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deviantART: by:Carnival-Ride http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Carnival-Ride&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Carnival-Ride en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 08:48:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png NEW PLACE, PEOPLE !! http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/24293884/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/24293884/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 16:05:15 PDT o . h . k . a . y !
i got a new dA.
i like this new dA.
i bet you're wondering what it is.
i think i should tell you know.
it is here --> [link]
i just made it.
because i need to start out fresh
for my new style of photomanipulations.

yay me!
hope to see you guys thar! <33

]]> ~Carnival-Ride oh.my.fuxxing.gawd. http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/23042139/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/23042139/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:32:38 PST it's an absolute must: i have this new friend of mine, she calls herself Zani (properly spelled ZANi), and she's fuxxing amazing at photomanipulating. she's new, and she deserves a whole lot more than what's she's getting popularity wise and by comments and such. i am going to fuxxing R A I D her page becuz i just need to. like a hunger (uh, eww). but i just wanted to get the message out; and i will be doing that now, advertising for others if they're new and their talent screams AMAZING. or i just want to for the hell of it. you can find her here ---->[link]

]]> ~Carnival-Ride i apologize http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/22617213/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/22617213/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 15:36:12 PST i deeply and heavily apologize for my absence. i've been grounded until (offically) feb. 23rd. i'm getting small priveledges long enough so i can type this. and thank you to everyone that has faved/added me to their watches! i feel really happy!!!

i promise, that when i get back you see a truck load (literally) of deviations!
thankies!!!

-m a y a

]]> ~Carnival-Ride tag yourself. http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20827783/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20827783/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:37:32 PDT { l o o k y - here !

_{i'm tagging myself.
tis little tagger-forward message-thing is custom made for the month of
october. let's try to keep this going until halloween.

f i v e THINGS YOU ARE DYING TO SAY TO SOMEONE
it will creep up inside you and consume you

fishy
keep away
go fuck yourself
hold me, don't let go
i'm always there when needed to be

f o u r THINGS YOU HAVE ON YOUR "BUCKET LIST"
stop and stare, i think i'm movin' but i don't know where

go to college
write my own tril
meet t.h.e. adam sandler
move to new york or kentucky

t h r e e WISHES THAT ARE DESTINED TO COME TRUE
a dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep

to fall in love
become a werewolf
host a wild, kick ass party

t w o THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
angel of mercy, where the hell did you find me?

my friends
cheesecake

o n e QUOTE THAT'D DESCRIBES YOU
i've got, got a pocketful of sunshine, sunshine

"bring me down.
i dare you.
the next time you try,
i'm filing you up
under the personal label,
of CRIME."

TAGGED `` you know who you are
everyone who's tagged must put up the reminder about taking tis until halloween.
post your icon up under the millions of soon to come in a list of tagged deviants. i'll start with my own. now it's your turn to T A G five people.

I TAG``

FROM LARKY'S JOURNAL

[x] public speaking
[x] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

F I N A L S ``

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "i have __ out of 75 common fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
{{{If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.}}}
People who donÂt have any are liars.

I S C O R E D ``
11 ! i'm n o r m a l ?
that doesn't seem right.

REMINDERS::
t r a d e -

can you see it ? that lil s t a r ? HELL NO ! that's beca... ]]>
~Carnival-Ride

angel bones.
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20510750/
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20510750/
Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:02:54 PDT

{ l o o k y - here !}

_{oh yes. second journal. haha! oh, shit. wednsday. timberstone game. WITH A FUCKING TWISTED ANKLE! dammit. -sorry- i apologize. my own personal problems are my own only.

besides my mutual dislike to dislike things, i'm fudging mad at so many people. no, they will remain nameless, one whom sits at my table for lunch, whom doesn't come on deviantart anymore. yay. if she read this she'd hit me on the side of the head.

SPEAKING of hitting people on the head, i hit my friends ex-boyfriend with a bucket the other day. made me fall over and laugh. the asshole is going to be transferred to another school once i get a restraining order. selmek.

REMINDERS::
t r a d e -

can you see it ? that lil s t a r ? HELL NO ! that's because it's an equal sign ... =equal . what does that mean , exactly ? i'm now an OFFICIAL BETA TESTER ! a what ? an offical beta tester ; someone who decides to try the new deviantart program once it comes out and tests it to see if it works or not. if not , we report it. outnumber became one too !}

_{you're wonderful , you're great {
Yeah , chickie , it's the artist of the month S E P T E M B R !

you're fantabulous ! i'm a h-u-g-e admirer or you're canine
art ! i'm jealous , but not in a loathing , evil way like
in those weird tv shows . you're amazing , just wanted to
say so and make it offical .
congrats on making the september artist of the month !

canidates for the O C T O B E R artist of the month {}

{ s u p e r - ninja !

