do NOT own these)
[x] Back before X-Box period; (do NOT own this)
[x] Before SpongeBob; (Hell yeah)
[x] When light up sneakers were cool; (HELL yeah!)
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs;
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon;
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR; (EVERYTHING.)
[x] You had slap bracelets; (Er... it was a gift! I swear!)
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark; (People don't now?)
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear; (TT_TT)
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times;
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here.




K-CHAN'S ADDITIONS:

Youguys. You gotta remember:

[x] the Hanson craze
[x] The spice girls craze
[x] the n'sync craze
[x] Michelle Trachtenburg. By name. For her EPIC movies as a kid.
[x] Clarissa Explains it All
[x] when the original Looney Tunes were on Cartoon Network
[x] when you'd stay up past bedtime (or not) to watch Nick-at-Nite at 9:00
[x] JELLIES. Come on, don't you remember BEGGING your mom for jellies as a little kid? they were SO cool. I want some NOW. I'd wear them all the time~~~
[x] Men in black, cartooned, The Mummy, cartooned
[x] X-men: Evolution, Batman Beyond. (Come on, they were way better than the original. I LOVED that.)
[x] Radio D... ]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/20801787/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/20801787/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 23:10:00 PDT

2) it's REALLY COOL. So go do it. ^__^ [link]



Dear White Phoenix AKA Ryoko:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that your Honda sucks. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
bugiipoppu

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/20784661/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/20784661/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:41:26 PDT
Um, I'm at college now! And have been for a really long time, just not updating. >.>; cause I suck at journals.

so.

this week is week-o-madness (black cat). Basically, what happens is all us students here at the scot-o-Agnes do things that could get us arrested under any other context. ;D Defacing public property, inhumanly loud noise... you get the picture.

The best part? The best part is YET TO COME! Tomorrow is NIGHT!-o-Madness. AKA Bonfire, where Seniors arrive drunk, and we just shout and scream about who's the best and have an all-around good time!

I liked the defacing part. ^-^





OH. The title.

People need to LEARN HOW to take chill-pills. First week of school, I was STUNNED by the miracle that is the College Chill Pill. I realise that this week (and a couple weeks prior), viruses are going around, people are stressing over projects, papers, and midterms, no one has any sleep... and it's week-o-hell.

But seriously.

Take some deep breaths, drink some tea, count to ten, and TAKE A CHILL PILL, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I don't want to have to deal with this damn High School drama. We're out of High School, it shouldn't follow us. Stop bringing the rest of us down. I'm sick and stressed, and everyone else is, and we don't need your stupid drama on top of it. Especially friends. We love you, and aren't trying to kill you. Get over yourself. Throwing goddamn hissies isn't going to get you anywhere in the adult world. Sheesh.

Not just on campus, but on websites too. Bitches who bitch to bitch. Enough. I'm sick of that. I've been dealing with it for 10 years. It's about time it stops, seriously. ...Who's up to join my Alliance of the Chill Pill?

(there's no scanner here, so I probably won't be posting devis for a while. Sorry!)

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/19754731/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/19754731/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 15:14:29 PDT
I'm going to be going to college in a few weeks, and I now officially have...almost everything I'll need. I need to pack up stuff to be sure of that.

I got a Wii, and it's REALLY FUN. I have DDR (which is... not as great as DDR for PS2, but it's DDR), and Twilight Princess (really fun game).

Before you say anything more, I have no money and cannot buy more games for a few months. @_@

I also have a new computer. It's still in the box, and is thus unnamed, for now. <3 It is a computer of awesome, though. But I'm considering replacing its Vista with a copy of XP I have. Any thoughts?

This is the last stretch, you guys!

After I get to college, the gods of art will assist me, but I'll have no scanner, so expect CRAPPY PICTURES. DX Photos never do justice to my art. Augh.

My roommate seems to be a PERSON OF AWESOME, and I think we'll have lots of fun times. Now, was there anything else I wanted to say...?

