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→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see. (not that I would know? XD; )


OTHER MONTHS:

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teachand be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy.Quiet unless excited or tensed.Rather reserved.Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic . Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Sexy. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood (I think sometimes). Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt . Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved.... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28477494/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28477494/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:56:49 PST EDIT: Updated/added a few more notes/details/stuff.

I hope I'm not asking for much but it would really help.

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I'm doing cheap commissions for the holidays for a few reasons.

1. Now that Izumicon's over, I need to get Christmas Shopping taken care of...Christmas is a pretty big thing for my family when there's a one and three-year-old. D:

2. Despite asking for more hours at work, I haven't gotten any.

3. I need/want to draw more. And I want people to push me in doing so.


So yeah. :< now to copy and paste stuff lol.

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I accept payment through Paypal only. Unless I happen to know you IRL, of course.

If you're interested, Note me here on DA or send an e-mail to chibiccg@hotmail.com with 'Commission' somewhere in the subject. I delete all e-mails I don't recognize, so that would help! From there, we will talk. =]

It's pay before I start. In some cases, I will accept a partial payment first for me to start and then the rest of the payment for me to show.

Unless told not to, I will showcase commissions in my DA gallery, but not without a watermark. The person commissioning me will still receive the full image via e-mail though.

PLEASE NOTE: There's still much I'm learning! At this point, I'm only really good with just characters. I still have a hard time with complex poses, interaction between characters, and background/scenery. Please keep that in mind, I will still try my best though. But even I have limits.

Will Do
Humans (Anime)
Sonic-style
Anthro (Anime-ish)

Sorry But No (because I either am not good enough or feel uncomfortable with)
Hentai/Porn
Extreme Blood/Gore
Machinery/Mecha
Certain Fetish art
Realism

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NOTE:
Examples shown are not the size I would normally do a commission work in.

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NOTE:
AS MUCH REFERENCE AS POSSIBLE MAKES EVERYTHING EASIER!

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Rough Character Sketches
--Sketches of full body-drawn characters.
--No Limit on Characters.
--Would be done on Paint Tool Sai, on a 8.5 x 11 inch canvas, at 200 resolution. [1700px × 2200px]

$5.00 USD For FIVE Rough Sketches.

Example(s):
http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28385632/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 22:11:03 PST

I only did one cosplay...Parappa the Rapper. It went pretty well, I think. I had a mic and boom box. And when people asked me to sing, this is what I did: [link]

I want to go back in time and hug that Android 17 cosplayer.

Me and my cousin hung around the Artist Alley on Friday...we met . She was really nice. Really, really nice. And fun to talk to. XD I got an awesome Hiei commission out of her. I probably would've suggested Leon but someone happened to mention YYH and she said she remembered how to draw Kurama and Hiei from the top of her head so I went with Hiei. We called it 'Bitchin Hiei' cause he's all angry, of course. XD

But anyways, I told her that me and my cousin were aspiring manga/anime artists so...she wanted to see our work. XD; She seemed happy with what we had to show though...and encouraged us to go ahead and try to get a table next year. OwO; I'm. Really. Shy. You have no idea. Even at an anime convention I still find it hard to come out of my shell...D: But Sam's all up to the idea of getting a table for next year's Izumicon...It's a small con, but I am considering it.......I would need to draw A LOT more though. And probably draw more fan art. D: Cause everyone says it's hard to sell original stuff cause people just want NARUTO!1! and whatever else is popular. Sucks cause I...don't really care about Naruto. Haven't seen Gurren Lagann...or Code Geass...I'm just not in with the current anime franchise anymore. orz

But anyways, other highlights of the con...Saturday, and her boyfriend sat at a table and offered Free Advice. XD It's amazing how many people actually come for Free Advice too! Katt and Alex are really good with that and people seem to really enjoy it.

We also met ! We didn't talk too much Saturday, but we (me and Sam) hung out a lot today. We ate at Waffle House, hung out in the Artist Alley, talked to some artists there (who were also uber nice! So many awesome people!) then we went to Shibby's place to chill and play PS2/eat pizza/watch TV. It was fun, he's a nice guy! BEFRIEND HIM He showed us A LOT of his art (so much he doesn't put on DA XD) and I'm really impressed actually.

He likes a lot of the same series/games we do too. And omg. I know no one else would care about this but he had the Tales of Destiny PS2 Remake: Director's Cut that comes with all the Leon goodness. T_T It's so pretty...I was so jealous!

Played a little Persona 4...I'm interested now. =O



Couldn't find D:! We made signs and were calling out "SHEELLBBYY" but no success. D: Happy late Birthday! I hope you like your gift, which I will somehow get to you!



Meeting all these people really inspires me to really try and get back into my art...I think it's some great motivation I've long since needed. I'm really glad I went to Izumicon...although I wish more of my friends could've come..! I miss you guys.

I think I'm gonna go ahead and chillax for a while now...been out and about all weekend. Literally. XD Time to watch some more old DBZ episodes (I bought more boxsets~ Yay for Suncoast table having good buys~)

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28342572/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28342572/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 21:40:50 PST I know I have a lot to improve on...but still, I want to hear your thoughts on my art as it currently is.

What are some good points? What do you 'like' about my art? If you're not one of my friends, then what made you watch me exactly? And what are some things you want me to try more of?

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing lineart.
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28246735/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28246735/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:39:18 PST
LUNAR Awakening, my crap fanfiction of a "Lunar 3", is going on uber hiatus. Uber as in I'm so close to just saying "yeah, no more. ever." but I don't have the heart to fully discontinue that little "project". Oh where to begin.

I've had the idea for it for such a long time, very slowly planning it out and whatnot. But it was hard for me to really keep getting into it I guess...because I think probably...3 people read what I have written of it? I'm not even sure. And I'm not mad about that or anything. No one knows what Lunar is, so I honestly never expected it to ever get attention. Ever.

And even to Lunar fans...I don't know. I just have the feeling that...most actual Lunar fans (at least ones on Lunar-net forums.....) just don't care for fan-made Lunars. It's like, someone posts a drawing of their Lunar fan-character and the response is "hm. yeah. moving on." I dunno...I'm sure all the people there are probably more hardcore about Lunar than I am...and some reason, they really intimidate me...that's why I'm hardly even a member there...I've never bothered to share anything of LUNAR Awakening with them...LA is only shared through pictures on DA and as the actual fanfic on ff.net.

One of the main reasons for me wanting to create LUNAR Awakening so badly is because I thought Lunar was dying. For the longest time, there was nothing new for Lunar...until Dragon Song came, and shed some light. Of course, then we learned that Dragon Song was utter shit and wasn't going to help Lunar at all. So I kept to LA, hoping it would at least be better than DS. Now that Silver Star Harmony is almost among us (and it's looking pretty damn good...gameplay very similar to SSSC. major plus there.) a lot of fans have been given the hope that this will revitalize the Lunar series for real this time...I have so much faith and hope in this new game, I swear to god I better not be disappointed.

Still, its this faith in the Lunar series that I also believe we may finally see another remake of Eternal Blue, (maybe the off-chance of Magic School) as well as an actual Lunar 3...

It's this faith...I feel like I don't have to do LA anymore...that maybe my hope for more Lunar will come at last.

I'm probably not making much sense...I'm really bad with words, sorry. But I guess the bottom line is...I don't want to do LA anymore, for the time being. If some reason PSP Lunar is another letdown and I feel all hope for Lunar is lost again, maybe I'll get the kick to try again. But for now, I'm going to wait and see what happens...

I don't know if I'll draw the characters as much anymore...a shame really. I've grown fond of quite a few of them. (Zack and Silvie! lol) Still, I made those characters for the sake of Lunar. So I won't be recycling them into actual OCs just yet (if ever.)



Let's get on a lighter note now.

With LA out of the way, perhaps now I can finally start my own original works. It's all I've been thinking about this entire day, and honestly I feel...glad. I want to do more original stuff. I want to show what I can really do. That I can create fun characters, fun stories...not based on an already existing universe. I want to create my own world(s).

I mean, I admit here and now, I'm probably not the most 'original' person around...but hey, I don't aim to be the best at what I do...I do it for fun and I'm always happy to know if there's at least one person who likes what I do.

Obviously I seem to draw Renna A LOT since I created her...XD;; so I'm actually really interested in working on her own story. I don't know how much longer she'll be a Tales character. I've only RPed with her twice I think...I'm not sure if my RP partner was ever as interested/anxious as I was though about that RP...shame, cause I had ideas I wanted to do...but I guess I'll just save those ideas for an actual story! So I guess it works out in the end. If he wants to actually RP Tales then sure, I'll probably still use Renna. But I do believe I am going to start working on the more 'original' side of things with her. Basically the same on how I was with Erin/Nazumi.

The Renna Story. Obviously has no actual title yet lmao.

--Since she was apart of a 'Tales of the World' RP, some ideas I had involved time-traveling, summon spirits, and elemental magic. I'm not gonna lie, some reason I always love doing elemental-based stuff. Fuck if I know why. Going original, I'm not sure how (or if) I'll do the time-traveling jig and the summon spirits would definitely need to be original if I keep that idea.

--Renna's the main character. If story is done in novel form (more than likely will be in the beginning) it'll be in her POV. Renna's really...annoying and spunky. I love her. XD I've done some writing (fan-character side unfortunately) of her and it's... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28127623/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28127623/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 16:45:16 PST Ended early. Seems to be running better though. Thanks for coming.

Just going to continue from where I left off, lol. Hopefully procaster/epsxe don't crap out again though.

[link]

Might mess around before then, I dunno.

I figured more people would know Silver Star Story or have at least played Legend or something...so I'll give Lunar 2 a go for those who are interested enough to watch me play and say random things like "zipzop". Lunar 2 needs more love...I hope they remake it for the PSP someday.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing lineart.
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: to tell the truth I'm thinking about rewriting it lol. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28117732/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28117732/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 01:15:49 PST WARNING: I'm pissed in regards to someone I used to know IRL.

How would you feel if someone you considered a good friend chose their overly controlling boyfriend/girlfriend over EVERYONE?

Overly controlling as in forbidding you to talk to ANYONE they don't APPROVE OF. (in this case, everyone with a vagina lulz oh wait...this last time, they weren't allowed to talk to anyone. at all. regardless of gender. hm.)

"Hm, why doesn't anyone like my girlfriend?"

Oh gee, I have no fucking idea why.



