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deviantART: by:Calahad http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Calahad&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Calahad en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 21:16:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png A new beginning http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/23443967/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/23443967/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:45:32 PDT I've got great news!

All of you who haven't forgotten me go right away to my brand new photography account ~m3talDOG and devWATCH me,ok?

More info there.That's all,bye bye...

]]> ~Calahad Nothing lasts forever... http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/23043534/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/23043534/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 15:46:34 PST
But it's time to end this silly game of escaping from reality.My art has come to a dead end and there's nothing new I can show to world.

My art suck and I don't and will not have time to improve it.

Thank you people.For everything you have done for me.Each one of you.

I wish you all the best,deviants.You deserve it.

I'm off.Have a nice day.

]]> ~Calahad All the best for the best http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/22098922/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/22098922/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 00:06:13 PST
I know, I realize very well that I haven't posted anything to deviantart in months and believe me, it makes me sad in a way because there were times when I uploaded at least three or even more deviations in a month. I'll try to get back on the track asap but first I have to pass all the exams in school.

However, this is not the journal's subject I wanted to talk about. As we all know, Christmas along with the New Year's Eve are already knocking on the door so I wanted to wish you Merry Christmas to you all. To those I know by heart as well as to those who I've never seen. Enjoy the free time you can spare in this busy and hectic world, have good times with your friends and relatives and most importantly give love to your other halves. They deserve it no matter what.

And of course, I wish you happy New Year.

Be cool, stay cool.

I'm off.

See ya in the next year!

]]> ~Calahad Comics Salon/IstroCON 2008 http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/20500882/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/20500882/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 06:10:49 PDT
Je 12. september, celÃ½ netrpezlivÃ½ odpoÄÃtavam poslednÃº polhodinu sediac v Å¡kole na prednÃ¡Å¡ke a neviem sa doÄkaÅ¥ kedy sa stretnem so svojim dievÄaÅ¥om a spolu vyrazÃme na ÄalÅ¡Ã roÄnÃk Comics Salonu a IstroCONu. Äas ubiehal aÅ¾ ukrutne pomaly ale nakoniec vidÃm vstup do Istropolisu a so spokojnÃ½m vÃ½razom si nechÃ¡vam omotaÅ¥ okolo ruky fialovÃº pÃ¡sku, ktorÃ¡ predstavovala permanentku na vÅ¡etky 3 dni vÃ½stavy.

Piatok (12. september) 16:00
PrvÃ© prednÃ¡Å¡ky a premietania zaÄali (ne)oficiÃ¡lne uÅ¾ o 14:00 ale tÃ½m, Å¾e sme priÅ¡li o 2 hodiny neskÃ´r sme naÅ¡Å¥astie niÄ pre nÃ¡s dÃ´leÅ¾itÃ© nepremeÅ¡kali. Stojac v strede prvÃ©ho poschodia, kompletne dezorientovanÃ z toÄ¾kÃ½ch moÅ¾nostÃ kam skoÄiÅ¥ najprv, sme sa vybrali na malÃ½ prieskum miestnostÃ aby sme sa vedeli troÅ¡ku lepÅ¡ie pohybovaÅ¥ pri hÄ¾adanÃ ÄalÅ¡Ãch prednÃ¡Å¡ok. Nakoniec sme aj tak zaÄali nÃ¡Å¡ Comics Salon/IstroCON prednÃ¡Å¡kou o LARPE, ktorÃº mal na svedomÃ Pitkin (nÃ¡jsÅ¥ ho mÃ´Å¾ete na strÃ¡nke slovenskej LARPovej komunity, slad.sk). Za 2 hodiny sme sa toho dozvedeli naozaj dosÅ¥ a hoci sa prednÃ¡Å¡ajÃºci oÄividne poriadne zapotil, nemÃ¡m Äo jeho spÃ´sobu prednÃ¡Å¡ania niÄ Äo vytknÃºÅ¥.

Tak fajn, to by sme mali LARP, je na Äase trochu zmeny a tak sa spolu s Luckou (~Shiny-Day) poberÃ¡me do Japan salÃ³nu, kde mÃ¡ prebiehaÅ¥ premietanie âjaponskÃ©ho hororuâ StraÅ¡idelnÃ¡ Å¡kola (orig.: HakGyo 4). Film natoÄenÃ½ v roku 2001 a navyÅ¡e nie s moc veÄ¾kÃ½m rozpoÄtom nÃ¡s postraÅ¡il jedinÃ½ krÃ¡t za celÃ½ film a aj to dosÅ¥ chabo. Pocit, Å¾e ide o japonskÃº produkciu ste z neho mali ale tÃ½m to tak konÄÃ. Efekty, ktorÃ© sprevÃ¡dzali celÃ½ film boli miestami aÅ¾ k smiechu a jedinÃ© Äo navodzovalo aspoÅ mizivÃº atmosfÃ©ru z neznÃ¡meho bola hudba. MyÅ¡lienku mal film veÄ¾mi podarenÃº ale to prevedenie, proste katastrofa. TÃ½mto by sa piatok skonÄil, keÄÅ¾e obaja dochÃ¡dzame do Bratislavy a cestovnÃ½ poriadok nepustÃ. Tak sme sa po filme odobrali na stanicu prespaÅ¥ kaÅ¾dÃ½ do svojho pelechu a na ÄalÅ¡Ã deÅ skoro rÃ¡no hurÃ¡ znova do toho.

HneÄ prvÃ½ deÅ sme stretli (teda myslÃm, Å¾e to boli oni ) *Yuhon, ~Wellferine, ~A-Teivosa. Keby som mal zhrnÃºÅ¥ piatok, tak by som povedal, Å¾e bol takÃ½ nemastnÃ½-neslanÃ½. Moc sme toho nestihli ale Äi uÅ¾ zÃ¡merne alebo nie, z mojej osobnej skÃºsenosti viem, Å¾e prvÃ© dni takÃ½chto vÃ½stav sa vÅ¾dy rozbiehajÃº veÄ¾mi pomaly.

Sobota (13. september) 11:00
V sobotu sme dorazili na miesto nieÄo mÃ¡lo pred jedenÃ¡stou a na poÅ¾iadanie naÅ¡ej kamarÃ¡tky, ktorÃ¡ sa nemohla prÃ¡ve vtedy zÃºÄastniÅ¥, sme si ako prvÃº zastÃ¡vku zvolili hodinovÃº prednÃ¡Å¡ku o zelenom Äaji v Japan salÃ³ne. NaÅ¡e nadÅ¡enie bolo rozprÃ¡Å¡enÃ© prvou minÃºtou prednÃ¡Å¡ky, kedy vÅ¡etkÃ½m spolusediacim doÅ¡lo, Å¾e ten chlapÃk z davu, ktorÃ©ho tam posadila znÃ¡ma (zvyÄajne prednÃ¡Å¡ajÃºca o zelenom Äaji ako ona tvrdila), a ktorÃ½ predÄÃtaval zo stohu papierov ako na zÃ¡kladnej Å¡kole, sa do toho viditeÄ¾ne ani minimÃ¡lne nevyznÃ¡. Verte Äi nie, tÃº hodinu sme si odsedeli a aby som nebol aÅ¾ tak kritickÃ½, predsa len sme sa vec Äi dve o zelenom Äaji dozvedeli.