_{there's really nothing to put right now. besides my burning desire to ruin my cousin's birthday cake, which she COULD live without, i am here. writing. dead, almost. should i do power of the pen? no.

maybe.

yes.

NO.

gah - i hate making descisions. they make my brain hurt. question:
doesn't most of my journals seem utterfly pointless to you?}

]]> ~Carnival-Ride oh yes , be scared . http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20473562/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20473562/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:28:29 PDT { l o o k y - here !

_{i finally have a css journal ! yay me ! *london* oh well , i was too slow to make myself something totally unique , && since the template-maker (i apologize greatly too for forgetting his/her username) , said we were free to personalize . so i did . go me .

otherwise , i am starting nothing new ;; just getting everything else done . the stamps , came out terrible , so i am re-doing them . the picture of sugars and maya is being colored...

i'm tired .

plus ! i'm making a wolf rpg sight if anyone's interested . it's a fantasy-genre thingy , so you are allowed to use your deviantart fursonas as your charries . same mates ;; everything . iz okay with me .

ohh , and now for the next thirty days until my subby tragically is murdered and never found again , i will pick three favorite thumbnails and have them at the deep end (bottom) of my journal . this changes due to new entries .

can you see it ? that lil s t a r ? HELL NO ! that's because it's an equal sign ... =equal . what does that mean , exactly ? i'm now an OFFICIAL BETA TESTER ! a what ? an offical beta tester ; someone who decides to try the new deviantart program once it comes out and tests it to see if it works or not. if not , we report it. outnumber became one too !}

{ s u p e r - ninja !

_{oh yes , if anything goes wrong , i will use my super ninja powers on you ! oh yes , be scared .

i'm completly serious . i'm hungry... back to business . okies - this is like my thank you section , or my credits . or both , i'm still deciding .

but even so , i will add the always unlikey things here. like my new favorite rpg site. which, in this case, is Find the Light , an intermediate-advanced hp roleplay based in the next generation of students after harry potter himself .

my new favorite book ? heartland . the summoning . wideacre . the duchess . twilight-breaking dawn . gym class . & last but not least . heaven looks alot like the mall . hoot . flush . blubber .
i read too much... don't i ? either that , or i can't decide on a favorite book i've read in the last two weeks .}

]]> ~Carnival-Ride + +can you see it ? that `lil s t a r ?+ + http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20442833/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20442833/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 17:03:17 PDT

untouched by *Carnival-Ride on deviant ART

^{can you see it? that `lil s t a r ? right next to
my name. it isn't hard to miss.
h-o-l-a-y S H I T !
*sorry, my apologizes*
baise !
that's french for something i won't say.
not here anyway.
school, maybe. home, hell yeah...
my big thanks today goes to...
dan-dan-da-ta!

he bought me ma subby!
me's wonderful subby.
i was grounded for a month off of the computer
and tv because i forgot where my flashdrive
was, but now since i F I N A L L Y found it,
i'm allowed access again.
damn, i love life.

i'm kidding. seriously.

A r t i s t | o f | t h e | M o n t h
coming soon !!!

S p e a k | S o f t l y | U p d a t e
Chapter Four is being renavated. After what happened to my damned desktop, I am now looking for it's remains. Let's see... *counts on fingers* ... about three months of nothing from me, I feel like I've been burned on the stake.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!! [ i apologize greatly for the delay. ]

Note me about the below if you're interested.
All of them are o p e n !
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I'm in art trade w/ ]|
I'm doing gift art for ]| <--- w/ sugars and maya !
I'm doing a collab. w/ ]|
I'm making a stamp for ]|
I'm making a fursona for ]|
I'm making an ID for ]|
I'm making an icon for ]|
I'm making a request for ]|
I'm currently in this contest ]|
I share an account here ]|
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U p | C l o s e | A n d | P e r s o n a l ||like family} ~Carnival-Ride + +i'm not falling for it+ + http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20368852/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20368852/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:48:28 PDT The Speak Softly update is still the same,
if your wondering. But that's almost completly
normal. Since... well - I lost the entire thing.
Anywho, I'm being generous these days.
I'm making a stamp for Loza, Pudgefan, and Raiku.
I don't know, the idea just came to me.
Don't ask. It happens.
Ask outnumber or fdty, maybe even gemi.
They all know how random I get.
It's a disease, I'm tellin' yea.

I GOT MY FINAL MAYA REF UP!
After three tries, I settled on the newest.
Ahh... Sugars makes the cutest poses,
so I just had to use her makeable.
Yep, chocolate fur, light blue, and pearl.
Or normally I would say, "blue, white, and brown."
Like some kind of candy I can't
remember the company name of..
It's not American -

Dammit. I'm losing it.
COOLS! I'm thinking
of making a wolf pack account.
Like how people make clubs,
or associations,
what about a wolf pack?
Alphas, betas, and gammas...
and everyone.
That'd be shaweet.
I believe so.
Maybe..

