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                <title>:D bye bye.</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11623519/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 16:33:45 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />edit:<br />
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ok so I put my whole gallery back up cuz i didn't think people would still be looking through it, but I'm still getting faves (and no comments -_-;; ) D: but yeah. Don't steal my stuff or I'll betch slap you. XP<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I check up every now and then. but for the most part this account is dead.<br />
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X_____x man what a waste of a sub..<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33255498/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/133/5/a/Support_Shoujo_Ai_by_Oniko.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41959558/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs12/f/2006/336/2/c/I_Support_Wii_by_Funky_Chickin.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>Freakin sweet &gt;D</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11613830/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 16:19:59 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />>D AHAHAA i  got a date to Navy ball this year. Yayuh.<br />
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O-o brandon didn't wana go so i was like D:< FINE i'll go by myself. but you have to be a cadet to go, so I went looking for a date. D: all the guys on the drill team were like.. uhh..uhh.. >_>;<br />
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so i was like D:< YOU GUYS SUCK. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> jk.<br />
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but then i found a date. XP and he's cool. so YAY. I get to dress up one more time. O-o <br />
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xD i'm so excited... cuz i get to hang out with my high school friends. yayayay on the 17th of feb. XP<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <br />
7. "It hurts" <br />
8. "Time Warp" <br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
11. Commish for <a href="http://jay-da.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jay-da.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jay-da" /></a><br />
12. Piccy for <a href="http://cartridge87.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cartridge87.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="cartridge87" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://akuroku.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuroku.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="akuroku" /></a> if you like Roxas X Axel JOIN THIS CLUB  YO. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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                <title>o_o $402.78?</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11576045/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:53:32 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />D: uh yeah so i went from-$10.61 to $402.78. I was like. HOLY CRAP MY PAYCHECK WAS FREAKIN GOOD D:<br />
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Which made no sense cuz i already got my check from over the holidays. it ends up that my credit account sent $100 to my savings as "overdraft protection" o_o wow my accounts are SHMART. xD<br />
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-____-; so now i owe over $500 in my credit! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> aha. Damn i wish i had more time for art. DX I could be doing commissions but.. BEH. busy with..CRAP <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
11. Commish for <a href="http://jay-da.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jay-da.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jay-da" /></a><br />
12. Piccy for <a href="http://cartridge87.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cartridge87.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="cartridge87" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://tenshiki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tenshiki.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tenshiki" /></a> My...HIPPIE...WE MAKE FLOWER CHILDREN <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" titl... ]]></description>
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                <title>-$10.61</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11566405/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 15:29:48 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />That is how much I currently have in my checking account.<br />
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Son of a bitch.<br />
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not to mention the $300+ i have in my credit account. That i owe mind you, i can get up to $1000 in credit xD<br />
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I was charged by some random company. O_o i was like. D: WTF IS THIS. cuz that charge is what pulled me into the negativeeee. Stupid.. todayescapes whatever the hell it was. I talked to someone and i should get credited back. D: wtf. I'M SCARED NOW. what if I'm gona have stolen identity?<br />
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.__________.; i hope tomorrows paycheck is good. I've never had this problem before. I'm not freakin out because i know i'll get paid tomorrow and that'll fix it. but. D: woah. i'm in DEBT.<br />
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this sucks. XD<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
11. Commish for <a href="http://jay-da.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jay-da.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jay-da" /></a><br />
12. Piccy for <a href="http://cartridge87.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cartridge87.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="cartridge87" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://akuroku.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuroku.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="akuroku" /></a> if you like Roxas X Axel JOIN THIS CLUB  YO. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<a href="http://julieraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/u/julieraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="julieraven" /></a> lesbian Lovah <3<br />
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<a href="http://tenshiki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tenshiki.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tenshiki" /></a> My...HIPPIE...WE MAKE FLOWER CHILDREN <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emot... ]]></description>
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                <title>..you'd think, sure, i would tap that</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11511242/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:56:57 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />HEY GUYS NO JOURNAL IN 3 DAYS XD AREN'T YOU PROUD?<br />
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O_o man i have munchies. I'm trying to lose that holiday weight. xD i read some statistic that said that most people gain around 4 lbs around the holidays.<br />
NO ME. I GAINED 9. WOO.<br />
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o_O now i'm gona try and drop it.<br />
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least before spring break. >______> so then i can go see Julie and be smexy and she will not be able to resist me. HOOHAHAHA.<br />
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SO i'm eating lots of yogurt. o_O cuz i saw something on my lip and freaked out. xD right now i'm eating pico de gayo in plain yogurt and frito scoops. o_o delish right? I THINK SO ;D I've been seriously considering changing my diet. I dont know if i mentioned this, but I don't drink sodas anymore. xD i am so proud. I know i haven't had one at all since Christmas. I started before Thanksgiving but i think i had a sip of my mom's coke then cuz i ran out of my drink. but then again it was only a sip. SO YEAH I don't drink sodas. <br />
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I'm trying to cut back on sweets. Everytime i eat a big meal I'm like..OK TIME FOR DESSERT. >_> I'm not doin too well. I'm a sucker for chocolate.<br />
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o______o ok so i haven't even gone to art history or speech but I'm already overwhelmed with the classes I am taking. Now i realize, sociology and psychology SHOULD NOT be taken at the same time. thats like..taking government and economics at the same time. >_>; SO i think i'm going to drop sociology. =/ the drive is making it hard. I made it a couple minutes late to algebra last class and i was totally lost. I can't keep doing that all semester. I'll pay my dad back for the class X_x; I just was in a hurry to take another class. I can take it in the summer though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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oh did i mention I still work 20+ hours a week? >=/ yeah, so they say you need 3 hours of study per hour of class you take. I have 45 hours in studying alone (and if your taking a class like psychology and sociology, you might need more because those classes involve A TON of reading. I think art history might be the same)<br />
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SO LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES CHILDREN.<br />
Don't take a class at a different college if you only have 40 mins inbetween classes to get there. And don't take phsycology and sociology at the same time. And eat your yogurt to keep yeast away.<br />
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AH. I wanted to bitch about how people bitch when they want something but it doesn't go...eh forget it xD<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>THAT WAS SO GAY.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2007 17:37:55 PST</pubDate>
                
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Ok I finallly picked up twilight princess again. first time since i beat it really.<br />
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>_> IF YOU DON'T WANT ME TO RUIN IT FOR YOU THEN STOP READING NOWOOOWOWOWOW.<br />
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...SDNAKDN<br />
DSNKDN.<br />
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ok are you gone?<br />
ok.<br />
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So theres this..HOLE IN THE GROUND in the gerudo dessery. You find it when you move that chunk of brigde. you go in and fight like 2385798 trillion monsters. And you don't get supplies while your there,  maybe you can pick up and arrow that shot at you, and i found 3 hears when i dug them up but thats IT. NO FAIRIES Even though theres one that you talk to every couple levels. <br />
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AND THERES LIKE 100 LEVELS. (ok maybe not that many, BUT THERES A TON.) <br />
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And i'm going on my jolly way, getting my ass kicked and lucky for me i actully caught a stupid purple jelly thing in time (I normally don't XD I'm like..scooop. scoop.SCOOP. SCOOP DAMMIT. and then its too late D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I had one fairy, blue potion, and fairy tears.<br />
AND THE LAST ONE WAS SO HARD. Dx i don't know what you call those guys..but if you played orcarina of time, when Naburo was captured by the witches and then you had to fight her as one of those HUGE guys with all the armor and big sword. IT WAS 3 OF THOSE FUCKERS. And tis not like after you take off all the armor its done, NO. then they have a sword and fight you some more. OH DID I MENTION HOW HARD IT IS TO GET A HIT OFF ONE OF THEM? they blocky EVERYTHING and i normally end up doing a different move than what i want trying to hit.<br />
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okok and those  humping zombies? THEYRE IN IT TOO. only they don't hump. but they scream and make you stop moving AND THEY HAVE BIG SWORDS WTF.<br />
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o_o uh. OH so the point of this was.<br />
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AFTER ALL THAT ALL YOU GET.<br />
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...FAIRY TEARS. FUCKIN FAIRY TEARS. SON OF A BITCH THAT PISSED ME OFF.<br />
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and all that does it heal you completely and boost your attack for a little bit.<br />
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WOOPDEEFUCKING DO.<br />
D:<<br />
X3 kay im done<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
11. Commish for <a href="http://jay-da.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jay-da.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jay-... ]]></description>
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                <title>YAYUH &gt;D</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:32:49 PST</pubDate>
                