But whatever, I can't imagine that you're being forced to stay in the relationship or anything. So don't fucking say "woe, my friends abandoned me cuz i wuv her", because you chose this over all the friendships you've made through the years. You chose to abandon us first. So whatever. Go on, be happy while you can. Savor your moments. Just know no one will have your back when she decides she's through with you.

At least I won't.











fuck I'm mad. I can't seem to concentrate on anything productive when I'm angry.

It's 3AM...bah.

Maybe I'll livestream later today...livestream Lunar...either Silver Star Story or Eternal Blue...hm..

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing lineart.
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Working on Chap.10. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28075302/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28075302/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 22:03:39 PDT .........
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it's 's birthday oshi--

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing lineart.
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Working on Chap.10. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28034724/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/28034724/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 18:23:21 PDT Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.



How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.

• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!



What I Like About Being a FOUR

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level

• my ability to establish warm connections with people

• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life

• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor

• being unique and being seen as unique by others

• having aesthetic sensibilities

• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me



What's Hard About Being a FOUR

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair

• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved

• feeling guilty when I disappoint people

• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misunderstands me

• expecting too much from myself and life

• fearing being abandoned

• obsessing over resentments

• longing for what I don't have



FOURs as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games

• are very sensitive

• feel that they don't fit in

• believe they are missing something that other people have

• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood

• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)



FOURs as Parents

• help their children become who they really are

• support their children's creativity and originality

• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings

• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective

• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed




quiz ---> [link]

Weird how a lot of it is quite true. :<









Thanks for coming to the Lion King wtfz0rz the other night. It was retarded but fun. Zipzop.

Not sure if I'll get on livestream tonight...maybe to work on some drawings?





and are officially coming to Izumicon with me. :> Hopefully Tiggo's boyfriend too...not 100% sure on that. :<

Hoping Sam can come too. :<

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Doing lineart.
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27967524/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27967524/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 19:48:29 PDT [link]

Lion King fun starting at midnight tonight (central time)

It's gonna be improv, silly, and possibly retarded.

We might be there before then for other lulz. But Lion King won't happen until midnight or after lmao.

Come




a message from elly-
you make my cock go pitterpat.

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To Do...
~Tiggo freebie -- Tiggo+Forrest 2-Year Anniversary
Progress -- Coloring. Deadline - 27th
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Need to do lineart and color yaarrgghh.

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series (eventually)
DA Game on RPG Maker somehow...won't be done by my 5-year mark, but I'm still interested in doing it for fun.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 9 is up. Working on Chap.10. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27910597/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27910597/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 17:36:28 PDT [link]

I'm so late I'm sorry XD;;;; I got horribly distracted.

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To Do...
~Tiggo freebie -- Tiggo+Forrest 2-Year Anniversary
Progress -- Coloring. Deadline - 27th
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- Need to do lineart then color.
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Need to do lineart and color yaarrgghh.

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series (eventually)
DA Game on RPG Maker somehow...won't be done by my 5-year mark, but I'm still interested in doing it for fun.


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 9 is up. Working on Chap.10. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27899681/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27899681/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 15:13:33 PDT 7:00PM Central.

Family stuff. :< Kids are going back to Tulsa tonight apparently so gonna spend time and have dinner and all that jazz.

[link]

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Kinda went into another one of my "imma disappear for a bit..." modes...but I think I'm alive again lol. Still trying to catch up on art...I'm so slow. :<

DA Game -- Obviously at this rate it won't be done by my 5 year mark...so, I'm not sure. The idea still seems fun to me though, so I may conjure up something anyways for fun...but as of now, there still isn't much thought put into it so...we'll see what happens.



Izumicon is soon! I'm excited. If you haven't noticed from my scraps...I've decided to be Parappa the Rapper. Because Parappa is bomb.

I was going to be Leon Magnus as well...but due to...costume issues (well, really I'm just fat) it looks like my cousin might be Leon instead. Cause the costume fits her better than me, lulz. She doesn't even know who Leon is. XD

lol ain't she cute?

I was kinda lazy to get my costume on...so here's the hat and some paint on my nose. And yeah, I got a haircut. (i has bangs now)


I'm not really sure who's all going to Izumicon with me...haven't gotten any definite answers...

I have room for 4 in my car though. I'm going all three days, getting there around noon each time. And staying all day most likely.

3-Day Pass: $50
2-Day Pass: $35
1-Day Pass: $25

I suggest either 2 or 1 day. These are at the door prices, cause they already closed online pre-reg. :<

So let me know soon.<3

I'm gonna meet and it'll be fun and stuff and it's also during her birthday.



Last but not least, I've joined the livestream bandwagon. Mainly cause told me to...

Had a fun session with and kinda though. XD We shared random youtube videos, made my new poll, and got on omegle.com LOL that was fun.

I also worked a bit on Tiggo's drawing...I'll probably finish later tonight. I'll broadcast at 6:30PM Central. I'll probably work some more on Tiggo's drawing, but I'm sure we'll do more random things and it'll be fun. :>

I'm not that great of an artist and there's still lots I don't know so don't expect much art-wise...but come for the fun? D:

[link]

You'll have to deal with my weird choice of music when I draw/color though. XD seriously it's like...animu/j-pop/orchestra/80s/wtf. And my voice lulz ew.

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To Do...
~Tiggo freebie -- Tiggo+Forrest 2-Year Anniversary
Progress -- Coloring. Deadline - 27th
*CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27477043/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27477043/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 20:59:17 PDT
I've had a weird week at work, so that just kinda adds to my "fml...." mood. I think only Joe knows about Wednesday night at work...how embarrassing. And then Friday I went to work for not even an hour and felt like dying. Literally. I was sick...it sucked. And my boss was like "You're shakey, you might have low blood sugar. Here's some chocolate." which I threw up about 5 minutes later lulz. So yeah, that was another weird day.

Saturday was alright other than people mentioning Wednesday.

And then yesterday I cut my thumb (right under the nail) with a tag from some pants. It was like a paper cut x3. It sucked, but fortunately it didn't bleed for long. But my thumb was throbbing for a while and it was annoying.

So yeah. It's just been a weird week at work for me. Times like these I wish I had Beatles Rockband.

Looks like my list isn't going to be finished by the end of this month. I have a few sketches in need of lineart and coloring...some reason I just can't bring myself to do anything productive. I apologize to those who always have to wait for something from me. I need to get over this bad.

Not much happening at home other than the kids being here for another good while or so. I'm wondering when my sister and brother-in-law will start parenting their own children. It's a wonder why Grandma's their favorite person.

An advantage of being the youngest. Not going to make the same mistakes my older siblings do. My parents do too much for them as is. But at least my brother seems to show a little more appreciation than my sister does.

Ugh family.

My parents discovered facebook this past week...that's been interesting. They get all excited when it suggests that they might know someone they went to high school with and it turns out to be their BFFs of old. XD God, my dad set a really old photo of him holding me shortly after I was born, with my siblings next to him as his profile picture. Ah parents. Here to embarrass me even on the net. At least I don't look as dorky as my brother does lol. Then again, I'm a newborn.


Izumicon is soon. At this rate, probably doing one, maybe two cosplays. I'll confirm that when I actually get the costumes though, lol.


Thiiiss is about the only thing that's made my day today.



is most awesome. She's still taking commissions (and they're cheap right now!) so go take a look! Had to have her draw a Lunar character, seeing that she's an uber fan as well. Thanks a ton, Danni! I've more from her soon.

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To Do...
~Tiggo freebie -- Tiggo+Forrest 2-Year Anniversary
Progress -- Need to do lineart and color. Deadline - 27th
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- Coloring.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- working on final sketch(es)
*Rhy... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27123197/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/27123197/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:00:51 PDT
Just a tiny update and reminder about the DeviantART Game(of sorts)

I appreciate everyone who has offered to help in any way! I feel this group project shall be epic.

That being said, here are some more of my thoughts on it.

Even though I'm gonna make this game to celebrate my 5 years...I feel the game itself doesn't have to necessarily revolve around that.

I don't want to feel egotistical. orz

Instead, I want to make something like...for the deviants, by the deviants.

if that makes sense.

So to those who offered to think/write some ideas, I only ask that you keep in mind all the people who will be a part of the game. I understand not everyone exactly knows each other...this might be tedious just yet.


PEOPLE TAKING PART SO FAR (Helping/Being a cameo):


We'll work out the Cameo bits in due time. (Like what character(s) will be used.)


POSSIBLE CONCEPTS
The game should be first person POV. You play as the unnamed player who makes the decisions.
The game should have a character selection, each with their own storyline of sorts.
DATING SIM LOL


POSSIBLE STORY IDEAS
none yet. I personally don't really like the idea I had though...(see 'not wanting to feel egotistical' comment)


I shall update this journal as frequently as I can, depending on how many ideas come around. Feel free to comment about anything~




Original Entry
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Kay, so I might've mentioned before that I want to make a game of sorts to celebrate my DA anniversary...because I figured that'd be more interesting than a movie/picture. And it'd give me a use for RPG Maker at long last.

To those who read my livejournal, you may already know about this. In which case, that's like...4 people? lmao.

I posted the same thing on facebook too...didn't get much feedback though.

So, I'll just copy and paste some stuff now.




My 5-year DA Anniversary is coming on New Years...I know that's still a ways, bu... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26948382/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26948382/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 00:11:13 PDT


It's 's birthday! SHOWER HER WITH LOVE


Summer of Sonic was last Saturday. I hope anyone who attended had fun! One day I'll be brave enough to travel oveaseas by myself. (maybe when I have money too lol)


Apparently Disney is buying/bought Marvel. [link]

I like Disney to an extent but...this worries me a bit.


I think every picture of CCG I do, her skin-color is always different. lolwut



The past two days or so I've had a major toothache...It's a cavity, I know it is. I can kinda feel it (and even see it when I look in a mirror). It's not pretty either. I don't remember the last time I've been to a dentist. Hopefully I can get an appointment next week though...cause it's getting increasingly harder to eat (its my far, left back tooth.) orz I have to chew with the right side of my mouth, but even then it still hurts.

uh.

Beat Crisis Core. Awesome game...the ending was depressing (if you've played FFVII you already know what happens) but the final bits were really beautifully done if you ask me. I love Zack's last few lines...I love Zack. ;_; WHY.