But I need ideas for a new project.
Like, the triple L didn't work.
Desire, is everything but it's name.
And now I'm thinking up... blankness.
I'm open for anything currently.
Anything but the 100 theme pro.
That, is ridiculous for me thinking I
could even try it...
even though it's cool to see other people
complete it.

A r t i s t | o f | t h e | M o n t h
coming soon !!!

S p e a k | S o f t l y | U p d a t e
Chapter Four is being renavated. After what happened to my damned desktop, I am now looking for it's remains. Let's see... *counts on fingers* ... about three months of nothing from me, I feel like I've been burned on the stake.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!! [ i apologize greatly for the delay. ]

Note me about the below if you're interested.
All of them are o p e n !
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I'm in art trade w/ ]|
I'm doing gift art for ]|

<--- w/ sugars and maya !
I'm doing a collab. w/ ]|
I'm making a stamp for ]|

I'm making a fursona for ]|

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U p | C l o s e | A n d | P e r s o n a l ||like family

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20352165/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 06:04:34 PDT Woah... I never really make a journal within a day from eachother. Oh who gives a crap!? Sorry, I'm overwhelmed. I had too many things to say, and usually when that happens, that can't wait. Often, they can't wait. It's a longer list this time from yesterday, and some announcments, and idea-needers, if that's even a word. I doubt it, immensly. Even if "immensly" was spelled right, I - wow. I need to get on track.

So, number #1. Number number one, eh? Oh well, this one is about the GCA. Or, if some people remember, the Glass Carousel Awards. They aren't going to be. I only had three entrants, nameless as they will stay, and I'm sorry but the deadline was made two weeks ago. It just won't be. Besides, number #2, is another contest that I so greatly need to have. *needs to stop using the word greatly*.

#2: I might, might have a contest for a fursona of my second wolf; Ryoan. He's a bit, breathless right now, since he either has no idea of how he looks like. Just is, I don't know what to do for the prize. I can't do subbys, I'm completly broke at this state in my life. So if you have any ideas, *two thumbs up*, I'm open.

Three is a bit, tri0-ish. I made those icons I told you about, and sadly I think I left the bold ad at the bottom of the journal again. Number #3, has three linking icons, but it can me more, too. It has my new wolf, Maya, yet another fursona made for her, Sugar (Pink--Ice), and Spade (outnumber). Yeah, I know what you're thinking. I made one for Spade because that's outnumber's new referance for her wolf {the ole one isn't active anymore}, and Pink--Ice is the only other friend of mine that actually has charries. But if you want to see it, it'll be up sooner or later. I think -

Number #4! Gapf. This one's for Maya. She's in looking for a mate, whichever. Ryoan is too, if anyone has a she-wolfeh that wants to have a mate, Ryoan's open. You probably want to know what he looks like, I figured. GAPF! I need some more free time...

I'm also in the works of a new story. I've been saving this one up for actual writing for a book, but I'm currently on my second novel for my Signatures series. See? This one is number #5. It's a wolf story, no title yet. Everyone here is in it. Sugar, Spade, Ace, Maya, and other wolves that need names... If |Speak Softly| is going to take this slow, I want to put in a subsitute. After I start drawing wolves.

Number #6, the last one. It's for my art. I've been doing loads of graphic art for a while now, and I want to take it up a notch to start canine art and pixel. I've already started, and by so I'm making a new page with icons for everybody I know that wants one. The new Maya ID coming, I used Pink--Ice's makeable because it's just too adorable to waste... but after that, I'm going to draw it myself.

I AM MAKING A NEW ICON! It's a couple icon, like two that go together. If ANYONE wants the other half, send me the link to your fursona by a comment! THANK YOU!

A r t i s t | o f | t h e | M o n t h
coming soon!

S p e a k | S o f t l y | U p d a t e
Chapter Four is being renavated. After what happened to my damned desktop, I am now looking for it's remains. Let's see... *counts on fingers* ... about three months of nothing from me, I feel like I've been burned on the stake.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!! [ i apologize greatly for the delay. ]

Note me about the below if you're interested.
All of them are o p e n !
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I'm in art trade w/ ]|
I'm doing gift art for ]|
I'm doing a collab. w/ ]|
I'm making a stamp for ]|

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U p | C l o s e | A n d | P e r s o n a l ||like family

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/20340853/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:42:57 PDT Gapf. Hello, everyone. Me's back. I've started out my rebirth with a load of new deviations, ids, and whatnot. I've come from long afar to say that besides the terrible mess that has happened with SPEAK SOFTLY, I have finished writing my shorts-novel, S i g n a t u r e s in only two months by hand in a little pocket notebook. Actually, five... pocket... notebooks. Nevermind that.

Yeah, some of my friends from school already know that I was about to quit. I realized that was a mistake. I love this place too much to quit permantetly. My spelling is off today, along with my ill, and randomness. It's kill.