Eh, tons of changes have happened in the past couple of weeks. I think my parents realised mid-July that I was actually /going to college/ in middle/late August. XD wow. So the past little while has been hectic.

Oh, and Wednesday-Saturday was CHOCK FILLED WITH FUN FRIEND TIMES OMG. You know who you are. That was awesome. Even if it never ended. #___# Haha, you know I loved it!

I need to organise paper-mass now. Oh dear. So many papers; what do I take to college?! I don't want to pack everything, that's a hella lot of stuff! And then ART SUPPLIES! But I still want to work on my things before I go! Oh, the agonyyy~... oh well. I'll figure out a way to safely transport my WIPs. Might take a few back-and-forths. (The single advantage of being less than an hour away, assuming no traffic)

Oh, and for future reference, books weigh as much as an adolescent child. @_@ Never pack all your books in one box. That box nearly broke my back, until I took three books out and replaced it with a stuffed animal, and that was with a humongous fluffy blanket taking up a third of the space! ...Granted, the box itself is huge...


EDIT:
I transferred all my work to my new computer! I just need to double-check and make sure everything's there. Baby doesn't have a floppy drive, so if I'm missing anything I'll have to record it to CD to transfer.

And apparently I pretty much rock the drums in Rock band. Zoe, Chris, Kristin and I for EPIC WIN!!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/19046197/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/19046197/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 20:25:07 PDT I don't know if that's good or bad, but... thanks, I guess. XD I'll... do something, as it seems to be the trend. Keep an eye on my gallery.

In other news...

um...

I have my K-tainer!
And...um... stuff? I don't know; it's been so long that I don't know what's happened between last time and now.

So yeah! That's all I can think of! Bye-bye~! <3

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/18421610/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/18421610/ Tue, 20 May 2008 19:30:28 PDT
I am SO excited.

And Daddy promised me I could have the lamp when I get a place o' my own. Woot!

I love storms.

Today was my last (not even real) day of school. 2 finals, and leaving.

I go back only to practice for graduation.

And them I'm done.

Glad to be done, sad that I won't see my friends five days a week any more.

Ah well. They can come to college with me. ;D

um.... my doll will come here hopefully Saturday!!!

And a week from then is the meetup! woo!

um...

I'm getting fitted for a(NOTHER) retainer in a week.

EPIC DEATH NOTE MOVIE STUFF TOMORROW EVENING WITH FRIENDS!

um...

yeah! Love and happy! Bye! *wave*

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/17849559/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/17849559/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 14:03:57 PDT
From here until May 7, don't expect to see or hear from me.

I might come on, I might comment here, fave there, upload a thing or two...

But School has warned me, it's going to rape my brain.

It's getting ready, weaving its ropes, making sure its chains are secure...

...I hope I don't die. T.T

These coming weeks will be my personal Hell. I'm rewarding myself, though, when all the work is over on May 1. (I just have a test on the seventh. I'll probably come on during those six days, still......)

So... yes, that's right. K-chan is off being raped by school. Gomen, everyone. (If that doesn't kill me, the 2,000 deviations at the end of those four weeks will. Dear christ... I'll have to take a picture of THAT. Upload it, even. It'll be obscene. Like after I was grounded, but worse. Dear Lord. God. Awful. DX

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/17699799/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/17699799/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 13:32:58 PDT
So my spring break consists of Saturday through Thursday sometime.

Too bad that's when all my friends are on vacation, coming back Wednesday night.

seriously, 5 friends. I have MAYBE 3 that aren't doing that. And when I asked one about if we could do something, it was pretty much "meh". Another hasn't answered her phone, and the third... well, I just don't know.

I stopped by the post office to pick up boots for my graduation present doll. He's a beautiful 57 cm Ball-Jointed.

a ton of stuff has gone on. Friend dramas, car drama... whatever, though.

Yeah, my friends and I would have wednesday night.

If they didn't have travel fatigue and I wasn't working until 7. rawr. My spring break is officially going to be lonely and miserable. And that will be the sentiment I carry to my cousin's wedding... oh joy.