Started playing Dissidia. Can't say I'm real good at fighting games, but I guess I'm getting a little better. XD;; I've been playing the story mode in order, though not necessary but I'm just weird like that. I'm about mid-way with Bartz (numero V) omg the pronunciation of some of these names though! Wtf.

Zidane = Ze-don

srsly wtf. looks like DANE to me. Not DON.

DON IS MY DAD

but anyways.

In a Final Fantasy mood, obviously. I've an urge to replay FFVII...I believe Kira still has it though. XD That's okay, I still need to play VIII and IX anyways. Probably after Dissidia.



hay guys how would one go about making a visual novel, text-based RPG of lulz based on DA i mean what kind of story would that have that could involve people here not that that's my super secret 5-year anniversary project or anything

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To Do...
~CrazyMoogleGirl/~Rinoakwr8 request -- Something for the apartment.
Progress -- 40%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- thinkthinkthink
*Rhythm-Wily birthday request -- Human Nall
Progress -- trying to get his outfit down..
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Need to do clean lineart and color yaarrgghh.

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series (eventually)
5-Year DA Anniversary (DEADLINE JANUARY 1ST 2010.)


Requests: Depends.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26808726/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 01:17:29 PDT Went fishing a few times with dad...it's been a while...now I want to go fishing here, lmao.

I just spent an hour or so going through my messages here. Yargh. laziness.

I'm tired...it'll be a while before I get back on track........whatever track that is......

eh, maybe tomorrow night...














ohayimightdoasmallrequesttowhoevercatche smy30k





Started playing Crisis Core btw. I'm pretty sure I'm about done...cause well...I know what point in the story I'm at ;; zaaaacccccckkkkk game seems kinda short but it's gewd. haven't played FFVII in YEARS though...I was worried I wouldn't remember enough of it when I got this game.

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To Do...
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- Practicing drawing Kanaa in general...can't remember her boots OTL
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Need to do clean lineart and color.

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series (eventually)
5-Year DA Anniversary (DEADLINE JANUARY 1ST 2010.)


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Working on Chap.9. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26687650/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26687650/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 08:11:01 PDT
But anyways...I'm on vacation. Until...next Tuesday? Then I come back home and resume my normal schedule about things. Fun.

We got here Monday afternoon...can't say we've done a whole lot. Rested up from driving overnight. Today my dad and I were supposed to go fishing off the pier at Pensacola Beach, but my dad's sick. (well, he says he feels fine, but he has a real horrible cough.) so things are still uneventful. My grandpa took him to the doctor, so now I'm just chilling with my mom and grandma.

Hopefully tomorrow. I miss the ocean. orz I'll probably record random videos of me and dad when we do finally go to the beach/pier.

I don't know how much I'll be online while I'm here. I usually don't do much on the internet cause issues in the past with my grandpa. NOTHING ON THE INTARWEBZ IS SAFE. He's real anal about that shit. I don't bother to argue, cause he's the type that's 'always right' and won't stop until you agree with him.

gah, he's said a few things these past few days that have kinda irked me......let's just say he's hardcore republican. hardcore. so obviously we think very differently...though he's not quite aware of it, lulz.

anyway, not going into this here.

Some reason my cell phone decided to become (even more) crap and I can't use the internet on it to get on facebook/twitter...and now I can't seem to receive pictures anymore. Stupid phone. Why must you suck.

I can still send and receive normal texts though. yey.

...I really want some Checkers now. I just now remembered about it. It's a fastfood place.

In Califonia, they're known as Rally's.

Oklahoma doesn't have either. cry.

spicychickenplzkthx I only get it like...once a year, lmao.

need to get my grandpa's WEP key so I can use the internet on my laptop.......I'm afraid of him being like "LEMME SEE YOUR LAPTOP AND INVADE YOUR PRIVACY YOU NEED FIREWAALLLZZ"

srsly

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To Do...
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- Practicing drawing Kanaa in general...can't remember her boots OTL
~PoofyPajamaPants freebie -- Malo VS Reiko (in color)
Progress -- Need to do clean lineart and color.

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series (eventually)
5-Year DA Anniversary (DEADLINE JANUARY 1ST 2010.)


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Sure.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Working on Chap.9. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26413719/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26413719/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 23:40:03 PDT [link]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfffffffffffffffffffffff ffuck

;_; I never thought I'd see a Lunar cosplay on ebay...

if only it was Lucia...

But...I love Hiro too! I love anything Lunar o___________o So...when I get enough money...I'm probably gonna get it.

No one will know who I am D8 but...for the sake of Lunar

...hopefully I can get it before Izumicon...

T____T damn you work...why must you have cut back my hours!?

i take cheap commissions


random con survey tiem

1. How many times have you been to a convention?
7.

2. Do you sleep at conventions?
IN A HOTEL ROOM YUH

3. Do you eat?
Tend to live off of Pocky and other 'weeaboo' foods for said weekend.

4. Are you shameless at conventions?
I has fun. :>

5. On average, how much money do you spend?
......................................more than I should OTL

6. Do you go to conventions to pick up people?
YA TTLY

7. Do you go to conventions to bang people?
ALL THE TIME. I HAS HIGH SEX DRIVE.

8. How much cellulite do you see when you go to conventions?
.............no comment lol

9. Do you cosplay?
I'm too self-conscious of myself...but I will try at Izumicon.

10. Does your cosplay show a lot of skin?
I NEVER COSPLAYED CAUSE I'M FAT

11. Is your cosplay the epitome of badassery?
uh

12. Do you wait in line for things...i:e; hentai fest, yaoi fest, autographs, ceremonies?
For certain events and stuff. :> Although one time I waited like...3 hours to get Vic's autograph. Never again. (3 hour wait I mean. I'll probably try to see him again at Izumicon, if there's not a huge-ass line like at A-kon.)

13. How many friends have you met from conventions?
Usually me and my friends make BFFs during a con...especially A-kon, in the hotel. XD Lampshade parties! But...we only seem to be BFFs only during that duration.

14. Have you ever been drunk at a convention?
None of my friends or myself are 21 yet...but I have a feeling A-kon 22's going to be pretty um...interesting lmao.

15. Name your conventions:
Ronin Con '05
Izumicon 1, 2
A-kon 18, 19, 20
Yule Con 1

16. Do you go to conventions alone or with a bunch of people?
We go in an army when it comes to A-kon. Other cons there's usually at least 1 person with me......usually.

17. Get your own room or mooch off of someone?
If I could get my own room, I would. Not old enough (most places seem to require you to be 21?) and I don't have a credit card. We always have to have some parent get rooms for us :<

18. Ever partied hard with a voice actor?
No lol that'd be epic. Chris Patton plzkthx.

19. Taken a picture with Silent Bob?
Of, yes. With, no.

20. Jay too?
Same.

21. Gotten home to find out you've lost weight from walking around so DAMN much?
THAT'D BE NICE

22. Hugged random people?
Rarely...usually depends on their cosplay. (such as a full-suit Sonic lulz)

23. Kissed random people?
O YA. I'M SUCH A WHORE.

no.

24. Stalked someone who was cosplaying your favorite bishi character?
Just because they're cosplaying a bishie, doesn't make them a bishie. 8[

25. Gotten a g/f or b/f out of a convention?
pfft

26. Hooked up with someone?
oh god Yule Con memories...I'm so sorry Antony OTL

27. Tell the truth now... seriously
I had to pretend I was Elly's girlfriend lulz

28. Had a temporary convention love that ended by Monday morning?
No

29. Raved until you fell over?
Our raving consists of randomly doing the Can-Can. 8D People joined us lmao

30. Flirted with a dealer to get a discount?
No 8[

31. Taken pictures of people?
Certain cosplayers...ones I think did good or I find interesting in some way. Although I'm too shy to ask for their pictures half the time lmao

32. Had your picture taken?
Probably randomly...I don't cosplay (yet)

33. Gone to a photoshoot?
No

34. Planned a photoshoot?
Nope.

35. Been stalked?
...I don't think so?

36. Been annoyed by someone?
fangirls that need to CALM THE FUCK DOWN

37. Done the annoying?
Maybe some, but I doubt as bad as most. I like to think I can control... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26278813/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/26278813/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 14:47:21 PDT
I gave drawing a go not too long ago (if you watch my scraps) but some reason I just don't feel it anymore either..

They've been cutting hours at my work so I've been off since Sunday. I think the only productive thing I've done is watch all of the Fushigi Yuugi TV and OVAs...if you can even call that productive. I watched it all twice LOL that's a little depressing actually. It's a good series though...if you can handle fluffy shoujo-ness. My unfortunate weakness.

I've also been watching Comic Party. It's alright...kinda makes me want to draw but...yet when I try I just don't feel it.

My spirits are just down some reason. Maybe I'll be better by the weekend. My sister has offered to take me to see Wicked the Musical again, this time up in Tulsa. It'll be nice to see that again, as well as my niece and nephew. I get so annoyed when they're here, but when they're gone, it gets so quiet and lonely lol...

o hay I made a new icon a while back...I've been meaning to do something to fix the quality of it...OTL

EDIT: at the cost of better quality, I had to cut out a few frames.



hopefully I'll feel better soon...




Reiko love plz :>



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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50% ;; I want to draw Malo and not make him look poopy.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- GONNA BRING SEXY BACK

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap.7 and 8 are up. 2 chapters wtf. Working on Chap.9. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25727468/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25727468/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 02:02:45 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Ironic (Alanis Morissette) [lmao]

2. How would you describe yourself?
She Loves You Ya Ya (The Beatles) [lolwut]

3. What do you like in a woman?
Movin' On (Good Charlotte)

4. How do you feel today?
I Want You To Want Me (Cheap Trick) [fuck my life.]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Superman (Five for Fighting) [I LIKE BATMAN MORE THOUGH D;]

6. What is your motto?
Beth (Kiss) [WHAT XD]

7. What do your friends think of you?
Suteki Da Ne ("Isn't It Beautiful" from FFX) [o_O]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Okane ga Ichiban ("Money is the Best" Lemina's jap. theme song from Lunar 2) [UM]

9. What do you think about very often?
Kokiri Forest (Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time) [*gigglesnort*]

10. What is 2 + 2?
Shadow Temple (LoZ: OoT) [lulz]

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Believe in Myself [Tails theme, Sonic Adventure 2 version.)