Too bad.

Sweet ! NEWS! HAHA! Yees, I am creating a website called Roomi Studios with icons, layouts, CSS coding, and 50x50 icons made for DA... since, I know what you're thinking. R O O M I? Yip - Yip, my buds at school call me Roomi now, well, a few of them. It's a new siggy. Not really, I'm completly Maya here.

It's soo nice to be back !

I AM MAKING A NEW ICON! It's a couple icon, like two that go together. If ANYONE wants the other half, send me the link to your fursona by a comment! THANK YOU!

Gapf. Anyone like roleplay? I'm making one soon, the link will be up before you know it. Ah, and I'm also working on actual drawings. Like wolves, horses, and freakin' people. I swear, for me, people is the hardest thing to draw...

A r t i s t | o f | t h e | M o n t h
coming soon!

S p e a k | S o f t l y | U p d a t e
Chapter Four is being renavated. After what happened to my damned desktop, I am now looking for it's remains. Let's see... *counts on fingers* ... about three months of nothing from me, I feel like I've been burned on the stake.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!! [ i apologize greatly for the delay. ]

Note me about the below if you're interested.
All of them are o p e n !
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I'm in Art Trade w/ ]|
I'm doing Gift Art for ]|
I'm doing a collab. w/ ]|
I share an account here ]|

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U p | C l o s e | A n d | P e r s o n a l ||like family

T h i s | W o r l d | I s | B i g | E n o u g h ||like friends

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19553749/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:12:59 PDT I have some terrible news about |Speak Softly|. Please read under the updates about it.

But, I made a new friend!

.
She has a fantastic Edward//Bella Twilight-based FANFICTION called Torn Angels. YOU HAVE TO READ IT. It's amazing.

She tells me the third chapter won't be up for awhile, so people can catch up and read chapter one and two.

|Speak Softly| Update
Chapter Four has been lost! I have to start it all over! The DAMN computer with it saved on it is broken! We have to get a new motherboard and screen and everything; and the computer person whats-his-face told us EVERY STORY I WROTE WILL BE GONE!

My books, novels...short stories...poems...everything.

Gone...

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!!

Note me about the below if you're interested.
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I'm in Art Trade w/;;

I'm doing Gift Art for;;

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!

she didn't hav a party, so I'm doing something for her instead.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
I share an account here;;

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DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19178143/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:50:41 PDT ello, world!
hello to things that I wished didn't exsist!
hello to my DAMNING life!
hello to my sister that never shuts her pipe hole!
hello!

is anyone ANSWERING me?

|Speak Softly| Update
It is almost finished, I swear on it! My PC is going in and out on "Do I want to stay on or sleep?" mode or something.

I am though, drawing a picture of Leah and Emmie, possibly Adrian as a wolf from a scene in the third or fourth chapters. I'm not completly convinced yet.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!!

Note me about the below if you're interested.
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I'm in Art Trade w/;;

I'm doing Gift Art for;;

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!

she didn't hav a party, so I'm doing something for her instead.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
I share an account here;;

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DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

~Carnival-Ride + +signatures+ + http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19095742/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19095742/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 16:06:48 PDT Everyone seems to like |Speak Softly|, so I decided to pursue and catch a dream//hope of mine. I am writing my first novel! *like I haven't tried before*

It's all planned out and everything. There are going to be four books in the series, it's mapped out and things. All I have to do is start actually writing it.

The first book is called Signatures. It's about four girls in there high school lives, four years of high school = four books. The series is called? Get Over Yourself.

Like the HP series, His Dark Materials, mine -I chose- is going to be;; Get Over Yourself.

Strange, huh?

|Speak Softly| Update

I know it's been a VERY long time. I am doing my best to get the fourth chapter up. But the motherboard of our PC where it's freakin' saved is dead, AGAIN. I AM SO F**KING PISSED.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!!

Note me about the below if you're interested.
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I'm in Art Trade w/;;

I'm doing Gift Art for;;

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!

she didn't hav a party, so I'm doing something for her instead.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
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DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

~Carnival-Ride + +apologize+ + http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19050887/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/19050887/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 04:55:23 PDT I AM SUPER SORRY TO EVERYONE! I haven't been on in forever. My computer died, literally, and we just got a new mother board for it yesterday. Otherwise I would be here. I used the laptop - but the ole slow thing is useless.

MUTT;; Your gift art is almost finished. I haven't had the time. It's a graphix, on the computer obviously, so I couldn't work on it.

GEMINI;; I am going to make you a belated birthday gift art!

SPEAK SOFTLY READERS;; I am currently putting the ending up to Chapter Four. Please bear with me. THANK YOU!

ABOUT THE GLASS CAROUSEL AWARDS;; I have decided a due date for it! It's in September, though. So - don't worry about it.

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

and mine's roleplay it's based from.