AvÅ¡ak niÄÃm neohÃºrenÃ sme sa vybrali o dvoje dvere vedÄ¾a do Fantasy a Horror salÃ³nu, kde prÃ¡ve zaÄÃnala prednÃ¡Å¡ka pod nÃ¡zvom âÄo by ste mali vedieÅ¥, neÅ¾ pÃ´jdete na Narniu do kina.â KoneÄne poriadna a zaujÃmavÃ¡ prednÃ¡Å¡ka, ktorÃº prednÃ¡Å¡ajÃºca Elendilka podala veÄ¾mi dobre podÄ¾a mÃ´jho nÃ¡zoru. Ja osobne som videl len prvÃ½ film Narnie, kniÅ¾ky som videl moÅ¾no tak vo vÃ½klade knÃhkupectiev a nedÃ¡ sa povedaÅ¥ Å¾eby som bol nejakÃ½ fanatik do tejto sÃ©rie kniÅ¾iek a filmov ale musÃ sa nechaÅ¥, Å¾e Narnia mÃ¡ nieÄo do seba.

NajbliÅ¾Å¡ia prednÃ¡Å¡ka sa konala aÅ¾ o 2 hodiny, keÄÅ¾e sme niÄ pre nÃ¡s aÅ¾ tak lÃ¡kavÃ© nenaÅ¡li a tak sme sa Å¡li na chvÃÄ¾ku vyvetraÅ¥ na ÄerstvÃ½ vzduch a zaÅ¡li splaÅ¡iÅ¥ nieÄo pod zub.

O tretej zaÄal RolePlay Workshop, urÄenÃ½ aj pre novÃ¡Äikov (za ktorÃ©ho sa ja teda urÄite povaÅ¾ujem). PrvÃ¡ Å¡tvrÅ¥ka bola Äisto teoretickÃ¡, zatiaÄ¾ Äo zvyÅ¡ok rezervovanej hodiny bol venovanÃ½ hraniu rÃ´znych situÃ¡cii a tÃ©m. ZakonÄenÃ¡ bola situÃ¡ciou na lodi plnej nechutne bohatÃ½ch snobov, kde prepukla zÃ¡hadnÃ¡ choroba, ktorÃ¡ klÃ¡tila posÃ¡dku jednÃ©ho za druhÃ½m a kaÅ¾dÃ½ prÃsediaci sa mohol zapojiÅ¥. A Å¾e sa zapojili vÅ¡etci.

http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/19480051/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:57:06 PDT Hi there,deviants.

I know,I knooow.

I havenÂ´t been up to nothing new lately as far as my art is concerned but trust me,thereÂ´s has been no challenge or nice idea to draw.IÂ´m out of ideas and donÂ´t know what to do about it.I just hope this condition wonÂ´t take too long and IÂ´ll be back in business in no time.

And how about you?How are you,people?

Some of you will maybe refuse to believe me but I was just released today from hospital in Malacky,where I had had an appendix surgery.It had to be cut out because it was wrought up and there was a great danger of threatening my life.Now I have a six-centimeter-long scar on my belly.Phew,I was scared like never before but itÂ´s finally behind me.The only funny part was right before the surgery began when I was injected a dosage of sedatives.I remember only myself saying:"Doctor,why isnÂ´t this working?IÂ´m still conscious..." BAM! The next thing I remember is lying in the bed and a nurse giving me another injection against pain.

But IÂ´ve got also good news.

IÂ´m in love with one very special girl which IÂ´ve never thought it is be possible that we two will fall in love with each other.She knows who she is and letÂ´s keep it that way.

I love you,girl,very much.

My holidays?Well,IÂ´m enjoying them as much as I can.

TheyÂ´ve started in a really awesome way.First three days I and my friends went to Prague for sightseeing,girls for a concert of Flogging Molly and shortly,everyone was really fucked up from such a freedom and vast number of activities we could do.

You like historical,multicultural cities teeming with life?Go and check out the Prague.

IÂ´ve been also to PieÅ¡tany,which is one of the most popular spa towns in our country.Slovak dA members organized an exposition of our membersÂ´deviations in a luxurious looking coffe bar (or perhaps a restaurant?) and although we (I and my girlfriend) saw it only for a few minutes,it looked awesome.

Hey,thatÂ´s all so far.Another senseless journal entry full of random mumbo jumbo?Well,perhaps yes,perhaps not.ItÂ´s up to you.

Have nice holidays,deviants.

See you in hell.

(And no,you canÂ´t has Recon!)

]]> ~Calahad An up-to-date quickie http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18812480/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18812480/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:40:30 PDT
Hi guys.
Yeah,IÂ´m doing fine.

ItÂ´s precisely 9:26 a.m. and IÂ´m writing a quick journal just to keep you up-to-date.First of all I must tell you that IÂ´ve been given a new laptop as a gift for my successful high-school graduation (with an ultimate screen resolution of 1650x1050 pixels) and I canÂ´t wait to try adobe photoshop on it.

ItÂ´ll be awesome,with such resolution IÂ´m going to have plenty of space to work in.

IÂ´ll draw something as soon as I have time,so donÂ´t worry.

IÂ´m planning to draw a picture of geisha,so stay tuned.

Today I and my friends are going to buy a lot of food,alcohol and drinks for the upcoming camping party which is scheduled for this weekend.IÂ´m sooo looking forward to it you canÂ´t even imagine.Finally I can relax after all those months of constant stress and learning.Finally,I say.

MAJOR EDIT: IÂ´VE BEEN ACCEPTED TO STU STAVEBNÃ AND UK PEDAGOGICKÃ (English and History) AS WELL HERE IN BRATISLAVA.YEAH BABY!

YAHOOOOOO!OMFG!

And thatÂ´s all I wanted to tell you.Have a nice day deviants and also the other ones.

See you in hell.

]]> ~Calahad More sk8boarding,less emo! (+a tag) http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18592064/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18592064/ Sat, 31 May 2008 11:01:52 PDT Hey deviants!

Yeah,from the heading you can guess what IÂ´ll be talking about in todayÂ´s journal. Emo.Well,normally,I donÂ´t mind them until they donÂ´t mind me but what really pisses me off is when these ehehrm "people of a different attitude to life" mess up my most favourite sport,skateboarding.I still remember the good times when wearing something with a skateboard brand earned you a lot of respect among common teenagers because it was a)costy,b)stylish and finally c)it was really hard to get to such stuff.If you happened to meet another skateboarder,he or she automatically became your friend because back then skateboarding was a lifestyle which only few dared to try out.People considered it a crime,violation of every single law you can come up with,blah blah blah.Nevertheless,it was something new,beautiful,interesting,fresh and most of all,original.

Today?Today,skateboarding means nothing more than a way how to become cool,how to impress chicks or vice versa and it has also become a part of most of the teenagersÂ´image.I really hate when see some emo pussy walking down the street wearing a mini-skirt,shoes like she was heading somewhere to opera,top with a scoop neck (with absoletuly nothing to show) and holding a skateboard in one of her hands.No riding,no sitting on it.Just holding it and walking the whole time.The point is that these emo chicks woudlnÂ´t be able to even make a move (not speaking about ollie or other easier tricks) if I asked them.But why not?It makes them cool enough,half of the male population on the street would get wet from her because SHEÂ´S SEXY EMO WITH A SKATEBOARD.Yeah,because thatÂ´s what counts today.Today,itÂ´s not about what skills,itÂ´s about image and style.Nothing less,nothing more.

So please fucking emo kids,put your filthy lame hands away from this beautiful sport and lifestyle,ok?ItÂ´s already bad that 40% of people I daily meet have their black fringes down to their chins (at least!) so donÂ´t fuck up even that little that has left.Thank you.

Heh,IÂ´ve been tagged by

so here goes:

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
~1~ Establish my own metal band.
~2~ Find a well-paid job IÂ´ll enjoy.
~3~ Make my lifetime worthy and well-spent.