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16631124/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16631124/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 15:47:52 PST
So, I went to bed last night, only to be somewhat-halfway-awoken sometime after midnight by uncontrollable shivers. I turned over and covered myself up completely, snuggling with my plushies.....until the temperature reversed and I had to poke my head out and was miserably hot. This alternation commenced until I woke up. Meanwhile, I had a dream wherein I had a fever of 148 F, 87 C (yes, I'm aware that they aren't the same. DREAM LOGIC.) and.... other things happened. Basically, I walked outside, helped out a neighbor... while mommy was telling me I was sick and yelling at me to get back inside and rest.

So anywho, I woke up and managed to convince myself to exert the energy to go to the bathroom (I'd been too lazy to get up and walk those ten feet for the past hour or two), and crawled back in bed. When daddy came to tell me to get up and go to school, I asked him if it was a bad thing that I alternated between heat and sweat to uncontrollable shivering.

I had a fever of 100.5 F, 38 C.

I feel better now, and my headache is thus explained. I also had to run a mile and a half yesterday. DX When it felt like I had a metal bar poking through my head. NOT FUN. And stuffy sinuses, and feeling dehydrated. Yep!

But I rested all day today, watched a couple of movies.... Hopefully, I'll be better soon. I did some art, too! Worked on a painting and a computer drawing! I don't think the computer drawing looks perfect, but I might just say I'm done just for the hell of it. I could make my little Hoshi look sooooo much better, though! D=

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16566824/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16566824/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 13:44:25 PST
Yeah. those times.

This afternoon, for example.

I had this REALLY IMPORTANT thing I had to do right after school. Coz it HAS to be done today, and that would be the only time. Unless I wanted to stumble through the woods at night trying to find an unmarked place. Which would not be fun.

My brother's car broke down.

And then I got a call from Mom. On my way to said woods, where I had a REALLY IMPORTANT ERRAND.

I had to go and sit with Aniki, and /maybe/ I'll get to do my thing tonight. /Maybe/. God damn, but it needs to be done today or bad things will happen. I'm scared. I want to get my box out of there~ and the sun's already starting to set! Not set set, but it's getting there. And I'm going out to EAT for dinner! T.T By the time we leave it'll be dark! I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO FIND MY WAY AROUND IN THE FECKING DARK! T.T Much less drag my friends along! Daaaaaaaaaaamn~!








PokeNerd ^

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16372381/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16372381/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:42:30 PST
But even before my most recent pictures, my artwork has SUCKED. all because of stupid fecking cameras, stupid fecking flashes and light balance!! Rawr! T.T It stabs my heart to see the murdering of my work. (Syaoran Judge with Phoenix is an exception. It looks fine.) but stilllll... I don't want to have to pay, but I want to have a photograph that does my work justice! I know how to work with the scanner, but these are simply not that small! T.T Someone, anyone, give advice please...

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16347140/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16347140/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 17:04:23 PST
If you don't mind if I ever see or respond to the comment you left on my home page, that's fine. But if you do, it works much better through notes. Just a heads-up for everybody.

Much love,
K-chan

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16316329/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16316329/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 13:56:07 PST
First day back at school. Comments: MEH.

As far as classes go, I think I'll like all of these just fine. But there aren't PEOPLE in my classes. I want to TALK about things important to me, and while I have some friends in my classes, none of my really close friends are in any of my classes. Onee-chan, Teacup, Galadriel, Badger... where are you guys? No hugs from my Teddy Bear, nothing amusing and cute from Joan, and nothing off-the-wall from Blake. Just... blah. Sure, I see opportunity to make new friends, but... that's not what I want in four blocks! In one, I already know everyone, and either know we're not compatible (because they're so caught up in their academics and clubs. god.), or they don't like me (poo on you).