12. What do you think of the person you love?
The Legend of Middle Tennessee (Vic Mignogna) [um...okay XD]

13. What is your life story?
Twilight (Vanessa Carlton) [hm...]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hooked on a Feeling (Blue Swede) [oh lol]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you love?
The World's Greatest (R. Kelly) [...ha]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Zelda's Lullaby (LoZ: OoT) [XD! what the shit.]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
No Air (Jordin Sparks) [NO SHIT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT AIR]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Let's Do It (Let's Fall In Love) (Alanis Morissette) [obebi]

19. What is your biggest fear?
For You I Will (Monica) [uh]

20. What is your biggest secret?
Sylvarant (Tales of Symphonia) [o-o]

21. What do you think of your friends?
If I Never Knew You (I don't know who sings it but it's from Pocahontas. Such a pretty song...that was cut from the theatrical release...but you can watch the scene with the song on dvd :> It's such a sweet moment. )

22. What will you post this as?
One Day I'll Fly Away (Nicole Kidman, Moulin Rouge) [I love that song...and movie. D:]


stole from cause I was bored and it looked amusing...





totally just now found out about this: [link]

:'D

and that Ragnarok Online DS is also coming overseas thanks to XSEED Games. (who are the ones bringing Lunar:SSH~) I'm curious to that one lol.

...Golden Sun :'DDD




btw Happy 4th of July.

Work was a bitch yesterday. Seriously. =[ I'm a little worried of what today will be like. I work early...but I also get off early...hopefully I won't be too dead. :<

I need a vacation already lmao. Like...an actual week-long one...

Might go see grandparents in Florida sometime mid/late August. I haven't been in like...2 years it seems. I miss my grandparents...and the ocean.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50% ;; I want to draw Malo and not make him look poopy.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- GONNA BRING SEXY BACK

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDShttp://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25655042/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:40:59 PDT
Been catching up on a few games...finally got around to completing Phantom Hourglass...now that I beat it, I'm like "Hm, it wasn't really that bad..." but still...the dungeons were so short...and the bosses were kinda easy. XD; Ah well. I wonder how Spirit Tracks is going to be...?

Also beat Daxter for the PSP. Time to move onto Jak II again.

I still fail at KHRe:CoM D= Stupid Riku.

Still, I find when I can't draw or do anything productive, playing games for a bit helps...I guess just gotta do other things until you're ready again.

Really need to get on with that to-do list though...Been putting it off far too long...

I'm also about half done with that Reiko outfit reference sheet.

...

......

.........RPGMaker VX is confusing. D=



RIP Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Ed McMahon, and Billy Mays.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25526292/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25526292/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:31:17 PDT I really wanna try cosplaying for real...=]

I've decided this year I'll go for...

Phoenix Wright
Italy (from Hetalia)
and Reiko if a costume can be made. :> My friend Katt () is gonna try to make one! I gotta get some more reference pictures up soon >w<

I'm not sure what days I'll cosplay what...maybe in the order I listed them. XD I decided whatever day I'm Italy though I wanna eat lunch/dinner at some Italian restaurant LOL PASTAAA

The thought of being obnoxious excites me some reason.

Even though it's even farther away, I've also decided for next A-kon I'm gonna be Yuri Lowell from Tales of Vesperia. Actually, I might just do all Tales cosplays throughout that weekend. Thus including Tears Grants (Abyss) and either Leon or Judas (Destiny/2) Yay for being a fangirl!

Back to Izumicon...I get paid tomorrow, so I'm probably gonna get my early bird ticket (last day to get it online is the 30th!) soon so yay.

November 13th-15th! Who's all going?

I'm gonna meet there. It's also during her birthday so that'll be fun.

I recently got the Ghostbusters game for the 360. I just beat it last night...the story is short...but if you love Ghostbusters, you'll love it anyway. They said it was generally a Ghostbusters 3, and it sure felt like it.

I've also been playing a bit of Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories lately...I was never very good at that card-system though.



And now tell me about yourself!

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25264381/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 23:08:52 PDT
[link]
Just a slideshow of the pictures I took of cosplayers~

[link]
Part 1 of the Comedy Guest Improv...starring Mike McFarland, Chris Patton, Kyle Hebert, Anthony Brownrigg, M. Alice Legrow...and I'm not gonna lie but I don't know who that last guy is. >_>

[link]
Part 2--Experts. Guess who asked Chris and Alice about bagels. XD

[link]
Part 3 Chris trying to return a chia-pet made out of pudding, given to him by Stevie Wonder, lmao.

[link]
Part 4 which has Chris and Tony in a confession booth...this one's my favorite. XD And then Kyle and Tony acting out a scene from a foreign film, with Alice and Mike as translators lol.

[link]
Part 5...the last of what I have unfortunately. This is like experts, except there's 4 people now. Joe was the one who asked why Chris was the way he was...XD; Someone else uploaded the entire improv if you wanna see more.

[link]
Sleeping bag fun, part 1. XD

[link]
Part 2.

[link]
Part 3...plus the drive home.

We make roadtrips INTERESTING. ;


That's all...


......oh!

New job is going quite well. I fold clothes. All day. But it's better than working in that deli and dealing with people's BS. At least I get paid more too. And EVERYONE there is super nice.<3

Thomas is my co-worker now! He's a cashier. We had lunch together yesterday.

It looks like my work schedule will be Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Wednesday evenings. Just letting people know. Also it's recommended to ask off like...3 weeks ahead of time. So if you plan something on a weekend...then tell meeeee asap.

As you can see next to my journal is one of those 100 Theme Challenges...Hopefully I can get to that someday.

.......I can't even get to my current to-do list...

I need motivation to try harder......=[




I'm still in a Rave Master kick...just ordered some more mangas online. 8D;

Still uber excited about Lunar: Silver Star Harmony (the english release name.) It's coming 8D I don't know when yet but it's for sure coming overseas. 8DDD I've been updating ~Lunar-Club, but not so much here...XD Gah, I haven't felt this excited for a game since.......Kingdom Hearts II probably. XD

Actually, speaking of Kingdom Hearts, I'm excited for that too. XD 358/2 Days coming in but a few short months it seems~

I hope Birth by Sleep gets an American release announced soon. 8[

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/25059913/ Sun, 31 May 2009 21:20:57 PDT
Although, going there a day earlier than usual (Thursday) threw me and my friends off so much...XD We were always a day ahead of ourselves lmao. I spent a lot on Friday alone. XD; Mainly in the Dealer's Room...so Saturday I told myself to try to buy mostly things from the Artist Alley and like...support people. :>

But anywho. I'll start with the goods I got and then maybe some fun little stories. XD

THE GOODS

Luigi should be saying "Obsession!" instead. XD For those who never read my LJ, I've been in love with the Rave Master manga for a while now. I read 1 - 12 a while back and well...It was fun. XD I wanted MOAR. But some reason I could never find volume 13 somewhere other than the internet and I kept putting that off some reason...but then I finally found it, still in its shrink wrap in the Dealer's Room. XD And then another booth sold 14 - 18 for $5 each. >w< I'm a happy Steph. Ooh, I even found an imported Lunar Silver Star Story! They had the Game Gear Magic School Lunar too! ......but the price was a bit high and I was trying to be careful...:< Next time though.


Keychain/Miniatures~ Tales of the Abyss' Tear, Guy, and Jade.<3 I didn't get Luke in time...T_T But I got the last Hiei. And the other two come from a Chocobo Tales box. (One of those mystery boxes where you don't know which figure you'll get...I really wanted a Chocobo at least...:< ) Oh, and my cousin bought me the little Tales of the Abyss faces/keychain in the Artist Alley.^^


OwO Tales of Destiny Posteeerrrsss. omg. The five ToD came in a neat ToD folder. :> And then I found the ToD2 Poster at a different booth. It's pretty.

That was about it for the Dealer's Room. Now let's see what I got in the Artist Alley...


2 Pretty prints of L and Rukia drawn by the awesome Love her art! I'm glad she came to A-kon.^^ Oh and 3 GG-Guys prints from


Matt Herms () A great artist and also the one who does the coloring for the Sonic Archie Comics! I commissioned him to draw Erin. She came out great! He was a super nice guy about it and I really appreciated it.


...I'm actually kinda unsure to talk about this one now after searching for him on DA and well...discovering this "Shiny Desu @w@" thing......I didn't know about any of it, but well. The art's pretty, I won't deny that fact...I'm kinda unsure of my chances of going back to that table again next year though. What I read kinda disappointed me. =\

last but not least.


Fox Ears. Cause I was a fag with a Fox tail the entire weekend. *slapped* XD; I wish they were more black than white...maybe I'll fix it up in the future. (Izumicon lulz)

I gotta find room on my walls for my posters/prints now XD!

o wait STORY TIEM

I attended my first Iron Artis... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24987277/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24987277/ Wed, 27 May 2009 20:17:52 PDT

Staying with:



I'm not forgetting anyone, am I? I know some people were going to go but then couldn't...

We'll be leaving tomorrow sometime after 4PM. Staying until Sunday afternoon~

I know a few deviants going (but they don't know meeee lmao that's somewhat creepy. *slapped*) some of them are gonna sell art too so I'll definitely buy from them. =] I like to help fellow artists/deviants!

I won't be cosplaying. I have no costumes. XD I lack the skills to make one...I've thought about buying/commissioning to have one made...but really, I'm too afraid of cosplaying and just failing at it miserably. I don't exactly have the greatest figure lmao.

I think Joe's gonna let me use his camera! Assuming his NEW one comes in. But that'll be good, cause his camera takes WAAAY better videos than mine could ever dream of.

I'll take pictures of cosplayers and probably videos of whatever little adventures we go on. :>

...and I don't know about you guys, but when I'm not at the actual convention, I'll be in the pool. XD It's summer, it's hot, and I've been DYING to go swimming. D=

See ya later!

Update: o hay I'll cosplay. As me...with a black fox tail. LOL Forgot I had it.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24926023/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24926023/ Sun, 24 May 2009 14:31:35 PDT
As I mentioned in that last update though, I felt the need to stand up for my friend. I felt maybe it would help me be more outspoken...maybe help me come out of my shell.

The previous entry will be the last on that matter though. Time to move it off my front page.

Nothing much lately...just working. My last day is Wednesday, then I'm off to A-kon Thursday until Sunday. Can't wait! I start my job at Sam's Club the following Monday.

My nephew's first birthday was last Thursday, on the 21st. ^^ We had his party today.

I've had a bit of an art block for the past few days...I'm having a hard time to just be able to really concentrate on drawing...

