http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:CamaroMaro&section=today deviantART RSS for by:CamaroMaro en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 19:48:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/25017408/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/25017408/ Fri, 29 May 2009 15:20:06 PDT
Recently, my life has been up and down and round and round, in a nut shell an emotional roller coaster. I feels like stuff just hasn't been the same for me. It feels like things are falling apart and coming undone.I don't have that close knit feeling anymore. Its like I am falling away and fading.

It seems like last year everything was just fricken peachy and now, even though my life is sprinkled with fun, is just not what it used to be. Which granted things change I understand that. I just don't like where I am sitting right now, my point of view is bleak and clouded and that makes me nervous. What I would give to turn back time.

Stress feels like my top priority right now and that leaves no room for good times. Makes me feel like packing up and just taking off to some tropical hiatus just to take a break and get some air. I feel like getting away from it all. I need a pick me up, I just don't know what it is.

But anyway, hopefully things will find a way to become bright and beautiful again and I can enjoy life like I used to. Only time will tell.

Signing off

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/23874960/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/23874960/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:42:24 PDT
I don't want to say I am down, but I am, I feel guilty because I am. Maybe it's all the stress...I don't know.

It's like I feel hollow, like there is some void that, at this moment in time, is empty.

Strange....empty....disconnected....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/23760647/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/23760647/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 09:29:43 PDT
School has been going pretty good finals are going on right now so stress levels are high, but that is OK, it means that the quarter is almost over which means break!!! Yay!

I am also glad that spring has finally sprung! I was getting so damn tired of winter! I cannot wait til it gets warm and stays warm! So excited! I can't wait to tan, I love the feeling of the sun on my skin! Not to mention work on my car! There is so much that I want to do to my Firebird Baby!

My financial situation is not at its best right now. Me and my family are going through hard times right now. I really want to get a job! And even have had some job offers!!! Can you beleive that in these times! But I can't because the financial situation is still up in the air which means I may have to commute in this coming quarter I am praying that I won't have to do that!!!

But as far as artwork goes I have been so comsumed with school work that I haven't really beeen able to work on any personal art I really want to do some sculpture! I am also working on a picture that captures Hananoki's poem "Beast" that I really want to work on but haven been able to. I have plans to do some sculptures for people as gifts, I am praying that I will be able to get back to my personal art soon!

But yeah, things are good with me I am hanging in there doin' what I need to do to get by. So I hope all is well with everyone else! Get out there and enjoy this gorgeous weather! Rock on!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22724064/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22724064/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 22:45:05 PST
Things have been crazy as far as life goes. Its all moving so fast!!! Not to mention graduation isn't all that far off for me!!! I feel like I have so much to think/worry about! I am sure it will all work out in the end it just feels a little over whelming right now.

Any way...I better get back to business, just uploaded a couple new sculptures, so check them out if you'd like!

Rock On!!!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22216401/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22216401/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 20:24:04 PST
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Thank You!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22175383/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/22175383/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 20:06:55 PST
My Toucan-tini Sculpt is finally going up for sale on Ebay!!! Yay!I am so excited!

Man I have so much to do while I am here! Even though I am on break I still have lots to accomplish!

I have to:

- Put up shelves in my room
- Take care of my fishes water change
- Sculpt two horses for my aunt and uncle
- Sculpt a Oviraptor for myself
- Replace a light on my car
- vaccuum my car
- Fine tune my tattoo design (since I am prolly gonna get it (the humming bird) with mah christmas monies!)

Ok....I could go on forever..but you get it...lots of schtuff!

But anyways, it is Christmas Eve so I hope that everyone is having a nice break and enjoying time with friends and family! And since I probably won't be on here tomorrow Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

And of course ROCK ON!!!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21281253/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21281253/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 10:40:54 PST Ah, goodtimes. I hope we have gatherings like that more often, it was too fun not too lolz!

I have been feeling a LITTLE better, still not happy with where I am. I am in one of those moods where I just wanna meet new people and kindle old friendships and advance little aquaintences.

School, unfourtunately has taken a step down in order to make way for relationships, I don't feel bad about it tho, I am doing fine in school. Improving my relationships is really good for someone like me, and right now I need it and it's important.

My life for right now seems to be in balance for the most part at the moment, my depression could leave me alone, but whatcha gonna do. Also been feeling the need for that special someone to come along in my life. Been getting to me lately....not debilitating, but getting to me.

Not looking forward to winter being here, I love the warmth of the sun in the summer and getting all tan and swimming and.....aw man, gonna miss it. Hopefully winter will be kind this year, I doubt it but maybe.

Graduation is right round the corner too, I am so confused with my feelings. I am scared and excited and sad all at the same time. I don't want to leave what I have here. I will especially miss my friends, I am worried that after college everything will just fall apart, not becuase we want it too, just because it can, because of the distnce between us once we are done here and move one with our own lives. We will have to try our hardest to keep in touch!!! i have no idea where I will end up living, I am just so used to living here its gonna be funny to be anywhere else.

I will worry about it when we get to that road block. Any way I have to go change my fishees water and get going here, grasp what time I still have in the day.

Well have a good one! Rock On!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21220499/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21220499/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:46:30 PDT
Thanks and Rock on

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21112082/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/21112082/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:52:09 PDT
Maro was my first car that I saved up for and bought my self. But he has just gotten too tired and is no longer reliable enough for me to take back and fourth between Ohio and Pittsburgh. So I have sold him to some one that I went to highschool with that I haven't seen in years, oddly enough.

But he plans to make Maro into a drag car which kinda makes me happy. Glad that he went to some one who is going to appreciate him for what he is. I am glad to know that he will go out with a bang and won't be sitting and rusting some where or be crushed up into a little cube!

But yeah, just thought I would write about it since I don't have whole lot more to do while I am sitting here.

I am gonna miss Maro, but oh well life goes on...lolz...

Rock On!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/20986443/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/20986443/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:45:32 PDT
But ne ways, my break was OK, for my last weekend before going back me and my parents went on a little vacation down in Hocking Hills Ohio which is a little south of Columbus. It was fun and a lil different. I swear they grow everything big down there. When we first got to our cabin there was a big ass and I mean BIG ASS spider I have ever seen, and I have seen alot of spiders. This guy was about 2 to 2 and a half inches long and had about a 3 inch diameter inclusing his legs, it was huge. I was going to pick it up but my Mom was freaking out, ALOT, that says something when my mom freaks out about andy kind of bugs. She wouldn'd let me, lolz, I was cracking up. It was soo cool tho.

I also caught a huge blue gill, I know you're probably thinking, "your getting excited about a blue gill". But this was again the biggest blue gill that I have ever seen. He was about 5-6 inches long and really fat. He was nice, fought good tooSo that was fun.

Umm we also went to tons of shops and antique malls, at which I found cheap Breyers!!!! Yay for cheap Breyers!

So yeah that was my break, I also did a sculpture over break, a full body Utahraptor. I am going to post some crappy pics that I took with my phone, its all that I have tho for now. I promise I will post some much better ones in the near future.

So yeah, that is my life thus far.

So tah tah for now....Rock On.