I don't know; I think I might like my classes, but I need a vent! A midday vent is exactly what I need, and I don't get that at lunch! (Nothing against you, hon, I just don't know you well yet. Probably as the year goes on I can vent to you. Maybe. I just don't know if you have the personality to vent to). This is miserable; I never realised just how much I depend on those people to vent to. Always, it's alternated with those people (at least after a certain point). In order from most to least recent lunches, my vent-sponges have been: Badger, the whole table (honestly, you guys alternated. It was awesome.), Kuma-chan, and... I don't remember before that.

I don't know what I'm going to do this semester. I need people to spill my guts to occasionally. I don't like the me that comes out when I don't have that. I'm not as friendly; I absorb myself in drawings.... it's a depressing image. And I want my Prince, goddammit! Jaaaaaacooooooob~~!!!! I want you to COME HERE!!!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16183008/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16183008/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:36:19 PST thanks, bud.

aaaaanyhow....

I hope I didn't mess other things up in the process... >>; I think I really worried another of my friends. Heh, oops. Well, at least I've learned who I can talk to about what. XD Different people SO react different ways.

for future reference (for me only, you gaiz....)


Lucifer = intellectual topics, NOT image or girly stuff, NOT things that I feel insecure about

Kaiser = when I'm in trouble. Xd

Santos = whenever I can get him. o_o;;; ;.;

Badger = anything? Anything I can tell her, that she'd know or be able to do something about

Galadriel = ....ummm.... very little? I guess.... only things relating to "Is Person A REALLY like this all the time? *_*"

Joan of Arc = ....I don't know? Stuff sometimes? A vent! Yeah! She's good at that!

Onee-chan = CRAZY!!! I can totally let myself go and just be SOOO random around you! I can let out my rabid crazy hyper BWEEEHGISEURAHNVDIAFWEUTERNKG fangirl around you! Because you're just as crazy as I am! and oh! NAVY VERSUS ARMY!!!! *smacks belly*

um.... other people = ? ....just as I need them, I guess...

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16126999/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/16126999/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:45:31 PST I have no idea what's going on.
I don't know if I'm sleepy, or if this is a wake-up call like I've given myself in similar situations in the past.

Basically, I feel no passion.

I realise now that my online super-long RPing days are all but ended (by the ideas in my head that I can't...manage.. to put in a forum), and I don't know where I'm headed next, but that has nothing to do with it.

Or rather, little. If I were still in that mode I'd shower forums with my presence. As it stands, impossible. x_x

I worked on drawings today; they're coming along nicely.

More than anything though, I'm looking for something to /pursue/. I can't convince myself to /pursue/ my artwork (AKA, abandoning things to do it (sometimes), like homework or other forms of entertainment), or anything else, for that matter. As a matter of fact, one thing I thought I might pursue has today been driven into the "meh" section of my brain. I don't know what it is, though. This same thing happened to me before (long story. Not gonna explain), and... well if this is like that situation, I'm not gonna be too happy. Of course I could do something about that... maybe. Hmmmm.... I think the biggest issue here is either that I'm tired (it would make sense. But when I'm tired my brain simplifies, and the 'Not true' message would probably be true, and... that would make me not too happy), or something else. I don't know what.

Aaaanyhow, if I were half as sane and practical as I pretend to be, I'd choose a path that I don't wanna choose. Meet the K-chan that likes playing games and has at various times thought herself to not be human because life's more 'fun' that way. (I'm not ashamed of it, it really was fun. Just... people embarrass me about that, or could, and that's not fun. I don't want this on that list.)

On the other hand, if things work out like they should in K-chan's perfect world (not likely), I'll be super-duper happy at the end.

I wonder if my plans in the past have failed because of this doubt...? Hmm.... or maybe this is just 'racticality'. Which brings up the question: Is 'racticality' good or bad?


....I suppose there really is only one solution to this uncertainty. And no way in hell it's gonna happen. damn.




As far as Christmas was concerned, it was wonderful, though it didn't feel like christmas. Still, wonderful. I got a lot of stuff I wanted, and some stuff I didn't have on my list, but was happy to get anyways.



...in the end, I think there is a lie in here somewhere, and my brain's picking that up. I'm going to find it.