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NO SCHOOL TODAY. AHAHA. icy roads. o_O we had an oven mit that was outside and it got frozen LOL.<br />
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MAN BOOKS ARE EXPENSIVE.<br />
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I ordered my Psychology book online for almost $70 o_O; WOO i saved like $15 but not really cuz shipping and handling >_>; RAR. And i have to buy a mathlab thinger so i can do my math homework and quizes on ze intarweb. D: GAH thats another $60. Atleast my brother and I are taking the same math, so I can steal his book. and he had a sociology book, which is the same one i needed, so that saved me there. X______x; I don't even know what i'm gona need for Art history or speech (i'll find out tomorrow O_o; )<br />
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DX nooo I just got myself almost out of debt XD;; FOOF.<br />
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:3 well school didn't get cancelled today, and I hope it does tomorrow o_O it prolly won't. >_>;<br />
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I had Sociology first thing in the morning at Tomball (which is the campus that I don't normally go to, cuz its 5 mins farther away than MoCo and in the completely opposite direction). Teacher seems nice, which is why I signed up for him. Nothing too difficult so far. But what the hell, it was the first day.<br />
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Then i had to haul ass to MoCo (which from my house takes about 17 mins to get there). I could have killed myself 15 times on that drive if the roads were slick. o_O lucky they weren't. I made it to class with 5 mins to spare, only because the professor let us out 5 mins early. So I'm gona be cutting it pretty close every time I go to Algebra XD. I told him about it and he said it was ok. :3 he's pretty cool, and he's probably one of the more interesting math teachers i've ever had. He was an engineer o_O he didn't plan to be a teacher and go to school to teach. XD I thought that was cool. and when he writes notes he writes everything with capital letters. My dad does that too. I guess its an engineer thing?<br />
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So then after that! I went straight to my next class, which was Psychology. o_o and my teacher is awesome. He's freakin HILARIOUS (and he kinda looks like Clive Owen o_o. I like him XD LOL that reminds me i saw the math teacher i WOULD have had if i didn't drop that class..and man, HE WAS SEXY. XD i kinda regret droppin his class but i heard he was a prick =/ ) ok so I don't remember his name but we can call him Devo. o_o; Mr. Devo. XP that class was very interesting, and i think it'll be fun. Never knew crap about psychology but it seems really intriuging.<br />
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And so thats all i have to say about my first day back. x_____x I'm going to have A TON of reading to do this semester, with Psych and Sociology alone. DX; <br />
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Haven't had an art class in a while. o_O maybe art history will be fun? LOL. Well every day i go to school is one day closer I get to recieving my bachelors degree. >D hah. <br />
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I see comercials on TV with animation and I'm like..dude, I'm so gona be doin that one day ;D<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/202/1/... ]]></description>
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                <title>HAHA. Wii Play.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jan 2007 23:16:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />o_O it is 1 in the AM and i still have not gone to sleep. My sleepin schedule is all kinds of jacked up right now though XD<br />
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I HOPE SCHOOL IS CANCLED TOMORROW. that means more homework when i get back, BUT I DON'T CARE. i'm not DYING to get to school. xD (no pun intended?) it seems like weathers bad everywhere though o_o;; i think this is as cold as its been this winter. It got to freezing like..2 times the past couple months but it wasn't this rainy D: I don't wana freakin drive in this crap. I have issues with rain alone xD; I'd rather miss school than die trying to get there. I'd be late for algebra for sure cuz i'd drive hella slower O_o;<br />
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Anywhos. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> wii play!<br />
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Newer version of wii sports. XD it comes out next month! Hoohaa! I can't wait. I reserved it on the last day they had to reserve it o_o go me! I have 2 wii motes, but only one nunchuck DX And i dont know if wii play will have one, but i do get a wiimote with it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> o_O i saw pics..you get to..ride a cow? LOL. >_>;<br />
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DX Ian's back at school...I start school again too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> Not as much work though! Kinda sad? I was just starting to be less of a bitch again XD Oh well, I'll have Ms. Z <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> but she's leaving for a week on thursday x-x WAH LONELY ME xD<br />
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;0; foof i do have 2 friends at work who are fighting and it makes me saaaaaad...cuz i totally look forward to workin with the two of them everytime i come in. >w< I don't wana pick sides cuz they're both cool. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <br />
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yeaaaaah i'm done XD<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
11. Commish for <a href="http://jay-da.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jay-da.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jay-da" /></a><br />
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                <title>To do list. o_o do i owe you anything?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:10:13 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />xD I'm trying to keep up with a to do list now. it might help me a bit. Leme know if i owe you something and need to put it on my list <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />;<br />
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and btw.<br />
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FUCK YEAH.<br />
ITS GIRL SCOUT COOKIE SELLING TIME OF YEAR.<br />
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o_O i only bought 2 from the girl who just came to the door, but Brandon's little sister's sellin em this year too. so I'll buy like 10 from her. XD I LOVE GIRL SCOUT COOKIES.<br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for <a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a><br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45121775/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2006/355/3/7/Kiss_the_Girl_WIPDesktopthingy_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
5. "Omg I love you Link" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44499861/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs7/150/i/2006/344/8/b/OmgILoveyouLink_lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
6. "Jamie x Ali" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43058127/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/318/e/a/Jamie_x_Ali_Lineart_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><br />
7. "It hurts" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41321788/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/285/b/3/It_Hurts_sketch_2_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
8. "Time Warp" <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36675034/"><img src="http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/202/1/2/TIME_WARP_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="100" height="103" /></a></span></span><br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya) <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36627974/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/201/2/8/Characters_WIP_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br />
10. Fanart for <a href="http://jezzann.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jezzann.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jezzann" /></a><br />
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                <author>~Cahaya</author>
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                <title>I wish I could have..a viginaaaaa</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11423867/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jan 2007 15:17:33 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />LOLOLOLOL this is too funny. Julie sent it to me last night but i watched it again and..its still funny.<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4b7o4CJDdw">[link]</a><br /><br />TO DO LIST! not in any order xD<br />
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1. Commission for Steph<br />
2. Picture for Courtney<br />
3. Picture for Jeremy<br />
4. "Kiss the girl"<br />
5. "Omg I love you Link"<br />
6. "Jamie x Ali"<br />
7. "It hurts"<br />
8. "Time Warp"<br />
9. "Characters" (Leo, Bridget, Aya)<br />
<br />
<br />
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                <author>~Cahaya</author>
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                <title>O_O WTF JUST HAPPENED?</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11408115/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:37:47 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />dude, my messages just cleared themself.<br />
ALL OF THEM.<br />
All my deviations in my inbox, all the journals, polls, and all the comments (not that i had any this morning XD) just..POOF. i was lookin at a journal this mornin and when i clicked my inbox it was like "no messages" and my deviations were there, but when i clicked them they disappeared too. o_O i didnt even try to delete em!<br />
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SO. that was wierd. >_>; wtf. anyone else had that happen to them?<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <author>~Cahaya</author>
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                <title>congrats my lations. read if you actully give a cr</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11378650/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:15:12 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I got the best phone call of my life tonight.<br />
<br />
Might just be one of the most important ones I'll ever get.<br />
<br />
I've officially been accepted into the Art Institute of Houston.<br />
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;D yayuh.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <author>~Cahaya</author>
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                <title>QUESTIONS FOR YOU.</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11368917/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 22:07:37 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />;D ANSWER THESE CUZ I WANA KNOW.<br />
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1. Ever punch someone in the face?<br />
<br />
2. How old are you, and how old would you like to be?<br />
<br />
3. Are you single, taken or "other"?<br />
<br />
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?<br />
<br />
5. Do you dream at night? Any recurring themes?<br />
<br />
6. Ever seen a corpse?<br />
<br />
7. Have you ever wished someone dead?<br />
<br />
8. Do You Like Bush, the president?<br />
<br />
9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death?<br />
<br />
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be?<br />
<br />
11. Do you trust the police?<br />
<br />
12. Do you like country music?<br />
<br />
13. What is your fondest memory of me?<br />
<br />
14. If you could change anything about yourself would you?<br />
<br />
15. Would you date me?<br />
<br />
16. What do you wear to sleep?<br />
<br />
17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it?<br />
<br />
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?<br />
<br />
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?<br />
<br />
20. What is your favorite thing about me?<br />
<br />
21. Do you think I'm attractive?<br />
<br />
22. What's your favorite color?<br />
<br />
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?<br />
<br />
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?<br />
<br />
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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 <a href="http://cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/10221253/">[link]</a>  COMMISH MEEE<br />
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                <author>~Cahaya</author>
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                <title>just one of those days</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/11359523/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 07:57:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><br />
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edit: ok so today wasn't a bad day at all. O_o<br />
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actully, it was quite delightful.lmao.<br />
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I went out to eat at this cute little resturant with Brandon for lunch. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> I've been to that place with Ms. Z once and we really liked it. ^^ And they have freakin good food and its not that expensive either :3 So that was nice. And I took him home with me and we passed out for 2 hours. xD we sleep better during the day, wearing jeans and a t shirt than we do at night wearing jammies when we're supposed to sleep. lol.<br />
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lmfao work these past two days..HILARIOUS. I guess workin with the people I do made is so much better. We all graduated together. I was friends with Courtney cuz we had culinary together, and I was friends with Meggerz in like 9th grade but we didn't talk the rest of high school cuz we didn't have classes. But it was just hiliarious.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2007 22:51:41 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I had the worst bathroom cleaning experience of my life tonight. XD<br />
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I don't even know how long it's been since the last time cleaned out the bathroom TRASH at work cuz something smelt like DEAD ANIMAL. D: it eas raunchy. It took 3 of us to clean it. we hada take turns trying to take out the trash cuz we all almost vommited from the smell. AND THERE WAS DIRTY UNDERWEAR IN THE TRASH. XD like something started thier period in it and just threw it away? o_O grosssssssssssssssssssssssss. it smelt BAD. not to mention someone had explosive diarriah in one of the stalls and the toilet didn't flush. XD ugh GROSS. we had 3 different sprays in there and we just couldn't breathe or cover the smell up. and then i had to litterally clean the shit out of the guys toilet. O_o and there was a half empty bottle of gatorade in the stall... with an employee sticker XD LMAO. So I wonder who was drinkin thier gatorade while takin a crap..<br />
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yeah. o_o;; not fun. lmao actully it was pretty hilarious but gross XD prolly woudln't have been as amusing if i hadn't been workin with the 2 girls i was workin with <3<br />
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hmmm. its gettin cold again. >w< I dun like cooolllddd. atleast i have buttwarming seats >D<br />
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o_____o;; hm. oh yeah i was thinking about getting my own insurance cuz my mom didn't put me on hers. >_> so what happens if i DIE!? XD ok well what happens if i get sick or get into a car wreck!? IT'LL COST ME LOTS OF MONEY. not to mention i have to pay $30 for a prescrition that used to be $5 =/ but i don't work enough hours. XD; im not full time and don't plan on it. i'll be damned if i waste the education and my BRAIN i have just so i can go work at some place for $8 an hour. (i get more than that but not enough to make me want to even think about takin it on as a career) o_o; hopefully i can bitch to my dad and he'll fix the insurance thing. >_> i pay for a lot of things myself, and i can't afford much else.<br />
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YAY TAXES ARE COMING UP. x____x;; I'm gona need that money. or put it into savings or something cuz..LOL I don't have much of either o_O;;<br />
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uhm. >_>; I needa draw <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> I'm pooped. XP i go over to Ms. Z's to draw and she says she's gona too and then we find some way to procrastinate and don't get anything done XP<br />
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I dropped off Ian at his gf's today. o_O i sat there and it was akward. I felt so wierd I duno why >w< I guess cuz i don't really know em, but they seem like cool people (she lives with her aunt and uncle) and then her grandma knew me but i don't remember meeting her and she was liek "are you still engaged? :3" and i was like... o_O; wtf how'd she know. And Jamie's aunt was just sayin stuff like how i shouldn't be in a hurry and i should date other people cuz i'm too good looking not to? LOL o_o; reminded me of how Ian's dad was saying there would be guys lining up to go on a date with me and assuring me that i would have no problem finding a boyfriend if brandon wasn't around. x-x;; My mom's friends (and family) are always telling me I'm pretty. Its because I'm half filipina and half white, and I guess they really like that mix? XD They're all amazed with how I look. o_o its flattering but creepy at the same time. Makes me kinda afraid to go back to the Philippines. D: what if someone steals me away?<br />
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>_>; eeeeeeh sometimes when i feel like totall crap its something like that that makes me feel better about myself. I guess i'm not as ugly as i think. inside or out. XP lol. I'm suffering from crappy self esteem lately BUT I'LL GET OVER IT.<br />
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CRAAAAAAAAP I signed up form a class at a different college and it ends at 10:50 and then my next class is at the college i've been goin to and it starts at 11:30. o_o; and i don't think that gives me enough time to get to class. It takes like 20 mins to get to the other school and 15 to get to the school I've been goin to. DX ARGH.<br />
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lol. long journal. o_o; sorry!<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>a couple things</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2007 21:33:27 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />xD so i think i scared everyone into NOT FAVING ANYMORE OF MY STUFF.<br />
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10 comments and not a single fave O_O i'm shocked. XD im totally eating my words right now. but normally i get atleast ONE favourite per deviation i submit and this time i didn't get a single one.<br />
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Not that its a bad thing. because I don't think its something thats quite up to my standards (but niether is <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44807207/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs8/150/f/2006/349/d/7/i_hate_people_by_Cahaya.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span> but its funny so thats ok?)<br />
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xD though i DO appreciate all the comments. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> 10 comments. I remember when i was so happy to get just ONE.<br />
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Ok the other thing.<br />
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>_>; honestly, I forgot. OH DAMMIT i had this picture on paper i drew. o_O of an old lady wearing lots of eyeshadow.  its pretty cool lookin i'm proud XD I'll post it but i left it at Ms. Z's.<br />
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dammit i'll just edit this journal when i rmemeber what else i was gona talk about XD<br />
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EDIT 1. oh!<br />
yesterday, Brandon said he couldnt see me after work cuz he was goan stay the night at his friends house but he could see me for lunch. So i calledh im on my break and lo and behold, HE'S NOT HOME. he said he was at best buy buying something for his friend, so i was liek >_> fine you bastard, after you just told me i could see you on my break...<br />
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so later on i'm not mad..I'm just sad cuz i didn't get to see him all day or the day before. and i'm listening to sad love songs on the way home XD and being emo and when i pull in i noticed his truck was in my back yard. O_o so i was like :3 SQEE BRANDON <3 even though he'll prolly be asleep or playing with Del >_> atleast hes here :3<br />
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I go in and the hallway smells really sweet. Like..cookies or vanilla-ie sugary things. For those of you who don't know, those are my favourite scents in candles, i have aboue 15 of em in my room. when i open the door, the lights are all off but theres a bunch of candles lit around the room. :3 And there's Brandon! Standing there all sexied and spiffy in his cowboy get up. >_> lol. HE LOOKS GOOD IN IT. I was jsut like. o______o;; omg you set all this up BY YOURSELF? I'M SO IMPRESSED <333<br />
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and he gave me a massage. my back and my legs and my feets and he even made me an ice cream sundae ;D! <br />
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it was awesome. and sweet. and aww. XD it was out of the blue and it totally made my day 230346468 million times better. :3 I've never felt so loved <3 well i have but its been a damn while XD<br />
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WHAT A SWEETIE. I could just gobble him up. >_> and that just might have been what i did later that night.<br />
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                <title>o.o amazing!11!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:29:46 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>wtf D:</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:59:42 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>woop woop :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:19:42 PST</pubDate>
                