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/20520435/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/20520435/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 11:51:58 PDT
My depression has also gotten the best of me too recently. It's came back with avengence. My art has been my savior in these hard times, drawing for me is a great outlet and a good way to vent. I will be uplaoding stuff soon.

Sorry for spilling my guts to you all, I just needed to vent and this is where I do it. End of story.

Signing Off...rock on...good bye..

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]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/19534699/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/19534699/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 10:25:21 PDT
Ne ways last weekend was fun, some friends had a nice get together, was nice seeing eveybody, catching up and getting to know people better.

We are supposed to be going on a camping trip in the weeks to come! I am UBER excited!!! I cannot wait, I hope it happens.

Poor Ashe's Gertrude is in the shop! Things will work out OK tho, know it will, if Maro can do it Gertrude can do it! Lol.

I am in need of going to get my tattoo touched up and also possibly get another !!! I want to get an angelfish I designed on my ankle, I will have to post it. I love how it came out, I just have to color it.

Ah ne way I better quit typing before I get caught.

Rock on!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/19405709/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/19405709/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 08:41:02 PDT
For one thing I have to get my Camaro ready for sale, I want to do a little body work on it before it goes up for sale. That being said, yeah I did find a new car, its a '99 Pontiac Firebird base model 3.8 V6 but with all the bells and whistles it could possibly have. I love it but I am really gonna miss Maro. I have told people that I am gonna miss him and they are like NAHHH, but no its not just a material thing I am going to miss the sentimental parts of Maro. I love that damn car. I am going to make a memorial out of his license plate and one of the tribal frames I had around it. I know I am lame, I don't care.

My break was pretty nice, went to South Carolina for vac. and went through North Carolina, Virginia and Maryland on the way back. So it was fun. I finally got to do some saltwater fishing!!! We went on a deep sea charter but me and my dad also did some pier fishing. I caught a few flounders and some spots, it was fun. I also did some fishing once we got home and caught a HUGE carp, I know carp, gross, but he was huge!!!! It was fun bringing him in, he was at lest 6 or 7 pounds he put up quite a fight too. I also caught a nice fat blue gill.

We got a beach front hotel in two of the places we stayed in, aw man it was great, I love the coast. Saw some neat attractions there too. Ate at Hard Rock (we do everywhere we go) didn't go to the Hard Rock Park because our waiter at Hard Rock said he is supposed to promote it but he was honest and said that for 50 bucks its not worth it. So skipped that.

But over all the trip was great! had lots of fun, loved being on the road. SO its nice to be back I cannot wait to see everybody! I missed you guys!!!!

Back too the grind now...eh, oh well only ten weeks.

Rock On!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18958527/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18958527/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 22:28:28 PDT
So the treacherous search for the ever elusive Pontiac Firebird continues.....eh, and me and my dad are getting tired of it!!!
We have looked at five cars now and and so far have come up with nothing. The car is either a piece, the milage or price is too high, or the seller is just a moron. Yesterday we went to look at another firebird, red, full power, 54,000 miles, T-tops, the works, all I have been looking for all for a starting price of $5,495 in Ebay. Sounds like a deal right? So we go and look at the car, solid body, nice interior everything works, there is just one problematic fender that has been repainted poorly, that of which the owner didn't notice until me and my dad pointed it out to her...eh...it was kinda funny because she was really surpised...ha!

NE ways, so we test drove the car and were happy with it and asked the owner if she would settle on a price outside of Ebay to which she said no. So we said we are interested so we will go along with the auction and bid on it. So we did. See we are going on vacation in the next week so the auction was going to end on Monday which worked out perfectly. But tonight I checked on the auction and it has been ended. me and my dad supect that she ended it because the auction didn't have the reserve that she was sure she had put on the car, the buy it now was 7,000 but there was no reserve for 7,000. So now we have to call her tomorrow and hope that she will settle outside of ebay, either way she is NOT going to get that price for that car.

I am so fricken tired of seeing these cars for rediculous prices. Yeah, I get it they are no longer making the Firebird, la dee fricken da, they are not some kind of collector muscle car! They stopped making them in 2002 for crying out loud! I have seen cars that have been listed for outrageous prices only to see the dealer or private owner reduce the price until it sells!! So STOP IT!!!


Eh....sorry about that rant...had to put it out there. On a better note my fish are gradually getting braver and starting to act more like fish than big scaredy cats. I have also added a new member to the family, a little royal blue discus that I picked up from RMS. He is doing OK eating a little and getting used to his surroundings. He is hanging out with my big Red Turq, they are buddies, its cute because my Turq is so big and the royal blue is so little.

Speaking of fish, thoes of you who know about my most recent corwntail betta (Ashe, Camillo, Serry), the "rockstar" one, well if you can remember what he looked like (dark face, splotches of red and black and blue with black fins and a mostly white body) well he has TOTALLY CHANGED. I honestly thought my mom replaced him. But it is him because I know my mom would have told me and he still has his black fins, but his face is no longer black AT ALL. he now has a orangish head, bright white eyes, totally white body which extends to his fins a bit with black on the ends and pretty much no more blue or red. So I have named him Hudini. Lolz. I can't beleive it, but yeah he has totally transformed so he has been dubbed Hudini.

I also got the sad news from my friend Ashe, that Stan Winston recently passed away due to cancer. I was upset to hear the news, hit me like a brick. He was one of thoes people that I imagined to live on forever and forever in to old age, some one that would seem to never fade away. He was an amazing man, I have looked up to him ever since I was very little and dreamed of maybe working for him one day. I am devistated to hear that you have passed on Stan, but you made so many of my favorite imaginary beasts come to life. Thanks for being the amazing person that you were. You will be missed but will live on in the hearts and minds of many as a legend. RIP.

But in general my break has been going good, getting alot done, which makes me happy. I hope everyone else is enjoying thier time off! Sorry for the novel.

Rock on!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18769929/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18769929/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:06:05 PDT
Plus me and my dad are gonna do some more car hunting over break. I should come back with a new car...I hope. Plus I also have some one who is seriously interested in Maro, I think he will take car of him, he seems to really like Maro and told me "If you ever sell this car let me know!!!! I AM SERIOUS!. I told him it will probably be in the near future. I know him a little and like I said I think he will take care of him. I know.... I am worrying about where my car is going....feel free to poke fun...lolz. So yeah that was cool

Umm...Oh yah...my fishies are all better. We did lose 4 out of six fish but I am happy that at least we saved two. I can't thank my parents enough for taking the responsibility of curing my fish. They are awesome. I think my dad learned a bit too, it also influenced him to take better care of his fish I cannot wait to see my fishies, I miss 'em.

Ahhh, so yeah...just thought I would put up a new journal since I haven't in a while.

So I am going to have a nice relaxing evening....I think its a break well desevred..Toodles!

Rock On!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18372707/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18372707/ Sat, 17 May 2008 20:01:14 PDT
I again feel lilke my life is at a halt. I mean school is going good (knock on wood) I just feel like I haven't been socializing as much as I should.

Eh.....it's been a long time since I have had anyone that is more than a friend and its starting to eat away at me. I am not advertising by any means, I just wanted to vent some where and deviant art just happens to be that some where.