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24880492/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24880492/ Sat, 23 May 2009 17:06:01 PDT
Like...REAL STALKING. Not kidding around, jokingly stalking. Stalking-that-may-result-in-restraining-orders stalking.

I didn't know that. Damn, I stalk so many people...and so many people stalk me back. I think I might need to call the cops.

Not that I'm freaking out or anything. Unlike some people who are just flippin' shit.







in case no one can tell, I'm being sarcastic. (people got confused the last time I was like this. XD)

OSHI DRAMA TIEM TURN BACK

Why am I posting this? I'm not the one being targeted. I'm actually through with drama for the time being. I've had my share, been there, done that, all that jazz. I'm posting this journal because I'm letting my friend Tiggo know that she has and will always have my support.

I won't go into details of what's really going on, but I think the right people will continue reading on and know anyways.

YOU need to calm the fuck down. Seriously. I don't know the full story, but just from what I've seen you posting on DA (including Tiggo's page) is just fucking retarded and immature. I quote Elly when I say "That's what notes are for!"

But seriously...all I'm seeing is "OMG I HATE YOU YOU TOLD SOMEONE SOMETHING AND NOW I WANT A RESTRAINING ORDER BECAUSE I HATE YOU IMMA CALL THE COPS IF YOU EVEN LOOK AT ME HATEHATE DID I MENTION THAT I HATE YOU YOU'RE A STALKER BTW EVEN THOUGH I KEEP COMING ONTO YOUR DA AND LOOKING AT YOUR JOURNALS AFTER SAYING I'M LEAVING BUT REALLY I JUST MADE A NEW ACCOUNT LOL DRAMALLAMA"

Tiggo left you alone a long time ago. It's YOU who keeps coming up and starting MORE SHIT. I think everyone agrees and thinks maybe YOU SHOULD LEAVE HER ALONE TOO?

And...getting legal with this? Honestly?

Cop: What is it ma'am?
You: I-I NEED YOU TO ARREST PEOPLE
Cop: What's the problem?
You: S-she told s-someone *sob* A RUMOR but truth ABOUT ME HATING SOMEONE WITH A PASSION
Cop: ....?
You: She even SHOWED THEM THE PROOF *cry*
Cop: ...*shakes head and sighs* high school drama...

That, and the whole "stalking me over the intarwebz". Maybe. JUST MAYBE. You shouldn't post personal or just stuff you don't want someone to see out in the open? In a deviation? In a journal? On myspace?

It's just a maybe!


So my thoughts? This is stupid. You're being stupid. And you even called her and left a voicemail! That sounds familiar LMAO but still, it just kinda takes me back to what I said earlier. LEAVE HER ALONE, YESH? Cause really, this is ONLY CONTINUING cause of YOU!

I've been nice far too long. That's my weakness.

But this is seriously pissing me off. It's time I finally say what's really on my mind.

Grow the fuck up Amanda, and leave MY friend alone.


Tiggo will always have my support. Probably cause she never used me as a ride to see her boyfriend LOL. She's one of my very good friends and I will gladly stand up and defend her. She's worth it.



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5/23/2009

You know, when you're off complaining about everyone "being mean" and/or "stalking" you, and someone asks "Hm, why are they making these journals anyway?"

"Because they are fucking retarded." isn't exactly much an answer. Why don't you be honest and tell them the truth? There's no reason for silly excuses.

So you posted something about someone you hate and they ended up seeing it. Oh no.

It's not the end of the world. Shit like this happens all the time with everyone. Back in 2005, I said something mean about Brittany R. and she ended up seeing it. People make mistakes. It's how they learn.

Hiding doesn't solve anything either. Especially when you're still communicating with people and whining, whining, whining. The more you do, it just makes the matter far worse.

I'm actually being quite calm while typing this. I see no reason to be all "bitch stfu." I'm 19 years old and out of high school. I needn't waste time with name-calling or... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24813607/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24813607/ Sun, 17 May 2009 21:43:08 PDT ....................
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8D

Lunar's coming to the PSP. 8D

Yet another Silver Star remake...but...a new Lunar nonetheless.

Steph has a tear in her eye LOL how pathetic can you get.

I don't think anyone understands just how much I love Lunar though.

[link]

Lunar: Harmony of Silver Star

...What are my thoughts? Good and bad...but mostly good.

GOOD:
+GameArts is developing the game. GameArts. The original CREATORS of the Lunar series. Holy crap.
+Said to be a 'Fuller' remake. With new events added to the original story of Lunar (including more backstory.)
+The Anime cutscenes from the playstation game will be used.
+Voices! (Same actors/actresses from Japan return for the game! I...doubt that will be the case in the English release though...we'll see.)
+Monsters are visible. (No random encounters)
+Battle system from the original SegaCD/Playstation remakes return! THANK GOD.
+New artwork but still retaining that Lunar style I've grown to love and be inspired from.
+The graphics look beautiful too!

BAD:
-Yeah, graphics are beautiful, but the character sprites could be so much better...especially for a PSP.
-Overworld will be similiar to Lunar Legend's; point-and-click.
-This is like...the FOURTH remake of Silver Star. When's Eternal Blue gonna get some love!? XD Seriously.
-No word of an English release yet >=O But time will tell.

I'm so happy right now. T_T Just from what I've read (courtesy of Lunar-Net!) this will be a great game nonetheless. WAY better than Dragon Song (though it doesn't take much to beat that one ha) and better than Lunar Legend as well. Bringing back the old battle system is a major plus. It's different and unique to most RPGs I play so I'm really glad. With the few screens I've seen, this game's looking so colorful...loveit

I have a feeling I'm going to fall in love again.





sorry I had to bore you guys...but I really am a Lunar fangirl, it's somewhat depressing. XD;

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24718624/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24718624/ Tue, 12 May 2009 10:51:06 PDT
But oh well. Life's not fair, is it!?

lol

But anyway, the guy at the interview told me 32 hours. 1PM - 9PM on Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays. Not bad. Pays more than my current job too (if only a little) so I've got no complaints for now. I'll be starting out on the floor folding clothes and occasionally stocking shelves...sounds kinda boring but he assured I'll always be busy so that's good. He also said I'll learn the register at one point because there might be days they need extra help up front.

Yay.

And now, because I failed to have brought it up earlier and there's still a few people who didn't know.

I quit college a while back.

Why? Because I wasn't happy with my major. It was alright, I didn't fully hate it or anything...but I don't see it as my career.

As I'm sure I mentioned before, I have a passion for Animation/Cartoons. Obviously, that's all I can draw anyways..."cartoons". I can't do realism worth crap so I don't know why people are always telling me to go to an Art school, be an Art student...I'm sure no professors want to see cartoons all the time...they'd expect more of me which I don't have...or maybe I'm just afraid that's how it would be...I don't know.

What I was doing before (Photoshop, InDesign, Illustrator...) just...didn't seem like what I was aiming for. It was cool to learn, but...I don't want to design logos as a career. I'm not good at it...I'm not a Graphic Design...

So upon stressing, I talked to my parents and made the decisions to quit...for now. They understand and are perfectly fine, because I'm at least working as much as I can job-wise...but still, I've had a hard time confessing this to everyone because I've also received reactions like "LOL YOU FAILURE"

But as I've said, I haven't given up completely. Maybe a time will come where I find the right college with the right major for me that I can actually stick to.

For now, I'm enjoying my time off and being stress free. And even if I never find the right career, it's not the end of the world. Although both my siblings quit college (well, my brother went back...no clue how long he'll last) they're still pretty successful in their jobs and living out on their own. (Or in my sister's case, with her husband and kids.)

Btw, I think I failed to mention that they moved to Tulsa last weekend...so now I'm just living with mom and dad...It's pretty quiet...

But anyways, that's that. Think what you want I guess. I can't be perfect.

A-kon soon~

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Lunar Awakening Bromide Series
5-Year DA Anniversary


Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24641878/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24641878/ Thu, 07 May 2009 20:35:45 PDT
[link]

8DDDDDDDDDD

I love Silver 8D ohmahgawd

Thanks for letting me know Bane.

is awesome btw. I forgot to mention his gifts I received in the mail! A bunch of candy, and GIANT Tails plushie, a blue GBA SP (Bonnie, do you want your GBA back? XD; ) Castlevania Aria of Sorrow, and DisgaeaDS. 8D ilu and thanks!



---
So what's new Steph!?

I've only been posting most of my updates on life on LJ. XD; If anyone's curious to where that might be, send a note and maybe I'll tell ya.

But anywho. I'm feeling great. I can hear again and I've stopped coughing for the most part. 8D I have a cut on my thumb from a can lid...It kinda sucked. 8D;; But it's getting better now too.

That aside.

I've begun to play Ragnarok Online for the first time. And I love it. D8

I play on the new server created by and .

Check out SheezyRO! ---> [link]

It's pretty fun, and mostly everyone's from the DA/SA Community, and they're really nice and fun to hang with. XD Something I've missed from an online game.

Let me know if you're interested and hit me up! So far it's mostly been just me and .

What's this? Steph getting a new job at long last? More than likely. =] Sam's Club. And not in a Deli or anything with food. 8D I'm being interviewed tomorrow...twice. XD One for like...being on the floor and stocking shelves...and then I got another call today! It was my first boss from my first job back in 2006. O_O I didn't know she worked there now. XD But she sounded really excited and really wants me to be a cashier...She knows that I actually do my job, so I know I'm more than likely gonna land this job now. It's great. Cashier experience will help me in the future...like if I wanna try to get a job at a bank again. XD

My interview(s) are tomorrow morning. :>

Last but not least...A-KON 8D

I'm excited. Cause I'm a little fangirl. Haha.

But yeah...there's like...an army of us going. We're getting there Thursday and leaving Sunday. Any other deviants reading this going to be there? I know of a few~

I doubt I'll cosplay...I lack costume-making skills and money to buy a costume...I'd probably fail if I tried anyways. XD;

......since we're getting there a day early, I say we go to Six Flags...>o> If everyone else has enough money and is game...that or I'm sure we can find something to do. XD

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 50%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Planning...
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDShttp://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24489653/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 19:11:06 PDT Today~
I'M SICK AGAIN WHATTHESHIT UGH.

I can barely hear out of my left ear and now my right ear's starting to feel like crap. I woke up at like...6:30AM to OBNOXIOUS RINGING NOISE

And now my throat is sore and I can feel it swelling slightly. I think I'm doomed to be sick for like...ever.

