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and ceros...





-caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7231973/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7231973/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 18:16:11 PST [link] woot! ^_^

see my previous entry too, please!
-caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7231956/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7231956/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 18:14:26 PST [link] that'd be my space.. but i don't really write there anymore. O.o';
-caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7216554/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7216554/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:37:44 PST
-an mp3 player (Ipod Nano if possible)
-a better "boom box" or whatever they're called now..
-compfy socks/slippers
-monopoly (we lost it when the drain dripped onto a buttload of our board games and puzzles)--or any boardgame that we don't have
-car accessories
-'Elf'(movie)
-'Shrek 2'(movie)
-'Scrooged'(movie)
-a PDA!!!!
-'Rush Hour'(movie), 'Rush Hour 2'(movie), 'Shanghai Noon'(movie) and 'Shanghai Knights'(movie)
-a video camera
-a digital camera
-any jewelry!! o^__^o
-clothes from/gift certificates to 'Hollistor', 'American Eagle', 'Pacific Sunwear', 'Gadzooks', 'Victoria's Secret', 'Hot Topic', or 'Aeropostale`'
-TiVo!! or that DVR thing!!
-'Master & Commander'(movie)
-'Cast Away'(movie)
-pretty purses and hand bags!
-kewl shoes (eg: Converse Chuck Taylors!!--i'm a size 6 in guys, 8 in girls!)
-a pottery wheel... or just some clay that isn't for little kids.. O.o';
-a TV/cable for my room
-cute/warm pajamas(FLANEL!! XD)
-scarves, gloves, mittens, hats, legwarmers.. from a store or homemade! ^_^
-hoodies
-anything w/ (a) panda(s) or bamboo
-non cheap make-up (eg: Clinique, Mary Kay, Avon, Sephora, etc..)
-a hair straightener
-a 'How To' book on Sewing, Crocheting, Knitting, etc (or on anything girly that could be fun! like interior design, feng shui, cooking, etc!)
-yarn, knitting needles, etc.. whatever i'd need for the 'How To' book.. O.o';
-Dance Dance Revolution (any of the games--need the pad too)
-a laptop
-OMG!! a want a tomodachi sooo bad! no, not those dumb blinkies, the tomodachi! XD TOMODACHIS!!!!
-any arts n' crafts stuff-knitting, painting, sewing, jewelry... etc
-a watch, i guess...:S
-any cool board games ('What the F*CK?' is a good one! haha!)
-Any Sims 2 expansion packs!
-any massaging stuff like those back massager thingies, or the foot spa thingies or whatever! XD
-the Pretty, Pretty Princess game.. don't know if they make it, but i'd REALLY like it! ^__^ PRETTY, PRETTY PRINCESS!!! ^_____^
-play doh is fun! ^^
-Princess Diaries 1+2
-Princess Stories (they're, like, disney princess DVD's.. ^^)
-Pictionary (although nobody ever wants to play it with me..)
-a big dry erase board! ^_^
-a big tac board!
-any cool cd's.

sweetness.. will add more later. ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7216511/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/7216511/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:30:25 PST
happy to be back,
caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/5578513/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/5578513/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 10:02:42 PDT [link] so you can stop there if you want more updates more often. ((i'll try to keep this one up too)). Also, i have this old msn groups thingy at [link] so.. yea. stop by anytime. i'm also gonna try to learn how to make a website.. but i dunno. *shrugs* i hope you visit those places!!
-me ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/5090181/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/5090181/ Thu, 14 Apr 2005 19:25:57 PDT .< haven't written in a long time, sorry. had a bad day today so decided to write..
why did i have a bad day? because of stupid me. I had bought Krystal some REALLY nice sunglasses from Old Navy. I probably spent 20 minutes trying to find the perfect ones for her face shape and skin tone. I think i did a pretty damn good job. However, I guess Krystal hates them or something because she went out and bought herself $1 glasses that don't doa thing for her and she likes them better--talk about depressing. Anyway, i might've got a little tiffy and started going off on reasons why she should where the ones i got her instead of those $1.. things--talking to Lacey(her best friend) and Lauren about it. so, yea. then it got back to krystal that i had said stuff like "omg. it looks so bad." when i didn't mean it like that. i just meant that mine complimented her face and skin sooo well and that those $1 things were just.. there. So yea, so it gets back to krystal and she comes up to me later saying "I'm sorry i'm not as self-absorbed as you." and something else offensive but i don't care to remember. so yea, i raised my hand during prayer in Chorus class and said something like "i'd like to pray for a friend that i have hurt by saying some really mean things and i hope that they can find it in their heart to forgive me." then krystal popped her hand up and said--no offense if this gets back to krystal, but rather snobbishly--"for forgiveness" like she wasn't able to forgive my minor transgression of telling Lacey and Lauren that those $1 things don't do a damn thing for her, and--quite frankly--make her look rather yellow and rectangular.. so, yea. so everybody started debating with eachother at the lunch table, so in 6th period, i couldn't take it anymore. i went into the bathroom and cried.
i started it all. i am... useless, no. i don't know what i am but i certainly can do no good. god, why am i so.. [static] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3940120/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3940120/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 18:48:12 PST Caro's B-day/X-mas Wish List:

-a cool lamp (fiberoptic, lava, etc.)
-a better discman
-a better "boom box" or whatever they're called now
-compfy socks/slippers
-monopoly (we lost it when the drain dripped onto a buttload of our board games and puzzles)--or any boardgame that we don't have
-i pod (mp3 player)--or any mp3 player, really
-a car it you guys can afford it! ^__^(lol!)
-'THE PRINCE OF PERSIA 2: THE WARRIOR WITHIN' ^_^
-'Happy Gilmore'(movie) & 'Billy Madison'(movie)--comes in a set @ Best Buy
-'Elf'(movie)
-'Shrek 2'(movie)
-'Scrooged'(movie)
-a PDA
-my restricted!! ^__^
-'Rush Hour'(movie), 'Rush Hour 2'(movie), and 'Shanghai Knights'(movie)
-a video camera
-a digital camera
-'The Prince of Persia 2: The Warrior Within' walkthrough... (its a book that 'walk's you 'through' the game!)
-a locket
-any jewelry
-clothes from/gift certificates to 'Hollistor', 'American Eagle', 'Pacific Sunwear', 'Gadzooks', 'Victoria's Secret', 'Hot Topic', or 'Aeropostale`'
-TiVo!
-'Master & Commander'(movie)
-'Cast Away'(movie)
-pretty purses
-kewl shoes (eg: Converse Chuck Taylors!!--i'm a size 6 in guys, 8 in girls!)
-a pottery wheel... or just some clay that isn't for little kids.. O.o';
-a TV/cable for my room
-a carebear stuffed animal (one of those HUGE ones!)
-any topaz jewelry of any color (there are tons at Kohl's)
-cute/warm pajamas
-scarves, gloves, mittens, hats, legwarmers.. from a store or homemade! ^_^
-hoodies
-THERES A CUTE PANDA(Furreal Friends) TEDDY BEAR @ TARGET FOR $1798!!!! ^__^ *insert starry/watery eyed face here*
-anything w/ (a) panda(s) or bamboo
-non cheap make-up (eg: Clinique, Mary Kay, Avon, Sephora, etc..)
-hair dryer/straightener
-crest whitening strips
-a 'How To' book on Sewing, Crocheting, Knitting, etc (or on anything girly that could be fun! like interior design, feng shui, cooking, etc!)
-yarn, knitting needles, etc.. whatever i'd need for the 'How To' book.. O.o';
-kewl sunglasses that don't make my nose look retarded.. XD


well, that's it for now, but i'm sure i'll be adding more later! ^__^ happy shopping!!! please don't think of me as vain or conceeded! feel free to make one for yourself! i'd be more than glad to get you something you actually were wanting to get for x-mas!! ^___^
-Caro



YAY! MORE!! ^_^

-Family Guy "The Freakin Sweet Collection"(DVD)
-gift card to BEST BUY..
-Game Boy Advanced SP (in anycolor, really. but i like silver^^)
-Nintendo DS (that new handheld video gaming system!^_^.. anycolor.. silver i think looks best, though!)
-Dance Dance Revolution (any of the games--need the pad too)
-Might i add again, THE PRINCE OF PERSIA TWO: THE WARRIOR WITHIN along with the walkthrough
-a new discman(if haven't said yet)
-a new computer @_@'; (laptop or regular)
-OMG!! a want a tomodachi sooo bad! no, not those dumb blinkies, the tomodachi! XD
-any arts n' crafts stuff-knitting, painting, sewing, jewelry... etc
-a new backpack.. @_@'; mine smells REALLY badly..
-a nice watch
-although it is a nice gift to anyone else, i do not want food O.o'; unless it's like oriental stuff like sue got me for my b-day. that was cool! XD
-any cool board games
-oh yea, if you do get me gameboy advanced, or the nintendo ds, you might want to know what games i want.. lol! umm.. the Urbz (NDS or GBA), Kingdom Hearts (GBA).. yea.. or Frogger!frogger's always fun! same with mario games! ^^ Zelda (GBA), Monopoly(GBA), Final Fantasy 1-2(GBA)...
-The Urbz (PS2)
-any massaging stuff like those back massager thingies, or the foot spa thingies or whatever! XD
-the Pretty, Pretty Princess game.. don't know if they make it, but i'd REALLY like it! ^__^
-play doh is fun! ^^
-Princess Diaries 1+2
-Princess Stories (they're, like, disney princess DVD's.. ^^)
-Pictionary (although nobody ever wants to play it with me..)
-a big dry erase board! ^_^
-a big tac board!


alright, that's everything for now! ^_^ ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939270/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939270/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:32:58 PST
126lb(good!--trying to get down as much as possible for T-day!); watching a movie in US History; feeling alright, but allergies are getting to me; haven't bitten nails in 4+ days!(vg!); still w/ Danny(greatest thing in the world!)
-->okay... in a little bit of worse mood. zits itch, finger hurts (cut it by/on accident) & just all around uncomfortable. think i finally need to see a chriopractor. >.< going to get haircut after school @ 4 o'clock. thats about the only good that has come out of this day. well, that & the fact that i don't have any homework yet--hope i didn't just jynx myself *prays* dah! damn zits, finger, back, bra, desk, and all other things annoying me right now. > .< [okay, i guess this is a later period in the day...]
-->wish my hair was prettier than it is. don't really know how i'm gonna get it cut. gah! need anti-oil shit for face! nothing works! want to go see dermatologist to get a Rx but, you know, money is tight and w/ the x-mas season(& my b-day) coming up, money is super tight.. *sighs* joyous life. [at least i've got my health.. for the most part.]
-->gross there's a girl in my geometry class that is chunky & insists on wearing super tight pants & wearing them at her damn pubeline(timberline:mountain: ubeline:down south) or something. its so nasty. you can totally see her ass crack and she wears a belt! WTF?! >.< anyway, going to wait for bell.

[yay! almost caught up! just gotta type out my B-day/X-mas wish list now! ^_^] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939197/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939197/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:22:07 PST
don't rember how many lbs...; guys gossiping about Chris Rallis & how he's able to out run the cops...; alright mood, i guess; haven't bitten nails in 3+ days!(vvg!); still with Danny! (exceedingly good!)

nothing much happening today. gonna try to loose as much weight as possible before Thanksgiving! that way, i won't be exceedingly fat for my b-day(or just for Danny!)
--> just finished highlighting al the days i hae off of school. feel slike i'm writing w/ a tig... it's so weird...

[wow. eventful day. O.o] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939102/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939102/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:11:09 PST

[wow... didn't write anything. XD] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939090/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939090/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:09:44 PST
128lbs(NOOO!!!); Mr. Peterson talking & Zach Pierece sniffing the snot back into his nose--again!; tired & itchy(need to shave legs!); bit nail a few days ago(clipped 'em 2 days ago); still wiff my Danny-Poo! lol! (vvvvg!)

wow. didn't write much on the 9th... don't feel like writing a lot today either. got $104 for school fundraiser... yay!
-->8th per. w00t. >.< 1st Oral quiz on Friday. sucky. Learning how to say stuff dealing w/ time & classes(school) today. gah.

