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                <title>Sing the Sorrow</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jul 2008 23:45:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (that album and band will always have a special place in my heart)<br /><br /><br />Sorry again that I have been absent for so long. The past two years have been hectic...and stifling. I had lost my creativity and passion, but I'm slowly getting it back. Sorry about large amount of favs...and small amount of comments. I'm often left speechless by all your works, and I'd rather fav and appreciate the piece in silence...then say "It's pretty" or "I love this" and have it be the end of it. I normally like to say why I love it or why I think it's gorgeous. But sometimes there are really too many things to mention, and I'm too distracted by my jaw dropping to really say anything of value. <br /><br /><br />But still, I've looked at all the deviations...well almost all. Still working on getting through all of them. Thank you for all the favs and comments/thank yous. I really do appreciate it.<br /><br /><br />As for what I've been up to:<br /><br /><br />Taking loads of pictures<br /><br /><br />Going to Maine for my cousin's wedding- I was eaten alive, ONLY my knees were sunburned, and I took over 2000 pictures in 4 days (it would have been more... if I had another memory card)<br /><br /><br />Finished my first year of College. I'm a little surprised I survived. I am currently repeating the cycle of loans and trying to find an apartment to last me the year. I'm heading up to Boston later...today (it is in the AM after all) to go see another apartment.<br /><br /><br />Apartment hunting should be it's own separate line...with all the difficulties and disappointments I've had in the past 2 months. Being an undergrad AND 19 makes getting an apartment in Boston so much harder. Anyway 2 close calls, numerous unanswered emails, tons of rejections (do you know how hard that is too swallow...when you're rejected in a TEXT MESSAGE after you JUST called and left a message with the realtor to say you need an application), wasted trips to Boston because of said rejections...getting to know the Train schedule pretty damn well....You get the idea<br /><br />Warped Tour....I ended up going alone even though a friend was originally going to go with me. Was still fucking awesome even though I almost suffocated a couple of times. Damn Crowd surfers who don't understand that the crowd is made up of really short girls who've never dealed with crowd surfing before...and have no upper body strength (and that the crowd surfers are taller and heavier than said girls. I had to save so many) Bah! Oh well. I'm pleasantly sore (I know, I'm weird) and I loved all the bands I saw/heard. Of course the ringing in my ears hasn't stopped yet. I'm hoping they do soon.<br /><br />Anyway, I'll hopefully finish catching up with all your devs, comments and journals. And maybe I'll post some pictures. I've become very insecure about them...and the more awesome photos I see (done by other people), the more I just want to give up. But I'm stubborn and I refuse. I shall simply have to get better. Although with all the problems and stress I've been going through...like I said my creativity has run dry and I'm only just starting to get it back.<br /><br />And for those who know what Sing the Sorrow is and who it's by...A) You're awesome and B) I put it as the subject because I listened to it a lot when I just wanted to escape from all my problems, and whenever I listened to it, I felt content...I wasn't alone anymore. When I went to Warped Tour, I might have gone alone, but I didn't feel that way. I was truly happy and content. I haven't felt like that in a long time. <br /><br /><br />So thank you music/band members/staff/security/fans for being there when I needed you most.<br /><br />P.S. Not feeling neglected... but the emoticon won't change for me. Apparently it still feels neglected and for that I am sorry. I shall have to pay more attention to it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heaven Help Us Now</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:26:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't listened to the song in ages but I have the chorus stuck in my head all of a sudden...Oh right I was saying something to that effect in my head. I'm currently in a "lecture". However, it's a joke so I never pay attention. It's the book verbatum so why listen? Although I need to get my ass going on the whole "reading the book" issue.I've added a couple or more deviations. I have others I want to upload, but they are trapped in a memory card that won't fit in any slot on my laptop...and my computer and camera got into a fight, and now my computer refuses to acknowledge my camera's USB cord. The camera also refuses to acknowledge that there is a connection (usb cord) between them and thus progress is halted. They really need to resolve their differences now before I hurt them both.I did a mini interview for a friend's media project today. Her idea for the film was that a person's shoes has as much character as their owners. They have their own lives. I hadn't brought me shoes with me, so I used the ones I was (and still am) wearing. One of her questions through me through a loop though "What would you name your shoes?" my reply.. "Altogether or individually" "Individually" "ummm *stares at shoes* ...Gretchen and Helga. Strong awesome and German?"Â (I actually don't know if Gretchen and helga are of german origin....I get a sneaking suspicion not...oh well)Â  SO now my shoes are to be refered to as Gretchen and Helga. Gretchen is the left shoe and Helga is the right.I've also got my scanner online, so I might have some random drawings/sketches for y'all. Who knows! Maybe my camera and computer can electronically kiss and make up after a month and a half of fighting with each other. One can only hope!I hope you all are doing well! Sorry for my absence!!! Oh and even though I may not have commented...I have seen many MANY!!! of y'alls deviations so no worries (many of them left me speechless)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Dejected Deviation</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 21:05:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Going through gallery and scraps...editing contrast, colors and size of images. Some may be moved to scraps. Others will be deleted. <br />
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I'm tired. I'm weary. I'm redundant. <br />
I don't feel like myself. With the help of a couple of friends, I've decided to move away from a situation that has crippled my self-confidence and over-all happiness for too long now...whether you notice the changes or not, that's fine. They are there, and at least, I know that they are there. These changes are for me so....not much else to say except that I hope that you all are happier than I am right now. <3 <br />
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Love, <br />
Autumn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Hometown</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:35:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<br />
...even if it is just for a day and a half. For most of the time, I am miserable in Boston. My only joys come from silly people in my speech and research writing class and most of all, Molly...the friend I'm temporarily living with. My moods are normally low....this cityscape and environment actually has me at an almost all creative low. I am a nature girl. My grandfather always joked that I was a country bumpkin.....I'm starting to think he's right. I couldn't even get in a mood for Halloween...and I LOVE HALLOWEEN!!! Not even visiting Salem could perk my me up. I just miss the smell of leaves, and having the wind in my hair (it gets windy on my hill at home)...I miss smelling snow in the air...I'm sure I wouldn't be able to if it did here. It's all city smells...bleh! I lvoe visiting the city...but I like walking through the woods much more. I don't get to laugh as often as I would like...and I'm normally on my own until I go back to the house where Molly is. <br />
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Apartment Search has been HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLL! I first started searching on my own....and then I had a realtor....and then he passed me off to someone else (subtley I might add,...but not enough) and then this girl passed me off to someone else. And this last person, Sharon has done the most for me. ANd I THINKKKKKKK I have found a place and a room mate...I just need one more and show them the place so we can all place our applications.<br />
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Anyway, Being home has made me feel scores better. I got to see a long time friend yesterday and he helped me download an editing program...so i can actually CROP! photos and do what I want to them. So if my actual subjects are lacking...I can at least use them to practice on. Practice makes perfect, yes?<br />
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Oh! and I'm starting to catch up on all the devs, favs, watches and journals I have ..so if you see waves of favs and comments on all journals...that would be me catching up. So if you were sick, I hope you are feeling better. Feeling good? Hope that feeling is still there! If you hurt a limb, I hope it's healed!!! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Love ya'll!!<br />