...ah... Toodles!

I think very few of you will know what this is about. XD sorry.

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15992999/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15992999/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 20:42:26 PST 1. To pass calculus. God damn.
2. VINCENT VALENTINE STUFF!!!!
3. To learn more about/speak to the lead I have for my faerie prince
4. um........ good sexy/funny cards?
5. AWESOME CDS
6. AWESOME DVDS
7. A computer of my very own. ;.;
8. LOVE!
9. Time. <3 to do art.
10. My plans to work out. =3

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15754955/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15754955/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:35:11 PST
Calculus finals (yes, plural. I have two; one for 15%, one for 10%) are coming up, as well as final due date on Art projects. ICK~

Also, for those of you that didn't know, I was, for a short time playing a high-stakes game, you might call it. It's over now; I'm somewhat disappointed. But my challenger backed off; lost interest, apparently, or something of that nature, anyways.

In other news, I THINK I MIGHT HAVE FOUND THAT GUY I WAS LOOKING FOR!!! Now, I'm not certain. It's going to take a little while to verify, but one of my friends has a lead. A very strong lead, that in addition to matching my criteria, this guy also has a few strongly ironic quirks to him. Like being a Sagittarius.

So.

Now to the 'fire' bit. Where the 'frying pan' was the one high-stakes game, I seem to be unable to keep myself out of where I'm needed.

Or where other people are about to screw up big time, and at the least I can do damage control.

So, um... I think I might be jumping into a fire. ''XD Hope it doesn't burn. I don't like fire. But it was a good idiom for this situation. Even though I don't see it as fire at all. =< I really, really don't like fire.

Speaking of burns... I burned my littlest finger on a fry-heater light on Friday. It's fine, but there's a little blister. ...Just a random bit of info.

Um, so yeah, that's all I can think of. Much love! Don't be imbeciles! Until next time, your beloved K-chan!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15558730/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15558730/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 07:08:10 PST >; Unfortunately, now I waste time on other things. D'oh.

I'm so going to fail my calculus test. But I now have hope for the AP exam, seeing as the tests we're taking in class are only examples of the HARDER half of the AP exam. So that's a plus.

Still... I probably need to focus more on school. >.>;; Unfortunately, I think it stopped catching my interest a long time ago. So that's not looking like too much of a possibility. Eugh. Hello, dropping GPA. How are you?

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15425110/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15425110/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:42:07 PST
I must go to prom. It's mandatory in my household.

I need a date.

I'm not the 'oh let's date just for fun a few times' type.

so. I need to find this guy.

I don't know who or where he is.

So I'm openly recruiting.

This means, IF YOU ARE ONE OF MY (real-life, as in I've seen you and you live within a 500-mile radius) FRIENDS, LOOK FOR THIS MAN. (and also, recruit your friends. For this, I don't care if they live in New Zealand. Get them to search among their friends, online or no. I honestly don't care. I just need to find this person. And I know for a FACT that at least THREE OF YOU know a lot of people, and know a good handful of people that know a lot of people. I'm sure you can find this man. oO; if not, you disappoint me. OBVIOUSLY, I was over-estimating your amazing-ness.)

...*cough* right. On to the description.





He's NICE.
He can DANCE (ballroom dance, honeys. I don't mean The Robot. That's just ugly. If amusing.)
He ARGUES. But only with people really, really close to him. Otherwise, he's nice. ^_^
Uhm, he's friendly. And by this I mean that he doesn't make people go wide-eyed and freak out. That's... definitely not my type.
SNUGGLE-BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...because I need someone to snug. A lot. As in, whenever I see you. Maybe. Okay, not that often. But still a lot.
It would help if he's a little sadistic.
Someone who's just a little bit awkward around people he doesn't know really well. That's so CUTE! <3
It'd be good if he could get me off my lazy butt to do stuff. Like, he's not afraid to hound me if need be. Because occasionally I need to be hounded. >>;; lazy. Don't like being lazy, though.
SMART. Please. I don't want to date a stupid person. Pleasepleaseplease.
A softie at heart.
Playful from time to time. And someone who can LAUGH. *grin* laughter is great.