[yea. the quiz went well.. O.o;'] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939068/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939068/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:05:31 PST
127lbs(NOOO!!!); Mr. Peterson talking; alright-a little blue; bit nails yesterday; still w/ Danny (extremely g.)

[wow. guess nothing happened that day or something. O.o'; ] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939037/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3939037/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:02:11 PST
125lbs(OH HAPPY DAY!); Mrs. Dunn talking; alright mood; bit nails a lot(stress...); still w/ Danny!(YAY!)

woot 5th per... so scared for quiz today in Spanish! M___M its matching! yay! ^_^ still need to find out what over 1/2 of them mean! O.o;'[i ended up doing REALLY good on it, thought! ^_^]
-->talked w/ Mary about her throwing me a b-day party. She says that i can only invite 5 girls at the most & no guys. but its my sweet 16!! i'm so sad! i want a lot of people there! But if i hadto go w/ 5... Me, Mary, Katie, Lauren... then the 5th would be, like, Andrea or Sue... i think. oh! i guess its 5 people not including me... so, yea. 1 Me, 2 Mary, 3 Katie, 4 Lauren, 5 Andrea, 6 Sue... anywayz... gonna reply to Mary's note! ^.~

[yea. that was then. now, if she was still throwing me a party, it'd be Me, mary, katie, lauren, lisa, and sue... woot. on to the next entry!--i plan to get caught up today! ^_^] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3938985/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3938985/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 11:55:07 PST
128lbs.(no change! >.<; Mr. Krier talking; pain in shoulders (shots); haven't bitten nails in a few days; still w/ Danny!(oh, what a beautiful world!)

-->(2nd period) Need to remember to type this in DevArt![like i'm doing now! ^_^] Haven't typed since October 25th, that'slike, *counts* 6 entries!!
-->(5th period) Parents going to take Danny + me to Spezia's[not so, they took us to Johnny Carino's.. still good though!] tonight. Must get present for Mary... but what? [i ended up getting her some earrings and a beanie.. she loved 'em all! mwahaha!] *sighs* nothing much to do until then. Time, go faster!! *whimpers*
-->ugh. SO bored! Don't know what i'm doing! >.< weee! going insane. 1/2 per bell just rang. ugh. go fasterrrr!!!!!!!!!! >:[ bored. so bored. completely out of energy...
-->Dear God, please don't let us have an assignment!! crap! i think we do. >.< ugh! i have so much homework its not even funny.... <:[
-->"Red, red wiiine, come close to meee!" stuck in head. going to get newseating arrangements in Geometry. Oh, Holy Jesus! we have a test in Religion today--consisting of shortanswer & essay questions only! CRAP!
-->hair annoying me. face dry. gah! damn assign.! gtg! bye! >.<


[so yea, i guess that was a pretty bad school day for me. thank God that was Friday! ^_^] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843823/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843823/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:59:46 PST
128lbs (better than yesterday; still not good tho! Xo); Zach Pierce just sniffed his snot back up his nose--GROSS!;cold;haven't bitten nails in 2 days, i think; still with Danny (v.v.v.v.v.v.g.)
-->Danny came over yesterday. We watched 'The Mask' then watched some boring show on TV about....... can't remember. wasn't really paying attention. XD nothing much to say. too cold to write. Adios!
-->Holy shit! teacher is mean. o.O'; wtf is up his butt?! i hate subs so much. Oh, Mr. Gordon, where are you?!
-->oh sure... he comes back 10 mins to the bell! [insert crying face]


[woot. Danny n' me having convo. going to stop now..] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843722/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843722/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:53:03 PST
130lbs(DAMN! ugh! you fat cow! stop eating so damn much!); budness [wtf am i saying?! gawd i'm so dumb!] of class blabbering away; good except made mad @ weight; bit my nails yesterday--play try outs were sucky; still wiff Danny(v.v.v.good! ^_^)

2nd period. meredith giving report right now... not going to get through all of them... sad. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee she's so funny! XD
-->5th per now. Just finished geom quiz. think i did alright, so yea. can't believe i'm 130lbs! how depressing! *cries* then i pigged out @ lunch too! *smacks self* bad, self! bad! down! stop eating so damn much! <
i hope that i make it into the play. i'd be extactic[wow.. nice spelling, self.] if i did get in... it'd be nice anyway.
gah. [censored due to TMI about girly stuff! XD *wink wink*] eek! < O.O';
20 mins to the bell. joy! O.o'; weeeeeeeeeee! so fun/easy to write 'wee' in cursive! ^__^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
[upside down]I love you danny jamaica!
New page! yay!
Slowly but surely, this page is loosing its potential, which is sad. when clean, this page could have been used for a lot of things, but now, it just holds my words--whichever words i choose, so i better make the most of it, b/c you'll never really know when its gone! Hell, i could've written a new constitution down on this paper, but instead i am just rambling on, thinking of what could've been or will come. getting really deep now. quite strange, really.
15 minutes to the bell.
thats 15 precious minutes. only 15. what a tiny # when you think about it... sad, depressing, really. going to sleep now. bye!

[yea.. sister's being a d*ld*.... yea.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843599/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843599/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:33:15 PST
127lbs, but that was in the nude and before i ate...); Mr. Krier talking; a little tired, but i'm OK <; Haven't bitten nails in a long time(v.v.g!); still w/ my lovely bf, Danny!(oh happy day!)

Wow. didn't write much Fri. lol! XD
-->Not writing much today either... gah. so tired! >.<
just finished WS for Geom. God bless Andrea for letting me have her answers! < i owe her so much! ^.^
-->gah. i'm breakin gout so badly. its so no cool!! M__M[that's a crying face for those who don't know *cough*Danny*cough*] need to start washing me face twice plus times a day. > .< bell going to ring.
-->oh God... save me from the quiz! (5th per) Geom... grr. not feeling the best. Danny's coughing a lot & Katie's catching Mary's strep, i think![their symptoms never got much worse, though...]
-->gah! so tired! nothing much happened that was really exciting over the Halloween weekend... tryouts for the X-mas/Children's show are today & tomorrow. >.< gah! so not ready. *whimpers*
-->n-e-wayz... yea. Lern got her rents to let Danny come to the party, so we hung out there then went bowling--i suck horribly at it--then went back to my place.


