http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Caapie&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Caapie en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 20:10:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/28390177/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/28390177/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 08:00:21 PST My familys special. Special=FUCKING SKREWD UP
My dad wont do anything he doesn't want to even if the whole family wants to... and that includes not waiting what like 20 min for me to get supper:/ BUT the next day when he wants to eat steers and he wants to stay there we all have to.
AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING THING THAT CALLS ITSELF MY SISTER!!!!
and my moms a bitch to me from stress.. woopdydoo i get it shame its ok il forgive her... but shes only a bitch to me not to my dad or sis... what do I have blamable written on my head?!????!
Fuck this

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/28307645/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/28307645/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 06:15:27 PST I got a puppy last week wednesday.... she has kennel cough and is now making my other doggie sick...
Oh and just so you all know, Chili stuff and apricot-jam on rye toast is very yummy go and try it like now.
I'm starting exams on... monday.. CTA exams WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPP and I'm even studying even more than usual though I only have 4 proper exams BE PROUD K
I cut my hair... MMMMHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM gosh that coffeeeeeeeeeeeeee. It dont look that bad, still not sure why I cut it though.....
I want the weekend!!!!! Takey lotsa photos and study and see Brandon and maybe a friend. Oh and make a bag outa my jeans that I started making about 3 weeks ago. I made one and my friends asked me where I baught it and told me they'd pay me for it. YES this exites me OH and I'm making a top, I feel all inspired.
I want to paint.. and draw... gosh theres just so much to do!!!!!!!!!
So I
Should go
and do
it.

LOVESH

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]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/26641377/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/26641377/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 02:03:26 PDT It's been a while. Almost three months.

I'm all sick. Havn't been to school in.. 7(school) days. But I'm going to the doctor later so thats ok. My ears are blocked so everything sound all funny...

I can get a puppy in ten weeks I just have to pick up my mother's dog's shit for three months, there are only ten weeks left of the three months left though. I'ts going to be a girl, because I'm just ever so feminest, and her name will be one of the following: Zoe, Storm, Jemma, Tori or Libby. It depends on what the puppy looks like and what she is like obviously, but if you have any other name suggestions for me I'm open for ideas. She is going to be me and Brandon's puppy yay.

Ooooooohoooooohoooooooh yesterday Brandon and I made scones... Kind of.. Well my sister made them, we helped, we would have made them and were going to make them but then she started doing everything and we wern't about to complain. And then she made fruit tarts! YUMMY!! Food is soo yummy If only it didn't make us grow in ways which we don't like..

Oh well I should be off to bed again.

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]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/22199783/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/22199783/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 20:55:59 PST Just the other day it was the end of 2007... Now its almost 2009...
Everyday we do such pointless boring things and we do the same things over and over and over like eat, sleep and walk... Why do we do so much stuff??? I want to just sit in the rain and watch life past me... And maybe sleep a little but not much.
I want to do things that I want to do, not things like go to school and learn stuff and have subjects that I'm not even going to use when I'm older... I mean what's the point?
Life is pointless and takes forever but when you look back at the years it has passed so quickly and has been meaningful...
Hmf I feel sick and confuzzled

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18799523/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18799523/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:04:10 PDT
I've started my damn exams..
Tomorrow on friday the 13th Ive gotta right my history and geog exam..
my lucky day!
Ugh I did my xhosa exam today.. hehe oh well..
I studyd realy hard for my xhosa, more than I have for any of my other subjects but il probably still fail it..

I cant load my pics on to the comp anyomre because (someone- we know who this someone is- broke the thingy) the loading usb thingy magicaly just got broken with absalutly no help what so ever from anyone.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY BF SSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18526887/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18526887/ Tue, 27 May 2008 12:38:25 PDT yayi..
lol im getting old..


]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18526880/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18526880/ Tue, 27 May 2008 12:37:59 PDT yayi..
lol im getting old..


]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18287674/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18287674/ Mon, 12 May 2008 11:07:18 PDT I feel so dumb sometimes..

Today at school i was walking past a white bored and swang my hand into the corner of the little ledge for putting the koki thingies on.. Straight away i had a swearing fit(and i wonder why the teachers look at me strangly..)

My hand went and got itself all swolen up and numb fucking sore at the same time.. I cant pull things with that hand or push things, but because of where it hit the ledge thingy i can type.. or do anything that doesnt involve having to use my hand muscles tieringly or using my thumb..

An I know your thinking but you need ur thumb to type on your fone and im always on my fone.. maybe true but my fone has decided not to have internet when it doesnt feel like it so its not like i cant use my fone for anything i want to..

And I cant use my camera... *sniff* its too heavy for my hand..

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18143422/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/18143422/ Sat, 03 May 2008 04:42:53 PDT but im back..
yay..
I think..