And a helpful factor (sorry, have to go based on my dreams, because sometimes they are premonitions) would be if he's a member of a semi-exclusive group. As in, you are born or marry into. The end.





WHAT I DO NOT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER WANT:

a MASOCHIST (god, I hate them. No offense. They just annoy me.)
Someone who's STUBBORN. Particularly, if they don't give eloquent arguments as to WHY they're right.
Someone with a protector/provider complex. Honey, I would like to fend for myself sometimes.
Someone with no spine. (see: MASOCHIST)
impatient. I reeeeally don't need that. Much.
RACIST AND/OR DISCRIMINATORY. HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No sense of humor. Nuh-uh. Honey, that doesn't work for me.







Just so I don't sound too picky, I'll leave it at that. *grin* And no one from my high school; I've looked. >>; at least.... there's one guy... but I seriously don't think it's him. I have the feeling he NEEDS to go to someone else.

Latinos are sexy beasts, might I add. *grin* I love the glowing tan skin and dark hair, especially if it's gently curled. So...um...if you're looking for physical, there you go. But it's not as important as the other stuff.

Please look. I need a date. v.v And I'd like someone before Valentine's.


If you're looking for a perfect Christmas gift, by the way, THIS IS IT. OH MY GOD I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREVER.

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15239684/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15239684/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 07:19:56 PDT
1) I hate fire. It's the element I can't stand. The rest are AWESOME!
2) I love learning about new religions/cultures.
3) I. LOVE. LANGUAGES!!! DD
4) I write in my free time.
5) (oh god this is getting hard) I sleep with many, MANY stuffed animals a night
6) I ENJOY being cold. I just hate it when my outside is cold and my inside a volcano.
7) Favorite weather: Cold. Rain. Wind. Cloud.
8) I can eat anything. In small doses. If I eat too much, I feel sick.
9) Lastly... I adopt the speaking patterns (habits, dialect, etc.) of those around me.



ummmmm..... I taggggg........

WHITEPHOENIXRYOKO
MAOTSETUNG
DOJIARAI
THEPHANTOMDRAGON


...is that enough? o.O;

I'll assume yes. XP

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15174404/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15174404/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 14:18:35 PDT
My account needs major bump-age.


I have 10 messages. All of them are journal entries. o.o; which I either don't want to or am too lazy to read.

I don't get comments very often (and I comment one hell of a lot. I probably do it on at LEAST 70% of the stuff my watchees upload), and I haven't received any messages in forever.

It's really depressing, because this is the only website I talk to not-british, not-Alaskan, not-NewZealand, etc, etc. People on. >.o

so.

BUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...The end.



(But seriously, what the fuck?)



...oh, and I figured out I'm the jealous type. >>; It's really not that great. I feel like crap a LOT. And then feel like crap for feeling like crap. I don't recommend it. EVER.

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15074034/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15074034/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 13:57:54 PDT
There are, of course, a few things that provoke me into hysterics, but I'm not going to go into that. If I do, well... >>; I just don't want to go into it. No reason, really. I just don't feel like sharing. It's a personal thing.

Painting macabre, scary stuff and dancing seem to alleviate these things. Who knows why. But these hysteric attacks seem to provoke sadism. Who knows why on that one, either.

Uhm, so this is just a heads-up. o.o; really, I'm safe. I promise. The whole 'bloodlust' part is for some distant someone somewhere who I don't know; never anyone around me. Unless whoever that someone somewhere is just happens to come into my immediate vicinity. I might just go feral. >>; good thing I learned how to control even strong impulses in elementary school. XD Back then, it was mostly crying. Now, it's just a general good asset. For lots of things.

Yesterday was my birthday, so go me! I'm 18!