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P.S. I'm bubbling with energy right now....and I was a goof and forgot my camera in Boston...gah!! so I'm putting all my energy into commenting, catching up..photoediting overall being creative....I really haven't felt this good in so long. It's a relief. Oh! and my other grandmother had a 35mm that she isn' using anymore..so instead of borrowing my grandfather's all the time (he gets annoyed with my around holidays <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" />) so she is having it cleaned for me...and i'll have my own film camera along with my digital...AGAIN I"M EXCITED....I'm pretty sure I'm going to explode....<br />
Oh and I saw this ...so to occupy myself, I did it^^<br />
NAME: Autumn<br />
BIRTHDAY: July 10th<br />
BIRTHPLACE: Connecticut...in a New Haven Hospital<br />
CURRENT LOCATION: Boston<br />
EYE COLOUR: Blue but sometimes green depending on lighting and what I'm wearing (it's fun)<br />
HAIR COLOUR: Dirty Blonde (but I love wearing wigs...so it changes)<br />
HEIGHT: fairly tall...about 5' 7"<br />
L/R HANDED: Right<br />
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Socks so far....soon to be black sneakers<br />
YOUR WEAKNESS: people who make me laugh or smile<br />
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Survive<br />
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YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Cheese, but I'm starting to experiment<br />
YOUR BEDTIME: I'm turning into a Night owl....with morning classes ><<br />
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: when I could get a best friend by merely saying "Do you like Broccoli/ do you like pizza...by the by, we're still really good friends<br />
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSANGER: haha <br />
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke advocate...but if I have no alternative...Sprite or Pepsi<br />
McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: last time I ate at MD...I got sick...so neither now ><<br />
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Group or single. I really don't mind^^<br />
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Nestea if it's fast....Lipton if I have leisure time<br />
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate Chip (vanilla too plain...chocolate too much of one thing)<br />
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Tea<br />
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DO YOU SMOKE: Nope, but I've had enough people around me smoke...so I will probably get lung cancer from all the second hand smoke<br />
DO YOU SWEAR: yes<br />
DO YOU SING: yes, if not in a group of friends, than alone<br />
DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yes (I sing in the shower constantly)<br />
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HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Yep<br />
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Want to go...I'm already in it<br />
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: I doubt I'll find another someone<br />
DO YOU BELIVE IN YOURSELF: Comes and goes...but I'm feeling pretty good right now<br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>Boston</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Aug 2007 21:27:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That's where I am. I'm going to Emerson College in Boston....however, they're bitches. I lost my housing because of a technicality in my account. (A loan certification wasn't sent to them by the first of August (pending loans are fun!) and thus my account wasn't paid in full) SO Now I am in Boston...without a place to live. I'm currently staying with a friend until I find an apartment/room mates I can call my own. I just got here today actually and it's a pretty jarring experience. I have until the 10th (classes start).<br />
Sorry about not being around. I've been a bit of a slacker and a traveler at the same time. But i'm going to catch up with all the journals and deviations. I hope you all are well!!! NOw I need to rest up to go apartment hunting tomorrow. NIght! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:24:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a month<br />
could have been 12 months<br />
oh well<br />
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Anywho, It was my Birthday on the 10th and Now...I am sadly legal ><<br />
On the brighter side of things I have a new camera, it's my baby (A sony Digital SLR), and so now hopefully I will keep good on my promise earlier of there being more devs.<br />
Hope you all are well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>New devs</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:52:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been sort of distracted by relationship problems. Sorry I've been away. I'm adjusting to single life now after 11 months with someone. There will probably be a lot of pictures now. soooooooooooooooo<br />
Hope you're all doing well <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate looking at myself</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:22:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn Poison Ivy. I want it gone. In a matter of three days what was only a couple of places spread to my legs my shoulder my stomach. and noe it doesn't so much itch as it does hurt. My wrists are swollen making it hurt ti bend them, so I'm surprised I can even write this. I had a horrible time with poison ivy/sumac/oak in two years ago and I really don't want to relive that. It was mostly on my legs then but now that I see it there now, I'm havin flashbacks and it scares me.<br />
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so if any of you posess magical powers, please help me^^<br />
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Amnyway, Hope you all are enjoying your weekend. Many of my senior friends are off camping in Vermont and such. I got to go to Newport, Rhode Island with my wife, Alyssa, and her boyfriend, Newington(Matt) good times. I have a new wig. so when I get better I'll take (good) pics of it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Happy Memorial Day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 07:23:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ May your weekend be filled with lots of picnics and friend/family time fun!<br />
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and if you don't celebrate Memorial Day...well then  I LOVE YOU! ^^ and I hope you also have a great weekend with family, friends and/or a good book and tea<br />
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Oh and I'm almost close to 5,000 views on my page^^ I thought that nifty<br />
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                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>2:30 AM</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 May 2007 23:25:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I have updated in a bit in way of pictures that is. Sorry, but ever since my camera died I haven't been able to do much of anything. So what have I been up to since March 12th? Well let's see...<br />
-January through February were not the happiest months for reasons that I am not willing to share right now. I might never share them. They are deeply personal.<br />
January-April- My mom has had a record number have Pace maker events or heart problems. She had several hospital stays. Most of it caused from stress thanks to events from Jan.-Feb. and the fact that my brother can be a lazy ass (she had an heart "episode while rushing to take the garbage out to the front so the truck could take it. That was supposed to be my bro's job but he never did it) gah!<br />
April-I went on Pf Mission trip to Texas where AFTER RUBBING IT ALL OVER MY BODY I REALIZED THAT I WAS ALLERGIC!!!! TO MY SUNSCREEN!! which is worse poison Ivy or sun screen allergy I have no idea. yah anyway, Found a couple of snakes (so pretty and harmless..sorta) a few scorpions which are cute but I am not picking one up and GECKOS!!!!!! Oh and there were ant lions which are cute in a freaky sort of way.<br />
in March- South Pacific was awesome, but sadly that was my last High School Musical. I shall miss them. In fact, my first one eva last year was how I got closer to the boy that's now my boyfriend (I did his mic and what not and helped him dress for his scenes. Very quick scene changes.)<br />
Got into colleges O.o and I chose Emerson College in Boston. I'm definitely excited. BUt no worries I'll keep in touch through here and in my facebook.<br />