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SO NOW I KNOW WHAT MY GRADES ARE.<br />
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I made a "b" in Government and math. XD HOLY SHIT i thought I got my ass kicked by both those classes. I'm so glad.<br />
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I made a "c" in English though. >_> fuck english. atleast I passed. thats prolly gona come back and bite me in the ass later. I hope not x_x;; that would suck if i had to retake to boost my GPA.<br />
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o_O im tryin to sign up for english online now. xD and pay for my other classes. I MUST SUCCEED! XD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Happy New Year!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Jan 2007 00:30:30 PST</pubDate>
                
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I went to see some of my mom's friends who i haven't seen in a while. For them I'm so grown up, but to me they're still the same people who I used to spend so much time with while i was growing up. I've never got so many hugs and kisses in such a short time. XD I did see one of my cousin's who i remember spending ALOT of time with...HE HAS KIDS??! Wierd. But thats part of life. <br />
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My mom stopped smoking! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> My mom has become a pretty bad smoker in the past year. Its like every time isee her she's smoking. On a car ride she has to have a cigerette lit the whole time. But she stopped. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> and that makes me happy. Makes me think I should come up with some resolutions.<br />
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I make the same ones every year and don't really carry out with any of them. lol. I just want to be do the right things and not doubt myself.<br />
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I'm gona take another class. I think I'm gona take English online though. I just have to ask someone who actully has taken it if they would recommend it. =_=; I wansn't going to take another English but i decided I might as well get it out of the way. I could take like..creative writing there..but. D: ugh.<br />
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AND JULIE COMES HOME TOMORROW ^^ <333<br />
o_o i'm sure i went over my text messages for the month cuz I sent her tons and I got more than i normally do from Nicole and Courtney xD;<br />
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I scheduled an appointment for my first...hair removal session? LOL yay! XD its gona BURN.<br />
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and i got my hair cut on my lunch break yesterday. O_o i chopped off like 2 inches. x3 not too noticable for anyone else but me.<br />
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ok well HAPPY NEW YEAR<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />D<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>O______o OH SNAP.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:24:59 PST</pubDate>
                
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AND YOU CAN DOWNLOAD THE OLD GAMES. LIKE..SUPER OLD GAMES. I got Street fighter and ecco the dolphin. XDD omgggg. I'm prolly gona get one of the marios too. D: holy crap FUN.<br />
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Wii is like.the best invention ever. So apparently you can play SEGA games too (which Ecco is) THEY HAVE SONIC. I'M SO GETTING IT. XDDD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Hey.. how bout this..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Dec 2006 21:51:31 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>@w@ wooooh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:02:59 PST</pubDate>
                
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o_o I love Kimber too. She looks like a mix between Britney Spears and Hiedi Klum. xD SHES SO PRETTY.<br />
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the lady who played Ava was Jean Gray (sp?) in the x-man movies! xD<br />
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                <title>sex.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Dec 2006 23:55:57 PST</pubDate>
                