Three Names You Go By:
~1~ MaÅ¥o
~2~ Hubi (mostly used because itÂ´s my nickname)
~3~ HubÃ¡k

Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other Then This One):
~1~ Hubi
~2~ Calahad
~3~ HubiTheChief

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
~1~ Hair (from time to time

)
~2~ Lips
~3~ Legs

Three Things That Scare You:
~1~ Great heights
~2~ Future
~3~ ???

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
~1~ Music
~2~ Internet
~3~ Electric guitar

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
~1~ Black T-shirt (the same here

with Slipknot on it)
~2~ Grey pants
~3~ Kevlar vest (naaah,just kidding,just kidding

)

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
~1~ Metallica
~2~ Slipknot
~3~ Black Label Society

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
~1~ Metallica - Seek&Destroy
~2~ Slipknot - Skin Ticket
~3~ Pantera - Hellbound

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
~1~ HONESTY (!!!)
~2~ Love
~3~ Tolerance

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
~1~ IÂ´m a goddamn hypocrite
~2~ IÂ´m a virgin
~3~ I looove marihuana!

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
~1~ Eyes
~2~ Hair
~3~ body proportions
(Yeah,nice and neat in that order)

Three of your Favorite Hobbies:
~1~ Drawing
~2~ Playing guitar
~3~ English language

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
~1~ Hug one person.
~2~ Be with someone.
~3~ Repair my computer so I can finally play that goddamn Rainbow Six Vegas 2 online!

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
~1~ Concept artis... ]]> ~Calahad No Doomsday today! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18446239/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18446239/ Thu, 22 May 2008 11:52:43 PDT Today (22.5.2008) I have successfully graduated.IÂ´m no more a high school student.All the stress and loads of crap we were supposed to learn is over.Nothing,literally nothing will force me to learn something in the following 2 weeks at least.

Yeah,now I have plenty of time which I can devote to art.And I will!

I realize very well that I havenÂ´t uploaded ANYTHING in quite a long time but thatÂ´s about to change in the nearest future.

ThatÂ´s all,mates.Just wanted to tell you that IÂ´m cominÂ´ back.

Until then,have a niiiiiiiiiiiiiice time.

]]> ~Calahad Meet Joe Black http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18382195/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/18382195/ Sun, 18 May 2008 11:58:37 PDT How are you?Having a good time?Well,I suppose you do.

You wonder what I want to talk about?

Death.

IÂ´ve never been thinking so much about it than today.Would you believe me if I told you that today died a young girl (aged 21),a close friend of my brother,a girlfriend of my brotherÂ´s friend and a young person who was just about to taste whatÂ´s life all about.(rest in peace) Yeah,it wouldnÂ´t be that shocking if it wasnÂ´t the third friend of my brother in a row who died this year.One died because of a cancer,the other one jumped out of the window and this one had an accident and fell down from the hill,precisely from a 25-metre-height.

In one moment sheÂ´s there and in a split of a second sheÂ´s dead.Just like that.

Having realized all this I came to a conclusion that I should cherish those who I love much more than ever because they can be gone in a second.I wouldnÂ´t wish anyone to die that soon or to die like that at all.At any rate,thereÂ´s nothing else left for us,only just to try to live best as we can.

Hell,IÂ´m graduating tommorow.IÂ´m not stressed or stuff like that but IÂ´m going to smoke myself straight to hell anyway.

Good luck to you all,deviants.Especially those whore graduating.Kick ass!

]]> ~Calahad Generosity & Hypocrisy http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17340935/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17340935/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 02:27:38 PDT Hello there fellow deviants.

Some new events happened in my life so I feel like writing a journal again.

Firstly,IÂ´d like to start with the most favourite subject to talk about,the school.(aaah,sweet irony

) Previous week my schoolmates and I sat for the school-leaving exams in mother language,english & german language and maths...luckily I have to sit for the tests only for 2 days while some of my schoolmates also for 3 and in some cases even 4 days!Well,kill me then.You wonder what are my thoughts on all this?Speaking of the mother language,thereÂ´s nothing too much to be proud of because the tests were arranged more to a form "we want to see what you donÂ´t know rather than what you know." During the second day we went through the english tests...a horror.A battlefield full of mines.Fucking nuke exploding.I felt like Alice in Wonderland and thought to myself:'What the fuck is this all about?

This is supposed to be the A-level english exam?!!!ITÂ´S LIKE A+++ LEVEL,OMG!' You need more?I donÂ´t think so.

However,the second part,which was essay was ok because I never had problems with writing them,so I count on the second part.

Well,thatÂ´s for the good part.Now letÂ´s move on to the bad one.I mean letÂ´s get a little bit philosophical.
This week was quite interesting as far as the peopleÂ´s behaviour is concerned.On the one hand there is hypocrisy.Imagine that a person who you loved once,you thought that youÂ´ll never split up,that it will last forever,changes into a hypocrite and conceited whore (Literally!!!).And honestly,it hurts.It hurts because there were times you loved that person and you feel pitty for what have become of that person.The worst part is when this maximum hypocrite talks about how our society is full of hypocrisy.You want to turn back the time.You canÂ´t.
IÂ´ve been also analysing my friends a little around me.Looking at their behaviour to me and their deeds.Bad results if I have to tell you.DonÂ´t know why but all of them behave like a bunch of double-minded idiots who think that IÂ´m blind to such things or what.Full of shitty talk blah blah blah...yeah,youÂ´re right...blah blah blah.IÂ´m done with this.Luckily IÂ´ve got my two best friends,Thomas and Susan I can both rely on whatever the case.Never cheated on me,never dissapointed me.

On the other hand there is generosity.It happened just a day back when after a night spent in a pub with my "friends" (*cough,cough*) I was standing on a bus station waiting for the bus to arrive finally.Suddenly a drunken old man asked me about where this bus is going,when and how much itÂ´s going to cost him.I answered,naturally.We started to talk a little and he was counting his money when 100 crowns fell out of his hand.I picked them up from the ground and handed it over to the old man.He was all like "Thank you very much young man.ItÂ´s a very nice gesture that a young boy of your age didnÂ´t steal that money from me.I appreciate such manners." ...and guess what?He bought me a ticket back home and was thankful and all.I know itÂ´s not some breathtaking story but when something like this happens,people thinks that world isnÂ´t that bad and full of idiots.And thatÂ´s good in my opinion.

Uffff,so IÂ´ll end up here becuase I already said enough I think.

Thank you for your support,encouragement,watching,faving,commenting and all that stuff,deviants.

See you in hell.Have a nice day.

]]> ~Calahad Who am I? http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17301101/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17301101/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:57:55 PDT

Â´s account.

I am the angel.
I am the devil.
I am there when friends fall down.
I am the one who cares when they frown.

I am the sun.
I am the moon.
I am the sunbeam which cannot reach you.
I am the one who watch over you and support the deeds you do.

I am the eagle.
I am the lonewolf.
I am the one whose wings were cut off.
I am the bleeding animal they shoot through and through.

I am the danger.
I am the safety.
I am the one looking for you.
I am the glass you look day by day through.

I am the hope.
I am the melancholy.
I am the one who brings daylight into the dark.
I am the luck which walks in your shadow.

I am the armed bomb under your butt.

Flying sky high.

Say goodbye to world and die.

]]> ~Calahad Tag inbound! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17145734/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17145734/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 09:08:09 PST
IÂ´ve been tagged by

,so here we go,people.

1 . YOUR REAL NAME:

- Martin HÃºbek

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)

- Marizzle (hell,that doesnÂ´t sound that bad!

)

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

- Black Hawk

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)

-HÃºbma (>___<

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)

- Blue Kofola

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)

- Abinbek (loooool)

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)

-LubomÃr Alena (that would fit to some kind of a russian guy,wouldnÂ´t it?