Sorry again for my tardiness with my devwatches. I love all of your work and I like to look at all of them. Although sometimes it's hard and distracting, especially when there is a report I really don't want to do. I hope you all are doing well and if not, I hope you all feel better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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And I wonder why it takes me like 4 to 5 hours to clean A SMALL SPACE of my room when it really isn't that bad....oh yeah I reorganize everything....I'm stupid<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 21:36:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry I have fallen so behind in everything. I haven't gotten a chance to answer hardly any messages (I will get to them), I haven't read any journals but I hope you are all happy and doing alright <3, and I will look at all my devwatches Awesome creations as soon as possible!!!<br />
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I've fallen extremely behind in my work. Overdue homework, the yearbook is due in 6 COUNT'EM SIX!!!! days while the Theatre production of South Pacific opens in 4. I'm on sound crew and I do a key amount of work in yearbook. <br />
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Lighter news: I've been accepted into Arcadia University and Syracuse University (College of Visual and Performing Arts, Department of Transmedia, Art Photography) so yeah...<br />
I really do wish that all of you are happy. Stay well!!!! <3!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hey Everybody</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Feb 2007 17:31:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been going through some especially rough times...but hopefully things can will get better.  I hope you are all doing well.<br />
Today, Greg, Alisen and I all worked as interns for Shoreline Arts Alliance. Twas much fun. We and six other kids from Madison moved portfolios about as 3 "jurors" judged the photos. The gloves they gave us were quite annoying. There is oil in our fingers and they didn't want us putting smudges on the photos. Twas a learning experience. NOt only about photography, but I also learned Greg has a deviantart (hi greg)<br />
annnnnnnnnnd<br />
I think you should chekc him out when you get the chance. He has an amazing way with his subjects (people) He catches the perfect moment quite well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br />
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<a href="http://gregpurnell.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 09:26:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope your all well and not trying to write a paper while your mountain of homework crushes you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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Friday, My mother had a heart attack....well A ventricular something or other.,....which translates to, her heart was unable to beat. It could only sorta convulse. When this happens, the pacemaker kicks in to jumpstart her heart. I got a lovely voicemail telling me my mother was at the hospital.....only to wait another hour to figure why she was there. They kept her overnight, where she had a smaller episode which didn't trigger her pacemaker, but her heart was beating irregularly so they kept her overnight on Saturday. I got to visit her Saturday, and she seemed okay. They were going to give her a stress test. Ha I can tell you what's stressing her out, and it isn't her work. lots of other things happened but unless you know my stepfather and the history, it will just seem odd. I'll save you from that.<br />
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Hope your weekends were awesome at least <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sorry!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 11:49:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've recently come down with a sickness known as<br />
...<br />
COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!!!!! (I hate you)<br />
so yeah....soooooo sorry I haven't been able to see any devs or read any journals....or answer comments. >< I hope you all are well<br />
and Had a Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah(Chanukah), Kwanzaa...or just a really nice week....<br />
and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!....unless you don't celebrate that till February. Oh and Happy Boxing Day, and Happy Three Kings Day...<br />
YEAHHH!!!! I think I got everybody.....<br />
there's a lot really.<br />
I hope you all are well<br />
<3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>What's up?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:47:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay.....so what has happened these past few months. This calls for a list:<br />
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-Sept. 2, 2006 One year since my great grandfather died of cancer<br />
-Late Sept. 06 my other great grandfather died over complicated reasons. he was diabetic, he was very close to being 89 years old. His wife, also in late 80's, almost blind in one eye thanks to an infection after eye surgery. He used the wrong insulin. She didn't quite get the whole sugar=bad thing. Well she tried, but she also bought fruit juices on sale (I don't quite get it) anyway, He was hospitalized in August for EXTREME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXTREMELY!!!! high levels. they were able to bring him back down. sadly, it happened again, but my great grandmother wasn't able to realize (she couldn't see...and she is partially deaf too, so she couldn't hear either) how bad it was. By the time the paramedics arrived, it was too late for him. he was in a coma and if they were to keep him alive he would be a vegetable.....so it was decided to let him breathe on his own.<br />
-I'm extremely behind on work starting from my great grandfather's funeral. That was such an emotionally exhausting weekend. I had no idea what to do for the funeral (half my family is polish catholic); I don't know catholic rituals. The wake (like 90% of American wakes) was open casket with a little prayer stool in front of the casket. My great grandmother asked me to say a prayer......I could only stare while I knelt. So yeah....writing a paper after that.....not going to happen<br />
-My camera is dead. DEAD I TELL YOU DEAD!!!!!! my computer, thanks to my genius, doesn't recognize my camera dock so even if my camera did work, I couldn't get my pictures onto the computer. I'm borrowing Dan's (a friend's) for photography class. It makes me laugh. It has four settings:night vision, auto, video, off. But it works, which i appreciate.<br />
-I have pictures but many of them aren't that AMAZING!!! maybe with some reworking and such with the little time I have on the few computers who have photoshop I can put some up.<br />
-THEATRE!!!!! has eaten my life away, but it'll be on pause for the next month or so with the fall play over. Our play was Romeo and Juliet, but the actor who plays Romeo never shows up, so the actors take someone from the audience. <br />
-YEARBOOK!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
nuff said<br />
-School......I think I'm going to go cry in a corner now. But I managed to survive the report card. I have only One C to explain the rest is a B, an A+, and A's<br />
<br />
I'm in florida right now...IT"S FREEZING!!!!! ...no really. Maybe not as cold in Connecticut....but damn near close. I'm wearing a sweater. Anywho I here for the holiday. I'll be back on Friday night. Hope you all are well<br />
and Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!! (my mood is thanks to COLLEGE APPS!!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>OH NOES!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 17:15:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bbbbbbbbesides being busy busy with school and frustrated with yearbook...*GAH!!!!*<br />
my camera has finally died....like literally. taping the battery compartment top with electrical tape is not going to work anymore....so if you're wondering why i haven't updated that's why >< sorry. Hopefully I'll have some up left over from before we erased everything on the computer. so yeah<br />
 <3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Update!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Sep 2006 17:41:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope everyone is doing well. Been busy busy with homework and what not with the beginning of school. That and trying to maintain a social life, plus be in clubs such as theatre and yearbook. yearbook being the most stressful and needs the most time.<br />
15th will be anniversary for me and a special someone. That and it is the beginning of the Town Fair, which loses some sparkle as I grow older, but still fun to visit.<br />
I'll try to get to everyone's deviations...which I let grow to 128...gotta fix that, and answer everyone's journals and comments.<br />
<3 ya'll<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Shocked</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 09:20:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So uhhhhhhhhh Deviantart looks a bit different eh^^<br />
I love it^^ well anyway.now that I'm over that surprise<br />
Hope you all are well.............<br />
and Surprise Surprise<br />
I've been tagged...Twice<br />
so here it is 6 MORE weird things about myself<br />
1) I despise tomatoes. However, I will eat them in sauces, certain mixes, ketchup, and everynow and then when I help my grandfather in the garden *picking the tomatoes and such* <br />
I think "These Tomatoes smell rather yummy." and I forget that I hate tomatoes and that I've already tried them dozens of times before....and I eat one and go "DARN IT!!!!!"<br />