Some days I am just like nah I don't need that, but then eventually it all crashes down. I am in one of those down kinda moods.

I know some one will come along eventually......

On another note I am going to go look at some discus at a guys house who lives in Ohio, he is selling them for good prices and the are nice fish too!! I saw pictures of them, they are very nice. I am quite excited about that. I am also going to a place that has over 400 discus at any given time. Excited about that too.

I am also going to go look for a car while I am home, hopefully we will find something, I am in need of a car. Maro is getting to his last legs, the oil leakage is getting to be horrible, makes me sad

I am also going to a rib cook-off, me and my family go to it every year...so that will be fun...

So yeah.....a glimpse in to the life of Jenny.....meh.....signing off

P.S. I will be posting some new stuff soon.

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18250414/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18250414/ Sat, 10 May 2008 00:11:22 PDT
All of them.

Gone.

In one shot.

My five lovely discus that were growing in to beautiful fish.... gone. Along with them my five cardinal tetras and my two corydoras. I just lost my entire aquarium, and why????? Because of a malfuntioning heater. My fish were literally cooked to death for the heater malfunctioned and over heated.

When I checked them this morning all was well they even came to the front of the tank to greet me, even Sunny!

I am devistated, but there is nothing else to do but pick up the pieces and start over. By no means am I done with owning discus, they are to much fun to pass up, they were a little tough to get going but they were great once they acclimated and became comfortable. I will get to where I was before, it will just take some time and a little bit of patience.

Well I have alot to think about, so I am going to go to bed...signing off

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18154220/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/18154220/ Sat, 03 May 2008 19:25:05 PDT
But yeah so I am moved into mah new palce. Its nice, was a little stinky after the carpet cleaning but it has dried and it dosen't stink anymore. Yay.

Ummm today was a good one, I got alot done, I pretty much finished my animation for 2D and I got my self branding project done. that is another yay. I also found out that my online class which I thought started this week starts next week, so that is a relief. Another thing that is good about today is that its raining an at this point in time, rain makes me happy. I have also been listening to the second disc from stadium arcadium and have decided that is AMAZING.....there are some great songs on that album...wow. "Hard to Concentrate" is one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard....I suggest listening to it.

I also did most of my grocery shopping today...yay for groceries!!!

On the bad side of things: There were ants living in my computer...the little brown guys...they keep crawling out from random places...and I of course mush them...sorry ants...Also when me and my friends met with our ex-roommate to figure out some financial complications things didn't go as smooth as I though they would.....it was way more rediculous than it should have been, not to mention embarassing....eh....but that is over and I am done thinking about it......grrr....yinzers.....eh..

Also the JP pinball that my dad brought down itsn't working at full capacity, which makes me sad...it is still fun to play but it's even better when its working fully.

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17944762/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17944762/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 13:18:43 PDT
I have a place found, its just getting all the financial bullshit straightened out that is getting in the way, its getting really frustrating!!! My friends also have found a place which makes me happy, I know they are going through the same financial silliness that I am, but I am sure in the end everything will work out OK for all of us, its just getting through the tough stuff that is hard. Plus on top of that we all have school, and a shitty ex-roommate to deal with which makes it all the harder. Hopefully it will all be over soon and we can get back to our once happy lives.

The weather has just been AWESOME!!! That has also made it hard to concentrate on everything because I just want to be outsude CONSTANTLY!!!! The other day we went to the park and I was in my glory, we played frisbee and cards, it was awesome, and there is trout fishing there which is amazing!!! I am working on getting a fishing lisence right now. But I was literally in a daze, we tried playing Yuker (I am sure I butchered the spelling on that) and failed miserably because I was so distracted by the nice weather.

In other good news I am probably getting a Jurassic Park pinball for my new place! I am really stoked!!! I have always wanted one soooooooo badly!!! I am afriad that it is going to take over my life lolz, when I was playing it on Pinmame on my dad's comp I had a hard time walking away. So that is pretty cool, I cannot wait to see it.

I also recieved an email from RedHotChiliPeppers.com that began "Hey Rockinfreakapotami" and it just made my day!!! That is fricken awsome!!! I love the ficken Peps...

But yeah, that is the "Life os Jenn" as it stands now.....

Now get out an enjoy this awsome weather!!!!!

Rock On!!!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17729194/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17729194/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 10:03:34 PDT
Man I just wanna relax, I think everyone does, all of our emotions are on the edge, this quarter in terms of the house has been miserable and its putting us all under tons of stress. To those that this pertains to I know we will get through this, we have gotten through so much already we can do this. We just have to hold on, I am not trying to be super mushy or nething, I just know we will pull through as long as we make an effort, which damn have we ever. We'll get this guys.

But yeah, feeling super ick today. I wanna curl up in a ball and die..... but I can't do that, oh well, just have to bite the bullet.

Well I got work to do, learning Adobe Illustrator....fun.....I want Macromedia Freehand...bleh

So yeah...signing off

Rock on

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17600639/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17600639/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:05:30 PDT
I am happy to see all of my buddies again but I am not happy to see Pittsburgh again. I am so tired of living in the city, even living in the suburbs of Pittsburgh, its still Pittsburgh. I am just tired of pittsburgh PERIOD!

Grrr, alot of this may just be that it's the morning and I am tired and grumpy, so I apologise.

Still haven't found a damn car. SO far they are either already gone, the are a piece, or there is something wrong with them. Grr...blah.

On a brighter note I went to Michigan over break to see my Aunt Jeanette and Uncle Bob so that was fun. Didn't get to ride but I did get to visit with the horses so that was fun And I met their cat Buster, who is fricken awsome, he is huge and fat and half dog he is so cuddly, I wanted to take him home with me so badly!!!!! He was so damn cute.\

Well I guess I better go now I think class is about to start.....Goody......

Rock On!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17464989/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17464989/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 20:37:35 PDT
When me and my dad took it for a spin we decided against taking it on the highway literally because we were afriad it was going to blow up. It hardly ran and it was kicking and squeakin the whole way.

So least to say...it was a worthless trip...my dad sternly returned the key to the guy and we just walked out. We were angry that the owner told us that "the car was real nice, no rust and ran great" and that it was worth the trip to go out and see it. We both wanted to kill him.

It makes me sad to see a car that COULD have been a nice car be reduced to shambles, take care of your cars people!!!! It is worth it in the end! I get the same sad feeling about beat up broken down cars, that could have been great, that I do when I see animals, taht would be better otherwise if not for people mistreating them!!! Don't neglect your automobile (OR YOUR PETS!!!(unless you want me to personally kick your ass) its not worth not taking car of your car! Take car of your car and it will hold its worth, don't, well then good luck sellin it.

SO....yeah....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!(that is worthy of many R's).