[that last line sounds bad... yea... whatever.. got a lot more to do..... wee.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843421/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843421/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:14:40 PST
128 lbs(well, better than yesterday...);


[wow... guess i was busy that day.. O.o'; ] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843410/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3843410/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:13:35 PST

129 lbs--w/o food or clothes(v.v.v.b.); no sound, really; good mood(although weight is horrible!); haven't bitten nails in a few days; still w/ Danny (so g. it calls out all b!!!)
Just got done w/ USH test, think i did alright; not good, tho. Had to memorize Articles 1-7(didn't.) & the 8 associate justices (and i didn't.)... think i did alright elsewhere, though.
-->Last night was fun. i made my science project while talking to Danny, so i was talking out my ass & just saying whatever i felt like saying! *giggle* He started it! XD he read my other entries on DevArt & read Monday's w/ its whole making Danny forget about Jess thing... XD anyway, he told me [censored] he just doesn't want her to get hurt/hurt herself. How sweet of him is that?! ^.^
-->omg! just heard that my stalker is stalking my friend, Kelsey Sammons, even worse than he's stalking me! God save us! XO what a freak! May God smote him! Xo Grrr!! ~~~>so glad that i have a nice boyfriend who respects me... @___@';
-->just took Spanish I quiz... think i got a B. yea. Lauren just got done but at the same time as Andrew Hershman(the vile stalker) so she sat back down! LMFAO! she's hillarious! i'm invited to her Halloween partayy but Danny can't come b/c he'd too old, i guess... *frowns* kelsey said we could hang out w/ them if i wanteded, i don't know, though. i'd feel bad. Maybe i'll stop by Ren's[Lauren's] for a bit then go out w/ Kelsey & Danny, etc. that'd be fun! ^.^
-->Andrew Hershman is an evil little boy(no scratch that out).... spawn of Satan!["BASTARD!" says Danny LOL! "NO! DAUGHTER OF A BITCH! NO! DAUGHTER OF A BASTARD!"] Xo Not to mention his highlights suck!! XD
gah! there's glitter on this page so its hard to write over. i have to keep cleaning off the tip of the pen. XO its pretty, tho. a redish color that shimers in the light. Lauren's writing stuff now, too. eek. gtg!


[and so ends another day. aren't you guys so glad i'm updating more, again?! ^__^] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3682273/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3682273/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 19:51:04 PDT .< anyway, Journal entry for 10-26

125lbs(Oh happy day!)[ugh, but, now i'm 127! >.<]; Mr. Krier talking, v.g. mood, haven't bitten nails for a long time(oh! i'm so proud!); still w/ Danny(can life get any better?! i submit that it cannot!)
My nose itches loads. someone must be thinking about me! Hope its Danny! ^.^
->2nd per. now... taking notes... bleh. my gum has become tasteless.
->ugh. tired! need to remember to put this up on website[which i am doing now! ]. need to put Friday's & monday's up too. didn't write at all over the weekend... XD damn. SD in bio. Xo
->5th per! even greater day! i got 81.5 out of 80 pts on my geometry test that i thought was really hard!! ^__^ oh happy, glorious, wonderful day!
Called Danny up last per during lunch after i was done eating. we talked for a few minutes & then said our goodbyes. it was nice. ^^
->gah. dumb assignment. i've got an assignment in 1st, 2nd, and 5th so far. fairly big assignments too. its depressing, really. but my morale shalln't be splattered upon the rocks of the cruel inevitability called... *insert dramatic "dun dun dahhh..." here* Homework! *insert a bolt lightning, thunder and woman shrieking* gtg! see ya later!
-me.


[so yea, my day went perfect 'till i got my dumb freaking pictures that suck. >.< agh. getting carpal tunnel. gotta go. >.< pain!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3682105/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3682105/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 19:29:57 PDT
127lbs(g.), Mr. Krier talking, pain, haven't bitten nails in a few days(gonna jynx myself!), still w/ Danny(v.v.v.v.g.)
Had a good weekend, but Sunday, Danny saw his ex @ Burger King & they talked a little bit, so he was in a crummy mood and couldn't stop thinking about her...
->robably shouldn't be so paranoid about it... [censored]
->still paranoid-bleh-but i think i could change that if we get some alone time... *grins naughtily*
Gawd, he smells so good! XD [censored] *grins again*
its been one month & a day since we started "going out"
Mary said that she'd plan a b-day party for me! yay! Now, to decide who i want there... and whether i want a big group or small group. signifigant others of friends will be invited, granted that they can behave.. both sexually and just keeping out of every type of trouble @__@';
[Censored: the list of who i'm inviting]
->in English now, doing reports so will be in bits + pieces... next.
->got nothing done for eng. report. going to skip if he calls me.
->can't take my mind off of Danny. What shall we do next time we meet?[we went shopping for halloween outfits!! Danny's gonna be a hippy and i'll be a geisha girl! ^__^] *giggle giggle* jk!... or am i?
->in 7th(Religion) now... have to read bible but don't want to... sux v. much.
->getting 100% in religion b/c i am "a saint... perfect." as my teacher said. lol! XD that's cool [i guess.. O.o'; ].
->i stand next to Morgan Peck in chorus now. Joy! Xo she's so full of herself! ugh! oh well. getting me to Heaven, right?
->still don't feel like reading it... is that bad? *shrugs*