2)Not so much weird..but stupid, Left all my AP (advanced placement) Human Geography work till the last few weeks of August. And I realized that instead of 6 articles (2 for June, July and August) It's actually 10 articles on a country of my choosing (plus i need to write a summary for each), plus a journal. And I have yet to read this Giant book called Guns, Germs and Steel<br />
3)I'm scared of Furbies...those little creepy plastic things *with fake fur all over* that says things like ME LOVE YOU!!!!! >< AHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
4)Hamtaro...also freaks the hec outta me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /><br />
5)(almost done) When I eat olives (black), I put one on each finger so my hand then resembles that of a tree frogs hand. Course now my hand are bit larger since 6, so the olives split slightly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
6)I have technicolor hand prints all over this one pair of jeans of mine. I paint now and again..and sometimes I go....I want to use my hands instead of a brush...so when I'm done I put all the excess on my pant legs. So now this pair of pants has red, blue, green, silver, yellow, orange, purple, silver and black (all in various shades) along m' pant legs.<br />
and those are my six weird things <br />
I tag ze <br />
Gomoducky<br />
Trava<br />
Alysen ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>it's done</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:48:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I no longer have dial up.<br />
Dsl already looks like it will make life easier. My grandfather will get calls now, which he needs for work >< (I feel really bad bout that) I can save the pictures I didn't delete in despair. However today I lost msn (accounts and such) So I say goodbye to the old email account and messenger (with the old address)<br />
Got a half the day off yesterday, but at a price. I woke up early for work, but there was a mix up about the pick up ( My aunt or grandfather usually pick me up) Well I was basically left at home, my aunt was at work. Almost was brought to work. However, I hadn't had much sleep + I didn't have anything to eat yet and I had already been up for a few hours+stress= I can't deal and I almost fell a part completely. My grandfather (Mom's side) felt horrible *since it happened in the truck* so he gave me a hug and let me go back inside. Where I tried to call down, and stop hiccuping, which by the way is an annoying habit I seem to have when I cry.<br />
So now I'm back at  work. It's Friday. I can breathe a bit easier.<br />
perhaps catch up on more devs I have to see.<br />
Hope you are all well. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Batty</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 07:25:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm Going Crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
My vision becomes blurred after while (staring at computers for too long)<br />
Tired of being exhausted even though I did nothing but sit in a chair and punch in numbers<br />
I want to see people but work and my lack of skill in communications fails to let me see the people I want to see.<br />
My camera...is slightly fixed but I can't adjust certain settings, but at least I can take pictures<br />
trying to save all my pictures on my computer because my grandfather is wiping the slate clean as one would say (ERASING EVERYTHING) because the computer is really messed up.<br />
Plus with the addition of dsl (yeah not dial up), my grandfather canceled the msn's services, so I won't have my old email account anymore, which means anything I want to save must go to another address which i won't have till after msn closes my account...so I've been  forced to create mini accounts so the pictures I save will stay saved.<br />
I'm tired, I'm delusional. I need a hug<br />
But I hope everyone is doing okay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>So how is everybody?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Jul 2006 18:24:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm good. Helping out my grandfather at his job. tis an office job for those who don't remember from last year. I act as secretary and work on some of the accounts. However at the moment since there are not too many accounts for me at the moment...............I'm secretary and working on alphabetizing invoices, separating them into two piles (individuals and corporations), sending out some bills,  but at least, during breaks I can check devwatches. I went from 780 or so to 580. a dent but I have a long way to go. I'll get to them though no worries.<br />
Hope you're all doing well!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>sooooooooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 18:30:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm already behind in my message items....Sorry but my to-do list will be getting longer<br />
My grandparents and I are going for a road trip and we're leaving tomorrow<br />
(at 4:30 AM >&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> and I won't have computer access<br />
so..............<br />
LOVE YOU ALL AND I PROMISE I WILL GET TO EVERYONE"S DEVIATIONS NEW AND OLD WHEN I GET BACK<br />
BECAUSE SCHOOL IS OUT AND I HAVE FREE TIME!!!!!<br />
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                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Interesting</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jun 2006 07:18:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thought i was interesting.soooooooooooooooooo<br />
Oh before I do this...GOOD NEWS!!!<br />
I<br />
Got<br />
MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> oh yeah I CAN DRIVE....alone....!!!! pretty sweet..anyway<br />
<br />
Your Autobiography<br />
<br />
<br />
Part 1: The Birth of You<br />
<br />
<br />
Were you a planned baby?:<br />
.......Technically no. It was...a surprise to be sure.<br />
<br />
Were you the first?:<br />
Yeppers<br />
<br />
Who was present at your birth?:<br />
Mom, grandmothers..............everyone else was outside<br />
Were your parents married when you were born?:<br />
yeah (doesn't mean anything)<br />
<br />
What is your birthdate?:<br />
7/10/89<br />
<br />
Part 2: The Family<br />
<br />
How would you describe your family?<br />
My mother is hardworking determined but her taste in guys is questionable, My father...doesn't care as much as you would think about me, I don't see my siblilngs very often, I love them, but they loathe each other which leads to awkward moments when I'm over. I live with my grandparents so they are the only semi-normal ones<br />
<br />
Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated?:<br />
divorced<br />
<br />
Siblings or an only child?:<br />
2 siblings<br />
<br />
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:<br />
well, if i was the 1st, then i must b the oldest, no? (I ditto chester)<br />
<br />
What are your siblings names?:<br />
Arthur and Seqouia<br />
<br />
Which parent do you get along with best?<br />
 Mom............not so much my dad<br />
<br />
What do you fight about?:<br />
I don't fight with them. One I don't see enough to waste time arguing and the other needs to give a damn first<br />
<br />
Do you have step parents?:<br />
yes.. Two stepfathers (make sense of that one yourself)<br />
<br />
Part 3: The Friends<br />
<br />
Do you have more than one best friend?:<br />
yes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<br />
What do you like to do when you are together?<br />
hang out, stalk people (jokingly obviously), photoshoots, and the like<br />
<br />
Do you share the same interests?:<br />
cha<br />
Which friend(s) can you tell anything to?:<br />
my four closest<br />
<br />
Part 4: Your Personality<br />
<br />
How high/low is your self esteem?:<br />
depends on the time of the year.....pretty high when I'm in denial<br />
<br />
Do you get depressed about things easily?:<br />
depends on the things. The little things with friends yes, but things like school I try not to mind<br />
<br />
Are you an extrovert or an introvert?:<br />
extrovert is the friendly one yes? mostly that<br />
<br />
Are you happy?:<br />
pretty much<br />
<br />
Do you live life to the fullest?:<br />
..........not yet<br />
<br />
Part 5: Appearance<br />
<br />
Are you comfortable with the way you look?:<br />
for the most part<br />
<br />
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?:<br />
none (slightly scared of needles)<br />
<br />
Describe your hair:<br />
Frizzy, curly, dirty blonde.<br />
<br />
How do you dress?<br />
my way<br />
<br />
Part 6: The Past<br />
<br />
Were you a strange child?:<br />
I was an angel^^<br />
<br />
What did you use to love that you no longer do?:<br />
there were these colroed blocks of all these different shapes, hexagons, squares, triangles, trapezoids. I would make huge patterns out of them, and do it for hours....in the first-third grade. Probably that is what influenced my drawings.<br />
<br />
Do you have the same friends?<br />
well...not consistently. One moved away and then... ]]></description>