I'm also seeing that people like the |Speak Softly| story. So I'll keep that running. At least I have something to do!

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!!

Note me about the below if you're interested.
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I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;;

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
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DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18850067/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 06:54:36 PDT Have you ever in your life had the feeling your dreaming? That nothing is actually happening?

I say, we've all been there. But it's just a feeling, right?

I figured I'm talking nonsense now, but it's logical. Does any of you believe in love? I don't. Love is useless!

I ran into a friend, well two "friends" at the movies the other day. They haven't called me, nor talked. I feel betrayed. Then it just so happens that one never calls me back when I want to talk, it's like I'm being cut out.

So, my pain is meanigless. Feel free to ask and do what you please if you dare comment on this one.

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18765622/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:54:57 PDT There really isn't much to talk about anymore.

My BellaXEdward picture is almost done! ^ v ^!!!
Then, I'm working on my entries for

's and

's contests.

That's it, I guess.

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18763573/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:39:35 PDT I'm really tired today. I won't be on much for a while onward. Too busy.

Our math teacher gave us packets to do over the summer. How intimidating. I hate it.

She's getting on our guts about having it done, it's easy, it's just, not wanting to be finished for me.

I'm soo tired.

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

~Carnival-Ride + +waiting for something to happen+ + http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18753023/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18753023/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:06:34 PDT I still feel empty. There's a huge storm brewing, and I love it when it rains once in a while; but my sister is ridiculously horrified.

Oh, well - 1,000 pageviews!! WOO-who! In one month 2! Yipp-ee.

OMGawd, check out

! They do amazin' anime/digital art. Just look at her fan-art of Bella and Edward. Awww... they look so cute in that picture...

Anywho, still empty but better -I guess-. The Glass Carousel Awards are still postponed..

Still!

*whistles to self*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITACHI!!!

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18743504/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 07:17:02 PDT The title is bland. It means that I have no meaning to live right now. I feel...empty. It's really hurtful.

I noticed some people actually liked the fan-fiction story I wrote, -Transformation-. It was something I've wanted to do for a while now, because I wanted to write my own fictional story on Bella's trasnformation to immortality! Speaking of Bella and Twilight I am almost done with that picture I'm drawing of them. It's taken me so many tries, since it's freehand and all. I finally got their postures correct on paper from my head.

Man, reality just hit me too! 900+ views??? I just made this account in early May! And my other one,

just went over 1,000 views and that one was up since last July. That's really sad in a way. But it shows how much I've grown artisicly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITACHI!!!

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Yepp. I hope there is more than just one person reading it. Please remind me if you are. I know Silver is, because the story is based of an RP we are in. I believe that

is, and maybe

. I'm forgetting these things.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18725825/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 06:48:17 PDT For some reason, lately, my mind has been reminded of how much I hate my family sometimes. I know it's crazy to think about and all, but it's true!
For everyone that doesn't know, which is almost everyone I don't know in real life, I have a step dad. I have had one since I was 2. My real dad, has his own family now, and every since my grandfather on his side died I haven't seen him. That was almost two years ago. I haven't seen him actually in about four.
Then people are talking about grandparents alot now too! I miss my grandparents too much for that! I can't take it!

Besides my agony and hatred, I'm currently drawing a BellaxEdward fanart pic. It's all in freehand, which is hard because I most likely can't draw people to save my life.

The Glass Carousel Awards are being postponed. Nobody's said anything about it, and until I get all of the entrants and their pics I'm not going to do anything about it.

|Speak Softly| Update
My sister was on the PC all day yesterday, which is the other computer in our house that I saved the SPEAK SOFTLY story on. So I typed up Chapter Three on the laptop so reader's didn't have to wait days.

Chapter Four is REALLY LONG. I promise that, it covers alot of the next few scenes and everything from

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18702471/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:24:13 PDT If you haven't noticed, I made, well -colored/designed- my new trans. icon! It's also the new Ref pic of my character Maya. The old one's will stay up, but they aren't the actual's anymore. The newly designed Maya-character is brownish/tan/orange, with pink hair and antlers, and chibi wings. New ref. pic is coming soon!
Awesome makeable icon lineart by

~ and the crowd goes wild!

The Triple L Project is under ways, and is not going on until I finish the Desire Project of wolf graphic art. Like x.Crazed, x.Shining Star, x.Wild Lyrics, and Dark Heart.

I am also taking on, this summer, drawing anime people. My first attempt is + +You Raise Me Up+ +. Usually, I can't draw people to save my life . . . just ask

and

. But I like this one, so -
I am also working on a SASUSAKU picture!! -applaude to self- I really wanted to draw them together for so long, and FDTY draws Sakura often, and she's REALLY good! So is STRENGTH.

I want to be kept busy. All of my Trades are gone up. I might to a Collab. with

, but that's it. I'm thinking some requests!