So today we went and looked at another, the car was a year younger and totally awsome!!!! Little more expensive but wow what a difference. I guess this guy was selling this car (1999 black Firebird) for his friend who had to move out of the country. So technically the car belongs to the man selling it but as a favor so his friend could move out of the country he is selling the car form him but getting the cash for it too. But ne way, yeah this car was the complete opposite to the first car:Gorgeous paint, nice quiet interior, smooth ride, solid body, no rust, smooth engine....the only problem....no power locks or windows, I mean I am interested in the car...REALLY INTRESTED...but I am not sure if I want to live with manual locks and windows for another 5 years or how ever long I end up having the car...Damn it I am torn......but like my dad said if I don't get all the options I am looking for I will always regret not getting them. But it is a REALLY NICE CAR.....good seller to, nice honest guy. It was a nice change compared to the other douche bag that we talked to with the first car.

So yeah blah...my fishy is also still sick....well sort of...sometimes he uses both of his gills sometimes not... They are also both not eating flakes...they will only eat live food...spoiled brats

Ugh...and this fricken snow...we have about a foot on the ground again....I wish it would just DIE!!! I am so damn tired of flippin snow and cold, I want sun and warm!!!!! BAH! Ne way.

*sigh* so that has been my break thus far. I hope that all you guys are having a good break!! (you know who you are) Happy Easter!!!!

ROCK ON!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17387745/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17387745/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 22:04:16 PDT
I am doing OK, just feeling eh, you know, eh, we have all felt "eh" before well that is what I am feeling.

My Logic class has kinda got me feeling a little down and out just because I want to succeed but am having a hard time understanding its concepts further, and how can you do good at something that you don't understand....so yeah that is eh....

I also don't know exactly where my life is going, I can't pin point the feeling or why I feel this way, I just well.....do. The path just dosen't seem as clear as it were before.....who knows.

I also feel just tired and worn out. I am burnt out on school....which sucks, I want to really like what I am doing in school but recently it has just seemed more annoying and pointless than enjoyable. I feel like my educational career has been put on pause like I haven't made any real progress like I was in the beginning. i have one more year to go and I want it to be fun not torture.

Speaking of life being on pause I feel like just in general I have gone no where in life, like i am not experiencing it to its full potential, I have only felt like that a few times far and between.....I am tired of just waiting.... feels like that is all I am doing, waiting.....for something...or maybe nothing.......

Ne way....

Rock on...signing off.....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17157263/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17157263/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 22:47:33 PST
I got a couple fish, a blue diamond discus, he is gorgeous!! and a melon discus who wasn't doing to good when we left the auction (he was laying sideways in the bag and then on the bottom of my tank) but is slowly getting better and holding himself up.

I also traded my breeding pair of angels (which I raised from smaller than quarter size, right they are like 3-4 inches tall and wide, they are biggins now, kinda makes me sad to see them go! ) for a beautiful electric blue African cichlid for my dad. And another pair of my angels (a bigger than half dollar size) turned out to be a breeding pair!!!! I found eggs in the tank today!! So I moved them into the 20 gal where the toher pair was. So now I have 5 discus and the two breeder angels. I am excited because I a hoping that this pair will take better care of their spawn, my last pair always used to eat thier eggs (especially the male!!!!). And of course I have my three bettas

Oh on a bad note, MY CAR IS DEAD!!! The other day took it for a spin down in the valley, brought it back parked it in the circle, went to drive it into the driveway and NADA! NOTHING! So me and my Dad had to push it from the curb of the circle so it would have its tail end towards the front of the drive then we tried to push it up the curb, which didn't happen (the car was too heavy and we were laughing too hard!!!). So we busted out the dog beds (literally we used the dog's beds...lolz) and wedged them in between my dad's van and my car's bumper (if in you wanna call it that) and pushed the car up the driveway with the van, it was funny.

But yah Maro at this point in time is dead and the problem hasn't been determined yet, may be driving my mom's car back... I hate leaving Maro home!!!

Sorry to bore you with my fish obsession and stupid car stories but that was the eventful parts of my weekend

So as always see ya annd....ROCK ON!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17065444/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/17065444/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:14:21 PST
Yeah so I am not doing so hot as of late. I am just sick and tired of being lied to straight to my face. It won't be long before I simply just crack under the pressure. I am also tired of the hollow and meaningless sorries, because obvoiusly you don't care so just stop. You know who you are.

I am not asking for anyone's pity, I am a big girl and I can take care of myself. I am just frustrated with those who refuse to hold up thier end of the bargin that was made and agreed upon a long time ago. I am not asking for a huge favor just for a little help. I cannot help but feel that you are running away from your problems as well as your responsibilites. I am not looking for a fight.... just for a resolution and a straight answer.....think about it. I am willing to work through the rest of this lease....are you?

Ne ways on a brighter note I got a sculpture comission which I am stoked about!!!! I just have to get all my information and details together which shouldn't be too hard. Its been so long since I have done any comission work. Feels Good

Oh also I am going to a fish auction this weekend!!! Not like food fish but aquarium fish. I am excited and interested to see what it is going to be like. And perhaps I will go home with another discus if I can get a good deal! It will be fun!

Break is coming up soon, even though its only a fricken WEEK!!! But it will be fun because I am going to visit my aunt and uncle in Mich. Hopefully do some horse back riding!!! Wee!

So yeah basically my life is split straight down the middle directly between shit and relatively good....eh I cannot wait till summer break.....THREE WEEKS OF VACATION!!!

Neways Rock On!!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16480821/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16480821/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 20:23:30 PST
They also discussed piercings, Really what does a persons tattoos or peircings have to do with thier personality. Believe it or not tattoos don't effect who you are or what your lifestyle is. I have met MANY MANY people who have very prestigious jobs who have tats, piercings, etc thank you very much!

I am also not just limiting my rant to women with tattoos I am also extending this to men with tattoos.

It angers me and saddens me that people are so superficial in thier opinions, I have met some amazing people in my life both with and with out tattoos, with and with out piercing and with and with out pink, yellow or green hair etc. I don't separate the two, they are just people all the same to me! Why would you separate them!!!!!!

Some one on the poll even mentioned "What if the president or his wife, or a lawyer or doctor had a huge snake tattoo on thier arm, wouldn't you look at them differently?", Hell no, power to them all the same.

Eh, I just had to get that out, people make me sick sometimes, thats all.

Any way...signing off....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16362615/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16362615/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 19:15:52 PST
Ok i am about to geek-out.....I have been OBSESSED with Oblivion for the PS3. The game is so awsome, I am a Kahjiht, who fricken just got bit by a vampire!!!! That is so damn awsome!!! I aquired some Vampiric abilities and such and my looks changed! None of the down falls have set in...which I have read include having to kill peeps to suck their blood ( I guess I should have guessed!!) in order to survive, I haven't had to kill anyone yet...heh....I can't wait...hee hee!!! But yeah the game is awsome and I suggest you all go play it!

Ummm....well what else....OH goin to go look at a car this weekend...FIREBIRD BABY! A red hot firebird!!! But I am sad too....Maro will be gone soon, I was talking to my friend about how I am gonna be getting rid of Maro and he thinks I am crazy!!! I think I am crazy too for doing that, really tho it wasn't my idea to get rid of him, my parents are giving me a loan for this next car and selling Maro is gonna go towards it. That car...sigh....so many experiences....i will miss him when he is gone

WELL.....I guess I should go do my HW...blah...Ne ways talk to you all later!!!!