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                <title>I was tagged-eth..again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 May 2006 16:35:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ soooooo here goes<br />
<br />
Do you remember the last time...<br />
1.) ...time you cried?<br />
2.)...time you shouted at T.V?<br />
3.)...time you hugged someone?<br />
4.)...time you couldn't sleep?<br />
5.)....time you lied?<br />
6.)...last time you danced<br />
7.)...time you spoke to mum?<br />
8.)...time you exercised?<br />
9.)...time you ate something not healthy?<br />
10.)...time you said "I love you"?<br />
<br />
1.) three days ago<br />
2.) two days ago when I saw x-men 3 with a few of my friends. I said Ow several times, and I made lots of gestures (not out of anger but shock)<br />
3.)the other night, I hugged Serena Lots <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
4.)Last night..the night before that, the night before that...oh and the night before that....before that...well you get then picture<br />
5.)I think it was about homework, and fairly recently<br />
6.)Prom-May 6th..or was it seventh....no it was sixth<br />
7.)a week....but I'm seeing her tomorrow<br />
8.)hahaha...hahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" />....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /><br />
9.) Just now....I had some doritos<br />
10.) Today..to my grandparents..............and last night to Serena because she came to x-men 3 because I would have been the only girl among 5 or 6 guys....Can you say awkward <333's for serena^^<br />
<br />
and I tag<br />
Gomoducky<br />
Trava<br />
Alysen<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>I thought It was a downhill</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 May 2006 18:55:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haha Who thought school would ever slow up? Especially so close to the end of the year! My AP teacher decided to give us a research paper and have 10 index cards due by...........tomorrow. 10 cards, Ten Sources, at least half must be primary documents. Understandable (if you have small ones), but he assigned it on thursday. Anywho...<br />
<br />
Sorry I haven't been able to get to everyone's deviations. I'm trying, but School and Family related "activities" are keeping me from doing so. But I will see them. I'm sure they are all great <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
oh and for all those mothers...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!! (For everyone who isn't a mother, I hope you had a wonderful day)<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>I had no idea</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 May 2006 18:54:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...That I have been standing around here, and I've been tagged this whole time by~throwntothewolves <br />
Okay 6 weird things about me:<br />
<br />
1. Messing with people's heads gives me some weird sadistic pleasure. (Like staring at them as if they did something wrong, so for 3 minutes they won't stop saying, WHAT!!!! WHAT"D I DO!!!? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?!!!, the whole time becoming more hysterical until I burst out laughing. And then they glare)<br />
2.  I found out today that "protectionism" is actually a word. (I looked it up)<br />
3. I recieved a post card from Hamilton today, which stated in detail about how he framed TJ and hid his water basin (he would put ice cold water in it, so in the morning he would shove his feet in it. He thought it was good for circulation and it would help wake him up...he was right about one)<br />
4. I listen to country sometimes....and I don't mind it (some may be shocked...others might say...I like it too)<br />
5. At dances, some guys think I was stolen and raised by latinos (or at least Dan does<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" />)<br />
6. Scottsmen Are pretty awesome (<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />
<br />
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I tag:<br />
GomoDucky, sXeTechie51666, oOWhiplashOo, Maria-Speed and Trava ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Gone and Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2006 18:26:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well One. Some friends and I are in a group called P(ilgrim) F(ellowship) where once a year we go off on a mission trip. This year we are going to Biloxi, Mississippi to help rebuild houses that were destroyed in Katrina. I'm going to be up for about 36 hours (including the 24 today) Trying to get there. We have to meet at 10 PM at the Church (we usually meet in the basement even though we are no exactly a religious group), we leave for JFK airport  at 2 AM, our flight leaves at 7 AM and I woke up at 5:30 this morning for school...WHOOOOOO anyway<br />
oH yes and I have been tagged.<br />
Okay Basically,  I must write down six weird things/habits of mine and tag 6 other people. Once I tag you, you put this in your own journal (with your own list) and tag 6 other people. Make sure you tell them the rule and YOu inform them they are tagged by leaving a message on their page.........okay...<br />
ummmmmm<br />
<br />
List:<br />
1) I hate Tomatoes but I love Ketchup and pasta sauce (and I will eat tomatoes out of the brachetta mix) <br />
2) I wear a Gilligan like hat (with a turquoise, polka dotted ribbon I have sewn on it) often.<br />
3) I hardly ever clean my own room or do the dishes, but I will gladly clean up my lunch table (when i had one) and after friends...because they are messy.<br />
4) For some strange reason I hate the Name summer...I don't know why. Maybe one day I will meet a nice Summer and I will learn to appreciate it...but until then.<br />
5)I love the rain and how it brings out the colors. Especially the smell after rain. When the trees and grass are all damp and the air smells so sweet...hmmmm (I'm not saying it's weird...my grandmother gets a bit confused when i try to explain so it may just be me)<br />
6)When I was younger, I always wanted glasses. I thought they were the coolest thing EVA!!!!...still kinda do...well at least I think they look cool. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I tag.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://alysen.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~alysen<br />
<a href="http://trava.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~trava<br />
<a href="http://kitty-katsurama.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~kitty-katsurama<br />
<a href="http://kissfromarose.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~kissfromarose<br />
<a href="http://gomoducky.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~gomoducky<br />
<a href="http://dark-hanko-chan.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ~dark-hanko-chan<br />
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Miss ya!!<3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>SORRY!! BUSY!!!</title>
                <link>http://Camille05.deviantart.com/journal/8334409/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2006 13:32:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know I have been slow in replying and checking out all of your devs, *but i know they are awesome because all of you are*. I am on sound crew for theatre, and Our musical just had its opening night yesterday. And for those who are in it, YOU WERE AWESOME...and still are!!!! I have a lot of homework and other things I must do. But I shall return......hopefully soon.<br />
Love ya'll <3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Not a guy....but I agree</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Feb 2006 15:31:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Girls (from us guys)...<br />
<br />
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.<br />
<br />
And don't tell us your going to stop doing something(or hanging out with certain people) and then go around and do the same thing next week.<br />
<br />
It REALLY PISSES us off...(you know who you are)<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
It makes us feel SO secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.<br />
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
We don't care if you talk to other guys.<br />
<br />
But don't abuse that trust.<br />
<br />
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.<br />
<br />
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.<br />
<br />
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.<br />
<br />
Don't tell us we're wrong.<br />
<br />
We'll stop trying to convince you.<br />
<br />
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Yeah, you can quote me.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.<br />
Smile and say "thank you."<br />
<br />
Let us pay for you.<br />
<br />
Don't "feel bad."<br />
<br />
We enjoy doing it.<br />
<br />
It's expected.<br />
<br />
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Kiss us when no one's watching.<br />
<br />
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
You don't have to get dressed up for us.<br />
<br />
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own.<br />
<br />
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. (NOW READ THAT AGAIN.)<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