)

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)

- Black Charlie

Tag other four people:

]]> ~Calahad Have you ever...? http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17056551/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/17056551/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:58:05 PST
Have you ever had that feeling to take your beating heart fucking out of your chest so you donÂ´t have to feel anything anymore?

Have you ever wanted to die in order to get rid of all those painful memories?

Have you ever wanted to live somewhere far away,away from all your friends and relatives?Just because you donÂ´t want to hear any of their fucking problems?

Have you ever thought of running away from your house because your family screws your life up as much as itÂ´s possible for almost no reason?

Have you ever wanted to cry your eyes out because you fucking hated and loved someone at the same time and you didnÂ´t know what to do about it?

Have you ever wanted to hurt someone in return when he/she hurt you before?And it really,and I mean really hurt you back then.

Have you ever wanted to kill yourself because you just couldnÂ´t take anymore of this shit happening all around you?

Have you ever wanted to say to someone "I love you." but your heart kept saying yes while the brain kept saying no?

Have you ever wanted to turn back the time and set things right?Both those you have done and those done to you?Just change the god damn course of events?

Have you ever wanted to blow up the whole room/building/area because of the hatred and anger which obsessed you at the moment?

I have...and I still want to...it just keeps killing me all the time.

]]> ~Calahad One Goddamn Long Tag http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16705719/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16705719/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:32:01 PST IÂ´ve stolen this survey from

Â´s myspace account.Looks funny.

(btw,check out her gallery here on dA,lots of interesting and awesome art can be found there.)

Read through this tag only when you have plenty of time or you are bored to death.Otherwise,itÂ´s too long.

: START : .
1. Name: Martin ; people usually call me Hubi or Hubo

2. Middle Name: I donÂ´t have a middle name...iÂ´d like to have,though,one day...

3. State: F.F.D.J.W.D.B.I.G.E. (Fucking Faithless Deceived Jerk Who DonÂ´t Believe Into Good Ends)

or in your language - SINGLE

4. Place of Birth: Capital city of my country - Bratislava ; damn proud of it...

5. Male or Female: Male

6. Hometown: For 9 years it was Bratislava,but now itÂ´s Lozorno,one god forgotten village 30km far away from Bratislava;sheesh,how I hate it here...

7. Bus: Yeah,every day for 4 years so far...have to get up at 5 a.m. in the morning...for 4 years,did I mention that?

8. School: Gymnasium of Ivan HorvÃ¡th

9. Occupation: Unluckily,a student

10. Initials: M.H.

11. Screen Name: Hubi

.. Your Appearance : .

12. Hair Color: Coffee brown

13. Hair Length: medium short? (well,it covers my ears at the sides)

14. Eye color: dark brown

15. Best Feature: my hair?

16. Height: precisely 2m

17. Braces?: Hell,those were the times...black chronicle of my life...

18. Glasses?: HELL,NO!

19. Freckles?: Nooope

20. Diploma?: This year.

. : Your Firsts : .
21. First kiss: Does kiss at age eleven counts?

22. First best friends: Thomas and Susan ; damn guys,I love you so much

23. First Award: English competition (4th place X___X)

24. First Sport You Joined: Basketball at the age of eleven

25. First thing you did today: Opened my eyes and thought for myself,'Hell,what a horrible dream that was.'

26. First Real vacation: Italy

27. First thing you said today: "SheÂ´s upsetting you again early in the morning again,huh?"

28. First Love: I thought it was.But apparently it wasnÂ´t.It wasnÂ´t for three times so far.

. : Favorites : .

29. Movie: Pick of Destiny at the moment.

30. TV Show: DonÂ´t have much time for TV.

31. Color: Black

32. Rapper: Kanye West FTW! (IÂ´m heavily into metal and rock but I can listen non-stop to this guy!)

33. Place to get groceries: Wherever possible.

34. Food: A medium-soaked steak with chips and a fungus sauce.

35. Season: Late Spring.Almost Summer.

36. Candy: JOJO shit

37. Sports: Volley-ball and Basketball sometimes.

38. Restaurant: IÂ´ve got one favourite located nearby the city where my aunt lives.My precious one restaurant.

39. Friend: IÂ´ve got my two best friend and thatÂ´s all what I need.IÂ´m happy also alone,so let it be.

40. Store: Tornado Skate Shop

41. School Subject: History and English

42. Animal: Dogs

43. Book: About death and afterlife.(I donÂ´t give a damn if it is written correctly or not)

44. Magazine: I havenÂ´t bought a magazine for like 2 years?But I liked to read Board Magazine and Boardlife back then.

. : Currently : .

45.Doing before you started this survey: learning slovak literature for the school-leaving exam...and IÂ´m really exhausted

46. Feeling: tired. really tired. (this is juliaÂ´s answer.I didnÂ´t delete it because I absolutely feel the same way now.what a coincidence.)

47. Wearing: green pyjamas and a brown... ]]> ~Calahad Why? http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16592319/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16592319/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 06:42:38 PST Yeah,thatÂ´s the right question.It fits to so many cases in our lives.And it is the only question which is never fully answered or in better cases,it is answered only partially.

I donÂ´t want to ask this question anymore for the rest of my goddamn life.Will it be better?Who knows.

Life changes and it will never be the same.That kills me.

Hell,I also ran out ouf ideas.IÂ´ve been in so strange moods lately that always when I took a paper and a pencil I always put them back after 5 minutes of thinking.If you have something on your mind and donÂ´t have enough time or skills to realize it,donÂ´t hesitate and write me a note or leave a message on my accountÂ´s main page,k?It would be very appreciated.

Well,thatÂ´s all I wanted to say.Have a nice day,deviants.

]]> ~Calahad Lots of things http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16025716/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/16025716/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 01:11:20 PST Hello my dear DA community.

I uploaded my journal for you again and this time I have plenty of things to tell you.Hmmm,so where to start?Oh,I know...

First IÂ´d like start with my architecture course.I took it 3 or 4 weeks ago as a necessity in order to get applied at the Faculty of Architecture here in the capital of Slovakia,Bratislava.For those who donÂ´t quite understand,itÂ´s my future university which IÂ´d like to attend.On every lesson which lasted for 3 hours we practiced drawing of a bust,a seclusion and an architectural design (in which we had to create some unified object from 6 or how much basic geometrical shapes.)And those beatufil girls that were there.You really should have seen them.Pitty,it didnÂ´t last longer.Ok,but back to the point.To be honest,it was quite funny and what is most important,it gave me lots of new experience in drawing and I learned many new tricks.Briefly,in my opinion,once again I progressed in my style.

Today is also a special day because itÂ´s my birthday!Yayks,IÂ´m nineteen now.DonÂ´t know exactly why but IÂ´m sort of excited about it.

Maybe a little too much,though.

Tommorow IÂ´m having a party where my and my best friendÂ´s birthday (heÂ´s only 2 days older than me.) are going to be celebrated and I really look forward to it.This party is also connected with giving of the Christmas presents to each other and because there are going to be around 20 and more people,it will be a huuuuge parteeeh!

(P.S.:In one of our most favourite pubs.)

Oh yeah,and the last point of course is Christmas holidays and the New YearÂ´s Eve.IÂ´m not that excited about Christmas,dunno why but I wasnÂ´t excited previous years either.However I already know what IÂ´m going to be given on Christmas so itÂ´s ok.IÂ´m satisfied with everything.

I also bought presents for the three persons which I cherish the most and honestly,it cost me huge amount of money.Not that I didnÂ´t want to spend that much,IÂ´m saying it just as an information.