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omg i just finished watching Nip/Tuck season 2.<br />
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LOL i didn't get season one for xmas but brandon said he'd pick it up for me when he got the chance. x_x omg i loved it. I CRIED A FEW TIMES TOO. <br />
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Wilber is so adorable <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> thats..Christian's little black baby. XD HE WAS SO FREAKIN CUTE. I don't know if he makes an appearance in season 3 but he comes back in season 4 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> D'AWW I spoiled it for mysel cuz i know what happens. <br />
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                <title>well damn.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Dec 2006 13:34:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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=/ yay i love getting called in on my days off.<br />
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I had to take Ozzy to the vet today. Theres this gross spot on his back, its all swollen and bleeding. He somehow got a 2nd degee burn o his back and it infected the area around it. the fur around it looked like it was ripped off. I dont know if he did it himself (dont see hw he could have. he might have scratched it off?) it looks bad. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> my poor puppy. and i know that when im gona no one is gona bother looking after him to make sure he's ok.<br />
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And I've just been in a horrible mood lately -_-;; WHY did i tell them I would come in. but my store manager asked me if i would be interested in working the hallmark section. we normally hire people who don't work at our stores really, like they dont work registers or truck or anything. but they want someone who does work in the store to cover it too? and he asked if i would do it. So basically for a couple hours every week i go in and order new cards if needed and make sure everythings put together. and when holidays come around i rearrage stuff so it makes sense.I figured what the hell... since I'm hardly gona be working next semester I might as well take what I can. And i can go in anytime i want for this one. and its only for like 2 hours at most. <br />
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I think im gona go get a massage from that place Brandon got me a gift card at tomorrow. XD I need one. rarrrr.. -uberbitchmode-<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 22:12:26 PST</pubDate>
                
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i don't wana work tomorrow. that is like the worst day ever.<br />
WORSE THAN BLACK FRIDAY. D:<br />
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ugh thank goodness I have a day off after that =_=; WHYEEEE. I managed to get stuck working 3 shitty days in a row. (well 5 actully, but i should have had one of these three days off. =/ )<br />
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I can't believe how many people actully show up on Chrstmas day. its like..OMG LETS GO SHOPPING JUST CUZ ITS OPEN. >_> and im thinkin..uh. DIDN'T YOU JUST GET A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR XMAS? DIDN'T YOU JUST SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY WHATTHEFUCKAREYOUDOINGHEREGODDAMMITIWANA GOHOMEFBJDFBASDJBFDJSBABD<br />
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srsly. >_> we were about to WALK OUT and as soon as we opened the door this lady just walked in like we opened it for her. we were like.. O_o wtf bitch were fuckin LEAVING? <br />
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xD this is why I'm so bitter about xmas. Retail BLOWS so hard this time of year. My sympathy goes out to anyone who has to work on xmas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> especially like..people who work in hospitals. Or people who work in hotels. LOL Jack in the box was open. AND THE PARKING LOT WAS FULL. i was like dayum that SUCKS. and the GAS STATION WAS PACKED. People just..HAVE to go out and buy stuff. <br />
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I mean ok i understand if you need like..batteries or medicine. but people were comin in lookin for stuff thats on SALE. Just..SHOPPING AROUND. >_<;<br />
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...D: wow and to think that 24 hour walgreens NEVER CLOSE ANY DAY OF THE YEAR. So THOSE employees had it worse than me. poor people.<br />
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eh. XD hope yours was a good one. Mine was, cept for work. but when is work ever enjoyable?<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Merry Christmasss :DDD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 00:06:00 PST</pubDate>
                
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o_O you know those cute olympic dolls? yeah my dad got those for me -_-;; he made me wrap em and i was like..o_o i recognize this wrapping job.. XDD lmao. SO YEAH. I GOT THOSE CUTE LITTLE THINGS.<br />
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AND I ALSO GOT A NEW MP3 PLAYER. A NEW ZEN. 30 GIG. WITH VIDEOS. and its pink and omg XD i so wasn't expecting it. cuz my dad told me he wasn't gona get me another one. and i was starting to deal withouth it. ;-; my other one still has all the music on it and it plays but you can't hear cuz the headphone jack thing got bent <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> but yeah new Zen <333 I'm very happyyyy!<br />
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Lets see. o_o omfg my parents spent WAAAAAAAAAY too much on me.  that $800 present. My mom got me like. laser hair removal. ROFLMAO. omfg you guys don't even know how awesome that is. XD I'M NEVER GONA HAVE TO SHAVE MY PITS AGAIN. and I'm gettin it done on facial hair as well. I heard they do the top of the eyebrow but not underneath? but i'm ok with that. o_O; i've changed my mind about my eyebrows over the past couple years. XDD omg I've kept em so thin and now I'm lettin em grow out. not like..BUSH. but. Yeah. >_>; lol.<br />
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MAN my brother..got me fucking.. season 2 and 3 of Nip/tuck. D: omfg I'm like...WTF MAN YOU SPENT SO MUCH FUCKIN MONEY ON ME. he got me Wii backpack carry thing and a thing to hold it. x3 <br />
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dad also got me Doc Martins. o_O wtf. they're comfy though. XD and these 2 interesting perfumed. the bottle is like..A WOMAN'S HEAD? XD 2 of em. THEY SMELL GUUUD. I'm surprised. ;-; my dad got me the awesomest gifts. he got me some pins of pandas XD! anad some bojangly bracelets and a tommy hilfigure watch. And some hard Rock Cafe shirts from Bejing. :3 (dammit dad X-x; thats sooo much. And he's so generous. he even bought stuff for someone I'm not even friends with anymore..)<br />
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O_o oh snap I just opened one of Brandon's presents. a $100 gift card to this..spa place. xD omg they do stuff from massages to waxing to haircuts. D: omg. wow i'm amazed. HOW INCREDIBLY THOUGHTFUL. XD <33333 and he said he's gettin me something tomrorow too. o-O;; oh my. his mom got me J-lo's newest fragrance. XD i asked for Live but got Live Luxe o_o; I didn't even know she made a NEWER one.. which still smells good and..pretty much the same as the regular. i'm not complaining XD its delish.<br />
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x3 I got stuff from bath and body works from Ian. (which didn't surprise me LOL). And I got a little sketchbook, prismacolors, and a pencil case from ms. Z <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />! LOL i love it. >D <br />
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Also got a pruse, 2 shirts from abercrombie (D: woah random but they're cute tanktops so I'm not complaining!) a watch taht i already bought for myself, and a nice cut on the foot from glass my brother didn't clean up from a month ago. XD Woot!<br />
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xD suusususu much!! Man i feel like a brat. I'm totally happy with all the fun stuff i got. but i know that I'm incredibly lucky to get all the things I did get and I'm so grateful for it. <3<br />
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So hope you all had as good as xmas as I did. :3<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>bye bye kitty ;-;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:41:10 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />;-; aww.. now we have 3 kitties left. I'm so sad. I mean theres no way we could keep all of them..but.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> I'm so attatched to them. They didn't really have much of a mommy. >w< I guess its hard when you raise the little things yourself. ;-; I do miss bottle feeding them and wiping thier poopy butts... Yoda was the first one to go. Then Nala. and now Emril. So the only one we have left to give is Floyd. D: and I'd hate to separate Pink and Floyd. Simba..xD Simba loves everyone so he would be happy even if someone took him. The guy who took Emril says he'll talk to his wife and see if he could take Floyd cuz he didn't want to seperate them. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> my babiessss...<br />
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o_o my tummy is all squishy again. XD! Yay no more tummy ache!<br />
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                <title>=_=;; foof tired already?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 23:59:02 PST</pubDate>
                