[that's how monday went... smoothly all except for the Danny seeing ex at burger king thing.... yea..... *sighs* w/e.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3681966/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3681966/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 19:14:10 PDT
129 lbs; no music; alright mood; still biting nails(b.); still w/ Danny(v.v.v.g.)
Woohoo! *sarcastic* watching another video... 13 little republics... weird name. Just showed beautiful Mt. Vernon. i [insert heart here] that place. haha! just showed the hill between the house + river that i fell down!
->i'm breaking out so badly. it sucks. washed my face really well in the shower.
this speaker sounds like an old piglet(from Whinnie the Pooh) b/c he stutters & has that weird high-pitched thing in his voice going on.
->forgot my-OMG! this dude looks like an older (& less attractive!) version of Kasey[Danny's best friend--Danny's still hotter tho. XD and i'm not just saying that] That's hillarious!
->LMFAO! "dirty wackafrass" XD anyway, as i was saying, i forgot my diary @ my house so i'm writing in my Chorus notebook[b/c we never use it.. @__@'; ].
->LMFAO! the dude that Kasey looks like is "Whoever" Webster! that one dude that made the first American Dictionary! haha! it's a sign! XD [don't know to what, though.. O.o'; ]
girl on here looks like Dori[from Finding Nemo]. it's weird.
10 mins to the bell. i wonder if-whoa. just forgo-wait! i remember! lol!-i wonder if we'll get out tests back in Bio today. i bet i totally bombed it. it was so much harder than i thought it was going to be! XO
5 mins to the bell...
more Preamble rambles... yay.
gtg to next class! bye bye!
->2nd per. i'm gonna try to write in every period except 3 & 4 b/c thats, like, impossible to write during those periods.
->last night was weird, i had a dream that Danny & me were married but he was working & i guess my mom and me had turned Buddhist (yea, right! eh? lol!). so it was Danny's grandpa's birthday & his grandpa had passed away a few years earlier so we were gonna go pray to him & whatnot... it was weird b/c the place we went to pray at was, like, a bit movie theatre that i guess was sort of haunted or it was the only place on earth that one could talk to/visit the dead, but yea, i guess that was just hear-say or something b/c the ghosts were, like... fireworks, smoke, and mirrors. wee. isn't that weird? but everybody bought it! it was, like, retarded b/c, like, i was thinking as i slept, like, "wait... this is just a money making scheme..." but in the dream, i was like "omg! awesome!"
->my mom says that she thinks that my blankie might be at a hotel in Brookings-we stayed there for my coz, Bridget's, wedding. God, please let them (still) have it! *prays* [if there was one thing i could have... out of anything in the world, it'd by my blankie.. or atleast an exact replica... *whimpers*... i miss it so much.]
i sowed(sewed?) Danny's hoodie last night, not too sure if it looks better now or not. haha! if he doesn't like it, or thinks its a shitty job, i'll get the sem ripper and redo it [better next time! ]. it was sort of fun to sow(sew?) it, really. ^__^
gah. Mr. Peterson just turned the lights off on me. poop. write more after he turns 'em back on.
->Lights back on, but too cold to write. taking notes now, anyway... sad.
->gah! so freaking cold! need more sweaters for school. [i got more over the weekend... actually, later that day, i think it was. ]
i have a craving for Chai Tea right now. ^.^
really cold.
really bad craving for Chai Tea...
gtg bai!
->8th per... psh. so much for writing in every period, eh? just finished a test. i think i got a B... maybe even a C[don't even know yet! >.<]. that sux. i'll be happy if i got an A tho. yea. an A would be nice.
it sux, i wa... ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3666224/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3666224/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 19:51:43 PDT turns out that Danny was just distressed that Casey was sad that Kayla didn't want to go with them, or something. *shrugs* they went to TGI Friday's.. yea. Sad that he wouldn't tell me what was wrong. *sighs* wish we communicated better.. O.o'; Ahh.. raspberries! we communicate fine, but i want to be able to help him through his troubles, not congratulate him on getting through it.. *sighs again* whatever. gonna go do some other stuff.. yea. probably right my outline in school. 'twill be fun.. yea.