IÂ´m also looking forward to the New YearÂ´s Eve with my friends.Sad is that there wonÂ´t be my dear ~monocko and although I surely will be having a good time with the others,I will miss her very much.She has to go with her parents to High Tatras on a family trip and she wasnÂ´t allowed to stay here with us.Anyhow,I strongly believe the next year surely belongs to us.

Well,thatÂ´s all I had on my mind.Now itÂ´s time for me to say goodbye,isnÂ´t it?Ok then.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

(and donÂ´t forget to get drunk like hell!

)

The party was awesome!

Just flawless!Precisely 26 of my friends came,we took over around half of the pub and we had great time together.As far as my B-day is concerned,I was given lots of presents like a small-sized water pipe,huge book called Rock Guitar Guide,also another book How To Draw:A Step-By-Step Guide,some pencils and charcoals,great Metallica-themed calendar including stickers,also knited gloves from my best friend and I think thatÂ´s all.IÂ´m just soooo satisfied and happy at the same time.

It was a wonderful night spent with my friends yesterday.I wouldnÂ´t mind to repeat it twice or thrice again.

Oh well,IÂ´m o... ]]> ~Calahad Life is life http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/15663635/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/15663635/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 11:30:00 PST Heh,I havenÂ´t uploaded my DA journal for quite a long time and it seemed somehow muzzy to me so I decided to change this and upload you with some up-to-date info.

First of all,IÂ´d like to tell you about my National English Exam (B2 level for starters,degree "Communicator") which I sat for on Friday (23.11.2007).So much learning,so muuuuch learning.For two weeks (and mainly the last one just before the F-Day) it was all about English and nothing else.Sometimes I was thinking that IÂ´d go nuts and kill everyone in my vicinity from such loads of information.Typical pleasures were minimal and it was getting worse and worse every day.However!As all my friends predicted and kept ensuring me,I managed to pass with A mark!I was sooooo happy,you canÂ´t even imagine.

You havenÂ´t seen any art from me,eh?Weeeeeeell,thatÂ´s not my fault.

Ok,now seriously.I just havenÂ´t been in the...eeeeh letÂ´s say...right mood or whatever.Or better would be to say that I donÂ´t feel like drawing.Oh yeah,thatÂ´s it...and now...RUN FOR IT,&@ÄÄ[!!!

Hell,IÂ´ve been also thinking about my life again lately (I know,I know,I did it thousand times before but you know...itÂ´s necessary and all.

) Ok,IÂ´m not going to torture you again,so briefly...it sucks. (heeeey,but you have just passed the NE Exam,so whatÂ´s the matter,bitch???) Life isnÂ´t only about school!So get lost before IÂ´ll get medieval on your ass,moron!

Damn,these people...sometimes I hate them like nothing else on this planet.

Oh,so where were we?

And maybe a little message for the future days to you.If you have any friends who you love and cherish,do everything what is in your might not to lose them,because as I found out in the recent months,friends are a very strong aspect in my life and without them (without certain ones from all my friends I mean) I just canÂ´t imagine my life.Those who are worth it,let them feel that they are somehow special for you.

Ok,enough of sentimentalism.Now get back to work and make some fine art so I have something to comment and fave!ThatÂ´s an order,bitches (or as I call you - my lovely DA community

)

]]> ~Calahad Stop!...it´s hamme...tagging time! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/15242632/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/15242632/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 11:35:23 PDT I havenÂ´t written even a line for a very long time.What a shame!I must get it straight right away.

And nothing could be better than a tag from my honey

.

Rules:
1.Answer All Questions Truthfully
2.Atleast Tag 5 People

1.Add up the price of the clothes you are wearing.
Well,the only thing I recognize on me is the Adio t-shirt (500 slovak crowns),other stuff is so old I donÂ´t even remember the cost.ThatÂ´s mission impossible people.

2.Add up the pageviews of all the accounts you own.
1596 pageviews...wow,that much?Thanks a lot,people.

3.What have you eaten today?
Some pastry with nuttella for breakfast,a youghurt somewhere between the breakfast and lunch,then chicken soup and the second course were donuts with pudding,frankfurters with pastry,ketchup and some vegetables at the time of tea-time,chocapic with milk,lots of sweets and other stuff.

4.What's the last thing you heard?
"Internet connection is fucked up in the whole Slovak Republic." by my brother.

5.List 5 things you see next to you.
My graphic tablet,a little bowl full of chocapic and milk,eraser,lots of CDs,my sisterÂ´s mobile

6.The first word that comes into your head?
Hate

7.One funny thing thatâs happened to you today?
Funny things donÂ´t happen to me.And absolutely not on Saturdays.

8.Put your music player on shuffle. Click the next song button 5 times. Whatâs playing ?
The.Switch - Maska ("a mask" in english

)

And now, tag other 5 people:

Go and get those taggs done,maggots!

Dismissed.

]]> ~Calahad Comics Salon 2007 http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14669061/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14669061/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 05:08:17 PDT Well,IÂ´m sitting sick at home (with my idiotic broÂ´ at home too,complaining about everything concerning me...phew,IÂ´ve been ignoring him successfuly so far),doing some stuff on my computer and I was thinking why not to write a journal when thereÂ´s lots of stuff to write about?

First of all,IÂ´d like to mention the most important thing I want to tell you about.And itÂ´s COMICS SALON 2007.In one word,it was flawless!

In a more detailed look,letÂ´s start from the beginning.It was a three-day-long exhibition full of comics,manga,anime,games,lectures,films,drawing,painting and much much more.You could buy books,manga,watch films,play cards (like Magic The Gathering TCG,Warhammer,Warcraft and that like...),talk with other fans of these things,have a water tobacco-pipe...Program was filled with countless possibilities how to spend your time,choosing things which fitted your tastes the best.And what I liked the most was that when you were tired from all of this or you were just having bigger time gap between performances you could go out,sit on the grass,have a tea,lit a cigarette and rest a little.

In the main hall you could also find two really big pieces of paper glued to the wall where you could show your drawing skills,leave a message or just draw some funny thing.It was full of manga and fantasy and I put myself around 6 or 7 little drawings there.Of course,there was lots of people and sometimes it was overcrowded at some lectures or film projections but mostly we always found some place where to sit comfy enough to enjoy the movie,lecture,etc...maybe you wonder why did I use the term "we".It is because I went there with my dear

.Shortly,we spent really good times together there and I hoped she enjoyed it all just as much as I did. ((.^

Also

was supposed to be present but unluckily she had an accident just a day before so she couldnÂ´t join us.Maybe next year,Yuhon.

Well,to sum up,those two days I spent there with monocko really cheered me up and IÂ´m really glad I went there.IÂ´m surelly going there the next year.

Another good news is that my graphic tablet is miraculously working again and IÂ´m planning to try out some tutorials and stuff.But donÂ´t get me wrong,IÂ´m not drawing immidietally.IÂ´m greatly uncertain whether to start drawing again or not.On the plus side,I have loads of ideas and after this Comics Salon I was almost 100% sure to start once again with it.But on the minus side,IÂ´m still playing on my electric guitar and would like to devote lots of time to it in the nearest future.So if I start drawing,IÂ´ll have almost no free time.I already have no time for anything except the most important needs,school and a little rest every day.
Eh,sorry,just my thoughts are popping on the surface a little.

And thatÂ´s all I wanted to tell you.I wish you a nice day and also the following ones.

See you in the next journal.