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Closing at 12 blows hard. Especially in retail at this time of the year. <br />
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I work 4:30-close tomorrow, 3:30-11 xmas eve (thank god we  have normal hours again), 1:30-6:30 Xmas day, and I close again the day after. -_-; and I work new years eve and new years day. Oh did i mention I worked Thanksgiving too?<br />
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=/ eh I hate work. Luckily I'm working with the best closing crew for most of those nights or else I'd shoot someone. x-x; <br />
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XD god damn i think I have every right in the world to be bitching right now. HOW MANY PLACES ARE ACTULLY OPEN ON XMAS DAY?? o_O raaaar I'm not even excited about christmas. is that bad? I don't even get a teeny ounce of curiosity when i walk by the tree with a million presents under it. I kinda miss that. its pretty much lost its magical appeal for me.<br />
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o_O oh and when people are like "D: WEH SO AND SO GOT MORE PRESENTS THAN ME". >_>; Lmao which i hear customers talk about alot actully. D: damn my little brother is a spoiled little shit and he still manages to get the most. xD i know last year I only got a few things, even my older brother got more than me (in number AND in value). but i don't really want anything. Sure when i see something i'm like..ooh thats cool.. so i go and buy it myself. XD I guess thats my problem. I just get what i want whenever. <br />
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o____o well the only joys of today I had..<br />
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I FOUND MY CAMERA. ^^ i dont think i mentioned i lost it. XD i almost cried. cuz i hate losing things. especially things that cost that much money. Stuff like that isn't easily replacable. I don't see how people are like "Oh well some kid jacked my MP3 player.. OH KAY I'LL JUST BUY A NEW ONE". >_>; I just hate that way of thinking. I have to be sad about it first before i can move on and replace it XD <br />
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OH and I played Zelda for the Gamecube. XD ITS REVERSED. the game is like..flipped? o_O; I just remember runnin around and ending up at the top left corner of some place and going "hey...i thought this was on the other side..." and i kept playing and finally realized that it was flipped. XD i heard it was going to. i think it had something to do with Link being left handed. Never really paid attention to it before o_O; hm.<br />
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oh yeah and Myspace now allows more pictures <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Lol im excited over that.<br />
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....ok so i lied about not being curious about wats under the tree...Mom got me something thats like $800. O_o and i still can't figure out what the hell it is. XD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>yayay :3</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 23:38:02 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />My daddy is home from China <33!<br />
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O_O HE BOUGHT THESE CUTE OLMPIC DOLLS AND I WANT THEM DX<br />
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he got em for my cousin's daughter (O-o dont know what that is in relation to me)<br />
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XD he said there was lots of snow and the Chinese are the worst drivers ever. >insert Dane Cook joke here< D: I wana see snooowwww. It doesn't snow too much here. Never enough to play with. Just enough to make you go "aw :3 Snow..NOW GIVE ME MORE DAMMIT". i've seen pics of me as a little kid playing in mounds of snow in Ohio though. DX i dont remember it!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> well yeah my daddy's home and that makes me happy. O_o and my tummy feels tons better. it was hurty really bad this morning and got better after i ate dinner and I was fine when we got dad. XD and now I'm full cuz i ate eggplant? O_o; which i never liked before. DX Yuck. it was good. lol.<br />
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                <title>x_______x uggh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:05:16 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I've had a stomach ache since the day before yesterday.<br />
x____x;; and i can't get rid of it. I've had pepermints, and pepermint tea (cuz they're supposed to help) and I've had lots of water and even drank some 7 up (I haven't had a soda in a really long time cuz i stopped drinking em D: so that was kinda bleh) and i even had some pepto.<br />
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I hate vommiting. I could prolly count on one hand the number of times I've thrown up (that i can remember, so that doesnt inclue when i was a baby). I remember when I first started school, if i didn't eat breakfast 2 days in a row I'd throw up.so if i didn't wana go to school, I just wouldn't eat for a couple days. XD; thats horrible. and I remember throwing up in the Philippines after eating some wasabi peas after a loooong bus ride. that burned coming up. And then the last time was when i had bad Sonic food o_O; <br />
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and now. X___-; as much as I hate it, i tried to throw up but i couldn't. I gagged like 5 or 6 times too but it woudln't come up. And I don't have..other problems. XD I've just had an upset stomach for these past couple days and i can't get it to go away. DX; ugh my throat hurts now.<br />
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I duno what to do. I dont wana go to work like this.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Feature game: check it out.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 22:05:07 PST</pubDate>
                
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1. Cassmastah! <a href="http://iibleachedii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/i/iibleachedii.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="iibleachedii" /></a><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36170062/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/193/4/7/_Kyo_Dir_en_grey_Complete_by_iiBleachedii.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span> D: omg KYO how can i not love this<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43893398/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs12/150/f/2006/333/6/a/_Angler_by_iiBleachedii.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span> I really liked that picture even tho angler fish freak me out?XD  DORRIES! <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32582000/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/119/3/a/007_Days_by_DMCat15.png" width="150" height="139" /></a></span></span> :3 expressions amuse me<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40296718/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/266/f/f/__Cahaya__s_B_day_is_Today___by_DMCat15.png" width="150" height="144" /></a></span></span> Uh birthday picture! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> instant fave. XD<br />
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3. <a href="http://sabiekay.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sabiekay.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sabiekay" /></a><br />
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4. <a href="http://purplemuffin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purplemuffin.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purplemuffin" /></a><br />
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                <title>oh how shitty.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:57:07 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />So I love how walgreens is such a big copany and i know makes SO MUCH MONEY.<br />
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I got my Xmas bonus.<br />
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Guess how much it was?<br />
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TWELVE DOLLARS AND FIFTY CENTS.<br />
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$12.50.<br />
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Thank you walgreens, you cheap bastards.<br />
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I guess thats like an hour and a half pay for me. LOL. Oh well, I'll spend it either way but. DX JEEZ. 3 years working there and thats waht i get. (actully I only got that cuz I'm part time. XD full times got a whole $25!) <br />
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D: I duno, I feel like thats a rip off. In the past Ive seen people get like, $100 for a bonus. And i hear best buy employees get a whole lot too. xD it was some outrageous number, but i don't rememebr what.<br />
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Eh I guess i shouldm be greatful. atleast it's something. :3 and actully, I eared $96.93 in free money. XD; cuz we have mystery shops, and every time we get like..three 100s in a row we get gift cards. (and those are worth $25 for part time and $50 for full time)  And not to mention all the commissions i get on crap i don't even know. I mede $19.27 this last paycheck. (I guess i worked like 4 days, but that adds like 20 cents an hour or something. actully i don't even know cuz i didn'tdo the math so thats prolly wrong XD)<br />
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...LOL. ok enough ranting over my shitty bonus. better something than nothing.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>lol wiitarded.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 00:40:00 PST</pubDate>
                
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I went to walmart and saw it and was like SDJBFJDS BRANDON I MUST HAVE IT. <br />
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XD so he bought it for me. LMAO. Like i really needed a pink cover for it >_>;; It'll scare off the badies. XD<br />
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Oh and i also got Gwen Stefani's new CD. o_O;; I shouldn't have gone shopping at 1 am. XD; My kitties were starving though.<br />
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I have wedding pictures. :3 they pretty much all suck though. DX all the ones we tried to take of my cousin actully walking down the aisle were blurry. And all the ones..basically that my mom took sucked.<br />
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and theyre all big and im too lazy to resize.<br />
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that one turned out pretty though :3<br />
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                <title>OH MY GOD -cries-</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Dec 2006 21:26:31 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />;-; I BEAT IT. I BEAAT ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. <br />
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Ok guys, Twilight Princess has to be THE BEST FREAKIN ZELDA EVER. BETTER THAN ORCARINA OF TIME.<br />
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omg. D: I'm sad. I didn't want it to end. XD i don't wana ruin it for everyone so I won't say anything.. well I will say one thing.<br />
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...I LOVE MIDNA. SHE IS SEXY. I WILL HAVE HER BABIES. <333<br />
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;-; OH I WANA PLAY IT AGAIN. WHY DID IT HAVE TO END!?<br />
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Dude seriously, it wasn't like OMFG THIS IS SO HARD like windwaker was (XD was it just me?? I hate a HARD time beating that one) and the bosses (well most) were FUN! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ESPECIALLY THE FINAL BATTLE. <br />
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>_> LMAO Ganadork wears a tiara.<br />
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not really. I don't know what the hell that thing was on his head.<br />
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OH MY GOD I FREAKIN LOVE IT. I'M GONA GO...HUMP THE GAME. AND DRAW SCANDALOUS FANART WITH LINK AND MIDNA. >_> I mean.<br />
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                <title>CONGRATS</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 21:15:24 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>Herbie, Prints, and other nonesense</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Dec 2006 22:15:31 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />Ok who's seen Herbie fully loaded? XD Lindsay lohan's a stupid twit. but that movie was cute. ONLY BECAUSE HERBIE WAS A BUG AND HIS LOVE AFFAIR WITH THE YELLOW ONE WAS SO ADORABLE. other than that it was a piece of shit cuz Lindsey Lohan blows hard.<br />
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D: and when did prints become free? how does it work? do you actully get money off of em or what? xD i guess that happened when they made the new submission but i only noticed it when i submitted somethin a sec ago. D: hm. I wonder if i should start doin prints? :3 not that anything i draw is print worthy. >_> <br />
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and. ugh my head hurts. XD; Too much..sitting inside doing nothing. Actully thats not true, I took my final today. D: apparently 2 hours for writing a paper isn't long enough for me. -_-;; I had to rush through it cuz of the time limit so i dont know if i did too well on that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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WOO NO MORE COLLEGE FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR. >D yayuh. I made it throught he first semester already o_o;; dayum. XP go me! <br />
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I can't wait till i got to the art institute though. :3 I duno, makes me feel...like thats somewhere I NEED to be right now. Ithink it would make me feel better and more..at home. LOL or something. D: i wasn't one of those kids who took art classes or was in art club even. >_> school and art just didn't mix for me. I didn't think art was somethign that could really be taught. and i still think that art can't be taught IN HIGH SCHOOL. Theres just not enough time to really work on something. I don't think i learned anything from art really. XD all it was was a pain in the ass. ithink if i could redo it I'd do it 100xs better. D: i can actully sit down and force myself to draw something I don't like. XD it's all about the brain. Cuz you know your brain has two halves, and the right side is the artistic side and the left is your...everything else side. LOl. logical i guess? the side that counts numbers and does the alphabet and keeps track of time. BORING STUFF. XD that part of your brain makes you thinkg "THIS IS STUPID" when you have to draw something you dn't like in art class. LOL x_x; thank you ms. z for all of that..<br />
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... >_>; aww I don't get class with Ms. Z this week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />
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WOOF. im gona go play s'more zelda. XD WOOWOO I'm lookin for mirror pieces.<br />
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...GANADORK IS SEXY IN THIS GAME.<br />
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                <title>=_= foof</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:39:14 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />Woah I haven't written a journal in almost a week!?! XDDD<br />
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blarrrgy blarg. Its nice not having work. :3 I had yesterday off (aside from art class with Ms. Z) after working 4 days in a row (which hasn't happened since..Summer or something.) and I have one more final tomorrow. <br />
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D: and high school lets out then too. which is wierd. cuz i know we always got out on like..the 20th or later. Never more than a week before xmas. <br />
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I'm stuck on Zelda again. XD but thats ok cuz i havea ll the free time in the world to play it now.<br />
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:3 my cousin's gettin married on Saturday!! Whee ^^ <br />
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aaaaaand. o_o; I'm in a better mood this morning. x_x; I guess thats not a bad thing. I know something is really wrong when i go to bed upset and still feel like that in the morning.<br />
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hrmph. yeah thats it. just a little update x3<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>LOL omg I'm becoming a rabid fangirl</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Dec 2006 16:46:12 PST</pubDate>
                