DONT FLIRT WITH GUYS WHEN WE'RE NOT AROUND.<br />
<br />
WE'LL FIND OUT. TRUST US.<br />
WE HAVE EYES EVERYWHERE.<br />
AND WHEN WE FIND OUT, WE'RE PISSED.<br />
<br />
NOT NECESSARILY WITH THE GUYS YOU FLIRTED WITH, more-so with YOU.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Don't take everything we say seriously.<br />
<br />
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.<br />
<br />
Don't get angry easily.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.<br />
<br />
Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.<br />
<br />
It's boring, and we don't care.<br />
You have girl friends for that.<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"?<br />
<br />
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"?<br />
<br />
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey<br />
handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.<br />
<br />
BUT SERIOUSLY SOMETIMES LOOKS AREN'T EVERYTHING A LOT OF GUYS WHO AREN'T EXACTLY "HOT" WILL TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU NEED/WANT TO BE TREATED!!!!!!(extremely emphasising this part)<br />
<br />
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.<br />
<br />
<br />
________________________________________ ____________<br />
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT<br />
<br />
Someone who will honor your morals.<br />
<br />
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.<br />
<br />
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the<br />
eyes....and say "i love you" ...<br />
<br />
....and actually mean it.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Give the nice guys a chance<br />
<br />
<br />
Guys repost this if you agree<br />
Girls repost this if you think it's cute ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>I know I know</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:14:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Valentine's day is not always the happiest of times. I mean look at Theodore Roosevelt, He lost his wife and Mother all on the same V-day. But I still hope you all had a good day and recieved some affection if not...........it may be virtual but.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" titl... ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>It's time</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Feb 2006 16:57:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...for a new entry. The other one was just tooooooooooooo long. Well let's see what has been going on. Well a lot of things. Junior/parent night where parents come and we talk to the guidance counselors about college. I brought my mother and two grandmothers so I got knowing looks Alllllllll night. >.< Homework has been overwhelming as I'm sure it has been for the rest of you *in school or if you have mountains of paper work*... PF (pilgrim fellowship) had a meeting for our mission trip coming up, I may actually get to go this year. I hope so...but I have a sinking feeling all of a sudden. Meanwhile through all of this there have been surprises (new relationships) and disappointments (report cards) and the overwhelming talk of Junior prom...which isn't for a few months...So i'm trying to figure out why people outside of prom committee are worried over such small things about it. When it comes, it comes. It doesn't have to be a perfect night, I would rather just dance, than worry about obligations and expenses. Oh well, I may just be to ignorant for such things. I remember as a young girl looking forward to such things, I even had everything planned out, and then something just fell through. And that whole episode was over. Maybe I'm damaged<br />
Oh well.<br />
Hope you all are doing okay. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Am I addicted...</title>
                <link>http://Camille05.deviantart.com/journal/7735409/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jan 2006 19:57:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ maybe so...Oh well<br />
1) * what is true about you.<br />
2) (x) what you wish was true about you.<br />
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.<br />
<br />
<br />
* I miss somebody right now. *<br />
* I don't watch much TV these days. (x)<br />
* I own lots of books. *<br />
* I wear glasses or contact lenses. <br />
* I love to play video games. *<br />
* I've tried marijuana.<br />
* I've watched porn movies.<br />
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.<br />
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy. *<br />
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly. *<br />
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. *<br />
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.<br />
* I have broken someone's bones.<br />
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. *<br />
* I hate the rain.<br />
* I'm paranoid at times. *<br />
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<br />
* I need/want money right now.<br />
* I love sushi. (x)<br />
* I talk really, really fast.<br />
* I have fresh breath in the morning.<br />
* I have long hair.<br />
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.<br />
* I have at least one sibling. *<br />
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.<br />
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.<br />
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.<br />
* I like the way that I look. *<br />
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.<br />
* I am usually pessimistic.<br />
* I have a lot of mood swings. *<br />
* I think prostitution should be legalized.<br />
* I slept with a roommate.<br />
* I have a hidden talent.<br />
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.<br />
* I have a lot of friends.<br />
* I have pecked someone of the same sex. (that means a kiss on the cheek right?) *<br />
* I enjoy talking on the phone.<br />
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.<br />
* I love to shop and/or window shop.<br />
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (not completely <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />) *<br />
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. *<br />
* I'm a pretty good dancer. (x)<br />
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.<br />
* I have a cell phone. *<br />
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.<br />
* I've rejected someone before. *<br />
* I currently like/love someone. (x)<br />
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.<br />
* I want to have children in the future. (x)<br />
* I have changed a diaper before. *<br />
* I've called the cops on a friend before.<br />
* I'm not allergic to anything.*<br />
* I have a lot to learn. *<br />
* I am shy around the opposite sex. *<br />
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.<br />
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.<br />
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.<br />
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.<br />
* I own the "South Park" movie.<br />
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.<br />
* I enjoy some country music. * (I grew up with..c'mon)<br />
* I would die for my best friends. *<br />
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.<br />
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.<br />
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. *<br />
* I have dated a close friend's ex.<br />
* I am happy at this moment. *<br />
* I'm obsessed with guys.<br />
* Democrat.<br />
* Conservative Republican.<br />
* I am punk rockish.<br />
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger. *<br />
* I study for tests most of the time. (x)<br />
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.<br />
* I can work on a car. (x)<br />
* I love my job.<br />
* I am comfortable with who I am right now. (x)<br />
* I have more than just my ears pierced.<br />
* I walk barefoot wherever I can. (x)<br />
* I have jumped off a bridge. FIGURATIVELY.<br />
* I love sea turtles.<br />
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.<br />
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. *<br />
* I am proficient on a musical instrument. (x)<br />
* I hate office jobs. *<br />
* I went to college out of state. (x)<br />
* I am adopted.<br />
* I am a pyro. *<br />
* I have thrown up from crying too much.<br />
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. *<br />
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.*<br />
* I adore bright colors.<br />
* I usually like covers better than originals.<br />
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.<br />
* I can pick up things with my toes. *<br />
* I can't whistle.<br />
* I have ridden/owned a horse. *<br />
* I still have every journal Ive ever written in. *<br />
* I talk in my sleep.<br />
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. **<br />
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of di... ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Good news vs Bad news</title>
                <link>http://Camille05.deviantart.com/journal/7665219/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jan 2006 09:34:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good news:<br />
I don't have strepp (sp?)<br />
I broke the 3000 mark<br />
I don't have homework<br />