much love and peace,
me ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3650165/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3650165/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 19:43:01 PDT
idontcareX911: heya
PANDAinthePANTRY: hey...
idontcareX911: what's with the "..." ? You ok?
PANDAinthePANTRY: not really. Danny's being all retarded. it's weird.
idontcareX911: what's he doing?
PANDAinthePANTRY: i mean, he was playing a video game but he's usually not that quiet when he plays video games..
PANDAinthePANTRY: i was on the phone w/ him))
PANDAinthePANTRY: so i asked him if he was okay and he said yea
PANDAinthePANTRY: a few minutes later i asked him if he was sure he was alright and he said yea and i'm like well, i dunno. sorry. you're just not acting like yourself.
PANDAinthePANTRY: and he's like oh..
PANDAinthePANTRY: does that mean anything??
idontcareX911: no, he might just be tired
PANDAinthePANTRY: i asked him and he said no. just bored
idontcareX911: It just sounds like he's having an off day maybe, I dunno
[censored...]
idontcareX911: so are you guys gonna do anything this weekend you think?
PANDAinthePANTRY: i dunno. he's going out to eat w/ Casey n' his(casey's) mom
idontcareX911: fun, lol
PANDAinthePANTRY: i guess. he wasn't very excited
idontcareX911: just make sure that you don't get too stuck on him ya know? Like, so you're able to do things without him? I dunno if I'm making any sense...@.@';
[censored...]
PANDAinthePANTRY: maybe that's just what it is.
idontcareX911: Yeah, not like I'm the expert in relationships, but yeah, make sure you can still be...alone and happy ya know?
PANDAinthePANTRY: i know. >.< it's hard.
idontcareX911: I bet it is, lol
idontcareX911: I'm sure, in a way, it's better then being afraid of relationships
[censored...]
idontcareX911: well, *hug* :-D
PANDAinthePANTRY: thanks *hug*
idontcareX911: mmhmm
idontcareX911: I think I'm about to swear off guys though, all that...lol...like, relationships, cause I don't like having to wonder about anything, like how you are, I know I'd be hella confused, and I don't like being like that
PANDAinthePANTRY: me neither. but it's a drug.
idontcareX911: lol, I don't like drugs...just took a hella big pill...
PANDAinthePANTRY: sorry to hear that
idontcareX911: yeah, oh well, I'll get over it
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea.
idontcareX911: so yeah...blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea.
PANDAinthePANTRY: *can't get over Danny's quietness*
idontcareX911: lol
idontcareX911: Cory's confusing me too @.@ Like last night he was all about seeing me, even said he was gonna maybe drop by my house if I was sick today, and today he's all not talkative @.@ *we're talking on the net...but not really talking at all...*
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea..
PANDAinthePANTRY: guys are confusing.
idontcareX911: yep, why I figure I might as well swear 'em off :-D
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea.. i can't do that
PANDAinthePANTRY: you're like Bridget, i'm like Jude. (from BJ's diary)
idontcareX911: Who's Jude?
PANDAinthePANTRY: her friend with the short dark brown hair that is seeing "vile richard" and calls her up and cries about what's wrong w/ their relationship [but Danny is sooo NOT Vile Richard!!]
idontcareX911: Heh!
idontcareX911: lol
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea
PANDAinthePANTRY: *sighs*
idontcareX911: but who's the better one to be I wonder...lol
PANDAinthePANTRY: Bridget.
idontcareX911: I dunno, what makes you think that?
PANDAinthePANTRY: she doesn't have as many issues.
PANDAinthePANTRY: or serious ones anyway.
idontcareX911: lol, I wouldn't know, I haven't read the book
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea.
PANDAinthePANTRY: *shrugs*
idontcareX911: arg...guys suck
idontcareX911: Can't live with em, can't live without em, lol
PANDAinthePANTRY: that's so true.
idontcareX911: :-P
PANDAinthePANTRY: too true.
[censored...]
PANDAinthePANTRY: why can't i just find my freaking husband, get married, so then i can have a purpose to my life?! >.<
idontcareX911: whoa...
PANDAinthePANTRY: hmm?
idontcareX911: um...a family doesn't create your purpose...you already have a purpose, and you shouldn't be in a hurry to get married if it's for that reason'
PANDAinthePANTRY: howso?
idontcareX911: are you serious?
PANDAinthePANTRY: yea
idontcareX911: You marry because you are in love with THAT person, you want to be with THAT person, not that you want to be married. And it would be hard to raise a family if you're constantly looking to them for a purpose [yea, i know that you get married for love, but then after you find that perfect person, you love them so much you wa... ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643489/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643489/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:37:06 PDT Annoying classmates won't stop saying "hi!" in a highpitched voice to eachother. v. annoying. their regular voices are annoying too. isn't that funny? ha. not really.
Getting grade for US History. has vocal eval yesterday. [censored] A friend once told me that you can't run from things you don't like... [censored]
->still biting my nails. gah. don't want to.. [if anybody knows good ways to help me quit, please feel free to tell me!!!] need to stop. its so horrible. my nails look awful. murde.
->just got way off topic in USH. fun, actually. back on track now. not v. fun. Presidential Line of Succession. wee.
->last night started out n.v. fun, then it was fun. i went upstairs to watch the baseball game w/ Jess + my dad. then i went into my my parents room and layed down next to my mom who was on the phone w/ Bre--@ college now. Anyways, Bre didn't know that i could hear her & she said stuff about me trying to pierce my naval & how my stomach wasn't good enough for it. (so, i'm fat.) so i went downstairs & cried for a long time [called Danny, talked for a bit], then Jess came in & then my mom came in [made me get off the phone.. gawd.] and apologized for not sticking up for me. Anyway, i forgave her--i guess--and we talked for a while. Then, they left & i called Danny & he told me that i'm not fat--[censored]--it sucks!
just got a new nickname: "Mill"... maybe i'll start going by Millie. i think that's a cute name. *shrugs* maybe. right now i'm called either Caro or Hooters. I'll explain that Hooters bit later.
->i *insert heart here*[love] hanging (well, okay, talking) w/ Lacey, Krystal, Andrea, Lauren, & all those other fun people! its so fun! [censored]
Just bombed a test in Bio--atleast i think i did.
->nothing much to do. Vile James is being retarded again--doing his usual wandering amungst the room; taking advantage of the poor substitute teacher. Well, she's not really a sub, more like a teacher sitting in for another teacher who works w/ her. Don't know why i'm writing over this picture... [profile of a my superhero.. if my scanner wants to work, i'll scan & post it] sort of cool-looking, though, if you ask m. Would be more cool if the words went with the picture, you know? [not just dumb ramblings! lol!] i like his hair. it's cool. wee. bored. i think this drawing is pretty good. one of my better pieces, i think.
Bell is going to rind in a few minutes, then back to Nelson for more tormenting times from(by?) Vile James. i hope Good Alex is nice to me. Margie's so lucky to have a boyfriend like him... [not saying that mine is bad, b/c i'd take Danny over Alex anyday, but Margie deserves a nice guy like him ] Same w/ Katie J & Kevin F [Katie deserves the best guy in the world!! ^___^] i'll explain more later. leaving now. toodles.


[yea. that's my longest journal entry so far. hopefully tomorrow will be really long too! ^__^ that'll be fun!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643338/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643338/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:16:47 PDT
128lbs.(n.v.g.), blabbering of classmates[music], okay mood, still biting nails(b.), still w/ Danny(v.v.g.)
->7th per in computer room for Religion... not much to do. [was in a] Bad mood a little bit ago b/c last period James Michaels--Vile James--made me the butt end of all the jokes. sucked much. Alex Havervold asked me what was wrong + apologized that he [had] laughed along w/ it & said that next time he sees James--Vile James-- he'll smack him in the back of the head for me; such a sweetie . Better mood now that i know that. *smiles happily*

[yea, that day was eventful..] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643296/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643296/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:11:38 PDT
130 lbs, no music, fairly good mood, still biting nails, still w/ Danny

->Sitting w/ Mary in Bio watching a drug movie about hallucinagins (ie: XTC, LSD). fairly good movie (SPECIAL K!). girl drank too much water after taking XTC... its so sad. people are dumb. God help us.[i was talking about the fact that they were all like "we didn't know!" psh. how COULDN'T you?! dumbasses.]
->my eyes burn + i've got a headache behind my right eye. Quiz in Geometry... nonconvex polygon... *draws one, shaped like an arrow) easy. one wrong..[not the nonconvex one]
->religion class nothing much to do. want a massage really badly. *insert music note here*hums "Shag Tag"-Prozak*insert music note here* going to draw some.