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>______> hahahha. I love Link ;-;<br />
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DX I'M STUCK IN THE WATER TEMPLE. WHY does the water temple ALWAYS SUCK!?<br />
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o_o srsly, I've been wandering around for like 2 hours. x____X<br />
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so I'm like. >_> should i..DRAW INSTEAD OF PLAY? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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I'll play for another 2 hours and see what happens XD<br />
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EDIT:<br />
YAYUH I FINALLY BEAT IT. >_> took me forver cuz i kept overlooking the simplest things..like.uh. LADDERS. xD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>OPINIONS. :D</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/10988154/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 19:36:22 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />and i wanted to push that other blog off my page.<br />
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                <title>I'M SUCH A BITCH</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:37:11 PST</pubDate>
                
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WHAT IS THAT.<br />
WHAT. THE. HELL. sixty FREAKIN 8 faves.<br />
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and guess how many comments?<br />
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NONE. NOT A SINGLE FUCKING ONE.<br />
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FAVED MY WHOLE FUCKING GALLERY.<br />
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Should I be happy that someone liked my art enough to fave my whole gallery? >_> Maybe. alot of people don't get as much attention on thier art as they desereve, but hey I was at that point too. I remember when I got a fave, i thought that was amazing and i would write a whole thank you speech on the person who faved my pics page >_><br />
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But no. I'm sorry, but that pisses me off. What do you want in return of all that work you did? You're not getting anything from me. I guess I could say thank you? But ahah! if you look through the rest of his faves, he's done the same with alot of other artists.<br />
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SO FUCK THAT. THAT PISSES ME OFF. FSNDJFBNJKGSKNSK;NSKN.<br />
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Yeah go ahead and think I'm a bitch for it, but i totally could care less about how many fucking faves I get. Faves don't tell me shit. COMMENTS TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE ABOUT THE PICTURE.<br />
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You know who really gives great comments? <a href="http://ppgrainbow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/p/ppgrainbow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ppgrainbow" /></a> I don't think I've ever given her credit for that, but I really appreciate how she points out the details she likes on all the stuff I post. SO THANK YOU RAINBOW for being such a great commenter :3 <br />
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SO FOLLOW HER EXAMPLE BEFORE YOU FAVE MY WHOLE DAMN GALLERY. UGH<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>thats kinda..gross..</title>
                <link>http://Cahaya.deviantart.com/journal/10973778/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Dec 2006 15:24:21 PST</pubDate>
                
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I found a bunch of crap i never took out of it. tons of lip prouduct, bobby pins, a ribbon i thought i lost, someone's phone number, tweezers, a tube of toothpaste...<br />
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I used to carry around toothpaste with me. Every day to school.<br />
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and then i found something hard in one of the hidden pockets. It was a toothbrush holder XD! with 2 toothbrushes in em. EW. how long have those been there. o_o I carried around not only mine but BRANDON'S toothbrush too. XDD lmaooo. O__o;; I'm slightly grossed out XD<br />
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EDIT: LOL I just went through another purse.. o_o and found another toothbrush. XD LOL<br />
I mean its not like i just carried em just to have em, i actully USED them while i was at school. Srsly I'm like..really big on dental hygene XD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>first semester coming to a close..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:26:24 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />Well, I have to say, it really did fly by. >w< wow and it's been stressful. even now, I have a government project due tomorrow and all of my math homework. I really want to make good grades, even if I don't need the class cuz I know if i don't it'll bite me in the ass later in life.<br />
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There were points where I thought..Should I really go to college? Is the really the right thing for me to be doing right now? Well, the only thing that keeps me from not going to college is work. haha. I'm not gona be working at a shit ass job for the rest of my life (and the job I have right now really isn't THAT bad. I make $8.35 an hour [and i should be getting my 3 year raise soon! LOL] and aside from when its busy like during the holidays its a pretty easy and not stressful.) I just know I don't want to struggle to get bills paid =/ I know a friend who decided to move in with her boyfriend who she was only dating for like 3 weeks and he's a deadbeat. >_> and shes so far in debt its horrible. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to have to ask for money so I can actully have something to eat.<br />
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I love my mom to death, don't get me wrong, but I know that I dont' want to end up in her shoes. (well in some points yes i do) She works at Kroger, int he Deli and has for over 10 years. Per year, she gets $23,040. And thats not taking out the taxes or benefits or even adding overtime if she does get it. So she really gets alot less than that. To some, that seems like alot right? I guess you could live off of that, but it wouldn't be great. This may make me sound like a spoiled brat but my family coudln't live off that. We havea  house that still need to be paid off, most of our appliances are run by gas, and for some reason natural gas prices are up as well as gasoline >_>; so the bills now are way more than what they used to be, we have DSL, satelite TV, mom's Filipino satalite, my dad has a new truck that hasn't been paid off, and there are 5 people in this family and 2 dogs and 5 kitties. o_O And my brothers and dad eat like pigs XD they're like vacumes. <br />
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Ok, so getting back to the whole college thing. My tuition at the Art Institute is like $76,250.00 (well actully it should be a bit less because of the classes I'm taking at community college..but maybe not cuz that doesnt include books or supplies i need DX) And I know as soon as I get out of college I'm not going to be making that a year... I wish. XD Maybe if i do REALLYREALLYREALLY good and graduate in the top of my class? LOL. mayve x-x<br />
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SO anyways, getting out of college, I know that I will atleast be making more than my mom does now with more than 10 years of experience at her job (I dont know how long it is exactly, she used to work for kroger waaay back in the day before we even moved overseas too). D: So. with that in mind, it keeps me going. I want to take care of my parents andpay them back somehow for everything they have ever done (and still are doing) for me.<br />
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...which reminds me, my little brother was like "MOM SPENT LIKE A THOUSAND DOLLARS ON YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT!"<br />
O___o which makes me wonder..wtf did she get me!? I spent alot of money on her too, but..LOL not taht much. I just got a new bed from my parents as a birthday present. >_>; maybe..a NEW TEEVEE? YAH? LMAO. yeah right. O_o i duno what the hell it could be though. My mom is insanely generous. I think I get my xmas shopping habits from her XD<br />
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and shes making crabs for dinner. :3 Yum.<br />
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I can't wait for my dad to come back home..<br />
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and for this semester to end.<br />
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XD and for my cousin's (<a href="http://bluesparklez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluesparklez.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bluesparklez" /></a>) wedding, which is on the 16th! WOo!<br />
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And Brandon said he got that job offshore O_O<br />
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..ok I'm done rambling. I dont know anyone else who writes as many long journals (or journals period XD) as i do<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Oh i love gay people &lt;3!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Dec 2006 15:05:36 PST</pubDate>
                
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Well I nicknamed him Wizzie :3 cuz his last name..cuz we were in ROTC together.<br />
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He was always..pretty feminine. but not like FLAMING. He was very softspoken and always did alot of talking with his hands. And at one point or another, I always thought he was gay, but he always told all of us he wasn't. And he did hide it well. But in the back of our heads, we were all like. >_>; maaaaybe...<br />
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SO a couple months ago he came out, and I was kinda in shock but then at the saem time i was like..I KNEW IT. >D<br />
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lol. kinda like when Dutch, er <a href="http://dreaminggod.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreaminggod.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dreaminggod" /></a> came out. XD I think I was one of the first, if not THE first to know about it. And at the same time i was like..I KNEW IT. D: but both of them dated some girls in highschool..BUT neither of them really did anything with them.<br />
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:3 so anyways. trent told me about how his love life has been going. and OMFG he's got this HOT guy goin after him. XDD he's an abercrombie model. D:srsly man, I was like..WHY. I'M SO JEALOUS BUT I'M HAPPY FORYOU.<br />
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:3 and hes comin back for some of xmas break. ^^<br />
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OH yeah and he told me that he used to have a crush on me at one time! XDD LOL (oh and he had the hots for Brandon for the past 3 years too >_>; )BUt hahah. :3 thats funny. Dutch said he had a crush on me too. XD DOES THAT MEAN I'M MANLY AND THEY LIKE THAT ABOUT ME?! lmao. I should ask. o_O<br />
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i needa do homework. XP PROCRASTINATORS UNITE!! ..... tomorrow! xD<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>More wii talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:46:06 PST</pubDate>
                