ROCK ON!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16154855/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/16154855/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 15:56:52 PST
List:
Victoria Secret Stuffs
PS3
MP3 player (So I can finally upgrade from CDs but I will prolly still use them...old skool i guess...
a digital tire pressure checker- very handy
a digital guitar tuner- also very handy
clothes- of course
chocolate and little shtuffs
moola
books

thats all!!!

Eveything was nice this christmas no arguing or ne thing....it was great Still have my moms side of the family to have christmas with and my aunt is coming on the 31st....EXCITED...and possibly my cuz.

Oh I was given a new baby cousin on Christmas!!!! Lucas DeSalvo, is his name, 8 lbs 7 Oz !!!! I haven't seen him yet! I want to tho! Congrats to my Aunt Juliana and Uncle Jim!!!!!

Oh DMC4 is coming out Feb 5th, SUPPOSEDLY!!!! I want to get all excited and jump up and down but.....I am not sure enough about it to do that....heh....it better be coming out then or I am gonna have to hurt some people!!!

On the subject of DMC....yeah there is an animated series coming out and talk of a live action movie......they are gonna kill DMC and its idea.....eh i mean it COULD be good but usually these kind of things come out HORRIBLY..you all know this!!!! I guess I can't say anything until i see it...keeping my fingers crossed...with little hope.

Also saw Advent Children...its OK kinda on the cheezy side of things and it seems to me like its a story line that was pulled out of an ass and had little relation to the original story, of course I am not exactly familiar with the FFVII story line, I played it a LONG time ago and never finished it. Its worth watching just for the graphics and cool camera angles and action moves and the like.

Oh and LAIR is AWSOME!!!!! I love it! I rented it and i can see where you would get frustrated with the controls but once you master them the game is SO FUN!! Its very innovative too and pays attention to detail. Definatley going in my collection. I love dragons!

Ummm hmmm...i think that is all....for now that is all my non functioning brain can muster....so until then ROCK ON!!!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15900848/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15900848/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 09:09:44 PST
I am sitting in my Computer Modeling 3 class and I have an armeure that almost works with the exception of its stupid feet!!!!!! GRRRRRRRR! So I don't know what I am going to do. Just as long as I pass frankly at this point I don't care. This quarter has been hell!!!! Absolute HELL!!!! This has definatlely been the worst quarter EVER!!!!!! There is a whole list of things that have happened this quarter that have just been horrible and I am too tired too name them!

I just want my nice warm bed to take a 3hr nap in!!!! Then I am gonna drive home, I love night driving! It is easier for you to get caught speeding but it is so nice cause there is no one on the road, its got a quiet peacful feeling to it. I get on the road, blast the Red Hot Chili Peppers and I am good!!!!!! Man I cannot wait to be outta here!!!!!

Blah.....soon....sooon..........just a little longer and I will be home free!!!!

Ne ways Rock On eveyone...happy holidays!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15810101/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15810101/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 16:12:37 PST
A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

-George Carlin



Wow...ain't it the truth...this really moved me and I thought I would share it with you guys.

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15742682/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15742682/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:34:57 PST
I love Christmas, eventhough its not what it used to be. When your a kid Christmas is so much more special. Anymore, I wait for that special feeling to return this time of year but it never really does. Don't get me wrong I love Christmas for what it is, but its just not as magical. I am sure you guys know what I mean.

Either way O am uber excited about going home, I get to see my fishies!!!! I just got three pigeon blood turquoise discus for my 30 gallon aquarium. I have wanted to try to keep discus for the longest time but never could because they are so expensive!!!!! I got my three @ $14.50 each and they are normally around 80 dollars a piece!!! So I am thrilled to have them. They seem to be doing very well, they are not as hard to take care of as they are made out to be, water changes and monitoring your aquarium are the key!!!!


I am also in the market for a new car which is exciting but at the same time depressing. My parents are giving me a loan for the car and want me to get a car in the 1998-2002 range. I want another 91-92 Camaro. The Camaro part is fine but they want me to get a newer one, which look totally different, 1992 was the last year for Maro's body style, in 93 they changed to the smoother rounded off look. Which is ok, but I like rigid style of my Camaro's body style, I just don't think the new ones have as much character. 91's and 92's seem to have just a tad of that 70's muscle car body styling. Not to mention there are not many older Camaro's running aournd anymore most have rusted out, which is another reason I want another 91 or 92. Plus I love my car (you all know this!!!) and don't want to part with it, that car, although troublesome at times, has been one of the funest vehicles I have owned. I swear I am gonna put it in my backyard and store it...I don't care, I will buy one of thoes tents for it...Maro is my baby!!!!

Newyas, sorry I got alittle carried away, I am tired and tipsy and want to rest my little eyes, we are going to the Strip District tomorrow. I am so Excited!!! So I am gonna rest so I haev my energy...that being siad...GOOD NIGHT!

ROCK ON!!!!

P.S.- WINTER NEEDS TO DIE!!!!- I want sunniness and warm!!!! Oh and Everclear (97% grain alchohol-blehck!!!!) is the Devil!!!

Jenn

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15301046/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/15301046/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:04:37 PDT
So Ashley ran to get help and came back with three people fom Student Services. They were really helpful and nice. They called EMS and then the whole shabang showed up. They closed the stair way and everything. It was so embarassing..... I hate being the focus. Its not my deal. I would rather blend into the background than stand out.

So me and Ashley road the ambulance to hospitol and waited there three hours befor they were done.

No broken bones, THANK GOD!!!! just a severe sprain, air cast, crutches and lots of pain meds.

I hate crutches, I hate the stares, and I know some people are thinking its all for attention, well guess what folks its not. I already had someone pull a chair in front of me and leave it there to be funny. Pisses me off. Believe me I would give anything to not have to walk around on crutches my arms and armpits are very sore and its only been a day!!!!!! Plus I already went thru the whole crutch thing when I had surgery on my hip, why some one would even use crutches to get attention, I don't know.

But anyways, I should be better within a few days here. I am going home tonight to see my doctor tomorrow.

Ahhhh, this quater is horrid...blah...ne ways I am in class at the moment so I should go.....

Rock on!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14990375/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14990375/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:58:00 PDT
I hated the 2nd one but I don't think that they will do that again!!!! The 4th one looks good so far! They are bringing back some main characters from the first game...I won't say ne thing for those who don't want to know Aw man I am uber excited about the new Silent Hill and RE 5!!! I want a PS 3 so damn bad even tho I have heard some bad hype about them. I played one and liked what I saw so I am gonna try to get one.

Ne ways my second week of school is almost over and I am having fun, I am getting to know what my teachers are looking for and its getting easier 1st week is always nerve wracking because its the first time that you are doing homework for these teachers and are kinda walking into blackness, not knowing what they are looking for! But that is all over and things are looking good right now.

Oh and tomorrow is VAN HALEN!!! YAY! I am leaving class early tomorrow to head over there. I am kinda worried that they are gonna be terrible but I have heard good things so maybe not.

My car is not running too good but I a, driving it all the way home tomorrow even tho it reeks of gas!!! Hopefully I won't die!!!!!