<br />
Bad news: <br />
I am sick (sore throat, sniffles....the usual)<br />
I have midterms this upcoming week (bleh)<br />
<br />
I think Good news wins out^^<br />
I have been sick these last couple of days and My mother surprised me this morning by coming by the house with a bagel (creamcheese) for me as soon as she found out I was sick. She also surprised me with a Doctors appointment (not so fond of that one). I was tested for Strepp, but it came up negative. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> Now i just need to rest, which shouldn't be too hard considering that I've never taken so many naps until now. Yeesh. anywho. Hope all of you are doing okay. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
Oh and<br />
1. Who are you?<br />
2. Are we friends?<br />
3. When and how did we meet?<br />
4. Do you have a crush on me?<br />
5. Would you kiss me?<br />
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.<br />
7. Describe me in one word.<br />
8. What was your first impression?<br />
9. Do you still think that way about me now?<br />
10. What reminds you of me?<br />
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?<br />
12. How well do you know me?<br />
13. Whens the last time you saw me?<br />
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?<br />
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Holes in a door</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jan 2006 18:16:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah. I'm at my mother's house for the evening, so i can help her with her work tomorrow. I get to work in  the infant room (day care center)<br />
 Just wanted to say Thank you for the favs and support. It means a lot. Hope you all are doing okay.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Internet Explorer..is witchy I tell ya</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Dec 2005 16:16:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cuddle.gif" width="24" height="17" alt=":cuddle:" title="Cuddling up with someone close..." /><br />
I hope it is a great one for you all <3<br />
<br />
and internet explorer (at least on this compie) won't let me see people's deviations...so until i get back home..which won't be until morning, i won't be able to catch up on all of your wonderful works so... SORRY!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/comfort.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":cling:" title="Comfort me." /><br />
 none the less<br />
HAPPY NEW YEAR (again)!!!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Hurt</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Dec 2005 09:57:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well yes i am but i won't get into that. My hand feels better though which is always good. Also getting my hair cut. Hoepfully not too short...(it's not quite shoulder length even now) <br />
Hope you are all doing okay..<br />
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                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>Well...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Dec 2005 10:59:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Let me see what has happened in the past few days ( by the way i am typing with my left hand and my right ring finger..why? you'll find out)<br />
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Friday~ Snow day. Got to spend time with friends. Was Tom's b-day. Brought Camera...left it in Friend's van.<br />
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Saturday-Couldn't get camera out of van, went christmas shopping, wrapped gifts.<br />
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Sunday- Filled with Baking and Soup and Bread Supper. Which was most Joyous. A lovely old man was asking for asheton and her sidekick...(aka Jolly...and sidekick)  But alas Jolly wasn't there....But the man told me to say hello for him. Very sweet man as was his wife.<br />
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Monday-I find out friend didn't find camera in van...<br />
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Tuesday-Didn't find camera at tom's house<br />
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WEdnesday- Call the restaurant we ate at on friday, Got my name and number written down in case found, but 5 minutes later ashley called  saying camera was found (YES!!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" />)<br />
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Today: Got camera back. Banged my head accidently against alisen's knee (and yet felt no pain)...felt pain later on when my <br />
FINGERS GOT TRAPPED IN A DOOR!!!!! (in between the door and the door frame (just before the hinges) Almost passed out from pain...Luckily Asheton (my lovely twin) was there to guide me up the stairs down a couple hallways to the nurses office where they immediately had me sit down. Evidenlt ymy predicament was obvious. My face matched the color of the wall... Which was a lovely shade of WHITE...but yeah. SO Now i have some ice...and i am typing with a ring finger and a left hand....Ow.<br />
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So How are all of you guys/ladies doing? ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>MEDIC!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Nov 2005 17:36:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> GAHH!! i'm so far behind<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> sorry i have been so lax with comments and Holiday Well-wishing (which by the way i do for all of you) Been Quite busy what with a play opening, then homework and a concert coming up in the next week. Just thinking about it makes me want to faint again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /><br />
I hope all of you are doing okay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> And i hope to check out everyone's devs, say hello to the people who have recently decided to watch me (THANK YOU!!! greatly appreciated<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />) and reply to everyone's comments^^<br />
Love you all!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>YEAH ME</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Nov 2005 11:01:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ NO MESSAGE CENTRE ITEMS!!! AT ALL!!! <br />
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!<br />
YEAH..but eventually there will be some.. ]]></description>
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                <title>how bout that dial up</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2005 11:55:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well it's a witch for one.<br />
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Wow. If only it was 100 it is now 253 message centres BUT I WON"T LET IT BEAT ME!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /><br />
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Okay anywho well tonight, i get to sleep in a cardboard box to raise money for those left homeless in Kashmir and Katrina. It shall truly be fun, i just have to find my sleeping bag *because it will be COLD tonight* I'm surprised the (zcuse me but they are) old ladies of my town let PF (pilgrim fellowship) on the green in the first place.  We're an old colonial town and what not so there is a group of women who just happened to most likely be retired who do a lot around town trying to fix up certain parts. At one point w wanted to put some lights on our green. One of selectmen people *being smart* had the people vote on what type. (yes ladies and gents we vote on what lights we want on our green...i find it cute but no matter) The ladies actually wanted the mroe modern (might i say ugly) looking ones while the rest of the town wanted the more old fashioned looking ones. How might i know it was then, becaues they challenged they vote, they wanted their modern lamps and they wanted them now. You know how it was solved....we don't have lamps on our green.<br />
anywho so yeah..ON TO MORE DEVS!!!! and comments <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>IT"S TIME TO DANCE</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 18:57:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I"M FREE OF MY 100+ MESSAGE CENTRE ITEMS..HEC I AM FREE OF 10+ CENTRE ITEMS GO ME!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> not that i don't enjoy seeing all that it just makes me feel bad when i can't get to your deviations right away. I know how i feel when i don't get many views right away..makes me wonder if something is wrong with mine.. BUT TRUST ME THERE ISN"T...well with yours..mine is currently under debate.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>I. Want. My. Cat. *sniffle*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:59:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this tuesday will make two weeks that's she's been raining, it hasn't stopped raining in days inf act the sun only came out for a few hours today. And everytime i throw my clothes downstairs to be watched i have to open my basement door. The basement door never used to be shut because the cat would need to get down there. So when i do open it, i'm reminded everytime that my kitty isn't there.<br />