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xD Uhm, so far no mention of Gerudos, but she looks like she'd be one. When i saw her the first thing I thought...BOOBS.<br />
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>_> if you saw her you'd know exactly why. XD I LIKE HER. SHE'S SEXY. And volumtuousss. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> o_O for some reason she reminded me of queen latifa. XP; <br />
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LALALALA. Yay not so sore arm. but..uh my..muscles between my neck and shoulders are still in pain. DX how sad is that. goes to show how bad of shape I'm in. <br />
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Lalalalaa i really need to work harder on math homework or i'll end up failing that class >w< WHich would suck cuz theres like, one chapter I dont know what I'm doing. WOO semester is almost over. X____X I won't miss English. or math but i have that again next semester. I'll miss Govt cuz my teacher was awesome and he's gona have surgery so he's gone for the rest of the year too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <br />
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o_____o hm. Too much xmas shopping. I keep buyin stuff! XD I just see stuff and im like..OOOH that would be good for so and so! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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and then i end up getting 5 things for people who i do't really need to be spending that much money on. Like Brandon's mom. >_>; I think i spent more on her than  i did on my little brother. XD but he's a little shit so thats ok..<br />
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                <title>I think I dislocated my shoulder..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 21:23:28 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />XDD lmfao. WII SPORTS IS SO FUN. <br />
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o_O i am so pro at baseball. and bowling. xD AH I LOVE IT. and srsly, my arm is hurty D: I think I just chunk too hard. I could prolly break a TV with how hard i swing that remote XD GOOD THING FOR SAFTEY STRAPS lol.<br />
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o_O ok in Zelda, i got done with the forest temple (uh i think thats what it was anyway. XD I dont remember if thats what it said it was!) and. i guess im lookin for Gorons now. XP TOO MUCH DISTRACTIONSSSS.<br />
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o_O man my arm really hurts. D: how sad. XD i think I almost convinced Ian and his parents to get a wii cuz i took it over there. :3 LOL at first Ms. Z kicked Ian and my ass in bowling DX I was like..WTF I WAS PLAYING THIS ALL DAY AND I SUCK ><;<br />
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fun fun fun. :3 and i cooked chili today..AND BRANDON ATE IT. o_____O!! he never eats my chili! <br />
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and its like freezing balls outside. 3 degrees celcius. its like 39.4 Farenhieght or something (XD just goin off my car which has the thermometer set to celsius cuz the lady who owned paulie before me was Canadian! XP) o_____o i went to school this morning and it was almost 70. so it was cool but not too bad. and when i got outa class IT WAS FREAKIN 44 DEGREES.  Crazy weather. :3 starting to feel like Xmas tho. maybe we'll get snow this year? who knows. ^^<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>So yeah..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 21:56:06 PST</pubDate>
                
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xD omfg and Wii Sports is hilarious! My mom, brother, and I played bowling. AND I WON. D: My mom would pwn my in real bowling though. XD woop.<br />
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wow this isn't somethign I need to be addicted to right now o_O;<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>today might be one of the greatest days ever!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 15:15:40 PST</pubDate>
                
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CUZ MY PORTFOLIO WAS WONDERFUL. And I passed. :3 and Only have to give em my transcripts at the end of the semester and I'll be accepted totally into the Art Institute of Houston.<br />
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AND.<br />
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GUESS WHAT I GOT.<br />
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a Wii.<br />
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WOO. AND ZELDA. FUCK YEAH IM GONA GO PLAY NOW WOOWOOWOWWW<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>:3 woop</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Nov 2006 11:51:06 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />WELL.<br />
<br />
I'm happy again..<br />
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Life really is too short to be depressed. D:<br />
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And you know what? I CAN live without Brandon. Even if i was miserable, i know that evetully I would be ok. and i did pretty well without him around (XD when he was around was what killed me)<br />
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And then i decided... Life is so much more fun when he's around though! Why keep him out?<br />
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:3<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>One thing I know for sure..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Nov 2006 23:02:23 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />is that right now...more than anything...I need a friend..<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>I got a little bit of hope, like soap on a rope</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Nov 2006 21:13:03 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />:3 Fuuu..<br />
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I'm ina much better mood. ^^ I talked to Brandon twice today. I can't wait to see him.<br />
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O_o wierd tho, cuz we just talk and its not lovely dovey. I duno what to do. I miss him but..I'm thinking..do i WANAN jump right back into our relationship? I mean, its not like it was horrible and i was miserable. he treated me VERY well, but his game addictions were the only problem. and..well couple little things, but he wasnever mean to me or called me names or made me feel bad on purpose. He'd never do anything like that to me. Which makes me NOT wana date cuz I know my standards would be set so high cuz I know alot of guys are jerks XP<br />
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And well, I don't settle for jerks. Cuz I'm not stupid. :3<br />
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anyways.<br />
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O_o man I did a TON of x mas shopping today. XD;;I bought Brandon alot. And here i was thinking i wasnt gona get him an ything. I got him this hoodie which I wanted to keep for myself. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> i even wore it XD<br />
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close up!<br />
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...FREAKIN YEAH. ;-; man I love Link <3 lmao..even when he's a bebeh. ... -not a child molester-<br />
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XD OH yeah and I forgot to post a pic of the tattoo he got.<br />
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O______o speaking of tattoo my mom saw mine. XD she was like trying to rub it cuz she didnt thnk it was real. eh she coulda been worse I guess. o_o she coulda came after me with a knife to try and rip it off XD<br />
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OOHOOo and I'm not done with the pictures either. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
My portfolio is due on Monday. o_____o yeek. BUT i'm almost done! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> only 3 and a half more pics. XD<br />
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Sorry for crappy quality. XD i didnt wana scan so i just took pics<br />
 BUT ANYWAYS<br />
heres my 3 still life pics.<br />
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that was one of the first things I drew for Ms. Z's class.<br />
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XD that was a homework assignment. Pika is killing the peep bunny! D:! with a straightener! DUN DUN DUN. XP<br />
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Uh my shoes. XD Theyre dirty. that pic took me like an hour to do lmao.<br />
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and then my 3 landscape/enviornment pics.<br />
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SHITTY. That was a pic i drew before i took the classes with Ms Z. XD just freehanded it all. i mean its alright but I've gotten a WHOLE LOT BETTER. ..see next few pics for details! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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BING. Wow whole lot better than the one before right? I drew it only a couple weeks before and I've made such an improvement. XD not only did i learn how to use a straight edge! LOL I learned how to measure by judging the relationships between two objects and how to measure angles. o_O yeah this was Ms. Z's screenroom and it pissed me off but i think it turned out pretty good.<br />
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and this one is the one I'm working the hardest on.<br />
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x______x my house! (all these pics look SO much better IRL mind you. o_O; ) but uh. the front of my house is made of STONE. UGH PAIN IN THE ASS XD as you can seee. I'm not even done. that whole front of the house is stone with the exveption of the right hand side (which is... ]]></description>
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                <title>edit:i think tonights the night</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Nov 2006 20:36:16 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I'm gona call him and talk to him again.<br />
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don't know what's goign to happen. hes at his dads in san antonio right now though, so we're gona be talking on the phone seriously, which is something we haven't done in a long time.<br />
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Well, wish me luck!<br />
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EDIT:<br />
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ok so i called him. and we talked for a bit. C: and it was cool... he told me he got a new truck from his dad. and its a standard. Woop woop. And yeah other stuff. we only talked for like 10 mins but he sid he'd call me back later. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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                <title>far behind</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Nov 2006 17:42:19 PST</pubDate>
                