Ne way I gotsta go! ROCK ON EVERY ONE!!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14883769/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14883769/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 11:14:36 PDT
On top of all this happiness I am going to see Van Halen next Weds!!!! I am so excited and I have heard that the concert is really good even tho they are all 50 and above (except Wolfgang of course!!!) Maaan, and then after that me and mi Padre are going fishing on Mogadore lake in a boat with a trolling motor in Portage , Ohio!!!! I haven't caught any big fish this summer so me and my dad are trying hard to squeeze every last ounce of fishing time outta fall. I did catch a striped bass and a small large mouth, but other than that not much! I know there is a lunker waiting for me out there some where.

Nothing better than fish straight out of the water, filleted, baked and on to you plate!!!!!

Ahhh, things have been going good for me (knock on wood) hopefully it will last!!!! I am going to be posting some shiat so keep a look out!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14587725/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14587725/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:09:16 PDT
My performance was a little better than normal, we had to pitch cartoon ideas in groups and me and a fellow group memeber were the actors (I know, me, acting....WHAT????) and I did a little more than I usually do. And in terms of presenting, I was a little quavery but not that bad.....i think......maybe....I suck at presenting.

I have to present tomorrow as well......not looking forward to that at all. I cannot wait till this is all over... I am dying for this break. Not sure how I am going to get there but we'll see, hopefully everything will fall into place......


Peace & Rock On......

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14536546/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/14536546/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 20:22:37 PDT
Things have been OK, Meh......not really too much drama in my life, that I don't need!!!! Grrrrr I hate drama...blah!!! I am hoping that things will get better soon.......

School has been killing me, I have about 8 million things to do before break (which I cannot wait for!!! 2 Wks yay!!!!). This is the long haul, I hate the last few weeks of school becuase its so much stress and sooo much to remember. I am trying to work on my presentation that I have to present on Wednsday, but I have lost complete intrest in it and can't concentrate on it anymore. Not to mention I am tired and somewhat tipsy because I had a lil drink at the China Town Inn Restaraunt (<------if you live in Pittsburgh I would highly suggest you eat here, Its very yummy!!!!)

But yeah struggling through till the end......hopefully I will make it there!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13986422/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13986422/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:46:15 PDT
Things at school have been crazy and I have been chewed for my work about a dozen times already. Did my first animation since I have been going to school here and let me say that the critique was NOT pretty!!!!!! It was scarey, my teacher torn me apart, and here I was thinking it was OK, but that is what constructive critisizm is all about. I am going to go fix my animation this evening, I am really not in the mood to but you gotta do what you gotta do.

I cannot wait til this weekend, I need the break again, last weekend was fun, played beer pong two nights in a row, and we played about 4-5 rounds each night because we are horrible people. I won't play it twice in a row this weekend but we gotta at least get one round in!!!! I want to play more silent hill 4 too, me and Ashe are to the point int he game where you have to go back in to the worlds and do odd job stuff to advance in the game, but things are really started to get fucked up and the game is getting creepier! I love it! This is my second time playing thru but it sitll gets me!

Well I siuppose I should go work on my damn animation....blah...I dont wanna!!!!

See yaz later! RoCk On!!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13972594/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13972594/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 14:18:01 PDT
nummmmm nummmm nummmmm, poop

yay poop


*****btw this is really camillo *******

*******to jen: HI JEN, you didnt logout and i just happened to go on the computer you were on **************

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13871867/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13871867/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:40:15 PDT
I haven't really had anytime to do my own projects, both art and car wise. Maro (my 1991 Camaro) really needs some TLC, but I haven't had the time. I also want to do some sculpting in the near future, its been too long since I have, we'll see.

I am still missing Florida, I cannot wait to go back, me and my family are possibly going down there again for the winter, I am so excited about it! Florida freakin' ROCKS!

Well I better work on my Western Civilization project (2 500 word essays, Yummy) since its due next Friday.

Have a good one and RoCk On!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13581573/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13581573/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 17:35:52 PDT
The night life here is amazing as well as the people, eveyine has been so damn nice and I have had some of the coolest experiences. I know alot of it has to deal with the fact that I have practically been living in the amusement parks, but its just some of the people I have met and things here that I see eveyday that just make me smile that makes me wanna move here. Yeah the weather is a bit intense at times but I can deal with it, wouldn't mind being tan all year long

But anyways yeah some of the stuff that happened:
-Disney is calling this year the "Year of A Million Dreams" and they are giving away a million dreams literally, A lady randomly came up to us while we were wating for a ride on Animal Kingdom's Dinosaur and said come with me, we got a quick jump to the front and a free picture from the ride. We also got to go behind the scenes of the ride.

- We also got some exclusive pin called the Tinkerbell Pixie pin which is only handed out to guest by cast memebers when they are seen doing a good deed, we got this after we donated money to the Wildlife Preservation Fund or somthing like that.

- Got a jump to the front of the line of the Amazing Movie Ride (not sure if that is right) when we went to Disney MGM when one of the cast members saw our "1st Visit" pins.

- At Universal's City Walk we ate at Hard Rock (going back there tonight) and my dad mentioned that I was a Beatles fan and our waiter took us up to a room with tons of beatles stuff, including John Lennon's furniture, apparently this room that we went up to is where the rock stars hang out after they perform. He kinda gave us a little mini tour. And the veiw off the balcony was AMAZING!!!!

that is only a few but yeah some really cool stuff has happened, We are planning on driving half way home tomorrow. I am not ready to go back to all of the stresses reality. I like living in ithis dream world...

But as I siad there is an end to everything....

I am excited about going back to school and seing all of my friends, all of whom I love and miss very much!!!! I just wanna live here, I am not ready for winter *yuck* but whatcha gonna do. Ne ways I have to get ready to go to Hard Rock for dinner, have fun everyone and ROCK ON!!!! ]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13451338/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13451338/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 19:31:03 PDT
We stopped in Ormand Beach for 4 days in a hotel called Makai, it was awsome, we had a room on the first floor that was next to the pool and you could open the back sliding door and literally walk on to the beach, the room was so close I could watch the ocean from my bed. SPent alot of time on the beach, I actually have quite the tan and that makes me happy!

While we were staying here one night I caught a crab with my sister on the beach, he was about 4 or 5 inches legnth wise so he was a good size. We looked at him for a little bit and then let him go back on the beach.

We went to St. Augustine during our stay at Makai, and on the way to St. Augustine we stopped at Marineland which is a dolphin conservation facility, it was awsome and the dolphins were so damn cute. You can actually make appointments to swim with them, we were going to but ran out of time. There were a group of kids that were swimming with them, it was cute.

We also stopped at a place called Alligator Farm, it was cool, lots of crocs and gators, and other interesting birds. That was cool would recommened going there anyday.

When we got to Augustine we went to all of the beach junk shops and then just before leaving we went on a guided horse carriage ride, it was awsome!

Other miscellenous critters that I have caught include: a brown anole, I caught a little female, she was cute:: a tropical house gecko, he was very difficult to catch, but very interesting to look at beautiful eyes!!!!!::::hmmmm, almost cuaght a deaths head cockroach which I have come to find out they call palmetto bugs here, I like that name better, sounds more appealing, cuz roaches are nasty!!!!!:::and a hermit crab.