My boss was all "oh teh noes swine flu!"

Maybe I'll see a doctor tomorrow...I really don't want to miss L though. :<

life is fail as of now.

btw this Harley comic I have is pretty sexy. ohoho.


Yesterday~
I've been kinda...down lately...not doing anything and stuff...but things are getting better I suppose...I'm starting to somewhat draw again so that's good. My cold returned about two days ago and since yesterday I felt like craaaap. But I'm much better today...still a little cough, but it's not as bad as it was.

Unfortunately the only thing still keeping me down in the dumps at this point...is my job. Let's just say last Friday they made me a very, very unhappy Steph. I spent the next day applying for about 7 other jobs...I'm hoping one of them calls, I'll take anything at this point. I'm just sick of working with people who don't do craaaap.

I just saw the second live-action Death Note for the first time...it was pretty cool, like the first movie...the ending was different o3o I'm used to the anime...but it's all cool I guess...hey, at least this live-action movie is a lot better than some. *coughdragonballcough*

Speaking of Death Note, I'm going to see L Change the WorLd hopefully Thursday with Elly, Joe, and Thomas. It'll be dubbed that day, but it was the only day we were all available. It's 7:30PM at Hollywood Theaters. Come if you want, but I recommend seeing the first two Death Note movies beforehand so to not be confused. XD (I has DVDs...or there's always youtube. or other means lulz)

Am I the only one excited about this game? (PROBABLY LOL) [link]

I'm weird, I know. But...I love Ghostbusters. XD I think it's awesome that most of the original writers and cast(at least the Ghostbusters themselves!) got back together to do this. It makes it even better.

I hope it doesn't disappoint, I'm too excited right now. XD;; But everyone seems positive so far.

annnnnd this is so cute and yet depressing ;___; [link]

...

I really don't wanna go to work. 8D; I wish getting a new job was fast and easy........




this is completely random but I'm just curious. Does anyone remember the movie Little Nemo? It's an old animated film from...the 80s I think...Not to be confused with Finding Nemo. anyway I randomly found a dvd at Best Buy for like seven bucks. XD I haven't watched it yet...but I remember when I was really young, it was the only movie I rented at this one place and my mom would always get so annoyed with me lol.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 45%...I'm so fucking slow. I plan to make up for it though.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24298532/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24298532/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 21:10:33 PDT
Not just me, but my niece and now nephew (and I think mom's catching it too.) Ugh. T_T

Unfortunately, I haven't been able to find any kind of kick to produce anything...not even doodles anymore. :< It makes me sad...I miss feeling like I did earlier in the year, where I wanted to make a bunch of things...

I'm lacking motivation...for a lot of things though...*sigh*

I find myself unhappy lately...thinking about things like...school...and my job...

I try being around people, but...sometimes that doesn't work either. I feel...like a social outcast. XD; Probably cause I am? But lately the fact just...bugs me more than usual...

I'm too quiet and shy...It's hard to fit in with people outside the group of RL friends you see to the right of my journal.

Heh, I watched Yes Man again recently...maybe I'm a 'No Man'...or girl in this case. Maybe if I just start saying 'Yes!' to more opportunities or some shiz, life would be dandy.

Still, I don't know how to come out of my shell...Easier said then done for me. *sigh*

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 45%...I'm so fucking slow. I plan to make up for it though.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 6 is up finally! ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24229201/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24229201/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:18:26 PDT

I bought a few games at Vintage Stock during their sale...older PS2 games that were recommended to me at some point or another. Like Dark Cloud. And I've rediscovered my love for Jak and Daxter. XD I'm finally playing the sequel...it's a lot darker compared to the first. O_O Angry Jak is angry.

Katt had like...a mini-party at her apartment for me. :> There were bagels and some really badass cream cheese and cupcakes and and more cupcakes and food and uh...fire. 8D

It was fun. ilu and thanks guys.

drew me a picture! 8D It's cuuuttee.


Thank you, Elizabeth! You're amazing!

I'm 19 as of yesterday...I certainly don't feel much different...although it's my last year as a teen oh noes. :<

Most everyone in my family forgot about my birthday. XD It pays to have a niece share the same occasion. Ah well, she's more important anywho. She's three now, btw.^^ Time sure does fly...

Eli will be a year old next month. O_O;

Speaking of next month...

A-KON IS-A-COMIN

Correct me if I'm wrong...but this is everyone going?


(+Alex)

IZ AN ARMEH. XD; Still, it's going to be epic. Not sure on how everyone's getting there yet...Joe might be a day late, so I might have to drive...We'll see.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 8D


oh

Because like...pretty much all the people I watch have done this by now.

90s Quiz!

[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug (I LOVED DOOOUUGG)
[x] Ren & Stimpy (I never got to watch it a whole lot cause my parents were like "It's bad D8!")
[x] Pinky & the Brain (NARF)
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! (I used to have a Genesis game but I sucked at it D
[x] Rocko's Modern Life (lmao)
[x] Animaniacs (It's time for Aaanimaaaaniacs!)
[x] Gargoyles (Never saw a whole lot but I remember liking it)
[x] Hey Arnold! (Best. Nicktoon. E... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24182522/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24182522/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:45:48 PDT ......
.........


.................

It's hard for me to like it, being the fan I was of the original DB/DBZ...

Maybe next time I'll watch it without trying to compare...XD;

Still...Elly commented that Piccolo looks like the guy from the Mask.

....
.......


She also commented on Goku being a greaser. (He puts on a leather jacket and tries greasing his hair for Chi Chi's party lmao)



yay for random. I gotta go now. XD;



...goHAAAN

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 45%...I'm so fucking slow. I plan to make up for it though.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 6 is up finally! ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24137592/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24137592/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 21:03:39 PDT However, this journal's more directed towards RL friends.

As I figured, I'm fine today. Not thinking about it...as much.

Still, I appreciate the comments. I love you guys, seriously.

So...finding out tomorrow if we get the house? I really hope we do...I'm anxious to move out for the first time. Keeping my fingers crossed...

I sent a text to like...all my RL friends about hanging out...but I completely forgot that Friday was Prom Night, which I think like..3 people were going to? So...I'm really not sure what to do...I'm thinking maybe Saturday night? But I'm not quite sure how long Alexis' birthday party is going to be...so it might be late.

I really don't know yet...please tell me when a good time is, guys. My birthday's on Easter Sunday, so I doubt there'd be much to actually do ON my birthday...which is why I was thinking Friday or Saturday...

Sam will be coming over again~

I kinda wanna eat at this one Thai restaurant in Norman...it's good<3 but...I worry my friends won't like it some reason...unfortunately it's only a buffet during lunch time on the weekdays...I don't even know how vegetarian-friendly it is either...never really looked...XD;;;

BUT I'VE DISCOVERED ICED THAI TEA HOLY SHIT thanks mom

But still, I want friends to be happy too. I'll eat anything, lmao. I'm fine going someplace everyone can enjoy...like Ihop.

No idea about movie. I admit, as much as I hear it sucks, and as much as I know it probably will suck, my inner fangirl has me curious of the Dragonball movie.

But bowling's good too. Or laser tag.

List ideas. D8

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 45%...I'm so fucking slow. I plan to make up for it though.
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 6 is up finally! ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24120108/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24120108/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:53:06 PDT
It's been a while since I thought about you. It's already almost been a whole year since we last saw each other too. A lot has changed...you got yourself a new girlfriend in August (around the same time I had a new boyfriend, haha) I hear she's practically perfect for you too...I'm not mad, no reason to be. Looking at your tagged photos on facebook...You two look really happy...

You seem like an entirely different person now from back then...And because we don't really talk so much anymore, it's like...I don't even know you anymore.

I wonder how much I've changed in your eyes since highschool...

Sometimes though...I just really fucking hate you. XD I mean...is it so hard to say hello every now and then? *sigh* Great, I bet I'm starting to sound familiar. But I at least said hi on your birthday...I wonder if you'll even remember mine this Sunday...

But...what's the point? I never understood why I cared so much...

I wonder how life would be for me if we had never met. I'd probably still be very immature and carefree about relationships...but because we did meet and all that happened happened...I find I have such a hard time sustaining a relationship. I look too hard in the differences between me and others and how things would work out...but I just...don't even try anymore.

I hate sounding like you...but sometimes I think I'm better off alone.

Even though that obviously isn't your case anymore lmao.

but still...in a way, you've helped me realize that I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy.

I feel like a much stronger person than I was...

Even though we've gone our separate ways...I'm still grateful to you for entering my life...as hard as it was.

I just wish you'd understand that. I'm sure I've tried explaining that to you once before...but I'm sure all you thought was "Oh, she's still obsessed lol silly girl go away plz"

I'm pretty sure that's what everyone else thinks of me when I mention his name...It's hard to explain my feelings...

I don't love him...but I care...

Sorry, having one of my weird moments, guys...sometimes I want to get my thoughts shared on LJ out here, where I know more people will read...

I'm sure by tomorrow I'll be just fine, haha.

Been busy lately...hanging with teh cousin ~Devii and friends. Medieval Fair was fun~ Working until the weekend, then going to be busy with my niece's birthday party and Easter. Fun times.

Cousin will join our A-kon adventures, yesh?

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 40%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Chap. 6 is up finally! ...Working on Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24013937/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/24013937/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:37:20 PDT
is my awesome cousin who will be staying with me Friday and Saturday. We're gonna go to the Medieval Fair in Norman. It shall be epic.

Andandand then hopefully I can get a copy of Trauma Center: Second Opinion or whatever for the Wii so we can play that and SHOOT ALIENS WITH OUR ZAPPING GUNS and stuff. lmao.

She showed me this. [link] Oh Egoraptor...you bring me lulz. Why did I not see this one before? XD

HUUUUWHHHAAAAT?

Other lulz from youtube:
Captain Courtroom!
This commercial is gay, haha. Silly Sakura-con and your GUHROOGAMESH
MORE GUHROOGAMESH
Even Eric Stuart hates 4Kids, lmao.
LittleKuriboh goes Naruto...?
In case no one's seen the awesome episode 37 of YGO:TAS...Bakura<3333


Birthday is soon...so is Dragonball Evolution LOL We should totally go see it on my Birthday weekend guys. 8D I'm sure it will have much lulz.