I also just reserved a copy of Breaking Dawn for when it comes out in August. I can't wait - but when it's August, school crawls back into reality . . .

|Speak Softly| Update
Yea, you'll see this often now. It's my new story based on a vampire roleplay with

. I am changing the names, and as it progresses, so does the chapters.

Chapter Two is like a sub-explaination chapter of Leah, and it turned out shorter than I hoped it to be. But! But - I didn't want people waiting any longer, so I was also thinking of you readers.

I'm also seeing that people like the |Speak Softly| story. So I'll keep that running. At least I have something to do!

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; [link]
CHAPTER F O U R;; Coming Soon!!!

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;;

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18646941/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 14:50:26 PDT So, nothing's happening. Except summer.
Swimming.
Diving.
Riding.
Summer.
Writing.
Drawing.
Summer.
Cliff Diving.
Reading.
Did I say Summer?
White Water Rafting.
Vacation.
Summer!

I see that people like the SCREW WEREWOLVES stamp. It's true, the statement I mean. And I am kicking off boredom with pictures like x.Shining Star and x.Crazed and the newest besides the journal, x.Wild Lyrics.

|Speak Softly| Update
Yea, you'll see this often now. It's my new story based on a vampire roleplay with

. I am changing the names, and as it progresses, so does the chapters. She and I are also planning a comic too.

Chapter Two is like a sub-explaination chapter of Leah, and it turned out shorter than I hoped it to be. But! But - I didn't want people waiting any longer, so I was also thinking of you readers.

I'm also seeing that people like the |Speak Softly| story. So I'll keep that running. At least I have something to do!

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; [link]
CHAPTER T H R E E;; Coming Soon!!!

The Triple L Project;;
Q: What does the Triple L stand for?
A:Live, Laugh, Love.

Q: How does it work?
A: It's a triplet of drawings representing the three Ls.

Q: What kind of "art" is it?
A: Photography.

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;; No one.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18620803/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:33:40 PDT 3 more days of...

Angry teachers that always give you the evil glare when you're doing something wrong but it's the person next to you.

People that push you down in the hallways like they deserve royalty.

Math.

Mrs. Dyer.

And a frog-smelling Science room with dead things hanging on the walls.

Yeah, try those for a whole nine months.

The first thing I'm doing, is going swimming. I just held a clinic for the pro. allstar cheerleading team for tryouts, and we might be doing a carwash.

I see that people like the SCREW WEREWOLVES stamp. It's true, the statement I mean. And I am kicking off boredom with pictures like x.Shining Star and x.Crazed and the newest besides the journal, x.Wild Lyrics.

|Speak Softly| Update
Yea, you'll see this often now. It's my new story based on a vampire roleplay with

. I am changing the names, and as it progresses, so does the chapters. She and I are also planning a comic too.

Sorry that it's taking me so long to get the second chapter up. I've had no time what-so-ever, plus it's a longer one. It has more to it, and it's like an explaination chapter when you start to figure out little by little on the story itself, besides CHP1 intros.

I'm also seeing that people like the |Speak Softly| story. So I'll keep that running. At least I have something to do!

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; Coming soon!!!

The Triple L Project;;
Q: What does the Triple L stand for?
A:Live, Laugh, Love.

Q: How does it work?
A: It's a triplet of drawings representing the three Ls.

Q: What kind of "art" is it?
A: Photography.

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;; No one.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

~Carnival-Ride x.i hate driving slow ((updated version)).x http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18529240/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18529240/ Tue, 27 May 2008 15:06:11 PDT The title says it all. It is my so-far-favorite quote used from the book Twilight. I purchased the three last Sunday, and finished the first in less than one day from a week. I started New Moon as of today; and finally ripped myself -not literally- away from reading it to be here on DA.

But, the Glass Carousel Awards are coming to a close. Depending if I can get more entrants for bigger results of winners, and more finished pieces for the deviants entering, it will come to a close with the ones finished. Out of luck for those who aren't.

The Triple L Project is still in the making. It's taking me forever -unlikly so- to get the first part of the first deviation apart of the project done. My photoshop isn't working!

I just figured out how to make animations too. I'm very slow -no comment- and I am one of those deviants that constantly has to change their avatar according to their mood.

|Speak Softly| Update
Yea, you'll see this often now. It's my new story based on a vampire roleplay with

. I am changing the names, and as it progresses, so does the chapters. She and I are also planning a comic too.

CHAPTER O N E;; [link]
CHAPTER T W O;; Coming soon!!!

The Triple L Project;;
Q: What does the Triple L stand for?
A:Live, Laugh, Love.

Q: How does it work?
A: It's a triplet of drawings representing the three Ls.

Q: What kind of "art" is it?
A: Photography.