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13678800/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13678800/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 00:58:28 PDT
I’m only writing this to change my journal.
Soz bout all the photos in one go, but I was really bored then too..
I want to paint something but halfway through the painting I'll stop and look at it and realize what a mess it is and get fed up with it… I really can’t paint.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13578900/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13578900/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 13:49:02 PDT they always say I should trust people, but I always seem to trust the wrong ones...
Ok I guess that makes me the silly one...
Anyway I’m over trusting people, they don’t trust me, and I don’t trust them.

I have a stupid migraine... I didn’t sleep last night... Diellas not here (at Thomas duh)... I just spent 24h listening to Daina complain about her crushes... I want a boyfriend (don’t ask it’s complicated)... this list could get very long...

Once again my life is utterly pointless, and I fucking hate it!!
Oh well I’ll make a plan to help me cope... not a very good one but hey... at least its something.

oh i forgot i did a highland comp n got a 1st n a 3rd. whoopty-friggen-do..
Oki I'll stop complaining now. ]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13429925/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13429925/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:13:17 PDT Love is a very weird thing....

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13221502/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13221502/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 21:56:57 PDT I got into bed at 9:30, and the whole time I was thinking (I don’t know why) about my hair.
Anyway. Then at 10:15 I got bored of doing nothing so I got up, and had a Woolworths chocolate milkshake and tea.
After lying in bed again for 10 min, I got up and had a bath... then when I was actually tired my mom said I had to blow-dry my hair, so, I hung upside down off her bed, and blow-dried my hair... then of course I wasn’t tired at all...
Hehe and my sister slept through all of this.
Hehehe I think my parents think theres something wrong with me, because they kept asking why I was so awake and giving me funny looks.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13107382/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13107382/ Sat, 26 May 2007 23:45:02 PDT heehe im kinda hyper...
I got a camera!

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13074445/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/13074445/ Thu, 24 May 2007 10:19:40 PDT It’s going to suck like hell.
I’m seeing no-one, besides family.
IM GONNA BE SSSSOOOO BORED!!!!!

My eyes hurt, and my legs and my sides.
I feel sick-I just had supper.

I have a stupid spelling exam tomorrow, n I’m gonna suck. I can’t spell to save my life. The only exams I don’t like are Xhosa and spelling. The rest are easy enough.

I hate doing art at school, coz I never get to do what I want. I have to draw stupid little things that have no feeling in then coz how can I put feeling into something I don’t want to do?

Oh ya I’m friends with Daina again. I’m guessing her friends stopped liking her or shed still hate me.

I feel empty, it’s weird. It doesn’t make any sense. I want it to go away. I want to feel full, full of any thing.

Its odd coz I wanted to write this for a reason but I can’t remember what it is.

Hmm well I’m bored....

Ellie

Ellie is an ornament, beautiful but fragile,
She is a bright blue, Loving and friendly,
She is a kitten, adorable and playful but can bite,
She is a strawberry, sweet and tasty,
She is a diamond, beautifully irreplaceable,
Ellie is Ellie....


We had to do a poem like that about a teacher... yuck.. so ya i did one bout Ellie hehe it was fun..

I wuv you Ellie

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Yay im soooo happy and i dont know why.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12964137/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12964137/ Tue, 15 May 2007 10:44:42 PDT I want to cry but there are no tears in me. I need friends but no-one wants me. I need something to do to take my mind off things. I'm confused and lost. I want to cry with someone but I have no-one and I have to be strong for the one person I would cry with. I want to get away from people but I never want to be on my own again.

I use to have fun but now every thing is stressful or awkward, it’s so hard to let go and just be myself, because I’m scared I’m going to be too different from other people and they won’t like me. But most of the people I’m mostly with don’t like me anyway so I don’t know why I bother.

I want to die because there is no point to live.
I want people to have fun with other than my sister because like she said, I need to get my own life. But I don’t like anyone nearly as much as I like her, and she’s different when she’s with me on my own, she’s so fun. Not that she’s not fun when she’s with other people.

I use to be normal. I wish I was still. I use to love life, now I just don’t know how to.
I think it’s selfish for me to be unhappy, because when I am I get grumpy and don’t help (Try help) other people.

My 'Friend' at school wants me to go to the psychologist (or whatever she is) but that girl has only been sad since she started going to her, and she tells me its fun going to her because you just make stuff up and tell her, but really how the hell is that going to help me??