________________________________________ ______

My friends:

~Calahad A whole new tagging time! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14435346/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14435346/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 03:25:05 PDT

1. What's a commonly used nickname people call you by?:
Hubi,Hubo...

2. What's your favourite colour?:
Black,dark blue

3. What's your favourite food?:
Steak with chips and fungoid sauce

4. Are you a squeamish person?:
Sometiiiiiimes....

5. What's your favourite animal?:
Dogs...and squirrels in linkin park t-shirts

6. Biggest pet peeve?:
You tell me...

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?:
IÂ´d like to visit or live in California someday...nice dream,though.

8. Do you cry easily?:
No.

9. Do you generally have a good, loving family?:
It depends...but many times they are just a bunch of arguing idiots...I still like them nevertheless.

10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
I didnÂ´t expect this one.But the answer is no.

11. Do you have many phobias?:
Well,IÂ´m afraid of great heights.But thatÂ´s about it.

12. Favourite genre of music?:
Metal forever!And rock of course...

13. What's your thoughts on homosexuals?
I donÂ´t mind them until they donÂ´t mind me.

14. Are you a trendsetter, a trend follower, or do you dress originally?:
Dunno if IÂ´m original,but I always try to be different in any way possible.IÂ´ve got skateboarding-metallish style

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?:
Never but once or twice was thinking about it.

16. Do you like school?:
Ask me once,shame on you.Ask me twice,shame on me.Ask me thrice,a shotgun round in your head.

17. Are you known to spend your money quickly?
Well,sometimes IÂ´m more generous than I should be.But yes,I spend quite a lot of money.But I try to save as much as possible.

18. What time is it right now?
12:13

19.Are you on the computer a lot?:
Sometimes yes,sometimes not.

21. Pet hermit crabs- a good thing or a bad thing?:
Damn...

22. Leftie or Righty?:
Righty.

23. Do you have any scars/stretch marks, etc?:
Lots of them.But mainly small ones not even worth telling.

24. Do you have dull elbows or pointy elbows:
Pointy.

25. Timmies or Starbucks?:
IÂ´m not a native American but something tells me that IÂ´d go with Starbucks option.

26.Do you have any sleeping problems?
Sometimes IÂ´m having weeks full of nightmares and it really gets on my nerves.

27. Are you a shy person?:
It depends on my mood.But mostly not.IÂ´m a rather talkative and social person but I need time.

28. Are you a gift-giver?:
Yes.

29. Warm or cold?:
Warm.Warm hugs are my favourite.

But when somebody pisses me off hard,then I preffer cold.Cold like the coldest ice on Earth.

30. Do you like meeting new people?:
It depends.

31. Tag this quiz to 7 people:

http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14335240/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 10:16:10 PDT
But those who would like to read some sort of a story,continue reading,you just might get to know a thing or two.

Well,I joined deviantart.com previous year,a while after the summer holidays had ended.When I joined I was going trough a rather bad,letÂ´s call it "critical artistÂ´s situation" Â´cause whatever I drew,it looked reaaally terrible (in my opinion).I uploaded only one photoshopped deviation and a few days later,Croft-a-licious deviation.But that was about it.Later,a person nicknamed Linn-Yuu (now known under nickname *Yuhon) encouraged me to upload some of the older work of mine by writing me here on my account that monocko (you will read about this great person later in the story) had told her I didnÂ´t uploaded everything at all.Ok,so another few deviations were uploaded.There was again a great gap of me not making any kind of art.But what a coincidence,one nice little pretty person appeared in my life,someone called Monica in real,known as monocko here on deviantartwho encouraged me to continue drawing withouth her realizing it or even knowing it at the time.Many deviations were created and I started to gain my courage back.As the time passed by,I met here a lot of great people,IÂ´ve seen loads of outstanding art and of course settled down here with pageviews and deviationsÂ´numbers growing from day to day. (Ok,it wasnÂ´t that shiny at all,but it was like this...basically).But above everything else IÂ´d like to mention

Â´cause sheÂ´s the person who really deserves it at least. ^^ Her presence in my life....well,besides the great relationship between us IÂ´m so proud of,I can say that she inspired me countless times (many times not knowing it) to draw many of the deviations which can be found in my gallery.This way,I wanÂ´t to thank her sooo much,cause she beares the greatest share in the encouraging me to draw.

If you have time,take a look at my deviation called Mono Wade.Well,if there wasnÂ´t my sister,this deviation and the others after it wouldnÂ´t see the light of the art world by any chance.I thought this deviation looked terrible,but my sister,when looked at it,she told me it looked perfect and why I donÂ´t want to colour it (it was just a lineart at the time).Well,this is a brief picture of how I progressed as the time passed by.

And IÂ´m almost getting to the point of this whole journal entry.Hell,IÂ´ve never considered my art to be somehow special,quite the opposite.I really hate how my art always belonged to an average row,sometimes maybe a bit better average,to be honest.And after this week of absolute failure to draw two goddamn pics so they could be included here,I gave up.Again.Again and again,damn it!On monday,when I was hanging out with my beloved monocko I decided to spend my free time more usefull,devoting my time to playing my electric guitar.I said farewell to monocko,put my MP3Â´s headphones into my ears and turned on Master of Puppets,a song from my favourite band Metallica.And that was the moment.IÂ´m just an average artist who suck at everything else so why donÂ´t just change the thing I suck at?Simple.By this journal I want to say to you,that I wonÂ´t post any kind of art here in a veeeery long time,but of course,IÂ´ll keep watching this community which I like so much.

Well,enough of pathethic talk.It was really pleasure to spend my time with you,all those funny and encouraging comments you gave me and stuff.I just quite donÂ´t know what to say in the end.IÂ´m a looser,but IÂ´ll try to do my best avoiding it.Keep going people,donÂ´t give up like me and make some awesome ass kicking art.

~Calahad Whatever http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14114627/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/14114627/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 03:51:19 PDT CanÂ´t promise you how long will it be.Ah and even if it took too long,doesnÂ´t matter cause my art is being watched maybe by 3 or 4 people regularly?It was always more about my own satisfaction than presenting my art here.Whatever.

The only art I can and will post is hand drawn.You know,itÂ´s quite nice to return to the good old ways without using computer and photoshop.Just sketch whatÂ´s on my mind,strenghten the important,and there you go,new art.

________________________________________ _________

~Calahad Thumbs up!/Shit happens... http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13951026/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13951026/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:57:00 PDT

Everything is getting better and better.No issues...no issues at all!And thatÂ´s what IÂ´d like to talk about in the following few lines of this journal.

IÂ´ll start with my job.I gave it up a week and a half ago due to 3 reasons:
1.My departmentÂ´s chief didnÂ´t like me so much and everytime I wasnÂ´t in the office he went there and asked my colleagues if I work hard enough.Of course I worked hard enough and so did they tell him.
2.He wanted to make me an ordinary storage worker for awkward 53 crowns/hour.However,there are hundreds of opportunities on the internet labeled "storage worker" to take and work for minimum 75 crowns/hour.What am I,an idiot?Hah,you wish,sucker!
3.I didnÂ´t come to the company to work like some idiot,carrying one product after another from one box to second etc.
Those redneck motherfucking assholes!

So now IÂ´m happily unemployed bastard.

And guess what?My beloved dear

has returned from her holiday.Wheeeeeeeee!I LOOOOOOVE YA SO MUCH,HONEY!

Oh my,oh my...IÂ´m so happy again.

Hey,you surely wanted to hear something art-related,eh?Here you go.As you could already notice,IÂ´d already drawn one star wars related pic and another one is comming soon.This time with more lightsaber-ish feeling to it.

Mono Wade has also quite a story behind her and IÂ´m thinking about writing my own little star wars story concerning Mono and another Jedi that will be depicted in the following pic. (male this time).I have some nice ideas but IÂ´m not sure yet.