Right now we are in Orlando and plan to go to Sea World, Wonderworks, Universal Studios, and Disney. And then from here its Tampa where we are going to go deep sea fishing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that deserves that many exclaimation points!!!!! I LOVE fishing and have never gone deep sea fishing, while were on the subject, we are thinking about going bass fishing here in Orlando.

I miss all you guys (you know who you are) and I hope that you all are having as much fun as I am, just thought that I would check in and let you know what I am up to. I may put up another update, who knows. But yeah, hi all, have fun, be safe and rock on!!!!

See ya later!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13304017/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13304017/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:51:40 PDT

........can't wait to get away.....


I need the break from all the BS......

Florida, here I come.......


So much for feeling better.....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13154620/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13154620/ Wed, 30 May 2007 17:52:34 PDT
I wanna break, school is killing me this quarter, I feel so suffocated, like I can't breathe in any relief. Like I am trying so hard this qurter yet I am going nowhere.

I just want to relax, I suppose that is what it will be in the end.....calm. I just have to work to get there.

Sorry to all who r reading this I don't mean to be such a dud. I guess this is one way that I can vent. Its how I feel and I have to get it out some way. I don't mean to bring ne one down either, check back in a few weeks maybe then I will have perked up, but who knows.......

I hope things get better.....

Till then.....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13000033/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/13000033/ Fri, 18 May 2007 11:17:45 PDT
Things are slowly getting better, I cannot wait till I can go to florida for vacation, aww man that will be nice. Its just getting thorugh the tough stuff now. I have a feeling that i am not going to do very good this quarter but all that I can do is try right?

Ne ways I should start my home work, I have been here since 12:45-ish and I haven't even touched it. I am just afraid to start because I know its just going to put me in a bad mood, but i guess i just have to grit my teeth and bare it.

Ne wyas yeah, toodles......

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12963252/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12963252/ Tue, 15 May 2007 08:58:29 PDT
I wanna do this kinda stuff, i really do, I am jsut frustrated because I am at a loss as to to how to do certian things. I wanna just give up and go home. Its the worst feeling ever when you are passionate about doing something but you don't have the knowledge to do it.

I feel like they kind of just threw us into this class, I feel really unprepared, like there should have been a prep class before this one, which I had comp modeling 1 this is two but it is a huge jump from one to two. Its over whelming how much information the teacher throws at us in one class and expects us to absorb it all and come back with an amazing project to turn in the following week.

I am pretty sure I am gonna skip, even though that will really hurt me in the end.

This quarter blows, I hate it, to much damn stress, I just want to go away....far far away....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12825480/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12825480/ Thu, 03 May 2007 08:23:43 PDT
I am going home this weekend to do some cosmetic work on my car with my dad so that will be fun, i love working on cars!!!! I hope to maybe go fishing this weekend too that would be fun!!!! I am trying to get into the outdoors more, I am loving this warm weather!!!

I got a sun burn the other day, which hurt but hey I got a jump start on my tan, so its all good

I am thinking about getting an Oscar cichlid!!!!! I want an albino one! They are soo damn cute and I guess they can have quite the personality, so I am excited, I want one soo bad!

Anyways I should probably go take a shower, work on my english homework, and call about the house...wee!!! Tons of stuff to do!!!

I will talk to you all later!!!!

Have a good day!! Get out and enjoy this awsome weather!!!!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12795432/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12795432/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 19:41:53 PDT
I need a break, this quarter has been crazy, too much to think about! Too much to do!!!

I went home this weekend to get some things done and I didn't get to do half of the things that I wanted to do.

I got to wash and wax my car which makes me happy, and the Camaro is running like a dream now thanx to my Dad's awsome friend Bob, who diagnosed and fixed the car for free. It was a simple problem, bad spark plug wires (my exhaust was leaking from the exhaust manifold, where it goes into the engine and was burning the wires.) but still it was easy to overlook but Bob knew it right off the bat. I am SOOO happy that it is running good, its so fun to drive now, its really got alot of kick now which it never had before. I love my MARO!

But yeah so that was good but I did want to clean my fish tanks which I didn't get to do, but my angels are all doing good, the new guys are getting big, I cannot wait till I get another surprise breeding pair, none of them are old enough to start breeding yet but we'll see!

I did lose Chili Pepper my betta a couple days ago, so that sucks. But he was suffering so I am kinda glad that he went. The poor guy was around for along time before he threw in the towel. They are tough lil goobers. Rest in Peace Chili. I will miss ya!

SO yeah that is the hubba de babba de in my goings way, I am doing OK but there are things that could be better.

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12621805/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12621805/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 16:38:03 PDT
Relationships with people suck......

Haven't lost weight......

Haven't found a place to live.......

Weather is gloomy......

Self confidence has fell through the floor.......

Depression sucks.......

May it pull me to my grave........



My prayers are with thoes who lost thier lives in the massacre today at Virginia Tech. May they all rest in peace......

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12579558/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12579558/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:26:18 PDT
Me and my friends went and saw Grindhouse yesterday which was AWSOME!!!! I really liked the first movie the second one was ok (I loved the cars, and that girls that were into cars YAY go female gearheads!!! I am not the only one!). I was on the edge of my seat for the first because I had no idea what was gonna happen next which was awsome!!!! The second was good, but I think the conversations carried on a little bit too much, but it was good and funny!!! Took a totally different direction than I thought it would. And the intermission was hilarious! THANKSGIVING!!!! Lolz!

So that made me feel better. Now I am working on my 3D Modeling homework and it is giving me trouble and starting to make me mad!!!!

Started a new game in Kingdom Hearts 2, yay!

So yeah I am gonna go work on my 3D Mod stuff.

Toodles.

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12565556/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12565556/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 10:45:32 PDT
It just feels like everything is slipping thourgh my fingers, especially friendships, I have started numberous new friendships this quarter as well as tried to kinder some old ones but nothing seems to be working. I mean me and my immediate friends are fine (U know who you are!!!!). Its just other people who I am trying to have a relationships with.

With me, the more friends I have, the happier I am, not that I am not happy with my little posie (our fart circle, once again u know who U are!), I love them all very much. But isn't it the more the merrrier for every one? It boosts my confiedence and makes me feel good about myself, I mean I don't really have self confidence issues, I just like being around people who care about me, I need that. I mean something as stupid as someone not saying hi to me when they see me can make me sad, especiallty if I say hi to them first. I am so sensitive to this kinda stuff right now and am over analyzing everything especially, becuase I weigh more than I usually do and cannot seem to my wieght to start going down and its frustrating me and making me feel bad about myself.

This is how I used to feel back in 9th grade, I shouldn't feel this way now. I don't like the feeling one bit. I mean some guys were playing with a hackey sack in front of the Allegehny 7 entrance and the one stopped whispered something to the other and looked at me and then laughed. Usually I could simply shrug it off with no trouble at all but right now I am down in the dumps and hyper sensitive to that kinda shit.