Oh yeah I broke my phone, aren’t I clever, I banged it on my desk and apparently I banged it a bit hard because now it wont turn on.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12750504/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12750504/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 03:45:32 PDT Isnt life wonderfull.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12641094/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12641094/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:05:17 PDT Not only because its crawling with slutty bitches, but because people will do anything to be cool.
Like my friend Daina, i was friends with her befor the holidays, didnt see her once in the holidays, witch was wierd.
Now i come to school and shes got some new friends... well thats fine im not obsesive, if she wants more friends thats fine with me.
But shes been acting all wierd to me like she doesnt want me around. So after school i asked her why she doesnt like me any more, and she just said it was because of Sophie, georgia and them(Her new friends) so i said what about them?
And it turns out, she still likes me, but shes protending not to because her friends hate me because they hate my sister and think im gonna be just like her.
So my X-bestfrind hates me because: i like my sis, because im like my sis and because her friends hate me. And now i have no friends at school. In other words, my life just got a whole lot worce.
I didnt really like Daina, because shes really bitchy, but I was friends with her because she was the only one that liked me at my school.
And im not gonna not like my sis just because they want me to and ill get friends, even though it would make my life a whole lot easier, but I love my sis and could never do that to her.
Theres one main rule at springfield, u can fit in and be bitchy and slutty, but have friends, or u can not fit in and be nice and respect yourself, but have no friends.
Its imposable to do both.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12574844/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12574844/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 00:54:29 PDT Also if im just randomly hyper for no reason(witch happens a lot)then afterwards il be really sad, its like my body cant decide on being really sad or really happy.
And then of course when people are around and I dont want then to know im sad i protend to be hyper because its the only way to hide that im sad, but then they expect me to be happy all the time witch i cant do.I love being hyper its just way too confusing for me.

Oh yeah and im sick.... i hate being sick it makes me wanna sleep even more than usual.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12522556/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12522556/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 09:42:06 PDT I cant hardly remember the last time I had the will to live.
I really dont see the point of life. Im only alive for one reason, and the reason isnt even for myself.
My life hurts too fucking much, there is no joy in it, I cant handle it. I need an alternative.
There is one good thing in my life, i live with the one person who makes me happy, but i need to learn how to make her happy, and I cant.

And who can I talk to.... um ....no one.
I am gonna explode if I have to put one more thing away inside me.
Im going crazy, i started cryng (i havnt cryd proply since 4years ago) because some one deleted me on mxit. Ten min later i was laughing. Then of course I realised it wasnt funny, and started crying again.
I hate myself for crying..yeah im odd I know.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12518065/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12518065/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:35:13 PDT People that think lifes great, are idiots who dont understand. They live their lifes ablivious to real life problems, worrieng about little things that dont deserve to be worried about.
Then they see you with your problem and they dont understand you so they judge you.
They think that your problem is so diffrent from theirs that you must have made it up to get attention.
And they want to know why we wont tell them whats wrong when we sad. If you tell them why you wont tell them, they will just say I will understand, Im your friend, I understand you.
But what if you are a completely different person when you are with them, because you knew from the beggining that they wouldnt understand, and now its to late to show them who you really are. But they think they know you. Every time they say what they dont like about some one that you are similar to, you agree and you are never going to tell them about how you are the same as what thay dont like.

Like i said it sucks

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Last night I went to bed at 11:17 and only fell asleep at 12:56, and then I woke up at 3.
When I woke up, even though it was 3, it felt like it was 7. And I really wasnt tired at all.

I think partly the reason I didnt fall asleep when I got into bed is because I was lying on Ellie's floor (where I sleep) and I obviously didn't have my glasses on, and i saw something going past Ellie's window. It was big, white and fluffy, it took me 5 min to work out it was a cloud!! Then every little thing in Ellie's bed room freaked me out.

So I whent to my bed ( witch was stupid coz i cant ever sleep there) and there was stuff all over my bed, and i didn't want to wake Ellie up so I left it there and just found a spot down the side to lie on. Then I woke up at 3 and I was freezing.

When I woke up I wanted to write this journal. So I've probably forgoten what I was ment to be saying.

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12457423/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12457423/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 13:55:56 PDT Its suposed to give you energy but I use so much energy trying to just get to sleep, when I wake up Ive got the same amount as i would have if i didnt try and sleep.
Every one says I must just relax and then Ill just fall asleep, but how the hell do you just make yourself relax??
Actuly I can get to sleep but thats only when im in my sisters bed, and unless shes not here, thats not going to happen.
Shes only not here in the day, and I cant ever sleep in the day.
Sleeping is just plain stresful and confusing

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12439383/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/12439383/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:45:42 PDT Their names are, Apple, Chloe, Creamy, Finkie, Hieronamus (if the spelling is wrong blame Ellie), Sagira, White-Socks and the newst one isnt named..... yet.
Ellie says we must just call it "The Baby" coz we are probably going to sell it, but its gonna get named somehow.
Any way I LOVE guinea pigs, so the more the better! YAY for guinea pigs!

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/11841423/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/11841423/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:28:00 PST I have been for the past two weeks. It totaly and absalutly sucks.
I want something to do so badly!
Any suggestions? Really anything!

]]> ~Caapie http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/11721510/ http://Caapie.deviantart.com/journal/11721510/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 11:30:15 PST And now she actully looks like a dog, instead of a mop.
Shes sssoooo cute!!

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the point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldn’t be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics, each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FRIENDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST............................
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
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