I had two yummy cakes today, and there's still ice cream cake calling my name at home. ^_^ I feel so special! Badger totally sprinted down the hall yelling " SHE'S HERE!!!!!" . Thanks, Badger! I felt like a REALLY special person then! DD

Uhm, that's all! Ta for now!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15033378/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/15033378/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 18:05:32 PDT
I kind of wish I was more in touch with my emotions. Maybe I'd know what to do.

My life is dull, and always has been. I'm inclined to believe it always will be, too, but hey, I never know.

You know, at times like this I'd give my left hand for some action. Anything to spice up my life.

I have friends with spicy lives, but that doesn't make my life spicy. Like seeing a picture of a pepper doesn't make you taste the spice. Just not the same. If anything, it just makes me jealous.

I know I shouldn't be. I know I shouldn't want my life spicier, because everyone wants less drama. But day after day, I sit here in my house. That's it. Go to school, go to work, go home. The end. Weekend: Watch TV, reply online, do homework, sleep, lounge. The End.

God, it's pathetic. It makes me sick. I can't stand it. I just want something interesting, something to cheer me up. It doesn't help that I play a nominal part in my spicy friends' lives. No part in their lives outside of school. God, how much more pathetic can you get?

I'm a good person. I'm artistic, I'm literate, I'm smart, and kind. So why don't I have a boyfriend? Or even a girlfriend. I don't even fucking care at this point. God. I could use with some love, some confidence, something. Something to make me think I haven't failed on the dating scene. One boyfriend, and I'm about to be 18. And that... ugh. I don't even know what you'd call it. It wasn't as messed-up as some stories I've heard, but it wasn't even close to what a relationship is supposed to be. Nothing close.

I just want to snuggle; I just want a companion... and I'm tired of hearing comforting words from people who sympathize but won't help me look. Or preachy people. Don't fucking preach to me about how I should be content. I've been content for so long. God, I deserve to want better! I deserve better than this fucking loneliness! Just... someone, help me. Somehow... I don't care. I hate being lonely. It's awful... And all of these emotions, all of them, are the result of loneliness....

I feel like that kitty in the box on the corner. With the sign. "Won't somebody love me?"

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14986824/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14986824/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 14:57:52 PDT
First, do you like the title? ^_^ I thought it up after school today. I was staring at my feet and I just said, "One...Two... Buckle my shoe..." And giggled. XD! I have such cute habits. So I decided I should use it somewhere, and why not an entry title?

Second, I've started uploading my good art! (Yay!) It's the stuff taken with the digicam. So check it out, if you haven't. Two paintings and a drawing so far, and I'm proud of them. <3 (Two more to come. As soon as I can be bothered to rotate them. XD)

Third, I super-duper need to think about how to help Mr.Person-who-shall-remain-unnamed. You know who you are. And unless you want other people to know who you are, don't say who you are. =/ Because in the end, the privacy of this is your thing. I just say you exist.

...for the moment, you shall be called Eric. But that is not your name.

So, Eric told me today (in a private place) about some girl troubles he's having. (PSSSST! I don't want advice on what to do or how to help him! I'm writing to organize my thoughts!) So he described to me the /type/ of girl troubles he's having, and I have to say, I was perplexed.

First of all, there's this girl that he totally likes and is just ga-ga over. I mean, serious head-over-heels stuff. The kind of stuff you can't talk about without tears or dreamy eyes. o_o; So. He says there's this girl in one of his classes, and they're always in groups together, and they have a lot of fun. And he wants to ask her out.

He asked her, you know, if she was single, she said yes, and if she had her eye on anyone or what person she liked. She got a little weirded out and started describing. ...I'm not going to say what the description was, though I know it. It wasn't Eric. She described pretty much the anti-Eric.

So he wasn't too happy about this, but he wants to try to win her heart. I just don't know how he can do that, but I'm putting my cute little brain to work. (As opposed to my intelligent brain; I need her to analyze stuff. Cute brain is better with emotions and making people happy.) She's sitting on a rock in K-chan-land cross-legged in a pensive position right now. Hm. What to do...?