on a lighter note 2010 views, thank you to everyone who helped reached this...i really do appreciate it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'll keep you my dirty lil secret</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Oct 2005 12:41:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so much for secrets....I WAS TAGGED  *<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/threaten.gif" width="24" height="22" alt=":threaten:" title="Don't mess!" /> (<- i kid)*<br />
I tag...hmmmm<br />
a)alysen<br />
b)trava<br />
c)mariaspeed<br />
d)jnk4eva<br />
e)Arisuke<br />
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1)Currently listening to AAR to put me in a happy mood *although most of the songs have pretty depressing lyrics but i have listened to some that are more so...*<br />
2) I happen to listen to depressed music to get me OUT of my lil depression phases throughout the year *and let me tell you tis the only thing that works for me*<br />
3) I am usually unable to NOT comment or check out and comment on someone's dev. (can't help it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />)<br />
4) I can talk way too much<br />
5) I have awesome timing. I'm loud at the most inconvient times and shy/quiet in the worst possible situations to be quiet in.<br />
6) on road trips i yell the state i'm in as we're crossing the state line...WE"RE IN *INSERT NAME OF STATE HERE* at the top of my lungs. Scaring the bejeezes outta my grandfather.<br />
7)singledom can be cool...*woot singles ville*(<-please tell me you got that)<br />
8) I'm eating cheezits and drinking a coke *yum* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br />
9)I completely went to a yearbook meeting today without checking with my entrepreneurhsip teacher....so if i don't upload anything on friday on do not speak with thee on saturday...tis because she killed me...*that woman is scary*<br />
10) I AM DANCING *in my mind...for in reality i am typing* BECAUSE I HAVE NO SCHOOL TOMORROW<br />
11) I found out recently some of those sentimental/pick-me-up emails you get are true *ex. Someone you don't even knows exists loves you...yeah that one O.O <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> although i think its a misguided wannabe friend thig going on...oh damn anywho >.&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
12) I have a dilemma as you can see<br />
13) My start up drug was orange soda and i just fell further into the hole when i found coca cola....<br />
14) i already am planning on christmas presents<br />
15) Yearbook and theatre have a tendency to devour your soul....takes forever to get it back...and oh the bruises.<br />
16) I've had a field trip which was perhaps the best ever and ws equivalent to playing hookey. (yes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" />)<br />
17) I need a shoulder massage STAT!! *sorry my neck just started killing me anywho*<br />
18) i will have to get off in a minute....*i was given a time limit today..>.< can't blame them...we have only one line*<br />
19) I have dail up...and one line to dial up on.... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/steaming.gif" width="15" height="24" alt=":steaming:" title="Steaming Mad!" /><br />
20) I"M SO HAPPY I FINISHED!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>so yeah</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2005 12:37:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IT"S BEEN LIFTED!!! so yeah i'm back. I was greeted with 111d's 23 c's 5 m's and 7 j's. Thank you for all the comments/favs/watches i really appreciate it, and sorry that i haven't been able to comment on a lot of devs but i will use up some of my lunch time in shcool *don't worry i have two different lunch periods so i will be able top eat* to catch up on those sinc ei feel bad. I shouldn't expect any of you to comment when you're so busy if i can't do the same.<br />
Hope you all are doing well. Love you all<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>almost kinda grounded</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Oct 2005 13:35:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://heavendemon.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
heavendemon is an awesome person and everyone should go take a look^^ *pwetty pwease!!!* when you have the time of course<br />
i however do not have the time to say hello to everybody since my apush (AP us history teacher) decided that he would call my house *before i got home <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/threaten.gif" width="24" height="22" alt=":threaten:" title="Don't mess!" />* and thus the whole "autumn Homework is important and there are consequences for not doing it" lecture began..yes i udnerstand i need to do my homework..BUT I DO DO IT!!!!<br />
the man makes us read 20+ pages and makes us take notes on it all *outline to be more specific* and mind you there is so much useless information that i find i don't need and the keywords he gave us to help us narrowdown our notes AREN:T EVEN ON THE FRICKIN TESTS HE GIVES!! he goes on and on about i don't want reguritation *saying back what he told you...* BUT WE HAVE TO DO IT ANYWAY!!! WHAT THE HEC DOES HE THINK SCHOLAR OF THE FRICKIN DAY IS *where he has a pointer...several words on the board and the pointer is passed between the students and if you have the pointer you have to go up and explain the word*....<br />
anywho..yeah my compie privilages were taken * i feel slightly guilty doing it here but i thought i should tell everybody*<br />
they were taken for the rest of the week so i won't be able to say hi and OH THAT"S AWESOME or catch up on any of my dev watches * have about 76 at the moment O.o*<br />
nor can i do anything after school unless it's yearbook WHICH RULES OUT MY BROTHER"S FOOT BALL GAME TONIGHT!!!! it's my brother.....he first and mayeb last year playing *he kinda gets annoyed/bored easily* but he's a good football player but i can't go....but i am not so much mad about this...it's only for the rest of the week and it's already thursday... i just hope i get to go to pf on sunday....>.< shoot<br />
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oh yes and my cat has gone missing....i mean she has always sneaked out for a couple of hours since she can't do it that often anymore *my family and i deeply regret getting her FRONT claws declawed...if we could do it over we wouldn't do it* but she went missing yesterday and we haven't found her yet...Mind you i live in a woody area where there are coyotes...that don't mind eating cats. They have been close in the past years *some of them coming into the field that devides this property with my neighbors....* but they don't normally go into our yards *like i mean you walk outside and there's one on your proch* but still...very worried all the same. ]]></description>
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                <title> You MUST. It is written.Tis written, so shall it</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Oct 2005 08:07:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />
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2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.<br />
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3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.<br />
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4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />
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5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.<br />
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6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
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7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.<br />
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8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. ]]></description>
                <author>~Camille05</author>
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                <title>so....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:16:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ notes to self:<br />
~sleepover's at molly's are awesome<br />
~dont' ever try to cook a pancake on a stove again<br />
~practice flippin skills<br />
~use pam.....not butter even when you CAN"T find butter<br />
~ sometimes cheesy intros to movies to indicate that it was made back in the 1970's/60's/50's o god knows when<br />
~don't set hot skillet on wood porch *make sure alysen is around so as to make sure no bad things happen when on sets down hot skillet on wooden porch*<br />
~although good for smoke ventilation opening doors and windows allows flies into the room that after a sleepover one won't notice until 2 hours later<br />
~mikey is awesome from MCR<br />
~ray would make an awesome medic... if it didn't involve swimming...*even if bob is there to save him^^*<br />
~get fuse somehow and something like tivo so i can capture moments like the ones from the making of the ghost of you video...<br />
~find a way to get to warped tour....Must. Go.<br />
and now my notes are down...<br />
Thank you for all the favs and comments, and support and critiques they are all appreciated, I love you guys/girls <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> ]]></description>
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