I've heard nothing but bad things about that movie. XD

Still being obsessed with the Tales series. Finishing up Tales of Destiny and already working on the PSX Tales of Phantasia on my PSP...which has a full english-translated patch on the intarwebz. Convenient.<3 I've only played the GBA port (and a little bit of the SNES...) but so far, I'm liking this version of the game the best!

ilufriends I feel as though I've been bonding with a lot more people lately, since the whole dra-marathon happened. I feel really thankful to have you guys as friends...You guys stick up for me when I don't even ask you to...all the support journals and messages...they mean a lot.<3 I'm just glad to know I have wonderful people in my life.





and more...ilu


Oh and my cousin jus... ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23893850/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23893850/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 02:50:21 PDT
But anyways, I'm sorry guys. I'd like to say its over, but last time I thought that, I ended up getting a voicemail, lmao. For the time being, I won't bore you guys here on DA with this. I'm through, and unlike someone else, when I say that, I mean it.

Even though I apparently don't have real friends cause you guys aren't agreeing with the truth that I am a bitch or something...I still love you all. ilukatt for the journal~ It made me happy. x]

Here's hoping I can get back to a quiet, peaceful life on the intarwebz again.

Oh, and according to wikipedia....new Tales game for the Wii?? All it says is the title though...XD

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 40%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE
CHIBIS FOR FRIENDS
Progress- AFTER I FINISH ABOVE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading/Adding onto Chap.6 (FF.net hates me btw...8D)...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23863973/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23863973/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 11:28:47 PDT everyone lately.

Elly, Bonnie, Joe, Tiggo, Thomas, Katt, Alex, Anthony, Kira, Bane, Flare, and even Andrew. I'm sorry that I didn't spend my Spring Break hanging out/talking to any of you guys or even at least saying 'hi'.

I mean, I could've used the time to make a youtube video for a friend, or at least get on messenger or even furcadia and say 'hi' to someone...at least once. I must be a big jerk for not doing that though. :< Having a life and fun times is bad, because it means I end up not communicating with people...my, sounds like my days on furc lol.

I'm sorry that I'm happy that I might be moving out soon (not as soon as I'd hope but soon) I mean, most people are generally excited to move out for the first time, right?

I'm sorry that I'm happy guys. Really, I truly am.

EDIT: My bad, I guess even saying hi every once in a while is 'No Good!' too.



EDITEDIT: Oh and...WOE IS MEEEEE

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 35%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading/Adding onto Chap.6 (FF.net hates me btw...8D)...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23841722/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23841722/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 23:44:24 PDT
But as the title suggests...I may be moving out soon! found a house in Moore (pretty much right outside of OKC) It's kinda small but I think it'll be fine for us. () It's 4 bedroom, and 2 bathrooms...and it's two-story. The neighborhood seemed pretty decent too (about what I'm living in already..) and it's conveniently near Wal-Mart, Churches Chicken (sooo much better than KFC...Oklahoma lacks CC...) Warren Theaters, Gamestop, Vintage Stock, Petsmart, Best Buy, EVERYTHING. Seriously. XD We could walk to these places if we wanted to.

I think we're gonna try to actually look inside the house Tuesday...I'm excited. 8D It's all I'm currently thinking about. XD;;

I'll be a lot closer to school...but also farther away from work. Sooo...I'm guessing it really is time to find a new job...I'm sure I can find something seeing there's everything nearby...I'd like to try something different from food though...



And A-kon's soon! *slapped*

I have a lot of family birthdays coming up...well, some friends too actually. XD Including mine, heywut.

Aside from RL friends, I wonder who remembers my birthday. |D; Bane already forgot lol. And I won't tell him~ XP

My niece is more important than me anyway.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 35%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading/Adding onto Chap.6 (FF.net hates me btw...8D)...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23790554/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23790554/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 02:12:00 PDT [link]




yeah. don't ask.

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 35%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading/Adding onto Chap.6 (FF.net hates me btw...8D)...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23741860/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23741860/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 06:28:03 PDT
is my cousin, Sam! =] She's starting to upload some art finally and she's really not that bad.^^ Give her love, k? 8D

is the only dyke for me.

is probably my favorite anime artist here on DA~ Her art is . Not to mention she's just awesome as well~

is her sister and also equally awesome~ :> Her art is really cute.

just has gorgeous art.

has a unique four-legged style (with a side of anthro/anime-ish feel) and is also the creator of the series Cursed Tails

*quotes random guy on his front page* He writes like a god! Sir Thomas does have quite a way with words =]

has a cute anthro style. :>

has a pretty cool Sonic style, but doesn't upload enough.

is the creator of The Grand Ashworth Fortune as well as Sonic Adventure 2 Fan-Comic (and more!) The guy can spew out comics. He's a hardworker and I've always respected what he does.

is the webmaster behind Fireball20xl which hosts some pretty cool (and hilarious) webcomics by various artists, some which he collabs with. Such artists include...
and more~

and http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23619478/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 23:35:36 PDT
All that's gone on lately is...I modded my psp so I can play psx games now. *shot* Annnd I've been playing a random Windows 95 game I used to play all the time way back when...haha.

My life isn't very excited LOL

I found a PSP version of Tales of Eternia while shopping at Vintage Stock! o-O! I did not know that existed. It's imported from Europe, but hey, it's in English. And was only $12. Works for me.

About the last journal--I decided to hold off traveling this year...man, how I'd love to go to Summer of Sonic...but I'd be better off saving money for the next year (or two) and maybe be more prepared than being last minute like I wanted, haha. XD I'm impatient, but someday I'll be there.

I sent 's b-day gifts early...mainly a box full of junkfood. 8D Oh, not to mention my complete sets of Lunar Silver Star Story and Lunar 2 Eternal Blue (box+extras and all) ...yup. Fortunately there's ebay so I'll (eventually) get more complete boxsets...

Speaking of ebay, I bought me a Lunar manga! [link] And because Lunar-net is most awesome to have an entire translation up, I found it to be most enjoyable and a definite treat for Lunar fans. (Lots of Ghaleon-ness ohoho)

...I should probably update my club XD;; god I'm horrible. Really should try getting it back up and in shape.

But anywho, I think Bane enjoys his new games~ I'm glad.

We got other March Birthdays...all quite close to one another XD!

I got Chrono Trigger DS for like...$3.20 XD It was like...2 weeks ago though. Yay for gamestop offers in the mail~ Too bad I'm a bit busy with other games...but the offer ended March 1st so I had to act kinda quick It's been some time since I've played Chrono Trigger...but I remember it being a great game (one of the best RPGs I've played) I recommend for RPG fans~

A-kon is getting ever-so-closer...I'm ecstatic. It's going to be even more epic this year with my friends. >w< I wonder what all I'll do...I'm thinking about doing that Iron Artist thing...I've never done it before so I'm not sure what to expect. o.o I'm a little nervous some reason haha. I already know I'll probably be pwned by other artists there but still...I heard it's fun to do anyways. :>

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 35%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading Chap.6...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23418419/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23418419/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 15:28:24 PST
Is the UK like most of the states and require one to be 21 to get a hotel? Or just 18? That'd be nice. =[ i'm so clueless lol

I think I also need a credit card...unless they take debit? 8D; I dunno...



someone educate me :<



[link] darn my fandom. :<

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To Do...
~PoofyPajamaPants commission -- 3 rough sketches.
Progress -- 10%
~CrazyMoogleGirl request -- Kanaa
Progress -- ...gonna redo on Sai. :< IT WILL COME BONNIE I PROMISE

Requests: Doubtful.
Art Trades: Maybe.
Commissions: Clicky.

LUNAR Awakening: Proofreading Chap.6...Beginning Chap.7. ]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23346423/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23346423/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 15:24:07 PST
My brother-in-law moved in with us...so now there's like...8 people living in this tiny house. I wanna move out lol. Been looking for a place with the guys and dyke...hopefully soon..

uhh not much going on...Elly's rubbing off on my niece...don't know if that's good or bad. Been replaying Lunar Silver Star Story haha...my love will that game will never die. Makes me wonder...what if I didn't play it until like...now or something. I wonder if I'd be uber obsessed with some other series...

Ah well...I love Lunar despite 3/4 of the people reading this right now have no idea wtf it is. Classic RPGs FTW. :<

There's so much I want to do for Lunar...not just my silly fan fic either.......let's just say a certain, rather infamous comic artist here inspires me to try something.....even though my skills suck. Still...just try anyways...

Maybe...

I should be getting Photoshop soon........I kinda need it to do homework too lol.

...

+ = BFFs again. yep.

cause fighting is dumb.

I wish A-kon tiem was now. Who's all going anyway?

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23122401/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/23122401/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:44:12 PST Seriously...people need to watch out on the links they click. Especially since I'm sure everyone's well-aware of the current situation going on around here by now...=[ I haven't been spammed (except once now) but still, a lot of people that I do watch...man, I feel sorry for them. D=

Ana () has made a journal listing of the known links (and might I add, the list slowly continues to grow...) View her journal here if you really don't know much about the spamming link crisis: [link]

--------

Bored...let's see if I can actually do this.

First ten people will reply in this journal with ONE word. Something you want me to doodle. Just one word. Not hyphenated-to-be-funny-and-include-more-words, not allruntogether. Just one word, like "cup" or "dog."

examples: brush, destroy, candles, pillow, etc

You can use names too.

1. - Pie (Done!)
2. - Superhero (Done!)
3. - Umbrella (Done!)
4. - Rain (Done!)
5. - Kaiba (Done!)
6. - RAWR (Starting...)
7. - Me (I'm assuming him!)
8. - Cunt >_> You'll regret this, Joe.
9. - Wallpaper
10. - Forrest


If you wanna do it too, go here! [link]

I'm already half-way done, so hopefully it'll come by tomorrow evening.

Just a reminder...these are doodles, so they're not gonna be masterpieces (far from it lulz)


oh look with the return of my subbie, I've also returned to being a stamp whore.

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22992236/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22992236/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:22:54 PST Might change later on...I dunno.

Just too many pictures in the featured section...from forever ago...gonna try to just keep recent stuff (or stuff I really like) there from now on.

LOL looking at some of my older stuff...ew. Weird that people still favourite some of it too.