[yea.. i drew a picky.. not telling what it was tho. t'hee! ^_^ on to the next one!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643262/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643262/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:05:54 PDT
mood: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 (8) 9 10
music: Blaring movie about the US of A's Founding Fathers blaring. [wow. must've been either pretty tired, pretty loud, or both. O.o'; ]
wow. this is a weird movie. yea. gah i'm tired. the Preamble... ramble...
Bell about to ring, gonna pack up now...


[that one was pretty short, but these next ones are gonna be pretty long, i swear!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643234/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643234/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:02:13 PDT
mood: v. bad
music: Mr. Nelson talking about our book "report" assignment.
Danny told me "i love you" last night[for the first time]. it took me a few seconds but i said "i love you too"... Katie says its love like a friend, not true love. i guess i believe her. when will it be true love, then?
[censored] i guess i'm just living w/ an idealistic state-of-mind.
Why can't things be perfect? Why can't i be perfect?
[censored]
Damn assignment. *grumbles*
Audi.


[yea. i was pretty down that day.. it sucked. *sighs* wow. this is getting my pretty down now.. ] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643195/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643195/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:57:52 PDT
mood: excited
music: weird piano/nature/chorus stuff
just finished Spanish test. i think i did alright.

[i ended up getting an 'A+' on that test! ^_^] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643163/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643163/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:56:06 PDT
[music: n/a]
[mood: n/a]
just showed 'Drea the [censored] above[in the previous entry]... she laughed. haha!
need to find: Biology stuff!
Wahhh!!!!!! -_-
gah. i hate being sick. XD

[yea. that day was really short... they get longer generally as i go.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643134/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643134/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:52:57 PDT
[music: n/a]
[mood:n/a]
Forgot my stuff for [Biology] class. it's alright, though. no assignment. w/ that said i'm going to do something completely random...
CENSORED!!
just curious.
yep.
Mary can't believe i just wrote that.

[yea.. that day i was weird too...] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643103/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643103/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:48:20 PDT
music: none.
mood: anxious

only 30 minutes left to go... am v. bored. Nick bored to[o]. need something to do... Danny? Lol! XD Nick twiddling pencil. Me bored.
BORED!



[yea. that was a v. short day... sorry about that little perverted joke up there. i was bored. O.o'; ] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643085/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643085/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:45:20 PDT
music: none, really...
mood: blah.
in mass study hall right now. nothing much to do. Mary + me are passing notes... yea. all shakey from to[o] much caffine. shakey....... shakey.
WEE! w00t. bored.

[yea. short day.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643056/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643056/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:42:19 PDT
music: Mr. Krier's radio o.O'; [1st per]
mood: tired, but hopefully optemistic

getting quizzes back. i bet i got the extra credit wrong... [*gets handed the paper and looks*] yep.
i want to go to Danny's birthday party SO badly! i think i'm gonna try the "break 'em down" method w/ my mom. my handwriting is going to shit... lol! XD


[so yea, obviously sometime between the 27th of August and the 7th of September, i called Danny. well... Katie called him w/o me knowing and yea.. maybe if somebody wants to know the full story i'll write it, but i'll just leave it at that for now... on to the next one!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643027/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3643027/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:37:54 PDT
music: dripping of coffee maker + Tigger(cat) whining to get outside.
mood: tired/sick

First Day of School and i'm freaking tired, so tired that i feel sick. bleah... coffee's ready!
i guess U.S. took gold in soccer[in the Olympics]... they didn't even play it until the early 1990's! how ironic. if i was Spain or some other place that competes in it and has competed for a long time in the Olympics, i'd be peeved! haha!
music: Mrs. Dunn going through role-call... insanely quietly. (5th per)
mood: fair/good
Well, Madigan's in my class... same with Drea, Dane, and Nick [and Katie]. We're sitting together but i have a feeling that she's going to give us seating arrangements... *grumbles*
I KNEW IT!! *curses*...well, infront of Nick, second seat to the back isn't so bad. *shrugs* behind James Michaels-which isn't too bad either...


[a few days ago, we got new seating and Nick moved to Informal Alg.-we're in Geometry... so yea.] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3642975/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3642975/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:30:48 PDT
music: "No Explanation" - The Church
mood: ¬.¬ ---> blah.

Lost my child blankie a few days ago. can't find anywhere. think sister destroyed it; not going to ask tho.
Talking to Sue. trying to forget about all this.
Need to call Danny. Chinese boy i met @ Hy Vee.
music: "Time Only Knows" - PoP[Prince of Persia] Project
So, will you love me? Time only knows...
Need to call Danny + get a date + a boyfriend + husband... then and only then will i be happy again... my poor blankie... WHERE ARE YOU!?! *cries*
Mary wants to do something tomorrow... i dunno if i want to. too depressed about blankie situation and current marital status...
music: "Trust"-Megadeth
i smile and say "yes". I can't believe this is true... God help me please! I'm on my knees!! Help me please!!! Now there's nothin we trust.

[yea. i was pretty sad about my blankie... on to the next one!] ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3636878/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3636878/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 18:08:15 PDT with only good friends?..... count me out. she's so frusterated w/ me..
Oh, God.. am i really this alone?
Danny's not invited?
I'm gonna break out in freaking hives if i go to that place.
...........I want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life..............
she can.. be herself around him?
...i hardly know you. It's just like we were meant to be.
why can't i breathe?
why can't i speak?
stop asking.
someone who wants to be with me too.
i'm so dizzy.
you won't let me in.
i feel so numb.

anyway. gonna go watch tv or something.. try to cheer up.. ha. that's a laugh.

-this is me. ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3636726/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3636726/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 17:48:54 PDT
went skating w/ Danny about a week ago. tried to jump on board but all in vain. skateboard flew into my calf... now have a bruise about an inch and a half by three and a half inches. looks like i'm dead. gross. doesn't hurt. just retarded and icky.

got Mary mad today. she almost started crying. wasn't cool. feel bad now. vocal eval went smoothly (32/35).. sang the 'A' correctly, just messed up on the "Praise His Holy Name" solo part. but i did fairly well for being a little under the weather, and my mind on other subjects (why did mary get so offended?) now i think i'm okay, though b/c i talked to her a little and apologized. hope it's alright. b/c i feel like shit.

shaved my legs... bruise is gross. good night.

-Caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3609989/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3609989/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 10:36:41 PDT
$#&#*($&@#(*$&@#&($@&#()*$%&@#$^@*(#$@

i need stress relief.

Danny, Katie, Mary, (maybe Cory, he's a kewl guy) would help.. @__@'; mostly Danny.

l&,
bye ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3569009/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3569009/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 20:53:21 PDT
i'm coming, Danny!! ^_^






i am not obsessed. i just really like him.. alot. less less. and more more as danny n' me would say. XD

-me/jas/jimmy/caRo ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3568761/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3568761/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 20:18:50 PDT

Anyway, went over to Danny's house today and we watched a really funny episode of Family Guy "It's a jackal! a jackal! jackal! Oo! a jackal! It's a jackal!" XD so awesome. Then we tickled eachother and then ended up kissing. It was awesome! ^_^

Can't believe i give this much detail w/ Danny reading it sometimes.... Hon', if you've got a problem w/ me writing this down here, feel free to tell me and i'll stop putting so much detail in (ex: 'we went to his house and kissed' instead of... yea. O.o';...)

Once more, i must add that Danny is oh-so-patient with me! ^_^

much love and peace,
jas/caRo ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3557805/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3557805/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 14:10:21 PDT
How is your life going? mine's good. i pierced my belly button(with an earing) on thursday but then on saturday, i was gonna take the back off to clean it and i pulled it out the whole way, so now i'm just gonna close it up and go to plan b: find someone with connections who could hook me up with a naval piercing w/o parental consent. *plots*

Danny n' me are doing great. I really enjoy being with him. ^_^ My parents are actually sorta starting to recognize him as my first "real" "boyfriend", you know? it's awesome! ^.^ My dad said he doesn't like it when we sit on the couch with his arm around me--good thing he hasn't seen the other things we've done. haha! XD

It was soo cute! Danny n' me watched Aladdin-he's so patient with me! XD and when he had to go, we went out on the front porch and we kissed and i was backing away so he held me to him and so i started laughing and he's like "where're *you* going?" AHH!! ^_^ *screams happily* he's so cute! If i had no morals, i so could've done some stuff right there. *giggles innocently then it goes into a deeper laugh* t'hee! ^.~

I don't remember what day this was, but i'm pretty sure it was Friday night-yea it was-and we were at his house playing DDR, he's soooo good at it! it's insane! we were playing with the controllers, but it's still insanely hard! Anyway, we got tired of that, so we just watched tv and i rested my head on his lap and he sorta leaned his chest and head over me and cuddled me-so cute!^_^-and then we kissed a bit and his legs got tired-*memo to self: must be down to 119 by Halloween! *-so we spooned(laying up next to eachother) and my back was to his chest to start with but then the show got boring so i roled over and we kissed s'more. By this time it was 11:15 and my parents like me being home by 11. So we kissed for a few minutes and i kept saying i needed to go and we kissed s'more then i said i needed to go and we kissed s'more.. etc. etc. (i'm such a procrastinator) for about

EEK! gtg!! finish this later in a comment/reply to this!!

I love you, Danny!! ^.^ always! ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3494230/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3494230/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 09:58:22 PDT



















are you sure?...
























really sure?...





























alright, then..


































































I LOVE YOU, DANNY!!!!!


Hugs and Kisses,
Caro ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3302602/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3302602/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 18:00:38 PDT fine. *laughs* inside joke.

first off, Danny is my best friend that's a guy and will probably be dating sometime soon. "Go on.." XD He likes Modest Mouse.. here's a good song of theirs:


"So Much Beauty In Dirt"

Out of breath and out of cash,
find yourself watching M.A.S.H.,
every night on the couch.

Woman says let's take a drive down south,
roll down the windows and open our mouths
taste where we are and play the music loud.

Stop the car,
lay on the grass,
the planets spin and we watch space pass.

Walk a direction,
see where we get
I never knew nothin' so there's nothin' to forget
Get real drunk and ride our bikes
There's so much beauty it could make you cry

The rich get money but never what they want.
Find ourselves a new place to haunt.
Climb up the fire escape do it 'til the ground looks far away.
Go night swimming,
leave our clothes on the ground,
when we get busted we just stand there proud

It's the truth we all been wrong make it up and let's move on.
Playing cards we all get to act sly
there's so much beauty it could make you cry.


whee. yep. good music! ^_^ ty, Danny, for introducing me to Modest Mouse! ^_^now, for some Avril:


"Don't Tell Me"

You held my hand and walked me home, i know
Why you gave me that kiss,
It was something like this, and made me go oh oh.
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears,
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough, to take up some of my love.
Guys are so hard to trust.

Did I not tell you that i'm not like that girl?
The one who, who gives it all away.

(chorus)
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you? (This time)
Did you think that it was something i was gonna do? (And cry)
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm
And the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants,
I'll have to kick your ass
And make you never forget.

I'm gonna ask to you stop,
I thought i liked you alot,
But im really upset (really upset)
So Get outta my head,
Get off of my bed,
Yeah thats what i said.

Did I not tell you that i'm not like that?
Girl the one who, who throws it all away.

(Chorus)

This guilt trip that you put me on
Won't mess me up, i've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

(Chorus)

I'm better off alone, anyway..


I don't think that'll ever really relate to Danny n' me much since we communicate with eachother so well.

WHEE!! almost 8, so i can call Danny soon! ^_^

I wanna hang out with him so much but my parents are such retards. I don't care if he's a freshie in college n' i'm a sophy in highschool. it's just gay. gay gay gay.

one minute to 8... gonna go now then.
much love n' peace!
Jas ]]> ~Carolynn http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3210521/ http://Carolynn.deviantart.com/journal/3210521/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 13:35:56 PDT haha! wee..

this song it good. *dances*

now i'm going to go take a shower.... and pee. pee first.... maybe go #2 too........... i dunno. LMFAO! sorry to those with weak stomachs!

going now

mlp,
Jas ]]> ~Carolynn