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14749220/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14749220/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 20:43:21 PDT
So, I saw Vic, and yes, I passed on the fanart to him, Nee-chan. ^-^ He said he loved it. YAY!

Uhm, I GOT A GAARA PLUSHIEEEEEE!!! *snugs* As well as some gifts for christmas and/or birthdays. Uhm, I spent $55 today.

I WAS A TONBERRY! And I doinked SOOOOO many people! It was hot though. ' uhmmm.... and thennn.... I walked around with Katana-rin and Blake (Katana-rin was that guy with that hat (my official nickname for this character) and Blake was Mori), for a while, but they ditched me. v.v because I was Tonberry and I walked around slow. Also because I was Tonberry and my costume was unruly, I didn't get to go to a Final Fantasy photoshoot. T^T sads. and thennnn... >>; I don't know. Stuff? There were lots of interesting people, and like 40 people took my picture. YAY! And I was recognised by a ton of people, and I was glomped kind of scary amounts for being a Tonberry, who a poke kills. ._.; This one guy was like, "Will you do Everyone's Grudge on me if I hug you?" "No, but I'll stab you. for 9999 points of damage." "oh... I don't know which is worse..." He walked away and didn't hug me. Oh well. Overall, I think it was a very successful day, though I didn't get to mingle much because I was in a not-human-type costume. sads. v.v

Anyways, I'm pooped. I took a nap, and it helped, but you know...

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14733518/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14733518/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 19:04:55 PDT
anyhoo, first night of AWA. Amazing. I was Chopper (One Piece) and met with LOTS of Chopper fans. Mostly fangirls. I -almost- had the breath knocked out of me by this one fangirl

I made a plot with a black mage, exchanged YIMs with this girl, and hid from Lucci and Kaku behind Nami. they found it amusing. Very amusing, in fact.


AND L SHARED HIS CAKE AND MELLO HIS CHOCOLATE! YAYYY! (I now have bragging rights forever. XD) I also met a deviant who's work is in my favorites, and bought a sexaybeast Zoro and three pins. I promised to be Tonberry tomorrow, and lots of people I'm sure will take my pic. My friend a mod will certainly do so. Oh, and Misa almost wrote me down in her Death Note. Almost. X3 funfunfun!

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14729682/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14729682/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 14:23:47 PDT
So yeah. It begins today. I will officially go (hopefully) all three days and (hopefully) participate in the costume contest this year. W00t, Tonberry. I luvs j00s. <33 My tonberry costume looks pretty sweet. I'm taking a camera. >3

Uhm, I'll update on how things go, kay?

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14664549/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/14664549/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 18:41:05 PDT
Mainly, I need a puzzle.
Or, I have a puzzle.

I'm not really sure if I have a puzzle or not, but if I don't, I need one.

See what I mean?

I'm going insane. T^T

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/13902322/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/13902322/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 14:16:55 PDT 1: (habit) I leave bittorrent windows open for hours, sometimes days, regardless of how fast it's downloading (I don't check... heheh...)
2: (hate) when nobody I know is online and I don't have any replies to RPs
3: (hate) writer's block. Going right along with this is the need to do something, but I can't be bothered so I'm bored out of my mind
4: (thing) I love learning languages! Know English, polishing Spanish, and working on Japanese. Hopefully, I'll be able to one day complete my fragmented knowledge of Russian, French and Chinese
5: (habit) when I'm bored, I go online to look for people. Anyone I know, really, frequenting my RPing sites.
6: (hate) the philosophy that everything in this world is either black or white, with no middleground

The rules:
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours..."

TAGGED
(*sigh* sorry about this, guys, I don't have 6 friends, so I took the last 6 comments on my house. XD)
dadonna
Broken-Moons
neodesperado
La-Fille-Monstre
electricblanket
rienquish

]]> ~Bugiipoppu http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/7963788/ http://Bugiipoppu.deviantart.com/journal/7963788/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 15:44:52 PST ...Forgive me if I'm slow... ]]> ~Bugiipoppu