Like this:



3, almost 4 years old...every other week someone faves it...and I just realized it's got 130 faves now. o__o; wtf it's not even good. D;

ugh



I have school tomorrow...fun. The long day too. *sigh* I still need to do homework, haha...kinda went against my word and put it off to do other things...*slapself*

o hay Valentine's Day is soon. I gotta get stuff ready to send to that one black guy in Seattle. D;

*looks at calendar* February looks like it's going to be a boring month...Nothing going on that I know of...no birthdays either...and I kinda forgot about Ikki-con. D8; But it's probably best, since I'm gonna try for Sakura-Con during my birthday in April. I'll probably confirm if I'm for sure going by the end of this month. Gotta buy Ry and me's tickets...as well as my plane ticket lulz.

I ruined my Lunar 2 memories last night. mmmyup *sigh*

...I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow...

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22931295/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22931295/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 21:09:43 PST
I feel like trying to be more sociable and start talking to people new and even some old...it's hard sometimes though...

Not only that, but I find myself wanting to make something. What that something is...I don't know. There's more than one thing, lol. I want to make fan-games (I need a use for RPG Maker...it's just kinda there...on my desktop...crying in neglect) I want to write stories (as well as work more on my Lunar story) I want to draw more...stop doodling stuff that only ever makes it to the scraps...I want to draw comics...maybe a silly webcomic...or maybe something a bit more meaningful...

I lack so much skills though...heck, I can barely draw humans. Still...sometimes I like to wonder...what harm is it to just go ahead and try anyways? Maybe my skills will magically get better if I did that and just kept doing that without actually practicing to the side...

...I like to think that.

This Semester I only have classes on Wednesdays and Thursdays. It would've been Tuesday as well but that class got canceled (Flash animation T_T!) so I have to take some class Wednesday night to make up for the lost credits...so...I have 3 classes on Wednesday...causing me to be at school from 2:30PM - 10:30PM...Wednesday is a long day...Thursday I'm only there from 1:30PM - 8:00PM...feels long to me...especially math, as one would notice from my scraps. seriouslywtf

But yeah...I kinda haven't told my boss about the Tuesday deal...sooo...I'm off every Tuesday. I...actually like it this way. It's 8 hours off my paycheck, but...at least I get a break. This semester I'm also gonna try to start doing my homework on Sunday, cause I usually get off early anyways...try to get most work done by then so I can just...relax...not stress as much anymore...

I really wish I wasn't a procrastinator...I wanna do so much, but...some reason there's just a wall inbetween me and...everything. and I'm unsure of how to break it.

ha, just having one of those nights where I think too much about stuff...don't mind me.

lol my webcam is educational :>

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22882627/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22882627/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 10:10:42 PST





...I think I've done this before some time ago...ah well.

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22852696/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22852696/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 20:34:24 PST [link] I've learned that there's a virus going around on DA apparently. He received a comment with a link saying "rolf this may be relevant to your interests" and when he clicked it, it sent the same link to random people on DA from his account and it continued to spread as they clicked the comment.

From Joe: If you get a link on DA don't click it, even of you trust the person, they could have been hacked. Don't click the link no matter what and you may wanna change your password if you get the comment.

~~~~PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD! Copy and paste this in your journal~~~


There is a virus link going around DA saying "rofl this may be relevant to your interests". DON"T CLICK even if you trust the sender. It takes over your account and sends the link to other users through your username. It will also prevent you from commenting to warn people. Very important that we spread the word so others don't get taken advantage of.



That's all...just giving everyone a heads up.

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22834601/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22834601/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 22:28:13 PST
Hopefully this won't be a repeat of last year's ice...ohgod.

oh hay Ryan bought me a new subbie. :> But my list of friends that used to be to the side of my journal seems to have disappeared D8 fak oh well imma have to come up with something for the lulz box...

started school...that's always fun...this semester already feels like it's gonna be 10 times harder than last. =\

I've been messing with movie maker...haha...nothing good's come of it though. Thinking about trying to animate some more...maybe...

I need to draw more or something...I need to be more active here...but some reason, especially tonight, I just don't feel up to anything.......

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22478137/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22478137/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 20:24:17 PST him though.

Finally got the 360 he bought me...Tales of Vesperia has caused some serious damage too...addictive, it is. :< Yuri's fricken badass though! I like him. 8D

I also got the 360 Sonic Unleashed...but I really wanna beat Vesperia beforehand. XP Working on Phantom Hourglass to the side......not far yet, but damn, why are the dungeons so short? o_o

I have a lot of games to play/beat so I'm gonna be a little occupied lol. And I go back to school on the 20th...fun. I get to start learning how to use Flash and...I think webpage design/dreamweaver? i already forgot lulz 8D;;;;; *will look at schedule later*

ohaynewyearsmarksmy4thyearonDA...

I promise to actually do something for my 5 year anniversary on DA. :>

And to try being more active......after getting some video games out of the way. >w>;;;; loldistractions

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22239919/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/22239919/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 09:29:40 PST Wii version...it's faster and has more stuff...according to Ryan, they're practically different games almost, but same story. I dunno, but Sonic Unleashed is actually pretty spiffy if you ask me.

I also got Okami and No More Heroes for the Wii. :> I haven't played them yet...cause Ryan's been obsessing over Sonic <.< *ahem* I also finally got Phantom Hourglass XD; I'm always a bit slow at getting the handheld Zelda games some reason...

He also gave me his tablet owo; I haven't the chance to mess with it much yet (let alone be online XD; ) but it's better then my poor tablet pc XD;;; and pressure sensitive~

There's also an Xbox 360 with Tales of Vesperia...but the 360 has been lost at the airport along with Ryan's bag for the past week 8D; It's been a real mess...with all the weather in Seattle right now...it took Ryan two days to get here. x_x

But yesh, Christmas has been awesome. I hope everyone had a fun holiday. :>



To RL People:

We need to all get together...Ryan hasn't seen everyone yet. XD; I think most family time is over with...so we're free all this week~



iluall

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21890794/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21890794/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:37:58 PST [link]


seriously. I had no IDEA this was in the states...as of last week.



what's even more sad is I never knew it was coming in the first place.


I really haven't paid attention to ANY KH news in god knows how long...and I don't remember seeing many people mention this to begin with...o___o i feel pretty stupid.



*updates christmas list plz*

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21869121/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21869121/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 16:41:27 PST
I've been busy. =\ Trying to finish up homework/finals due this week...It's not very fun.

Yule-Con was alright...but...I don't think I'll be going back next year. It was alright, but not exactly great either. I didn't get a meal ticket, but those who did got ripped off. The hotel was located in the middle of nowhere so if you're hungry and tired of feeding off of pocky/other japanese foods, you were out of luck. It...just wasn't too great in my opinion.

Me and Elly got custom-made Team Rocket shirts though. *shot*

I also commissioned to draw Reiko with Hiei...XD;; My Hiei fangirl-ism has awoken from its 2+ year slumber...and I thought he'd look cute with Reiko cause they're all "bah we hate everything" and blah blah blah............

In the end, I think Reiko will be single forever. Some reason, I don't see her paired with anyone officially, seeing she was betrayed the one time she fell in love and shit. I need to work on her story more........

........Can't wait until A-kon! 8D Elly and I are gonna be TEAM ROCKET...or in our case, Team Retard. XD; We're so gonna chase down all Pokemon cosplayers...especially any Pikachus...It will be obnoxiously fun.



My parents are letting Ryan actually stay at the house. O_O I have to give up my room to him and sleep elsewhere but...at least he'll be here. 8D They're already buying him gifts and stuff and treating him like a member of the family...It's amazing how things quickly change. XD

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21821532/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21821532/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 19:05:43 PST and Fun, fun~

Finals next week...but it marks the end of the semester. :>

Ryan tiemz in about 2 weeks.^^ He's spending Christmas with me and the family. My family doesn't seem to mind either.^^

I need to be more active here. 8D;; I've been super dead once again, haha.



There's a chance that I may go to Sakura-Con 09 for my birthday! Ryan+Anime+Weekend=tehawesome. It's not official yet though. :<

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21587275/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21587275/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 03:33:09 PST
Also, I'm selling some stuff on ebay...mainly just stuff I don't need/want anymore XD;

[link]

Take a look yesnomaybe? :<

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21522434/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21522434/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 16:49:26 PST
I even talked to my sister for probably 30 minutes last night about Ryan....from her, I've learned that my family's slowly accepting the fact that we're together...and I think they like that I got myself an Army man lawl. XD But yeah...Ryan's gonna try to come again for Christmas. My family is interested in really getting to know him this time (lol last time was kinda like "This is my boyfriend Ryan! .......bye now! *runs off scared*)

So, yeah...I've been happy the past few days now that things are calming down...Ryan and I seem to talk more frequently on the phone haha...*sigh* I miss him.......I cannot begin to describe my feelings after we parted ways last Tuesday...I haven't felt something this strong in a very long time...the short time we've actually been together really seems much longer. He's become someone I can talk to about ANYTHING...which is certainly something, cause previous boyfriends well...let's just say the communication level was quite...low.

I don't wanna go all mushy, cause I know no one wants to hear it...

[link] ;_; I miss RyxSteph tiemz

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21446189/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21446189/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 20:56:38 PST
...Alas, the only downside to all this is he had to meet the parents...sure, the meeting itself went smooth...but when I had to come home after class without friends to speak to my parents in private, well...yeah...

I told them the truth--We met online, here on DA...We've been dating for 3 months...

They didn't seem very happy with it at all...because even if I explain that I didn't meet him on myspace and the fact that we both talk through phones and webcams and all that jazz, they just have a hard time understanding the online shiz...and they were also upset that I left them in the dark, seeing everyone else knew about Ryan...still, I tell them that they should know I have a hard time coming up with the courage to confront them on stuff...

...at least they said they acknowledge that I'm 18 and can do whatever, and that they won't choose my boyfriends for me...and they let me go spend time with Ryan before he had to leave...

Still, I guess it'll take some time for my parents to understand...I'm hoping maybe the more Ryan visits, the more comfortable they become with us...

...ha, they also said that my relatives might not like us cause they're all a bunch of prejudice bastards.
...ya know, sometimes I get that feeling that I'm gonna be that one daughter that's just gonna lose in touch with all her family and start a life of my own someday without any of them...I don't want to do that, but...I just feel so very distant from my family right now...



I love you, hun...I'm not gonna let what they say get to me...ever...because none of that shit matters to me...

]]> *CCG http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21391235/ http://CCG.deviantart.com/journal/21391235/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 15:54:43 PST [link]




...I miss my sub.

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