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;; No one.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18416823/ Tue, 20 May 2008 14:43:52 PDT Don't say anything about the title, it's what I feel...like another word of a bubbling anger inside. It's piercing, and it hurts like hell. But I can't explain, and no, don't even think that.
My life is turning from a living short cut to being like a marionette's paper heart, being torn more into two to a million pieces with every memorized line. Except, my life isn't memorized, or planned, it's just going on!!! And it sucks.
Don't you dare try to worry. I can handle things. It's like a second nature; knowing it too well but also hating it all the while. But it's better to |know| things than be |dumbfounded| by the people that do.
I am saying no names.
Don't try to guess,
or blames yourselves.
It's unheathy.
Well, I'd like to say I bought the Twilight books, and they went up to $60 dollars together not sepratly. That's ridiculous if that'd happen. Currently I have a paper cut on my middle finger, so it hurts to type really fast like normal.
Plus, I am happy to say that I helped with ideas in an upcoming deviation by

.
I am pissed at the world.
And my story's first chapter is almost up!!!
I hope people like it.
The Glass Carousel Awards are offically my favorite project besides the Triple L Project (Q&A below)!!!

The Triple L Project;;
Q: What does the Triple L stand for?
A:Live, Laugh, Love.

Q: How does it work?
A: It's a triplet of drawings representing the three Ls.

Q: What kind of "art" is it?
A: Photography.

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;; No one.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18355257/ Sat, 17 May 2008 13:44:06 PDT

^{I'm getting the Twilight books!!! Me a excited! Turns out, I can't go to the Festerama this year, and I really don't care. Oh well, at least my sister doesn't have to perform there again.
Tributes;;
for helping me advertise the Glass Carousel Awards.
,,, for being there in my life.
for her free makeables.
AND THE SUPPORTERS AND FRIENDS THAT ARE WATCHING ME!!!

Any Happenings;;
People really like my new deviations x.Watch the Ice & x.World of White. Thankies to everyone that has commented on them.
I am going to go see the new Narnia movie, I <3 the movie graphix and battles. The adventures are okay, I guess.
The Glass Carousel Awards are a new hit. Thanks to a friend of mine that is mentioned in the Tributes more people are entering.
I am in a deep vampyre roleplay with .

The Triple L Project;;
Q: What does the Triple L stand for?
A:Live, Laugh, Love.

Q: How does it work?
A: It's a triplet of drawings representing the three Ls.

Q: What kind of "art" is it?
A: Photography.

Note me about the below if you're interested.
------
I'm in Art Trade w/;; No one.
I'm doing Gift Art for;; No one.
I'm doing a collab. w/;; No one.
------
DA Family;;

DA HayBudd... ]]>
~Carnival-Ride

x.twilight.x
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18337828/
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18337828/
Thu, 15 May 2008 14:39:09 PDT

^{OMGAWD, ever since I saw ma friend reading Twilight, I've always wanted to read it. I finally get ma chance!!! For my b-day, I got $50, so I decided to buy the trilogy this weekend....actually tomorrow!!! ME A EXCITED!!! AND THEN, the movie comes out in November, which I can't wait, but then there's the suckish school {d**n!}. Then, the FOURTH book, Breaking Dawn, comes out in August, so I have an entire summer 2 read the first 3. But I'm a fast reader, so it doesn't matter.

Well, for those people out there, the Glass Carousel Awards are now listed as a Deviation. Just go under my gallery, and wa-la! There it is.

Plus, I am doing a picture of my friends and I that sit and 's table for lunch, as wolves. The lineart is happily made by in her makeable sets in which I so dearly love to color.
I am also starting requests! And chibi art! I <3 drawing chibi wings!!! There are soo adorable!!!!!

I am just starting to make up the prizes for the Glass Carousel Awards too. I know that a transparent icon is one, an ID, and a request are some. But I still am thinking...
Also ALSO!!! I am startin' a Naruto IM story, or another story. Some story! I am a writer, I must write!!

fewww....
That's alot to say.
But, at the bottom, there is some peeps that I so dearly admire and adore on DA. They are under no particular order, pervs, and the jealous people that I so dearly despise.
I GOT A PENGUIN ON MY SHIRT!! No, literally, I do! It's from this one place called...I think...Delias? idk~

PLUSSERS! (I am now adding 'ers' to any adjective), NEEDS TO add ME!

Dumbfounders, I am starting a club, hopefully, for all of the Twilight people out there I so dearly with heart!!!
Done, no more to say. Except that I hate my sister, and that I have a 5 hr. cheer practice the day I am going to be helping illustrate a childrens book and that I have a stupid platapus/snake/human atamony project due monday for my supid eintsitin-stalking science teacher!!!

feeew--w....!
DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;}
~Carnival-Ride

x.mawHAHAHAA!!!.x
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18320093/
http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18320093/
Wed, 14 May 2008 12:29:43 PDT

^{{evil laugh}

Yea, if ye are wonderin', the Glass Carousel Awards are moved,
here---->[link] !!!