Phew,I think thatÂ´s all I wanted to say.Or isnÂ´t it?DoesnÂ´t matter folks,cause everyone on this damn world can kiss my shiny metal ass gloriously.Shit isnÂ´t going to happen for a very loooong time,I hope.

Oh yeah baby,shake it.Shake it,come on!

]]> ~Calahad Issues http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13658997/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13658997/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 13:25:08 PDT
If you had had asked me some time (weeks or months) back what my summer holidays would look like,I would say anything else but not this.

Previous week was horrible.And when I say horrible,this time I mean it!I found a work for summer holidays within the company where my father and mother work.Heh,the first week was all about working nights,precisely from 22:00 to 06:00.It wouldnÂ´t be that bad without the fact that I canÂ´t be with my friends during the week.Ha,weÂ´re getting to issue number 2.
What friends am I talking about?EverybodyÂ´s digged in somewhere,from Egypt all the way back to the northern destinations.But IÂ´m not complaining that IÂ´m not spending my holidays somewhere on the beach,but what IÂ´m talking about is,that IÂ´m goddamn all alone here,people!(and what is more,working like an idiot!)

Issue number 3?Yeah,there is one,definitely.My ...hmmm... my dear *monocko(I just donÂ´t know exactly,weÂ´re veeeeery good friends,something like that) was the only one who was here,supporting me as always,making me smile etc... which IÂ´m grateful for a lot.

But due to the work I could have been with her only during the weekend and what is more,sheÂ´s leaving too to enjoy the holidays in her way.We arenÂ´t seeing each other for at least 2 weeks.Barely chating via icq.People,to tell you the truth,this is mission impossible for me.

Issues can count to 4.

Not that even monocko is leavinÂ´,not even a single friend of mine is stayinÂ´ here,in Slovakia,who I can enjoy some little free time with.Of course there are some (maybe 2 or 3),but letÂ´s say I can imagine my life without them very easily.Others are all away somewhere abroad.Unreachable.

I know IÂ´m whining here like a little infantile idiot,and in fact,sadly,itÂ´s my fault for the most that all this is happening but damn it,IÂ´m so alone.This wasnÂ´t supposed to turn out as it did.It should have been different.I didnÂ´t imagine it this way.ItÂ´s going to be like a baaad dream.

But to turn on to some good issues.There is only one.IÂ´ve been into Star Wars a lot lately,you know,playing Kotor I&II,admiring SW:Galaxies MMORPG,reading stories...so my next contribution to my DA account would be something related to SW (preferably concerning the jedi,the force and the lightsabers.)Hope you will like it.

So,goodbye everyone,enjoy your summer holidays while IÂ´ll be "enjoying" mine.No regret,no remorse.

(omg,iÂ´m gonnaÂ´ get soooo fucking high next weekend.I must really stop thinking about this bad holidays.see ya,people)

]]> ~Calahad Hell,it´s about time! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13124787/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/13124787/ Mon, 28 May 2007 11:51:18 PDT here to the land of blizzard.ItÂ´s really worth seeing.

Ok,letÂ´s continue with some other useful info.You guess right,comics is what I have on my mind.I can proudly tell you that IÂ´ve successfully brought my comics to phase 2,and that means itÂ´s fully outlined and ready to be colored and edited in Photoshop.However,sadly,IÂ´m not going to upload it here on DA till 10th September,cause I want to compete with it in the contest on Comics Salon 2007 here in Slovakia.To be precise,the comics have now 17 windows.And besides the needed coloring,I also need to make some background because the windows includes only main characters so far.All in all,a huge amount of work still awaits me.

Next thing IÂ´d like to tell you is that IÂ´ve been to the cinema with lots of friends of mine,including also my beloved sisÂ´

and itÂ´s needless to say,that Pirates of the Caribbean: At WorldÂ´s End really kick ass.Splendid.I highly recommend it to you,people!

Sheeesh,I was mounted,like a horse to the harrow,to drawing for the last two days.All Sunday and Monday I was doing nothing else than drawing.You can see the results of my effort in the two last pics.Man,I must have a rest.Tommorow IÂ´m going to buy a new sharpener and a few pencils cause I need to "replenish" my old "supplies".

But I donÂ´t wanna see them for at least the end of this week.

And thatÂ´s all for today,fellows.I wish you a nice day and the nearest future.

[Turns back and screams on a big badass mothefucker behind him] Bring it on,bitch!

]]> ~Calahad I go!Fire in the hole! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12887122/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12887122/ Tue, 08 May 2007 11:22:09 PDT So here we go.Information from everyday life,literature,friendship aaaand art can be found in the following lines.Please,continue your reading.

The most interesting things in the first place.Art time.
As I mentioned one or two journals before,I had started to make a comics series.The first one I´m working on is going fine and I´m just about to end the phase 1 (drawing) in the upcoming days and continue with phase 2 (making it a lineart and ready to scan).Well,it consists of 3 papers of A4 type so far,precisely 13 windows and if my memory serves me right,3 or 4 still remain to be done.Wish me luck...I hope I won´t screw it in the phase 2 as I´m used to when I trying to make something a lineart.

Watch out!Ok.Friendship time.
Holy cow!Maybe I shouldn´t bother you with details (important "details" for me!) but I spent a damn pretty evening with my sis´

the previous day (monday) in our president´s garden (yes,you guess right,it´s open to public).It was so refreshing and peaceful.Just laying in the grass,looking up to the sky,talking and doing nothing.Amirite?

Take cover.Literature time.
The Hitchhiker´s Guide to the Galaxy.....don´t panic.Really good book,I´ve seen the film already however I never tried out the books.A mistake.But now I set all things right and started reading.Funny and interesting book.I highly reccommend it.

Well,what should I tell you next.I think that´s all for today...heh.Bye everyone.

My friends here on DA:

]]> ~Calahad Damn,it´s tagging time! http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12761739/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12761739/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:47:06 PDT

So let´s kick som major ass!

List four fandoms you have:
You crazy,Jesus?....YOU CRAZY?!

Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Never.

Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
You wish! (of course not)

List four people that you look up to most:

How many pets do you own as of now?
None at the moment...but I still miss my previous two dogs...hmm...

Which do you prefer, white or black?
Black for life!

Who is your most played character?
Master Chief from Halo.

Choose one or the other, not both:
The other

Name three aspect that tell who you are:
I´m friendly,witty aaaaaand hmmm...generous 18-years-old boy

If you could have a power what would it be?
Well,I´m not sure exactly.Maybe ending somehow the global warming thus cooling the Earth.You know,life sucks here,really,but somehow,I still like it here.

Who was the last person you talked to?
My best (female) friend Susan

Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
I think it was my beloved sis´

.Yeah,definitely.And I "love" her too.

Write down the first five words that pop into your mind:
explosion,love,music,games,guitar...

http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12601479/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 05:49:30 PDT This time around it´s going to be a little bit special entry cause I want to mention some things but mainly! thanks and show you the people I admire here on DA.It´s up to you whether you´ll read it or not.

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So here we go:

[monocko] - my dearest friend here on DA

,"squirrelish sister",very good friend of mine and above all,a talented photographer and pencil artist at the same time.

Her gallery is really worth seeing.

(A squirrel from Slovakia,bro´!)

[TheLoneCookie] - A 17-years-old female artist from Canada

who kicks ass with her character portraits of devious beings and sometimes a Gorillaz-like art.

Maybe not tasty art for everyone,but I definitely like it.Go,Cookie,go!

[Lynn-Yuu] - A girl of unknown age from Slovakia who knows how to rock in both digital and traditional ways of art (anime&manga mainly).Her gallery doesn´t belong to the biggest ones,however very good art can be found there.Go and give it a try.