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But I did it anyway<br />
And not maybe<br />
Some would say your life was sad<br />
But you lived it anyway<br />
And now maybe<br />
Your friends they stand beside they watch you crumble<br />
As you falter to the ground<br />
And now maybe<br />
Your friends they stand beside as you were flying<br />
Oh you were flying oh so high<br />
But then some day people look at you for what they call their own<br />
They watch you suffer<br />
Yeah they hear you calling home<br />
But then some day we could take our time<br />
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us<br />
But you left me far behind<br />
Now maybe I didnt mean to treat you oh so bad<br />
But I did it anyway<br />
Now maybe some would say youre left with what you had<br />
But you couldnt share the pain<br />
No, no, no<br />
Couldnt share the pain they watch you suffer<br />
Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes<br />
But I live with what Ive known<br />
Yes maybe we might share in something great<br />
But wont you look at where weve grown<br />
Wont you look at where weve gone<br />
But then someday comes tomorrow holds a sense of what I fear for you in my mind<br />
As you trip the final line<br />
And that cold day when you lost control<br />
Shame you left my life<br />
So soon you should have told me<br />
But you left me far behind<br />
Now maybe I didnt meant to treat you oh so bad<br />
But I did it anyway<br />
Now maybe some would say youre left with what you had<br />
But you couldnt share the pain<br />
No, no, no<br />
Now maybe I didnt mean to treat you oh so bad<br />
But I did it anyway<br />
No maybe some would say youre left with what you had<br />
But you couldnt share the pain<br />
I said times have changed your friends<br />
They come and watch you crumble to the ground<br />
They watch you suffer<br />
Yeah they hold you down<br />
Hold you down<br />
Maybe brother maybe love I didnt mean to treat you bad<br />
But you left me far behind<br />
Left me far behind<br />
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                <title>Grr..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Nov 2006 19:30:52 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>The only letter he's ever written me..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Nov 2006 13:21:29 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I got a card.<br />
the front has this little bunny lookingn thing on the front sitting on a smiling moon saying "hi. its just me"<br />
and inside it says "the person wh loves you more than anyone else in the entire universe"<br />
<br />
and then he wrote me a letter inside as well...<br />
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"Alisson, I love you. I miss you so much. It was so wrong of me to chose a stupid game over someone that matters, Ali, you matter to me more than anything I know. I made an ass out of myself.<br />
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I feel that I was so unfair to your needs and feeling. i hate that I put a dumb ass game in front of you. I am sorry for what i put you through Sunday. I am sorry that I pushed you over the limit that you had to give me the ring for me to understand what a dick I have become.<br />
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If you don't want me back I understand. I just wanted to talk to you one last time. I am so happy because of what we have experienced together. I hope you have enjoyed your time with me just as I have enjoyed it with you. I will always love you."<br />
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Only i fixed the mispellings and incorrect grammer best I could but I can't really see right now cuz I'm crying so much.<br />
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Oh my god I miss him so much...<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>yeah what the flying fuck. :edit:</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Nov 2006 05:28:26 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />edit: I'm going about things the wrong way.<br />
<br />
 I need to stop assuming things and that everyone is out to get me when they areally arent.<br />
<br />
I'm so emotionally exhasted and I want to push out anything that doesn't make me feel good at the moment away. I'm not normally this bitchy, I know I'm a better person than that but right now I'm just a wreck and I need my time. <br />
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I don't feel like i can even draw anything at the moment to make me feel better, which is gona get me in trouble since I put off my homework for ms. z AND my portfolio is due next week. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />
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But I'm still doing ok. I'm not insane yet, and I haven't even been crying as much as I thought. This time of year I need to be thankful for what I do have, and as much as things suck right now I am extremely thankful for the support I have been getting. Thank you everyone who has been kind enough to take the time to read all my complaints and problems and tell me that I will be ok. I know I will. And I just need a reminder every now and then. <br />
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Like i said before, I wanted to become my own independent person. I wana make sure I'm able to do things on my own in case I don't have someone to be dependent on. <br />
<br />
well thats all i have for now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> have a happy thanksgiving all of you incase I don't write again. <3<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>ok, so heres the story..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Nov 2006 22:08:59 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />I'm just gona copy and paste from my myspace blogs cuz I don't feel like typing again.<br />
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 Sunday, November 19, 2006<br />
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Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay<br />
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So.<br />
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Let me count how long its been... hmm.<br />
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2 years 10 months and 20 days ish?<br />
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after..however long it was...<br />
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I'm just me again.Just Ali. not Ali and whatsisface.<br />
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I'll explain to details to the people who should know. But it's been something that was going on for a while. And its sad it had to end this way but it did.<br />
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But its wierd. Cuz I'm not crying right now. I'm not angry. I'm not sad. I'm not bitter.. I'm just..still sitting here and trying to take it all in.<br />
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For some reason I know I'll be ok... I don't exactly have a whole lot of moral support. But the couple I do have is probably the best I could ask for. Without those few people, I think I'd go insane.<br />
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So thank you Ms. Z, and John, and even Ian (hahah I love the whole Neale family <3), Thank you Del, Julie, and Sam. Even though I didn't explain it all I know you'll be more than willing to listen and that means the world to me. I'm not really in the mood to talk all the much, but I know you understand that without me even saying anything.<br />
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I have lost some important people in my life, but I guess thats what it takes to realize how important the people you DO have in your life are to you.<br />
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I just hope I can carry on like this, with my head held high and not regret what I have done. Not to say we can't work things out in the future, because I did mean it when I said yes when he asked me to marry him. He makes me happier than anyone else has, but he also has hurt me more than he could ever imagine. Not that I'm blaming it all on him, don't get me wrong, he was not abusive, he did not call me names, he did not force me to do anything I didn't want to... I just needed more from him that he could have given to me.<br />
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<br />
 Monday, November 20, 2006<br />
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I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear<br />
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Here's an email I sent to my dad last night. It pretty much covers what happened.<br />
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Hey dad,<br />
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I haven't sent you anything in the past couple days. Sorry about that. This week has been hell for me. And I think its finally taken a toll on me. My lips are starting to break out again. Joy.<br />
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I'm actully doing ok right now. I'm not crying, and I'm not angry, and I'm not sad. I thought I made the worst decision of my life earlier today. Don't know if you'll be glad to hear this news or not, but I broke it off with Brandon today.<br />
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Honestly, I've doubted our relationship more when he asked me to marry him than when we were just dating. That should have been my first clue tha something wasn't right.<br />
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But lately we've been fighting over how much time he spends playing his stupid world of warcrack. Just 2 days ago we were in a HUGE fight about it. That week i have so much homework, that english paper, and a govt project to do. And I asked him to come see me to give me moral support. And he didn't come see me at all and didn't call me for 2 days. He was working, but he still had time to come see me before that. and i know he was playing that game from the time he got home from school till he worked. And he didn't call. When he did I was busy working on my homework and he didn't wana call me anymore cuz he said i sounded aggrivated with him.<br />
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And so today we had Thanksgiving at Evelyn's. He told me every Wed and Sun he has to play WoW for whatever reason, and I'm ok with that most of the time. I actully had this Sunday off, which is wierd, and so I asked him to come eat dinner with me. and he said..<br />
No. Because its Sunday. And he has to play WoW on sundays.<br />
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So i was pissed off at him and then I called him and said "The next time you choose that game over me, it's over." And i hate to make it come to that, but i mean we JUST hada  huge fight over it. and we've been arguing over it for so long now... but anyways he thought I was being unfair. And i said I thought he was being unfair because he would rather play a stupid game than spend time with his girlfriend.<br />
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Later on after I ate, I brought him some food because I thought it would make realize how much I do for him even when he's being an ass. So we talk and he explains why he thinks im wrong and blah blah blah.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Its complicated now..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2006 22:46:41 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>setback after setback the need to play remains</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:11:44 PST</pubDate>
                
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<img src="http://www.paypal.com/en_US/i/icon/verification_seal.gif" alt="Official PayPal Seal"></img></div><br /><br />C: Woop I signed up for my spring classes already~! yayuh. And my schedule is freakin sweet.<br />
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Art History: Mon Wed 1:00pm-2:20pm<br />
Publ. speaking: Mon, Wed. 2:30 pm-3:50pm<br />
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Sociology: Tues, Thurs 10:00am-11:20 am<br />
College Algebra: Tues, Thurs 11:30am-2:20 pm<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> SO!<br />
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I have 10 mins between classes, unlike now where i have an hour and a half .____. so then im stuck there like. D: wtf do i do.<br />
...and I was told my College algebra proffessor is cute >_> *snort* WHICH ISN'T WHY I SIGNED UP FOR HIM. .. . . .. . . .<br />
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:3<br />
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AH no more research paper <33~!! And I only have school on Tuesday next week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> scorree~~<br />
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And BRANDON GOT A TATTOO. XD lmfao, it made him like way sexier. o_O he could have tattooed a penis on him and I'd be all over that. XD he got in on his back, and he said it hurt him alot and he wouldn't do it again XP; cuz hes really weird about his back to begin with. o_O he freaks out when i touch his back too. (well he DID not so much anymore) C: HES HAWT. And I love him mucho and he makes me happy ;-;<br />
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lol. okay I dont know what to do with all this free time xD<br />
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NO WORK SUNDAY EITHER?! maybe cuz I work on Turkey day >_< Oh well. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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..I WANT A FREAKIN Wii ;-;<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>OMG Wii!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 19:33:08 PST</pubDate>
                
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even though at first i waslike. WTF DO I DO. its SO CUTE AND LITTLE D:!! i was holding the controller backrards at first XDDDD OMFG I WANT IT ;-; you really have to move the controller to make it move. if you havent seen previews of how it works. man people are gona have carpel tunnel or something from it. XD GAH I WANT IT.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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