YE PEEPS!!! I betcha u can't wait until my next WING-IT pic!!!

{evil laugh}

Awesomeness linkin' icon, right? It was Mutt's/Rain's/Outnumber's idea, and i <3 it! It looks so kewli0 together!!!

Plus, we're havin' a some REAL trouble @ skewl, and I'm makin' a pic of all of my friendz @ g's/strength1316's table as wolves. so HA!}

DA Family;;

DA HayBuddies;;

People I Admire;;

http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18290919/
Mon, 12 May 2008 14:41:24 PDT

YES! I am holding a contest. Called the Glass Carousel because that is the highest awarded. Prizes are undecided, but I do know that a subscription is not going to be one of them. Sorry. Also, up to 5 entries per category!

A Litte About the Awards:

Glass Carousel;; The highest award. Given to only one person. Two categories...anime art and manga. In each seperate, the 3 top places are eligable for the Glass Carousel Award.

Golden Mouse;; The second-highest. Given to two people. Three categories...earthly(green), photography, and wolf art. The two winners in the top three in the seperate categories are eligable for the Golden Mouse Award.

Silver Ferris Wheel;; Third highest; given to two people. Three categories...animal photography, animal paint, animal sketch. Every winner in the top 3 in the seperate categories is eligable for the Silver Ferris Wheel Award. Given to two people.

Bronze Mirror;; The least award, sadly. Given to three people. Four categories...digital art, animation, fan-art, and free-art. *Free art is a mixture of fan-art and artist personality* The top three in each seperate category are eligable for the Bronze Mirror Award.

Rules:

1;; You can only sumit up to three entries. Each one has to be for a totally different award altogether.

2;; If you are caught stealing or sumbitting another person's art without permission, you will be banned for entering.

3;; Be respectful. Don't go nutty when I hand out the results.

4;; You must sumbit a new, entirally new art. You are NOT aloud to use something already put up as a deviation.

5;; HAVE FUN WITH IT!

No deadline stated yet.
TO ENTER: Send me a note with a link to your deviation entry, using this form;;

USERNAME:___________
ART TITLE:____________
AWARD GOING AT: ______________
CATEGORY: ____________

You can copy and paste this entry form and just fill in the blanks.
Please, for people submitting their art, PLEASE advertise for us! We want to get our word out!

Entries:

GC;;
ANIME~
5 spots open.

MANGA~
5 spots open.

GM;;
EARTHLY~
5 spots open.

PHOTOGRAPHY~
#1) Raiku-kun
4 spots open.

WOLF ART~
5 spots open.

SFW;;
ANIMAL PHOTOGRAPHY~
#1) outnumber
#2) Raiku-kun
3 spots open.

ANIMAL PAINT~
5 spots open.

ANIMAL SKETCH~
5 spots open.

BM;;
DIGITAL~
5 spots open.

ANIMATION~
5 spots open.

FAN-ART~
5 spots open.

FREE-ART~
5 spots open.

Judging:

I will be judging it. There will be no picks do to favorites, just for hard work and the want to do great.

*free-art is fan-art. you can do this by making sasuke have a big nose...or sakura with green hair...or naruto going goth...anything!*
*animation is like avatars and the little smilies.*
*golden mouse photography is anything BUT using animals. animals in entry are moved to an open spot in the category under silver ferris wheel.*}

]]> ~Carnival-Ride x.Angelic.x http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18283701/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18283701/ Mon, 12 May 2008 04:14:34 PDT
Then, I want to advertise :icon:fdty:'s new Earth series, to show the world how much we are damaging a beautiful, nonrenewable place.

I am also doing wolfeh art! AND PEOPLE! Dang, I can't draw people. But soon I am making a colorable makeable set of wolves!!!

]]> ~Carnival-Ride x.People Know Me.x http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18244388/ http://Carnival-Ride.deviantart.com/journal/18244388/ Fri, 09 May 2008 15:42:45 PDT
|LATEST|
I'm got up my poem, NO SUCH THING.
I'm getting up my new ID.

|NEWS|
Nothing much, might be getting an AIM, but I'm not going to share it to the world. I'm no hooker.

|SERVICES|
This is new. I'm starting a new business, free and all. I'm making IDs, Avatars, and such for people here on DA and FanFiction. Give me a hollar about that by sending me a note w/ a subject title of: SERVICE __________ {<-----whatever you're asking for on the blank}.

|OTHER|
New FanFiction account: Rainy-Innocence
New story by person called "Rainy"...THE SIGHT.
freewebs.com/therainychosen {<---------link}

Besides that, nothing!
Except I'm hungry.

|OHZ|
I'm starting to draw things besides horses/unicorns/and such. Like wolves, dogs, and rabbits...deer and other animals. AND PEOPLE! I'm starting to draw anime people.

]]> ~Carnival-Ride