I just wanna dissapear, I know this is bad direction to go, but I am just feeling helpless, and not there, stricken with bad feelings and not much else. Eh I wish it were sunny out, it would make me feel a little better but no its raining....

Anyway, sorry about the downer journal, but its how I vent and I need to vent to feel better.

Think I will go change Chili Peppers tank.....see y'all later.....

Signing off......

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12536025/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12536025/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:29:59 PDT
My betta, Chili Pepper, is not doing good any more! His wound on his side was healing but now he is acting very sick and is just sitting on the bottom, it makes me sad I have not quite had him for a year, but I am attached to him, he is my fish away from home!!! I do have one other betta and I love him too but I would like to keep both of my bettas if I could thank you! I am really trying to get Chili back but I am not sure, he may not bounce back like he did before.

I have my Camaro back which makes me a happy person, but it is funny because I was having trouble with the EGR and the car was idling terribly, and missing and losing alot of power. Well, $551.00 later the EGR is still not working right, but my uncle did fix alot of other things that could have been MAJOR problems had they not been tended to.

My 3D Modeling II teacher liked my lamp posts do that makes me happy, I was kind of worried about it but he said I did it right and did a good job, so Yay.

Well I have about an hour and 35 mins left in class, hopefully the time will go by quickly.....I am struggling to stay awake here.....

Signing Off....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12466421/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12466421/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 06:14:59 PDT
Things back at the dorm are kind of getting out of hand, pot on the counters and floors in the kitchen and bathroom, booze in the freezer. It seems for some people that there is a very thin line between having a good time and just being flat out stupid. You can have fun and be smart about it at the same time!!!! I do it all the time!!! Getting high/drunk and shoooting BB guns off of the balcony doesn't sound like the smartest idea to me. And every fuckin night, I'd say that you need a life. I said something to them (i am not gonna mention names) and they were defiant at first but once one of them understood where I was coming from they listened. I am starting to get real tired of living in the dorms, I want out.

I know some people go to college just for shits and giggles, but I want an education, not that there isn't any room for fun, don't get me wrong, I have had tons of good times since I have been here. It makes me mad that someone who is planning on dopping out just dosen't care anymore and selfishly puts other people who want an education in danger of being kicked out, no respect.

I cannot wait til me and my friends have our own place, it will be soooooo nice, but it seems so far away......not soon enough.

My Camaro is also in the shop, I think that it is on its last legs unfourtunately.
Man, I have been through lots with that car, it holds many good memories and I am kind of attached to it sentimentally, silly I know. Its just that the Camaro was the first car that I actually bought, and its a car that I strived to get, I worked really hard to get my hands on it. Makes me sad to think that I will have to get rid of Maro pretty soon I don't want to give it to some young driver, I am afraid that they won't treat him nice, maybe I can keep him in storage so I will have him forever, even if he's not running. Like it says below my Deviant Art name "I love my maro!"

I got 3 new unusual angelfish, and I guess they are doing good, according to my mom, I will see tonight how they are, that makes me happy, I love fish.
Chili Pepper, my red male betta is also recovering from a bad case of Dropsy ( Bloated and raised scales). He does have an open wound on his side but it dosen't seem to be bothering him and it looks like its healing. He seems very happy now! Yay I cured a fish of dropsy!

Anyway I should work on my 3D Modeling II homework.....

Signing Off...

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12303795/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12303795/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 23:13:04 PDT

Me and my dad went shopping today for my Birthday...YAY, so that was fun, got a CD player and looked at laptops WHOO! Ya it was exciting

I am just happy to be home, not that I mind being in Pittsburgh, its just, nice, yeah that is a good word for it, nice, because I know eveyr thing around here.

Tomorrow me and my mom our making my martini cake! I cannot wait! Then I think I am gonna go angelfish shopping!!!! yipee! MOre angels!

So yeah I am very content, Maro (Yes my Chevy Camaro has a name and he's a boy!!!) still needs washed so perhaps I will do that tomorrow too.

Well I am gonna go head off and draw and watch some TV with mi padre. Good Night, or should I say morning (its 2:10am!) all!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12246717/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12246717/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 15:18:33 PDT
OMG do I need the break....I wanna go home...soooooo bad!!!!I get to see my puppies and my fishies and iggies!!! It makes me happy happy happy!!!!! Yipeee!!!

Ssorry I haven't had much optimizm in my life lately so I am taking in as much as I can!!!!! So YEAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

OH and yay for spring!!!! It is supposed to be in the high 60s' this week!!!!!

And yay for Ohio, because I am gonna be there soon!

Ahhh yeah

Peace......

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12193148/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12193148/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 12:19:06 PDT
But some of this is my fault, me being me I wait till the last minute to do everything and am left just barley squeaking by, I am afraid I will not get by this time.

I haven't been sleeping well at all because I cannot get my mind to shut up long enough for me to relax. I am really scared right now, I want to finish in my classes, to get every thing done, but there is just too much. I try to think oh well I have a few more days left but they are so much shorter than they seem, and are one by one, slipping through my fingers.

I am sad too that the shitty weather is back, I wish it would get warm and just stay that way, as we speak there is damn snow falling from the sky. I am soo tired of it and it makes me feel blue and lonely, and I am tired of feeling that way.

Well ne ways I am going to go work on my 3d room, perhaps at least I can get that done tonight.

Signing off....

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12137994/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12137994/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 23:59:57 PST
Not only do I have a lot of work to do I also want to upload a ton of stuff to deviant art but don't have the time to do it and I am not sure if I will even have time to do it over break, I have so much going on then too.

Ahh anyway the insides of my eyelids sound really interesting right now so I think I am gonna go check them out. So good night all or should I say morning!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12047254/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/12047254/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 23:17:34 PST ...sad. I know silly that I would get so emotional about it fish, but i raised him from when he was a baby. I don't know, I am very attached to my fish I guess. I just lost another one but I think that he was sick from when i got him. Other than the fish passing I have been ok. I have lots of stuff to get done like normal.

Right now I am working on a new sculpture, its going to be an alligator like lizard thing lounging in a martini glass, with some of gel stuff that looks like water when it dries (its usually used in fake flower arrangements as fake water) in the martini, and I am hoping to make a base for it and put an led under the martini, so it chages colors. Big project that I am putting together, I cannot wait to work on it more, I only have a head so far.

I cannot wait to go home over break, me and my roomate and her boyfriend and his roommate are all coming home with me We are going to have such fun together. We are also celebrating my 21st birthday while we are there...YEAH!!! can't wait!!!!! Ahh and a break from school, it will be nice.

I am mad that its snowing here again!!! NO MORE SNOW!! I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!! GRRRRRR!!!! I want spring!!

]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/11929303/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/11929303/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 01:06:28 PST
]]> ~CamaroMaro http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/11894679/ http://CamaroMaro.deviantart.com/journal/11894679/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 12:58:01 PST I am finally going home this weekend, that also makes me happy. And my angel is still alive, which makes me happy, hopefully when I go home i can figure out what his problem is and cure him. I also get to see chiclid babies! PLus on top of that it is my dads birth day this weekend, so we are celebrating that. It will be fun

]]> ~CamaroMaro