[Olivieree] - Another mate from my dear Slovakia.She loves to draw in color which I respect her for.

She draws in anime&manga style which I like too cause these two are my favourite.Yet another talented artist.Come on,her gallery is waiting guys.

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Ooook,so this is my favourite devs´list so far.Hope you find your time well spent but don´t go anywhere,there´s still some more mumbo-jumbo I want to talk about.

As you can see,not too much happening on my account.It´s because I don´t have enough time and when I have it I must devote it to some little bit more important things that need to be carried out.

Sad,but true.However,I´ve got some plan(s) to do a comics series of short strips,starring me and my sis´ monocko.

But I would like to increase the number of characters which would appear in the comics.So if you´re interested,write me here on DA a message if you want to "lend" me some of your characters.The plan is to learn how to draw them,and then import them into it.Some more info later.

So that´s all soldiers for today´s briefing.Dismissed.
Houagh!!!

]]> ~Calahad Depression goes hard&heavy http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12334521/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12334521/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 10:15:09 PDT Have you already had at least once one of those "hardcore depression days"?When you doubt about your appearance,skills,family,school and everything you thought you know turns up you don´t know.
-I thought I draw well.No I don´t as my latest attempt proved me.
-I thought I play an electric guitar at least a little well.No I don´t,as three people (drummer,brother and bassguitarist) proved me so.
-I thought I look quite qood.Isn´t true at all.I really hate my appearance.The only thing that contributes to the plus side of how I look is my long hair,but that´s a weak contribution really.Overally,it´s.....aaaah,I´m pissed off.

-I thought I live in a crazy family.Now I know I live in absolutely fucked up family and my mother has been really getting on my nerve lately.Screw it.
-School???HAHAHAHAHAAAA!I´m stupid like a troll.

But why all this?Maybe God thought I was smiling enough and so here I´ve got it.SCREW HIM SO!I DON´T BELIEVE IN HIM ANYWAY!

What am I?

Who am I?

Am I all alone?

In nowhere?

Go on people,live on.Don´t give up.I like you all,although I don´t know many of you personally.Bye.

]]> ~Calahad So to be up-to-date :P http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12155173/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12155173/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:56:30 PDT I just couldn´t resist to write a new journal entry,so here you´ve got it,kids!

So you would like to know what´s new,eh?Well to start with some uncommon things,I and my friend are vehemently training for our upcoming performance at our school´s academy somewhere in July.We´re going to play as a band;me playing the guitar,my friend harnessed to percussion and my other friend playing the bassguitar;here is some update on our progress so far >>> [link] ,lol,don´t laugh please.(1.AC/DC 2.Rage Against the Machine 3.Jet) We won´t play full songs but we want to play around 1 minute from each and put it together with fluent switchovers from one part to another.(As you can see in the video).Well that´s all from the world of music.Another news are to be found in the next journal entry.

Let´s return to art.I like art,I like to draw,a lot.But I realy don´t have enough time for it.Have I already told you this?

Well,Mrs.Imagination went nuts previous night and gave me a mad idea to be realized.And trust me,if it work,it will be a 6 minutes animated .gif or swf. madness full of beautiful ideas.BUT I´M FUCKIN´ LAZY MATE,I´M FUCKIN´ LAZY!So wish me all luck you can provide cause I will need it.

Well,that´s all let´s say.Bye everyone.I´m out to kick some evil ass in Rainbow Six and FINALLY save my teammates.FIRE IN THE HOLE!!!

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]]> ~Calahad And the life continues... http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12050045/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/12050045/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 06:46:47 PST
I had a dream yesterday,the first after two weeks (the last ones were those I described in my last journal entry).But I don´t want to talk about it.It wasn´t the one of those nice ones.

Hehe,but I have also something positive to mention guys.Previous Friday I spent a huge ammount of time with my schoolmates,but mainly with my best (female) friend.God,do I cherish her so much.There´s a very special relationship between us,but you know,no "crossing of the friendship line".Friends forever.

Without her my life would be bare like a wasteland.But ok,I don´t want to bother you with my feelings.

Another plus is school.Although I hate it,it´s getting a little bit better for me,the marks,everything.Funny was when our english teacher gave us our fake school-leaving exam (luckily,I was missing when they wrote it) and almost everybody got E.

Sarcasm man,that´s my mate!

Oh,and you can expect some new artwork in the nearest future,I´m going to try out one coloring tutorial so wish me luck.

Have a nice day everyone,Hubi is out. (for now,lol)

]]> ~Calahad Strange feelings http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/11957779/ http://Calahad.deviantart.com/journal/11957779/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:24:36 PST
Hmmm,I haven´t felt well for past week or two.Maybe it´s caused by those strange dreams.I really dunno.

The first dream looked something like this:

The major point of this dream was the fight between Hell&Heaven.I was the heaven agent fighting against the one from hell.Our mission was to gain advantage for our side by bringing some kind of important info to our strongholds.Although I was the,hmm "winner",the war broke out.You realy should have seen it!If you think that battles in LOTR trilogy were epic,it was nothing on the contrary with this.
Heaven forces consisted of dragons,griffins and something like heaven archers in resplendent armors carying longbows with crystal arrows.
Hell forces were full of some kind of beast riders,those beasts looked like red dragons with great&sharp horns,each carying a hideous looking rider on their back.
The battle was terryfing.Hell and Heaven opened and forces met in massive and hell of a bloody war.It happened on the Earth´s surface.Billions of people but also heaven&hell soldiers died.Someone was about to attack me,but I woke up...

The second dream turned out simmilar to this:

The dream started immidiately with me making up with my schoolmate (a girl of course).In this dream she was having problem with her ganglions.It was bad and she was a few days before operation and she was afraid of it.The first problem was,that we don´t like each other too much in real life,however we are hiding it successfuly,so it´s very unlikely for us to be kissin´ just like in the dream.

(Impossible in my opinion)So,back to the topic.We were kissing realy passionately when suddenly she had to go.I said to myself: ok,it was fine,we´ll see each other later.So she went out and all of a sudden I started to feel fuckin´ bad.I almost lost my consciousness but managed to stay conscious.I felt that something in my neck wants to go out.So I grabbed it with my hands and by vomiting (it was way too large to go out just like that) I got out my schoolmate´s infected ganglions.I had cured her,that was the last thought.I woke up then...

The third dream wasn´t that strange,however... :

I was on a concert of some rock band.But now,my usuall companion wasn´t my best friend as always but it was my friend Jane which I haven´t seen maybe for half a year or maybe more.So were enjoying the concert together,dancing (pogo pogo

)...the scene turned black.When it turned back we were sitting,hand in hand,next to each other in empty concert hall (it wasn´t that big).And she said:you´re my only true friend.Nobody else than you. And above all this seemed to me extremely strange.We haven´t met for 6-7 months (although we want to a lot) so why she told I´m her best friend or what.....strange strange....my eyes were opening...aaah,another day of school.Damn it.

But that´s not everything.I also feel pitty for my dog Oscar (a beagle).Well,we had him from his early age and cared about him from the beginning.But later,because we are much older now (i mean me and my sibblings) we started to had less and less time to play with him,care...etc.And now,after circa 7 months of living with us,my parents decided to give him to another family which would care about him much better than we did.But qualms of conscience haunts me.Why I didn´t care more???I´m fuckin´ confused,I feel sad and I don´t know what to do....

GODDAMNIT!WHY EVERYTHING HAS TO BE SO COMPLICATED?FEELINGS,EMOTIONS,THINKING.....LIVING!

Screw it all.I wish you a nice day.

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